ToShae Germaine: Turn the people around Lord have mercy. How I do it, y'all. I don't have a clue. What did I do? Did okay, okay, I'm back. Great morning. OMG, hold on. It's Monday. That's why. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great. Welcome to the message. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy Monye, y'all. Happy Monye. We in this thing, okay. And if you are new to the Kingdom Flow community to the message, welcome. We are so happy and so grateful that you are here. And if you were an old T but good T, welcome back. y'all know what to do. Show the new people them what to do. Like the live, share the live, share the love. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance. Y'all, I had to look up and see what time it is. We ain't gonna have enough time on today. we might be in numbers 14 on today and what when I'll be back on here. Thursday. We'll probably be in numbers 14 for the next couple of days. Cause why? I got like five pages of notes. And so I'm not finna be rushing through nothing. That's something the Lord was talking to me about over the weekend. I hope y'all Got some rest on the Sabbath. Okay. so we might be in numbers 14 for a couple of days. That's where we are today, jumping into numbers 14. If you have not caught up to this point, make sure you go back and watch numbers 13. Listen, just tell you right now, don't be judging me. Okay. The it may look out of order. Just watch a different shirt every day. That's all I could tell you. Watch a different shirt every day. I just told the Lord, I was like, Man, I'm gonna have to do better, but y'all, I'll be tired. You ever just sat down and counted the responsibilities and things that the Lord got you up under right now? Child, it's a lot going on. So I ain't I ain't been taking the time to sit down. Like I just tried to post the the podcast. Y'all make sure y'all go and subscribe to the podcast. You can listen to the message wherever you podcast. We on everywhere. Apple, child, where else? Child, I don't know, Spotify, iHeart, you name it. The message is there. Okay. So y'all make sure y'all give me a follow over there. I'ma just be honest, y'all. I ain't had time. I ain't been looking at no metrics. I ain't looking at none of that. Cause who has time? I don't have time for that. I'd be tired. Okay. I'd be tired by the time the end of the week, especially. I know, cause it was trying to take me out. Yeah, Friday tried to it had tried to take me out a little bit, but we made it though. Okay. So here we are at numbers 14. and like I said, we're gonna probably be here for a couple of days because I'm not going to rush through What the Lord has given me to do, okay. Message. We're not gonna rush, right? That's something the Lord is teaching us is patience in this season. many of us are having to wait on some things. I will give y'all more details on on that as it unfolds. but just know I am in a waiting season, okay. I'm in a waiting season, so all let do it, let's get to it. I have some stuff that I have to tell y'all about that the Lord gave me over the weekend. and then he ended up giving me this morning. something else. But we're gonna do that before after we get we're gonna do the Bible clarity first and then we're gonna get into the kingdom clarity. We'll get the cards for today and see what we got going on to give us some confirmation from numbers 14. Y'all sip y'all favorite adult beverage. Shout out to the Aldi shout out to the Aldi. they're doing something trying to do their part to help. I saw something about them on the on the TikTok the other day where they're trying to do what they can to help. So That's the setup y'all. Let get to all the two it. I don't know why the Lord, I think the Lord and just decided that one something a.m. is my new wake-up time because that's what time he's been waking me up. I've been up since a little after one on this morning, so y'all pray for me. Let's get into numbers 14. So, little recap. We just got done. The Lord and sent the spies, right? he didn't send the spies to for 40 days. They went out there and did some reconnaissance. in the promised land, okay, to see what was over there. They brought back some fruit. Okay, they brought back some fruit. And so we have two people that said, Now we we can do it. Okay, so drop this in the chat. God can okay, God can and will. Okay, God can and will. Good morning, Kiki. Good morning. so now we're jumping into numbers 14 and child. Listen at me. The little people fin to rebel. Okay, the people named finna rebel. So numbers 14, the overall theme of numbers 14 is the promise was always real. And the promise was never the problem because God said what God said, right? The promise was never the problem. It's the response to the problem, to the promise that was the problem. Okay. Now, numbers 14 gets deep because they're talking about rebellion, y'all. The people named to a couple of people, 10 people then influenced a whole nation of people, and the Lord had to lay down the law. Had to he had to put a little base in him spirituals and he does this in numbers 14. Numbers 14 can actually make you uncomfortable because you got to know which who who are you? Are you one of the 10 or one of the two? Drop this in the chat. I'm one of the two. I need my Joshua's and my Caleb's. Okay, those are the two. It's some so many of us are transitioning. I've been saying that we're transitioning into a Joshua season. But man, 14 and 15 gets deep and it's a preparation season. And sometimes people don't be wanting to hear that because the Lord can show you something. Come on, Joseph. The Lord can give you a vision for something, but then you still have to wait for it. Okay. so that is part of what's happening, number 14. So, all the do it. Let's get to it. Good morning, Jared. Good morning. Jared says, I'm grateful for starting my first day. Come on, first day. Look, this was crazy. The Lord knew. Yeah, you had heard you heard it, didn't it? I know you heard it in your spirituals. this is the card I actually got today. And I said while I was making my coffee this morning, I say, What's new, what the new beginning is, Lord? What we doing today? so congratulations on your first day. going on an adventure, new cycles, and all the things. Some of y'all might, if you know, you know, we had what was it, the Aries full moon that happened on Saturday. Baby, the rest was real because I wouldn't, it wasn't I had to lay, I had to sit down somewhere, didn't do anything. I wasn't productive on Saturday. Did I do anything? What I do on Saturday, y'all? Nothing good, nothing. It's my Sabbath, so I didn't do anything. Okay, so congratulations, Jared. Let's get into numbers 14. So here we go. my Joshua's and my Caleb's stand up. Okay, so Israel has heard two interpretations, right? from the spies. There were 12 spies that went to to recon the promised land that the Lord sent. They investigated for 40 days, and 10 of them came back and said, We can't. But two of them, Joshua and Caleb, came back with the report of God can, right? So it was the same land, the same giants, the same fortified cities. But there was a different perspective. So 10 of them saw it as, no, it's too much going on over there. The giants, we we like grasshoppers, we can't possibly defeat them. And here come Joshua and Caleb saying, Did you forget about God? Like God can God didn't already told us the land is ours. He never said that there would not be giants. And some of you, myself included, are going to start recognizing some of the giants that you haven't to face. In this new territory, I'm gonna talk about a little bit about that. as before we get into the kingdom clarity, because the Lord gave it to me this morning, He gave me some revelation, made me understand some things. So, again, different perspective, it's all about how you see it, how you see yourself, and also how you look at the opposition that's that's ahead of you, right? So, fear. made Egypt look better for the ten. The people cried all night long and complained against Moses and Aaron. They wanted not only did they want a new leader, but they wanted to go back to Egypt. Huh? You mean slavery, oppression, bondage, all the things because there was uncertainty that was ahead of them. And one thing that we many of us know is that when something is uncertain, that can almost trigger some fear. Like, man, I don't know. But We gonna jump anyway. And I feel like that's why the Lord also gave us the full card this morning. And I hadn't pulled a card for myself, y'all, and it's been a minute. It's been like random, right? Whereas I used to pull one every morning to see what's coming up or to see what the Lord wants me to know. I hadn't done it in a while, but this morning I felt led to do it and we ended up getting the full. So many of us have it's like you didn't some of us are so conditioned to just moving with God when the guy, when the Lord say leap, we leap and it ain't nothing to it. But there's still some people. Remember, y'all, we all at different levels. So some people are not at that level of obedience yet, where it's just like, okay, well, when the Lord says move, I move. I nope, I don't know what's going on, but I'm gonna move, I'm gonna jump, I'm gonna take the leap of faith, I'm gonna do all of that. We step out on faith because a lot of us have done that so many times. But for some of y'all that might come across this video at a later time, let me just tell you something. Sometimes you jump and you ain't got a clue. I can remember many times I just be like, Lord, I'm jumping and just depending on the Lord to catch me on the other side. Drop that in the chat, Lord, catch me. Okay, catch me, Lord. And sometimes you have to operate like that where now you don't know nothing, but you have to have so much dependent upon dependence upon the Lord that you know that God's gonna catch you on the other side. And so the more you start to just when the Lord says, Okay, jump, man, I saw that. I ain't I couldn't man, that's so crazy. I has I started watching a show called Lanterns, y'all. And I'm just now starting to get into it. And it's kind of one of those things where it's like, you know, and I don't know why the Lord's bringing this back, but it's that leap of faith. I it's one of them where I can't completely get into it, but I'm trying to get into it. but man, okay, yeah, that makes sense. I didn't even think about that. You ever think see yourself in some t some of the show? Anyway, I'm back because I didn't think about that. Anyway, needless to say, the fella. I think his name is John Stewart. I don't know what his real name is, but it's the fella with the pretty eyes. I think he played something in the Lion King. Anyway, what's it on? HBO. Anyway, the fella had to jump into this hole. And you know, it's it's like this show is he's like fearless or whatever. You have to be fearless as a lantern anyway. I ain't gonna say that. so don't sign me up to be a green lantern anyway. But he had to just jump into this black hole, he didn't even know where he was going. That's how it be sometimes. You just be like, well, Lord, I surely it's something. Surely you on the other side. Anyway. So that did. That makes a lot of sense. I'm tracking. So not only did they want to go back to Egypt, they also wanted a new leader. Child, here they go. They weren't just afraid of Canaan. They were willing to return to bondage to avoid the uncertainty of promise. Egypt had enslaved them, oppressed them, killed their children. I mean, took the little children out. Thank you, Florida Girl, for liking the live there's one. But they were still willing to choose it over unfamiliar freedom. Sometimes God can bring you out of something while your mind is still negotiating whether you should go back. You ever felt like going back because something got too hard? Man, it's been a I didn't I definitely experience this when I was homeless, y'all. Where it's just like, you know what? Forget this obedience stuff. I'm fin to go back. And a couple of times I did. And I would work like a few weeks and then it was just like, no, this ain't this ain't it. And I ended up going back to obedience, right? so and I don't ever want anybody to think that just because the Lord delivers you from something, delivers you into the wilderness, that you're not still gonna have some Egypt in you, okay? Because you're gonna have the the way that the Lord has put this multiple times, it is If he he got, and we taught I said this, I think the other day, he gotta he can get us out of Egypt quickly, but he can't quickly get Egypt out of us. It's the mindset, it's a way that you operate, it's the things that maybe you do, the way that you work. it's easier for him to get us out of something, and sometimes him getting out don't get us out don't feel good, but it's easier for the Lord to get us out of something than it is for him to get that something out of us. Okay. So fear was making them question. good morning pieces to piece it together. Fear was making them question God appointed leadership because that leadership was taking them somewhere requiring faith. But Joshua and Caleb see something different. The land we passed through and explored is exceedingly good. They don't deny the giants or obstacles. Let's stop right there. Me and the Lord had a whole talk about this this morning in prayer. Ain't nobody never said that it wasn't giants there. For some of you, man, let me go on and start this right now. there will be giants. Some of you, the Lord is getting ready to make you recognize the giants. He's gonna start to show you the giants that you ain't even faced yet, but you finna get ready to face. You finna get ready. He finna show you giants that you gonna face at a future time. You ain't even at the point yet, but he's getting ready to show you some giants that you finna have to face. And you ain't even, it's almost like man, could go ahead and talk about it. Let me just go ahead and talk about this. Some of y'all finna let me just tell you something. This is this is the spiritual ranking that you have. good morning, Tasha Marie. Good morning. This is the spiritual ranking that you have, baby. You finna come up against some principalities, huh? I say you the Lord is fin make you recognize some principalities. And powers that you we that you we we fight not against flesh and blood. Some this is where the Lord, man, this is where the Lord finna start making you realize just how big your assignment is for real. This is why he's having to this is man, some come on, okay, Lord. Thank y'all. Let me just go on go into it. You've been facing some opposition, but this opposition runs deep. Do you understand? You this and it's not it's something and how you're going to know because the Lord is gonna activate something within you to make you give you revelation to make you understand something that's so much bigger than you. But you gonna you gonna do it anyway. You gonna stand, you gonna move forward. I'm telling you, Joshua and Caleb. You're gonna see the giants and you ain't gonna know how you're gonna quite defeat them all the way. But the Lord getting ready to send you into territories. He's getting ready to send you into places where principalities have been ruling for a minute. And that's why some of y'all don't realize just how big the calling and the assignment is that you're stepping into. So what the Lord was explaining to me this morning is that you're going to see something. And you're, I can't make, I hope I can make this make sense. You're going to know. That God has been every every trial, tribulation, fire, obstacle, difficulty, valley, whatever you want to call it, you're going to have some understanding of what battle he's sending you into. But he's going to send you in, thank y'all. He's going to send you in in levels. It's almost like he has to help you have to learn how to operate. And this it because we have our angels fighting for us. So I want to be clear. We are not God's strongest soldiers. Okay. He got angels for that. That's what your angels do. But he has been preparing you unbeknownst to you. Or maybe you're just starting to get the revelation of what he's been preparing you. What principalities he's been preparing you to deal with because they didn't had a they didn't had a hole for too long. And you are going to be operating at a level that's going to help some people behind you. So think, don't think that anything that you have gone through has been in vain. It's not. Exactly why you had to go through this to get here. You're gonna start to see the giants, but you're going to move forward anyway because he's getting ready to give you it's almost like something that it's it's things that felt like it was all over the place. It was the puzzle pieces, right? Now you're starting to put the puzzle pieces together, and whatever it is that you're getting ready to step into, it's gonna be something that you won't. You're gonna be like, now. Because it's in some way, sh some some way, it directly impacts you. Not even the people, not even, and so start, and for those of you who maybe don't know what you're supposed to do, we never completely know. I don't care what nobody says. The Lord don't give you the whole picture because if he did, if he told you what you were gonna have to go through in order to get to where you're going, you'd be like, get somebody else to do it. Huh? Moses moment. Now, never mind. I'm good. Because you don't know the path that you're going to have to walk. But this is where you have to be willing to leap anyway. And this the other thing. Don't think you finna sit here and tell nobody what you finna do because they're not going. Man, this is so I got it. Look, this is why we might be in this all week, right? The rest of this week. Because what you finna get ready to step into, you finna have to leave some folks behind. It's some folks that's not going with you. Why? They're also man. That's why the Lord has been preparing some of you for jealous with for like dealing with jealousy. And we talked about this last week jealousy and envy. There are people who know that you got real shit to do. Do you understand? There are people who know that you have an assignment on your life that they're not going to be a part of. Why? Because unfortunately, they're one of the ten. You understand? They can see the giants, and instead of them being willing. To face the giants, they like, mm-mm, no, that's too much for me. And that's and because of that, these they can't go with you. Let we finna get into can't go with you right now. Here we go. Okay, let me keep going. Okay. They essentially say you're so this is what Jay, what Caleb and Joshua say. They essentially say you're calculating the opposition without including God in the equation. Okay. Faith doesn't necessarily see different facts. It interprets the facts through a different authority. There will be giants, but how are you going to respond to the giants? Are you going to stand? That's the word the Lord gave me this morning when he was talking to me about Ephesians 6 and 12. Stand. Drop that in a chat. I'ma stand because you can easily look at opposition, y'all, and be like, that's too much. You know what? Never mind. I just ain't even got it. Or you can stand. And even when you see that giant, you see past that giant. come on, David and Goliath. You see past that giant. Remember last week I said that sometimes you can see a giant, and if it ain't as big as the giant that you just got done defeating, no, you ain't gonna get me. No, you Ain't going nowhere. You could drop that in the chat. I ain't going nowhere. You're not gonna push me out because if that didn't take me out, this nothing. What if that didn't take me out? Because some of us then been through our biggest thing and then defeated our biggest giants, and I mean something that you never think that you was finna overcome, but with God, you did right. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. So if I got through that, this ain't nothing, honey. You patience, what you mean, baby? I had to wait on something for nine years. You think I you think I can't wait nine days? Nine, it's some it's like that, y'all. Where you literally be like, baby, you patient patience is my virtue. You understand? Because some some of us have had to this is long suffering. You done had to wait on something. So, unless even if it take another nine years. You can multiply past that. If I didn't waited nine years, I can wait nine more because clearly that's what the Lord has for me. And guess what? Joshua and Caleb had to wait 40 years. Let's get okay. Let me come back. Here we go. The 10 spies measured themselves against the giants, but Joshua and Caleb measured the giants against God. I say what they measured the giants against God. Not themselves, God. can you beat him? I said this on Friday. We was talking about your ops. You ain't fighting me. Do you understand? You you the battle that you anybody the battle that your ops have with you ain't with you for real. The battle that they have with you, fight God about it. Go talk to the Lord. Because you're not fighting me, honey. You got to fight. First of all, you got to get through spirit them. Boot up. You got to get through spirit them. You got the youth, big God. Baby, you ain't even much fighting me. Okay. So Joshua and Caleb said, y'all let them dry and square up with God and see what happens, right? So next. So here comes Moses, right? Standing in the gap. Gotta love Moses. Some of y'all got you know, you realize that you and Moses, right? Intercession by Moses interrupts judgment. Why? Because the Lord hadn't got mad. He says, I'm finna take everybody out. You know what? Forget this, I'm done. You know, sometimes I've read this before, and I'll be like, Dang, Lord, that's a little harsh. But do y'all understand that? The do y'all realize how man, we're gonna get more into it in numbers 15. But y'all realize how many times these little people knew. Us same gonna say me too. Do you realize how many times we have said forget it? I just we should have just died in Israel in Egypt. Just why why didn't you just kill us? Just let us take aside now. How many times have we done that? Y'all realize how like the Lord? That's why I know the Lord be getting sick of us sometimes. Because how many times have you just been defeated? And I'm just forget it, and we've all been felt defeated. Okay. Good morning, Sandy. Good morning. We done felt defeated and I'm giving up. Forget it. I'm just me. I'm man. I'm so y'all ain't have to I feel wait a minute. Hold up. First of all, that was a little bit too much. There was a little too much y'all was doing. We I I didn't say I told the people them what y'all the A chillat now. Yeah, we know we be we know y'all be sick of us, y'all gonna be sick of us some more because we're gonna do it again, right? So you're gonna do it again. How many times you felt defeated and I'm tired, and just just forget it. How many times the Lord the Lord had to hear that? So then, because the people carrying the faithful report become targets. Now they're mad. They want to take, they want new leadership, they want to go back. Here go the Lord listening to all of this, all of it. So here come. God's glory and he's about to take the people out. Mind you, these his chosen people. Okay. He chose the people. And he came out, he says, come here, Moses. And Moses says, Lord, don't do it. Don't Moses did. Mind you, you ever had to sometimes just be like that's for they know not what they do. Lord, just forgive them. This is why forgiveness is important. The Lord teaches you this. For they they know not what they do, Lord. They they don't have no understanding. So Moses stands in the gap for the people and he appeals to God's reputation and character, right? The Lord is slow to anger, abounding in love and forgiving sin and rebellion. So what he did was he told God, he was like, Remember you remember who you are. Ain't that crazy? Instead of instead of him saying, Get him, yeah, take down head. He was just like, Mm mm. Remember, you said that this is who you are, and we suppose. We got to believe that. Okay. But so if you go back on what you said, then what what we supposed to believe? So he appeals to God's reputation and character. and this is of course what God has revealed about himself in Exodus for in Exodus 34. So this speaks tremendously to Moses' maturity. Some of us then grown up. Yeah, but Ben, I'm I'm guilty again. I and this is biz this. Probably this been many moons ago. Sometimes I because I can remember be that person, it's just like return to sender. You know, somebody's sending you some negative energy, and so you want to return it to them. I don't do that because I don't even want to put that into that energy. Because guess what? Then it's gonna come back to me. Maybe you were that person who wanted somebody to, yeah, Lord, you let them get their karma. Lord, I don't want nothing for nobody but what you want for them. That is my standard. I don't, and there's never any ill intent or ill will behind it. God, give them what you want them to have because then it takes anything off of me. I'm not sending no mm-mm. You know what, Lord, bless them with what you want to bless them with. Sometimes a blessing is good, sometimes it ain't. Uh-uh. I'm not sending nothing negative out because I don't want to get anything negative back. But I can remember back in the gap, be like, man, mm-hmm, them folks. Yeah, because care nothing about it. But Maturity, right? Teaches us to say, Lord, they know not what they do. Lord, give them whatever you have for them. Okay. So Moses has matured. and this reminds you, remind mind you, this is the same Moses who once asked, Why did you send me? Okay. Now he's standing in the gap, interceding for a rebellious nation, over two million people, mind you. His lead leadership has changed him. It isn't because Israel deserves mercy. It's because of who God is. So there, so now the Lord listens, right? But listen, I had to say, Lord, please don't let me be one of the Israelites. There will be forgiveness, but there will be consequences. Mm-hmm. The Lord forgives them for their rebellion. But now, man, they won't enter the land. Imagine going all this time, and the Lord say, You ain't going. Huh? Wait a minute, Lord. Uh-huh. But mind you, you kept on saying you ain't want to go. So then when the Lord says, Okay, good, you ain't going. now you backtracking. Guilty? Now you done talked against your blessing so much. Now the blessing is no longer an option. Man, I'm so guilty of this. My God in heaven. Thank God I ain't there no more. I be like, nope, Lord, we going. I don't know how we're going. I don't know what now, I don't know, but we I'm going with you. But now here's all these people because of their repeated unbelief, they had consequences and they can't enter the land. So Caleb gets singled out, and because my servant Caleb has a different spirit. And follows me wholeheartedly. Follows me with in uncertainty. He follows when he ain't got no understanding. He follows because he trusts God just that much. Like, no, I got to be a Caleb or a Joshua. Mm-mm. And I am. Drop that in the chat. I am. Okay. Because and so so and thank y'all. The next part of this, let me say this. Some of you are getting ready to be singled out in some way. Okay. This may be this your Caleb era. Where you're getting ready to be singled out in some way. And it's not because it's something that you are choosing, it's because God has chosen for you and chosen you for something in particular. You're getting ready to be singled out. There may be a blessing, an opportunity, something that's going to come in. And it's because you stood when everybody else faltered, when everybody else stumbled. was unwavering. Thank y'all. Your belief was unwavering. And there are people that as soon you know you didn't follow the clut the crowds. You weren't influenced by what other people thought or their perspective. We talked about that last week because you stood 10 toes down on what you knew God said and what and what he that's hey that ain't what God said. This is what God said. Because you stood on that, you're getting ready to be singled out. Right. Everybody else saw reasons to retreat, but Caleb saw reasons to trust God. Okay. So they wanted Egypt. Caleb wanted what God promised. Drop it in the chat. I want what God wants for me. I want the promise. That's it. No, I did not come this far just to get scared and all of a sudden be like, you know what? Never mind. Let me just turn around. Who? Who? Not me. No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. I ain't going back. And I didn't had to go, no, endure. That was the word the Lord gave me the other day. I didn't had to go through, so you don't understand the fire that I had to what? No, I ain't gonna I ain't going back now. Uh-uh. I ain't going back. So God wanted Caleb wanted the promise. God gives Israel what they kept declaring. If only we had died in this wilderness, my ear just started ringing, they wouldn't enter, but their children. Would. so the judgment, of course, that God passed down in this moment, he gave them one year for each of the 40 days. So delay isn't always, thank y'all, delay isn't always denial, but sometimes delay is connected to what must be changed before we can carry what God promised. So 10, 10 of them don't, 10 of them don't make it, and two remain. Joshua and Caleb remain alive, but still have to wait. They believed God, obeyed God. Gave the right report and still had to spend decades in the wilderness because they belonged to a community whose choices affected them. Sometimes you can be faithful and still experience consequences created by the environment around you, but their waiting didn't cancel their promise. Caleb eventually enters the land, Joshua eventually leads Israel into it. Let's talk about. Can we just stop here for a second? You ever know that you're in something? And ain't no good around you. You you ever been and so and this is where I told the Lord this. I said, You have to be careful because environments can influence, right? And sometimes you have to suffer. Man, sometimes you have to suffer the consequences, and you ain't need much did nothing. You done did everything right, you done been obedient, you done trusted, you done jumped, took the leaps of faith, you compliant, and you still. Got to suffer the good with the bad, right? And I told the Lord, I was that's that's that part right there to be like who y'all. So because of y'all, because you imagine, and here's imagine Caleb. Now we don't we ain't even got to Joshua yet and Moses because we know he ain't gonna enter the land either. But anyway, imagine Caleb when the Lord says, Yeah, I'm gonna let you enter the land, but you can't go. Because they can't go. Huh? You ever just wanted Lord, hey, why I got to wait, but now here's Caleb having to wait. And it wasn't even his fault. He did all the right things and he still had to wait because of the people around him. Sometimes it's the environment around you. And this is where we have to be careful because, like I told the Lord, I say, Man, sometimes you think it's personal or you take it personal or the attack is against you. Now, sometimes the Lord just got the the Lord, it has nothing to do with you and you haven't done anything wrong. And I expand I told y'all this, and I the way that the Lord explained it to me as an example of this, right? I could have felt I could feel some type of way because I'm having delays as a result of what's going on with the board of nursing. Now I'm sorry, I'm already live, I've already received my license, right? I'm already reinstated as an R and all the things. But that doesn't mean that I'm not experiencing delays because of what their other people are experiencing, right? Has nothing to do with me, but you sometimes you get caught up in something. That has nothing to do with you. And it's not because you've done anything wrong. It ain't because it's warfare against you. None of that. Sometimes it got something to do with something that is above you, but you just get caught up in it. And this is, and so unfortunately, sometimes we have to walk out consequences because of other people's actions. And it sucks. But don't let it make you bitter. I spent the whole weekend telling the Lord, like, Lord, I don't want this to make me bitter. I don't want like Lord. You know, make get help me to not be frustrated by this, Lord. Help me to not be angry about this because I done did everything I'm supposed to do. I've been compliant. And then it's like the Lord said it's not personal. So maybe somebody else needs to hear that. You may be experiencing something and you just like, why is this happening to me? Like, man, I did everything I'm supposed to do. And the Lord is gonna give you, He's gonna let you know like this ain't personal. Right. This is not even anything because you, yes, you have done everything right. Okay. So the waiting wasn't wasted. God was preparing the next generation and preparing Joshua to lead it. And I think I'm gonna stop right there, y'all. Because do I have time? I can get through. Okay, let me get through it. So, God, what time is it? Okay, so God is preparing the next generation of leaders who will lead with truth, honesty, integrity, and God, okay. Presumption is not faith. After hearing God's judgment, Israel changes their mind. Okay, listen. Now they say, okay, we'll go. Good morning, Marianne. Good morning. Okay, we'll go. But Moses tells them not to go because God isn't with them in this battle. They go anyway. You have a move when God told you not to, there's consequences, right? so in this time, let's talk because they say go back to Joshua. In this time, unbeknownst to Joshua or Moses. Right, the Lord spent this time message. The Lord spent this time preparing Joshua for leadership, mentorship. So here, remember, this ain't the first time we've encountered Joshua. Right, he was he's been here a couple of times, and he and him not even knowing that he's being prepared for for leadership, he just doing what he what he knows to do, right? Some of you don't. This is where how do I say that? Some of you, you're a Moses and the J and a Joshua at the same time. Okay. You may be leading in one area and apprenticing in another. It's like a three of pentacles and an eight of pentacles, right? You may be a master in this area, but you may be a novice in another area. Maybe the Lord is spending this time. Helping you to develop your skills, helping you, man, the Lord has been talking to me about this for the last week or so. He's allowing you to experience situations. I told y'all this last week where he's helping you to remain calm, to remain centered, to remain faithful, to remain grounded, so that he can prepare you for what's coming next, so that you don't blow, you don't lose your cool, right? So that you don't, you know what I'm saying, go off on people. So So instead of looking at your delay or your wait or whatever whatever place where you feel stuck, right? Instead of looking at it like, man, nothing's moving, what do I need to what can what can I learn, Lord, right now while you have me in this waiting room? Y'all realize we spend more time in the waiting than we do like taking action. You make one move and then you're waiting again, then you make another move and you're waiting again. But you're still making progress. And that's something the Lord has been talking to me about over this last week. Don't think that just because you don't see the end result that you're not moving forward, you're actually making progress in skill development, leadership development, mindset development, financial strategy development, whatever the Lord has been working with you on. maybe it's truth, honesty, integrity, what to integrity, whatever it is. Don't think that you're not making any moves just because you don't see the end result. And for some of you, what's gonna happen is you actually gonna get revelation of what's coming after this. And I ain't talking about after within the next few months. For some of y'all, what the Lord is doing is sitting you down and giving you a strategy. Maybe for some of y'all, thank y'all for the next five or eight years, five to eight years where he's showing you where you're going to be there. So he's going to keep giving you visions of the promise. He's going to start showing you, like, hey, I'm going to get you to there, but it's a long way to there. And it's a lot that you have to learn to there. Does that make sense? Good morning, Monica. Good morning, Ash. Jared says that's me right now, experiencing chaos because of other people's choices and knowing I have to step back because it's not mine to carry. It ain't. Everything ain't yours to carry. So for so one of the things in the last week or so. I've said, okay, Lord, what are you teaching me? You know what I've it's good. It's a complete mindset shift. It's like, okay, it's not a cycle. Unfamiliar. Thank y'all. Unfamiliar. Because for many of us, the Lord told me this this morning, y'all. What you're experiencing is unfamiliar pressure and unfamiliar territory. Many of us have stepped into something. We ain't never been here before, y'all. You don't have a blueprint. So it's like the Lord having to teach you, just like He had to teach you in the pre in the wilderness. He's having to teach you how to walk in this new wilderness. In the Bible, it says they moved on to here. They moved on to here. It's so you we're still experiencing wilderness in in different ways, y'all. You may have graduated from this wilderness, but now I got to teach you in this one. So for many of us, it's like I told the Lord that this morning, and he said it's unfamiliar because it's unfamiliar territory. You've never had to navigate this before. So because you haven't had to navigate it, the Lord has to spend some time developing you and teaching you in this wilderness because you ain't never been here before. Okay. So Then so they they go anyway, right? and guess what? God ain't with them. Good morning, Ayana, good morning. They go anyway, and God ain't with them, so they get defeated. So it's one of it's like this this concept, and we have been here. It's like when God says go, they say we say no. But then when God says no, we want to go anyway. The Lord being told you don't do that and you do it anyway. And then it's like, now you get burned, and you like, huh? Lord, how did I get burned? Because I told you not to go. But you ain't listened. Many of us have done that. So faith is responding to what God said. they finally became willing to fight, but the timing had changed. And so that's just like it's like people who mind you, thank y'all. Imagine this. You told somebody you're gonna be great. You told somebody you were gonna be successful. You remember we we've been talking about how you could be trying to drag folks with you, but see, when you first told them the vision, they didn't want to get on board. They didn't believe you or believe in what you was telling, what you was telling them you was gonna do, and now they start to see you make it mo you got a little motion, and now they wanna. yeah, yeah. No, no, different way to look at it. Where was you when I was out here thuggling out in the wilderness when you didn't believe in the dream that I told you many moons ago? I told you about this, but you didn't believe. But now that you see That God is doing what God said He was gonna do. here you come. I'm good. I'm good. Now you now you you can't come and get on the ride now. When I offered you a seat in the beginning, you understand? For them people who didn't, you tell somebody like, Man, I'm I'ma do it, I'ma do it. And they're like, he ain't finna do that. I don't believe you. They speak death into your destiny. Guess what? You keep Trusting God, moving forward. Now all of a sudden they see God doing exactly what God said He was gonna do. And now they be like, You know, I always knew you were gonna make it job by some of y'all gonna have some of them moments where some folks gonna start believing in you now because they see what God's doing in your life, but they didn't believe it when you said it. They didn't believe it when you was maybe you was having that moment or you was telling somebody you could have been at rock bottom, down and out, and you told some folks, yeah, this was. I'm gonna do this, and they'd be like, Man, you ain't never gonna accomplish that. They start discouraging you before you even get started, and then all of a sudden, you do exactly what they said, and now they look and like, they they meant it, did okay. So, kingdom readiness, they had been delivered from Egypt, but it was still influencing their thinking. This is the 10 and the people Kenan Canaan required people capable of trusting the king, okay. Egypt, of course, equals bondage. The wilderness is where we're transformed and the promise of course is our inheritance. The wilderness is training. It exposes whatever Egypt left inside you. Whether that's fear, scarcity, distrust, complaining, okay, dependency, resistance to leadership, a desire to retreat when obedience becomes uncomfortable. God got Israel out of Egypt quickly, but again, it took longer to get Egypt out of Israel. So for many of us, whatever wilderness you're in, right, the Lord is going to reveal some things to you that are still, which example? I can use that. Okay. that that you still have to work on. Let me give y'all an example of this. So y'all remember, mm, y'all remember if you were if you've been with me or been on the message for a minute last month, remember when I said I told y'all I didn't I held it till July. I didn't tell y'all about nursing, right? That this is what I've been working on. But I've been working on this process for a year. Okay, cool. So meet with them in August. they say, you know, We're gonna approve this. We got to finalize it in September. Okay, cool. Within a week's time, part of man, giants, right? You ever you ever been doing right and feel like you've been being penalized for doing the right thing? This is the example of that. So here I am getting reinstated into nursing. So not only did I have to pay $750 to just apply for my nursing license, y'all. Then I meet with the board and it's a thousand dollars in addition to the 750 that I played paid to apply. So I have a $750 application fee, and then I have a thousand dollar fine that I have to pay in order to be reinstated. Mind you, this had to be paid within 30 days of my reinstatement. Cool. So Had the money within a week. The Lord blessed me, had the money within a week's time. I tried to send it right then. They say no, you got to wait till you know everything gets finalized. Okay, cool. Boom. So the money been sending them a savings account, right? Just sitting there, not touching it. So let me tell y'all about this. Now here goes warfare. Okay. When I tell you that every attack that could come against my finances then happen, now mind y'all, y'all remember that I just went back to work because I started going to school. And so I'm in school, so I'm not working. So the Lord blessed me with this money, right? He paid for it. Cool. God pays for what God orders. I try to send them the money. They wouldn't take the money. Now the Board of Nursing is under attack, so you can't even get on the website to pay the money. Right now, my God, true story, give God the glory. So now every attack that could come up against my finances has happened. It has looked short. I have been like, man, how I don't know how I'm gonna do this, that, and the third. I got to pay for this. What am I doing? And the first thing that the enemy tried to make me do was go into this thousand dollars that I had sitting in my savings. specifically for my fine, right? Y'all, when I tell you that God is good, I don't even know. But the f but it was like, so for me, and I'm saying this because it's talking about in the wilderness is training, right? Scarcity. Everything tried to make me, the warfare tried to make me go into that. try to make me go back to the mindset of it's not gonna be enough. I'm not gonna be able to pay it. I'm gonna have to use this to pay my rent. Fear how, Lord, how am I gonna pay my rent for the month of October? How am I going to like Lord? And the first thing it was it was like the warfare because mind you, you're training. So the Lord is allowing you to go through these experiences to see do you trust what's your perception? Do you trust the giants? Or do you trust me? Right? Mind y'all, I also have a trip coming up next week. I'll talk more about that later on this week. So, all of these things, y'all, where the Lord has been training us, but it's like your perception. You can either trust God or allow the giants. To make you see the situation differently. This is the example that the Lord is giving of He can get you out of Egypt quickly, but it's harder to get Egypt out of you. Mind you, then I get this ambiguous language that says, you can either wait and pay the fee once the website comes back up. But the actual order says you got thirty days. So this is where obedience becomes uncomfortable, right? So all of, and I'm using these examples to say, don't think that the wilderness is just training. It's warfare, but it's training against warfare. It was, it could, it was very, it could have been very easy for me to be like, you know what, I'm a, I'm a, I'm a, I don't know what I'm gonna do, Lord. I I don't know what I'm going to do. That's Egypt. What am I going to do? How am I going to fix this? Versus, Lord, what you gonna do? Cause I ain't got no answers. I ain't got no clue. I don't this this is this is the examples that the Lord was giving me in Exodus 14. It's very easy to go back to Egypt and say, Okay, I gotta figure this out. I gotta figure out how I'm gonna do this, that, and the third. I don't I'm gonna f I got to figure it. I got and then you just stop and say, wait a minute. I ain't doing nothing. Lord, you ain't bring me this far to bring me this far. So what do you want me to do? And the Lord said, Do what I said. So that's in it. Just hope. I hope a realistic example, a personal example of how it's very easy, y'all, to be like, okay, well, maybe I need to meet. Okay, well, maybe I need to work 75 hours of overtime. And okay, maybe I wait a minute. That's Egypt. I ain't going back. Mm-mm, Lord. You told me that this is what my schedule is, and you told me to stick to that. So I'm gonna what you gonna do, Lord? Fix it. Fix it. And so for somebody, I hope this makes sense. There's getting ready to be a test of your obedience. So guess what? I got up Saturday and did, baby. What you're not gonna do is get me back to Egypt. I ain't got I ain't worried about nothing else. Lord, this you know what I need. So let me go do Canaan thinking, promised land thinking. In the promised land, the Lord has already said, I'm going to give you everything. In the kingdom, everything is provided. So for some of you, there's a test of obedience that's coming up, and it's gonna it's gonna sound crazy, and you're gonna be like, Man, but if I just I I could just and the Lord gonna be That's not what I said, do. I said, Go take care of this situation and let me worry about the rest. So just be prepared for that because again, it's very easy, very easy to go back to Egypt, but you got to stand on the promise. Okay. I hope that makes sense. So our Christ connection. Christ becomes a great mediator, of course, standing in the gap. So this is parallel to Moses standing in the gap, right? for standing in the gap for us, a rebellious people, and pleads for mercy. So Jesus bears judgment and establishes the new covenant for us. he is the ultimate invitation. sim, and it isn't, and the ultimate invitation is not simply to get into Canaan, it's to trust the king. And that's where else that was going, right? you got to trust God. Yeah, I it's not gonna make your level of trust for the Lord is not going to make sense to other people who are not there. It's just not. They ain't there. There are people right now who can't can don't even understand, like, how are you still standing? How are you still making it? Because God is lifting me up, honey. I ain't got no other answer. I st I told the Lord that I was looking at my bills and I was like, Lord, I don't even know how everything got paid. Do you listen at me now? I'm like. Lord, I don't even much know where the money came from. When I say the Lord made it enough, man, so heard me, heard me well. God will make it enough. And you lit I literally just be like, I'm looking at September, right? And I'm like, Daddy. How was I able to pay all of this? Cause I'm looking at what I spent and I say. Ain't got a clue, I God is good. That's all I got. Because I do not know. I'm like, Lord, my my my paychecks weren't that much, right? Because I'm just going, I'm only working three days a week. I'm like, it was miraculous. Miraculous. We're gonna talk about miracles too. not today, though. Okay, so the ultimate invitation is not just to get into Canaan, not just the promise, it's trusting the king. Different spirit, wholehearted obedience. You don't need everybody around you to see what you see. Joshua and Caleb were outnumbered, but they had God's word. And for many of you, there may be something you're gonna be outnumbered, but you got to stand on what God said. Our kingdom flow is focused on what God said rather than allowing the size of the opposition to redefine the promise. Listen carefully enough to distinguish God's present instruction from fear, impatient, or presumption. obey when God says go and obey when God says wait, because both are going to require faith. And winning isn't simply reaching the destination quickly, it's arriving at the person capable of carrying what God is giving to you. Okay. Don't let the wilderness convince you that Egypt was better. It ain't. Okay. da-da-da-da-da. Numbers 13 asked, What do you see? Numbers 14 asks, now that you've seen it. Whose report will determine what you do? Are you going to be the 10 or the two? Okay. That was the main thing that the Lord was saying to me. Or let's do it. Let's get to it. Let's get into the kingdom clarity for day. For today. When I was shuffling, y'all, I didn't end up shuffling the cards until this morning. I had forgot put the cards up from the other day. Told y'all I was tired. But when I was shuffling, two there's one that's face down that I hadn't looked at. And I told y'all we had the fools. So definite new beginning energy that's coming in. Now I don't know how that new beginning is going to show up for you because all of us are on different assignments, right? But this one fell out and I was got I was about to and it it fell out face up, so which is why I'm keeping it like this. But the Lord ended up giving me, he said when I was getting ready to put it back, he was like, No, go ahead and keep this one. Divine intervention. So there may be something. This is like stop something bad from occurring, the divine forcing a change, miraculous turn of events. So for some of you, there may be something miraculous that the Lord is getting ready to do for you, some divine intervention. And sometimes that's why the Lord will put you on pause because He needs to do something before you can move forward. And this one, Archangel Ragw Raguel, the friend of God, this is prepare for miracles, man. I didn't even that's what that and I didn't know that this said miraculous turn of events because I didn't read the card. I'm telling y'all it's something about miracles. So let me just talk about this. Thank y'all for the confirmation. new angels, who this, okay? angel of relationships creating order, raising your energetic frequency, transcending limiting circumstances. So for some of you, it's like something else the Lord sent me to this morning was the book of Daniel. because he was talking about how you know Daniel was. Praying and something had been held up, I think it was twenty one days, however long it was, and then Archangel Gabriel comes in and says he was held up. That was part of what the Lord was talking to me about, about principalities as well. so for some of you, Lord. Y'all, so for some of you, it's almost like there's some divine intervention that may be happening for you, something that this is divinely orchestrated. But the let me talk about miracles real quick, and we're gonna keep those two because I feel like those are important. something about miracles. Some of us, it's an understanding. That miracles happen every day. And sometimes we think just because it's like we be waiting for the big miracle, but not understanding that every day, it's like experiencing, experiencing miracles every day. And that's something, and it's in the small things. And so the Lord and I were talking about this on Saturday, where it's just like, man, I can look back and just like and it was part of me talking about, you know, my finances, right? It's like sometimes you be so focused on receiving this big miracle that you don't understand that God is working miracles in your life every single day. Not only the fact that you got up, but there are little things, y'all, little blessings that the Lord, little things that the Lord will do, different ways that He will show up. And it's like He was He's calling us to recognize the small miracles and not just be in an expectation of some big, you know, big to do. Whatever that, however that. Resonates for you. It's like every day is a miracle. Okay. progress. First car to come the next car to come out. Told y'all it may not seem like you're moving, but is it this says it seems like a long slog, but your efforts will soon pay off. Stay on course for at least a few more months before making a change. So, this is also the Lord's saying, like just because it doesn't always look like progress, especially especially when you're standing still, or you may look at Things is not moving forward, but you're making more progress than what you may be giving yourself credit for. We just talked about that in numbers 14. where it's just like sometimes even in stillness, you're may you're making more moves than you're giving yourself credit for. Okay. But it feels like the Lower Ham finna come into something on today, okay, or this week. Dreams to reality, seven of cups coming in next. clarity, opportunity. This is choices and illusions as well. So Let's clarity it and see what else we have. Let's let what is this divine intervention? Stop something bad from happening. Sometimes the Lord will pivot you because you may not be going in the direction that you're supposed to be going in, or sometimes he'll it's like the Lord will stop you and say, Hey, I got something better. Okay. Three of Wands. We just had this card the other day. I think Sam Sandy was on it. This is elevation. so it's almost like the Lord stopping something, is the it's like when the Lord says, Enough is enough. Why? Because it feels like, man, some of you, it's like something getting ready to turn around because you've recognized or you've acknowledged or you have received the revelation, the download that the Lord needed you to receive. And some of you, this goes back to principalities, right? And I told y'all this and I wrote, and this morning the Lord was talking to me about principalities. So let me also mention the number 2222 has been on my neck. Okay, I'm seeing it everywhere. So that may be a significant number for you. So what's it's almost like the breakthrough, thank y'all. The breakthrough that's going to happen is because you're going to recognize that you fight, you're fighting not against flesh and blood. Okay. But principalities, Ephesians 6 and 12, 611, 612, you can go read that for yourself. This is you understanding, it's almost like I told the Lord this this morning. There's like, let's just say there any even this is regional. This is not even like a statewide thing. Some of you, what you finna take on, it may even be bigger than regional, but the Lord gave me regional this morning. it's like you've leveled up so that you can level up to fight. Man, I hate to say fight because we don't really be fighting, but it's like you've leveled up in your spiritual rank because you're going to be. It's like you need that leadership development so that you can be on par with the principalities you're going to be fighting. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. because you're going to recognize like, thank y'all. The breakthrough that's going to happen is you're going to recognize that it's something so much bigger than maybe what you were even given credit for, right? And you are going to have an impact or influence in a way. That is going to minimize the kingdom of darkness in the area that the Lord is giving you to and giving you to lead in, or where he's developing you for leadership. You're going in to take possession of the kingdom and and put the light into the kingdom to take back, thank y'all, take back the territory for the kingdom of God. Okay. So I hope that makes sense. that's what he's it's like you're one, but once you One thank y'all. Once you have that revelation, that's when you're gonna start to see the breakthrough. I hope that makes sense. What else? That's when you're gonna start to see things move because it's it's almost like the Lord can't move you forward until you you have this revelation. So some of you are getting ready to receive that revelation. and then that's gonna start moving you forward. Okay. We have a five of wands telling y'all this is and this is like and we had this card the other day. Crazy. We was talking about this. Like you have to be willing to run. Like you, the it's like the Lord don't want to send you into this unprepared. So he has to prepare you for what's coming in. We talked about competition and all of that before. And this, but this feels completely different. This is not the same energy. This is like you, the battle. Thank y'all. They're you they're pointing out like this is a battle card. So this is where the Lord is saying, okay, now that you have received this revelation, this understanding, and you know what you're going, what you're coming up against, it's like now it's like go time. Okay, and we talked about that last week. This is accomplishment, teamwork, collaboration, message told you it's gonna be revelation. The high priestess, a card of stillness, it's a card of receptivity. This is where the Lord is going to illuminate something, give you wisdom, give you insight because that's what this is about. So it's like once you receive this insight, it's almost like, okay, now we can move forward. But it's like the until you have understanding of it. You it's like he's not he's not gonna send you into this battle unprepared. Okay, so in secrets, come on, secrets 22. Like you, it's like he's gonna show you what you need. And I still have my my Bible turned to Daniel 2 and 22 because I had to go back and read it. he reveals deep and mysterious things and knows what lies hidden in darkness, though he is surrounded by light. Okay, so for some of you, there's going to be a revelation, but that revelation is going to activate you and it's going to then you're going to really start to see things just like, okay, I know what's, I know what's happening now. I know what I need to do. and you're gonna start to move forward from that. So there may be something that God is getting ready to just put his hands in. so just pay attention to it's like starting the next leg of the journey. Okay. What else, Lord? prepare for miracles. Here we go. God gives us dreams a size too big so that we can grow into them. Remember, y'all, that we're first of all, we're always growing. And one thing we know is that the more we know, the more we know that we don't know nothing. Okay. So for some of you, part of what is getting ready to, it's like what else is happening as well. The Lord is raising, He's raising you up to a level to where you can actually accept and acknowledge that this is it's like a dream. The seven of cups being down here as well. He's raising you up to it. He's raising your level of belief. What you mean? Like in self, it's like raising your level of belief to know that you can accomplish something. Maybe the Lord has given you something. And again, it's bigger than me, right? You know, some of y'all they just said imposter syndrome. So imagine it's like the Lord is strengthening you to know that you, you're going to grow into this. But to start off with, you don't, maybe you don't feel like. you're the person for it, or maybe you don't feel like you can accomplish it. but don't let that deter you because again, yes, it's very, it's very, they just said tactical spiritual warfare, but it's almost like don't it's something about believing in yourself. It's like you have to it's like don't don't stop believing in yourself and your ability to accomplish something because you can do it. Okay. my pleasure does not require someone else's pain. This is like a shipwreck. So this is also understanding which I mean. Okay, very okay, sensitive, not not a sensitive message, but let me just say this. It's some folks, and we talked about this. There's some people who don't want to see you grow. Okay. and this is like a they're talking, they said a pain point. It's almost like this, it's gonna somebody's growth. What y'all mean? Somebody growth is hurting somebody's feelings because you've outgrown somebody, and somebody might feel some type of way because. They can see you. that's not the okay. I'm tracking. It's almost like somebody is hurting because they can see you outgrowing them. And it's almost like maybe somebody's afraid that you're going to, you know, there it's it's like somebody can feel that you are separating from them. They can feel that you're disconnecting, detaching, because you're growing and they're choosing not to grow. And they it's again, it's their choice. And so somebody feeling some type of way, it's like them being in their feelings because you're you've you've outgrown them and they know it. and so some of you may end up having to deal with that. It's almost like this somebody's immature. I don't know. Somebody's immature. They just they don't want to grow. And you have big dreams, you have big things that you want to accomplish, and it's like they they're stuck. They they wanna they're good where they are, and it's not that maybe they're not a bad person, but it's just like they they don't have any desire to move forward and you do. And so for some of you, that's part of the revelation that's going to happen is that you're gonna recognize what has been holding you back or that you've been holding yourself back in order to wait for somebody to grow and they're not they're not ready to grow, and you can't force them to do that. true humility and fear of the Lord lead to riches, honor, and long life. This is Proverbs 22 4. wealth, honor, life, light, integrity, truth. So, some of y'all, that's a truth that you're gonna have to speak. Everybody can't grow with you. We say go all the time, but everybody can't grow with you either, because some people choose it's like they're choosing to stay at this level, and it's creating some tension. Whatever this is, because tension is coming off of this five of wands, and it's like there's this tension there. I don't, it's almost like palpable. I don't know how else to explain it. Maybe it's like somebody walking around on eggshells, or I don't know, but it feels like there's some tension. Somebody's gonna have to speak up and speak a truth, okay? Because it's almost like it's hurting more to stay than it is to go. Anyway, that ain't everybody's message. And that ain't said you got to do you got to move when the Lord tells you to move, but it feels like part of the divine intervention, again, very specific divine intervention is this like the Lord has been calling you to move or grow in some way. And you're starting to feel the tension. You may feel it in your body. You're starting to feel the tension because you know that it's time to to move forward. Mm. What else, Lord? Courage coming in next. Mental moral strength to venture, withstand danger, difficulty, and persevere. We just got done talking about this. This is where we're gonna stand. Okay. Which y'all would I don't was this with that to go with that? It's like, yeah, some of y'all are getting ready. Okay, thank y'all. Some of y'all are getting ready to have the courage to make the necessary, the move that you need to make in order. To level up. Okay. But yes, it's going to require courage. but God is with you for this. Like He's with you in this, but you're going to have to, and it's hard because it feels like you're just choosing self, right? You you know, it's like you're you're fine, you're gonna have to choose self and it it hurts because it's gonna hurt them, but it's also going to hurt you because you're going to have to choose you in this season. and some of you, that's how you're gonna start making progress because. This season you have to choose you and your dreams and what's best for you. because they're talking about this shipwreck, y'all, where it's just like stunting your growth in some way. So, Lord, give me the strength, the wisdom, the courage, the knowledge, the insight, and the understanding to do the things you put me here to do. help me, Lord God, to lead, guide, and serve in a way that pleases you. Good morning, Barb. Good morning. So for some of you, the Lord is getting ready to give you the courage to make a necessary move. Okay. What else, Lord? Message? We have the Queen of Wands that's coming in next. courageous, two cars, courageous, back to back. Big Leo energy per. this may be business related because, of course, the Queen of Wands. Some of you, this may now, because it's like they're flipping the script. They said that's it for that. So we're flipping, it's like they're flipping this the script on this in some way. energetic, passionate. Independent. It's this is all the this is a card of charisma as well. for some of you, this may be business related. This is entrepreneurship, creativity. This is like something that has felt energetically blocked. Okay. Something it feels like something has felt energetically blocked in some way. Maybe your creativity has felt blocked. something almost feels like it's coming back to life, like you shaking back to self, like, okay, I'm back, right. For some of you, it's like, which I mean, it's it's almost like you're gonna, some of you are getting ready to have the courage to put yourself out there. I don't know if you've been feeling shy or if you thought you was finna be back in hermit mode. Ain't the told y'all the Lord finna give somebody some visibility anyway. some of you are going to feel very like you may be feeling very action-oriented as well. It's like seeing a way out of something as well. What is that about? It's like seeing a way out of something as well. I just heard this on fire. I don't know. 77 coming out as well. Positive moving forward. Face your fears, rewards for your sacrifice. So go back in your journal to July 7th. There may be something important in there for you as well. But this is also like again, you're getting ready to move forward in some way. Maybe I don't know what's been feeling stuck, held up, but it's like you're getting ready to visibly see progress. in some way. What else, Lord? Face your fears. We just talked about that. Like feel the fear, do it anyway, kind of energy. Nine of swords energy. I told y'all this is this is creativity. If you have been feeling like, you know, it's almost like a return to something, you're going to feel you're gonna you're gonna start to feel like ideas flow again. Just feeling it's like your energy is going to return. Who's been draining y'all? Some of y'all you gonna recognize what's been draining you, draining your energy. And for some really for some of y'all, now they done got on my nervous system, but let me just go on tell y'all part of your your opposition, it's almost like you know, you got to be somebody. Just drop this in the chat. I'm somebody. And I'm gonna tell y'all what they just said because they fent to get on my nerves, but I'm gonna tell you anyway, tell you what spirit love. Some of y'all. You can think it's crazy if you want to. I can't tell you what to believe, but you got to be somebody if it takes a group of people to come up against you and it's just you, okay. Remember, we talked about you ain't fighting me, you fighting God. Like, and some there's some again, Lord. I'd be tired of talking about this. There will be giants, okay. Some of you, yes. There's some people they just said secret competition. And it's like you ain't even on that. You ain't paying no attention to it because you ain't got time for it. You too busy over here trying to do what God has told you to do. Okay. But it's almost like people ganging up. It just feels like somebody, it's like a group. Some of y'all, that's part of what's getting ready to happen, baby. You finna realize that you can do better by yourself. And that doesn't mean that you don't need people. But I need you, I need you to understand. Some of you, what you're detaching from, okay, because there you they just said detachment, what you're detaching from is this type of energy. The Lord is showing you the giants. He's also showing you the the things that you're, you know what I'm saying, that have been keeping you from playing bigger. Like you, you got to play bigger. You you have to know that you're bigger. It's almost like I saw, I'm tracking. Okay. I don't particularly know a lot about said person, this person, but I saw a real, and they're using this real as an example. Imagine somebody saying that they they're your friend, but then they they low-key, low rating you. Right. And they actually they're not even low-key doing it. This is there's a video going around right now. I don't have a dog in this hunt, so but they're using this video because maybe you have seen this video. But it's like imagine you being somebody's assistant, right? But that person be dogging you out. Like that ain't cute. That ain't your friend for real. Okay. Because you're not finna it's like, what? Some of y'all, this what you're dealing with. The Lord finna show you the people who Or f who really for real for real feel some type of way about you. And he's going to now you can choose. You don't have to be ugly to the people, but it's like you meant child, because who? Not me. Some of you, it's like you need to see yourself as a king or queen that you are. And don't let somebody try to talk, talk, try to, we just playing. Nah, them ain't jokes. Because ultimately what it's doing is it's making you feel some type of way about yourself for real, for real. It's making you play smaller. Than who you really are. And so the Lord is like boss up. Okay. Good morning, D. Math is like boss up and stop letting people talk to you any type of way. That don't mean you have to get back at them or anything, but you can you cannot deal with people. It's just like, okay. But that's a choice how you let somebody treat you. Okay. So if you want somebody to treat, if you let somebody treat you like that, then that's your bad and not theirs. They should they're showing you who they are, but now who are you? Okay. I hope that makes sense. Very specific man. Look, I wish I now don't play with me. Moving on. Heartbreak Hotel. finding out the truth. Okay, well, that's this that's that for that. Finding out the truth. Some of y'all, you you you finna find out this is like secret com. I'm this gets on my nervous system because but the Lord's showing you giants, okay. That's just that. On that, finding out the truth, and again. Didn't I say some when we talk some about like heartbreak? Some of y'all, this don't have to be a friend. This could be a significant other. This could be somebody you can think, you can think somebody's your friend until you realize that they're not. Your work may be doing better than theirs. You growing in a way that they're not growing. Somebody don't want to admit that you're better at doing something, or that, you know, they they can see God on you. I don't know how else to say it. They can see God at work in your life. And whatever this is about, which is I is getting on my nervous system. Okay. Let me just say it. Cause I'm I don't like I don't but it's it's almost like for whoever this is, I'm I'm about to just slide the cards and start. It feels like I'm about to slide this over and start over, which I'm not. But it's just like, hey, we got to get past this. Because it's almost like you keep praying about this or asking the Lord about this, and the Lord keep coming through with the same message, like, no, the message hasn't changed. You're still dealing with this, and maybe you're in denial. These are the people who are trying to keep you playing small. These are the people who don't want to see you be great, honey one. And as long as you let them, they're gonna keep, they're gonna keep pushing you down. They want you to stay in the background. They want you to diminish yourself. The Queen of Wands should never be at the bottom of the deck. Or at the it's almost like she's at the bottom and the Lord is trying to raise you up. But it's about how you see yourself. it's about how you see yourself. Fix your crown, okay. The crown they just said a crown adjustment. Fix your crown, okay? if you are if you know and you choose to deal with it now, it's on you because you've already been told, okay, is what they're saying. Okay. Deposit faith withdraw abundance. Moving on, we're moving pro we're making progress. Cause I feel like we have to move on from this. Cause it's just like, yeah, this might hurt. Heartbreak hotel. But they're like, but once you, it's like you're gonna have to process this. Cause again, this could be friendships that maybe have lasted for a while or just some kind of situation that has lasted for a while. But it's like once you once you move on from this, it's it's like, okay, now we're gonna start making progress. We're gonna start to see positive movement forward. Sometimes you got to separate yourself from environments and people. And then all of a sudden you really start to see how those people were impacting or influencing what's happening for you in your life. Okay. This is very specific for some of y'all. The Lord is going to show you what's affecting your money because you're trying to figure out why you're in a hole. This is a true story.com. I'm telling you right now, because it's almost like some of y'all, you've been an aid an energetic ATM to somebody. What you've been an energetic and you've been in an AT an energetic ATM. I ain't never got that on this card, but it's like you've been an energetic ATM and very specific. Somebody, it's almost like you've a bat like a battery. Somebody come in and they they feed energy vampires or they need your light, but they drain you and then they gone and now you're depleted. Or Somebody that you may be pouring money into as well. Like the Lord is showing you the leaks. Okay. He's like He's showing you the leaks. He's showing you the things that are keeping you from making progress. For some of you, you're going to recognize why it's like somebody is a financial block because the Lord is not going to let you become great in your finances because somebody don't deserve what the Lord is trying to do. He's not gonna let you deal with it. It's like a leech. Ugh. A miss. North node. Okay. Your North Star. Man, this I know that's crazy. But it's a true story. Okay. Some of you are going to recognize, like you're gonna that's what they that's why they keep talking about detachment. Because remember, y'all, we're stepping into the promise. So in order for you to receive this promise, you have to see some things. It's like t they're showing me tentacles, and I don't like it because I don't know what kind of animal this is. But imagine something like having a It's it's a it's not even a cord, it's like something attached to you, but it's like it's draining in some way, and you're going to know because when you separate from it, you feel better, your money turns around, like your energy is better, like your whole you feel better. And so for some of you, the you feel more creative, you feel happier. It's like the Lord is trying to make you, or maybe He and and also fortify you, strengthen you against this. Man, weird message, but it is what it is. Your North Star, ideal direction for your soul's evolution, where you're headed in this lifetime. Telling y'all, come on, star. So, for some of you, you got real star power. and this is it's like the Lord is trying to show you where he's trying to take you, but it he wants to give you resources, money, he wants to give you abundance, but there are people. That don't deserve that. Okay. If a man don't work, he's a preach. Anyway. Okay, I'm back. Here we go. The hang man. that's coming in next. This is enlightenment, okay? On pause on purpose. So this is this is where we're at on today, right? Remember, we talked about waiting, and so it's like the Lord's showing you, He's like, Yeah, your dreams are gonna happen. Like Yeah, you know, you're going to you're you're going to accomplish this, but first I gotta deal with these things. And y'all know the Lord allows us to do that here. I can't tell you what to do or how to handle this situation. Take it back to God. But it's like the Lord is enlightenment. Remember, we talked about how the Lord will have you in a waiting season, and all of us could be we're waiting for different reasons. I don't know why the Lord has you on pause on purpose, but For many of us, it's enlightenment, it's revelation. It's so that you can understand, like, cause me, I'm always like, okay, Lord, what are you trying to show me? Remember, we talked about unfamiliar territory, unfamiliar pressures. Things, these are for many of us, these are things that you hadn't necessarily had to or have experienced before. So it's like the Lord giving you enlightenment, him giving you wisdom, gaining knowledge. That's what the hangman is before you can move forward. Okay. when you're an empath, you attract look. Sandy said, when and this is a true story because many, most of y'all on here there, that if you over here, you are empathic and you know it. When you're an empath, an empath, you attract energetic leeches everywhere you go, you do. And so we have to that thank God for discernment. You you have to learn how to not absorb right all of that. You have to because so for many man, which example. So for many of you, that's part of why the Lord has you on pause. It's not that you haven't aren't nice, it's not, well, let's just no, that's true. You're not ready, right? You're not ready for the next step. And this is all of us. This is, I'm not excluding myself. We ain't ready. Lord, make me ready. Drop that in the chat. Lord, make me ready. So for some of you, and the Lord has told me this, He told me this in Bible study on yesterday. It's like you're not ready for certain, maybe a certain room. You're not ready to be around certain people. I heard something the other day. Many of you, it's like you have to, it's like, it's like development. Maybe you're not ready for bigger level demons. I'ma just keep it a bit because you're not. You you got to call a spade a spade. So our prayer is Lord, make me ready. Because when he levels you up, you realize that when he levels you up, that means they leveled up on that. It's like folks, it's it's the enemies, the enemy on that side. It's gone, you got enemies at that level too. So, Lord, make me ready. So, part of that, and even what Sandy just said is you have to learn not to give everything your energy. You have to, it's just like Lord, strengthen my discernment. Lord, help me to see clearly, help me to hear clearly. Help me before you before you send me, Lord, make me ready. Because if you lose before the Lord teaches you, remember, we're in training, y'all. If you move before the Lord teaches you, then you'll be defeated because the Lord got to teach you before the ships can come in, right? Before you can advance, the Lord has to teach you the battle at this level. Man, I hope that makes sense. So there may be a dream, and again, the dream may be what the what was the what did y'all say? Five to eight years out. Okay, so let me put you on pause. It's not that you're not gonna be doing anything. Because you're still gonna be making moves, but let me teach you what I need to teach you before this dream becomes a reality. Use it, look at it at school, right? Because that's all the wilderness is. It's school. We out, we down here at Earth School. Okay. So instead of looking at it like Lord, why are you withholding this from me? Lord, teach me, prepare me, give me the capacity to hold it. Okay. Gestures, and they said one more. you may be asked to help someone out, or you may need a hand. Told y'all. You will receive recognition too. So for some of you, you're gonna, it's like the Lord's gonna send help, He's gonna send resources, He's gonna send. Remember, Joshua was 40 years in the wilderness with Moses, still learning, developing. Imagine having to learn something for 40 years. OMG. But it's like the Lord is going to give you everything you need: the help, the resources, the training, everything you need before he moves you to this. And the last card, and then we finna go because we got to get to the work. Oop. You too be patient and stand firm because the Lord's coming is near. Now look, let me just show y'all what I wrote. I should call it that. Stand. Okay. That's what we said. This, of course, James 5 and 8. This is patience, God's waiting room. Didn't I say that? I think I said that earlier. Sometimes it see we be trying to get out the waiting room. We be like, no, Lord, get me out. And Lord said, we ain't ready yet. Stillness, rest, relax, and receive. Okay. Thank you, Lord, for that confirmation. Even if you feel like ain't nothing happening right now, it's happening. Okay. You're making more progress than maybe what you're giving yourself credit for. And sometimes the obedience is stillness. be patient. Right. I told I told I told y'all patience is my virtue. Baby, if I didn't waited this long, I can wait a little longer for the Lord. Lord, make me ready before you give me what it is that you have for me. cause I don't want to fumble it. Cause ain't no we ain't got time for no doovers, start overs, none of that. Okay. I ain't trying to many I ain't got time to be trying to start over, baby. We done did that. So for many of us, the Lord is teaching us patience and development, as he's preparing us for what it is that Is coming in for us next. Okay. So rest, relax, receive YouTube, be patient and stand firm. Okay. I might have to change the name of this. Stand firm. You're making more progress than you think you are. Okay. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. Thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. Child, it's time to get to the work. Okay. it's time to get to the next part of the work. So may the Lord bless you and keep you. May He bless the work of your hands and may you prosper in everything you do on this day. Y'all go hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude, have a fantastic and an amazing Monday in purpose, on purpose. I will not see y'all until Thursday. So y'all make sure y'all go read numbers 13, 13, 14, and 15. Okay. we'll be in numbers 15 when we come back on Thursday. Yeah. That's it. That's all. And congratulations on the new beginnings because something something is opening up and we receive it, Lord. We receive it. So I will see y'all on Thursday. Make sure you turn your notifications on so you're notified anytime I go live or post a video. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on Thursday. Bye y'all. Love y'all think of child. Look, this is a mess. I might have to go back and watch this one over. Cause child, look, a mess. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on the next one. Child, where my mouse at Lord? Look, y'all got the background music. I will see I I can't even I can't leave. I don't know. Bye, y'all. Thank you, Lord.
ABOUT THIS EPISODE
The conversation delves into the themes of faith, rebellion, and leadership as illustrated in Numbers 14. It emphasizes the importance of perspective in facing challenges and the consequences of doubt and disobedience, while also highlighting the power of intercession and the significance of unwavering faith. In this conversation, ToShae Germaine discusses the importance of trusting God's promises, the impact of one's environment on faith, and the necessity of obedience in divine timing. She emphasizes the significance of recognizing everyday miracles and the lessons learned during periods of waiting and unfamiliarity. The conversation delves into themes of spiritual warfare, personal growth, and the importance of recognizing toxic relationships. It emphasizes the need for courage, self-belief, and patience as individuals navigate their spiritual journeys and prepare for future challenges.
Takeaways
- Faith shapes perspective
- Rebellion has consequences Trust God's timing
- Recognize everyday miracles Embrace spiritual growth
- Recognize toxic influences
Chapters
- 00:00 Introduction to the Kingdom Flow Community
- 02:52 Exploring Numbers 14: The Promise and Rebellion
- 05:49 The Role of Faith and Perspective
- 08:59 Facing Giants: The Importance of Perspective
- 11:54 The Consequences of Rebellion and Leadership
- 14:49 Moses' Intercession and God's Mercy
- 17:57 The Significance of Caleb's Spirit
- 20:47 Being Singled Out for Faithfulness
- 30:54 Trusting God's Promises
- 36:25 The Impact of Environment on Faith
- 40:31 Navigating Unfamiliar Territory
- 52:27 Obedience and Divine Timing
- 58:32 Recognizing Everyday Miracles
- 01:00:29 Spiritual Warfare and Leadership Development
- 01:05:57 Believing in Yourself and Overcoming Doubts
- 01:10:23 Courage to Move Forward
- 01:15:08 Recognizing Toxic Relationships
- 01:20:06 Detachment and Personal Growth
- 01:25:12 Preparation for Future Challenges
- 01:28:23 Patience and Progress in Waiting
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