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Well, let's move them out,
cow boy. And this is the done
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con done gas coming to live from
the time space spectrum vortex just outside twelve
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rabbit our studios. This is the
done con done cast. Well, Hey,
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I'M D and I'm Steve. This
is the done condom cast where you
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get both of us and we talked
about metaphysics for an hour. How are
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you doing? But but YEP,
that's us. So didn't really pick a
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subject for this week. Usually we
kind of pick like a subject and kind
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of radiate out from that. The
only thing they came to me was like
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string magic. So, and I
don't know that Steve knows as much about
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that as I do, in that
seemed like man so we'll talk a little
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about it, but probably not much. Probably talk right on. Thanks.
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So first let's take a real quick
look at the astrological forecast for this week.
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We well this week. I want
to say happy birthday to all the
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areas out in the audience because we're
going into your sun shot a sign a
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little bit later this week. Also, just to be aware, the moon
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is current, or sorry, Mercury
is currently in Pisces, which means there's
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a lot of big feelings going around
and a lot of healing and a lot
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of kind of like shadow work.
It's a good time for that. And
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otherwise it looks like the moon's going
to be in Gemini for the first couple
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days of the week, you know. So think about duality and themes of
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the sort. And Yeah, I
think that's all I've got for this week.
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I'm not much of an astrologer,
admittedly. Just kind of base it
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on previous times during during life when
these things have happened. So, yeah,
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there's the astrological forecast for the week. Astrological forecast for the week,
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Dude, do so. Yeah,
so let's talk. Gosh, I've inbibed
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so much media this week it is
just kind of crazy. But I've also
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been very, very busy. We've
had another one of Steve's children staying with
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us this week, as well as
the step daughter who lives with us.
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They multiply, they yeah, there
are no two of them. And actually
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this is a fun story of the
the younger that is here is a vegetarian
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and so, as a result,
she eats a lot of like processed foods
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because, you know, the rest
of the family isn't vegetive. Yeah,
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well, I said, you know, this week, this week I'm going
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to make her vegetarian meals for for
dinner, fresh made, fresh made,
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and I'm giving her all the recipes
and everything for him. So if you
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got any good ones, just Sharon
Mimi at some point because, yeah,
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looking for that kind of information.
So we've been on a mostly vegetarian diet
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this week, which is very unusual
for Steve and I. Were not like
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rabid meat eaters or anything like that. And you know, we eat meat
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to respect our place on the food
chain as the highest as the highest animal
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on the food chain. But this
week we have been eating vegetarian and it's
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actually worked out pretty well. We're
losing a little bit of weight and I
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just kind of feeling a little bit
lighter in area. It's weird. It's
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almost like eat healthier, you feel
better. Yeah, yeah, kind of
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kind of crazy things. So we've
been doing all right, but that's been
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a fun and interesting thing that might
be an interest to some people. And
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Yeah, we're not full. He
can. It's just that that would not
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be possible with the way my blood
sugar is, let's just put it that
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way. They I don't eat enough
protein, vegetable based protein be able to
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make that sustainable for me and being
on the autism spectrum and having a number
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of other like just weird issues,
it just would not work. So I
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apologize to any of the vegans in
the audience. I don't mean any offense.
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You guys are awesome. I just
I personally cannot do that. But
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that's been that part of the week
this week, you know. So if
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you ever need a vegetarian mill or
two, I got you covered, apparently.
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Heck, yeah, heck, yeah, but that's I've enjoyed it.
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Yeah, that's really we've had a
number of very interesting dishes and we haven't
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even gotten into the Tofu yet.
Oh Man, yeah, that's still in
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the fridge. So pretty excited to
see where that ends up. I know
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it's ended up in my stomach.
I just don't know where. Yeah,
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or in what? In what past? Yes, but yeah, so we've
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been getting cut up on our kids
drama because, you know kids, they
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work outside of the house and they
like go to school and stuff and they
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have drama and you know, maybe
that's a good a good subject for this
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week, just talking about trivial dramas. Hey, what's the good question for
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you? To. Yeah, what's
the National EX board of teenagers? Drama,
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drama, drama, you got US
exactly. So wanted to talk a
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little bit about white people might choose
to have more drama in their lives or
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might not know how to get rid
of some dramatic elements in their life,
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and we'll go a little bit into
that. Speaking of drama, yeah,
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we have SAM. Sam is drama
and incarnate that. That's that's who SAM
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is, same as are a little
great kittie. He's very sweet, but
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he is also very dramatic. But
I want to talk a little bit about
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that, because a lot of drama
is manufactured, but a lot of it,
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to is people acting basically based on
their instinct they're feeling. There everything,
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and I wanted to talk a little
about, how do I put this?
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Basically the portion of the soul that
has to do the EGO. Okay,
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because you need that. You do
actually need some ego. It is
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a requirement, some amount of narcissist
as healthy, as they say. What's
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a continuum? Right? Right,
there's there's now sometimes it's really good to
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feel really, you know, good
about your power and your feelings and things
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like that, and like what Dame
always used to tell me, especially when
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I was having low confidence time,
is that your confidence is literally everything when
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you're doing magic, and that is
true. The more confident we feel,
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the more powerful our magic is.
And one of the things I even tell
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like some of the mundanes in my
life, the more powerfully you willieve something
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will be true, the more it
will come true, which is a double
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edged sword, right. It's you
know, you could be self fulfilling a
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negative prophecy, but you also you
can use that for the positive and you
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can actually use your words to change
the your life in the way that it
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best serves you. Yep, and
so past like a couple of weeks with
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me. I've been spending a lot
of time when I'm like folding laundry or
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whatnot, I'll I'll listen to an
audiobook. Right now I'm still on Devin
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Hunter's book, the which is book
of power, okay, which I highly
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recommend very good books. So far, I haven't gotten all the way through
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it because there are some exercises I
really want to spend some more time with
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before I move on to the next
which a ree told Matt Lauren, or
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met Aurn, that he's the next
one on the list, especially because he
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gave us that big boost last week. Yeah, upstanding Gen thanks, Matt
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yes, Thanks Matt Um. The
Golden Girls House will call it, because
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they were staying the other day that
they were kind of like the Golden Girls
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House. Now, you know,
I'll tell you what, and this is
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just, you know, me being
completely transparent. Yes, I do follow
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these folks on twitter, but I
have got my head so far up the
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ass of the tabletop role playing community
in twitter right now. Yeah, that
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like it. You know, I
wouldn't know sunshine if I were inside of
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the Star itself, and so sunshine
when they go yeah, or there or
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anything. And I I love I
love my my you know, role playing
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family, you know extended role playing
family, but at the same time it
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is kind of become my entire twitter
existence, his twit existence. When,
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with the exception of you know,
my buddy Jordan. Well, yeah,
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good old Jordan, who you know, it's kind of role playing peripheral.
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Yeah. Well, and the other
thing too, is that Jordan kind of
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has his thumbs and all these pies
to part of me, a little bit
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less so in this particular pie,
but you know, he is, I
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wouldn't say he's a well, he
might be a metaphysician for sure. I
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don't want to speak for his spiritual
belief. I haven't had a conversation about
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it and I think he keeps a
pretty close to the best and I respect
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that. That's his that's decision,
right, and I mean that everybody wears
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it on the outside like we do. Yeah, but for those who might
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be interested in hearing more about our
friend Jordan, who is a horror writer
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and just an all around fantastic guy, he can be found at dread singles
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on twitter. So I let we
gave a couple of bumps to a couple
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of our friends here. I've been
kind of like nosediving into some books while
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I fold laundry or catch up on
chores or catch up on things around here,
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and I've been doing a like a
lot of like internal work, which
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I haven't done. For those who
may not be able to pick up on
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the nuance, I actually have a
really piss poor self confidence, okay,
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which means that as a metaphysician and
as as a which sometimes my shit's not
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powerful. Promise, sometimes I can't
do the things I feel like I need
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to do. which is really funny
because, like, people do look up
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to me, like people kind of
follow my opinions, which I'm perfectly happy
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about, but it's just weird to
me because I'm like, I'm just some
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schmuck for Michigan. I'm a person. I'm sorry, are you lost?
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Or this is a wendy? I
am also a human, I'm also here.
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But yeah, so you know,
and it occurred to me that you
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know, there's there's responsibility in that, that if you have people that are
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following you and that are that are, you know, emulating you, looking
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at you and thinking of you as
anything at all. I mean, first
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of all, the fact that you
get any amount of time in anybody's life
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at all is, you're just kind
of astounding. And then you start kind
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of really breaking it down, thinking
about, you know, the WHO's in,
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the what's in, the people that
you touched during the day and the
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people that touch you during the day. But not like literally right now,
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because still in a pandemic he long, but you know, you got to
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really think sometimes about what you say
and how you say it. You know,
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and I've gotten to the point where
I'm almost flippant, flippantly doing things
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yeah, which I understand. I'm
I'm going to be just completely blunt.
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I am very, very tired.
I completely broke my autism mask yesterday and
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just aids some I'm having a little
bit of stress and strain, one might
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say. So it's really important to
kind of check in with oneself. So
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I've been doing a lot of kind
of shadow work through these exercises and Devin's
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book, which are really profound in
like things come to you a little bit
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later sometimes than that session. It's
like, okay, so I did this,
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and then it's like, okay,
that's a new sensation. What's that?
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And you just kind of travel through
it and go oh, oh,
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and then you know you have an
understanding about a thing. I'd go into
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more detail, but I don't want
to do that. Yeah, read the
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book. Read the book. What
was the other thing? Oh, somebody
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said something really interesting on twitter.
Too few I want to say like three,
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four days ago. They're talking about
folks that have psychic ability just going
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out and like psychic bombing somebody,
hmm, like without their consent. Well,
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so what's that mean? So,
like you know how sometimes I get
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a psychic impression from people. Sure, and like I might just tell them.
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HMM, that goes against consent.
Yeah, and I never thought about
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it that way, and I usually
ask anyway, just as a as a
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thing, or I say well,
I get the feeling that this is the
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case, not telling them that,
you know, I had in psychic impression
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or anything, just just very normal
human speak of Oh, I think that
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this is the thing that we did. Yeah. So, you know,
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I have really mixed feelings about it
now, because there are sometimes when it's
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just like I feel like I need
to say something to help this person out.
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I feel very, very compelled to
do so, you know, and
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I'm not talking about anybody in specific
or particular right now, but you know,
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I feel very, very compelled to
do so. Sometimes what happens is
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I get an arran signal off the
wind, and you've seen me do this,
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like, yeah, where I just
will put something up on social media
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which does not mention any names or
does do any things. It's just I
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see you and then I talk about
what I see the proverbial you doing and
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then, you know, I ended
up with I love you, good morning
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or a good afternoon or good evening
to sue and you know, and that's
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just kind of like putting it out
into the universe without giving it a direction
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or tone, and I'm not sure
that that's even okay because I could be
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out in somebody. But at the
same time, I don't want to stop
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giving those words of encouragement because they're
needed at the time and, like you
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know, every single time I do
one of those, one person at least
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as like Oh, thank you,
I needed this too. I need to
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hear that. I needed hear that, you know, like, for example,
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I'm going to throw a while out
right now. If you're Oh,
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you know what, actually, I
got a bump for this. Hang Up.
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And now it's time for Mamade's wisdom
on the done con done cast.
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Okay, so get yourself comfortable.
This is probably going to be a minute.
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If you feel like you are trapped, and right now you might be
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feeling as though you are trapped,
I want you to take this one to
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the bank. Okay, you are
not powerless in your situation. You are
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never powerless and your situation, there
is always an ability to change what is
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going on around you. It may
not be the change you need or the
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change you desire, but there's always
a way to change the situation. You
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can always make the situation a better
situation for your self for the people around
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you. What you need to do
right now is a look deep inside of
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you and decide what change needs to
happen and then start walking confidently toward it.
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And that is my advice, my
very very random, very very generic
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advice. Sounds Great. Yeah,
so, again, you aren't powerless.
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You can you can do the thing, whatever the thing may happen to be,
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and I needed to hear those words
right now. So, yeah,
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absolutely. I think everybody can benefit
from knowing that the world is not against
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them. Yes, and even if
it is, it's not a onesided relationship.
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Yeah, you have the ability to
affect change. Yeah, so effect
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change. That's what we do.
Yeah, now, sometimes it's easier said
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than done, of course. Oh, yeah, no, nothing like simple.
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Yeah, oftentimes, if you've been
in a Rut for a long time,
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keep in mind you didn't get in
that hole overnight. It's going to
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take time to work your way out
and you need to take careful and guided
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steps to get your way to where
it is you want to go. Pardon
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any cheese, bubbly water, and
I think it's it's interesting, as you
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know, as which is as will
workers, as practitioners of Metaphysics, whatever
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label you want to use. We, you know, we have this idea
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that you know, and it's part
of our you know, dogma, I
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guess, for lack of a better
term. It's part of our overall ethos
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that we have that ability. But
sometimes I find, you know, if
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you if you keep your eyes open
and you really observe the environment around you,
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you can pick things up, yeah, from the you know, socalled,
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mundane folk around you. Right.
So, like you know, I,
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with a couple exceptions, I'm pretty
much the only which he type at
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my work. Yeah, yeah,
and I think that's fairly common for most
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people that would be listening to this. Is that you're probably one of like
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maybe one, maybe two, which
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I am not in the broom closet, not at all. I'm it's pretty
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pretty well known, even to external
vendors that I work with, that I
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am, you know, a pagan. And the interesting thing I get from
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the Christian folk that I work with. You know. You know, what
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I hear a lot, dee,
is that I don't want to speak that
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into existence. Yes, I hear
that a lot and I always give a
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slice smile. I say, sounds
like that, sounds really close to witchcraft.
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No, no, no, I
don't do any of that witchcraft.
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Okay, but you know, and
then I think to myself because I don't
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want to. You know, I'm
not. I'm not here to like shake
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people up in Charlotte beliefs. But
yeah, you know, it's like,
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you know, we aren't that different. You know, you you have a
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very self, you know, a
individual locusts of control. Yeah, with
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your faith, and so do I. So it's not that not that different.
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I know a lot of and,
don't get me wrong, a number
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of absolutely horrific things have occurred at
the hands of, you know, practitioners
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of the Christian faith or in the
name of that particular set of religious beliefs.
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But and continue to go on today. But really, when it all
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comes down, it's not that's not
the religion. Those are people who are
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using a a state sanctioned forgery of
that religion for their for their own,
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you know, aims. But that's
a diff whole different conversation. Yeah,
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that one we're going to have today, know for sure. But what what
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I'm really getting at is we're as
humans were more similar than we are different.
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Yes, yes, so that actually
just kind of like brought me into
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string magic, because I mentioned that
we were going to yes, a little
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about string. Man. WHAT'S STRING? Well, here's the thing. I'm
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an intuitive. I get all of
my magic intuitively. That means I just
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wake up one day and sometimes I
have new information. Yep, and what
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what? Load? Yeah, fund
of Yeah, little bit, say,
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you download it. Yeah, but
that was just because I was being pithy
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and your tech which and thought it
was cute. Yeah, I, yes,
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I, I do think of things
very much in computer terms, but
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I think download is actually a commonly
used term by a more the new age
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Christian folk. But you see it
in witchcraft to because we all kind of
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meldmate together. It's not like it
was in the s where you had your
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new agers and then you had your
witches. So like there was, you
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know, witchcraft light and then there
is witchcraft heavy, which, you know,
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it's like it's like Harping Guinness in
that room. Hey, so I
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like that, before you get too
far back with what you're going to say
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about, you know, string magic. M I I ran into something that
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just absolutely lately just blew my fucking
mind. Yeah, the other day,
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of course, on twitter. Yeah, I saw someone's profile and if you
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know, if for whatever reason you
know, I don't remember who you were,
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but if you're listening to this or
if this applies to you and you
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find this offensive, I apologize.
My intention is not to offend. It's
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just that I found it curious,
not curious enough to where I would start
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a conversation with the person because it's
probably highly offensive. But on their their
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twitter bio, they listed the identification
of Christian Pagan. I was very confused
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by that because they seem very contradictory. Now I've seen Christian which and I
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know what that's all about. There
are such things as Christian Pagans, though.
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Wow, I don't okay, so
maybe that's a conversation for another time,
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but I don't I don't know how
that works and it's a little confusing
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to me. Well, okay,
with paganism, there is okay, actually,
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let's start with Christian half of that
and Christian belief. You're supposed to
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believe in one God, this that
the other. But the one loophole that
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Christianity has is if you take Jesus
into your heart, you'll be fine.
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heart and ask for forgiveness, you'll be
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fine. Sure, that's part of
the dogma. Yeah, right. Paganism
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has no such rule. Right,
it's just your pain, right. Sure.
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Also, what the person could be
referring to is that they are a
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Christian, yes, but they also
believe in older gods. HMM, so
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that's part of a Pantheon, right, but it's it is a term and
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it can, in theory, be
used correctly. And you know it's not.
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It's not probably how I would refer
to it, but I could see
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how someone would refer to that.
So, you know, good on you.
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Keep living your truth. It's all
good. Yeah, it was just
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a coming from a place of not
knowing and you know, when I see
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things that I don't understand, I
my first you know, my new knee
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jerk reaction is not too ridicule.
It's to try and dismantle so that I
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can make sense of it. It's
like taking the part, taking a part
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of remote control when you're a kid, you know, it's like, yeah,
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it's like I want to figure out
how this works. Yeah, and
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almost put it back together, almost
almost. Yeah, little little bit of
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flobots reference there. And on that
note, I think we're going to pause
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or station identification and time for advertisements. Pay Them Bills, folks. Yep,
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I hope you enjoyed that message from
whoever put that message there. That
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was great. Thank you, whoever
put that message. I'm into it.
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It is a service or product that
I support, theoretically or not. You
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know that's that's probably dangerous to just
randomly. You know, it could be
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anything, right. So yeah,
so thank you. Like build those.
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Thank you. Well, I mean
anything to Dildo if you're brave enough.
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So thank you, folks at Sound
FM for implanting whatever service or product that
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happened to be there. Yes.
So let's get back to string magic.
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And, as I said, I'm
an intuitive. So, like, I
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picked up all of this. I
don't know if my ways the right way
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of doing things, but I do
know it is effective for me. Okay,
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so I want to talk a little
bit about it. I don't talk
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about it very much because, again, I fully pulled this intuitively, and
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I I'm one of those which is
that like if I can't go back and
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say, okay, this vaguely looks
like something that somebody else did I'm hesitant
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to add advertise it and say,
yeah, this is totally a thing that
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you can do right now. But
how I do it is I just kind
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of come down to my center and
I breathe for a minute and then it
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depends on what it is I want
to do from there. Basically, how
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I do it is everything. Every
person, every being, has an energy
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pattern and that pattern maybe a little
bit higher, a little bit lower,
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wherever it is right. Well,
if I hang out with a person enough,
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or if I'm around a person enough
or a person that's around me is
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around that person enough, I can
kind of just through my own breathing,
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through my own processing, figure out
which string belongs to whom. Okay,
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right, and I do this by
just imagining a ribbon or ribbon coming out
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of me and then breathing deeply and
waiting as though I was watching the the
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night sky, and stars start to
appear. That's kind of how it appears
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to me, and you just can
see these ribbons going heather down to and
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fro right. I use this in
a couple of different circumstances. When circumstance
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I would use this as if somebody
asks for booster healing or whatever, I'll
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send something along my line just that
way. And you know, you can
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get impressions of people through the Internet
as well, through the words they use,
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through their timber, their cadence,
everything like that. So you can
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kind of just find their particular kind
of groove and you'll know when you hit
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it because you'll feel it come back
at you, you know, with a
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feedback, not really so much even
a feedback, just a matching. Okay,
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so you know, if if you
have two forces that are matched perfectly
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with one another, not thing moves
right. Whereas, if your vibration is
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higher than on I can feel you
push it on me, whereas my if
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my vibration is higher than yours,
I can feel me pushing on you.
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So I match that resonance. You
can match it, and you know you
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do this just by kind of like
thinking about well, this is how I
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do it. I think about the
atoms in my body in the way that
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they are vibrating. I know this
sounds like really but it's a visualization.
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So just like bear with me.
So I think about the atoms of my
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body and how they are vibrating and
you know, if I feel like a
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higher vibration, I might like just
kind of like try to bring that frequency
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up. One way of bringing frequency
up, of course, is getting yourself
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a little bit warmer, you know, maybe moving your arms a little bit.
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That usually helps with me, anyway. Another thing that helps is that
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old the accordion trick. I don't
know if you guys know what I'm talking
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about when I say that, but
okay, when we were all well,
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I think I think this is pretty
common technique when we're learning how to manipulate
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an energy. You kind of bring
your hands together and then you bring them
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apart, yes, and then you
bring them together again and you can feel
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the energy between them and again it's
just like there's no resistance here. This
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is this is it. Yeah,
that's the step right before the the ball
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exercise. Yeah, exactly, where
you throw the balls. I do that
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one and then you do the the
beach ball. Yeah, exactly. So,
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yeah, I think we've all kind
of had that experience. So,
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with that, though, that's how
you learn how to match energy. I
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have the kids play a game.
Well, I used to have the kids
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play game every now and again.
We don't do it narrowly as much anymore,
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but where they'd pass energies back and
forth, and your son, who
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is the least interested in any of
this of any of them, guessed right
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every single goddamn time, because natural. Yeah, not only that, it
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is infuriating to play among us with
this kid, because he always knows.
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It's just like he and he doesn't
give a fuck. He's just like,
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okay, yeah, I know this
shit, that's cool. Moving on.
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Yep, like, dude, there
are some whitches. I would absolutely kill
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for that ability. So, anyway, the the idea is that by doing
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this you can match the energies intense
that you run across. Right, we
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can do this with spell work too. Everything has an energy pattern, which
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means it leaves o you all blur
in spacetime, or whatever you want to
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call it. You know. And
again I'm using literally my visual references to
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explain this. So this is probably
not accurate, but this is how I
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visualize it. That's like, Gert. It's accurate for me. So run
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me. So, you know,
you match the vibrational energy of that human
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and you find or that thing or
that person and you grab on. Do
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it. There have been times when
Steve is supposed to wait for work and
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he was staying elsewhere, like you
know if he's at his mom's or he
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had to travel job for a while? Yeah, are you must? Don't
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tell wherever. Yeah, one thing
that I would do to wake him is
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I would find a string and I
would just shake the living dickens out of
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it, just just shake as hard
as I could, and it always worked
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to always woke right. Absolutely.
So, you know, and I I've
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sent healing to people before to like
I've got a buddy that I'm not going
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to mention on stream that like every
time he stubs his toe, it's like
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the worst thing in the world.
So I just like try to like if
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they mentioned, for example, that, you know, their foots hurting or
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something, I'll just be like,
okay, I'm just gonna send some energy
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to their foot. And there are
particular individuals that you may have more resonance
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with. Like there is the same
individual I talked about with the the toast
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stubbing problem, which is, yeah, we're going to call the toast stubbing
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problem now. That's I'm taking a
lot of fucking liberties here, so it's
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cool. You know, I have
more resonance with this particular human being than
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most particular human beings, not Steve, but like a lot of other different
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human beings. So, like,
it's funny. We worked in downtown together
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at one point and I would always
know when he was having a hard day
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because if I walked anywhere near that
building, my hands would just start to
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radiate and like it was heat.
You know, in the middle of wintertime.
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It's like, I don't need gloves
right now because apparently my buddy in
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the other buildings hoarding. And then, you know, that would be my
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prompt to text him and reach out
and be like hey, Yo, are
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you okay? And he'd be like
I had to get my blood drawn,
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like Jesus Christ. So you know, there are people that you're going to
410
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:23.599
have more resonants with than others,
and that's that's a thing. That's the
411
00:31:23.640 --> 00:31:27.680
thing for all of us. So
you know, I wouldn't encourage you to
412
00:31:29.039 --> 00:31:34.230
use this particular technique without permission and
consent, and the reason for that is
413
00:31:34.430 --> 00:31:38.869
is that one consent is important.
You're touching part of that energy. Bodies
414
00:31:38.990 --> 00:31:44.990
being okay right, there are only
a few times when, like, I
415
00:31:45.230 --> 00:31:49.059
wouldn't ask and that would be if
somebody some life support, and I've been
416
00:31:49.059 --> 00:31:52.059
asked by a family member of theirs
to do it, which is still consent.
417
00:31:52.180 --> 00:31:55.819
It's just consent of the family member, not of the body itself.
418
00:31:56.380 --> 00:32:00.059
And there have been times when I've
been asked to go take care of a
419
00:32:00.220 --> 00:32:04.009
loved one or a relative and like, I push energy at them and they
420
00:32:04.049 --> 00:32:07.529
make it very, very clear my
energy is not appreciated, wanted, requested,
421
00:32:08.890 --> 00:32:13.210
and I stopped right away. It's
like, I don't care that your
422
00:32:13.369 --> 00:32:15.880
son told me to send you energy. You are telling me you really don't
423
00:32:15.880 --> 00:32:21.039
want it. My hippie ass over
here, I'll be leaving you alone.
424
00:32:21.039 --> 00:32:24.319
Now. If you need something,
reach out, but like, don't you
425
00:32:24.480 --> 00:32:31.230
know, just don't if I have
a question from the perspective of someone who
426
00:32:31.269 --> 00:32:40.670
is unfamiliar or unpracticed with this particular
technique or set off techniques. Now,
427
00:32:42.430 --> 00:32:49.099
since you're talking about working with energy, M and you're talking about energetic patterns
428
00:32:49.140 --> 00:32:53.500
and it sounds you know, I've
done as you know, and folks listening
429
00:32:53.539 --> 00:33:00.170
at home may not or wherever you
may happen to be listening from. Thank
430
00:33:00.250 --> 00:33:04.690
you, but you know, I've
done quite a bit of energy work in
431
00:33:04.769 --> 00:33:08.369
my time. Yes, but the
thing that Steve is at least on par
432
00:33:08.569 --> 00:33:12.569
with me and I've been learning since
I was five. So you know,
433
00:33:12.690 --> 00:33:16.880
some folks are what I mean.
I feel that everyone has the capabilities of
434
00:33:17.319 --> 00:33:22.640
doing energy work, but I feel
like some people are more have more of
435
00:33:22.640 --> 00:33:27.150
an aptitude or more energy natural,
I guess yes, but you know,
436
00:33:27.309 --> 00:33:31.349
and that's that's as close as I
will come to branking. But when I
437
00:33:31.549 --> 00:33:37.829
hear about doing energy work, I
feel like there are some prerequisite steps that
438
00:33:37.950 --> 00:33:42.900
are required prior to initiating in the
day. Yeah, so my question for
439
00:33:42.980 --> 00:33:47.500
you, because you know we're making
the comparisons to between string magic and energy
440
00:33:47.579 --> 00:33:54.299
work, is there any amount of
physical preparation or shielding or anything like that
441
00:33:54.339 --> 00:34:00.529
that has to be done prior to
doing the string magic? I think in
442
00:34:00.769 --> 00:34:05.450
most cases it is best to shield. I personally do not, okay,
443
00:34:05.809 --> 00:34:08.570
because if I care enough about a
person that I am sending string magic,
444
00:34:08.650 --> 00:34:13.719
I don't care if they tried to
send something back at me. Plus,
445
00:34:13.880 --> 00:34:16.320
energy is energy. If they send
me something, I'm going to use it.
446
00:34:16.800 --> 00:34:20.079
You know, I just have to
find out a way to refine that
447
00:34:20.239 --> 00:34:23.789
energy to something that I can use. You know, and I used to
448
00:34:23.789 --> 00:34:27.349
get kind of hung up on Hex's
and things like that. I'm like,
449
00:34:27.789 --> 00:34:31.909
what if I've been hex this that
the other. It's really just that simple.
450
00:34:31.949 --> 00:34:36.389
It's all energy. If you can
find the root of the energy,
451
00:34:36.909 --> 00:34:39.340
you can find out what you need
to do to make that energy usable for
452
00:34:39.460 --> 00:34:46.300
you and how to operate within those
spaces. And you know, I think
453
00:34:46.340 --> 00:34:52.460
of it as magical selfdefense in that
regard. Okay, so I do not
454
00:34:52.699 --> 00:34:57.130
shield. However, if you're going
to be doing this at all and you
455
00:34:57.289 --> 00:35:01.289
are new and you are not comfortable, you should definitely be shielding because you're
456
00:35:01.409 --> 00:35:06.849
reaching out somebody else's form. Also, again, and I've already said this
457
00:35:06.969 --> 00:35:09.960
but I'm going to say it again, consent. Make sure that the person
458
00:35:10.079 --> 00:35:15.360
that you're doing this for wants you
to help or want you to do the
459
00:35:15.519 --> 00:35:20.000
thing. Steve and I have a
understanding of like you know, like when
460
00:35:20.079 --> 00:35:22.630
he was away, if he wasn't
waking up, I was allowed to shake
461
00:35:22.670 --> 00:35:25.510
the hell out of the string or
if I needed something from him, like
462
00:35:25.670 --> 00:35:30.030
I need a urgent answer from a
text, like back when his ex wife
463
00:35:30.030 --> 00:35:34.789
used to get ahold of us are
regarding thanks, I would shake the fuck
464
00:35:34.909 --> 00:35:37.019
out of the string and get him
to wake up and be like Yo,
465
00:35:37.659 --> 00:35:40.019
I'm need you take a look at
this because it's actually important. Well,
466
00:35:40.059 --> 00:35:45.539
we have a you know, a
standing, open understanding of, you know,
467
00:35:45.699 --> 00:35:52.570
consent between each other's energetic patterns,
right, and you know, just
468
00:35:52.690 --> 00:35:55.489
to make sure you have that consent
before you try reaching out and doing this
469
00:35:55.610 --> 00:36:00.530
sort of stuff, because you could
end a part in yourself or you could
470
00:36:00.530 --> 00:36:04.170
end a part in the person on
the other end, you know. And
471
00:36:04.250 --> 00:36:09.800
then another thing that I've used before
if somebody's feeling very ungrounded, and this
472
00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:13.880
is going to sound real, real
funny, but the visualization I use if
473
00:36:13.920 --> 00:36:19.590
somebody's feeling like they're like just floating
away because they're so ungrounded, literally take
474
00:36:19.670 --> 00:36:23.469
their string and tie it to a
Goddamn tree. I know that sounds like
475
00:36:23.590 --> 00:36:28.469
the silliest shit, but they can
work themselves free when they're ready, and
476
00:36:28.590 --> 00:36:31.309
they will, and if they don't, you can work themselves free pretty easily.
477
00:36:31.630 --> 00:36:35.579
I don't even not the thing entirely. I just kind of just folded
478
00:36:35.699 --> 00:36:38.099
over itself and, yeah, loop
it and just like you would like old
479
00:36:38.179 --> 00:36:43.179
timey horse time, you know old
timey horse time. So you know,
480
00:36:43.380 --> 00:36:45.019
just kind of loop it and you
don't like, you don't tie it real,
481
00:36:45.099 --> 00:36:49.809
real tight, you just just loop
that Shit, right so, you
482
00:36:49.889 --> 00:36:52.050
know, people can get free of
it. And again, you only want
483
00:36:52.050 --> 00:36:57.769
to do this in cases when you've
been asked to help, because you're essentially
484
00:36:57.769 --> 00:37:00.880
kind of like constraining a person against
our well, so the DS emerals coming
485
00:37:00.920 --> 00:37:05.039
into play a little bit here.
You know. Yeah, after care is
486
00:37:05.119 --> 00:37:12.920
necessary. So those are the kind
of like techniques that I use it for.
487
00:37:13.800 --> 00:37:16.550
But I'm really excited to explore this
space a little bit more, and
488
00:37:16.670 --> 00:37:20.510
I have been for years. But
it's one of those things that I as
489
00:37:20.550 --> 00:37:23.710
an intuitive, because I just pick
this up out of the universe somehow.
490
00:37:24.429 --> 00:37:27.989
You know, I didn't want to
her anybody and I wanted to make sure
491
00:37:28.030 --> 00:37:34.340
that everything I was doing was ethical
and above board. So that's why I
492
00:37:34.539 --> 00:37:37.940
really don't talk about it too often
and have never taught a class on this
493
00:37:37.059 --> 00:37:42.579
at all, which Steve and I
t used to teach monthly. So in
494
00:37:42.940 --> 00:37:45.610
we taught monthly for what? For
years? When as I started? Yeah,
495
00:37:46.210 --> 00:37:49.329
well, we did all the two
thousand and twenty four, the most
496
00:37:49.369 --> 00:37:52.730
part we did. Yeah, I
want to say it was like three four
497
00:37:52.769 --> 00:37:57.969
years, but you know, it's
not a subject that we broached there because
498
00:37:58.599 --> 00:38:01.119
it wasn't something that I felt comfortable
coming out and being like I'm an ex
499
00:38:01.239 --> 00:38:07.559
Bach. You know, I'm not
an expert in my field. I literally
500
00:38:07.760 --> 00:38:09.079
just kind of way woke up one
morning and said, Hey, can I
501
00:38:09.159 --> 00:38:13.630
do this? Yeah, I can. Like, I'm not going to teach
502
00:38:13.630 --> 00:38:16.309
a class on demonology, even though
I work with demons, that does not
503
00:38:16.429 --> 00:38:21.030
mean that I'm going to teach anyone
else how to do it. You know,
504
00:38:21.110 --> 00:38:23.389
it's just not right. It's just
not a not a thing that you're
505
00:38:23.389 --> 00:38:30.340
going to do. And you know, it's good. It's always good to
506
00:38:30.539 --> 00:38:34.500
play around with things and to determine
if there are right choice or a wrong
507
00:38:34.539 --> 00:38:38.099
choice for you. You know,
I think I think that's important in the
508
00:38:38.219 --> 00:38:44.809
development of your whichi skills, skills, skills to pay to be skills.
509
00:38:45.369 --> 00:38:49.130
And you know, I we don't
talk a whole lot about metaphysics anymore.
510
00:38:49.289 --> 00:38:53.690
I've noticed that. Ye like you
know, Steve and I are metaphysicians before,
511
00:38:53.730 --> 00:38:58.039
which is, I think, like
we were the kind of couple that
512
00:38:58.159 --> 00:39:01.440
if he gets a headache, I'm
over there trying to match the pattern figure
513
00:39:01.480 --> 00:39:07.159
out what's going on. Same with
me, and he's better at it because
514
00:39:07.199 --> 00:39:14.030
he's actually had a little bit of
Raiki training, like through books but a
515
00:39:14.190 --> 00:39:15.869
lot of my journey and a lot
of the process that I'm going through right
516
00:39:15.909 --> 00:39:22.989
now is honing skills, trying to
narrow down the thing that I need to
517
00:39:23.150 --> 00:39:29.940
know about, narrow down the things
that need to be addressed. And you
518
00:39:30.059 --> 00:39:34.539
know, I was the first one
in my family that really kind of awoke
519
00:39:34.739 --> 00:39:39.210
to to find themselves, which,
and I you know, I take that
520
00:39:39.289 --> 00:39:45.170
very seriously. It's a very it's
kind of an ego thing, honestly,
521
00:39:45.449 --> 00:39:47.570
like for real, it's kind of
an ego thing that, oh, hey,
522
00:39:47.610 --> 00:39:52.010
I know this stuff and I can
I can do all these things,
523
00:39:52.369 --> 00:39:55.760
you know, and I can do
all these things, and only I really
524
00:39:55.840 --> 00:40:00.599
know about you, me and the
other person involved, you know. But
525
00:40:00.840 --> 00:40:07.670
to you know, to quote Stanley, great power comes great responsibility, right,
526
00:40:07.909 --> 00:40:10.469
and then you understand that? Yeah, and, like a lot of
527
00:40:10.550 --> 00:40:15.269
people, don't necessarily understand that.
So I just urge you to make sure
528
00:40:15.590 --> 00:40:20.789
that in everything that you are doing, you're completely ethical or is above board
529
00:40:20.789 --> 00:40:28.219
as possible, unless you're hexing,
because again, and I've said this in
530
00:40:28.340 --> 00:40:31.420
classes before, and I'm just going
to repeat myself here, if you are
531
00:40:31.500 --> 00:40:37.650
hexing somebody, they have agreed to
that Hex by their behaviors. If that
532
00:40:37.809 --> 00:40:44.849
behavior stops, the HEX will stop. Yep, to direct consequence of action,
533
00:40:45.170 --> 00:40:49.489
right. So, yeah, it's
like like a punishment for a child.
534
00:40:49.889 --> 00:40:52.159
I wouldn't punish my child by hexing
them, but like, maybe some
535
00:40:52.280 --> 00:40:57.480
people would. But the theory still
holds, right. The model is,
536
00:40:57.800 --> 00:41:00.719
you know, it's you are doing
something that is not productive and not good
537
00:41:00.880 --> 00:41:06.110
for a lot of people. Trust
me, I only get my hexer's involved
538
00:41:06.150 --> 00:41:10.349
if it's of the utmost need and
concern. There are certain people within the
539
00:41:10.389 --> 00:41:15.550
community that think I have hex them
that I haven't. I haven't touched there's
540
00:41:15.550 --> 00:41:21.420
no reason for it. There are
others that think I could. Well,
541
00:41:21.980 --> 00:41:24.300
I hate to tell you, yes, I probably could. That is true,
542
00:41:24.900 --> 00:41:30.219
but I'm using I'm not just using
my powers for good, I'm using
543
00:41:30.260 --> 00:41:34.329
them for awesome as at work.
I'm not going to sit there and hurt
544
00:41:34.369 --> 00:41:37.610
people that don't deserve to be hurt. I'm not going, you know,
545
00:41:37.809 --> 00:41:40.690
in like really I don't even like, hurt people. I just kind of
546
00:41:40.889 --> 00:41:47.880
say, this behavior will not be
tolerated by me. Please find another behavior
547
00:41:47.920 --> 00:41:53.079
or try again, you know,
and I will not comment on the subject.
548
00:41:53.400 --> 00:42:02.750
Yes, precisely, but it's and
I would not use string magic for
549
00:42:02.869 --> 00:42:07.670
that, even though I could very
easily think of about fifty ways that I
550
00:42:07.750 --> 00:42:13.150
can make that real fucking effective.
I'm not. That is not a way
551
00:42:13.309 --> 00:42:17.139
that I cast on people unless absolutely
necessary, and I wouldn't heck somebody through
552
00:42:17.179 --> 00:42:22.260
string. It's just, I don't
feels dirty to me, so I wouldn't
553
00:42:22.300 --> 00:42:24.099
do it. Well, is it
a is it a two way communication?
554
00:42:24.820 --> 00:42:28.699
It can be. Yes, okay, it can be. If the person
555
00:42:28.820 --> 00:42:30.210
on the other end of the line, is line, is adept enough to
556
00:42:30.329 --> 00:42:34.570
know that you're sending signal, they
can interact with that signal. So you
557
00:42:34.690 --> 00:42:37.010
have interacted with signal with me before. Okay, but they would have to
558
00:42:37.849 --> 00:42:43.289
be aware, yes, in order
to do that. Yes, OK,
559
00:42:44.050 --> 00:42:47.159
which is why, if I do
shake your string and Yane around, I
560
00:42:47.280 --> 00:42:52.840
follow up with a text saying hey, and that way you wake up and
561
00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:54.800
you go and then you look at
your phone and you go oh, Oh,
562
00:42:55.440 --> 00:42:59.989
oh, that's why I'm away.
Yeah, that's the took it.
563
00:43:00.190 --> 00:43:04.190
Yeah, and even when he was
like on the west side of the state,
564
00:43:04.309 --> 00:43:07.510
like Max time ten minutes, like
well, you know, it's like
565
00:43:08.070 --> 00:43:10.829
yeah, it's like it's like it's
like mariom moving down the line. You
566
00:43:10.909 --> 00:43:14.300
know, right. So to get
there got to take some time, right,
567
00:43:14.420 --> 00:43:19.099
right. So, Um, that's
that's kind of like what I want
568
00:43:19.099 --> 00:43:21.539
to talk about. As far as
string magic, how I do it,
569
00:43:22.179 --> 00:43:23.820
there are a lot of different ways
and I'm sure there are a hundred better
570
00:43:23.860 --> 00:43:29.250
books than what I explained it,
but that's that's what I was able to
571
00:43:29.329 --> 00:43:34.530
kind of intuitive eyes to me over
by the sink. I have more questions.
572
00:43:34.570 --> 00:43:39.210
Yeah, they so, and that's
a reference for about five people.
573
00:43:40.559 --> 00:43:47.679
So shielding? Yeah, because you've
just like spurred a whole bunch of questions
574
00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:54.360
that I have here. Okay,
so you you recommended shielding. Is probably
575
00:43:54.400 --> 00:43:59.030
a good idea. Yeah, but
the just and again this is just my
576
00:43:59.070 --> 00:44:06.110
own conceptualization of what is happening here
and which really folks, when you're doing
577
00:44:06.190 --> 00:44:13.659
any kind of energetic or magical working, it really is your understanding of it
578
00:44:14.420 --> 00:44:19.300
that will determine how it affects the
rest of the world. Or you know,
579
00:44:19.460 --> 00:44:27.250
the energies or yes, because if
well, I don't. I'm kind
580
00:44:27.250 --> 00:44:32.769
of kind of torn on that one
because like your your will, your intent
581
00:44:34.090 --> 00:44:37.800
and your actions will have an effect
of some kind. They just may not
582
00:44:37.920 --> 00:44:40.599
be exactly what you want, is
right. I'm referring to catch it.
583
00:44:42.119 --> 00:44:47.519
I mean it's like a lot of
people think of magical work as cooking or
584
00:44:47.639 --> 00:44:52.199
like making a recipe or real making
a dish from a recipe. Right,
585
00:44:52.949 --> 00:44:59.110
and that analogy does hold. But
it will always make a recipe. Yes,
586
00:44:59.909 --> 00:45:02.070
it may not be something that you
want to eat. Little bit of
587
00:45:02.150 --> 00:45:06.789
the Zelda breath of the wild for
you right there and it maybe you make
588
00:45:06.829 --> 00:45:09.900
some three Ingobians that are dubious.
It makes this thing, it picks a
589
00:45:09.900 --> 00:45:14.500
lates it and calls it dubious food. You can't even it's we can't even
590
00:45:14.500 --> 00:45:17.980
show you that food and in good
conscience. Yeah, it's just really grasslike
591
00:45:19.019 --> 00:45:22.650
Ed. So okay, I eat
it. So shielding. Yeah, so
592
00:45:22.010 --> 00:45:35.800
my question here is is it is
shielding counterproductive, like can it affect the
593
00:45:35.880 --> 00:45:38.760
flow of energy? Well, if
you're doing the shield right, it should.
594
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:43.960
Okay, but the other thing that
you have to keep in mind is
595
00:45:44.119 --> 00:45:46.920
that these are tethers you hold,
regardless if you use them or not.
596
00:45:47.320 --> 00:45:51.949
They are tethers you hold. This
is your community, this is your outer
597
00:45:52.230 --> 00:45:55.349
community, this is at it,
anyone you've met and had any sort of
598
00:45:55.429 --> 00:46:00.710
connection with that all. Now,
I found that I make connections very,
599
00:46:00.949 --> 00:46:06.500
very easily. I'm not trying to
brag. It's not a braggadocious thing.
600
00:46:06.940 --> 00:46:12.019
Trust me, you don't want to
sometimes because it's gonna be liability. Not
601
00:46:12.340 --> 00:46:15.940
just that, not just that,
because every time that you pick up a
602
00:46:15.980 --> 00:46:21.449
new string, that means that you
have access to that energy, that that
603
00:46:21.690 --> 00:46:29.409
that vibrational pattern right. Sometimes that
vibrational pattern is diametrically opposed to your center
604
00:46:29.650 --> 00:46:37.760
and your vibrational pattern. HMM,
like you think about like in sound right,
605
00:46:37.679 --> 00:46:44.320
you can play a sound that will
shake a glass right, and if
606
00:46:44.360 --> 00:46:49.750
you play a sound that's exactly the
right frequency against that sound, you can
607
00:46:49.869 --> 00:46:54.269
shatter that glass. So that's what
I'm talking about, is just hitting the
608
00:46:54.389 --> 00:46:59.309
wrong thing and then just suddenly shattering
right. Or, equally, you can
609
00:46:59.429 --> 00:47:05.019
play to sound waves that will cause
silence, right, because they'll cancel each
610
00:47:05.059 --> 00:47:08.579
other. Yeah, and ideally that's
what you want. You want you want
611
00:47:08.699 --> 00:47:15.889
something that is so resonant that it
just is silence. Right. When you're
612
00:47:15.889 --> 00:47:17.409
doing this kind of work, you
want to try to get as close as
613
00:47:17.489 --> 00:47:25.130
you can. Right, interesting,
but the that's that's why I say that
614
00:47:25.250 --> 00:47:29.130
it's kind of not great to be
able to make connections like I do,
615
00:47:30.039 --> 00:47:32.320
because sometimes I'll be picking up on
somebody and I won't even know I'm picking
616
00:47:32.360 --> 00:47:37.960
up on them, you know,
and I realize that's because I'm rather untrained,
617
00:47:37.039 --> 00:47:40.320
being as I'm an intuitive, and
I'm waiting for that information to filter
618
00:47:40.519 --> 00:47:45.309
in. M It hasn't yet.
But you know, another thing too,
619
00:47:45.630 --> 00:47:49.949
is that it's okay to pull a
string and ground it and call it good,
620
00:47:50.070 --> 00:47:53.230
and it's literally you just pull the
string out of yourself, you put
621
00:47:53.230 --> 00:47:58.150
it in the ground and then you
cover the wound with your own energy,
622
00:47:58.429 --> 00:48:01.699
with your own energy field or energetic
field, and that will kind of rebuild
623
00:48:01.699 --> 00:48:09.900
it. You know, I had
the opportunity to attend an excellent workshop at
624
00:48:10.139 --> 00:48:16.090
convocation in whatever year it was,
two thousand and seventeen, maybe, okay,
625
00:48:17.170 --> 00:48:22.130
taught by ANACA who. Okay,
yeah, that was excellent. That
626
00:48:22.329 --> 00:48:29.480
whole thing about what you just said
about removal of the she was referring to
627
00:48:29.519 --> 00:48:32.280
them as chords, but yeah,
same idea, same idea. I think
628
00:48:32.400 --> 00:48:37.639
cords are all. It's if he
because, like I, don't think of
629
00:48:37.719 --> 00:48:42.590
them the same way she does,
but it is the same theory and the
630
00:48:42.670 --> 00:48:45.190
theory holds water. This does work
and yes, I learned in that same
631
00:48:45.230 --> 00:48:52.789
semhere about this particular thing, because
that's when I started to notice I'm attached
632
00:48:52.869 --> 00:48:58.820
to everyone in this fucking building,
you know, and I still I know
633
00:49:00.300 --> 00:49:04.500
I am attached every well, that's
the funny thing and that's what reminded me
634
00:49:04.619 --> 00:49:09.289
of this. In devin's book he
has an exercise talking about grandmother Spider,
635
00:49:09.329 --> 00:49:17.570
Hmm, and basically how grandmother Spider
Weaves this web and in that Web,
636
00:49:19.090 --> 00:49:22.969
you know, like you can find
the people with the strings. Yeah,
637
00:49:22.730 --> 00:49:27.840
and he talked a lot about color
correspondence to like what color is the thread?
638
00:49:28.079 --> 00:49:30.440
I don't really usually even look at
that. I'm just like, Oh
639
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:34.920
hey, I have this ribbond.
Well, last thing that Anna had said
640
00:49:35.000 --> 00:49:38.429
to is that the color correspondence,
and it's not that, like, not
641
00:49:38.590 --> 00:49:42.469
like with candle magic, where like
certain colors made certain things, is that
642
00:49:42.909 --> 00:49:49.389
certain colors mean a thing to you. Right, it's it's your association to
643
00:49:49.630 --> 00:49:52.789
that particular human how they think of
you, how you think of them,
644
00:49:52.900 --> 00:49:58.059
and kind of an average. How
Right? And like that's not something I
645
00:49:58.219 --> 00:50:01.500
really think about because, like here's
the other way that I that I use
646
00:50:01.579 --> 00:50:05.659
the string magic. It's like somebody
will tell me to get ahold of somebody.
647
00:50:05.659 --> 00:50:08.210
I don't know that they do.
How do I find that person?
648
00:50:08.250 --> 00:50:14.530
HMM. Well, this is going
to sound incredibly stupid, but again it's
649
00:50:14.530 --> 00:50:20.889
a visualization that works for me.
If you're listening into this podcast and you
650
00:50:21.010 --> 00:50:27.320
are familiar with the anime bleach,
there's one point in time when Rukia,
651
00:50:27.920 --> 00:50:30.880
or no, when Itchigo is looking
for someone. I think he is looking
652
00:50:30.920 --> 00:50:37.150
for Rukia and he can't find her
and he's just all around in these ribbons
653
00:50:37.429 --> 00:50:42.309
and then finally there's a red one
and he grabs and pulls the red one
654
00:50:42.389 --> 00:50:45.349
and figures out where she is using
it. But all the rest of them
655
00:50:45.389 --> 00:50:49.230
were white ter. Yes, yeah, I remember. That's and that's that's
656
00:50:49.309 --> 00:50:52.699
how I visualize it. If I
need to find somebody, I just kind
657
00:50:52.699 --> 00:50:57.219
of put out into the universe I
am looking for this individual. Please make
658
00:50:57.300 --> 00:51:00.619
their string up parent to me,
and that's how it happens. It just
659
00:51:00.820 --> 00:51:04.219
it lights it up for me.
It's like Oh, okay, and you
660
00:51:04.329 --> 00:51:07.730
know, sometimes I kind of have
to like look around and grab for it,
661
00:51:07.849 --> 00:51:10.489
but I can usually find most people
if I need to. But you
662
00:51:10.570 --> 00:51:15.650
know, again, this is in
cases of dire emergency. Were okay,
663
00:51:15.690 --> 00:51:20.920
they're about to die in like I
feel like at least energy leading them to
664
00:51:21.000 --> 00:51:28.559
the great beyond would be a great
idea. But there's times when you should
665
00:51:28.639 --> 00:51:37.909
not use this. For example,
I was asked when my former grandfather inlaw
666
00:51:37.030 --> 00:51:42.190
was passing away, I was asked
to kind of like do something for him
667
00:51:42.309 --> 00:51:46.500
by, you know, one of
the cousins. Yeah, and my former
668
00:51:46.619 --> 00:51:51.780
grandfather in law had some very complex
feelings about me and I knew it and
669
00:51:51.860 --> 00:51:55.420
I knew I was not the person
to reach out. Now, my sister,
670
00:51:55.780 --> 00:52:00.219
who is developed in Reiki and a
tune to Reiki, I got a
671
00:52:00.260 --> 00:52:02.969
hold of her and I said,
Hey, this is important. We got
672
00:52:04.809 --> 00:52:07.210
family going on to the great beyond, and then I told her who it
673
00:52:07.289 --> 00:52:08.730
was and she was like, are
you sure you want me to do this,
674
00:52:08.849 --> 00:52:13.769
and I said yeah, because he's
not going to be happy that I'm
675
00:52:13.809 --> 00:52:17.480
there and I don't feel like I
would be the right presence for this and
676
00:52:17.480 --> 00:52:22.039
I feel like you would, and
she said okay. So she jumped in
677
00:52:22.119 --> 00:52:29.760
and he was confused and upset at
first, but then she asked him,
678
00:52:29.880 --> 00:52:31.269
do you want me to leave?
And he said no, no, I
679
00:52:31.349 --> 00:52:37.190
don't stay with me, and she
walked him over. This was after he
680
00:52:37.309 --> 00:52:39.750
had passed away, obviously, so
she just kind of grabbed his hand and
681
00:52:39.829 --> 00:52:44.340
walked him over and he thanked her
and, you know, they had a
682
00:52:44.380 --> 00:52:49.860
little moment and it was okay.
And the reason that I didn't go in
683
00:52:50.059 --> 00:52:54.019
is because I knew that that would
jar him beyond what he should be jarred
684
00:52:54.059 --> 00:52:57.619
at that time. You know,
you want to be gentle with people that
685
00:52:57.619 --> 00:53:01.769
are newly, newly departed. They
they don't necessarily even know they're dead yet
686
00:53:04.050 --> 00:53:07.210
it death can be a very confusing
time, right. So you know you
687
00:53:07.289 --> 00:53:12.530
want to you want to make sure
that you know you're offering the best support
688
00:53:12.570 --> 00:53:17.480
you can and the circumstances, and
that's sometimes really hard for evil. So
689
00:53:19.199 --> 00:53:22.519
you know, that's that's kind of, I think, my thoughts on string
690
00:53:22.599 --> 00:53:25.679
magic in general. Obviously, if
you you want to hit me up about
691
00:53:25.679 --> 00:53:31.349
it, these are my own personal
methods that I use and you know,
692
00:53:31.630 --> 00:53:36.030
I know they're probably incomplete and lacking
in some ways, but this is how
693
00:53:36.349 --> 00:53:40.429
the whole concept makes sense to me, and you know that's kind of because
694
00:53:40.500 --> 00:53:45.980
I'm intuitive. This is this is
the kind of like imposter syndrome I deal
695
00:53:45.019 --> 00:53:49.619
with right you know, it's like, well, your stuff isn't taught to
696
00:53:49.619 --> 00:53:52.940
you by a book or taught to
you by a teachers, just taught to
697
00:53:52.019 --> 00:53:55.170
you like you just you just make
it up. You know. It's like.
698
00:53:55.449 --> 00:53:59.610
I'm not making it up, though, but I feel that, in
699
00:53:59.849 --> 00:54:07.130
the nature of assisting you, with
helping you to bolster your confidence. HMM,
700
00:54:08.329 --> 00:54:15.679
those methods of learning are no less
valid. I appreciate that. So
701
00:54:16.960 --> 00:54:22.920
you don't need to, you know, feel weird, as ass I said
702
00:54:22.960 --> 00:54:27.349
earlier today when talking to somebody else. Don't need to smother the baby in
703
00:54:27.429 --> 00:54:30.909
the crib. Yep, you know, don't say, which is an expression
704
00:54:30.909 --> 00:54:34.789
that means don't don't. You know. It's like, don't cut yourself off
705
00:54:34.829 --> 00:54:37.550
at the knees, don't write,
you know, give things a don't.
706
00:54:37.659 --> 00:54:44.539
Don't give it happen. Don't give
yourself what was a self fulfilling prophecy.
707
00:54:44.659 --> 00:54:49.699
That, yes, negative in some
way exactly. And Yeah, it's some
708
00:54:49.860 --> 00:54:52.050
of the other stuff. I guess
there's one other thing I could talk about.
709
00:54:53.610 --> 00:55:00.010
I had a friend who had a
friend who was kind of under a
710
00:55:00.090 --> 00:55:05.130
possession. It was a really kind
of weird scenario and circumstance and it didn't
711
00:55:05.130 --> 00:55:08.800
all make complete sense to me.
But I was able to confirm what she
712
00:55:09.000 --> 00:55:15.599
had thought was the case. And
this was actually right when I got back
713
00:55:15.639 --> 00:55:19.800
into like even just metaphysics, because
I wasn't really doing a whole lot of
714
00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:23.030
metaphysical stuff, and I had somebody
staying with me for a while that had
715
00:55:23.070 --> 00:55:28.869
a friend that just kept on acting
very, very erratically, and first of
716
00:55:28.909 --> 00:55:30.309
all I said, you know,
are you sure this isn't drama? And
717
00:55:30.429 --> 00:55:34.110
she says yeah, I said,
okay, well, do I have your
718
00:55:34.150 --> 00:55:36.980
permission to look through your strings to
see if I can find them? And
719
00:55:37.179 --> 00:55:42.539
this is when I realized I actually
could do this outside of just me and
720
00:55:42.780 --> 00:55:47.940
one particular friend of mine. And
what was going on is his string like
721
00:55:49.260 --> 00:55:54.889
literally was kind of like bound up
by another string, and what I ended
722
00:55:54.929 --> 00:55:58.769
up having to do is I ended
up having to kind of like cut the
723
00:55:58.889 --> 00:56:05.840
tea strings apart. You know,
you could tell one wasn't right because it
724
00:56:05.920 --> 00:56:10.519
wasn't. It didn't act like the
other ribbon it it was the color was
725
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:15.679
off and it was Gnarlie and there's
just something not it was off. There's
726
00:56:15.719 --> 00:56:20.269
something wrong with it. So it's
is clear, and is pretty clear.
727
00:56:20.309 --> 00:56:24.110
I wasn't going to be able to
not it but what I could do is
728
00:56:24.230 --> 00:56:29.269
I could just very gently cut it
free, HMM, and I was able
729
00:56:29.269 --> 00:56:32.820
to kind of do that and after
that the person did show market improvement.
730
00:56:34.500 --> 00:56:37.380
After time, though, my friend
ended up no longer having that person as
731
00:56:37.420 --> 00:56:43.940
a friend because they were very on
the stable. So that was probably one
732
00:56:44.019 --> 00:56:46.489
of the many reasons that they were
very unstable, but they were very unstable
733
00:56:49.289 --> 00:56:52.969
and that's that's another kind of way
of using it. Like if you look
734
00:56:52.010 --> 00:56:57.690
at somebody and they see him off, you know, don't look at their
735
00:56:57.730 --> 00:57:00.969
string without asking, of course,
but to check out their string, see
736
00:57:00.559 --> 00:57:04.880
what's going on there, because there
might be additional like there might be a
737
00:57:05.639 --> 00:57:09.719
might be a hitchhiker. You know
we pick up hitchhiker. Sometimes it's it's
738
00:57:09.760 --> 00:57:16.309
a the nature of the metaphysical business. Another time I was at a convocation.
739
00:57:16.869 --> 00:57:21.869
This was my first year at convocation. Nobody knew me right, and
740
00:57:22.389 --> 00:57:30.460
there's some sort of thing in the
the main area like Nantity. I wouldn't
741
00:57:30.460 --> 00:57:36.699
even go so far as an entity
like a portal maybe for an entity to
742
00:57:36.820 --> 00:57:40.940
come through. Okay, total that
was not authorized, and just people around
743
00:57:40.980 --> 00:57:45.369
this port over just starting to feel
real shitty about it, and so real
744
00:57:45.369 --> 00:57:49.730
shitty in general, not an intelligence
on to itself, but just like an
745
00:57:49.809 --> 00:57:52.929
object. Right, okay, it
was. It was specifically, from what
746
00:57:53.050 --> 00:58:00.440
I could tell, an attack.
HMM. And I was told that I
747
00:58:00.599 --> 00:58:05.760
think Michelle Bell and Jay was one
of the people working on this particular I
748
00:58:05.920 --> 00:58:15.030
don't but it was weird. We
were I was talking with my friend Cat
749
00:58:15.110 --> 00:58:19.510
Dougan. We were we're sitting there
talking in her friend Mitchell, who is
750
00:58:19.550 --> 00:58:22.550
now my friend. Mitchell like came
running up was like hey, there's a
751
00:58:22.670 --> 00:58:27.139
thing going on in the main hallway, this, that the other, and
752
00:58:27.260 --> 00:58:31.260
they looked at me and he says, I feel like you might know something
753
00:58:31.380 --> 00:58:35.699
and like you might be able to
take care of this. I don't know
754
00:58:35.820 --> 00:58:37.219
why I feel that way. I
said, all right, Mitchell, you
755
00:58:37.340 --> 00:58:44.610
AH. So I go over there
and this portal thing, for lack of
756
00:58:44.690 --> 00:58:47.289
a better term, I was just
kind of just like this, like to
757
00:58:47.329 --> 00:58:51.369
visualize it, it was like kind
of an opening of a dark sky,
758
00:58:51.570 --> 00:58:54.800
but like not a there's something like, you know, like a dark sky
759
00:58:55.159 --> 00:59:01.119
just before a really bad tornado.
Like something just didn't seem right about it
760
00:59:01.519 --> 00:59:07.760
and everyone that was around it was
feeling really drained. HMM. So what
761
00:59:07.920 --> 00:59:13.429
I did and this was dumb.
Don't do this. I found the strings
762
00:59:13.670 --> 00:59:20.190
for it and I yank that sucker
out of the sky. That's the thing.
763
00:59:20.829 --> 00:59:23.699
And then I just kind of grounded
it and you know, Michelle was
764
00:59:23.739 --> 00:59:29.460
working on it too. I said, you know, did I get all
765
00:59:29.539 --> 00:59:34.980
of it? I think you might
have. Actually, it's a are you
766
00:59:35.059 --> 00:59:38.210
sure? She says, yeah,
I think you might have, but you
767
00:59:38.250 --> 00:59:44.090
know, she stayed around did some
afterwork on it, because she didn't know
768
00:59:44.210 --> 00:59:46.570
me from anybody at that point because
like literally was my the first day of
769
00:59:46.650 --> 00:59:55.079
my first come. And funny as
Shit because, like I haven't played in
770
00:59:55.199 --> 00:60:00.360
this space for literal years. Yeah, and here I am, this fucking
771
00:60:00.599 --> 00:60:07.030
businesswoman who works for Consumers Energy,
fucking walking around and my my work clothes,
772
00:60:07.389 --> 00:60:10.349
like all right, I'm pull this
thing out of the sky and out
773
00:60:10.349 --> 00:60:22.139
here we go around now again.
That is what happened, and it's hard
774
00:60:22.179 --> 00:60:28.739
for me to feel like I had
that kind of pull. You know,
775
00:60:29.460 --> 00:60:35.579
that Imposter Syndrome in my case is
real fucking strong. Yeah, but yeah,
776
00:60:35.699 --> 00:60:39.210
it was in it, like really
it really set the tone for my
777
00:60:39.489 --> 00:60:46.409
entry into the Pagan space. People
knew me from that. Yeah, and
778
00:60:46.690 --> 00:60:52.360
like I literally was around for maybe
twenty minutes total, because it was the
779
00:60:52.559 --> 00:60:58.599
the pulling it down, the trying
to ground it, and then the energetic
780
00:60:58.719 --> 00:61:01.960
kind of like breathe through it that
you do. Yeah, you know.
781
00:61:04.000 --> 00:61:07.190
And I walked back to cat and
she's like say, handled. I said,
782
00:61:08.909 --> 00:61:16.510
yeah, I guess, I'm told
it's handled, and she's like okay,
783
00:61:19.139 --> 00:61:22.579
you know, and like from that
point forward people started coming to me
784
00:61:22.739 --> 00:61:27.099
with stuff. Yeah, it's like, apparently in that space you just gotta
785
00:61:27.179 --> 00:61:30.500
throw your big hairy nuts on the
table for the best. Sometimes you just
786
00:61:30.539 --> 00:61:32.329
gotta throw your hair in that someth
table. That's that's how it works.
787
00:61:34.250 --> 00:61:40.690
So one last thought, but Um, it's something I want to talk about
788
00:61:40.690 --> 00:61:44.090
on the podcast, even though it
doesn't have much to do with this.
789
00:61:44.329 --> 00:61:49.440
When I was a freshman in high
school I was in a creative and performing
790
00:61:49.480 --> 00:61:52.400
arts program. I think I've not
been try about talking about that and I
791
00:61:52.480 --> 00:61:55.480
know that we're over time, but
we can come back. We don't have
792
00:61:55.559 --> 00:62:00.480
any cast studio rules and it's true
we use this self produced yeah, self
793
00:62:00.519 --> 00:62:07.349
produced, that's true. But Anyway, I had this this vocal music teacher,
794
00:62:07.389 --> 00:62:12.710
Mr Ka, Fan fucking past a
guy. I adore this man,
795
00:62:13.269 --> 00:62:19.099
even though we had kind of an
opera oppositional kind of relationship for a while
796
00:62:20.260 --> 00:62:25.059
in like I get it now,
but we were doing a production of Oliver
797
00:62:25.260 --> 00:62:30.969
and I had literally been doing a
cockney accent for the Michigan Renaissance Festival for
798
00:62:30.289 --> 00:62:37.210
Games for from the time that I
was seven onward, I've had a've had
799
00:62:37.250 --> 00:62:42.210
a decent quote me that I can
pull out of my pocket, that can
800
00:62:42.250 --> 00:62:47.199
pull out of my pocket at any
time. So I went up to Mr
801
00:62:47.280 --> 00:62:50.760
K and I threw my big hairy
nuts on the table and I said,
802
00:62:50.760 --> 00:62:54.119
okay, I got this. Somebody
needs help getting a cogny accent. I'm
803
00:62:54.159 --> 00:63:00.230
a Gal. And you know,
meanwhile, this is a man who spent
804
00:63:00.349 --> 00:63:05.670
the entirety of his college career studying
accents, jottying music, studying this,
805
00:63:05.869 --> 00:63:08.230
studying that in some fourteen year old
comes up to him as like Hey,
806
00:63:08.429 --> 00:63:14.699
I can do this for you,
and he fucking put me in my place.
807
00:63:15.059 --> 00:63:20.019
And from that point for we had
an oppositional relationship. He any time
808
00:63:20.099 --> 00:63:22.820
I tried to do something, he'd
fight back in every time. You know
809
00:63:22.940 --> 00:63:31.210
he and like his psychology was was
that if somebody was doing wasn't trying their
810
00:63:31.250 --> 00:63:34.849
hardest, he would tell him,
okay, it's pretty clear you can't do
811
00:63:35.050 --> 00:63:39.849
this, and then you were supposed
to get mad and rebel and worked a
812
00:63:40.010 --> 00:63:45.039
lot of the time, but at
some point in time I give a fuck.
813
00:63:45.199 --> 00:63:47.800
Just ran the fuck out and I
would it did not work on me
814
00:63:47.880 --> 00:63:52.519
anymore and it just made me feel
worse. You know, and he understands
815
00:63:52.559 --> 00:63:58.869
now that that maybe wasn't the best
way to teach kids, but at the
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time that's what he felt was going
to work the best. Yeah, so
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I believe that's going to be the
last. Unless you got anything at the
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talk about it, as per usual, I don't have much at all to
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say. That isn't true, and
you know it. Like last episode was
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a very even episode as far as
our vocal music time, our vocal music
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time. Yeah, it's vocal music
time. The Sun is a deadly laser.
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Yes, more on that next episode. Yes, so we're going to
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go ahead and end, as we
always do, with whatever happened at a
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twenty three. It's been a long, long episode, is you can probably
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see. But now it's time to
listen to it. To any three not
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knowing, and you know, when
I see things that I don't understand,
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I my first. You know,
my new knee jerk reaction is not too
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ridicule. It's to try and dismantle
so that I can make sense of it.
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It's like taking the part, taking
a part of remote control when you're
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a kid, you know it's like, yeah, it's like, I want
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to figure out how this works.
Yeah, and almost put it back together.
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Almost almost. Yeah, phones,
you can call people on them and
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they can call you, but that's
not all. Sometimes you can just watch
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them ring or type cute little pictures
with them, whilst your charger phones make
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a great paperweight. Phones come in
a variety of types and sizes. There's
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the Homeboy, which hangs on your
wall, judging you after years of feeling
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judged by you. There's the Rotary
Guy who spins a lot and makes click,
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click noises. There's the pocket helper. It helps from your pocket.
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con done gas coming to live from
the time space spectrum vortex just outside twelve
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rabbit our studios. This is the
done con done cast. Well, Hey,
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I'M D and I'm Steve. This
is the done condom cast where you
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get both of us and we talked
about metaphysics for an hour. How are
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you doing? But but YEP,
that's us. So didn't really pick a
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subject for this week. Usually we
kind of pick like a subject and kind
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of radiate out from that. The
only thing they came to me was like
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string magic. So, and I
don't know that Steve knows as much about
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that as I do, in that
seemed like man so we'll talk a little
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about it, but probably not much. Probably talk right on. Thanks.
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So first let's take a real quick
look at the astrological forecast for this week.
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We well this week. I want
to say happy birthday to all the
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areas out in the audience because we're
going into your sun shot a sign a
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little bit later this week. Also, just to be aware, the moon
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is current, or sorry, Mercury
is currently in Pisces, which means there's
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a lot of big feelings going around
and a lot of healing and a lot
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of kind of like shadow work.
It's a good time for that. And
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otherwise it looks like the moon's going
to be in Gemini for the first couple
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days of the week, you know. So think about duality and themes of
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the sort. And Yeah, I
think that's all I've got for this week.
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I'm not much of an astrologer,
admittedly. Just kind of base it
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on previous times during during life when
these things have happened. So, yeah,
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there's the astrological forecast for the week. Astrological forecast for the week,
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Dude, do so. Yeah,
so let's talk. Gosh, I've inbibed
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so much media this week it is
just kind of crazy. But I've also
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been very, very busy. We've
had another one of Steve's children staying with
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us this week, as well as
the step daughter who lives with us.
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They multiply, they yeah, there
are no two of them. And actually
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this is a fun story of the
the younger that is here is a vegetarian
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and so, as a result,
she eats a lot of like processed foods
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because, you know, the rest
of the family isn't vegetive. Yeah,
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well, I said, you know, this week, this week I'm going
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to make her vegetarian meals for for
dinner, fresh made, fresh made,
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and I'm giving her all the recipes
and everything for him. So if you
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got any good ones, just Sharon
Mimi at some point because, yeah,
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looking for that kind of information.
So we've been on a mostly vegetarian diet
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this week, which is very unusual
for Steve and I. Were not like
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rabid meat eaters or anything like that. And you know, we eat meat
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to respect our place on the food
chain as the highest as the highest animal
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on the food chain. But this
week we have been eating vegetarian and it's
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actually worked out pretty well. We're
losing a little bit of weight and I
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just kind of feeling a little bit
lighter in area. It's weird. It's
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almost like eat healthier, you feel
better. Yeah, yeah, kind of
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kind of crazy things. So we've
been doing all right, but that's been
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a fun and interesting thing that might
be an interest to some people. And
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Yeah, we're not full. He
can. It's just that that would not
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be possible with the way my blood
sugar is, let's just put it that
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way. They I don't eat enough
protein, vegetable based protein be able to
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make that sustainable for me and being
on the autism spectrum and having a number
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of other like just weird issues,
it just would not work. So I
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apologize to any of the vegans in
the audience. I don't mean any offense.
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You guys are awesome. I just
I personally cannot do that. But
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that's been that part of the week
this week, you know. So if
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you ever need a vegetarian mill or
two, I got you covered, apparently.
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Heck, yeah, heck, yeah, but that's I've enjoyed it.
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Yeah, that's really we've had a
number of very interesting dishes and we haven't
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even gotten into the Tofu yet.
Oh Man, yeah, that's still in
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the fridge. So pretty excited to
see where that ends up. I know
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it's ended up in my stomach.
I just don't know where. Yeah,
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or in what? In what past? Yes, but yeah, so we've
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been getting cut up on our kids
drama because, you know kids, they
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work outside of the house and they
like go to school and stuff and they
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have drama and you know, maybe
that's a good a good subject for this
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week, just talking about trivial dramas. Hey, what's the good question for
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you? To. Yeah, what's
the National EX board of teenagers? Drama,
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drama, drama, you got US
exactly. So wanted to talk a
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little bit about white people might choose
to have more drama in their lives or
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might not know how to get rid
of some dramatic elements in their life,
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and we'll go a little bit into
that. Speaking of drama, yeah,
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we have SAM. Sam is drama
and incarnate that. That's that's who SAM
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is, same as are a little
great kittie. He's very sweet, but
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he is also very dramatic. But
I want to talk a little bit about
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that, because a lot of drama
is manufactured, but a lot of it,
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to is people acting basically based on
their instinct they're feeling. There everything,
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and I wanted to talk a little
about, how do I put this?
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Basically the portion of the soul that
has to do the EGO. Okay,
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because you need that. You do
actually need some ego. It is
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a requirement, some amount of narcissist
as healthy, as they say. What's
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a continuum? Right? Right,
there's there's now sometimes it's really good to
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feel really, you know, good
about your power and your feelings and things
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like that, and like what Dame
always used to tell me, especially when
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I was having low confidence time,
is that your confidence is literally everything when
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you're doing magic, and that is
true. The more confident we feel,
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the more powerful our magic is.
And one of the things I even tell
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like some of the mundanes in my
life, the more powerfully you willieve something
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will be true, the more it
will come true, which is a double
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edged sword, right. It's you
know, you could be self fulfilling a
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negative prophecy, but you also you
can use that for the positive and you
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can actually use your words to change
the your life in the way that it
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best serves you. Yep, and
so past like a couple of weeks with
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me. I've been spending a lot
of time when I'm like folding laundry or
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whatnot, I'll I'll listen to an
audiobook. Right now I'm still on Devin
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Hunter's book, the which is book
of power, okay, which I highly
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recommend very good books. So far, I haven't gotten all the way through
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it because there are some exercises I
really want to spend some more time with
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before I move on to the next
which a ree told Matt Lauren, or
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met Aurn, that he's the next
one on the list, especially because he
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gave us that big boost last week. Yeah, upstanding Gen thanks, Matt
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yes, Thanks Matt Um. The
Golden Girls House will call it, because
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they were staying the other day that
they were kind of like the Golden Girls
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House. Now, you know,
I'll tell you what, and this is
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just, you know, me being
completely transparent. Yes, I do follow
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these folks on twitter, but I
have got my head so far up the
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ass of the tabletop role playing community
in twitter right now. Yeah, that
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like it. You know, I
wouldn't know sunshine if I were inside of
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the Star itself, and so sunshine
when they go yeah, or there or
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anything. And I I love I
love my my you know, role playing
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family, you know extended role playing
family, but at the same time it
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is kind of become my entire twitter
existence, his twit existence. When,
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with the exception of you know,
my buddy Jordan. Well, yeah,
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good old Jordan, who you know, it's kind of role playing peripheral.
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Yeah. Well, and the other
thing too, is that Jordan kind of
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has his thumbs and all these pies
to part of me, a little bit
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less so in this particular pie,
but you know, he is, I
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wouldn't say he's a well, he
might be a metaphysician for sure. I
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don't want to speak for his spiritual
belief. I haven't had a conversation about
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it and I think he keeps a
pretty close to the best and I respect
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that. That's his that's decision,
right, and I mean that everybody wears
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it on the outside like we do. Yeah, but for those who might
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be interested in hearing more about our
friend Jordan, who is a horror writer
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and just an all around fantastic guy, he can be found at dread singles
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on twitter. So I let we
gave a couple of bumps to a couple
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of our friends here. I've been
kind of like nosediving into some books while
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I fold laundry or catch up on
chores or catch up on things around here,
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and I've been doing a like a
lot of like internal work, which
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I haven't done. For those who
may not be able to pick up on
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the nuance, I actually have a
really piss poor self confidence, okay,
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which means that as a metaphysician and
as as a which sometimes my shit's not
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powerful. Promise, sometimes I can't
do the things I feel like I need
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to do. which is really funny
because, like, people do look up
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to me, like people kind of
follow my opinions, which I'm perfectly happy
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about, but it's just weird to
me because I'm like, I'm just some
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schmuck for Michigan. I'm a person. I'm sorry, are you lost?
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Or this is a wendy? I
am also a human, I'm also here.
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But yeah, so you know,
and it occurred to me that you
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know, there's there's responsibility in that, that if you have people that are
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following you and that are that are, you know, emulating you, looking
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at you and thinking of you as
anything at all. I mean, first
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of all, the fact that you
get any amount of time in anybody's life
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at all is, you're just kind
of astounding. And then you start kind
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of really breaking it down, thinking
about, you know, the WHO's in,
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the what's in, the people that
you touched during the day and the
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people that touch you during the day. But not like literally right now,
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because still in a pandemic he long, but you know, you got to
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really think sometimes about what you say
and how you say it. You know,
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and I've gotten to the point where
I'm almost flippant, flippantly doing things
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yeah, which I understand. I'm
I'm going to be just completely blunt.
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I am very, very tired.
I completely broke my autism mask yesterday and
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just aids some I'm having a little
bit of stress and strain, one might
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say. So it's really important to
kind of check in with oneself. So
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I've been doing a lot of kind
of shadow work through these exercises and Devin's
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book, which are really profound in
like things come to you a little bit
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later sometimes than that session. It's
like, okay, so I did this,
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and then it's like, okay,
that's a new sensation. What's that?
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And you just kind of travel through
it and go oh, oh,
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and then you know you have an
understanding about a thing. I'd go into
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more detail, but I don't want
to do that. Yeah, read the
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book. Read the book. What
was the other thing? Oh, somebody
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said something really interesting on twitter.
Too few I want to say like three,
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four days ago. They're talking about
folks that have psychic ability just going
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out and like psychic bombing somebody,
hmm, like without their consent. Well,
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so what's that mean? So,
like you know how sometimes I get
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a psychic impression from people. Sure, and like I might just tell them.
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HMM, that goes against consent.
Yeah, and I never thought about
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it that way, and I usually
ask anyway, just as a as a
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thing, or I say well,
I get the feeling that this is the
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case, not telling them that,
you know, I had in psychic impression
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or anything, just just very normal
human speak of Oh, I think that
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this is the thing that we did. Yeah. So, you know,
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I have really mixed feelings about it
now, because there are sometimes when it's
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just like I feel like I need
to say something to help this person out.
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I feel very, very compelled to
do so, you know, and
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I'm not talking about anybody in specific
or particular right now, but you know,
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I feel very, very compelled to
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wind, and you've seen me do this,
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which does not mention any names or
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see you and then I talk about
what I see the proverbial you doing and
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then, you know, I ended
up with I love you, good morning
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or a good afternoon or good evening
to sue and you know, and that's
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just kind of like putting it out
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or tone, and I'm not sure
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out in somebody. But at the
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giving those words of encouragement because they're
needed at the time and, like you
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know, every single time I do
one of those, one person at least
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as like Oh, thank you,
I needed this too. I need to
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hear that. I needed hear that, you know, like, for example,
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I'm going to throw a while out
right now. If you're Oh,
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you know what, actually, I
got a bump for this. Hang Up.
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And now it's time for Mamade's wisdom
on the done con done cast.
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Okay, so get yourself comfortable.
This is probably going to be a minute.
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If you feel like you are trapped, and right now you might be
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feeling as though you are trapped,
I want you to take this one to
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the bank. Okay, you are
not powerless in your situation. You are
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never powerless and your situation, there
is always an ability to change what is
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going on around you. It may
not be the change you need or the
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change you desire, but there's always
a way to change the situation. You
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can always make the situation a better
situation for your self for the people around
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you. What you need to do
right now is a look deep inside of
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you and decide what change needs to
happen and then start walking confidently toward it.
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And that is my advice, my
very very random, very very generic
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advice. Sounds Great. Yeah,
so, again, you aren't powerless.
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You can you can do the thing, whatever the thing may happen to be,
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and I needed to hear those words
right now. So, yeah,
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absolutely. I think everybody can benefit
from knowing that the world is not against
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them. Yes, and even if
it is, it's not a onesided relationship.
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Yeah, you have the ability to
affect change. Yeah, so effect
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change. That's what we do.
Yeah, now, sometimes it's easier said
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than done, of course. Oh, yeah, no, nothing like simple.
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Yeah, oftentimes, if you've been
in a Rut for a long time,
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keep in mind you didn't get in
that hole overnight. It's going to
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take time to work your way out
and you need to take careful and guided
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steps to get your way to where
it is you want to go. Pardon
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any cheese, bubbly water, and
I think it's it's interesting, as you
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know, as which is as will
workers, as practitioners of Metaphysics, whatever
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label you want to use. We, you know, we have this idea
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that you know, and it's part
of our you know, dogma, I
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guess, for lack of a better
term. It's part of our overall ethos
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that we have that ability. But
sometimes I find, you know, if
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you if you keep your eyes open
and you really observe the environment around you,
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you can pick things up, yeah, from the you know, socalled,
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mundane folk around you. Right.
So, like you know, I,
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with a couple exceptions, I'm pretty
much the only which he type at
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my work. Yeah, yeah,
and I think that's fairly common for most
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people that would be listening to this. Is that you're probably one of like
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maybe one, maybe two, which
is at your work. You know now
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I am not in the broom closet, not at all. I'm it's pretty
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pretty well known, even to external
vendors that I work with, that I
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am, you know, a pagan. And the interesting thing I get from
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the Christian folk that I work with. You know. You know, what
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I hear a lot, dee,
is that I don't want to speak that
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into existence. Yes, I hear
that a lot and I always give a
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slice smile. I say, sounds
like that, sounds really close to witchcraft.
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No, no, no, I
don't do any of that witchcraft.
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Okay, but you know, and
then I think to myself because I don't
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want to. You know, I'm
not. I'm not here to like shake
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people up in Charlotte beliefs. But
yeah, you know, it's like,
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you know, we aren't that different. You know, you you have a
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very self, you know, a
individual locusts of control. Yeah, with
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your faith, and so do I. So it's not that not that different.
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I know a lot of and,
don't get me wrong, a number
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of absolutely horrific things have occurred at
the hands of, you know, practitioners
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of the Christian faith or in the
name of that particular set of religious beliefs.
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But and continue to go on today. But really, when it all
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comes down, it's not that's not
the religion. Those are people who are
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using a a state sanctioned forgery of
that religion for their for their own,
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you know, aims. But that's
a diff whole different conversation. Yeah,
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that one we're going to have today, know for sure. But what what
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I'm really getting at is we're as
humans were more similar than we are different.
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Yes, yes, so that actually
just kind of like brought me into
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string magic, because I mentioned that
we were going to yes, a little
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about string. Man. WHAT'S STRING? Well, here's the thing. I'm
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an intuitive. I get all of
my magic intuitively. That means I just
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wake up one day and sometimes I
have new information. Yep, and what
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what? Load? Yeah, fund
of Yeah, little bit, say,
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you download it. Yeah, but
that was just because I was being pithy
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and your tech which and thought it
was cute. Yeah, I, yes,
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I, I do think of things
very much in computer terms, but
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I think download is actually a commonly
used term by a more the new age
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Christian folk. But you see it
in witchcraft to because we all kind of
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meldmate together. It's not like it
was in the s where you had your
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new agers and then you had your
witches. So like there was, you
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know, witchcraft light and then there
is witchcraft heavy, which, you know,
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it's like it's like Harping Guinness in
that room. Hey, so I
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like that, before you get too
far back with what you're going to say
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about, you know, string magic. M I I ran into something that
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just absolutely lately just blew my fucking
mind. Yeah, the other day,
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of course, on twitter. Yeah, I saw someone's profile and if you
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know, if for whatever reason you
know, I don't remember who you were,
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but if you're listening to this or
if this applies to you and you
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find this offensive, I apologize.
My intention is not to offend. It's
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just that I found it curious,
not curious enough to where I would start
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a conversation with the person because it's
probably highly offensive. But on their their
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twitter bio, they listed the identification
of Christian Pagan. I was very confused
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by that because they seem very contradictory. Now I've seen Christian which and I
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know what that's all about. There
are such things as Christian Pagans, though.
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Wow, I don't okay, so
maybe that's a conversation for another time,
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but I don't I don't know how
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to me. Well, okay,
with paganism, there is okay, actually,
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let's start with Christian half of that
and Christian belief. You're supposed to
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believe in one God, this that
the other. But the one loophole that
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Christianity has is if you take Jesus
into your heart, you'll be fine.
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heart and ask for forgiveness, you'll be
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fine. Sure, that's part of
the dogma. Yeah, right. Paganism
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has no such rule. Right,
it's just your pain, right. Sure.
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Also, what the person could be
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Christian, yes, but they also
believe in older gods. HMM, so
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that's part of a Pantheon, right, but it's it is a term and
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it can, in theory, be
used correctly. And you know it's not.
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It's not probably how I would refer
to it, but I could see
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how someone would refer to that.
So, you know, good on you.
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Keep living your truth. It's all
good. Yeah, it was just
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a coming from a place of not
knowing and you know, when I see
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things that I don't understand, I
my first you know, my new knee
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jerk reaction is not too ridicule.
It's to try and dismantle so that I
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can make sense of it. It's
like taking the part, taking a part
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of remote control when you're a kid, you know, it's like, yeah,
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it's like I want to figure out
how this works. Yeah, and
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almost put it back together, almost
almost. Yeah, little little bit of
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flobots reference there. And on that
note, I think we're going to pause
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or station identification and time for advertisements. Pay Them Bills, folks. Yep,
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I hope you enjoyed that message from
whoever put that message there. That
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was great. Thank you, whoever
put that message. I'm into it.
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It is a service or product that
I support, theoretically or not. You
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know that's that's probably dangerous to just
randomly. You know, it could be
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anything, right. So yeah,
so thank you. Like build those.
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Thank you. Well, I mean
anything to Dildo if you're brave enough.
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So thank you, folks at Sound
FM for implanting whatever service or product that
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happened to be there. Yes.
So let's get back to string magic.
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And, as I said, I'm
an intuitive. So, like, I
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picked up all of this. I
don't know if my ways the right way
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of doing things, but I do
know it is effective for me. Okay,
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so I want to talk a little
bit about it. I don't talk
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about it very much because, again, I fully pulled this intuitively, and
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I I'm one of those which is
that like if I can't go back and
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say, okay, this vaguely looks
like something that somebody else did I'm hesitant
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to add advertise it and say,
yeah, this is totally a thing that
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you can do right now. But
how I do it is I just kind
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of come down to my center and
I breathe for a minute and then it
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depends on what it is I want
to do from there. Basically, how
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I do it is everything. Every
person, every being, has an energy
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pattern and that pattern maybe a little
bit higher, a little bit lower,
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wherever it is right. Well,
if I hang out with a person enough,
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or if I'm around a person enough
or a person that's around me is
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around that person enough, I can
kind of just through my own breathing,
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through my own processing, figure out
which string belongs to whom. Okay,
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right, and I do this by
just imagining a ribbon or ribbon coming out
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of me and then breathing deeply and
waiting as though I was watching the the
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night sky, and stars start to
appear. That's kind of how it appears
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to me, and you just can
see these ribbons going heather down to and
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fro right. I use this in
a couple of different circumstances. When circumstance
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I would use this as if somebody
asks for booster healing or whatever, I'll
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send something along my line just that
way. And you know, you can
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get impressions of people through the Internet
as well, through the words they use,
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through their timber, their cadence,
everything like that. So you can
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kind of just find their particular kind
of groove and you'll know when you hit
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it because you'll feel it come back
at you, you know, with a
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feedback, not really so much even
a feedback, just a matching. Okay,
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so you know, if if you
have two forces that are matched perfectly
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with one another, not thing moves
right. Whereas, if your vibration is
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higher than on I can feel you
push it on me, whereas my if
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my vibration is higher than yours,
I can feel me pushing on you.
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So I match that resonance. You
can match it, and you know you
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do this just by kind of like
thinking about well, this is how I
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do it. I think about the
atoms in my body in the way that
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they are vibrating. I know this
sounds like really but it's a visualization.
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So just like bear with me.
So I think about the atoms of my
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body and how they are vibrating and
you know, if I feel like a
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higher vibration, I might like just
kind of like try to bring that frequency
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up. One way of bringing frequency
up, of course, is getting yourself
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a little bit warmer, you know, maybe moving your arms a little bit.
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That usually helps with me, anyway. Another thing that helps is that
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old the accordion trick. I don't
know if you guys know what I'm talking
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about when I say that, but
okay, when we were all well,
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I think I think this is pretty
common technique when we're learning how to manipulate
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an energy. You kind of bring
your hands together and then you bring them
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apart, yes, and then you
bring them together again and you can feel
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the energy between them and again it's
just like there's no resistance here. This
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is this is it. Yeah,
that's the step right before the the ball
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exercise. Yeah, exactly, where
you throw the balls. I do that
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one and then you do the the
beach ball. Yeah, exactly. So,
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yeah, I think we've all kind
of had that experience. So,
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with that, though, that's how
you learn how to match energy. I
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have the kids play a game.
Well, I used to have the kids
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play game every now and again.
We don't do it narrowly as much anymore,
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but where they'd pass energies back and
forth, and your son, who
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is the least interested in any of
this of any of them, guessed right
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every single goddamn time, because natural. Yeah, not only that, it
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is infuriating to play among us with
this kid, because he always knows.
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It's just like he and he doesn't
give a fuck. He's just like,
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okay, yeah, I know this
shit, that's cool. Moving on.
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Yep, like, dude, there
are some whitches. I would absolutely kill
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for that ability. So, anyway, the the idea is that by doing
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this you can match the energies intense
that you run across. Right, we
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can do this with spell work too. Everything has an energy pattern, which
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means it leaves o you all blur
in spacetime, or whatever you want to
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call it. You know. And
again I'm using literally my visual references to
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explain this. So this is probably
not accurate, but this is how I
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visualize it. That's like, Gert. It's accurate for me. So run
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me. So, you know,
you match the vibrational energy of that human
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and you find or that thing or
that person and you grab on. Do
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it. There have been times when
Steve is supposed to wait for work and
384
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he was staying elsewhere, like you
know if he's at his mom's or he
385
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had to travel job for a while? Yeah, are you must? Don't
386
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tell wherever. Yeah, one thing
that I would do to wake him is
387
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I would find a string and I
would just shake the living dickens out of
388
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it, just just shake as hard
as I could, and it always worked
389
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to always woke right. Absolutely.
So, you know, and I I've
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sent healing to people before to like
I've got a buddy that I'm not going
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to mention on stream that like every
time he stubs his toe, it's like
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the worst thing in the world.
So I just like try to like if
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they mentioned, for example, that, you know, their foots hurting or
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something, I'll just be like,
okay, I'm just gonna send some energy
395
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to their foot. And there are
particular individuals that you may have more resonance
396
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with. Like there is the same
individual I talked about with the the toast
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stubbing problem, which is, yeah, we're going to call the toast stubbing
398
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problem now. That's I'm taking a
lot of fucking liberties here, so it's
399
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cool. You know, I have
more resonance with this particular human being than
400
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most particular human beings, not Steve, but like a lot of other different
401
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human beings. So, like,
it's funny. We worked in downtown together
402
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at one point and I would always
know when he was having a hard day
403
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because if I walked anywhere near that
building, my hands would just start to
404
00:30:52.740 --> 00:30:59.059
radiate and like it was heat.
You know, in the middle of wintertime.
405
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It's like, I don't need gloves
right now because apparently my buddy in
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00:31:00.579 --> 00:31:03.930
the other buildings hoarding. And then, you know, that would be my
407
00:31:04.009 --> 00:31:07.650
prompt to text him and reach out
and be like hey, Yo, are
408
00:31:07.769 --> 00:31:10.690
you okay? And he'd be like
I had to get my blood drawn,
409
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like Jesus Christ. So you know, there are people that you're going to
410
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:23.599
have more resonants with than others,
and that's that's a thing. That's the
411
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thing for all of us. So
you know, I wouldn't encourage you to
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use this particular technique without permission and
consent, and the reason for that is
413
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is that one consent is important.
You're touching part of that energy. Bodies
414
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being okay right, there are only
a few times when, like, I
415
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wouldn't ask and that would be if
somebody some life support, and I've been
416
00:31:49.059 --> 00:31:52.059
asked by a family member of theirs
to do it, which is still consent.
417
00:31:52.180 --> 00:31:55.819
It's just consent of the family member, not of the body itself.
418
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And there have been times when I've
been asked to go take care of a
419
00:32:00.220 --> 00:32:04.009
loved one or a relative and like, I push energy at them and they
420
00:32:04.049 --> 00:32:07.529
make it very, very clear my
energy is not appreciated, wanted, requested,
421
00:32:08.890 --> 00:32:13.210
and I stopped right away. It's
like, I don't care that your
422
00:32:13.369 --> 00:32:15.880
son told me to send you energy. You are telling me you really don't
423
00:32:15.880 --> 00:32:21.039
want it. My hippie ass over
here, I'll be leaving you alone.
424
00:32:21.039 --> 00:32:24.319
Now. If you need something,
reach out, but like, don't you
425
00:32:24.480 --> 00:32:31.230
know, just don't if I have
a question from the perspective of someone who
426
00:32:31.269 --> 00:32:40.670
is unfamiliar or unpracticed with this particular
technique or set off techniques. Now,
427
00:32:42.430 --> 00:32:49.099
since you're talking about working with energy, M and you're talking about energetic patterns
428
00:32:49.140 --> 00:32:53.500
and it sounds you know, I've
done as you know, and folks listening
429
00:32:53.539 --> 00:33:00.170
at home may not or wherever you
may happen to be listening from. Thank
430
00:33:00.250 --> 00:33:04.690
you, but you know, I've
done quite a bit of energy work in
431
00:33:04.769 --> 00:33:08.369
my time. Yes, but the
thing that Steve is at least on par
432
00:33:08.569 --> 00:33:12.569
with me and I've been learning since
I was five. So you know,
433
00:33:12.690 --> 00:33:16.880
some folks are what I mean.
I feel that everyone has the capabilities of
434
00:33:17.319 --> 00:33:22.640
doing energy work, but I feel
like some people are more have more of
435
00:33:22.640 --> 00:33:27.150
an aptitude or more energy natural,
I guess yes, but you know,
436
00:33:27.309 --> 00:33:31.349
and that's that's as close as I
will come to branking. But when I
437
00:33:31.549 --> 00:33:37.829
hear about doing energy work, I
feel like there are some prerequisite steps that
438
00:33:37.950 --> 00:33:42.900
are required prior to initiating in the
day. Yeah, so my question for
439
00:33:42.980 --> 00:33:47.500
you, because you know we're making
the comparisons to between string magic and energy
440
00:33:47.579 --> 00:33:54.299
work, is there any amount of
physical preparation or shielding or anything like that
441
00:33:54.339 --> 00:34:00.529
that has to be done prior to
doing the string magic? I think in
442
00:34:00.769 --> 00:34:05.450
most cases it is best to shield. I personally do not, okay,
443
00:34:05.809 --> 00:34:08.570
because if I care enough about a
person that I am sending string magic,
444
00:34:08.650 --> 00:34:13.719
I don't care if they tried to
send something back at me. Plus,
445
00:34:13.880 --> 00:34:16.320
energy is energy. If they send
me something, I'm going to use it.
446
00:34:16.800 --> 00:34:20.079
You know, I just have to
find out a way to refine that
447
00:34:20.239 --> 00:34:23.789
energy to something that I can use. You know, and I used to
448
00:34:23.789 --> 00:34:27.349
get kind of hung up on Hex's
and things like that. I'm like,
449
00:34:27.789 --> 00:34:31.909
what if I've been hex this that
the other. It's really just that simple.
450
00:34:31.949 --> 00:34:36.389
It's all energy. If you can
find the root of the energy,
451
00:34:36.909 --> 00:34:39.340
you can find out what you need
to do to make that energy usable for
452
00:34:39.460 --> 00:34:46.300
you and how to operate within those
spaces. And you know, I think
453
00:34:46.340 --> 00:34:52.460
of it as magical selfdefense in that
regard. Okay, so I do not
454
00:34:52.699 --> 00:34:57.130
shield. However, if you're going
to be doing this at all and you
455
00:34:57.289 --> 00:35:01.289
are new and you are not comfortable, you should definitely be shielding because you're
456
00:35:01.409 --> 00:35:06.849
reaching out somebody else's form. Also, again, and I've already said this
457
00:35:06.969 --> 00:35:09.960
but I'm going to say it again, consent. Make sure that the person
458
00:35:10.079 --> 00:35:15.360
that you're doing this for wants you
to help or want you to do the
459
00:35:15.519 --> 00:35:20.000
thing. Steve and I have a
understanding of like you know, like when
460
00:35:20.079 --> 00:35:22.630
he was away, if he wasn't
waking up, I was allowed to shake
461
00:35:22.670 --> 00:35:25.510
the hell out of the string or
if I needed something from him, like
462
00:35:25.670 --> 00:35:30.030
I need a urgent answer from a
text, like back when his ex wife
463
00:35:30.030 --> 00:35:34.789
used to get ahold of us are
regarding thanks, I would shake the fuck
464
00:35:34.909 --> 00:35:37.019
out of the string and get him
to wake up and be like Yo,
465
00:35:37.659 --> 00:35:40.019
I'm need you take a look at
this because it's actually important. Well,
466
00:35:40.059 --> 00:35:45.539
we have a you know, a
standing, open understanding of, you know,
467
00:35:45.699 --> 00:35:52.570
consent between each other's energetic patterns,
right, and you know, just
468
00:35:52.690 --> 00:35:55.489
to make sure you have that consent
before you try reaching out and doing this
469
00:35:55.610 --> 00:36:00.530
sort of stuff, because you could
end a part in yourself or you could
470
00:36:00.530 --> 00:36:04.170
end a part in the person on
the other end, you know. And
471
00:36:04.250 --> 00:36:09.800
then another thing that I've used before
if somebody's feeling very ungrounded, and this
472
00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:13.880
is going to sound real, real
funny, but the visualization I use if
473
00:36:13.920 --> 00:36:19.590
somebody's feeling like they're like just floating
away because they're so ungrounded, literally take
474
00:36:19.670 --> 00:36:23.469
their string and tie it to a
Goddamn tree. I know that sounds like
475
00:36:23.590 --> 00:36:28.469
the silliest shit, but they can
work themselves free when they're ready, and
476
00:36:28.590 --> 00:36:31.309
they will, and if they don't, you can work themselves free pretty easily.
477
00:36:31.630 --> 00:36:35.579
I don't even not the thing entirely. I just kind of just folded
478
00:36:35.699 --> 00:36:38.099
over itself and, yeah, loop
it and just like you would like old
479
00:36:38.179 --> 00:36:43.179
timey horse time, you know old
timey horse time. So you know,
480
00:36:43.380 --> 00:36:45.019
just kind of loop it and you
don't like, you don't tie it real,
481
00:36:45.099 --> 00:36:49.809
real tight, you just just loop
that Shit, right so, you
482
00:36:49.889 --> 00:36:52.050
know, people can get free of
it. And again, you only want
483
00:36:52.050 --> 00:36:57.769
to do this in cases when you've
been asked to help, because you're essentially
484
00:36:57.769 --> 00:37:00.880
kind of like constraining a person against
our well, so the DS emerals coming
485
00:37:00.920 --> 00:37:05.039
into play a little bit here.
You know. Yeah, after care is
486
00:37:05.119 --> 00:37:12.920
necessary. So those are the kind
of like techniques that I use it for.
487
00:37:13.800 --> 00:37:16.550
But I'm really excited to explore this
space a little bit more, and
488
00:37:16.670 --> 00:37:20.510
I have been for years. But
it's one of those things that I as
489
00:37:20.550 --> 00:37:23.710
an intuitive, because I just pick
this up out of the universe somehow.
490
00:37:24.429 --> 00:37:27.989
You know, I didn't want to
her anybody and I wanted to make sure
491
00:37:28.030 --> 00:37:34.340
that everything I was doing was ethical
and above board. So that's why I
492
00:37:34.539 --> 00:37:37.940
really don't talk about it too often
and have never taught a class on this
493
00:37:37.059 --> 00:37:42.579
at all, which Steve and I
t used to teach monthly. So in
494
00:37:42.940 --> 00:37:45.610
we taught monthly for what? For
years? When as I started? Yeah,
495
00:37:46.210 --> 00:37:49.329
well, we did all the two
thousand and twenty four, the most
496
00:37:49.369 --> 00:37:52.730
part we did. Yeah, I
want to say it was like three four
497
00:37:52.769 --> 00:37:57.969
years, but you know, it's
not a subject that we broached there because
498
00:37:58.599 --> 00:38:01.119
it wasn't something that I felt comfortable
coming out and being like I'm an ex
499
00:38:01.239 --> 00:38:07.559
Bach. You know, I'm not
an expert in my field. I literally
500
00:38:07.760 --> 00:38:09.079
just kind of way woke up one
morning and said, Hey, can I
501
00:38:09.159 --> 00:38:13.630
do this? Yeah, I can. Like, I'm not going to teach
502
00:38:13.630 --> 00:38:16.309
a class on demonology, even though
I work with demons, that does not
503
00:38:16.429 --> 00:38:21.030
mean that I'm going to teach anyone
else how to do it. You know,
504
00:38:21.110 --> 00:38:23.389
it's just not right. It's just
not a not a thing that you're
505
00:38:23.389 --> 00:38:30.340
going to do. And you know, it's good. It's always good to
506
00:38:30.539 --> 00:38:34.500
play around with things and to determine
if there are right choice or a wrong
507
00:38:34.539 --> 00:38:38.099
choice for you. You know,
I think I think that's important in the
508
00:38:38.219 --> 00:38:44.809
development of your whichi skills, skills, skills to pay to be skills.
509
00:38:45.369 --> 00:38:49.130
And you know, I we don't
talk a whole lot about metaphysics anymore.
510
00:38:49.289 --> 00:38:53.690
I've noticed that. Ye like you
know, Steve and I are metaphysicians before,
511
00:38:53.730 --> 00:38:58.039
which is, I think, like
we were the kind of couple that
512
00:38:58.159 --> 00:39:01.440
if he gets a headache, I'm
over there trying to match the pattern figure
513
00:39:01.480 --> 00:39:07.159
out what's going on. Same with
me, and he's better at it because
514
00:39:07.199 --> 00:39:14.030
he's actually had a little bit of
Raiki training, like through books but a
515
00:39:14.190 --> 00:39:15.869
lot of my journey and a lot
of the process that I'm going through right
516
00:39:15.909 --> 00:39:22.989
now is honing skills, trying to
narrow down the thing that I need to
517
00:39:23.150 --> 00:39:29.940
know about, narrow down the things
that need to be addressed. And you
518
00:39:30.059 --> 00:39:34.539
know, I was the first one
in my family that really kind of awoke
519
00:39:34.739 --> 00:39:39.210
to to find themselves, which,
and I you know, I take that
520
00:39:39.289 --> 00:39:45.170
very seriously. It's a very it's
kind of an ego thing, honestly,
521
00:39:45.449 --> 00:39:47.570
like for real, it's kind of
an ego thing that, oh, hey,
522
00:39:47.610 --> 00:39:52.010
I know this stuff and I can
I can do all these things,
523
00:39:52.369 --> 00:39:55.760
you know, and I can do
all these things, and only I really
524
00:39:55.840 --> 00:40:00.599
know about you, me and the
other person involved, you know. But
525
00:40:00.840 --> 00:40:07.670
to you know, to quote Stanley, great power comes great responsibility, right,
526
00:40:07.909 --> 00:40:10.469
and then you understand that? Yeah, and, like a lot of
527
00:40:10.550 --> 00:40:15.269
people, don't necessarily understand that.
So I just urge you to make sure
528
00:40:15.590 --> 00:40:20.789
that in everything that you are doing, you're completely ethical or is above board
529
00:40:20.789 --> 00:40:28.219
as possible, unless you're hexing,
because again, and I've said this in
530
00:40:28.340 --> 00:40:31.420
classes before, and I'm just going
to repeat myself here, if you are
531
00:40:31.500 --> 00:40:37.650
hexing somebody, they have agreed to
that Hex by their behaviors. If that
532
00:40:37.809 --> 00:40:44.849
behavior stops, the HEX will stop. Yep, to direct consequence of action,
533
00:40:45.170 --> 00:40:49.489
right. So, yeah, it's
like like a punishment for a child.
534
00:40:49.889 --> 00:40:52.159
I wouldn't punish my child by hexing
them, but like, maybe some
535
00:40:52.280 --> 00:40:57.480
people would. But the theory still
holds, right. The model is,
536
00:40:57.800 --> 00:41:00.719
you know, it's you are doing
something that is not productive and not good
537
00:41:00.880 --> 00:41:06.110
for a lot of people. Trust
me, I only get my hexer's involved
538
00:41:06.150 --> 00:41:10.349
if it's of the utmost need and
concern. There are certain people within the
539
00:41:10.389 --> 00:41:15.550
community that think I have hex them
that I haven't. I haven't touched there's
540
00:41:15.550 --> 00:41:21.420
no reason for it. There are
others that think I could. Well,
541
00:41:21.980 --> 00:41:24.300
I hate to tell you, yes, I probably could. That is true,
542
00:41:24.900 --> 00:41:30.219
but I'm using I'm not just using
my powers for good, I'm using
543
00:41:30.260 --> 00:41:34.329
them for awesome as at work.
I'm not going to sit there and hurt
544
00:41:34.369 --> 00:41:37.610
people that don't deserve to be hurt. I'm not going, you know,
545
00:41:37.809 --> 00:41:40.690
in like really I don't even like, hurt people. I just kind of
546
00:41:40.889 --> 00:41:47.880
say, this behavior will not be
tolerated by me. Please find another behavior
547
00:41:47.920 --> 00:41:53.079
or try again, you know,
and I will not comment on the subject.
548
00:41:53.400 --> 00:42:02.750
Yes, precisely, but it's and
I would not use string magic for
549
00:42:02.869 --> 00:42:07.670
that, even though I could very
easily think of about fifty ways that I
550
00:42:07.750 --> 00:42:13.150
can make that real fucking effective.
I'm not. That is not a way
551
00:42:13.309 --> 00:42:17.139
that I cast on people unless absolutely
necessary, and I wouldn't heck somebody through
552
00:42:17.179 --> 00:42:22.260
string. It's just, I don't
feels dirty to me, so I wouldn't
553
00:42:22.300 --> 00:42:24.099
do it. Well, is it
a is it a two way communication?
554
00:42:24.820 --> 00:42:28.699
It can be. Yes, okay, it can be. If the person
555
00:42:28.820 --> 00:42:30.210
on the other end of the line, is line, is adept enough to
556
00:42:30.329 --> 00:42:34.570
know that you're sending signal, they
can interact with that signal. So you
557
00:42:34.690 --> 00:42:37.010
have interacted with signal with me before. Okay, but they would have to
558
00:42:37.849 --> 00:42:43.289
be aware, yes, in order
to do that. Yes, OK,
559
00:42:44.050 --> 00:42:47.159
which is why, if I do
shake your string and Yane around, I
560
00:42:47.280 --> 00:42:52.840
follow up with a text saying hey, and that way you wake up and
561
00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:54.800
you go and then you look at
your phone and you go oh, Oh,
562
00:42:55.440 --> 00:42:59.989
oh, that's why I'm away.
Yeah, that's the took it.
563
00:43:00.190 --> 00:43:04.190
Yeah, and even when he was
like on the west side of the state,
564
00:43:04.309 --> 00:43:07.510
like Max time ten minutes, like
well, you know, it's like
565
00:43:08.070 --> 00:43:10.829
yeah, it's like it's like it's
like mariom moving down the line. You
566
00:43:10.909 --> 00:43:14.300
know, right. So to get
there got to take some time, right,
567
00:43:14.420 --> 00:43:19.099
right. So, Um, that's
that's kind of like what I want
568
00:43:19.099 --> 00:43:21.539
to talk about. As far as
string magic, how I do it,
569
00:43:22.179 --> 00:43:23.820
there are a lot of different ways
and I'm sure there are a hundred better
570
00:43:23.860 --> 00:43:29.250
books than what I explained it,
but that's that's what I was able to
571
00:43:29.329 --> 00:43:34.530
kind of intuitive eyes to me over
by the sink. I have more questions.
572
00:43:34.570 --> 00:43:39.210
Yeah, they so, and that's
a reference for about five people.
573
00:43:40.559 --> 00:43:47.679
So shielding? Yeah, because you've
just like spurred a whole bunch of questions
574
00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:54.360
that I have here. Okay,
so you you recommended shielding. Is probably
575
00:43:54.400 --> 00:43:59.030
a good idea. Yeah, but
the just and again this is just my
576
00:43:59.070 --> 00:44:06.110
own conceptualization of what is happening here
and which really folks, when you're doing
577
00:44:06.190 --> 00:44:13.659
any kind of energetic or magical working, it really is your understanding of it
578
00:44:14.420 --> 00:44:19.300
that will determine how it affects the
rest of the world. Or you know,
579
00:44:19.460 --> 00:44:27.250
the energies or yes, because if
well, I don't. I'm kind
580
00:44:27.250 --> 00:44:32.769
of kind of torn on that one
because like your your will, your intent
581
00:44:34.090 --> 00:44:37.800
and your actions will have an effect
of some kind. They just may not
582
00:44:37.920 --> 00:44:40.599
be exactly what you want, is
right. I'm referring to catch it.
583
00:44:42.119 --> 00:44:47.519
I mean it's like a lot of
people think of magical work as cooking or
584
00:44:47.639 --> 00:44:52.199
like making a recipe or real making
a dish from a recipe. Right,
585
00:44:52.949 --> 00:44:59.110
and that analogy does hold. But
it will always make a recipe. Yes,
586
00:44:59.909 --> 00:45:02.070
it may not be something that you
want to eat. Little bit of
587
00:45:02.150 --> 00:45:06.789
the Zelda breath of the wild for
you right there and it maybe you make
588
00:45:06.829 --> 00:45:09.900
some three Ingobians that are dubious.
It makes this thing, it picks a
589
00:45:09.900 --> 00:45:14.500
lates it and calls it dubious food. You can't even it's we can't even
590
00:45:14.500 --> 00:45:17.980
show you that food and in good
conscience. Yeah, it's just really grasslike
591
00:45:19.019 --> 00:45:22.650
Ed. So okay, I eat
it. So shielding. Yeah, so
592
00:45:22.010 --> 00:45:35.800
my question here is is it is
shielding counterproductive, like can it affect the
593
00:45:35.880 --> 00:45:38.760
flow of energy? Well, if
you're doing the shield right, it should.
594
00:45:38.760 --> 00:45:43.960
Okay, but the other thing that
you have to keep in mind is
595
00:45:44.119 --> 00:45:46.920
that these are tethers you hold,
regardless if you use them or not.
596
00:45:47.320 --> 00:45:51.949
They are tethers you hold. This
is your community, this is your outer
597
00:45:52.230 --> 00:45:55.349
community, this is at it,
anyone you've met and had any sort of
598
00:45:55.429 --> 00:46:00.710
connection with that all. Now,
I found that I make connections very,
599
00:46:00.949 --> 00:46:06.500
very easily. I'm not trying to
brag. It's not a braggadocious thing.
600
00:46:06.940 --> 00:46:12.019
Trust me, you don't want to
sometimes because it's gonna be liability. Not
601
00:46:12.340 --> 00:46:15.940
just that, not just that,
because every time that you pick up a
602
00:46:15.980 --> 00:46:21.449
new string, that means that you
have access to that energy, that that
603
00:46:21.690 --> 00:46:29.409
that vibrational pattern right. Sometimes that
vibrational pattern is diametrically opposed to your center
604
00:46:29.650 --> 00:46:37.760
and your vibrational pattern. HMM,
like you think about like in sound right,
605
00:46:37.679 --> 00:46:44.320
you can play a sound that will
shake a glass right, and if
606
00:46:44.360 --> 00:46:49.750
you play a sound that's exactly the
right frequency against that sound, you can
607
00:46:49.869 --> 00:46:54.269
shatter that glass. So that's what
I'm talking about, is just hitting the
608
00:46:54.389 --> 00:46:59.309
wrong thing and then just suddenly shattering
right. Or, equally, you can
609
00:46:59.429 --> 00:47:05.019
play to sound waves that will cause
silence, right, because they'll cancel each
610
00:47:05.059 --> 00:47:08.579
other. Yeah, and ideally that's
what you want. You want you want
611
00:47:08.699 --> 00:47:15.889
something that is so resonant that it
just is silence. Right. When you're
612
00:47:15.889 --> 00:47:17.409
doing this kind of work, you
want to try to get as close as
613
00:47:17.489 --> 00:47:25.130
you can. Right, interesting,
but the that's that's why I say that
614
00:47:25.250 --> 00:47:29.130
it's kind of not great to be
able to make connections like I do,
615
00:47:30.039 --> 00:47:32.320
because sometimes I'll be picking up on
somebody and I won't even know I'm picking
616
00:47:32.360 --> 00:47:37.960
up on them, you know,
and I realize that's because I'm rather untrained,
617
00:47:37.039 --> 00:47:40.320
being as I'm an intuitive, and
I'm waiting for that information to filter
618
00:47:40.519 --> 00:47:45.309
in. M It hasn't yet.
But you know, another thing too,
619
00:47:45.630 --> 00:47:49.949
is that it's okay to pull a
string and ground it and call it good,
620
00:47:50.070 --> 00:47:53.230
and it's literally you just pull the
string out of yourself, you put
621
00:47:53.230 --> 00:47:58.150
it in the ground and then you
cover the wound with your own energy,
622
00:47:58.429 --> 00:48:01.699
with your own energy field or energetic
field, and that will kind of rebuild
623
00:48:01.699 --> 00:48:09.900
it. You know, I had
the opportunity to attend an excellent workshop at
624
00:48:10.139 --> 00:48:16.090
convocation in whatever year it was,
two thousand and seventeen, maybe, okay,
625
00:48:17.170 --> 00:48:22.130
taught by ANACA who. Okay,
yeah, that was excellent. That
626
00:48:22.329 --> 00:48:29.480
whole thing about what you just said
about removal of the she was referring to
627
00:48:29.519 --> 00:48:32.280
them as chords, but yeah,
same idea, same idea. I think
628
00:48:32.400 --> 00:48:37.639
cords are all. It's if he
because, like I, don't think of
629
00:48:37.719 --> 00:48:42.590
them the same way she does,
but it is the same theory and the
630
00:48:42.670 --> 00:48:45.190
theory holds water. This does work
and yes, I learned in that same
631
00:48:45.230 --> 00:48:52.789
semhere about this particular thing, because
that's when I started to notice I'm attached
632
00:48:52.869 --> 00:48:58.820
to everyone in this fucking building,
you know, and I still I know
633
00:49:00.300 --> 00:49:04.500
I am attached every well, that's
the funny thing and that's what reminded me
634
00:49:04.619 --> 00:49:09.289
of this. In devin's book he
has an exercise talking about grandmother Spider,
635
00:49:09.329 --> 00:49:17.570
Hmm, and basically how grandmother Spider
Weaves this web and in that Web,
636
00:49:19.090 --> 00:49:22.969
you know, like you can find
the people with the strings. Yeah,
637
00:49:22.730 --> 00:49:27.840
and he talked a lot about color
correspondence to like what color is the thread?
638
00:49:28.079 --> 00:49:30.440
I don't really usually even look at
that. I'm just like, Oh
639
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:34.920
hey, I have this ribbond.
Well, last thing that Anna had said
640
00:49:35.000 --> 00:49:38.429
to is that the color correspondence,
and it's not that, like, not
641
00:49:38.590 --> 00:49:42.469
like with candle magic, where like
certain colors made certain things, is that
642
00:49:42.909 --> 00:49:49.389
certain colors mean a thing to you. Right, it's it's your association to
643
00:49:49.630 --> 00:49:52.789
that particular human how they think of
you, how you think of them,
644
00:49:52.900 --> 00:49:58.059
and kind of an average. How
Right? And like that's not something I
645
00:49:58.219 --> 00:50:01.500
really think about because, like here's
the other way that I that I use
646
00:50:01.579 --> 00:50:05.659
the string magic. It's like somebody
will tell me to get ahold of somebody.
647
00:50:05.659 --> 00:50:08.210
I don't know that they do.
How do I find that person?
648
00:50:08.250 --> 00:50:14.530
HMM. Well, this is going
to sound incredibly stupid, but again it's
649
00:50:14.530 --> 00:50:20.889
a visualization that works for me.
If you're listening into this podcast and you
650
00:50:21.010 --> 00:50:27.320
are familiar with the anime bleach,
there's one point in time when Rukia,
651
00:50:27.920 --> 00:50:30.880
or no, when Itchigo is looking
for someone. I think he is looking
652
00:50:30.920 --> 00:50:37.150
for Rukia and he can't find her
and he's just all around in these ribbons
653
00:50:37.429 --> 00:50:42.309
and then finally there's a red one
and he grabs and pulls the red one
654
00:50:42.389 --> 00:50:45.349
and figures out where she is using
it. But all the rest of them
655
00:50:45.389 --> 00:50:49.230
were white ter. Yes, yeah, I remember. That's and that's that's
656
00:50:49.309 --> 00:50:52.699
how I visualize it. If I
need to find somebody, I just kind
657
00:50:52.699 --> 00:50:57.219
of put out into the universe I
am looking for this individual. Please make
658
00:50:57.300 --> 00:51:00.619
their string up parent to me,
and that's how it happens. It just
659
00:51:00.820 --> 00:51:04.219
it lights it up for me.
It's like Oh, okay, and you
660
00:51:04.329 --> 00:51:07.730
know, sometimes I kind of have
to like look around and grab for it,
661
00:51:07.849 --> 00:51:10.489
but I can usually find most people
if I need to. But you
662
00:51:10.570 --> 00:51:15.650
know, again, this is in
cases of dire emergency. Were okay,
663
00:51:15.690 --> 00:51:20.920
they're about to die in like I
feel like at least energy leading them to
664
00:51:21.000 --> 00:51:28.559
the great beyond would be a great
idea. But there's times when you should
665
00:51:28.639 --> 00:51:37.909
not use this. For example,
I was asked when my former grandfather inlaw
666
00:51:37.030 --> 00:51:42.190
was passing away, I was asked
to kind of like do something for him
667
00:51:42.309 --> 00:51:46.500
by, you know, one of
the cousins. Yeah, and my former
668
00:51:46.619 --> 00:51:51.780
grandfather in law had some very complex
feelings about me and I knew it and
669
00:51:51.860 --> 00:51:55.420
I knew I was not the person
to reach out. Now, my sister,
670
00:51:55.780 --> 00:52:00.219
who is developed in Reiki and a
tune to Reiki, I got a
671
00:52:00.260 --> 00:52:02.969
hold of her and I said,
Hey, this is important. We got
672
00:52:04.809 --> 00:52:07.210
family going on to the great beyond, and then I told her who it
673
00:52:07.289 --> 00:52:08.730
was and she was like, are
you sure you want me to do this,
674
00:52:08.849 --> 00:52:13.769
and I said yeah, because he's
not going to be happy that I'm
675
00:52:13.809 --> 00:52:17.480
there and I don't feel like I
would be the right presence for this and
676
00:52:17.480 --> 00:52:22.039
I feel like you would, and
she said okay. So she jumped in
677
00:52:22.119 --> 00:52:29.760
and he was confused and upset at
first, but then she asked him,
678
00:52:29.880 --> 00:52:31.269
do you want me to leave?
And he said no, no, I
679
00:52:31.349 --> 00:52:37.190
don't stay with me, and she
walked him over. This was after he
680
00:52:37.309 --> 00:52:39.750
had passed away, obviously, so
she just kind of grabbed his hand and
681
00:52:39.829 --> 00:52:44.340
walked him over and he thanked her
and, you know, they had a
682
00:52:44.380 --> 00:52:49.860
little moment and it was okay.
And the reason that I didn't go in
683
00:52:50.059 --> 00:52:54.019
is because I knew that that would
jar him beyond what he should be jarred
684
00:52:54.059 --> 00:52:57.619
at that time. You know,
you want to be gentle with people that
685
00:52:57.619 --> 00:53:01.769
are newly, newly departed. They
they don't necessarily even know they're dead yet
686
00:53:04.050 --> 00:53:07.210
it death can be a very confusing
time, right. So you know you
687
00:53:07.289 --> 00:53:12.530
want to you want to make sure
that you know you're offering the best support
688
00:53:12.570 --> 00:53:17.480
you can and the circumstances, and
that's sometimes really hard for evil. So
689
00:53:19.199 --> 00:53:22.519
you know, that's that's kind of, I think, my thoughts on string
690
00:53:22.599 --> 00:53:25.679
magic in general. Obviously, if
you you want to hit me up about
691
00:53:25.679 --> 00:53:31.349
it, these are my own personal
methods that I use and you know,
692
00:53:31.630 --> 00:53:36.030
I know they're probably incomplete and lacking
in some ways, but this is how
693
00:53:36.349 --> 00:53:40.429
the whole concept makes sense to me, and you know that's kind of because
694
00:53:40.500 --> 00:53:45.980
I'm intuitive. This is this is
the kind of like imposter syndrome I deal
695
00:53:45.019 --> 00:53:49.619
with right you know, it's like, well, your stuff isn't taught to
696
00:53:49.619 --> 00:53:52.940
you by a book or taught to
you by a teachers, just taught to
697
00:53:52.019 --> 00:53:55.170
you like you just you just make
it up. You know. It's like.
698
00:53:55.449 --> 00:53:59.610
I'm not making it up, though, but I feel that, in
699
00:53:59.849 --> 00:54:07.130
the nature of assisting you, with
helping you to bolster your confidence. HMM,
700
00:54:08.329 --> 00:54:15.679
those methods of learning are no less
valid. I appreciate that. So
701
00:54:16.960 --> 00:54:22.920
you don't need to, you know, feel weird, as ass I said
702
00:54:22.960 --> 00:54:27.349
earlier today when talking to somebody else. Don't need to smother the baby in
703
00:54:27.429 --> 00:54:30.909
the crib. Yep, you know, don't say, which is an expression
704
00:54:30.909 --> 00:54:34.789
that means don't don't. You know. It's like, don't cut yourself off
705
00:54:34.829 --> 00:54:37.550
at the knees, don't write,
you know, give things a don't.
706
00:54:37.659 --> 00:54:44.539
Don't give it happen. Don't give
yourself what was a self fulfilling prophecy.
707
00:54:44.659 --> 00:54:49.699
That, yes, negative in some
way exactly. And Yeah, it's some
708
00:54:49.860 --> 00:54:52.050
of the other stuff. I guess
there's one other thing I could talk about.
709
00:54:53.610 --> 00:55:00.010
I had a friend who had a
friend who was kind of under a
710
00:55:00.090 --> 00:55:05.130
possession. It was a really kind
of weird scenario and circumstance and it didn't
711
00:55:05.130 --> 00:55:08.800
all make complete sense to me.
But I was able to confirm what she
712
00:55:09.000 --> 00:55:15.599
had thought was the case. And
this was actually right when I got back
713
00:55:15.639 --> 00:55:19.800
into like even just metaphysics, because
I wasn't really doing a whole lot of
714
00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:23.030
metaphysical stuff, and I had somebody
staying with me for a while that had
715
00:55:23.070 --> 00:55:28.869
a friend that just kept on acting
very, very erratically, and first of
716
00:55:28.909 --> 00:55:30.309
all I said, you know,
are you sure this isn't drama? And
717
00:55:30.429 --> 00:55:34.110
she says yeah, I said,
okay, well, do I have your
718
00:55:34.150 --> 00:55:36.980
permission to look through your strings to
see if I can find them? And
719
00:55:37.179 --> 00:55:42.539
this is when I realized I actually
could do this outside of just me and
720
00:55:42.780 --> 00:55:47.940
one particular friend of mine. And
what was going on is his string like
721
00:55:49.260 --> 00:55:54.889
literally was kind of like bound up
by another string, and what I ended
722
00:55:54.929 --> 00:55:58.769
up having to do is I ended
up having to kind of like cut the
723
00:55:58.889 --> 00:56:05.840
tea strings apart. You know,
you could tell one wasn't right because it
724
00:56:05.920 --> 00:56:10.519
wasn't. It didn't act like the
other ribbon it it was the color was
725
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:15.679
off and it was Gnarlie and there's
just something not it was off. There's
726
00:56:15.719 --> 00:56:20.269
something wrong with it. So it's
is clear, and is pretty clear.
727
00:56:20.309 --> 00:56:24.110
I wasn't going to be able to
not it but what I could do is
728
00:56:24.230 --> 00:56:29.269
I could just very gently cut it
free, HMM, and I was able
729
00:56:29.269 --> 00:56:32.820
to kind of do that and after
that the person did show market improvement.
730
00:56:34.500 --> 00:56:37.380
After time, though, my friend
ended up no longer having that person as
731
00:56:37.420 --> 00:56:43.940
a friend because they were very on
the stable. So that was probably one
732
00:56:44.019 --> 00:56:46.489
of the many reasons that they were
very unstable, but they were very unstable
733
00:56:49.289 --> 00:56:52.969
and that's that's another kind of way
of using it. Like if you look
734
00:56:52.010 --> 00:56:57.690
at somebody and they see him off, you know, don't look at their
735
00:56:57.730 --> 00:57:00.969
string without asking, of course,
but to check out their string, see
736
00:57:00.559 --> 00:57:04.880
what's going on there, because there
might be additional like there might be a
737
00:57:05.639 --> 00:57:09.719
might be a hitchhiker. You know
we pick up hitchhiker. Sometimes it's it's
738
00:57:09.760 --> 00:57:16.309
a the nature of the metaphysical business. Another time I was at a convocation.
739
00:57:16.869 --> 00:57:21.869
This was my first year at convocation. Nobody knew me right, and
740
00:57:22.389 --> 00:57:30.460
there's some sort of thing in the
the main area like Nantity. I wouldn't
741
00:57:30.460 --> 00:57:36.699
even go so far as an entity
like a portal maybe for an entity to
742
00:57:36.820 --> 00:57:40.940
come through. Okay, total that
was not authorized, and just people around
743
00:57:40.980 --> 00:57:45.369
this port over just starting to feel
real shitty about it, and so real
744
00:57:45.369 --> 00:57:49.730
shitty in general, not an intelligence
on to itself, but just like an
745
00:57:49.809 --> 00:57:52.929
object. Right, okay, it
was. It was specifically, from what
746
00:57:53.050 --> 00:58:00.440
I could tell, an attack.
HMM. And I was told that I
747
00:58:00.599 --> 00:58:05.760
think Michelle Bell and Jay was one
of the people working on this particular I
748
00:58:05.920 --> 00:58:15.030
don't but it was weird. We
were I was talking with my friend Cat
749
00:58:15.110 --> 00:58:19.510
Dougan. We were we're sitting there
talking in her friend Mitchell, who is
750
00:58:19.550 --> 00:58:22.550
now my friend. Mitchell like came
running up was like hey, there's a
751
00:58:22.670 --> 00:58:27.139
thing going on in the main hallway, this, that the other, and
752
00:58:27.260 --> 00:58:31.260
they looked at me and he says, I feel like you might know something
753
00:58:31.380 --> 00:58:35.699
and like you might be able to
take care of this. I don't know
754
00:58:35.820 --> 00:58:37.219
why I feel that way. I
said, all right, Mitchell, you
755
00:58:37.340 --> 00:58:44.610
AH. So I go over there
and this portal thing, for lack of
756
00:58:44.690 --> 00:58:47.289
a better term, I was just
kind of just like this, like to
757
00:58:47.329 --> 00:58:51.369
visualize it, it was like kind
of an opening of a dark sky,
758
00:58:51.570 --> 00:58:54.800
but like not a there's something like, you know, like a dark sky
759
00:58:55.159 --> 00:59:01.119
just before a really bad tornado.
Like something just didn't seem right about it
760
00:59:01.519 --> 00:59:07.760
and everyone that was around it was
feeling really drained. HMM. So what
761
00:59:07.920 --> 00:59:13.429
I did and this was dumb.
Don't do this. I found the strings
762
00:59:13.670 --> 00:59:20.190
for it and I yank that sucker
out of the sky. That's the thing.
763
00:59:20.829 --> 00:59:23.699
And then I just kind of grounded
it and you know, Michelle was
764
00:59:23.739 --> 00:59:29.460
working on it too. I said, you know, did I get all
765
00:59:29.539 --> 00:59:34.980
of it? I think you might
have. Actually, it's a are you
766
00:59:35.059 --> 00:59:38.210
sure? She says, yeah,
I think you might have, but you
767
00:59:38.250 --> 00:59:44.090
know, she stayed around did some
afterwork on it, because she didn't know
768
00:59:44.210 --> 00:59:46.570
me from anybody at that point because
like literally was my the first day of
769
00:59:46.650 --> 00:59:55.079
my first come. And funny as
Shit because, like I haven't played in
770
00:59:55.199 --> 00:60:00.360
this space for literal years. Yeah, and here I am, this fucking
771
00:60:00.599 --> 00:60:07.030
businesswoman who works for Consumers Energy,
fucking walking around and my my work clothes,
772
00:60:07.389 --> 00:60:10.349
like all right, I'm pull this
thing out of the sky and out
773
00:60:10.349 --> 00:60:22.139
here we go around now again.
That is what happened, and it's hard
774
00:60:22.179 --> 00:60:28.739
for me to feel like I had
that kind of pull. You know,
775
00:60:29.460 --> 00:60:35.579
that Imposter Syndrome in my case is
real fucking strong. Yeah, but yeah,
776
00:60:35.699 --> 00:60:39.210
it was in it, like really
it really set the tone for my
777
00:60:39.489 --> 00:60:46.409
entry into the Pagan space. People
knew me from that. Yeah, and
778
00:60:46.690 --> 00:60:52.360
like I literally was around for maybe
twenty minutes total, because it was the
779
00:60:52.559 --> 00:60:58.599
the pulling it down, the trying
to ground it, and then the energetic
780
00:60:58.719 --> 00:61:01.960
kind of like breathe through it that
you do. Yeah, you know.
781
00:61:04.000 --> 00:61:07.190
And I walked back to cat and
she's like say, handled. I said,
782
00:61:08.909 --> 00:61:16.510
yeah, I guess, I'm told
it's handled, and she's like okay,
783
00:61:19.139 --> 00:61:22.579
you know, and like from that
point forward people started coming to me
784
00:61:22.739 --> 00:61:27.099
with stuff. Yeah, it's like, apparently in that space you just gotta
785
00:61:27.179 --> 00:61:30.500
throw your big hairy nuts on the
table for the best. Sometimes you just
786
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gotta throw your hair in that someth
table. That's that's how it works.
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So one last thought, but Um, it's something I want to talk about
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on the podcast, even though it
doesn't have much to do with this.
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When I was a freshman in high
school I was in a creative and performing
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arts program. I think I've not
been try about talking about that and I
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know that we're over time, but
we can come back. We don't have
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any cast studio rules and it's true
we use this self produced yeah, self
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produced, that's true. But Anyway, I had this this vocal music teacher,
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Mr Ka, Fan fucking past a
guy. I adore this man,
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even though we had kind of an
opera oppositional kind of relationship for a while
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in like I get it now,
but we were doing a production of Oliver
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and I had literally been doing a
cockney accent for the Michigan Renaissance Festival for
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Games for from the time that I
was seven onward, I've had a've had
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a decent quote me that I can
pull out of my pocket, that can
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pull out of my pocket at any
time. So I went up to Mr
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K and I threw my big hairy
nuts on the table and I said,
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okay, I got this. Somebody
needs help getting a cogny accent. I'm
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a Gal. And you know,
meanwhile, this is a man who spent
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the entirety of his college career studying
accents, jottying music, studying this,
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studying that in some fourteen year old
comes up to him as like Hey,
806
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I can do this for you,
and he fucking put me in my place.
807
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And from that point for we had
an oppositional relationship. He any time
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I tried to do something, he'd
fight back in every time. You know
809
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he and like his psychology was was
that if somebody was doing wasn't trying their
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00:63:31.250 --> 00:63:34.849
hardest, he would tell him,
okay, it's pretty clear you can't do
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this, and then you were supposed
to get mad and rebel and worked a
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lot of the time, but at
some point in time I give a fuck.
813
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Just ran the fuck out and I
would it did not work on me
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anymore and it just made me feel
worse. You know, and he understands
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now that that maybe wasn't the best
way to teach kids, but at the
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time that's what he felt was going
to work the best. Yeah, so
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I believe that's going to be the
last. Unless you got anything at the
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talk about it, as per usual, I don't have much at all to
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say. That isn't true, and
you know it. Like last episode was
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a very even episode as far as
our vocal music time, our vocal music
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time. Yeah, it's vocal music
time. The Sun is a deadly laser.
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Yes, more on that next episode. Yes, so we're going to
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go ahead and end, as we
always do, with whatever happened at a
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twenty three. It's been a long, long episode, is you can probably
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see. But now it's time to
listen to it. To any three not
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knowing, and you know, when
I see things that I don't understand,
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I my first. You know,
my new knee jerk reaction is not too
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ridicule. It's to try and dismantle
so that I can make sense of it.
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It's like taking the part, taking
a part of remote control when you're
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a kid, you know it's like, yeah, it's like, I want
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to figure out how this works.
Yeah, and almost put it back together.
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Almost almost. Yeah, phones,
you can call people on them and
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they can call you, but that's
not all. Sometimes you can just watch
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them ring or type cute little pictures
with them, whilst your charger phones make
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a great paperweight. Phones come in
a variety of types and sizes. There's
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the Homeboy, which hangs on your
wall, judging you after years of feeling
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judged by you. There's the Rotary
Guy who spins a lot and makes click,
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click noises. There's the pocket helper. It helps from your pocket.
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