Womb Healing: Ancestral Trauma & Chakra Clearing Demonstration

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Hello. Welcome to this very special episode of
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Practically Magic. We are going to be doing a
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demonstration of a healing session. And this
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is a blend of a lot of different modalities that
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I do, which is the Reiki energy, which you'll
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be familiar with if you've ever done Reiki. But
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it's also emotional processing, and it's a mixture
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of honey energy healing as well. So let's dive
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in. Are you ready? Yes. Okay. There's going to
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be a little bit of talking throughout, and then
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there's going to be very much catered to what
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the client needs at this time. So before setting
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up what we're beginning here today, we kind of
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got a feeling for what cycle and what blocked
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chakras and what season the client is in at this
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time. So. Due to some life unexpected changes,
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we'll say, we've determined that you are in cycle
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one, which is kind of like a rebirth. So you're
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kind of in a, my life fell apart, my life as
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I knew it fell apart a bit, but it's a rebuilding
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of what happens after that. Does that feel like
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that fits for you? Yes. Yep. So I like to use
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the muscle testing then to kind of determine
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at what age of life we're going to be focusing
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on and get a feeling for what chakras we need
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to balance. Let's see if we can turn down the
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light a little bit. It'll get a little dark,
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but you can still see. So I'm going to start
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with the pendulum and I'm going to just measure
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through your chakras and see where they're at
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and see if we can. Get that on camera. So we're
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starting with the route It's not completely blocked,
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but if you can tell from the video, it's not
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moving too much either Which being in a cycle
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one that makes sense because you're working on
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stability grounding you've been in a bit of upheaval
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as far as your safety and your security feels
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and Then for the sake role Okay, let's see if
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I can show that that is blocked as well When
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my hand is still it's not moving so The solar
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plexus Okay, it's not completely blocked that
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means that you have not completely lost your
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sense of self Actually, it's moving more and
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more now. The more I talk. Which is amazing.
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I mean, that's really a positive and hopeful
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sign in that no matter what happens, not having
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to question your own self -worth, keep some of
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that flame. The heart chakra is open. We're going
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to try to step to the side so the camera can
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see. This is what it looks like when it's open.
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It's moving in a circle. I would just say that
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it's probably a smaller circle than I would like
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to see, so we can work on that. Moment of truth,
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the throat chakra. This is the one I'm really
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interested to see what happens here. Okay, so
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you can see that is not moving at all. Which
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is not a surprise to me. Before you came today,
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there was my crystal grid that I always prepare
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for a session and muscle testing through all
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of the crystals that go in the crystal grid.
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The throat chakra was the one that came up. So,
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needing some support there is... Which just makes
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sense because you talked earlier about wanting
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to speak up about what you're going through,
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not leaving that secret or... You know trying
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to hide the fact you're going through a hard
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time because it really lets other people Have
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permission to go through their head hard times,
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too. Yep Your third eye is nice and open and
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probably just as open as I would want to see
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it too not too wide but Good So what does that
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mean the third eye your intuition? you're trusting
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yourself. So I think through all of this, you
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know, being able to come to a place where you
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go, well, I may not know what I'm doing. I may
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not know where I'm going here, but I do trust
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myself to figure it out. I do trust that I will
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know the right things for me. Yes, I believe
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that's true. I believe that's right. And using
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Taylor Swift as your... Your North Star. I think
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that's a smart move too. Yeah. She's a pretty
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good influence on the world. Yeah. Even just
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invoking that power is like a higher power. Not
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that Taylor Swift herself is your higher power,
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but it's like that connection. Your crown trucker
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is nice and open too. So I think that's sort
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of like a goes to show that you have some trust
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in the universe. Like, again, I mean, I know
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where I'm going. I mean, I know what's going
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on with where I'm headed, but I trust that the
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universe will guide me and has my back. Yep.
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That's where I'm at right now. And sometimes
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that's you just got to have that. I mean, that's
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without any proof at all. OK, so. Sometimes if
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I'm doing muscle testing, if the client is not
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familiar with it or if you're not familiar with
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it, it looks like when someone is pushing down
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on your arm, using the non -dominant arm, if
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they can tell if the muscles stay strong or if
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they go weak, that would be a way to muscle test
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on you. But since you're familiar, I'm going
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to go ahead and use my muscles and muscle test
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for you. So I'm going to get narrowed down to
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what Age we're bringing forward. I have an idea
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already because I know we're working on cycle
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one But tell me how old you are 42. Okay, so
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we're going from 42 Actually, I'm gonna come
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closer to the camera so they can see So when
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working with 42 we're going to say 42 or less
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I usually start 40 or less 30 or less 20 10 9
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8 seven, six, five, four, three, two, one. Birth,
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and then we go backwards from birth, nine months,
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eight months, seven months, six months, five
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months, four months, three months. Okay, four
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months. Since four months is the one that went
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strong and then three months goes weak. muscle
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testing, then it means that at four months in
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the womb is where we're going to be going for
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today's session. So this is not going to be based
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on your memories of being four months in the
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womb, your little embryo. Not embryo, by then
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it's a fetus. So as you are going back into that
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time, I'm going to start with the drums. and
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help you relax. Close your eyes. Just try to
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imagine yourself. If you can see that little
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baby, four months in the womb, your mother being
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pregnant with you. If you can visualize the place
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where she might have been living at that time.
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Now tell me if you can, what number of child
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are you? Third. Okay, so you already had older
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siblings. How old would they have been when your
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mother was pregnant with you? My oldest sister
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was six. My older brother was three. A lot of
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what you're going to bring forward doesn't have
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a specific conscious memory attached to it. But
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you're going to be able to start to feel sensations.
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You're going to start maybe having an impression
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of what mom was going through at that time. Do
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you know of anything that she was going through
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when she would have been pregnant with you? Not
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that I... I think her dad was starting to get
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sick. Okay. Was she involved in taking care of
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him? I don't think they knew actually until closer
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to his death, but I think that that was probably
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about the same time that He probably started
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showing symptoms. Mm -hmm. Good. Maybe just being
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around that energy. Yeah. Mom maybe starting
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to notice those things or having any kind of
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anxiety or fear that comes up. What do you feel
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like she was feeling and experiencing? Sadness.
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confusion. It's very common for the baby in the
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womb to start to absorb some of those feelings
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and not really feeling the sense of individual
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self yet still as a part of mom. They want you
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to imagine that if that little baby inside Was
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able to say The thing I'm the most sad would
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be That I'm going to lose my dad I have this
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feeling like The baby might be feeling I'm just
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coming in and you're just leaving Does that feel
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like it resonates Gail, I want you to identify
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all that feeling of sadness. Some of it belonging
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to the baby, a lot of it belonging to mom who's
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feeling those things at that time. Imagine if
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we were to pull it out in a color. What color
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would that sadness be? Blue. I want you to imagine
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that you're pulling out all of the blue connected
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to that sadness. And if we're pulling it out
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everywhere in the body that it's stored, what
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shape or container would you like to put it in?
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It's showing up in like a watery form, so. Okay.
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putting it in a vase. Okay. Does that feel like
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it will hold it? Yes. Good. Pull out all that
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blue liquid in the vase. We're just gonna see
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that vase be set aside. Away from the body. And
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you also mentioned confusion. So we're going
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to allow that baby, if she said, the thing I
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am the most confused about would be. Why? Why
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is this happening? Yeah. Because what does it
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feel like that little baby wants to be experiencing?
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as she's growing and getting ready to come into
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the world joy happiness sunshine yeah yeah i
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keep feeling like that's i'm being robbed here
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yeah do you feel that yeah i'm supposed to be
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coming we're all supposed to be so happy that
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i'm coming now it's being tainted with this sadness
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this grief That's valid. And I don't think that
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they knew until they got closer, but I think
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they knew something was happening. Yeah. Yeah.
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I think sometimes we know energetically before
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we know logically. Yeah. So it makes sense that
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that baby would sense the worry or what's about
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to happen or what's coming up. Let's pull out
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all of that confusion. What color would that
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look like? Gray with a little bit of yellow.
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What would we like to put that in that feels
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like it would fit? Rectangle box How big is the
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box How about as big as I am mm -hmm that makes
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sense Yeah, cuz it can feel like overwhelm it
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can be connected to overwhelm So when it's as
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big as you, that feels like this overwhelming
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feeling. So that gray with the yellow in the
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box. When you're ready, I want you to send that
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away. I want you to see mom as she's going about
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her busy daily life. Taking care of those other
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two Usually at four months they're aware of you
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Do you feel like she's aware of you? She knows
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you're coming? Yes What comes up next for that
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baby? How is that baby feeling about? Curiosity
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okay Good. I feel like that baby were to have
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something to say to mom or to the family that's
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she's coming into. I want you to visualize if
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you were to give that little baby like a little
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megaphone she was gonna talk. What would she
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say? Brother, get ready. Okay, I want to ask
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if that little baby had any anger or even frustration
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at anybody in particular. Who would that be?
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Um, I don't really feel anger at anyone in this
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moment. My brother is coming. He's shining like,
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uh, he's just brighter than everyone else. Okay
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Does it feel like he's taking a lot of the attention
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or does it feel like he needs more? No, not Not
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as a negative thing. It's more of a I don't like
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like I'm looking up to him or Okay, she's something
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like that. She's picked him out. Yeah, she's
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like that's the one Yeah. I'm going to watch
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out for him. He's going to be my special buddy.
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Yeah. Good. Why does it feel like she needs that?
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Why does she need him? Just to help guide me
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through life. as a big brother and friend and
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his his soul is bright so good i love that she's
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like all right i'm gonna be i'm gonna be needing
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him for that light to follow yeah my next question
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Not exactly sure how to ask. Okay, let me see
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if this will make sense. I want you to get in
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touch with that little baby at this moment and
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ask if she was concerned about coming into this
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world. What are her concerns? The outside world?
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And what is she afraid or concerned that will
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happen? I'm not quite sure. The outside world
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seems scary. Mm -hmm. My dad, I'm not sure. Do
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you feel like the baby is picking up on something
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that mom is feeling? Or do you feel like she
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has... This intuition I think there's intuition
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Okay So then my question is how does that little
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soul Growing Getting ready to become a person
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coming into the world How does she feel about
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herself? Like I'm ready to take it on. Okay,
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good. Not doubting herself at all. That's good.
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Learning and being curious, too. Mm -hmm. As
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her ear is open, she's feeling everything. I
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get this feeling, too, that there's... Some question
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about Whether the world is going to be And not
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just the world but the the life the home Going
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into it is there going to be Safety or certainty
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How does she feel about that? Yeah, I think that
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revolves around my dad. Mm -hmm. To tell me more
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about what she feels about dad. It just feels
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uncertain. Not stable. Mm -hmm. If she's feeling
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that things are uncertain, especially with dad,
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what do you feel like she decided to do about
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that? Just lean into my brother's energy more.
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Okay. Yeah, that's making sense, too. Looking
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towards him. Yeah. I'm not so certain about dad
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I'm gonna look towards brother for that safety
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And what does it feel like that was giving her
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what payoff does she get from doing that? Like
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a sense of Security and safety Feels like there's
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some control there. Yeah Okay, I'm going to try
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something here. Remember when we had that megaphone
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and she could talk to anybody. I feel like there
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is a moment we need to give her. She gets to
00:23:16.170 --> 00:23:21.630
use that megaphone to talk to dad. And in this
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version, Nothing's going to happen to her. It's
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not going to hurt his feelings in any way. So
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however you want to visualize that, where he
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is just going to be the listener. I want you
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to allow that baby to say to dad what she wants
00:23:39.849 --> 00:23:47.710
to say. Get your shit together. Yeah. Focus.
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Yeah, because why? because there's a family.
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And you need to offer the stability. And it's
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so, so great that that baby has brother to look
00:24:06.319 --> 00:24:14.140
up to and to point her focus towards. But what
00:24:14.140 --> 00:24:17.519
does it feel like to not be able to do that with
00:24:17.519 --> 00:24:26.420
dad? Um, well, I don't have trust in him. And
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so I kind of just almost turn my back away from,
00:24:33.599 --> 00:24:41.380
turn away from him. And not even humor that.
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Not even try. Does it feel like there's any hurt
00:24:48.400 --> 00:24:53.390
inside about having to do that? Like what did
00:24:53.390 --> 00:24:55.809
it make her feel about herself if she can't rely
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on dad? He's not gonna be there Doesn't have
00:25:00.549 --> 00:25:04.289
a shit together basically Well, that's his own
00:25:04.289 --> 00:25:12.250
problem Mm -hmm. It definitely is But did it
00:25:12.250 --> 00:25:15.390
affect in her little baby self in the way that
00:25:15.390 --> 00:25:25.849
she feels about herself Just trust not being
00:25:25.849 --> 00:25:34.309
able to trust the people around me. Yeah. And
00:25:34.309 --> 00:25:39.730
that makes perfect sense. We don't blame her
00:25:39.730 --> 00:25:45.210
for that. And not relying on people. And what
00:25:45.210 --> 00:25:51.089
is it costing her to not be able to trust? Well...
00:25:52.659 --> 00:25:58.299
So what comes up is I try to put my trust in
00:25:58.299 --> 00:26:04.900
and then I get disappointed anyways. So maybe
00:26:04.900 --> 00:26:08.420
it's the people that I am trying to put my trust
00:26:08.420 --> 00:26:14.819
in and people that don't actually have the capacity,
00:26:15.180 --> 00:26:21.460
just like my dad. Yeah. Does it feel like maybe
00:26:21.460 --> 00:26:26.960
that It's hard for me to put this into words,
00:26:26.980 --> 00:26:31.700
but I see it almost like a broken compass. Yeah.
00:26:31.799 --> 00:26:35.220
Like it broke my compass. Yeah. Yes. Because
00:26:35.220 --> 00:26:41.279
I don't know now which. Yes. People are worthy
00:26:41.279 --> 00:26:45.559
of my trust. Yes. Okay. So a lot of that, that
00:26:45.559 --> 00:26:47.900
we just worked on this connected to the emotion
00:26:47.900 --> 00:26:58.509
point of Shane. Almost like, oh, I. I have something
00:26:58.509 --> 00:27:04.509
wrong with me that I'm able to discern who's
00:27:04.509 --> 00:27:09.470
trustworthy and not right and not. So with that,
00:27:09.490 --> 00:27:13.230
I want you to pull that feeling out. Just that,
00:27:14.589 --> 00:27:19.529
I don't know how to trust feeling. Pull that
00:27:19.529 --> 00:27:29.740
out into color. That's harder to pull out. That's
00:27:29.740 --> 00:27:31.819
good awareness. What does that feel like? Does
00:27:31.819 --> 00:27:35.039
it feel like there's a payoff for holding on
00:27:35.039 --> 00:27:43.559
to that? Protection? Yeah. Yeah, sometimes when
00:27:43.559 --> 00:27:47.299
we don't want to let that go, it's because we
00:27:47.299 --> 00:27:53.279
believe it's serving us in some way. But what
00:27:53.279 --> 00:27:57.299
if in replacing it, we replace I don't know who
00:27:57.299 --> 00:28:04.660
to trust with a more clear idea of discernment
00:28:04.660 --> 00:28:09.779
in being able to tell who I can trust and who
00:28:09.779 --> 00:28:15.559
I don't need to put my trust in. I don't know
00:28:15.559 --> 00:28:19.319
how to do that. Yeah, it makes sense because
00:28:19.319 --> 00:28:21.779
our little baby didn't know how to do that. Yeah.
00:28:23.039 --> 00:28:28.500
That's not clear yet, right? Okay, so we're holding
00:28:28.500 --> 00:28:42.000
on to I have a broken compass I have The inability
00:28:42.000 --> 00:28:49.000
to know who I can put my trust in who I can't
00:28:49.000 --> 00:28:58.150
Yeah But holding onto it feels like protection.
00:28:59.049 --> 00:29:02.170
Feels like if I don't know, then I just don't
00:29:02.170 --> 00:29:06.730
trust anybody. Or I trust the wrong people. And
00:29:06.730 --> 00:29:09.769
keep trusting the wrong people. And I get betrayed
00:29:09.769 --> 00:29:13.089
and I feel betrayed after that. Right. So there's
00:29:13.089 --> 00:29:17.349
your cost. If I keep doing the things the way
00:29:17.349 --> 00:29:21.529
that I've done them, I'll keep getting betrayed.
00:29:22.369 --> 00:29:33.440
Yeah. What else is it costing? My kids, they
00:29:33.440 --> 00:29:35.960
don't know how to do it if I don't know how to
00:29:35.960 --> 00:29:40.359
do it. Passing that on to the next generation.
00:29:41.420 --> 00:29:43.059
Does it feel like some of that is generational?
00:29:45.539 --> 00:29:53.740
Yes. Yeah, so it's a trail. Yeah. Let's pull
00:29:53.740 --> 00:29:59.920
out betrayal. Just betrayal. What color is that?
00:30:03.559 --> 00:30:19.539
Like a brown, but like tree sap. Mm -hmm. Yeah,
00:30:19.539 --> 00:30:26.119
that can sometimes be connected with the adopting
00:30:26.119 --> 00:30:31.559
behaviors that bring control. It all feels like
00:30:31.559 --> 00:30:34.740
I'm going to do this because this is how I control.
00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:43.839
And that makes perfect sense with what that baby
00:30:43.839 --> 00:30:46.900
was going through when getting ready to enter
00:30:46.900 --> 00:30:56.700
the world. If I cannot rely on who I'm supposed
00:30:56.700 --> 00:31:03.920
to rely on, I'm going to seek out that kind of
00:31:03.920 --> 00:31:09.720
certainty in maybe the wrong people. Pull out
00:31:09.720 --> 00:31:15.940
all that brown, sappy stuff. What do you want
00:31:15.940 --> 00:31:22.990
to put it in? Around. Jar with the quirk wood.
00:31:23.609 --> 00:31:33.569
Okay, perfect Make sure it's all in there And
00:31:33.569 --> 00:31:37.589
then you can move it away all the emotional points
00:31:37.589 --> 00:31:43.230
are holding strong So this might be an opportunity
00:31:43.230 --> 00:31:47.299
for that little baby to rewrite her story And
00:31:47.299 --> 00:31:49.960
instead of feeling like she has a broken compass
00:31:49.960 --> 00:31:54.319
and doesn't know who to trust, we can start to
00:31:54.319 --> 00:31:58.480
pave a way forward for her to be more trusting
00:31:58.480 --> 00:32:04.519
with the right people. How does that feel? It
00:32:04.519 --> 00:32:08.299
makes me emotional. That's why it's called an
00:32:08.299 --> 00:32:11.400
emotional release. There's tissues right here
00:32:11.400 --> 00:32:16.880
if you need them. Thank you. I'm gonna go through
00:32:16.880 --> 00:32:24.640
and drum as we work on releasing some of that
00:32:24.640 --> 00:32:29.000
energy that we pulled out today. So you just
00:32:29.000 --> 00:32:32.819
feel all that comes up and anything that needs
00:32:32.819 --> 00:32:37.140
to come up. I'm gonna say some release statements
00:32:37.140 --> 00:32:42.480
as we go through this. You can either say them
00:32:42.480 --> 00:32:52.940
out loud or in your mind. of trusting the wrong
00:32:52.940 --> 00:33:01.299
people. I release believing I don't know who
00:33:01.299 --> 00:33:09.859
to trust. Who to trust? I let go of feeling unsafe.
00:33:11.259 --> 00:33:17.119
I let go of feeling unsafe. The insecurity and
00:33:17.119 --> 00:33:27.000
not knowing where I belong. I let go of my own
00:33:27.000 --> 00:33:31.579
light. I let go of seeing things only in black
00:33:31.579 --> 00:33:36.079
and white. I let go of codependency patterns.
00:33:36.519 --> 00:33:40.859
I let go of codependency patterns. And parasitical
00:33:40.859 --> 00:33:46.339
relationships. I release feeling uncertain. I
00:33:46.339 --> 00:33:50.359
release feeling uncertain. And I let go of the
00:33:50.359 --> 00:33:55.599
connection of my worthiness. Worthiness? to what
00:33:55.599 --> 00:34:05.359
I do or even mistakes. Actually, I'm going to
00:34:05.359 --> 00:34:07.220
skip the heart chakra because we don't need it
00:34:07.220 --> 00:34:12.179
today. I'm going to go to the throat. I release
00:34:12.179 --> 00:34:17.179
misguided trust of being overly talkative or
00:34:17.179 --> 00:34:20.860
overly silent. How is that little baby feeling
00:34:20.860 --> 00:34:26.019
at this point in time? We are going to invite
00:34:26.019 --> 00:34:30.699
a higher power to be there with mom and a little
00:34:30.699 --> 00:34:36.139
baby What or who would you like to see be there
00:34:36.139 --> 00:34:41.539
with them I want you to see Jessica there with
00:34:41.539 --> 00:34:50.539
mom and baby Comforting them welcoming them We
00:34:50.539 --> 00:34:53.460
don't want to give Jessica all of our heavy stuff.
00:34:54.960 --> 00:35:03.460
I love that she's there. Her to be there. So
00:35:03.460 --> 00:35:06.539
you can imagine just the source of all energy
00:35:06.539 --> 00:35:09.880
in the universe. Maybe if you could see it as
00:35:09.880 --> 00:35:15.559
a bright white light. Does that feel like that
00:35:15.559 --> 00:35:21.579
will resonate with you? Yes. The source of all
00:35:21.579 --> 00:35:26.900
creation bright white light Love and healing
00:35:26.900 --> 00:35:31.960
It's so powerful that it can take on all the
00:35:31.960 --> 00:35:34.260
shapes and colors that you've pulled out today
00:35:34.260 --> 00:35:38.619
So you're gonna see it with that blue liquid
00:35:38.619 --> 00:35:48.280
and the vase the box Around See all of those
00:35:48.280 --> 00:35:50.500
shapes and colors we pulled out that represent
00:35:50.500 --> 00:35:53.400
that heavy energy that baby was carrying with
00:35:53.400 --> 00:35:57.619
her She didn't need to come into this world carrying
00:35:57.619 --> 00:36:01.619
all that heaviness Especially because a lot of
00:36:01.619 --> 00:36:06.980
it didn't start with her She was just a tiny
00:36:06.980 --> 00:36:13.500
baby and already felt so such heavy things I
00:36:13.500 --> 00:36:15.500
Want you to see all of those things go into the
00:36:15.500 --> 00:36:19.260
white light that is so powerful it could absorb
00:36:19.260 --> 00:36:25.340
everything. I want you to see a universal light
00:36:25.340 --> 00:36:28.760
that's going to offer that little baby a gift,
00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:34.420
a symbol or an object that she needs. What do
00:36:34.420 --> 00:36:41.059
you see her getting? Okay. Any particular color?
00:36:41.780 --> 00:36:50.780
Just red with a green leaf. Beautiful. Kind of
00:36:50.780 --> 00:36:57.260
it's like Adam and Eve, but he has the power
00:36:57.260 --> 00:37:10.519
I love it It feels like a restart like I'm rewriting
00:37:10.519 --> 00:37:15.260
this story, you know Taking ownership of that
00:37:15.260 --> 00:37:19.650
story. Yes I want you to see her take the apple,
00:37:20.329 --> 00:37:22.849
the very essence of it and all that it means
00:37:22.849 --> 00:37:26.170
to her and see that little baby absorb it into
00:37:26.170 --> 00:37:32.469
her whole being. And we're gonna replace it with
00:37:32.469 --> 00:37:35.650
these affirmations. So again, you can say these
00:37:35.650 --> 00:37:43.579
out loud or in your mind. I am safe. All in my
00:37:43.579 --> 00:37:46.679
family and my community. Everybody better get
00:37:46.679 --> 00:37:50.199
ready for me. I don't know why that was important,
00:37:50.340 --> 00:37:54.980
but it feels important. I can see that little
00:37:54.980 --> 00:37:58.840
baby like, get ready. I feel like that's what
00:37:58.840 --> 00:38:03.579
you're doing now. Get ready for me. I can be
00:38:03.579 --> 00:38:08.039
my own North Star. The world is my creative canvas.
00:38:09.360 --> 00:38:14.360
I take pleasure in the creative process. I take
00:38:14.360 --> 00:38:17.800
responsibility for myself. Take responsibility
00:38:17.800 --> 00:38:21.920
for myself. And I let others take responsibility
00:38:21.920 --> 00:38:26.019
for themselves. I want you to see that little
00:38:26.019 --> 00:38:36.000
baby. I want you to see her filled with an orange
00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:42.940
light. The orange light that you see in the sunset
00:38:42.940 --> 00:38:52.780
or in the glow of the embers in a fire. See that
00:38:52.780 --> 00:38:58.000
beautiful glow, maybe small at first and then
00:38:58.000 --> 00:39:00.599
brighter and brighter until she's shining just
00:39:00.599 --> 00:39:10.670
like her brother. Take a deep breath. I speak
00:39:10.670 --> 00:39:16.530
my truth. I speak my truth. I trust myself to
00:39:16.530 --> 00:39:20.630
know who to trust. I trust. I know that no matter
00:39:20.630 --> 00:39:24.829
what, I can still be okay. I know that no matter
00:39:24.829 --> 00:39:31.789
what, I can still be okay. I deserve to have
00:39:31.789 --> 00:39:35.750
my needs and wants met. I deserve to have my
00:39:35.750 --> 00:39:40.610
needs and wants met. Want you to see yourself
00:39:40.610 --> 00:39:46.829
being infused with a beautiful bright blue color
00:39:46.829 --> 00:39:56.650
Feels like the airways are opening up From the
00:39:56.650 --> 00:40:07.010
heart Lungs All the way to the ears throat mouth
00:40:18.539 --> 00:40:22.219
What I'd like you to do is I would like you to
00:40:22.219 --> 00:40:27.659
see that little baby. She has these new tools,
00:40:27.940 --> 00:40:33.739
new blessings of color, the apple. I want you
00:40:33.739 --> 00:40:38.360
to see her grow bigger and bigger and bigger,
00:40:40.320 --> 00:40:43.280
with her whole family excited to have her join
00:40:43.280 --> 00:40:51.840
them. And I want you to see mother giving birth,
00:40:53.380 --> 00:40:57.760
bringing that little baby into the world. And
00:40:57.760 --> 00:41:02.599
as she comes, see her being wrapped in a beautiful,
00:41:03.199 --> 00:41:07.820
soft pink blanket. And I feel like Samantha said
00:41:07.820 --> 00:41:09.860
this also. Oh, Jessica, sorry. You know where
00:41:09.860 --> 00:41:14.519
Samantha keeps them. Who's that? Who's talking
00:41:14.519 --> 00:41:19.699
to me? Someone is bugging me. Just kidding. Okay.
00:41:20.360 --> 00:41:24.719
So I feel like she's there with you. And I want
00:41:24.719 --> 00:41:26.699
you to take a moment, just visualize yourself
00:41:26.699 --> 00:41:32.059
holding your own baby self. Brand new baby, Aisha,
00:41:32.219 --> 00:41:35.800
into this world. I want you to take a moment
00:41:35.800 --> 00:41:38.599
with her. Do you feel like there's anything she
00:41:38.599 --> 00:41:41.800
would say to you or anything you would say to
00:41:41.800 --> 00:41:54.420
her? It's okay. It'll be okay. She's strong enough
00:41:54.420 --> 00:42:01.500
to take whatever the world has to offer. I feel
00:42:01.500 --> 00:42:03.760
like she's saying the same thing right back at
00:42:03.760 --> 00:42:14.219
you. Yeah. This is our rebirth. While you're
00:42:14.219 --> 00:42:16.360
holding her, I want you to see the two of you
00:42:16.360 --> 00:42:22.579
wrapped in a white light. And we're gonna see
00:42:22.579 --> 00:42:27.780
her age up through all of the ages that you've
00:42:27.780 --> 00:42:40.739
been. Taking that apple. Until she is aged up
00:42:40.739 --> 00:42:46.750
with you. Two of you merge into one until you're
00:42:46.750 --> 00:43:07.250
whole again. How does that feel? Like a sense
00:43:07.250 --> 00:43:18.449
of relief? Or like fate has been left it? It
00:43:18.449 --> 00:43:21.090
feels like even though some circumstances can
00:43:21.090 --> 00:43:24.809
feel like it really shook your sense of trust,
00:43:25.469 --> 00:43:32.230
it's almost transmuted into this knowledge and
00:43:32.230 --> 00:43:38.289
experience of, now I put that towards discerning
00:43:38.289 --> 00:43:51.730
who to trust. Yeah. I'm going to go through and
00:43:51.730 --> 00:43:55.730
measure those chakras one more time. So we knew
00:43:55.730 --> 00:43:58.449
where we were blocked when we started. So I wanna
00:43:58.449 --> 00:44:07.590
see, make sure that they're all flowing. This
00:44:07.590 --> 00:44:12.349
is the root. This was completely blocked before,
00:44:12.409 --> 00:44:18.150
but it's moving nice, nice round circle. That's
00:44:18.150 --> 00:44:26.900
what we wanna see. And for the sacral, sacral
00:44:26.900 --> 00:44:31.099
has a lot to do with relationships. Perfect.
00:44:33.059 --> 00:44:35.539
I feel like that one doesn't take too much convincing.
00:44:36.719 --> 00:44:39.659
You already have a good sense of like, that's
00:44:39.659 --> 00:44:43.039
not my stuff, that's your stuff. You know, with
00:44:43.039 --> 00:44:45.139
dad and everything, it was like, nah, that's
00:44:45.139 --> 00:44:48.380
his problem. That took a long time to learn.
00:44:49.579 --> 00:44:52.619
But we can still have that residual difficulty
00:44:52.619 --> 00:44:54.500
when it comes to new relationships that come
00:44:54.500 --> 00:44:57.599
in and out of our lives. Like, oh, now I have
00:44:57.599 --> 00:45:04.320
to practice it with this new person. Yeah. Solar
00:45:04.320 --> 00:45:10.719
plexus looks good. And also, you're a creative
00:45:10.719 --> 00:45:13.880
person already, so creativity doesn't take a
00:45:13.880 --> 00:45:17.699
lot of convincing. Just need some reminding once
00:45:17.699 --> 00:45:19.900
in a while that Oh, yeah, that's right. I love
00:45:19.900 --> 00:45:23.880
creating. It's going to be a lot of hard work,
00:45:23.880 --> 00:45:31.059
but I do love creating, so. OK, the throat looks
00:45:31.059 --> 00:45:44.320
good. Nice and open. Already had good. Yep, that
00:45:44.320 --> 00:45:48.800
looks good too. All of the chakras are flowing
00:45:48.800 --> 00:45:52.840
nicely. I'm going to drum your feet for just
00:45:52.840 --> 00:45:58.780
a minute just to ground you. Close out the session.
00:45:58.880 --> 00:46:01.559
Then we'll have you pull a card before you are
00:46:01.559 --> 00:46:05.900
done. Take a couple of deep breaths. And when
00:46:05.900 --> 00:46:12.260
you feel ready to roll up to sitting, let's find
00:46:12.260 --> 00:46:21.239
out what is going to be the perfect Perfect tool
00:46:21.239 --> 00:46:41.239
to use today. We're going to go with some...
00:46:41.239 --> 00:46:45.590
I just need to find it. Never know what cycle
00:46:45.590 --> 00:46:47.070
we're gonna be doing. Otherwise, I'd have it
00:46:47.070 --> 00:46:53.409
ready ahead of time Like we're my friends here
00:46:53.409 --> 00:46:59.510
you are Okay, you're gonna pull a rune and then
00:46:59.510 --> 00:47:04.190
we're gonna find out what what the message is
00:47:04.190 --> 00:47:12.829
for you today Okay He used these cards because
00:47:12.829 --> 00:47:17.469
I'm still learning the runes. Cool. So it's quite
00:47:17.469 --> 00:47:22.170
ancient and like a whole other level of learning
00:47:22.170 --> 00:47:30.510
a language. Oh, there it is. No wonder. Okay,
00:47:30.789 --> 00:47:35.690
Jo. Carry this card for joy and happiness, harmony
00:47:35.690 --> 00:47:40.480
and partnerships. positive family relations and
00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:44.780
good teamwork. That was pretty much the whole
00:47:44.780 --> 00:47:53.739
session. Yeah. The ruins don't lie. So this is
00:47:53.739 --> 00:47:56.179
actually a great symbol and I'm going to take
00:47:56.179 --> 00:47:57.940
a picture of it and text it to you with the rest
00:47:57.940 --> 00:47:59.780
of the things that I send as a follow -up. So
00:47:59.780 --> 00:48:03.460
I'm going to have affirmations, a recommendation
00:48:03.460 --> 00:48:10.079
for crystals, and Bach flower essence if that's
00:48:10.079 --> 00:48:13.599
something you want to try and Then I'll I'll
00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:16.619
take a picture of this too. Yeah Earthly meanings
00:48:16.619 --> 00:48:20.360
are happiness celebration harmony family fellowship.
00:48:20.360 --> 00:48:23.579
Hope and good luck Spiritual meanings is inner
00:48:23.579 --> 00:48:28.559
peace and one with the universe I'm gonna show
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that card. So this is The rune reading for the
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session today. I'm kind of curious to see what
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it looks like in this deck. I just got this from
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an artist at the Gothic market. And it's kind
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of like a really cool looking. Here we go. Oh,
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I love that for you. Beautiful that is. That's
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what it feels like. All those colors and just
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watery. We're very watery people, you and I.
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So how do you feel? Like I have some processing
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that still needs to, like just. Yeah. Yeah. I'll
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also muscle test for you how many days of integration
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you have in this session, because it may be that.
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you'll be extra emotional as you're processing
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that, and pay very close attention to some of
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the imagery that came up for you. You might find
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that apples show up in very interesting ways
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and places, and you might find that there's a
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definite guiding you in how this is connected.
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I don't think it was not obvious to you where
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Why would I be going to the womb? And why would
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I be going to this, like, rebirth stage of my
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life? I think it makes complete sense that the,
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yeah, the going to the womb and, and yeah, then
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the rebirth, I think that makes absolute sense
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right now. And the, you know, I always tell clients
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in session, Sometimes the obviousness of like,
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what does this have to do with now? What am I
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doing in this life? But you may be like, I can
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see where my mistrust has gotten me or where
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I feel the same sense of how I felt with dad
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that I may have felt at that time, how that's
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gonna come up for me in life right now. And I'm
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just, maybe a lot of that has been shaken. So
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you're kind of going, okay, instead of feeling
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really lost, or even feeling like what's wrong
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with me that I let this happen or that I trusted
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someone that wasn't, it wasn't the right person
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to trust. But to clear that out and say, actually,
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this is giving me a clearer sense of who to trust
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and how to. Yeah, no, that actually shines a
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pretty bright light on why I do, why I've done
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the things. why I choose the people that I do
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and, you know, how it correlates with my dad
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when I was in the womb since before I was born.
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Yep. Yep. Womb sessions can be really powerful.
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I mean, that was one of my first sessions ever
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was I went into the womb and I was like, what
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are we going to talk about here? I was in the
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womb. I was a growing fetus. What am I going
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to talk about? But it's really pretty powerful
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to be like, oh, all this stuff came up. We trust
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what we're experiencing. Yeah. Well, thank you
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for being my demonstration today. Thank you.