Starving Your Demons – A Love Letter to the Version of You That Survived

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What if the person you've spent years criticizing... deserves a fair trial instead?

We all carry things from our past that occasionally wander into our minds at 2 a.m. Decisions we wish we'd made differently. Relationships that ended badly. Opportunities we didn't take. Words we wish we could take back.

But what if the biggest burden isn't what happened?

What if it's the story we've continued telling ourselves about what happened?

In this episode, Johanna explores the difference between regret, remorse, and shame - and why confusing the three can keep us trapped in years (or decades) of unnecessary self-punishment.

Drawing on neuroscience, psychology, and lived experience, she explains why hindsight bias convinces us we "should have known better," how shame rewrites our personal history, and why many of the emotional "refrigerator boxes" we've been carrying around are actually little more than ring-box-sized lessons wrapped in years of self-criticism.

This isn't about pretending everything happens for a reason.

It isn't about excusing harmful choices.

And it certainly isn't about pretending life's "sh*t sandwiches" are actually cake.

It's about telling the whole story.

Keeping the lesson.

Throwing away shame's inaccurate meeting minutes.

And writing a love letter to the version of yourself who survived long enough to become who you are today.

In this episode:

• The important difference between regret, remorse, and shame 
• Why shame grows when we keep feeding it 
• The neuroscience of hindsight bias ("I knew it all along") 
• Why our brains rewrite history - and how to challenge that narrative 
• Accountability vs. accepting responsibility for the whole highway 
• Why self-compassion doesn't let us off the hook - it tells the whole story 
• How to shrink emotional "refrigerator boxes" back into ring boxes 
• A practical exercise to begin starving your own demons 

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⚠️ Disclaimer

I'm not a therapist, psychologist, or counsellor.

I'm simply someone who's spent a lifetime learning through lived experience, a great deal of reading, and many years at the School of Hard Knocks. Everything I share here is intended to educate, encourage reflection, and offer practical tools - not replace professional support when it's needed.

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YouTube (enhanced podcast episodes):
http://www.youtube.com/@TransformativeJourneys-Johanna 

Podcast music:
 "Back Roads" by Will Harrison
Licensed through Epidemic Sound.