132. The Hidden Code Behind the Patterns You Cannot Break with Manex Ibar

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Welcome to Rooted in Wellness with me, wellness advocate and holistic nutritionist, Mona Sharma.
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Together, we will take a journey to discover natural healing practices from imbalance to balance guided by ancient wisdom and modern scientific insights.
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I was raised living summers on an ashram, so I learned early on that food is medicine and your kitchen is your greatest source of healthcare and prevention.
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After facing two heart surgeries, anxiety, and weight challenges, I discovered that just because your symptoms are common doesn't mean that they are normal.
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Together with some incredible guests, we will explore the power of our mind, body, and soul connection, returning to our roots to rediscover our greatest well-being.
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Welcome back to Rooted in Wellness.
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I want you to think about one pattern in your life that you already know too well.
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Maybe the details change, but the ending never really does.
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So it's the same kind of relationship with a different person, the same fear that appears whenever you're ready for something bigger, or the same exhaustion that returns after another round of trying to fix yourself.
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At some point, we have to ask why we understand a pattern, talk about it in therapy, journal about it, and promise ourselves that we'll choose differently next time and still find ourselves back inside the same decision.
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Most of us call it personality, or maybe it's bad luck, childhood baggage, or even self-sabotage.
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Then we look for another expert, another healing method, or another protocol to tell us what is wrong and how to change it.
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But how much of the person you think you are was shaped long before you had the awareness to question it?
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My guest today has spent more than two decades exploring that question.
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Maneshi Bar is a modern mystic, spiritual innovator, and creator of The Sphinx Code.
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The Financial Times called him the extreme spiritual guide, while his clients know him as the doctor's shaman and the billionaire's mystic.
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His work brings together archetypes, the subconscious mind, human energetics, indigenous traditions, and nature-based practices to help people understand the hidden patterns influencing their relationships, their health, their identity, and even their purpose.
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In this conversation, we get into why the life that looks so right can feel so wrong, how our wounds can become identities, what repeated patterns might be trying to show us, and whether knowing ourselves more deeply can change the trajectory of our lives.
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So if you've ever wondered why you keep returning to the same struggle, even though you know better, this conversation may give you a completely different place to look.
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This is episode 132, The Hidden Code Behind the Patterns You Cannot Break, with my friend Maneshi Bar.
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Let's get into it.
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My dear friend Manesh, welcome to Rooted in Wellness.
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Thank you.
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It's so nice to be here.
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I could talk to you for hours already.
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Oh my gosh.
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All right.
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So let's start with this.
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This podcast is all about becoming more rooted.
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So that's rooted in your health and your happiness.
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And what I believe is this inner knowing that we all have to be able to heal ourselves.
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And so the first question that I love to ask, what are two or three things that help you feel more rooted in yourself every day?
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Every day.
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I love to go for a walk in the morning in nature.
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And actually when I'm in cities now, it drives me a little crazy, but still just that walk in the morning and almost like setting myself to the sunlight
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If I can, I'll watch the sunrise.
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That's one of my favorite things.
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So that's something that immediately roots me and kind of resets me.
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And then the second one I have to pick, wow, there's a lot of things that are coming up.
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My wife was one of them, or my family and my love, for sure.
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And I think that's probably like a great one, even though that can also be a whole de-rooting.
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Yeah, that's so true.
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Depending on the day.
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Depending on the day.
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I at least come with the goal of rooting with my wife.
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Depends on her mood.
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Exactly.
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What's interesting when I ask you this question is that I find people who sit in that chair
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who really have become, like their essence is rooted.
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They understand the full meaning of, it's just, there's no other option.
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It's more challenging to think of the things that help you feel rooted in the morning because it's just part of your everyday practice, which is fascinating.
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Yeah, that's what my mind was like actually running.
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I was like, wow, it could be breath work.
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It could be my meditation.
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It could be anything on the day.
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It's sports, it could be the fact that I am already in my purpose and therefore I love it and I can ground into that anytime I feel a little bit unrooted.
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So yeah, there was a lot of things.
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That is, you just nailed it.
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And that's exactly why I asked this question, because I think that for a lot of people listening to anything to do with health and wellness, they're still addicted to looking for the thing, the protocol.
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What does he do?
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Oh, I'm going to do that too.
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No, depends on the day, how you feel in your physical body, the season that you're in, whatever it is, just the ownership behind that.
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so the flip side of that is feeling uprooted right when we feel uprooted we are distracted from our body from the wisdom within and you and i share a similar journey from you know coming from the corporate world and this exciting like new york city past life do you notice when you become uprooted again does that happen very often and what are things that cause you to feel uprooted
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I do.
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I think actually now coming into the city, which I loved before, now that uproots me.
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And I think emotional disturbances in relational dynamics, meaning when it's not a conflict so much, but it's a misunderstanding between people and the vibe instead of being kind of calm, easy understanding and that love itself.
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shows up, there's a real disruption of that because of either miscommunication usually or conscious awareness that is completely not matched.
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And so the two people look at it from such different perspectives that it's really difficult to even bring them together, me and somebody else, for example, and that can really be deroited.
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I think also discussions today in politics is insane, where people are so in their convictions, and instead of having a real conversation that is open-minded, we just go into our emotional power, and that's exactly what I'm talking about.
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It's like this emotional disruption that takes away the, I don't know, the conscious,
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legitimacy or the conscious peace of being able to dialogue and being able to debate without going crazy and wanting to kill each other.
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And I feel like right now there's so many triggers that people have and that's where I get unrooted, uprooted.
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It's funny how many parts of the system are really designed right now to keep us unconscious, which is why we have this podcast to talk about these things.
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There's so much that I want to talk to you before about.
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You gave me a beautiful session using your Sphinx code prior to this, which we'll dive into a little bit more, but let's dive in with some rapid fire questions first.
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So we're going to go deeper on all of them, but whatever comes to mind.
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What's one question that most people are too afraid to ask themselves?
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To ask themselves, I think a lot of times people don't ask about their purpose.
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They do, but they don't.
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They don't really want to know, I think.
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They want to follow a path that's already been outlined and that's safe.
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But actually, it's more like, what's your purpose that scares you the most?
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And that's probably where I think the answers are.
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As I think about this, it's such a deep question.
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I think a lot of people are probably really afraid of that, right?
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What's one thing that people could stop doing immediately that would bring them closer to knowing who they actually are?
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Well, getting to know your Sphinx code or your human design, I think is really quick into getting to know who you are, for sure.
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Overrated or underrated?
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Personality tests like the Myers-Briggs or the Enneagram?
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I mean, I think the personality test is overrated and I've actually worked on trying to change that one because I think the ego gets into it versus the anagram, probably underrated.
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Yeah, I agree with you.
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Myers-Briggs, I'm apparently the most introverted introvert that's out there.
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And I feel like that's helped me create a story for myself.
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Yeah, totally.
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All right.
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What's the most dangerous belief that someone can have about their wounds?
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Wow, the most dangerous belief that somebody can have about their wounds is probably that it's not worth looking at or solving.
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What's one thing that nature can teach us about ourselves that no therapist can?
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Oh, wow, the whole book.
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I think that we are absolutely supported by the Mother Earth, and therefore that this abundance really exists, and it is part of who we are, and that scarcity is a lie.
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Do you know the one t-shirt?
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I was traveling in India and I went to a plantation for spices and it was run by women only who had a connection with the earth and they all wore a t-shirt that says, in nature we trust.
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That's awesome.
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I want that.
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But for all things to stand out in my mind, now I understand why.
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All right.
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Last one.
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If you had to describe the Sphinx Code in one sentence, what would you say?
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The Sphinx Code is a map of your life that you can understand and it becomes a compass.
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What's so beautiful about this, and I'm smiling so much for listeners so you know, it's almost as though you can understand a blueprint around this hidden code that we all hold within us that could be the cause of our suffering or the cause of us believing an identity that doesn't actually exist or even the cause of our awakening, right?
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You talked about so many things that I feel like are part of my awakening.
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after a very challenging year.
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And I know a lot of our listeners in our community, for so many of us, the past year, year and a half, still ongoing, it's been really, really challenging.
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And when we think about this from like the modern identity lens, we're more disconnected than ever.
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We know more about health and wellness than ever before.
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And despite that, rates of anxiety, burnout, fatigue, and depression are on the rise amongst adults and children.
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And we're not stopping to do anything about it.
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I know.
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And on top of that, I think that there's probably a downfall in the sense of like this concept of a third space going somewhere for religion or community or spirituality.
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We're finding it in so many new ways.
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So for so many of us who are disconnected in our worlds, how is this impacting our psyche and how we show up?
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Yeah.
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I mean, the disconnection is one of the key aspects of, I think, this ease.
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Right.
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Right?
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And what are we disconnected from is actually our divinity, our own belief in our true power.
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And so we give our power away all the time to others that are supposedly authorities or experts in this.
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that they've lived their authenticity, and so we're looking for that, and yet we give the power back still to them.
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And it's this constant disconnection that we've been taught by school, by religion, by a lot of different systems that are going on in our society.
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And so this technology that we have now with social media that is actually continuously pushing us to more disconnection, it makes us go crazy.
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I mean, we're literally losing our minds slowly by disconnecting to our truth, our authenticity and our power.
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This is with everything online.
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Like I wonder, we can all kind of identify with the white lab coat concept.
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We give away our power to the doctor.
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I certainly did when I had my heart surgeries.
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They were the ones in control of my health and I felt like I was powerless.
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So many people feel that way.
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They're scared or intimidated to even ask questions.
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Now we're giving our power away to anyone that we find online that we see who has a following.
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or even influencers, I wonder that.
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But even through creativity and through writing and AI, right?
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That freedom of thought, freedom of speech is dissipating.
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And look, I have an AI platform.
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I know that it can be used for things that are beautiful.
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But unless we're having conversations like these, we're not really in touch with our own subconscious or uniqueness anymore.
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That's true.
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We were talking, or you mentioned Carl Jung.
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Until we make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life.
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And we call it fate.
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Yeah.
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I mean, I love this argument where we talk a lot about it with my wife, Victoria, about fate and destiny.
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What's the difference?
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And I think destiny is something that, and this is why I called it the Sphinx Code, is because the Sphinx supposedly is the holder of our destiny.
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And he asks the riddle, and then if you pass the riddle, you get to your destiny, otherwise it kills you.
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Versus the idea of weaving your fate.
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And so we have this choice.
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We have, and this is another thing that we talk a lot about, is do we have free will, really?
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If you have destiny, then you don't really have free will, normally.
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And Carl Jung said this, you have destiny and you have free will, but destiny will catch you back up and pull you by the hair to bring you into alignment.
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And I actually think disease is part of that.
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Disease is when life is bringing you back into your destiny because you've been so far out of alignment with it, through fear, through conditioning, through all sorts of things.
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So weaving your fates and trying to make a really beautiful tapestry towards your destiny is when you're aligned and your power and ego are actually listening to what destiny is calling you for.
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So destiny, I think we do all have a certain purpose that is outlined by even our birth.
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So our birth is putting us into an alignment, almost like a geometry, where we get a certain unique perspective.
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And then life is going to kind of go through the merry-go-round or down the boat.
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It's one of my favorite songs, row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream, you know.
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Merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.
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So how do we navigate this boat?
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We don't have to too much, as long as we have some signposts and we know that the waterfall's coming, or this is the chill ride, you know, so we can actually enjoy it.
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And I see the tarot or divination or different spiritual tools as that.
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They're just signposts.
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But you're not going to change the river.
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You're going to go down this river and you're going to have to go through the waterfall and the different show times and the big mergings and all of that.
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Knowing it, when it's happening, you can take advantage of the situation and actually prepare yourself and live it with a lot more conscious awareness and joy, hopefully.
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Even though it's so scary to go down the waterfall.
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Yeah.
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Or go through the breakup or go through, you know, whatever it is that you're gonna be challenged by.
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So destiny is calling us towards a track.
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We have that, we have that purpose.
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It's going to have its ups and downs.
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But the fate is how we deal with it.
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And I think that's where spiritual tools like the Sphinx Code can help us.
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Like the Sphinx Code is not going to help you break up, but it's going to help you understand why the breakup is necessary.
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And yeah, I guess through the same light, it's not going to heal your physical imbalances or symptoms, but it will guide you towards understanding what your blockages could be so that you could address them.
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We were joking before we started recording, if we only got a training manual for this thing, right?
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And life also.
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If we were taught from a really young age...
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the power of our uniqueness showing up exactly the way that we were to sing our own unique expression.
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We would live life so differently.
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There's no efforting towards fitting in, looking a certain way, acting a certain way, making a certain dollar amount, whatever it is, it puts an end to all suffering.
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I've been a nutritionist now for 16 years, and I'm so grateful for this community because they've seen me go through this transition of, you know, I used to put people on diets and protocols.
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Then I remembered the ashram and everything that I went through to heal.
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Then I recognized with everyone that I work with that the ultimate healing are the people who kind of really resonated with their journey.
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They turned healing into a spiritual journey.
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Mm-hmm.
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And now here I am again, sitting at this lens of quantum, because I understand that, gosh, was it really ever about the food or the stuff or my mom or my dad?
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We'll talk about that.
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And then I remembered something really unique.
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And this is kind of where what you're teaching, where ancient wisdom and Ayurveda ties into is the understanding of the exact moment that we're all born and,
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There was a frequency.
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There was a sound that was made in the universe and how unique we are.
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And when we look at healing, isn't it not so refreshing to just, gosh, we can just go back to remembering what that sound feels like instead of searching or trying or hardcoring or efforting or doing or hustling or, right?
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It just feels so much more aligned.
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And when I talk about this in depth with a lot of the people I work with, there's an all of a sudden conversation.
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exhale.
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Like it just feels so good.
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You're right.
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I don't have to effort so much in getting somewhere.
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So for people listening, can you understand, or can you help them understand the Sphinx Code exactly?
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What led you to the creation?
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Let's also talk about the fact that you were struck by lightning.
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I met you recently at a talk where you mentioned that, but it's really kind of a symbolic code that reveals all parts of ourselves.
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I mean, yeah, so it came through, I think, obviously, I seeked a lot of answers in my own healing journey, but also in understanding the mystical.
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And so these systems kind of came into my life, and my scientific mind was very skeptical.
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Like astrology, I learned when I was young, but then at the same time, I was like, oh, it's a little general.
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Or you have to really be deep down into the expertise of really understanding every single planet and this and that.
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And I was like, oh, that's too complicated.
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Yeah, too much.
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to then having human design hit me, like literally a book like fell on me and this at Kick Institute, and so then I got into that.
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And that was also complicated, but then it became really fascinating.
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And then the truth of it was so precise and almost dumbfounding.
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and that it started being like, okay, wait, there really is a system that is unveiling the truth of the energetics.
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I was clairvoyant and already seeing the energetics and having a system that is paralleling what I'm seeing was quite fascinating.
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And then the tarot, which I didn't really like, I thought it was kind of a little bit of a gimmick,
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when I got hit by lightning and when a lot of this stuff kind of started showing up afterwards and really unveiling itself and that there is a mathematics to it and that the tarot is a lot deeper than just the divination that we use it as and that these archetypes are codes and frequencies as you talked about
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And that brought it back to music, which was something that I was really deep into.
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I mean, I am a music engineer and I worked at Sony and all that.
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So the frequency piece was what got me deeply into resonance with the Sphinx Code and then the tarot as these archetypes are resonance and frequencies.
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So the Sphinx code is like a map of your subconscious.
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It is the map of your subconscious through the mathematics of your birth information.
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So it brings you back to what is the archetypes that you carry that are going to play out in your life that you are literally holding.
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And then I think we have this...
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free will to navigate those archetypes.
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You can't change the archetype, but you can modernize the archetype and how it expresses itself.
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And so first you have to know which archetypes you have, in which positions, which help you understand yourself.
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And then you can be creative in
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modernizing how that architect plays.
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Like let's say the hermit, right?
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The hermit's fascinating.
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I mean, you could be the shy one that's introverted and like hides and never shows up and then okay.
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Or you could be the hermit that is such a little partier, but he's doing it in secret.
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And he is actually seeking all these different communities to find the answer.
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And so he's not always in one community, but he's actually having a lot of fun in many different communities.
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And therefore he seems like he's just hermiting out to each of the communities when actually he's social the entire year.
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And actually an extrovert, but he wouldn't think from the outside that he would be.
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You just nailed my life.
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So true.
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So you have two hermits.
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I have two hermits.
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And so you get to play that.
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And I think on top of it, each archetype has a journey with age.
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You know, like your inner child is going to play the archetype differently than when you're a grandmother.
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That hermit might actually be much more like, leave me alone.
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I'm in my mountain being creative and having fun.
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And I don't need to be seeking anymore.
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I found.
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But what's going to be funny is that people will come to you for that wisdom.
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Even though you're like, no, leave me alone.
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But then you might be, okay, like how do you play that?
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How do you, holding that archetype, let it live through you?
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And I think we do have, again, like weaving the fates, you get to play with that archetype and how you want to manifest it.
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I think what would be fascinating for a lot of our listeners is this understanding around looking for safety.
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Right now, nervous system regulation is trending.
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We're seeing all these people who pop up weekends and parks to regulate your system, unleash your trauma, and then just go back into the world.
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Or shamans, all of a sudden, to become a shaman is really trendy.
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Yeah, I know.
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You know about that.
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So what's different about this is, you know, there's a lot of story that's going into building up our traumas right now.
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And when we identify so deeply with that, it's no different than when I was put on medications for my heart palpitations, I identify it as somebody who was sick because the doctor gave me the medication, right?
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We identify with them so deeply.
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And of course, that identity is going to drive our actions.
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So if we, let's use mine as an example.
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So when we look at my mother and my father, right, the cards that I get from my father versus my mother, and I've told you nothing about my story.
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And yet, you know so deeply about what their archetype was.
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And so I could either go into my pain and my suffering, like, oh, they were my parents.
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This is my suffering.
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Woe is me.
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This is why I am the way that I am today, instead of just recognizing that, oh.
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It was just their archetype.
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I can end my belief system around that in this moment, just like that, to end my suffering.
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How can Sphinx Code then be used in the same light without people having to go through that story of, you know, regulating, looking for the energy healing around the park to resolve their symptoms and unleash their trauma?
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I mean, yeah, that's what I hope.
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And that's why I'm actually taking a lot of time to bring it out to people so that they have the information to get out of their storyline that is the trauma.
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And then that loops because they're identifying with the trauma.
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I mean, the trauma is really an experience that was overwhelming for the mind at that moment.
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And so you disassociate.
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And so in a way, shamanically, we look at, it's almost like there's a little piece of that energy that stays hooked into that time and space, and we keep moving on forward, but it's unresolved.
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It's an unresolved consciousness piece from usually an overwhelming emotional reaction that we didn't know how to handle because we were too young or not ready for it or whatever it was, right?
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Even though, in a sense, I don't believe in victimization
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There's collective victimization that's a little bit more complicated, and I don't want to get into that, like what's going on in Giza and Congo and all that, because it's so intense.
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And there's a lot of politics around that.
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But individual victimization, we are co-creating our life and we are calling experiences into our life to live them.
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our subconscious is actually doing that.
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So when you do know your subconscious, you can understand what you're calling in, or when something comes to your life, you can understand which pattern or which archetype is actually calling that in, so that there's less surprise, therefore there's less trauma around it, and you can take power, your power, to live it accordingly, by knowing the wound or the negative aspect of that archetype versus the positive aspect.
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so hopefully if you know your Sphinx code you can start living your life with a lot more fluidity and understanding of what you're calling in like if you have wounds from let's say past lives or karma or even let's say your parents right that you think at least because the archetypes are in you I'm reading how you saw your parents I'm sure if I asked your dad if he believed that he'd be like well maybe kinda
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but actually I have these things, right?
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And he has his story with his parents on top of it.
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And so it actually gives you a lot more compassion when you get to see his chart.
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But your perspective of your father and your mother with your archetypes, which is actually your masculine and your own feminine wounds, those need to be resolved.
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So actually your parents helped you resolve them by accentuating them and making them obvious for you.
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So you can either stay in the story of,
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victimized me, or shift it and be like, ah, they helped me see it and I can get out of that one.
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At least the Sphinx Code will show that to you.
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It's funny because actually when people first meet their Sphinx Code and they just read it in the app, they usually want to criticize the way that we describe the parents.
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because oftentimes they're still stuck in that victimization.
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And so they're like, no, that's not how it was.
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And no, that's not me, that's them, right?
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And then when they think about it, they're like, wow, that's a different perspective of it.
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I hadn't seen that.
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And actually now that I identify with it, it helps them to heal it.
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And then they start seeing it in their life.
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Oh, every time I went to a job, this is actually what I was looking for.
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And that is part of the pattern of that archetype.
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Or every time I'm in a relationship, I was seeking the same relationship.
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And so hopefully you get out of the loops, you get out of your archetypal wounds that are in you.
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And so, again, the shock of the immune system or a nervous system that's completely haywired, I mean, there's a lot that's going on with that.
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I mean, our life is pretty stressed with our society that's kind of going crazy.
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And even though we do have all these tools, you know, we sometimes forget to apply them.
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That's really why I wanted to ask that question.
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And it's not to dismiss, you know, the traumas that we've all been through.
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It's not about that.
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And there are some incredible healers that I'm sure do sessions in a park and shamans as well, obviously.
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But I think the point of that is like, who and what are you giving your power to?
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Yes.
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And even the story, like you said, that we're telling about our parents when it's our story.
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Right.
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Or the healer that we meet with and it's their story, right?
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Instead of the full ownership.
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And even as healers, when someone refers to me as a healer, I often just say I did nothing.
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Like you are the healer.
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That's the entire foundation of what I do.
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You're the healer.
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I've just gone through my own journey to now shed light like the hermit with the light walking through the forest.
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I'm taking the light with me.
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Something that you said that was interesting was around understanding that predetermined aspect.
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So going back to the destiny, you said that our psychological wounds, they're not random, but they're written into us even before we're born, encoded by cosmic transits during gestation.
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Mm-hmm.
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I believe this if we look at something like a genetic disease, right?
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So my mom saw there's rheumatoid arthritis, which she had very terribly.
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And she had a lot of trauma in her life.
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Her mother, the same, debilitating rheumatoid arthritis with a lot of trauma in her life.
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And touch wood, now I'm the first generation to not have it.
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And I'm doing a lot of the work to not have it.
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But I really do believe that a lot of this is encoded within us.
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In fact, Johns Hopkins, they're proving that our DNA around trauma can actually be passed down.
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Right?
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So what does that mean practically for someone who's trying to understand the pain that they carry?
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It's a really good question and it's deep.
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And I think it does show some of the mechanics of what's going on genetically as well as spiritually and how the genetics and the spiritual are very, very linked.
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They're really overlapping.
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They really are.
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And these, I love these kind of scientific revelations that are happening because they are also linking to some of these deeper spiritual philosophies that it's very hard to prove.
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Like karma, like how do you prove that?
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I mean, you have to kind of stay there for over a hundred years and re-find somebody that reincarnates.
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It's like, wow, that's tough.
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Even though there was an awesome movie called Eye Origins, I think.
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And it was this scientist that was looking to see that basically the eye is an imprint that is absolutely unique, like a genetic code.
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And so that if we did it reincarnate, we would probably take the same eye imprint
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and you just have to go find them.
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And in the story, he actually finds his love who died in an elevator, I'm getting chills actually.
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And so he finds this little girl in India, and then she has the same imprint of the eyes,
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even though she's completely, and it was in Europe, that this person got the doors closed on her in the elevator.
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And he takes this little girl to the hotel and she comes to the elevator and the girl has a complete panic attack and freaks out and it's unexplainable.
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And he's like, oh my God, it is her.
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Because that's a karmic wound from her past life.
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Right, that's really recognized.
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And so to go back to what your question is about this genetic diseases, I think there is a passing on of certain wounds.
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Like let's say there's sexual wounding from the lineage that has never been resolved.
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You just suppressed it.
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you're passing it on to your child, they might've never dealt with that sexual wound, but they're actually dealing with the energetics of it.
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And so that is the symptom.
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It's the same that's happening and being passed down.
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And we can say it's genetic, even though we know that genetically, when you have a genetic disease and then you adopt a child,
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The child doesn't have that gene expression, right?
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But then they come into the environment and they get brought up by these two parents that have that genetic issue.
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All of a sudden the kid develops that same genetic disease.
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So it's really an energetic passing on or lifestyle choice.
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Because I think the food is actually another way.
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I mean, it's a lifestyle choice.
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And then so eating and changing your nutrition is actually changing your lifestyle.
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And that's where you start actually changing your energetics as well.
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And I think we don't talk enough about energetics.
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So the map of Swing's Code where you know your archetypes, that's great.
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And you can see certain aspects of belief systems.
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You can see certain energetic patterns that could be passed down.
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You could see for the hermit, for example, you have to go look at.
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What is this energy that's being passed down through your lineage?
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In your case, it would be your mother, because that's also where your hermit is.
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But it can't say what it is.
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It's usually this or that.
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And so then the rheumatoid arthritis...
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Okay, what's happened in your lineage, you know, energetically in a way that has created that expression.
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And I would go look at that.
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And once you discover that, you can then understand it and overcome it so that the genetic expression doesn't happen.
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In Ayurveda, they say that these types of autoimmune conditions, it's the result of storing trauma, not processing it or expressing it, right?
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We just hold on to everything.
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It's a superpower for women, which doesn't surprise me that autoimmune impacts women more than men also, right?
406
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And this comes from all wisdoms.
407
00:34:28.355 --> 00:34:30.276
Like this isn't just an Ayurvedic wisdom.
408
00:34:30.296 --> 00:34:34.038
There's indigenous tribes and Egyptians and ancient Greece.
409
00:34:34.098 --> 00:34:36.019
Like it really just shows up everywhere.
410
00:34:36.039 --> 00:34:38.441
Traditional Chinese medicine, obviously, right?
411
00:34:38.461 --> 00:34:40.422
Just being masters at understanding this.
412
00:34:40.962 --> 00:34:48.025
And it was so important for me to have you on to really understand and really just like communicate over and over and over and over and over.
413
00:34:48.125 --> 00:34:53.907
It's so much more than food and exercise and diets and protocol and how to move your body.
414
00:34:54.047 --> 00:34:55.728
And we're so stuck on that as a culture.
415
00:34:56.208 --> 00:35:07.174
when we kind of take introspection into deeper forms of understanding ourselves, then the intensity or the grip that all the things that we think we need to be doing, it really just lessens a little bit, right?
416
00:35:07.474 --> 00:35:12.417
And then like, if we have to back up by science, we just go to these blue zones where they don't talk about food.
417
00:35:12.457 --> 00:35:13.537
They don't talk about their diet.
418
00:35:13.557 --> 00:35:18.420
They don't talk about how many steps they got in, in a day, the foods that they can't eat or should eat, right?
419
00:35:18.440 --> 00:35:20.341
They're living their lives to the fullest.
420
00:35:20.861 --> 00:35:25.024
And I think that this is so powerful because it takes the soul into consideration.
421
00:35:25.044 --> 00:35:25.484
Mm-hmm.
422
00:35:26.004 --> 00:35:28.368
And we're talking about the word longevity, right?
423
00:35:28.668 --> 00:35:33.475
We're so focused on living a long time, not looking a certain way, getting to this number.
424
00:35:33.495 --> 00:35:39.865
And yet, is your soul experiencing what it means to be fully expressed in this human body or is it not?
425
00:35:39.885 --> 00:35:40.486
Yeah.
426
00:35:40.806 --> 00:35:47.370
Would you say that that deeper connection is probably one of the greatest gifts that you see when you work with people who come to see you?
427
00:35:47.570 --> 00:35:48.030
100%.
428
00:35:48.350 --> 00:35:53.814
I mean, I think that's exactly what, even the cliche of the shaman that says, when did you stop dancing?
429
00:35:53.854 --> 00:35:54.914
When did you stop loving?
430
00:35:54.954 --> 00:35:55.935
When did you stop singing?
431
00:35:56.375 --> 00:35:59.237
That's actually the soul that's fully expressing itself, right?
432
00:35:59.597 --> 00:36:01.418
And that is in a way my job.
433
00:36:02.439 --> 00:36:05.841
When people come, I mean, I didn't really seek to be a healer.
434
00:36:05.881 --> 00:36:06.521
That's the thing.
435
00:36:06.541 --> 00:36:06.941
Yeah.
436
00:36:07.061 --> 00:36:07.782
And on top of it,
437
00:36:08.442 --> 00:36:12.967
I resisted it, but it ended up working just because my clairvoyance could see energetics.
438
00:36:13.027 --> 00:36:20.834
And so I started seeing energetic patterns and then the energetic patterns were manifesting as this ease or the symptoms.
439
00:36:21.374 --> 00:36:25.979
And so I started like healing through that patterning of me recognizing that.
440
00:36:26.019 --> 00:36:29.182
But I hated being the healer because I'm not healing.
441
00:36:29.943 --> 00:36:30.703
They are healing.
442
00:36:31.224 --> 00:36:31.924
I'm just seeing.
443
00:36:32.585 --> 00:36:41.810
And then at a point, it was actually quite interesting because I started seeing that the journey of also who's in front of me needing that healing was also a reflection of what I needed.
444
00:36:42.390 --> 00:36:48.473
So oftentimes I was saying it to them, even though I was taking in my own words, and then I needed to apply it.
445
00:36:49.033 --> 00:36:55.377
And then that also got me out of a lot of my situations as I helped people journey through things.
446
00:36:55.877 --> 00:36:58.939
And then there was a point where it was not a mirror anymore.
447
00:36:59.419 --> 00:37:01.100
It was literally like me just learning.
448
00:37:01.900 --> 00:37:09.365
And I was like, wow, I have nothing to do with that, but I'm learning the pattern because now I've learned to recognize these patterns, energetic patterns.
449
00:37:09.885 --> 00:37:14.348
And I'm just almost creating a library and continuing all the way through.
450
00:37:14.848 --> 00:37:18.251
And then there was a point where I was like, okay, I'm done with healing.
451
00:37:18.271 --> 00:37:19.832
I get the symptoms.
452
00:37:20.052 --> 00:37:22.733
Now it's how do you express the optimization?
453
00:37:23.794 --> 00:37:25.835
How do you bring the soul fully into it?
454
00:37:25.895 --> 00:37:32.237
Like, and of course you can't do it when you're in pain or when you have symptoms, but when you don't have the symptoms, like then what else is there?
455
00:37:32.897 --> 00:37:39.400
And then that's when I started guiding, spiritually guiding people into the optimization of how do you take it higher?
456
00:37:39.440 --> 00:37:41.641
How do you optimize your consciousness, your purpose?
457
00:37:41.681 --> 00:37:42.901
Your why are you here?
458
00:37:42.961 --> 00:37:47.243
How your soul wants to express itself and why it took this body in this shape.
459
00:37:48.083 --> 00:37:51.084
which actually is in alignment with the soul's purpose.
460
00:37:51.605 --> 00:37:52.845
And that's incredible.
461
00:37:53.285 --> 00:38:05.471
Why do you look like Pocahontas with all this indigenous roots that aren't from here, and yet you're living here in the Americas, right?
462
00:38:05.951 --> 00:38:17.357
During this time when America is the superpower, and moving into America, Canada, Mexico, who knows what's going on, and that empire is also falling, versus India knows...
463
00:38:18.057 --> 00:38:20.980
I mean, it's so beyond in its knowledge.
464
00:38:21.061 --> 00:38:23.383
Ayurvedic medicine is incredible.
465
00:38:24.044 --> 00:38:28.289
The Chinese also, I had this vision actually that was kind of funny the other day, and it made me laugh.
466
00:38:28.389 --> 00:38:30.892
I was like, oh, Asia is like the grandparents.
467
00:38:31.613 --> 00:38:34.015
India is like the great grandparents, you know?
468
00:38:34.496 --> 00:38:38.761
And then Europe is the parents, and then America is the teenagers, and then the Arabs are like the kids.
469
00:38:40.080 --> 00:38:42.682
And I was like, wow, that's what it is, you know?
470
00:38:42.802 --> 00:38:43.703
It does feel like that.
471
00:38:43.823 --> 00:38:47.025
And the South Americans are kind of like the uncles, you know, like being like, ugh.
472
00:38:47.386 --> 00:38:48.487
The fun uncles, yeah.
473
00:38:49.247 --> 00:38:54.311
They're either the fun or they're just like working and busy and just like, oh, you guys deal with your crap.
474
00:38:54.351 --> 00:38:55.012
Fascinating.
475
00:38:55.432 --> 00:39:04.981
And I was thinking, well, it's kind of funny, like these cultural paradigms are so, I mean, some of the Asians are just like, they think of America and they're like, whatever.
476
00:39:05.001 --> 00:39:09.786
You know, you guys are like, and so you're so far away from what we already know.
477
00:39:10.166 --> 00:39:11.548
We're not even gonna try to prove it.
478
00:39:11.888 --> 00:39:16.713
Europe is still like, America, you need to like raise, you know, it's like actively parenting.
479
00:39:17.353 --> 00:39:20.837
America is the rebellious teenager saying fuck you to everybody.
480
00:39:21.418 --> 00:39:23.600
We know what we're doing, yet it doesn't.
481
00:39:24.161 --> 00:39:27.264
And it's stuck in the materialism, just like we were as teenagers.
482
00:39:28.085 --> 00:39:33.792
Our look, our clothes, our coolness, because we wanted to just explore the physical body as much as possible.
483
00:39:34.480 --> 00:39:36.601
And that is like what being a teenager is.
484
00:39:37.041 --> 00:39:43.164
You're falling in love, you're exploring your new body as an adult that's got all these feelings.
485
00:39:43.844 --> 00:39:50.246
But when you're 35, 40 and you've had kids and this and that, you're like such on a different level of understanding, right?
486
00:39:50.406 --> 00:39:51.947
You got it, ready to throw it in.
487
00:39:52.647 --> 00:39:53.408
Ready for the wisdom.
488
00:39:54.608 --> 00:39:57.290
And when you're a kid, you're actually closer to the source to a certain degree.
489
00:39:57.330 --> 00:39:58.751
You're just like, abundance.
490
00:39:59.031 --> 00:39:59.752
Everything's abundance.
491
00:39:59.792 --> 00:40:00.192
Who cares?
492
00:40:00.212 --> 00:40:01.213
We're just playing.
493
00:40:01.553 --> 00:40:03.514
Everything's abundance.
494
00:40:03.915 --> 00:40:06.756
And I think some of the Arab countries right now are that way.
495
00:40:06.837 --> 00:40:09.999
It's just like, whatever, let's play, let's just have fun, let's just do whatever.
496
00:40:10.759 --> 00:40:15.180
And you know, and then you, yet the kid is still looking at the teenager being like, oh wow, they're so cool.
497
00:40:15.601 --> 00:40:17.561
And so they go over there and they're like, wait, this is crazy.
498
00:40:17.641 --> 00:40:19.082
You guys are, what?
499
00:40:19.562 --> 00:40:25.203
And then the insecurities show up and all the other stuff because the teenager is like, yo kid, get out of here.
500
00:40:25.984 --> 00:40:29.024
Meanwhile, the parents are trying to teach both of them.
501
00:40:29.865 --> 00:40:32.605
And then the grandparents are like, whatever, we don't care.
502
00:40:32.645 --> 00:40:34.226
We're on another level.
503
00:40:35.426 --> 00:40:36.507
And I think that's the same thing.
504
00:40:36.527 --> 00:40:42.568
Like in India, there's so much knowledge, there's so much wisdom, there's so much chaos as well.
505
00:40:43.088 --> 00:40:47.830
There's so much disparity of riches to poor.
506
00:40:47.850 --> 00:40:55.932
There's a lot of expectations that are so ingrained because of that understanding and knowledge that it's quite interesting.
507
00:40:56.192 --> 00:41:01.816
And there is a lot of matriarchy versus patriarchy, but the matriarch over there has got a role.
508
00:41:02.096 --> 00:41:03.437
And it's very, very ingrained.
509
00:41:03.477 --> 00:41:05.018
And I think a lot of people don't know that.
510
00:41:05.478 --> 00:41:06.299
Everything would collapse.
511
00:41:06.599 --> 00:41:06.819
Yeah.
512
00:41:07.159 --> 00:41:07.399
Right?
513
00:41:07.599 --> 00:41:07.900
Yeah.
514
00:41:08.660 --> 00:41:09.060
Yeah.
515
00:41:09.441 --> 00:41:16.025
You know, thinking about all these different places, when we think about, well, first of all, I guess, ask yourself, what are you craving?
516
00:41:16.045 --> 00:41:20.408
Or what part of you is craving parts of what you just described?
517
00:41:20.428 --> 00:41:20.768
Mm-hmm.
518
00:41:21.108 --> 00:41:22.550
I'm searching for wisdom right now.
519
00:41:22.570 --> 00:41:25.332
I'm craving wisdom and also fun and color.
520
00:41:25.392 --> 00:41:26.253
We talked about that.
521
00:41:26.674 --> 00:41:35.802
But I think that there's also in each stage we recognized, we can all say that when we look back at our journey, it had to happen the way that it did because we evolved or we learned.
522
00:41:36.583 --> 00:41:38.985
And something that you had mentioned with Dr.
523
00:41:39.005 --> 00:41:40.086
Guy is the wound.
524
00:41:41.147 --> 00:41:43.769
how the wound is actually part of our greatest healing.
525
00:41:44.690 --> 00:41:49.794
And I say this with so much empathy, because I think for some listeners, they might be going through something deep.
526
00:41:49.854 --> 00:41:52.856
And for me to just say, oh, it's such a gift to go through two heart surgeries.
527
00:41:52.876 --> 00:41:53.436
What a gift.
528
00:41:54.357 --> 00:42:02.603
But there is a gift in some way in the end, if you're open to understanding why it presented itself in your life.
529
00:42:02.963 --> 00:42:04.985
Can you talk to us a little bit how the wound is the medicine?
530
00:42:05.005 --> 00:42:05.105
Yeah.
531
00:42:05.925 --> 00:42:12.429
I'm just laughing because my wife, of course, when she was going through something and I was like telling her, oh, you're learning this and this, like, no, no, no.
532
00:42:12.449 --> 00:42:17.532
And she's like, yeah, okay, can you give me the thing that solves the issue right now?
533
00:42:17.592 --> 00:42:19.513
And that's not the consciousness piece.
534
00:42:20.313 --> 00:42:23.435
So for the ones that are going through their suffering.
535
00:42:23.995 --> 00:42:33.348
which it is the soul trying to understand the body, and the body is trying to understand the soul when you're in the deep wound and the hurt of it.
536
00:42:33.368 --> 00:42:39.657
Obviously when the scar is nice and safe and everything's gone and you've learned why,
537
00:42:40.958 --> 00:42:43.219
you went through that, that's for sure.
538
00:42:43.399 --> 00:42:44.699
It's a whole process.
539
00:42:44.739 --> 00:42:47.540
That is why the wound showed up in the first place.
540
00:42:47.620 --> 00:42:55.822
It's the beginning of the suffering that makes you become aware of a behavioral pattern that needs to shift, right?
541
00:42:56.843 --> 00:43:00.384
There is always a reason you bump into something and hurt yourself.
542
00:43:01.044 --> 00:43:02.524
And okay, like why?
543
00:43:03.084 --> 00:43:07.986
You know, especially if it's in your house and you've done the same whatever staircase,
544
00:43:08.566 --> 00:43:09.947
over and over and over so many times.
545
00:43:10.028 --> 00:43:12.810
And all of a sudden, why do you trip and fall on your face like that one time?
546
00:43:13.371 --> 00:43:14.592
What were you thinking in that moment?
547
00:43:15.072 --> 00:43:16.254
What were you not being aware of?
548
00:43:16.694 --> 00:43:17.375
What did you learn?
549
00:43:17.435 --> 00:43:19.216
What was the conversation you just had?
550
00:43:19.236 --> 00:43:21.899
You know, whatever it is, you'll learn from it.
551
00:43:22.520 --> 00:43:28.045
There's a three-step process that I teach, which actually is linked to the body where we have like three...
552
00:43:28.305 --> 00:43:31.846
you know, aspects like the wrist, the elbow, the shoulder.
553
00:43:32.486 --> 00:43:34.987
We have the same thing, the ankle, the knee, the hip.
554
00:43:35.527 --> 00:43:37.948
Or we have the legs, the torso, and the head.
555
00:43:38.108 --> 00:43:40.689
There's always these three things, and then the masculine and the feminine.
556
00:43:41.189 --> 00:43:46.910
And you have the implication, which is the moment when life is giving you a lesson.
557
00:43:47.391 --> 00:43:48.271
That's the implication.
558
00:43:48.291 --> 00:43:55.593
You get hit, you get cut, you get the news from the doctor, you get the symptom that shows up and you don't know why.
559
00:43:56.313 --> 00:43:58.554
That's the first part of the lesson.
560
00:43:58.654 --> 00:43:59.955
You get hit in the face, you know?
561
00:44:00.055 --> 00:44:01.155
I'm gonna use that.
562
00:44:01.896 --> 00:44:18.604
And you wonder what is going on, but you're in suffering, and you go through this whole process of, I need to figure out how to protect it, what's happening, there's a shock, there's a reflection, there's a little piece, all the way up to needing to talk about it, right?
563
00:44:18.664 --> 00:44:20.845
And it's really important to talk about it in the community.
564
00:44:21.545 --> 00:44:23.126
Oh, this guy hit me at the bar.
565
00:44:23.146 --> 00:44:23.846
It was crazy.
566
00:44:23.866 --> 00:44:25.126
Then I protected myself.
567
00:44:25.246 --> 00:44:26.867
And then he kept coming at me.
568
00:44:27.007 --> 00:44:30.248
And like, oh my God, I tried to run away, but it didn't work.
569
00:44:30.328 --> 00:44:31.128
He caught me.
570
00:44:31.188 --> 00:44:32.309
And then his friends showed up.
571
00:44:32.829 --> 00:44:34.309
And then finally I hit him back.
572
00:44:34.389 --> 00:44:36.190
And then I was able to escape and ran.
573
00:44:36.270 --> 00:44:37.490
And that's why I'm calling you.
574
00:44:37.550 --> 00:44:39.031
I'm still like, my nervous system is crazy.
575
00:44:39.571 --> 00:44:41.972
That's all the first part, the implication.
576
00:44:42.572 --> 00:44:44.593
Then there's the second part, which is the acceptation.
577
00:44:45.153 --> 00:44:47.714
That's usually when you come down and you go, wait, what happened?
578
00:44:47.734 --> 00:44:49.435
Like, why did the guy like hit me?
579
00:44:49.935 --> 00:44:53.757
Oh, cause I was like staring at his wife and like trying to hit on her and buying her a drink.
580
00:44:53.878 --> 00:44:55.218
It's like, well, okay, I get it.
581
00:44:55.238 --> 00:44:58.520
There's something there that I needed to learn or whatever it was, right?
582
00:44:58.920 --> 00:45:01.321
I made fun of him or I said some insult.
583
00:45:01.501 --> 00:45:07.885
Like that's the acceptation that the event actually is there to teach you something.
584
00:45:08.605 --> 00:45:10.306
So that's usually the second joint.
585
00:45:10.906 --> 00:45:17.928
And then the third joint is the fear that becomes integrated, so that that never will happen again because you learned the lesson.
586
00:45:18.568 --> 00:45:19.889
And that's the integration piece.
587
00:45:20.649 --> 00:45:29.792
So implication, acceptation, integration is the process of how life brings us these experiences, tons of them, to learn and to grow.
588
00:45:30.572 --> 00:45:35.074
And the integration is losing fear that it will happen because you understood the lesson.
589
00:45:35.414 --> 00:45:43.537
Versus acceptation is also rallying all the people that actually have had the same wound and being able to teach them why it's a lesson.
590
00:45:44.098 --> 00:45:46.579
So you understand what the lesson is, it's accepting the lesson.
591
00:45:46.599 --> 00:45:50.360
Versus the implication is very complicated because you never know when it's going to happen.
592
00:45:51.320 --> 00:45:54.082
Like, when is the next time you get hit in the face, you know?
593
00:45:55.342 --> 00:45:59.083
or get cut, or get bit by a dog, or whatever it is, the accident.
594
00:45:59.963 --> 00:46:06.364
The moment that life is interacting with you in that shock to bring you into a lesson.
595
00:46:07.304 --> 00:46:24.348
And I think you can make that shock be less traumatic when you know your purpose, when you know your subconscious, when you know your mechanics and your human design, for example, or your astrology, your life cycles, your transits, and you know yourself.
596
00:46:25.428 --> 00:46:32.814
And if you're in better alignment, you're probably not going to do something stupid where life has to like bang you to be like, what are you doing?
597
00:46:33.562 --> 00:46:34.903
It brings so much freedom.
598
00:46:35.663 --> 00:46:40.185
And, you know, it's the difference between, you know, oh, I keep getting sick.
599
00:46:40.945 --> 00:46:41.686
I keep getting sick.
600
00:46:41.706 --> 00:46:42.626
I'm always getting sick.
601
00:46:42.666 --> 00:46:44.407
You identify as somebody who's sick, right?
602
00:46:44.467 --> 00:46:45.948
It's inevitable that you're going to get sick.
603
00:46:46.348 --> 00:46:46.888
That's a belief.
604
00:46:47.248 --> 00:46:49.149
Versus, huh, I'm getting sick right now.
605
00:46:49.169 --> 00:46:50.190
I feel really tired.
606
00:46:50.210 --> 00:46:51.330
I wonder what this means.
607
00:46:51.350 --> 00:46:52.070
What am I ignoring?
608
00:46:52.251 --> 00:46:54.652
Where am I not feeling like my needs are met?
609
00:46:54.892 --> 00:46:56.953
What is my body actually asking for in this moment?
610
00:46:57.373 --> 00:46:58.333
And then done.
611
00:46:58.653 --> 00:46:59.114
You move on.
612
00:46:59.194 --> 00:46:59.734
You process.
613
00:47:00.214 --> 00:47:07.421
I think that it's that caliber of intuition and wisdom that all of our bodies have, but we were never taught to calibrate that way.
614
00:47:07.441 --> 00:47:08.182
A hundred percent.
615
00:47:08.522 --> 00:47:13.407
And even sitting here, you know, talking about it, I've got the awareness, but I'm not fully in practice of it all the time.
616
00:47:13.847 --> 00:47:18.051
Teachers show up and I get the reflection back to, oh yeah, you just, you forgot again.
617
00:47:18.612 --> 00:47:19.292
Come back to it.
618
00:47:20.053 --> 00:47:21.374
I think that that's what it's all about.
619
00:47:21.394 --> 00:47:21.855
Yes.
620
00:47:22.435 --> 00:47:24.037
Have you seen disease disappear?
621
00:47:24.730 --> 00:47:26.512
Like incredibly fast.
622
00:47:26.872 --> 00:47:27.112
Yeah.
623
00:47:27.192 --> 00:47:30.115
Like in a moment where it's almost like, wait, what?
624
00:47:30.255 --> 00:47:31.276
No, that happened.
625
00:47:31.736 --> 00:47:42.425
And I was lucky to see, I mean, I had this woman who came in with a fourth stage cancer, lung cancer, and it disappeared in three weeks, the whole thing.
626
00:47:42.886 --> 00:47:50.272
But she did a work where she basically needed to release the fact that her husband had cheated on her and was really in love with this other woman.
627
00:47:50.772 --> 00:47:55.854
But I had to tell her, you're going to die and then he's going to be with his lover.
628
00:47:56.414 --> 00:47:59.615
So why are you sick to keep him versus let him go?
629
00:47:59.635 --> 00:48:01.716
And she was like, you're a horrible person.
630
00:48:02.496 --> 00:48:03.436
Yeah, that's hard to take.
631
00:48:03.496 --> 00:48:06.677
And I was like, well, I'm just giving you the information I'm getting.
632
00:48:07.018 --> 00:48:07.938
I'm not trying to hurt you.
633
00:48:08.518 --> 00:48:09.539
And actually she didn't pay me.
634
00:48:09.579 --> 00:48:11.420
She ran away and told me I was horrible.
635
00:48:11.440 --> 00:48:14.561
And then she came back a week later and was like, I don't know how to do it.
636
00:48:15.002 --> 00:48:16.803
And I was like, wow, that's different.
637
00:48:16.923 --> 00:48:17.903
We can work through that.
638
00:48:18.324 --> 00:48:19.344
And she's like, but you're right.
639
00:48:19.904 --> 00:48:28.069
I've been for four years holding him hostage by my disease, keeping him to take care of me.
640
00:48:28.289 --> 00:48:29.009
But you're right.
641
00:48:29.049 --> 00:48:29.670
I don't want to die.
642
00:48:30.310 --> 00:48:33.851
And I'm like, well, the good news on top of it is you can probably fall in love too with somebody else.
643
00:48:34.132 --> 00:48:35.552
And then that really motivated her.
644
00:48:35.872 --> 00:48:36.692
And so she did the work.
645
00:48:37.113 --> 00:48:38.993
Of course, the husband came in and was like, what?
646
00:48:39.033 --> 00:48:40.214
I'm not going to my lover.
647
00:48:40.654 --> 00:48:42.054
And she was like, yes, you are.
648
00:48:42.074 --> 00:48:44.995
You're getting kicked out now, you know?
649
00:48:45.616 --> 00:48:48.677
So instead of this sadness, all of a sudden there was an excitement to separate.
650
00:48:49.257 --> 00:48:54.418
because she realized it was done and that life was asking her to let go.
651
00:48:55.199 --> 00:48:58.019
But that wasn't the way of thinking about it.
652
00:48:58.480 --> 00:49:01.080
So in three weeks, no more cancer, nothing.
653
00:49:01.901 --> 00:49:09.123
Up to the point where the oncologist, what are they called, the oncologist.
654
00:49:09.143 --> 00:49:10.363
Cancer oncologist, yeah.
655
00:49:11.200 --> 00:49:13.622
was it came to me and said, what are you?
656
00:49:14.082 --> 00:49:16.804
Like you must have given her something that was like magical, right?
657
00:49:17.064 --> 00:49:19.245
And I was like, no, it's all mind and emotions.
658
00:49:19.585 --> 00:49:23.208
She had to process the emotion of release and that the love story was done.
659
00:49:23.248 --> 00:49:24.308
They had four or five kids.
660
00:49:24.348 --> 00:49:25.509
Like, I mean, it was pretty involved.
661
00:49:25.529 --> 00:49:35.976
Like she had to write letters to everyone to really make them understand that she's letting go and that it's one of the last things that she needed to do anyways before dying, if that was the case.
662
00:49:37.077 --> 00:49:51.428
And so this was really like her wish is for him to go to the love and that she actually honors this new woman that fell in love with such an incredible man that she was able to have four kids with and share 50 years with, you know?
663
00:49:52.068 --> 00:49:52.929
And it was so touching.
664
00:49:53.289 --> 00:49:54.310
Like it was really beautiful.
665
00:49:54.330 --> 00:49:55.371
It was very beautiful, yeah.
666
00:49:55.451 --> 00:49:58.234
And she did the work and the cancer was gone.
667
00:49:58.474 --> 00:49:59.115
Like gone.
668
00:49:59.895 --> 00:50:00.716
And I was like, wow.
669
00:50:00.856 --> 00:50:05.941
I've seen also like certain allergies or things that are really like bothersome.
670
00:50:06.361 --> 00:50:09.424
And it's like allergies are funny because they're really mental.
671
00:50:09.944 --> 00:50:12.066
And it's like this loop of victimization.
672
00:50:12.086 --> 00:50:12.607
There's some weirdness.
673
00:50:13.547 --> 00:50:16.631
And when you nail it, it's just gone.
674
00:50:16.931 --> 00:50:20.034
You know, it's like your stuffed nose in a second and then all of a sudden it's gone.
675
00:50:20.615 --> 00:50:30.786
If you really nailed the pattern, the mental pattern or the emotional disruption, and it's usually like a belief system that's popping and that you don't want to let go of.
676
00:50:31.607 --> 00:50:32.188
Wow.
677
00:50:32.208 --> 00:50:32.288
Wow.
678
00:50:34.446 --> 00:50:36.508
This is the first year that I've had allergies.
679
00:50:36.608 --> 00:50:37.669
That's interesting.
680
00:50:37.749 --> 00:50:40.292
It's evolution and the work that I've been doing.
681
00:50:41.033 --> 00:50:41.553
I digress.
682
00:50:42.074 --> 00:50:57.929
So I ask you about this because for me, my dad and my dad's family, these Indians in Toronto, were part of bringing in these gurus and swamis and we would all meet in basements and we'd hear about these stories of diseases disappearing.
683
00:50:58.830 --> 00:51:00.711
People who couldn't walk all of a sudden could walk.
684
00:51:01.151 --> 00:51:03.671
People who are blind who could all of a sudden see.
685
00:51:04.312 --> 00:51:07.513
And so it's part of my belief system, which I'm sure my mom didn't have.
686
00:51:08.553 --> 00:51:12.734
And now we have these big practitioners like Dispenza and stuff like that, bringing it to light.
687
00:51:12.754 --> 00:51:19.576
And they're trying to put their label on it and their name on it about acknowledging all of this wisdom that comes behind it.
688
00:51:20.176 --> 00:51:23.077
And I always ask myself, why is this making front page news?
689
00:51:23.698 --> 00:51:28.300
This should be front page news, but we know because of this system, it could never be.
690
00:51:28.880 --> 00:51:32.461
It would probably cause chaos for people who just weren't ready to receive it.
691
00:51:32.962 --> 00:51:36.663
And yet here you are, and there's so many other people out doing types of work.
692
00:51:36.823 --> 00:51:39.924
And I feel like right now it's being microdosed into society.
693
00:51:40.705 --> 00:51:43.626
One of the books that I have a lot of my clients read is The Body Keep Score.
694
00:51:44.747 --> 00:51:45.587
To really understand.
695
00:51:46.120 --> 00:51:49.042
that within your body you're holding on to so much.
696
00:51:50.103 --> 00:51:54.286
And when I got into NLP, which is neuro-linguistic programming, we do something called timeline therapy.
697
00:51:54.987 --> 00:52:03.113
It's really beautiful when I can get, you know, a really tough man who is like proud and CEO providers, never cried and really, really strong.
698
00:52:03.653 --> 00:52:12.696
When they can finally have a release going back to a time in their life when they just needed the feeling of love or, you know, a mother or father or protection.
699
00:52:12.716 --> 00:52:12.796
Yep.
700
00:52:13.917 --> 00:52:15.177
And it gives them so much freedom.
701
00:52:15.197 --> 00:52:15.758
Yep.
702
00:52:16.218 --> 00:52:19.599
All of a sudden it's not about the six pack anymore or the number on the scale.
703
00:52:20.199 --> 00:52:21.700
They just feel a little bit more balanced.
704
00:52:21.720 --> 00:52:21.800
Yep.
705
00:52:22.240 --> 00:52:29.223
And I really believe that if we can all feel a little bit more of that peace or love, then we make better decisions for ourselves.
706
00:52:29.423 --> 00:52:29.603
100%.
707
00:52:30.463 --> 00:52:41.467
So how do you see this modern world of distraction when we know the body's keeping score of all of this, and yet we keep going back into the environment that's causing all of it every single day?
708
00:52:42.048 --> 00:52:46.429
Do you work with people one by one and understanding how we process this?
709
00:52:47.070 --> 00:52:48.270
Is it different for everyone?
710
00:52:48.710 --> 00:52:50.271
Do we all need to come and work with you?
711
00:52:50.291 --> 00:52:53.492
Not possible.
712
00:52:53.812 --> 00:52:54.273
Not possible.
713
00:52:54.473 --> 00:52:55.173
Only one person.
714
00:52:56.011 --> 00:53:04.854
Yeah, I mean, that's why I'm trying to, with one system, there's other systems, teaching energy hygiene is another one that actually we're developing with Dr. Sichuan.
715
00:53:05.294 --> 00:53:11.397
And especially for other healers, because I think as healers as well, we're not taught how to deal with energy.
716
00:53:11.837 --> 00:53:18.019
But the energy hygiene piece, I think, is really key for both practitioners as well as individuals.
717
00:53:18.839 --> 00:53:23.542
And I wish that was taught in school because kids can do this so easily.
718
00:53:24.222 --> 00:53:28.805
And once you learn it, it's so natural for us to do that.
719
00:53:28.825 --> 00:53:29.705
It's like breath.
720
00:53:30.106 --> 00:53:32.467
We breathe every day, but we don't get taught breathwork.
721
00:53:32.847 --> 00:53:38.991
And there's so many different types of breathwork that actually bring us into incredible states of groundedness or exaltation.
722
00:53:39.631 --> 00:53:40.612
And we can teach that.
723
00:53:41.832 --> 00:53:47.837
Everybody is individually coded and has individual issues.
724
00:53:48.237 --> 00:53:48.937
That's for sure.
725
00:53:49.318 --> 00:53:53.741
I think the Sphinx Code helps you to get that map of your own individuality.
726
00:53:53.801 --> 00:53:55.842
Human design shows you your own mechanics.
727
00:53:55.922 --> 00:53:56.423
That's great.
728
00:53:56.743 --> 00:54:05.129
And I think astrology kind of gives you the global transits that are going on, especially actually Indian astrology, which is great.
729
00:54:05.829 --> 00:54:12.351
I mean, Chinese have the I Ching and they have their priests doing everything and they get married on the auspicious day as well.
730
00:54:12.371 --> 00:54:13.632
I mean, it's like it's a whole thing.
731
00:54:13.932 --> 00:54:20.234
And I think we're going as a society to get deeper into understanding that and using these systems.
732
00:54:20.754 --> 00:54:25.076
Afterwards, I think there's a lot of healers and it's a frequency thing.
733
00:54:25.176 --> 00:54:30.298
So I'm going to have the clients I have because of my frequency and I attract certain ones.
734
00:54:30.898 --> 00:54:37.643
And then others will have theirs, you know, and hopefully I can teach a lot of other healers certain methods.
735
00:54:38.083 --> 00:54:43.567
This is, I think, when you really go deep into the Sphinx Code, it is for practitioners to a certain degree.
736
00:54:44.328 --> 00:54:47.550
I'm trying to make it available for everyone, but it is intense.
737
00:54:48.110 --> 00:55:00.458
I mean, getting 97 pages of your information, like talk about the short span, you know, we want the bite size info and like TikTok is not going to give you your whole life story in 30 seconds scroll.
738
00:55:00.939 --> 00:55:05.462
You're going to have to take the time and go over and over and over and come back to it.
739
00:55:06.082 --> 00:55:08.805
and say, wait a minute, I'm dealing with this issue in my career.
740
00:55:08.865 --> 00:55:10.026
What was my career path?
741
00:55:10.126 --> 00:55:11.768
And what were my four archetypes?
742
00:55:11.808 --> 00:55:14.211
Because it's four archetypes, not just one.
743
00:55:14.231 --> 00:55:17.094
So you have to read a bit and you see your limiting beliefs.
744
00:55:17.154 --> 00:55:18.315
And then how do you work that?
745
00:55:18.335 --> 00:55:19.577
And there's meditations on it.
746
00:55:19.957 --> 00:55:20.758
There's a whole process.
747
00:55:20.798 --> 00:55:25.083
I mean, I think we're also in our society so obsessed with the destination.
748
00:55:25.463 --> 00:55:25.743
Oh yeah.
749
00:55:26.424 --> 00:55:27.085
And the result.
750
00:55:28.546 --> 00:55:32.148
And sometimes the disease is incredible at teaching us the journey.
751
00:55:32.608 --> 00:55:33.248
Oh, for sure.
752
00:55:33.349 --> 00:55:37.091
And the healing journey is where we get wisdom.
753
00:55:37.571 --> 00:55:41.073
It's always wild because the first question I always get is, tell me the protocol.
754
00:55:41.093 --> 00:55:41.753
Tell me what to eat.
755
00:55:42.154 --> 00:55:43.434
What's the supplements that I should take?
756
00:55:43.474 --> 00:55:44.315
How do I work out?
757
00:55:44.875 --> 00:55:54.801
And I'm sure there's been many people who haven't been satisfied because they expected a result really, really quickly without doing the work.
758
00:55:55.061 --> 00:55:55.902
Yeah, exactly.
759
00:55:56.282 --> 00:55:56.442
Right?
760
00:55:56.762 --> 00:56:03.205
And what I've noticed for the people who have a little bit more longevity with me, it's almost like there's so much clearing that happens.
761
00:56:03.525 --> 00:56:08.748
We're so focused on the word detoxification, but I feel like detoxification should be called purification.
762
00:56:09.488 --> 00:56:15.091
There's a purification of the cellular body, the physical body, which is the nutritionist.
763
00:56:15.631 --> 00:56:21.594
Then there's the purification of the intellectual body, which is everything that I learned at the ashram through meditation and breath work.
764
00:56:22.234 --> 00:56:28.198
Then there's the purification of the emotional body, everything that we're holding on to whenever we feel emotion around the traumas.
765
00:56:28.699 --> 00:56:32.461
Then there's the purification of the spiritual body and really where is it clouded?
766
00:56:32.521 --> 00:56:33.622
Where is my spiritual body?
767
00:56:33.662 --> 00:56:35.584
How do I connect with my spiritual body every day?
768
00:56:35.604 --> 00:56:37.305
This is why I say healing.
769
00:56:37.345 --> 00:56:46.712
If you're really ready for healing and you really want the body that's in alignment without disease, it's a process of purification and coming home into yourself.
770
00:56:46.812 --> 00:56:47.192
Mm-hmm.
771
00:56:47.412 --> 00:56:49.454
And you used a really powerful word with Dr.
772
00:56:49.494 --> 00:56:50.675
Guy, which is love.
773
00:56:50.755 --> 00:56:52.376
Like it's really all about an act of love.
774
00:56:53.137 --> 00:56:56.720
Can you love yourself so much that you'll eat to love yourself?
775
00:56:56.800 --> 00:57:03.486
Can you love yourself so much that you'll think beautiful thoughts and drink things that are going to support you, right?
776
00:57:03.686 --> 00:57:05.468
It's really all acts of self-love.
777
00:57:05.648 --> 00:57:06.429
That's 100%.
778
00:57:06.909 --> 00:57:22.040
I actually think, and I've seen this, and I used to do that, which is put water and charge it with absolute love and healing energy, and then give that to people to drink, and I'd make it like, God, this is this incredible bottle.
779
00:57:22.080 --> 00:57:31.947
I've just put so much magic into it, and you just put a little bit, then add other water, mix it, bless it, think about it, and then drink it thinking what you're going to heal, and it would heal.
780
00:57:32.248 --> 00:57:32.488
Right.
781
00:57:32.928 --> 00:57:34.228
because that's the power of love.
782
00:57:34.609 --> 00:57:46.913
I mean, I was saying, like, you know, the love of power is always gonna get you nowhere and into disease usually, versus the power of love is really the ultimate energy.
783
00:57:47.193 --> 00:57:56.516
And I've seen somebody who actually really believed that, and I think it's something that unlocked my path of no longer needing healing to a certain degree.
784
00:57:56.536 --> 00:58:00.517
I mean, there's always little moments where, you know, it's like hiccups.
785
00:58:01.698 --> 00:58:06.422
because they're little slaps of reminders, and that happened.
786
00:58:07.703 --> 00:58:13.168
But this guy really believed like, okay, it's gonna be love, and love is the key.
787
00:58:13.348 --> 00:58:14.769
So how do I love him?
788
00:58:14.789 --> 00:58:15.730
He was super judgmental.
789
00:58:15.990 --> 00:58:17.211
He hated everyone.
790
00:58:17.711 --> 00:58:27.440
And he decided to walk in Colorado on the highway during the morning rush hour, where there's so many different people, and morning and night, I mean, mornings, every morning,
791
00:58:28.981 --> 00:58:30.022
winter, blah, blah, blah.
792
00:58:30.343 --> 00:58:34.787
And he would try to connect to every single person and say, I love you.
793
00:58:34.807 --> 00:58:35.748
Wow.
794
00:58:36.089 --> 00:58:37.050
I love you, I love you.
795
00:58:37.170 --> 00:58:40.413
And of course, most people would like roll up their windows, lock their thing.
796
00:58:40.433 --> 00:58:42.576
They were like, who's this bum trying to ask us for money?
797
00:58:42.956 --> 00:58:43.437
And he wasn't.
798
00:58:43.937 --> 00:58:47.498
He was literally trying to work for himself, trying to be like, I love these people.
799
00:58:47.518 --> 00:58:48.238
I'm not judging them.
800
00:58:48.658 --> 00:58:51.159
And for the first six months, it was fake.
801
00:58:51.819 --> 00:58:57.961
Like he was trying to love them, but he was like, I don't like, I hate the person that just like, you know, lock the door and they're scared.
802
00:58:57.981 --> 00:58:59.261
Like, why are you scared?
803
00:58:59.722 --> 00:59:04.663
And eventually through that practice, he actually was able to love all of them.
804
00:59:04.823 --> 00:59:07.646
And he was like, wow, I'm starting to really love humanity.
805
00:59:08.107 --> 00:59:08.548
All of them.
806
00:59:09.008 --> 00:59:11.271
Like even the guy who's like scared of me.
807
00:59:11.671 --> 00:59:12.072
I love him.
808
00:59:12.412 --> 00:59:12.873
I see him.
809
00:59:12.913 --> 00:59:14.054
I recognize him in me.
810
00:59:14.735 --> 00:59:15.976
I was that scared guy too.
811
00:59:16.457 --> 00:59:17.018
I was her.
812
00:59:17.178 --> 00:59:17.718
I was this.
813
00:59:17.838 --> 00:59:18.299
I was that.
814
00:59:18.820 --> 00:59:24.687
And he got to a state where he literally, everything healed in him by that practice.
815
00:59:25.267 --> 00:59:29.474
up to the point where I even saw Wim Hof kind of stuff.
816
00:59:30.075 --> 00:59:32.439
He had this fungus that grew on him.
817
00:59:33.321 --> 00:59:36.265
And I was like, wow, there's this massive rash.
818
00:59:36.285 --> 00:59:37.387
What are you doing with that?
819
00:59:37.668 --> 00:59:39.551
And it spontaneously came up and he's like,
820
00:59:40.086 --> 00:59:41.046
oh, I love them.
821
00:59:41.166 --> 00:59:42.727
They're just going to be temporarily there.
822
00:59:42.747 --> 00:59:46.028
And I'm going to tell them to just go away by the end of the night, you know?
823
00:59:46.068 --> 00:59:47.708
And then the next day, like nothing.
824
00:59:47.988 --> 00:59:49.509
And I was like, you didn't take anything?
825
00:59:49.549 --> 00:59:53.010
He's like, no, I love them enough to like incorporate them and then say bye.
826
00:59:53.330 --> 00:59:54.590
And I was like, wow, okay.
827
00:59:54.830 --> 00:59:55.911
That's on another level.
828
00:59:56.231 --> 00:59:56.551
Yeah.
829
00:59:57.131 --> 01:00:03.555
It is another level, but I don't think it's really hard to find stories like these that exist, that are the real deal.
830
01:00:03.815 --> 01:00:10.099
I think that we just need to surround ourselves with more of those stories so that it becomes more a part of our belief system.
831
01:00:10.739 --> 01:00:12.180
Because it does sound woo-woo, right?
832
01:00:12.200 --> 01:00:13.281
It does, but it's real.
833
01:00:13.641 --> 01:00:14.042
It's real.
834
01:00:14.242 --> 01:00:18.186
Ten years ago, I used the word vibration and people would roll their eyes all the time.
835
01:00:18.226 --> 01:00:23.591
Now everyone's talking about vibration and frequency and it's part of normal conversation, which I absolutely love.
836
01:00:23.631 --> 01:00:25.513
But I think there's such a big part of that to it.
837
01:00:25.653 --> 01:00:25.913
Right.
838
01:00:26.234 --> 01:00:29.757
And I think it just uncovers how complex and diverse we are.
839
01:00:30.578 --> 01:00:30.878
Right.
840
01:00:31.138 --> 01:00:35.443
I really just hope we break up with this protocol mindset and just really accept.
841
01:00:35.923 --> 01:00:39.345
I think there's also a lot of lack of education in things.
842
01:00:39.425 --> 01:00:42.007
And we overuse words, even love.
843
01:00:42.627 --> 01:00:43.087
What does it mean?
844
01:00:43.448 --> 01:00:46.770
Or I hear Tantra, or you brought up shamans.
845
01:00:46.810 --> 01:00:47.890
Everybody's a shaman now.
846
01:00:48.030 --> 01:00:49.311
Oh, that's shaman this, that.
847
01:00:49.331 --> 01:00:50.772
And I was like, what are you talking about?
848
01:00:50.832 --> 01:00:51.773
The tree's not a shaman.
849
01:00:52.493 --> 01:00:55.075
Tree's a tree, you know?
850
01:00:55.095 --> 01:01:04.562
And like a tantra, like I keep telling people, like, look, tantra, which actually comes from India, is a very specific path with incredibly deep vows.
851
01:01:04.582 --> 01:01:06.023
It's seven years of training.
852
01:01:06.103 --> 01:01:07.304
And at the end, you're going to die.
853
01:01:07.324 --> 01:01:07.945
Yeah.
854
01:01:08.425 --> 01:01:11.707
It's, you're going to be thrown in a cobra pit or you're going to get poisoned.
855
01:01:11.727 --> 01:01:12.148
Yeah.
856
01:01:12.528 --> 01:01:15.730
And that vow, when you take the vow, the teacher knows which one.
857
01:01:16.211 --> 01:01:21.595
And when you get thrown in a cobra pit, you better remember all your teachings because you're going to get bit to death.
858
01:01:21.615 --> 01:01:22.055
Yeah.
859
01:01:22.257 --> 01:01:22.657
It'll be done.
860
01:01:22.957 --> 01:01:27.159
And then you have seven days of coma and then you revive yourself.
861
01:01:27.739 --> 01:01:28.719
That's being tantra.
862
01:01:29.140 --> 01:01:30.760
Tantric massage, like what?
863
01:01:31.801 --> 01:01:32.421
That's how people know.
864
01:01:32.561 --> 01:01:33.421
What are you talking about?
865
01:01:33.541 --> 01:01:35.262
Or tantric, yoni, blah, blah, blah.
866
01:01:35.322 --> 01:01:36.543
It's like, did they die?
867
01:01:37.363 --> 01:01:37.903
I'd like to know.
868
01:01:37.923 --> 01:01:39.084
And they're like, what do you mean?
869
01:01:39.104 --> 01:01:39.724
They go, I don't know.
870
01:01:40.204 --> 01:01:41.544
I'm like, these guys aren't tantric.
871
01:01:41.564 --> 01:01:42.905
They're giving a yoni massage.
872
01:01:42.945 --> 01:01:43.425
Okay, fine.
873
01:01:43.925 --> 01:01:45.146
Or a sexual massage.
874
01:01:46.246 --> 01:01:47.487
Or there's a sexual liberation.
875
01:01:47.507 --> 01:01:48.447
It's the same thing with a shaman.
876
01:01:48.467 --> 01:01:50.208
A shaman usually is picked by nature.
877
01:01:51.309 --> 01:01:54.553
usually has some weird like getting hit by lightning or death.
878
01:01:54.954 --> 01:01:58.939
Traditionally, there is a dying and it's not an ego death with like ayahuasca.
879
01:01:59.379 --> 01:02:00.000
It's a real death.
880
01:02:00.781 --> 01:02:05.027
And then the community, the tribe used to be like, oh, he is shaman.
881
01:02:05.127 --> 01:02:07.550
And in a sense, it's like there is a weird psychosis.
882
01:02:07.570 --> 01:02:08.191
Mm-hmm.
883
01:02:08.371 --> 01:02:20.690
by that death or by that thing where you're brought into a spirit, or you get really out of your body through this massive shock, or sometimes an accident, or you go into a terminal disease, and then you hear yourself from it.
884
01:02:21.091 --> 01:02:23.014
Those are like the shamanic paths, you know?
885
01:02:23.454 --> 01:02:46.814
okay i think there is authentically more shamans awakening because the shamanic method was awakened more and i think in our society instead of having psychosis we are accepting of people being more shamans let's say but these people that go to the jungle and you know take ayahuasca for a year or two and then they're shamans it's like
886
01:02:47.254 --> 01:02:47.414
No.
887
01:02:48.475 --> 01:02:49.736
You know, you weren't really picked.
888
01:02:49.777 --> 01:02:52.719
And like, I wonder if even ayahuasca did pick you.
889
01:02:53.320 --> 01:02:55.602
And there are even like codes to that.
890
01:02:55.702 --> 01:02:57.424
Like, what did the ayahuasca do?
891
01:02:58.164 --> 01:03:00.066
And if she just told you, like, it's not the code.
892
01:03:00.827 --> 01:03:06.612
Like, she has to obviously do specific things that I'm not going to say, because then after that, everybody's going to be like, oh, I know the code.
893
01:03:06.672 --> 01:03:06.973
And then...
894
01:03:08.274 --> 01:03:13.239
But so, unfortunately, you know, it's the same thing for you.
895
01:03:13.660 --> 01:03:19.666
You had something that made you go into healing, which then brought you naturally into helping others.
896
01:03:19.847 --> 01:03:24.372
But it's because you authentically resonated that field.
897
01:03:25.012 --> 01:03:26.053
And then people came to you.
898
01:03:26.554 --> 01:03:28.756
You probably weren't like, oh, let me be a healer.
899
01:03:29.497 --> 01:03:30.677
It just, it showed up.
900
01:03:31.198 --> 01:03:31.638
Not at all.
901
01:03:31.858 --> 01:03:36.139
Because you had a life circumstance that made you have to heal.
902
01:03:37.320 --> 01:03:38.280
And that's authentic.
903
01:03:38.800 --> 01:03:47.743
And I think a lot of people are searching their purpose, and yet they're not authentically listening to their life.
904
01:03:48.384 --> 01:03:51.665
And each of our life stories is incredible.
905
01:03:52.285 --> 01:03:53.845
You don't have to go through this trauma.
906
01:03:53.865 --> 01:03:57.866
You don't have to be Superman or a shaman or whatever it is.
907
01:03:58.126 --> 01:03:59.367
Like, be authentic.
908
01:04:00.227 --> 01:04:02.427
Like, I just went to this guy.
909
01:04:02.467 --> 01:04:06.948
He was an Olympic gold medalist by 18 and he, in a way, succeeded.
910
01:04:07.648 --> 01:04:13.930
And then he realized that he was successful because he had this state of mind that was quite
911
01:04:14.550 --> 01:04:14.950
Blissful.
912
01:04:15.231 --> 01:04:22.738
And he was able to, through breathwork, because he does breathwork through the water, was able to bring people into that state of mind.
913
01:04:23.218 --> 01:04:24.900
And that's basically what he ends up doing.
914
01:04:25.480 --> 01:04:25.620
Wow.
915
01:04:25.780 --> 01:04:29.144
And he's super happy and he loves it, you know, like bringing people into that.
916
01:04:29.824 --> 01:04:33.628
And I don't know if there's a name for that, you know?
917
01:04:34.008 --> 01:04:34.228
Yeah.
918
01:04:34.268 --> 01:04:36.270
And actually, so he doesn't call it anything.
919
01:04:37.071 --> 01:04:38.092
He'll just go see Peter.
920
01:04:39.333 --> 01:04:39.673
What do you mean?
921
01:04:39.693 --> 01:04:40.794
He doesn't want to be famous?
922
01:04:40.914 --> 01:04:45.939
And we're in the epicenter of spiritual bypassing.
923
01:04:46.599 --> 01:04:46.839
Yes.
924
01:04:47.480 --> 01:04:49.762
And I feel like plant medicine too right now, right?
925
01:04:49.802 --> 01:04:52.984
Like so many people ask me, you know, should I go do ayahuasca?
926
01:04:53.004 --> 01:04:53.625
And I'm like, I don't know.
927
01:04:53.645 --> 01:04:54.526
Were you called to it?
928
01:04:54.986 --> 01:04:58.289
Was there a special shaman that you met that came into your path?
929
01:04:59.009 --> 01:05:01.812
And I think a lot of people are just going back in and back in and back in.
930
01:05:02.332 --> 01:05:18.324
And I recently, I don't know where I read it or saw that people who live in parts of those forests or in the Amazon, they won't even do the medicine because of the awareness of how powerful it is and what entities and spirits and guidance you're actually given.
931
01:05:18.444 --> 01:05:20.045
Like, are we even at that level?
932
01:05:20.346 --> 01:05:26.770
Growing up, my dad was even against, this is probably very masculine too, but you know, this concept of you shouldn't practice kundalini yoga.
933
01:05:26.791 --> 01:05:26.911
Yeah.
934
01:05:27.551 --> 01:05:32.773
Because in this lifetime, are we yet powerful enough to really accept or awaken kundalini?
935
01:05:32.933 --> 01:05:33.173
Right.
936
01:05:33.534 --> 01:05:34.914
That is a very masculine approach.
937
01:05:35.634 --> 01:05:40.476
But that goes back to some of the respect to these traditions that happened before.
938
01:05:40.837 --> 01:05:41.197
Yeah.
939
01:05:41.217 --> 01:05:48.840
Because I actually had somebody who was like, oh, there's this new kundalini awakening method that this guy in Spain is doing.
940
01:05:48.900 --> 01:05:51.141
And you just come and he just awakens the entire room.
941
01:05:51.161 --> 01:05:51.941
And I was like, what?
942
01:05:51.981 --> 01:05:52.922
That sounds insane.
943
01:05:53.302 --> 01:05:53.922
What do you mean?
944
01:05:53.942 --> 01:05:55.503
Are people ready?
945
01:05:55.523 --> 01:05:55.623
Yeah.
946
01:05:56.203 --> 01:05:57.286
Can they like handle that?
947
01:05:57.326 --> 01:05:58.548
Like, what does he do for prep work?
948
01:05:58.568 --> 01:05:59.330
And he's like, nothing.
949
01:05:59.370 --> 01:06:01.334
You just show up and then he's just popping you open.
950
01:06:01.394 --> 01:06:02.416
I was like, oh my God.
951
01:06:02.477 --> 01:06:03.218
And then you're done.
952
01:06:03.318 --> 01:06:05.864
And there's no integration afterwards, right?
953
01:06:05.984 --> 01:06:06.786
Which is wild.
954
01:06:07.272 --> 01:06:14.014
So actually this woman called me and she was like, I'm crazy because my Kundalini awakened and I don't know how to turn it off.
955
01:06:14.034 --> 01:06:14.935
Do you know how to turn it off?
956
01:06:14.955 --> 01:06:16.935
And I was like, oh my God, so what are the symptoms?
957
01:06:16.955 --> 01:06:24.818
And she's like, my head feels like it's blowing up all the time, it's sparkly and crazy, and I'm completely out of my body all the time.
958
01:06:24.858 --> 01:06:28.139
I don't know how to walk, I get into accidents and this is like, I need help.
959
01:06:28.539 --> 01:06:33.701
She's literally crying, she's taking pills, the pills don't work because her Kundalini was blasted open.
960
01:06:35.328 --> 01:06:36.669
And I was like, well, you need grounding.
961
01:06:36.709 --> 01:06:39.310
I mean, it's like, you basically have too much electricity and you need grounding.
962
01:06:39.430 --> 01:06:41.812
And like, what do you do?
963
01:06:41.832 --> 01:06:45.794
Like, I mean, it's like, she needs to like come and live with me and do sweat lodges like almost every day.
964
01:06:45.834 --> 01:06:48.015
And I was like, I can't, like, I can't do that.
965
01:06:48.215 --> 01:06:48.415
Right.
966
01:06:48.656 --> 01:06:49.396
You know, for you.
967
01:06:49.416 --> 01:06:50.877
Yeah.
968
01:06:51.117 --> 01:06:54.499
And then, so I tried to get, because on top of it, she's far away.
969
01:06:54.999 --> 01:06:55.540
in Switzerland.
970
01:06:55.600 --> 01:06:58.342
And so I was like, God, that's so irresponsible.
971
01:06:58.863 --> 01:07:03.648
And on top of it, the support system, because I was like, I shouldn't be the person that's dealing with that.
972
01:07:03.928 --> 01:07:06.070
It's the person that opened you up that should be.
973
01:07:06.415 --> 01:07:12.018
Yeah, and here you are with respect to the teachers that were part of your lineage and you do things a certain way to respect that.
974
01:07:12.038 --> 01:07:12.558
Exactly.
975
01:07:12.979 --> 01:07:16.060
I mean, plant medicine is the same way.
976
01:07:16.340 --> 01:07:20.683
First of all, I didn't want the plant medicine to teach me about spirituality.
977
01:07:20.863 --> 01:07:28.287
I had to have the energetics and the reality to not be through the influence of plants or drugs or anything.
978
01:07:29.067 --> 01:07:30.488
And that's my scientific mind.
979
01:07:30.768 --> 01:07:31.888
That was like, I need proof.
980
01:07:32.409 --> 01:07:32.669
Yeah.
981
01:07:32.929 --> 01:07:39.772
And then once that happened and it was so secure, then one of my teachers was like, you know, you should try ayahuasca.
982
01:07:39.932 --> 01:07:41.533
And I was like, why?
983
01:07:41.553 --> 01:07:51.098
And he was like, just because you already know it, and therefore you can then interact with this energy and this entity,
984
01:07:51.758 --> 01:08:00.020
and you will probably be much more in tune with that interaction because you already have all the clairvoyance.
985
01:08:00.680 --> 01:08:03.781
So you don't need her, but you can interact."
986
01:08:04.381 --> 01:08:05.922
And I was like, okay, that sounds interesting.
987
01:08:06.022 --> 01:08:08.963
And then he's like, and on top of it, there's this amazing teacher that's coming.
988
01:08:08.983 --> 01:08:12.984
She's a woman and she's been there since she was 16 and she was singing these old songs.
989
01:08:13.024 --> 01:08:14.704
And it's that that was called me.
990
01:08:14.724 --> 01:08:17.345
I was like, ah, she's singing authentic songs that never exist.
991
01:08:17.825 --> 01:08:19.126
or she's reawakening.
992
01:08:19.807 --> 01:08:25.591
That's something that I'm trying to find within my heritage, these old bass songs that kind of disappeared.
993
01:08:26.212 --> 01:08:30.515
Okay, I'll go meet her, the teacher, actually, more so than the ayahuasca.
994
01:08:31.296 --> 01:08:35.940
And then she introduced me to ayahuasca, and I was like, wow, that's amazing technology in a sense.
995
01:08:36.453 --> 01:08:37.794
I wish I had that insight.
996
01:08:37.814 --> 01:08:41.335
I kind of just ended up doing ayahuasca and I had this beautiful trip.
997
01:08:41.675 --> 01:08:47.898
But if I knew how to kind of work with the energy while I was in it, I think it would have been a very different experience altogether.
998
01:08:48.138 --> 01:08:48.918
The Buddhists do that.
999
01:08:48.958 --> 01:09:02.984
I mean, there is psychedelics in Buddhism, but basically you need training first to be almost psychic before you go into the psychedelic state so that you know and you have that awareness of how to maneuver and not get caught up.
1000
01:09:03.604 --> 01:09:08.390
by the entities or the beauty or the ego that's basically clearing.
1001
01:09:09.031 --> 01:09:10.652
I became the chakras in the sky.
1002
01:09:11.093 --> 01:09:11.453
Exactly.
1003
01:09:11.493 --> 01:09:12.194
There you go.
1004
01:09:12.454 --> 01:09:14.016
But there was an entity that showed up.
1005
01:09:14.036 --> 01:09:16.279
It was a woman and I didn't know I didn't track with her.
1006
01:09:17.200 --> 01:09:17.840
I digress again.
1007
01:09:18.461 --> 01:09:19.783
Tell us about a vision quest.
1008
01:09:19.823 --> 01:09:19.923
Yeah.
1009
01:09:20.754 --> 01:09:21.394
Vision quests.
1010
01:09:21.734 --> 01:09:22.654
These are my favorite.
1011
01:09:22.995 --> 01:09:24.275
I've spent so much time.
1012
01:09:24.635 --> 01:09:33.557
And I will, like full confession, whenever I hear about like Mauna retreats or silent meditation retreats, I always think to myself, I love time to myself so much.
1013
01:09:33.977 --> 01:09:34.517
I would be fine.
1014
01:09:34.697 --> 01:09:36.158
Like it would just be a waste of time for me.
1015
01:09:36.278 --> 01:09:38.378
This is my ego getting in the way of what I need to.
1016
01:09:38.418 --> 01:09:39.478
That's actually really funny.
1017
01:09:39.739 --> 01:09:40.099
It is.
1018
01:09:40.139 --> 01:09:40.399
Yeah.
1019
01:09:40.419 --> 01:09:44.800
So vision quest, I'm experiencing this from you coming in a different way.
1020
01:09:44.880 --> 01:09:45.740
So what does that entail?
1021
01:09:46.329 --> 01:09:53.731
The way that it was taught to me was the Lakota way, which is really difficult and very harsh and very warrior-like.
1022
01:09:54.172 --> 01:09:58.813
And then I was brought into another way, which is the way of nature by John Milton, who's still in Colorado.
1023
01:09:59.313 --> 01:10:03.795
And he brought in much more the feminine way, which I think is more the Buddhist way.
1024
01:10:04.295 --> 01:10:13.678
The real essence of a vision quest is to commune with nature on such a profound level that you reconnect to your own inner nature through the outer nature.
1025
01:10:14.299 --> 01:10:19.167
And the outer nature brings you back into that source connection with yourself, your source.
1026
01:10:19.728 --> 01:10:25.618
So your pure resonance with your body, which is the earth, and soul, which is source.
1027
01:10:27.076 --> 01:10:41.849
by shedding away all distractions and basically being left with yourself and nature alone, which of course scares us to be alone in the wild where anything can happen, right?
1028
01:10:41.869 --> 01:10:47.854
So the Lakota way is to prepare for a year and then you basically go up there with nothing, a blanket,
1029
01:10:48.654 --> 01:11:04.205
and your prayers and you know you're not supposed to sleep drink eat nothing for four days four nights and then you have spiritual awakenings that happen and it's pretty intense and you do there is things that happen it's magic
1030
01:11:05.166 --> 01:11:06.228
But that's really hardcore.
1031
01:11:06.548 --> 01:11:07.149
That's very hardcore.
1032
01:11:07.249 --> 01:11:08.170
That's really hardcore.
1033
01:11:08.811 --> 01:11:12.757
So when John taught me, because after that I was like, I'm never doing that ever again.
1034
01:11:12.837 --> 01:11:15.220
I guess it's just like, I've done that, thank God, like never.
1035
01:11:15.621 --> 01:11:18.324
And he's like, oh, you should do like, you know, a couple of years of Vision Quest.
1036
01:11:18.364 --> 01:11:20.367
I was like, you are nuts, no way.
1037
01:11:21.409 --> 01:11:33.566
And yet I wanted to learn his method of connecting to the stones, which basically he had these stone meditation seats where you sit and you put your hands and your feet in certain seats and you get this whole meditation and this vision.
1038
01:11:33.606 --> 01:11:34.708
And I was like, what is going on?
1039
01:11:34.728 --> 01:11:35.489
This is incredible.
1040
01:11:35.930 --> 01:11:36.410
He said, look,
1041
01:11:37.171 --> 01:11:46.658
come into meditation through nature in a gentle way, and we'll call it not vision quest because you have the Lakota training, we'll call it nature immersion.
1042
01:11:47.038 --> 01:11:48.299
And I was like, okay, that's nicer.
1043
01:11:48.319 --> 01:11:48.819
It feels better.
1044
01:11:48.980 --> 01:11:53.623
You can have a tent, you can have a pillow, you can have like water, you can even eat.
1045
01:11:53.643 --> 01:11:56.405
And I was like, wow, yeah, that's definitely not a vision quest.
1046
01:11:57.145 --> 01:11:58.786
That sounds like a nice vacation.
1047
01:11:58.806 --> 01:11:59.427
It does, yeah.
1048
01:11:59.947 --> 01:12:00.467
And camping.
1049
01:12:00.928 --> 01:12:03.249
But then he's like, no, I mean, it's not camping.
1050
01:12:03.269 --> 01:12:05.171
I mean, it sounds like camping, but it's not.
1051
01:12:05.251 --> 01:12:14.517
You go with the intention of going deeper in communion, and you do restrict yourself to a certain degree, and try not to move everywhere, and you're not hiking to go to a destination.
1052
01:12:14.537 --> 01:12:15.898
You're staying for reflection.
1053
01:12:16.318 --> 01:12:22.903
And there's certain practices that he taught that is how do you go deeper into that, in a way, vipassana,
1054
01:12:23.603 --> 01:12:32.731
but without anybody there, without any building structures, and with nature's reflection, continuously playing and interacting with your different states.
1055
01:12:33.692 --> 01:12:45.642
And I brought in the fasting, at least water fasting, or just one fruit, so you're monodieting, which most people take an apple because they're like, oh, I'm going to need something.
1056
01:12:45.762 --> 01:12:48.764
And then by the second day, they're like, I don't need food.
1057
01:12:50.045 --> 01:12:51.267
Because there's a process.
1058
01:12:51.327 --> 01:12:53.950
So I think five days is kind of the minimum.
1059
01:12:54.831 --> 01:13:07.845
The first two days, your mind and your ego are definitely very active and they're trying to get you off the mountain because they know they're going to basically tire and die as you go into the different keto phase of your being.
1060
01:13:08.485 --> 01:13:10.667
which is how your cells start replenishing.
1061
01:13:10.687 --> 01:13:12.308
And I mean, it's like amazing benefits.
1062
01:13:12.389 --> 01:13:14.971
It's like going to a spa and like you start beaming afterwards.
1063
01:13:15.311 --> 01:13:24.699
But on the third day, your ego kind of dies, your mind settles, and you start feeling at home in your weird environment that you're in.
1064
01:13:25.339 --> 01:13:34.225
in nature by yourself and you start understanding the animals, the cycles, the tree, like how all these interactions start happening.
1065
01:13:34.605 --> 01:13:44.632
And you start building this intimate relationship with nature, which builds something inside of you, like a deeper communion, a connection, an intimacy.
1066
01:13:45.132 --> 01:13:52.718
And by the fifth day, you're having full visions of yourself, of your purpose, of why you're here, of understanding different patterns.
1067
01:13:52.738 --> 01:14:02.946
You understand what you really don't need in your life compared to the things that you love in your life, like from family to a shower, which is like the best invention ever.
1068
01:14:03.007 --> 01:14:04.788
And you're like, piping is amazing.
1069
01:14:04.828 --> 01:14:07.230
Like, I'm going to love everybody that created that, you know?
1070
01:14:07.550 --> 01:14:12.191
versus stuff that you're like, I don't really, I could, why do I even have it?
1071
01:14:12.531 --> 01:14:13.151
It's a bother.
1072
01:14:13.571 --> 01:14:15.911
And then you sell it, you know?
1073
01:14:16.512 --> 01:14:24.213
Yeah, it brings you into a deep communion with your essence and what you really love and what you really are here for.
1074
01:14:24.673 --> 01:14:31.294
But deeper than that, there's a safety and a trust that happens on such a deep level.
1075
01:14:31.354 --> 01:14:32.514
It's a cellular level.
1076
01:14:33.014 --> 01:14:36.875
You trust earth, you trust life, and you trust yourself.
1077
01:14:37.375 --> 01:14:43.858
I mean, if you're lying to yourself when you're alone in nature for five or six days, there's something really off with you.
1078
01:14:44.258 --> 01:14:44.418
Right.
1079
01:14:45.058 --> 01:14:58.124
And so when you can't lie to yourself, you get really honest and you have that much time to think about your life and yourself and where you screwed up, where you lied, where you weren't correct, where you were wrong with that friend.
1080
01:14:58.504 --> 01:14:59.905
And you write that, I'm sorry.
1081
01:15:00.265 --> 01:15:10.428
because you actually feel it inside you, versus like, wow, he really betrayed me, I really, I don't need to talk to people like that, or I can forgive him or forgive her or whatever it is.
1082
01:15:10.788 --> 01:15:15.189
And did John give you prompts or do you give people prompts to sit with over the few days?
1083
01:15:15.549 --> 01:15:18.090
And I'm guessing this is zero plant medicine at all.
1084
01:15:18.290 --> 01:15:21.031
So I started adding the plants afterwards.
1085
01:15:21.371 --> 01:15:27.633
So like at first you don't, there's no plants, there's three days of teaching is basically the way that I do it and designed it.
1086
01:15:28.033 --> 01:15:31.216
I do three days of teachings where I give you your swing skill, your human design.
1087
01:15:31.656 --> 01:15:36.401
I go through the way of nature and how that nature has a way of speaking to you.
1088
01:15:36.481 --> 01:15:40.284
And you need to kind of know that, like totems, how totems and animals come, etc.
1089
01:15:41.185 --> 01:15:42.286
I teach you about the process.
1090
01:15:42.346 --> 01:15:47.631
I go deeper into your emotional stuff, like kind of Hoffman, beat your parents out, get your emotions out.
1091
01:15:48.051 --> 01:15:49.593
We go into the river, we do like...
1092
01:15:50.333 --> 01:15:59.455
connecting with spirit of the mountain, of river, of the elements, how you get into communion basically and how do you enter into respect.
1093
01:15:59.775 --> 01:16:06.657
We do a sweat lodge, and then there's the five, seven, nine days, whichever you choose, up to 44 days.
1094
01:16:06.677 --> 01:16:07.557
That's what I've done.
1095
01:16:08.017 --> 01:16:09.958
But I haven't seen anybody do that yet.
1096
01:16:10.918 --> 01:16:11.698
One apprentice did.
1097
01:16:13.239 --> 01:16:13.659
She did it.
1098
01:16:14.679 --> 01:16:15.879
And you got to build to that.
1099
01:16:15.899 --> 01:16:18.120
You don't just start with 44 days, there's no way.
1100
01:16:18.480 --> 01:16:22.743
But so five days, let's say, and then on the fifth day, you come back as a group.
1101
01:16:23.244 --> 01:16:28.628
And then there I usually give the option because you're really prepared for it to do ayahuasca.
1102
01:16:28.648 --> 01:16:30.949
And then the next day we do San Pedro, but it's optional.
1103
01:16:31.590 --> 01:16:38.455
And that's where the ayahuasca or the medicine basically doesn't need to cleanse you at that point.
1104
01:16:39.275 --> 01:16:47.919
And you're actually pretty psychic already to a certain degree, or at least you've opened up a lot of your energy field to interact with the plant in a very beautiful way.
1105
01:16:48.279 --> 01:16:51.360
And it kind of brings a cherry on the top of what you've already done.
1106
01:16:51.940 --> 01:16:53.061
But you don't even need it.
1107
01:16:53.281 --> 01:16:55.502
There's people that say, no, I don't need it.
1108
01:16:55.522 --> 01:16:56.982
I'm like, wow.
1109
01:16:57.523 --> 01:16:58.343
And I transformed you.
1110
01:16:58.983 --> 01:17:02.225
What comes up is like, oh my gosh, that sounds so scary.
1111
01:17:02.565 --> 01:17:04.185
But also part of me is like a little kid.
1112
01:17:04.225 --> 01:17:07.887
That sounds really fun, like really fun and exciting to do.
1113
01:17:08.818 --> 01:17:19.947
And I've experienced at the ashram, after we're having our spiritual name, you're chanting for so long that when you go back out into nature, it's almost like being on plant medicine.
1114
01:17:20.347 --> 01:17:24.730
I could see like the acuity of the leaves on trees that were in the distance.
1115
01:17:24.790 --> 01:17:26.492
I couldn't feel my feet on the ground.
1116
01:17:27.332 --> 01:17:32.316
And with that, it sounds so crazy for me to even say to somebody who's never experienced that.
1117
01:17:32.356 --> 01:17:37.000
But once you do, you just start to imagine what else is within me that I can unlock.
1118
01:17:39.072 --> 01:17:43.213
What else wasn't I taught how to do that's already in my power to get there?
1119
01:17:43.534 --> 01:17:43.814
Right.
1120
01:17:44.474 --> 01:17:47.435
And I think that is really what the future of healing needs to be like.
1121
01:17:47.595 --> 01:17:52.237
I've talked about this concept of inter, like integrative healthcare for so long.
1122
01:17:52.577 --> 01:18:04.461
And I feel like ancient wisdom and even shamans to some extent, like if they were in villages communing with other people, there were people responsible for different aspects of a healing journey, but a community just came together.
1123
01:18:05.161 --> 01:18:06.861
We no longer have that anymore.
1124
01:18:07.162 --> 01:18:08.242
It's something that we're all seeking.
1125
01:18:08.462 --> 01:18:08.662
Yes.
1126
01:18:09.703 --> 01:18:24.370
I think it's really, hopefully that's what happens in the future where we are somehow pushed back into smaller communities, smaller tribes, and that somehow happens where we get the support.
1127
01:18:24.390 --> 01:18:28.893
I think like with women, for example, and childbearing and raising.
1128
01:18:29.113 --> 01:18:30.753
It takes a village to raise a child, right?
1129
01:18:30.773 --> 01:18:32.454
I mean, that's a real thing.
1130
01:18:33.895 --> 01:18:41.517
And now today, women and or couple is left with raising two children, three children alone.
1131
01:18:42.098 --> 01:18:43.438
It's really, really complicated.
1132
01:18:43.638 --> 01:18:48.059
You need breaks because it's a constant, 100% present job.
1133
01:18:49.060 --> 01:18:59.543
And so for our healing journey internally, as well as for raising children and continuing humanity, I think we do need the tribe and our communities.
1134
01:19:00.143 --> 01:19:12.174
And it's nice to have Zoom and have community at thousands of miles away, but it's not really practical on a daily basis where you can be like, I need to go this.
1135
01:19:12.214 --> 01:19:13.335
Can I drop off my kid here?
1136
01:19:13.415 --> 01:19:14.336
And like, of course.
1137
01:19:14.756 --> 01:19:17.238
And he can play and he'd be safe and he's fine.
1138
01:19:17.298 --> 01:19:21.462
And he's still hanging out with the same tree because our communities would be smaller.
1139
01:19:21.482 --> 01:19:21.742
Yeah.
1140
01:19:22.163 --> 01:19:25.568
And I think that is a big suffering of our society.
1141
01:19:26.329 --> 01:19:28.733
Talk about disconnect and isolation.
1142
01:19:29.715 --> 01:19:32.299
And that's a big, big problem.
1143
01:19:32.990 --> 01:19:34.531
Even humanity, right?
1144
01:19:34.951 --> 01:19:42.013
It's one thing I always say, if anyone ever has an experience to go live somewhere in community, I'm sure even going on retreats, right?
1145
01:19:42.033 --> 01:19:44.715
You have five, seven, 10 days with a group of people.
1146
01:19:45.295 --> 01:19:46.335
They become like family.
1147
01:19:46.495 --> 01:19:46.815
They do.
1148
01:19:47.035 --> 01:19:51.517
You're so in tune with them and their life and their challenges and their growth and their evolution.
1149
01:19:51.537 --> 01:19:53.478
And that one point that they often feel like
1150
01:19:53.718 --> 01:19:56.060
You're closer to them than you are to your actual family.
1151
01:19:56.080 --> 01:19:56.840
It's true.
1152
01:19:56.860 --> 01:19:57.040
Right?
1153
01:19:57.280 --> 01:19:57.941
It's so true.
1154
01:19:58.521 --> 01:19:59.502
Which builds compassion.
1155
01:19:59.882 --> 01:20:00.122
Okay.
1156
01:20:00.142 --> 01:20:14.652
So for somebody listening who is really intrigued by understanding this, can you maybe help them understand through the lens of identifying your patterns and how that could be the gateway into coming into this world?
1157
01:20:14.993 --> 01:20:15.153
Mm-hmm.
1158
01:20:15.714 --> 01:20:24.320
So understanding patterns, and you mean through Sphinx Code's lens or even just through just contemplating your patterns that you're kind of stuck in?
1159
01:20:25.000 --> 01:20:26.962
Let's start with patterns that you're stuck with.
1160
01:20:27.062 --> 01:20:28.082
I think we're all aware of them.
1161
01:20:28.383 --> 01:20:28.643
Yeah.
1162
01:20:29.003 --> 01:20:29.163
Yeah.
1163
01:20:29.183 --> 01:20:30.924
It takes a lot of courage to address them.
1164
01:20:31.104 --> 01:20:31.505
It does.
1165
01:20:31.665 --> 01:20:32.606
And to want to change.
1166
01:20:32.866 --> 01:20:33.146
Yes.
1167
01:20:33.606 --> 01:20:35.948
Or I think the obstacle is, well, I can't change.
1168
01:20:36.488 --> 01:20:37.229
Life is hard.
1169
01:20:37.589 --> 01:20:38.129
I've got this.
1170
01:20:38.169 --> 01:20:38.750
I've got a job.
1171
01:20:38.790 --> 01:20:38.870
I've
1172
01:20:42.012 --> 01:20:42.272
Yes.
1173
01:20:42.713 --> 01:20:53.781
I just went through this actually in a ceremony with somebody who's really bright, and so she, of course, can identify all her patterns and knows them, and is still like, I'm stuck, I'm done, I can't change, I should die.
1174
01:20:53.921 --> 01:20:54.982
And I was like, oh no.
1175
01:20:55.883 --> 01:21:07.052
First of all, I think there is something about death which should be left to the Divine, and that's really a hard thing when you try to take your own.
1176
01:21:07.612 --> 01:21:10.995
It's a defeat, and I think that is an issue and it's a problem.
1177
01:21:11.876 --> 01:21:17.183
It needs to be addressed because the people who are at that point really need support and help.
1178
01:21:17.744 --> 01:21:20.648
But I think it's also about understanding the pattern.
1179
01:21:21.069 --> 01:21:24.454
If you can understand your pattern, or at least if you start seeing a pattern, name it.
1180
01:21:24.474 --> 01:21:25.796
It's the first thing.
1181
01:21:25.896 --> 01:21:26.677
Put a name to it.
1182
01:21:27.318 --> 01:21:27.498
And...
1183
01:21:28.099 --> 01:21:30.580
Try to see, okay, where's the cause of that?
1184
01:21:30.800 --> 01:21:32.900
Where did it start?
1185
01:21:33.761 --> 01:21:36.562
And what is that pattern fulfilling in me?
1186
01:21:37.202 --> 01:21:38.142
How is it helping me?
1187
01:21:38.922 --> 01:21:42.383
Rather than, oh, this is hurting me because I'm attracting the same person all the time.
1188
01:21:42.623 --> 01:21:44.484
Well, okay, but where is it saving you?
1189
01:21:44.504 --> 01:21:45.624
Or where is it helping you?
1190
01:21:46.104 --> 01:21:50.666
And what's underneath that that it's trying to hide so that you can find that.
1191
01:21:50.766 --> 01:21:54.527
Once you find that, there's a whole conscious peace that gets revealed.
1192
01:21:56.408 --> 01:22:06.572
Like if you're scared, scarcity for example, and you're like, oh, I can't ever get rich or I can't ever be able to have the abundance that I need to go and fulfill my dreams.
1193
01:22:07.092 --> 01:22:08.093
That's a big one for people.
1194
01:22:09.393 --> 01:22:13.555
Well, how is that keeping you safe, that pattern?
1195
01:22:14.175 --> 01:22:18.599
Because actually, maybe it's because you don't have the courage to follow what you really want.
1196
01:22:20.541 --> 01:22:29.709
And so then you keep telling yourself the story of, I don't have enough, which reinforces that you don't have enough, and therefore you're saying that to the universe, and therefore the universe is giving it to you.
1197
01:22:30.810 --> 01:22:32.891
Versus if you say, no, I actually have enough.
1198
01:22:33.712 --> 01:22:39.555
I don't know how much I have, but I have enough courage to say, I am going to go after what I want.
1199
01:22:40.636 --> 01:22:42.837
And I can create what I want.
1200
01:22:43.317 --> 01:22:50.521
And I am divine enough to be able to fulfill my dream.
1201
01:22:51.242 --> 01:22:53.403
That's actually your only purpose.
1202
01:22:54.384 --> 01:23:00.187
And therefore you will be supported by the universe, by life, by nature to do it.
1203
01:23:01.148 --> 01:23:11.475
So okay, that scarcity mindset is actually covering my courage that I'm not doing because I'm scared.
1204
01:23:12.115 --> 01:23:14.557
So it's actually keeping me in fear, right?
1205
01:23:14.997 --> 01:23:18.079
The fear of going deeper into my soul's dreams.
1206
01:23:19.686 --> 01:23:22.869
So where do I get the courage to actually pop and do it?
1207
01:23:23.669 --> 01:23:35.259
And then you start wondering about that and be like, okay, well, wait, like, if I can create my life, and if I was to get rid of my fear, like let's identify all the fears.
1208
01:23:35.880 --> 01:23:39.583
Okay, I can't do it because I don't know where I wanna go.
1209
01:23:40.023 --> 01:23:42.886
Okay, well, let's find out where you wanna go.
1210
01:23:43.346 --> 01:23:44.587
Where's your dream that you wanna go?
1211
01:23:45.027 --> 01:23:46.809
Oh, like you were said, for example,
1212
01:23:47.209 --> 01:23:49.130
Barcelona, let's go to Barcelona.
1213
01:23:49.150 --> 01:23:51.291
Okay, let's buy a plane ticket.
1214
01:23:51.872 --> 01:23:52.472
I can't afford it.
1215
01:23:53.052 --> 01:23:54.593
Oh, you're going back into that loop, right?
1216
01:23:54.613 --> 01:23:55.874
Right.
1217
01:23:55.894 --> 01:23:58.655
Okay, well, save for three months.
1218
01:23:59.616 --> 01:24:00.656
Put a little bit aside.
1219
01:24:00.676 --> 01:24:02.117
There's going to be a point when you can.
1220
01:24:02.137 --> 01:24:14.504
Okay, now you actually have built some courage and you now even have anticipation and you have excitement and you have purpose, which actually is going to start opening up a lot of different things.
1221
01:24:15.464 --> 01:24:24.747
So it's identifying that piece that is blocking you, saying, okay, what is that block actually hiding, identifying that, and then tackling that.
1222
01:24:24.787 --> 01:24:31.070
Because we have the creative potential, all of us, to solve our problems.
1223
01:24:31.770 --> 01:24:32.070
We do.
1224
01:24:32.473 --> 01:24:33.874
But life responds to action.
1225
01:24:34.154 --> 01:24:35.555
Yes, yes.
1226
01:24:36.676 --> 01:24:38.397
So bitching about it, you know.
1227
01:24:38.657 --> 01:24:39.058
It's not gonna work.
1228
01:24:39.078 --> 01:24:42.540
Well, when you're complaining or blaming, you're in victim state.
1229
01:24:43.621 --> 01:24:46.283
And then you're not in co-creativity with life.
1230
01:24:46.863 --> 01:24:48.725
As soon as you say, okay, I'm not a victim,
1231
01:24:49.465 --> 01:24:51.087
And I can solve this.
1232
01:24:51.847 --> 01:24:52.948
I don't know how yet.
1233
01:24:53.409 --> 01:24:53.909
Please help.
1234
01:24:54.209 --> 01:24:54.870
And it's prayer.
1235
01:24:56.131 --> 01:24:57.552
That is the first step to prayer.
1236
01:24:57.713 --> 01:25:00.955
And then it's like you unveil, you go deeper and deeper.
1237
01:25:01.356 --> 01:25:02.357
When did I get hurt?
1238
01:25:02.477 --> 01:25:03.978
When did I stop having courage?
1239
01:25:04.038 --> 01:25:05.159
When did I get scared?
1240
01:25:05.199 --> 01:25:05.860
What is courage?
1241
01:25:06.100 --> 01:25:06.801
It's being fearful.
1242
01:25:07.521 --> 01:25:09.443
Okay, why, for what, when?
1243
01:25:10.123 --> 01:25:17.147
And then you unpeel it, oh, because my mom said this, or because my friend told me that I wasn't blah, blah, blah, whatever it is, and you go, you know what, that's silly.
1244
01:25:17.608 --> 01:25:23.031
Okay, maybe at seven it wasn't, but now that you're like 30 or whatever, it's like, I can get over that.
1245
01:25:23.071 --> 01:25:25.693
Let's bring back that kid and say, okay.
1246
01:25:26.613 --> 01:25:28.875
I can solve this and I can follow my dreams."
1247
01:25:29.355 --> 01:25:35.699
Then your wise self is going to be like, ''No, you have so many responsibilities and you have all these things and you have bills to pay.
1248
01:25:35.719 --> 01:25:36.679
Well, okay.
1249
01:25:37.460 --> 01:25:38.460
Can I rent all my stuff?
1250
01:25:39.281 --> 01:25:40.141
Can I sell all my stuff?
1251
01:25:40.542 --> 01:25:42.303
Actually, if I sell all my stuff, what's going to happen?''
1252
01:25:42.983 --> 01:25:44.844
Well, the kids won't go to school and then they're not, right?
1253
01:25:44.864 --> 01:25:51.929
And then it's the peeling of the onion and actually layers by layers while you're saving.
1254
01:25:51.949 --> 01:25:59.013
It might take you six months and then you're going to peel the layers and actually solve every single one of your own problems that you've actually created.
1255
01:25:59.714 --> 01:26:01.355
And then you become, that's freedom actually.
1256
01:26:01.795 --> 01:26:02.396
It is freedom.
1257
01:26:02.736 --> 01:26:03.536
That is her freedom.
1258
01:26:03.576 --> 01:26:07.559
We are free to create our way out of our own issues.
1259
01:26:07.925 --> 01:26:08.165
Mm-hmm.
1260
01:26:09.046 --> 01:26:14.631
You brought that up with me as well, and you used the word trust, which I keep coming back to because I know, just trust.
1261
01:26:14.851 --> 01:26:16.772
Just trust the path that will unfold.
1262
01:26:17.113 --> 01:26:17.933
Toss the coin.
1263
01:26:18.574 --> 01:26:19.335
See what comes up.
1264
01:26:19.375 --> 01:26:20.596
Let it come from your heart.
1265
01:26:21.156 --> 01:26:31.445
But I think that unless we proactively decide that we're done with being a certain way, physically, mentally, emotionally, whatever it is, we can't move from that.
1266
01:26:31.725 --> 01:26:32.085
It's true.
1267
01:26:32.746 --> 01:26:33.886
And maybe you're not ready.
1268
01:26:34.507 --> 01:26:36.608
Maybe your body is not ready to move.
1269
01:26:37.048 --> 01:26:37.628
Absolutely.
1270
01:26:37.768 --> 01:26:41.891
And so there is a disconnect sometimes from the mind, the body, and the heart.
1271
01:26:42.591 --> 01:26:44.152
Where the body is like, hey, hey, I can't.
1272
01:26:44.392 --> 01:26:46.973
I'm not ready to let go of that yet.
1273
01:26:47.534 --> 01:26:49.335
And that is a way of communicating.
1274
01:26:49.355 --> 01:26:50.655
It's like being honest with yourself.
1275
01:26:51.136 --> 01:26:53.417
When you communicate, you'll be like, okay, I am scared.
1276
01:26:54.758 --> 01:26:55.918
Paralyzed, actually.
1277
01:26:56.979 --> 01:26:59.960
And then you go, okay, well, I can deal with that now, at least.
1278
01:27:00.181 --> 01:27:01.001
Why am I paralyzed?
1279
01:27:01.526 --> 01:27:06.367
So nourish your physical body first, so that the other parts can catch up.
1280
01:27:06.407 --> 01:27:06.647
Yeah.
1281
01:27:06.847 --> 01:27:07.708
Oh, that's beautiful.
1282
01:27:07.748 --> 01:27:09.988
And I think that's when you don't spiritually bypass.
1283
01:27:10.788 --> 01:27:12.769
Spiritually bypassing is saying the body doesn't matter.
1284
01:27:13.109 --> 01:27:14.729
Oh, we can overcome with everything with the mind.
1285
01:27:14.749 --> 01:27:15.410
It's like, no, you can't.
1286
01:27:15.590 --> 01:27:17.190
No, you're in the body for a reason.
1287
01:27:18.130 --> 01:27:19.291
Our body is our temple.
1288
01:27:19.311 --> 01:27:20.671
That body is the lesson.
1289
01:27:20.711 --> 01:27:22.851
Our body is the movie frame.
1290
01:27:23.452 --> 01:27:24.792
Our body is the genius.
1291
01:27:25.292 --> 01:27:25.572
Yeah.
1292
01:27:26.393 --> 01:27:27.734
Your body has the intelligence.
1293
01:27:28.094 --> 01:27:28.875
It's got the code.
1294
01:27:28.935 --> 01:27:29.936
It's got the divine code.
1295
01:27:29.976 --> 01:27:30.996
It's holding your genes.
1296
01:27:31.657 --> 01:27:32.057
That is true.
1297
01:27:32.097 --> 01:27:32.998
That is your uniqueness.
1298
01:27:33.879 --> 01:27:35.660
I could talk to you all night.
1299
01:27:37.542 --> 01:27:40.083
Probably the only person that I could speak to on a Sunday evening.
1300
01:27:40.544 --> 01:27:41.244
Tell me something.
1301
01:27:41.364 --> 01:27:43.326
Well, first of all, can anyone do the Sphinx Code?
1302
01:27:43.626 --> 01:27:43.706
Yes.
1303
01:27:43.726 --> 01:27:44.387
Take it to your website.
1304
01:27:44.407 --> 01:27:45.007
What's your website?
1305
01:27:45.368 --> 01:27:49.711
It's SphinxCodes, S-P-H-I-N-X, code.com.
1306
01:27:49.911 --> 01:27:53.854
And then you can get it in the Google App Store or the Apple App Store.
1307
01:27:54.154 --> 01:27:54.575
Beautiful.
1308
01:27:54.615 --> 01:27:54.895
As well.
1309
01:27:55.195 --> 01:27:56.076
We'll link out to everything.
1310
01:27:56.596 --> 01:27:56.996
Excuse me?
1311
01:27:57.056 --> 01:27:58.317
We're going to link out to everything.
1312
01:27:58.337 --> 01:27:58.777
We'll link it out.
1313
01:27:58.797 --> 01:28:00.238
So if you can go and do that for each.
1314
01:28:00.258 --> 01:28:02.299
And I should give you a code for all your listeners.
1315
01:28:02.319 --> 01:28:02.799
I would love for this.
1316
01:28:02.819 --> 01:28:03.339
That'd be really cool.
1317
01:28:03.539 --> 01:28:04.800
Yeah, that'd be very cool.
1318
01:28:04.960 --> 01:28:06.120
I'm sure people are going to hop on.
1319
01:28:06.321 --> 01:28:08.021
So they can get every access.
1320
01:28:08.061 --> 01:28:09.002
And then we're developing.
1321
01:28:09.042 --> 01:28:10.062
So be patient.
1322
01:28:10.102 --> 01:28:11.343
This is still in the beta version.
1323
01:28:11.403 --> 01:28:12.924
And we're coming out like June.
1324
01:28:12.964 --> 01:28:14.925
I think we'll have the dating version.
1325
01:28:14.965 --> 01:28:18.987
So you can like see how you are compatible with others.
1326
01:28:19.567 --> 01:28:22.608
And then we're also coming out with a feature where you can do a lot more charts.
1327
01:28:23.148 --> 01:28:25.969
So you can do your whole family or your friends and all that.
1328
01:28:26.389 --> 01:28:28.850
Right now it's just your own chart and we're focusing on that.
1329
01:28:29.790 --> 01:28:30.731
Let's close on this.
1330
01:28:32.011 --> 01:28:44.795
One, I want to call out the fact that here you are as a spiritual teacher who's, you know, so deep in this work and you summarize kind of like the epitome of what this podcast is about merging ancient wisdom.
1331
01:28:44.815 --> 01:28:44.915
Yeah.
1332
01:28:45.395 --> 01:28:46.795
with modern day medicine.
1333
01:28:47.235 --> 01:28:50.316
And where I met you was at that integration with Dr.
1334
01:28:50.356 --> 01:28:53.637
Guy Citrin at his longevity studio in Los Angeles.
1335
01:28:53.937 --> 01:29:01.359
But we talked about the power of peptides and these things with modern medicine that are actually unlocking what spirit has done all along.
1336
01:29:01.399 --> 01:29:03.019
But I think it's a different entryway.
1337
01:29:03.639 --> 01:29:12.281
So people who may not have had the time or the energy or the access to do the spiritual work, it's now coming through a different lens of information to get them there.
1338
01:29:13.101 --> 01:29:23.729
So can you maybe close with sharing what are you most excited about in the future with the lens of spirituality, but also the things that you're working on, how it's connected to modern medicine?
1339
01:29:23.889 --> 01:29:24.089
Yeah.
1340
01:29:24.629 --> 01:29:26.711
Well, I've always been a tech guy.
1341
01:29:26.771 --> 01:29:31.454
I love technology and I do see like this whole experience like a video game.
1342
01:29:32.175 --> 01:29:36.418
And our body is like one of the most advanced technologies potentially.
1343
01:29:36.438 --> 01:29:36.558
Yeah.
1344
01:29:37.458 --> 01:29:57.482
I feel like there's going to be such huge advancements and technological devices that help us analyze ourselves, understand ourselves, give us the data that gives us the opportunity to have courage to do things that are extraordinary and bring us deeper into wonder.
1345
01:29:58.162 --> 01:30:04.649
And that requires us knowing ourselves, that go deeper into our courage.
1346
01:30:04.709 --> 01:30:08.714
The humanness actually is never going to go away because we have technology and AI.
1347
01:30:09.494 --> 01:30:11.276
And that's something that's really great.
1348
01:30:11.356 --> 01:30:16.722
AI is going to replace a certain thing, but technology is never going to replace the human thing.
1349
01:30:16.962 --> 01:30:19.063
the human is human and it always will be.
1350
01:30:19.083 --> 01:30:22.144
And that's an amazing fact, I think.
1351
01:30:23.204 --> 01:30:30.527
We were talking actually with somebody where we were thinking, okay, we have the technology pretty much to clone ourselves.
1352
01:30:30.867 --> 01:30:35.308
And so you have like a full sleeve, I'm gonna say it that way, like your whole body could be redone.
1353
01:30:35.969 --> 01:30:39.830
Organs, your gene code, like everything, your eyes, same hair, blah, blah, blah.
1354
01:30:40.270 --> 01:30:44.772
You could even bring it to that state at 28 years old when I was perfect, right?
1355
01:30:45.652 --> 01:31:00.405
And we could probably very soon if we can't already, I think we have already done this, is take our whole memory and consciousness and subconscious programming and also copy that and then re-upload that into this body.
1356
01:31:01.306 --> 01:31:02.147
Does that mean that's you?
1357
01:31:02.167 --> 01:31:02.267
Yeah.
1358
01:31:03.368 --> 01:31:06.872
And this amazing 21-year-old kid was like, no, there's God.
1359
01:31:07.273 --> 01:31:11.477
And there's your divinity and your soul and that we can't ever transplant because that's God's work.
1360
01:31:11.938 --> 01:31:13.880
And I was like, yes, thank God.
1361
01:31:13.900 --> 01:31:15.161
Thank God.
1362
01:31:15.342 --> 01:31:19.506
And so we'll get as close as we can to that.
1363
01:31:19.727 --> 01:31:22.490
But hacking God is not our job, first of all.
1364
01:31:22.910 --> 01:31:24.152
And I don't think we ever can.
1365
01:31:24.872 --> 01:31:27.713
And that is where we are special and unique.
1366
01:31:28.333 --> 01:31:35.315
Maybe we are hybrids of some alien creation and whatever, you know, and we can get into some really crazy conspiracies that we haven't gotten into.
1367
01:31:35.675 --> 01:31:40.576
The shamanic world opens you up to and my teachers like really definitely went wild.
1368
01:31:40.636 --> 01:31:45.217
But even if we were a hybrid and we didn't come from monkeys and we were genetically spiced.
1369
01:31:45.997 --> 01:31:49.639
We are somehow connected to this divine essence.
1370
01:31:50.399 --> 01:31:51.899
And that can't be taken away.
1371
01:31:52.280 --> 01:31:55.261
And that's the humanness that is unbelievable.
1372
01:31:55.381 --> 01:32:01.203
And I hope that basically the advancements of technologies allows us to stop being stupid
1373
01:32:01.863 --> 01:32:19.692
in the monkey brain machine of money and this other stuff, and we can start evolving to much deeper relationship connections with each other, with nature, and with the divine, so that our expression really gets the shine.
1374
01:32:20.252 --> 01:32:21.513
So I'm really excited about that.
1375
01:32:22.057 --> 01:32:22.577
Beautiful.
1376
01:32:23.718 --> 01:32:25.440
And I think it really just starts with us.
1377
01:32:25.820 --> 01:32:26.140
It does.
1378
01:32:26.301 --> 01:32:26.581
Right?
1379
01:32:26.861 --> 01:32:27.181
It does.
1380
01:32:27.221 --> 01:32:30.584
We're focused so much on seeking and doing, but it really just starts with us.
1381
01:32:31.065 --> 01:32:36.169
And thank you for that reflection because it's really ultimately the message that I want everyone to take home.
1382
01:32:36.689 --> 01:32:38.551
It's just remembering what it is to.
1383
01:32:38.871 --> 01:32:42.154
be able to live this incredible life and all the cool stuff that's out there.
1384
01:32:42.174 --> 01:32:43.214
It's so blissful.
1385
01:32:43.274 --> 01:32:43.955
It's awesome.
1386
01:32:44.435 --> 01:33:00.007
And like I would say, going back to having children, the gift that comes from seeing life through their eyes to remind us like, oh yeah, stop drifting into the world of doing and shitting and quitting and all that to just being, having some more fun.
1387
01:33:00.207 --> 01:33:01.088
It's a big part of healing.
1388
01:33:01.388 --> 01:33:02.409
Fun is a big part of healing.
1389
01:33:02.689 --> 01:33:03.009
It is.
1390
01:33:03.429 --> 01:33:06.712
Humor is one of the most powerful forces that goes with love.
1391
01:33:07.052 --> 01:33:08.337
Well, I'm so grateful to have met you.
1392
01:33:08.377 --> 01:33:09.380
This is just the beginning.
1393
01:33:09.420 --> 01:33:11.126
I'm excited to have you back again.
1394
01:33:11.447 --> 01:33:11.808
Me too.
1395
01:33:12.250 --> 01:33:12.571
Thank you.
1396
01:33:12.591 --> 01:33:13.153
It was a pleasure.