ABOUT THIS EPISODE
The room hums with old stories and new nerve. We sit with Adam Replogle , Chris “Bear” Green, and Craig Young—three Santa Cruz originals whose lives trace the arc from a golden era of surf and skate to sobriety, mentorship, and a creative second wind. The first act is pure place: Capitola as a melting pot, surf movies at the Civic that packed the town, river mouth bars that made heroes, and the shortboard and skate booms documented in grainy photos and backyard ramps. It’s loud, funny, and vivid; parties rolled from Day’s Market to the sand, and if you were there, you remember the nicknames.
Then the tide turns. We dig into what happens after the legend years, when the dimmer switch of substance use lowers the volume on connection and the ocean grows distant. Craig walks us through a 27-year tattoo run, world travel, and the moment he and Bear picked a date and stopped for good. No platitudes—just the quiet shock of clarity, the return of salt and sunlight, and the simple rituals that rebuild a life: daily cold dips, long bike rides, boards and art taking shape by hand. The creativity didn’t vanish; it was waiting under the noise.
We also talk identity and expression as Craig’s headdress, feathers, and handmade jewelry spark questions and conversations. What looks like provocation is actually presence: collecting, crafting, meeting strangers, and choosing love and humility while listening to concerns. The deeper thread is agency. If money, politics, and power are human-made narratives, so is the story you choose to live. Sobriety can be a fresh draft. Mentorship can be a plot twist that helps a kid paddle out—not just for waves, but for a voice. The ocean still heals. The town still breathes. And the best time isn’t only behind us; it’s wherever we start turning the dial back up.
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He snagged that right out of a Mexican's hand and what's his good will.
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Alright, boys, keep it down a little bit.
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Boys, keep it down a little bit.
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We went in live there.
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No swearing that was good.
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Nelly's Magic Moments podcast.
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Nell Dog.
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A crew.
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Are we on right here?
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Nelly, we've been going for a few seconds.
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I think I had a little bit of the energy in the room before we started.
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Nelly, who are we sitting with?
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I love the energy.
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I feel like I'm back at the slab or two six right here.
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We got Bear, we got Adam Ripogle, and we got Craig Young.
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Um, three of the most eclectic and iconic surfers and inspirations actually in my life.
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Um, so let me introduce these guys.
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Uh we'll start with Adam.
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Baggies.
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Um, uh Adam's one of those people who just love to make me laugh.
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He's quick-witted and he's great at heckling.
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Um, Adam and I have had a long history as well, and someone I can always count on.
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So I have to read this because my brain is pretty toast after a long flight.
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Um Adam had a long relationship with O'Neal, which which uh led us to shoot a lot together.
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And um what's that?
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Go ahead.
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Sometimes, right, Adam?
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Yeah, that's where the heckle's gonna end.
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Yeah.
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Um and he now owns a sick board shop on 41st Avenue.
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It's called YB Board Shop.
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So that's Adam Ripogo.
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There's a lot more I could say, but we'll get into that.
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Chris Green, Bear.
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One of my favorite humans.
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We call him Bear or we call him Jack.
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If you ask anyone, they'll tell you he's one of the most stylish surfers around.
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But now he prefers body surfing more than anything because he just loves getting barreled.
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His poetry and songwriting is next level, and I'm so excited to read read the piece that he's doing on CY for SC Vibes next month.
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Yeah.
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Speaking of CY, Craig Young.
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Craig and I did a lot of traveling and surfing and skating, shooting together over the years.
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He even shaped all my boards.
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His artwork is nothing short of amazing.
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He's a poet, an inventor, and a craftsman.
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Craig is not afraid to express himself.
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And when you see Craig cruising, you know you're in for some good vibes.
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Dang.
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That's some intros right there.
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So those are the intros I got going.
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Thank God I wrote them down because my brain is toast.
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Let me go backwards a little bit um just to kind of connect those intros um to this podcast.
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Nelly, kind of circle through and then you can linger a little bit, like when these dudes came into your life.
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Like, you know, and like not on the date or anything like that, but was it all at the same time or was it kind of broken up a little bit?
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All pretty close together.
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I think I met maybe Adam first when he was a tiny little uh toe head down in Capitola.
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And uh he was just this little sarcastic, funny heckler skated the mercantile down there.
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Yeah.
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And we'd be down there doing board slides on the curb, and um, you know, shortly after met Bear and CY.
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Were you um were you in the photography game or you just a dude at that point?
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Oh no, way before I mean yeah, it was way before photography.
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Guy with the blue sticker truck, yeah.
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Sar conduit too was uh Whitey.
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Yeah, Whitey, uh, Whiteman, TR, the guys that skateboarded, uh, Heinen, yeah, Beeson, yeah, Mike Beeson for sure.
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You know, yeah, Capitol was really cool.
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Early 80s, it was it was priceless down there.
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Yeah, yeah, there's no doubt about it.
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That was definitely Whitey, but also like Yeah, there was this huge crew of surfers and skaters, and they all just kind of mesh together and we all know.
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Different schools, different were you guys all over the place with schools?
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Capitola was like a melting pot.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, people from everywhere would learn how to surf there.
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So um like Peter Moe lived in Aptos, he learned to surf there.
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Guys from the west side would come there and surf, guys from over the hill would come to surf.
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Some of our good friends were actually from Saratoga or Las Gatas.
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Yeah, yeah, that was the spot.
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That's where everyone sort of No, that's very good.
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Bigger memories.
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Yeah, I was an Aptos guy.
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Uh well, I was originally a Southern California person.
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I came here when I was 12 years old.
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Tranny.
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So I am a trans certified certified.
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I was born in Las Gadas.
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I was having old.
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But I was born in uh Jacramento, you know, the snake.
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Yeah, yeah.
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But yeah, I lived on Depot Hill for 25 years.
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Okay.
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Garaged out.
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Craig memories.
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Yeah, I started out at uh Natural Bridges preschool, and then my mom didn't like the wind on the windy west side, so we moved to Tola and you know, learned how to surf.
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Tola, Capitol Junior High, Soquel High, and Adam grew up right down the street from me, and we brode out pretty hard.
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Yeah, before I even surfed.
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Before even yeah, I mean before we surfed, yeah.
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Yeah, I mean it was like Adam, come here.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I was I was like stealing and stuff, you know.
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I go out at it.
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Yeah, he'd he'd be trying to, he was friends with my brother because my brother's about his age, you know.
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Yeah, and he'd be going, okay, I'm going home now.
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I'd go, no, Adam, come here.
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He'd be like, what, what, what?
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I'd go, come here, and I'd just shake him upside down and firecrackers and fall out and quarters and change and junk.
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Like, okay, you can go.
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What's the age difference in this group?
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You guys all pretty close or no?
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It's a little bit like age?
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I'm 54.
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Yep.
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I'm 61.
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Green, 61, I'm Craig's 58.
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58.
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Yeah, and I'm right there.
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Yeah.
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So so definitely not only within the culture, but within the same sort of like um, you know, groups and crew to hang with, like a legitimate crew to hang with.
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It was an amazing crew, too.
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That the whole 80s scene was just out of control.
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I call it the the people who have been to the surf movies at the Civic.
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You know, you know, flinging frisbees, like all sides would get together and just be like hanging tough, waiting for the lights to go down to fire it up.
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And then here comes the, you know, here comes the ventures or something, you know, and it's like a barrel, Jerry Lopez dropping in.
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It's like, you know, that was the best thing in the whole world.
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Yeah.
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At that particular time, you know.
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And my grandpa was the maintenance guy at the civic auditorium, so I would always go, I'm in there.
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You know what I mean?
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And he was a maintenance guy at the lighthouse, too.
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So that was pretty cool.
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But it was magical, magical times.
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The crew ran very deep.
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There's like literally over a hundred probably people, you know.
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I mean, if you count everybody, the bookers and the I mean, on and on, it just goes the Hannems and the every rebels that didn't go to school, basically, and we all partied and and ran them up.
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A bunch of latchkey kids, you know, straight out of latchkey kids, kids, single, single moms, a lot of our raising bunch of boys.
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Yeah.
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The difference I think between um, you know, from my my perception, having been born and raised here, and Adam and I were talking about like second, third generation, you mentioned something about surf movies at the Civic.
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The culture back then, it was interesting because you had the dudes that were surfers and skaters, but then when something at the Civic like that happened, um, it would be a community event.
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I mean, clearly everybody that was in, you know, the core was there.
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But then also on that night, it was just the thing to do.
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And so that Civic was filled with not just surfers and skaters and people in it.
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There was definitely, you know, the people that recreationally kind of lived in town, it was the thing to do that night.
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The difference now I've noticed is that it's way more isolated.
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And this could be with the you know, the difference change in the population and how it's going right now.
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But when you have an event at the Rio or something like that, it's 100% core.
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Do you I mean it's like it's not as it's not as community-based, and I know that's because it's a change in community right now.
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And I'm I'm going to what you're saying.
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Like the 80s in particular was, you know, we always want to think it's a golden age, but I do think it was.
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I think it was a golden age in this town of not only, you know, the not only the culture, but the way it was documented, the way it was filmed, and the way it was sort of elevated.
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Um, it it it's hard for me to imagine in the world we live in with social and things like that, um, you know, even the shit that was on the streets, the zines and things like that.
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It's hard for me to imagine that kind of like golden era coming back, you know, as far as you know, this culture.
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That was the difference, you know.
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Yeah.
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Back then, like Bear would be playing a cornerstone show, everyone would go.
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Yeah.
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You know what I mean?
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And it was I remember some iconic ones at San Lorenzo Park, and just it was just raging with East Side, West Side, surfers, skaters, Rastas, all the reggae crews.
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That was early 90s.
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Well, dude, everyone, everyone would pull into days market to find out where the party was.
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It's exactly 80 people looking for a party.
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It's like, well, this is the party.
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Exactly.
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And you know, kegs on the beach, the whole nine yards.
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It was all, you know, fireworks on the beach in Capitola, skateboarding at school, all that kind of stuff was happening, and it all sort of just dissipated into a wilderness, you know.
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I I like to say we got the best of the last of Santa Cruz.
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You know, the guys before us are going, we got it better, which they probably did.
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But I'm I'm thinking, you know, now there a lot of the cool, fun stuff that we used to be able to do isn't available anymore.
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You know, you can't even have a band at your house.
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If you call downtown and say, I'm having a party for my birthday, I'm having a band over.
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Somebody's gonna call.
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The cops are gonna come and bust it up without even 10 people there at seven o'clock.
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And now it used to be just, you know, kids and bikes and everything, just you know, we're having a party at Aunt Nelly's begonia garden.
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And it would just be out of control, you know.
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And the and the the heads that were there were so it was like the nickname, everyone had nicknames, you know.
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It was it was hilarious.
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You know, you got your, you know, what your pine cones and your your mid you know, just the classicest crew of people.
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I mean, I wouldn't have traded that in for anything.
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Ever.
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Ever.
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It was the same with the slab, too.
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You got on the slab and it was the craziest cruise ever.
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Where was that?
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So fun.
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I think something can only epoch one time, you know, and I think that's like we're talking about surf culture and we're talking about Santa Cruz.
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Um, but we can be talking about music also, you know, like the same people that say we had it better, like that old generation.
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Yeah, they're talking about maybe more the purity, the ability to go out to the best spots and have it to themselves, um, you know, a lot more.
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The thing about the late 70s, all the way through the 80s, early 90s, is that's when the culture went all the way to a 10.
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That's really when um everything was maxed out, you know, as far as in the industry even sort of followed.
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There was money that was in the industry, there was uh there was a lot of you know opportunities within the industry.
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Um, and you can say, I'm not saying it peaked out and there's nothing there, but it you can't undo when you've done that in sort of you know an event.
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Like you look back, and I'm not just talking about surfing more, I'm talking about everything.
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It has this one moment that was like the penultimate moment of that cultural thing, and I think that's what we're talking about in the 80s.
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And it was also the shortboard revolution.
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Yeah, you know, we just missed the longboard, we got into the single fin, the 5'8 Coletta single fin, you know, everybody had one, and then it turned into Joey Thomas twin fin, you know, and it was a shortboard revolution.
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So surfing was advancing heavily, skateboarding was advanced was advancing heavily, and it was just it was so cool.
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And to go back to bringing the town together, the only other thing that brought the town together like that besides the surf movie was when the river mouth broke.
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Remember the river mouth broke, everyone could just gather at the river mouth, and it'd just be another sort of you know collaboration of towns, best and worst, you know.
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It was pretty cool.
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And then the next era of that was the Murph bar.
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Especially the the 1982 Rivermouth uh bar that was out as equal to the into the municipal wharf, and it lasted throughout the summer.
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It was that was the most incredible bar.
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Yeah I think everybody got barreled there.
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Yeah.
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But I remember sort of it being the skateboard generation, too, where all those skateboards that Santa Cruz was making that were coming out, but was sort of defined, you're talking about that pinnacle moment.
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Uh I mean it was just all around us, you know.
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Rob Roskop lived on our street, what Minkster was uh one of our boys.
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Like it was just it was so ingrained in our group that it's it's hard to see from within, but what was what was going on at the moment, too?
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And then TR was filming it all, and both he was filming all the surfing and the skating and the video and the stills and the magazines, and it was just happening.
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It was like I remember that era when he was living on 34th.
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He had a ramp in his face.
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Wally was ripping at both.
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Yeah, you know, he was ripping at skating and surfing and filming it, documentary.
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I mean, it was like the Stessic of Santa Cruz or something, you know.
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It was for sure.
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It still is, you know.
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No doubt, and he still kills it.
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Uh Mixter lived on 35th, Booker lived on 33rd.
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Really?
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TR lived on 34th.
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It was just every street.
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It was Adam, you're right though.
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The thing about it too is like that's the philosophical thing to think about is I think the word is nostalgia.
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You can't have nostalgia when you're in it.
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You know, you don't you can't like that's life.
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You can't appreciate as much when you're in the middle of it.
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You're just having a good time.
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And it's not until like a little bit of distance goes between you, you're like, oh shit, that was the time.
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You don't know it when when you're 18, 19, 21, or even younger and you're in it.
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The daily goal is just to be in it, not not analyze it, not to think about what does this mean and the big scope of everything.
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We knew we had it good here.
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We knew it was a really good time to live in this town.
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Um, but I don't think there's not enough of us that are are that there's certain moments, you know, that you say, like, I've got it really good, but you still don't, you know, you still don't have that full realization of how good you had it until a little time goes by.
00:14:23.759 --> 00:14:24.240
Retrospective.
00:14:24.559 --> 00:14:28.399
You nailed it when you said because it was multiple things that were pinnacling right then.
00:14:28.480 --> 00:14:32.320
It was not just surf and it was not just skate, and it was music.
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It was the punk rock, end of the punk rock era, the end of the new wave era.
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There was reggae, there was reggae shows.
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You know what I mean?
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It was just like nut the whole town was nuts all the time.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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And like Craig said, there was parties.
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I remember me and Craig climbing on a police piece of plywood and going down the hill at this party and took the gnarliest slam, probably one of the gnarliest slams of my life.
00:14:58.080 --> 00:15:00.879
It was like going 100 miles an hour and a big fly trendy.
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Like a just a you know, huge hill.
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Yeah.
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Now we go to the day in the life later.
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That's just but also too, but like being young, it's like things are so fresh.
00:15:12.559 --> 00:15:12.879
Exactly.
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That time of flying.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Age-wise.
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Yeah, there's fresh.
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But there, you know, the point I've went what I remember is like when I was a Grom coming to the point, and it was during that era, and there was all alleys and they were all dirt, and people hung out there, you know.
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I mean, and it was it was dirty and grimy, and the the point market was like there was stuff growing out of shit in the middle of the market, you know.
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It was it was an art.
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Yeah, it was core.
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And the sewer house not like that anymore.
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Stinkhouse had in Capitola, you know, you'd climb up on the stink house and you know from El Toro Bravo and watch the surf, or you'd hang out at the trees at the in the roots at the end of the hook, you know, at the at 41st there, and just sit there and just you know, critique everybody in between sessions.
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And you know, and when I was a Grom, it was like Tola against the point kind of, you know.
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Yeah, it's not even less than a driveway in the western odds.
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It's like, you know, but you'd go up there, you'd go up there and you'd be oh, you'd see Rome Dog or Darren or some, you know, some of those guys, and they'd be like, chapital, yeah, right, go fair.
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Either this and that.
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So classic.
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Just heckled, getting heckled, you know, and you know, it's it was funny.
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It was a lot of fun.
00:16:32.480 --> 00:16:36.080
So who are all the it's worth mentioning all the toller rats, you know.
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And the demons and the Heinan and TR and Matt Douglas and David Douglas and Surgeons.
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Yeah, the Sodermists or Matt Lansern and Greg Jeff Lamsom.
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Desma.
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Oh yeah.
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Yeah.
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Because I've just heard stories in TR and Meekster, and I mean I've just heard of any stories.
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I wasn't really around for that.
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But Jason Booker, the Lancet.
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Oh, the Long Morgan Larson, yeah.
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And the Capitola classic.
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Brian Rule.
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Yeah, I remember watching that thing.
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Judy Lama.
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Wind Wave and Wheel.
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Yeah, I remember Wind Wave.
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A little surf shack down.
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Oh, how about Lonnie?
00:17:25.920 --> 00:17:26.559
Remember Lonnie?
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He was a killer gay board, he was an incredible artist, too.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Surge.
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And then there was the other guy, the kind of lamboyant guy that surfed at Bombora.
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Yeah.
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What was his name?
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I forget that guy.
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Like, he was classic, though.
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He was cool, but he's just a little like the loafers, I guess, for for the for the those days.
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It was like, that's weird.
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Yeah.
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Now it's like, so what?
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It's tall.
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I mean, like, I know it's different times, but are they like toll rat?
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Oh, yeah, sure.
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They're well, there's gotta be just another group that thinks it's the best time of their life, and then they're a capital.
00:18:04.079 --> 00:18:08.640
Well, I mean, actually, there's a huge down there and their parents drop them off and they hit chips and they do the things.
00:18:09.039 --> 00:18:12.960
Well, there's a huge cast of uh of junior lifeguards down there now.
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I mean, the junior lifeguards has taken over every single beach from here to who knows where.
00:18:17.599 --> 00:18:23.920
They're everywhere now because there's so many more people and kids, and it's pretty cool, you know, to see all the kids doing their thing down there.
00:18:24.000 --> 00:18:25.440
But that's a good point, Adam.
00:18:25.519 --> 00:18:30.640
It's like that that's the thing that's first sign of I call it the Peter Pan effect in life.
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And it could be with anything, which is you singularly think that you had it a certain way, and you can't recognize that those kids are now in that way.
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And when they wake up, they're chasing the same thing.
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They're they're basically Nelly films some of these kids.
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There are crews, and there's definitely you know, crews that that you know um are running around right now.
00:18:51.119 --> 00:18:53.440
You can only exist in the world that you exist in right now.
00:18:53.599 --> 00:18:57.359
And the thing that's different, this is where I really have hope for this culture in particular.
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I'm talking about in particular the surf culture, which you know is is the macro, the micro, is the skate culture that's underneath it.
00:19:04.720 --> 00:19:12.240
Um there's there's a unique aspect to this town in particular, which is connectivity through mentorship, connectivity through stories.
00:19:12.400 --> 00:19:13.920
You know, the surfing's weird.
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Surfing's the only sport I can really think of that you can have an equitable conversation with a 13-year-old with a 45-year-old, you know, and it and it lands.
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It's not white noise.
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It is different than a lot of a lot of times when you're talking to a kid.
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I coach football for 20 years.
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It's very hard to connect sometimes with a 14-year-old on X's and O's and schemes and things like that, because you're just an adult.
00:19:35.279 --> 00:19:39.279
You're just, you're just that, you know, it's like that peanuts cartoon with, you know, they make it Charlie Brown's parents.
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Charlie Brown's parents.
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Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah.
00:19:41.359 --> 00:19:46.799
But when I'm with Nellie and we do some of these interviews with some of these kids, um, they're engaged, they're locked in.
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And then you talk about them getting some you know, advice from Homer, they're getting expiced from Flea, you know, like um that's where I do have a little bit of hope as far as whatever that means, um, that it's passed down more in this culture.
00:19:59.279 --> 00:20:01.759
And I'll we'll go around the table, you know, and talk about it.
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Do you feel the same way about it?
00:20:03.440 --> 00:20:10.160
Like as far as you know, the a connection between generations in this culture more so than other fields.
00:20:10.799 --> 00:20:25.119
Well, I mean, me and Chris were just talking about like when when you get the hook it for surfing, you know, when you discover surfing, it's like your whole wall's full of cutouts of surf pictures, and you are just like that's all you can think about.
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Yeah, you know what I mean?
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So the so and then and then now, I mean, I haven't surfed like that in a long time, but all my drawings are still surf, you know, all my thoughts are still surf, all my my heart's at the ocean all the time, you know, and with my friends that's you know, it's all still bright and shiny, you know what I mean?
00:20:46.720 --> 00:20:53.680
And uh I'm looking forward to getting back out into the water with the same enthusiasm I had when I first got the hook in me.
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That's all you know what I mean.
00:20:55.039 --> 00:21:05.680
And it's just like once you stop, you it's hard to like not have that, you know, in you, you know, because surfing to me is the most incredible sport.
00:21:07.279 --> 00:21:11.119
Not even a sport, it's just a way of life that there is, you know.
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I mean, waves.
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How can you eat?
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You know, it's not like you're running around a baseball field or something.
00:21:17.039 --> 00:21:18.799
Yeah, waves are insane.
00:21:18.960 --> 00:21:20.079
Yeah, and they're rare.
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They're different every time, they're straight out of nature.
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You know, anybody who's ever gotten a good barrel knows how the sound, the the I mean, it's it's this you're you're in the now.
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Now you're you're you're you know, there's no other moment going on, which is where we all really want to be in the first place and the last place.
00:21:42.880 --> 00:21:45.119
It sits right under the surface on your skin.
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And and so I mean, it puts you in the now right now, every time.
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You know, it enforces it on you.
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It it's it's and it's beautiful.
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Yeah, you know, I mean uh the the places you go to get to surf, like when I first went to Indo or you know, Hawaii, but Indo especially when I first pulled up to like macaronies or something, when it was just donging or uh treasure island, it was just like, what the hell?
00:22:10.079 --> 00:22:16.960
I get to go surf that that's just jump off the boat and paddle into a movie, yeah, for sure, you know.
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And it's just uh you can't beat it.
00:22:19.359 --> 00:22:20.400
You can't beat it, you know.
00:22:20.559 --> 00:22:30.640
And it's like everybody loves an ocean view, even if it's flat, you know, but when it's pumping, I mean the energy of the ocean is so overwhelming.
00:22:30.799 --> 00:22:32.960
Like when there's swell, you guys know all this.
00:22:33.039 --> 00:22:38.000
It's like the energy you get just from the ocean pulsing like that.
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It's it's amazing.
00:22:39.359 --> 00:22:43.119
And you see people that don't even surf all gathering around to check the waves, right?
00:22:43.279 --> 00:22:47.599
To check the ocean, to get the energy from Mother Earth that's coming in, you know what I mean?
00:22:47.759 --> 00:22:51.119
And it's like, what else do you want?
00:22:51.359 --> 00:22:52.079
You know what I mean?
00:22:52.160 --> 00:22:55.039
It's just beautiful, it's just infectious energy there.
00:22:55.519 --> 00:22:55.680
It is.
00:22:55.759 --> 00:22:57.599
And Nelly and I have talked about this before too.
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It's I think the overall kind of feeling, you know, if you're the thinking of it as a sport is weather and the planet affect the outcomes of other sports.
00:23:07.599 --> 00:23:09.440
In surfing, it is the sport.
00:23:09.680 --> 00:23:11.680
It is the sport, gravity, the water.
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We're 60% water as humans, you know, like it.
00:23:14.240 --> 00:23:19.519
And so it's a connective tissue between not only the you being in the water, we're mostly made of water.
00:23:19.680 --> 00:23:22.079
And so I think that's why you feel that certain way.
00:23:22.319 --> 00:23:27.920
I think for me, the the best memories of surfing as a kid, and then maybe I did have a little bit of clarity on it.
00:23:28.079 --> 00:23:31.680
Sometimes it was just out there talking to my friends when the sun's going down.
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It's not necessarily the events that happen, it's the connective tissue of being out there together, even when it's flat, talking.
00:23:39.359 --> 00:23:41.599
You know, there's some things that you get out there.
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Um, you know, you wonder how much therapy did you get in the water?
00:23:44.960 --> 00:23:51.039
How much therapy do you get in the water just paddling out, talking with your friends and therapy?
00:23:51.839 --> 00:23:55.039
Green manual dip daily.
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Youth youth serum.
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Talk to me about that.
00:23:57.759 --> 00:23:58.559
He jumps in the water every day.
00:23:58.960 --> 00:23:59.519
Pull that mic towards him.
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Let's hear it.
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Daily manual dip.
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Almost a hundred percent.
00:24:05.359 --> 00:24:08.799
Just daily manual dips, jump in, you know.
00:24:09.119 --> 00:24:14.880
I've done where I've did like you know quite a few years, no matter how cold it is.
00:24:15.200 --> 00:24:15.359
Yeah.
00:24:15.519 --> 00:24:16.799
Especially back to Tola.
00:24:17.119 --> 00:24:23.119
Run down the stairs, jump in, no matter how freezing it is, zapped, zip home, blood.
00:24:23.440 --> 00:24:26.880
Um yeah, it's uh it's the healer.
00:24:27.119 --> 00:24:29.200
Is it different from riding your bike all over town?
00:24:29.359 --> 00:24:31.680
Because both you guys tend to ride your bikes a lot.
00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:41.039
And I know that that's good like serotonin and good energy for you, but it is the ice bath theory different than exercise.
00:24:41.359 --> 00:24:46.160
Uh yeah, there's something about the uh the the cold death definitely.
00:24:46.480 --> 00:24:57.119
The ocean is definitely it's a combination of it all, but that ocean thing is uh pretty much magic.
00:24:57.279 --> 00:24:57.440
Yeah.
00:24:57.680 --> 00:25:02.000
Well, the salt water washes off all the demons too that you drag around throughout the day.
00:25:02.160 --> 00:25:02.799
You know what I mean?
00:25:02.880 --> 00:25:06.799
You just come out of the ocean and you go, yeah, refreshed.
00:25:06.960 --> 00:25:07.680
You know what I mean?
00:25:07.759 --> 00:25:10.720
I've I feel you know, you get high off it.
00:25:10.799 --> 00:25:11.119
All right.
00:25:11.200 --> 00:25:13.440
You know, like it's like it's it's the most amazing thing ever.
00:25:13.680 --> 00:25:16.000
Either it's tropical water or ice cold water.
00:25:16.079 --> 00:25:16.880
It doesn't make any difference.
00:25:16.960 --> 00:25:22.880
If you're in the ocean water, you jump into that stuff and you come out and you go, it's just perfect.
00:25:23.039 --> 00:25:23.359
Yeah.
00:25:23.519 --> 00:25:23.839
Right?
00:25:24.079 --> 00:25:24.960
I can't pass this up.
00:25:25.039 --> 00:25:29.200
That's perfect segue, washing away the demons, um, becoming a different person.
00:25:29.359 --> 00:25:30.160
Yeah, Craig.
00:25:30.240 --> 00:25:32.000
Um, we just talked about your childhood.
00:25:32.079 --> 00:25:34.400
Now I'm sitting at Cruise Iowa, which used to be the Sentinel.
00:25:34.559 --> 00:25:57.519
We had lunch last week, and we'll kind of work around, but let's talk about um I want to talk first about you know, you and the transition from this amazing generation to um your career a little bit, you know, as far as that, and just kind of like open it up a little bit, um, you know, for us to kind of understand what your life was after those RAT 80s a little bit.
00:25:58.160 --> 00:26:02.240
Well I started tattooing, you know.
00:26:02.319 --> 00:26:04.319
My brother bought tattoo equipment.
00:26:04.480 --> 00:26:21.519
I had no thought of tattoos ever, and he bought the equipment and mom went to Bali, and then Adam was one of the first ones, and we all just started tattooing, and then it became it was right at the beginning of big tattoo sort of revolution.
00:26:22.079 --> 00:26:24.319
There was no tattoo parlors in San Andreas at that time.
00:26:24.640 --> 00:26:27.599
There was maybe maybe staircase downtown.
00:26:29.279 --> 00:26:32.240
Yeah, and then I started doing it, and then it was just on.
00:26:32.559 --> 00:27:14.400
I was just I tattooed at my house for I don't know, 10 years or something, and then got a sh tattoo shop going uh on the east side, and that just took off, you know, and next thing you know, I'm traveling the world doing it, and it lasted for 27 years, you know, three different shops tattooing for you know multiple biker uh organizations throughout the state going to Sturgis, going to Hawaii, going to Alaska, all over the place and doing tattoos, and just you know, I'd just post up, got tattoo stuff, you're in, you know what I mean?
00:27:14.480 --> 00:27:18.240
And it was like, you know, the ladies were coming in like left and right.
00:27:19.119 --> 00:27:19.599
This is great.
00:27:19.680 --> 00:27:20.640
I don't have to go anywhere.
00:27:20.720 --> 00:27:21.599
All I do is draw.
00:27:22.079 --> 00:27:22.400
Perfect.
00:27:22.480 --> 00:27:22.960
I love this.
00:27:23.039 --> 00:27:44.000
This is all, you know, and I was surfing a lot, and that got me to Indonesia, you know, and then my mom was living in Thailand, so I'd go to Indonesia and I'd just boat tour and just Uluwatu and Kuda, and then like and I'd go to uh Thailand and spend a month in Thailand with my mom, and I made all these shorts and stuff, you know, and that career was pretty good.
00:27:44.480 --> 00:27:48.559
And I've done, you know, my me and my dad had a cabinet shop.
00:27:48.799 --> 00:27:52.640
I did salmon fishing and I've and I've always been an artist.
00:27:52.880 --> 00:28:08.240
So now, if you want to go into now, it's kind of like I just had to pull my energy back from a lot of things that were going on in my life that were less than par, you know what I mean?
00:28:08.960 --> 00:28:10.000
Explain that a little bit.
00:28:10.240 --> 00:28:13.279
Uh, you know, substance abuse and things like that.
00:28:13.440 --> 00:28:26.640
The partying from the 80s just carried through to uh, you know, to a sort of a you know, just it turned into just like a daily thing where it's not even partying anymore.
00:28:26.720 --> 00:28:36.720
It's just like maintenance of drinking and and using substances, uh uh and kind of toiling in the mud, yeah, so to speak, you know.
00:28:36.960 --> 00:28:44.480
And like me and me and Green, we were both sort of on the same trajectory of just going, what are we doing?
00:28:44.640 --> 00:28:49.920
We're, you know, and we decided one day at my house, we said, hey, look, let's cut this crap out.
00:28:50.079 --> 00:28:56.000
We're going to give ourselves a week to, you know, hammer out or taper off or whatever.
00:28:56.319 --> 00:28:58.400
Come next Tuesday, we're just we're done.
00:28:58.640 --> 00:29:00.640
This wasn't the midnight Tuesday one, was it?
00:29:00.720 --> 00:29:02.640
Is that this story that you told me last week?
00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:04.319
You said at midnight it's over.
00:29:04.559 --> 00:29:05.599
Yeah, this is the same story.
00:29:06.400 --> 00:29:11.759
This is the same story because it's it's the end of the that era, you know.
00:29:12.480 --> 00:29:13.680
Yeah, we're worried about it.
00:29:13.759 --> 00:29:14.400
Enough's enough.
00:29:14.640 --> 00:29:15.440
Enough's enough.
00:29:16.000 --> 00:29:17.359
Yeah, I'm drinking too.
00:29:17.519 --> 00:29:19.599
I tried to do it many times, I'd relapse.
00:29:19.759 --> 00:29:21.519
It's just like the same old business.
00:29:21.680 --> 00:29:23.920
It's like this is it.
00:29:24.319 --> 00:29:29.440
And we said we just as a team said the town is going in.
00:29:31.039 --> 00:29:38.160
You know, and it it was you know, it was a lot of just like prime creator just going, okay, guys, you're done.
00:29:38.319 --> 00:29:39.279
Yeah, you know what I mean.
00:29:39.440 --> 00:29:42.079
You guys are you guys got a bigger mission here.
00:29:42.559 --> 00:29:48.480
You had great lives, you had the free will to to spindle it off with your booze and all that stuff.
00:29:48.799 --> 00:29:49.920
How long ago was this ish?
00:29:50.240 --> 00:29:54.319
This ish was uh September 9th of uh last year.
00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:54.880
Wow.
00:29:55.039 --> 00:29:59.680
Yeah, so and it's been you know the most amazing.
00:30:00.559 --> 00:30:06.640
Year, I feel better than I felt during my best surf session at G Land right now.
00:30:07.279 --> 00:30:09.119
Inside, it's coming from the inside out.
00:30:09.200 --> 00:30:13.920
You know, I've got this jewelry going that I'm making and this Indian trip that I got going.
00:30:14.000 --> 00:30:19.440
And it's just expressions of how good I feel inside, just bursting out, you know.
00:30:19.599 --> 00:30:19.920
Yeah.
00:30:20.079 --> 00:30:24.319
I mean, I can't even explain how good I feel every single day.
00:30:24.400 --> 00:30:31.359
Even the worst parts of the day, I just go, whatever the prime creator's got in store for me, I'm just letting go.
00:30:31.680 --> 00:30:36.319
How hard was it letting um so September you said 11th?
00:30:36.559 --> 00:30:37.279
9th, 9th.
00:30:37.440 --> 00:30:39.039
So September 9th last year.
00:30:39.359 --> 00:30:47.519
I always like to kind of broaden these conversations for a lot of a lot of people listen to this, and some of them are all over, and a lot of them are in a different circumstance.
00:30:47.680 --> 00:30:51.920
Um what was September 10th through what were the first 30 days like?
00:30:52.880 --> 00:30:56.240
You know, like Chris said, he tried to stop it a bunch of times.
00:30:56.319 --> 00:30:56.880
I did too.
00:30:56.960 --> 00:30:59.039
And it was, you know, some sandbags and stuff.
00:30:59.119 --> 00:31:02.000
This time there was nothing to it.
00:31:02.319 --> 00:31:04.319
It was done, you're done.
00:31:04.640 --> 00:31:06.079
What do you attribute that to?
00:31:06.559 --> 00:31:12.640
Um pure source energy.
00:31:13.039 --> 00:31:27.680
You know, my my angels, you know, my the prime creator, a legion of angels that have got me out of a million deadly car accidents and all sorts of things that I probably shouldn't be here for, that I sort of just breeze through.
00:31:27.839 --> 00:31:33.599
And in retrospect, like we were talking, looking in retrospect, I look and I go, something plucked me out of this.
00:31:33.680 --> 00:31:34.079
Yeah.
00:31:34.400 --> 00:31:43.759
So, you know, I look at it like it's just that time, and the best is yet to come.
00:31:44.000 --> 00:31:46.319
And how far were you in it?
00:31:46.400 --> 00:31:48.960
Because these guys talk about like you just weren't in the scene for a while.
00:31:49.039 --> 00:31:54.400
They sounds like you weren't around for a while in the normal uh social circles.
00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:55.920
I was just toiling in the mud.
00:31:56.000 --> 00:31:58.559
I was doing artwork and just doing drugs and drinking all day.
00:31:58.720 --> 00:32:06.640
Yeah, you know, and I worked at Gray Bears for about six years, and I lived in the back doing condensing styrofoam.
00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:07.440
Yep.
00:32:07.759 --> 00:32:09.440
And I just lived back there.
00:32:09.519 --> 00:32:15.359
I was the night guy, did all the maintenance around there and drove all the trucks and got them through the COVID thing.
00:32:15.440 --> 00:32:20.319
And I was, you know, there, but I was just, it was like fully self-contained.
00:32:20.480 --> 00:32:23.680
And uh, you know, I was just getting loaded back there most of the time.
00:32:23.839 --> 00:32:25.920
They didn't know, but I, you know, that's what I was doing.
00:32:26.160 --> 00:32:28.319
No, dog, were you seeing them much during this time or no?
00:32:28.559 --> 00:32:39.359
No, but I was gonna interject and say, like, when I was hanging out with Craig and what a lot, and he was shaping all my boards and shooting photos and surfing and skating, like we were both sober during that time.
00:32:39.440 --> 00:32:41.839
This is 25, 30 years ago.
00:32:42.240 --> 00:32:49.839
And you know, we had this like amazing friendship and amazing relationship.
00:32:50.640 --> 00:32:57.279
And you know, when one person's partying and another person's not, you kind of drift apart, and so we drifted apart.
00:32:57.519 --> 00:32:58.319
For your own sobriety.
00:32:58.559 --> 00:33:00.000
We still loved each other, you know what I mean?
00:33:00.079 --> 00:33:06.799
And so then when I saw him again, actually somebody came and told me they said Craig's sober, and I was like, What?
00:33:07.119 --> 00:33:08.799
Fucking serious, yeah.
00:33:09.039 --> 00:33:11.039
You know, the long time coming.
00:33:11.119 --> 00:33:16.000
Yeah, and then they told me Bear was sober as well and that they were doing it together, and I was like, wow.
00:33:16.160 --> 00:33:18.079
Like that, you know, I mean, that just doesn't happen.
00:33:18.240 --> 00:33:18.400
No.
00:33:18.720 --> 00:33:25.920
Bear, pull that mic over a little bit because I want you to because I I just think it's so fundamentally important that we blow by this, and I think a lot of people are in trouble sometimes.
00:33:26.079 --> 00:33:36.079
And I think they they hear the other side of the story, and Craig, and we're gonna go to Bear here, but I think they hear this thing like, I'm stoked, I'm riding my bike around, I figured it out, I've got this spiritual awakening.
00:33:36.240 --> 00:33:38.000
It sounds too fucking easy, you know.
00:33:38.079 --> 00:33:40.160
And then some when you're in it, it's not easy.
00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:44.480
And it's good, I think it's good to hear that you came to this point, it was a hard point.
00:33:44.640 --> 00:33:47.599
Um, and I I think it is encouraging that you just had the snap.
00:33:47.759 --> 00:33:49.920
Was it snap easy for you, Bear, or no?
00:33:50.319 --> 00:33:54.960
Quitting my main thing was just drink binge drinking.
00:33:55.039 --> 00:33:55.279
Yeah.
00:33:55.680 --> 00:33:56.960
All to have a good time, right?
00:33:57.039 --> 00:33:57.279
Yep.
00:33:57.680 --> 00:34:01.680
And all of a sudden the fun's not over, and I would, you know, binge out.
00:34:01.920 --> 00:34:07.920
And quitting was easy, but for how long, or when I say, I'm never gonna do it again.
00:34:08.159 --> 00:34:22.960
And then all of a sudden, when that urge would come up about you know, I want to go see music and get buzz or whatever, it's giving into the urge, and that's where every slippy slide thing happens.
00:34:23.280 --> 00:34:28.079
But this time around it was like because I've done it enough, just like Greg was saying.
00:34:33.039 --> 00:34:33.840
And how are you feeling?
00:34:33.920 --> 00:34:34.480
You feeling good?
00:34:34.719 --> 00:34:35.519
Oh, I'm feeling great.
00:34:35.679 --> 00:34:36.559
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:34:38.079 --> 00:34:43.280
It's it's it's it in you know, Adam, you on the outside in pull that mic towards you there a little bit.
00:34:43.519 --> 00:34:53.280
And you on that outside in, like your connection to these two guys in particular, same as Nelly, where they kind of in and out a little bit, were you stoked when they kind of or what what's your been relationship through this period?
00:34:53.440 --> 00:35:02.000
Because now you're talking, if you're saying this was a year ago and we're talking the 80s, um, you we're talking, you know, 30, 40 years now at this point, right?
00:35:02.079 --> 00:35:05.519
I mean, we're talking it's um it's getting to be a pretty decent amount of numbers.
00:35:05.599 --> 00:35:07.199
That's a lot of time in between.
00:35:07.360 --> 00:35:10.320
What's your relationship been with these guys over that period of time?
00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:13.199
And then the is there has there been a reconnection recently?
00:35:13.920 --> 00:35:18.159
Well, when you see when you see each other around town, it's like you just pick up where you left off.
00:35:18.320 --> 00:35:18.480
Yeah.
00:35:18.960 --> 00:35:22.320
Whatever they're doing on their on their on their personal time is up to now.
00:35:22.559 --> 00:35:34.400
Um Chris's mom was my teacher in high school too, so I was um I was around um Sarah Green a long time, uh, and she had a lot of patience with us, so obviously she was probably extremely patient repair.
00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:41.280
Uh but we uh we are all sort of on our own path, and we all have sort of our own struggles.
00:35:41.360 --> 00:35:49.519
So and these guys are really honest about what they do, and so it's it's different than having a friend that's you know hiding everything they're doing.
00:35:49.679 --> 00:35:51.599
You see someone and they go, Hey, we're I've been on a bad one.
00:35:51.679 --> 00:35:53.039
Are you gonna also too?
00:35:53.199 --> 00:35:57.199
I would when I was on one of my drinking rolls and uh the money ran out.
00:35:57.360 --> 00:35:59.360
This guy would definitely float.
00:36:01.360 --> 00:36:02.960
No questions asked.
00:36:03.760 --> 00:36:06.480
There's no yeah, there's there's no doubt about it.
00:36:06.800 --> 00:36:14.719
It was it I I kind of get the impression that people would think that we're just like, you know, it wasn't like we were you know laying around in the opium bins.
00:36:15.119 --> 00:36:15.519
You know what I mean?
00:36:15.599 --> 00:36:18.400
It was like we're partying, we're still producing that's not what it is.
00:36:18.559 --> 00:36:19.119
I totally agree with you.
00:36:19.280 --> 00:36:19.920
It's not what it looks like.
00:36:20.000 --> 00:36:35.119
I think what it's not is I mean there was people, there's people like in dire straits that are straight junkies, you know, with the needles and all that kind of stuff that are really like you'd look at that and you'd go, well, that's the bottom line.
00:36:35.280 --> 00:36:46.000
And I never put myself in that position, but I was consistently using, but I was always being creative and I'm cruising around and doing things and being productive and blah, blah, blah.
00:36:46.079 --> 00:36:53.519
But it was, it would, it would keep you limited to you're never really gonna get past this point while you're doing this stuff, right?
00:36:53.679 --> 00:37:02.880
You know, it you can be as creative as you want and do all this stuff, but it's always gonna keep you at a certain zone, you know, where it's like uh stuck, you know.
00:37:03.039 --> 00:37:11.519
So, but once you pull your energy back from that, and it's it's not easy, but it was easy this time because we were done.
00:37:11.679 --> 00:37:13.280
Yeah, you know, we were just done.
00:37:13.440 --> 00:37:16.400
But I could go to I could go to Dunlop's donuts at five in the morning, right?
00:37:16.480 --> 00:37:16.639
Yeah.
00:37:16.719 --> 00:37:27.760
And I would see Craig skateboarding at the crack of dawn, it's sort of dark out still on a on a skateboard that like a major engineer in the skating world should look at and go, wow, how do you how do you put that thing?
00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:28.400
Yeah.
00:37:28.559 --> 00:37:36.880
Um, it was like a carver skate with it probably weighed 40 pounds with like bunches of levers and springs and all kinds of stuff.
00:37:37.039 --> 00:37:46.480
Um, so when you would run into people and and they're still being really creative and still uh doing like genius stuff, yeah, you just gotta sort of go, Well, 100%.
00:37:47.360 --> 00:37:48.559
I gotta disagree.
00:37:48.800 --> 00:37:49.119
Okay.
00:37:50.320 --> 00:37:56.400
Just because yes, you saw Craig skating, but there was zero chance Craig was gonna go surfing that day.
00:37:56.719 --> 00:38:00.559
And there was years where you didn't surf, and I know how much you love surfing.
00:38:00.800 --> 00:38:03.920
So although you were still creative.
00:38:05.599 --> 00:38:06.960
Now you're really creative.
00:38:07.119 --> 00:38:11.599
And this last year, the real creativity is coming out.
00:38:11.920 --> 00:38:16.480
Yeah, well, it's it's the internal shine, it's it's all inside.
00:38:16.719 --> 00:38:17.360
It's the shine.
00:38:17.599 --> 00:38:42.159
It's all inside, and now it's it's pouring out, and it's it's interesting because this whole summer has been the most amazing summer of synchronicities and really amazing meetings with reconnecting with a lot of friends like Dave and Chris and and and Adam and just a lot of people from the past, my mom, my daughter, people I don't even know.
00:38:42.239 --> 00:38:45.840
I'm meeting every day, just ride around on my bike, just glowing.
00:38:46.000 --> 00:38:46.159
Yep.
00:38:46.320 --> 00:38:54.000
You know, and it's so cool to be able to not feel insecure.
00:38:54.639 --> 00:39:04.239
That was the thing I was gonna say right now, and um such a good conversation because um it's limited when you're younger how much experience you have in this with friends, family, things like that.
00:39:04.320 --> 00:39:06.880
And you've got people that just aren't here anymore because of these things.
00:39:06.960 --> 00:39:08.559
You know, like my cousin Sloan's just gone.
00:39:08.639 --> 00:39:09.920
We've talked about that before.
00:39:10.159 --> 00:39:11.920
The the reality is you're exactly right.
00:39:12.000 --> 00:39:16.639
It's not this stereotypical, you know, there's Craig stand on the corner of Costco looking for food.
00:39:16.800 --> 00:39:17.280
It's not that.
00:39:17.360 --> 00:39:18.719
You're still creative, you're still working.
00:39:18.800 --> 00:39:20.639
What Dave's getting at is what I agree with.
00:39:20.719 --> 00:39:23.920
It's a slow turning out of the light of your life social.
00:39:24.320 --> 00:39:25.599
It's a slow dial down.
00:39:26.079 --> 00:39:38.239
Yes, you're still doing all of it, but a lot of times, since you don't feel a certain way about yourself, you don't want to be around your old friends necessarily, not super stoked to, you know, reach out to and say, let's hang out today or let's do this.
00:39:38.400 --> 00:39:45.280
Um, and and eventually what you do is you're just sort of dimming that light on your entire life that you were supposed to have till you're gone.
00:39:45.440 --> 00:39:51.440
And I think that's more of an idea of how it looks, you know, I mean, that than a super obvious, oh my God, look at it.
00:39:51.599 --> 00:40:07.039
Okay, Craig, it's I I don't think anybody thinks that, but I think the thing, you know, the the message you want to get out is that um it is it is an absolute I think of like those horror movies where there's like you know, at the end of it, the the the ghost and has always been on their back and it's weighing them down.
00:40:07.119 --> 00:40:10.480
Yeah, nobody can see it, but it's there on their shoulders and it's pulling them down.
00:40:10.639 --> 00:40:11.360
That's addiction.
00:40:11.519 --> 00:40:12.079
Yeah, yeah.
00:40:12.239 --> 00:40:13.039
And it's the demons.
00:40:13.199 --> 00:40:16.079
It's the demons talking about the ones you can wash off in the ocean.
00:40:16.159 --> 00:40:19.840
And that's why I wasn't going in because the demons had me, you know what I mean?
00:40:20.079 --> 00:40:26.559
And it would be like, okay, uh here, I'm gonna give you some more crappy things that you can decide to do.
00:40:26.719 --> 00:40:35.199
And uh because you're already inebriated with other stuff, you're probably gonna do half of them, and then it's gonna turn the did the dimmer down a little more and a little more, and they're just hoping you just perish.
00:40:35.360 --> 00:40:35.840
It's exactly it.
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:41.039
They're hoping it just ends you, and you know, so now it's like you take your power back and you start turning that dial up.
00:40:41.280 --> 00:40:41.519
That's it.
00:40:41.679 --> 00:40:44.159
Turning that dial up, turning that dial up, and you're doing it.
00:40:44.320 --> 00:40:45.519
Totally, you know, yep.
00:40:45.679 --> 00:40:50.480
You're doing it, and everyone else is doing it because everyone else is you doing it.
00:40:50.800 --> 00:40:54.239
Janelli's radar went up because we all have it again, family, friends like that.
00:40:54.400 --> 00:41:02.400
I'm sure knowing him a little bit now, but the radar goes up when somebody starts talking about how um, and not even somebody, how much they were coping with being fucked up.
00:41:02.559 --> 00:41:07.199
It's so it's the the number one warning sign of like when you're in it, you're saying, I'm killing it.
00:41:07.280 --> 00:41:10.559
You know, on some level, um, you're not, you know, you're not.
00:41:10.639 --> 00:41:21.360
And but I want to kind of, as we wind time here, and this is can go on for two hours if we wanted it, but I want to walk up to 1988, see Craig in the street, and tell him I'd be sitting inside the Sentinel.
00:41:21.440 --> 00:41:25.280
It's like a Jetsons episode, inside the Sentinel office lobby area.
00:41:25.360 --> 00:41:26.239
This used to be.
00:41:26.320 --> 00:41:30.960
Um, you're in a headdress, you've got you're bejeweled right now, and you've had this awakening.
00:41:31.119 --> 00:41:32.880
How does that happen, dude?
00:41:33.840 --> 00:41:36.159
Remember, you're talking to 1988 Craig.
00:41:36.400 --> 00:41:37.440
1988, Craig?
00:41:37.679 --> 00:41:40.800
I'd be going, dude, get that crack pipe out of your mouth.
00:41:46.880 --> 00:41:51.840
Well, tell us about it, because we talked about it last week, but I think it'd be really good for the listeners to know, like, because it's a very cool story.
00:41:52.159 --> 00:41:55.199
You and I had that hard conversation about appropriation and things like that.
00:41:55.360 --> 00:41:56.079
This isn't that.
00:41:56.239 --> 00:41:58.239
This is you finding your path out, right?
00:41:58.480 --> 00:42:04.800
Well, in 1988, I was actually living in Hermosa Beach, and I had a cabinet shop with my dad.
00:42:04.960 --> 00:42:05.280
Okay.
00:42:05.519 --> 00:42:12.239
And I was it was I was down there because I had all sorts of court problems going on up here.
00:42:12.639 --> 00:42:24.239
And uh I was working at the Bandstand restaurant and the Shadowbrook restaurant, and I was selling blow and I got busted doing that at the Shadowbrook, and then I got fired.
00:42:24.320 --> 00:42:26.400
And then I had all these court dates going on.
00:42:26.559 --> 00:42:36.800
And me and my grandpa went down to the courthouse and I was on the thing about 11 times, and it was just a bunch of nonsense, nothing criminal, but it was just like stupid stuff that had stacked up on me.
00:42:36.960 --> 00:42:41.440
And I just, I just called my dad and I go, let's can I can I come live with you, dad?
00:42:41.519 --> 00:42:45.119
And he lived down in Hermosa and yeah, and uh he said, Well, sure.
00:42:45.199 --> 00:42:48.559
Because I didn't really know him that good, and I wanted to get to know him, you know.
00:42:48.719 --> 00:43:04.400
So anyway, I was down there in '88 and uh I was down there for five years, and I was looking at the surf mags down there, and I kept seeing Adam and all these Steve Price and Machado, all these guys in the mag, and I'm like, man, I gotta get back home, you know.
00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:18.239
But at that point, you know, it was kind of that whole colors, colors, crack dilemma, crips and blood stuff going on, and it was, you know, I was still surfing a lot, but I was just getting, you know, that was a gnarly time.
00:43:18.320 --> 00:43:19.360
Yeah, Dave knows.
00:43:19.440 --> 00:43:22.239
I mean, it was a heavy time to escape.
00:43:22.480 --> 00:43:35.760
And uh so then I came back up here and bought a 66-point hat Catalina blue steel, but you know, I don't know.
00:43:35.920 --> 00:43:46.320
I I had an amazing life, even through all that abuse, and I can I wouldn't trade it in for anything because of where I'm at right now.
00:43:46.800 --> 00:43:54.960
And like we were talking about in retrospect, I look back and see that all that stuff counts in order to be where I'm at right now.
00:43:55.119 --> 00:44:30.079
And I feel like you know, all summer they've been working on the 2025 Apollo fucking mission thing, and that's me, and I've been doing it, and finally now with this podcast and reconnecting with my bros and my family, they just pressed a button to finally get the rocket boosters going, just starting to go, and the thing's just gonna blast off into you know into the atmosphere, you know what I mean, and ripple across the universe with love and authenticity.
00:44:30.239 --> 00:44:30.639
That's it.
00:44:30.800 --> 00:44:31.679
You know what I mean?
00:44:32.000 --> 00:44:36.800
Absolute love is how I feel inside, you know.
00:44:36.960 --> 00:44:45.039
And for my birthday down at Black's Beach, when we had a little bonfire, I asked spirits for authenticity, love, and truth and honesty.
00:44:45.119 --> 00:44:47.519
And it just keeps putting, you know, it'll just give it to you.
00:44:47.599 --> 00:44:53.599
Whatever you ask for, you get it, you know, and I feel that the world is recalibrating itself.
00:44:54.159 --> 00:45:01.039
The people are recalibrating into a 12-strand DNA from the 10th, from carbon-based to light-based.
00:45:01.199 --> 00:45:03.039
It's happening whether you like it or not.
00:45:03.280 --> 00:45:06.320
The world's recalibrating, we're all connecting.
00:45:06.480 --> 00:45:26.320
The universe is putting the chess pieces together to steadily flow, ride the wave into this new earth that we're gonna take back from this crummy centuries of being oppressed by the money thing, the politics thing, and all these idiots that inside us we know isn't right.
00:45:26.480 --> 00:45:26.639
Yeah.
00:45:26.960 --> 00:45:28.639
Wars and nonsense.
00:45:28.800 --> 00:45:29.920
Absolute nonsense.
00:45:30.079 --> 00:45:31.039
Nobody wants that stuff.
00:45:31.360 --> 00:45:41.199
Yeah, Adam and I were talking before we went on air that, you know, the and that's a perfect way to kind of talk about it, that these are all narratives that were created by humans.
00:45:41.360 --> 00:45:46.239
Like every single thing you're talking about right there is a collected narrative that people believe in.
00:45:46.400 --> 00:45:50.159
It can be it can be money, it can be religious institutions, government.
00:45:50.320 --> 00:45:53.599
That's all sort of something somebody made up in a group of people believed in.
00:45:53.760 --> 00:46:02.800
My thought on that is like we can also uh so we are subjected to these, we're subjected to speed limits, we're subjected to taxes, we're subjected to all of these things from narratives that are created.
00:46:02.960 --> 00:46:06.960
But the one thing about it we forget in there is like we have equal power to create our own narratives.
00:46:07.199 --> 00:46:10.079
We have the same standing to create our own life narrative.
00:46:10.239 --> 00:46:21.599
And I think that's where I'm looking across at an Indian, and I think that's one where along with your sobriety, like we talked about, I think you're choosing all these are chapters, right?
00:46:21.679 --> 00:46:23.760
These are chapters of the things we talked about today.
00:46:23.840 --> 00:46:25.360
It's all chapters in this book.
00:46:25.519 --> 00:46:29.360
You have your own book, everybody has their own book, and we're taking out these little bitty chapters.
00:46:29.599 --> 00:46:35.199
But you in particular, I think, are are writing, you know, and Bear are writing a new book, right?
00:46:35.280 --> 00:46:38.079
And you're writing this book because it doesn't mean that don't they don't exist.
00:46:38.159 --> 00:46:40.559
This is just a new version of yourself.
00:46:40.719 --> 00:46:50.320
Um, and talk a little bit before we go off air, like we did, we're not to kill too much time, but on this sort of like um this transition, people are gonna see you around, they've seen you around forever.
00:46:50.400 --> 00:46:52.960
Now they're seeing you around a bike and you might have a full headdress on.
00:46:53.119 --> 00:46:55.039
Talk about that a little bit, how that came.
00:46:55.360 --> 00:46:56.320
Creative expression.
00:46:56.480 --> 00:46:57.360
Yep, you know what I mean.
00:46:57.519 --> 00:46:58.719
It's creative expression.
00:46:58.960 --> 00:47:01.679
And uh the the story.
00:47:01.840 --> 00:47:05.039
I've been doing the open mic at some of the coffee shops around town.
00:47:05.119 --> 00:47:14.400
And I went on the 3rd of July as a cowboy to the one in the coffee shop in Aptos, the California coffee there.
00:47:14.639 --> 00:47:19.199
And uh the lady there, super sweet lady, made me a double latte, something or other.
00:47:19.280 --> 00:47:20.960
And I don't really do the caffeine that much.
00:47:21.039 --> 00:47:23.039
And I was just, my heart was just pounding.
00:47:23.119 --> 00:47:27.519
I did the open mic and I went home and I couldn't sleep, and by the morning I was an Indian.
00:47:29.360 --> 00:47:36.960
Next thing you know, I'm riding through the Aptos parade with a bunch of Indian flute music going, going, what independence day are we talking about here?
00:47:40.159 --> 00:47:46.639
And then and then I ride my bike over to the point and I'm riding through the parade at the point, going, What independence day are we talking about?
00:47:46.800 --> 00:47:50.480
Then with chain brakes on my bike, I'm like, shit, I gotta shoot the horse and the leg here.
00:47:50.960 --> 00:47:54.719
And so I drop it off at a friend's house and I start walking through town with that stuff.
00:47:55.119 --> 00:48:03.840
You know, I go over to my daughter's, I go over to Meeksters, and I'm walking along the boardwalk, and it's funny because I'd I'd walk by these big groups of Indian people from India and I'd look at them, I'd go, Indian.
00:48:04.000 --> 00:48:07.840
And they'd look at me and they'd go, yeah, but nah, not that kind, you know.
00:48:08.000 --> 00:48:16.880
And uh, and people would look at me and I'd be walking all crowd and and they'd kind of like look up and they'd go, whoa, they'd look away, like, whoa, what what what Indian?
00:48:17.119 --> 00:48:18.159
What the hell's going on?
00:48:18.400 --> 00:48:21.599
No, and I and I'm having the greatest time.
00:48:21.679 --> 00:48:23.920
I pick collected a thousand feathers from the beach.
00:48:24.000 --> 00:48:28.320
I make these headdresses, I make these pants, and I make this jewelry.
00:48:28.480 --> 00:48:32.960
And my daughter is embarrassed as you can get as a little 11-year-old, you know.
00:48:33.119 --> 00:48:36.960
I'm down, I see her down on the, I say, Hey, I'm at the harbor, where are you at?
00:48:37.039 --> 00:48:37.280
On the phone.
00:48:37.440 --> 00:48:38.400
She goes, I'm downtown.
00:48:38.480 --> 00:48:40.000
I go, I'll meet you at John Baduse.
00:48:40.239 --> 00:48:44.800
And she goes, Okay, so I come pulling up in the Indian step, and she just looks at me and she goes, Oh shit, he's an Indian.
00:48:44.880 --> 00:48:49.360
And he's she starts running down the mall, and I go, That's my wallet, young lady.
00:48:49.440 --> 00:48:50.639
That's my wallet.
00:48:55.599 --> 00:48:56.480
I go, I gotcha.
00:48:56.880 --> 00:48:57.360
It's so good.
00:48:57.599 --> 00:48:58.159
So hilarious.
00:48:58.239 --> 00:49:00.000
No, she's like, Dad, the Indian thing again.
00:49:00.079 --> 00:49:02.159
I'm like, I go, hey man, yeah.
00:49:02.400 --> 00:49:12.960
Yeah, yeah, yeah, definitely, you know, you know, and I've you know, I've had only one encounter with an Indian person that actually was offended by it.
00:49:13.119 --> 00:49:15.280
And I just told her I loved her, and it was all good, you know.
00:49:15.679 --> 00:49:17.280
I mean, I just said, I love you, you know.
00:49:17.360 --> 00:49:27.119
I mean, and all the other people invited me to South Dakota to be in the big gathering that they have, and they said, Hey, look, everybody's been screwed over in this life.
00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:28.320
We're all one people.
00:49:28.480 --> 00:49:29.679
It is the weapon.
00:49:29.840 --> 00:49:37.280
Let's educate ourselves and come through this, you know, because each individual person's energy is huge.
00:49:37.360 --> 00:49:39.920
And we've been taught that we're just poor little old me.
00:49:40.000 --> 00:49:40.719
What can I do?
00:49:40.800 --> 00:49:42.079
Kind of a nonsense, right?
00:49:42.239 --> 00:49:43.360
And it's not the way it is.
00:49:43.519 --> 00:49:55.280
No, each one of us is a giant energy source that can project our energy and our love throughout the universe, not just from person to person, but you can do it energetically.
00:49:55.440 --> 00:49:55.679
Exactly.
00:49:55.840 --> 00:49:56.639
Because everything's energy.
00:49:56.719 --> 00:49:56.880
Yep.
00:49:57.119 --> 00:49:58.239
You know, you can't palpable.
00:49:58.559 --> 00:50:00.639
It's it's it's closing.
00:50:01.039 --> 00:50:03.119
It's the beauty, it's the beauty of life.
00:50:03.440 --> 00:50:04.000
You know what I mean?
00:50:04.239 --> 00:50:05.360
Closing thoughts, Nelly.
00:50:05.519 --> 00:50:06.800
Uh it's palpable.
00:50:06.880 --> 00:50:07.119
Yeah.
00:50:07.360 --> 00:50:14.800
But um Craig touched on it for a second, and he's somehow lost all his insecurities.
00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:21.920
I don't know if he ever had many, actually, thinking back, but it's really infectious to be around because I do have insecurities.
00:50:22.239 --> 00:50:23.440
And I'm very insecure.
00:50:23.599 --> 00:50:32.320
And being around people like him and Barney, Adam and Bear, like they they make me feel less insecure because they make me feel good about being me.
00:50:32.480 --> 00:50:32.639
Yeah.
00:50:32.800 --> 00:50:33.440
You know what I mean?
00:50:34.239 --> 00:50:38.559
And I can't get enough.
00:50:39.119 --> 00:50:39.840
You know what I mean?
00:50:40.000 --> 00:50:40.239
Yeah.
00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:40.559
Yeah.
00:50:40.800 --> 00:50:50.639
And just listening to them and just listening to all that about love and energy, and you know, I mean, it's just like makes me feel good inside and and what a blessing.
00:50:51.199 --> 00:50:52.239
Adam, pull it towards you.
00:50:52.320 --> 00:50:54.800
And closing closing thoughts on any of this?
00:50:55.440 --> 00:50:59.920
Um, I'm just stoked to have my my buddies back.
00:51:00.000 --> 00:51:08.159
I'd say not they've they've never gone anywhere, but to have them back in this form and to be able to um yeah, just to to be alive in this block of time.
00:51:08.239 --> 00:51:12.239
We talked about that, you know, the 80s being a good block of time is pretty polarizing time for us.
00:51:12.400 --> 00:51:14.079
But right now is as good as it gets.
00:51:14.159 --> 00:51:17.840
I think right now we're we're dealing with um some radical things in our life.
00:51:17.920 --> 00:51:22.159
But when you're surrounded by really cool people that are back on track and good stuff, it makes you feel good.
00:51:22.400 --> 00:51:23.760
How are things going for the shop?
00:51:24.079 --> 00:51:27.199
Shop's challenging, but come by YB for a couple boards, I'll sell you a couple.
00:51:27.440 --> 00:51:27.760
Where's that?
00:51:27.840 --> 00:51:29.119
Tell them where it's out, website and all that.
00:51:31.760 --> 00:51:32.239
Or 88.
00:51:32.400 --> 00:51:33.360
Yeah, it's on 41st Avenue.
00:51:33.840 --> 00:51:34.639
Website up and all that?
00:51:34.800 --> 00:51:37.360
Yeah, YB or uhyourboards.com.
00:51:37.440 --> 00:51:39.920
We're gonna have a bunch of uh CY's artwork in there.
00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:40.320
Right now.
00:51:40.639 --> 00:51:40.960
That's right.
00:51:41.119 --> 00:51:41.920
We're gonna have some, huh?
00:51:42.159 --> 00:51:43.280
Yeah, Maya's artwork in there.
00:51:44.639 --> 00:51:47.039
We're gonna get some uh art on some shirts and stuff.
00:51:47.119 --> 00:51:49.119
And when the book comes out, we'll have that as well.
00:51:49.360 --> 00:51:51.119
Doing a big book on CY it's coming out.
00:51:51.360 --> 00:51:51.679
Amazing.
00:51:51.920 --> 00:51:52.559
Uh okay.
00:51:52.719 --> 00:51:56.559
Pull it towards uh Bear there and Bear, any thoughts on this whole thing, all of it?
00:51:56.800 --> 00:51:58.320
Uh good connecting with everybody.
00:51:58.400 --> 00:51:59.119
I'm doing great.
00:51:59.280 --> 00:52:00.480
Everybody's doing great.
00:52:00.639 --> 00:52:08.960
Uh one of our anthems is uh start where you stand and just live in the moment and be all you can be.
00:52:09.199 --> 00:52:13.440
And uh Oh, I'm also starting a little podcast coming up.
00:52:13.679 --> 00:52:14.880
Right on, we can help you promote it.
00:52:14.960 --> 00:52:15.280
What is it?
00:52:15.519 --> 00:52:17.519
It's called uh the Regal Peasant Formula.
00:52:17.679 --> 00:52:18.000
I love it.
00:52:18.079 --> 00:52:20.079
Are you just gonna are you gonna rip that off on your own?
00:52:20.320 --> 00:52:21.039
Were you studio?
00:52:21.119 --> 00:52:22.400
Are you just gonna do it like from your place?
00:52:22.880 --> 00:52:27.519
But a pretty raga, but I have a uh technological wizard.
00:52:27.920 --> 00:52:28.239
That's great.
00:52:28.320 --> 00:52:32.000
Well, we've got a lot of ways to help you with vibes through our TV network, through the magazine.
00:52:32.159 --> 00:52:40.480
Uh part of what we do as a production company is not just this part of it, but if you produce one, you have it done, we've got a way to get eyes on it, you know, through this TV network behind me.
00:52:40.559 --> 00:52:41.360
So we'll definitely help you now.
00:52:41.519 --> 00:52:45.920
This is rad meeting you, and I look forward to working on this article with you uh for the for the print issue.
00:52:46.239 --> 00:52:57.440
I think we got a really good sense of what this could be for this article because I was unsure after the lunch last week, you know, but I do think this hopefully can be like a broader scope of this dude's life, like we kind of finished up there.
00:52:57.599 --> 00:53:00.880
Um, not so much the a guy in a headdress driving down Westcliff.
00:53:01.039 --> 00:53:02.480
That's the smallest part of it, Craig.
00:53:02.559 --> 00:53:04.320
You know, the smallest the journey is the other one.
00:53:04.400 --> 00:53:05.199
And this was great.
00:53:05.360 --> 00:53:12.000
Nelly, um I'm asking you to circle around again, but any any thoughts that are trigging you outside of the just overall stoke?
00:53:12.320 --> 00:53:20.960
Oh well, I was gonna say that I'd like to dedicate this show to uh Tashi, mine and Bear's a really good friend.
00:53:21.280 --> 00:53:21.840
Just passed away.
00:53:22.079 --> 00:53:22.880
Oh, yeah.
00:53:23.519 --> 00:53:32.719
And uh just thanks, Adam, and there and see why, because you guys have had a huge influence on my life.
00:53:32.880 --> 00:53:38.719
I'm sure you know that, but just to reiterate it, it's been uh been awesome.
00:53:38.960 --> 00:53:40.239
We spent a lot of time together.
00:53:41.199 --> 00:53:41.840
All four of us.
00:53:41.920 --> 00:53:51.920
And then uh I'm just grateful to have you guys in my life and and uh thanks, boys.
00:53:52.239 --> 00:53:53.360
It's great, thank you.