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Welcome to Subconsciously.
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My name is Shay, and this is a place where I let my subconscious thoughts do the talking.
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Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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This is post-editing Shay.
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So you know when I have to get up on here and tell you what is going on in this episode, that already means it's a train wreck.
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So I just want to give you guys a heads up.
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This episode is complete subconscious, complete bouncing.
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You're going to see me go from topic to topic to topic.
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It's just a bunch of nonsense.
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So if you're here for nonsense, welcome to subconsciously.
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This is going to be the most goofiest train wreck of an episode.
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You go from one topic of it making sense, and you're like, okay, I can follow, I can follow.
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And then you're going to lose your mind a little bit and be like, what is going on?
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So I hope you guys enjoy this episode.
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And I truly hope you can take me at my worst.
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And I promise, most likely next week, you'll have a more cohesive episode.
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But here's a different side of my brain, and I hope you enjoy.
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Here's to navigating the train wreck.
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If it's gonna happen, then we're gonna happen.
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Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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Welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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Guys, my brain is running like a million miles per minute, but I'm also on a time crunch.
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So if none of the things that make sense in this episode come together at any point, I just want you to know this is now pure subconscious.
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Whatever happens, happens, whatever I choose to talk about is where my subconscious thoughts are gonna take place today.
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So let me start with traffic.
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Traffic, no matter where I go, no matter what time of day, it seems to be getting just so much worse.
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It seems to be getting to a point where even if you live in a very rural area, if you live in a very outskirt of suburbia, you know, traffic, you can't beat it, you can't win with it, you can't avoid it.
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It's there.
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And I think it's just the amount of people we have in this world, and I don't know, maybe more people have moved into this area.
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I have no clue.
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But let me just say, I'm getting fed up.
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I'm getting fed up of driving to work, I'm getting fed up of having to do anything anywhere.
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I'm just I'm fed up.
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I've just been in a state of fed upness.
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I'm fed up with things, I'm fed up with like so many little nuances that make me actually want to go a little bit berserk.
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Should I go into my monthly favorites, guys?
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I think that's the type of pod episode we're in right now, where my brain doesn't really know what to talk about.
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So here we go.
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My monthly favorites.
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Okay.
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So first and foremost, I have been diving into some new makeup products, and I thought I'd share them with you because in my coming to Revelations pod episode, I did do a little bit of a monthly favorites, and I thought I'd share some of my monthly favorites with you.
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And I've been trying out a bunch of different makeup, and this is not sponsored, I wish it was, but I've just realized I have been using a lot of new products.
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Here's what I recommend as a girly pop who's constantly using skincare, constantly using makeup, and let's go.
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Last time I talked about a hair product, and I talked about the Rare Beauty Luminizing blush, I think.
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It's like a blush topper highlighter thing.
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Anyways, so I'm gonna go in order of skincare routine to keep going with this.
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I have a lot of friends who struggle with acne, who struggle with breakouts, who struggle with very sensitive skin.
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And I learned this from a beauty influencer, but also I have been in the regiment for maybe almost a year now, I think.
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And I've almost finally gone through the whole bottle, and I can truly recommend to you it is it is the Bioma Hydrating Milky Toner with barrier lipids, polyglotamic acid, and Cisca.
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It is boosted barrier, better skin.
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It is in an orange bottle, and this is what it claims to do.
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So before I get into my explanation of why this is my favorite, I might as well tell you what it does.
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It is a hydrate and repair hydrating milky toner, an ultra-soothing face toner with barrier lipids, plus a super supportive duo of polyglometamic acid, plus ciska.
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The gentle milky formula helps lock in moisture across multiple layers of the skin, minimizing water loss for radiant, dewy results, and a stronger skin barrier.
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It's great for sensitive skin or sensitized skin, boosted barrier, better skin.
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It is also dermatologist-approved, vegan-friendly, and fragrance-free.
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And guess what?
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It's also made in Korea.
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I don't know why I just started getting like quieter as I started reading it, but I I kind of fell into that trend.
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Anyways, this is made in Korea.
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Oh my gosh, the milkiness of this toner is literally my favorite.
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I don't know what it is.
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I I think I bought it because I was already looking for a new toner, but then I was seeing like what are the best toners on the market?
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What is going on?
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Like, I've just I've been out of the game so long because I've been in my own element that I just wanted to pick something different.
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And so with this toner, I find because of the thickness or the velocity, is that the word velocity?
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Velocity?
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No, velocity sounds right.
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The thickness of this toner, it's very, very hydrating.
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And I found this toner because someone who had very, very high acne-prone skin used it on their face for three months and started to see how it was actually healing their skin barrier.
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And I was like, I don't really deal with extremely acne-prone skin, but I do find after using it, I've never had clearer skin because I only use three products on a daily.
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Let me be so for real.
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I only use three or four products on a daily.
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And I found this kind of does exactly what the niacinamide does, and evening out my skin texture, and I found that my skin has been way softer from using it, and like this is to pretty much give you a whole heads up of what I use.
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I use the Doki Cleanser, which is a Korean like cleanser, facial cleanser.
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I use the Bioma, and I use the Nivea facial moisturizer, I believe.
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I can definitely say to achieve really good skincare, you need at least three or four basic products, and the rest is really extra.
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For me, I find I need a really good hydrating facial cleanser, I need a milky toner, and I need a really thick moisturizer, not a cream, not a lotion, not a gel.
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It needs to be, it needs to be thick, like a thick cream, if anything, because my skin loves to soak up moisture like no one's business, but that's also my genetics.
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You need a really good sunscreen.
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Currently, I am using the Biore UV Aqua Rich Lightweight Moisturizer in SPF 50.
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I suggest getting an SPF 50.
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You can use it all year round, you're protected from everything.
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Personally, this is my first bottle of this, and this is like a really nice thick SPF.
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I'm currently always going through different SPF phases.
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I was using Centella, like the blue bottle one, for I want to say almost a year.
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I really liked it, but it left this weird residue on my face, in which I didn't really enjoy, and it felt like a sunscreen.
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Where this one genuinely feels like a moisturizer, but it has the SPF in it, and that's what my skin enjoys the most because it dries down properly with all my other products.
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Anyways, so that's my skincare I've been loving, especially the bioma one.
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I've been recommending it to people with eczema, I've been recommending it to people with acne, and I've just been recommending it all around because also it is a perfect skin prep and the perfect segue into makeup.
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So, what else have I been really enjoying in this process of life?
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Okay, the next one is a serum, but it's also like a really good makeup primer or like something to mix in with your foundation if you really love it.
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It is the e.l.f.
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Skin Thirst Burst Drops, Dewy and Brightening, 1% Hydrating Hibiscus Complex, plus 5% niacinamide, and it's for dry, oily in combination skin.
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How to use?
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There's three ways to do it.
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Use one to two pumps as a serum, a makeup primer, or mix with your fave foundations.
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More drops equals more glow.
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I love this stuff.
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Honestly, I find a really big difference with how my base lays when I use this.
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I personally have been trying to find a really good sticky based primer because I find a sticky base is a better base for priming.
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But I've been using this, mixing it with the Bioma Toner before I do my makeup.
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The glow, the glass skin you achieve is ridiculous.
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Anyways, that is my shout-out for Elf skin.
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If you haven't used it, I recommend it.
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I've let two or three of my friends use this, and they also really enjoy it to the point where sometimes this runs out faster than when I use it by myself.
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Oh, I love you guys.
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If you guys are listening, what else have I been enjoying?
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Oh, I first tried NYX or NYX for their buttermelt bronzer, but I have a new obsession actually, and it is the buttermelt blush.
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This kind of gives me the same feeling that the Rare Beauty Luminizing Blush used to give me.
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This is in the shade You Know Butter.
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It's a shimmering coral, and it's known as a butter blush.
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And let me just tell you guys, as I open this up, this gives me the exact same feeling as the other one.
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It has like reflex in it, but I would use this as a blush topper.
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So I would still go in with like my original liquid blush, and I'm not much of a highlight girl anymore.
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But what really gives me that everyday glowy skin, and sometimes I don't even put the other blush on the bottom.
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Sometimes I'm feeling lazy.
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I just want to swipe this on my cheeks and call it a day.
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This has been my holy grail in terms of everyday makeup, has been this blush because I can use it every single day.
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And sometimes I don't got time.
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I don't got time to sit here and like just do makeup all the time.
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Okay.
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I I have a time crunch.
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I'm a busy woman.
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Okay.
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So I swear by this one.
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I think it's one of the cheaper blushes I got.
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Well, obviously it's drugstore, but I love finding products, as you can probably tell, that are drugstore and that are on the cheaper side.
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I don't like breaking the bank for certain products, mainly because I find I have been very blessed with skin that has not had like cystic acne or anything like that.
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And I've been very blessed with that.
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And so I find the less I do the better, but I still want products that work properly.
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And if you want cheap products that work for you and you might want to test out, maybe you're in that realm of playing, I would definitely recommend the NYX butter blushes.
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They are pigmented, you don't need a lot of it, but if you do want to layer it, they are perfect for layering.
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What else has been my favorite?
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Oh, I have a lip color.
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I have a lip color that's my favorite.
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It is surprise, surprise, also drugstore.
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It is the NYX Launder XXL in the shade LXXL 25 Candela Babe.
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And it's a matte liquid lipstick.
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I last time I put on a matte liquid lipstick, I was in high school.
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This tone, when I tell you, it's like light when you first put it on to the point where you're like, oh, that's not my shade, like at all.
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But I find with these guys, I'm putting it on as we speak, guys, is that they apply super light, but then they oxidize.
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I believe it oxidizes as it dries, which makes it a little bit of a darker color.
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I had no idea if that's just me, if I'm making this up, but I find it dries down darker than I put it on.
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Because when I put it on originally, it's just a really light but nude type of matte liquid lipstick.
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It's not like ultimately dark, but it's dark enough where you're like, oh, that's a chef.
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That's not the color I put on initially.
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Turns into a beautiful nude.
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Anyways, moving on.
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I guess in a mini update, what have I been doing?
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I have been going to different churches.
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I celebrated a birthday, and I think I told you guys last episode I sang, and it's gonna happen again, I believe.
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And I'm not gonna tell you guys yet because I'm I'm gonna kind of keep that one on the DL, but I'm really excited.
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I haven't been excited for a really long time when it came to music and when I came to life.
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I find that I might be losing my mind, losing a bit of my spark right now.
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I don't know if it's the season.
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I don't know, but I'm trying not to dwell on it.
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I'm just trying to let the lord do his thing and just do what he wants with me.
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Because honestly, I'm I'm a little lost.
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Anyways, next thing.
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Where am I what am I gonna eat tonight, guys?
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I'm eating sushi.
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Specifically, I would like sashimi, I would like a salmon don.
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I would like some rice and some raw fish and some soy sauce, and maybe some spice, and maybe just feel something.
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Oh my goodness.
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What is even going on in the world right now?
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Let's Google it.
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Let's read you some news.
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Let me tell you what's going on in my side of the world.
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Okay, funny news.
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I want funny news.
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Guys, I can't even make this up.
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This is from Readers Digest Canada.
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It says, goat arrested after walking into Saskatchewan Tim Hortons refusing to leave.
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He was very unhappy.
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This is the title.
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And then it says, as Canada's national police force, the RCMP is no stranger to odd complaints.
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Case in point, an autumn night in 2015, when officers were called to a Martinsville, Saskatchewan, DeMhortons to remove a goat that refused to leave.
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As reported by the National Post, he was very unhappy with this, so the members decided to take him home instead of two holding cells at detachment.
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Read a cheeky RCMP news release.
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Organizers of the University of Saskatchewan Rodeo later said that the goat escaped from their event the previous night.
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What the heck type of news is this?
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Okay, that was 2015.
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I want something recent.
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I want something that makes me laugh.
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Guys, I've been yapping here for a full 24 minutes, and I don't know if any of this is making it into the episode, but we can always try.
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Funny jokes, haha.
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Funny jokes, haha.
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Okay, guys.
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This is your favorite part of the segment.
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Horrible jokes.
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Let's do some thir 30.
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Nope, that does not say 30.
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300 corny dad jokes that will make anyone laugh and groan.
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These fresh jokes for 2025 are so bad they're funny.
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What kind of shoes do frogs wear?
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Open toed sandals.
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Alright.
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Halloween is coming.
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Ah!
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What a horrible segue.
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Halloween is coming next week, guys.
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By the time this episode comes out, Halloween will be on Friday.
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Let me just say, I have not planned any costume.
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I barely celebrate Halloween.
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If anything, my father's probably gonna put me on candy duty.
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And we don't have a lot of kids in our area, but if there is a kid, they're gonna get a whole bucket of candy.
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Because we don't get kids to our house.
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People don't approach our house.
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I don't know why.
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It's fine.
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Anyways, the reason why I brought up Halloween is because as a Christian, I personally do not celebrate Halloween.
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But for work, I do just wear a little bit of a costume just to blend in with everyone at work.
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But it's never anything demonic, it's never anything like scary or evil.
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I usually pick like the most cutest Disney character and I just kind of roll with it.
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Or I'm a cat every Halloween, just because I wear it to work, and then as soon as I go home, I take it off because I just I don't know.
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I can feel the conviction when I like talk about Halloween.
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Maybe because it's a very demonic, I guess, quote unquote holiday.
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I don't know.
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I personally just feel very convicted when I do Halloween things, and so Halloween is next week.
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I have not gotten a costume, and if anything, I'm gonna be a cat again.
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Every year I'm a darn cat.
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I'm a darn cat, guys.
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But at the same time, I don't want to be a cat again.
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I wanted to be the little girl from Spirited Away, but then that's a lot of effort.
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And then I wanted to be maybe Winnie the Pooh, but then that's a lot of effort.
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And then I was like, maybe I'll just be Vanelope from Wreck It Ralph.
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Just give myself a bunch of candy, tape it to my head, you know, it'd just be a whole thing.
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I can just wear the same thing that I usually do, which is a hoodie and all these things.
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But then that takes a lot of work.
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And it's just I don't want to put effort into something that is only gonna last a day.
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I'm not really gonna wear it for that long, maybe like four hours.
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And then I'm gonna have to take it all off.
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Like, I don't want to have to wake up early to Wear a Halloween costume or get ready to wear a Halloween costume.
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And then like one year, this was like pre-Christ me.
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I was like Stewie from Family Guy, and that was really cute.
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I literally wore like red, like a red shirt overall thing with like a yellow shirt, and I made myself look like him, I don't know, outfit-wise.
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But I don't know, Halloween has always been one of those things that I've just never been truly interested in.
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Even when I was younger, like when I was dressing up as like a witch or like I don't know, a princess, or you know, just the thought of having to beg strangers for candy just seems really odd when I say it out loud like that.
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What if you're saying trick or treat, but you're getting no treats, you're just getting tricked?
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I don't like pranks.
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I don't I don't want to be a part of that.
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Anyways, that's a whole other thing to get into when Halloween comes around.
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It is 5 36.
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I've been yapping for a long time.
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And it's been 30 minutes, and I don't know why.
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My brain is just not in a place to just be cohesive.
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So I hope you just enjoyed me.
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Just yap about absolutely nothing, tell you an awful joke.
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Maybe next week there'll be something actually entertaining.
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But until then, guys, I want to thank you so much for listening to the subconsciously podcast.
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It really warms my heart, and I just thank you for listening.
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I learned the other day, before I even end this episode, I learned the other day as I was going through my stats, I have a lot of fans from the Netherlands.
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I don't know what accent you guys have, but I don't know why I immediately went British, because that's wrong.
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But I just want to say hi to all the people in the Netherlands and all over the world.
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I didn't realize how far this pod is going because I had the genuine realization the other day that I am not stuck in Canada only.
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I am traveling everywhere.
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So wherever you are, I just want to say thank you for supporting the pod.
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Thank you for listening.
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Thank you for letting my subconscious just have a deep dive.
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If you have any suggestions of what you would like to hear next episode, you can DM my subconsciously Instagram account.
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It is S-C O O P S U B C O N S C I O U S L Y.
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Scoop Subconsciously on Instagram.
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And I truly, truly want to hear from you guys.
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I don't want you guys to just be silent listeners.
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I want you guys to be deeply involved.
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I want you to become my best friend.
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Okay.
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I want to make some besties during this podcast journey.
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I don't want to just be talking to myself because that's a little boring, guys.
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Come on, we can step up our game.
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Oh my goodness.
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Anyways, again, I have fun things planned, but also I promise next week will be a more consistent episode.
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I just had an hour to just kind of let my subconscious do its thing.
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And I didn't feel like being very, very serious with you guys today.
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I feel like the world was serious enough this week.
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But thank you for all the support that you've given on you waited too long, and I promise you guys won't be waiting too long again.
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I'm trying, even if my brain doesn't want to do it.
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I'm going to be consistent and give you something every week.
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If it's not the greatest, it's fine.
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That just means the podcast episode is a little shorter that week, you know?
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But, anyways, I seriously thank you again for all your support and all your love.
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Knowing that I can impact your life makes me feel very, very honored and very special that you want to even hear me talk and rant and just be very human.
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That's truly what I want.
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I just want to be super genuine, super honest, and human with everyone.
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And I just can't thank you enough for all your love and support.
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Even though subconsciously is only like a year old.
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I still thank you for all the love that you have really put into this.
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It makes me smile every time I hear people like, the pod's coming back.
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Oh, oh my goodness.
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Like, how how have you been?
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Why haven't you started the pod in a while?
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Like, come on, like, get it together.
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And it just makes me smile.
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So I just want to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for that.
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And I will see you guys on Scoop Subconsciously for more behind the scenes possibly for more content.
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And you'll probably find my main account on there, but you won't know until you check.
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So thank you guys for listening for the five millionth time that I said it.
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And I will catch you guys next week where my subconscious thoughts do the talking.
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Bye guys.
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Welcome to Subconsciously.
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My name is Shay, and this is a place where I let my subconscious thoughts do the talking.
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Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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This is post-editing Shay.
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So you know when I have to get up on here and tell you what is going on in this episode, that already means it's a train wreck.
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So I just want to give you guys a heads up.
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This episode is complete subconscious, complete bouncing.
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You're going to see me go from topic to topic to topic.
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It's just a bunch of nonsense.
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So if you're here for nonsense, welcome to subconsciously.
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This is going to be the most goofiest train wreck of an episode.
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You go from one topic of it making sense, and you're like, okay, I can follow, I can follow.
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And then you're going to lose your mind a little bit and be like, what is going on?
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So I hope you guys enjoy this episode.
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And I truly hope you can take me at my worst.
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And I promise, most likely next week, you'll have a more cohesive episode.
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But here's a different side of my brain, and I hope you enjoy.
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Here's to navigating the train wreck.
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If it's gonna happen, then we're gonna happen.
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Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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Welcome back to another episode of Subconsciously.
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Guys, my brain is running like a million miles per minute, but I'm also on a time crunch.
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So if none of the things that make sense in this episode come together at any point, I just want you to know this is now pure subconscious.
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Whatever happens, happens, whatever I choose to talk about is where my subconscious thoughts are gonna take place today.
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So let me start with traffic.
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Traffic, no matter where I go, no matter what time of day, it seems to be getting just so much worse.
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It seems to be getting to a point where even if you live in a very rural area, if you live in a very outskirt of suburbia, you know, traffic, you can't beat it, you can't win with it, you can't avoid it.
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It's there.
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And I think it's just the amount of people we have in this world, and I don't know, maybe more people have moved into this area.
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I have no clue.
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But let me just say, I'm getting fed up.
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I'm getting fed up of driving to work, I'm getting fed up of having to do anything anywhere.
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I'm just I'm fed up.
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I've just been in a state of fed upness.
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I'm fed up with things, I'm fed up with like so many little nuances that make me actually want to go a little bit berserk.
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Should I go into my monthly favorites, guys?
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I think that's the type of pod episode we're in right now, where my brain doesn't really know what to talk about.
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So here we go.
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My monthly favorites.
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Okay.
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So first and foremost, I have been diving into some new makeup products, and I thought I'd share them with you because in my coming to Revelations pod episode, I did do a little bit of a monthly favorites, and I thought I'd share some of my monthly favorites with you.
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And I've been trying out a bunch of different makeup, and this is not sponsored, I wish it was, but I've just realized I have been using a lot of new products.
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Here's what I recommend as a girly pop who's constantly using skincare, constantly using makeup, and let's go.
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Last time I talked about a hair product, and I talked about the Rare Beauty Luminizing blush, I think.
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It's like a blush topper highlighter thing.
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Anyways, so I'm gonna go in order of skincare routine to keep going with this.
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I have a lot of friends who struggle with acne, who struggle with breakouts, who struggle with very sensitive skin.
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And I learned this from a beauty influencer, but also I have been in the regiment for maybe almost a year now, I think.
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And I've almost finally gone through the whole bottle, and I can truly recommend to you it is it is the Bioma Hydrating Milky Toner with barrier lipids, polyglotamic acid, and Cisca.
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It is boosted barrier, better skin.
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It is in an orange bottle, and this is what it claims to do.
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So before I get into my explanation of why this is my favorite, I might as well tell you what it does.
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It is a hydrate and repair hydrating milky toner, an ultra-soothing face toner with barrier lipids, plus a super supportive duo of polyglometamic acid, plus ciska.
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The gentle milky formula helps lock in moisture across multiple layers of the skin, minimizing water loss for radiant, dewy results, and a stronger skin barrier.
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It's great for sensitive skin or sensitized skin, boosted barrier, better skin.
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It is also dermatologist-approved, vegan-friendly, and fragrance-free.
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And guess what?
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It's also made in Korea.
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I don't know why I just started getting like quieter as I started reading it, but I I kind of fell into that trend.
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Anyways, this is made in Korea.
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Oh my gosh, the milkiness of this toner is literally my favorite.
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I don't know what it is.
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I I think I bought it because I was already looking for a new toner, but then I was seeing like what are the best toners on the market?
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What is going on?
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Like, I've just I've been out of the game so long because I've been in my own element that I just wanted to pick something different.
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And so with this toner, I find because of the thickness or the velocity, is that the word velocity?
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Velocity?
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No, velocity sounds right.
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The thickness of this toner, it's very, very hydrating.
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And I found this toner because someone who had very, very high acne-prone skin used it on their face for three months and started to see how it was actually healing their skin barrier.
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And I was like, I don't really deal with extremely acne-prone skin, but I do find after using it, I've never had clearer skin because I only use three products on a daily.
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Let me be so for real.
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I only use three or four products on a daily.
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And I found this kind of does exactly what the niacinamide does, and evening out my skin texture, and I found that my skin has been way softer from using it, and like this is to pretty much give you a whole heads up of what I use.
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I use the Doki Cleanser, which is a Korean like cleanser, facial cleanser.
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I use the Bioma, and I use the Nivea facial moisturizer, I believe.
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I can definitely say to achieve really good skincare, you need at least three or four basic products, and the rest is really extra.
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For me, I find I need a really good hydrating facial cleanser, I need a milky toner, and I need a really thick moisturizer, not a cream, not a lotion, not a gel.
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It needs to be, it needs to be thick, like a thick cream, if anything, because my skin loves to soak up moisture like no one's business, but that's also my genetics.
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You need a really good sunscreen.
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Currently, I am using the Biore UV Aqua Rich Lightweight Moisturizer in SPF 50.
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I suggest getting an SPF 50.
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You can use it all year round, you're protected from everything.
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Personally, this is my first bottle of this, and this is like a really nice thick SPF.
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I'm currently always going through different SPF phases.
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I was using Centella, like the blue bottle one, for I want to say almost a year.
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I really liked it, but it left this weird residue on my face, in which I didn't really enjoy, and it felt like a sunscreen.
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Where this one genuinely feels like a moisturizer, but it has the SPF in it, and that's what my skin enjoys the most because it dries down properly with all my other products.
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Anyways, so that's my skincare I've been loving, especially the bioma one.
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I've been recommending it to people with eczema, I've been recommending it to people with acne, and I've just been recommending it all around because also it is a perfect skin prep and the perfect segue into makeup.
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So, what else have I been really enjoying in this process of life?
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Okay, the next one is a serum, but it's also like a really good makeup primer or like something to mix in with your foundation if you really love it.
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It is the e.l.f.
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Skin Thirst Burst Drops, Dewy and Brightening, 1% Hydrating Hibiscus Complex, plus 5% niacinamide, and it's for dry, oily in combination skin.
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How to use?
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There's three ways to do it.
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Use one to two pumps as a serum, a makeup primer, or mix with your fave foundations.
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More drops equals more glow.
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I love this stuff.
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Honestly, I find a really big difference with how my base lays when I use this.
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I personally have been trying to find a really good sticky based primer because I find a sticky base is a better base for priming.
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But I've been using this, mixing it with the Bioma Toner before I do my makeup.
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The glow, the glass skin you achieve is ridiculous.
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Anyways, that is my shout-out for Elf skin.
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If you haven't used it, I recommend it.
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I've let two or three of my friends use this, and they also really enjoy it to the point where sometimes this runs out faster than when I use it by myself.
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Oh, I love you guys.
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If you guys are listening, what else have I been enjoying?
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Oh, I first tried NYX or NYX for their buttermelt bronzer, but I have a new obsession actually, and it is the buttermelt blush.
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This kind of gives me the same feeling that the Rare Beauty Luminizing Blush used to give me.
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This is in the shade You Know Butter.
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It's a shimmering coral, and it's known as a butter blush.
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And let me just tell you guys, as I open this up, this gives me the exact same feeling as the other one.
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It has like reflex in it, but I would use this as a blush topper.
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So I would still go in with like my original liquid blush, and I'm not much of a highlight girl anymore.
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But what really gives me that everyday glowy skin, and sometimes I don't even put the other blush on the bottom.
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Sometimes I'm feeling lazy.
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I just want to swipe this on my cheeks and call it a day.
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This has been my holy grail in terms of everyday makeup, has been this blush because I can use it every single day.
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And sometimes I don't got time.
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I don't got time to sit here and like just do makeup all the time.
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Okay.
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I I have a time crunch.
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I'm a busy woman.
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Okay.
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So I swear by this one.
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I think it's one of the cheaper blushes I got.
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Well, obviously it's drugstore, but I love finding products, as you can probably tell, that are drugstore and that are on the cheaper side.
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I don't like breaking the bank for certain products, mainly because I find I have been very blessed with skin that has not had like cystic acne or anything like that.
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And I've been very blessed with that.
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And so I find the less I do the better, but I still want products that work properly.
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And if you want cheap products that work for you and you might want to test out, maybe you're in that realm of playing, I would definitely recommend the NYX butter blushes.
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They are pigmented, you don't need a lot of it, but if you do want to layer it, they are perfect for layering.
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What else has been my favorite?
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Oh, I have a lip color.
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I have a lip color that's my favorite.
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It is surprise, surprise, also drugstore.
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It is the NYX Launder XXL in the shade LXXL 25 Candela Babe.
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And it's a matte liquid lipstick.
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I last time I put on a matte liquid lipstick, I was in high school.
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This tone, when I tell you, it's like light when you first put it on to the point where you're like, oh, that's not my shade, like at all.
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But I find with these guys, I'm putting it on as we speak, guys, is that they apply super light, but then they oxidize.
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I believe it oxidizes as it dries, which makes it a little bit of a darker color.
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I had no idea if that's just me, if I'm making this up, but I find it dries down darker than I put it on.
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Because when I put it on originally, it's just a really light but nude type of matte liquid lipstick.
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It's not like ultimately dark, but it's dark enough where you're like, oh, that's a chef.
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That's not the color I put on initially.
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Turns into a beautiful nude.
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Anyways, moving on.
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I guess in a mini update, what have I been doing?
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I have been going to different churches.
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I celebrated a birthday, and I think I told you guys last episode I sang, and it's gonna happen again, I believe.
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And I'm not gonna tell you guys yet because I'm I'm gonna kind of keep that one on the DL, but I'm really excited.
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I haven't been excited for a really long time when it came to music and when I came to life.
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I find that I might be losing my mind, losing a bit of my spark right now.
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I don't know if it's the season.
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I don't know, but I'm trying not to dwell on it.
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I'm just trying to let the lord do his thing and just do what he wants with me.
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Because honestly, I'm I'm a little lost.
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Anyways, next thing.
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Where am I what am I gonna eat tonight, guys?
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I'm eating sushi.
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Specifically, I would like sashimi, I would like a salmon don.
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I would like some rice and some raw fish and some soy sauce, and maybe some spice, and maybe just feel something.
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Oh my goodness.
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What is even going on in the world right now?
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Let's Google it.
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Let's read you some news.
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Let me tell you what's going on in my side of the world.
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Okay, funny news.
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I want funny news.
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Guys, I can't even make this up.
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This is from Readers Digest Canada.
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It says, goat arrested after walking into Saskatchewan Tim Hortons refusing to leave.
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He was very unhappy.
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This is the title.
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And then it says, as Canada's national police force, the RCMP is no stranger to odd complaints.
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Case in point, an autumn night in 2015, when officers were called to a Martinsville, Saskatchewan, DeMhortons to remove a goat that refused to leave.
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As reported by the National Post, he was very unhappy with this, so the members decided to take him home instead of two holding cells at detachment.
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Read a cheeky RCMP news release.
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Organizers of the University of Saskatchewan Rodeo later said that the goat escaped from their event the previous night.
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What the heck type of news is this?
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Okay, that was 2015.
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I want something recent.
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I want something that makes me laugh.
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Guys, I've been yapping here for a full 24 minutes, and I don't know if any of this is making it into the episode, but we can always try.
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Funny jokes, haha.
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Funny jokes, haha.
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Okay, guys.
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This is your favorite part of the segment.
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Horrible jokes.
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Let's do some thir 30.
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Nope, that does not say 30.
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300 corny dad jokes that will make anyone laugh and groan.
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These fresh jokes for 2025 are so bad they're funny.
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What kind of shoes do frogs wear?
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Open toed sandals.
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Alright.
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Halloween is coming.
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Ah!
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What a horrible segue.
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Halloween is coming next week, guys.
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By the time this episode comes out, Halloween will be on Friday.
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Let me just say, I have not planned any costume.
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I barely celebrate Halloween.
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If anything, my father's probably gonna put me on candy duty.
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And we don't have a lot of kids in our area, but if there is a kid, they're gonna get a whole bucket of candy.
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Because we don't get kids to our house.
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People don't approach our house.
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I don't know why.
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It's fine.
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Anyways, the reason why I brought up Halloween is because as a Christian, I personally do not celebrate Halloween.
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But for work, I do just wear a little bit of a costume just to blend in with everyone at work.
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But it's never anything demonic, it's never anything like scary or evil.
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I usually pick like the most cutest Disney character and I just kind of roll with it.
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Or I'm a cat every Halloween, just because I wear it to work, and then as soon as I go home, I take it off because I just I don't know.
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I can feel the conviction when I like talk about Halloween.
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Maybe because it's a very demonic, I guess, quote unquote holiday.
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I don't know.
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I personally just feel very convicted when I do Halloween things, and so Halloween is next week.
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I have not gotten a costume, and if anything, I'm gonna be a cat again.
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Every year I'm a darn cat.
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I'm a darn cat, guys.
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But at the same time, I don't want to be a cat again.
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I wanted to be the little girl from Spirited Away, but then that's a lot of effort.
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And then I wanted to be maybe Winnie the Pooh, but then that's a lot of effort.
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And then I was like, maybe I'll just be Vanelope from Wreck It Ralph.
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Just give myself a bunch of candy, tape it to my head, you know, it'd just be a whole thing.
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I can just wear the same thing that I usually do, which is a hoodie and all these things.
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But then that takes a lot of work.
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And it's just I don't want to put effort into something that is only gonna last a day.
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I'm not really gonna wear it for that long, maybe like four hours.
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And then I'm gonna have to take it all off.
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Like, I don't want to have to wake up early to Wear a Halloween costume or get ready to wear a Halloween costume.
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And then like one year, this was like pre-Christ me.
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I was like Stewie from Family Guy, and that was really cute.
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I literally wore like red, like a red shirt overall thing with like a yellow shirt, and I made myself look like him, I don't know, outfit-wise.
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But I don't know, Halloween has always been one of those things that I've just never been truly interested in.
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Even when I was younger, like when I was dressing up as like a witch or like I don't know, a princess, or you know, just the thought of having to beg strangers for candy just seems really odd when I say it out loud like that.
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What if you're saying trick or treat, but you're getting no treats, you're just getting tricked?
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I don't like pranks.
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I don't I don't want to be a part of that.
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Anyways, that's a whole other thing to get into when Halloween comes around.
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It is 5 36.
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I've been yapping for a long time.
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And it's been 30 minutes, and I don't know why.
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My brain is just not in a place to just be cohesive.
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So I hope you just enjoyed me.
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Just yap about absolutely nothing, tell you an awful joke.
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Maybe next week there'll be something actually entertaining.
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But until then, guys, I want to thank you so much for listening to the subconsciously podcast.
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It really warms my heart, and I just thank you for listening.
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I learned the other day, before I even end this episode, I learned the other day as I was going through my stats, I have a lot of fans from the Netherlands.
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I don't know what accent you guys have, but I don't know why I immediately went British, because that's wrong.
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But I just want to say hi to all the people in the Netherlands and all over the world.
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I didn't realize how far this pod is going because I had the genuine realization the other day that I am not stuck in Canada only.
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I am traveling everywhere.
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So wherever you are, I just want to say thank you for supporting the pod.
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Thank you for listening.
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Thank you for letting my subconscious just have a deep dive.
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If you have any suggestions of what you would like to hear next episode, you can DM my subconsciously Instagram account.
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It is S-C O O P S U B C O N S C I O U S L Y.
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Scoop Subconsciously on Instagram.
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And I truly, truly want to hear from you guys.
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I don't want you guys to just be silent listeners.
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I want you guys to be deeply involved.
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I want you to become my best friend.
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Okay.
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I want to make some besties during this podcast journey.
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I don't want to just be talking to myself because that's a little boring, guys.
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Come on, we can step up our game.
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Oh my goodness.
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Anyways, again, I have fun things planned, but also I promise next week will be a more consistent episode.
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I just had an hour to just kind of let my subconscious do its thing.
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And I didn't feel like being very, very serious with you guys today.
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I feel like the world was serious enough this week.
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But thank you for all the support that you've given on you waited too long, and I promise you guys won't be waiting too long again.
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I'm trying, even if my brain doesn't want to do it.
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I'm going to be consistent and give you something every week.
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If it's not the greatest, it's fine.
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That just means the podcast episode is a little shorter that week, you know?
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But, anyways, I seriously thank you again for all your support and all your love.
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Knowing that I can impact your life makes me feel very, very honored and very special that you want to even hear me talk and rant and just be very human.
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That's truly what I want.
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I just want to be super genuine, super honest, and human with everyone.
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And I just can't thank you enough for all your love and support.
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Even though subconsciously is only like a year old.
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I still thank you for all the love that you have really put into this.
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It makes me smile every time I hear people like, the pod's coming back.
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Oh, oh my goodness.
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Like, how how have you been?
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Why haven't you started the pod in a while?
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Like, come on, like, get it together.
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And it just makes me smile.
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So I just want to thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for that.
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And I will see you guys on Scoop Subconsciously for more behind the scenes possibly for more content.
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And you'll probably find my main account on there, but you won't know until you check.
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So thank you guys for listening for the five millionth time that I said it.
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And I will catch you guys next week where my subconscious thoughts do the talking.
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Bye guys.
