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Hi.
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Hi.
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Teacher.
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What are we calling this?
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We don't even know what we're calling it.
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We're podcasting again.
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Yes.
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We don't we don't have microphones.
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I didn't like that.
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We're just we have to just do it our way.
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It's everything is our way.
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And that's it.
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And we don't even know if it's a podcast.
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It could be a show.
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It could be a podcast.
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We don't know.
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Because you can listen to it and watch it on YouTube.
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And if you watch it, it's going to be a little bit call it what you want.
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Call it what you want.
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But I do want to talk to you today about like, you know, I always have those like psychic-y things, and I haven't been having them lately.
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And I had one last night, and it was so scary.
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So anyway, I it was so windy last night, wasn't it?
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It was awful.
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Awful.
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It was like 50 mile an hour winds, freezing cold.
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Um, so I'm sleeping and I'm dreaming that you put me on the stage and I had to do um, I had to do South Pacific and I didn't practice.
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You mean the Broadway?
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Yes, and I had to sing wash my hair.
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Wash my hair, wash that man right out of my hair.
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Okay.
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And you put me on the stage and I didn't know what I was doing, and there were and I and you just said, just fake it.
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So I was like, okay, I'm gonna fake it.
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So I start faking it, and I'm singing wash that man right out of my hair, and then I look in the audience and my parents are there, and they're all the way in the back.
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Uh-uh.
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And then a fire.
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What?
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Fire in the theater, and I can't get to my parents.
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What does that mean?
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I have to go out the back door and be like, everybody out, everybody out.
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So everybody gets out, but I still can't find my parents.
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This is a nightmare, not a dream.
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I know, but then I wake up this morning and there was a bad fire in town.
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Oh.
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A big bad fire in town.
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Why don't you tell everybody how you know these like also?
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What do you mean?
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Like, so she has I get these things.
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She I get very bad things.
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Like when when COVID hit that year, I was standing in the library before it hit, and I said to Nancy, our coworker, I said something really bad's gonna happen.
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It's like a war, but it's not really a war.
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But it's gonna be something really big.
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She's like a gypsy.
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I'm a gypsy.
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Yeah, like she can, yeah, she can like like a like a reader, like a medium, too.
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Like I could see the dead.
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She can see the dead.
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I know it's crazy.
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It sounds so weird.
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But if you got that, that meant like you saw.
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I saw the fire, and then there was a hundred-year-old man in the fire, I should say.
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Yes.
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Yes, he's okay, thank God.
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But then they put the fire out.
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Now we just had our little girl help us whose father's a firefighter, and she said that they put the fire out, but then because of the wind, it reignited.
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Wind is ruining everything.
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Wow, okay.
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Yeah, but I don't know, and I didn't hear any sirens, or maybe I heard a siren in my sleep, so maybe I'm not psychic, but I'll be like, why would I know that?
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You know what?
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This theme can be our psychic things.
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Psychic things.
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Tell the story about I I still think the craziest one is when my mom died in the crissage.
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I'm sorry.
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I was very connected to her mother.
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I think it's the craziest story, and it's her father.
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And her father in my dryer.
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He lives in my dryer.
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Um, I know it's such a it's a crazy story, but the thing is, these things happen and I don't remember all the details.
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She does.
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That's the craziest story.
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I just start talking and I can't remember what I'm saying.
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She doesn't.
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And and so I'll let me do this one first.
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Go ahead, do the one first.
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First, this one is my mother's on hospice, so she's you know in her deathbed and she's at my house.
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And so Melissa comes to see my mother to talk to her, and I didn't go in, I shut the door.
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And I do you remember?
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I know my conversation with your mother exactly.
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So, you know, my mother I made her deathbed promise.
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And if your brother's watching, I made your mother a deathbed promise.
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So but she also, my mother didn't want to die because she didn't want my father waiting for her because he had passed two years.
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She wanted Vinnie, but she didn't tell me this.
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Didn't she not tell me this?
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She wanted her ex-boyfriend.
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Alright, but wait, I didn't know this at the time.
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Right.
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So wait, let me have to remote.
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I thought you didn't know this.
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I know, no, I remember.
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So I'm sitting on my couch, and it's around Christmas time, and I have these like they were like they were called kissing balls hanging from my um my porch.
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Okay.
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And I'm looking at it and I'm zoning in and I'm like, oh my god, and I'm thinking Jen's mother, she's dying, actively dying.
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And I'm like, I go, there's something with the cassage.
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I said, I just keep seeing this croissage.
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And I it was like hitting me really hard.
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So I went to see your mother.
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We talked about what we wanted to talk about before she passed, and I made the promise to her.
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And then I said, MJ, I said, what is with corsage?
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I keep saying cassage like all the time.
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What is with this corsage?
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I keep seeing this corsage.
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And then she said, Oh, Vinny.
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Vinny was my first love.
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He took me to the prom.
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And I said, Well, Vinny's waiting for you.
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That's who's waiting for you.
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Vinny.
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Very happy about that.
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And she was so happy.
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I'm getting the chills.
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She was so happy.
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And then she passed, so a couple of days, you know, like a week, whatever, she passes away.
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But before she passes away, I I'm in I'm in a store.
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Now, she doesn't really tell me my mother's conversation because it was private.
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And I let my mother have her privacy, and Melissa, you know, I respected that.
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So anyway, I'm at HM.
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I knew my mother was dying.
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I had gained a hundred million pounds, so nothing fit me anymore.
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And, you know, we drank and ate the whole time.
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She was dying.
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And um, I ran to HM.
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I had to get something.
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It was like 10 o'clock.
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Because you know, you sit bedside all day, but I'm like, I'm running to HM to just get anything.
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I run, I see a black dress with red hearts.
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I'm like, perfect, grab it, and now I'm buying it, and my cousin calls, Jen, you gotta get here.
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Your mother's gonna pass any minute.
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And of course, I've been sitting there 24-7.
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I'm like, but I I buy the dress still, put it in my bag, I run there.
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MJ passes.
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I literally, you know, you do everything.
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I get in my now, I'm in my mother's house for a couple hours after she passes.
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I get in my car, and this one calls me in my car.
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She goes, No, I hadn't told her she.
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She didn't tell him.
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She goes, Did your mother just pass?
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I said, She did.
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She goes, Yeah, she wants to know what are you doing at the store buying a dress.
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Dress while she's dying.
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And now I didn't know she bought the dress.
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She never told me that.
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I heard her mother's voice in my ear saying, What the hell is she buying a dress for when I'm dying?
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That's what I heard.
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I heard it.
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I mean, is that not I know getting the chills?
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It was crazy.
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Crazy story.
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So now, fast forward a couple of weeks, months, I don't know if she'll even remember the time.
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Oh, yeah, but then when did your mother die?
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January um 6th.
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Alright, so January like 21st-ish was the prom.
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So my son's junior prom was in the winter.
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Okay.
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And I'm in I'm standing by my dryer.
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I always get her father by my dryer.
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He gives me messages.
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Wait, so her prom was not in January.
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No, it was in January.
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Okay.
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But no, because it had you It might have been a year later.
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It was a it here's the thing.
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I know her son's prom and all of that, but I remember her telling when she told me the story, she's like, the prom had come and gone.
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It was gone.
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Long enough for it to be gone.
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And um trying to think.
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Something was going on in my life.
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Right, right, right, right.
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And then your father was telling me stuff.
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Her father, my father comes through and washing machine.
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When I'm standing by my dryer, her father, I know it's not this sounds so crazy.
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She sounds crazy and we're not crazy.
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I know, we're not crazy people, but he would he was like telling me it's gonna be okay, or whatever he tells me.
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Like, I get that, I get I feel it.
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Yeah.
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And she was doing the dryer.
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I'm doing the dryer, and I open up the dryer, and in my dryer is a croissage, a dried up croissage.
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I mean, and so she tells me, Jen, I want you to know your mother's with Vinny, and she's happy.
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And she's happy, and your father's okay with it.
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I'm sure he is.
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He was fine with it.
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Of course he was.
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But but why was that croissage in the thing?
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Because I'm thinking it was like a year later.
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It was crazy.
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I mean, it was a dead croissage.
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I mean it was dead.
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It was dead.
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Dead as a dog.
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How it got in there.
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We have no clue.
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And you know, you try to justify it.
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Maybe it was in a pocket.
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Maybe it was January, it was the year later.
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But I don't know.
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So she this is what caused her crazy things.
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She does.
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But it's not crazy as much as it's useful information.
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But then I don't know what to do with it.
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Like the 9-11 thing, my whole life.
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I was scared of planes crashing into buildings, and I used to get like so panicky.
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I had to go to therapy for it.
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Like I was a kid, and I had to go to therapy for it, and then the therapist was like, It's irrational.
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It's never ever gonna happen.
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And you have to and I told myself that, and that's how I got over it.
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And then when it did, I was like, then I felt guilty because I was like, I knew this was gonna happen and I didn't stop it.
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But how could you stop it?
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I didn't have all the details, of course.
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Of course not.
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Yeah, so she and you know, she can't.
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Do you remember the one time, one time she was doing my cards in the back of the library and she had to stop?
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She goes, There's an Asian man in the corner.
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He's dead.
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She was watching you.
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I was like, She's watching how she didn't like it.
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She didn't like it.
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And uh because she sees the dead.
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I it I was like, because that's how how much you can see the specifics of a human being.
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But it's like anything else.
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Like I haven't practiced it in so long.
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Like when you practice it, you get really good at it.
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And I didn't practice it.
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And I then the one girl that came to me, and I never charged anybody for anything.
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I had a girl come to me about um her husband past.
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He was um a landscaper.
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I didn't know he was a landscape.
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I didn't even know her.
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I just knew her through a friend, and she was really agonizing over his death.
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And I said, I go, I keep seeing Toro, Toro.
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I said, and Father Toro was my priest that married me and my husband.
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I said, So I don't know what this means.
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And she said, No, that's the brand Lawnmower he used to write in a I said, Oh, so it's him.
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And then the song kept coming to me.
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I told her the lyrics of the song, she goes, That really doesn't mean anything.
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And then she called me back later.
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She said, I was telling my daughter, and my daughter said that was Daddy's favorite song.
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Wow.
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He loved that song.
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I didn't know that, but then that was because she was dating somebody and she felt so guilty because he had passed, but I said guilty was fine.
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He would he loved that she had somebody to take care of her and love her, yeah.
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And then she was okay.
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Then she was okay.
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So Italians don't believe it.
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No, neither do Catholics.
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I mean, like I'm feeling a woman in hell.
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Yeah, but like it just if it just comes to you, you can't help it.
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You can't help it.
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I mean, my mother never would have my grandmother, I mean, they would you she say you're stupid.
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Well, Felicia, you know.
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Oh, Felicia, you're stupid, you're stupid.
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They use the word stupid all the time.
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I believe in it.
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I feel like since I've lost my parents, if I don't believe in that, it would make me very sad.
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So I believe, like, I I went to like a hundred mediums and they saw my mother, and they would say one or two things.
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I was like, ooh, that's all I would latch on to.
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I didn't care.
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I believe a hundred things that they said she was like, you know.
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They could have said anything.
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Could have said anything.
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And then that one thing, I'm like, yep, that's her, and now I'm happy and I'm good.
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Yeah.
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So, you know, you're not sure.
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And I don't believe it myself.
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So I mean, I don't, I I mean, I believe it, but I'm like, I can't believe that this actually is real like it's weird.
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I feel like an imposter.
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You do.
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Like, like my dad has it.
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I know he's an 87-year-old man, but he has it.
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So what happened to him was when my cousin died, my cousin was 12, he died of cystic fibrosis.
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It's very sad.
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Um, and the night he died, my mother was with my aunt because they knew he was gonna pass, so all the ex-sisters were together.
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And my father woke up, he said it was like 11:36.
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He looked at the clock, and then he's he's like, he's hearing this woman's voice going, Come on, Victor, it's time to go home now.
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It's time to go home now.
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And he's like, I can't get this.
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He was he said he was having a very pleasant dream, and his voice just kept interrupting.
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So he looked at the clock and it was 11:36.
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He went back to sleep.
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My mother comes home about one o'clock in the morning and she said, Victor died tonight.
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My father said, What time?
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And he said, She said 11:36.
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Oh, wow.
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Didn't one of your kids Oh, Victoria.
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Yeah.
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With the with oh, I could go on and on.
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Yeah, see, so it's in her blood family.
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It's in their family.
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I have none of it, so you know it's real because there's things she'll say.
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And like every so often my sister will be like, Ask Melissa what she I know, but Melissa's not good at it anymore.
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You have to practice, I know.
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You have to practice.
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Practice makes perfect.
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How do you practice that?
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Do you like do this with your head?
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No, these things just come into you and you you tune into it.
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Like I ignore it, I push it out.
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Ah, I can't.
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I push it out, I push it out.
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Okay.
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And then push it out.
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Like if I don't push it out and I really focus.
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Let's not push it out for them.
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I'm curious.
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I know.
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I'm I I know I have a very bad feeling about one thing.
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I'm not going to tell it on camera, but I do tell you privately, but I do.
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Is it with me?
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No.
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No, no.
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I don't get like personal things.
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I get global things.
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I hate the global things.
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I hate that because there's nothing you could do.
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No.
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And I yeah, and I don't, I don't nobody wants to hear that.
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Yeah, you know, it's such a big thing.
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You know, like it's hard to do.
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We'll be fine.
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We'll all be fine, but just yeah.
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Not a different degree.
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No, no, no, no.
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Do you remember all my things?
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Oh my god, that was weird.
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But that that was the way I explained.
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It's so funny because Kelly Castro, she reminded me of that because I told her that too at a baseball game.
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Because you said that it's gonna be like a war, but it's not a war, and something bad's gonna happen.
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You said that.
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And I go, Oh, I'm glad you're my witness, because I know Nancy's my witness.
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I said it to her and I said it to Kelly.
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That's crazy.
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But that was a good way to describe it, right?
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No, it isn't.
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Yeah, right, and it did.
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It impacted the world.
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The whole world.
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The whole world.
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I like them when they deal with me.
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But I don't like the worldly things.
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No, but that's tell them what Erie said.
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Yeah, so we there's this girl, Erie, who will who like Erie Hart, look her up.
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She's very cute.
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Yeah, and she doesn't read the dead people will come to her, but so does like spirits of people, so they could be alive.
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Like my husband can come.
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And she said to me that something big the big in March.
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March.
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Something big's gonna happen in March.
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And this was we did it like November.
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And then Mel went separately, and she said the same thing to her.
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And we have a big event coming up in March, and it's just crazy.
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And even like when I first first saw her, she was, you know, I see you doing something bigger than teaching.
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And I was like, okay, like what?
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Like, you know, I like to, you know, I have a lot of um well, you were running for board of ed at that time.
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Remember, you thought it was gonna be something like that.
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I did, I thought it was political, and she said no, and then I thought I'd help like moms of addicts, and because you know, if you have some I have in my family a loved one, you want to help others, so I'm like, oh, is it helping moms?
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And she said, No, it's too deep.
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No, it's something fun and funny.
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I'm just gonna love it.
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Ah, she's and she said with your family.
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Oh, and you're gonna do it with someone.
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That's right.
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You're gonna do it with someone.
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Okay.
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Fast forward, we turn on our camera and go teach her lunch.
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And now we're and now look, and then you know, when I met with her prior, I said, I told her what we were doing.
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She had she follows us.
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I said, you know, this is because she doesn't remember either really what she's doing.
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No, no, no, she doesn't.
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And I told her, she goes, Oh my god, okay, yeah, there you go.
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I'm glad I was right.
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Yeah.
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I was like, Yeah, you are.
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Yeah, she said, The best is yet to come.
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The best is yet to come.
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How fun is that?
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I know it's so exciting.
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All right, so we went back to our podcast or whatever you want to call it.
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We don't know what to call it.
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We don't know what to call it.
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It's a longer TikTok.
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The longer teacher lunch.
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That's all.
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It's a longer teacher lunch.
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So we hope you enjoyed it.
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Give us a thumbs up, give us a follow.
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And let us know.
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And let us know about some psychic y things that maybe happened to you.
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I love to know that.
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Love that stuff.
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Yeah.
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All right.
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All right, have a great time, everybody.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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Teacher.
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What are we calling this?
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We don't even know what we're calling it.
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We're podcasting again.
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Yes.
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We don't we don't have microphones.
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I didn't like that.
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We're just we have to just do it our way.
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It's everything is our way.
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And that's it.
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And we don't even know if it's a podcast.
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It could be a show.
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It could be a podcast.
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We don't know.
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Because you can listen to it and watch it on YouTube.
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And if you watch it, it's going to be a little bit call it what you want.
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Call it what you want.
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But I do want to talk to you today about like, you know, I always have those like psychic-y things, and I haven't been having them lately.
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And I had one last night, and it was so scary.
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So anyway, I it was so windy last night, wasn't it?
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It was awful.
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Awful.
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It was like 50 mile an hour winds, freezing cold.
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Um, so I'm sleeping and I'm dreaming that you put me on the stage and I had to do um, I had to do South Pacific and I didn't practice.
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You mean the Broadway?
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Yes, and I had to sing wash my hair.
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Wash my hair, wash that man right out of my hair.
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Okay.
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And you put me on the stage and I didn't know what I was doing, and there were and I and you just said, just fake it.
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So I was like, okay, I'm gonna fake it.
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So I start faking it, and I'm singing wash that man right out of my hair, and then I look in the audience and my parents are there, and they're all the way in the back.
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Uh-uh.
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And then a fire.
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What?
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Fire in the theater, and I can't get to my parents.
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What does that mean?
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I have to go out the back door and be like, everybody out, everybody out.
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So everybody gets out, but I still can't find my parents.
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This is a nightmare, not a dream.
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I know, but then I wake up this morning and there was a bad fire in town.
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Oh.
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A big bad fire in town.
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Why don't you tell everybody how you know these like also?
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What do you mean?
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Like, so she has I get these things.
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She I get very bad things.
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Like when when COVID hit that year, I was standing in the library before it hit, and I said to Nancy, our coworker, I said something really bad's gonna happen.
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It's like a war, but it's not really a war.
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But it's gonna be something really big.
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She's like a gypsy.
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I'm a gypsy.
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Yeah, like she can, yeah, she can like like a like a reader, like a medium, too.
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Like I could see the dead.
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She can see the dead.
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I know it's crazy.
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It sounds so weird.
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But if you got that, that meant like you saw.
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I saw the fire, and then there was a hundred-year-old man in the fire, I should say.
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Yes.
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Yes, he's okay, thank God.
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But then they put the fire out.
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Now we just had our little girl help us whose father's a firefighter, and she said that they put the fire out, but then because of the wind, it reignited.
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Wind is ruining everything.
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Wow, okay.
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Yeah, but I don't know, and I didn't hear any sirens, or maybe I heard a siren in my sleep, so maybe I'm not psychic, but I'll be like, why would I know that?
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You know what?
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This theme can be our psychic things.
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Psychic things.
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Tell the story about I I still think the craziest one is when my mom died in the crissage.
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I'm sorry.
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I was very connected to her mother.
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I think it's the craziest story, and it's her father.
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And her father in my dryer.
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He lives in my dryer.
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Um, I know it's such a it's a crazy story, but the thing is, these things happen and I don't remember all the details.
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She does.
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That's the craziest story.
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I just start talking and I can't remember what I'm saying.
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She doesn't.
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And and so I'll let me do this one first.
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Go ahead, do the one first.
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First, this one is my mother's on hospice, so she's you know in her deathbed and she's at my house.
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And so Melissa comes to see my mother to talk to her, and I didn't go in, I shut the door.
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And I do you remember?
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I know my conversation with your mother exactly.
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So, you know, my mother I made her deathbed promise.
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And if your brother's watching, I made your mother a deathbed promise.
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So but she also, my mother didn't want to die because she didn't want my father waiting for her because he had passed two years.
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She wanted Vinnie, but she didn't tell me this.
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Didn't she not tell me this?
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She wanted her ex-boyfriend.
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Alright, but wait, I didn't know this at the time.
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Right.
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So wait, let me have to remote.
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I thought you didn't know this.
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I know, no, I remember.
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So I'm sitting on my couch, and it's around Christmas time, and I have these like they were like they were called kissing balls hanging from my um my porch.
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Okay.
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And I'm looking at it and I'm zoning in and I'm like, oh my god, and I'm thinking Jen's mother, she's dying, actively dying.
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And I'm like, I go, there's something with the cassage.
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I said, I just keep seeing this croissage.
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And I it was like hitting me really hard.
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So I went to see your mother.
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We talked about what we wanted to talk about before she passed, and I made the promise to her.
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And then I said, MJ, I said, what is with corsage?
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I keep saying cassage like all the time.
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What is with this corsage?
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I keep seeing this corsage.
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And then she said, Oh, Vinny.
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Vinny was my first love.
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He took me to the prom.
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And I said, Well, Vinny's waiting for you.
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That's who's waiting for you.
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Vinny.
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Very happy about that.
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And she was so happy.
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I'm getting the chills.
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She was so happy.
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And then she passed, so a couple of days, you know, like a week, whatever, she passes away.
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But before she passes away, I I'm in I'm in a store.
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Now, she doesn't really tell me my mother's conversation because it was private.
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And I let my mother have her privacy, and Melissa, you know, I respected that.
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So anyway, I'm at HM.
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I knew my mother was dying.
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I had gained a hundred million pounds, so nothing fit me anymore.
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And, you know, we drank and ate the whole time.
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She was dying.
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And um, I ran to HM.
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I had to get something.
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It was like 10 o'clock.
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Because you know, you sit bedside all day, but I'm like, I'm running to HM to just get anything.
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I run, I see a black dress with red hearts.
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I'm like, perfect, grab it, and now I'm buying it, and my cousin calls, Jen, you gotta get here.
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Your mother's gonna pass any minute.
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And of course, I've been sitting there 24-7.
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I'm like, but I I buy the dress still, put it in my bag, I run there.
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MJ passes.
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I literally, you know, you do everything.
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I get in my now, I'm in my mother's house for a couple hours after she passes.
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I get in my car, and this one calls me in my car.
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She goes, No, I hadn't told her she.
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She didn't tell him.
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She goes, Did your mother just pass?
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I said, She did.
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She goes, Yeah, she wants to know what are you doing at the store buying a dress.
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Dress while she's dying.
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And now I didn't know she bought the dress.
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She never told me that.
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I heard her mother's voice in my ear saying, What the hell is she buying a dress for when I'm dying?
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That's what I heard.
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I heard it.
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I mean, is that not I know getting the chills?
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It was crazy.
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Crazy story.
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So now, fast forward a couple of weeks, months, I don't know if she'll even remember the time.
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Oh, yeah, but then when did your mother die?
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January um 6th.
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Alright, so January like 21st-ish was the prom.
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So my son's junior prom was in the winter.
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Okay.
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And I'm in I'm standing by my dryer.
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I always get her father by my dryer.
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He gives me messages.
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Wait, so her prom was not in January.
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No, it was in January.
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Okay.
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But no, because it had you It might have been a year later.
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It was a it here's the thing.
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I know her son's prom and all of that, but I remember her telling when she told me the story, she's like, the prom had come and gone.
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It was gone.
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Long enough for it to be gone.
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And um trying to think.
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Something was going on in my life.
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Right, right, right, right.
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And then your father was telling me stuff.
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Her father, my father comes through and washing machine.
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When I'm standing by my dryer, her father, I know it's not this sounds so crazy.
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She sounds crazy and we're not crazy.
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I know, we're not crazy people, but he would he was like telling me it's gonna be okay, or whatever he tells me.
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Like, I get that, I get I feel it.
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Yeah.
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And she was doing the dryer.
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I'm doing the dryer, and I open up the dryer, and in my dryer is a croissage, a dried up croissage.
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I mean, and so she tells me, Jen, I want you to know your mother's with Vinny, and she's happy.
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And she's happy, and your father's okay with it.
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I'm sure he is.
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He was fine with it.
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Of course he was.
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But but why was that croissage in the thing?
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Because I'm thinking it was like a year later.
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It was crazy.
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I mean, it was a dead croissage.
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I mean it was dead.
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It was dead.
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Dead as a dog.
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How it got in there.
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We have no clue.
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And you know, you try to justify it.
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Maybe it was in a pocket.
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Maybe it was January, it was the year later.
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But I don't know.
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So she this is what caused her crazy things.
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She does.
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But it's not crazy as much as it's useful information.
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But then I don't know what to do with it.
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Like the 9-11 thing, my whole life.
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I was scared of planes crashing into buildings, and I used to get like so panicky.
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I had to go to therapy for it.
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Like I was a kid, and I had to go to therapy for it, and then the therapist was like, It's irrational.
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It's never ever gonna happen.
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And you have to and I told myself that, and that's how I got over it.
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And then when it did, I was like, then I felt guilty because I was like, I knew this was gonna happen and I didn't stop it.
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But how could you stop it?
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I didn't have all the details, of course.
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Of course not.
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Yeah, so she and you know, she can't.
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Do you remember the one time, one time she was doing my cards in the back of the library and she had to stop?
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She goes, There's an Asian man in the corner.
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He's dead.
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She was watching you.
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I was like, She's watching how she didn't like it.
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She didn't like it.
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And uh because she sees the dead.
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I it I was like, because that's how how much you can see the specifics of a human being.
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But it's like anything else.
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Like I haven't practiced it in so long.
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Like when you practice it, you get really good at it.
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And I didn't practice it.
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And I then the one girl that came to me, and I never charged anybody for anything.
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I had a girl come to me about um her husband past.
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He was um a landscaper.
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I didn't know he was a landscape.
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I didn't even know her.
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I just knew her through a friend, and she was really agonizing over his death.
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And I said, I go, I keep seeing Toro, Toro.
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I said, and Father Toro was my priest that married me and my husband.
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I said, So I don't know what this means.
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And she said, No, that's the brand Lawnmower he used to write in a I said, Oh, so it's him.
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And then the song kept coming to me.
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I told her the lyrics of the song, she goes, That really doesn't mean anything.
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And then she called me back later.
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She said, I was telling my daughter, and my daughter said that was Daddy's favorite song.
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Wow.
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He loved that song.
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I didn't know that, but then that was because she was dating somebody and she felt so guilty because he had passed, but I said guilty was fine.
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He would he loved that she had somebody to take care of her and love her, yeah.
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And then she was okay.
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Then she was okay.
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So Italians don't believe it.
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No, neither do Catholics.
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I mean, like I'm feeling a woman in hell.
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Yeah, but like it just if it just comes to you, you can't help it.
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You can't help it.
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I mean, my mother never would have my grandmother, I mean, they would you she say you're stupid.
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Well, Felicia, you know.
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Oh, Felicia, you're stupid, you're stupid.
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They use the word stupid all the time.
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I believe in it.
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I feel like since I've lost my parents, if I don't believe in that, it would make me very sad.
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So I believe, like, I I went to like a hundred mediums and they saw my mother, and they would say one or two things.
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I was like, ooh, that's all I would latch on to.
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I didn't care.
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I believe a hundred things that they said she was like, you know.
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They could have said anything.
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Could have said anything.
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And then that one thing, I'm like, yep, that's her, and now I'm happy and I'm good.
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Yeah.
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So, you know, you're not sure.
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And I don't believe it myself.
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So I mean, I don't, I I mean, I believe it, but I'm like, I can't believe that this actually is real like it's weird.
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I feel like an imposter.
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You do.
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Like, like my dad has it.
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I know he's an 87-year-old man, but he has it.
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So what happened to him was when my cousin died, my cousin was 12, he died of cystic fibrosis.
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It's very sad.
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Um, and the night he died, my mother was with my aunt because they knew he was gonna pass, so all the ex-sisters were together.
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And my father woke up, he said it was like 11:36.
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He looked at the clock, and then he's he's like, he's hearing this woman's voice going, Come on, Victor, it's time to go home now.
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It's time to go home now.
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And he's like, I can't get this.
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He was he said he was having a very pleasant dream, and his voice just kept interrupting.
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So he looked at the clock and it was 11:36.
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He went back to sleep.
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My mother comes home about one o'clock in the morning and she said, Victor died tonight.
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My father said, What time?
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And he said, She said 11:36.
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Oh, wow.
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Didn't one of your kids Oh, Victoria.
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Yeah.
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With the with oh, I could go on and on.
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Yeah, see, so it's in her blood family.
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It's in their family.
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I have none of it, so you know it's real because there's things she'll say.
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And like every so often my sister will be like, Ask Melissa what she I know, but Melissa's not good at it anymore.
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You have to practice, I know.
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You have to practice.
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Practice makes perfect.
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How do you practice that?
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Do you like do this with your head?
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No, these things just come into you and you you tune into it.
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Like I ignore it, I push it out.
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Ah, I can't.
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I push it out, I push it out.
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Okay.
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And then push it out.
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Like if I don't push it out and I really focus.
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Let's not push it out for them.
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I'm curious.
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I know.
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I'm I I know I have a very bad feeling about one thing.
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I'm not going to tell it on camera, but I do tell you privately, but I do.
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Is it with me?
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No.
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No, no.
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I don't get like personal things.
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I get global things.
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I hate the global things.
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I hate that because there's nothing you could do.
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No.
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And I yeah, and I don't, I don't nobody wants to hear that.
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Yeah, you know, it's such a big thing.
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You know, like it's hard to do.
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We'll be fine.
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We'll all be fine, but just yeah.
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Not a different degree.
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No, no, no, no.
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Do you remember all my things?
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Oh my god, that was weird.
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But that that was the way I explained.
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It's so funny because Kelly Castro, she reminded me of that because I told her that too at a baseball game.
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Because you said that it's gonna be like a war, but it's not a war, and something bad's gonna happen.
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You said that.
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And I go, Oh, I'm glad you're my witness, because I know Nancy's my witness.
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I said it to her and I said it to Kelly.
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That's crazy.
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But that was a good way to describe it, right?
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No, it isn't.
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Yeah, right, and it did.
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It impacted the world.
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The whole world.
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The whole world.
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I like them when they deal with me.
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But I don't like the worldly things.
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No, but that's tell them what Erie said.
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Yeah, so we there's this girl, Erie, who will who like Erie Hart, look her up.
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She's very cute.
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Yeah, and she doesn't read the dead people will come to her, but so does like spirits of people, so they could be alive.
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Like my husband can come.
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And she said to me that something big the big in March.
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March.
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Something big's gonna happen in March.
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And this was we did it like November.
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And then Mel went separately, and she said the same thing to her.
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And we have a big event coming up in March, and it's just crazy.
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And even like when I first first saw her, she was, you know, I see you doing something bigger than teaching.
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And I was like, okay, like what?
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Like, you know, I like to, you know, I have a lot of um well, you were running for board of ed at that time.
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Remember, you thought it was gonna be something like that.
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I did, I thought it was political, and she said no, and then I thought I'd help like moms of addicts, and because you know, if you have some I have in my family a loved one, you want to help others, so I'm like, oh, is it helping moms?
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And she said, No, it's too deep.
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No, it's something fun and funny.
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I'm just gonna love it.
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Ah, she's and she said with your family.
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Oh, and you're gonna do it with someone.
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That's right.
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You're gonna do it with someone.
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Okay.
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Fast forward, we turn on our camera and go teach her lunch.
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And now we're and now look, and then you know, when I met with her prior, I said, I told her what we were doing.
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She had she follows us.
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I said, you know, this is because she doesn't remember either really what she's doing.
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No, no, no, she doesn't.
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And I told her, she goes, Oh my god, okay, yeah, there you go.
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I'm glad I was right.
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Yeah.
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I was like, Yeah, you are.
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Yeah, she said, The best is yet to come.
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The best is yet to come.
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How fun is that?
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I know it's so exciting.
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All right, so we went back to our podcast or whatever you want to call it.
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We don't know what to call it.
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We don't know what to call it.
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It's a longer TikTok.
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The longer teacher lunch.
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That's all.
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It's a longer teacher lunch.
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So we hope you enjoyed it.
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Give us a thumbs up, give us a follow.
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And let us know.
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And let us know about some psychic y things that maybe happened to you.
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I love to know that.
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Love that stuff.
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Yeah.
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All right.
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All right, have a great time, everybody.
