BrickBoyDior Opens Up About His Xanax Addiction, Near-Death Experience & Turning His Life Around

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If you guys want to tail any of my picks,
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my picks for the UFC, for NBA, for football, whatever
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you guys want. And yeah, I think I have better
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numbers than Felipe, so that's all that matters. I love
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you guys. Let's get into this podcast. Before we get
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into this, I think, did people do, like, I don't
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even know where the fuck you came from. Bro. I'm
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going to be honest with you, because I just seen
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you one day at my gym, and you came with Shan,
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and a bunch.
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Of other guys.
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You obviously got a, you know, you built, you look
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like you definitely work out. I was like, oh, it's
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a gym, bro. But then I started seeing random clips
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of you, and I was like, what the fuck does
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this guy even do?
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Realistically, it all came so fast, bro. Yeah. Like, so
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it's gambling, fitness, trading.
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What came first?
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Gambling. First? Yeah. Really? Started with gambling.
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That's a terrible thing to start with.
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I know. Fuck. Well, realistically, it started like in the beginning,
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like 2020, like music.
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How old are you? 26. Oh, man, you're a baby.
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It's good. But I feel like, realistically, right now, I
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feel like, I'm just now, like, in the past, I
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did so many drugs, I feel like my brain is, like, 20.
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You don't think your brain is older?
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No, hell no.
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You think it's younger because it, like, stunted your.
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I feel like I'm still, like, learning life.
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You did drugs when you were younger?
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Hell yeah. I was, like, really addicted to Xans.
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Xanax?
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Yeah.
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Anything else?
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Mainly Xans, yeah.
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How'd you get off of that? Because that's hard to...
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Opioids are hard to get off of.
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I realistically just quit. One day, cold turkey.
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So it's a lie when they say it's hard to
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just stop? No, I got lucky.
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Yeah. I got super lucky. Realistically.
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Wait, so you just, you were, I mean, how much
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were you taking?
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Like 20 a day. Wake up, pop four off the rip.
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Oh my God. Just so you wouldn't feel what?
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Like, I don't know.
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Realistically, like, I mean, that had to be something you
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were trying to avoid. That's kind of what those drugs
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are for.
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I feel like I was trying to avoid myself at
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that time. Because the music industry, it's nothing but drugs.
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Shit people. Everything around is just so negative. And it's like,
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I wanted the money. I wanted it so bad. And
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I was willing to do anything to get it. So
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I was hiding my personal feelings. I feel like that's
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what it was. I was willing to give up that
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personal happiness, I want to say, for the money. at
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that time.
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Yeah. So you, you start, so you, it sounds like,
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so music came first then.
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Yeah.
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And then what the gambling sounds like it was the
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first thing that made you money.
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Yeah. That was the first, that's the first year that started.
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Like I signed to the record label. I did good.
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Like I had a good song on TikTok. It did like,
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it charted like one of the number one viral ones
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in like 2020, 2021. All right.
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Hold on. Let's, let's, let's go further back. Like you,
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cause you're 26, you said?
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Yeah, 26.
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So what got you into social media first? Like, was
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it because you were all going to be an artist?
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I just, I wanted to just figure out how to do, like,
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I didn't want to work. I knew for a fact, like,
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I did not want to work. I stood on that.
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Every job I had, I got fired within a week.
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And I knew, like, rappers at that time, 20, like, 16,
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2017 SoundCloud era. Everyone was making so much money.
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That was the best era ever, by the way. Bro.
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That was fucking.
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That shit was literally, like, nothing will ever compare to that. Yeah.
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That was the best, man.
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I feel there's still to this day trying to recreate
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that and nobody will ever be able to do it.
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I don't think it'll ever happen again.
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Fuck no.
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Because now they just go off of trendy sounds and
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shit on TikTok to get fucking.
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All the rappers, you can't even understand a word. Like
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it's all just screaming in the mic.
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It's so lame. Are there any rappers right now that
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you actually like then? New ones, new ones coming up.
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Rap's kind of fucking dying, bro. Seems that way.
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Off the top of my head, I can't even tell
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you one.
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Realistically.
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Realistically.
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So you're, you're, you're young. You're like, I want to,
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you basically didn't want to work like a nine to five.
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Yeah. I knew it. It's just because the way I am,
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like I'm such a hard head. I can't listen to anybody.
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I can't follow orders. I can't like, I just, I
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wanted to be the one person in my family that like, Oh,
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he did it.
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Yeah.
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Schools. I was in and out of kicked out of like,
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I got kicked out of my college within a week.
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Like for what?
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That. So I was told funny story. You can pull
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up to college classes at any time of the day.
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So I pull up like five minutes late, or five
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minutes before the class ends. And then the professor's like, oh,
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get out this, that, and the other. We end up
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almost fighting. Next thing you know, I'm getting swarmed off
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the campus by cop helicopters, golf carts, cops coming every
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which way.
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Was this in Florida?
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That was in Florida, yeah. That was in Florida.
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So you get into... school obviously you know it's not
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for you you would you i'm assuming you're just like
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looking at social media like how do i.
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Do this yeah pretty much like i was like bro
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this kid can.
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Do it i could do it too who were you
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looking at the time.
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That like the music days it was like the the
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sound clutter and stuff but like realistically when i got
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out when i got out of jail.
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We're gonna need some context there yeah yeah so they're
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gonna need some we're gonna go back to that yeah
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So first of all, let's go there. Why were you
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in jail?
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You ever seen a video of a kid hitting whippets
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in front of the cops? No.
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I mean, I've seen people hit whippets all the time.
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Yeah. Well, I was like, I guess standing in front
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of my mom's house and she wouldn't open the door
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and I was just hitting whippets like outside her crib
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in front of the cops. And then I just, and
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that was the one time I woke up in jail
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and It was like, yo, what the fuck am I
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here for?
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Is this the video?
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Yeah. This is... Bro, I can't lie.
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I'm so happy this shit happened, bro.
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This is like, oh, this is chest cams and... It
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was all body cams, yeah. And it was so fucked
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because the cops had came to that house so many
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times trying to get me for something. Cause in that house,
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I was on house arrest and a violated house arrest
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got put back on house arrest. Oh, that situation was like.
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We got to figure out how you got there first.
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All right.
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So house arrest started from, I violated probation.
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Why were you on probation?
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All right. So you want to go from like the
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jump jump?
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We need to know. Yeah. All right.
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So it starts music days. Boom. wanted a Glock 19X,
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peanut butter Glock, extended dick on it, beam on it,
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first week.
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This is the stupidest shit I've ever done in my life.
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All the illegal shit. I mean, I was, yeah, but
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nowadays it wouldn't have been illegal, but.
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Yeah. There was a warrant for a kid that I
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was with, and he, the cops knew he was at
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his crib because we would ride around in a Sprinter van.
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They were following us all day. Me and my manager
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at the time leave the crib, go to the gas station,
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get swarmed by cops. I knew the Glock was in
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my backpack. So I took the backpack and threw it
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to the back of the bus. They come to my window.
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They're like, yo, you got your ID? My wallet's in
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that bag as well. They're like, yo, you got your ID?
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My dumb ass is like, oh yeah, it's in my
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backpack in the back of the bus. So I went
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and grabbed it, opened it. They're like, oh, there's a
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Glock in there. They took that one. So I got
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probation for that. And this is all in Florida, right?
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This is in Florida, yeah. I get out of jail
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and then like two days later, I go to Flanagan's
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and the valet dude, I thought he was like, I
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don't know what the, it was $ 10, like 10 single dollars.
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This dude was asking me to pay for valet. And
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I was just like, yo, fuck you, bro. This sounds
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like a food spot.
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Flanagan's.
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Yeah. Yeah. It's like, like one of those food spots
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in Florida. Like everybody goes to. And then I ended
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up beating the shit out of him, but because the
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probation didn't kick in until like after I never violated
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on that. So I get off probation for the gun
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and then instantly get put on probation again for the, um, Assault. Yeah,
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that was aggravated. Oh, yeah. What was that? Level 7
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aggravated battery. And then probation for that.
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Then... Oh, this shit's fucked.
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Long story short, like, me and my ex at the
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time were, like, going through, like, some serious shit, and
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I was on the way back to her crib, and
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her crib was on... it's on like this party town
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like right outside of a club like her apartment's right
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outside of this club I get out the Uber and
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she's walking down the street with hella dudes so I'm
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like hell no kick that bitch door in got all
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my shit took the dog I'm not gonna leave the
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dog in the house with an open door yeah they
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said I robbed her crib and took the dog stole
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the dog then violated probation on that I don't even
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remember how I violated that I violated that somehow and
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then ended up on house arrest from the original charges.
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And then like two weeks into house arrest, they fucked
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up on my, on my orders and didn't put the
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monitor on me yet. So I was on, there's like
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multiple like versions of house arrest in Florida.
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Yeah.
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So then I get my, one of my homies comes
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over for the first time and you're not allowed to
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drink on house arrest. Nothing. I'm pissed drunk. The first
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time I decided like, yo, like they're not, they're not
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going to catch me. No way. I leave the house.
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The gas station is one mile away. It's like two
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in the morning. They wouldn't sell me alcohol at the
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gas station. They called the cops, violated that house arrest,
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went to jail for eight days. Then they realized they
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fucked on my orders. This was literally God. If they
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didn't fuck on my orders, I would still be in
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prison today. They put me on the monitor and then that, oh,
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I ended up getting off of that. And then that
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shit happened. I was doing so good when I was
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on house arrest. I was so locked in. I bought
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a fucking gym size treadmill, put that shit in my
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living room, moved no TV, nothing. I was fasting for
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three days. I was doing like the best I've ever
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done mentally in my life. I got out and I
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went to the club the night I got off house arrest,
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went downhill and then ended up there.
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Why can't, why just not do drugs?
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I got a really addict.
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I don't know.
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I feel like at that point, especially like I was
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trying to escape myself, like even like sitting here today,
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even after I've achieved everything that I've achieved and got everything,
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like I'm lost, bro. Like I'm generally like, I'm still
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trying to find purpose in this life. Like if you
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get rich before you, if you get rich before you
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find purpose, I feel like that's you're cooked. And like,
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so I'm like on this spiritual, like path right now
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of finding who I really am. Like not as brick
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wood you are, As Skylar, like I still want to
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know at 26 years old, who is Skylar?
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You know, the thing about that is no matter what age,
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I think that's sort of what life is. The whole
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journey is trying to figure out, you know, and it
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changes who you are, what you really want to like
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put out in the world and how you really want
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to show up for yourself and for others. But that's
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kind of the point. The point is like, you're not
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supposed to just know always.
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Yeah. And like growing up, I always thought like once
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I had everything, like that's it'll define me as a
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person that's where I fucked up because I put my
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I put my whole entire goal in life to achieve
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everything and then that'll like oh this is me cars
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houses money alone that's me and once I like that
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shit I'm so happy I got it at such a
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young age so I could have the rest of my
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life to be like yo like there's other purpose in
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this life.
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So what do you actually care about then like what
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do you care about now.
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It was a gym Yeah. I ran the most insane
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cycle I've ever ran in my life. It was a
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30 day YouTube channel or 30 days YouTube video where
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like the most death cycle. And I quit working out
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still on cycle, a hundred clan, a hundred super draw
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a hundred and of our seven 50 tests, seven 50 Primo.
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Wow.
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I stopped working out and I was still taking the
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client for like two weeks. I was still taking the
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orals for like two weeks. I looked in the mirror
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this morning and my love handles are hanging over my boxers.
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A month ago, I was most shredded I've ever been.
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Why do you feel like you needed so much gear?
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I love it.
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I love it so much. But it can make you
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a little crazy.
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I think that's what it did. I think sitting here
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right now, I'm still dealing with it.
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What are you taking now?
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Nothing. I literally went cold turkey off everything. No test,
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no nothing.
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That's a little dangerous.
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It is, right? I was on cycle for a year
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and a half. Didn't do my blood work once. And
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then that shit happened, and then I just hopped off.
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Do you plan to go back? Be back on it? Oh,
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hell yeah.
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Smarter, though? I get home tomorrow, and the first thing
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I'm doing when I walk into my house is pinning.
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Are you going to do the same amounts?
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Fuck no. Fuck no. Like 250, 250. Yeah.
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Chill.
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Like low-dose chill. Until I start seeing progress, then I'll
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ramp it up.
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What's the goal with that, though? Like why?
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Because I was so fat. Like I was like 300
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pounds is fat. So I was just like, just beer
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gut disgusting. So it's like, I feel like I just
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want to look like, that's how everybody knows me. Like
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all my friends, like they remember me as that. So
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I feel like my goal right now is just to
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be like, so geared out that everyone's just like.
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What the fuck? I don't know. Generally.
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I have no clue.
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It sounds like it's a lot of self-sabotage.
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Yeah. I sabotage myself in every situation I've ever been
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in in life. Why? I don't know. I'm still trying
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to figure it out. I feel like what I really
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needed to do was get completely sober. Yeah. And so
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I did like two weeks ago. Like, so I was
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going through like a situation where like me and my
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girl broke up and then every single time we'd break up,
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I would just like self-sabotage, drink every day, sit there
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in front of my computer and just gamble. all day
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like by myself in discord with all my friends not
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even on stream not even doing like what i have
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to do and it got to a point where i
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was like doing it my mom came to my crib
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and took my crypto phones from me like i'd literally
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walk around with like no money on me now because
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she had if i need money i gotta call my
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mom hey please crypto this address like right now she
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has to approve of it well that's probably smart no
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she saved me she saved me it took me a
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little bit to realize that too.
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How much is the most you've ever won gambling.
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Uh 500 to a million on chicken cross that was
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like maybe i want to say beginning of this year
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how much have you lost well trading alone i lost 1.6
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mo this year yeah like real it's like up and
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down like i've.
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20 hour trading is just also gambling.
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But oh yeah like people like classify me on the
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internet as like the worst trader because i literally just
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guess if the shit's gonna go up or down that's
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kind of And then it was like, it was working
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so good until like, cause every single time market would open,
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I would just buy. And then I started to like
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literally start shorting everything. Lost 1.6 mil. I literally deleted
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all that shit. I was, I was streaming trading nine
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30 more every morning. I have not done that shit.
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Once all that shit like kicked in, I lost like
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three 50 last stream that I did doing that. And
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I was like, yeah, I'm done doing this shit.
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What do you want to focus on now?
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My health and my spiritual journey.
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Spiritually like what do you what do you plan to
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do there.
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I want to connect with god i i gave my
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life up to god when i was in jail and
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i asked him please give me the opportunities that i
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had when i was making music today like when i
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got out with the mindset that i have now it
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was complete like my mindset now compared to when i
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first got out of jail is the complete opposite i
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won i could have defeated anything in life at that
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time like realistically anything that you my goal was to
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get out and become a navy seal And I know
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for a fact I could have done that. But now, like,
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hell week? Fuck no. I could not do that shit.
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I was, like, I feel like my mental health just
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weakened so hard. And he gave me an opportunity and
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put everything in my path so fast. That's what the
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problem was. I got everything so fast that I lost myself.
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And then, realistically, I want to just completely, like, I
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want to get baptized. I want to do all that
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shit again. Like I already got baptized when I was younger,
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but I want to completely like, yo, like I just
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want to give my life up to God. A hundred percent.
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Do you think, do you think like all the chains
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and all this stuff is doing that?
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I feel like that's just a character.
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Yeah.
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Like what the fuck is watches jewelry? Like this doesn't
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define me. Can't die with this shit. I mean, you
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can put it in the grave, but like, what the
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fuck is that going to do? Yeah.
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The character at this point is what sort of made
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you money, yeah? Yeah. How different from the character do
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you think you are as a person?
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Not much, realistically. Because my goal is to show every
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single person that watches my videos. You can come from
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absolutely nothing. Growing up, I will never discredit my mom.
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She made sure there was a roof over my head
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and food on the table, but we didn't have much.
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We didn't have That was it. You can come from
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the lowest of the lowest in life and make your
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life into anything that you possibly want to. And that's,
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that's how I really am as a person. That's like
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my main, like my main goal on the internet is
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to just put that into the air. So maybe one
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person a day or a thousand people a day will
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realize like, yo, I can do this shit too. Yeah.
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I think, I mean, I think, I think a lot
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of us do similar or want to do similar things
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like that, but I think a lot of us get
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sidetracked in our own, you know, I guess sort of pass.
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Yeah.
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And we get in our own ways.
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A hundred percent.
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Do you, do you think that like who people know
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you as the internet on the internet is, is the same?
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Though?
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Cause I feel like it, it sounds like two different things.
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Cause have you ever got out there talking about anything spiritual?
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Not yet. Yeah. I realistically like wasn't, I feel like
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I'm not really like comfortable enough because I've, I've talked
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about it a lot. Like this is like my journey.
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Of how like I feel like I changed myself Yeah
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Like but that was Months ago When I was in
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jail But now I feel like I kind of hide
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myself a lot I post my videos And like Sometimes
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bro I'll be depressed as fuck Like in my room
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That's usually what I am I'm in my room all
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day I hang out with my cats all day I
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work out And I hang out with my cats Sounds
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like me with my dogs Yeah Like realistically That's like
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my only happiness in a day And then but I'll
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make my video and it'll be such an uplifting video,
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like such a motivational video. And I'll lay back in
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my bed, edit that shit, post it, go back to sleep,
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turn on a movie.
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So that's what I'm saying. Is it really genuine then?
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Or is it just cause you're trying to get an effect?
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It is a hundred percent genuine, but I can only,
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I only got so much of it in me. I
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feel like I, cause I judge myself too hard. I
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feel like.
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Like mainly what, what do you judge yourself on? It's
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the way you show up or.
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My past. I've done so much dirt in my days.
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I feel like I have to be a perfect human.
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And I'm so far from perfect. So I feel like
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it completely like. It ruins me. It ruins me realistically.
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But at the end of the day. I see how
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much my life has fucking changed. And I'm so grateful.
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And I love life. 100%. But I just have so
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much bought up emotions from. The stuff that I've done,
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I feel like I owe so many people so much stuff.
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That's why I want to, like, my way of getting
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rid of that dirt is proving to everybody that they
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can do something, too. Yeah.
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But what dirt? Like, just things in your past? Like, relationships?
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Just dirty shit.
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Yeah.
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Like, let's do, like, relationships. Like, relationships... I've never like,
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I have no skeletons in my closet. Like everything that
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I've done dirty, I've gotten in trouble for. But I
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feel like those things, like I held myself to such
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a high standard that I feel like those things that
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I've done lessened me of how I think of myself.
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So I'm still trying to build myself back up to that.
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And I feel like the only way for me to
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build myself back up to that is God.
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Yeah. But in what way? In just regards to like
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speaking more about God?
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00:22:31.849 --> 00:22:38.769
Connecting. connecting like speaking as well, but realistically just personally connecting.
493
00:22:40.230 --> 00:22:41.390
What do you do now to get there?
494
00:22:42.259 --> 00:22:44.099
I'll read the Bible sometimes. Yeah.
495
00:22:44.779 --> 00:22:47.519
I'm almost right. Almost, almost done with half of it. Fire.
496
00:22:48.859 --> 00:22:51.140
I've always had a really weird relationship with God.
497
00:22:51.160 --> 00:22:51.799
Really? Yeah.
498
00:22:51.819 --> 00:22:55.880
Just maybe more so religion. Not really a big fan
499
00:22:55.920 --> 00:22:56.440
of religion.
500
00:22:56.660 --> 00:22:56.900
Yeah.
501
00:22:57.460 --> 00:23:00.240
Um, you know, as, as it's like sort of put
502
00:23:00.259 --> 00:23:02.220
into a book and you have to do certain things, um,
503
00:23:03.190 --> 00:23:04.950
I've always had a closer relationship, I think, with just
504
00:23:04.990 --> 00:23:06.930
God directly. I've always had a hard time with just
505
00:23:07.450 --> 00:23:10.390
the religion side of it. I remember just being in
506
00:23:10.450 --> 00:23:15.059
church and just feeling weird about that whole atmosphere in general.
507
00:23:15.079 --> 00:23:15.940
I'm the same exact way.
508
00:23:18.099 --> 00:23:20.160
But what do you actually do? What do you do now?
509
00:23:20.180 --> 00:23:22.160
Do you pray? What are you doing that's getting you
510
00:23:22.180 --> 00:23:23.880
closer to God? I pray every day.
511
00:23:24.900 --> 00:23:27.849
If I feel like something's wrong, I'll pray. And I
512
00:23:27.910 --> 00:23:32.170
ask for like, my prayers get long sometimes when I'm
513
00:23:32.190 --> 00:23:33.869
by myself, I'll sit there and pray for an hour.
514
00:23:34.849 --> 00:23:35.289
Just talking.
515
00:23:35.309 --> 00:23:36.509
I feel like I have somebody to talk to, you know?
516
00:23:37.210 --> 00:23:37.390
Yeah.
517
00:23:37.829 --> 00:23:39.430
What do you, what do you think without getting too
518
00:23:39.470 --> 00:23:42.250
like intimate with what you're talking to God about, but
519
00:23:42.269 --> 00:23:43.029
what do you pray for?
520
00:23:45.269 --> 00:23:49.910
Forgiveness, happiness, motivation to keep going most of the time.
521
00:23:51.579 --> 00:23:54.299
So what motivates you then now? Is this money still?
522
00:23:55.980 --> 00:23:58.920
The money don't even motivate me no more. It's sad
523
00:23:58.960 --> 00:24:04.579
to say, like, I don't know. It doesn't even make sense.
524
00:24:04.640 --> 00:24:06.559
Like literally like a year ago, I was begging my friends.
525
00:24:06.579 --> 00:24:08.119
So this was my day to day every single day.
526
00:24:08.819 --> 00:24:11.880
I play video games, but I beg my friends for
527
00:24:11.880 --> 00:24:14.119
$ 10 to walk three miles to the gas station, three
528
00:24:14.160 --> 00:24:16.259
miles there and three miles back. I'd get two, four locos,
529
00:24:16.940 --> 00:24:18.579
walk back to three miles, be drunk enough to walk
530
00:24:18.700 --> 00:24:20.559
back to three miles to steal more four locos and
531
00:24:20.579 --> 00:24:23.269
go back to the house and then just play video games.
532
00:24:23.329 --> 00:24:26.109
Like that was my life really on a day to
533
00:24:26.150 --> 00:24:31.779
day basis. And I thought once I got it all,
534
00:24:31.799 --> 00:24:33.599
I'd be like, yo, you did it, bro. But now
535
00:24:33.619 --> 00:24:37.660
it's like, I'm still the same person mentally that I
536
00:24:37.700 --> 00:24:41.720
was back then. Not mentally, but like, I'd say 25%.
537
00:24:41.720 --> 00:24:46.039
I still feel it. I'm still trying to escape that person. Yeah.
538
00:24:46.839 --> 00:24:48.279
What do you think would actually make you feel like
539
00:24:48.299 --> 00:24:51.849
you've gotten past it? That's what I'm trying to understand.
540
00:24:53.470 --> 00:24:56.029
That's just something God's going to help me find. Realistically,
541
00:24:56.190 --> 00:24:57.430
I feel like that's what it is. I feel like
542
00:24:57.569 --> 00:25:00.420
I want God to help me find that. That exact
543
00:25:00.440 --> 00:25:02.940
thing right there. Escape that little kid who had so
544
00:25:02.980 --> 00:25:05.619
many of those problems. Realistically.
545
00:25:08.099 --> 00:25:10.339
But what were the main issues when you were a kid? Like,
546
00:25:10.359 --> 00:25:15.880
what are the things you hold on to? Because it
547
00:25:15.920 --> 00:25:17.839
is true. Like, most of us, we tend to make
548
00:25:18.529 --> 00:25:23.769
sort of our adulthood mistakes based on childhood assumptions.
549
00:25:24.049 --> 00:25:24.289
Yeah.
550
00:25:24.569 --> 00:25:26.150
You know, that when things happen to us, we go...
551
00:25:26.910 --> 00:25:29.069
I don't deserve this or I should have this. This
552
00:25:29.190 --> 00:25:31.609
is my norm because like, that's what happened when we
553
00:25:31.630 --> 00:25:32.289
were a certain age.
554
00:25:33.299 --> 00:25:35.200
I feel like I was so used to the life
555
00:25:35.240 --> 00:25:36.960
that I had that like everything that I have now
556
00:25:37.059 --> 00:25:40.440
is just weird. I used to want it so bad.
557
00:25:40.460 --> 00:25:41.940
And then once I got it, it's like, dude, it's like,
558
00:25:41.980 --> 00:25:45.359
this shit's weird. I don't know.
559
00:25:45.380 --> 00:25:46.680
Now you have it. It's just weird.
560
00:25:46.880 --> 00:25:48.960
Yeah. I feel like it's kind of just weird. Like,
561
00:25:49.000 --> 00:25:50.880
like it just stems from like how fast it came.
562
00:25:50.940 --> 00:25:53.240
I'm like still getting used to it and getting used
563
00:25:53.259 --> 00:25:55.390
to it. Like kind of like, So it's.
564
00:25:55.289 --> 00:25:57.710
Been within the last year that you've made money?
565
00:25:57.730 --> 00:26:01.470
Yeah, like one year. Like 365. Well, it's probably a
566
00:26:01.529 --> 00:26:04.950
little bit more than a year now, but I started
567
00:26:04.970 --> 00:26:10.950
getting real money maybe like five, six months ago. Like life-changing,
568
00:26:10.990 --> 00:26:11.950
like five, six months ago.
569
00:26:14.269 --> 00:26:15.579
And has that changed your perspective on?
570
00:26:15.599 --> 00:26:21.880
It has. But it also made me realize this morning,
571
00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:24.039
I feel like I realized this this morning, because I
572
00:26:24.039 --> 00:26:26.349
was on the phone with my manager. We were talking
573
00:26:26.569 --> 00:26:29.369
about a few personal things. I was like, bro, you
574
00:26:29.390 --> 00:26:34.940
know what I realized? No rich man is rich unless
575
00:26:34.960 --> 00:26:36.960
he's happy and healthy.
576
00:26:36.980 --> 00:26:38.500
That's a fact.
577
00:26:39.619 --> 00:26:42.940
I literally said that this morning. I was like, what
578
00:26:42.960 --> 00:26:44.779
the fuck did I just come up with that from?
579
00:26:45.779 --> 00:26:48.059
That one really hit home with me this morning. I'm
580
00:26:48.180 --> 00:26:49.420
so glad that I thought about that.
581
00:26:49.440 --> 00:26:54.500
Think about moments in your life where you could have
582
00:26:54.579 --> 00:26:56.299
everything or if you have money or not. And if
583
00:26:56.339 --> 00:26:59.700
you get sick or something happens, like everything kind of
584
00:26:59.720 --> 00:27:01.859
defers to that and nothing else really matters. You pay
585
00:27:01.880 --> 00:27:05.250
whatever amount, whatever you need to like get out of that, whatever,
586
00:27:05.710 --> 00:27:08.009
you know, ailment it is. That's, that's the thing that
587
00:27:08.029 --> 00:27:09.589
really puts it in perspective. Or even if you don't
588
00:27:09.630 --> 00:27:12.529
have money, just knowing that like you, most people go
589
00:27:12.569 --> 00:27:14.490
like in debt, just trying to like be healthy.
590
00:27:14.630 --> 00:27:20.619
Yeah, exactly. So health is, health is wealth. Like realistically it's,
591
00:27:20.859 --> 00:27:21.900
I don't know. It's crazy. Yeah.
592
00:27:23.130 --> 00:27:24.289
Do you ever think you fried your brain a little
593
00:27:24.309 --> 00:27:25.490
bit with like whippets and shit?
594
00:27:25.930 --> 00:27:27.519
Dude, yeah, that's what I was saying. I feel like
595
00:27:27.579 --> 00:27:29.119
I'm younger than I was. I feel like my brain
596
00:27:29.140 --> 00:27:30.319
shut off for like four years.
597
00:27:30.339 --> 00:27:32.460
I don't know.
598
00:27:32.579 --> 00:27:34.339
I feel like that shit is still regrowing.
599
00:27:34.819 --> 00:27:36.240
Yeah, you need some mushrooms or something.
600
00:27:36.539 --> 00:27:37.779
No, hell no.
601
00:27:37.880 --> 00:27:39.680
I did mushrooms one time. That was the worst experience
602
00:27:39.700 --> 00:27:41.089
of my life. But not like a lot of mushrooms.
603
00:27:41.109 --> 00:27:42.329
I'm not saying take a lot of mushrooms.
604
00:27:42.829 --> 00:27:45.549
I can't even like smell weed. If I smell weed,
605
00:27:45.589 --> 00:27:46.470
I go to the hospital.
606
00:27:47.089 --> 00:27:47.700
Yeah, that's like me.
607
00:27:48.269 --> 00:27:49.990
Yeah, okay, see, I thought I was crazy.
608
00:27:50.130 --> 00:27:51.789
No, I get bad anxiety. I don't actually have to
609
00:27:51.809 --> 00:27:53.849
go to the hospital if I smell weed, but if
610
00:27:54.109 --> 00:27:57.230
I smoke, I always have a bad time. Yeah, hell yeah,
611
00:27:57.289 --> 00:27:57.650
hell yeah.
612
00:27:57.890 --> 00:27:58.950
And it's funny because I used to not be able
613
00:27:58.970 --> 00:28:00.940
to operate unless I was high. Couldn't eat food, nothing.
614
00:28:01.319 --> 00:28:03.339
But now, like, sitting here today, that was before the Zans.
615
00:28:03.660 --> 00:28:05.839
Then once the Zans happened, and I quit the Zans,
616
00:28:05.880 --> 00:28:08.019
if I smell weed now, it's just like, yo, what
617
00:28:08.059 --> 00:28:09.079
the fuck is going on here?
618
00:28:10.200 --> 00:28:11.839
So you get anxious and shit.
619
00:28:12.039 --> 00:28:14.240
Oh, bro, if we were sitting right here, if I
620
00:28:14.440 --> 00:28:16.049
was smelling weed right now, I'd feel like the walls
621
00:28:16.069 --> 00:28:20.029
were closing in. Dude, it's so fucking weird. I've been there.
622
00:28:20.750 --> 00:28:23.750
That shit's fucked. That shit is so fucked.
623
00:28:24.589 --> 00:28:26.970
So what's the most drugs you've done? Just this Whippet shit?
624
00:28:27.039 --> 00:28:28.319
Because that's like really.
625
00:28:30.299 --> 00:28:31.720
It's so funny because the whole entire internet thinks I
626
00:28:31.720 --> 00:28:35.240
was addicted to Whippets. I literally like was doing them
627
00:28:35.259 --> 00:28:38.460
and got caught. I wasn't even doing Whippets like that.
628
00:28:39.700 --> 00:28:40.400
Well, you were.
629
00:28:40.420 --> 00:28:42.779
Yeah, I mean... No, but like not like addicted, addicted.
630
00:28:42.799 --> 00:28:44.200
You know what I mean? Got it, got it, yeah.
631
00:28:44.640 --> 00:28:47.210
I literally... It's so funny because that was, like, one
632
00:28:47.230 --> 00:28:49.890
of the first nights that, like, I went out. Oh, bro. Dude,
633
00:28:49.910 --> 00:28:53.470
that night was fucking weird. Was doing so much shit
634
00:28:53.490 --> 00:28:55.690
with some... Bro, my homies knew at that time, do
635
00:28:55.789 --> 00:28:58.519
not leave me anywhere. Like, if I'm with you, do
636
00:28:58.619 --> 00:29:00.559
not leave me there. They left me at the fucking
637
00:29:00.579 --> 00:29:03.500
strip club by my damn self with, like, a bunch
638
00:29:03.519 --> 00:29:06.059
of people that, like, we knew, kind of, but, like, no,
639
00:29:06.079 --> 00:29:08.720
you don't leave me with those people. It escalated me there.
640
00:29:10.039 --> 00:29:12.200
This was the morning? The next morning? Was that one?
641
00:29:12.220 --> 00:29:16.460
Yeah. Probably, like, 2 o'clock in the afternoon. Oh. you
642
00:29:16.480 --> 00:29:20.380
think you're doing whippets the whole night no hella other
643
00:29:20.400 --> 00:29:23.779
shit that was like that was a bad.
644
00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:26.799
Night you never afraid of like fucking od and just
645
00:29:26.839 --> 00:29:28.200
like fucking killing.
646
00:29:28.019 --> 00:29:30.400
Yourself my problem is when i was getting fucked up
647
00:29:30.440 --> 00:29:34.109
i was getting fucked up like to escape like the
648
00:29:34.170 --> 00:29:37.750
feeling of like numb like emptiness so i didn't care
649
00:29:37.769 --> 00:29:39.970
how fucked up i got like i wasn't drinking to
650
00:29:40.000 --> 00:29:42.640
have fun at all i wasn't getting fucked up to
651
00:29:42.660 --> 00:29:45.369
have fun i was realistically like drinking to die bro
652
00:29:46.190 --> 00:29:48.710
to avoid and to avoid not to die but to
653
00:29:48.750 --> 00:29:52.329
avoid like my current state of mind at that time.
654
00:29:53.220 --> 00:29:54.740
You don't think the stuff you do now is, like,
655
00:29:54.779 --> 00:29:58.039
the same thing? Because it still sounds like you're trying
656
00:29:58.059 --> 00:29:59.779
to figure out, like, what's the purpose.
657
00:30:00.140 --> 00:30:00.220
Yeah.
658
00:30:00.240 --> 00:30:01.799
Do you think maybe you do other things now to
659
00:30:01.819 --> 00:30:02.440
still avoid?
660
00:30:02.579 --> 00:30:04.259
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, realistically, that's why I had to
661
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:10.099
completely stop drinking. Like, I'm saying that knowing the fact
662
00:30:10.119 --> 00:30:12.779
that fucking I've only been sober again after trying to
663
00:30:12.799 --> 00:30:17.200
get sober for, like, what, four days? But, like, I know.
664
00:30:17.809 --> 00:30:19.200
Why is it so hard to say no to it?
665
00:30:21.519 --> 00:30:23.039
I come from a family of addicts and I feel
666
00:30:23.059 --> 00:30:24.980
like I was taught that at such a young age
667
00:30:25.000 --> 00:30:27.920
that it's like, I can't say no.
668
00:30:29.019 --> 00:30:31.740
Talk that. What do you mean? Like taught, like, Oh,
669
00:30:31.759 --> 00:30:33.569
you were taught at such a young age.
670
00:30:34.529 --> 00:30:37.109
It's just a way to do it. I don't, I
671
00:30:37.130 --> 00:30:39.589
feel like taught that it's a way to do. I was,
672
00:30:39.670 --> 00:30:41.950
I was taught like of what not to do. So
673
00:30:43.210 --> 00:30:45.049
I feel like I had to do it myself to
674
00:30:45.150 --> 00:30:50.099
learn that I can't do it. It's a weird thing.
675
00:30:51.710 --> 00:30:53.250
Taught not to drink, so you were like, fuck it,
676
00:30:53.269 --> 00:30:54.809
let me drink and figure out why I shouldn't drink?
677
00:30:54.930 --> 00:30:55.369
Exactly.
678
00:30:56.769 --> 00:31:03.150
So crazy. Yeah, I don't know. What do you think
679
00:31:03.170 --> 00:31:05.230
your purpose is then? If you had to try to
680
00:31:05.269 --> 00:31:09.069
summarize it now. Show people that it's possible?
681
00:31:10.309 --> 00:31:11.589
I know for a fact that my purpose in this
682
00:31:11.630 --> 00:31:14.089
life is to show somebody that anything that they want
683
00:31:14.109 --> 00:31:16.279
to do is possible. I know for a fact. That's
684
00:31:16.299 --> 00:31:18.640
why I push motivation so hard. That's why I just...
685
00:31:20.930 --> 00:31:23.390
keep going that is my motivation like if i was
686
00:31:23.410 --> 00:31:25.849
to ask myself right now what is my motivation it's
687
00:31:25.950 --> 00:31:28.349
showing anybody it's like i could sit here and say
688
00:31:28.369 --> 00:31:32.490
that all day like cool but that's the people are
689
00:31:32.519 --> 00:31:34.859
what keep me like mentally sane to a certain extent
690
00:31:34.880 --> 00:31:37.319
you know what i mean because i 50 it could
691
00:31:37.359 --> 00:31:39.539
be that but 50 has to be myself and the
692
00:31:39.579 --> 00:31:41.579
gym was that other 50 i was so locked in
693
00:31:41.619 --> 00:31:44.680
for so long and i could not slip like literally
694
00:31:44.700 --> 00:31:45.940
a month and a half ago i looked the best
695
00:31:45.980 --> 00:31:46.720
i ever looked.
696
00:31:52.559 --> 00:31:53.299
But what switched it?
697
00:31:54.559 --> 00:31:55.339
Breaking up with my girl.
698
00:31:56.859 --> 00:31:57.640
Girls, man.
699
00:31:58.519 --> 00:32:02.660
And it's like, the breakups for me, they're, for some reason,
700
00:32:02.700 --> 00:32:06.359
it's like, I can't let go. I never felt, I
701
00:32:06.380 --> 00:32:10.769
feel like, now, I put all my happiness in other people.
702
00:32:11.589 --> 00:32:14.049
That's what it is. I never really loved myself enough. Like,
703
00:32:14.089 --> 00:32:16.450
on the way here, bro, I was arguing on the phone.
704
00:32:18.049 --> 00:32:21.660
We are not even together. Like, But I'm still allowing
705
00:32:21.680 --> 00:32:24.180
myself to do that, give that energy, give this, that,
706
00:32:24.200 --> 00:32:31.309
and the other. For what reason? I feel like I
707
00:32:32.670 --> 00:32:36.609
put my happiness in other people. And it's like, realistically,
708
00:32:36.630 --> 00:32:38.369
the girl that I just broke up with, I wanted
709
00:32:38.390 --> 00:32:39.349
to be with her for the rest of my life.
710
00:32:40.210 --> 00:32:47.759
But my ego and everything that I had going, I'd
711
00:32:47.779 --> 00:32:49.920
be like, all the things that she wouldn't want me
712
00:32:49.960 --> 00:32:52.259
to do, be like yo like you can't fucking tell
713
00:32:52.279 --> 00:32:55.140
me i can't do shit yeah that's like and then
714
00:32:56.039 --> 00:32:59.519
she's like we circle back all the time like it
715
00:32:59.579 --> 00:33:03.450
never really ended but then like i don't know a
716
00:33:03.490 --> 00:33:03.710
lot of.
717
00:33:03.710 --> 00:33:06.009
Times it's those things like that is because we sort
718
00:33:06.049 --> 00:33:08.849
of feel like that's what feels normal to us whether
719
00:33:08.890 --> 00:33:10.910
it's like exactly when we were younger that's what we
720
00:33:10.930 --> 00:33:12.569
were used to seeing or we were used to like
721
00:33:12.630 --> 00:33:15.230
hearing or then we think that as we get older
722
00:33:15.269 --> 00:33:18.609
like that's where it's supposed to be just because that's
723
00:33:18.650 --> 00:33:21.450
our normal and that's our usual exactly And it's just
724
00:33:21.490 --> 00:33:23.549
a self-sabotage thing to be honest, man.
725
00:33:23.869 --> 00:33:24.109
Yeah.
726
00:33:25.029 --> 00:33:28.029
Or almost like you, maybe you somewhere inside of you
727
00:33:28.049 --> 00:33:30.230
feel like you don't actually deserve it to be good.
728
00:33:30.269 --> 00:33:31.609
So you stay in the shit.
729
00:33:33.069 --> 00:33:33.950
I feel like that's kind of it.
730
00:33:35.210 --> 00:33:37.490
Cause like the letting go thing, that's indicative of that.
731
00:33:37.529 --> 00:33:39.470
Like not being able to let go of something that's
732
00:33:39.509 --> 00:33:42.390
bad for you because you feel like that you're supposed
733
00:33:42.410 --> 00:33:43.589
to have something that's bad for you.
734
00:33:43.789 --> 00:33:44.329
Exactly.
735
00:33:45.049 --> 00:33:46.710
But the question is like, where does that come from?
736
00:33:48.410 --> 00:33:50.019
Like where in your childhood did that exist?
737
00:33:51.440 --> 00:33:53.009
I've been trying to figure that shit out for so
738
00:33:53.029 --> 00:33:59.309
damn long. Realistically, I'm like, my childhood was not bad.
739
00:34:00.190 --> 00:34:01.910
I could sit here and cap my ass off and
740
00:34:01.930 --> 00:34:04.299
be like, oh, I come from nothing. My childhood was like,
741
00:34:04.319 --> 00:34:08.219
I have a mom that loves me. I have family
742
00:34:08.239 --> 00:34:11.480
that loves me, but it's like, I never really wanted
743
00:34:11.500 --> 00:34:14.460
to accept the feeling of that love from them because
744
00:34:14.480 --> 00:34:17.820
I wanted to find it in other people. Which is
745
00:34:17.860 --> 00:34:20.769
a very weird thing to say, I feel like. Like,
746
00:34:21.070 --> 00:34:22.590
but me and my mom, my mom's my best friend now.
747
00:34:22.630 --> 00:34:24.590
Like we've worked out all of our differences. What?
748
00:34:24.710 --> 00:34:25.329
What about your dad?
749
00:34:26.869 --> 00:34:29.250
My dad was never a dad. He was like a homeboy.
750
00:34:30.110 --> 00:34:32.889
I feel like he's a pro server, travels the world
751
00:34:32.929 --> 00:34:34.070
serving like this, that, and the other.
752
00:34:34.550 --> 00:34:35.190
That's awesome.
753
00:34:35.769 --> 00:34:40.030
It's pretty cool. But he, he never really did like
754
00:34:40.070 --> 00:34:42.610
a dad figure. So that's another, that's another thing. I
755
00:34:42.610 --> 00:34:44.409
feel like I've had to figure out life, like from
756
00:34:44.449 --> 00:34:45.909
a man's perspective, myself.
757
00:34:47.030 --> 00:34:47.630
I understand that.
758
00:34:48.210 --> 00:34:53.239
And it's like, it's, That shit low-key, like, that's what's
759
00:34:53.409 --> 00:34:54.389
kind of holding me back, too.
760
00:34:55.500 --> 00:34:58.039
So he didn't really raise you? He was more traveling around,
761
00:34:58.260 --> 00:34:58.719
doing his thing?
762
00:34:59.539 --> 00:35:02.699
Nah, he was there, but, like, it's just a homie. Like,
763
00:35:02.739 --> 00:35:06.000
just a homie chilling in a crib. But it's my
764
00:35:06.039 --> 00:35:09.739
fucking dad, you know what I mean? Yeah. I don't know.
765
00:35:09.949 --> 00:35:11.869
But I have, like, realistically, right now where I'm at,
766
00:35:12.369 --> 00:35:14.409
I'm going to start boxing. I'm going to start fighting. Like,
767
00:35:14.570 --> 00:35:16.610
when I go home, I'm going to start fighting. I'm
768
00:35:16.630 --> 00:35:18.909
getting right back locked in the gym. Like, I'm on
769
00:35:18.929 --> 00:35:22.969
a serious mission of fighting. finding skylar and i'm going
770
00:35:23.030 --> 00:35:25.269
to because i have everything in this fucking world that
771
00:35:25.289 --> 00:35:27.409
i want like i don't need shit else in this
772
00:35:27.449 --> 00:35:31.050
world i'm gonna find skylar and i prompt like in
773
00:35:31.230 --> 00:35:34.489
the next give or say like three six months i'm
774
00:35:34.510 --> 00:35:37.590
gonna be the happiest and the healthiest i've ever been
775
00:35:37.610 --> 00:35:41.349
in my life that's like my main like i'm going
776
00:35:41.409 --> 00:35:44.179
to do this i want that shit more than i
777
00:35:44.199 --> 00:35:46.719
wanted anything else in this world like currently right now
778
00:35:47.079 --> 00:35:49.300
yeah i feel like it's pretty cool.
779
00:35:49.099 --> 00:35:51.880
Yeah absolutely What do you think are the first steps
780
00:35:53.719 --> 00:35:54.860
besides locking in the gym?
781
00:35:55.719 --> 00:35:59.920
Gym and just keeping myself busy. My mind races. I
782
00:36:00.000 --> 00:36:03.239
overthink so bad all day long. It doesn't matter about
783
00:36:03.420 --> 00:36:05.679
what it could be. I'll sit there and overthink all
784
00:36:05.719 --> 00:36:10.360
day long. Keeping myself busy and doing things that are
785
00:36:10.389 --> 00:36:16.690
like bringing more to the table for me, like mentally,
786
00:36:18.369 --> 00:36:19.710
that's like what I need to stick to.
787
00:36:19.710 --> 00:36:23.469
100%. You ever meditate or do anything like that?
788
00:36:23.510 --> 00:36:24.320
I've never got into that.
789
00:36:24.889 --> 00:36:25.699
It's nice, man.
790
00:36:25.960 --> 00:36:28.920
Really? Yeah. I like sitting in the sauna. Like, I
791
00:36:28.940 --> 00:36:31.880
moved into this condo building, and it's like, dude, it's
792
00:36:32.179 --> 00:36:34.940
literally the craziest fucking building I've ever, like, laid my
793
00:36:35.000 --> 00:36:38.440
eyes on. The steam room is insane. So, like, every
794
00:36:38.460 --> 00:36:40.719
day I'll sit in the steam room. I'll, like, rooftop pool,
795
00:36:40.739 --> 00:36:42.400
swim for, like, an hour, just float around in the
796
00:36:42.460 --> 00:36:44.949
steam room. It's fucking sick, bro.
797
00:36:45.210 --> 00:36:46.150
Would you ever live in Cali?
798
00:36:47.050 --> 00:36:47.230
No.
799
00:36:48.250 --> 00:36:48.570
Why not?
800
00:36:49.050 --> 00:36:49.389
Parties.
801
00:36:49.409 --> 00:36:50.360
Parties. Too much.
802
00:36:50.639 --> 00:36:53.400
Too much. I'm banning myself from every single party.
803
00:36:55.119 --> 00:36:56.719
Halloween was your last hurrah, right?
804
00:36:56.739 --> 00:37:00.829
Halloween was the last go. The last go for a
805
00:37:00.909 --> 00:37:09.269
long time, bro. That shit was crazy. That shit woke
806
00:37:09.289 --> 00:37:10.969
me up, bro. I was like, yo, fam, you got
807
00:37:10.989 --> 00:37:13.690
to lock in or you're going to die, bro.
808
00:37:13.710 --> 00:37:15.829
Were you still doing any drugs then? Huh? Were you
809
00:37:15.849 --> 00:37:17.130
still doing any drugs? Nah, nah, nah.
810
00:37:18.250 --> 00:37:18.570
Just drinking.
811
00:37:18.590 --> 00:37:22.769
Yeah. Just drinking. That's the worst. Honestly, one of the
812
00:37:22.809 --> 00:37:23.610
worst things, man.
813
00:37:23.949 --> 00:37:27.329
Dude, it's fucked. But then again, down the line, I
814
00:37:27.349 --> 00:37:29.150
want to make a seltzer. Not a seltzer, like a
815
00:37:29.429 --> 00:37:33.550
real hard liquor. Something down the line, I want to
816
00:37:34.070 --> 00:37:37.469
create a new alcohol. But I want to create an
817
00:37:37.550 --> 00:37:40.889
alcohol that you cannot get hung over from. There is
818
00:37:41.139 --> 00:37:44.119
some scientific way that that shit is possible.
819
00:37:44.139 --> 00:37:47.380
I don't know how you're going to do that.
820
00:37:48.239 --> 00:37:50.000
Dude, I'm telling you, I've been thinking about that shit
821
00:37:50.019 --> 00:37:51.079
since I was a little kid.
822
00:37:52.570 --> 00:37:56.909
But they're two opposite things. One is to intoxicate you
823
00:37:56.929 --> 00:38:00.510
and then one is to sober you. How could you
824
00:38:00.530 --> 00:38:03.730
blend them together and get the same effect? Or get
825
00:38:03.750 --> 00:38:06.050
both effects at the same time? I mean, I know
826
00:38:06.070 --> 00:38:08.510
you're not Einstein over here. Science.
827
00:38:08.889 --> 00:38:10.849
It's just science. Something's going to work.
828
00:38:11.190 --> 00:38:13.030
I don't know. I don't know. I think it's like
829
00:38:13.730 --> 00:38:14.989
maybe like a two-part system.
830
00:38:15.690 --> 00:38:16.309
Yeah, facts.
831
00:38:16.570 --> 00:38:18.050
Like you have to get one and then get the other.
832
00:38:19.469 --> 00:38:23.210
There's somebody on this earth. I'll pay somebody. Top dollar.
833
00:38:23.829 --> 00:38:25.530
Tell me how to get drunk and not hungover.
834
00:38:25.550 --> 00:38:26.940
Because I feel like they would have done that already.
835
00:38:27.219 --> 00:38:31.579
Right? Like those liquid IVs are shit. Yeah. I mean, nah,
836
00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:33.920
I'm not going to lie because I'll OD on them shits.
837
00:38:34.380 --> 00:38:36.300
If I'm hungover, I'm putting five of them bitches in
838
00:38:36.320 --> 00:38:37.280
a water bottle. Yeah.
839
00:38:37.639 --> 00:38:40.440
Well, yeah, hydration is super important after fucking drinking. That's
840
00:38:40.460 --> 00:38:40.820
for sure.
841
00:38:41.280 --> 00:38:41.599
Hell yeah.
842
00:38:41.619 --> 00:38:44.030
Do you have any other business ideas?
843
00:38:44.090 --> 00:38:44.429
Any things?
844
00:38:45.510 --> 00:38:46.650
Cause like, how do you mainly make money? Just the
845
00:38:46.670 --> 00:38:47.449
gambling shit right now?
846
00:38:47.849 --> 00:38:51.750
Yeah. Yeah. Gambling. Well, trading as well. Yeah.
847
00:38:51.829 --> 00:38:52.429
I'm not trading.
848
00:38:52.449 --> 00:38:56.170
Like I trade on a different platform now where like
849
00:38:56.210 --> 00:39:01.719
I've actually recouped the money that I've lost, but really
850
00:39:01.800 --> 00:39:07.039
it's just trading gambling like brand deals and shit. Yeah. Yeah.
851
00:39:08.460 --> 00:39:09.599
Do you have fun doing this shit?
852
00:39:10.039 --> 00:39:10.380
Yeah.
853
00:39:10.420 --> 00:39:11.800
Hell yeah. For sure.
854
00:39:12.519 --> 00:39:14.780
For sure. But like, it's just like this weird, like couple,
855
00:39:14.820 --> 00:39:18.110
like last month. That's really been like a change for me.
856
00:39:18.110 --> 00:39:21.289
And I think what fucked me was that damn 30
857
00:39:21.289 --> 00:39:22.309
day death cycle.
858
00:39:23.250 --> 00:39:24.969
Yeah, bro. I don't know why the fuck you did that.
859
00:39:25.510 --> 00:39:26.429
I want to get jacked, bro.
860
00:39:26.449 --> 00:39:29.590
I looked fucked. Yeah, but I looked so insane.
861
00:39:30.940 --> 00:39:33.099
But, like, when there's, like, that much of an up, there's, like,
862
00:39:33.159 --> 00:39:34.300
has to be an equal down.
863
00:39:34.460 --> 00:39:36.320
I never got that from gear. That's why I didn't
864
00:39:36.340 --> 00:39:36.940
think it happened.
865
00:39:37.360 --> 00:39:38.519
Well, yeah, but.
866
00:39:39.039 --> 00:39:40.679
What's, like, the most insane cycle you've ever ran?
867
00:39:41.719 --> 00:39:44.000
I never really did hard amounts.
868
00:39:44.280 --> 00:39:44.599
For real?
869
00:39:44.800 --> 00:39:46.940
Yeah, I think the most tests I ever did consistently
870
00:39:46.960 --> 00:39:47.429
would have been, like, 500.
871
00:39:47.420 --> 00:39:47.679
For real?
872
00:39:48.739 --> 00:39:51.300
The most Anovar would have been a hundred. Yeah. I
873
00:39:51.320 --> 00:39:53.539
did like small amounts of growth. Cause I was always
874
00:39:53.579 --> 00:39:55.739
afraid of like, Oh yeah. I take hella growth too.
875
00:39:55.760 --> 00:39:57.530
I was always afraid of my gut getting really big.
876
00:39:57.550 --> 00:40:01.630
It was only 10, max 10 growth. Yeah. The biggest
877
00:40:01.650 --> 00:40:03.349
cycle I would have ever done would have been tests,
878
00:40:03.369 --> 00:40:06.019
a little bit of Anovar, small amount of growth, and
879
00:40:06.039 --> 00:40:07.219
then a small amount of primo.
880
00:40:07.710 --> 00:40:09.750
You gotta try a super drill one day i've done
881
00:40:09.769 --> 00:40:12.670
that once really like pill yeah yeah i've done that
882
00:40:12.769 --> 00:40:14.269
one or like ran a cycle.
883
00:40:14.010 --> 00:40:15.429
No i only pop i think i did for like
884
00:40:15.449 --> 00:40:16.170
three days.
885
00:40:16.230 --> 00:40:18.630
Bro like two weeks in you're superman i swear to god.
886
00:40:18.630 --> 00:40:21.010
Oh bro i i took tests i mean excuse me
887
00:40:21.170 --> 00:40:23.829
i've taken tests my majority of like my time doing
888
00:40:23.849 --> 00:40:26.820
this obviously but i took uh trend for like a
889
00:40:26.880 --> 00:40:28.519
week once it was too strong i.
890
00:40:28.500 --> 00:40:30.800
Can't do it way too strong yeah my homie told
891
00:40:30.840 --> 00:40:34.119
me he was like yo like You? Don't take that shit. Nah,
892
00:40:34.130 --> 00:40:36.170
that'll ruin your life. Yeah, fuck that shit.
893
00:40:36.289 --> 00:40:38.889
Like, you'll end up for sure back in whatever. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
894
00:40:38.989 --> 00:40:39.969
You're cooked. 100%.
895
00:40:39.969 --> 00:40:40.570
So don't do that.
896
00:40:40.829 --> 00:40:41.269
No, no, no, no.
897
00:40:41.269 --> 00:40:43.510
But also just, like, that's the thing with gear in
898
00:40:43.550 --> 00:40:45.980
general is, like, less is more. What I've learned is
899
00:40:46.019 --> 00:40:46.599
I've gotten older.
900
00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:47.000
Yeah.
901
00:40:47.320 --> 00:40:50.519
Like, it's really just about not overdoing it. Otherwise, you
902
00:40:50.579 --> 00:40:52.800
do really get those mental side effects. It's going to
903
00:40:52.820 --> 00:40:53.480
fuck with your brain.
904
00:40:53.599 --> 00:40:53.840
Yeah.
905
00:40:53.900 --> 00:40:54.440
Oh, no, it did.
906
00:40:54.559 --> 00:40:55.159
It did for sure.
907
00:40:55.239 --> 00:40:57.900
Because the hormones, your body's not supposed to be that
908
00:40:57.960 --> 00:40:58.519
fucking high.
909
00:40:58.559 --> 00:41:01.869
Yeah. I was crashing out on everything. yeah it's not
910
00:41:01.889 --> 00:41:06.280
good every single thing but when you got a pump
911
00:41:06.300 --> 00:41:08.380
oh that shit's insane.
912
00:41:07.860 --> 00:41:10.639
Yeah well that's like the one place it's good.
913
00:41:10.579 --> 00:41:12.940
I know i go back home and i'm just fucking
914
00:41:13.280 --> 00:41:15.159
hulked out raging out of my mind.
915
00:41:15.039 --> 00:41:17.840
Yeah it's not good man yeah no no.
916
00:41:18.300 --> 00:41:19.820
If i ever like i'm gonna i'm gonna like hop
917
00:41:19.840 --> 00:41:21.110
back on but i'm gonna i'm gonna do it like
918
00:41:21.349 --> 00:41:24.329
strategically actually i've never been on a meal plan i've
919
00:41:24.369 --> 00:41:28.059
never like done anything like as like I'm supposed to
920
00:41:28.079 --> 00:41:28.639
do for the gym.
921
00:41:28.659 --> 00:41:30.500
So like, that's like, I'm going to, that's another part
922
00:41:30.519 --> 00:41:33.519
of my plan. Blood work, like consistently. That's how I
923
00:41:33.559 --> 00:41:35.260
do it now. I mean, for the last, I would
924
00:41:35.280 --> 00:41:40.320
say like seven years has been like very like smart.
925
00:41:40.619 --> 00:41:42.409
Yeah. See, I did my blood work when I was
926
00:41:42.449 --> 00:41:45.289
on that shit. Like for the, for the vid, I
927
00:41:45.349 --> 00:41:47.650
did it. Like I did my blood work. How the
928
00:41:47.710 --> 00:41:51.690
fuck was my test levels? 600 on seven 50 tests.
929
00:41:51.789 --> 00:41:52.309
Fake shit.
930
00:41:53.349 --> 00:41:55.050
I'm telling you, I get that shit. I get that shit.
931
00:41:55.130 --> 00:41:55.949
Peak people though.
932
00:41:56.300 --> 00:41:57.360
It's fake shit. There's no way.
933
00:41:57.920 --> 00:41:59.239
I think I just, I'm cooked.
934
00:41:59.619 --> 00:42:02.510
No, that's fake shit. There's no way you would take 750.
935
00:42:02.500 --> 00:42:03.519
That's what I'm saying.
936
00:42:03.579 --> 00:42:04.079
Impossible.
937
00:42:04.679 --> 00:42:07.500
You'd be, you'd be 1500 plus guaranteed.
938
00:42:07.579 --> 00:42:07.880
Easily.
939
00:42:07.900 --> 00:42:08.480
A hundred percent.
940
00:42:09.360 --> 00:42:11.219
A hundred percent. I've seen that shit and I was like,
941
00:42:11.260 --> 00:42:13.039
what the fuck? Everything else is fucking red.
942
00:42:13.639 --> 00:42:16.059
Like, even if you took like four or 500 tests,
943
00:42:16.179 --> 00:42:18.760
pharmaceutical tests, it'd be above a thousand.
944
00:42:18.880 --> 00:42:19.599
Yeah. Easily.
945
00:42:20.039 --> 00:42:20.500
Just that.
946
00:42:20.699 --> 00:42:24.340
Yeah. So. Yeah. I knew something wasn't fucking right.
947
00:42:24.659 --> 00:42:25.619
Probably had some bunk shit.
948
00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:26.280
Yeah.
949
00:42:27.719 --> 00:42:28.440
Got to fix that.
950
00:42:28.940 --> 00:42:30.500
Got to find somebody else. Yeah.
951
00:42:30.840 --> 00:42:33.079
Got to get a better drug dealer. You got to
952
00:42:33.099 --> 00:42:33.539
hit me up.
953
00:42:33.559 --> 00:42:36.099
Oh, God. I'm going to start calling you for that shit.
954
00:42:36.280 --> 00:42:39.679
Oh, my God. So do you say your passion is
955
00:42:39.739 --> 00:42:41.300
more in the fitness space or is it.
956
00:42:41.239 --> 00:42:43.789
More in the- It's 100% more in the fitness space. Yeah. Well,
957
00:42:44.289 --> 00:42:50.909
and all right. So here's how I look at myself, right? Fitness, gambling, trading,
958
00:42:51.949 --> 00:42:56.349
and then just somebody who- Motivates others. You know, my
959
00:42:56.389 --> 00:42:59.119
passion is the motivation and the fitness gambling and trading
960
00:42:59.219 --> 00:43:03.119
saved my life, changed my life, but fitness and motivation,
961
00:43:03.800 --> 00:43:06.699
especially with those combined is who I truly am as
962
00:43:06.739 --> 00:43:09.949
a person. That's what, if I could strictly do fitness
963
00:43:10.199 --> 00:43:16.250
and strictly like just fitness motivation, like that's what I
964
00:43:16.269 --> 00:43:19.130
would choose because when I'm locked in on, that's when
965
00:43:19.250 --> 00:43:21.699
I'm my happiest, that's when I'm my healthiest. Like, yeah.
966
00:43:23.969 --> 00:43:27.130
You can't fucking, I don't know. When you say motivation,
967
00:43:27.150 --> 00:43:29.929
you mean like, I'm assuming you're talking about speaking.
968
00:43:30.170 --> 00:43:33.219
Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. For sure. If I, if
969
00:43:33.260 --> 00:43:35.489
I really wanted to, like, I feel like once I'm
970
00:43:35.639 --> 00:43:40.980
comfortable enough, like I'm still, I'm still like, I'm so,
971
00:43:41.039 --> 00:43:42.500
I feel like I'm so new to, I care too
972
00:43:42.519 --> 00:43:43.239
much to.
973
00:43:43.059 --> 00:43:45.860
Like, I, I like care too much about what people think.
974
00:43:46.099 --> 00:43:47.880
Yeah, for sure.
975
00:43:47.900 --> 00:43:49.199
I don't know.
976
00:43:49.239 --> 00:43:52.079
That's, that's like some self bullshit. You know what I mean? Like,
977
00:43:52.550 --> 00:43:53.829
People are going to go, oh, you're a fucking bitch.
978
00:43:53.869 --> 00:43:54.690
Like, who cares?
979
00:43:55.090 --> 00:43:56.150
But I don't know.
980
00:43:57.010 --> 00:43:59.639
I mean, it's realistic for most people. That's like... Yeah, yeah, yeah.
981
00:43:59.679 --> 00:44:01.679
For sure, for sure. Everyone cares. I remember when I
982
00:44:01.699 --> 00:44:04.219
first started filming videos, I would watch like four videos
983
00:44:04.239 --> 00:44:05.679
that I made and be like, I'm not posting any
984
00:44:05.699 --> 00:44:06.780
of this shit because I look stupid.
985
00:44:07.199 --> 00:44:07.639
Exactly.
986
00:44:07.940 --> 00:44:09.219
But you get to a point where it's just like,
987
00:44:09.280 --> 00:44:10.460
all right, well, I'm never going to do the thing
988
00:44:10.480 --> 00:44:12.159
I actually want to do if I don't just try.
989
00:44:12.400 --> 00:44:15.079
And then eventually you get better at it. Mm-hmm.
990
00:44:15.599 --> 00:44:16.150
So....
991
00:44:17.300 --> 00:44:18.119
Yeah, no, I don't know.
992
00:44:20.619 --> 00:44:23.829
I know... as much as I've done and how much
993
00:44:23.889 --> 00:44:27.110
my life has changed, that God has an insane plan
994
00:44:27.130 --> 00:44:29.690
for me. Cause I should have lost my life probably
995
00:44:29.730 --> 00:44:35.769
like 25 times realistically, probably more from what drugs being
996
00:44:35.809 --> 00:44:38.460
in bad situations. I should have lost my life so
997
00:44:38.500 --> 00:44:42.719
many times. And the fact that I never, I only
998
00:44:42.760 --> 00:44:45.400
OD'd one time. And the fact that just that alone
999
00:44:45.460 --> 00:44:48.280
off of everything that I was doing, that was Zans
1000
00:44:48.900 --> 00:44:52.400
because I went cold Turkey quit and I, was fighting
1001
00:44:52.420 --> 00:44:53.619
with my girl that I was with at the time,
1002
00:44:54.099 --> 00:44:56.880
and somehow found Zayn, popped four of them, OD'd. And
1003
00:44:56.900 --> 00:44:59.440
that was the first time she met my mom. If
1004
00:44:59.480 --> 00:45:03.840
she wasn't there, I'd be dead. She, like, for some reason,
1005
00:45:03.940 --> 00:45:05.300
woke up in the middle of the night, and I
1006
00:45:05.320 --> 00:45:08.610
just was not breathing. And, like, she saved my life.
1007
00:45:09.849 --> 00:45:10.269
Your girl?
1008
00:45:10.570 --> 00:45:12.250
Yeah. That's, like, two exes ago.
1009
00:45:12.269 --> 00:45:15.909
Holy shit. The odds of that are pretty crazy.
1010
00:45:15.989 --> 00:45:18.650
Yeah, that shit's so fucked up. That shit's fucked up
1011
00:45:18.670 --> 00:45:21.010
to think about. She met my mom. Like, we came
1012
00:45:21.030 --> 00:45:24.000
home late from dinner. Met my mom. Went to sleep.
1013
00:45:24.400 --> 00:45:25.000
Ambulance were there.
1014
00:45:25.860 --> 00:45:27.079
Crazy. Because you took some before bed.
1015
00:45:27.280 --> 00:45:29.760
Yeah. I don't even know why the fuck I did that.
1016
00:45:30.119 --> 00:45:32.380
And you had been sober, so then it hit you
1017
00:45:32.400 --> 00:45:32.960
even harder.
1018
00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:34.840
That's how it goes. I think they were fake, too.
1019
00:45:35.780 --> 00:45:39.679
I think they were fake. Oh, that's like... And I
1020
00:45:39.699 --> 00:45:41.579
think it happened two times that night. Because I woke
1021
00:45:41.619 --> 00:45:44.219
up the next morning feeling perfectly fine. She looks at
1022
00:45:44.239 --> 00:45:46.820
me and goes, you know what the fuck happened last night?
1023
00:45:46.840 --> 00:45:51.460
I was like, nah, like, what the fuck happened? and
1024
00:45:51.500 --> 00:45:53.920
starts showing me two different times in the hospital that night.
1025
00:45:54.800 --> 00:45:56.239
So wait in that that night you were in the
1026
00:45:56.280 --> 00:45:57.519
hospital you said not two.
1027
00:45:57.460 --> 00:45:59.590
Different times no two different times like the ambulance came
1028
00:45:59.610 --> 00:46:00.969
and got me and i think my mom brought me
1029
00:46:00.989 --> 00:46:03.369
back or no my mom brought yeah the ambulance came
1030
00:46:03.389 --> 00:46:04.909
and got me the first time i would eat and
1031
00:46:04.949 --> 00:46:06.889
then i couldn't even tell you what happened the second
1032
00:46:06.909 --> 00:46:09.769
time but i went back probably just my mom tweaking
1033
00:46:09.789 --> 00:46:13.909
or some shit in the same night same night what
1034
00:46:13.929 --> 00:46:15.789
the fuck yeah i don't get that shit at all
1035
00:46:16.699 --> 00:46:19.539
and then what i woke up the next day feeling
1036
00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:23.699
like a million bucks too like completely normal i'll never
1037
00:46:23.739 --> 00:46:24.199
forget that.
1038
00:46:24.099 --> 00:46:26.139
So you don't remember being in the.
1039
00:46:26.280 --> 00:46:29.440
Uh yeah not at all oh there's a fucking video
1040
00:46:29.480 --> 00:46:31.179
i took a video of myself in the ambulance though
1041
00:46:31.199 --> 00:46:33.800
right after i od'd i fucking found that shit the
1042
00:46:33.820 --> 00:46:37.150
other day okay did you post it yeah i did
1043
00:46:37.170 --> 00:46:40.010
that shit's so fucked bro you.
1044
00:46:39.889 --> 00:46:44.420
Want to see yeah what the fuck So what, what
1045
00:46:44.440 --> 00:46:46.340
did they give you, like, fucking Narcan or some shit?
1046
00:46:46.409 --> 00:46:48.369
Bro, I couldn't even tell you what the fuck they
1047
00:46:48.389 --> 00:46:51.750
gave me. They gave me some superhero shit. I woke
1048
00:46:51.789 --> 00:46:54.130
up the next day feeling like a million fucking bucks.
1049
00:46:54.309 --> 00:46:56.550
Were you still on, you're still on tests and everything then?
1050
00:46:56.889 --> 00:46:58.510
No, no, no. That's only been like a year and
1051
00:46:58.530 --> 00:47:01.530
a half, maybe. Like, when I, when I originally hopped on, no, no, no,
1052
00:47:01.550 --> 00:47:04.010
two years, I want to say. My phone is not loading.
1053
00:47:04.030 --> 00:47:04.909
Dude, that's.
1054
00:47:07.739 --> 00:47:09.579
Yeah, I have no service at all. I'll show you
1055
00:47:09.599 --> 00:47:10.280
that shit in a little bit.
1056
00:47:10.320 --> 00:47:11.239
So your ex saved you?
1057
00:47:11.840 --> 00:47:12.579
Yeah, she did.
1058
00:47:13.860 --> 00:47:17.360
It's got to be like a little soul tie there.
1059
00:47:17.489 --> 00:47:18.409
Talk about that one.
1060
00:47:18.429 --> 00:47:19.280
Bucks you up a little bit.
1061
00:47:19.550 --> 00:47:23.530
Yeah, no, that one, that one. She saved my life,
1062
00:47:23.590 --> 00:47:24.789
ended up in jail over her.
1063
00:47:24.809 --> 00:47:27.929
I don't know.
1064
00:47:30.070 --> 00:47:30.710
That one was.
1065
00:47:32.170 --> 00:47:34.150
And that's not the most recent one you're talking about. No, no, no, no.
1066
00:47:35.510 --> 00:47:38.289
Most recent one, like we kind of, I love to
1067
00:47:38.329 --> 00:47:39.889
go to death, but it's like we butt heads so
1068
00:47:39.949 --> 00:47:40.690
fucking hard.
1069
00:47:40.710 --> 00:47:46.400
It's like, bro, like just. Just chill. Yeah, it's probably
1070
00:47:46.420 --> 00:47:48.300
not the one, then. It's kind of how it goes.
1071
00:47:48.320 --> 00:47:50.739
But, like, realistically, like, I'm fighting for her. I'm not
1072
00:47:50.760 --> 00:47:52.730
going to lie. I love her. I genuinely do.
1073
00:47:54.210 --> 00:47:55.710
You said you just got off the phone arguing with her.
1074
00:47:55.889 --> 00:47:56.269
Yeah.
1075
00:47:58.110 --> 00:48:00.789
Why do people like that toxic shit? I don't know, bro.
1076
00:48:00.809 --> 00:48:01.389
I don't know what the fuck.
1077
00:48:01.409 --> 00:48:01.690
I can relate.
1078
00:48:01.710 --> 00:48:03.650
I can relate. I get it. Bro, like, I want
1079
00:48:03.690 --> 00:48:04.690
to get out of that stage.
1080
00:48:05.110 --> 00:48:07.050
Yeah. Like, I've told her, like, so many times, like, yo, like,
1081
00:48:07.070 --> 00:48:08.949
we could just, like, chill, like, and have, like, we
1082
00:48:08.969 --> 00:48:10.329
could just, like, be normal and just.
1083
00:48:10.349 --> 00:48:12.010
Like, not fight and shit. And it's like.
1084
00:48:12.030 --> 00:48:12.159
Yeah.
1085
00:48:12.789 --> 00:48:14.349
I've done so much fucked up shit to her, bro.
1086
00:48:14.369 --> 00:48:18.550
Like she like, I, that's why I, I'm still, I'll
1087
00:48:18.570 --> 00:48:21.690
still deal with it. That's I, I like, it's, I
1088
00:48:21.710 --> 00:48:22.929
don't even want to sit here and laugh about it,
1089
00:48:22.949 --> 00:48:25.070
but it's like, bro, I'm such a dick to that girl.
1090
00:48:26.510 --> 00:48:27.869
And it like, it kind of broke me as a
1091
00:48:27.889 --> 00:48:30.510
person when I realized like, yo, like I'm fucking destroying
1092
00:48:30.550 --> 00:48:31.869
a girl that like really loves me.
1093
00:48:33.349 --> 00:48:35.469
Yeah. You can pay for that later on.
1094
00:48:36.090 --> 00:48:38.030
You don't sort of something's going to happen, bro.
1095
00:48:38.090 --> 00:48:38.730
Kind of how it goes.
1096
00:48:39.110 --> 00:48:39.409
Yeah.
1097
00:48:40.210 --> 00:48:41.110
Karma's real, man.
1098
00:48:41.389 --> 00:48:43.599
I know. I believe in that shit. Fucking hell. She
1099
00:48:43.619 --> 00:48:44.920
told me that shit on the way here. I cannot
1100
00:48:44.980 --> 00:48:47.829
wait till karma hits you. I'm like, just don't say
1101
00:48:47.869 --> 00:48:52.989
that shit. Like so real though. Yeah. That's another, that's
1102
00:48:53.030 --> 00:48:54.489
another thing. When it comes down to everything I've done
1103
00:48:54.510 --> 00:48:57.550
in my past, I'm scared. Like I'm scared for that
1104
00:48:57.570 --> 00:48:59.210
shit to come. I know like jail was like a
1105
00:48:59.429 --> 00:49:02.019
big part of like my karma for everything, but like
1106
00:49:02.039 --> 00:49:06.460
I still feel like there's something out there and I'm
1107
00:49:06.500 --> 00:49:08.860
just scared. Like I live, I live life scared.
1108
00:49:09.309 --> 00:49:10.130
Just waiting to get you.
1109
00:49:10.150 --> 00:49:12.559
I'm just waiting, bro. I don't know what the fuck
1110
00:49:12.599 --> 00:49:14.260
it's going to be. You seen that missile that hit
1111
00:49:14.280 --> 00:49:15.920
in Palm Beach yesterday? Or that plane or whatever?
1112
00:49:15.960 --> 00:49:17.250
Missile, yeah. The plane.
1113
00:49:17.269 --> 00:49:19.010
Bro, that shit was like 10 minutes away from my crib.
1114
00:49:19.030 --> 00:49:19.909
I saw it.
1115
00:49:20.110 --> 00:49:23.480
That that shit's crazy bro like my luck I'd be
1116
00:49:23.519 --> 00:49:24.679
driving that shit hit me yo.
1117
00:49:25.000 --> 00:49:28.579
I couldn't I couldn't believe that shit.
1118
00:49:28.380 --> 00:49:31.619
No that shit's so fucked I thought it was weird
1119
00:49:31.639 --> 00:49:34.219
that they couldn't find any of the plane like oh
1120
00:49:34.340 --> 00:49:35.460
bro debris.
1121
00:49:35.360 --> 00:49:38.300
Like a fucking 500 miles an hour yeah like exploded
1122
00:49:38.739 --> 00:49:42.250
instantly That shit didn't make any fucking sense. Yeah, I
1123
00:49:42.289 --> 00:49:44.670
guess they're saying it has to do something with the
1124
00:49:44.710 --> 00:49:47.949
fucking ice on the window or whatever.
1125
00:49:48.110 --> 00:49:51.530
That shit's so insane. And then, of course, I see
1126
00:49:51.550 --> 00:49:53.670
that shit. I hop on a plane over here, and
1127
00:49:53.710 --> 00:49:54.690
the fucking plane.
1128
00:49:54.469 --> 00:49:57.329
Is just damn. But that's Vegas. Always like that.
1129
00:49:57.409 --> 00:49:59.329
I cannot deal with that shit. Vegas is always like that.
1130
00:49:59.369 --> 00:50:00.340
I cannot deal with that shit.
1131
00:50:00.360 --> 00:50:01.530
Wait, so you used to all see it? I ain't
1132
00:50:01.550 --> 00:50:02.030
going to lie.
1133
00:50:02.090 --> 00:50:03.820
I seen it at the airport, and I got on
1134
00:50:03.840 --> 00:50:04.219
the plane.
1135
00:50:04.260 --> 00:50:06.239
Bro, I'm not going to lie. I'm like, I'm not
1136
00:50:06.260 --> 00:50:08.579
flying for a little bit. Yeah, no, bro. Fuck that shit.
1137
00:50:09.219 --> 00:50:11.260
And it's funny because Vegas to LA and LA to
1138
00:50:11.280 --> 00:50:12.969
Vegas always has the turbulence.
1139
00:50:12.989 --> 00:50:14.269
Yeah, what the fuck is up with that shit? It's
1140
00:50:14.289 --> 00:50:15.780
just the mountains. I don't know why.
1141
00:50:15.969 --> 00:50:19.050
Every single time. The government need to fix that shit. Yeah,
1142
00:50:19.130 --> 00:50:21.659
fix the air over there. Like, dude, come on, bro. No,
1143
00:50:21.699 --> 00:50:23.619
I'm not going to lie. Every time I fly into Vegas,
1144
00:50:23.659 --> 00:50:23.940
I'm like.
1145
00:50:23.960 --> 00:50:26.260
Yeah, holding on to that damn seat.
1146
00:50:26.599 --> 00:50:26.820
Yeah.
1147
00:50:27.090 --> 00:50:29.389
He's over here talking about, yo, everything's cool. Like you're like,
1148
00:50:29.610 --> 00:50:31.869
that was a straight flight. I'm like, bro, I'm sitting there.
1149
00:50:32.289 --> 00:50:34.170
You know how the, like the, the extra leg rooms
1150
00:50:34.190 --> 00:50:35.570
in the first row, like you can put your feet
1151
00:50:35.610 --> 00:50:37.969
up on the wall. My feet are pressed against that wall.
1152
00:50:38.070 --> 00:50:42.070
I'm gripping the seat. Like that's it. Yeah.
1153
00:50:42.110 --> 00:50:44.269
I can't, I can't imagine everyone who got on a
1154
00:50:44.289 --> 00:50:46.750
plane after that. Cause he saw it. It's like the
1155
00:50:46.769 --> 00:50:49.170
plane was just like legit gray. And the next, you know,
1156
00:50:49.210 --> 00:50:53.329
it's just like down, done, cooked. Couldn't believe that, bro.
1157
00:50:53.369 --> 00:50:57.219
Do you believe in conspiracy theories? Oh, yeah. I don't
1158
00:50:57.239 --> 00:50:59.159
know about that one, though. I don't know about this one. Yeah,
1159
00:50:59.179 --> 00:51:02.179
I don't know about that one. But definitely, absolutely.
1160
00:51:02.199 --> 00:51:03.440
They're real. What about aliens?
1161
00:51:03.440 --> 00:51:08.960
100%. I mean, they make conspiracy theories. I think the
1162
00:51:09.159 --> 00:51:13.000
CIA created that term so that they can create disillusionment.
1163
00:51:13.019 --> 00:51:14.320
Like weird monsters and shit?
1164
00:51:14.340 --> 00:51:17.119
Oh, no. They created the conspiracy theory term so that
1165
00:51:18.159 --> 00:51:20.119
they could say, you're crazy for thinking that.
1166
00:51:20.179 --> 00:51:21.420
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1167
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:23.320
When it's like a lot of the stuff happens.
1168
00:51:23.340 --> 00:51:23.840
It's fucking real.
1169
00:51:24.119 --> 00:51:25.099
Yeah, it's real.
1170
00:51:25.409 --> 00:51:27.789
I want to, like, I'm, like, big into that shit. Like,
1171
00:51:27.829 --> 00:51:29.590
I want to see, like, I want to, like, I
1172
00:51:29.610 --> 00:51:30.519
want to crack the code.
1173
00:51:31.579 --> 00:51:33.079
What code? The fucking Da Vinci code?
1174
00:51:33.260 --> 00:51:35.500
No, I don't even, like, realistically, like, I want to get,
1175
00:51:35.659 --> 00:51:38.300
I'll somehow one day we'll get into Area 51. I
1176
00:51:39.239 --> 00:51:41.900
want to see what the fuck's really going on in there. I'll, like,
1177
00:51:41.920 --> 00:51:43.780
sit there and watch YouTube videos on that shit for hours.
1178
00:51:43.800 --> 00:51:46.710
Yeah, but, like, I low-key believe if, you know, Area
1179
00:51:46.710 --> 00:51:48.929
51 is the thing they tell us about, then there's
1180
00:51:48.989 --> 00:51:50.730
no way that, like, the real shit's there.
1181
00:51:51.179 --> 00:51:53.500
Oh, no, that shit's probably fucking Area 52 down the road.
1182
00:51:53.559 --> 00:51:56.340
Yeah, it's down the block in a different state. They
1183
00:51:56.360 --> 00:51:57.739
got it somewhere else for sure.
1184
00:51:57.840 --> 00:51:58.300
Oh, for sure.
1185
00:51:58.360 --> 00:51:59.860
Because they told us about Area 51. I was like,
1186
00:51:59.909 --> 00:52:01.050
don't go there. You can't go there.
1187
00:52:01.230 --> 00:52:01.550
Yeah.
1188
00:52:01.809 --> 00:52:02.690
And that means it's not there.
1189
00:52:02.710 --> 00:52:03.869
Damn, yo, you're on to some shit.
1190
00:52:04.070 --> 00:52:04.869
It's not there, dude.
1191
00:52:05.010 --> 00:52:06.989
That shit's a mile down the road. Yeah.
1192
00:52:07.469 --> 00:52:10.550
No, that's funny as fuck. Yeah, it's Area fucking whatever,
1193
00:52:10.550 --> 00:52:14.969
15 or some shit. 15 instead of 51. Yeah, but
1194
00:52:14.989 --> 00:52:18.880
I'm just, no, all that shit, especially like now the internet,
1195
00:52:18.940 --> 00:52:20.659
it's almost like hard to not believe that.
1196
00:52:20.909 --> 00:52:25.510
Yeah, yeah, yeah. For sure, 100%. They put everything so, like,
1197
00:52:25.570 --> 00:52:28.130
close into your face that, like, they're literally telling you. Yeah.
1198
00:52:28.389 --> 00:52:29.510
What are your favorite conspiracies?
1199
00:52:30.480 --> 00:52:31.900
I can't even really name a few off the top
1200
00:52:31.920 --> 00:52:34.539
of my head. Like, what's the thing, the Bermuda Triangle?
1201
00:52:34.559 --> 00:52:36.480
Yeah, yeah.
1202
00:52:36.679 --> 00:52:38.480
Bro, there's no way that people are just flying into
1203
00:52:38.519 --> 00:52:39.940
a triangle and disappearing.
1204
00:52:40.380 --> 00:52:40.539
Yeah.
1205
00:52:40.579 --> 00:52:43.280
They're going somewhere. That might be, like, what is the
1206
00:52:43.300 --> 00:52:44.260
fucking underground world?
1207
00:52:45.409 --> 00:52:47.489
The Atlantis thing or some shit? Talking about the one
1208
00:52:47.510 --> 00:52:48.210
in Antarctica?
1209
00:52:49.130 --> 00:52:51.960
No, it's like, um. Where they have all the fucking,
1210
00:52:53.659 --> 00:52:57.079
all the people that live underwater. Atlantis. That's what it is?
1211
00:52:57.119 --> 00:52:58.039
That's like, well, yeah.
1212
00:52:58.199 --> 00:53:00.519
You fly to the Bermuda Triangle, and if you're taking
1213
00:53:00.559 --> 00:53:03.449
a flight there, you know you're going to Atlantis. Because
1214
00:53:03.489 --> 00:53:05.849
I'm pretty sure it's in the same, like, facility of
1215
00:53:05.869 --> 00:53:06.510
the triangle.
1216
00:53:06.530 --> 00:53:09.110
I have no idea.
1217
00:53:09.130 --> 00:53:11.590
I have no idea. They got some shit going on
1218
00:53:11.630 --> 00:53:13.849
under there. That's probably where Area 51 is, underwater. Yeah. Yeah.
1219
00:53:16.670 --> 00:53:19.150
I mean, we haven't explored majority of the water, so.
1220
00:53:19.289 --> 00:53:20.269
Yeah, the ocean's weird.
1221
00:53:20.329 --> 00:53:22.590
Do you remember hearing about that plane that, like, just
1222
00:53:22.610 --> 00:53:26.190
fucking disappeared? Yeah. Like, actual, like, there's, like, some Malaysia
1223
00:53:26.230 --> 00:53:29.489
flight or something just gone. There's no traces of it whatsoever.
1224
00:53:29.710 --> 00:53:30.829
Still to this day? Yeah.
1225
00:53:31.210 --> 00:53:33.699
Yeah, see, that's fucking weird. Yeah, like, hundreds of people
1226
00:53:33.800 --> 00:53:33.980
on it.
1227
00:53:34.679 --> 00:53:35.880
The people died, too? Gone, too?
1228
00:53:35.880 --> 00:53:37.980
Oh, they're just gone. Everyone's gone. The whole thing is gone.
1229
00:53:38.699 --> 00:53:41.019
What the fuck? And they have, like, some, like, weird, there's, like,
1230
00:53:41.039 --> 00:53:44.440
some conspiracy video, like, where it It looks like it
1231
00:53:44.480 --> 00:53:46.179
just becomes invisible.
1232
00:53:46.380 --> 00:53:47.440
It just poofs.
1233
00:53:47.460 --> 00:53:50.139
Almost like some shit was surrounding it. It goes, disappear.
1234
00:53:50.280 --> 00:53:51.679
I need to research that one when I get home.
1235
00:53:51.699 --> 00:53:54.679
Yeah, pull this up. Malaysia flight disappearing. Probably.
1236
00:53:54.699 --> 00:53:56.480
Why not? That bitch is real as fuck.
1237
00:53:58.480 --> 00:54:02.389
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. That right there. This
1238
00:54:02.429 --> 00:54:07.869
is like these things around it. Is that a video? Yeah, look.
1239
00:54:08.170 --> 00:54:11.409
This is what I'm talking about. Yeah, these things go
1240
00:54:11.449 --> 00:54:15.139
around and then just disappear. Like some alien type of
1241
00:54:15.159 --> 00:54:22.889
shit or whatever. Advanced technology, I'm not even sure. Yeah,
1242
00:54:23.309 --> 00:54:26.570
they surround it. But then it's like, how do you
1243
00:54:26.590 --> 00:54:28.070
know this is not just AI? Like someone didn't just
1244
00:54:28.110 --> 00:54:32.469
make this shit? You see one more come in? Oh, no. Yeah,
1245
00:54:32.710 --> 00:54:34.889
and then it goes poof. No, they circle that shit
1246
00:54:34.909 --> 00:54:37.889
and it disappears? Yeah, but it's like, how do you
1247
00:54:37.909 --> 00:54:44.829
know it's real, you know? There you go. But it's like,
1248
00:54:45.250 --> 00:54:46.309
someone just made this?
1249
00:54:46.929 --> 00:54:47.809
Yeah, what?
1250
00:54:47.829 --> 00:54:55.059
Yeah, this is the video I was talking about. It
1251
00:54:55.079 --> 00:54:56.000
looks like it's charging up.
1252
00:54:57.239 --> 00:55:00.440
Yeah, they're getting faster. What the fuck?
1253
00:55:00.500 --> 00:55:02.960
But as I'm saying, I don't know if that's real.
1254
00:55:03.039 --> 00:55:07.219
No, that's fucking real, bro. There was not no AI
1255
00:55:07.760 --> 00:55:09.900
in 2025. Oh, yeah, the fuck there was.
1256
00:55:09.920 --> 00:55:12.139
Yeah, there was. They've been AI for a long time.
1257
00:55:12.380 --> 00:55:13.000
No. That's what I'm saying.
1258
00:55:13.019 --> 00:55:14.860
I feel like they release shit like this just to, like,
1259
00:55:15.000 --> 00:55:15.699
fuck with people.
1260
00:55:16.659 --> 00:55:19.400
See, that's another thing, too. Make the world go fucking
1261
00:55:19.440 --> 00:55:20.219
crazy a little bit.
1262
00:55:20.460 --> 00:55:21.820
Kind of that. I feel like the point. I think
1263
00:55:21.860 --> 00:55:25.690
social media is, like, the biggest experiment of that. Oh, 100%.
1264
00:55:25.690 --> 00:55:28.070
Make people lose their fucking mind. Yeah.
1265
00:55:28.150 --> 00:55:30.050
I feel like social media is, like, the downfall of
1266
00:55:30.070 --> 00:55:30.570
a lot of people.
1267
00:55:31.469 --> 00:55:33.329
I think it's our fucking downfall as a society.
1268
00:55:33.329 --> 00:55:33.969
100%.
1269
00:55:33.969 --> 00:55:35.449
I mean, there's so many good things that can come
1270
00:55:35.489 --> 00:55:38.369
of it, obviously, but people tend to lean towards the
1271
00:55:38.550 --> 00:55:40.269
fucking bad shit, to be honest, man.
1272
00:55:40.289 --> 00:55:40.409
Yeah.
1273
00:55:41.570 --> 00:55:41.889
I don't know.
1274
00:55:41.929 --> 00:55:43.690
I felt that's, I feel like social media was like
1275
00:55:43.710 --> 00:55:44.849
a downfall of me for a little bit too.
1276
00:55:45.710 --> 00:55:46.369
I guess a person.
1277
00:55:46.469 --> 00:55:49.210
Yeah, for sure. Like kind of lost myself. Like when I,
1278
00:55:49.750 --> 00:55:51.989
the original, like when I was like, yo, like who
1279
00:55:52.010 --> 00:55:54.150
the fuck am I anymore? It was like, what's social media?
1280
00:55:54.170 --> 00:55:58.090
A hundred percent. Like you identified who you were just
1281
00:55:58.130 --> 00:55:58.710
with social media.
1282
00:55:58.730 --> 00:56:02.090
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Like, I don't know. That's why, like
1283
00:56:02.130 --> 00:56:05.070
I said, my goal is like really find Skylar. Yeah. Brickwood.
1284
00:56:05.110 --> 00:56:08.090
You are really took over. And then Skylar was just gone.
1285
00:56:08.969 --> 00:56:10.750
That's like, that's like, I feel like one of my,
1286
00:56:10.949 --> 00:56:13.190
my personal experience with like social media, like ruining shit.
1287
00:56:14.150 --> 00:56:16.320
That shit's real. A hundred percent.
1288
00:56:16.360 --> 00:56:18.519
In the sense of like you became someone that you
1289
00:56:18.679 --> 00:56:20.179
are not necessarily fully or.
1290
00:56:21.019 --> 00:56:22.559
No, I don't know. I feel like I just started
1291
00:56:22.900 --> 00:56:28.699
caring too much about other things and just. I'm like
1292
00:56:29.199 --> 00:56:32.820
me personally. I could tell you like a million things. Right.
1293
00:56:32.860 --> 00:56:38.909
But I cannot explain fucking one. what the fuck does
1294
00:56:38.949 --> 00:56:41.389
that mean bro I don't know like realistically I know
1295
00:56:41.550 --> 00:56:43.989
I know social media like fucked me but I don't
1296
00:56:44.010 --> 00:56:48.489
know how it just fucking did.
1297
00:56:49.429 --> 00:56:51.380
But like but you have to have some sort of
1298
00:56:51.449 --> 00:56:56.239
like understanding of how if you believe it's happened it
1299
00:56:56.280 --> 00:56:59.059
sounds like it's like disillusionment of like who you actually
1300
00:56:59.159 --> 00:57:00.820
are versus like yeah I feel like that part of
1301
00:57:00.840 --> 00:57:03.659
my brain hasn't grown back yet that sounds like the
1302
00:57:03.719 --> 00:57:07.690
drugs fucked you to be honest Well, keep it a buck.
1303
00:57:07.710 --> 00:57:10.070
Sounds like the fucking Whippets.
1304
00:57:10.510 --> 00:57:11.530
Dude, yeah.
1305
00:57:13.269 --> 00:57:15.820
Realistically, that might have been it. Yeah, I think the
1306
00:57:15.840 --> 00:57:16.699
Whippets cooked you, bro.
1307
00:57:17.380 --> 00:57:17.739
Yeah.
1308
00:57:18.400 --> 00:57:20.539
That's why I was suggesting mushrooms, not like taking a
1309
00:57:20.559 --> 00:57:22.099
ton of mushrooms, but microdosing it.
1310
00:57:22.119 --> 00:57:22.340
Yeah.
1311
00:57:22.960 --> 00:57:24.340
Growing your brain back a little bit.
1312
00:57:25.059 --> 00:57:28.539
Bro, because in my head, you see a lizard's tail
1313
00:57:28.559 --> 00:57:30.989
can get cut off, right? And that shit growing back.
1314
00:57:31.639 --> 00:57:33.670
God forbid I hit a couple fucking Whippets, my shit
1315
00:57:33.690 --> 00:57:37.650
going to grow back too. That's low-key what I used
1316
00:57:37.670 --> 00:57:38.769
to think, bro.
1317
00:57:38.829 --> 00:57:40.610
Nah, nah, nah, nah.
1318
00:57:40.630 --> 00:57:42.750
Fuck, though. That shit is not true. That shit does
1319
00:57:42.829 --> 00:57:43.090
not work.
1320
00:57:43.110 --> 00:57:43.690
You're not a.
1321
00:57:43.750 --> 00:57:48.909
Lizard, bro. Like, you're not. You're a reptile. It's different. Yeah,
1322
00:57:48.969 --> 00:57:49.500
I don't know.
1323
00:57:49.900 --> 00:57:52.599
It gets much more delicate, I believe. Yeah, yeah, for sure,
1324
00:57:52.639 --> 00:57:53.019
for sure.
1325
00:57:53.380 --> 00:57:53.659
Yeah.
1326
00:57:53.679 --> 00:57:56.139
I don't know. Dude, the brain does grow. That is
1327
00:57:56.199 --> 00:57:56.579
a fact.
1328
00:57:56.599 --> 00:57:56.920
Yeah.
1329
00:57:56.940 --> 00:57:58.559
And it can grow the more you learn.
1330
00:57:58.619 --> 00:58:00.539
How many parts of the brain is there?
1331
00:58:01.010 --> 00:58:02.150
How many parts of the brain?
1332
00:58:02.170 --> 00:58:03.730
There's like the frontal lobe.
1333
00:58:03.769 --> 00:58:05.130
Google how many parts of the brain are there.
1334
00:58:06.280 --> 00:58:09.199
I think it, but you know something funny too? Growing up,
1335
00:58:09.739 --> 00:58:12.980
I was in all ace classes, like the top smartest
1336
00:58:13.019 --> 00:58:14.780
like classes in my school.
1337
00:58:16.960 --> 00:58:19.320
And then what happened? You're like, fuck it.
1338
00:58:19.320 --> 00:58:23.019
I ended up graduating with a 1.6 GPA. I don't know.
1339
00:58:23.039 --> 00:58:23.699
I cooked it.
1340
00:58:24.119 --> 00:58:24.679
This is good.
1341
00:58:25.119 --> 00:58:25.820
Cerebrum.
1342
00:58:26.610 --> 00:58:29.010
Cerebellum. Oh, there we go.
1343
00:58:29.050 --> 00:58:33.070
All right. So there's one, two, three, four, five, six
1344
00:58:33.130 --> 00:58:35.429
parts of the brain. Is the spinal cord a part
1345
00:58:35.449 --> 00:58:39.760
of a brain? Let's say five, right? I probably have
1346
00:58:39.780 --> 00:58:41.199
about 3.2 left.
1347
00:58:41.460 --> 00:58:43.400
Yeah. Which part do you think you cook the most?
1348
00:58:44.099 --> 00:58:45.059
The frontal lobe, maybe?
1349
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:45.780
Yeah, the front.
1350
00:58:45.920 --> 00:58:47.320
Temporal lobe? I'd be having headaches.
1351
00:58:47.360 --> 00:58:50.190
I'd be feeling that shit in the front of my head.
1352
00:58:50.210 --> 00:58:52.130
That shit's definitely front.
1353
00:58:52.150 --> 00:58:58.070
The occipital lobe. Yeah, you definitely cook the frontal a bit.
1354
00:58:58.349 --> 00:59:03.289
Yeah. I started taking vitamins to help with brain and shit, though.
1355
00:59:03.690 --> 00:59:06.159
That's a serious thing that I want to start. What vitamins?
1356
00:59:06.809 --> 00:59:07.940
Oh, I couldn't tell you. I don't know.
1357
00:59:07.960 --> 00:59:09.710
I just ordered them on Amazon. Somebody told me to
1358
00:59:09.750 --> 00:59:14.530
order these. There's a, what's the, um, the brain stack
1359
00:59:15.250 --> 00:59:18.409
that Togi dropped. I'm not sure what's, have you tried it? No,
1360
00:59:18.449 --> 00:59:20.570
I haven't. I've had a couple of people like tell
1361
00:59:20.590 --> 00:59:21.510
me like, yo, that shit's good.
1362
00:59:22.070 --> 00:59:23.130
I haven't tried it specifically.
1363
00:59:23.150 --> 00:59:23.409
Yeah.
1364
00:59:23.429 --> 00:59:24.590
There's a lot of, I mean, they talk about like
1365
00:59:24.909 --> 00:59:26.130
nootropics and stuff like that.
1366
00:59:26.650 --> 00:59:27.309
Is that what it's called?
1367
00:59:27.889 --> 00:59:31.480
Nootropics are the things that like, yeah. make your brain sharper.
1368
00:59:32.519 --> 00:59:35.820
Yeah, probably like, I don't know. I couldn't even tell you.
1369
00:59:36.340 --> 00:59:38.269
Ginkgo, biloba, shit like that.
1370
00:59:38.369 --> 00:59:38.650
Yeah.
1371
00:59:38.769 --> 00:59:40.070
It's just general herbs and stuff.
1372
00:59:40.510 --> 00:59:41.829
Yeah.
1373
00:59:42.070 --> 00:59:43.190
You're big into supplements or?
1374
00:59:43.510 --> 00:59:46.429
I take so many vitamins. Like on a daily basis,
1375
00:59:46.510 --> 00:59:50.659
my like, so the creatine I take is in pill form.
1376
00:59:50.719 --> 00:59:52.659
So like I'll take, that's the biggest top that I
1377
00:59:52.699 --> 00:59:55.500
have of a container. So I'll put that down. And
1378
00:59:55.519 --> 00:59:58.909
then the whole entire container is like, filled like just
1379
00:59:58.949 --> 01:00:00.670
like up a little bit as well i'd say probably
1380
01:00:00.690 --> 01:00:06.070
like 60 pills i want to say like 50 probably.
1381
01:00:07.329 --> 01:00:09.150
Sounds like a lot of those pills are probably creatine
1382
01:00:09.710 --> 01:00:12.389
only six six of them yeah and then i'm like
1383
01:00:12.570 --> 01:00:16.670
twoing everything else you're twoing like taking two of everything else.
1384
01:00:18.630 --> 01:00:19.829
I don't even i couldn't even tell you i just
1385
01:00:19.849 --> 01:00:25.269
the only ones that i remember are potassium and magnesium.
1386
01:00:25.190 --> 01:00:29.510
Yeah magnesium is important You said what?
1387
01:00:32.050 --> 01:00:33.170
Yeah. What?
1388
01:00:33.190 --> 01:00:36.610
Potassium? Yeah, I was thinking for a second. For a second,
1389
01:00:36.650 --> 01:00:38.239
I was like, what the fuck did he say?
1390
01:00:38.250 --> 01:00:39.070
Wait, what did I say?
1391
01:00:39.090 --> 01:00:40.289
Potassium?
1392
01:00:40.789 --> 01:00:42.329
Potassium?
1393
01:00:42.369 --> 01:00:44.710
Yo, bro, I was like, wait a sec.
1394
01:00:45.389 --> 01:00:48.769
Potassium and magnesium. Those are the two that I remember.
1395
01:00:48.789 --> 01:00:51.909
Oh, my God, bro. Yo, your boy is funny for that.
1396
01:00:52.150 --> 01:00:52.989
Yeah, that's fun.
1397
01:00:53.010 --> 01:00:54.630
Because he did the same thing my brain did. I
1398
01:00:54.670 --> 01:00:58.389
was like, wait a second. Wait a sec. I was
1399
01:00:58.409 --> 01:00:59.750
trying to figure out what, I was like, I've never
1400
01:00:59.809 --> 01:01:00.329
heard of that.
1401
01:01:00.369 --> 01:01:01.610
Not fucking potassium.
1402
01:01:01.690 --> 01:01:02.829
I've never heard of that one.
1403
01:01:02.949 --> 01:01:03.750
Potassium.
1404
01:01:03.789 --> 01:01:07.570
Potassium and magnesium. Yeah. For the muscles, for the contractions.
1405
01:01:08.320 --> 01:01:12.099
Yeah. And then whatever the fuck else is just like vitamins.
1406
01:01:12.260 --> 01:01:14.300
You ever take any peptides or any of that shit? Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1407
01:01:14.340 --> 01:01:18.480
I'll take, at one point I was up to 14
1408
01:01:18.480 --> 01:01:19.039
mg of Reta.
1409
01:01:19.059 --> 01:01:20.639
Oh, you took Reta?
1410
01:01:20.820 --> 01:01:26.889
Yeah. I liked Reta a lot. And GHK. TB, BPC,
1411
01:01:26.949 --> 01:01:30.409
BPC and TB is like okay whatever I believe that
1412
01:01:30.429 --> 01:01:32.469
like cause my knee was really fucked up and I
1413
01:01:32.469 --> 01:01:34.429
was injecting BPC directly into my knee and it never
1414
01:01:34.469 --> 01:01:37.429
really fixed it but I have like bone problems in
1415
01:01:37.469 --> 01:01:39.630
my knee so I think I need surgery on that
1416
01:01:39.670 --> 01:01:41.309
that was like my only experience with BPC but like.
1417
01:01:41.250 --> 01:01:44.849
What'd you notice from Retta? just not hungry right?
1418
01:01:45.610 --> 01:01:47.829
Not even I was on 14 megs eating the I
1419
01:01:47.849 --> 01:01:50.190
think I was taking too much and you were still hungry?
1420
01:01:50.230 --> 01:01:52.929
and eating the world like eating everything how the fuck?
1421
01:01:53.130 --> 01:01:55.230
I don't know it was weird shit was probably fake.
1422
01:01:55.789 --> 01:01:59.719
I took four. Well, I doubled it because I fucked up.
1423
01:01:59.760 --> 01:02:01.480
I took one day and I didn't realize I was
1424
01:02:01.519 --> 01:02:03.239
supposed to take it the next week as well. I
1425
01:02:03.280 --> 01:02:04.659
took it the next day as well and I didn't
1426
01:02:04.679 --> 01:02:05.480
eat for like two weeks.
1427
01:02:05.860 --> 01:02:06.320
No way.
1428
01:02:06.559 --> 01:02:09.889
It was so strong. Like I was literally not hungry.
1429
01:02:09.929 --> 01:02:11.289
I was not hungry. It wasn't fire.
1430
01:02:11.309 --> 01:02:13.150
No, I mean like whatever the, whoever the fuck that
1431
01:02:13.170 --> 01:02:13.829
shit came from.
1432
01:02:14.329 --> 01:02:14.789
Oh, it should work.
1433
01:02:14.809 --> 01:02:16.869
That's fire. It worked. I'm G-shit pinning. Like I was
1434
01:02:16.889 --> 01:02:20.210
pinning two migs a day eating whatever the fuck I
1435
01:02:20.250 --> 01:02:20.610
wanted to.
1436
01:02:21.179 --> 01:02:22.880
Yeah, no, I couldn't eat anything. I literally couldn't even
1437
01:02:22.900 --> 01:02:25.210
think of food. It made me. like the idea of
1438
01:02:25.469 --> 01:02:26.769
i probably would have if i tried to eat food
1439
01:02:26.809 --> 01:02:29.449
i would have threw up damn like i would have
1440
01:02:29.469 --> 01:02:30.789
just threw up because i didn't want to swallow it.
1441
01:02:30.769 --> 01:02:32.969
Yeah there's been days where i've pinned four back to
1442
01:02:32.989 --> 01:02:36.090
back to back just to see what would happen my
1443
01:02:36.110 --> 01:02:39.570
favorite thing is growth though love that shit bro my
1444
01:02:39.650 --> 01:02:42.429
veins when i'm like peak like peak growth like don't
1445
01:02:42.449 --> 01:02:44.340
miss my pins every day like dude my veins look
1446
01:02:44.360 --> 01:02:46.360
like fucking tubes bro yeah.
1447
01:02:46.280 --> 01:02:48.380
Well growth is that thing night and day like you
1448
01:02:48.400 --> 01:02:50.630
take it versus not taking it in a day and
1449
01:02:50.650 --> 01:02:51.789
getting a pump, you look different.
1450
01:02:51.909 --> 01:02:52.130
Yeah.
1451
01:02:52.150 --> 01:02:52.590
A hundred percent.
1452
01:02:52.610 --> 01:02:53.010
A hundred percent.
1453
01:02:53.070 --> 01:02:53.949
I remember that as well.
1454
01:02:54.110 --> 01:02:56.530
Yeah. That shit. I don't know. I started to, the
1455
01:02:56.550 --> 01:02:57.769
most I got up to was 10 a day.
1456
01:02:58.269 --> 01:02:58.829
That's a lot.
1457
01:02:58.969 --> 01:02:59.349
Yeah.
1458
01:02:59.449 --> 01:03:01.670
Holy shit. Yeah. I've never taken that much.
1459
01:03:02.130 --> 01:03:03.769
It was like, I realized it was a lot once
1460
01:03:03.809 --> 01:03:06.050
I started like getting bloated and like my jewelry didn't fit.
1461
01:03:06.070 --> 01:03:08.940
And I was like, yeah, my hands are like swollen,
1462
01:03:09.179 --> 01:03:10.980
but there was a point in time where my whole
1463
01:03:11.000 --> 01:03:14.679
entire right hand and my right foot were numb, like completely.
1464
01:03:14.780 --> 01:03:16.119
Like I could sit here and go like this and
1465
01:03:16.179 --> 01:03:18.170
not feel it. I was sitting on my bed not
1466
01:03:18.190 --> 01:03:20.150
so long ago, like, punching my foot, like, trying to, like,
1467
01:03:20.309 --> 01:03:22.110
find a place where I could feel my foot.
1468
01:03:22.809 --> 01:03:23.429
That's not good.
1469
01:03:23.670 --> 01:03:25.050
No, no, no. That's when I was like, yo, this
1470
01:03:25.070 --> 01:03:27.780
shit's fucking getting kind of scary. Like, I might fucking,
1471
01:03:27.949 --> 01:03:32.820
I might croak myself. That shit, that was like, that
1472
01:03:33.119 --> 01:03:36.760
was the fucking super cycle, whatever the fuck you want
1473
01:03:36.780 --> 01:03:37.199
to call it.
1474
01:03:37.199 --> 01:03:38.139
Yeah, you can't do that again, dude.
1475
01:03:38.380 --> 01:03:38.900
Yeah, no.
1476
01:03:39.000 --> 01:03:40.860
That was a really, that was a bad idea. Who
1477
01:03:40.900 --> 01:03:41.619
gave you that idea?
1478
01:03:42.960 --> 01:03:45.340
You were just like fuck it I was like dude
1479
01:03:45.360 --> 01:03:47.159
let's see how bad I can get in 30 days
1480
01:03:47.940 --> 01:03:50.659
Bro I'm so fucked Cause I'm fucking doing good And
1481
01:03:50.679 --> 01:03:52.480
then I'm 7 days in and I'm like damn I
1482
01:03:52.489 --> 01:03:57.429
ain't done cardio in time Fucking not eating good And
1483
01:03:57.449 --> 01:03:59.070
then it's like damn 2 weeks in And now I'm
1484
01:03:59.110 --> 01:04:02.090
fucking an alcoholic again And 3 weeks in I'm like
1485
01:04:02.130 --> 01:04:04.550
damn I haven't worked out in 2 weeks Then a
1486
01:04:04.610 --> 01:04:06.789
month in and I was like yeah I'm still taking
1487
01:04:06.809 --> 01:04:08.610
the damn gear And I just don't go to the
1488
01:04:08.630 --> 01:04:11.690
gym Yeah I don't understand that I don't know Because
1489
01:04:11.730 --> 01:04:13.230
I thought, like, if I stopped taking it, I'd lose
1490
01:04:13.269 --> 01:04:15.469
the gains. So, like, if I didn't go to the gym,
1491
01:04:15.489 --> 01:04:17.489
I'm like, fuck, I got to take this shit still.
1492
01:04:17.949 --> 01:04:22.110
I'm popping fucking 100 Klen, 100 VAR, and 100 Superdraw
1493
01:04:22.130 --> 01:04:25.289
before I go to bed, bro. Like, I don't know
1494
01:04:25.309 --> 01:04:26.190
what the fuck got into me.
1495
01:04:26.190 --> 01:04:28.250
I don't know how you slept, bro. Klen would keep
1496
01:04:28.289 --> 01:04:30.349
me up. I never really had a problem with Klen.
1497
01:04:30.849 --> 01:04:32.769
That shit's fucking stimulating to half.
1498
01:04:33.050 --> 01:04:36.889
My heart would move fast all the time, though. It's, like, still, like,
1499
01:04:36.949 --> 01:04:40.090
it still does it. It's, like, kind of weird. I
1500
01:04:40.110 --> 01:04:41.250
might have, like, forever fucked it.
1501
01:04:42.030 --> 01:04:42.969
Yeah, nah.
1502
01:04:43.289 --> 01:04:43.690
I don't know.
1503
01:04:44.710 --> 01:04:46.630
I would not recommend taking that ever again.
1504
01:04:46.929 --> 01:04:47.289
Yeah.
1505
01:04:47.369 --> 01:04:48.389
Cleanse is one of the worst things.
1506
01:04:49.289 --> 01:04:49.650
Yeah, probably.
1507
01:04:49.670 --> 01:04:51.909
Unless you have any pre-existing conditions, it's actually really hard
1508
01:04:51.929 --> 01:04:52.329
on your heart.
1509
01:04:52.650 --> 01:04:56.360
Yeah. Very hard. Maybe like microdose, like 50.
1510
01:04:56.360 --> 01:05:00.440
You don't even need it. I know, we look crazy. Yeah,
1511
01:05:00.460 --> 01:05:02.199
but the other stuff is doing that just as well.
1512
01:05:02.519 --> 01:05:02.800
Yeah.
1513
01:05:02.820 --> 01:05:04.940
The Anivar, the test, you don't need all that extra shit.
1514
01:05:05.099 --> 01:05:07.659
It has me really jittery. Like ever since I took
1515
01:05:07.679 --> 01:05:10.469
that shit, I've noticed like sitting down, like when we
1516
01:05:10.510 --> 01:05:12.030
first started, I was like jittery.
1517
01:05:13.119 --> 01:05:14.139
Did you take it recently?
1518
01:05:14.260 --> 01:05:17.099
No. It's like a thing that I noticed my body
1519
01:05:17.139 --> 01:05:19.920
doing since I stopped taking it as well. When I
1520
01:05:19.940 --> 01:05:22.059
started taking it and when I stopped taking it. Bro,
1521
01:05:22.079 --> 01:05:23.599
I remember I was at the bank. I had to
1522
01:05:23.619 --> 01:05:26.340
fucking send a wire. I'm sitting there and my hands
1523
01:05:26.360 --> 01:05:29.159
are like. The lady literally asked me. I'm cool. Everybody
1524
01:05:29.179 --> 01:05:31.679
in the bank knows me. She came up to me.
1525
01:05:32.139 --> 01:05:35.130
She was like, yo, Skylar, are you okay? I'm like, yeah,
1526
01:05:35.150 --> 01:05:37.309
what the fuck do you mean? She's like, you were
1527
01:05:37.329 --> 01:05:40.860
just holding a pen like this. I'm like, oh, yeah, shit,
1528
01:05:40.960 --> 01:05:42.780
about that. Clinbuterol, brother.
1529
01:05:43.659 --> 01:05:46.840
Yeah, don't do that. That's the shittiest. A lot of
1530
01:05:46.860 --> 01:05:48.699
people have, like, actual complications.
1531
01:05:48.260 --> 01:05:48.710
With that one.
1532
01:05:49.269 --> 01:05:49.869
That one's dangerous.
1533
01:05:50.130 --> 01:05:50.420
What is it?
1534
01:05:50.469 --> 01:05:51.429
It's made for horses, right?
1535
01:05:52.329 --> 01:05:52.650
Yeah.
1536
01:05:52.670 --> 01:05:55.389
It's a stimulant. It's a stimulant. Just very hard on
1537
01:05:55.409 --> 01:05:55.769
your heart.
1538
01:05:55.909 --> 01:05:56.610
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no.
1539
01:05:56.690 --> 01:05:59.550
People, like, people die just taking that and too much caffeine.
1540
01:05:59.570 --> 01:06:02.260
Dude, and I take 1,000 milligrams of caffeine when I
1541
01:06:02.300 --> 01:06:03.480
work out every single day.
1542
01:06:03.519 --> 01:06:05.440
Holy fucking, I don't understand that.
1543
01:06:06.059 --> 01:06:08.780
Dude, I got so used to it that, like, I had, like,
1544
01:06:08.900 --> 01:06:12.519
I wasn't getting no stim from nothing. Literally no stim
1545
01:06:12.539 --> 01:06:15.019
from nothing. Like, I'll one scoop. I'm taking this shit with, like,
1546
01:06:15.139 --> 01:06:18.530
you know how DMAAs are illegal, so, like, DMHAAs, I think,
1547
01:06:18.760 --> 01:06:19.969
is what it is, or some shit, like, you can
1548
01:06:20.429 --> 01:06:21.550
somehow get or something.
1549
01:06:21.750 --> 01:06:21.949
Yeah.
1550
01:06:22.250 --> 01:06:28.010
And I'm two scooping 600 caffeine, or it's, like, four,
1551
01:06:28.130 --> 01:06:31.010
I don't know. It's, like, around 1,000, like, on a
1552
01:06:31.070 --> 01:06:35.769
daily basis. And that, dude, once that shit, like, Once
1553
01:06:35.829 --> 01:06:39.150
I stopped feeling a thousand milligrams of caffeine, that's when
1554
01:06:39.170 --> 01:06:41.269
I was like, yo, this shit's fucking getting weird, bro. Yeah.
1555
01:06:41.340 --> 01:06:43.719
I don't know. But it's weird because I'll drink a
1556
01:06:43.780 --> 01:06:46.739
coffee and I'll be jittery. I'll feel a coffee before
1557
01:06:46.760 --> 01:06:48.199
I feel a thousand mgs of pre-workout.
1558
01:06:48.739 --> 01:06:49.039
Really?
1559
01:06:49.239 --> 01:06:50.039
It's so weird.
1560
01:06:50.900 --> 01:06:52.800
Maybe just the type of caffeine you're more sensitive to.
1561
01:06:53.079 --> 01:06:55.110
Maybe you should stick to the coffee then. Yeah, I
1562
01:06:55.130 --> 01:06:58.449
think I should stick to just being a natural lifter. Yeah.
1563
01:06:58.889 --> 01:07:02.980
No pre-workout, no steroids, nothing. Try it.
1564
01:07:03.510 --> 01:07:04.829
Bro, I could not do that.
1565
01:07:05.710 --> 01:07:06.449
Fuck no.
1566
01:07:06.949 --> 01:07:08.929
Go to the gym, not geeking out of my mind.
1567
01:07:08.949 --> 01:07:11.960
But you think you got to be geeking to make
1568
01:07:11.980 --> 01:07:12.880
the gains or what?
1569
01:07:13.099 --> 01:07:16.360
Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. For sure, for sure. I
1570
01:07:16.380 --> 01:07:18.340
feel like that's what comes with the motivation and shit.
1571
01:07:19.619 --> 01:07:20.119
What do you mean?
1572
01:07:20.579 --> 01:07:23.690
Like- my peak days like that i've had in the
1573
01:07:23.710 --> 01:07:26.730
gym is just like tweaking off caffeine and just like
1574
01:07:26.829 --> 01:07:32.389
my headphones just like fucking metallica slayer just fucking going
1575
01:07:32.570 --> 01:07:36.489
insane in the gym best pump of the world that
1576
01:07:36.530 --> 01:07:38.489
those are like peak days like just sitting here thinking
1577
01:07:38.510 --> 01:07:40.409
about that shit i'm like damn bro like i'm kind
1578
01:07:40.449 --> 01:07:41.789
of getting depressed dog i might go to the gym
1579
01:07:41.829 --> 01:07:42.510
after this.
1580
01:07:42.349 --> 01:07:45.969
I remember those days man oh man but i was
1581
01:07:46.010 --> 01:07:49.050
never like really geeked on fucking caffeine i was always
1582
01:07:49.090 --> 01:07:52.119
like If I went too far, I'd have a bad time.
1583
01:07:52.139 --> 01:07:53.090
Just like the marijuana thing.
1584
01:07:53.260 --> 01:07:56.269
Yeah. I've never got that far where I've had a
1585
01:07:56.329 --> 01:08:00.050
bad time taking a lot of caffeine. I have. Really?
1586
01:08:00.070 --> 01:08:02.210
Sure, yeah. I'm like, yo, I got to sit down.
1587
01:08:02.250 --> 01:08:03.730
I'm going to have a heart attack kind of feel.
1588
01:08:03.909 --> 01:08:05.800
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. I've thrown up a couple times.
1589
01:08:06.449 --> 01:08:08.320
It was like not eating enough before the gym or whatever.
1590
01:08:08.340 --> 01:08:10.860
Yeah. Because you got broke. Especially with that amount, you
1591
01:08:10.900 --> 01:08:14.159
got to eat fucking hell of food. How did you
1592
01:08:14.179 --> 01:08:15.940
meet Tommy, the UFC fighter?
1593
01:08:16.359 --> 01:08:19.729
Through Steve. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, bro. I love them boys.
1594
01:08:19.750 --> 01:08:24.949
They're fucking amazing people. Like, just the happiest people, bro. Yeah. Yeah. Like,
1595
01:08:25.210 --> 01:08:27.420
I don't know. It was like a blessing meeting them. Yeah.
1596
01:08:27.439 --> 01:08:28.840
How'd you meet Steve? Was that just.
1597
01:08:28.859 --> 01:08:30.359
Bro, I fucking was leaving the gym and he just
1598
01:08:30.460 --> 01:08:33.100
DM'd me, yo. And he was like, yo, fucking, we
1599
01:08:33.119 --> 01:08:35.319
started chopping it up and then he was like, yo,
1600
01:08:35.359 --> 01:08:36.680
come to UFC with me tomorrow in Vegas.
1601
01:08:36.720 --> 01:08:39.619
It's like, fuck it, bro. Just fucking hopped on the flight.
1602
01:08:39.779 --> 01:08:41.390
Yeah. Went and linked. And that was the first time
1603
01:08:41.430 --> 01:08:45.729
I met Steve and Tommy in person that time. Yeah,
1604
01:08:45.750 --> 01:08:48.050
I love them boys, bro. They're amazing people. Yeah.
1605
01:08:48.539 --> 01:08:48.939
For sure.
1606
01:08:48.960 --> 01:08:50.100
I got a lot of respect for them.
1607
01:08:51.500 --> 01:08:53.569
Who have you met besides those guys that you really
1608
01:08:55.409 --> 01:08:59.590
appreciate in the social media space? Shan. Yeah, he's a
1609
01:08:59.609 --> 01:08:59.930
good dude.
1610
01:09:01.250 --> 01:09:06.029
Shan keeps me motivated. He's like the most genuine fucking
1611
01:09:06.060 --> 01:09:10.439
person in the world. Nothing but love from him. Always.
1612
01:09:10.960 --> 01:09:13.479
There's a lot of people as well that I've connected with.
1613
01:09:14.460 --> 01:09:16.500
Yeah, I saw you on some stuff with TJR.
1614
01:09:17.560 --> 01:09:20.710
Yeah, bro. Tyler, bro. I literally texted him the other
1615
01:09:20.729 --> 01:09:22.750
day like yo bro like I was bro I was
1616
01:09:22.789 --> 01:09:25.149
going through like a weird like mental state I texted
1617
01:09:25.170 --> 01:09:27.029
him like yo he'll always keep it real with me
1618
01:09:27.130 --> 01:09:28.449
like I can text him about something and he'll keep
1619
01:09:28.489 --> 01:09:30.489
it real like and just like tell me how shit
1620
01:09:30.529 --> 01:09:32.409
is like I got a lot of respect for him
1621
01:09:32.430 --> 01:09:35.100
as well like I love that kid yeah TJR is
1622
01:09:35.140 --> 01:09:37.180
a really fucking he's a dope ass kid bro.
1623
01:09:37.239 --> 01:09:39.300
Yeah is there anyone else you still.
1624
01:09:39.220 --> 01:09:41.880
Really want to meet that I want to meet yeah
1625
01:09:42.659 --> 01:09:44.680
there's a couple people make content with you know yeah
1626
01:09:44.699 --> 01:09:47.739
there's a couple people that like well realistically I haven't
1627
01:09:47.779 --> 01:09:50.390
really met too many people There's so many people who
1628
01:09:50.409 --> 01:09:53.810
do that shit. And like, the ones that like, I
1629
01:09:54.130 --> 01:09:55.890
post with are like, just like the people that I know.
1630
01:09:55.989 --> 01:10:01.600
So it's like, realistically, I do want to meet Togi.
1631
01:10:02.000 --> 01:10:05.199
I've never met him. And when I was on house arrest,
1632
01:10:05.239 --> 01:10:07.680
I would watch his YouTube videos. I was like, yo,
1633
01:10:07.699 --> 01:10:09.859
this kid's fucking lit, bro. I got to fucking tee
1634
01:10:09.939 --> 01:10:11.560
up somehow. Yeah.
1635
01:10:11.600 --> 01:10:12.789
Togi's a good dude. Yeah.
1636
01:10:13.350 --> 01:10:15.710
Yeah. That's what me and Steve were talking about up to.
1637
01:10:15.750 --> 01:10:16.350
He's a good dude.
1638
01:10:16.409 --> 01:10:21.520
Fucking amazing kid. And I know like, I don't want
1639
01:10:21.539 --> 01:10:23.960
to put, like, you feel me, like, anything out there. But, like,
1640
01:10:24.340 --> 01:10:27.779
I know that. Well, he's public about it. His problems
1641
01:10:27.810 --> 01:10:29.350
that he had, I had the same problems, like, with
1642
01:10:29.369 --> 01:10:31.529
the Zans in the past. So when I was going through, like,
1643
01:10:31.550 --> 01:10:35.710
a weird, like, thing, I actually texted him. Like, I
1644
01:10:35.729 --> 01:10:39.010
want to say maybe, like, two, three weeks ago. And
1645
01:10:39.050 --> 01:10:44.340
he gave me some advice that, like, I was like, damn, dude. Like, thanks. Like, Gigi, like,
1646
01:10:44.619 --> 01:10:48.850
thank you. Like, real kid, bro. And I don't know him.
1647
01:10:49.199 --> 01:10:50.710
He doesn't have to take his time out of his
1648
01:10:50.729 --> 01:10:51.869
day for shit with me. You feel me?
1649
01:10:52.149 --> 01:10:52.329
Yeah.
1650
01:10:52.550 --> 01:10:54.289
And that like, it made me like respect him a
1651
01:10:54.289 --> 01:10:54.949
lot more than I already do.
1652
01:10:54.949 --> 01:10:55.710
Can you say what he said?
1653
01:10:56.149 --> 01:10:58.890
Something along the lines of like a biggest man's downfall
1654
01:10:58.930 --> 01:11:00.590
would be no purpose before they get rich.
1655
01:11:02.689 --> 01:11:03.609
Oh, you did say that earlier.
1656
01:11:03.689 --> 01:11:03.909
Yeah.
1657
01:11:04.029 --> 01:11:04.170
Yeah.
1658
01:11:04.329 --> 01:11:06.390
And bro, when he said that, I say that shit, like,
1659
01:11:07.010 --> 01:11:10.569
I think that shit a lot. Like, and he fucking,
1660
01:11:10.750 --> 01:11:12.850
he told me that shit and I was like, damn,
1661
01:11:13.649 --> 01:11:14.689
that shit's fucking real.
1662
01:11:15.869 --> 01:11:17.270
So you don't think you figured it out before you
1663
01:11:17.310 --> 01:11:17.840
got money though?
1664
01:11:18.069 --> 01:11:18.489
Fuck no.
1665
01:11:19.479 --> 01:11:19.979
So you cooked?
1666
01:11:20.039 --> 01:11:21.340
And that, when he told me that, that's when I
1667
01:11:21.380 --> 01:11:24.930
realized it. Like, because I was like, I thought my
1668
01:11:24.970 --> 01:11:29.069
purpose was money, cars, all that shit. And then once
1669
01:11:29.109 --> 01:11:31.810
I got it, dude, like never in my life did
1670
01:11:31.829 --> 01:11:34.210
I think like, oh, like my dream cars in life
1671
01:11:34.270 --> 01:11:36.020
was a Huracan and a Maybach truck. And I bought
1672
01:11:36.100 --> 01:11:38.539
both of them in my dream condo in one month.
1673
01:11:39.600 --> 01:11:40.619
Never in my life did I think I'd be able
1674
01:11:40.640 --> 01:11:42.159
to do that. You know? And once I got them,
1675
01:11:42.180 --> 01:11:45.180
I was like, yo, I fucking defeated life. Fuck no.
1676
01:11:46.899 --> 01:11:48.779
That shit don't mean nothing to me no more. I've
1677
01:11:48.800 --> 01:11:51.460
had that shit for two months now. I don't give
1678
01:11:51.500 --> 01:11:54.449
a damn fuck. I'll drive a Nissan Altima again. Yeah.
1679
01:11:54.729 --> 01:11:55.569
Not really, but.
1680
01:11:56.350 --> 01:11:57.609
No, but it doesn't mean shit.
1681
01:11:57.689 --> 01:12:01.909
It doesn't mean shit. Yeah. And like the word purpose,
1682
01:12:01.989 --> 01:12:05.710
when he texted me that, that's what stood out so much. Purpose. That's,
1683
01:12:05.729 --> 01:12:09.539
I was like, dude, that's what it is. Purpose. I
1684
01:12:09.560 --> 01:12:14.199
need to find that shit now. I'm like, bro, that like,
1685
01:12:15.060 --> 01:12:17.380
that shit's implemented in my head now. Yeah.
1686
01:12:18.399 --> 01:12:20.239
But does, like I said earlier too, it does change
1687
01:12:20.760 --> 01:12:21.779
as you, as you learn more.
1688
01:12:22.180 --> 01:12:22.399
Yeah.
1689
01:12:22.779 --> 01:12:25.319
It kind of just shifts and sort of evolves with
1690
01:12:25.340 --> 01:12:26.720
where you're at in your life based on like what's
1691
01:12:26.739 --> 01:12:27.319
really important.
1692
01:12:27.500 --> 01:12:27.739
Yeah.
1693
01:12:28.520 --> 01:12:31.460
Um, but yeah, purpose always tends to be outward meaning
1694
01:12:31.500 --> 01:12:34.859
like it's never about what you're receiving or the things
1695
01:12:34.899 --> 01:12:37.350
you have. It's always about sort of the experiences you
1696
01:12:37.739 --> 01:12:39.649
are able to either give to other people or show
1697
01:12:39.670 --> 01:12:40.970
other people or teach other people things.
1698
01:12:41.350 --> 01:12:41.649
Exactly.
1699
01:12:41.670 --> 01:12:44.250
Purpose always somewhere along those lines.
1700
01:12:44.310 --> 01:12:44.590
Yeah.
1701
01:12:45.569 --> 01:12:46.489
Otherwise it feels empty.
1702
01:12:47.630 --> 01:12:55.850
Emptiness. Yeah. I think that's what it is. Emptiness. And
1703
01:12:55.869 --> 01:12:57.329
the drinking and the drugs and everything was trying to
1704
01:12:57.369 --> 01:12:58.489
fill that void of emptiness.
1705
01:12:58.710 --> 01:12:59.529
It only makes it worse.
1706
01:12:59.770 --> 01:13:03.750
Oh, my God. Does it make it worse? Holy shit. Yeah.
1707
01:13:03.770 --> 01:13:08.329
I don't know. Because that's just avoiding trying to actually
1708
01:13:08.369 --> 01:13:08.869
figure it out.
1709
01:13:09.130 --> 01:13:12.010
Exactly. I feel like I'm still young. I got so
1710
01:13:12.050 --> 01:13:14.010
much to learn. That's what it is. Yeah. I'm not
1711
01:13:14.050 --> 01:13:15.479
young anymore. I'm fucking 26.
1712
01:13:15.479 --> 01:13:16.100
26.
1713
01:13:16.100 --> 01:13:19.000
That's yeah i'm like bro i'm young i get you
1714
01:13:19.039 --> 01:13:21.579
but that's young i'm fucking i'm getting there bro i'm
1715
01:13:21.619 --> 01:13:23.359
getting there i just know for a fact that i
1716
01:13:23.359 --> 01:13:26.680
have so much to learn they're like and i want
1717
01:13:26.699 --> 01:13:28.939
to i want to learn it so fucking bad and
1718
01:13:28.960 --> 01:13:31.939
don't know where to learn it from that's what it
1719
01:13:32.039 --> 01:13:35.260
is the only person who could teach me is god.
1720
01:13:37.319 --> 01:13:39.880
Yeah and other people in your life other people as well.
1721
01:13:39.800 --> 01:13:42.699
Like like people that got friends family like whoever like
1722
01:13:42.760 --> 01:13:45.569
randomly comes into your life like Shit like that. I
1723
01:13:46.649 --> 01:13:49.569
believe in everything happens for a reason to the death
1724
01:13:49.630 --> 01:13:51.770
of me. Everything that's happened in my life, I would
1725
01:13:51.810 --> 01:13:54.989
not change anything that I've ever done in my life
1726
01:13:57.260 --> 01:14:02.739
besides the way that I treated my last girlfriend. That's
1727
01:14:02.760 --> 01:14:04.579
the only thing I would ever change in my life.
1728
01:14:04.659 --> 01:14:06.359
I don't even want to sit here and talk about
1729
01:14:06.380 --> 01:14:09.279
that shit, but it's all honesty. I'm the most honest person.
1730
01:14:09.300 --> 01:14:13.100
I'll be honest. Everybody on the internet that watches me
1731
01:14:13.159 --> 01:14:16.460
knows everything about me. I don't hide shit from anybody.
1732
01:14:16.979 --> 01:14:20.399
I would not change a day in my past besides
1733
01:14:20.460 --> 01:14:24.149
that because I feel like that was me as a
1734
01:14:24.229 --> 01:14:27.229
ruined person ruining somebody else and I feel so bad
1735
01:14:27.270 --> 01:14:34.890
about it. Who am I to ruin another person? That's
1736
01:14:34.930 --> 01:14:40.329
so fucked up. Yeah. That shit's so fucked. Everything took
1737
01:14:40.369 --> 01:14:42.010
over my brain so fast, bro. I just didn't know
1738
01:14:42.029 --> 01:14:47.270
what to do. Thought I was fucking Superman. Nah.
1739
01:14:47.510 --> 01:14:49.430
That was all the fucking test.
1740
01:14:49.649 --> 01:14:51.649
It was all that damn super draw. I'm not going
1741
01:14:51.670 --> 01:14:52.130
to lie, bro.
1742
01:14:52.170 --> 01:14:53.529
It was all the fucking steroids.
1743
01:14:54.470 --> 01:14:58.609
And you're like, I'm him. Literally, bro. Pull up to
1744
01:14:58.630 --> 01:15:04.359
the gym in my Lambo. Jack this shit. Go get
1745
01:15:04.399 --> 01:15:07.960
a sick pump. Go back to the crib. I'm just like, yo,
1746
01:15:08.000 --> 01:15:10.359
I defeated this shit. Fuck no.
1747
01:15:11.119 --> 01:15:13.199
Yeah. It just feels empty all over again.
1748
01:15:13.619 --> 01:15:14.420
Yeah, exactly.
1749
01:15:14.439 --> 01:15:15.859
I think you'll figure it.
1750
01:15:15.840 --> 01:15:18.319
Out, though. I hope so. And I appreciate that because
1751
01:15:18.420 --> 01:15:19.979
I know for a fact I will. Like, my willpower
1752
01:15:20.010 --> 01:15:22.369
is so strong. If I want to do something, like,
1753
01:15:22.569 --> 01:15:25.289
I don't care. Everybody in the world could doubt me
1754
01:15:25.550 --> 01:15:29.310
that I... Like, seriously, like, I'm convinced that everybody in
1755
01:15:29.350 --> 01:15:31.810
the world could doubt me and say I'm not going
1756
01:15:31.829 --> 01:15:33.720
to do something, but my willpower is so strong that
1757
01:15:33.909 --> 01:15:36.840
I will get it done. Everything that I want to
1758
01:15:36.880 --> 01:15:39.560
do in the world, I will get done. If I
1759
01:15:39.579 --> 01:15:41.340
put my mind to it hard enough. And I was
1760
01:15:41.380 --> 01:15:44.300
such in a slump to where... I forgot the plot.
1761
01:15:44.800 --> 01:15:48.180
I forgot believing like that. I literally forgot that the
1762
01:15:48.220 --> 01:15:51.960
main goal is believing yourself. I forgot that everything happens
1763
01:15:52.000 --> 01:15:54.319
for a reason to boost you to the next level.
1764
01:15:55.090 --> 01:15:59.449
Like realistically now I'm sitting here saying this shit out
1765
01:15:59.489 --> 01:16:01.890
loud again. Oh, that fire just kicked in.
1766
01:16:01.909 --> 01:16:02.449
It feels good.
1767
01:16:02.989 --> 01:16:07.010
That fire just kicked in. I know, I know like
1768
01:16:07.130 --> 01:16:09.489
I'm going to my bounce back from this weird like
1769
01:16:09.529 --> 01:16:11.369
little time that I've been in. It's going to be
1770
01:16:11.449 --> 01:16:14.760
fucking cool. I feel it.
1771
01:16:15.319 --> 01:16:18.010
We'll have to do another pod when you figure out more.
1772
01:16:19.130 --> 01:16:20.550
Give me like three months. Three months?
1773
01:16:20.569 --> 01:16:20.890
That's it?
1774
01:16:20.930 --> 01:16:22.289
Give me like three months. That's all you need?
1775
01:16:22.810 --> 01:16:23.250
Three months?
1776
01:16:24.850 --> 01:16:25.369
I could do it.
1777
01:16:25.390 --> 01:16:28.369
What are the goals? Is it like more like YouTube?
1778
01:16:28.449 --> 01:16:33.640
Best mental health. Yeah. The best content wise. Best version
1779
01:16:33.659 --> 01:16:42.460
of myself. Not Brick. Skyler. Deeper in faith. And just
1780
01:16:42.539 --> 01:16:47.479
realistically like everything around me becoming the most positive ball
1781
01:16:47.500 --> 01:16:50.699
of energy. Usually, bro, usually when I walk around, like every,
1782
01:16:50.720 --> 01:16:56.479
like smiles everywhere, like just positive. Everything feels positive, positive, positive.
1783
01:16:56.500 --> 01:16:58.600
I was thinking about it this morning. I was like, yo,
1784
01:16:58.619 --> 01:17:05.069
what the fuck? Where'd that spark go? Three months. I'm
1785
01:17:05.109 --> 01:17:10.909
a fine Skyler. And I feel like, yo, you want
1786
01:17:10.930 --> 01:17:14.579
to hear something weird that fucking happened yesterday? Like, like
1787
01:17:14.840 --> 01:17:17.699
yes yes yesterday bro like so everybody calls me brick
1788
01:17:17.770 --> 01:17:20.930
or whatever brick boy do you or whatever i i'm
1789
01:17:21.010 --> 01:17:23.850
leaving caesar's palace right and there's a fucking limo or
1790
01:17:23.869 --> 01:17:25.590
like one of those black trucks so i walk up
1791
01:17:25.609 --> 01:17:27.409
to the dude i'm like yo how much um for
1792
01:17:27.430 --> 01:17:29.729
a ride to the airport i'm telling you this dude
1793
01:17:29.810 --> 01:17:33.100
snapped his neck and called me skylar within point one
1794
01:17:33.180 --> 01:17:37.819
second he goes skylar i'm like I got so scared.
1795
01:17:37.840 --> 01:17:40.260
I was like, yo, how the fuck do you know me, bro? Like,
1796
01:17:40.340 --> 01:17:43.119
I was so weird. It was the weirdest situation I
1797
01:17:43.140 --> 01:17:45.140
think I've ever been in in my life. Like, personally,
1798
01:17:45.159 --> 01:17:46.579
the way I felt about it, I was like, yo,
1799
01:17:46.760 --> 01:17:50.260
what the fuck, bro? And then my homie was like, bro, like,
1800
01:17:50.279 --> 01:17:53.520
your Instagram says Skylar in the bio, bro. Like, people
1801
01:17:53.579 --> 01:17:55.930
know that's your fucking name. It was so, I don't know.
1802
01:17:56.020 --> 01:17:58.569
I just personally was so fucking weirded out about that shit.
1803
01:17:59.130 --> 01:18:01.609
Someone said your name. Yeah, he called me Skylar, and I, like,
1804
01:18:01.689 --> 01:18:04.729
felt weird. I was like, who, I kind of, like,
1805
01:18:04.770 --> 01:18:09.210
was like, who is that? It was so fucking weird, bro.
1806
01:18:09.229 --> 01:18:12.189
That shit was so weird. Because he didn't even, he
1807
01:18:12.390 --> 01:18:14.810
did not look at me for more than. 1 second.
1808
01:18:14.930 --> 01:18:17.829
I wasn't wearing no jewelry, nothing. Like, I was wearing
1809
01:18:17.890 --> 01:18:21.529
a fucking crop top. No, not a fucking crop top.
1810
01:18:21.649 --> 01:18:23.149
Wait, what? Wait, hold on.
1811
01:18:24.220 --> 01:18:25.720
No, one of those shit's called a sweater.
1812
01:18:25.800 --> 01:18:28.079
Yo, run that back, bro. What the fuck did you
1813
01:18:28.119 --> 01:18:28.630
just say?
1814
01:18:28.640 --> 01:18:31.359
No, I was wearing one of those fucking... Bro, those
1815
01:18:31.399 --> 01:18:33.659
fucking long-sleeved sweaters without.
1816
01:18:33.460 --> 01:18:35.579
A hood on them. A crop top is now a long-sleeve?
1817
01:18:35.659 --> 01:18:38.579
No, bro, what are they called? The fucking sweaters without
1818
01:18:38.600 --> 01:18:38.960
a hood.
1819
01:18:40.479 --> 01:18:41.689
That's a crop top, no?
1820
01:18:42.090 --> 01:18:44.229
No, that's not a... A crop top is that crop
1821
01:18:44.710 --> 01:18:46.989
cut shit. Crop tops like this, Yeah, no, I was
1822
01:18:47.050 --> 01:18:50.289
not wearing that shit. I was just like normal out,
1823
01:18:50.329 --> 01:18:57.229
like just chilling. You were wearing a pullover. Yeah, a pullover. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Yeah.
1824
01:18:57.649 --> 01:19:00.119
Fucking crop top. God damn it, bro.
1825
01:19:00.359 --> 01:19:03.739
Yo, that's going to be such a funny ass clip.
1826
01:19:04.359 --> 01:19:08.020
I was wearing a crop top. Wait, what? Nah, bro,
1827
01:19:08.100 --> 01:19:11.760
I swear. holy shit oh my god but bro dude
1828
01:19:11.779 --> 01:19:14.220
i wish you i wish you i who do you
1829
01:19:14.239 --> 01:19:16.000
have in your circle right now that like you talk.
1830
01:19:15.779 --> 01:19:20.119
To him my managers um and like two other kids
1831
01:19:20.680 --> 01:19:22.960
yeah realistically and they keep they're all amazing people they
1832
01:19:23.000 --> 01:19:25.720
all keep me motivated like i don't have one bad
1833
01:19:25.779 --> 01:19:28.140
person on my side like everybody knows that i could
1834
01:19:28.159 --> 01:19:31.220
be great everybody knows it's just me fighting my own
1835
01:19:31.319 --> 01:19:33.020
demons and i feel like i let them take over
1836
01:19:34.020 --> 01:19:38.670
like you know adam you you Yeah. One of my
1837
01:19:38.710 --> 01:19:41.109
good friends, like, one of my great friends, like, was
1838
01:19:41.130 --> 01:19:42.550
having a conversation with him. He was like, bro, like,
1839
01:19:42.590 --> 01:19:44.789
the demons, bro. That's what it is.
1840
01:19:44.810 --> 01:19:46.529
I was like, oh, shit.
1841
01:19:47.170 --> 01:19:50.069
Them bitches coming. And there's no way you can stop them.
1842
01:19:50.100 --> 01:19:54.140
You have to defeat them. Yeah.
1843
01:19:54.159 --> 01:19:54.579
I don't know.
1844
01:19:56.039 --> 01:19:57.420
I defeated them last time. I can do it again.
1845
01:19:57.439 --> 01:20:01.560
I already did. I did. Everywhere that I'm at right now,
1846
01:20:01.579 --> 01:20:06.260
I already did once. And then I lost it all.
1847
01:20:07.020 --> 01:20:11.319
And then somehow got it back. I won't lose it again.
1848
01:20:11.640 --> 01:20:15.470
I'm too strong. I'm too strong-minded. I have too much
1849
01:20:15.569 --> 01:20:19.869
willpower now to where it's like, I got this shit.
1850
01:20:21.449 --> 01:20:23.130
I know for a fact I got this shit.
1851
01:20:24.250 --> 01:20:25.750
And even if you're supposed to lose it again, like
1852
01:20:25.770 --> 01:20:27.369
you said, it's all kind of a part of the story.
1853
01:20:27.789 --> 01:20:28.729
Get it back, you know?
1854
01:20:29.529 --> 01:20:33.529
Yeah, yeah, yeah. 100%. It's God's plan. Like, today's art,
1855
01:20:33.789 --> 01:20:35.689
whatever the fuck happens today, tomorrow, the next day, the
1856
01:20:35.729 --> 01:20:38.720
next day, the next day, that's God's plan. I'm going
1857
01:20:38.729 --> 01:20:42.180
to just roll with the flow from now on. Stress
1858
01:20:42.189 --> 01:20:45.619
myself out too much. Can't do that. Can't live this
1859
01:20:45.659 --> 01:20:49.140
life like that. No, fucking terrible. That's why I overthink
1860
01:20:49.180 --> 01:20:51.640
so much. Just stress.
1861
01:20:51.880 --> 01:20:53.579
You got to start meditating, bro.
1862
01:20:54.180 --> 01:20:56.739
No, I'm seriously taking that into account. I have a
1863
01:20:56.760 --> 01:21:00.520
meditating room in the condo. It's so fire, bro. Like,
1864
01:21:02.630 --> 01:21:04.510
I literally, bro, I could literally never leave that place
1865
01:21:04.550 --> 01:21:06.869
and have everything that I want on a daily basis.
1866
01:21:06.949 --> 01:21:09.789
So the gym is so good. I love that shit.
1867
01:21:10.310 --> 01:21:11.109
It's in West Palm.
1868
01:21:11.329 --> 01:21:11.909
Yeah. Palm beach.
1869
01:21:12.029 --> 01:21:14.130
Oh, I was just out there. Yeah. That was a
1870
01:21:14.210 --> 01:21:14.930
nice area.
1871
01:21:15.470 --> 01:21:16.270
I love where we were.
1872
01:21:16.989 --> 01:21:19.210
We went to some like, well, we were in Jupiter.
1873
01:21:19.250 --> 01:21:19.390
Yeah.
1874
01:21:19.670 --> 01:21:20.310
Cause it was like a price.
1875
01:21:20.380 --> 01:21:23.380
Oh bro. Yeah. That's where I live. Nice. I live
1876
01:21:23.979 --> 01:21:26.399
like Palm beach gardens. Well, it's like now I'm North
1877
01:21:26.420 --> 01:21:28.600
Palm beach, but it's like my mom, everything's in Palm
1878
01:21:28.619 --> 01:21:31.090
beach gardens. yeah that's like what like two hours from
1879
01:21:31.109 --> 01:21:35.770
Miami I seen everybody was out there yeah I fucking
1880
01:21:36.409 --> 01:21:39.300
I leave my gym and I get a call and
1881
01:21:39.319 --> 01:21:41.560
they're like yo look who's at the gym they give
1882
01:21:41.600 --> 01:21:43.199
it to keep in mind it's like a random gym
1883
01:21:43.239 --> 01:21:47.659
in fucking Palm Beach and fucking gives Chris the phone
1884
01:21:48.260 --> 01:21:50.560
Chris Tren yeah I was like what the fuck are
1885
01:21:50.579 --> 01:21:53.840
you doing at my gym bro yeah so random.
1886
01:21:55.340 --> 01:21:57.380
Yeah that was close by that was like 15 minutes
1887
01:21:57.399 --> 01:22:00.010
away that gym busybody Yeah, I didn't get a go
1888
01:22:00.029 --> 01:22:01.949
because they didn't fucking tell me, motherfuckers.
1889
01:22:02.010 --> 01:22:04.409
They came back and they're like, you just went to
1890
01:22:04.880 --> 01:22:07.399
the gym. And I was like, no one told me?
1891
01:22:07.739 --> 01:22:08.979
That's my happy place right there.
1892
01:22:10.420 --> 01:22:11.279
That's the gym you go to out there?
1893
01:22:11.340 --> 01:22:11.859
Yeah.
1894
01:22:12.399 --> 01:22:13.539
I'll check it out next.
1895
01:22:13.359 --> 01:22:14.760
Time I'm out there.
1896
01:22:14.779 --> 01:22:16.779
You got Zoom Miami coming, so I'm excited.
1897
01:22:16.930 --> 01:22:18.189
Bro, when the fuck is that happening?
1898
01:22:18.550 --> 01:22:20.189
I wish I had a definite time for you, bro,
1899
01:22:20.210 --> 01:22:21.949
but I'd say it's going to be in the new year.
1900
01:22:22.149 --> 01:22:22.850
Yeah.
1901
01:22:23.449 --> 01:22:24.909
And it's like an hour away from that, right?
1902
01:22:25.430 --> 01:22:28.270
About, yeah, about an hour. The hours have changed. Depending
1903
01:22:28.289 --> 01:22:29.850
on traffic, hour 30. Yeah.
1904
01:22:30.310 --> 01:22:33.010
Not even that far. Yeah, it's not bad at all. Well,
1905
01:22:33.130 --> 01:22:34.069
I appreciate you coming on, bro.
1906
01:22:34.250 --> 01:22:35.390
No, I appreciate you having me for real, bro.
1907
01:22:35.409 --> 01:22:36.649
When you figure out more, you got to let me know.
1908
01:22:36.930 --> 01:22:39.539
Yeah. Bro, like, realistically, I feel, damn, once I started
1909
01:22:39.600 --> 01:22:41.460
talking today, I was like, yo, like, why am I
1910
01:22:41.600 --> 01:22:43.100
being so fucking dark, bro?
1911
01:22:43.159 --> 01:22:45.300
That's not, I don't know.
1912
01:22:45.720 --> 01:22:48.659
I just, I'll never, I'll never put a persona on and, like,
1913
01:22:49.000 --> 01:22:51.750
change what my mentality is or whatever. But, like, realistically.
1914
01:22:52.289 --> 01:22:53.829
It's probably because you came off the phone arguing.
1915
01:22:54.880 --> 01:22:55.739
Fuck that damn shit.
1916
01:22:55.760 --> 01:22:57.229
I'm not going to lie to you, though. God, bro,
1917
01:22:57.300 --> 01:22:58.220
I know. That's what you said.
1918
01:22:58.560 --> 01:23:02.439
Yeah, low key, low key. I don't know. But yeah, bro,
1919
01:23:02.460 --> 01:23:03.619
I really appreciate you having me.
1920
01:23:03.890 --> 01:23:05.850
Absolutely, bro. Thank you for your time, man. Thank you, bro.
1921
01:23:06.109 --> 01:23:06.569
Keep it going.
1922
01:23:06.850 --> 01:23:07.229
Always, brother.
1923
01:23:07.250 --> 01:23:08.770
Every Tuesday. I love you guys. We'll see you next week.
1924
01:23:09.369 --> 01:23:10.510
You're on what? All platforms?
1925
01:23:10.569 --> 01:23:11.890
All platforms. Brickboy Dewar.
1926
01:23:12.369 --> 01:23:13.850
Yeah, check them out. I love you guys. See you
1927
01:23:13.869 --> 01:23:14.189
next time.
1928
01:23:14.810 --> 01:23:15.260
That was dope, bro.
1929
01:23:16.130 --> 01:23:18.000
Appreciate it.
1930
01:23:18.010 --> 01:23:18.239
How are you?