Mr. MARCUS

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So being in the industry for you know that many
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years and having you know, the evolution of like where
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everything from VHS and now you know the DVD. Then
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it was Blu ray and like now the world stopped
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and then now there's platforms like OnlyFans. How do you
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feel about platforms like that? Was it easy to kind
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of maneuver your way and because you just knew the
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business or did you feel kind of cheated?
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I always I like that, I thought, I tell everybody.
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It monetized the relationship between the performer and the fan. Yeah,
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you know, it put money in that in that space.
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It took to and then you know, it took the
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power away from the brands like the Marquee companies.
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Like the back Powerhouse companies, and it.
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Put the power in the hands of the performer.
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But weren't you also a director at one point too?
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So how does I mean being on that standpoint? Isn't
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it harder to get people to work for you now
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because of those things?
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I mean, you know, the trade off was content, Yeah,
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you know, trades people would want to shoot and share
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the content and you know, and we were kind of
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doing that before OnlyFans came around.
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Yeah, you know what I mean.
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But I think that gave people an opportunity to make
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money and share content, create content and share it and
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monetize it and generate revenue for it. So I don't
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think I was hampered. What I saw was social media
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kind of open up the door for a lot of
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a lot of creative people.
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To get in, yeah, you know, and really show what
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they can do. You know.
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Do you feel like, because like I know myself, sometimes
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like times and things evolved, so we're talking about social
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media now and all these other things, like do you
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find yourself kind of being maybe left behind or like
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being like, okay, but what is TikTok? Like how do
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I fit in that network? Because you have such a
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big reach, you know, but it's like sometimes it's like
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how do we how do we get into it? Because myself,
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it's like at first when TikTok came around, that's like
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one of the biggest platforms that you know, has the
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much reach. Right now, it's like, but I'm not used
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to making videos and dancings and I used to work
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my ass, but I'm not like it can't you know.
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But it's also so many different elements to just that too.
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I think, like, you know, things like The Only Fans
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kind of brought that open to the creator side of
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like you can really do anything creative if you like
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have people a buzz about you that you're like, you know, infectious,
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Like okay, well what is he doing now or is
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he eating something that people like, you know, people are
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from like muck bang videos too.
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I had somebody came up to me, you know, and said,
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you do social media really well. And I think I've
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maintained a presence because you know, I was around when
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it when it first like the internet was like around
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ninety seven ninety eight.
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My website is dated that old, you know what I mean.
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So I was still I don't think I was in
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high school. Yeah, yeah, you know I started. I graduated
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two thousand and three, you know, so just you know,
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just put through in that out there.
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Yeah, I'll be fifty two in September. So you look
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good things. You know.
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It's like fine wine, you get better with time, you know.
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That's what I like to say.
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It's you know, you got to it's peace of mind.
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It's just knowing things.
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You see people, younger people and what they struggle with,
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and you're like, wow, I remember.
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We're struggling with those things.
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Yeah, and then you realize how how to get past
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those things. So for me, that's where I'm at. Like people,
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you know, it's like ants, you know, you you break
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the line and they're like freaking out. You're like, come
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this way, come this way. And so when I come
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across younger cats trying to do things, I just try
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to offer guidance, you.
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Know what I mean.
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Do they accept it?
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Yeah? Yeah, I get a lot of people coming up to.
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Me because I feel like people ask sometimes, but then
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they also like then they like give their own advice
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to themselves, but they're like just want a sounding board
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to say something, especially like sometimes well when I was
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I haven't shot in five or six years, but back
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when I was around the young gerls.
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They're like, oh, but they knew it all. And I'm like, okay,
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well I'm not going to tell you anything.
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Then right know it all and then find me whenever
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you want to talk to about you know. So it's
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like but for like the male performer aspect, it's like
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I don't know that you know connecteds, Like do they
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really do listen to your what you're saying or do
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they come in with the kind of ego mentality because
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you're kind of trying to fit in the game too.
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You know, some some cats are ego driven, and you obviously,
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you know, like this industry ego heavy. So when I
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see that, I can recognize it and identify And I
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just said that just that just comes with young ages
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and see and being fearless. And but I've had enough
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things happened in my life in my career that people
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can can see that have you know, my peaks and
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my valleys, And so when I'm telling them shit, it's
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usually because it's been hard earned experiences, you know what
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I mean. So I'm not trying to steer you wrong.
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I'm just trying to steer you.
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Strong for sure. I mean I think that it's important.
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I think, you know, earlier on in my career, and
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I've talked about it before, It's like I've definitely become
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more vulnerable in my last couple of years just with
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life and just learning things myself and working on myself
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of things. It's like in the beginning for me, it
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was like no one helped me, So why should I
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help somebody else? And they're gonna come at me a
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different way. Like, oh, well, you just know what everyone
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and you know it all and I'm like, I don't,
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but I want to share, and then it just the
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information wasn't related that. So I'm it's like I'll keep
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it all to myself, like you know, it's not so
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now I feel like that doesn't get you anywhere, because
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you know, with anything and to excel and to you know,
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elevate yourself, you need people. You need a team, you
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need people, you know what I mean, all these things
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and these components to make it more, to make you
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know your career, the longevity of it, how it runs,
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you know, and just to be present in our industry,
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you know, especially in our industry it's so small.
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People talk.
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People know your business. People know the good, the bad,
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the ugly, the divorces.
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You know. You know, you've known my ex husband.
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I've met your you know, I don't know if you're
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still married, but you know I we hung out.
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But you know, outside the industry, you know what I mean.
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So things like that, So it's like a close family
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where it's like where do you draw the line from
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like telling you, I mean, I will.
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Go back through what you're saying. How do you how
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do you reach people.
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I think I like this. I've been using this word
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a lot. It's in the conversation. You know a lot
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of people don't. You don't have the conversation. How do
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you get to understanding? And sometimes the conversation can a
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little rough in the beginning because you're trying to you know,
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stand your ground, state your opinion. You know, you filter
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what you hear and how you listen. But over the
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course of the conversation, understanding starts to happen, and more
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people involved in that conversation, the more enlightening it could be. Sure,
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And so podcasts have been have opened that up. Social media, TikTok,
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platforms like YouTube. You know, it's even in the even
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in the comments, there's conversation, even in the commentary.
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Do you engage, Yeah, I mean I've always engaged.
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I've never Do you engage in the positive and negative
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comments or do.
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You only negatives? I kind of skip over. I don't
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get into politics. I don't get anything that people have
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a really strong opinion about.
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You know, like I just kind of like you're Switzerland.
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Well, you know, I don't think it's I don't I
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don't think they solve things. I think they just kind
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of inflame it, and you kind of missed the point.
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You kind of missed the point of what, you know,
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the purpose of you even seen what you saw was about,
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you know what I mean, you kind of like you
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get into this argument with someone and it just totally
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distorted shit, and so that I don't do.
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Yeah, I don't do that engaging for sure to do that.
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So you've had we're you have to talk about you know,
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you've had the highs, the lows and everything. You had
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a big scandal come out in the industry with about faking
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a test and even this whole a syphilis thing. What
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has the repercussions and what have you learned from those outcomes?
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And it being so heavily in the media, and like
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you said, you were you were one of the most
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recognizable porn stars and you know, besides you know, Aron
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Jeremy and Jenna Jamison, you know, you're definitely up there.
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How did that kind of like pressure feel to really
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kind of like a admit it and put it out
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there and kind of like basically tell your truth.
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I mean, I think I didn't know I was on
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that level. I didn't realize how big a thing it
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was going to be. I mean, it's just you know,
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because in our industry, a lot of things like that
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happened on STDs and people trying to keep their medical
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you know, history private or personal.
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You know, what do you share? What do you do?
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What do you don't share? You know?
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Because even though I was handling things on a personal level,
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on a professional level, it's just we there were there
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were protocols and things in place that just weren't acting
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on you know what I mean, and I what I learned.
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You know now you know now the testing is a
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full panel. But before when I started, and I tell
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people this all the time, it's like when I started,
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we were doing HIV tests and they were every three months,
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so you had three months to go out there and
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just wreck havoc and fuck who you want. And then
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you weren't even doing STDs. So everything's been an evolution,
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everything's evolved, everything's gotten better as we gotten better knowledge,
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better testing, a better.
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Sharing system. Yeah, all those things have come over time.
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But at that time, but don't you think as far
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as like I mean, we say, we're like, you know,
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I make the joke like we're sexual athletes.
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That's our job.
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You know, we'd our responsibility in our personal life and
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on set to make that kind of a safe space
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because we're all fucking each other and we like to fuck,
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but it needs to be like a respect thing. So
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I feel like for me, the biggest thing was everyone's human.
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Everyone makes mistakes. We get into, you know, certain situations,
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if it's money, if it's morals, if it's whatever the
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case be going at the time, you know what I mean,
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it's like who knows what, who would make these decisions?
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But it's like at the end of the day, for me,
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it's how you show up and you're accountable for it
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and how you what you move from there, you know
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what I mean, and how you move forward, and if
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it's if you advocate for more information, more testing, more
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this whatever you know, and taking the accountability that route
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of not just being like, oh well we didn't test
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and it wasn't you know whatever, because we are. We
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still accountable for me even when we start with fuck
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our sexual partners, you know, in their personal life.
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Bringing it home from being an adult.
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Entertainer, Yeah, I mean, and obviously I was like I
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was under this spotlight and under for still I mean,
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I still I still people still discuss things with me, Yeah, dessinately.
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So do you get into arguments or are they willing
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to hear your side of the story.
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I don't listen.
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I'm not an argument from you, mercee.
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But maybe people got offended if it would have hit
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them internally, outside or just because business related.
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I think I think, you know, there's a lot of
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things that could have been said by other people that
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could have helped alleviate and help.
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With the understanding.
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I think, you know, as far as the testing place,
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who was very like aware of what was going on
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before it became a big deal, and you know, they
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kind of like they were discussing my situation with other
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people before that's illegal is I was just kind of
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like I even contacted the owner. I mean I was
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reaching out and talking with people and getting looking.
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For clarification and trying to understand that, you know.
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you do and like how do we move forward?
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Because I was trying to tell them personally, yeah, I've
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already been through this with the doctor treated.
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What else can I do?
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Yeah, you know, I've done everything, and in the industry
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had a whole set of different protocols because they.
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Weren't even testing for that.
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They were doing it twice a year and ttts, it
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just happened.
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That it was like yeah, certain I just tested and
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everything was fine.
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It was a lot of it could have been handled
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a lot differently on a lot of fronts, and.
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It just wasn't.
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And so what what I had to do was, you know,
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take the brunt of it and just really kind of like,
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you know, tell that, tell my side of the story.
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But it's kind of hard because.
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What is your full side of the story.
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Full side of the story is, you know, we catch
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STDs in our industry. Whoever gave it to me never
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came up and said, hey, I got something I needed
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to you know, I need to let you know, even
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even with our protocols, would gonorrhea, chlamydia. You know, you
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take a you take a seven day to ten day but.
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It's hard to see if you working all the time,
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like who works with who and who got it from
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who to really track that.
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I mean, you know, somebody know they had it and
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somebody know they gave it, so uh, you know, I
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tried my best to Once I was treated, I took
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the time off and I didn't work, and you know,
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and then when I try to go back to work,
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the tests, you know, you get and you know, the
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funny thing is when you test for simphleist, you have
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non reactive and reactive and they're testing for your annibodies.
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against was the test that they gave me was coming
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up as positive, but it was a it was a
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false positive because that.
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Was nothing but the annibout anybody.
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But if they know that ahead of time, which they
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knew they would, they administer a different test. And remember
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back in the days, they used to give you this
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for comedian gonnorrhea. Once you were treated, they'd have, hey,
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he had it, but he's been treated.
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I didn't get that.
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Yeah, and so that's where, you know, I took matters
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my own hand, and that's where it got all fucked up.
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Yeah, and I get it, and I understand.
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Whether the backlash came, and you know, I expected somebody
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to come up and kind of bath for me, but
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it never happened.
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Yea.
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And so going forward, it was like, what can I do?
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You know, I reached out to everybody I worked with.
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You know, I even took myself out of the out
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of the out of the out of the working environment
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because there was people made these threats against performers, like
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if you work with him, we're going to black volume.
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And so are you blackballed from the industry?
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Nah?
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No, yacause girls, you know it's a whole different industry now.
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It's like you can go, you can perform and do
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whatever you want. Yeah, only fans has opened that up.
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Content You just.
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Not work for companies like big company just having shot
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there was Is that something that you would be willing
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to want to do again? Or do you feel more
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comfortable just keeping it the way that?
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Nah?
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You know, when I started in the business, I started,
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I went immediately into directing. I was, you know, I'm
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a writer. I like to write. I like to I'm
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a reader. I'm a reader first and then I love
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to write.
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So I read everything.
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And I'm absorbed with that, and then I write all
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these thoughts. Because I've been around a long time, I
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hear all these opinions and ideas and and I have
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my own, you know, But I'm much better when i'm
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just writing it out. And so for me, I was
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writing scripts, I was writing synopsis, and then I picked
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up equipment and start filming things.
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You know.
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I go around and I do you know, my social
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media is a lot of filming, a lot of photos.
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You know, and you're doing it all yourself.
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I do it all myself. Yeah, I do everything myself.
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But I've always been that guy, you know, sex. I
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didn't get into the industry for the for the money.
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I enjoyed the sex, you know, and I still enjoy
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the sex, you know, and I but the dynamics had
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changed in a way where it was.
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Like I didn't want to.
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Put people through scrutiny because the industry, you know, people
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fans can I just saw.
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A lot of that.
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Would you say that you lost friends because of it?
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Yeah, you know. Yeah.
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I had people like literally, uh, you said, I can't
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be a friend anymore.
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Yeah, you know, And it was just kind of like,
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you know.
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For me, I mean me, like I said before being
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a friend as well.
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It definitely was a gray area of like, I don't
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condone what you did.
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I didn't like.
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Like like it or appreciate it, because if I could
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have been you know, in the same industry affected by it.
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If you know, God forbid, something would have happened those things,
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but years later evolving of things like that again, like
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I you know, I'm not anybody to judge anybody, and
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everybody is a human and we make mistakes. And again,
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as long as you again have ownership, which you have,
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you did the right thing that you thought you had
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to do as far as the people you connected.
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But you know, I'm told and whatever.
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And at that point, there's really not much more you
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can do other than get on through the other side
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of it. You know, it's unfortunate there's been there were
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so many, no different rumors. I feel like that once
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it's out there, you don't really know the truth. And
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that's why for here, it's like I wanted to have
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a like we called private talk with like Texas's because
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it's an intimate, more conversation where you get to say
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your truth, you say your things. It's like, because there
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was things about saying that you did jail time for it,
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that you did, you know that he were was fines
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for it for all those other things. But it's like
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a lot of things are false and you know out
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in the media, you don't know what is true not Yeah,
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And that.
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Was the other thing is like when I would try
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to talk people with headlined mister Marcus admits to this,
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mister Marcus that, and I was like, it's not what happened,
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but you know, for people to grab the attention, to.
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Grab the clicks, yeah bait, it was.
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I you know, this is twenty twelve, ten years ago,
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and you know it now looking at social media.
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I mean clickbait is all over it everywhere else.
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You know, I wasn't mad at Trump when you were
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saying false news and shit because I knew that.
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Yeah, there's a shipload of it out there. Yeah you know,
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I don't. I don't.
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But I'm not that guy. I'm not you can I'm
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the same guy. My numbers never changed. Yeah, you had
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a problem with me, you can call me if you
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want to see test. I kept all all of my
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tests for sure, you know, from my early performing days
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in ninety six, ninety.
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Seven to all the way up into all that shit. Yeah,
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I had everything.
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But even like also like so going the fact of
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like how just on the the ignorance of what to
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do after that happens, because it's not something that happens
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all the time, you know what I mean?
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And then it's like what do you like? What would
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you you know what I mean?
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Like it became like a teaching moment.
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Because that's my Furthermore, it's like now for you, it's
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like the advocacy of like, okay, well you should. And
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my biggest thing is like it's so ironic and even
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personal lives to like sexual things, and like the industry
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is a little different because we have more of a
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voice of like a no list or this whatever. But
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sex is such taboo type situations. But we want what
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we're fucking people and it's the most intimate thing. But
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we can't say hey, I have something wrong with me,
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or hey I can't do this, or hey because it's embarrassing,
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it's this whatever. But it's because it's lack of conversations,
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because it's the hard questions people don't want to know.
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But it's like, but you're willing to, like we'll have
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somebody's bodily fluid inside of you, touch you, spit on you,
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do whatever, but you don't want to tell them, oh, hey,
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what's what's that?
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Or this the you know what I mean?
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Like, So for me is why it's about the education.
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It's about bringing light to things, and yeah, sometimes things
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have to get dark before we get to the light
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to see the other things, and like really bring awareness
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of why now testing is a little bit more evasive,
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you know, as it should have been. We you know,
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we were working with multiple partners back then. We were
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shooting way more nowadays, I mean then than now. Like
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I would work every single day, you know what I mean,
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You're shooting seven days a week, you're doing multiple partners.
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Scenes sometimes you don't, but of course, you know, I mean,
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it's business business, you.
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Know, there's just like you know who's next, you know
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who's coming, you know, and they're not teaching you, you know, ownership,
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they're not teaching you business. They're not you know, there's
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a lot of business savvy people now. But that came
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over time with the money. It came with the interaction
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with the fans. It came with the brand building, the management,
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I mean, all these things that people you know, the
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content creation. It came because the money was there, you
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know what I mean, and you tapped into it, and
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there's people willing to pay for it.
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So you have to educate yourself, you know what I mean.
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And so I just said, you know, fucking people don't
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think whatever the hell they're gonna think. And you have
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to like what people say about you.
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You have to say, is that who I am? Or
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do I know who I am? Or do I define that?
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And I said, fuck that, I.
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Define it, you know what I mean. I know I'm
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a good dude. I know I take care of a
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lot of motherfuckers. I've looked out for casts.
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I don't go around bad Malcolm cast. You know. I
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try to enlighten and open doors and.
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I and I do that to complete strangers as well
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as people that are like blood.
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So that's who I am, and that's what I think.
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That to me is why I was such a struggle too.
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Obviously it was out there to believe it, but because
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I knew who you were as a dad, you know,
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a husband, as somebody, you know what I mean.
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So it was just that it didn't make sense. But
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everybody makes mistakes, and you know, you know, when you're in.
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This business, when you're like you know, the guy I
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didn't realize, you know, they target you.
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You know what I mean. You're seeing differently, you're treated differently.
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Well, But I think it's because it's just like you know,
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in the.
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Whole mainstream media, like why like the Kardashians are popular,
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people want to be a part of your life if
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it's because they want to see the girls you're fucking,
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who talks to you, what celebrities you're around, they want
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to see it all. And again why you were the
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most reconnite. You wear that fucking hat everywhere you go,
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so not it's the way that one in particular, but
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you know what I'm saying. Ever since, you know, we
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used to do signings together, we toured together, and it
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was intriguing to see because you don't really see the
489
00:20:34.319 --> 00:20:37.640
feedback from fans as crazy with a lot of male
490
00:20:37.680 --> 00:20:40.599
stars like you did yourself, like really other than you.
491
00:20:40.640 --> 00:20:42.599
I think you were before I toured with you first,
492
00:20:42.640 --> 00:20:45.039
before I was around round Jeremy. But it was that
493
00:20:45.119 --> 00:20:48.480
like that star power that like we're like gawking at
494
00:20:48.519 --> 00:20:50.000
you like women, you know what I mean, Like the
495
00:20:50.039 --> 00:20:54.119
whole Chippendale's things where it's like it's crazy, Yeah.
496
00:20:53.640 --> 00:20:55.400
People say, you know, how come you don't perform? I
497
00:20:55.400 --> 00:20:57.799
mean I did almost three thousand movies and.
498
00:20:57.799 --> 00:21:03.279
So you'd be fucking Marcus.
499
00:21:02.759 --> 00:21:05.000
Right. It was like I feel like I didn't need that.
500
00:21:05.319 --> 00:21:08.240
You know, if I would have continued on and you know,
501
00:21:08.559 --> 00:21:11.599
the dynamics of my family were different. I was much
502
00:21:11.640 --> 00:21:14.480
more visible, you know, highly visible.
503
00:21:14.559 --> 00:21:16.039
I mean I go. I like to be able to
504
00:21:16.039 --> 00:21:16.640
go places.
505
00:21:16.839 --> 00:21:19.640
Yeah, you know, even now, I'm uncomfortable and cats are
506
00:21:19.680 --> 00:21:22.880
like I'm in Costco and cats like, hey, I know
507
00:21:22.920 --> 00:21:26.680
you know people know me, like I'm on camera, I'm
508
00:21:26.680 --> 00:21:27.240
off camera.
509
00:21:27.440 --> 00:21:29.720
Yeah, this is my city. Yeah, you know what I mean.
510
00:21:29.880 --> 00:21:32.359
Then I can go, you know, I take the bus
511
00:21:32.359 --> 00:21:33.440
sometimes a subway.
512
00:21:33.759 --> 00:21:36.000
Yeah, I ride my bike all over the place. You know,
513
00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:40.319
I'm chilling. I don't like you don't have to go. Yeah,
514
00:21:40.400 --> 00:21:41.319
you can stay with something.
515
00:21:41.480 --> 00:21:43.759
But I think that that's what attracts it more, you
516
00:21:43.759 --> 00:21:45.200
know what I mean, When when you don't, when you
517
00:21:45.200 --> 00:21:47.920
don't need it or expect it, you're not looking for it.
518
00:21:47.920 --> 00:21:49.799
It just happened, like you know, like you said from
519
00:21:49.799 --> 00:21:51.880
the beginning, you got into the business not because of
520
00:21:51.880 --> 00:21:52.319
the money.
521
00:21:52.559 --> 00:21:53.640
You liked fucking you.
522
00:21:53.640 --> 00:21:53.799
You know.
523
00:21:53.880 --> 00:21:56.759
Obviously even twenty years.
524
00:21:56.960 --> 00:21:59.519
You know, you know how to be doing something right,
525
00:21:59.519 --> 00:21:59.960
you know what I mean.
526
00:22:00.079 --> 00:22:01.920
So it's like it's like what you take of it.
527
00:22:02.039 --> 00:22:03.480
Obviously we're not supposed to be the same when we
528
00:22:03.480 --> 00:22:05.599
first started in the industry to where we are now.
529
00:22:05.640 --> 00:22:07.759
You know, it's we're supposed to evolve, We're supposed to
530
00:22:08.079 --> 00:22:12.119
have learned lessons, we're supposed to have families. A life
531
00:22:12.160 --> 00:22:14.079
like porn doesn't define us. It's just a part of
532
00:22:14.119 --> 00:22:15.920
who we are. And I think that that's what people
533
00:22:15.960 --> 00:22:19.200
really kind of forget that we are people. We have feelings,
534
00:22:19.240 --> 00:22:22.160
we have emotions, we go through a low's highs, we
535
00:22:22.160 --> 00:22:23.920
go you know, all kinds of things where people forget,
536
00:22:23.960 --> 00:22:26.559
like I'm not just a whole or in your part
537
00:22:26.720 --> 00:22:28.519
a deck.
538
00:22:27.720 --> 00:22:29.160
You know what I mean? Right now, you know.
539
00:22:29.240 --> 00:22:31.519
And on the side there's such you know, I remember
540
00:22:31.559 --> 00:22:34.160
people talking about mental health, you know, and you don't
541
00:22:34.240 --> 00:22:37.559
understand the dynamics of like the people coming at you
542
00:22:37.680 --> 00:22:40.039
sexually all the time and expecting things and.
543
00:22:40.240 --> 00:22:42.440
Because they feel like they know you because they watched
544
00:22:42.440 --> 00:22:42.920
the movie.
545
00:22:43.559 --> 00:22:45.279
It's just a movie, you know what I mean, And
546
00:22:45.319 --> 00:22:48.839
so they proposition, you know, I get proposition.
547
00:22:48.480 --> 00:22:49.240
All the damn time.
548
00:22:49.319 --> 00:22:50.400
How does that make you feel?
549
00:22:51.319 --> 00:22:53.759
I kind of just I'm polite. I used to just
550
00:22:53.839 --> 00:22:55.759
be like, no, thanks, you know what I mean.
551
00:22:56.119 --> 00:22:58.640
But does it make you feel like like a piece
552
00:22:58.680 --> 00:23:00.319
of meat? Like object, like an object.
553
00:23:00.440 --> 00:23:02.480
Yeah, I know, I know better than that. Yeah, you
554
00:23:02.519 --> 00:23:04.759
know what I mean. I don't feel like because.
555
00:23:04.519 --> 00:23:06.720
Some women are I mean most women, I mean nowadays
556
00:23:06.799 --> 00:23:09.240
especially are more aggressive than men. Yeah, Like I mean,
557
00:23:09.279 --> 00:23:11.359
I just went to an industry party for the first time,
558
00:23:11.480 --> 00:23:13.599
like in three years that I was talking to someone
559
00:23:13.599 --> 00:23:14.960
I had to see a long time, and all these
560
00:23:14.960 --> 00:23:16.960
young girls are just grabbing his dick to get his attention,
561
00:23:17.000 --> 00:23:19.359
and I'm like, Okay, I like that for me. I
562
00:23:19.359 --> 00:23:21.240
wouldn't want someone try to be fingering me the whole
563
00:23:21.240 --> 00:23:24.039
time when someone's know, it's the same equivalent. Why is that?
564
00:23:24.160 --> 00:23:26.279
You know it's a teetering line, But it's just like
565
00:23:27.400 --> 00:23:29.119
that to me. I don't like the object. I'll fuck
566
00:23:29.160 --> 00:23:32.039
all day where we look together, cool down, But I
567
00:23:32.119 --> 00:23:36.319
just don't like the whole feeling like an object because
568
00:23:36.400 --> 00:23:38.599
you think that like alexis Texas, so oh, let me
569
00:23:38.680 --> 00:23:41.519
touch dress like, I'll like you maybe if you ask nicely,
570
00:23:41.599 --> 00:23:42.079
you know what I mean.
571
00:23:42.079 --> 00:23:44.960
It just depends on what the situation is, you.
572
00:23:44.920 --> 00:23:47.480
Know, it's you know, when you've been around a while,
573
00:23:47.519 --> 00:23:49.440
you kind of learn how to navigate, Like I can.
574
00:23:49.720 --> 00:23:52.079
I can turn the fire up. Yeah, turn the fire down,
575
00:23:52.160 --> 00:23:53.400
or I can just turn it off completely.
576
00:23:53.440 --> 00:23:55.279
Well, you're an alpha male and I feel like you,
577
00:23:55.480 --> 00:23:57.359
like you're very you observe you kind of and then
578
00:23:57.400 --> 00:24:00.119
you kind of attack accordingly of what's you know what this?
579
00:24:00.240 --> 00:24:01.880
And plus you've been around this industry for a very
580
00:24:01.880 --> 00:24:05.519
long time, so you know who's really in across the line,
581
00:24:05.519 --> 00:24:06.240
who's full of shit?
582
00:24:06.319 --> 00:24:07.319
And like, what's you know?
583
00:24:07.480 --> 00:24:11.000
Really I can handle like you know you have, yeah,
584
00:24:11.319 --> 00:24:13.960
because I have to handle like either a really strong
585
00:24:14.119 --> 00:24:19.559
gay personality or even a trans personality or very butch personality,
586
00:24:19.680 --> 00:24:24.319
or or very bisexual or very you know straight, you
587
00:24:24.319 --> 00:24:28.319
know you're dealing with and then you're a confused or
588
00:24:28.400 --> 00:24:32.079
even a version or an extreme sexual person and those
589
00:24:32.200 --> 00:24:34.160
those things jump out.
590
00:24:34.359 --> 00:24:36.960
Yeah, you know some of those things. That's what they lead.
591
00:24:36.759 --> 00:24:39.680
With, especially because they feel comfortable because you're just a
592
00:24:39.680 --> 00:24:41.680
sexual person and they just want to tell you all
593
00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:48.839
of their Hey, whoa, let me take a Sipar's cool?
594
00:24:48.880 --> 00:24:51.240
What would you say would be your craziest fan interaction?
595
00:24:53.759 --> 00:24:56.599
Man? Courageous man? There's a whole bunch of those.
596
00:24:57.640 --> 00:24:59.400
I mean, you just I mean, with that whole lead up,
597
00:24:59.400 --> 00:25:01.160
it's like, you know, it could go either way it
598
00:25:01.160 --> 00:25:01.480
could be.
599
00:25:01.559 --> 00:25:04.839
You know, I had a girl when I when I
600
00:25:04.880 --> 00:25:07.559
met her, she came at me about something one thing
601
00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:10.880
on the internet. So I was like, I was recepted
602
00:25:10.880 --> 00:25:12.640
to it because it was actually where my mindset was
603
00:25:12.680 --> 00:25:14.640
at the time. So I reached out to her and
604
00:25:14.680 --> 00:25:16.279
we ended up meeting up. When I met him with her,
605
00:25:16.359 --> 00:25:18.440
she was like, here she hands me a credit card
606
00:25:18.480 --> 00:25:22.160
with my name on it. What She's like, you know,
607
00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:24.000
this is for you know, in case you need to
608
00:25:24.000 --> 00:25:24.759
go buy things.
609
00:25:24.799 --> 00:25:27.680
And did you use the credit card?
610
00:25:27.680 --> 00:25:27.839
Oh?
611
00:25:27.880 --> 00:25:32.079
Yeah, what was the biggest purchase on the credit card?
612
00:25:32.359 --> 00:25:34.599
I mean I took it. I flew a couple of places.
613
00:25:34.680 --> 00:25:38.799
Okay, okay. So she was just your sugar mama, what
614
00:25:38.880 --> 00:25:40.519
did you have to do in return for this car?
615
00:25:40.839 --> 00:25:44.559
And that's where she wanted. She wanted all these things
616
00:25:44.640 --> 00:25:45.319
that I would.
617
00:25:45.160 --> 00:25:48.720
Not like, what like fucking or was it like romantic
618
00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:50.559
relationship things?
619
00:25:50.559 --> 00:25:52.559
I ever said it. She never said it, but I
620
00:25:52.559 --> 00:25:53.880
can I can feel that.
621
00:25:54.119 --> 00:25:56.519
It was like, hey, you know, I mean, if you
622
00:25:56.599 --> 00:25:58.920
want to, you know, if you want to give it
623
00:25:58.960 --> 00:26:00.880
to me, like you.
624
00:26:00.759 --> 00:26:02.799
Know, she made me feel bad because she was like,
625
00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:05.799
I'm sorry, I'm not You're not attracted to me or something.
626
00:26:05.559 --> 00:26:07.559
And I was just like yeah, because she probably was like, man,
627
00:26:07.680 --> 00:26:09.079
how many time you're gonna use my credit card?
628
00:26:09.200 --> 00:26:09.720
Not hit it?
629
00:26:11.160 --> 00:26:12.200
What is the rejection?
630
00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:16.200
Women don't like to be rejected. Have you ever ghosted
631
00:26:16.200 --> 00:26:16.599
a woman?
632
00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:18.599
Yeah?
633
00:26:18.880 --> 00:26:20.079
Why do you ghost people?
634
00:26:20.960 --> 00:26:24.480
Was it because of sexual one night stand or was
635
00:26:24.480 --> 00:26:28.160
it like somebody that you were engaging with more than
636
00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:32.319
like multiple times and they like, then you just disappeared
637
00:26:32.400 --> 00:26:34.960
like a ghost. Because for you it's hard to ghost too,
638
00:26:35.000 --> 00:26:37.319
because you're so known and this is your city. Like
639
00:26:37.359 --> 00:26:39.200
you said that, we find you on the bus throughout,
640
00:26:39.240 --> 00:26:41.599
they'll find you on your bike. They'll think it yeah,
641
00:26:41.680 --> 00:26:44.079
you know, on set being like what's going on?
642
00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:45.319
Right? Right?
643
00:26:45.480 --> 00:26:48.559
I mean I am reachable and I and I've been
644
00:26:49.119 --> 00:26:52.079
accessible for my whole career, so let's change.
645
00:26:52.119 --> 00:26:53.640
Why do you think men ghost women?
646
00:26:54.640 --> 00:26:55.880
Why do you? I mean?
647
00:26:56.400 --> 00:26:58.640
I think because usually they got somebody on the side,
648
00:26:59.279 --> 00:27:02.279
they got a mate, so they can't they can't. Then
649
00:27:03.160 --> 00:27:05.200
they can't. You know, if she starts to want to
650
00:27:05.559 --> 00:27:10.119
she wants to move in on that position, okay, sometimes
651
00:27:10.119 --> 00:27:12.279
the guy has to make a decision like is he
652
00:27:12.359 --> 00:27:14.240
gonna let you know, open.
653
00:27:14.000 --> 00:27:15.440
That like chess?
654
00:27:15.440 --> 00:27:19.240
Okay, you know, no, you gotta you gotta protect the
655
00:27:19.319 --> 00:27:20.880
queen or are you going to open her up.
656
00:27:21.079 --> 00:27:23.480
Make it vulnerable. Okay, that's a decision that has to
657
00:27:23.519 --> 00:27:24.200
be made.
658
00:27:24.240 --> 00:27:26.920
All right, So that would be the only reason why
659
00:27:26.960 --> 00:27:27.839
you're thinking. It goes to.
660
00:27:27.920 --> 00:27:31.359
Situation and if you come across somebody who's destructive.
661
00:27:31.160 --> 00:27:32.319
I don't like this toxic.
662
00:27:32.799 --> 00:27:35.839
Yeah, I don't like anybody who wants to destroy you know,
663
00:27:36.079 --> 00:27:36.559
the peace?
664
00:27:36.960 --> 00:27:39.880
Okay, you need peace within. So do you have like
665
00:27:39.920 --> 00:27:42.640
a roster where it's like you keep the peace within?
666
00:27:42.759 --> 00:27:44.839
So you know, because like this time, do you like
667
00:27:44.880 --> 00:27:47.359
you know, you just know what you like. Sometimes there's
668
00:27:47.359 --> 00:27:49.559
a lot of work. Like me, I'm single. Dating is
669
00:27:49.599 --> 00:27:52.039
a lot of work. People think that I'm probably fucking everybody.
670
00:27:52.079 --> 00:27:54.799
It's not really like that, you know. But when it's
671
00:27:54.839 --> 00:27:58.799
like you know, when you find your people, sometimes you you.
672
00:27:58.720 --> 00:28:03.079
Know, if you know, if it's if everything is cool,
673
00:28:03.200 --> 00:28:06.440
if we got cool chemistry and the situation.
674
00:28:06.119 --> 00:28:08.440
Is so you're open to it. But there's no one
675
00:28:08.440 --> 00:28:13.559
on your roster right now, your content partners, what.
676
00:28:13.519 --> 00:28:14.440
Do we want to call that?
677
00:28:15.960 --> 00:28:20.279
You come you come across casts like you know, you
678
00:28:20.400 --> 00:28:24.359
they intriguing, Yeah, they turned the fire on turn it up.
679
00:28:25.160 --> 00:28:27.799
Describe something really exciting in your life right now.
680
00:28:31.319 --> 00:28:33.799
It's funny because when I turned fifty and I was
681
00:28:33.880 --> 00:28:38.440
like cool, I was chill, and I like that. I
682
00:28:38.519 --> 00:28:43.799
just wanted to just coast. But life is dynamic, you know.
683
00:28:44.000 --> 00:28:46.680
So there's some projects that I'm working on writing.
684
00:28:47.039 --> 00:28:47.359
Okay.
685
00:28:48.319 --> 00:28:51.000
You know, I've just like mainstream wise in the industry wise,
686
00:28:51.079 --> 00:28:52.359
like as far as adult mainstream.
687
00:28:52.359 --> 00:28:54.079
Okay, there's a there's a project that we want to
688
00:28:54.119 --> 00:28:56.680
do in the industry, like as a for me, I
689
00:28:56.720 --> 00:28:59.160
want to do it as a as a signature.
690
00:28:59.240 --> 00:29:05.079
Piece, something artistically sexually focused.
691
00:29:05.359 --> 00:29:05.599
Okay.
692
00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:08.799
You know that we've kind of wrote the concept for
693
00:29:08.960 --> 00:29:10.640
the ideas for the fun like.
694
00:29:10.599 --> 00:29:12.480
An erotic novel of type thing.
695
00:29:12.680 --> 00:29:17.880
Yeah, it's got strong sexual themes which work perfectly. It's
696
00:29:17.920 --> 00:29:20.839
not explicit, it's not hardcore like that, and it's not
697
00:29:21.559 --> 00:29:24.599
the bullshit. It's not like some ship that everybody else
698
00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:26.759
is doing. It's really outside the box.
699
00:29:27.079 --> 00:29:29.599
Nice. Now, is this something working on yourself or you
700
00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:31.240
have a team of people that you're working on this.
701
00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:34.480
Its start off as just a singular thing, but now
702
00:29:34.519 --> 00:29:37.160
I've got some pretty strong people behind it.
703
00:29:37.319 --> 00:29:38.440
Very cool. That's exciting.
704
00:29:39.720 --> 00:29:43.680
If you could instantly attain three skills? What would they
705
00:29:43.720 --> 00:29:47.440
be if I can retain attain like right now, if
706
00:29:47.480 --> 00:29:49.440
you could have any you could get, I can give
707
00:29:49.480 --> 00:29:51.880
you a miss Texas could give you three wishes right now,
708
00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:53.880
and you could get any three skills you want.
709
00:29:53.920 --> 00:29:54.480
What would they be?
710
00:29:57.559 --> 00:30:04.720
Sometimes right right right? Uh? You know somebody who was
711
00:30:04.839 --> 00:30:07.119
I saw more guy had the power to particulate, Like.
712
00:30:07.519 --> 00:30:10.680
It's like you could teleport like bewitch, like it could
713
00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:11.480
be anywhere you want.
714
00:30:11.799 --> 00:30:13.160
Wiggle your nose and goes somebody.
715
00:30:13.160 --> 00:30:16.480
Baby, Yeah, yeah, be in three places at once probably.
716
00:30:16.799 --> 00:30:19.680
Okay, So you want to multiply the situation, not just
717
00:30:19.720 --> 00:30:21.839
being go there quick to like, hey, I need to
718
00:30:21.880 --> 00:30:23.960
go to West Hollywood.
719
00:30:24.079 --> 00:30:28.559
Let me go there now. Okay, that's a good go
720
00:30:28.640 --> 00:30:28.839
to have.
721
00:30:30.319 --> 00:30:33.240
Flying Okay, there's many times I look out. I just
722
00:30:33.240 --> 00:30:34.960
want to like, have.
723
00:30:34.960 --> 00:30:37.599
You ever done skydiving and you liked it?
724
00:30:37.720 --> 00:30:38.200
I loved it?
725
00:30:38.359 --> 00:30:40.880
Okay, bird in the sky and got it all right?
726
00:30:40.920 --> 00:30:45.240
Third one, Uh, I want to play an instrument?
727
00:30:46.000 --> 00:30:47.160
Have you tried attempted?
728
00:30:47.279 --> 00:30:49.039
I have a keyboard at the house. I've had a
729
00:30:49.039 --> 00:30:49.799
few lessons.
730
00:30:49.960 --> 00:30:53.759
Okay, do you like it? Are you love it?
731
00:30:53.799 --> 00:30:57.400
I'm not great, I'm not good. I want to just
732
00:30:57.480 --> 00:30:59.720
be around music. Let me add one.
733
00:30:59.599 --> 00:31:01.640
More d J. Okay, I want to I want to
734
00:31:01.720 --> 00:31:02.359
learn how to DJ.
735
00:31:02.519 --> 00:31:03.599
So you like the music stuff?
736
00:31:03.640 --> 00:31:07.720
I love music? Okay? Probably what keeps you young your heart?
737
00:31:07.799 --> 00:31:08.480
You know for sure?
738
00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:12.200
Definitely it's the feel goods for all levels, you know
739
00:31:12.200 --> 00:31:12.519
what I mean.
740
00:31:12.920 --> 00:31:15.279
Listen to some stuff you know you like. It's like nostalgica,
741
00:31:15.359 --> 00:31:17.079
much like, oh, I can remember when the end of
742
00:31:17.119 --> 00:31:19.200
this came out, or I remember when this person broke
743
00:31:19.279 --> 00:31:21.119
up to me this song or this thing whatever.
744
00:31:21.759 --> 00:31:26.039
Yeah, there's a there's it, you know, bad or good memories.
745
00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:29.000
But even discovering new ship.
746
00:31:29.319 --> 00:31:29.559
Yeah.
747
00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:34.519
I love finding new artists, new sounds, a new vocal,
748
00:31:34.759 --> 00:31:36.160
new new message.
749
00:31:36.519 --> 00:31:37.240
I love all that.
750
00:31:37.440 --> 00:31:40.440
Who would you say is your first celebrity crush.
751
00:31:40.799 --> 00:31:42.640
Strong still to this day's probably.
752
00:31:42.400 --> 00:31:44.200
Janet Janet jan Jackson.
753
00:31:44.480 --> 00:31:46.839
So you being so as recognizable as you are, what
754
00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:50.319
celebrities have come out, you know, either in your DM
755
00:31:50.359 --> 00:31:53.960
parties be like, hey, you know I've seen your movie,
756
00:31:54.039 --> 00:31:54.839
mister Marcus.
757
00:31:54.920 --> 00:31:56.119
I know how you put it down.
758
00:31:56.720 --> 00:32:01.359
Yeah, well female female uh. Jenny Jackson recognized me when
759
00:32:01.359 --> 00:32:03.440
I met her. She said, you know, oh, I know
760
00:32:03.519 --> 00:32:06.599
you and I threw me off because I didn't expect that.
761
00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:09.119
Yeah, you know, so I was like kind of fumbling
762
00:32:09.160 --> 00:32:12.839
words after that. Uh, Tupac, Tupac reached out. I hung
763
00:32:12.880 --> 00:32:13.640
out with him for a while.
764
00:32:13.720 --> 00:32:15.079
Okay, my fellow Gemini.
765
00:32:15.319 --> 00:32:19.079
Yeah, yeah, Snoop, Me and Snoop we're working on the project.
766
00:32:19.119 --> 00:32:23.240
So me and him have been super cool. Uh. Claudia
767
00:32:23.759 --> 00:32:27.920
Jordan's a good friend of mine. Portia Coleman. I mean,
768
00:32:27.960 --> 00:32:28.359
I meet a.
769
00:32:28.359 --> 00:32:30.640
Lot of people, you know, but these are I'm saying
770
00:32:30.680 --> 00:32:34.440
as far as like who wanted to like, you know, nah,
771
00:32:34.480 --> 00:32:34.839
did you.
772
00:32:34.799 --> 00:32:37.799
Ever did anybody like make a sexual advance? You're just like,
773
00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:38.680
I just can't.
774
00:32:41.240 --> 00:32:41.359
Na.
775
00:32:41.839 --> 00:32:42.759
You always delivered?
776
00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:59.519
What is it? Please? No? No.
777
00:33:00.200 --> 00:33:03.240
There was a girl that was on BT. I can't
778
00:33:03.279 --> 00:33:05.319
remember her namn name because now she's married and kids
779
00:33:05.359 --> 00:33:09.440
and everything, And that was like the first she was like,
780
00:33:09.519 --> 00:33:10.640
she's the host.
781
00:33:11.240 --> 00:33:13.799
It was a talk show. She was fine.
782
00:33:13.839 --> 00:33:16.400
Wendy Williams love Wendy.
783
00:33:16.480 --> 00:33:20.400
I love Wendy though. Wendy's coolie damn it.
784
00:33:20.519 --> 00:33:22.799
She was. I can't remember her name, but me and
785
00:33:22.839 --> 00:33:25.039
her we hung out a few times, and I thought
786
00:33:25.079 --> 00:33:26.880
there was a possibility that could.
787
00:33:26.720 --> 00:33:28.920
Be a thing. But it was s fizzled out. No, no,
788
00:33:28.960 --> 00:33:32.279
we just kind of let it, let it happen. What
789
00:33:32.440 --> 00:33:33.799
is your biggest pet peeve?
790
00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:41.960
Like people who don't pick up ship?
791
00:33:42.200 --> 00:33:44.119
Yeah, they see it and they walk right over it.
792
00:33:44.119 --> 00:33:45.079
It drives me crazy.
793
00:33:46.799 --> 00:33:48.079
What makes you smile?
794
00:33:49.720 --> 00:33:53.319
Everything? A lot of things, even bad ship.
795
00:33:53.920 --> 00:33:57.599
Uh not not tragic ship though, but just funny ship
796
00:33:57.640 --> 00:33:58.440
that happens to people.
797
00:33:58.519 --> 00:34:00.000
And then if I can see.
798
00:34:00.039 --> 00:34:02.359
So if someone falls, you're definitely laughing in front of him.
799
00:34:03.279 --> 00:34:05.079
I won't laugh my first instance.
800
00:34:05.279 --> 00:34:08.639
See if they're okay, and then laugh Okay, then but
801
00:34:08.719 --> 00:34:09.800
I laughed usually with them.
802
00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:11.239
I try to get them to see the humor.
803
00:34:11.599 --> 00:34:13.679
Okay, got me all right? I like that.
804
00:34:13.800 --> 00:34:14.199
I like that.
805
00:34:15.320 --> 00:34:20.320
What luxury items do you treat yourself with? Is there
806
00:34:20.320 --> 00:34:22.400
something that you kind of splurge on? You know, you've
807
00:34:22.400 --> 00:34:25.239
worked really hard, you've done well for yourself. Is there
808
00:34:25.239 --> 00:34:27.039
something that you kind of like indulge in.
809
00:34:28.079 --> 00:34:30.360
I like video games on a gamer. I'm not a
810
00:34:30.360 --> 00:34:31.800
hardcore gamer where I got my.
811
00:34:31.719 --> 00:34:34.360
Own chair and you're not like on Twitch doing the
812
00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:35.400
whole things.
813
00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:37.000
That's a big thing. Maybe it's marketing.
814
00:34:37.480 --> 00:34:39.679
No, they actually sent me an email this morning and say.
815
00:34:39.559 --> 00:34:42.239
Hey, see like I'm about it manifesting, you know what
816
00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:43.559
I mean, we talk about it.
817
00:34:43.599 --> 00:34:46.639
Things happen for a reason. You witness, you believe in it, right,
818
00:34:46.880 --> 00:34:47.840
we achieve it.
819
00:34:47.920 --> 00:34:50.360
The way they the way they phrase it, got my
820
00:34:50.800 --> 00:34:54.480
is like, hey, we miss you, we need you, we need.
821
00:34:54.320 --> 00:34:58.199
You back, mister Marcus, come play with us that far
822
00:34:59.039 --> 00:35:02.440
that part? Do you have a social media weakness?
823
00:35:07.159 --> 00:35:10.960
I look at my feet and it's mainly girls, cars,
824
00:35:11.000 --> 00:35:11.599
and food.
825
00:35:11.800 --> 00:35:13.719
But is there one that you kind of like? Are
826
00:35:13.760 --> 00:35:16.320
you more of a Twitter person, more of an Instagram I'm.
827
00:35:16.199 --> 00:35:18.639
An Instagram I'm an Instagram.
828
00:35:18.239 --> 00:35:21.400
Who an Instagram horm? So you're like saying your whole
829
00:35:21.480 --> 00:35:22.800
day from start to finish?
830
00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:25.400
I know, I just it goes to it comes and goes.
831
00:35:25.440 --> 00:35:28.239
Some days it's just retweet other people's ship or repost
832
00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:33.000
other people's stuff, and then you know, you know, if
833
00:35:33.039 --> 00:35:34.039
I posted half the.
834
00:35:34.000 --> 00:35:38.840
Ship, I think you're crazy, Like what kind of humor
835
00:35:38.920 --> 00:35:39.280
is this?
836
00:35:39.880 --> 00:35:41.000
My ship will be banned?
837
00:35:41.039 --> 00:35:43.400
And you know I don't post anything hardcore on none
838
00:35:43.440 --> 00:35:45.800
of my feeds because got haters.
839
00:35:45.599 --> 00:35:47.559
Your target on your back already.
840
00:35:47.880 --> 00:35:49.440
So that I know that, man, and I post anything,
841
00:35:49.480 --> 00:35:52.519
there's gonna like, you know, I'm getting flagged. Yeah, and
842
00:35:52.599 --> 00:35:56.400
so I don't post anything hardcore. I post all that
843
00:35:56.440 --> 00:35:59.360
stuff on OnlyFans. That's that's where it all goes.
844
00:36:00.159 --> 00:36:03.880
You could, you know you could, and that can ruffle feathers.
845
00:36:03.960 --> 00:36:04.960
THIRDI fire a little bit.
846
00:36:06.480 --> 00:36:09.639
It's not worth it. What is advice that you would
847
00:36:09.679 --> 00:36:10.960
give your younger self?
848
00:36:14.280 --> 00:36:15.559
Uh uh?
849
00:36:16.199 --> 00:36:22.119
Just learn business, you know, apply the business, don't you know,
850
00:36:22.360 --> 00:36:25.199
check your ego and focus on the business.
851
00:36:25.519 --> 00:36:27.760
You know, there's no you know.
852
00:36:28.039 --> 00:36:30.760
People when it gets personal and all this other crap
853
00:36:30.920 --> 00:36:34.039
fucks with your emotions, fucks with your vibe, your energy,
854
00:36:34.119 --> 00:36:39.280
and actually can actually you know, impeedge your flow the business.
855
00:36:39.679 --> 00:36:40.320
It applies.
856
00:36:40.400 --> 00:36:44.800
It's a universal thing, you know, it just it provides,
857
00:36:45.000 --> 00:36:47.400
if you you know, in this industry, it's such a
858
00:36:47.440 --> 00:36:50.679
big industry, it's huge, and you're just giving it away.
859
00:36:50.760 --> 00:36:54.920
You're giving that piece of yourself away for pennies.
860
00:36:54.960 --> 00:36:55.519
Your entity.
861
00:36:55.880 --> 00:36:59.639
Yeah, you know, we get the notoriety, you know, the
862
00:36:59.639 --> 00:37:03.320
fame and all that shit, but the business. No one's
863
00:37:03.360 --> 00:37:05.639
teaching you that. No one's taking the time. And people
864
00:37:05.719 --> 00:37:11.119
kept offering giving me big platforms. Hustler vivid Playboy. I
865
00:37:11.119 --> 00:37:14.000
mean I was fucking with the big dogs, but I
866
00:37:14.039 --> 00:37:18.639
wasn't learning how to apply that to my own So who.
867
00:37:18.559 --> 00:37:20.480
Would you say, are some of your mentors that kind
868
00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:22.239
of got you to a space that you did start
869
00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:22.840
to learn them?
870
00:37:23.559 --> 00:37:23.840
Uh?
871
00:37:23.960 --> 00:37:28.559
You know, James Alexandro Overt West Coast Productions is a
872
00:37:28.639 --> 00:37:32.679
huge influence Sean Michaels because he carried himself as such
873
00:37:32.679 --> 00:37:35.719
a you know, you know, and he's still to this
874
00:37:35.800 --> 00:37:40.480
day guy dresses and suits, yeah, NonStop, and he's just real,
875
00:37:40.800 --> 00:37:43.599
you know, and he's a he's a trailblazer. He does
876
00:37:43.639 --> 00:37:46.159
what he wants to do in the career. He's opening.
877
00:37:46.199 --> 00:37:52.280
He's so as far as an icon him.
878
00:37:51.280 --> 00:37:51.480
You know.
879
00:37:51.760 --> 00:37:54.239
Uh, Marcy Hurst, you know, it's a good friend of
880
00:37:54.280 --> 00:37:57.400
mine's a Vivid. Just watching her manage, you know, handle
881
00:37:57.559 --> 00:37:59.960
Vivid and the girls and the brand.
882
00:38:00.760 --> 00:38:04.840
I learned a lot from her. Adam and Eve even you.
883
00:38:04.960 --> 00:38:06.920
I've watched you, you know, go through a lot of
884
00:38:06.960 --> 00:38:10.679
different changes and really make a brand for yourself. See
885
00:38:10.719 --> 00:38:14.000
you at Exotica and you'd have this booth and you
886
00:38:14.199 --> 00:38:16.599
and you and you and your brand was front and center.
887
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:20.639
You had the models and you know that's I know,
888
00:38:20.840 --> 00:38:23.679
you know, to bring those people, get them there, feed them,
889
00:38:23.840 --> 00:38:27.239
pay them, house them, you know, make sure they're mentally
890
00:38:27.360 --> 00:38:28.760
you know, stable and happy.
891
00:38:28.840 --> 00:38:29.440
It's hard to.
892
00:38:31.320 --> 00:38:36.320
Right for sure, so you know, respect right and so.
893
00:38:36.519 --> 00:38:38.719
But you're also one of those pioneers because other women
894
00:38:38.760 --> 00:38:40.519
see you doing it and then they turn around and say,
895
00:38:40.519 --> 00:38:41.880
I can do it too, for sure.
896
00:38:42.239 --> 00:38:43.119
And that's kind of with me.
897
00:38:43.239 --> 00:38:45.880
Is I've always gravitated to people that are very kind
898
00:38:45.920 --> 00:38:48.000
of like that have been pioneers in your own ways.
899
00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:50.679
Is because it's like, I'm about breaking barriers and like
900
00:38:51.039 --> 00:38:53.679
I'm not you know, the what the porn typical girl
901
00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:55.679
look like back in the day. I didn't have big
902
00:38:55.719 --> 00:38:57.800
fake tits, you know, I have a kirby body, like
903
00:38:57.800 --> 00:38:59.760
I have those things that it was really no, it
904
00:39:00.079 --> 00:39:02.719
was really important for me. And I was always comfortable
905
00:39:02.719 --> 00:39:05.000
in my skin that I was like really showing what
906
00:39:05.199 --> 00:39:07.920
like real women look like and being okay in your
907
00:39:07.960 --> 00:39:10.360
body and if I you know, have my ass is
908
00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:12.280
too fat, Like it wasn't a thing like I was
909
00:39:12.280 --> 00:39:14.599
like I was always the girl that ate a cheeseburger
910
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:15.079
after set.
911
00:39:15.119 --> 00:39:16.599
You know, I didn't care about those things.
912
00:39:16.639 --> 00:39:19.719
But it was really for the message message of that
913
00:39:19.800 --> 00:39:21.239
you could do it too, like you know what I mean,
914
00:39:21.280 --> 00:39:23.199
if you really wanted to in the mindset of like
915
00:39:23.280 --> 00:39:26.079
doing that, and so it was important to give women
916
00:39:26.280 --> 00:39:28.639
an opportunity to kind of do their own brands as
917
00:39:28.679 --> 00:39:30.639
well within my brand. So I feel like it was
918
00:39:30.639 --> 00:39:32.679
important to kind of like break those things down to
919
00:39:33.159 --> 00:39:35.159
give the opportunities that are out there now. And now
920
00:39:35.199 --> 00:39:39.119
when you look at Exotica, like it's I mean, I
921
00:39:39.159 --> 00:39:41.840
mean I could pat myself on the back. I mean
922
00:39:42.000 --> 00:39:43.719
why things have changed and like kind of like the
923
00:39:43.760 --> 00:39:46.119
mold of what I did is everybody's doing it, you know,
924
00:39:46.239 --> 00:39:48.960
like that way. You know, so it's like, yeah, it's
925
00:39:49.000 --> 00:39:51.360
it's interesting to see it kind of fold out of
926
00:39:51.360 --> 00:39:53.159
how everything has kind of panned out well, you.
927
00:39:53.079 --> 00:39:58.000
Know, and women, you guys have a different energy synergy
928
00:39:58.079 --> 00:40:00.920
with each other. You know, you just strength in numbers,
929
00:40:01.079 --> 00:40:03.079
you know what I mean. Even you know, you look
930
00:40:03.119 --> 00:40:06.159
at like Brassers and Phoenix Marie and who you know,
931
00:40:06.199 --> 00:40:08.119
I love and she you know, she's all.
932
00:40:08.039 --> 00:40:09.599
About like, hey, give me a girl, you know.
933
00:40:09.800 --> 00:40:13.119
Yeah, it's all about promoting and propping about the people's support.
934
00:40:13.159 --> 00:40:15.559
And you know, we've lost a lot of people in
935
00:40:15.599 --> 00:40:18.360
this industry. A lot of people have either come and gone.
936
00:40:18.119 --> 00:40:20.599
Or yeah, suicide, drugs so there's.
937
00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:24.199
A darkness in the within the business if people don't
938
00:40:24.239 --> 00:40:27.320
get that support, they don't get that mental check in
939
00:40:27.679 --> 00:40:30.400
that you know, or that you know that that or
940
00:40:30.440 --> 00:40:33.039
shown you know that they're worth Yeah, you know.
941
00:40:33.119 --> 00:40:34.679
I think it's one of those things too where it
942
00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:37.000
goes back again all to like the communication where it's
943
00:40:37.039 --> 00:40:38.960
like some of those people going through problems, you know,
944
00:40:39.039 --> 00:40:41.480
we didn't know those things or know how to ask
945
00:40:41.599 --> 00:40:43.840
or now you know, it's more we talked about it
946
00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:45.519
more than now you're like, oh, maybe I should check
947
00:40:45.519 --> 00:40:47.079
in on those things where it's like not that you
948
00:40:47.079 --> 00:40:49.239
didn't have the intentions to do it, but sometimes you just.
949
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:50.239
Don't know better, you know.
950
00:40:50.360 --> 00:40:53.199
So it's like I enjoy now that there is more
951
00:40:53.199 --> 00:40:55.159
of a camaraderie in the business, where before I feel
952
00:40:55.159 --> 00:40:58.360
like it was very very everybody was like out for
953
00:40:58.400 --> 00:41:00.360
themselves and like there's room for everybody to grow, you
954
00:41:00.400 --> 00:41:01.840
know what I mean, Like there's enough money for all
955
00:41:01.880 --> 00:41:04.000
of us to make There's no you have a fat ass,
956
00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:06.360
I have a fat ass, doesn't matter, like you know
957
00:41:06.400 --> 00:41:06.719
what I mean.
958
00:41:06.800 --> 00:41:11.360
It's like it's it's just interesting fat as love that
959
00:41:11.400 --> 00:41:13.760
fat ass, I know I do. I hope private talk
960
00:41:13.960 --> 00:41:16.400
that's because it's probably when they're here.
961
00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:20.239
I always like, think, what were you thinking? God?
962
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:24.239
You know this like he said, I need y'all to fuck,
963
00:41:24.559 --> 00:41:27.280
I need y'all to reproduce, and a fat ass.
964
00:41:27.119 --> 00:41:30.840
Is going on kryptonite and somebody is kryptonite. So you
965
00:41:30.920 --> 00:41:32.599
said that. You you know, you've been in the business
966
00:41:32.599 --> 00:41:33.320
for a long time.
967
00:41:33.760 --> 00:41:35.519
But what would do you think you would be doing
968
00:41:35.559 --> 00:41:38.079
if you were not in the adult entertainment business, if
969
00:41:38.079 --> 00:41:42.239
you went like the whole corporate route or went to
970
00:41:42.280 --> 00:41:44.920
school route, or feel like whatever, what do you what
971
00:41:44.960 --> 00:41:46.840
do you think or that you would have kind of done?
972
00:41:47.199 --> 00:41:50.400
I like I like being on camera. I like the camera.
973
00:41:50.480 --> 00:41:52.280
I love taking pictures. I love being in front of
974
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:56.920
it or behind it. I would somehow, I know I I.
975
00:41:58.559 --> 00:42:02.480
Would have been acting, Okay, you know I like all
976
00:42:02.519 --> 00:42:02.760
of that.
977
00:42:02.880 --> 00:42:06.519
And my friends are all actors and comedians and musicians.
978
00:42:06.559 --> 00:42:08.559
Some I'm around these motherfuckers and this is like and
979
00:42:08.760 --> 00:42:11.599
you know, it's like I want to act. I want
980
00:42:11.639 --> 00:42:14.960
to be you know, with the porn kind of tainted
981
00:42:15.039 --> 00:42:18.840
that you know, it taints it in a way where
982
00:42:19.159 --> 00:42:20.920
if you get these straight laced people who are like
983
00:42:21.000 --> 00:42:23.519
you know, you know, hey, we want you for this part,
984
00:42:23.639 --> 00:42:24.719
oh you got.
985
00:42:24.559 --> 00:42:27.840
This name, And following of yeah, they usually like, oh
986
00:42:27.920 --> 00:42:30.519
can you play mister Marcus or yeah, yeah, yeah.
987
00:42:30.519 --> 00:42:33.840
It kind of I don't know if it's that way now.
988
00:42:34.079 --> 00:42:37.079
I remember early on, but even then people were given opportunities.
989
00:42:37.159 --> 00:42:39.559
I mean, you know, I think, I mean, if you
990
00:42:39.639 --> 00:42:41.639
really love to do it, you I feel like it's
991
00:42:41.639 --> 00:42:43.840
something you should revisit. I think, if anything, it's a
992
00:42:43.920 --> 00:42:46.239
learning tool to you could put in your belts or whatever.
993
00:42:46.280 --> 00:42:48.440
I started, I did a I never thought I wanted
994
00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:50.239
to do acting stuff at all. I had gotten approached
995
00:42:50.239 --> 00:42:53.480
by something that wasn't an Alexis Texas type thing. It
996
00:42:53.480 --> 00:42:55.800
never kind of came to like fruition. But I got
997
00:42:55.800 --> 00:42:58.800
an acting coach, and just the time that I spent
998
00:42:58.880 --> 00:43:00.960
with them was just learning to different things for the
999
00:43:01.000 --> 00:43:02.679
craft or what you do and other stuff. Was cool
1000
00:43:02.719 --> 00:43:05.159
to see how the breakdown was. So it's like, even
1001
00:43:05.159 --> 00:43:06.519
maybe you do it and you love it or you
1002
00:43:06.559 --> 00:43:08.039
hate it, but you know, I feel like for what
1003
00:43:08.079 --> 00:43:10.719
you're already doing, for the production value and all the
1004
00:43:10.760 --> 00:43:12.360
other things like that, I feel like it brings more
1005
00:43:12.400 --> 00:43:15.360
of an asset to you than making it a hindrance.
1006
00:43:15.360 --> 00:43:17.159
Because it's I mean, it's fun, it's not like it's not.
1007
00:43:18.039 --> 00:43:21.920
Yeah, maybe you're absolutely correct, because if I looked at
1008
00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:26.039
it that way, be you know everything there's opportunity, you
1009
00:43:26.079 --> 00:43:27.440
know what I mean, you're not.
1010
00:43:27.760 --> 00:43:29.280
But it goes back to like the whole business thing
1011
00:43:29.360 --> 00:43:31.719
is you've made such a name for yourself that regardless
1012
00:43:31.719 --> 00:43:33.440
if that's mister Marcus gets you seeing the door for
1013
00:43:33.480 --> 00:43:35.840
the opportunity, but you're still having, you know, things that
1014
00:43:35.880 --> 00:43:38.440
you would like to do, if it's acting behind the camera,
1015
00:43:38.559 --> 00:43:40.760
the exposure of being like because nowadays it's kind of
1016
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:44.000
changed where yes, like tip porn is taboo, but a
1017
00:43:44.039 --> 00:43:46.760
lot more people because it's new money fuck with us.
1018
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:47.079
You know.
1019
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:48.920
Before it's like hard to get branding, it's hard to
1020
00:43:48.920 --> 00:43:51.039
get sponsorships, it's hard to do whatever, which it's still
1021
00:43:51.079 --> 00:43:53.239
a little tainted, which I'm trying to change that too,
1022
00:43:53.639 --> 00:43:56.559
but it's like, you know, it's agatting. We're just people.
1023
00:43:56.599 --> 00:43:58.800
I'm not fucking on your movie. You're using my name
1024
00:43:58.840 --> 00:44:00.440
in my in my following, you know what I mean.
1025
00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:04.280
So I think it's a scale that you should probably like,
1026
00:44:04.280 --> 00:44:05.440
you know, see if it bounces.
1027
00:44:05.159 --> 00:44:08.079
Off there, Yeah, you're absolutely correct. Then there's two things.
1028
00:44:08.320 --> 00:44:12.000
There's new businesses. There's new entities, new brands that are
1029
00:44:12.039 --> 00:44:16.039
like embracing adult stars, you know, like looking for There's
1030
00:44:16.079 --> 00:44:17.480
cannabis companies there, but those.
1031
00:44:17.360 --> 00:44:19.159
Are also going to be careful though, too is because
1032
00:44:19.159 --> 00:44:20.639
again what we talked about is they.
1033
00:44:20.519 --> 00:44:22.000
Want more from you than you if you don't know
1034
00:44:22.079 --> 00:44:22.480
you're worth.
1035
00:44:22.559 --> 00:44:24.960
So it's like the you know what what we bring
1036
00:44:25.000 --> 00:44:29.760
to the table as business partners, not partners licensing?
1037
00:44:29.880 --> 00:44:31.599
Yeah, right, you can work together.
1038
00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:33.840
I can bring you know, if I need to bring
1039
00:44:34.079 --> 00:44:35.679
the legal if I need to bring a lawyer to
1040
00:44:35.719 --> 00:44:37.239
the to the meeting, then okay.
1041
00:44:37.280 --> 00:44:38.800
So do you have a cannabis thing kind of that
1042
00:44:38.880 --> 00:44:39.440
you're working on.
1043
00:44:39.599 --> 00:44:42.480
Yeah, I've been working with these cats Roots and Buds
1044
00:44:43.079 --> 00:44:43.800
and I love them.
1045
00:44:44.079 --> 00:44:44.639
I love them.
1046
00:44:44.800 --> 00:44:50.840
They're family oriented, they've been growing for over twelve to
1047
00:44:50.960 --> 00:44:51.719
fifteen years.
1048
00:44:51.719 --> 00:44:53.679
This guy's been involved based in La.
1049
00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:58.280
Yeah, yeah, based in LA. And you know, the smoke
1050
00:44:58.400 --> 00:44:58.760
is good.
1051
00:44:59.320 --> 00:45:00.000
Smoke is good.
1052
00:45:00.079 --> 00:45:03.719
That's important. It's always it's always good to test your product,
1053
00:45:03.800 --> 00:45:05.440
make sure you have the good stuff out there, and
1054
00:45:05.519 --> 00:45:07.639
put your name behind something that you enjoy doing.
1055
00:45:07.840 --> 00:45:10.760
Right. Yeah, I like you know, a good smoke. I
1056
00:45:10.800 --> 00:45:12.800
like a good smoke. I don't. I don't just smoke
1057
00:45:12.840 --> 00:45:15.000
everybody's ship. I don't need. I don't smoke every.
1058
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:18.679
Day wake up and and and toke. But if I'm
1059
00:45:18.719 --> 00:45:21.480
around good people and they got something and they's like, you.
1060
00:45:21.480 --> 00:45:24.159
Know, vibe it out. Yeah, that's what I think.
1061
00:45:24.159 --> 00:45:25.960
It's like, it's a vibe. It definitely like I'm a
1062
00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:28.280
vibe all time. So I definitely smoke more than the
1063
00:45:28.320 --> 00:45:31.320
average person. Probably, yes, But uh, you know.
1064
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:34.039
I got a guy, this guy uh uh my boy
1065
00:45:34.280 --> 00:45:39.079
uh b B is with roots and butts.
1066
00:45:39.480 --> 00:45:40.280
This motherfucker.
1067
00:45:40.519 --> 00:45:42.920
The first time ever hung out with him, We're all
1068
00:45:42.960 --> 00:45:47.360
like hanging out the loft and he just starts rolling joints.
1069
00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:49.440
And I like joints. I'm not a big blunt guy.
1070
00:45:49.760 --> 00:45:52.320
I don't want the tobacco. And so he's just rolling
1071
00:45:52.320 --> 00:45:53.480
these joints, man, and.
1072
00:45:53.440 --> 00:45:55.960
I'm just and I'm just talking to him and that thing,
1073
00:45:56.079 --> 00:45:59.519
I'm smoking it, and you know, and I'm sitting there smoking,
1074
00:45:59.519 --> 00:46:02.559
which he's rolling up another one and you know I
1075
00:46:03.519 --> 00:46:04.000
finished that.
1076
00:46:04.119 --> 00:46:06.440
Next time I'm picking up another one. I'm like, dude,
1077
00:46:06.440 --> 00:46:07.320
you do own person.
1078
00:46:07.760 --> 00:46:09.880
The rotation. That's why he keeps rolling up because you
1079
00:46:09.960 --> 00:46:12.039
just keep on going, but there's.
1080
00:46:11.840 --> 00:46:15.800
Something that he's doing to the weed, to the joint,
1081
00:46:16.119 --> 00:46:16.440
to the.
1082
00:46:16.679 --> 00:46:18.599
So it's his technique, is what you think, not.
1083
00:46:18.719 --> 00:46:21.320
You because I think I don't think it's so much.
1084
00:46:21.559 --> 00:46:24.000
Sometimes it's the weed, but it's who you're smoking with,
1085
00:46:24.119 --> 00:46:24.880
who you get it from.
1086
00:46:24.880 --> 00:46:26.440
Too true.
1087
00:46:26.519 --> 00:46:28.239
But I think that if you're someone something like that,
1088
00:46:28.280 --> 00:46:30.360
you're not getting shitty stuff. It's always going to be
1089
00:46:30.480 --> 00:46:32.800
premium things, you know what I mean? And then like
1090
00:46:32.920 --> 00:46:35.599
and then again it's the extra TLC what you said,
1091
00:46:35.960 --> 00:46:37.880
the environment, the good feeling of it.
1092
00:46:37.880 --> 00:46:39.039
It's like I can remember back.
1093
00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:40.119
When I first I was like, there was this one
1094
00:46:40.119 --> 00:46:41.599
we called eight when E and I was like, I
1095
00:46:41.599 --> 00:46:43.320
can remember the day I got high with all my friends.
1096
00:46:43.360 --> 00:46:45.800
It was like the most funnest high I've ever had,
1097
00:46:45.840 --> 00:46:47.920
like the giggles, And I would always like to my
1098
00:46:47.920 --> 00:46:48.639
old weag guy.
1099
00:46:48.480 --> 00:46:49.519
Where is that you get?
1100
00:46:49.559 --> 00:46:52.480
Like replicate the eight And there's like a cross breeding
1101
00:46:52.480 --> 00:46:54.039
now that hangout, but it's not as great.
1102
00:46:54.079 --> 00:46:57.239
But do you get like a horny? Do you get sexual?
1103
00:46:57.360 --> 00:46:59.159
But you know I don't.
1104
00:47:00.199 --> 00:47:03.519
I think I'm just overly sexual person. So I had
1105
00:47:03.559 --> 00:47:06.440
my corny all the time generally, but weed for me
1106
00:47:06.599 --> 00:47:10.480
was more of anxiety that I had souper like just
1107
00:47:10.599 --> 00:47:13.559
anxiety in general, a social anxiety sometimes whatever so is.
1108
00:47:13.639 --> 00:47:18.400
Smoking made me feel normal and balanced me out because
1109
00:47:18.440 --> 00:47:21.239
most times, like, yeah, am I high, but I don't
1110
00:47:21.239 --> 00:47:23.760
feel like fucked up high, like I feel like it
1111
00:47:23.760 --> 00:47:25.800
it makes me function well, which I'm not sure a
1112
00:47:25.840 --> 00:47:28.400
lot of smokers think that, you know what I mean,
1113
00:47:28.559 --> 00:47:31.280
But I don't do it for those purposes.
1114
00:47:30.679 --> 00:47:31.239
Like I don't know.
1115
00:47:33.320 --> 00:47:35.480
I have yes, especially because I've been working on my
1116
00:47:35.519 --> 00:47:38.000
own cannabis stuff, so I've been testing out something like
1117
00:47:38.039 --> 00:47:40.519
certain things, but it's not generally mainly to go to sleep,
1118
00:47:41.039 --> 00:47:42.679
like because if I like to smoke my weed and
1119
00:47:42.760 --> 00:47:46.239
my flower like that and control it that way, I
1120
00:47:46.280 --> 00:47:46.960
do cones.
1121
00:47:47.239 --> 00:47:48.119
I used to do blunts.
1122
00:47:48.159 --> 00:47:50.719
I was heavy only on blunts, but then like probably
1123
00:47:50.760 --> 00:47:52.679
like three years ago, I switched to cones just because
1124
00:47:52.679 --> 00:47:54.960
it was cleaner and I didn't like the tobacco as well.
1125
00:47:55.599 --> 00:47:59.960
But I've been on the whole Jeter's thing at the moment.
1126
00:48:01.280 --> 00:48:03.119
It's a type of way, but they have like its
1127
00:48:03.199 --> 00:48:05.440
resin on it and so they dip it and it's
1128
00:48:05.440 --> 00:48:09.000
flavors and it's all up my alleys. So I'm right, right,
1129
00:48:09.119 --> 00:48:12.079
I'm like, I love those those. I mean, we can
1130
00:48:12.159 --> 00:48:13.559
lighten up before we play our game.
1131
00:48:14.119 --> 00:48:16.280
Okay, okay, you can.
1132
00:48:16.159 --> 00:48:18.199
Have your little baby, what your fun is because their baby,
1133
00:48:18.199 --> 00:48:19.000
they're not too much.
1134
00:48:19.519 --> 00:48:30.199
Okay. Yeah. So yeah, so you know you come across cats,
1135
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:32.559
the porn people.
1136
00:48:32.599 --> 00:48:34.800
People always want to bring up the porn shit, like
1137
00:48:35.280 --> 00:48:37.280
you just be mind your own business.
1138
00:48:36.880 --> 00:48:40.440
And yeah, but it's interesting though to other people. You've
1139
00:48:40.480 --> 00:48:42.559
just lived it for twenty years. My seven club, like
1140
00:48:42.599 --> 00:48:44.400
I always like this, I don't about you. So with
1141
00:48:44.639 --> 00:48:47.679
like friends, like how we call them quote unquote civilians, right,
1142
00:48:48.039 --> 00:48:49.719
so like we'll be people and they'll be like, oh
1143
00:48:49.760 --> 00:48:52.079
my god, you know Lexus Texas And then they're like yeah,
1144
00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:55.239
they're like I'm like, okay, you get two questions. I'll
1145
00:48:55.239 --> 00:48:57.639
see whatever you want to ask those two questions. And
1146
00:48:57.639 --> 00:48:58.719
other than that, I don't want to hear it all
1147
00:48:58.800 --> 00:49:00.440
night long because it's like, I'm like, you don't want
1148
00:49:00.440 --> 00:49:02.000
to go to work, like when you're not working, you
1149
00:49:02.000 --> 00:49:03.800
don't want to talk about work, you know what I'm saying.
1150
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:05.440
So it's like you give them that too, and then
1151
00:49:05.440 --> 00:49:07.320
it's usually is good for you.
1152
00:49:07.519 --> 00:49:07.840
Again.
1153
00:49:08.159 --> 00:49:10.760
It's always fascinating with the men. Is because.
1154
00:49:12.800 --> 00:49:16.079
Like, yeah, we like run the business, but they envy
1155
00:49:16.159 --> 00:49:18.360
you guys more. I feel like, cause you're fucking us,
1156
00:49:18.559 --> 00:49:20.679
and so it's a different like you're like God to them,
1157
00:49:20.679 --> 00:49:21.960
They're like, but how do I do this?
1158
00:49:22.079 --> 00:49:23.039
Or how do you know what I mean? So that's
1159
00:49:23.079 --> 00:49:23.440
why I like.
1160
00:49:23.559 --> 00:49:25.519
For me, I'm minored in sociology in college, so I'm
1161
00:49:25.519 --> 00:49:28.039
fascinated about like why people are the way they are
1162
00:49:28.039 --> 00:49:30.440
in their environment and what you're like what stimulates you
1163
00:49:30.599 --> 00:49:32.599
or like why are you watching this kind of porn?
1164
00:49:32.679 --> 00:49:35.679
Makes you ABC or D? So that's what.
1165
00:49:35.639 --> 00:49:38.039
That aspect kind of fascinating because and then for me,
1166
00:49:38.639 --> 00:49:41.039
when people are comfortable and even like having guests here,
1167
00:49:41.119 --> 00:49:43.280
like once we have a conversation, people be asking me
1168
00:49:43.320 --> 00:49:45.840
all kinds of crazy things, which I like because again communication,
1169
00:49:46.159 --> 00:49:48.199
they may not know things, and I'm like, oh, well,
1170
00:49:48.280 --> 00:49:50.440
I'd rather teach you. So I say, I'm doctor Texas
1171
00:49:50.480 --> 00:49:52.880
without the PhD. And then we find out things here
1172
00:49:52.880 --> 00:49:57.639
at Truth with Texas. Yeah, so we're gonna play my
1173
00:49:57.719 --> 00:49:59.719
favorite part, this is truth.
1174
00:49:59.760 --> 00:50:02.199
What's Texis? We've got four cards.
1175
00:50:02.239 --> 00:50:04.280
We're gonna go through each card and each card is
1176
00:50:04.320 --> 00:50:08.320
a different type of question, and we're gonna get to
1177
00:50:08.320 --> 00:50:18.480
know your naughtier side of mister Marcus. Hmm, al right,
1178
00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:22.400
first card, I'm falling over.
1179
00:50:23.880 --> 00:50:29.159
Sorry, private talk. Well, what is it? Ace of diamonds?
1180
00:50:29.159 --> 00:50:34.079
All right, it's a spicy question. Let's see what we
1181
00:50:34.159 --> 00:50:34.599
have here.
1182
00:50:37.480 --> 00:50:43.599
Okay, most embarrassing thing that ever happened to sexually?
1183
00:50:47.679 --> 00:50:48.480
Where do I start?
1184
00:50:55.519 --> 00:50:57.360
This is bad, man, because this is so bad. I
1185
00:50:57.400 --> 00:50:59.559
met this girl. She was in the club and I
1186
00:50:59.599 --> 00:51:01.320
was like, end of the night. She comes walking up
1187
00:51:01.320 --> 00:51:04.559
and she's just wearing She's bold, wearing, like just like
1188
00:51:04.760 --> 00:51:10.119
remember that Jennifer Lopez dress with opening. She had something
1189
00:51:10.159 --> 00:51:14.079
like that around that time. And I got her right.
1190
00:51:14.159 --> 00:51:17.079
She was just like you and me, let's go. I
1191
00:51:17.119 --> 00:51:17.800
was like, yeah, let's go.
1192
00:51:17.920 --> 00:51:19.880
So my boy had a swimming pool up up in
1193
00:51:19.880 --> 00:51:21.400
this house in the valley.
1194
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:24.400
We were down at the Beverly Center. To me and her,
1195
00:51:24.480 --> 00:51:27.719
I'm like, cool, follow me to the valley and I
1196
00:51:27.760 --> 00:51:29.440
call up west Ya, I need you. I need your
1197
00:51:29.519 --> 00:51:32.320
pool right now because it's an indoor pool, and there
1198
00:51:32.360 --> 00:51:32.960
by himself.
1199
00:51:33.800 --> 00:51:36.199
Yeah, I was looking for the vibe. So I get
1200
00:51:36.280 --> 00:51:37.079
up there with her.
1201
00:51:38.440 --> 00:51:41.840
And we're making out and everything's going great. We're swimming
1202
00:51:41.840 --> 00:51:42.119
in the.
1203
00:51:42.039 --> 00:51:43.800
Pool, I'm rock hard.
1204
00:51:43.920 --> 00:51:46.400
I mean, I'm like, I'm just floating in the pool
1205
00:51:49.599 --> 00:51:57.119
market bobbing, you know, bobbing a dig up and down
1206
00:51:57.159 --> 00:51:57.599
in the water.
1207
00:51:57.679 --> 00:51:58.960
So she knows what's up.
1208
00:51:59.599 --> 00:52:04.800
And so she knows what's up. This is not playing time, honey, And.
1209
00:52:04.639 --> 00:52:08.360
She's so bad. She comes over to give me a hit.
1210
00:52:09.320 --> 00:52:10.159
I got out of the pors.
1211
00:52:10.239 --> 00:52:11.440
She comes over to give me a head, and I
1212
00:52:11.559 --> 00:52:14.559
just she didn't even get close to it, and I just.
1213
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:17.079
Started coming everywhere.
1214
00:52:17.800 --> 00:52:21.480
And it wasn't like no little it was just didn't.
1215
00:52:21.199 --> 00:52:25.400
Go into her face and her hair was.
1216
00:52:22.719 --> 00:52:25.760
Sh was like what the fuck? I was like, I
1217
00:52:25.760 --> 00:52:26.519
don't know.
1218
00:52:26.800 --> 00:52:29.119
Was she that bad or was like you know what
1219
00:52:29.159 --> 00:52:29.440
I mean?
1220
00:52:29.639 --> 00:52:29.760
Like?
1221
00:52:30.039 --> 00:52:32.239
And so you just came on her before.
1222
00:52:32.039 --> 00:52:35.920
You came in, you know, whatever it was. She had such.
1223
00:52:35.880 --> 00:52:39.079
Strong but she said she didn't even suck it yet.
1224
00:52:39.159 --> 00:52:41.400
No, I know, she didn't even get I've only.
1225
00:52:41.239 --> 00:52:44.119
Heard one other person happened this too, which is funny.
1226
00:52:44.159 --> 00:52:46.360
One of my friends is not in the industry at all,
1227
00:52:46.400 --> 00:52:48.719
but like familiar with the industry.
1228
00:52:49.039 --> 00:52:53.519
But it's funny that that happened to you. How early
1229
00:52:53.559 --> 00:52:55.039
on was it in your porn career?
1230
00:52:56.000 --> 00:52:58.119
In my porn career. It's probably know.
1231
00:52:58.159 --> 00:52:59.719
What I mean, like at this time? Were you imporn
1232
00:52:59.760 --> 00:53:01.719
at the time? Okay, so how long had you been
1233
00:53:01.760 --> 00:53:02.960
doing scenes at that time?
1234
00:53:03.039 --> 00:53:03.400
Like a lot?
1235
00:53:05.000 --> 00:53:05.960
So there was no reason for you.
1236
00:53:05.920 --> 00:53:10.000
To prematurely being ejaculating on this lady before there was nothing?
1237
00:53:10.079 --> 00:53:13.079
Did you at least get to fuck her after? Was
1238
00:53:13.119 --> 00:53:14.800
she not impressed because you came?
1239
00:53:15.000 --> 00:53:17.559
You know? You know the funny thing was, you know,
1240
00:53:17.679 --> 00:53:19.320
she ended up being a lawyer.
1241
00:53:19.360 --> 00:53:21.599
She was going to law school and now she was
1242
00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.199
practicing business law and we hung.
1243
00:53:24.000 --> 00:53:24.719
Out your lawyer.
1244
00:53:25.519 --> 00:53:29.360
I know, I got to track her down, pulled her
1245
00:53:29.440 --> 00:53:31.719
back up, but I kind of like that was humbling.
1246
00:53:32.840 --> 00:53:35.960
So how did you recover? Because that's a big that's
1247
00:53:35.960 --> 00:53:36.760
a big eco.
1248
00:53:37.639 --> 00:53:39.639
I know, I know, this just popped the hole in
1249
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:40.360
that motherfucker.
1250
00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:45.280
Uh, you know the next time around, when you you
1251
00:53:45.400 --> 00:53:46.679
just make up for it.
1252
00:53:46.679 --> 00:53:49.480
It's funny because like now, like because I always think
1253
00:53:49.480 --> 00:53:51.199
the flip side, right, this is a Gemini and me
1254
00:53:51.280 --> 00:53:53.760
thinking I'm like, you know, like she's like that, she's
1255
00:53:53.760 --> 00:53:55.199
out there and being like, you know, I had mister
1256
00:53:55.280 --> 00:53:57.360
Marcus naked in the swimming pool and he just came
1257
00:53:57.400 --> 00:53:59.800
before he even touched me. Girl, like he ain't even
1258
00:54:00.079 --> 00:54:03.079
thing like so it's like there's one grab there I
1259
00:54:03.119 --> 00:54:04.239
can talk about that.
1260
00:54:05.760 --> 00:54:06.199
She knows.
1261
00:54:07.320 --> 00:54:13.840
She's like, again, oh that's funny, Okay, something you would
1262
00:54:14.280 --> 00:54:17.519
not do sexually, something that's like completely on your never
1263
00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:19.559
gonna try not happening.
1264
00:54:23.280 --> 00:54:26.760
I mean, I don't know. I'm pretty basic. Basic. Yeah,
1265
00:54:26.800 --> 00:54:27.559
I'm pretty basic.
1266
00:54:27.920 --> 00:54:29.400
But does that mean a lot of things are off
1267
00:54:29.400 --> 00:54:35.519
the table. Yeah, so you're like, I more have them
1268
00:54:35.599 --> 00:54:36.599
only doing this list?
1269
00:54:37.400 --> 00:54:38.159
Yeah, I don't ever.
1270
00:54:38.199 --> 00:54:44.000
I just try to make the sexual energy, you know, okay,
1271
00:54:44.280 --> 00:54:46.039
count concentrate it.
1272
00:54:46.440 --> 00:54:52.400
What's the longest you've gone without sex? Maybe a month,
1273
00:54:53.679 --> 00:54:55.239
the longest you've ever not jerked off?
1274
00:54:55.280 --> 00:54:57.559
August has always been that month For some reason.
1275
00:54:57.320 --> 00:55:00.880
Too, August hard times. I don't know what it is,
1276
00:55:01.000 --> 00:55:02.519
something about the weather, it's something.
1277
00:55:02.639 --> 00:55:04.039
Maybe August is.
1278
00:55:04.039 --> 00:55:07.199
A bad month for me too. Yeah, I mean, I
1279
00:55:07.719 --> 00:55:09.239
mean it is a bad month for me. I got
1280
00:55:09.239 --> 00:55:11.840
married in this month, somewhere around this date. Somewhere I
1281
00:55:11.960 --> 00:55:14.480
blocked that out of my head, but somewhere in August
1282
00:55:14.480 --> 00:55:17.320
it's usually it's heard the ndwhere somewhere I don't even exactly,
1283
00:55:17.400 --> 00:55:19.400
but around that time, I'm always like, what's wrong?
1284
00:55:19.440 --> 00:55:22.480
I'm like, oh this fun it's again, right right.
1285
00:55:22.360 --> 00:55:25.480
So yeah, maybe that's I'm closing through it. I'll get
1286
00:55:25.480 --> 00:55:25.800
through it.
1287
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:30.480
I'll be fine, all right, all right. Example of your
1288
00:55:30.559 --> 00:55:31.280
dirty talk.
1289
00:55:32.920 --> 00:55:35.039
What's something that you do like you have like a
1290
00:55:35.079 --> 00:55:37.280
go to phrase, like you've been me, mister Marcus for
1291
00:55:37.280 --> 00:55:39.760
a long time. You'd be smoothing girls ears, you be
1292
00:55:39.840 --> 00:55:41.440
telling what you'd be telling them Marcus.
1293
00:55:42.239 --> 00:55:44.760
Right. Always it's always about that ass. I don't know
1294
00:55:44.760 --> 00:55:46.440
what it is like, let me see that ass.
1295
00:55:46.519 --> 00:55:47.599
Let me see that ass, bro.
1296
00:55:48.320 --> 00:55:52.760
Then okay, shit, okay, you know I will out of you.
1297
00:55:52.800 --> 00:55:55.599
Oh you hear that? Patreon, you better listen up. This
1298
00:55:55.679 --> 00:56:04.800
is dirty. I love it dated somebody older? M hm,
1299
00:56:05.639 --> 00:56:06.559
how much older?
1300
00:56:09.199 --> 00:56:14.280
I think that I was attracting older women. Okay for
1301
00:56:14.320 --> 00:56:16.920
some fucking reason. My mother used to have She had
1302
00:56:16.920 --> 00:56:17.440
a problem with.
1303
00:56:17.480 --> 00:56:21.480
It because because it'd be like grown women they.
1304
00:56:21.519 --> 00:56:22.159
Like her friends.
1305
00:56:22.480 --> 00:56:25.159
It'd be like the same age you're sucking all your
1306
00:56:25.159 --> 00:56:27.320
mom's friends.
1307
00:56:29.079 --> 00:56:30.960
Have you ever sucked one of your friends moms?
1308
00:56:31.679 --> 00:56:32.760
One of my mom's friends.
1309
00:56:32.920 --> 00:56:34.800
No, well one of your friend's moms.
1310
00:56:35.960 --> 00:56:37.079
Uh oh.
1311
00:56:38.440 --> 00:56:44.239
Yeah, why can't you say it's so like dumb it?
1312
00:56:44.639 --> 00:56:49.840
Do you know who I am okay, So having multiple occasions,
1313
00:56:49.920 --> 00:56:58.239
it sounds like, okay, have you ever fallen asleep during sex?
1314
00:57:00.440 --> 00:57:01.199
Easually after?
1315
00:57:01.679 --> 00:57:04.199
After? You never give fall asleep during a blowjob?
1316
00:57:06.920 --> 00:57:07.119
Why?
1317
00:57:08.320 --> 00:57:11.440
Al right, next category, let's see if find out fall
1318
00:57:11.519 --> 00:57:12.239
over this time.
1319
00:57:12.639 --> 00:57:22.519
There we go, Face of spades. It's a naughty question. No,
1320
00:57:22.599 --> 00:57:26.800
this is uh clubs, I'm old kinky. There we go,
1321
00:57:28.519 --> 00:57:32.360
all right, Ace of clubs, the kinky question, quickest stop.
1322
00:57:32.400 --> 00:57:34.480
I already know that one. As gonna say quickest work,
1323
00:57:34.920 --> 00:57:38.280
but we already figured that one out. Guys shower sex
1324
00:57:38.360 --> 00:57:41.079
or car sex, uh car sex.
1325
00:57:41.159 --> 00:57:42.199
For some reason, I'm really good.
1326
00:57:42.119 --> 00:57:44.639
At that song. Or booty shorts.
1327
00:57:45.159 --> 00:57:46.320
Booty shorts.
1328
00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:49.840
Called somebody the wrong name during sex.
1329
00:57:50.400 --> 00:57:52.519
I couldn't remember their name, so I didn't say anything.
1330
00:57:52.639 --> 00:57:57.679
Did you say, baby, honey? He said?
1331
00:57:57.719 --> 00:58:05.719
I said, do you have any fetishes besides big booties?
1332
00:58:07.519 --> 00:58:09.719
Nice lips, nice lips, but.
1333
00:58:09.599 --> 00:58:10.199
Nothing like.
1334
00:58:12.559 --> 00:58:16.320
You're to bondage? Are you into like four play? I
1335
00:58:16.320 --> 00:58:19.039
mean not for play, like dressing up like anything like,
1336
00:58:19.760 --> 00:58:23.920
I mean like freaky fetish stuff, not like simple act
1337
00:58:23.960 --> 00:58:28.239
like a portsar marcus. I know, don't like you're not
1338
00:58:28.400 --> 00:58:31.000
mist You're great training bitches up over there.
1339
00:58:31.039 --> 00:58:32.199
What's what are you like?
1340
00:58:32.280 --> 00:58:35.599
You know, I do like a little restraint okay, rope
1341
00:58:36.679 --> 00:58:37.599
rope play you know.
1342
00:58:37.599 --> 00:58:38.840
That was that was I was on it.
1343
00:58:39.599 --> 00:58:40.960
Did you ever work for kink?
1344
00:58:41.199 --> 00:58:41.639
That whole?
1345
00:58:41.679 --> 00:58:44.800
Like bond? That was kind of BONDI like gostuff scares me.
1346
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:47.639
You know, it's funny because when someone else comes up
1347
00:58:47.639 --> 00:58:50.119
with these scenarios, you gotta you got.
1348
00:58:49.920 --> 00:58:51.039
It and it's not a second.
1349
00:58:51.760 --> 00:58:54.159
I think if you come up with it, then it's
1350
00:58:54.239 --> 00:58:56.880
more control. Yeah, then you you can feel that.
1351
00:58:57.559 --> 00:58:59.000
For me, it was more I had to figure out
1352
00:58:59.039 --> 00:59:00.480
why because I don't know have so see it like
1353
00:59:00.519 --> 00:59:02.039
why that was sexy to people? But it was like
1354
00:59:02.079 --> 00:59:04.800
I don't necessoiate pain and pleasure, but I can see
1355
00:59:04.800 --> 00:59:05.360
why people do.
1356
00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:10.119
It's just not my thing per se, right, No, I mean.
1357
00:59:10.079 --> 00:59:12.400
The pain, I don't know. I don't know. You try to,
1358
00:59:12.599 --> 00:59:14.880
you try to. There's a fine line. You know.
1359
00:59:14.960 --> 00:59:17.280
You want to, Yeah, you want to get where it
1360
00:59:17.400 --> 00:59:19.679
is a pleasure with them, like when yeah, smack ass.
1361
00:59:19.880 --> 00:59:21.960
I like to think of myself as a good as
1362
00:59:22.000 --> 00:59:23.480
a really good assmacer.
1363
00:59:23.719 --> 00:59:26.320
You don't leave Marx because I'm having some people they
1364
00:59:26.360 --> 00:59:28.519
get too fucking and I'm like, oh, listen, I have
1365
00:59:28.559 --> 00:59:29.199
to shoot things.
1366
00:59:29.199 --> 00:59:31.079
And he really fucked my shut up. We're never fucking
1367
00:59:31.119 --> 00:59:31.440
me again.
1368
00:59:31.559 --> 00:59:34.559
So because people be like they smack you down, I'm like, no,
1369
00:59:34.639 --> 00:59:36.559
let me give you a titorial before we do this,
1370
00:59:36.719 --> 00:59:37.840
like we need to go up.
1371
00:59:37.920 --> 00:59:40.000
We can't. You know that sounds better, it looks better.
1372
00:59:40.039 --> 00:59:44.039
It's great for everybody. You have to do a certain
1373
00:59:44.159 --> 00:59:44.920
there's a finesse.
1374
00:59:45.119 --> 00:59:50.639
Yeah, there's a booty smacking editorium from We had King
1375
00:59:50.679 --> 00:59:54.440
Half on our show and he does the whole test
1376
00:59:54.880 --> 00:59:57.760
or seminar about the booty smacking thing. He went viral
1377
00:59:57.920 --> 01:00:01.119
just recently about it. I was like, se, it's all
1378
01:00:01.119 --> 01:00:01.480
in art.
1379
01:00:02.519 --> 01:00:02.760
Women.
1380
01:00:03.519 --> 01:00:05.360
Sex is art, I think, and that's why when you
1381
01:00:05.440 --> 01:00:07.440
do it the right way, women just want to feel safe.
1382
01:00:07.440 --> 01:00:08.920
They want to feel like you know what you're doing,
1383
01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:11.000
you're in control. Like some people are trying to choke you.
1384
01:00:11.000 --> 01:00:13.000
You're like, you're gonna make me die. Like this doesn't
1385
01:00:13.000 --> 01:00:14.280
feel good, you know, I mean like it has to
1386
01:00:14.320 --> 01:00:16.519
be like know what you're doing, and I think you
1387
01:00:16.559 --> 01:00:16.800
have to.
1388
01:00:17.000 --> 01:00:18.119
Yeah, you have to.
1389
01:00:18.639 --> 01:00:22.079
There's a you know, the word chemistry comes up, but
1390
01:00:22.280 --> 01:00:26.320
there's something, there's a you know, there's a thing, there's.
1391
01:00:26.079 --> 01:00:28.760
An energy, there's it's like a flow of like feeling
1392
01:00:28.880 --> 01:00:30.559
like you don't have to have like a whole, Like
1393
01:00:30.679 --> 01:00:32.639
it's a connection of like even the eyes or like
1394
01:00:32.800 --> 01:00:35.119
if somebody's body moves like because that to me again
1395
01:00:35.239 --> 01:00:38.039
is the safety of knowing that you know what makes
1396
01:00:38.079 --> 01:00:40.119
me is a good feeling and what's a turning off
1397
01:00:40.159 --> 01:00:42.159
and like a bad feeling. To know your limits of
1398
01:00:42.159 --> 01:00:44.079
what that is and that's why that kind of stuff bond.
1399
01:00:44.079 --> 01:00:46.679
It is more like really trusting.
1400
01:00:46.480 --> 01:00:50.159
Are you like a boundary you like your boundaries crossed.
1401
01:00:49.840 --> 01:00:52.079
Or you open to absolutely not? I don't know.
1402
01:00:52.199 --> 01:00:54.360
Like for me, I don't like I don't have a
1403
01:00:54.400 --> 01:00:57.639
partner that i'm like currently like sexual with, like in
1404
01:00:57.639 --> 01:01:00.360
that aspect where it's like repetitive where I would feel comfortable.
1405
01:01:00.480 --> 01:01:01.880
But for me, I feel like once I have a
1406
01:01:01.920 --> 01:01:04.519
partner that I am like sexually active with on like
1407
01:01:04.559 --> 01:01:07.840
a normal basis, I would be willing to if it
1408
01:01:07.960 --> 01:01:10.239
was brought up the right way. Like I'm not like
1409
01:01:10.519 --> 01:01:12.039
I don't like to be like, hey, I don't want
1410
01:01:12.039 --> 01:01:13.159
you to do this and then for you to do
1411
01:01:13.239 --> 01:01:15.159
it no, but I like to know that my limit,
1412
01:01:15.239 --> 01:01:17.400
Like I don't really have limits. I'll try something unless
1413
01:01:17.400 --> 01:01:18.800
I don't like it, and I'll tell you I don't
1414
01:01:18.840 --> 01:01:21.440
like it kind of thing like there's you.
1415
01:01:21.440 --> 01:01:21.800
Know what I mean.
1416
01:01:21.800 --> 01:01:23.800
Like for me, it's like because some things I don't
1417
01:01:23.840 --> 01:01:25.239
know and I used to be very like, oh I
1418
01:01:25.239 --> 01:01:26.639
don't like it, but I never tried it.
1419
01:01:26.719 --> 01:01:27.440
But I'm like, you know what I mean.
1420
01:01:27.480 --> 01:01:28.840
So I feel like that with the right person, if
1421
01:01:28.880 --> 01:01:31.000
you could make me do those things or open to
1422
01:01:31.039 --> 01:01:33.360
what that is, I'm open to suggestion.
1423
01:01:33.679 --> 01:01:34.559
I'll try anything once.
1424
01:01:34.559 --> 01:01:36.519
And I'm like, look, listen, we tried that one time
1425
01:01:36.559 --> 01:01:38.480
and it just didn't work out for me, Like it's no,
1426
01:01:38.599 --> 01:01:42.880
never go there again. We tried it, right, most number
1427
01:01:42.880 --> 01:01:44.360
of times just had sex during.
1428
01:01:44.159 --> 01:01:49.719
A day, the most shit, well what off camera and
1429
01:01:49.760 --> 01:01:54.519
on camera? On camera? It was like thirty.
1430
01:01:54.159 --> 01:01:57.480
Three people or times? What does that mean?
1431
01:01:57.480 --> 01:01:58.360
Hold on people?
1432
01:01:58.519 --> 01:02:02.559
Okay, all right, yeah, okay, okay, okay, three people We
1433
01:02:02.679 --> 01:02:03.920
like that, okay.
1434
01:02:03.639 --> 01:02:06.199
But thirty three times was I remember it was like
1435
01:02:06.320 --> 01:02:08.360
we was watching the Super Bowl game, me and this girl,
1436
01:02:08.360 --> 01:02:13.159
and we must have sucked like five four to five times.
1437
01:02:13.039 --> 01:02:14.079
But within the game.
1438
01:02:14.880 --> 01:02:19.920
Good like every time it was like, oh it wasn't
1439
01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:20.239
like you.
1440
01:02:20.239 --> 01:02:22.599
Know, it wasn't like a five time, and like it
1441
01:02:22.639 --> 01:02:24.679
was like it was like you were fucking it.
1442
01:02:24.639 --> 01:02:27.760
Was And I remember because she used to send me
1443
01:02:27.760 --> 01:02:29.800
messages every Super Bowl like hey, remember.
1444
01:02:30.039 --> 01:02:31.800
Do you remember who won the Super Bowl that year?
1445
01:02:37.079 --> 01:02:37.800
The Great Game?
1446
01:02:39.239 --> 01:02:41.599
Say so, favorite time of day to have sex?
1447
01:02:43.440 --> 01:02:45.039
I'm a morning morning?
1448
01:02:45.400 --> 01:02:49.880
Yeah, okay, you know if I can. But you know,
1449
01:02:50.840 --> 01:02:52.239
I think you get more creative at night.
1450
01:02:53.000 --> 01:02:53.400
Yeah.
1451
01:02:53.519 --> 01:02:56.679
I think you got because your days went, you've had,
1452
01:02:57.239 --> 01:02:59.559
Maybe you're looking forward to it, maybe you're like trying
1453
01:02:59.559 --> 01:03:02.800
to relax, maybe you're coming at tail end situational.
1454
01:03:03.000 --> 01:03:07.440
Yeah. Yeah, to me at night, it's like now it's
1455
01:03:07.679 --> 01:03:08.400
but a morning.
1456
01:03:08.440 --> 01:03:11.400
It's just like it's like I don't drink coffee, but
1457
01:03:11.400 --> 01:03:13.000
if I did, that's your coffee.
1458
01:03:13.079 --> 01:03:16.960
Ye waking up to pussy every morning by mister Marcus.
1459
01:03:18.639 --> 01:03:26.079
All right, next card, I can't see the microphone. Oh hearts.
1460
01:03:26.119 --> 01:03:31.360
He's got an ace of Heart's romantic. Have you ever
1461
01:03:31.400 --> 01:03:35.719
slid into somebody's d m's a celebrity or even a fan.
1462
01:03:35.760 --> 01:03:39.880
Or like you know, you know, you know, she probably
1463
01:03:39.960 --> 01:03:40.760
killed me if I say this.
1464
01:03:40.800 --> 01:03:45.119
But Melissa Ford did a little podcasts and we clicked
1465
01:03:45.400 --> 01:03:47.400
like I thought we were cool, but I.
1466
01:03:47.400 --> 01:03:48.800
Felt like she's.
1467
01:03:50.039 --> 01:03:52.239
Well, I think she was kind of like I can't
1468
01:03:53.440 --> 01:03:56.519
she's like here too much. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because we talked.
1469
01:03:56.559 --> 01:03:58.960
We talked, we'd sit on the phone and talk about shit,
1470
01:03:59.039 --> 01:03:59.760
talk about music.
1471
01:04:00.519 --> 01:04:02.599
But so you slid in her dms.
1472
01:04:02.960 --> 01:04:05.360
Yeah. Well we ended up doing a podcast together and
1473
01:04:05.360 --> 01:04:06.159
then it was kind of.
1474
01:04:06.440 --> 01:04:08.760
Just from there I grew and yeah.
1475
01:04:08.480 --> 01:04:13.519
She's a very strong, created black woman who kind of
1476
01:04:14.239 --> 01:04:17.000
knows what she wants she don't want.
1477
01:04:18.440 --> 01:04:18.760
Yeah.
1478
01:04:18.840 --> 01:04:24.039
Yeah, so I was respected, respected respectively.
1479
01:04:23.719 --> 01:04:24.599
Ghosted.
1480
01:04:26.679 --> 01:04:27.800
Dinner date or movie date.
1481
01:04:29.320 --> 01:04:31.679
I'm a movie guy, A movie guy.
1482
01:04:32.079 --> 01:04:33.079
Making out her cuddling.
1483
01:04:35.760 --> 01:04:38.440
I like making out, like real good making out.
1484
01:04:38.360 --> 01:04:41.920
Making out mmmmm, giving or receiving.
1485
01:04:44.360 --> 01:04:45.239
I love receiving.
1486
01:04:46.119 --> 01:04:48.519
The smile on his face says it all private talk,
1487
01:04:49.400 --> 01:04:50.760
naked or lingerie.
1488
01:04:52.079 --> 01:05:01.480
Uh, that's tougher. I actually like that's tough. I like
1489
01:05:01.519 --> 01:05:01.880
them both.
1490
01:05:02.000 --> 01:05:04.760
You like them both. Favorite place to be kissed.
1491
01:05:06.159 --> 01:05:11.119
M mmm. I like my I like my neck.
1492
01:05:11.679 --> 01:05:13.719
I wanted to say. I was like, are you.
1493
01:05:14.159 --> 01:05:17.760
I was like, I like that sucks. I don't like
1494
01:05:17.800 --> 01:05:19.119
the kiss. I like that sucks.
1495
01:05:19.320 --> 01:05:23.639
No, no little kiss for you. You want the whole mounting. Okay,
1496
01:05:23.800 --> 01:05:27.519
go ahead, so your neck, yeah, okay.
1497
01:05:28.440 --> 01:05:31.159
If you needed to have a safe word, what would
1498
01:05:31.199 --> 01:05:32.159
your safe word be?
1499
01:05:43.159 --> 01:05:44.039
So I got.
1500
01:05:45.679 --> 01:05:46.000
Okay.
1501
01:05:46.360 --> 01:05:51.519
Last question deal breakers. What are deal breakers in a
1502
01:05:51.519 --> 01:05:52.320
relationship for you?
1503
01:05:54.559 --> 01:06:01.079
Mm hmmm, I don't know, or like nothing like it?
1504
01:06:01.599 --> 01:06:04.599
Yeah, have some kind of boundaries what a deal right?
1505
01:06:04.719 --> 01:06:08.920
Right? You know? I like positive energy, like positive like
1506
01:06:09.000 --> 01:06:11.719
funny people. So if you ain't funny.
1507
01:06:11.800 --> 01:06:14.119
You know, you gotta be at least entertaining to you
1508
01:06:14.280 --> 01:06:14.679
to like.
1509
01:06:14.679 --> 01:06:17.840
You gotta crack you gotta crack jokes.
1510
01:06:17.559 --> 01:06:20.119
Even if they're not good sense of humor.
1511
01:06:21.119 --> 01:06:23.800
So the deal breaker would be the opposite.
1512
01:06:25.199 --> 01:06:27.840
So if they're really lame, have no personality? Not for you.
1513
01:06:28.400 --> 01:06:33.360
Yeah, most people have a sense of humor. It just matters.
1514
01:06:33.360 --> 01:06:37.360
If you do, you always feel like you're the funniest one.
1515
01:06:38.000 --> 01:06:38.760
I don't know.
1516
01:06:44.239 --> 01:06:44.960
That's funny, all right.
1517
01:06:45.039 --> 01:06:48.480
Last card Ace of Spade is knotty questions, which is
1518
01:06:48.480 --> 01:06:51.079
our favorite here at Private Talk after Dark.
1519
01:06:52.159 --> 01:06:54.320
Have you ever faked an orgasm?
1520
01:06:54.880 --> 01:06:55.239
Mmm?
1521
01:06:58.119 --> 01:07:00.519
Why do you say it like that? Like, okay, why
1522
01:07:00.519 --> 01:07:01.679
did you fake an orgasm?
1523
01:07:02.039 --> 01:07:04.639
Because you know, I really just I knew this was
1524
01:07:04.679 --> 01:07:07.039
a thing of like I asked this probably the last
1525
01:07:07.400 --> 01:07:09.239
this season. I didn't know this was a thing until
1526
01:07:09.239 --> 01:07:13.320
like six months ago that men fake orgasm, right, so
1527
01:07:13.360 --> 01:07:15.239
why is he Why were you fake orgasm?
1528
01:07:16.280 --> 01:07:20.199
Why would you act like because you know, if you come,
1529
01:07:21.039 --> 01:07:24.280
if you're like, you know, if you're fucking and maybe
1530
01:07:24.280 --> 01:07:29.719
you come too soon, okay, and you're like whoa, you know,
1531
01:07:30.239 --> 01:07:35.920
countdown until you know she realizes it's yeah, so.
1532
01:07:35.880 --> 01:07:38.880
You kind of like you have got to work up.
1533
01:07:38.960 --> 01:07:41.960
But why did you fake come? Did you just not?
1534
01:07:42.079 --> 01:07:43.360
Were you not into it?
1535
01:07:43.480 --> 01:07:45.000
But you just not you were too fuck to me,
1536
01:07:45.000 --> 01:07:47.199
We're not going to be able to come. Like these
1537
01:07:47.199 --> 01:07:49.039
are the excuses I've heard from the men that I've
1538
01:07:49.079 --> 01:07:52.960
been on this couch. I know for all the excuses
1539
01:07:53.039 --> 01:07:54.559
of men of that I've asked on the couch because
1540
01:07:54.559 --> 01:07:56.079
I asked this question to a lot of my guests
1541
01:07:56.119 --> 01:07:59.639
because I didn't know that men do this. But they're like, oh, yeah,
1542
01:07:59.639 --> 01:08:01.679
it was these are so these were some of the excuses.
1543
01:08:02.159 --> 01:08:04.599
But and then there were someone's it was like they
1544
01:08:05.039 --> 01:08:06.440
they weren't into it anymore.
1545
01:08:06.960 --> 01:08:11.599
One girl smelled one girl I was always something like it.
1546
01:08:11.679 --> 01:08:14.119
I was just like, why would you keep going? Just
1547
01:08:14.159 --> 01:08:16.319
why did you have to say that you that you came?
1548
01:08:16.359 --> 01:08:16.439
Then?
1549
01:08:16.600 --> 01:08:19.840
Because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, but that
1550
01:08:20.199 --> 01:08:23.600
but you'd rather let her leave whatever dishoveled way she
1551
01:08:23.760 --> 01:08:30.640
wants for right communication, Right, you're gonna fuck somebody, But
1552
01:08:30.720 --> 01:08:32.800
you can't say like, you can't be like, hey, could
1553
01:08:32.840 --> 01:08:34.239
you just feeling so.
1554
01:08:34.560 --> 01:08:37.680
Because she's she's feeling like she's opening up, she's giving you.
1555
01:08:37.880 --> 01:08:40.439
You say hey, yeah, but don't you want to be honest?
1556
01:08:40.880 --> 01:08:42.880
Like and no one's And again for me, it's about
1557
01:08:42.920 --> 01:08:45.000
the It's not what, It's not what you say, it's
1558
01:08:45.000 --> 01:08:45.640
how you say it.
1559
01:08:45.800 --> 01:08:48.159
No one's telling me like, hey, bitch, like what's going on?
1560
01:08:48.279 --> 01:08:48.840
You know what I mean?
1561
01:08:49.159 --> 01:08:51.399
But if something was to a situation where you had
1562
01:08:51.399 --> 01:08:56.479
to fake come, didn't like, but you're fucking why are
1563
01:08:56.520 --> 01:08:57.279
we fucking?
1564
01:08:59.119 --> 01:09:00.720
Why are you in that? But China, sir?
1565
01:09:03.880 --> 01:09:04.880
So how do you take it?
1566
01:09:05.680 --> 01:09:07.239
If I've never had it happen to me?
1567
01:09:07.359 --> 01:09:10.000
Well, afterwards, it was because my friend who told me this,
1568
01:09:10.119 --> 01:09:11.960
he was like, I bet you're thinking about all the
1569
01:09:11.960 --> 01:09:14.199
people if they fake came out. I'm like, yeah, because
1570
01:09:14.239 --> 01:09:16.319
I don't know. I'm like, because I didn't think this
1571
01:09:16.520 --> 01:09:18.560
was a thing, So who knows?
1572
01:09:18.880 --> 01:09:21.960
Why do you fake? Have you Okay, first of let's
1573
01:09:22.359 --> 01:09:23.159
have you faked it before.
1574
01:09:23.479 --> 01:09:27.479
Have I faked it? Of course? You know what, because
1575
01:09:27.520 --> 01:09:29.560
I wanted to get it over with. I was tired.
1576
01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:31.680
I was like, you know, I wanted it, but then
1577
01:09:31.720 --> 01:09:33.159
I came already and I was over it.
1578
01:09:33.199 --> 01:09:35.279
I was just like get you know, it sucks, you
1579
01:09:35.359 --> 01:09:36.119
know because.
1580
01:09:35.880 --> 01:09:37.840
If you're aware that it changes everything.
1581
01:09:37.920 --> 01:09:39.800
Yeah, but that doesn't mean that I didn't come. At
1582
01:09:39.800 --> 01:09:42.760
one point in each session, I'm gonna come. I mean,
1583
01:09:42.760 --> 01:09:44.960
it's times that I haven't, but I know my body
1584
01:09:44.960 --> 01:09:46.600
well enough that I'm gonna use.
1585
01:09:46.439 --> 01:09:47.159
Your dick to come.
1586
01:09:47.239 --> 01:09:49.680
Like it's just happening, Like sorry if you don't know
1587
01:09:49.680 --> 01:09:51.359
what's happening, but I'm gonna make it.
1588
01:09:51.319 --> 01:09:54.560
Up today because you don't know. Sometimes sometimes a girl
1589
01:09:54.600 --> 01:09:55.199
don't say sh.
1590
01:09:55.640 --> 01:09:58.800
But being but being well, but you can feel if
1591
01:09:58.800 --> 01:10:02.640
she's wet. I mean, but I guess every vagina is different,
1592
01:10:02.760 --> 01:10:07.800
just like I mean, yeah, but being vocal sometimes could
1593
01:10:07.840 --> 01:10:09.920
be where the lie because like then how do you know,
1594
01:10:10.119 --> 01:10:13.680
Like I'm vocal as fucked, but I've also really wet
1595
01:10:13.800 --> 01:10:14.840
that so it's like.
1596
01:10:18.640 --> 01:10:23.520
Chemistry.
1597
01:10:24.960 --> 01:10:27.600
I wouldn't say like immediately, It depends on how long
1598
01:10:27.680 --> 01:10:30.520
I haven't had sex or how long I've been mastmating
1599
01:10:30.600 --> 01:10:31.640
how long a lot of these.
1600
01:10:36.920 --> 01:10:38.760
My Hatachi sleeps next to my.
1601
01:10:38.720 --> 01:10:41.079
Red and he knows exactly what position I like, and
1602
01:10:41.239 --> 01:10:45.880
he fall asleep with the day. No, it's situational. I
1603
01:10:45.880 --> 01:10:47.359
think it's every position.
1604
01:10:47.439 --> 01:10:47.760
I know.
1605
01:10:47.840 --> 01:10:50.239
What would it takes to make me get off? I
1606
01:10:50.279 --> 01:10:54.159
think I can come the easiest and missionary because I'm
1607
01:10:54.279 --> 01:10:57.000
very quatorial stimulated, so I like to play with myself
1608
01:10:57.039 --> 01:10:59.840
and being stimulated or like fucked at the same time
1609
01:11:00.119 --> 01:11:04.279
that that double at an early age, and nobody ever
1610
01:11:04.279 --> 01:11:06.640
taught us like hey girls, let's go on the playground
1611
01:11:06.680 --> 01:11:07.399
and talk about it.
1612
01:11:07.520 --> 01:11:08.800
No, that never happened to me.
1613
01:11:09.039 --> 01:11:11.279
I it was that was also a thing like I
1614
01:11:11.319 --> 01:11:14.399
was always I was a late bloomer, so I didn't
1615
01:11:14.439 --> 01:11:16.920
get like, I didn't get boobs, I didn't get my
1616
01:11:16.960 --> 01:11:18.560
period and do any of those things to like become
1617
01:11:18.640 --> 01:11:22.079
quote unquote like a woman, to like those are until
1618
01:11:22.159 --> 01:11:28.359
like sixteen or like something like seventeen sixteen probably okay.
1619
01:11:29.000 --> 01:11:32.159
So but at that time, like an like like my friend,
1620
01:11:32.199 --> 01:11:34.960
like nobody was talking about any of that stuff, especially
1621
01:11:35.039 --> 01:11:38.039
like sex, like what that was like no one was
1622
01:11:38.159 --> 01:11:40.640
doing and we were pretty sheltered.
1623
01:11:40.319 --> 01:11:42.800
Out in time. I don't I wasn't.
1624
01:11:42.920 --> 01:11:45.479
I mean, I wasn't one of those people like I
1625
01:11:45.520 --> 01:11:47.640
don't think I even hooked up with the guy until
1626
01:11:47.680 --> 01:11:51.520
I was, like I was, i'd be my junior year.
1627
01:11:53.039 --> 01:11:54.159
Yeah, junior you.
1628
01:11:54.119 --> 01:11:55.880
Would get hit on people flirting with you.
1629
01:11:56.560 --> 01:11:57.479
Yeah, but it's different.
1630
01:11:57.479 --> 01:11:59.479
It's like juvenile, like you know, like I always had
1631
01:11:59.479 --> 01:12:01.960
a boyfriend, and I always was like chasing boys.
1632
01:12:01.960 --> 01:12:03.439
I was always boy crazy.
1633
01:12:03.680 --> 01:12:06.800
I mean I think I've yeah, always been boy crazy.
1634
01:12:08.399 --> 01:12:08.920
I am.
1635
01:12:09.000 --> 01:12:10.920
I am mad crazy.
1636
01:12:11.239 --> 01:12:14.439
No, I'm not for me is I'm in a space
1637
01:12:14.479 --> 01:12:17.199
in my life where I'm dating and I've done a
1638
01:12:17.199 --> 01:12:19.159
lot of like work myself, so I'm like kind of
1639
01:12:19.199 --> 01:12:21.680
I'm practice dating when I say so, I'm practice dating
1640
01:12:21.760 --> 01:12:24.600
until I find someone, until I don't need to practice
1641
01:12:24.680 --> 01:12:27.479
date anymore. But so I'm just but you know, dating
1642
01:12:27.520 --> 01:12:32.720
is very difficult for being people like ourselves in the industry.
1643
01:12:32.760 --> 01:12:34.880
You can't really go on dating apps. You can't really
1644
01:12:35.159 --> 01:12:35.720
you know, do.
1645
01:12:35.640 --> 01:12:38.520
It the the noon conventional way.
1646
01:12:38.560 --> 01:12:40.399
And I'm very kind of old school anyways, like the
1647
01:12:40.520 --> 01:12:43.920
like meeting people you know in person, which now the
1648
01:12:43.960 --> 01:12:45.880
world's opening up, so it's kind of back in a
1649
01:12:45.920 --> 01:12:49.840
little bit like that. But yeah, I've I'm enjoying it.
1650
01:12:49.880 --> 01:12:53.880
I mean, it's not scarce South early days. My future
1651
01:12:53.960 --> 01:12:56.640
husband will come around the corner someday, very soon.
1652
01:12:57.840 --> 01:12:59.319
You'll be fine for sure.
1653
01:12:59.359 --> 01:13:01.079
For me, I'm not in a Russia was married before.
1654
01:13:01.199 --> 01:13:04.359
For me, I know what I want and don't want.
1655
01:13:04.439 --> 01:13:06.640
I think the last year of my life is really
1656
01:13:06.680 --> 01:13:10.079
again like the personal growth of really listening or knowing
1657
01:13:10.159 --> 01:13:13.319
what like the boundaries of what I want from a
1658
01:13:13.359 --> 01:13:16.039
partner moving forward, and like what that means for me
1659
01:13:16.079 --> 01:13:17.359
in this space in my life.
1660
01:13:18.359 --> 01:13:21.560
Yeah, I mean, that's that's you know, especially after.
1661
01:13:21.359 --> 01:13:25.960
Everything you've kind of been around, seeing experience you just
1662
01:13:26.840 --> 01:13:28.880
it's different. You know sometimes, like you said, you know,
1663
01:13:28.960 --> 01:13:32.600
a porn star, I don't ever if I get into
1664
01:13:32.640 --> 01:13:34.359
a sexual mindset.
1665
01:13:33.960 --> 01:13:36.000
Yeah, it goes pretty deep.
1666
01:13:36.159 --> 01:13:38.479
Yeah, you know, and it kind of I want to
1667
01:13:38.520 --> 01:13:43.399
experience that that can I can attract, But then are
1668
01:13:43.399 --> 01:13:45.119
there there is a relationship in there?
1669
01:13:45.279 --> 01:13:48.840
Is it at this time? Do I want to explore?
1670
01:13:49.000 --> 01:13:51.239
Or am I? Am I trying to like just focus
1671
01:13:51.279 --> 01:13:52.399
on one. You know.
1672
01:13:52.439 --> 01:13:56.359
It's just I don't think necessarily you should have to
1673
01:13:56.399 --> 01:13:58.960
focus on just one and not the other. I think
1674
01:13:58.960 --> 01:14:00.680
you've got to find the center and that being you
1675
01:14:00.760 --> 01:14:02.600
and what works for you and what you know, what
1676
01:14:02.640 --> 01:14:05.319
that free flowing state is and what makes you happy
1677
01:14:05.319 --> 01:14:07.399
at the end of the day. It's like what like
1678
01:14:07.560 --> 01:14:09.880
you knowing who you are, you're worth, what you bring
1679
01:14:09.920 --> 01:14:12.520
to the table, and all those things. And like for me,
1680
01:14:12.720 --> 01:14:15.720
like I like meditation helped a lot about getting like
1681
01:14:15.760 --> 01:14:18.079
really centered and like you know, kind of like clearing
1682
01:14:18.079 --> 01:14:20.239
out the bullshit in my mind being a business person,
1683
01:14:20.319 --> 01:14:20.560
you know.
1684
01:14:20.560 --> 01:14:22.960
Minded, there's always go go, go, go go, but.
1685
01:14:22.960 --> 01:14:24.880
Really kind of having a calming state and like a
1686
01:14:24.920 --> 01:14:28.000
safe space to like experience that I learned a lot
1687
01:14:28.600 --> 01:14:30.199
to just kind of be at peace.
1688
01:14:31.520 --> 01:14:31.800
Yeah.
1689
01:14:33.720 --> 01:14:36.439
Yeah, as you were talking, I was thinking, you know,
1690
01:14:36.520 --> 01:14:39.680
because when you when you to add, you find somebody
1691
01:14:40.119 --> 01:14:41.600
not like just you and them.
1692
01:14:41.640 --> 01:14:44.560
It's you and your family, you and your friends.
1693
01:14:44.920 --> 01:14:45.560
Yeah you know what I.
1694
01:14:45.600 --> 01:14:48.840
Mean, And you want someone who comes in there and
1695
01:14:49.520 --> 01:14:52.079
is accepted by them as well for sure. I mean,
1696
01:14:52.119 --> 01:14:55.319
because that's you know, and that's you know, and that's
1697
01:14:55.319 --> 01:14:57.960
what I realized, Like that's for you, that investment that
1698
01:14:58.119 --> 01:15:02.199
time is spent developing these relationships there.
1699
01:15:02.239 --> 01:15:05.439
Like for sure, I think probably you because of like
1700
01:15:05.479 --> 01:15:07.479
how who you are, and like a lot of it
1701
01:15:07.520 --> 01:15:09.359
was just being selfish in before and now it's like
1702
01:15:09.399 --> 01:15:12.479
a different like you see a different perspective and you're like, oh,
1703
01:15:12.600 --> 01:15:14.960
there is somebody else in the relationship too, and it
1704
01:15:15.000 --> 01:15:16.960
has to work both sides, you know what I mean,
1705
01:15:17.000 --> 01:15:18.640
and not just for one and not the other.
1706
01:15:18.840 --> 01:15:20.960
It's not just a you know, it just works for me.
1707
01:15:21.039 --> 01:15:23.199
All relationships are work, you know what I mean. I
1708
01:15:23.199 --> 01:15:24.840
feel like as long as people are trying to put
1709
01:15:24.880 --> 01:15:26.920
in the time to really hold the space for each
1710
01:15:26.960 --> 01:15:29.520
other and themselves and their relationship, I mean I think
1711
01:15:29.520 --> 01:15:31.239
they could, you could really go a lot further. But
1712
01:15:31.520 --> 01:15:33.520
some people aren't there yet, and some people may never
1713
01:15:33.560 --> 01:15:33.920
be there.
1714
01:15:33.960 --> 01:15:35.960
But I mean, well, you know, everybody gets there in
1715
01:15:35.960 --> 01:15:36.479
their own time.
1716
01:15:36.560 --> 01:15:39.039
Friend, you know for sure, you know we do have
1717
01:15:39.119 --> 01:15:41.800
this kind of conversation because cats can probably be tripping
1718
01:15:42.159 --> 01:15:43.720
trying to figure that out. And then you come along
1719
01:15:43.760 --> 01:15:45.600
and you say, everybody gets there at their own time.
1720
01:15:45.640 --> 01:15:48.479
You don't feel the pressure, you know, and then you don't.
1721
01:15:48.560 --> 01:15:50.239
I told somebody the other day, this guy's taught me
1722
01:15:50.239 --> 01:15:52.439
a costo. He's like, are you single? And I was like,
1723
01:15:52.640 --> 01:15:54.800
I got this, I got somebody, you know, mm hmm.
1724
01:15:55.079 --> 01:15:56.960
But he was like, be cause I've been single for
1725
01:15:57.000 --> 01:15:59.039
like eight months. I've been on the dating now. He
1726
01:15:59.119 --> 01:16:01.000
was there with his son. He says, I don't know,
1727
01:16:01.000 --> 01:16:02.479
I just don't want to view with anybody. And I'm
1728
01:16:02.479 --> 01:16:04.920
sitting there like, well, don't you know what I mean,
1729
01:16:05.199 --> 01:16:08.119
Like he's coming to me for that advice.
1730
01:16:08.199 --> 01:16:08.399
Yeah.
1731
01:16:08.520 --> 01:16:11.000
The only thing I could tell him was, you know,
1732
01:16:11.319 --> 01:16:14.680
don't look, because when you you look and you never
1733
01:16:14.800 --> 01:16:17.319
really find it, especially when somebody too.
1734
01:16:17.920 --> 01:16:21.319
But when you just kind of just live, it'll come
1735
01:16:21.359 --> 01:16:21.680
to you.
1736
01:16:21.840 --> 01:16:22.000
Yeah.
1737
01:16:22.600 --> 01:16:25.039
But I think that's also I agree with that. I
1738
01:16:25.039 --> 01:16:27.439
think in a I don't think it's fairy tale. I
1739
01:16:27.479 --> 01:16:31.079
think it's it's realistic and it's it's based off perspective.
1740
01:16:31.119 --> 01:16:32.880
But it's it's fine line of like for myself of
1741
01:16:32.920 --> 01:16:36.000
like putting yourself out there without putting your you know,
1742
01:16:36.119 --> 01:16:38.560
like in a sense putting yourself like I'm not searching
1743
01:16:38.680 --> 01:16:40.119
like oh my god, I need to, but I also
1744
01:16:40.199 --> 01:16:41.720
knew I need to no one's coming in my door,
1745
01:16:41.800 --> 01:16:43.720
Like I got to put myself out there in places
1746
01:16:44.119 --> 01:16:45.720
not that I'm like certain, you know, never, but being
1747
01:16:45.760 --> 01:16:48.399
open to finding that where it's like that's that great
1748
01:16:48.439 --> 01:16:51.000
area of like having both you know, you have to
1749
01:16:51.079 --> 01:16:53.640
really like being open to it, where before I thought
1750
01:16:53.640 --> 01:16:55.640
I was, but I really didn't know what I wanted
1751
01:16:55.640 --> 01:16:57.640
and needed from a relationship because I needed to know
1752
01:16:57.680 --> 01:17:01.560
what I needed for myself first, right. Yes, that's why
1753
01:17:01.600 --> 01:17:03.039
I have a signing in front of the door. It says,
1754
01:17:03.039 --> 01:17:04.960
love yourself first. We can't love yourself first, and you
1755
01:17:04.960 --> 01:17:10.119
can't love anybody else really correctly. Yeah, it's on my
1756
01:17:10.199 --> 01:17:11.760
door when you walk in and out on the door.
1757
01:17:13.720 --> 01:17:16.319
So thank you so much for coming. I appreciate you
1758
01:17:16.359 --> 01:17:18.000
so much. What do you Where can we find you?
1759
01:17:18.000 --> 01:17:19.399
Where can we support you?
1760
01:17:19.399 --> 01:17:20.079
We can do all.
1761
01:17:20.000 --> 01:17:22.159
Those things you know you say you have your only fans.
1762
01:17:22.279 --> 01:17:25.600
You you do your own content because there you know,
1763
01:17:25.600 --> 01:17:26.680
we've been around a long time.
1764
01:17:26.560 --> 01:17:28.479
Because there are times, you know, we've been around so
1765
01:17:28.560 --> 01:17:31.039
long that these things never happen like this, you know
1766
01:17:31.039 --> 01:17:31.479
what I mean.
1767
01:17:31.800 --> 01:17:33.680
Some people say, you know, how can we find you?
1768
01:17:34.039 --> 01:17:36.359
And you're like, okay, you can catch me own, you
1769
01:17:36.399 --> 01:17:39.760
know what I mean, Like I remember, motherfuckers didn't do that.
1770
01:17:39.800 --> 01:17:43.159
They were like, you can get my number after you know, I'm.
1771
01:17:43.079 --> 01:17:45.239
Giving these people your number, Marcus, you can have a
1772
01:17:45.279 --> 01:17:46.960
lot of late night calls. You got to charge those
1773
01:17:47.000 --> 01:17:48.800
people on your only but only fans called.
1774
01:17:51.800 --> 01:17:53.399
You know, I do get a lot of weird ship,
1775
01:17:53.520 --> 01:17:56.000
but I can't I hand I handled all of it.
1776
01:17:56.079 --> 01:17:58.359
I handle it. I love it. Actually I don't mind it.
1777
01:17:59.000 --> 01:18:00.520
So what is your social media?
1778
01:18:00.600 --> 01:18:03.079
Is it just mister Marcus?
1779
01:18:03.119 --> 01:18:05.880
Okay, so that's where we can find you, that's where
1780
01:18:05.920 --> 01:18:08.119
we can support you. Okay, but you're more of an
1781
01:18:08.119 --> 01:18:10.880
Instagram man, So is it still the same handle or.
1782
01:18:11.199 --> 01:18:12.560
Yeah, it's aka mister Marcus.
1783
01:18:12.560 --> 01:18:14.319
You can go to miss markets dot com okay, and
1784
01:18:14.359 --> 01:18:17.119
all those things just lead back to the social media. Okay,
1785
01:18:17.640 --> 01:18:19.680
only fans is aka mister Marcus.
1786
01:18:20.319 --> 01:18:20.600
Uh.
1787
01:18:20.800 --> 01:18:22.319
You know, I try to get mister Marcus and know
1788
01:18:22.399 --> 01:18:25.000
the motherfuckers had mister marks and they just squat on
1789
01:18:25.039 --> 01:18:25.399
that ship.
1790
01:18:25.479 --> 01:18:26.880
Yeah, they don't even post it.
1791
01:18:27.039 --> 01:18:29.960
Yeah yeah yeah. So if your trademark, you can give
1792
01:18:30.000 --> 01:18:31.600
them a thing and they can thought they should be
1793
01:18:31.600 --> 01:18:33.039
able to take it down if they are just squatting
1794
01:18:33.039 --> 01:18:35.560
on it. Okay, if you like, contact them about that.
1795
01:18:35.680 --> 01:18:37.960
But yeah, because you you've obviously been mister Marcus for
1796
01:18:38.000 --> 01:18:42.000
twenty years and but yeah, you look to them, it's happening.
1797
01:18:42.159 --> 01:18:44.159
Is there anything that you want to ask Miss Texas
1798
01:18:44.159 --> 01:18:45.760
before you get off the private talk couch.
1799
01:18:47.439 --> 01:18:50.640
Oh what do you? I mean, what do you get
1800
01:18:50.680 --> 01:18:51.600
asked the most?
1801
01:18:51.920 --> 01:18:54.279
What do I get asked the most?
1802
01:18:54.600 --> 01:18:54.760
Mm?
1803
01:18:56.319 --> 01:18:58.439
People always they always say did you ever work with it?
1804
01:18:58.520 --> 01:19:01.520
And I say no, you know, yeah, now it did
1805
01:19:01.640 --> 01:19:03.600
not work together, but.
1806
01:19:03.520 --> 01:19:05.119
You didn't And then it would always be.
1807
01:19:06.720 --> 01:19:08.760
Yeah, yeah, no I never did. In racial it was
1808
01:19:08.800 --> 01:19:11.239
a big topic of like, oh, is she racist?
1809
01:19:11.479 --> 01:19:12.800
Is she? This? Is she? That?
1810
01:19:13.119 --> 01:19:14.600
Is she this? Why didn't I do it in a
1811
01:19:14.680 --> 01:19:16.560
racial or what?
1812
01:19:17.199 --> 01:19:19.960
Well too, why do you think it's such a big deal?
1813
01:19:20.079 --> 01:19:22.399
Why do I think it's such a big deal. I
1814
01:19:22.439 --> 01:19:24.880
think for everyone else it's a big deal, you know
1815
01:19:24.920 --> 01:19:26.439
what I mean? Like that's why for me it was
1816
01:19:26.640 --> 01:19:29.239
very like I don't know why I make people or
1817
01:19:29.560 --> 01:19:32.359
why does it matter what my vagina does? I don't
1818
01:19:32.359 --> 01:19:36.000
think that's based on like what who I like and
1819
01:19:36.039 --> 01:19:37.880
what that means. Like I feel like people took it
1820
01:19:37.880 --> 01:19:40.159
and ran with it. I think that it's just because
1821
01:19:40.640 --> 01:19:42.560
I didn't do it. People want to have up there.
1822
01:19:42.680 --> 01:19:46.720
There's platforms or like what is it called those forums
1823
01:19:46.720 --> 01:19:48.760
that are dedicated to like why I meant to do
1824
01:19:48.800 --> 01:19:50.279
it and when I do this? And that that It
1825
01:19:50.319 --> 01:19:52.279
was just the yeah, like and that's for me, is
1826
01:19:52.319 --> 01:19:54.600
I never really like looked into the negative because it
1827
01:19:54.640 --> 01:19:56.359
was always negative that. I was like, let me just
1828
01:19:56.479 --> 01:19:58.520
be when I want to do it, I'll do it.
1829
01:19:58.560 --> 01:20:00.720
There's no racist or anything about that, you know what
1830
01:20:00.760 --> 01:20:03.840
I mean. And the business became very different, you know,
1831
01:20:03.920 --> 01:20:06.279
so it was very pinned against things and that has
1832
01:20:06.319 --> 01:20:07.760
nothing to do with me, you know what I mean.
1833
01:20:07.800 --> 01:20:09.800
So it's for me, it was like, I love everybody.
1834
01:20:09.880 --> 01:20:12.319
It's not about a race thing. It's never about in
1835
01:20:12.399 --> 01:20:14.760
any of those things. And people who know me, like
1836
01:20:14.800 --> 01:20:16.720
we've been friends, you know, obviously clearly you know that
1837
01:20:16.760 --> 01:20:19.640
about me. But people it's always the first thing people ask,
1838
01:20:19.800 --> 01:20:21.920
you know, everybody, like my friends. But for me, it's
1839
01:20:21.920 --> 01:20:24.880
like I have nothing, you know, to hide about anything.
1840
01:20:24.880 --> 01:20:27.279
It wasn't about that. It's just how the game was
1841
01:20:27.279 --> 01:20:29.000
was different back then, you know. And then when I
1842
01:20:29.079 --> 01:20:32.560
got contracted, you know, I didn't have to do anything
1843
01:20:32.600 --> 01:20:32.760
like that.
1844
01:20:32.800 --> 01:20:34.479
I got out of the business. After that, I was
1845
01:20:34.479 --> 01:20:35.239
in a relationship.
1846
01:20:35.279 --> 01:20:37.119
Someone didn't want me to be in the business anymore,
1847
01:20:37.159 --> 01:20:38.800
and I kind of just did my own thing.
1848
01:20:38.960 --> 01:20:40.600
And then you know, you.
1849
01:20:40.560 --> 01:20:44.640
Know, this business, you know, obviously race is a huge
1850
01:20:44.680 --> 01:20:45.079
part of it.
1851
01:20:45.159 --> 01:20:47.319
Sexually. It's a taboo things.
1852
01:20:47.000 --> 01:20:50.800
Yeah, fetish well, I think because again the Texas thing.
1853
01:20:50.880 --> 01:20:53.800
You know, people think my parents are like racist people,
1854
01:20:53.840 --> 01:20:56.439
which is not the truth. My dad's Puerto Rican, my
1855
01:20:56.479 --> 01:20:59.720
mom was German Norwegian, like you know, so many things
1856
01:20:59.720 --> 01:21:02.680
again a cliche of what people think and assume and
1857
01:21:02.760 --> 01:21:04.840
take something and run with it, which I've never said.
1858
01:21:04.880 --> 01:21:07.720
I've never been. I've never acted in that character. That's
1859
01:21:07.760 --> 01:21:09.720
not who my character is, you know.
1860
01:21:09.880 --> 01:21:12.399
Because people would ask me and I never you know,
1861
01:21:12.760 --> 01:21:14.760
like I've seen, you know, being a black dude in
1862
01:21:14.840 --> 01:21:19.680
his business. Yeah, you know, especially in that era, you know,
1863
01:21:20.560 --> 01:21:23.239
you know, people would they would just set things up
1864
01:21:23.279 --> 01:21:27.479
in such a racial way exactly, you know, and it just.
1865
01:21:27.359 --> 01:21:29.560
Felt wrong, you know what I mean. I felt like
1866
01:21:29.600 --> 01:21:32.359
everything was just separate. Things were very just different. I
1867
01:21:32.359 --> 01:21:34.279
think that it was just like it made it like
1868
01:21:34.359 --> 01:21:35.720
why does it have to be that way?
1869
01:21:36.000 --> 01:21:37.520
You know what I mean? Anything from the business side
1870
01:21:37.600 --> 01:21:38.520
is why they made it so.
1871
01:21:40.159 --> 01:21:42.119
Like segregated or they were trying to get you to
1872
01:21:42.560 --> 01:21:43.680
do it. The more you were like.
1873
01:21:44.199 --> 01:21:46.840
No one ever got I would ask me really to
1874
01:21:46.840 --> 01:21:49.159
do it was only one conversation ever, and then like
1875
01:21:49.239 --> 01:21:51.199
literally I got out of the business after that, and
1876
01:21:51.479 --> 01:21:55.560
in the beginning, my agent we just that was in
1877
01:21:55.600 --> 01:21:58.399
the beginning, it was like you wait to do that,
1878
01:21:58.479 --> 01:22:00.920
you wait to you know, like the levels of like
1879
01:22:01.119 --> 01:22:02.439
you know what I mean. And then it's like by
1880
01:22:02.439 --> 01:22:04.119
that time I had been in the business for a
1881
01:22:04.119 --> 01:22:05.960
long time, like you don't know better.
1882
01:22:06.159 --> 01:22:07.520
That's who I got in the business with.
1883
01:22:07.560 --> 01:22:11.199
I think that's who my business in a sense partner is,
1884
01:22:11.239 --> 01:22:12.960
you know what I mean, because he works for me,
1885
01:22:13.119 --> 01:22:15.760
let you know, And I don't know. I was twenty
1886
01:22:15.760 --> 01:22:17.720
one years old in the business, so I didn't see
1887
01:22:17.760 --> 01:22:20.319
an issue with it. I think as the years progressed
1888
01:22:20.319 --> 01:22:22.520
and how the world evolved outside, it became more of
1889
01:22:22.560 --> 01:22:24.800
a thing and you know, for everybody else, but we
1890
01:22:24.800 --> 01:22:27.199
were on our own little bubble here. So it's like,
1891
01:22:27.319 --> 01:22:29.239
I'm like, really you think that about me, like just
1892
01:22:29.239 --> 01:22:30.920
because I didn't do a seat like I don't know.
1893
01:22:30.920 --> 01:22:34.439
I sometimes it's upsetting because.
1894
01:22:34.159 --> 01:22:39.000
I know you are like loved, you know what I mean.
1895
01:22:39.039 --> 01:22:43.720
And men, you're not discriminive to you like black men.
1896
01:22:44.119 --> 01:22:44.399
For sure.
1897
01:22:44.439 --> 01:22:46.720
I've dated several, you know, But again, like I don't
1898
01:22:46.840 --> 01:22:49.479
I don't advertise my personal business, you know, because I'm
1899
01:22:49.520 --> 01:22:52.600
a private person. I give so much of myself in
1900
01:22:53.000 --> 01:22:55.439
sex scenes that I'm like, I need some personal time
1901
01:22:55.479 --> 01:22:57.960
for you know, just for myself, so you know, you
1902
01:22:58.039 --> 01:22:59.800
keep those thing myself, but I don't hide it. I'm
1903
01:22:59.800 --> 01:23:03.079
out and doing things whatever. But sometimes again it's why
1904
01:23:03.199 --> 01:23:05.800
like I asked people to ask me conversations questions too,
1905
01:23:05.840 --> 01:23:07.600
is because it's like some people want to know things
1906
01:23:07.600 --> 01:23:09.359
that some people want to ask me, and some people don't.
1907
01:23:09.479 --> 01:23:13.119
So I tell people, you know, it's their preference, you know,
1908
01:23:13.319 --> 01:23:15.600
and and it's their body.
1909
01:23:15.680 --> 01:23:17.840
And I always tell girls when they came into business.
1910
01:23:17.600 --> 01:23:21.239
Don't nobody, you don't don't do anything you don't want
1911
01:23:21.279 --> 01:23:22.359
to do.
1912
01:23:22.039 --> 01:23:24.079
You don't have to do anything they tell you to
1913
01:23:24.119 --> 01:23:29.359
do exactly for sure. So I'd always just reiterate that.
1914
01:23:29.479 --> 01:23:32.960
So I totally understood, you know, your body shouldn't do
1915
01:23:33.000 --> 01:23:34.039
whatever you want to do.
1916
01:23:34.000 --> 01:23:35.279
For sure. And that's I think too.
1917
01:23:35.319 --> 01:23:37.399
Back in the day, it was very like they'd be like, oh, well,
1918
01:23:37.439 --> 01:23:39.720
you're going to do everything anyways, you're going to sell out,
1919
01:23:39.760 --> 01:23:41.520
you're going to do this, and like just the words
1920
01:23:42.119 --> 01:23:44.079
and the time too were triggering that. I'm like, why
1921
01:23:44.119 --> 01:23:46.279
does I have to mean any of those things? I'm
1922
01:23:46.279 --> 01:23:47.680
like that's like the whole thing where it's like I'm
1923
01:23:47.760 --> 01:23:49.199
human too. I'm like, you know what i mean, I'm like,
1924
01:23:49.199 --> 01:23:50.319
that's nothing to do.
1925
01:23:50.479 --> 01:23:52.840
You know, like motherfuckers will suck it up because like
1926
01:23:53.039 --> 01:23:55.479
you might be wanting down and then somebody comes along.
1927
01:23:56.279 --> 01:23:59.359
Yeah, you know, you just don't you know again the communication,
1928
01:23:59.560 --> 01:24:01.079
you know, then it's like who do you go to,
1929
01:24:01.159 --> 01:24:01.800
who do you ask?
1930
01:24:02.119 --> 01:24:04.159
You know, we're all being told really the same type
1931
01:24:04.159 --> 01:24:04.560
of things.
1932
01:24:04.560 --> 01:24:08.560
So yeah, yeah, real quick, funny story.
1933
01:24:08.720 --> 01:24:11.680
Shooting the World's Luckiest. They wanted me to work with
1934
01:24:11.720 --> 01:24:15.680
one hundred and one girls. So they were like, black, dude,
1935
01:24:16.079 --> 01:24:17.960
you're going to find one hundred and one black girls.
1936
01:24:18.600 --> 01:24:20.920
That that was the mentality I went into that shit,
1937
01:24:21.640 --> 01:24:23.000
and it's not.
1938
01:24:23.159 --> 01:24:25.880
There was never one hundred and one black yeah at
1939
01:24:25.880 --> 01:24:28.119
that time. So we did thirty three.
1940
01:24:28.600 --> 01:24:33.000
First day was all black girls, and so they're like, well,
1941
01:24:33.199 --> 01:24:34.760
how are we going to get for the other sixty
1942
01:24:35.640 --> 01:24:38.439
sixty seven? Uh, sixty four?
1943
01:24:39.399 --> 01:24:42.960
What is it? Sixty seven? You know, sixty eight?
1944
01:24:43.039 --> 01:24:46.199
I use a calculator on one hundred and one.
1945
01:24:46.359 --> 01:24:46.840
Sorry,