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Well, well, well, well, well, well. What I like about
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what I do on my radio show is I really
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don't censor or edit or do do much of what
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everybody else does. There are so many people podcasting and
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doing radio and all that kind of stuff in the planet.
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I like what I do. It's pouring rain. It is
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five am in Mexico City. I got my setup, I
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got my studio. I'm happy. I got my frequencies, I
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got my energy drink, and I got some time with y'all.
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So I just want to get the vibe and we
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will have a pretty cool show. So on my radio show,
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I do things differently. I am a podcaster, radio show host.
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I take phone calls, I phone people. I do all
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kinds of stuff. I play music, I enjoy life. I
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have fun, and I talk about what it is. I
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feel like talking about the moment. But right now, I
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just want to listen to some social distortion. You are
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with me here on Radio Bampio, trying to get this done.
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Start what a high school sing like Sasha girl.
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I didn't know much interest in sports uschool Electionting last
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was my dream all days.
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By a rocking road. They're not girls, they're the front
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of the room.
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So of course she had so funny, but she never.
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Seen the same school boy crush.
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It wasn't just pretend those somebody wanted to do the
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guys right.
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She said, it's past, story of my life, story, my life.
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Story, the story o my life.
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And I went down my old neighborhood, the faces of change,
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no one.
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I love to talk to the who love.
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As a kid. It's that was seventy.
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And I went downtown to look for job. Had no training,
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no experious streak com thehole, SAMAI cheese and.
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I turned and hated by locks.
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Do you don't want to do?
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I guess right, I said, its story on.
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Story of love, story.
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Story, Yeah, good times going at good times, go.
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Don't when it's a good times.
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I love to laugh long.
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I think about stuff good times we had and not
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they had to.
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Do.
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I said it at the end, jump my bed, I
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strove my get jo and I singing out my love songs.
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Thinking about what you're.
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Doing now and when you're coming your back.
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Start.
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You only want the june you think it is right,
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said it's kind.
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As you stole my.
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Gott o my.
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Who's not a fan of Mike Nests and social distortion.
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I think we all growing up listening to a social
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da was one of the luxuries of being a young,
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rebellious version of myself. Social distortion was important is important
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right now. Mike Ness is going through some stuff with
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Mike Ness would be the singer of social distortion, and
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he's had a hell of a life, hell of a career,
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influenced everybody, played with everybody. I love Mike Ness. Some
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of my neck tattoos I started getting because I was
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such a mic Nest fan. And when I found out,
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when we all found out that he was diagnosed with
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throat cancer, it was it was a shock. It was scary.
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It was something that you know, Yeah, and when you
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grow up a fan of sports or music or theater
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movies and you're if you're really into a certain character
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and you hear a really piece of life changing news
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like that, it kind of sets you back. It makes
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you think differently. It makes you look at your own situation,
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which I have because being a person in front of
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the camera and all that kind of stuff. And on radio,
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I'm really struggling with his mics because if I talk
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to who are away from it, it just changes the
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whole dynamic This is interesting. How are you supposed to
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adjust to the real world, to life, you know, when
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you get you spend your life on the road or
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creating this persona, which is basically who you are as
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a free man or woman. You're an artist, you're creating,
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and you know you're away from home. You don't really
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have a normal life if you're in show business. You
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don't have a normal friend set, you don't have the
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same freedoms, and then you also have a lot more freedoms.
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You you're able to have a different perception you're your
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things that you worry about on a day to day
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level are extremely different. And that's what one of the
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things I noticed, you know, when you when you're in
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this position. And I was really enamored with the situation
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with Mike ness because they instead of giving in and
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and and the oh no for me and the you know,
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the charity shows and all that, he buckled down, got
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the therapy, he wrote a new album and now they're
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on a world tour. So that that kind of mentality
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I learned from punk rock. What is it? I I
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really don't know, but it's all good because it's kind
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of uh real, similar to sports. You know I'm not
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giving up. I can't give up. I won't give up.
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I don't want to give up all that kind of stuff.
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I was listening to this band a little while ago,
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and I want to see if I can find a
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song that was turning me on and just go away.
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What was it called? I really dug it and I
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want to hear it. Lets you can find it? Go away,
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go away? Why are you're not looking for it? Mm hm, go.
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Way?
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Well fucking sucks, Okay, I found it. It's just when
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I when I was misdiagnosed with with everything, and and
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I was told because of my injuries and the miss
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diagnosis of Alzheimer's and Parkinson's and just being fed drugs
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and drugs and drugs by the pharmacy and doctors and
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just getting sicker and sicker, And there was a point
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where I was like, you know, the dream or the
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life I've lived, leaving a small town in Canada and
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becoming somewhat of some type of rebellious icon in the
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sports entertainment industry and then having to go out this
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way just didn't make sense to me. So I'm going
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to listen to this song because I want to hear it,
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and then I'm going to get into that a little bit,
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and then we'll keep going with the show. You're listening
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to me had radio Impio.
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When you know I love when you probably way, don't
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you know? Come up a way? Don't you know?
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Come up a way?
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Don't you know? I love queen away?
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Do you know?
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Hold up your.
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Way you go?
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You know? I up the way you go?
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You know I love you way you go away?
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So you know I love the way you go. You
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know I love you the way you got away.
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I love you when you go away nowhere. I love
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being way nowhere.
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No. Two three? You know, come up where you go?
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You know, come out where you go? You know? HE
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love you way you go awhere.
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Don't you know?
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Hand up the way you don't you know?
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Hand up the way you got away?
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Hold up sen go away?
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Nont where Hello?
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Quin go?
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Where Hello?
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When go way go.
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Way birs or.
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Wh oh fuck Yeah? I love that. I'm a major, major,
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major major Ramones fan, punk rock fan. I love that.
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You know there there was a time when that music
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got was was being called happy punk green day. Call
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it what you want. I fucking love it. It's so
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much fun to play. When you get that speed and
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it's a style of guitar playing, I really want to
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work on this mic because that's not I don't want
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to sound like a fucking tin cannon. I don't know
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what to do about that. Hmmm. Well, anyways, when you
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play that, that style of music and it's so fast
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and the downstroking of it, because you know, you don't
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strum the guitar, you're playing one direction really fast, and
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the power that you hitting the strings with. You got
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to be very careful what thickness of pick you use,
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because if it's too strong, you know you're going to
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snap your strings. But if it's too flexible, you know
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you're not getting that that that violence. So if you
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get the right combination of pick and downstroke and you're
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you're standing in the right position and your strings are
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vibrating right, and you're close enough to the amp and
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it's on the point of it's it's it wants to feedback,
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but it's it's just there. When you get in that
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fucking pocket and you're just playing the guitar and that
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that style. You know, a lot a lot of traditional
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guitar players and a lot of musicians that are in
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different kind of bands really frown upon how easy that
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kind of punk rock music is. But it is not
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that easy because you've got to remain committed to the
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to the style. You can get really lazy and play
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that music because it is the easiest chord formations. It's
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just basic rock and roll three chords. But if you
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don't play it the right way, it doesn't sound the
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right way and hence it doesn't come out right. So
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you know, he hearing a band like Teenage Bottle Rockets.
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You know, Green Day is so awesome, but they blew
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up to this worldwide phenomenon that they are and I'm
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still a fan, but there, you know, you can't Teenage
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Bottle Rockets is still you know that that loud, fast,
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ramones happy punk three chord. You know, I'm mushy in
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love with my girlfriend on a Saturday night at the movies.
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Kind of rock and roll that you would see in
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a small club. That is something I really really like.
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When I was playing in with my band, the last
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band I was in, just playing in front of one
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hundred people, well was you know a lot of you
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Some people are like, holy fuck a hundred people, you
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know what I mean? But just to be able to
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do that and to see people digging it and bopping,
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it's so ritualistic, it's so fulfilling. Wow, good times, and
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it's a blessing when you can do that kind of stuff,
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which is basically an extension of everything. Was why I
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got onto the radio was because I want to do
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what I want to do, which is why I left
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home when I was really young. And some of the
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things I was going to kind of talk to you
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about was I left home very young with the idea
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of something either music is pro wrestling, something to do
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with street life, DJing. But the biggest thing happened when
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I developed the character or the persona. Didn't really put
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a name on it yet, but when I was younger
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and and you know, there was a lot of opportunity
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to not get help for mental health because it wasn't
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that common of a theme. And when you grew up
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in a small town, you know, you you kind of
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handle things on your own. You can go outside. You
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can go to a big field, you can go to
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a creek, you can go to a baseball field, you
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can you can go to a basketball court, you can
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get a road hockey game going. You can you can
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do things where you have outlets. And at the time,
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you know, there wasn't a lot of influence television things
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like that. There was no rebellious radio, there wasn't anything.
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So it was really at that time socially where things
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were started starting to kind of mix. And I truly believe,
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you know, the explosion of what was going on in
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New York. I want to say from there, I'll just
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probably a little bit off, but if you, if you,
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if we go for nineteen seventy six to seventy nine,
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even earlier because of the whole Velvet Underground Andy Warhol thing,
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but the New York Dolls CBGB's that era, and then
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when disco and hip hop and house and street parties
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started happening in block parties, the mix of all of that.
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There's a great documentary on YouTube New York City nineteen
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seventy seven, The Coldest Year in Health. I'm an amazing
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documentary because it talks about the birth of all these movements.
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In the inclusion of cultures was amazing to me. And
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that was the biggest influence in fashion and music and
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attitude before it got taken over by people with their
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proper agendas. You know, punk rock became more political, hip
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hop became more East coast, west coast. Those are just
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some examples, right, not picking sides, not saying I know anything,
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not saying I know any better, just saying I was
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so fortunate enough to grow up with that. So when
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I hear a band like teenage Bottle Rockets, who has
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that energy, it feels like the guys on stage fell
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in love with that oomph. You can see by the
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way they stand, you can see by the way they play.
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You can hear it in their rehearsals because they put
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a lot of video ups. So I really appreciate that,
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and I wanted to keep Vampire Radio Vampiro that way,
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unshed charted territories. I make mistakes. I kind of talk
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about what I want to talk about. I do what
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I want to do. My biggest influences in radio are
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orson Wells. I can get into that at any time.
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You know, Steve Jones from the Sex Pistols when he
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had Jones, He's jukebox and Howard Stern. Of course, if
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you're into podcasting and you're a dude who's in martial
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arts and all that, you know it's a lie if
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you say that Joe Rogan is not an influence at
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one point in time, because he certainly is right. But
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the reason I like Steve Jones was because whatever he
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wanted to do at the time is what he would do.
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If he came in and he put on a record
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album and it played five or six songs, that's what
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he would do. If he didn't read the commercials, there
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you go. If he came back from commercial and he
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was just in his own little world, there would be
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dead silence on the air. I fucking loved that because
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here's one of my heroes from the Sex Pistols who
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made that guitar sound, who created something from nothing, from imagination.
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Can you imagine being seventeen, eighteen years old and things
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are exploding in London, the unemployment, the addiction, the immigration,
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the frustration, and and you know it's you're in Europe,
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so there is so much easy access to other countries
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and you can get into football hooliganism, meaning you can
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go and follow your team around and that was the
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thing to do, and you know they would call it
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have a punch up. You know, you would go and
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you would mix it up with the other team and
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you know, you would throw down or you would go
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see rock and roll shows and this was you know,
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this might not mean something to a lot of you,
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but it's key. Fashion was changing, you know, that's the
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obvious part. But the ability to play live in these
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small venues with these ultra powerful, fucking Marshall amplify turned
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up full blast, simple rock and roll played on a
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Les Paul guitar through a Marshall lamp at full fucking blast.
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That's catchy hook, sexually intended rock and roll. It's fucking
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brotally seductive. It is so fucking powerful. It's like god damn.
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So can you imagine, you know, being that age and
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the sex pistols? You know, I love the sex pistols,
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But can you imagine as a store owner? You imagine
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his vision. He went over to New York, he saw
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what was going on on the streets of New York.
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He took that fashion, came back to England, made a store,
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made the clothing, found guys, made a band and the
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band actually turned out to be fucking awesome. To start
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this movement. Can you imagine being the one who's sitting
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in your bedroom taking fucking amphetamines at night? Writing those
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songs when you can't even play guitar. Can you imagine
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the creativity, the nervousness, the journey you have to go
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on to believe, the faith you have to have. It's
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not luck, it's not hard work, it's not right time,
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right place, it's the fucking belief that you have a
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message to deliver. I took that, and that's what made
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Vampiro that. I did not ever want to be a
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world champion. I did not ever want to be a
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top draw I did not ever want to be a
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wrestling superstar. I knew I was a messenger, a passenger,
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and that's exactly what I've been doing, is living my
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life as a gypsy vagabond passenger, just going through life,
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sharing experiences, gaining knowledge, participating with that knowledge, creating something
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to provoke. When Mick Jones from the class said, you
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can't learn punk rock, you either get it or you don't.
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It's either with you or it's not. It's from birth
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that stuck with me. And when I was younger, you know,
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didn't have a lot of money, so I spent a
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lot of time in the library and one of the
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things I used to do on a Friday night. I
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remember when I was little, you know, I had the
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old style record player and that kind of stuff, and
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all the other kids would be doing what they're starting
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to do, you know, hang around in the corner with
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their bicycles and are staying out a little bit later,
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or hanging around the mall. And you know, I was
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too shy and too nervous to do that. And they
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used to have this thing called Friday night skating, so
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there was a hockey rank and everybody would go there
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and just skate around the rink and that would be
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your your first steps and going out and dressing up
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and hopefully holding hands with a girl skating around the rink.
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And I used to stay home in my bedroom. I
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would get a bunch of chairs and pillows and get
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the record player and I would build a DJ booth
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and I would DJ my Friday nights away. Because there
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was a record series that would have record radio shows
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from famous stations in the United States. Milwaukee on a
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Friday night, nineteen fifty seven, May seventh, summer cruising, and
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it would have like the hits of the summertime, or
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it would have California and you know, we'd get the
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beach boys kind of sound. But it would be radio
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shows and I would just sit there and listen to
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the commercials and the car commercials and the voices and
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the music, and I would replay it over and over
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and over because I really liked rock and roll, that
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kind of rock and roll music, right, and there was
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a you know, a lot of us grew up with
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the TV shows shown on, you know, so we were
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in happy days and we were Laverne and Shirley, so
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we we that kind of rock and roll was still
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fresh with our parents. You know. My dad was a
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truck driver, greasy hair and a leather jacket and all
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that kind of stuff. So I was born into it.
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And seeing all that kind of stuff is what was
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really really was my thing, right and and my two
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favorite things were iepop and evil and evil. We'll get
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to that sometimes down the road. But when I when
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I showed up in Mexico, I already had the idea
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for the persona and it just kind of.
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It.
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Really the dangerous part of it was I started to
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really disappear because the character took over who I was,
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took over my life, took over everything, and transitioning from
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going from nothing to being young and foolish and not
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having any guidance, you know, coming to Mexico with that,
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there was no rules, There was no guidelines. You know,
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when you get a nineteen year old kid who's who's
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one hundred percent adrenaline and you're coming into a situation
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where everybody was laid back and didn't want to rock
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the bout, and I sunk the fucking boat. So it
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was it was an interesting experience, but there was a
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lot of things that happened as well. You know, we
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can get into it down the road, and I certainly
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will depending on your questions, but I really want to
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talk to you about, you know, the addictions, what goes
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through it. You know, with the physical abuse, the mental abuse,
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the sexual abuse, it exists. You know, the depression that
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can that can creep up on you, the physical damage
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that happens to you, the mental damage that happens to you.
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You know, how you're taking away from home. You know,
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the collapse that you go through, and you know then
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the endless spiritual searching and just the falling down and
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not being able to get back out correctly, because no
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one ever took the time to learn what that means.
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So this is not my only story. But anybody who's
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built their identity around a person, a job, or a substance, fame, money,
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or a rurle understands what I'm talking about with his collapse.
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This we're kind of going through something right now. This
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is the moment after the old identity dies, but right
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before the new one exists. So let me see something here.
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The substance was not the original problem. Okay, So I'm
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just going to talk really quick about addictions, and then
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I want to get some feedback before I touch on
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the theme again. But before I do, let me go to.
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That.
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When I look over my notes really quick, I'm gonna
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play some music. We're gonna listen to some iggy pop,
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and then we will be back right after this. What
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happened to iggy pop?
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Ready? Ready, guys, many past the change.
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He's got to do a enough street days.
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Yeah, yeah, some gonna love dance, give him a time track.
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Yeah, fucking iggy pop. You don't like iggy pop? Something's
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wrong with you? Where's my fucking deal man? Okay, shoe
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phone no is m So a lot of us get
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fucked up, you know. One we're when we're going through
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some stuff and we don't realize how easy it is
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to do that. So, you know, you start drinking and
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you start fucking around with drugs and all that kind
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of stuff. I get it, but it is not the
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and there'll be awares it. So I used to think
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that the being, you know, using drugs and alcohol where
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you know, I loved taking drugs and alcohol. It was
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fucking great for my creativity, and I just I enjoyed
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it because I knew what I was doing it for.
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You know what I mean. I'm not condoning it. I'm
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really giving a fuck about that kind of stuff. But
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you know, I did my time, and it happened. I'm
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not going to deny it, but it became that was
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not the original problem. Became an answer for something unbearable,
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and what was unbearable was the loneliness, the pressure, and
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the fear. But then after that it was the admission
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that Vampiro made it possible to avoid being me and
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that was a problem. And that's what a lot of
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us go through as men, especially were getting older. You know,
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when I retired from the ring, I think it was
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it's been about eight months now, but I still kind
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of go in the ring and fool around and do
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all that kind of stuff. But that's not the same.
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You know, when a guy who spends his life being strong,
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being in the gym, lifting weights, being in pro wrestling, boxing,
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martial arts, jiu jitsu, grav maga, all that kind of stuff,
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all of a sudden can't do it anymore because of injuries.
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You know, I got really beat up in wrestling, and
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near the end it really took its toll. I think
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it was about twenty fifteen when it was bad. It
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was bad. I was in a wheelchair. I was like
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three hundred and sixty pounds. I was a breath away
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from dying. The amount of drugs that I was being
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force fed. And I'll say that force fed because I
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was going to the doctor. I had medical insurance, we
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had everything. I was doing a TV show. Used to
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sit down in the chairs and break the fucking things
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on TV because I was so big. It was embarrassing,
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and it was take these pain killers, do this, do that?
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You know?
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They told me I had Alzheimer's because I was shaking
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and I couldn't remember my name, and I was like, well, yeah,
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you got me full of fucking drugs. What do you
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want me to do. But you know, nobody realized that
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the pain, you know, the arthritis, the cracks in my neck,
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the posture of my head forward, the you know, the
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damage in my neck was so extreme. Can you imagine
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you can kind of you know, my head being forward
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and that puts so much pressure on your neck and
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the oxygen and blood and fluids go into your brain
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and no wonder, you can't fucking think. So, you know,
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it's not that I had Alzheimer's, it's like, can we
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do the correct diagnosis? And then you know, I started
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getting nerve damage and then stuff in my back and
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it was like, oh, so, what really really was unfortunate
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was the access to drugs, to pain medications. And that
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became a situation because I liked it, and but it
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was wrong. It's hot in here. I turned the air
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conditioning on. So that was a lot of emptiness, a
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lot of despair because you can't get clean because you
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want to be cleaned, but you can't because if you
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don't get clean, you're not working. You know, you know
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that's not gonna work. It's too much noise. I apologize
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that I figured this out because whatever so surviving sometimes
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it's not so dramatic. What's dramatic is the loneliness and
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you know, your survival simply being here speaking, honestly, making
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the next transition. So it was never difficult to speak
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about these kind of things about you know, addiction and
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all that kind of stuff, because you know, I already
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lost the version of myself that I wanted to be,
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but I already knew what that was, you know, So
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what I had to do was, you know, I had
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to continue to let my identity completely collapse so that
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I would find you know, you hear that saying all
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the time you're gonna, you know, when the times really tough,
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you're gonna find the people who stick by you, and
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all that kind of bullshit. Well it's really not bullshit
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because you know, being an esoteric and being in the
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Masons and all that kind of stuff, and learning to
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read maps and getting different ideas and perceptions when you
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see certain things in certain postures, let's just say, positions clues,
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you kind of get your answers. And one of the things,
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you know, with one of the that I got my
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brothers in freemasonry is you know, the temple, I'm the temple. Freemasonry,
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stone masonry, well, I'm the stone and these are the tools.
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So I got to constantly work on myself to be
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a stronger foundation in my community, in my home, in
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myself so that I can be somebody stable for my
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loved ones. So I had to basically, you know, I
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unfortunately leaned very heavy on my daughter, very heavy on
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my girlfriend, and you know, they indirectly, unfortunately bore the
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brunt of this bullshit and they stuck with me through
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it all. It's been such an amazing experience because I
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did an exercise and I changed my phone number and
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I didn't give it to anybody, and I wanted to
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see who would look for me. No one. No one
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has looked for me in eight months, no one. And
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I thought, this is awesome because no one has to
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look for you. But you can certainly distinguish who is
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your acquaintance and who is somebody on your inner circle.
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And my family and my girlfriend, my daughter, my mom,
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my partners. I got two three partners and yeah, that's
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my circle. And it's so much healthier because you don't
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have to have that pressure of asking for something from
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somebody or waiting to give something for the wrong reasons,
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and that really helped me start to heal because I
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went through the standard stuff in the beginning, right whilst
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everybody's fault, no one loves me and no one's finding me,
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and it's like, well, nobody wanted to be around you
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in the first place, and it's not because they're bad,
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it's because there's something about you that's uncomfortable, that's undesirable.
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And I was like WHOA. So as soon as I
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started to really accept responsibility for who was at I
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don't want to say at fault, but who was indirectly
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involved in this, Well it was me and only me.
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So I really had to set up a plan of cleaning,
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of growing. And when you invest and you want to
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fix your business and you want to be a better
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version of yourself, and you know you can't just pick
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up and move to a new kingdom. You've got to
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make sure where you've lived before is ready to be
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left so you can move on, because it wasn't yours
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when you got there, certainly wasn't yours, and you stayed
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there and it's not there for you to abuse anymore
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when you're gone. And it's a habit that a lot
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of us don't really understand. So I'm going to break
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it down a different way. And if you can start
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to do this and you understand this concept, it's really
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going to do. This is one of the things we
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teach in magic and it is so simple, but if
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you don't do it this way, it won't work. So
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a lot of people don't know how to end or
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begin their sleep cycle. So if you go to bed
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at night, what you're doing is you are ending the
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day in preparing for your second shift in life. Your
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second shift is sleep. That's resting, that's dreaming, that's thinking,
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that's being at peace, that's putting an end to the
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day's activities. But the beginning of your next day is
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your sleep cycle. When you wake up, before you go
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and have breakfast, before you start to get on computer,
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before you do anything else, you have to end the
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cycle of sleep. What does that mean? That means you
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must make your bed, Not after breakfast, not after you
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go take a shower. You have to do it immediately
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because that tells your subconscious, it tells your reality and
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your energy that that part of the day is done.
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I accomplished something. I stopped sleeping, I made my bad
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so I am free to do my next activity without
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anything on my mind. If there's something that's the next activity.
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Getting dressed. As you're getting dressed and you're trying to
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find the right clothes that combine for the meeting that
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you need to go to, and you want to look
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a certain way, but you haven't made your bed yet.
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You're looking over your shoulder and you're I got to
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make my bed. I'm going to put this on, and
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how do I look? And I got to You got
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to do one thing and finish it. Then you start
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the next thing, and that's the only thing you do.
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You don't get on the phone when you're getting dressed,
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you can't do. Multitasking saves lives. Multitasking saves everything. But
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if you want to spiritually and energetically reset your nervous system,
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you've got to do the protocol. And that doesn't mean
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doing it one time. Okay, I did it. I'm good. No, No,
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that's not the way it works. You need to go
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twenty percent slower in your day. If you don't do that,
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then you're kind of counterproductive because you're reacting and you're
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doing things out of habit. You're doing things out of
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the flinch. You know, when you walk into a haunted house.
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What do you do?
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You get scared? You jump? And what what do you do?
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In self defense? That's the first thing you do. So
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there's all these applications in real life for just normal
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habits that a human being does. So if you don't
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purposely break that loop by going slower, by finishing things,
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by being looked at strange, by saying, fuck, am I
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doing this right? If you don't go through it, you're
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not going to get it. So that's just a little
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bit of advice from your friendly neighborhood spider man here.
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I want to see what's next. I want to jump
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into a little bit more of the program. I want
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to play some music, and then I want to keep rocking. Okay,
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we're going to listen to one of my favorite bands, Ministry.
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You are listening to Radio Vampiro, and I hope this
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corrupts you in some way, shape or form.
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Jesus is a market previous to his career as a prophet.
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All of a sudden, I found myself in love with
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the world. So there was only one thing that I
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could do was ding a ding dang might dang along,
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ling along, raying.
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I don't know me now, I'm I getta get out
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of the m am Me me am I all wrong? Wo?
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Wow wow me so dim a frim me my time
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out here?
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An I don't know all.
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Time? Tell me all I said? Wow, I got yell
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me to tell you? Why do.
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You give your mom?
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I fucking love industrial music everything that it stands for,
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and radio Vampiro uh is gonna be doing that. I
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just gotta get the discipline. Gun. You know what I'm saying.
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I won't love you. I've the muscle memory. It's me
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forever to feel good enough to be doing this. So
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what's going to be happening now that I'm you know
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I'm Yesterday we announced a tour. I'm gonna be touring
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the world basically podcasting and radio you know where everywhere
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I go, and gearing up right now to get to
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Mexico City for the month of July. There's a rock
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and roll pub, Irish pub, but it's a franchise. I
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got like eighty of them here in the country, and
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I'm going to be doing weekend residencies in all of them,
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doing my podcast live, interviewing people, taking phone calls, and
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of course a DJ set. So it's gonna be fucking
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awesome and and we're really really pushing for the United States.
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I got to figure this out and make this a
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little bit so I don't look like a fucking in
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your face. So on on on the radio show side
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of things, you know, it is a podcast radio show,
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I will have guests, and on the weekends there's a
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little bit more of an in depth podcast where I'm
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sitting there looking at you talking about a certain thing.
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But during the week the radio shows, it's urgent for
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me just to get the muscle memory going and get
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these back up because we've installed the phone system and
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we're gonna be like a trial and error on that
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over the next couple I hope, I hope by the
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end of the week, because I want to have guests
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on here, and I can have guests like I can
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put a video up here and have somebody on here
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like a video call. But I really want to have
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the interaction with you, the fans and the people who
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are into these things via telephone. So I want to
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I want to make sure you can call me. I
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want to make sure that we can we can have
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that conversation. You know, I've always been a fan of
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that of that kind of radio, and to me, the
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most important people that the greatest conversations are with you.
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A lot of times I talk to some celebrities and
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they don't they don't know what the fuck they're talking about,
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and they just say things that just make me want
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to make me want to do bad things to people. So,
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you know, I've talked to a lot of famous people
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and some of them just blow and some of them
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are really cool. But the point is we're going to
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be all over the place, and once I get out
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on the road, I'm going to be going to indie shows.
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I want to be going to indie rock shows. If
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you're into things after some paranormal stuff going on in
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your town, or if you've got some really really badass
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food that's only local. You know, I want to my dream,
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My dream is to get on the road and never
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get off of it, and I'm about three steps away
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from that. So Radio Vampiro is my brain child. Everything
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is set up to win, but the only thing that's
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not happening is me with my consistency. So every day
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from now on, there's going to be the radio show.
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It will be up and that's what this is. And
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as soon as I can get into the groove, I
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want to be doing longer shows. So it's probably going
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to be an hour of this of just us going
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back and forth, and then there's going to be a
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really really good hour of the most insane music. So
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that's what's going on. Please, if you see this, leave messages,
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do what you gotta do, ask questions. I love it,
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You're a part of this family, and I just wanted
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to really, really really just get this one out of
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the way. I'm going to edit it as we speak,
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and I'm going to continue on. I'm going to leave
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you right now with the rest of this amazing song.
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I'll start off in the beginning because I fucking like it.
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Wish by nine inch Nails, I'm Vampiro, Thank you, I
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will see you tomorrow. Why is this not starting over there?
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Yeah?
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Break something, kids, have a good day. This is the
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first day last.
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But then I don't think it about the real high
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forever the farm. No, you needs to listen.
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I just saw the lie.
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It.
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You just don't have something fun at time.
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And sell something, selling something so sad, something really stuff,
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not one with a soul with.
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No fo.
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Nothing said something. I don't sell something so I saw
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something the.
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Old man start fun.
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So science so sound, so
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Said