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Listen to Heal Thyself with Dr. G. wherever you get
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your podcasts. Welcome to Bedtime Stories for Everyone, in which
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nothing much happens. You feel good, and then you fall asleep.
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I'm Katherine Nicolai. I read and write all the stories
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you hear on Nothing Much Happens, with audio engineering by
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Bob Wittersheim We give to a different charity each week,
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and this week we are giving to the International Rescue Committee,
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whose purpose is to help people whose lives and livelihoods
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are shattered by conflict and disaster, including the climate crisis,
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to survive, recover, and gain control over their future. If
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you'd like to join us in giving, we have a
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need more Nothing Much in your life, head to nothingmuchappens.com,
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where you can find links to our beautiful illustrated book,
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bonus content, and our very caring social media communities. Now,
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busy minds need a place to rest. Without some framework,
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some structure for your thoughts, They're likely to run wild
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and without stop. So just listen to the sound of
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my voice and follow along with the general shape of
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this story. And before you know it, you'll be fast asleep.
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I'll tell the story twice, and I'll go a little
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slower the second time through. If you wake later and
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feel your thoughts begin to race again, listen again. Or
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just think your way back through any part of the
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story that you can remember. That bit of structure will
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steer you right back to sleep. Now, switch off your light.
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Put away anything you've been looking at or playing with.
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Get as comfortable as you can. I'll take the next watch,
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so you can let go and rest deep. Take a
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slow breath in through your nose and out through your mouth.
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One more. Breathe in Let it out slow. Good. Our
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story tonight is called Strawberry Moon. And it's a story
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about dusk on the porch on one of the first
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warm evenings of summer. It's also about the lit window
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of a neighbor's house. the quiet tick of a clock
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in the hall, and a good book before bed. Strawberry
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Moon I was getting ready for bed, padding around in
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my slippers, and filling a glass with water at the sink,
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when I suddenly wanted to step outside one more time
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to feel the night air around me. I set my
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glass on the counter and went to the door and
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pushed it open. After months of feeling chilled at night,
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rushing to get under the covers and warm up, It
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felt like a dream to step onto the porch and
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be surrounded by soft air that met my skin like
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perfectly warmed water. I didn't need a sweater as the
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breeze blew. It didn't chill my ears or neck. I
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was just comfortable. I walked to the edge of the
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porch and sat down on the top step in my pajamas,
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propping my elbows on my knees and my chin in
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my hands. I closed my eyes for a time, listening
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to the nighttime buzz of insects and the songs of
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drowsy birds. It was dusk. The streetlights had come on,
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and the sky was that lovely purple that only lasts
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for a half hour or so before the full darkness
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sets in. in the house across the street. A few
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lights were on here and there. And I was comforted
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to think of my neighbors finishing up the dinner dishes,
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stretching out on a sofa to watch something, or tucking
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in early with a book to read. Farther down the street,
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I could hear a screen door banging, a dog barking,
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and children's voices as they came in after a long
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day of play. And I was sure that up and
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down the block, others like me were sitting on their
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porches the porch light off so as not to attract
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the bugs. I'm just enjoying the peace of the gloaming.
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I sat there for quite a while, not a moment
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of it bored or distracted, just letting the breeze waft
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over me and thinking of all the summer evenings, that
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I had done this since I was a child. We'd
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had a swing on the front porch, and at least
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a few times a year, I'd been allowed to drag
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my sleeping bag out, along with a pillow from the bed,
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a flashlight and a book. And though I rarely made
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it through the night before being chased in by mosquitoes
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or just wanting my own bed, I'd loved those little
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adventures and would beg to do it again the very
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next night. Finally, I felt my eyelids getting heavy and
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I pushed myself up from the steps. I took one
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last long breath of the night air and looked up
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at the stars now bright above me. The neighborhood was quiet.
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Most of the houses with just a single light on
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here or there. I stepped inside and locked the door
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behind me and shuffled back to the kitchen for my
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glass of water. You know those moments when water tastes
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so good? That was now. I wondered if it was
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the half hour or so that I'd sat on the step.
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Had it cleared my palate, both metaphorically and literally? I
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did feel like a clean slate. I'd left a colander
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of strawberries in the sink, after I'd rinsed them. And
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I brought my water glass with me to pick through them.
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When I buy a carton of strawberries in February, I
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almost always regret it. They come out tasting something like
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sour pink ice cubes. but these ones that I'd picked
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myself from the patch on my allotment smelled more like
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strawberries than those others had ever tasted. They were small,
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about the size of the end of my thumb, and
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they were soft and meant to be enjoyed as soon
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as they ripened. I took a bite and it tasted
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so good I nearly laughed aloud, truly sweet and tender
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and melting in my mouth. I ate half the colander
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full right there, listening to the grandfather clock tick in
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the hall and blissfully thinking of very little. Finally, I
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tipped the rest of the berries into a bowl and
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set them in the fridge for the next day, refilled
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my glass, and headed for the stairs. When I passed
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the big clock in the hall, I stopped. realizing that
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it probably needed to be wound. It was an eight-day clock,
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meaning that the mainspring would lose power after seven days
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and need to be wound on the eighth. That was
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a bit too much math for me, so I just
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wound it every Saturday night, I set my glass down
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on a shelf, and by the light of the street
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lamp shining through the window, I opened the lower door
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and took the small winding key from its peg. When
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I'd first found this old clock wedged into the back
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of the coat closet, I thought that the key was lost.
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but when I'd taken it to the horologist, she'd shown
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me how it was still safe in its keeping place,
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waiting to be put to work again. The clockwork, on
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the other hand, was missing a few pieces and had
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to be taken apart completely, cleaned in clock-cleaning fluid and
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painstakingly put back together with replacement parts along the way.
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But it ran perfectly now. I opened the beveled glass
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cover on the clock face and fitted the winding key
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into its spot and began to wind. I'd been timid
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about this part when I'd first taken up winding duties,
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having always heard that it was dangerous to overwind a clock.
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But she'd assured me that it couldn't actually be overwhelmed,
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and that overwinding was likely Clockmaker speak for, it's broken,
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but I can fix it. So when the key was tight,
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I took it out and hung it back on its peg.
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I closed the glass cover and looked at the moon dial.
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A feature not all clocks have, but luckily this one did.
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which showed the position of the moon in the sky.
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A full moon was just a few days away, and
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I smiled, still tasting the sweetness on my tongue, remembering
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that this moon was called the strawberry moon. In my bedroom,
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the windows were open and it felt a bit like
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stepping back onto the porch. Cool, sweet, fresh air and
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my bed awaited me. Not wanting to turn on a
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light and in tribute to those front porch swing sleepovers
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of my childhood, I fished in a drawer until I
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found a small flashlight and propped up in bed to
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read my book till I fell asleep. Strawberry moon. I
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was getting ready for bed, padding around in my slippers.
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and filling a glass with water at the sink. When
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I suddenly wanted to step outside one more time to
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feel the night air around me. I set my glass
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on the counter and went to the door and pushed
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it open. After months of feeling chilled at night, rushing
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to get under the covers and warm up. It felt
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like a dream to step onto the porch and be
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surrounded by soft air that met my skin like perfectly
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warmed water. I didn't need a sweater. As the breeze blew,
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it didn't chill my ears or neck. I was just comfortable.
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I walked to the edge of the porch and sat
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down on the top step in my pajamas, propping my
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elbows on my knees. and my chin in my hands.
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I closed my eyes for a time, listening to the
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nighttime buzz of insects and the songs of drowsy birds.
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It was dusk. The streetlights had come on, and the
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sky was that lovely purple that only lasts for a
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half hour or so before the full darkness sets in.
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In the house across the street, a few lights were
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on here and there. When I was comforted to think
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about my neighbors, finishing up their dinner dishes, stretching out
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on a sofa to watch something, or tucking in early
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with a book to read. Farther down the street, I
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could hear a screen door banging, a dog barking, and
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children's voices as they came in after a long day
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of play. I was sure that, up and down the block,
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others like me were sitting on their porches, the porch
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light off so as not to attract the bugs, and
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just enjoying the peace of the gloaming. I sat there
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for quite a while, not a moment of it bored
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or distracted, just letting the breeze waft over me. I'm
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thinking of all the summer evenings that I had done
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this since I was a child. we'd had a swing
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on the front porch. And at least a few times
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a year, I'd been allowed to drag my sleeping bag
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out onto it, along with a pillow from the bed,
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a flashlight, and a book. And though I rarely made
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it through the night before being chased in by mosquitoes,
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or just wanting my own bed. I'd loved those little
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adventures and would beg to do it again the very
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next night. Finally, I felt my eyelids getting heavy and
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I pushed myself up from the steps. I took one
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last long breath of the night air and looked up
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at the stars now bright above me. The neighborhood was
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quiet now. Most of the houses with just a single
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light on. I stepped inside unlocked the door behind me,
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and shuffled back to the kitchen for my glass of water.
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You know those moments when water tastes so good? Well,
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that was now. I wondered if it was the half
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hour or so that I'd sat on the step. Had
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it cleared my palate, both metaphorically and literally? I did
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feel like a clean slate. I'd left a colander of
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strawberries in the sink after I rinsed them, and I
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almost always regret it. They come out tasting something like
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sour pink ice cubes, but these ones that I'd picked
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myself from the patch on my allotment. smelled more like
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strawberries than those others had ever tasted. They were small,
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about the size of the end of my thumb, and
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were soft and meant to be enjoyed as soon as
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they ripened. I took a bite, And it tasted so good,
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I nearly laughed aloud. Truly sweet and tender and melting
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in my mouth. I ate half the colander full right there,
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listening to the grandfather clock tick in the hall. and
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blissfully thinking of very little. Finally, I tipped the rest
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of the berries into a bowl and set them in
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the fridge for the next day, refilled my glass, and
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headed for the stairs. When I passed the big clock
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in the hall, I stopped, realizing that it probably needed
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to be wound. It was an eight-day clock, meaning the
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mainspring would lose power after seven days and need to
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be wound on the eighth. That was a bit too
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much math for me, so I just wound it every
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Saturday night. I set my glass down on a shelf,
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and by the light of the street lamp shining through
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the window, I opened the lower door. and took the
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small winding key from its peg. When I'd first found
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this old clock wedged into the back of the coat closet,
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I thought that the key was lost. But when I'd
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taken it to the horologist, she chose me how it
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was still safe in its keeping place waiting to be
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put to work again the clockwork on the other hand
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was missing a few pieces and had to be taken
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apart completely, cleaned in clock-cleaning fluid, and painstakingly put back
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together with replacement parts. But it ran perfectly now. I
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opened the beveled glass cover on the clock face and
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fitted the winding key into its spot and began to wind.
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I'd been timid about this part when I'd first taken
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up winding duty, having always heard that it was dangerous
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to overwind a clock. But she'd assured me that it
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couldn't actually be overwhelmed. And that overwinding was likely clockmaker
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speak for it's broken, but I can fix it. When
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the key was tight, I took it out and hung
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it back on its peg. I closed the glass cover
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and looked at the moon dial, a feature not all
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clocks have, but luckily this one did, which showed the
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position of the moon in the sky. A full moon
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was just a few days away And I smiled, still
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tasting the sweetness on my tongue, remembering that this moon
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was called the strawberry moon. I reached for my glass
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and climbed the stairs. In my bedroom, the windows were
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open And it felt a bit like stepping back onto
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the porch. Cool, fresh air and my bed awaited me.
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Not wanting to turn on a light and in tribute
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to those front porch swing sleepovers of my childhood. I
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fished in a drawer until I found a small flashlight
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and propped up in bed to read my book till
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I fell asleep. Sweet dreams.
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my voice and follow along with the general shape of
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this story. And before you know it, you'll be fast asleep.
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I'll tell the story twice, and I'll go a little
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slower the second time through. If you wake later and
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story that you can remember. That bit of structure will
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steer you right back to sleep. Now, switch off your light.
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Put away anything you've been looking at or playing with.
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Get as comfortable as you can. I'll take the next watch,
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so you can let go and rest deep. Take a
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slow breath in through your nose and out through your mouth.
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One more. Breathe in Let it out slow. Good. Our
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story tonight is called Strawberry Moon. And it's a story
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about dusk on the porch on one of the first
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warm evenings of summer. It's also about the lit window
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of a neighbor's house. the quiet tick of a clock
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in the hall, and a good book before bed. Strawberry
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Moon I was getting ready for bed, padding around in
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my slippers, and filling a glass with water at the sink,
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when I suddenly wanted to step outside one more time
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to feel the night air around me. I set my
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glass on the counter and went to the door and
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pushed it open. After months of feeling chilled at night,
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rushing to get under the covers and warm up, It
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felt like a dream to step onto the porch and
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be surrounded by soft air that met my skin like
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perfectly warmed water. I didn't need a sweater as the
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breeze blew. It didn't chill my ears or neck. I
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was just comfortable. I walked to the edge of the
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porch and sat down on the top step in my pajamas,
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propping my elbows on my knees and my chin in
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my hands. I closed my eyes for a time, listening
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to the nighttime buzz of insects and the songs of
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drowsy birds. It was dusk. The streetlights had come on,
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and the sky was that lovely purple that only lasts
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for a half hour or so before the full darkness
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sets in. in the house across the street. A few
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lights were on here and there. And I was comforted
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to think of my neighbors finishing up the dinner dishes,
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stretching out on a sofa to watch something, or tucking
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in early with a book to read. Farther down the street,
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I could hear a screen door banging, a dog barking,
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and children's voices as they came in after a long
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day of play. And I was sure that up and
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down the block, others like me were sitting on their
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porches the porch light off so as not to attract
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the bugs. I'm just enjoying the peace of the gloaming.
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I sat there for quite a while, not a moment
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of it bored or distracted, just letting the breeze waft
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over me and thinking of all the summer evenings, that
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I had done this since I was a child. We'd
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had a swing on the front porch, and at least
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a few times a year, I'd been allowed to drag
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my sleeping bag out, along with a pillow from the bed,
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a flashlight and a book. And though I rarely made
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it through the night before being chased in by mosquitoes
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or just wanting my own bed, I'd loved those little
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adventures and would beg to do it again the very
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next night. Finally, I felt my eyelids getting heavy and
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I pushed myself up from the steps. I took one
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last long breath of the night air and looked up
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at the stars now bright above me. The neighborhood was quiet.
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Most of the houses with just a single light on
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here or there. I stepped inside and locked the door
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behind me and shuffled back to the kitchen for my
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glass of water. You know those moments when water tastes
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so good? That was now. I wondered if it was
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the half hour or so that I'd sat on the step.
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Had it cleared my palate, both metaphorically and literally? I
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did feel like a clean slate. I'd left a colander
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of strawberries in the sink, after I'd rinsed them. And
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I brought my water glass with me to pick through them.
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When I buy a carton of strawberries in February, I
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almost always regret it. They come out tasting something like
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sour pink ice cubes. but these ones that I'd picked
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myself from the patch on my allotment smelled more like
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strawberries than those others had ever tasted. They were small,
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about the size of the end of my thumb, and
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they were soft and meant to be enjoyed as soon
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as they ripened. I took a bite and it tasted
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so good I nearly laughed aloud, truly sweet and tender
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and melting in my mouth. I ate half the colander
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full right there, listening to the grandfather clock tick in
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the hall and blissfully thinking of very little. Finally, I
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tipped the rest of the berries into a bowl and
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set them in the fridge for the next day, refilled
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my glass, and headed for the stairs. When I passed
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the big clock in the hall, I stopped. realizing that
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it probably needed to be wound. It was an eight-day clock,
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meaning that the mainspring would lose power after seven days
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and need to be wound on the eighth. That was
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a bit too much math for me, so I just
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wound it every Saturday night, I set my glass down
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on a shelf, and by the light of the street
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lamp shining through the window, I opened the lower door
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and took the small winding key from its peg. When
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I'd first found this old clock wedged into the back
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of the coat closet, I thought that the key was lost.
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but when I'd taken it to the horologist, she'd shown
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me how it was still safe in its keeping place,
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waiting to be put to work again. The clockwork, on
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the other hand, was missing a few pieces and had
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to be taken apart completely, cleaned in clock-cleaning fluid and
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painstakingly put back together with replacement parts along the way.
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But it ran perfectly now. I opened the beveled glass
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cover on the clock face and fitted the winding key
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into its spot and began to wind. I'd been timid
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about this part when I'd first taken up winding duties,
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having always heard that it was dangerous to overwind a clock.
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But she'd assured me that it couldn't actually be overwhelmed,
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and that overwinding was likely Clockmaker speak for, it's broken,
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but I can fix it. So when the key was tight,
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I took it out and hung it back on its peg.
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I closed the glass cover and looked at the moon dial.
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A feature not all clocks have, but luckily this one did.
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which showed the position of the moon in the sky.
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A full moon was just a few days away, and
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I smiled, still tasting the sweetness on my tongue, remembering
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that this moon was called the strawberry moon. In my bedroom,
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the windows were open and it felt a bit like
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stepping back onto the porch. Cool, sweet, fresh air and
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my bed awaited me. Not wanting to turn on a
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light and in tribute to those front porch swing sleepovers
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of my childhood, I fished in a drawer until I
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found a small flashlight and propped up in bed to
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read my book till I fell asleep. Strawberry moon. I
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was getting ready for bed, padding around in my slippers.
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and filling a glass with water at the sink. When
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I suddenly wanted to step outside one more time to
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feel the night air around me. I set my glass
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on the counter and went to the door and pushed
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it open. After months of feeling chilled at night, rushing
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to get under the covers and warm up. It felt
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like a dream to step onto the porch and be
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surrounded by soft air that met my skin like perfectly
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warmed water. I didn't need a sweater. As the breeze blew,
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it didn't chill my ears or neck. I was just comfortable.
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I walked to the edge of the porch and sat
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down on the top step in my pajamas, propping my
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elbows on my knees. and my chin in my hands.
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I closed my eyes for a time, listening to the
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nighttime buzz of insects and the songs of drowsy birds.
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It was dusk. The streetlights had come on, and the
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sky was that lovely purple that only lasts for a
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half hour or so before the full darkness sets in.
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In the house across the street, a few lights were
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on here and there. When I was comforted to think
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about my neighbors, finishing up their dinner dishes, stretching out
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on a sofa to watch something, or tucking in early
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with a book to read. Farther down the street, I
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could hear a screen door banging, a dog barking, and
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children's voices as they came in after a long day
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of play. I was sure that, up and down the block,
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others like me were sitting on their porches, the porch
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light off so as not to attract the bugs, and
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just enjoying the peace of the gloaming. I sat there
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for quite a while, not a moment of it bored
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or distracted, just letting the breeze waft over me. I'm
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thinking of all the summer evenings that I had done
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this since I was a child. we'd had a swing
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on the front porch. And at least a few times
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a year, I'd been allowed to drag my sleeping bag
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out onto it, along with a pillow from the bed,
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a flashlight, and a book. And though I rarely made
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it through the night before being chased in by mosquitoes,
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or just wanting my own bed. I'd loved those little
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adventures and would beg to do it again the very
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next night. Finally, I felt my eyelids getting heavy and
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I pushed myself up from the steps. I took one
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last long breath of the night air and looked up
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at the stars now bright above me. The neighborhood was
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quiet now. Most of the houses with just a single
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light on. I stepped inside unlocked the door behind me,
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and shuffled back to the kitchen for my glass of water.
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You know those moments when water tastes so good? Well,
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that was now. I wondered if it was the half
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hour or so that I'd sat on the step. Had
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it cleared my palate, both metaphorically and literally? I did
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feel like a clean slate. I'd left a colander of
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strawberries in the sink after I rinsed them, and I
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brought my water glass with me to pick through them.
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When I buy a carton of strawberries in February, I
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almost always regret it. They come out tasting something like
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sour pink ice cubes, but these ones that I'd picked
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myself from the patch on my allotment. smelled more like
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strawberries than those others had ever tasted. They were small,
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about the size of the end of my thumb, and
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were soft and meant to be enjoyed as soon as
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they ripened. I took a bite, And it tasted so good,
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I nearly laughed aloud. Truly sweet and tender and melting
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in my mouth. I ate half the colander full right there,
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listening to the grandfather clock tick in the hall. and
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blissfully thinking of very little. Finally, I tipped the rest
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of the berries into a bowl and set them in
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the fridge for the next day, refilled my glass, and
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headed for the stairs. When I passed the big clock
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in the hall, I stopped, realizing that it probably needed
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to be wound. It was an eight-day clock, meaning the
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mainspring would lose power after seven days and need to
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be wound on the eighth. That was a bit too
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much math for me, so I just wound it every
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Saturday night. I set my glass down on a shelf,
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and by the light of the street lamp shining through
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the window, I opened the lower door. and took the
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small winding key from its peg. When I'd first found
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this old clock wedged into the back of the coat closet,
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I thought that the key was lost. But when I'd
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taken it to the horologist, she chose me how it
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was still safe in its keeping place waiting to be
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put to work again the clockwork on the other hand
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was missing a few pieces and had to be taken
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apart completely, cleaned in clock-cleaning fluid, and painstakingly put back
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together with replacement parts. But it ran perfectly now. I
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opened the beveled glass cover on the clock face and
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fitted the winding key into its spot and began to wind.
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I'd been timid about this part when I'd first taken
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up winding duty, having always heard that it was dangerous
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to overwind a clock. But she'd assured me that it
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couldn't actually be overwhelmed. And that overwinding was likely clockmaker
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speak for it's broken, but I can fix it. When
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the key was tight, I took it out and hung
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it back on its peg. I closed the glass cover
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and looked at the moon dial, a feature not all
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clocks have, but luckily this one did, which showed the
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position of the moon in the sky. A full moon
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was just a few days away And I smiled, still
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tasting the sweetness on my tongue, remembering that this moon
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was called the strawberry moon. I reached for my glass
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and climbed the stairs. In my bedroom, the windows were
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open And it felt a bit like stepping back onto
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the porch. Cool, fresh air and my bed awaited me.
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Not wanting to turn on a light and in tribute
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to those front porch swing sleepovers of my childhood. I
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fished in a drawer until I found a small flashlight
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and propped up in bed to read my book till
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I fell asleep. Sweet dreams.