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Welcome to North Point Counseling Perspective, a podcast dedicated to strengthening families, nurturing relationships, and offering helpful guidance for healing, connection, and lifelong growth together.
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I'm your host, John Sternfels, National Board Certified Counselor, Author, and Clinical Director of North Point Professional Counseling.
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Each episode will dive into topics that matter, with real experiences and clinically grounded insights.
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Whether you're recovering from addiction, healing from betrayal, fighting for your marriage, longing for deeper connection, or raising the next generation with intention, we're here for you.
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So grab your headphones, settle in, and let's explore another episode in a North Point Counseling Perspective.
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In today's podcast, I'll explore the nature of gaslighting, its psychological mechanisms, where and how it shows up, particularly in relationships affected by sexual addiction, the impact it has on its victims, and the pathways to healing and truth.
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Understanding gaslighting is essential not only for those who have been subjected to it, but also for those who use it as a relational defense.
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Though the term originated from a 1938 play entitled Gaslight, the behavior it describes has existed far longer and is present in many relational contexts today.
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Marriages, families, workplaces, even spiritual environments.
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It's more than lying, it's lying with the intention to confuse or control.
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The abuser isn't just denying facts, they're rewriting reality.
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Unlike overt abuse, gaslighting is insidious.
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It's quite strategic and often difficult to identify until significant psychological damage has already been done.
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So here's the truth.
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Or perhaps shifts the blame by saying, This is your fault, not mine, or trying to undermine their partner's credibility by saying, Nobody else would ever believe you.
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Or when the gaslighter deliberately tries to minimize their partner's feelings, they'll say, you're too emotional, you're overreacting, you're psychotic, you're too sensitive.
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The goal is to make the other person feel off balance, dependent, and increasingly unsure of what's true.
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Gaslighting is very common in relationships where sexual addiction or compulsive sexual behavior is present.
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Take, for example, when the husband in this case is hiding pornography use, affairs, or compulsive sexual behavior.
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They often go to great lengths to protect the secret.
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Gaslighting becomes a defense mechanism designed to avoid consequences, protect their image, maintain control, and delay disclosure.
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Here's a real life example.
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Let's say a husband is confronted by his wife after she finds explicit texts or unusual charges on their account.
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Instead of confessing, he responds with, This must be spam.
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I have no idea where that came from.
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You're always looking for something to be upset about.
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You clearly don't trust me.
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That's the real problem.
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Well, over time, the wife begins to distrust her intuition.
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She may even apologize for being too suspicious when in fact her instincts were spot on.
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This kind of manipulative denial is especially damaging because it compounds the betrayal.
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It doesn't just hurt, it confuses.
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And in betrayal trauma, confusion can be more destabilizing than the truth itself.
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So before I continue, I want to make something very clear though.
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Not everyone who lies is gaslighting.
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Gaslighting is intentional and often chronic.
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Those who gaslight may feel threatened by the truth, be deeply ashamed of their actions, lack the tools to handle conflict healthily, fear abandonment or rejection, or want to avoid accountability.
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But intentions aside, the result is the same emotional harm and loss of trust.
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Victims of gaslighting often experience chronic self-doubt, anxiety and hypervigilance, guilt and shame for expressing normal emotions, sense of isolation, maybe I'm the problem, and identity confusion.
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I don't even know who I am anymore.
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Some partners describe it as a slow erosion of the soul.
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They begin to live in a fog, unsure of what's real, what's imagined, or whether the thoughts are even valid.
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In real life, it's not always as obvious as dimmed lights.
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It's usually subtle.
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As it builds over time, the partner starts to question herself.
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Did I imagine it?
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Am I overreacting?
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Am I just insecure?
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The reality?
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He was hiding a long-standing pattern of pornography use and sexual acting out.
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But through gaslighting, he shifts the focus away from himself and causes her to doubt her instincts.
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And again, over time, this erodes her trust in her own perception, and she may begin to feel anxious, confused, or even emotionally unstable.
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That's the power and the harm of gaslighting.
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It's not just lying, it's lying in a way that causes someone to question their sanity.
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So where does gaslighting show up?
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Well, good question.
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Gaslighting can occur in any relationship, romantic, professional, parental, even spiritual.
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Here's how it might appear.
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In a marriage, one partner constantly blames the other for problems, denies hurtful behavior, and makes the other feel crazy for expressing pain.
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In the workplace, a boss might take credit for your work, deny promises, or say, I never said that, even when they clearly did.
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In families, a parent may twist the narrative of the past event to avoid accountability, making the child question their own memories.
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In spiritual context, sadly, spiritual leaders may even manipulate people to maintain control using guilt or selective scripture as tools.
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Gaslighting thrives where there is imbalance, where one person seeks to dominate and silence the other.
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The psychological effects of gaslighting are profound.
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Victims often experience chronic self-doubt, the constant questioning of their own thoughts, feelings, and memories, anxiety and confusion, difficulty trusting themselves or others leading to emotional instability, shame and guilt, believing they are the problem, or that their feelings are unreasonable, isolation, feeling misunderstood, disbelieved, or even mocked by others, and loss of identity, the blurring of personal boundaries and values, leading to a fractured sense of self.
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The more subtle and long term the gaslighting is, the more damaging it tends to be.
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It often leads to emotional dependency on the abuser, as the victim increasingly relies on them for interpretation of what is real.
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Children raised in gaslighting environments may grow into adults who struggle with boundaries, emotional regulation, and self-worth.
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Spouses subjected to it may eventually stop speaking up for themselves, resigned to confusion and fear.
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But remember, it's more than just confusion, it's soul wariness.
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Many people in counseling tell me I don't even know what real is anymore.
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And that's exactly what gaslighting does.
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It distorts truth and undermines trust.
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Gaslighting often stems from a need to control, rooted in fear, pride, or insecurity.
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But healing is possible for both the one being gaslit and the one doing the gaslighting.
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So how do you know if you're being gaslit?
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Well, let me share a few warning signs.
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One of the signs is you constantly second guess yourself.
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You feel like you're too sensitive or not enough.
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You often find yourself apologizing often.
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You feel like something's wrong, but you just can't put your finger on it.
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Or you feel isolated or crazy.
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If any of these sound familiar, I want you to know this.
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You're not crazy.
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You need to trust your gut.
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From a biblical worldview, gaslighting stands in direct contrast to truth and love.
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Scripture tells us that God is a God of truth, John fourteen, six, and that love rejoices in the truth, first Corinthians thirteen, six.
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When one partner deceives another to protect themselves, they violate both the truth and the covenant of love.
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Jesus warned against the hypocrisy of hiding sin and shifting blame.
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He said, You are like whitewashed tombs, outwardly beautiful, but inwardly full of dead man bones.
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Matthew twenty three twenty seven.
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The call to repentance is not just for forgiveness, but for transformation.
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Healing in the biblical sense begins with truth telling, confession, and restoration.
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The gospel offers hope, not just for the wounded, but also for the one who wounds.
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When gaslighting is replaced by humility, accountability, and truth, broken relationships can begin to mend.
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Gaslighting is a dangerous and destructive form of emotional abuse.
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It erodes a person's ability to trust themselves, disconnects them from emotional reality, and fosters deep confusion and shame.
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In relationships impacted by sexual addiction, it compounds betrayal and inflicts lasting trauma.
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Yet, as I mentioned, healing is possible.
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With awareness, support, and intentional action, those who have been gaslit can reclaim their voice, their truth, and their identity.
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And those who have used gaslighting to manipulate or self-protect can learn new ways of relating, with honesty, courage, and grace.
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In a culture increasingly blurred by relativism and half truths, the call to live in truth has never been more urgent.
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May we be people who speak truth, protect the vulnerable, and cultivate relationships grounded in honesty, empathy, and trust.
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Recovery from gaslighting begins with recognizing it.
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This often requires a moment of clarity, sometimes triggered by counseling, an external voice of truth, or a spiritual awakening.
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Naming the manipulation for what it is brings validation and power back to the victim.
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So here's some steps again towards healing.
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Recognize the pattern.
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Acknowledge the distortion of reality.
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Gaslighting is not a disagreement.
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It is a deliberate attempt to mislead and manipulate.
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Document interactions.
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Keeping a written record of conversations, events, or behaviors can help clarify the truth and confirm one's experience.
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Seek external support.
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A trauma-informed counselor, a trusted friend, or support group can provide validation and help dismantle false narratives.
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Set boundaries, limit or eliminate discussions that involve manipulation.
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Learn to say, I know what I saw, or this conversation isn't productive for me.
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Rebuild self-trust.
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This is a process of healing emotional wounds and learning to trust your own voice, emotions, and instincts again.
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For those who have been gaslighting as a defense, there is also hope.
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Acknowledging the harm done, confessing the behavior, and committing to a path of emotional honesty and integrity can begin to rebuild trust, but it must be accompanied by consistent action and professional help.
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So as I close today's episode, I want to leave you with this reminder.
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Gaslighting is not about miscommunication, it's about manipulation.
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And healing begins the moment you stop second guessing your instincts and start trusting the truth.
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If you're listening and you've been impacted by gaslighting, whether in a marriage, a friendship, a family relationship, or as part of sexual betrayal trauma, know this.
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You're not alone and you're not crazy.
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What you've experienced is real and your feelings are valid.
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At North Point Professional Counseling, we walk alongside individuals and couples who are rebuilding after broken trust.
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We believe in the power of truth, accountability, and grace to restore what's been lost.
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If today's episode stirred something in you, take the next step.
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Reach out to someone, write it down.
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Begin the work of reclaiming your voice, your clarity, and your healing.
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And if you've recognized gaslighting behaviors in yourself, don't run from the truth.
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Own it.
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Confession and change are hard.
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But they're the foundation of real transformation.
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Truth doesn't destroy relationships, it rebuilds them.
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Thank you for joining me on North Point Counseling Perspective.
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If this episode helped you, consider sharing it with a friend or leave a review.
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And remember, the journey from confusion to clarity is possible when we walk it together with honesty, compassion, and hope.
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Until next time, I'm John Sternfels.
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Take care of yourself and stay grounded in truth.
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Welcome to North Point Counseling Perspective, a podcast dedicated to strengthening families, nurturing relationships, and offering helpful guidance for healing, connection, and lifelong growth together.
00:00:21.839 --> 00:00:30.719
I'm your host, John Sternfels, National Board Certified Counselor, Author, and Clinical Director of North Point Professional Counseling.
00:00:31.120 --> 00:00:38.880
Each episode will dive into topics that matter, with real experiences and clinically grounded insights.
00:00:39.119 --> 00:00:49.840
Whether you're recovering from addiction, healing from betrayal, fighting for your marriage, longing for deeper connection, or raising the next generation with intention, we're here for you.
00:00:50.079 --> 00:00:57.920
So grab your headphones, settle in, and let's explore another episode in a North Point Counseling Perspective.
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In today's podcast, I'll explore the nature of gaslighting, its psychological mechanisms, where and how it shows up, particularly in relationships affected by sexual addiction, the impact it has on its victims, and the pathways to healing and truth.
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Understanding gaslighting is essential not only for those who have been subjected to it, but also for those who use it as a relational defense.
00:01:26.159 --> 00:01:39.519
Though the term originated from a 1938 play entitled Gaslight, the behavior it describes has existed far longer and is present in many relational contexts today.
00:01:39.760 --> 00:01:45.200
Marriages, families, workplaces, even spiritual environments.
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It's more than lying, it's lying with the intention to confuse or control.
00:01:51.439 --> 00:01:56.640
The abuser isn't just denying facts, they're rewriting reality.
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Unlike overt abuse, gaslighting is insidious.
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It's quite strategic and often difficult to identify until significant psychological damage has already been done.
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So here's the truth.
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Or perhaps shifts the blame by saying, This is your fault, not mine, or trying to undermine their partner's credibility by saying, Nobody else would ever believe you.
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Or when the gaslighter deliberately tries to minimize their partner's feelings, they'll say, you're too emotional, you're overreacting, you're psychotic, you're too sensitive.
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The goal is to make the other person feel off balance, dependent, and increasingly unsure of what's true.
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Gaslighting is very common in relationships where sexual addiction or compulsive sexual behavior is present.
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Take, for example, when the husband in this case is hiding pornography use, affairs, or compulsive sexual behavior.
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They often go to great lengths to protect the secret.
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Gaslighting becomes a defense mechanism designed to avoid consequences, protect their image, maintain control, and delay disclosure.
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Here's a real life example.
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Let's say a husband is confronted by his wife after she finds explicit texts or unusual charges on their account.
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Instead of confessing, he responds with, This must be spam.
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I have no idea where that came from.
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You're always looking for something to be upset about.
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You clearly don't trust me.
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That's the real problem.
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Well, over time, the wife begins to distrust her intuition.
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She may even apologize for being too suspicious when in fact her instincts were spot on.
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This kind of manipulative denial is especially damaging because it compounds the betrayal.
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It doesn't just hurt, it confuses.
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And in betrayal trauma, confusion can be more destabilizing than the truth itself.
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So before I continue, I want to make something very clear though.
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Not everyone who lies is gaslighting.
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Gaslighting is intentional and often chronic.
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Those who gaslight may feel threatened by the truth, be deeply ashamed of their actions, lack the tools to handle conflict healthily, fear abandonment or rejection, or want to avoid accountability.
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But intentions aside, the result is the same emotional harm and loss of trust.
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Victims of gaslighting often experience chronic self-doubt, anxiety and hypervigilance, guilt and shame for expressing normal emotions, sense of isolation, maybe I'm the problem, and identity confusion.
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I don't even know who I am anymore.
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Some partners describe it as a slow erosion of the soul.
00:05:34.079 --> 00:05:41.199
They begin to live in a fog, unsure of what's real, what's imagined, or whether the thoughts are even valid.
00:05:41.519 --> 00:05:45.759
In real life, it's not always as obvious as dimmed lights.
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It's usually subtle.
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As it builds over time, the partner starts to question herself.
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Did I imagine it?
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Am I overreacting?
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Am I just insecure?
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The reality?
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He was hiding a long-standing pattern of pornography use and sexual acting out.
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But through gaslighting, he shifts the focus away from himself and causes her to doubt her instincts.
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And again, over time, this erodes her trust in her own perception, and she may begin to feel anxious, confused, or even emotionally unstable.
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That's the power and the harm of gaslighting.
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It's not just lying, it's lying in a way that causes someone to question their sanity.
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So where does gaslighting show up?
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Well, good question.
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Gaslighting can occur in any relationship, romantic, professional, parental, even spiritual.
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Here's how it might appear.
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In a marriage, one partner constantly blames the other for problems, denies hurtful behavior, and makes the other feel crazy for expressing pain.
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In the workplace, a boss might take credit for your work, deny promises, or say, I never said that, even when they clearly did.
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In families, a parent may twist the narrative of the past event to avoid accountability, making the child question their own memories.
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In spiritual context, sadly, spiritual leaders may even manipulate people to maintain control using guilt or selective scripture as tools.
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Gaslighting thrives where there is imbalance, where one person seeks to dominate and silence the other.
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The psychological effects of gaslighting are profound.
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Victims often experience chronic self-doubt, the constant questioning of their own thoughts, feelings, and memories, anxiety and confusion, difficulty trusting themselves or others leading to emotional instability, shame and guilt, believing they are the problem, or that their feelings are unreasonable, isolation, feeling misunderstood, disbelieved, or even mocked by others, and loss of identity, the blurring of personal boundaries and values, leading to a fractured sense of self.
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The more subtle and long term the gaslighting is, the more damaging it tends to be.
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It often leads to emotional dependency on the abuser, as the victim increasingly relies on them for interpretation of what is real.
00:08:34.399 --> 00:08:43.200
Children raised in gaslighting environments may grow into adults who struggle with boundaries, emotional regulation, and self-worth.
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Spouses subjected to it may eventually stop speaking up for themselves, resigned to confusion and fear.
00:08:52.399 --> 00:08:57.759
But remember, it's more than just confusion, it's soul wariness.
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Many people in counseling tell me I don't even know what real is anymore.
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And that's exactly what gaslighting does.
00:09:06.879 --> 00:09:09.679
It distorts truth and undermines trust.
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Gaslighting often stems from a need to control, rooted in fear, pride, or insecurity.
00:09:16.480 --> 00:09:22.080
But healing is possible for both the one being gaslit and the one doing the gaslighting.
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So how do you know if you're being gaslit?
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Well, let me share a few warning signs.
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One of the signs is you constantly second guess yourself.
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You feel like you're too sensitive or not enough.
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You often find yourself apologizing often.
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You feel like something's wrong, but you just can't put your finger on it.
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Or you feel isolated or crazy.
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If any of these sound familiar, I want you to know this.
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You're not crazy.
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You need to trust your gut.
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From a biblical worldview, gaslighting stands in direct contrast to truth and love.
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Scripture tells us that God is a God of truth, John fourteen, six, and that love rejoices in the truth, first Corinthians thirteen, six.
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When one partner deceives another to protect themselves, they violate both the truth and the covenant of love.
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Jesus warned against the hypocrisy of hiding sin and shifting blame.
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He said, You are like whitewashed tombs, outwardly beautiful, but inwardly full of dead man bones.
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Matthew twenty three twenty seven.
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The call to repentance is not just for forgiveness, but for transformation.
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Healing in the biblical sense begins with truth telling, confession, and restoration.
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The gospel offers hope, not just for the wounded, but also for the one who wounds.
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When gaslighting is replaced by humility, accountability, and truth, broken relationships can begin to mend.
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Gaslighting is a dangerous and destructive form of emotional abuse.
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It erodes a person's ability to trust themselves, disconnects them from emotional reality, and fosters deep confusion and shame.
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In relationships impacted by sexual addiction, it compounds betrayal and inflicts lasting trauma.
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Yet, as I mentioned, healing is possible.
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With awareness, support, and intentional action, those who have been gaslit can reclaim their voice, their truth, and their identity.
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And those who have used gaslighting to manipulate or self-protect can learn new ways of relating, with honesty, courage, and grace.
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In a culture increasingly blurred by relativism and half truths, the call to live in truth has never been more urgent.
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May we be people who speak truth, protect the vulnerable, and cultivate relationships grounded in honesty, empathy, and trust.
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Recovery from gaslighting begins with recognizing it.
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This often requires a moment of clarity, sometimes triggered by counseling, an external voice of truth, or a spiritual awakening.
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Naming the manipulation for what it is brings validation and power back to the victim.
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So here's some steps again towards healing.
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Recognize the pattern.
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Acknowledge the distortion of reality.
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Gaslighting is not a disagreement.
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It is a deliberate attempt to mislead and manipulate.
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Document interactions.
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Keeping a written record of conversations, events, or behaviors can help clarify the truth and confirm one's experience.
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Seek external support.
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A trauma-informed counselor, a trusted friend, or support group can provide validation and help dismantle false narratives.
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Set boundaries, limit or eliminate discussions that involve manipulation.
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Learn to say, I know what I saw, or this conversation isn't productive for me.
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Rebuild self-trust.
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This is a process of healing emotional wounds and learning to trust your own voice, emotions, and instincts again.
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For those who have been gaslighting as a defense, there is also hope.
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Acknowledging the harm done, confessing the behavior, and committing to a path of emotional honesty and integrity can begin to rebuild trust, but it must be accompanied by consistent action and professional help.
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So as I close today's episode, I want to leave you with this reminder.
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Gaslighting is not about miscommunication, it's about manipulation.
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And healing begins the moment you stop second guessing your instincts and start trusting the truth.
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If you're listening and you've been impacted by gaslighting, whether in a marriage, a friendship, a family relationship, or as part of sexual betrayal trauma, know this.
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You're not alone and you're not crazy.
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What you've experienced is real and your feelings are valid.
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At North Point Professional Counseling, we walk alongside individuals and couples who are rebuilding after broken trust.
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We believe in the power of truth, accountability, and grace to restore what's been lost.
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If today's episode stirred something in you, take the next step.
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Reach out to someone, write it down.
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Begin the work of reclaiming your voice, your clarity, and your healing.
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And if you've recognized gaslighting behaviors in yourself, don't run from the truth.
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Own it.
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Confession and change are hard.
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But they're the foundation of real transformation.
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Truth doesn't destroy relationships, it rebuilds them.
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Thank you for joining me on North Point Counseling Perspective.
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If this episode helped you, consider sharing it with a friend or leave a review.
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And remember, the journey from confusion to clarity is possible when we walk it together with honesty, compassion, and hope.
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Until next time, I'm John Sternfels.
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Take care of yourself and stay grounded in truth.
