Gunplay Won His Case With Witchcraft, But Here's What It Cost Him (EP 012)

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I've done things and I apologize to Rick Ross and I hope he will forgive me for what I did.
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How's that relationship now?
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I wish it was better.
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I miss my friend.
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I miss my brother.
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When I caught that case, I'm on camera.
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There's no way I'm beating this case, bro.
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I remember that.
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He's really coming to court.
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He's really doing his thing.
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It's just like I'm cooked.
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So I say, you know what?
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I'ma look into the sanaria.
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I got into it.
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You know, long story short, beat my case, and I was like, oh nah, this is it.
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That's when I said, I'm gonna go get my Orula.
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Now I feel like I got spiritual power.
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Shout out to G the K, man.
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If you ever watch.
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Yeah, bro, it's okay.
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It's good, it's good to cry, bro.
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He said, the door is closing on you.
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You gonna have to pick a side.
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Once that door is closed, that's it.
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So you better make your mind up of who you finna serve, bro.
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You can't serve two gods, two masters, bro.
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My father, he's a praying man.
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So when he heard I had got locked up, he said a prayer.
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He said, God, I want you to reveal yourself to my son while he's in jail.
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So I'm in jail, and I felt somebody pushing me back.
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I hit the wall, boom, I grabbed myself like this, and it just felt warm.
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And then I start talking.
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He said, Richard, it's gonna be uncomfortable for a little while, but I'm doing this to save your life.
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I didn't say that.
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It came through my mouth, but it wasn't me speaking.
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The only person that ever had me feel like that besides my parents was Ross.
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Let's pray for him right now.
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Let's pray for him right now.
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God, in Jesus' name, right now.
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I'm praying for William Roberts.
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Lord, let him forgive as well as me learning to forgive.
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And I'm asking you to just touch his heart, Father God, and keep him safe.
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Cover him with your blood.
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Show him how powerful you are and let him accept you and move forward with you in his life.
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Father God, I'm asking you this from the bottom of my heart.
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In Jesus' name I pray.
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Amen.
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This is not even just about going viral, but it's because of your soul.
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You want to get baptized?
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Alright, cool, man.
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So we're here, man.
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We here.
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This is our first uh podcast.
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We're just gonna keep it organic from kind of like the beginning.
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We're just chopping it up about that.
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I'm with my brother, Gunplay.
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Yes, sir.
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Rich.
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Richard.
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Rich Your Victoria.
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Today I'm Richard, man.
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We leaving Gunplay out back in the world, man.
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We in a we in a safe, holy place right now, man.
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We wanna leave that word, which is yeah.
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I love it, bro.
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You from you from uh you know my area, you're from Miami, bro.
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You stay, I know you stay in Broward and Pines.
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Yeah, yeah.
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But you from Miami.
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Yeah, you know, I grew up on your music, bro.
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Oh yeah?
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Yeah, bro.
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That's crazy, man.
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As a kid, like man, I'm talking about like like 12, 11.
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Oh yeah.
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Oh boy, man.
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You feel old.
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That's all right, though.
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I'm I'm getting wise.
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But you're a South Florida legend, bro.
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Absolutely.
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I appreciate that.
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South Florida legend, bro.
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Bible on the dash.
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I mean, even before that, you know, with triple C, like all that stuff.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Yeah, bro.
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So, like, man, it's crazy, bro.
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It's it's it's journey, man.
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It's what God does, bro.
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So man, um, I just want to chop it up about everything, bro.
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You know, we're gonna get spiritual.
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Yeah, I'm with it.
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Just everything going on, and just uh yeah, see where the Holy Spirit leads.
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So we just start off with a prayer.
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So, Father, I thank you, Lord, for getting my brother here safe.
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I thank you, Lord, for this podcast and just what you want to do with it.
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Lord, I pray that everything that we speak be what you want us to speak and everything you want us not to speak of.
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We just you just quicken us not to speak of it.
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Thank God that you brought me and my brother out of so much, Lord, and that you're just you're working on our heart even more to bring us higher in you.
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It's a process, Lord, and we know that.
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And we're we know that you're the only perfect one.
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And we're just we're just trying to be more and more like you as you you change us by your word, by your grace.
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It's you, Lord, that does it.
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So thank you, Father, have your way, Holy Spirit in Jesus' name, amen.
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Amen, amen, amen.
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Amen, bro.
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So I just want to go straight into the the Santeria part because we're kind of similar, bro.
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I don't know if you know my testimony, but nah, I'm not, I'm not.
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That's good, because then that's that's like it's gonna be like fresh.
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And um, yes, I was I was in it too.
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A little I didn't I didn't go deep, deep, yeah, but I went to Haiti and all that stuff.
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Yeah, yeah, bro.
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Started practicing voodoo, yeah, and then went to New Orleans, Santa Ria, all that.
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Oh yeah, but like from Brow, like when I was in Brown, I didn't I didn't think nothing of it.
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Yeah, but then when I got older, it's like I was trying to figure out who stole a package.
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Who stole the package?
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Yeah, I was moving weights in the in the mill.
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Oh I I was I was moving, like, you know, like you know, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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I was in Cali.
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Yeah.
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I was sending out boxes and I was like, really, I had it had a good system, bro.
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Okay, like there's no way I could have got intercepted.
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Okay, and then one time a package got it just didn't make it.
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Yeah.
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You know, in the past I'd had I'd had packages not make it or whatever, but like it was just like it was I had so much pride, bro.
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I was like, man, I want to figure this out.
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Yeah.
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So because I used to have a little spot in uh Cali by the border.
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I used that no cameras at the USPS.
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The lady I'd throw some bread, she knew what I was doing.
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I used to use the gloves with the vacuum seal.
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I used to know how to put it in the boxes, not too big of a box.
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Yeah, I doubt it.
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So at all, brother.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So it was I was real successful, and then the package got missing.
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I was like, man, I can't figure this out in the physical.
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And then one of the girls I was dating, she was a you know, Haitian, and she and her cousin's a voodoo priest.
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Okay.
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So I was like, man, I don't believe in this stuff, but I'm I need to know.
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You need to know, yeah.
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So he could really find out.
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And she was like, Yeah, if I call him.
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So she calls him out in Haiti.
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He's like, and crew or whatever, like, if you want to know, you gotta come.
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Yeah, bruh.
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And I'm just and she she was like, Ah, you know, we're not gonna go.
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I said, nah, it's either you come, I'm going.
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Yeah.
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Solo or you come with me.
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Yeah, I gotta know.
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And she was like, nah, you ain't gonna, and I bought a ticket, and then she was like, All right, I'm gonna come.
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So she had called her family, yeah, they pulled up on us, and that's when I started getting into the voodoo and all that.
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Yeah, so I seen it and you went to Haiti, so you got the raw dog right there, boy.
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You feel me?
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So, so yeah, so like, and then I when I got back, because I he started saying a lot of things about my life that there's no way.
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There's no way, you feel me?
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And that's what like I was like, it intrigued me.
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I still was kind of like, oh no, they just want my bread.
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Uh-huh.
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But I was like, okay, we're gonna have to like really see then.
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So when I got back to Cali, I went to LA.
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Yeah.
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And it started getting deep, bro.
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Next thing you know, I'm about like I was like, this is my calling.
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Like, I'm about to be a dual inducted warlock.
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I met Salange Nose.
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She was, yeah, bro.
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I met she was the warlock that was training me up in New Orleans, the the Baba Lau.
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He was uh he was dual inducted.
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So he was dual inducted in Haiti and Puerto Rico.
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Oh, spiritual mother was a Haitian and he's Puerto Rican.
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And you know, I'm talking about some like I walked in the store, they don't even, and he's like, I've been waiting for you type stuff.
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Like some movie stuff, and then I meet Solange Nose.
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This is when she was blowing up, yeah.
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And I'm thinking, this is my calling, bro.
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Yeah, I can get power.
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Power, yeah.
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And then I start wearing, you know, the beads, yeah.
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Different color beads, like at the altars, I get I start putting uh salt in the corners.
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I'm burning the sage, the grass.
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Now I'm doing tarot cards, yeah, now I'm balancing chakras.
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Oh.
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So like for you, like I was gonna say.
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You got your Orula, your mano?
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So I I actually didn't go.
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Like that that was that's when I got saved.
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Oh so I was about to sleep at the cemeteries.
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Okay, you know what I'm talking about.
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Yeah, so I was gonna do a week in Haiti, a week in Puerto Rico in October.
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Yeah, and like we had it all unlocked, ready to go.
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Oof.
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Yeah, bro.
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And then and right before I was about to go, man, God started moving, bro.
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Yeah.
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That's what he does.
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Crazy, bro.
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That's like you can't play with him, bro.
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You think see, we be thinking we know it all.
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We got all the sense.
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You see what I'm saying?
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Like, uh, I beat did mine to beat my case.
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You see what I'm saying?
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How arm robbery, I'm on camera.
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I can't, there's no way I'm beating this case, bro.
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Dude, he's really coming to court, he's really doing his thing.
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My co-defendant on there, he he done gave a statement.
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It's just like I'm cook, bro, right here.
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I'm just cooked.
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I remember when that came out on the news, bro.
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I remember watching it.
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I'm like Kevin Brown.
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Like, I'm like, damn, bruh, bruh.
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They got it on video.
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Yeah, bruh.
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So I'm like, I'm cooked.
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And the dude, see, at the time I was, I was still, I was still thinking like like dudes was like still on some gangster time.
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You see what I'm saying?
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So I'm down, like at the time, my mind was just gone.
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So I'm just down a lot.
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All right, let's just kill each other about it.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Let's just go to war about it.
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I'm gonna do this, and then you're gonna do that, and then we just gonna woo-woo woo, the usual.
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But nah, he wanted to pick up the phone and say, if you don't bring my chain back, tailgun play, I'm gonna ruin his career.
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I'm calling the police.
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I'm like, what is this warfare?
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This new kind of warfare you're doing, bro.
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This police stuff.
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And I was like, all right, bet.
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So I said, I gotta get something.
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I said, you know, I believed in God.
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I I uh um I grew up in the church on the weekends, Spanish and the Bronx.
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Yeah.
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The Bronx?
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The Bronx, South Bronx.
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Yeah, Puerto Rican.
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My my my my family Puerto Rican.
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I got a New York inside of me.
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You see what I'm saying?
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I didn't even know that.
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I was born in Texas, but I would have lived in New York till I was 10 years old in South Bronx in Queens.
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I went to school in Queens, and on the weekend I was in South Bronx with my dad.
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Oh, that's cool.
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So I would go to a Spanish-speaking church.
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It was hot as ever in there.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Just had the fans blowing like this, but just circulating hot air, but it was definitely a vibe in there and um like Pentecostal type church?
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Uh Baptist.
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Baptist, okay, okay, okay, okay.
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Uh I had that foundation.
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Um, but when I caught that case, I felt that that foundation, for one, what really I felt like at the time didn't help me anywhere in my life, anyway.
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So what am I gonna do when I got this big problem?
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You haven't been helped helping me from the jump anyway.
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So I got this big problem, and I know you can't handle my little problems.
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I you can't handle this big problem.
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So I gotta go to something that's that's stronger.
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It's like having a glass of wine, but you really want liquor.
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Yeah.
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You see what I'm saying?
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You need something strong.
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So I said, you know what?
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I'm gonna go uh and I'm gonna I'm gonna look into the santeria.
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And um, I got into it, and at first I was with a San Teto.
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I didn't know the difference between a Baba Lao and a Santeto.
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Right?
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Once I found out, I was like, okay, I'm gonna really go with the Baba Lao because they're strictly by the book.
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Yeah, yeah, the Santeto's like more like like a like they're lenient, they do not they're not inducted.
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Yeah, they they they they're not really ordained to do what they do, but they do it anyway.
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And it's a thing.
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I just don't even get involved.
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I just say, look, I go, I go by I'm the I'm a by the book guy.
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Yeah.
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So I went with my Baba Lao and and I've been with over there ever since for um for 13 years.
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I got my mono, orula, um, and everything.
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And um Wow.
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I went that that's when you got it during that case?
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Yeah.
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That's when everything started.
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Yeah.
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So before that, you ain't never done none of that.
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None of that.
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You heard about it, but you were like, nah.
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Yeah, and they they they yeah, I was like, once I started doing the homework though, and I was like, okay, I understand it.
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I see what the origins of it, uh, okay, it's making sense.
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It when it sounds good, see the devil will rap wrap up that candy real good.
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Nice package, yeah.
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Sweet too.
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But then when you bite into that thing, it's a razor blade in there.
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Yeah.
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Your whole mouth finna cut up.
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You finna be, you it's gonna hurt you.
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You wanna kill.
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Yeah.
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So steal and everything.
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Exactly.
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So when I um when I did that and I started and my case, when I beat my case, you know, long story short, beat my case, and I was like, oh nah, this is it.
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That's when I said, I'm gonna go get my Orula.
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So I waited a while because I didn't want to get my Urula until I really fully understood the religion, until I really, you know, soaked it up and really understood it, understood it.
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And then I went and got it.
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And when I got it, then I was like, okay, now um I have I feel like I I'm there now.
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Now I feel like I got the spiritual power.
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The power, yeah.
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Yeah, you see what I'm saying?
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But then I said, that spiritual power, I want more.
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Yeah, I want the physical realm too.
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Yeah.
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So I sat down, um, I know a 33rd degree Mason in the Secret Service, right?
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Um got him to make a call for me for somebody down south in one of the lodges, and I invited him to my house, a worshipful master, invited him to my house, and this was uh May of 2023, invited him to my house, and we talked for about two hours.
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I had my wife make him some dinner.
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We we sat there, we had a bottle of wine, we talked for like two, three hours, and they basically had did some homework on me and was like, you know, yeah, you got a wild pass, but we see that you're elevating and you're starting to be enlightened and you're really calming down, and that's like we what where your mind is going, that's where we want to pick you up at and keep going with you.
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You see what I'm saying?
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So I was like, yeah.
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33 degrees.
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Yeah, that's 30 degree basic.
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That's the way that's the one that referred me to somebody because he made the call and said, Listen, I got a brother, woo-woo.
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He's in South Florida.
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They had that, you know what I'm saying?
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I ain't gonna say the lodge where it's at, whatever, but they came, uh they sent somebody over there, called me, set up a meeting, came to my house, fed him.
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How was that?
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How was the guy?
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Like, we was cool, he was cool.
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Like we was we was vibing, like I had a lot of questions because I was like, you know, I just felt like like like what's up?
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What y'all doing?
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Like, what's up?
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Yeah, he was like, listen, I he said, I I lost a marriage behind this, and I'm like, why?
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And he was like, because I was just too dedicated.
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And I was like, I mean, if you dedicate yourself to something, like I understand somebody's gonna leave, but if it's if it's that much, what kind of dedication are you doing to make your wife leave you?
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There needs to be balanced.
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Like even kids, like it's like I'm not gonna, I'm not like for as a pastor, I'm not gonna sacrifice my kids and my marriage for a ministry.
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That's that's that's idolatry.
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Right now, now as a pastor, I'm idolizing my position, right?
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Because like if God is love, right, he wants me to balance everything out.
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Yeah, you feel me?
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So it's like yeah, bro.
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It's even like going to the gym, taking care of our bodies, like it's like all that stuff gotta be balanced.
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I'm perfect, yeah.
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But bro, we had to be balanced.
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So like he so basically what he's saying is he idolized Freemasonry to the point where his wife literally left him, and and I believe the devil stole his marriage.
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Yeah, that's what I believe.
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Well, now hindsight 2020, but before I just was like, yeah, you dedicated.
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Did you know about Freemasonry?
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Like, did you did you go deep on it?
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Yeah, I mean, I tried to.
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I I was doing my own research for years.
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Yeah, bro.
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For years, years, years, years.
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I know.
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Um, but I talked to a lot of people, I know a lot of people that's in it too.
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And I talked to somebody, he's a uh a real good friend of mine, mentor.
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He was in uh Freemason.
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He got to like, I think, like the fifth, fifth or seventh or something like that.
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He just started noticing like who are these deities?
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Baphomet Jebula.
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What's up?
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Three-headed demons.
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What's up?
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Yeah, bro.
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Talk to me, what's up?
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What's you know what I'm saying?
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But then his gut, he wasn't in the church, nothing like that.
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He wasn't all he but he had discernment.
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Yeah, he had discernment.
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So he was like, huh, I don't know about all this.
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And he was like, gunplay, you're gonna get to a certain point where it's like the deities, uh, I don't, you know, I don't really know too much, you know.
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That's something kind of just made me, and then he turned to Christ.
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Wow.
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Yeah, he turned to Christ, right?
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And that that was it.
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And this guy's a he's he he was our road manager at one point.
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He was a knockout artist, he's a he's a he's a he was a gangbanger, he's like still connected, he's all of that.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So this is not no, like, this is not a guy that's just you know a flimsy dude, a whimsical, just wishy-washy.
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Nah, he's a stand-up, strong individual.
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So when he turned to Christ, um at I was still doing Santa Ria.
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So now uh uh I have them I have the Freemason, right, ready to in uh January of 2024, I was supposed to go down there and go to the lodge and start then.
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But the incident happened in August, two months later, after I seen the guy.
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So now in this situation with my wife, I asked, I asked uh Ellie Gua for a wife.
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I've been asking Elie Guar for a wife for like two years at that point, and I was like, I hit my 40s.
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Once I turned 40, I don't know if it was a midlife crisis, but I just felt like I got so much love to give.
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I gotta give it to some somebody's gotta get this love, bro.
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Like I like I figured the game out.
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I'm over having a thousand women, I'm over all the drugs, I'm over everything.
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I want peace.
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I want a woman, I wanna start a family.
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You see what I'm saying?
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So now I'm there from 40 to 41.
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I'm still making offerings, but I'm making my offerings and being detailed, I'm being specific.
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She gotta be Spanish.
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Yeah, she gotta be uh uh uh out of college with a college degree.
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She gotta speak proper.
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Yeah, she gotta uh uh I hate to say this, but uh I know my reason for my past relationships not working, and that was because of me cheating and having that lust for myself.
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So I said, I want to have a woman I don't need, I don't want to cheat on, so she has to have, she has to she has to have I can keep it what?
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You can keep it one, yeah.
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Okay, all right, so I said, listen, I asked if you can send her, yeah, I'm gonna know you Sunter if she does this one thing, if she does this.
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Okay.
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Okay, okay, okay, okay.
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I don't I don't want to really, you know what I'm saying?
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But if she's yeah yeah yeah yeah all right, I need that in my life.
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If she I that's I need that.
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Yeah.
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Cause I know if I had uh I'm good, I couldn't stay home.
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Yeah, you wouldn't.
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I don't need nothing.
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I'm good.
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So he sent a uh a Cuban, she's black.
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And he knows I like dark skinned.
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Dark skin, yeah, yeah.
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Some the black Cuban proper.
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Uh uh uh got her degree uh a master's in criminology um and criminology.
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Now remember I said that master's in criminology, keep that tucked.
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Um uh grew up family oriented, uh fate grew up in the church.
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So I'm like, okay, yeah.
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And then all of a sudden, she does the thing.
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I'm like, oh, this is her.
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This is her.
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All right, this is two years in now.
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They're almost two years in, a year and a half, about a year.
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So I'm like, okay, I want her.
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This is who I'm gonna marry.
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This is her.
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All the boxes is checked.
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So a year into it, now I'm about to become a Mason.
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I got my wife, I got my daughter, I got my condo in brickle.
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Everything I wanted to do.
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I'm on TV.
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I got her on TV.
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Um, I got her her own money.
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I got my own money.
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We're putting money together.
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We're about to go save up for a house now.
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Everything looking good.
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And I kept telling her, like, yo, this is like really too good to be true.
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Like, this is I I can't even but like I'm living a dream right now.
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And I'm like, yo, like, like every time I get here, it'll be some BS that'll mess it up.
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But right now I feel like there's like we good because like she's handling my, she's budgeting my money.
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I can do whatever I want and and and not worry about is there, you know, going over budget or anything, because I'm really not too good with I know how to make money, I just don't know how to what to do with it.
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Bro, I'm not gonna lie to you.
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Like you know what I'm saying?
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Yeah, I'm not, I'm I'm I'm bad at it though.
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So she was helping me with that and budgeting and and investing and doing this and that.
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So I was like, man, she's perfect, bro.
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She's perfect.
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Yeah, and then um uh, but you know, I every time she would say I love you and stuff and and and would praise me for such a good job I'm doing as a husband and as a father and as a man, I would, I would, I would love that praise, but there was something that I my discernment was like, something ain't right here, man.
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Something ain't right.
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I'm looking her in the face, she's telling me I love you, but I do not feel it.
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I feel it here when somebody I but I just it just falls on my outside, it don't hit my inside, pause, and I'm like, what's going on?
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But I never just I just said, you know what?
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I don't know though what it is.
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I've never been here in that position before where I was like, you know what I mean, being uh It felt fake.
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Yeah, it felt fake, but it felt real too at the same time because everything physically was real, but the gut wasn't, and I'm like, yo, this is wild, but because God wasn't.
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In it, it wasn't in it, he was nowhere there.
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It was the devil, yeah.
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The devil will give you exactly what you want to take to take your life, yes, and bro.
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You know, from Miami, from brow, like that lifestyle, that culture, bro.
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I already know, yeah, you with all these girls, yo, you you you you was deeper.
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I mean, you got you, you around famous people, you rapping, you're successful, you you're seeing all these things happen, and you're like, I'm done with this lifestyle.
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Yeah, basically, I was done.
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And then and and then you're looking for purpose, looking for purpose, and then I find this, and this was the the I'll be, you know, I come to think about it, hindsight 2020.
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I this was the I needed this because I was headed, I was there.
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Was no more soul left for me.
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God was like, yo, you got half over here, Santa Ria, you about to go become a Mason, Freemason.
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What is where what soul is left for me?
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Man, can I have some?
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Or you just gonna share your stuff out to everybody?
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You ain't gonna leave nothing for me?
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That's when he said, All right, come here, I'm gonna put them, take you, put you over here.
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And the night the at 6 30 p.m.
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6 30 p.m.
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uh August, August 19th, 2023, 6 30 p.m.
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Fleming Steakhouse.
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That was the the last time I lived the life that I've worked for my entire life, and the people that I knew and the connects that I made.
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That night, 6 30, 8, 19, 2023, it was over.
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There was not one after that day and that hour, my life changed.
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I didn't I didn't have a family no more.
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She do she she said I I I I pulled the AK-47 on her and threatened to shoot her and blow her away.
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She said I I false imprisoned her in the house and wouldn't let her out.
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Then she said I choked my daughter till she was lethargic and the medics had to resuscitate her.
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This is let her tell it.
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So I took a polygraph test for it.
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So the that what happened on the incident, just to make a long story short, um, everything that she said on the internet is literally backwards.
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It happened to me.
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So she said I was making noises.
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She told me to no, it's the total opposite.
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She was drunk making noises with the baby, and she was just extra loud today.
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She usually has the baby and she's just regular, but she just extra loud.
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Yeah.
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Because yes, she's only and she's talking loud, and I'm like, and I got my headphones on trying to play Warzone with my team, and they hearing the backgrounds, and I'm like, listen, I'm gonna go in the um in the living room.
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Oh I got background.
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I go, take it out of the living room, and she drops, puts the baby down, and starts yelling, no, you're not gonna ruin another TV.
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And this was a TV that she filmed me breaking at the last apartment we had because we were moving and it didn't work anyway.
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It was just sitting there on the wall, and we I was drunk the night before.
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We were drunk, and she hid my bottle and did something.
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I said, I'm gonna break the TV if you don't get it.
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It was already broke.
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She filmed it, so now she's using this as like he has a history of violence.
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Yeah, I'm a serial TV beater.
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Okay.
00:25:21.599 --> 00:25:23.279
So so she uses that.
00:25:23.440 --> 00:25:26.640
No, you ruined the last even though it didn't work, you ruined it.
00:25:26.960 --> 00:25:30.559
She uses that as a gaslight to so I'm like, all right, she's bugging.
00:25:30.640 --> 00:25:33.680
I go into the laundry room where I built a makeshift studio.
00:25:33.759 --> 00:25:37.279
I got the studio in there, I got the foam and everything, computer.
00:25:37.359 --> 00:25:41.039
That's when you see me on Instagram saying she's in there and you can see her.
00:25:41.200 --> 00:25:44.880
She's the one uh um instigating the situation.
00:25:44.960 --> 00:25:50.240
You can look on her Instagram and see when the last very moments of before the incident happened.
00:25:50.400 --> 00:25:51.119
She's back there.
00:25:51.279 --> 00:25:59.680
I'm gonna turn your phone off because she did that to her last boyfriend that she was with, and he damn near beat the crap out of her, and she almost died for real.
00:25:59.839 --> 00:26:02.240
So he's doing 15 years in prison, right?
00:26:02.400 --> 00:26:04.480
Um for doing for doing that, right?
00:26:05.039 --> 00:26:12.799
So she thought she was gonna do that to me because long story with my phone or whatever, I had lost my broke my phone, she got a phone and her name gave it to me.
00:26:12.880 --> 00:26:14.240
I never switched it back to my name.
00:26:14.319 --> 00:26:18.799
So she used that as I'm gonna turn your phone off so I can do what he did to her.
00:26:18.960 --> 00:26:19.759
I'm not stupid.
00:26:20.400 --> 00:26:21.519
Was she in witchcraft too, or no?
00:26:21.759 --> 00:26:25.039
Nah, she just just sent from she just sent from Satan himself.
00:26:25.119 --> 00:26:29.599
She just she's just embodied by a demonic spirit, and still to this day, bro.
00:26:29.759 --> 00:26:34.079
Still to she still she still makes up these delusional things, bro.
00:26:34.400 --> 00:26:35.839
Like to where you know it's spiritual.
00:26:36.079 --> 00:26:38.720
Yes, there's no way that you're she she believes it.
00:26:38.799 --> 00:26:40.160
She believes it, bro.
00:26:41.119 --> 00:26:55.200
The last 14 days before trial, you know, she's calling me every day, telling me I know this is my karma, that that why I'm in this position and for me putting you through hell, I know it's my karma, this and that.
00:26:55.279 --> 00:26:57.200
I just want to make things work and da-da-da-da.
00:26:57.440 --> 00:26:58.240
We could co-parent.
00:26:58.319 --> 00:27:01.519
I'm like, yeah, I'm just lying to just to appease her, bro.
00:27:01.680 --> 00:27:02.640
Like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:02.799 --> 00:27:08.000
Next thing I get a call from my lawyer saying, hey, she's gonna uh your bond is getting revoked.
00:27:08.240 --> 00:27:08.799
For what?
00:27:09.200 --> 00:27:10.559
Witness intimidation.
00:27:10.720 --> 00:27:17.279
She sends the state a call log, outgoing calls, and says, he's calling me, threatening me.
00:27:17.359 --> 00:27:20.960
The state is like, Do you know, did you not notice that these are all outgoing calls?
00:27:21.039 --> 00:27:23.519
Okay, you're not even credible to stand trial, bro.
00:27:23.680 --> 00:27:25.039
We're not even going to trial no more.
00:27:25.119 --> 00:27:25.839
You're not even credible.
00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:27.119
No, case dismissed.
00:27:27.200 --> 00:27:27.680
That was it.
00:27:27.839 --> 00:27:28.559
You see what I'm saying?
00:27:28.720 --> 00:27:29.839
Because she did this for two and a half.
00:27:30.079 --> 00:27:30.880
She really believed it.
00:27:31.039 --> 00:27:32.000
She believes it, bro.
00:27:32.319 --> 00:27:35.680
So, like when you say demonic spirit, because I believe that this is a demonic spirit operating.
00:27:35.920 --> 00:27:36.640
Oh, totally.
00:27:36.799 --> 00:27:37.839
There's no human in her.
00:27:38.000 --> 00:27:38.720
There's no God in her.
00:27:38.880 --> 00:27:44.000
You know, the Bible says that we don't wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers and rulers of darkness.
00:27:44.160 --> 00:27:45.119
So, like, think about this.
00:27:45.200 --> 00:27:49.440
Like, you did the the legwa sacrifices for a minute, right?
00:27:49.519 --> 00:27:49.680
Yeah.
00:27:49.839 --> 00:27:54.799
So you're doing like whatever it was, the pigeons, the turtles, the cats, whatever.
00:27:54.880 --> 00:27:58.880
Like, you know, I you know, even though, even though, even though you're you're um or what do they call it?
00:27:59.039 --> 00:28:02.480
E days, like when you do like on the Mondays and stuff like that, yeah.
00:28:03.119 --> 00:28:03.839
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:28:03.920 --> 00:28:04.240
Exactly.
00:28:04.400 --> 00:28:05.839
Like certain days you do certain things.
00:28:06.079 --> 00:28:06.880
Same thing in voodoo.
00:28:06.960 --> 00:28:09.039
I was I was more into Haitian voodoo.
00:28:09.119 --> 00:28:09.359
Yeah.
00:28:09.519 --> 00:28:11.200
Different names, but it's all the same, bruh.
00:28:11.279 --> 00:28:11.440
Yep.
00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:14.640
But yeah, like so like you're doing all this stuff, and then you finally get it.
00:28:15.119 --> 00:28:16.240
And then you think it's it.
00:28:16.319 --> 00:28:16.640
Yeah.
00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:18.960
And then all of a sudden things start crashing.
00:28:19.359 --> 00:28:20.799
What happened at the Fleming Steakhouse?
00:28:20.880 --> 00:28:21.920
Like what like you said, that was the last time.
00:28:22.160 --> 00:28:22.559
Oh yeah.
00:28:22.640 --> 00:28:29.200
So she what she did was she said something to me that was like that was eerie.
00:28:29.440 --> 00:28:39.359
She said, you know, we had three, I had three glasses of Malbeck, and she had three glasses of cab.
00:28:40.000 --> 00:28:44.480
And she was drinking, and she goes, You know what I really love about you?
00:28:44.640 --> 00:28:45.200
I said, What?
00:28:45.359 --> 00:28:48.240
She says, You really know how to whine and dine a bitch.
00:28:48.640 --> 00:28:54.880
I was like, I ain't take that as the usual compliments that she gives me.
00:28:55.039 --> 00:28:58.720
I took that as one of those, you know what I'm saying?
00:28:58.799 --> 00:29:00.480
And I'm like, Out of character.
00:29:00.720 --> 00:29:03.519
Yeah, I'm like, you really know how to wine and dinner.
00:29:03.759 --> 00:29:10.160
Because she was saying, like, in her mind, she knows she was about to do what she's about to do, and it's the last time she's gonna see me.
00:29:10.400 --> 00:29:12.079
I'm knowing I'm about to put them under.
00:29:12.240 --> 00:29:15.359
So she so she this this is she switched.
00:29:15.599 --> 00:29:17.359
Like a light switch, bro.
00:29:17.759 --> 00:29:18.079
Wow.
00:29:18.319 --> 00:29:23.759
Like a light went from that to don't you're gonna mess up the TV.
00:29:23.920 --> 00:29:24.720
You mess up another thing.
00:29:26.000 --> 00:29:32.240
Wilding out, grab the case, grabbed the computer, hit me over the head with it, wouldn't let me out the the laundry room.
00:29:32.480 --> 00:29:33.680
How old is your daughter at this time?
00:29:33.920 --> 00:29:34.720
Uh, six months old.
00:29:34.880 --> 00:29:36.000
That's the last time I seen her.
00:29:36.079 --> 00:29:38.480
She'll be four next year, um February.
00:29:38.720 --> 00:29:41.039
So she goes, uh uh, don't touch.
00:29:41.279 --> 00:29:44.079
She wouldn't let me out the closet.
00:29:44.160 --> 00:29:45.200
She goes, Don't touch me.
00:29:45.279 --> 00:29:46.559
This is a mom state.
00:29:46.640 --> 00:29:48.720
This is a mom state, don't touch me.
00:29:48.880 --> 00:29:51.279
So I'm like, you know what I mean?
00:29:51.359 --> 00:29:52.960
I finally get up out of there.
00:29:53.200 --> 00:30:00.240
Um, and she calls her her grandparents, and her grandparents are talking her down, and I'm in the room.
00:30:00.319 --> 00:30:02.960
I got basically my head in my hands, laying on the bed.
00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:06.640
I'm just like, I can't believe I gotta let this this girl go.
00:30:06.720 --> 00:30:07.759
I'm gonna get a divorce.
00:30:07.839 --> 00:30:08.400
I'm over this.
00:30:08.559 --> 00:30:11.359
Like, I'm just sitting there, like, oh god, I gotta start over again.
00:30:11.519 --> 00:30:17.200
And then she comes in the room and she goes, My grandparents, my grandmother said, you know, I don't, we I don't want to fight.
00:30:17.279 --> 00:30:19.119
I just don't want to go to, I don't want to go to war.
00:30:19.200 --> 00:30:21.119
I don't want to go to war with you.
00:30:21.440 --> 00:30:29.279
And she while she's crying and saying that, I don't know it was God because it definitely wasn't my mouth said it.
00:30:29.440 --> 00:30:34.799
I said, when she said, I don't want to go to war, I said, I do, and looked at her straight face.
00:30:34.960 --> 00:30:36.000
I said, I do.
00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:39.680
And why would I say that?
00:30:40.799 --> 00:30:44.880
Knowing you got my balls right there.
00:30:44.960 --> 00:30:46.720
And you can twist it and do what you want.
00:30:47.039 --> 00:30:55.119
Because you, you, you, you, you, you are I'm gonna go back to an incident after this is all said and done, and and you know what I mean.
00:30:55.279 --> 00:30:56.799
She does these type of things.
00:30:56.880 --> 00:31:02.400
So I'm like, when she gets drunk, she will call, she will make up something and call police on you, bro.
00:31:02.640 --> 00:31:04.400
So keyword when she's drunk.
00:31:04.559 --> 00:31:05.200
When she's drunk.
00:31:05.359 --> 00:31:07.039
So that you were drinking a lot.
00:31:07.279 --> 00:31:08.799
Um, she got me back drinking.
00:31:08.960 --> 00:31:09.359
She got you back.
00:31:09.599 --> 00:31:10.640
So yeah, she slowed down.
00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:11.920
I used to be a drunk too, bro.
00:31:12.000 --> 00:31:12.960
Like I like I used to drink a lot.
00:31:13.359 --> 00:31:13.519
Stop.
00:31:13.599 --> 00:31:17.759
But when I'm I I haven't been drinking for like maybe three years before that, bro.
00:31:17.920 --> 00:31:18.960
And then you got back on it.
00:31:19.200 --> 00:31:22.319
From taking a little, I first I will go out, I'll let her drink.
00:31:22.400 --> 00:31:22.880
Let her drink.
00:31:22.960 --> 00:31:25.039
Then I'll take a little, what was her thing?
00:31:25.279 --> 00:31:28.319
Um, strawberry something.
00:31:28.559 --> 00:31:30.079
Something, strawberry something.
00:31:30.160 --> 00:31:33.039
What it is, sweet little drink, and I would take a little bit of it.
00:31:33.599 --> 00:31:34.799
And then here we go.
00:31:35.119 --> 00:31:36.079
Now you're drunk.
00:31:36.160 --> 00:31:36.880
Yeah, now we're back.
00:31:37.119 --> 00:31:40.720
That's why even now, like as a Christian, I can't, I can't drink even a glass of wine.
00:31:40.880 --> 00:31:45.200
Because if I do, two, three, four, now I'm now I'm drunk.
00:31:45.359 --> 00:31:46.160
Yeah, now you're drunk.
00:31:46.240 --> 00:31:47.279
So back in the world, right?
00:31:47.519 --> 00:31:50.480
It was like I go to anywhere I went, I'm sipping.
00:31:50.640 --> 00:31:51.039
Sipping.
00:31:51.119 --> 00:31:52.079
I gotta get a bottle.
00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:52.400
Yeah.
00:31:52.559 --> 00:31:54.720
I gotta, and then after that, we're gonna get some Hennessy.
00:31:54.960 --> 00:31:58.000
And then sh body, body, listen, then then you gotta go get a bag.
00:31:58.160 --> 00:31:58.640
Yeah, bro.
00:31:58.720 --> 00:31:59.039
You feel me?
00:31:59.119 --> 00:32:00.240
Like you gotta toot.
00:32:00.480 --> 00:32:03.680
And it's a this a whole slow ball effect, bro.
00:32:03.759 --> 00:32:04.720
I'm tired of it, dog.
00:32:05.119 --> 00:32:06.480
The Bible talks about small foxes.
00:32:06.559 --> 00:32:09.279
So like, like, and it leads to like the destruction of the whole thing.
00:32:09.359 --> 00:32:09.519
Yes.
00:32:09.680 --> 00:32:10.480
It's just it's the little thing.
00:32:10.559 --> 00:32:11.680
That's that's how the devil does it.
00:32:11.759 --> 00:32:12.880
He throws like little cheese.
00:32:12.960 --> 00:32:16.559
Yeah, and he reels you in, and then boom, he gets you.
00:32:16.640 --> 00:32:17.839
So, like, think about this, bro.
00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:20.640
Like, I'm thinking, I'm just I'm trying to think about the spiritual aspect behind all this.
00:32:20.720 --> 00:32:20.960
Uh-huh.
00:32:21.039 --> 00:32:22.880
Because I know that she she caused a lot of pain.
00:32:23.039 --> 00:32:23.440
Yeah.
00:32:23.599 --> 00:32:25.119
I feel that like it's a lot of pain.
00:32:25.279 --> 00:32:28.319
And I think if she was here, she'd probably say you cause a lot of pain, right?
00:32:28.799 --> 00:32:29.599
Her perspective.
00:32:30.000 --> 00:32:33.279
And but what I what I see is like, bruh, it's there's real demons.
00:32:33.440 --> 00:32:33.680
Real.
00:32:33.839 --> 00:32:34.400
We know this.
00:32:34.559 --> 00:32:34.799
Real.
00:32:34.960 --> 00:32:36.640
And they they obviously hate what's happening.
00:32:36.799 --> 00:32:37.920
They don't want marriage.
00:32:38.000 --> 00:32:38.319
Uh-uh.
00:32:38.559 --> 00:32:39.759
They don't want your daughter.
00:32:40.000 --> 00:32:43.279
That's what I'm thinking about the most, is your daughter to be raised the right way.
00:32:43.519 --> 00:32:43.839
The right way.
00:32:43.920 --> 00:32:44.079
Right.
00:32:44.240 --> 00:32:49.039
Because now they want all that generational curses and everything to pass on to your daughter what you want in Jesus' name.
00:32:49.119 --> 00:32:49.359
Yeah.
00:32:49.519 --> 00:32:54.400
But bro, I'm thinking about it as a man, like, because like, bro, the same thing was happening to me with my girl before I got saved.
00:32:54.480 --> 00:32:54.640
Yeah.
00:32:54.799 --> 00:32:55.519
I'm I'm drunk.
00:32:55.599 --> 00:32:56.400
I'm wilding.
00:32:56.480 --> 00:32:58.240
I'm accusing her things she never did.
00:32:58.480 --> 00:33:02.480
She, she, like, and I'm like, I'm thinking everybody's against me when I was in the voodoo, bro.
00:33:02.960 --> 00:33:05.519
I'm thinking about killing my own best friend who was in the dope game with me.
00:33:05.680 --> 00:33:06.000
Yeah, bro.
00:33:06.079 --> 00:33:08.160
I was in here in Orlando moving a lot of my packs.
00:33:08.240 --> 00:33:08.480
Yeah.
00:33:08.640 --> 00:33:11.359
And I'm and I'm thinking he's like, bro, just against me.
00:33:11.440 --> 00:33:14.000
He come when I came to Christ, I found out he really wasn't.
00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:15.759
But bro, I had these demons, bro.
00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:15.920
Yeah.
00:33:16.160 --> 00:33:17.279
I would have sleep paralysis.
00:33:18.640 --> 00:33:19.680
Yeah, sleep paralysis.
00:33:20.079 --> 00:33:20.880
You've had it before?
00:33:21.680 --> 00:33:22.720
Too many times, man.
00:33:22.799 --> 00:33:23.519
I'm tired of it.
00:33:23.759 --> 00:33:25.440
You have it, you have it like currently too?
00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:26.319
I had a yeah.
00:33:26.480 --> 00:33:28.160
I had it probably like last month.
00:33:28.319 --> 00:33:31.519
And I sit there and I'd be, but I'm so used to it now.
00:33:31.599 --> 00:33:33.200
I just start calling in Jesus' name.
00:33:33.279 --> 00:33:34.559
I just start calling Christ.
00:33:34.720 --> 00:33:39.119
And then it'll let me, it'll start, I'll feel as I because when you're in sleep paralysis, you can't speak.
00:33:39.200 --> 00:33:39.680
You can't even speak.
00:33:40.480 --> 00:33:41.519
You gotta be telepathic.
00:33:41.759 --> 00:33:44.880
So I'll be like, Jesus, until it starts coming out of my mouth.
00:33:45.039 --> 00:33:47.759
Yes, you can be and then boom, the light comes.
00:33:48.319 --> 00:33:48.559
Or whatever.
00:33:48.640 --> 00:33:50.000
And then and then and then it's like bum.
00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:50.400
Yeah.
00:33:50.559 --> 00:33:51.359
So you already know.
00:33:51.440 --> 00:33:54.559
So so you need deliverance, bro.
00:33:55.519 --> 00:33:56.319
You know what that is?
00:33:56.720 --> 00:33:58.799
So when I came to Christ, I had to get deliverance.
00:33:58.880 --> 00:34:01.599
So like deliverance is the children's bread the Bible talks about.
00:34:01.759 --> 00:34:04.480
Like Jesus went from city to city setting the captives free.
00:34:05.200 --> 00:34:08.559
A Christian or even just a person could be demonically oppressed.
00:34:09.440 --> 00:34:10.880
So I was oppressed, bro.
00:34:11.280 --> 00:34:12.880
Out of spirit of rage.
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:14.639
The root of it was rejection.
00:34:14.880 --> 00:34:16.960
There's a demon of rejection from when I was younger, bro.
00:34:17.039 --> 00:34:17.920
Just being raised in Brower.
00:34:18.159 --> 00:34:20.239
You know the culture, like you gotta get it.
00:34:20.320 --> 00:34:22.000
You got you gotta be you gotta be cool.
00:34:22.159 --> 00:34:24.239
No one's a gangster when you're in elementary school, right?
00:34:24.320 --> 00:34:24.480
Right.
00:34:24.639 --> 00:34:26.320
In first grade, none of my homeboys were gangsters.
00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:27.519
We were all just riding bicycles.
00:34:27.599 --> 00:34:27.760
Yeah.
00:34:27.920 --> 00:34:32.559
But then this guy, he starts getting, he's he's he's he's stealing snacks from the corner store.
00:34:32.719 --> 00:34:33.440
He's cool.
00:34:33.599 --> 00:34:38.320
Then he starts selling he gets the girl and then he gets to kiss the girl, and you're like, dang, I want to be accepted.
00:34:38.400 --> 00:34:38.559
Right.
00:34:38.719 --> 00:34:42.320
And that rejection kicks in, you get jumped, or you lose a fight, whatever it is.
00:34:42.400 --> 00:34:43.840
And then now it's like I gotta pipe up.
00:34:43.920 --> 00:34:45.760
Yeah, that's when demons start coming in.
00:34:45.920 --> 00:34:48.239
So I had a bro, I had a coming from Broward, bro.
00:34:48.320 --> 00:34:49.599
I had so many demons, bro.
00:34:49.679 --> 00:34:50.079
Yeah, yeah.
00:34:50.239 --> 00:34:52.480
That led me down a path that, bro, I'm a Puerto Rican parent.
00:34:52.639 --> 00:34:56.480
My mom and my mom, she she she wasn't, she didn't raise me to start to sell drugs and do voodoo.
00:34:56.559 --> 00:34:56.960
Me neither.
00:34:57.039 --> 00:34:57.519
Mine's neither.
00:34:57.679 --> 00:34:58.960
My pops didn't raise me like that.
00:34:59.119 --> 00:35:00.800
Mine's neither, they're like at all.
00:35:00.880 --> 00:35:01.599
Like, you know what I'm saying?
00:35:01.679 --> 00:35:06.239
And then like I'm doing things that it and bro, when I came to Christ, I had to get delivered, bro.
00:35:06.320 --> 00:35:10.880
Yeah, and deliverance is the it's it's for us, it's the Holy Spirit that delivers you from these spirits.
00:35:11.039 --> 00:35:12.159
She needs deliverance.
00:35:12.400 --> 00:35:18.159
Yeah, no, she needs uh uh uh uh uh what you call a exorcism, exorcism.
00:35:18.320 --> 00:35:20.639
That's what the so facts, yes, but that stuff is real.
00:35:20.800 --> 00:35:24.960
So when I came to Christ and I had an encounter with the Holy Spirit, my soul came out my body.
00:35:25.039 --> 00:35:27.360
I saw myself getting delivered in that apartment.
00:35:27.519 --> 00:35:28.239
Yes, bro.
00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:29.840
I saw myself getting delivered, bro.
00:35:29.920 --> 00:35:31.599
And then I went through a process of deliverance.
00:35:31.760 --> 00:35:34.000
Blood came out my mouth, I'm screaming.
00:35:34.239 --> 00:35:34.960
Yeah, bro.
00:35:35.119 --> 00:35:40.320
I heard demons speaking, not even just me, my wife, too, bro, because you know, she came from all that stuff too.
00:35:40.480 --> 00:35:41.840
She's from New York, too.
00:35:42.159 --> 00:35:46.159
Bro, we went through a lot of deliverance, deep, deep healing as well, like from trauma.
00:35:46.239 --> 00:35:51.360
And it was a process, but bro, like I'm telling you, like the sleep paralysis, I remember them demons.
00:35:51.440 --> 00:35:53.920
I remember like you, I couldn't see it, I just knew they were there.
00:35:54.079 --> 00:35:56.719
They were there, laughing, about to enter me, bro.
00:35:56.800 --> 00:36:01.199
And I was raised Catholic, you know, Puerto Rican parents, yeah, and all I knew was our father who art in heaven.
00:36:01.280 --> 00:36:04.239
And telepathically, I remember one time I prayed it, light came.
00:36:04.320 --> 00:36:05.119
I still didn't change.
00:36:05.199 --> 00:36:07.280
I just had the night the night before, I just robbed a house.
00:36:07.360 --> 00:36:12.320
Yeah, I just hit a lick on my homeboy out in Orlando, and then after that, we had drove a U-Haul to New York.
00:36:12.400 --> 00:36:14.719
So I was on some like I didn't change.
00:36:14.800 --> 00:36:17.920
Yeah, I started listening to Kendrick Lamar thinking, like, you know, I'm I'm woke now.
00:36:18.000 --> 00:36:19.679
Like you know how it goes.
00:36:20.320 --> 00:36:24.639
On the train, still drunk, still popping out of raws, still like I I gotta get it.
00:36:24.719 --> 00:36:29.199
I gotta now I'm bouncing in clubs, I gotta, I gotta, I'm just tormented, bro.
00:36:29.280 --> 00:36:32.639
Yeah, and and and the and Jesus can bring peace for real, for real.
00:36:32.719 --> 00:36:34.400
Yeah, like and and I didn't I didn't know this.
00:36:34.480 --> 00:36:36.719
Like my parents ain't raised me with the power of God.
00:36:36.800 --> 00:36:38.559
Like, I didn't know about the presence of God.
00:36:38.639 --> 00:36:40.480
Yeah, I didn't know that I can be free.
00:36:40.639 --> 00:36:46.079
Like when you told me that you fall asleep to jazz music, yeah, and that the Uber guy was playing and all this stuff.
00:36:46.239 --> 00:36:51.039
I I felt like the Lord put an impression on my heart that that's God showing you he wants to give you peace.
00:36:51.119 --> 00:36:53.519
Yeah, he's the only one that can give you rest.
00:36:53.599 --> 00:36:54.559
Yeah, that's it.
00:36:54.800 --> 00:37:06.719
Because I the worry, the worrying, I would be uh like during this case, you she would make up all of these things, and I would never know what she's going to make up next.
00:37:06.960 --> 00:37:11.599
Because she's tormented, she's yes, and she's fearful, and it's and it's tormenting me.
00:37:11.840 --> 00:37:20.000
In her mind, she thinks you're you hater, that you just want to destroy her, and it's a fear tactic for her to now like I gotta do whatever I gotta do to protect her.
00:37:20.320 --> 00:37:30.880
And I gave nothing to this there's I gave no signs of anything to that that for her to feel like I wanted like I was doing anything bad against her.
00:37:31.039 --> 00:37:34.159
Like, I it there's a story I want to tell you.
00:37:34.239 --> 00:37:35.360
Yeah, it's it's a parable.
00:37:35.440 --> 00:37:35.679
Uh huh.
00:37:35.840 --> 00:37:41.360
You got two, like you know, that back in the civil war times, like you got two, you got two opposing um, you know, camps.
00:37:41.440 --> 00:37:42.719
They're about to fight each other in a war.
00:37:42.800 --> 00:37:46.880
You know how back in the days they would come up to each other first, they would talk, and then they would go to war.
00:37:47.039 --> 00:37:47.280
Right.
00:37:47.440 --> 00:37:49.199
So there's a story in the Christian community.
00:37:49.280 --> 00:37:51.280
You got two of these camps, they're about to go to war.
00:37:51.360 --> 00:37:52.960
But then one of them is like, you know what?
00:37:53.039 --> 00:37:54.079
Let's talk about it for real.
00:37:54.159 --> 00:37:54.880
And they make peace.
00:37:54.960 --> 00:37:57.440
And they're like, I don't want to go to war because all my guys are gonna die.
00:37:57.519 --> 00:37:58.480
Yeah, it's like, yeah, me too.
00:37:58.559 --> 00:37:59.599
Like, why don't we just make peace?
00:37:59.679 --> 00:38:02.800
But then all of a sudden in the bushes, somebody throws a rock.
00:38:03.920 --> 00:38:04.719
That's that's it off.
00:38:04.880 --> 00:38:05.840
And then what would you do?
00:38:05.920 --> 00:38:07.280
And now that that's the devil, bro.
00:38:07.360 --> 00:38:09.679
Yeah, so you got you and you and you and her.
00:38:09.760 --> 00:38:11.920
What's her I don't even know her name, but you and you and her.
00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:12.880
The devil.
00:38:13.199 --> 00:38:16.719
She's not the devil, she she she incarnated the demon.
00:38:16.880 --> 00:38:18.400
There's there's no way she's a human, bro.
00:38:18.639 --> 00:38:19.920
Imagine if people said that about you.
00:38:20.639 --> 00:38:23.920
I would I would look at myself and say, What am I doing wrong?
00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:29.119
Well, I am doing these things wrong, so let me stop doing these things wrong that I'm doing to people and hurting people.
00:38:29.280 --> 00:38:31.119
I did a lot of things wrong, and I I'll be real.
00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:32.880
She knows what she's doing, bro.
00:38:33.119 --> 00:38:34.800
At the end of the day I was filled with demons, bro.
00:38:35.119 --> 00:38:38.320
And I would honestly, I would look at people like, oh, this dude crossed me.
00:38:38.480 --> 00:38:41.199
I gotta cross this dude to get this money back and do this.
00:38:41.280 --> 00:38:43.039
And it's like, and bro, I hurt people, bro.
00:38:43.119 --> 00:38:44.800
Yeah, I heard a I heard a lot of people.
00:38:45.119 --> 00:38:45.519
I did too.
00:38:45.599 --> 00:38:46.079
I did too.
00:38:46.159 --> 00:38:48.480
And imagine if all those people never forgave you, bro.
00:38:48.639 --> 00:38:50.719
Or imagine how they're tormented right now.
00:38:50.960 --> 00:38:55.119
That because and that and that's what made me forgive the people who hurt me.
00:38:55.679 --> 00:38:57.440
Bro, people owe me tabs, bro.
00:38:57.599 --> 00:39:03.760
Yeah, I had had a I had a rolling 60s crip out, and I'm not even gonna say the area, but he owed me about 30,000.
00:39:03.840 --> 00:39:06.800
I remember when I got saved, I was like, and bro, I was already plotting.
00:39:06.880 --> 00:39:09.840
I already had things really, really like like in motion.
00:39:10.079 --> 00:39:12.159
And I remember the Lord told me just let him keep it.
00:39:12.239 --> 00:39:13.280
And I said, give it to a church.
00:39:13.360 --> 00:39:14.400
He thought I went fed.
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:16.800
And this is somebody I was doing business with for a minute, bro.
00:39:17.119 --> 00:39:18.480
He had the whole city on lock.
00:39:18.559 --> 00:39:21.920
Like, it was like I just send out Reggie, mid, light debt.
00:39:22.159 --> 00:39:23.519
Anything I send, he's gonna get it.
00:39:23.760 --> 00:39:24.480
You know how the games are.
00:39:24.880 --> 00:39:26.159
They get off anything, anything, yeah.
00:39:26.320 --> 00:39:28.719
And and the bread's coming in, they're very professional, bro.
00:39:28.800 --> 00:39:30.800
But yeah, and it's like he couldn't understand it.
00:39:30.960 --> 00:39:31.840
Like, what are you talking about?
00:39:31.920 --> 00:39:32.159
Keep it.
00:39:32.239 --> 00:39:33.280
I said, give it to a church.
00:39:33.519 --> 00:39:37.119
Man thought I went fed, got angry, and now and like now he understands.
00:39:37.199 --> 00:39:39.760
Like, I'm you know, but one of his boys actually got saved.
00:39:39.840 --> 00:39:42.559
But that's the type of heart that God he put in me, bro.
00:39:42.639 --> 00:39:43.440
He changed me, bro.
00:39:43.519 --> 00:39:45.119
Like, I was like, God, I don't care.
00:39:45.199 --> 00:39:50.639
If if I'm gonna be broke after after I encountered the presence of God on my own, and my problem, I was like, I don't care what happens.
00:39:50.719 --> 00:39:53.039
I was like, God, you're Jehovah Jrah, you're gonna provide.
00:39:53.119 --> 00:39:54.159
I gotta stop all this.
00:39:54.239 --> 00:39:56.000
I burnt all the altars, bro.
00:39:56.239 --> 00:39:57.440
I burnt everything, bro.
00:39:57.519 --> 00:40:00.480
I was I was on some, I had such an encounter with the Holy Spirit, bro.
00:40:00.800 --> 00:40:02.559
I I was even giving away design.
00:40:02.639 --> 00:40:03.440
I didn't have to give away.
00:40:03.519 --> 00:40:04.400
I didn't need to give it away.
00:40:04.559 --> 00:40:06.239
I could have kept it, I could have been wearing it today.
00:40:06.400 --> 00:40:08.079
But I was like, bro, I'm I'm I'm just done.
00:40:08.159 --> 00:40:09.519
Like, I don't want this world anymore.
00:40:09.599 --> 00:40:18.960
What I what I just encountered, the presence of God that I just encountered that just knocked me to the ground, delivered me from demons, and I the this peace I feel is what I've been looking for my whole life.
00:40:19.119 --> 00:40:23.760
And the girl that I put through hell, she ends up getting saved, and now we're married.
00:40:23.840 --> 00:40:24.480
I believe, bro.
00:40:24.800 --> 00:40:27.599
It's like it's like, what if what if God really did ordain?
00:40:27.840 --> 00:40:30.320
I'm just saying hypothetically, ordain y'all.
00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:32.800
What if it wasn't what if allego is that demon?
00:40:32.880 --> 00:40:34.000
It's a it's a demon of a leg.
00:40:34.159 --> 00:40:35.679
Alleg was not a good spirit, it's not an angel.
00:40:35.920 --> 00:40:36.719
Yeah, it's a trickster.
00:40:37.119 --> 00:40:37.599
Exactly.
00:40:37.679 --> 00:40:43.119
Yeah, what if a leg was like, okay, this or ordained thing from God, I'm gonna destroy it.
00:40:43.440 --> 00:40:46.400
And then now, boom, because God's not in it.
00:40:46.480 --> 00:40:50.239
The feeling you were looking for when you said I just knew there wasn't something, it was God, bro.
00:40:50.320 --> 00:40:50.880
He wasn't in it.
00:40:51.440 --> 00:40:54.000
And in a marriage, it's a covenant, yeah, right?
00:40:54.320 --> 00:40:57.519
Covenant, not with two people only, but with God.
00:40:57.760 --> 00:40:58.320
With God.
00:40:58.719 --> 00:41:00.880
So I can go to a courthouse and get married, bro.
00:41:01.199 --> 00:41:05.280
But if God ain't in it, it's just it's a it's a it's a it's an institutional marriage.
00:41:05.440 --> 00:41:05.599
Yes.
00:41:05.760 --> 00:41:08.480
And there's a lot of people they get married in churches, but they don't even believe in God.
00:41:08.639 --> 00:41:09.760
Right, right, right.
00:41:10.000 --> 00:41:15.679
So what if like what if God, and I keep hearing it over and over in my spirit, like, what if God wants to bring restoration?
00:41:16.719 --> 00:41:30.880
Oh, just listen, the words can't even come out my mouth because again, that's not somebody that's mentally even here anymore.
00:41:31.280 --> 00:41:31.840
What if she could be?
00:41:31.920 --> 00:41:32.880
What if she could if she could be?
00:41:33.039 --> 00:41:35.840
There's no way and that's there is no way without Christ.
00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:41.840
I know, but I I did Christ sent her in my life to come find him.
00:41:42.639 --> 00:41:45.280
He didn't send her in my life to do any good.
00:41:45.679 --> 00:41:48.320
He didn't, I didn't call her in my life for any good.
00:41:48.480 --> 00:41:58.960
She was there for for me to to fulfill what I thought I needed, what I wanted, which was a wife, a daughter, and to live in brickle and to be on TV.
00:41:59.039 --> 00:42:00.079
And that's all I wanted.
00:42:00.239 --> 00:42:02.079
And and then to start a family.
00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:07.760
And by doing that, he showed me I've never been betrayed before.
00:42:07.920 --> 00:42:14.960
I've never let nobody get close enough to betray me because I feel like everybody are is pieces of garbage anyway.
00:42:15.119 --> 00:42:17.760
So I don't even uh until you prove me you're not.
00:42:17.840 --> 00:42:21.599
Yeah, so that that that narrows down so much BS.
00:42:21.840 --> 00:42:22.480
That's the South Florida.
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:23.280
You see what I'm saying?
00:42:23.599 --> 00:42:24.800
There's so many grimy people, bro.
00:42:24.960 --> 00:42:26.639
Come on, but everybody grimy, bro.
00:42:27.840 --> 00:42:31.199
The principalities in that region, all them witchcraft spirits, bro.
00:42:31.599 --> 00:42:32.159
Bad, bro.
00:42:32.239 --> 00:42:33.760
You you know how brow.
00:42:34.079 --> 00:42:35.119
It's very similar to Miami.
00:42:35.199 --> 00:42:36.719
Yeah, I was raising around all that, bro.
00:42:36.880 --> 00:42:38.079
There's no there's no real gang.
00:42:38.239 --> 00:42:40.239
There's gangs, but everyone's for themselves.
00:42:40.320 --> 00:42:40.719
Exactly.
00:42:40.880 --> 00:42:41.920
Everyone's cutthroat.
00:42:42.159 --> 00:42:45.360
I've never been betrayed at this level like this.
00:42:45.519 --> 00:42:53.760
So when once once she did that, um I automatically knew I was in a spiritual warfare.
00:42:54.320 --> 00:42:55.920
This was not normal.
00:42:56.239 --> 00:43:02.000
I've been to jail a thousand times, I fought a thousand cases, and this one is special.
00:43:02.159 --> 00:43:02.400
Yeah.
00:43:02.559 --> 00:43:03.519
This is special.
00:43:03.679 --> 00:43:09.119
And I said, and right then and there, that's when I said to myself, I'm gonna take this to a higher court.
00:43:09.360 --> 00:43:13.920
I'm gonna take this to a higher court because this one right here is not working.
00:43:14.800 --> 00:43:24.159
The judge is is ignoring outright, blatant, irrefutable evidence that she's lying.
00:43:24.559 --> 00:43:32.559
We're showing you right here two totally different things, and showing you evidence of the lie, and you're just like, keep going, ma'am.
00:43:32.800 --> 00:43:47.679
You know, one one of the cases, she is in the back of the strip club, dance, she's dancing, she starts dancing again, she gets into a fight in the dressing room, it's all on camera.
00:43:47.920 --> 00:43:59.679
She gets kicked out instead of leaving, she goes to my co defendant's well, not my co-defendant, but my brother, uh Leto, his section, and talking to some.
00:44:00.239 --> 00:44:10.400
Guy over there, and Leto tells the guy she has to go because of the case with Big Homie, and uh uh they kick her out again for the second time.
00:44:10.559 --> 00:44:12.960
She goes bad on my my friend.
00:44:13.199 --> 00:44:14.239
Oh, I'm gonna get you.
00:44:14.960 --> 00:44:16.400
She goes outside, right?
00:44:16.559 --> 00:44:30.880
Now, now the dressing room footage of her fighting, the club footage of her getting kicked out, now the body cam footage of her going outside, called the police, pulled out her own hair, and went hysterical.
00:44:31.519 --> 00:44:36.480
My my brother-in-law, his name is Carlos Rodriguez.
00:44:36.639 --> 00:44:38.960
I have a restraining order on him.
00:44:39.119 --> 00:44:42.239
He just, my husband just sent him in the club.
00:44:42.480 --> 00:44:46.960
He just came in here, kicked me, punched me, choked me, and spit on me.
00:44:47.199 --> 00:44:48.079
Oh my God.
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:51.199
Going hysterical, right?
00:44:51.519 --> 00:44:53.039
I have to go to court for that.
00:44:53.199 --> 00:44:54.719
Revoking my bond.
00:44:55.119 --> 00:45:01.119
We might we we tell a judge the the state wants to suppress the evidence.
00:45:01.440 --> 00:45:04.400
And my lawyer says they have an option to do that.
00:45:04.719 --> 00:45:05.840
They can do that.
00:45:06.079 --> 00:45:07.119
And they did it.
00:45:07.440 --> 00:45:12.239
And my lawyer said, Well, judge, you don't want to know why they want to suppress this because it never happened.
00:45:12.400 --> 00:45:20.960
It shows her fighting in a dress room, getting kicked out, getting trespassed again, going outside and making up an entire thing on body cam.
00:45:21.280 --> 00:45:24.239
We have all the footage, three footages of you.
00:45:24.320 --> 00:45:26.159
And you know what the judge says?
00:45:26.480 --> 00:45:30.880
She says, Oh, she was just probably upset.
00:45:31.440 --> 00:45:33.440
Is there anything else you can give me?
00:45:33.599 --> 00:45:34.480
This is spiritual, bro.
00:45:34.639 --> 00:45:35.920
And I'm like, This is spiritual.
00:45:36.079 --> 00:45:39.039
I'm looking at both of these two demons like, you know what?
00:45:39.440 --> 00:45:41.280
Go y'all selves, man.
00:45:41.440 --> 00:45:42.079
You know what I'm saying?
00:45:43.440 --> 00:45:45.039
In the physical, it feels like it's almost impossible.
00:45:45.280 --> 00:45:46.000
It's impossible.
00:45:46.079 --> 00:45:50.400
It felt, it wasn't, it wasn't, doesn't feel it was impossible physically.
00:45:50.480 --> 00:45:52.480
So that's why I said, you got it.
00:45:52.559 --> 00:45:53.519
I'm gonna leave it up to you.
00:45:53.679 --> 00:45:55.280
Do you feel like you have unforgiveness towards her?
00:45:55.599 --> 00:45:58.079
Keep it above like bitterness.
00:45:58.320 --> 00:46:07.440
I've been I've been there's there's there's there's there's a uh special uh girl that I've been talking to recently, and she's been trying to give me, get me to forgive and let go.
00:46:08.400 --> 00:46:08.960
She's a Christian?
00:46:09.360 --> 00:46:11.760
Um she's pentecost Pentecostal.
00:46:12.480 --> 00:46:13.519
No, Roman Catholic.
00:46:13.760 --> 00:46:15.280
Roman Catholic, okay, okay.
00:46:15.599 --> 00:46:22.480
So um we we'll talk about that later, but um She's talking about forgiveness.
00:46:22.719 --> 00:46:26.480
She's talking about forgiveness and and uh I'm trying.
00:46:27.039 --> 00:46:28.079
You know what the Bible says about that?
00:46:28.400 --> 00:46:31.280
I you have to, or you'll be handed to the tormentor.
00:46:31.440 --> 00:46:35.119
Yes, yeah, it's all it's not it's not like God's mad at you.
00:46:35.199 --> 00:46:41.599
God's God got bro God loves you, he's in love with you, he's he's protected you, and he loves her too.
00:46:42.079 --> 00:46:43.760
He loves her just as much as he loves you.
00:46:43.840 --> 00:46:44.559
I'm telling you, bro.
00:46:44.719 --> 00:46:49.599
God looks it's because God knows the version of us that he created us to be.
00:46:50.000 --> 00:46:51.119
What's happening with her, bro?
00:46:51.360 --> 00:46:53.360
Just to keep it above, is demonic spirits.
00:46:53.679 --> 00:46:54.800
They're eating her up.
00:46:54.960 --> 00:46:58.639
And it's both, bro, it's both of y'all to keep to make y'all hate each other.
00:46:58.800 --> 00:47:04.320
She probably has unforgiveness and bitterness towards you for things that you probably would be like, yeah, you know I did that, but you know what I'm saying?
00:47:04.400 --> 00:47:16.159
And it's like you might see like it's small, she might think what she's doing is small, and it's all deception to make y'all hate each other to cause the daughter to be just like going through this and and have to the effects, bro.
00:47:16.320 --> 00:47:17.920
And if that stuff, it trickles.
00:47:18.239 --> 00:47:19.840
So, like, we gotta take it to the spirit.
00:47:20.320 --> 00:47:22.880
You can't say, think about the courts, you can't do nothing.
00:47:23.440 --> 00:47:26.000
If you take it to the spirit, God fights your battles.
00:47:26.079 --> 00:47:27.599
He says, Vengeance is mine, says the Lord.
00:47:28.800 --> 00:47:29.840
I was just studying this.
00:47:30.079 --> 00:47:32.639
Love your enemies, pray for those who persecute you.
00:47:32.719 --> 00:47:34.719
I was just reading that in Matthew.
00:47:35.039 --> 00:47:35.679
Bless those.
00:47:36.079 --> 00:47:52.400
You you you alright, now when November came, November of 2025, still fighting the case, I get a call in the middle of the night from my brother.
00:47:52.559 --> 00:47:55.199
He said, Go check on your baby mama.
00:47:55.760 --> 00:47:57.280
She on life support.
00:47:58.239 --> 00:47:59.599
The same, the same one.
00:48:00.960 --> 00:48:02.639
She on life support.
00:48:02.960 --> 00:48:09.760
And I said, the first thing I did, I ain't even gonna hold you, blood.
00:48:10.320 --> 00:48:12.719
I got on my knees and I thank God.
00:48:13.199 --> 00:48:15.119
I know, I'm I'm I know I'm messed up about it.
00:48:16.000 --> 00:48:18.719
But I was new to the to the You're good.
00:48:18.880 --> 00:48:19.760
Like you just don't know.
00:48:20.079 --> 00:48:23.760
I didn't know, and I was like, and then I just was like, thank you.
00:48:23.920 --> 00:48:41.039
I'm like, now, you know, because with the energy you've put out for this long, I got to the point where I knew where I done left the religion already, so I was praying, and I said, God, I have a feeling.
00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:48.559
And I said, the way as hard as she's going, I'm gonna act, because I know what you're about to do to her.
00:48:48.719 --> 00:48:49.679
I already know.
00:48:49.920 --> 00:48:50.480
I already know.
00:48:50.559 --> 00:48:52.880
I said, but I just want you, just spare her.
00:48:53.119 --> 00:48:54.559
Just spare her, just spare her.
00:48:54.800 --> 00:48:55.599
You have mercy.
00:48:55.920 --> 00:48:58.480
I because I know what you're about to do, just spare her for me.
00:48:58.559 --> 00:49:03.760
Because that rate that she's going, there's there's it's actually no turning back from this, bro.
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:11.679
Like you're doing, you're doing so much evil to an innocent man, which is your husband and the father of your child, that this cannot end well.
00:49:11.840 --> 00:49:13.039
It's impossible, bro.
00:49:13.199 --> 00:49:14.239
Energetically, it's impossible.
00:49:14.480 --> 00:49:15.679
Yeah, the Bible says you reap what you sow.
00:49:15.840 --> 00:49:17.440
You're reaping what you you're gonna reap.
00:49:18.000 --> 00:49:38.400
And she got into a car accident by herself, middle of the night, cracked skull, already had three brain surgeries, la uh uh uh lacerations, broken jaw, two broken ribs, internal bleeding, um looks.
00:49:38.800 --> 00:49:51.760
She was a woman that prided herself on her vanity and looks, had the veneers and the and just was a horrible person, but looked great on the outside, right?
00:49:53.199 --> 00:50:02.400
Um now it doesn't even look like the same human being physically.
00:50:02.880 --> 00:50:04.639
I don't even know who that is, bro.
00:50:04.800 --> 00:50:06.400
I I believe God protected her.
00:50:07.199 --> 00:50:08.320
I believe the devil wanted to kill her.
00:50:08.559 --> 00:50:09.599
Now watch this.
00:50:10.480 --> 00:50:22.800
Her best friend just told me recently when we was talking on the phone that when I when I got the restraining order and the no contact and I couldn't could not go back to my house when they were moving my stuff.
00:50:22.880 --> 00:50:27.360
She took all my guerrillos and was kicking them around like soccer balls.
00:50:27.599 --> 00:50:33.920
The ogoon pot, the orula pot, the uh the the elegua uh head.
00:50:34.239 --> 00:50:37.599
You know, they have the little uh thing needle.
00:50:37.679 --> 00:50:38.000
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:50:38.639 --> 00:50:40.320
You know, she went to go grab it.
00:50:40.559 --> 00:50:47.119
And she said, she said, I poke myself with them like I said, you need to bring me that.
00:50:47.360 --> 00:50:48.320
You need to bring it to me.
00:50:48.400 --> 00:50:49.679
And she was like, Yeah, I'm gonna bring it.
00:50:50.480 --> 00:50:54.239
I said, No, you but you got them in a box, you can't box them in.
00:50:54.480 --> 00:50:56.400
You have to have you got to bring them to me.
00:50:56.480 --> 00:50:58.239
And she was like, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:50:58.400 --> 00:51:01.199
Two weeks later, she got into a car accident, the first one.
00:51:01.280 --> 00:51:04.400
Yeah, I said, I told you, bring them to me.
00:51:04.480 --> 00:51:05.519
I'm telling you.
00:51:05.760 --> 00:51:09.920
And she got into a second car accident, still never brought them to me.
00:51:10.079 --> 00:51:14.239
The third one, there you go, and that that one took her out the game.
00:51:14.800 --> 00:51:27.760
Um but then I started feeling a feeling of like when I saw her face for the first time when she called Leto, my brother, she called him FaceTime out of nowhere.
00:51:28.159 --> 00:51:31.039
And I said, I picked, she picked up the picked up, I said, pick it up.
00:51:31.119 --> 00:51:39.840
And I looked at her face and it was just I just she just took looks totally different when I felt mercy and sorry for her.
00:51:40.000 --> 00:51:41.440
And I said, dang, dog.
00:51:41.679 --> 00:51:48.559
I said, and I told her, I said, yo, man, I like I you know I ain't gonna lie, I prayed for you to die.
00:51:48.880 --> 00:51:54.719
I wanted you would have died the most horrific death you can ever have.
00:51:55.039 --> 00:52:00.239
And now that seeing your face, I feel so bad for even thinking that.
00:52:00.480 --> 00:52:10.800
And now I feel like I know now I've seen, now I'm looking at the power of God displayed on your face by just looking at you.
00:52:10.960 --> 00:52:13.280
You look you're a total different human.
00:52:13.519 --> 00:52:15.119
And it's like, wow.
00:52:15.440 --> 00:52:20.079
And that just humbled me to the point where I just really was like, you know what?
00:52:20.480 --> 00:52:23.599
I forgive you, I forgive you, I forgive you.
00:52:23.920 --> 00:52:26.400
And she said, I know this is my karma, da da da.
00:52:27.599 --> 00:52:44.320
But before that happened, uh, before before that, she was she used my my my friend name is Trap God G-A-W-D Leto on Instagram.
00:52:44.559 --> 00:52:48.559
I text her before while while the case is going on, she's lying all the time.
00:52:48.639 --> 00:52:50.800
And I text her on a co-parenting app.
00:52:50.960 --> 00:52:55.119
I said, you need to stop lying because God is watching you and God is gonna handle you.
00:52:55.360 --> 00:53:05.920
The next two days or something, I got a motion to revoke my bond because the God that she said I was talking about was my best friend and was my was was my brother.
00:53:06.159 --> 00:53:08.880
And his Instagram says, Trap God Leto.
00:53:09.119 --> 00:53:12.159
She says, I call him God, and that's my hit man.
00:53:12.639 --> 00:53:18.320
So now I have to fight that for five months to prove to the judge that nobody calls my good friend God.
00:53:18.719 --> 00:53:21.280
I don't call him God, nobody calls him God.
00:53:21.519 --> 00:53:24.800
Then they tried to, then I'm gonna tell you something.
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:29.039
They tried, she tried to do work the word game with me.
00:53:29.119 --> 00:53:31.519
She was like, I'm gonna ask you a question.
00:53:32.960 --> 00:53:37.599
Does anybody call Carlos Rodriguez God?
00:53:38.239 --> 00:53:39.440
I said, no.
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:42.480
Nobody calls him God.
00:53:42.639 --> 00:53:43.599
I said, no.
00:53:44.239 --> 00:53:45.519
Do you call him God?
00:53:45.679 --> 00:53:45.920
No.
00:53:46.079 --> 00:53:47.119
I don't go no.
00:53:47.360 --> 00:53:52.719
And she goes, see, I try to give you a chance to tell me the truth.
00:53:52.880 --> 00:53:55.519
You want to make up, you just what you don't understand?
00:53:55.679 --> 00:53:57.760
Well, it says here, what's this?
00:53:57.840 --> 00:53:59.519
And she starts flipping over papers.
00:53:59.840 --> 00:54:01.760
Trap God Leto.
00:54:02.239 --> 00:54:03.119
Next page.
00:54:03.360 --> 00:54:05.119
Trap God Leto.
00:54:05.280 --> 00:54:05.920
Next page.
00:54:06.079 --> 00:54:10.800
So how many times is I'm like, you asked me if anybody calls him that.
00:54:10.960 --> 00:54:13.760
And I asked you if anybody calls him, and that's right here.
00:54:13.840 --> 00:54:16.960
I said, you didn't, you try to use the word game on me.
00:54:17.039 --> 00:54:22.079
So she goes, so so the girl, so, so, so my ex-wife, she, do you know what she did?
00:54:22.159 --> 00:54:23.440
She went, because he's a rapper.
00:54:23.519 --> 00:54:32.960
So she went down all of his YouTube videos and found one message from a random fan that says, What up, God?
00:54:33.440 --> 00:54:37.280
You know when you say, you know, that's a term that New Yorkers use.
00:54:37.519 --> 00:54:38.320
Yo, what up, God?
00:54:38.400 --> 00:54:38.719
What up?
00:54:38.800 --> 00:54:39.119
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:54:39.360 --> 00:54:42.000
So she took that, took it to court, and said, and what about this?
00:54:42.159 --> 00:54:42.960
What up, God?
00:54:43.119 --> 00:54:43.440
I'm like.
00:54:43.679 --> 00:54:44.480
They said, What up, God?
00:54:44.559 --> 00:54:45.039
What up, love?
00:54:45.119 --> 00:54:46.000
What up, what up, son?
00:54:46.320 --> 00:54:46.480
Yeah.
00:54:47.440 --> 00:54:47.920
Got me.
00:54:48.079 --> 00:54:48.960
Guess what?
00:54:49.280 --> 00:54:50.880
Take him into custody.
00:54:51.199 --> 00:54:52.000
Mind you.
00:54:52.320 --> 00:54:55.440
I sit there in the jury box waiting to go into the back.
00:54:55.599 --> 00:54:57.440
I got my suit on, I'm handcuffed.
00:54:57.519 --> 00:54:58.800
My lawyer, oh, you heard her?
00:54:58.880 --> 00:54:59.760
There's nothing I can do.
00:54:59.920 --> 00:55:00.559
Walks out.
00:55:00.800 --> 00:55:01.360
Your lawyer?
00:55:01.519 --> 00:55:01.920
My lawyer.
00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:02.400
Walks out.
00:55:02.480 --> 00:55:03.519
Yep, there's nothing I can do.
00:55:04.239 --> 00:55:05.039
I said, wait a minute.
00:55:05.119 --> 00:55:10.079
I just told you to tell him, to tell the judge, if you do, I had a backup plan.
00:55:10.159 --> 00:55:15.199
If she does revoke my bond, I went to go get mail like three months or six months prior.
00:55:15.280 --> 00:55:18.000
They took me to jail for going to go get mail at my condo dog.
00:55:18.320 --> 00:55:23.280
And uh she wasn't there, but she was acting like she was there, and she got caught in a lie.
00:55:23.440 --> 00:55:25.679
Okay, long story short, they took me to jail for no reason.
00:55:25.840 --> 00:55:29.199
So I said, look, we have y'all took me, y'all took me to jail for no reason.
00:55:29.280 --> 00:55:33.440
Give me full lockdown instead of free Rome house arrest.
00:55:33.760 --> 00:55:34.079
Right?
00:55:34.320 --> 00:55:38.480
Told the lawyer to tell her that if they if they try to uh revoke my bond.
00:55:38.639 --> 00:55:39.280
He wouldn't do it.
00:55:39.360 --> 00:55:39.920
He walked out.
00:55:40.000 --> 00:55:42.000
I sent my friend out there to go get him, bring him back.
00:55:42.079 --> 00:55:44.320
They're on to the next case already.
00:55:45.039 --> 00:55:49.039
I said, go put the mic in front of your mouth and talk, my man.
00:55:49.199 --> 00:55:52.480
Because you're being all like you scared.
00:55:52.719 --> 00:55:53.199
Talk.
00:55:53.280 --> 00:55:54.079
And he talked.
00:55:54.159 --> 00:55:58.320
The judge said, okay, he was like, if you breathe next to this girl, I'm gonna.
00:55:58.480 --> 00:56:03.440
So she said, you gotta give me about 30 minutes to get this thing done because I have never done this before.
00:56:03.519 --> 00:56:09.920
I've never sent anybody and put them in custody and had to redo it in 10 minutes.
00:56:10.159 --> 00:56:11.039
It's never happened.
00:56:11.119 --> 00:56:11.840
You see what I'm saying?
00:56:12.000 --> 00:56:15.599
That's when I started realizing, like, wait a minute.
00:56:16.400 --> 00:56:20.559
God transcends all of this physical stuff.
00:56:20.719 --> 00:56:21.360
Yeah.
00:56:22.079 --> 00:56:25.840
You, as a judge for 30 years, you've never done this before.
00:56:26.559 --> 00:56:30.639
You've never took somebody in custody and had to reverse it in 10 minutes.
00:56:30.719 --> 00:56:31.039
Yep.
00:56:31.199 --> 00:56:32.320
It's never happened.
00:56:32.480 --> 00:56:33.360
I've never seen it.
00:56:33.440 --> 00:56:35.199
None of my homies never heard about it.
00:56:35.360 --> 00:56:36.320
It's never happened to me.
00:56:36.719 --> 00:56:38.320
I've never even heard it happen to anybody else.
00:56:38.480 --> 00:56:40.079
Once you're in custody, that's it, you cut.
00:56:40.320 --> 00:56:40.960
You see what I'm saying?
00:56:41.039 --> 00:56:48.960
So that's when I knew I was like, okay, now this is now it's starting to, I feel like the spirit is starting to go in my favor.
00:56:49.119 --> 00:56:51.039
Then the accident happened.
00:56:51.199 --> 00:56:53.679
Then I I ended up beating the case.
00:56:53.920 --> 00:56:57.679
Then uh everything is starting to like move forward.
00:56:57.920 --> 00:56:59.920
But beat you beat the case.
00:57:00.079 --> 00:57:01.039
Yeah, I beat the case.
00:57:01.199 --> 00:57:01.760
Oh, it's over.
00:57:01.920 --> 00:57:06.320
Case dismissed on May 12th of 2025.
00:57:06.960 --> 00:57:07.280
Wow.
00:57:07.519 --> 00:57:08.639
May 12th, 2025.
00:57:09.119 --> 00:57:10.239
You're not even going to court about anything.
00:57:10.480 --> 00:57:11.039
No, no, no.
00:57:11.119 --> 00:57:12.480
Of course, she still makes up stuff.
00:57:12.559 --> 00:57:14.880
She made up a restraining order.
00:57:15.039 --> 00:57:19.280
I got warrants in Kentucky because she's out in Kentucky rehabilitating.
00:57:19.440 --> 00:57:22.719
She makes up stuff saying that I'm a terroristic threat.
00:57:22.880 --> 00:57:23.599
I got all caught.
00:57:23.760 --> 00:57:24.239
She doesn't stop.
00:57:25.440 --> 00:57:26.000
You haven't seen your daughter?
00:57:26.079 --> 00:57:26.639
I haven't seen my daughter.
00:57:26.719 --> 00:57:28.000
She's still six months old.
00:57:28.239 --> 00:57:29.920
So that like they're not letting you?
00:57:30.480 --> 00:57:35.440
Yeah, I have a restraining order and I have a no-contact order, and she keeps on making things up.
00:57:35.920 --> 00:57:39.920
And like she makes, and she's in Kentucky, so they don't contest it.
00:57:40.000 --> 00:57:41.760
They just like they believe whatever she says.
00:57:42.000 --> 00:57:42.400
Whatever she says.
00:57:42.559 --> 00:57:43.280
Yeah, you see what I'm saying?
00:57:43.360 --> 00:57:48.320
So and all the Santeria, like all the stuff you were talking about, that you had all the objects and everything, all the stuff of worship.
00:57:48.400 --> 00:57:49.840
Did you did she ever give it back to you?
00:57:50.000 --> 00:57:50.239
Nah.
00:57:50.400 --> 00:57:51.119
She threw it away.
00:57:51.280 --> 00:57:51.920
Yeah.
00:57:52.320 --> 00:57:55.039
I think that when she did that, it did piss off demons.
00:57:55.199 --> 00:57:55.760
It did.
00:57:55.920 --> 00:57:59.199
And then because she has open doors, because she doesn't have Christ, it allowed again.
00:57:59.440 --> 00:58:00.239
And she drinks a lot.
00:58:00.480 --> 00:58:01.039
Those spirits.
00:58:01.519 --> 00:58:02.559
Wine and spirits, exactly.
00:58:02.880 --> 00:58:04.480
And then she she she opened the door to that.
00:58:04.559 --> 00:58:08.639
And then I think that you said God had grace, bro, and mercy on both of y'all.
00:58:08.719 --> 00:58:14.639
Like And he told me not to cut you off, but I was in the studio one day and he goes, I was writing, and when I'm writing, I'm focused.
00:58:14.800 --> 00:58:22.239
And out of nowhere, I hear, boom, um, I spared, I spared her life.
00:58:22.400 --> 00:58:26.880
No, she he said, What I'm trying to get the exact words he said.
00:58:26.960 --> 00:58:32.239
He said, Uh, because you asked me, no, he I spared her.
00:58:32.480 --> 00:58:37.519
Either I spared her because you asked me to, but I uh uh because you asked me to, I spared her.
00:58:37.599 --> 00:58:39.199
That's why she's alive, or something like that.
00:58:39.360 --> 00:58:39.840
He said to me.
00:58:40.079 --> 00:58:41.840
And it came out of nowhere, and I stopped the thing.
00:58:41.920 --> 00:58:48.000
I said, yo, bruh, God just taught me and told me that he just spared her life because I asked him to.
00:58:48.159 --> 00:58:48.559
Because you prayed.
00:58:48.719 --> 00:58:49.119
That's what he said.
00:58:49.280 --> 00:58:49.679
Because he prayed.
00:58:50.960 --> 00:58:51.760
Remember, I told you?
00:58:52.000 --> 00:58:54.000
I said, God, because she's going hard.
00:58:54.239 --> 00:58:55.199
She going hard.
00:58:55.280 --> 00:58:57.039
Uh I know what you're about to do.
00:58:57.199 --> 00:58:58.639
I said, just spare her, blah.
00:58:58.880 --> 00:58:59.840
Just just come on now.
00:58:59.920 --> 00:59:00.400
This for me.
00:59:00.480 --> 00:59:01.360
Just do that for me.
00:59:01.519 --> 00:59:02.000
And he did.
00:59:02.320 --> 00:59:03.840
He yeah, because he's he's merciful.
00:59:04.000 --> 00:59:04.239
Merciful.
00:59:04.400 --> 00:59:06.880
And he has he answers prayers when we ask according to his heart.
00:59:06.960 --> 00:59:07.199
Yeah.
00:59:07.360 --> 00:59:08.559
And that was the heart of God, bro.
00:59:08.880 --> 00:59:09.280
Mercy.
00:59:09.599 --> 00:59:11.360
You could have been like, man, forget all this, bro.
00:59:11.519 --> 00:59:11.920
Kill her.
00:59:12.400 --> 00:59:15.119
And and and the devil would have had a field day, bro.
00:59:15.280 --> 00:59:20.800
Because it's it's you're you're prank, you're you're you're coming in agreement with his alignment with what he got going on.
00:59:20.960 --> 00:59:22.000
To kill, steal, and destroy.
00:59:22.079 --> 00:59:22.239
Yeah.
00:59:22.400 --> 00:59:23.119
He wants to kill her.
00:59:23.199 --> 00:59:23.840
He wants to kill you.
00:59:24.000 --> 00:59:24.159
Yeah.
00:59:24.320 --> 00:59:25.039
He wants to kill me.
00:59:25.199 --> 00:59:25.360
Yeah.
00:59:25.519 --> 00:59:26.239
He wants to kill everybody.
00:59:26.400 --> 00:59:26.719
Oh, yeah.
00:59:26.800 --> 00:59:27.840
I know he's mad at me now.
00:59:28.079 --> 00:59:29.679
Especially those that know Jesus.
00:59:29.840 --> 00:59:30.159
Yeah.
00:59:30.400 --> 00:59:35.039
And especially that when we dabbled already, and then go, oh, he's like, well, I can't wait.
00:59:35.119 --> 00:59:37.519
And I'm like, huh, big homie.
00:59:37.840 --> 00:59:38.320
Look.
00:59:38.719 --> 00:59:41.440
So you do done with the Santa Dia completely and you renounce it.
00:59:41.599 --> 00:59:42.880
Yeah, I denounced it and everything.
00:59:43.119 --> 00:59:43.679
I did all that.
00:59:43.760 --> 00:59:44.239
I did all that.
00:59:44.719 --> 00:59:45.119
I did all that.
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:46.639
Respectfully, though.
00:59:46.800 --> 00:59:48.320
Like I respect the religion now.
00:59:48.400 --> 00:59:54.000
I'm not gonna say I sit here and I know I what something that powerful, I have respect for it.
00:59:54.079 --> 00:59:55.199
It's not I don't love it.
00:59:55.280 --> 00:59:55.519
Yeah.
00:59:55.679 --> 00:59:56.239
You know what I'm saying?
00:59:56.960 --> 00:59:57.599
I got respect.
00:59:57.679 --> 00:59:58.559
I see you.
00:59:58.719 --> 00:59:59.920
I know you can fight.
01:00:00.079 --> 01:00:00.800
You know what I'm saying?
01:00:00.880 --> 01:00:01.920
But I'm not gonna mess with you.
01:00:02.239 --> 01:00:06.400
Like let's say we we locked up together and a child rapist comes in.
01:00:06.639 --> 01:00:12.159
Like we know he raped like 15 children, and we have access to hurt them.
01:00:12.400 --> 01:00:13.280
Will we do it?
01:00:13.519 --> 01:00:14.239
Probably.
01:00:14.559 --> 01:00:16.079
Because it's it's he's evil.
01:00:16.159 --> 01:00:16.320
Yeah.
01:00:16.480 --> 01:00:17.440
You wouldn't respect them.
01:00:17.599 --> 01:00:17.840
No.
01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:23.360
Bro, I just we can't like for me, Santeria, voodoo and all that, I expose it, bro.
01:00:23.519 --> 01:00:25.039
And I and I it's not the people.
01:00:25.199 --> 01:00:26.159
The people, I love people.
01:00:26.239 --> 01:00:26.800
I love all of them.
01:00:26.880 --> 01:00:28.079
I believe they're in deception.
01:00:28.239 --> 01:00:28.880
Like I was.
01:00:29.039 --> 01:00:30.320
I can't respect demons, bro.
01:00:30.559 --> 01:00:30.960
Can't respect.
01:00:31.199 --> 01:00:33.119
And they they have no power over you.
01:00:33.599 --> 01:00:36.800
The highest ranking devil can't touch you because you're a son of God.
01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:39.440
Even if you don't know the Bible, you don't have to.
01:00:39.679 --> 01:00:42.960
There's nothing in the Bible that says you must know the Bible more to be protected.
01:00:43.039 --> 01:00:44.480
It's simple, it's identity.
01:00:44.639 --> 01:00:47.119
You are fully protected by the highest power now.
01:00:47.360 --> 01:00:49.280
Because you've given yourself to Jesus.
01:00:49.440 --> 01:00:51.920
So me saying I respect it is giving it power.
01:00:52.079 --> 01:00:52.559
Yes, bro.
01:00:52.719 --> 01:00:53.199
It's fear.
01:00:53.519 --> 01:00:56.960
It's basically what it is, is you're like, dang, bro, I've seen some things.
01:00:57.039 --> 01:00:58.000
It's fear, bro.
01:00:58.159 --> 01:01:01.840
The devil operates with fear, God operates with faith.
01:01:02.400 --> 01:01:03.519
Oh, man.
01:01:04.880 --> 01:01:05.199
Man.
01:01:05.519 --> 01:01:06.000
Yeah, bro.
01:01:06.159 --> 01:01:06.639
That's real.
01:01:06.880 --> 01:01:09.360
So that as you say, like, man, I don't I don't respect the death.
01:01:09.440 --> 01:01:10.960
Like, I don't respect demons.
01:01:11.039 --> 01:01:11.920
They hate, they hate us.
01:01:12.000 --> 01:01:13.039
There's no good demon.
01:01:13.199 --> 01:01:14.079
I used to think that.
01:01:14.239 --> 01:01:17.199
I used to hear a demon tell me, When you, when you come to hell, I'm gonna take care of you.
01:01:17.280 --> 01:01:18.559
Like it was like that, bro.
01:01:19.119 --> 01:01:22.480
I used to hear like a like a voice when I was in all this stuff.
01:01:22.559 --> 01:01:25.519
Like, when you come to hell, hell's not bad like you think it is.
01:01:25.679 --> 01:01:28.320
And I'm gonna protect you when you come to hell and you'll have high rank in hell.
01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:31.440
I thought hell, I like it was like, and I knew it was, I was like, bro, this is weird.
01:01:31.599 --> 01:01:32.639
And I would hear this voice.
01:01:32.800 --> 01:01:41.760
When I got delivered, I remember like I spit up, I was coughing, throwing up blood, like bro, like like like little things of blood was coming out, like but from covenants from blood rituals.
01:01:42.079 --> 01:01:42.480
What?
01:01:42.800 --> 01:01:43.360
Yeah, bro.
01:01:43.440 --> 01:01:45.760
I got delivered, and that voice left, that intrinsic voice.
01:01:45.840 --> 01:01:46.159
It left.
01:01:46.239 --> 01:01:47.679
And it was it was a spirit, bro.
01:01:47.840 --> 01:01:49.440
I seen the shadows in my apartment.
01:01:49.519 --> 01:01:51.599
Like when I first got saved, they were like going rampant.
01:01:51.760 --> 01:01:52.719
This witch sent a cat.
01:01:52.800 --> 01:01:56.239
A cat came at three o'clock in the morning, just meowing like loud, bro.
01:01:56.400 --> 01:01:58.400
I went outside to just a black cat.
01:01:58.559 --> 01:02:00.400
And I'm just like, I was like, man, this is sweet.
01:02:00.559 --> 01:02:01.360
And it did not leave.
01:02:01.519 --> 01:02:03.360
Next morning, I seen a witch.
01:02:03.440 --> 01:02:05.920
She comes out and she she calls the cat and it comes and I go talk to her.
01:02:06.000 --> 01:02:07.039
I was like, Did you send this cat?
01:02:07.199 --> 01:02:09.199
She was like, Yeah, I knew you were in my neighborhood and all.
01:02:09.840 --> 01:02:12.960
Like when I was when I was coming to Christ, the devil was working too.
01:02:13.119 --> 01:02:20.559
So I brought so I know like maybe maybe there isn't a chance with restoration with her with uh your ex-wife and all that.
01:02:20.880 --> 01:02:21.840
You guys got divorced?
01:02:22.000 --> 01:02:23.440
Uh I'm still it's not yet.
01:02:23.760 --> 01:02:26.239
This on paper, but it's still married on paper.
01:02:26.320 --> 01:02:33.119
It's because I have a priority of things that I'm doing uh to clean up the mess that she left.
01:02:33.199 --> 01:02:35.119
And that's like the last one on the list.
01:02:36.079 --> 01:02:41.840
My my advice, my as a as a brother, bro, fully let go and see her through the lens of God.
01:02:42.079 --> 01:02:46.320
Understand that she was demonically, both of y'all were dealing with demons, bro.
01:02:46.400 --> 01:02:49.039
Because that's how I was able to forgive all the people who hurt me.
01:02:49.199 --> 01:02:51.039
Like I'd done people wrong, bro.
01:02:51.199 --> 01:02:54.079
When I got saved, I called up somebody I robbed when I was 17.
01:02:54.239 --> 01:02:57.039
Out in um, it was a uh North Lauderdale.
01:02:57.119 --> 01:02:57.280
Yeah.
01:02:57.440 --> 01:03:01.119
I had hit a lick on a on this uh this house that was these Colombians.
01:03:01.280 --> 01:03:05.199
When when every when everyone was at school, me and my homeboys, we knew that there was certain things coming in.
01:03:05.360 --> 01:03:08.559
And I remember when I did it, bro, it was like it was actually like somebody I was cool with.
01:03:08.719 --> 01:03:08.960
Yeah.
01:03:09.679 --> 01:03:11.199
And I felt so guilty, bro.
01:03:11.280 --> 01:03:11.440
Yeah.
01:03:11.599 --> 01:03:12.559
And I just buried it, bro.
01:03:12.639 --> 01:03:14.800
And we, you know, we we we we ate, we know, whatever.
01:03:14.880 --> 01:03:17.679
And then I called him when I got saved, and I was like, bro, I was crying.
01:03:17.760 --> 01:03:19.920
I was under, I was under this tree, bro, daylight.
01:03:20.000 --> 01:03:23.119
I was like, I just I just got saved, probably like a week saved.
01:03:23.280 --> 01:03:25.679
I said, bro, it was me, and he's crying, bro.
01:03:25.840 --> 01:03:27.360
And I'm like, I want to send you the bread.
01:03:27.679 --> 01:03:31.519
It wasn't a lot, it was it was a few thousand, but I was like, bro, I want to send you this money, bro.
01:03:31.840 --> 01:03:34.880
He's freaking out, and he's like, bro, I just gave my life to Christ.
01:03:34.960 --> 01:03:36.320
I can't even pay rent, bro.
01:03:36.480 --> 01:03:39.679
He's like, I was about to get evicted, and this is the exact amount I need.
01:03:40.400 --> 01:03:41.199
And I'm weeping.
01:03:41.360 --> 01:03:41.840
Grown man.
01:03:41.920 --> 01:03:43.760
I never really cried till I came to Christ, bro.
01:03:44.159 --> 01:03:45.119
And I'm weeping, bro.
01:03:45.199 --> 01:03:46.559
Like, this is it's it was like a miracle.
01:03:46.639 --> 01:03:50.480
So, like, we had we we we we've done wrong, bro.
01:03:50.639 --> 01:03:51.760
Yeah, I did too.
01:03:51.920 --> 01:03:53.519
I did a lot of robberies, bro.
01:03:53.599 --> 01:03:56.719
I I robbed a lot of people that were they didn't deserve it, bro.
01:03:56.880 --> 01:03:57.760
You know what I'm saying?
01:03:57.920 --> 01:04:01.760
Um, and I was just doing it just out of the culture, bro.
01:04:01.840 --> 01:04:05.440
That's what you're everybody around me robbing, fool.
01:04:05.679 --> 01:04:06.320
You know what I'm saying?
01:04:06.400 --> 01:04:09.599
And it's like the street, the street quotas, if you ain't on point, then you deserve to get robbed.
01:04:09.840 --> 01:04:10.239
Exactly, bro.
01:04:10.480 --> 01:04:12.239
And it's like, and it's like that justifies it.
01:04:12.400 --> 01:04:17.519
And then after you do it once, the guilt starts turning, your heart starts hardening to a point where you numb to it, bro.
01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:18.639
Numb to it, bro.
01:04:18.719 --> 01:04:20.000
Everybody get it, bro.
01:04:20.320 --> 01:04:21.280
Anybody, I don't care.
01:04:21.360 --> 01:04:21.840
There's nothing.
01:04:22.239 --> 01:04:27.519
I ran, yo, I ran out the back door.
01:04:28.320 --> 01:04:35.440
Raw, I I ran, I took pack from a dude in front of my mama's house and ran out the back door with my mama sleeping in the bed, son.
01:04:35.760 --> 01:04:36.159
Dang.
01:04:36.559 --> 01:04:41.519
When I talk about, when you talk about robbing, bruh, like I was on that fool.
01:04:41.599 --> 01:04:44.159
I was as you can see, my last case, bro.
01:04:44.320 --> 01:04:46.480
Like, and I and I and that's the thing that I did.
01:04:46.559 --> 01:04:49.920
I never robbed for um any money or jury.
01:04:50.159 --> 01:04:50.960
I don't want that.
01:04:51.119 --> 01:04:52.239
I want dope.
01:04:52.400 --> 01:04:55.679
That's all I ever took was another case?
01:04:56.079 --> 01:05:02.239
But that case right there was the first time I I took some from it, somebody that wasn't dope.
01:05:02.559 --> 01:05:04.000
I went against my own word.
01:05:04.079 --> 01:05:05.199
That arm robbery case.
01:05:05.760 --> 01:05:06.159
What happened?
01:05:06.480 --> 01:05:07.440
So, dude.
01:05:07.760 --> 01:05:09.599
I talk about the one where you were caught on camera?
01:05:09.760 --> 01:05:10.079
Yeah.
01:05:10.239 --> 01:05:11.519
I I never like knew the whole story.
01:05:11.599 --> 01:05:12.079
What happened with that?
01:05:12.320 --> 01:05:18.719
So um he was doing he was doing some some tax fraud stuff in there.
01:05:18.880 --> 01:05:25.119
He was doing some garbage, and I was and I was in cahoots, and and ain't no honor amongst thieves.
01:05:25.280 --> 01:05:31.840
I feel like you took some from me because I can't read whatever symbols is on there, and then you trying to shoo-shoo me.
01:05:31.920 --> 01:05:41.360
So I got the person that gave me the names and him putting them together in the room and try to figure out who's lying, and I still couldn't figure out who was lying.
01:05:41.519 --> 01:05:46.639
So the one dude that I got the names from, I know him from I was in middle school.
01:05:46.800 --> 01:05:48.800
This dude is my homeboy's homeboy.
01:05:48.880 --> 01:05:50.000
I don't really know you like that.
01:05:50.079 --> 01:05:54.239
So I'm finna go ahead on and have my homeboy go take from you.
01:05:54.480 --> 01:05:58.559
And my homeboy, my co defender, he spooked out last minute.
01:05:58.639 --> 01:05:59.199
You know what I'm saying?
01:05:59.280 --> 01:06:01.199
When we about to Pull up and handle the business.
01:06:01.280 --> 01:06:04.880
So I said, You go in there and go open the door now because I'm finna do it.
01:06:04.960 --> 01:06:05.679
You see what I'm saying?
01:06:05.840 --> 01:06:08.559
So for the first time, I don't rob for no dope.
01:06:08.719 --> 01:06:12.559
I do I go against my rules and I slap him up, take his chain.
01:06:12.639 --> 01:06:15.280
And then if you look at the video, he didn't have his chain on.
01:06:15.360 --> 01:06:18.239
That's why I'm because I told him to go check, make sure the chain is on.
01:06:18.320 --> 01:06:20.320
So that's when I grabbed him and looked for the chain.
01:06:20.559 --> 01:06:21.360
Chain ain't over there.
01:06:21.440 --> 01:06:22.480
He gotta reach over here.
01:06:22.639 --> 01:06:23.840
Why you gotta reach over here?
01:06:24.000 --> 01:06:29.920
Why is you why are you hiding your chain underneath the fax machine if you ain't take nothing from me?
01:06:30.559 --> 01:06:32.159
You already guilty, bruh.
01:06:32.239 --> 01:06:34.639
Like I already been peeping, and I warned you before that.
01:06:34.719 --> 01:06:38.159
I said, listen, you shoo shooing me and all of this, not picking up the phone.
01:06:38.239 --> 01:06:40.400
You feel you make me feel like you took something, bruh.
01:06:40.559 --> 01:06:44.239
And if you feel like I you like I feel like you took something, I'ma take something, son.
01:06:44.400 --> 01:06:47.119
So that's that's that's just how I operate at the time.
01:06:47.199 --> 01:06:48.079
So you know what I'm saying?
01:06:48.320 --> 01:06:51.119
And for two weeks, I laid on him and I watched him.
01:06:51.360 --> 01:06:55.039
Every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, he wears chain, watch, and bracelet, bro.
01:06:55.440 --> 01:06:58.960
I'm on him, and every time I pull up, you that it's not there when it when I pull up.
01:06:59.039 --> 01:07:00.800
So I kept like writing that down.
01:07:00.960 --> 01:07:01.519
Writing that down.
01:07:01.599 --> 01:07:03.519
Why you not wearing your chain when I come around?
01:07:03.599 --> 01:07:05.199
Why, why, what, what, what, what's up?
01:07:05.360 --> 01:07:08.960
But but before you, before you I I call, hey, what up there?
01:07:09.039 --> 01:07:09.599
Yeah, he there.
01:07:09.760 --> 01:07:11.519
He got a jury on, yeah, he got a jury on.
01:07:11.760 --> 01:07:16.320
By the time when they say gunplay on the way, I get there, ain't no jury on for three weeks in a row.
01:07:16.400 --> 01:07:17.599
So I'm like, all right, I peep you.
01:07:17.679 --> 01:07:18.559
I'm gonna get you, bro.
01:07:18.719 --> 01:07:19.280
You know what I'm saying?
01:07:19.360 --> 01:07:21.199
So whatever happened, whatever, you know what I'm saying?
01:07:21.280 --> 01:07:24.400
But there's someone on the inside that was that was talking to him or no?
01:07:24.639 --> 01:07:24.960
Yeah.
01:07:25.119 --> 01:07:26.000
There was somebody on the inside.
01:07:26.159 --> 01:07:26.559
Yeah, yeah.
01:07:26.960 --> 01:07:35.199
Hey man, he's gunplay's coming in, coming over, and you know, they he and I keep telling him, I say, you know, but that I went against my word.
01:07:35.280 --> 01:07:37.280
First of all, I'm already doing wrong, bro.
01:07:37.360 --> 01:07:38.400
I go against my word.
01:07:38.480 --> 01:07:40.559
I I you know saying, get locked up.
01:07:40.800 --> 01:07:50.800
But um, I took like I I was locked up for like three and a half months for till I got an author hearing, and then my bail was like 150, and then whatever, you know what I'm saying, knock that off.
01:07:50.880 --> 01:07:55.039
But it just like the the The stealing, the robbing.
01:07:55.440 --> 01:07:56.960
Oh, when did it start?
01:07:57.039 --> 01:07:57.679
When you were young?
01:07:58.079 --> 01:08:01.440
Nah, it started, I ain't gonna t I ain't gonna lie.
01:08:01.840 --> 01:08:08.239
Like, like I was hanging around some some dudes, man, and like And Dave?
01:08:08.400 --> 01:08:11.599
They yeah, like they hit for like 800,000.
01:08:11.840 --> 01:08:14.239
So they was just like, and then that was the spark.
01:08:14.480 --> 01:08:14.960
Some coke.
01:08:15.280 --> 01:08:16.479
Yeah, that was the spark.
01:08:16.560 --> 01:08:20.079
And then they bought the studio, and that's how we started doing the rap thing and stuff like that.
01:08:20.159 --> 01:08:33.920
So I was, I'm seeing, I'm seeing some things when I'm young, and I'm just like, yo, and then I got older, I older, and then I got to a point one time I just was like, I'm tired of, um I remember I told you, I'm not really too good with I can make the money, I don't know what to do with it.
01:08:34.079 --> 01:08:34.800
You see what I'm saying?
01:08:34.880 --> 01:08:37.600
At the time, but back then, especially I didn't know what to do with it.
01:08:37.760 --> 01:08:40.399
So I just was like tired of just selling dope, bro.
01:08:40.479 --> 01:08:46.640
And I just say, man, I just start going through my phone and just start running off with pack up and fire and just you know what I'm saying?
01:08:46.880 --> 01:08:49.279
That was my thing for a couple for a few years.
01:08:49.520 --> 01:08:50.159
A lot of enemies.
01:08:50.239 --> 01:08:54.479
Yeah, and then they get then they killed one of my dolls, uh PZ, God bless the dead.
01:08:54.640 --> 01:09:00.560
Um we sold dummy packs and all that, dummy bricks, stamp look good, all that, you know what I'm saying?
01:09:00.720 --> 01:09:08.960
Um, and uh uh like one time, dog uh I'm in a whole uh uh whole bando, okay.
01:09:09.039 --> 01:09:11.359
It's out there out west in Pines, dog.
01:09:11.520 --> 01:09:12.800
It used to be a grow house.
01:09:12.880 --> 01:09:13.840
Long story short, dog.
01:09:14.319 --> 01:09:16.479
All I left in there was what part of pines?
01:09:16.640 --> 01:09:17.119
What Cali?
01:09:17.359 --> 01:09:18.800
Um Pines, Pember Pines.
01:09:18.880 --> 01:09:19.359
Oh, Pimper Pines.
01:09:19.600 --> 01:09:20.239
Yeah, Pimper Pine.
01:09:20.560 --> 01:09:20.720
Yeah.
01:09:21.119 --> 01:09:25.199
I had a uh uh it was like an old grow house though, but you know what I'm saying?
01:09:25.279 --> 01:09:26.560
You could tell it was one of those.
01:09:26.640 --> 01:09:32.880
But anyway, long story short, had him come through, woo woo, my dog came through.
01:09:32.960 --> 01:09:35.760
Um, if anybody knows PZ, they know, you know what I'm saying?
01:09:35.840 --> 01:09:37.279
My dog was just, he was on that.
01:09:37.359 --> 01:09:39.680
So he would, he came through with a pack, woo-woo.
01:09:39.920 --> 01:09:42.079
I told him, uh, just drop it off.
01:09:42.239 --> 01:09:44.880
If buddy starts tripping, just leave.
01:09:45.039 --> 01:09:46.079
I'm finna handle it.
01:09:46.319 --> 01:09:47.680
Whatever I gotta do, I gotta do.
01:09:47.760 --> 01:09:50.399
If I gotta burn him in this house, I gotta burn him in this house.
01:09:50.640 --> 01:09:55.600
But what when he was coming over, it's raining.
01:09:55.680 --> 01:09:58.479
I only did robberies when it's raining cats and dogs.
01:09:58.640 --> 01:09:59.199
Yeah, right?
01:09:59.359 --> 01:10:00.720
That was my for some reason.
01:10:00.800 --> 01:10:03.359
Every time I started knowing, I'm a man, I'm a man of patterns.
01:10:03.520 --> 01:10:06.720
I start noticing every time I bust licks, bro, it's raining cats and dogs.
01:10:06.800 --> 01:10:08.479
I say, that's my good luck sign.
01:10:08.720 --> 01:10:11.439
But this night it's raining cats and dogs, dog.
01:10:11.920 --> 01:10:22.079
But why, how and why am I hearing, after it stopped raining, I hear helicopter.
01:10:22.720 --> 01:10:23.279
Low.
01:10:27.840 --> 01:10:32.720
And I'm like, am I about to rob an undercover cop, bro?
01:10:34.000 --> 01:10:35.840
Am I about to rob an undercover?
01:10:36.159 --> 01:10:37.680
Am I about to rob the fed?
01:10:37.760 --> 01:10:39.439
Am I about to rob a UC?
01:10:39.520 --> 01:10:41.039
What is going on, bruh?
01:10:41.279 --> 01:10:45.600
And then it kept going, and I said, God, you know I need this money.
01:10:45.920 --> 01:10:46.960
I need this money.
01:10:47.039 --> 01:10:49.279
Uh like I literally need this money, dog.
01:10:49.520 --> 01:10:50.239
You know what I'm saying?
01:10:50.399 --> 01:10:52.560
Like, I'm like, I'm about to be homeless, bruh.
01:10:52.720 --> 01:10:53.279
Like right now.
01:10:53.359 --> 01:10:56.640
This is we in the bando because they have the thing on there, bro.
01:10:56.720 --> 01:10:57.279
We gotta go.
01:10:57.359 --> 01:10:57.439
Yeah.
01:10:57.600 --> 01:10:58.239
You see what I'm saying?
01:10:58.319 --> 01:11:00.000
So I'm like, I ain't got no money.
01:11:00.239 --> 01:11:09.680
And at the time, like, you know, when we was, I was dealing with, like, we was dealing, we was on the road with Ross or whatever, and we won't get no real money, dog.
01:11:09.840 --> 01:11:12.319
We got a couple thousand, two grand at the end of the month.
01:11:12.399 --> 01:11:14.479
We doing 30 days working.
01:11:14.560 --> 01:11:17.600
We it just wasn't no money to sustain a life.
01:11:17.920 --> 01:11:21.760
But um, so I had to do what I had to do.
01:11:22.000 --> 01:11:25.439
And he came, gave packed.
01:11:25.600 --> 01:11:28.479
Uh uh, uh we hit him for 23,000 at the time.
01:11:28.880 --> 01:11:29.520
You know what I'm saying?
01:11:29.600 --> 01:11:30.800
That's me with the helicopters.
01:11:30.880 --> 01:11:32.399
You just like, I just said hell with it.
01:11:32.479 --> 01:11:44.239
I just said and I ask, matter of fact, I asked God, I said, God, if he is the police, you know what I mean, just like I don't know what to tell you because I'm doing this.
01:11:44.399 --> 01:11:45.680
So just I don't know what.
01:11:45.760 --> 01:11:46.720
I don't know, I don't know.
01:11:46.800 --> 01:11:51.439
If he's the police, then it is what it is, but I, you know, I need this money.
01:11:51.520 --> 01:11:53.119
Just please don't let him be the police.
01:11:53.199 --> 01:12:02.399
He came in there, my partner comes, opened the uh uh um um once he started like fidgeting with it and trying to open it up, I told him, hit it.
01:12:02.560 --> 01:12:03.680
So he he he left.
01:12:03.760 --> 01:12:05.680
He was like, he was like, I'm gonna holler at you, gunplay.
01:12:06.479 --> 01:12:08.880
He was like, he was told him, he was like, hey, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold up.
01:12:08.960 --> 01:12:10.800
I gotta, he was like, nah, you good, you good, Papa.
01:12:11.199 --> 01:12:12.399
You know, gunplay knows me.
01:12:12.479 --> 01:12:13.039
You good, you good.
01:12:13.119 --> 01:12:14.079
You just call me if anything.
01:12:14.159 --> 01:12:16.079
I gave him the look, like, go.
01:12:16.239 --> 01:12:25.520
I just I had just grabbed like like I just bought like three guns from him, like a couple, maybe a month or two prior, dog.
01:12:25.680 --> 01:12:26.960
I bought like three guns from him.
01:12:27.279 --> 01:12:29.279
I went upstairs and got one of them.
01:12:29.439 --> 01:12:42.479
And he now at this point he opening up the the cabinets, and this is when it just went, it just like imagine your cabinets open and there's nothing in there.
01:12:42.800 --> 01:12:44.960
The drawers open, there's nothing in there.
01:12:45.119 --> 01:12:46.720
Now he's panicking.
01:12:46.960 --> 01:12:49.520
Now he's like, hold on, dog, hold up.
01:12:49.680 --> 01:12:51.119
There's nothing in this house, bro.
01:12:51.199 --> 01:12:53.680
And then he starts looking, then he grabbed a spoon.
01:12:53.920 --> 01:12:55.359
I went upstairs to go get there.
01:12:55.439 --> 01:12:58.239
Because once he grabbed the spoon and started opening the pack, I already knew what it was.
01:12:58.319 --> 01:13:02.159
So I said, let me go get this, get my fire, come down.
01:13:02.640 --> 01:13:07.039
And I brushed up on him a little bit so he could feel that joint on me.
01:13:07.119 --> 01:13:15.439
So he like, he oh, take the spoon, he put the water in the spoon with the coke in the spoon, start lighting it, it starts going sizzling down into oil.
01:13:15.600 --> 01:13:16.239
Yeah.
01:13:16.640 --> 01:13:19.600
I'm sorry, turned to nothing.
01:13:19.760 --> 01:13:24.000
And I'm like, and he was like, hold on, dog, hold on, dog, da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da.
01:13:24.159 --> 01:13:28.000
And I'm that's like, I say, listen, man, we could go, you know what I'm saying?
01:13:28.079 --> 01:13:28.960
We could go around there, dog.
01:13:29.119 --> 01:13:30.640
I know where he stayed and all of that.
01:13:30.720 --> 01:13:32.479
You know, I'm yeah, the bull, bo, whatever.
01:13:32.560 --> 01:13:33.119
He was like, you know what?
01:13:33.199 --> 01:13:36.079
I'm gonna go to the crib, I'm gonna put it in the bowl, and I'm gonna call you back, dog.
01:13:36.239 --> 01:13:38.800
I'm like, once you leave this house, bro, it's over, bro, bro.
01:13:39.279 --> 01:13:39.920
Out of there.
01:13:40.079 --> 01:13:47.680
So that, you know, but the years later, uh, maybe about a year or two later, they ended up, I don't know what he had going on, but they ended up killing him at his house.
01:13:47.760 --> 01:13:48.880
Yeah, you know what I'm saying?
01:13:49.039 --> 01:13:55.199
He was um uh uh he was washing his dishes, came home, dude jumped a couple fences.
01:13:55.279 --> 01:14:10.239
He had a townhouse, so they had like a really small backyard, probably about as about as big as this room, tiny backyard, like not that it was like because he has different like neighbors and stuff, so the backyards are like small.
01:14:10.560 --> 01:14:15.600
So he there's a picture glass window in front of the sink.
01:14:15.760 --> 01:14:24.319
So he dude stood underneath here, like underneath the sink, on the outside, but he couldn't see it, and just popped up boop, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum.
01:14:24.720 --> 01:14:25.920
And killed them, you know what I'm saying?
01:14:26.000 --> 01:14:28.399
So it was just like, God bless a dead Psy man.
01:14:28.560 --> 01:14:33.279
Um but that was what really made me say, oh, it's real, it's real, bro.
01:14:33.359 --> 01:14:34.239
I gotta chill, dog.
01:14:34.479 --> 01:14:36.319
I gotta chill, I got a lot of karma, dog.
01:14:36.560 --> 01:14:41.840
And then I ended up having to fight for my life out there in West Oakland East Oakland.
01:14:42.159 --> 01:14:43.760
Do you still think you have karma?
01:14:44.159 --> 01:14:45.600
That you have to pay?
01:14:47.199 --> 01:14:50.399
At this point, I don't really think I do anymore.
01:14:50.479 --> 01:14:57.359
Um, I think my karma, my karmic debt has been played, been paid because I was a pimp for a long time.
01:14:57.520 --> 01:15:02.399
I did a lot of women wrong, and I had a woman do me wrong like this.
01:15:02.479 --> 01:15:04.880
So I think that was my karmic debt.
01:15:05.039 --> 01:15:07.199
Uh I robbed a lot of dudes.
01:15:07.359 --> 01:15:12.640
Uh um our I got caught slipping out there in East Oakland one time, you know what I'm saying?
01:15:12.800 --> 01:15:17.039
Uh, we was out there, I had packing, we was getting money from the uh money gram and all of that.
01:15:18.319 --> 01:15:22.159
So my partner, uh, he couldn't get no more money that day, so I had to go get them.
01:15:22.720 --> 01:15:23.039
Exactly.
01:15:23.119 --> 01:15:24.319
So you already know, dog.
01:15:24.479 --> 01:15:27.039
So and then they caught us in the in the parking lot.
01:15:27.119 --> 01:15:28.560
We ain't had no iron on us.
01:15:28.800 --> 01:15:31.199
Sitting there tussling, fighting with these dudes, man.
01:15:31.279 --> 01:15:32.000
It was crazy.
01:15:32.079 --> 01:15:34.079
Yeah, but um yeah, Oakland's no joke.
01:15:34.159 --> 01:15:35.199
Oh, oh, Oakland, oh nah.
01:15:35.520 --> 01:15:36.159
Oakland ain't no joke.
01:15:36.399 --> 01:15:37.359
You know Humboldt Humboldt County?
01:15:37.439 --> 01:15:37.920
Humboldt, yeah.
01:15:38.079 --> 01:15:38.399
Yeah, that's right.
01:15:38.800 --> 01:15:40.800
I used to go solo out there and just paying it with the Asians.
01:15:40.880 --> 01:15:41.199
Yeah, yeah.
01:15:41.439 --> 01:15:44.079
So I used to give them packs for like$50, but$100, too.
01:15:44.239 --> 01:15:45.520
Like, you know, they'd be like a year old.
01:15:46.000 --> 01:15:49.600
Yeah, but that is it's but it's it's I feel like, bro, like you know karma, right?
01:15:49.760 --> 01:15:51.279
So that's a Buddhist theology.
01:15:51.520 --> 01:15:51.840
Yeah.
01:15:52.000 --> 01:15:55.039
So they believe that what you what you do, it comes back.
01:15:55.279 --> 01:15:58.079
But then if you ask a Buddhist, okay, so what's the law?
01:15:58.319 --> 01:16:02.000
Like, if you if you believe smoking weed is bad, I believe it's good, who gets karma?
01:16:02.079 --> 01:16:03.119
Oh, it's individual.
01:16:03.359 --> 01:16:10.079
But I know people who think hit and licks, like at one point we thought it's okay because I'm justifying, like, when I'm robbing the government.
01:16:10.159 --> 01:16:11.920
I used to, you know, rob at Sawgrass Mall.
01:16:12.000 --> 01:16:18.239
Like, we'd run in like to Neiman Marcus, we'd grab whatever we can, just as a kid, yeah, and just run out, have the car in the back, and we just keep doing it.
01:16:18.399 --> 01:16:20.000
Pop the tags, go to school, sell it.
01:16:20.079 --> 01:16:21.520
I'm in 11th grade, bro.
01:16:21.600 --> 01:16:24.159
And then that led to like worse things.
01:16:24.640 --> 01:16:32.000
So like I thought I'm I'm robbing government, they got insurance, these credit cards, you know, all this stuff, CPN, all that stuff that I was doing.
01:16:32.079 --> 01:16:37.199
Yeah, I thought in my mind, this the government, I'm good, but in God's eyes, it's it's still stealing, bro.
01:16:37.279 --> 01:16:39.520
It's God doesn't want us, it's the principles to heart.
01:16:39.600 --> 01:16:39.840
Yeah.
01:16:40.000 --> 01:16:43.119
So like so karma is like, and it's it's a Buddhist theology.
01:16:43.199 --> 01:16:44.000
They think you are God.
01:16:44.079 --> 01:16:45.920
There's no real like foundation.
01:16:46.239 --> 01:16:52.800
Because some people think killing humans is a good, it's it's needed for the world, for that darkness is business.
01:16:52.960 --> 01:16:53.439
And that's it.
01:16:53.600 --> 01:16:54.640
Murder, murder's wrong.
01:16:54.800 --> 01:16:56.319
It's a killing is a business.
01:16:56.479 --> 01:16:56.800
Exactly.
01:16:56.880 --> 01:16:59.279
They'll be like hitman would be like, Look, it's nothing personal.
01:16:59.359 --> 01:17:01.279
Yeah, I'm doing it for this 20 bands.
01:17:01.359 --> 01:17:02.640
Yeah, I don't know this person.
01:17:02.720 --> 01:17:05.119
Yeah, this is my business, I have nothing to do with it.
01:17:05.279 --> 01:17:08.159
And that and it's like, but a Buddhist will be like, well, that's still bad.
01:17:08.399 --> 01:17:14.079
It's like, but you can't say that if it's based off the individual, because if the individual thinks it's not wrong, you're saying they don't get karma.
01:17:14.159 --> 01:17:16.399
So it's all it's all confusion, yeah.
01:17:16.560 --> 01:17:18.560
But then the Bible says you reap what you sow.
01:17:18.640 --> 01:17:18.960
Yeah.
01:17:19.199 --> 01:17:20.960
So now we got we got seed, right?
01:17:21.199 --> 01:17:21.760
What you sow.
01:17:22.000 --> 01:17:22.960
So what's the seed?
01:17:23.039 --> 01:17:23.840
You got the word of God.
01:17:24.000 --> 01:17:28.560
All the scriptures are seed that we can plant and water to get good fruit.
01:17:28.800 --> 01:17:28.960
Okay.
01:17:29.119 --> 01:17:35.359
But then the scriptures talk about the bad seed, okay, covetedness, idolatry, drunkenness, fornication, all these things.
01:17:35.439 --> 01:17:40.319
And God's not saying, like, don't fornicate because I'm a mean judge that doesn't want you to have sex.
01:17:41.119 --> 01:17:45.680
Before I came to Christ, when out here Christians were celibate, I'd be like, bro, these black people are culturally weird, bro.
01:17:45.760 --> 01:17:46.880
Yeah, this is weird.
01:17:46.960 --> 01:17:48.960
Like, I would weird.
01:17:49.199 --> 01:17:54.720
But now that I'm in Christ, I know that fornication opens the doors to demons like Incubus and Succubus and Jezebel.
01:17:55.039 --> 01:17:57.119
And I've seen these devils cast that out of people, bro.
01:17:57.199 --> 01:17:57.840
Hundreds of people.
01:17:57.920 --> 01:17:59.520
I'm talking about real deal deliverance.
01:17:59.600 --> 01:18:06.159
Like I, in the name of Jesus, they on the floor contorting their body in a way, black eyes, they are like we're talking about exorcisms, bro.
01:18:06.479 --> 01:18:07.439
And I've seen a lot.
01:18:07.760 --> 01:18:10.960
So I know the demonic is real and it's based off the devil.
01:18:11.039 --> 01:18:12.960
Can't even do nothing unless he uses the word.
01:18:13.520 --> 01:18:15.840
So for me, he knows he can get it.
01:18:16.000 --> 01:18:16.399
What do you mean?
01:18:16.479 --> 01:18:17.680
Unless he uses the words the word.
01:18:18.000 --> 01:18:20.479
The Bible says he's the accuser of all brethren, right?
01:18:20.560 --> 01:18:21.199
He's an accuser.
01:18:21.439 --> 01:18:23.199
How does he who does he accuse to?
01:18:24.159 --> 01:18:24.479
God.
01:18:25.760 --> 01:18:26.399
Job.
01:18:26.800 --> 01:18:28.159
Okay, I know the story of Job.
01:18:28.319 --> 01:18:30.399
What it what it what it what did God tell Satan?
01:18:30.560 --> 01:18:33.359
Have you considered my servant Job?
01:18:33.600 --> 01:18:33.760
Yeah.
01:18:33.920 --> 01:18:35.039
He was talking to the devil.
01:18:35.119 --> 01:18:39.439
So like the devil is always accusing that we won't follow God and that we'll follow him.
01:18:40.000 --> 01:18:44.079
So he'll go to somebody, he'll go, let's say, the John Doe down the street.
01:18:44.239 --> 01:18:45.920
Though this this is he's a Christian, right?
01:18:46.000 --> 01:18:48.319
He's a Christian, but John Doe don't want to stop fornicating.
01:18:48.399 --> 01:18:50.159
He don't want to start messing with all these girls.
01:18:50.319 --> 01:18:53.119
The devil's gonna be like, look, he's going against your word.
01:18:53.840 --> 01:18:55.760
Not even saying, because Satan can only be at one place at one time.
01:18:55.920 --> 01:18:58.079
There's a whole rank of demons, the principalities, powers.
01:18:58.479 --> 01:19:00.319
So a demon, look, he he won't stop.
01:19:00.399 --> 01:19:02.079
And God's mercy, come on, stop.
01:19:02.239 --> 01:19:04.720
Conviction, dreams, going to church, hearing the word.
01:19:05.199 --> 01:19:05.840
Stop, stop.
01:19:05.920 --> 01:19:07.199
And then he don't want to stop.
01:19:07.359 --> 01:19:08.720
Now he's gonna reap what he's sown.
01:19:08.880 --> 01:19:10.399
Now the devil has what's called legal right.
01:19:10.560 --> 01:19:11.279
Legal right, yeah.
01:19:11.359 --> 01:19:14.159
And then and then fornication is the only sin that hurts your body, the Bible says.
01:19:14.239 --> 01:19:18.720
Now all of a sudden he gets getting he's getting sick, cancer, unfortunate, unfortunate things start happening.
01:19:19.039 --> 01:19:23.439
And it's like, and then the grace of God, if you repent and then you you can get freedom, bro.
01:19:23.520 --> 01:19:26.960
I've seen people get delivered from demons and get healed of diseases that are incurable.
01:19:27.119 --> 01:19:28.000
It happened to me.
01:19:28.399 --> 01:19:30.640
I had an incurable disease for nine years, bro.
01:19:31.039 --> 01:19:33.199
Doctors, I got cameras stuck down my throat.
01:19:33.279 --> 01:19:35.119
They didn't understand it, hiatal hernia.
01:19:35.279 --> 01:19:37.119
They said that I'm gonna always have acid coming up.
01:19:37.199 --> 01:19:39.199
I gotta take these pills that will eventually cause dementia.
01:19:39.279 --> 01:19:41.119
I'm in my 20s, like, bro, what is going on?
01:19:41.359 --> 01:19:42.640
I tried everything natural.
01:19:42.800 --> 01:19:43.279
Yeah.
01:19:43.520 --> 01:19:45.600
I would stop drinking for a few months, it would get worse.
01:19:45.680 --> 01:19:48.319
I had a demon, bro, that would literally cause me to drink.
01:19:48.560 --> 01:19:49.920
I was a I was a drunk, bro.
01:19:50.239 --> 01:19:50.880
I used to always drink.
01:19:51.039 --> 01:19:56.239
It started when I was in Broward, but then you know, I in Broward, we used to, you know, hit licks on the liquor store.
01:19:56.319 --> 01:19:57.680
We just run out and then I'd go to Miami.
01:19:57.760 --> 01:20:00.399
I'd be at your runs and remember Nocturnal and all that?
01:20:00.800 --> 01:20:01.439
Nocturnal, yeah.
01:20:01.600 --> 01:20:04.399
Yeah, I used to be a nocturnal, like we'd be in the back door, 17.
01:20:04.479 --> 01:20:13.760
You know, we'd be drunk, bopping in the club and all that, like thinking that we're cool and girls, and and I and that, that was that was that was like like that was that was my life for a minute, bro.
01:20:13.840 --> 01:20:14.399
It didn't stop.
01:20:14.479 --> 01:20:17.760
So then like this demon had put a disease on me, bro.
01:20:17.920 --> 01:20:24.960
That yeah, bro, it was bad that I had to take these protein pump inhibitors, these things that deplete good acid, where it was gonna call it, it was gonna kill me, bro.
01:20:25.359 --> 01:20:27.039
I come to Christ within three months.
01:20:27.119 --> 01:20:29.119
The Lord tells me one day in a secret place in my closet.
01:20:29.199 --> 01:20:33.600
He says, pray on a three-day fast, he says, pray against this demon and come and command it to come out.
01:20:33.680 --> 01:20:36.560
And I'm like, man, I don't even believe, but I'm just gonna believe that's you, Lord.
01:20:36.800 --> 01:20:37.920
I just I just enough to do it.
01:20:38.159 --> 01:20:46.640
And I remember I started praying in the name of Jesus, and I started coughing up this phlegm, coughing up all this phlegm on the carpet, and I still was like, I don't know, bro.
01:20:46.800 --> 01:20:47.920
That was just me, I don't know.
01:20:48.159 --> 01:20:50.159
And I ate, broke the fast, bruh.
01:20:50.319 --> 01:20:52.239
Since that day, I have never taken another pill.
01:20:52.800 --> 01:20:54.720
I have medical proof that this is incurable.
01:20:54.800 --> 01:20:56.079
I have never taken, I'm cured.
01:20:56.239 --> 01:20:58.560
My wife just had breast cancer three and a half years.
01:20:59.119 --> 01:21:02.000
It was the devil petitioning, bro, that she was gonna go back to witchcraft.
01:21:02.319 --> 01:21:04.960
God would give us dreams showing us we're about to go to war.
01:21:05.359 --> 01:21:06.319
And it was faith.
01:21:06.640 --> 01:21:11.279
She just got the medical medical paper paperwork back in May, fully cancer free.
01:21:11.520 --> 01:21:15.920
No, bro, no, no, no radiation, no chemo.
01:21:16.319 --> 01:21:18.640
She just, I mean, she changed her diet, but that's not gonna, bro.
01:21:18.720 --> 01:21:21.600
It was hormone-driven breast cancer, and she had two girls.
01:21:21.760 --> 01:21:22.560
We had two girls.
01:21:22.880 --> 01:21:28.880
Girls give you even quadruple the hormones than a boy when you're pregnant, and just pregnancy in general shoots the hormones up.
01:21:29.439 --> 01:21:31.760
Two daughters we had while she had breast cancer.
01:21:31.840 --> 01:21:36.319
They said what, and then when after the two daughters, the Lord was like, Okay, now you can remove it, the tumor, right?
01:21:36.399 --> 01:21:37.279
Because it was a lump.
01:21:37.920 --> 01:21:42.640
We remove it, the doctors say in the biopsy that it stayed at stage zero the entire time.
01:21:42.880 --> 01:21:45.840
The cancer cells were multiplying and just kept dying at the root.
01:21:46.079 --> 01:21:50.640
Oh wow, they and they couldn't, and we got we were about to get interviews with these doctors, bro, because like they don't understand it.
01:21:50.720 --> 01:21:51.279
They don't understand.
01:21:51.359 --> 01:21:54.960
They were they said, Whatever you were doing, keep doing it, and it's the Lord, it's Jesus.
01:21:55.279 --> 01:22:02.640
But the whole time the devil was petitioning, like accusing us, they'll go back to the the Baba Lao, the voodoo priest, they're gonna go back to witchcraft.
01:22:02.720 --> 01:22:05.520
She would get dreams, bro, yeah, of the devil coming in.
01:22:05.600 --> 01:22:07.359
She had an encounter with the spirit of death.
01:22:07.680 --> 01:22:08.560
She did, yeah, bro.
01:22:08.640 --> 01:22:10.399
I'm talking about, and she had to rebuke it in Jesus' name.
01:22:10.479 --> 01:22:11.680
I'm talking about I did too.
01:22:12.399 --> 01:22:14.319
About two years before her in Christ, bro.
01:22:14.720 --> 01:22:18.159
Woke up in my bed in the physical, not the not sleep problem, because I could move.
01:22:18.239 --> 01:22:20.000
Yeah in the physical black cake.
01:22:20.640 --> 01:22:24.399
Like you can't see the face, just an atmosphere, like, bro, so strong.
01:22:24.640 --> 01:22:27.680
And in my and me, I thought when I woke up, I'm gonna smack.
01:22:27.920 --> 01:22:32.319
I just want a reaction in the backhand, but I I got right here and couldn't even move, bro.
01:22:32.399 --> 01:22:34.479
And it was just the light came.
01:22:35.199 --> 01:22:37.600
But it was so I've never experienced something like that.
01:22:37.680 --> 01:22:39.279
But it was like the devil said, I'm gonna kill you.
01:22:39.359 --> 01:22:41.039
And that's right, that's right when we started the church.
01:22:41.199 --> 01:22:43.119
Yeah, that's right before everything popped off.
01:22:43.199 --> 01:22:44.479
We started in my home.
01:22:44.720 --> 01:22:47.359
So I know these demons, bro, it's legal, right, bro.
01:22:47.439 --> 01:22:53.520
Yeah, we follow the word not because God is a boring God, no, because the word is what protects us, it's the sword of the spirit.
01:22:53.600 --> 01:22:53.840
Yeah.
01:22:54.000 --> 01:22:56.399
I fight with the word, the devil can't, and the blood.
01:22:56.560 --> 01:22:57.840
You don't have karma, bro.
01:22:58.159 --> 01:22:59.840
You've been washed by the blood of Jesus.
01:23:00.000 --> 01:23:04.960
Every single sin you've committed has been wiped clean by what Jesus Christ did for you.
01:23:05.520 --> 01:23:06.720
We all fall short.
01:23:06.880 --> 01:23:08.319
Yeah, that's what the scriptures talk about.
01:23:08.399 --> 01:23:09.199
Yeah, we like this.
01:23:09.279 --> 01:23:10.560
Is the reason we need Jesus?
01:23:10.720 --> 01:23:12.399
Oh one sin, bro.
01:23:12.560 --> 01:23:14.560
One separates you from God for eternity.
01:23:14.640 --> 01:23:17.520
In hell, people are not tormented because it's hot.
01:23:17.600 --> 01:23:18.079
It is hot.
01:23:18.319 --> 01:23:21.600
Yeah, they're tormented because it's separated from source, from God.
01:23:22.000 --> 01:23:22.479
From God.
01:23:22.560 --> 01:23:22.800
Right.
01:23:22.960 --> 01:23:24.560
And that right there, because God is love.
01:23:24.880 --> 01:23:26.880
So you look at your daughter, you feel love, you feel God.
01:23:27.039 --> 01:23:28.159
I look at my kids, I feel love.
01:23:28.239 --> 01:23:31.600
Even if I wasn't saved, anybody can feel love, bro.
01:23:31.760 --> 01:23:33.840
Just like somebody being kind, you feel God.
01:23:33.920 --> 01:23:34.079
Yeah.
01:23:34.239 --> 01:23:36.079
But in hell, there's no love, bro.
01:23:36.239 --> 01:23:36.720
There's no God.
01:23:38.079 --> 01:23:41.199
It's like a there's I couldn't even uh imagine that, bro.
01:23:41.600 --> 01:23:52.319
Being so separated that you there is no love, and this that you can't, all you're doing is there is being tormented with what you probably did to people.
01:23:52.399 --> 01:23:53.600
And you know what I'm saying?
01:23:53.680 --> 01:23:55.520
Like, and haven't we all done things though?
01:23:55.600 --> 01:24:04.800
Yeah, maybe we we we people look at us like oh they they like you know, like bro, you you was deep in the streets of Miami, you were you around all these things, like I it's the culture, right?
01:24:04.880 --> 01:24:11.840
The people in like let's say from I don't know, Mississippi, Arkansas, I don't know, wherever, they probably like, bro, like they're they were evil.
01:24:11.920 --> 01:24:12.800
I'm not that bad.
01:24:12.880 --> 01:24:15.039
No, if they've ever lied, that's what that's a sin.
01:24:15.119 --> 01:24:17.520
And that one sin separates them from God for eternity.
01:24:18.479 --> 01:24:21.760
I don't care if they watch porn and they think our sin is is is worse.
01:24:21.840 --> 01:24:30.640
Oh, they robbed and they they might they they they stuck people up because it because bro, like I was taught to do the same thing, and like I was listening to the plies thinking I'm gonna be the next like running off legit.
01:24:30.880 --> 01:24:37.039
Like, bro, like in Crow Springs sticking people, like what am I doing, bro?
01:24:37.359 --> 01:24:39.359
My boy getting we we uh getting locked up.
01:24:39.439 --> 01:24:41.359
It's like it was a culture, bro.
01:24:41.439 --> 01:24:46.239
It was a culture, so like, so like, but like that our sins are not worse than it's it's a sin is sin.
01:24:46.880 --> 01:24:50.000
And in the eyes of a perfect and righteous God, one sin is separation.
01:24:50.079 --> 01:24:51.920
So we need a savior.
01:24:52.079 --> 01:24:56.239
Yeah, Jesus is the only one in a body because we souls in a body.
01:24:56.560 --> 01:24:59.279
When we die, we're gonna pop out this body and we're gonna look at our body.
01:24:59.920 --> 01:25:02.000
Hopefully, it's in my bed with my kids around me.
01:25:02.079 --> 01:25:03.600
Yeah, my wife, I don't know.
01:25:03.680 --> 01:25:05.039
Hopefully, it's like some story stuff.
01:25:05.119 --> 01:25:06.319
If not, it is what it is.
01:25:06.720 --> 01:25:10.239
We're gonna look at our body and we're going somewhere at that point, yeah.
01:25:10.399 --> 01:25:14.000
And all our sins will be replayed in hell if it's not washed by the blood.
01:25:14.319 --> 01:25:16.560
The Bible says he throws it into the sea of forgetfulness.
01:25:16.640 --> 01:25:20.079
He he wipes it from the past, he's done.
01:25:20.399 --> 01:25:23.600
He doesn't he doesn't look at you, the old Richard, anymore.
01:25:23.680 --> 01:25:23.920
Uh-huh.
01:25:24.079 --> 01:25:25.760
He doesn't look at, oh, you did Santeria.
01:25:25.920 --> 01:25:27.760
Oh, you just you gotta wait 10 years.
01:25:28.399 --> 01:25:29.279
No, you're his son.
01:25:29.359 --> 01:25:31.439
He's like, it's like a daughter.
01:25:31.520 --> 01:25:31.680
Yeah.
01:25:32.159 --> 01:25:38.000
Right now, let's say, like, let's say my our children, wild out, and they go to the world for 10 years and they they're doing crazy stuff.
01:25:38.159 --> 01:25:41.279
They come home, I'm not gonna be like, hey, you could be in my home.
01:25:41.600 --> 01:25:43.119
I'm not gonna talk to you for a year though.
01:25:43.279 --> 01:25:45.199
No, I'm gonna be like, I'm gonna be like, come on, I'm gonna miss you.
01:25:45.680 --> 01:25:46.479
I don't care what you did.
01:25:46.560 --> 01:25:47.760
Yeah, I don't care what you did.
01:25:48.000 --> 01:25:48.399
I don't care.
01:25:48.640 --> 01:25:50.960
I love you, I'm crying, and like the prodigal son.
01:25:51.199 --> 01:25:53.840
Yeah, the father ran after the prodigal son and kissed him.
01:25:54.000 --> 01:25:55.199
He's like, I'll just be a slave.
01:25:55.279 --> 01:25:56.640
He said, No, we're gonna throw a party.
01:25:57.199 --> 01:25:58.560
That's what the prodigal's father did.
01:25:58.640 --> 01:26:01.119
He said, When the prodigal son took the inheritance, all that money.
01:26:01.359 --> 01:26:02.000
What you talking about?
01:26:02.079 --> 01:26:02.880
Who's prodigal son?
01:26:03.119 --> 01:26:05.279
So there's a story about it, it's called the prodigal son story, right?
01:26:05.439 --> 01:26:05.680
Okay.
01:26:06.079 --> 01:26:08.399
So inheritance, it comes from the father, right?
01:26:08.479 --> 01:26:08.720
Uh-huh.
01:26:08.880 --> 01:26:12.079
Usually an inheritance in those days will get passed down after the father dies.
01:26:12.399 --> 01:26:17.760
So let's say, like, you know, we we have a father, like, and and um, like a biological father.
01:26:18.000 --> 01:26:19.760
Like the story of Joseph a little bit.
01:26:20.000 --> 01:26:20.159
No.
01:26:20.319 --> 01:26:34.079
So Joseph, Joseph actually was thrown to the he he got a dream about having about being exalted by God, told his brothers which he shouldn't have, and then his brothers got jealous and threw him into slavery, and he went through a lot, and then he was exalted and helped his brothers out.
01:26:34.159 --> 01:26:38.239
That's but the prodigal son story is like it's a story about a father and a son.
01:26:38.399 --> 01:26:40.640
The father gives them an inheritance of money, right?
01:26:40.720 --> 01:26:42.640
Like here, son, like there's all your money.
01:26:42.800 --> 01:26:45.439
The son goes and says, Oh, word, and squanders it.
01:26:45.520 --> 01:26:54.159
Goes and leaves the city, gambling, woman, all these things, squander, gets rid of it to the point where he's eating in a pig style because he don't have you, he don't even have money to even buy food.
01:26:54.239 --> 01:26:56.560
Yeah, and he realizes, dang, I gotta go back home.
01:26:56.800 --> 01:27:01.439
So he goes back home and he's like, Look, I'm I'm I'm just gonna be one of the slaves in the house.
01:27:02.000 --> 01:27:03.439
My dad's gonna probably not accept me.
01:27:03.520 --> 01:27:05.359
I'm just I'm just gonna go and say, I'll be a slave.
01:27:05.439 --> 01:27:07.359
I I don't gotta, I don't gotta have what I had before.
01:27:07.520 --> 01:27:10.000
So he goes home, but the father comes running out.
01:27:10.640 --> 01:27:12.000
I miss you, kisses him.
01:27:12.079 --> 01:27:14.720
The Bible says, and he's just like, Dad, I'll just be a slave.
01:27:14.880 --> 01:27:16.800
He says, No, you're my son.
01:27:16.960 --> 01:27:26.000
Take my robe, take my sandals, put that on, and I and on top of that, he goes to his brother, his other son, go get the the bit the best pig we got.
01:27:26.079 --> 01:27:28.159
We're gonna kill it, and we're gonna have a party.
01:27:28.960 --> 01:27:35.279
And and and and and now the the the other son who was at home doing the right things gets jealous.
01:27:36.560 --> 01:27:37.119
Why?
01:27:37.520 --> 01:27:40.079
He squandered their inheritance and I stayed here, right?
01:27:40.239 --> 01:27:44.960
And the other son is like, I don't even deserve to be a son anymore, but wow.
01:27:45.359 --> 01:27:47.199
It's just it's it's the prodigal son's story.
01:27:47.279 --> 01:27:48.399
That's how God sees us.
01:27:48.800 --> 01:27:52.159
We come home after doing a bunch of stuff, we feel guilty, we feel like we're not worthy.
01:27:52.319 --> 01:27:53.039
God says no.
01:27:53.439 --> 01:27:57.039
Take on my righteousness, take on my my what the blood has done for you, bro.
01:27:57.359 --> 01:27:59.760
Forgiveness, take on power by the Holy Spirit that.
01:28:00.159 --> 01:28:02.960
All these things that he says here, and not only that, we're gonna throw a party.
01:28:03.119 --> 01:28:08.960
The Bible says when one sinner comes to repentance, mean not meaning perfection, but turning to Christ to follow, the angels rejoice in heaven.
01:28:09.520 --> 01:28:11.359
But then you got the other son who's jealous.
01:28:11.760 --> 01:28:12.560
That's religion.
01:28:13.119 --> 01:28:24.399
That's that's the person in the church who's doing all the right things, and then when someone gets saved, they don't deserve to be saved because they thought that their works made them righteous.
01:28:24.640 --> 01:28:28.880
They thought that by them doing good, okay, they trusted in their works and not Jesus.
01:28:29.039 --> 01:28:29.760
And not Jesus.
01:28:29.920 --> 01:28:31.439
They think their works is everything.
01:28:31.520 --> 01:28:32.960
There's it's two things.
01:28:33.119 --> 01:28:34.800
You have to you need Jesus and the works.
01:28:35.039 --> 01:28:35.439
Exactly.
01:28:35.600 --> 01:28:38.560
The love of God produces the overflow produces good works.
01:28:38.880 --> 01:28:39.199
Good works.
01:28:39.520 --> 01:28:42.079
I don't do good works to be like, okay, look at me.
01:28:42.239 --> 01:28:45.199
I'm I'm I'm a I'm I'm I'm a perfect guy and God loves me.
01:28:45.279 --> 01:28:48.479
It's like, no, God loves me, and because he loves me, I want to do the right thing.
01:28:48.720 --> 01:28:49.279
I want to do the right.
01:28:49.520 --> 01:29:00.880
And as God's love is revealed to me more and more, it sanctifies my heart to want to love my wife better or to want to forgive people and not be rage for or disrespectful and angry, and like how I used to be, bro.
01:29:00.960 --> 01:29:04.399
Like I used to like it's it's like that's that's how I was like a demon.
01:29:04.800 --> 01:29:17.359
How how do I forgive somebody that I have such deep vitriol and hate, which I don't like to say, and I want to say dislike, but it's deep.
01:29:17.600 --> 01:29:21.359
It's it's it's it's super cut, super deep.
01:29:21.520 --> 01:29:35.039
And it's how do I even start like I I sometimes I have days where it'll be a good day, and I'll say, you know what, God, I I really do forgive her, you know.
01:29:35.279 --> 01:29:42.159
Um I forgive her, but then she'll do something, and I'm like, why am I forgiving this?
01:29:42.319 --> 01:29:43.520
It's not even human.
01:29:43.680 --> 01:29:43.840
Yeah.
01:29:44.000 --> 01:29:53.920
This is a this is an object filled with a demonic, this is a vessel filled with a demonic entity, dog.
01:29:54.239 --> 01:30:14.479
Why am I trying to forgive when she's not she doesn't know nothing about God or forgiveness, or all she wants to do is search and destroy and be lie and delusional and just she for her life mission is to send me to prison for some for no reason.
01:30:14.640 --> 01:30:15.199
Yeah.
01:30:15.439 --> 01:30:17.600
So how why why forgive that?
01:30:17.760 --> 01:30:17.920
Yeah.
01:30:18.000 --> 01:30:21.840
So what you what you're talking about is you're saying that you're conditionally forgiving her.
01:30:22.079 --> 01:30:22.800
Conditionally.
01:30:23.039 --> 01:30:24.239
What you mean conditionally?
01:30:24.399 --> 01:30:29.119
So when things are good or when she's not doing something wrong, that forgiveness is possible.
01:30:29.199 --> 01:30:38.319
But then with the minute she manifests and does something crazy based off a demonic spirit, whatever it is, now it's like dang, dang, like it's conditional.
01:30:38.560 --> 01:30:39.279
Think about this.
01:30:39.359 --> 01:30:40.399
Like, who do you love the most?
01:30:41.359 --> 01:30:41.920
What you mean?
01:30:42.000 --> 01:30:43.600
Who do you love like right now on this planet?
01:30:43.680 --> 01:30:44.720
What human do you love the most?
01:30:45.199 --> 01:30:45.760
What human?
01:30:45.920 --> 01:30:46.319
My mom.
01:30:46.479 --> 01:30:47.680
Okay, so your mom's right.
01:30:47.920 --> 01:30:48.479
My dad.
01:30:48.640 --> 01:30:54.239
So if your mom right now, I don't know, this something crazy to you, bro.
01:30:54.399 --> 01:30:57.600
Robbed you, lied on your name, everything that you could imagine.
01:30:57.760 --> 01:30:59.039
Would you still forgive her?
01:31:00.560 --> 01:31:02.000
I pay I you know what?
01:31:02.079 --> 01:31:04.399
I think I have a problem with forgiveness.
01:31:04.720 --> 01:31:05.199
Really?
01:31:05.520 --> 01:31:06.159
Yeah.
01:31:06.800 --> 01:31:18.239
Because you know, I haven't, you know, this case was the first time I've been in the same room with my mother for almost 20 years, man.
01:31:18.560 --> 01:31:18.960
Wow.
01:31:19.119 --> 01:31:21.840
See, I I I hated my mother at one point.
01:31:22.000 --> 01:31:24.800
Me and my mother went, man, I was so gone.
01:31:24.960 --> 01:31:28.640
Remember, I told you I ran out the the I didn't care.
01:31:28.880 --> 01:31:30.720
I didn't care about my mother, man.
01:31:30.880 --> 01:31:39.119
Like, and then and then her and my and my son's mother, I got I I my I had my son when I was like 22, 23, or something like that, 21.
01:31:39.199 --> 01:31:39.760
I don't remember.
01:31:39.920 --> 01:31:44.399
I was he's 21 now, so I don't know how to do the math on bat.
01:31:44.720 --> 01:31:55.840
But since then, when he was born, her and my mom, my baby mother and my mother were like two peas in a pod, and and then they were putting me on child support and the this and the that.
01:31:55.920 --> 01:31:56.960
It was all me.
01:31:57.359 --> 01:31:59.279
I was the the retard.
01:31:59.439 --> 01:32:01.039
Of course, I understand that.
01:32:01.359 --> 01:32:10.399
But what made me resent my mother was like, yo, why are you so caught up with her and putting me on child support?
01:32:10.479 --> 01:32:16.880
And anytime I say something about her or something, you defend her, and I'm the and I'm like, you know what?
01:32:17.119 --> 01:32:17.920
It's pain, bro.
01:32:18.239 --> 01:32:19.199
Both of you.
01:32:19.439 --> 01:32:23.840
I'm gonna put y'all in a pea pod and I'm gonna throw y'all that way.
01:32:23.920 --> 01:32:28.880
I ain't I ain't messing with nothing, ain't no money, ain't no calls, ain't no nothing.
01:32:29.600 --> 01:32:30.079
That's it.
01:32:30.239 --> 01:32:30.800
That's done.
01:32:30.960 --> 01:32:31.600
Unforgiveness.
01:32:31.920 --> 01:32:40.560
And and and and just up until this case, just now, 2023, is the first time I sat back talking to my mother because I had to.
01:32:40.640 --> 01:32:44.239
They put me on house arrest at my grandmother's house that past, God bless the day.
01:32:44.319 --> 01:32:45.600
So I could not go home.
01:32:45.760 --> 01:32:45.920
Wow.
01:32:46.159 --> 01:32:46.880
You see what I'm saying?
01:32:47.039 --> 01:32:49.039
So I really had nowhere to go for real.
01:32:49.119 --> 01:32:55.439
And it just so happened, she passed a year before that, and the house was basically empty because my aunt was there, though.
01:32:55.520 --> 01:32:57.840
But my aunt is, you know, she whatever.
01:32:58.000 --> 01:33:00.399
But she's I had to I had to go there.
01:33:00.479 --> 01:33:03.439
And then my mother came there from my from my baby mother's house.
01:33:03.520 --> 01:33:05.279
She came up, my first baby mother's house.
01:33:05.359 --> 01:33:12.159
She was raising, helping to raise my um her other child or whatever that from a new relationship, whatever.
01:33:12.239 --> 01:33:15.840
But she moved over there to come like tend to me.
01:33:16.079 --> 01:33:20.319
And now I'm here on house arrest, and she's going to court with me every day.
01:33:20.399 --> 01:33:24.720
And I'm like, lady, I don't even like you like that.
01:33:24.960 --> 01:33:26.960
You don't even like me like that.
01:33:27.279 --> 01:33:32.159
But you here and doing the unconditional mother love thing.
01:33:32.479 --> 01:33:35.039
You know, you can't and man broke me down, man.
01:33:35.279 --> 01:33:37.119
Broke me down to a child, bro.
01:33:37.199 --> 01:33:38.560
I was a child crying, bro.
01:33:38.640 --> 01:33:39.680
I can't believe this, man.
01:33:39.920 --> 01:33:47.600
How all these years I wasted being upset at my mother, and and and and I I've totally forgiven her now.
01:33:47.920 --> 01:33:48.880
Like, you see what I'm saying?
01:33:48.960 --> 01:33:50.800
But you said it unconditional love.
01:33:51.039 --> 01:33:51.840
Unconditional.
01:33:52.079 --> 01:33:54.720
You can unconditionally love someone and not like them.
01:33:55.680 --> 01:33:57.199
There's a lot of people I don't like.
01:33:57.359 --> 01:33:58.479
As a pastor, yeah.
01:33:58.640 --> 01:34:00.399
Oh, bro, I get all types of people.
01:34:00.560 --> 01:34:05.760
People who don't like me, judge me, people saying, oh, look at you attached and you preaching, all types of stuff.
01:34:05.920 --> 01:34:08.399
I don't like them, but I love them.
01:34:08.720 --> 01:34:09.840
It's unconditional.
01:34:10.079 --> 01:34:13.840
I guess like, bro, like the greatest unconditional love, you know what it is?
01:34:13.920 --> 01:34:14.239
What?
01:34:14.560 --> 01:34:16.000
A man who knew no sin.
01:34:16.079 --> 01:34:16.560
Just imagine.
01:34:16.640 --> 01:34:18.000
You ever met somebody that never sinned?
01:34:18.159 --> 01:34:18.880
I never have.
01:34:19.119 --> 01:34:22.880
But imagine a human being, bro, from South Florida, somebody we just know at the high school.
01:34:22.960 --> 01:34:24.319
I don't know, somebody that just never sinned.
01:34:24.399 --> 01:34:27.920
Imagine we grew up with somebody, they never sinned perfect.
01:34:28.079 --> 01:34:29.520
Just a good guy, bro.
01:34:29.680 --> 01:34:36.960
Always doing right, never, never doing wrong, never messing with the girls, never always just locked in with God, always just talking about God.
01:34:37.199 --> 01:34:38.880
I never really had somebody like that in my school.
01:34:38.960 --> 01:34:42.079
I never, I never even like, you know, I've heard people talking about they had Christian friends.
01:34:42.159 --> 01:34:43.359
I never had no Christian friends.
01:34:43.520 --> 01:34:48.960
But yeah, but I'm just imagining like somebody that was just locked in, people making fun of them, they just smiling, it's okay, forget.
01:34:49.279 --> 01:34:51.600
That was Jesus was God in a body.
01:34:51.680 --> 01:34:54.560
The body Colossians says the fullness of God bodily.
01:34:54.640 --> 01:34:56.640
He's God revealed to us in the flesh.
01:34:56.800 --> 01:34:57.279
In the flesh.
01:34:57.439 --> 01:34:58.640
And he lives a perfect life.
01:34:58.960 --> 01:35:02.720
I can only imagine he's the son of a carpenter, he's a Nazareth, that's a small ghetto.
01:35:02.800 --> 01:35:03.359
He's in the ghetto.
01:35:04.159 --> 01:35:04.319
Yeah.
01:35:04.399 --> 01:35:08.239
He's in the ghetto amongst all the people in poverty, and he's not sinning, bruh.
01:35:08.399 --> 01:35:12.560
And he's perfect and he's loving people, he's learning, he's in the Torah, he's reading.
01:35:12.800 --> 01:35:18.159
And a man who knew no sin became sin, so he took the punishment that we deserve.
01:35:18.479 --> 01:35:20.640
God is a just judge.
01:35:20.960 --> 01:35:25.840
If me and you right now go feed a thousand homeless people and we feed them, that's a good deed.
01:35:26.000 --> 01:35:32.800
But if we commit a murder and stand before a judge, we can't say, Judge, me and my boy Rich, we fed a thousand people though.
01:35:32.880 --> 01:35:33.840
Let us go off this case.
01:35:33.920 --> 01:35:38.720
He's gonna be like, it's great you did that, but you murdered, you need to pay, and it's the death penalty.
01:35:38.880 --> 01:35:39.199
Yeah.
01:35:39.520 --> 01:35:44.319
Jesus says, you know what, I'm gonna take, I'm gonna take the penalty for what they did.
01:35:45.119 --> 01:35:52.239
And he stands in the gap and he takes the not only that, now we're adopted into the same family as that judge.
01:35:52.479 --> 01:35:54.640
And we can't be judged anymore because of the blood.
01:35:54.720 --> 01:35:55.680
That's the gospel, bro.
01:35:55.760 --> 01:35:59.279
That's what he that's why he went through and we he was whipped 39 times.
01:35:59.359 --> 01:36:00.960
The Bible says he was unrecognizable.
01:36:01.039 --> 01:36:04.239
There's archaeological proof, there's historical proof for this, there's evidence, bro.
01:36:04.720 --> 01:36:05.520
He was beaten.
01:36:06.000 --> 01:36:09.199
Unrecognizable means I don't even I knew he was Jesus.
01:36:09.359 --> 01:36:09.760
Who is that?
01:36:10.000 --> 01:36:10.399
Who is that?
01:36:10.479 --> 01:36:14.479
That means the they said even private parts, like bro, like he was beaten.
01:36:14.880 --> 01:36:18.079
They did the most and carried that cross and went on the cross and said it's finished.
01:36:18.159 --> 01:36:19.039
Why do he say it's finished?
01:36:19.119 --> 01:36:30.239
Because the devil, the entire time, the demons and these people, these religious people, the same ones who said Hosanna and the highest when he came on that donkey, they said it because he just wrote what you just said, oh Hosanna and the highest.
01:36:30.399 --> 01:36:31.039
What is that?
01:36:31.279 --> 01:36:34.000
So that means like that's the name of my daughter, Osana.
01:36:34.479 --> 01:36:35.119
Osana.
01:36:35.680 --> 01:36:39.279
That's why she named my daughter, but Osana.
01:36:40.159 --> 01:36:40.720
Osana.
01:36:41.439 --> 01:36:41.840
Osana.
01:36:42.079 --> 01:36:43.439
Yeah, O-S-A-N-N-A.
01:36:43.600 --> 01:36:44.560
That's my name of my daughter.
01:36:44.640 --> 01:36:44.880
Why?
01:36:44.960 --> 01:36:45.279
What's that?
01:36:45.359 --> 01:36:47.199
What is going on?
01:36:47.439 --> 01:36:48.479
What's happening with that?
01:36:48.560 --> 01:36:49.760
What is that about, bro?
01:36:49.920 --> 01:36:52.159
See how I'll be in the dark, bro.
01:36:52.560 --> 01:36:53.119
I love it, bro.
01:36:53.199 --> 01:36:54.640
This is this this this is this is this is what it is.
01:36:54.720 --> 01:36:57.439
We chopped in it, and and and so this is what happened, bro.
01:36:57.520 --> 01:36:59.520
So Jesus is going around for three and a half years.
01:36:59.600 --> 01:37:02.880
So after so after at the age of 30, he gets baptized in the Jordan River, right?
01:37:03.199 --> 01:37:07.439
And and the Holy Spirit comes and descends upon him like a dove in power, and then he goes out to do his ministry.
01:37:07.520 --> 01:37:07.680
Okay.
01:37:07.840 --> 01:37:08.319
What did he do?
01:37:08.399 --> 01:37:09.439
He went from city to city.
01:37:09.520 --> 01:37:12.159
Imagine he's going around like Miami, Miami.
01:37:12.239 --> 01:37:15.039
I mean, Dade, Broward, and West Palm, like that type of region.
01:37:15.119 --> 01:37:18.479
He's going from city to city, casting out devils in the temple.
01:37:18.640 --> 01:37:21.199
So in the house of God, these people are not supposed to be bound by demons.
01:37:21.279 --> 01:37:23.760
And he's going in, showing them these people are bound by demons.
01:37:23.840 --> 01:37:25.680
So the religious leaders, they're pissed off.
01:37:26.000 --> 01:37:26.800
They can't have that.
01:37:27.359 --> 01:37:27.680
Yeah.
01:37:27.920 --> 01:37:29.600
So they, who is this guy?
01:37:29.760 --> 01:37:32.479
He's casting devils out, healing the sick.
01:37:32.720 --> 01:37:34.800
He's preaching in such a way that they can't preach.
01:37:34.880 --> 01:37:35.600
They're freaking out.
01:37:35.680 --> 01:37:36.800
They're like, Who is this guy?
01:37:36.960 --> 01:37:37.119
Yeah.
01:37:37.279 --> 01:37:38.319
And he's moving stealthily.
01:37:38.399 --> 01:37:39.039
He's moving stealth.
01:37:39.119 --> 01:37:39.680
They're trying to kill him.
01:37:39.760 --> 01:37:41.119
He's three and a half years stealthy.
01:37:41.520 --> 01:37:45.039
At the end of his ministry, one of his friends, Lazarus, dies, four days dead.
01:37:45.199 --> 01:37:45.439
Yeah.
01:37:45.680 --> 01:37:46.560
They come to him, he's dead.
01:37:46.640 --> 01:37:47.119
They're weeping.
01:37:47.199 --> 01:37:48.239
He says, Man, come on.
01:37:48.479 --> 01:37:49.600
Pulls up to the tomb.
01:37:49.840 --> 01:37:50.880
Lazarus comes out.
01:37:50.960 --> 01:37:51.920
He rises from the dead.
01:37:52.079 --> 01:37:53.199
Everybody freaks out.
01:37:53.439 --> 01:37:53.920
Freak out.
01:37:54.399 --> 01:37:56.640
He is the Messiah that's been prophesied about.
01:37:56.720 --> 01:37:58.000
He's the one that's going to save us.
01:37:58.159 --> 01:38:00.560
But they thought he was going to save them from Roman captivity.
01:38:00.720 --> 01:38:00.880
Okay.
01:38:01.039 --> 01:38:03.680
So they Israel's thinking he's about to save us in the physical.
01:38:04.239 --> 01:38:06.239
So they're screaming, Hosanna with the palm trees.
01:38:06.319 --> 01:38:09.600
Easter, like Hosanna, right before Easter, good Good Friday.
01:38:09.760 --> 01:38:11.039
Hosanna in the highest.
01:38:12.720 --> 01:38:16.560
And on the donkey, he's actually fulfilling prophecy that was prophesied about thousands of years.
01:38:16.640 --> 01:38:18.640
He's in the on the donkey, Hosanna.
01:38:18.800 --> 01:38:24.720
And then the minute he gets arrested, those same people, I thought he was, I thought he was the Messiah, and he's getting arrested.
01:38:25.199 --> 01:38:26.000
He's fake.
01:38:26.239 --> 01:38:27.279
Crucify him.
01:38:27.840 --> 01:38:28.960
Who was that really?
01:38:29.279 --> 01:38:30.239
Convincing them.
01:38:30.800 --> 01:38:31.600
Demons, bro.
01:38:31.760 --> 01:38:32.079
Yeah.
01:38:32.720 --> 01:38:33.680
The devil fills him.
01:38:33.760 --> 01:38:38.880
And the whole time the devil, so proudful, so proudful, he thinks, because he knows that's the son of God.
01:38:38.960 --> 01:38:40.319
He knows that's God in the body.
01:38:40.479 --> 01:38:42.319
If we kill him, he won't judge us.
01:38:42.640 --> 01:38:46.720
Because the devils, that fallen angels and the Nephilim and all these demons, they know they're going to the lake.
01:38:46.800 --> 01:38:47.199
Yeah.
01:38:47.359 --> 01:38:50.880
They're thinking we kill him, he won't judge us because they thought he was coming to bring judgment.
01:38:50.960 --> 01:38:54.640
That's why the Bible says he did not come to condemn the world, but to save the world.
01:38:55.119 --> 01:38:58.399
Devil thought he was coming to bring judgment, he was coming to rescue us.
01:38:58.479 --> 01:38:58.720
Yeah.
01:38:58.880 --> 01:39:00.319
He was finessing the devil.
01:39:00.399 --> 01:39:00.640
Yeah.
01:39:00.800 --> 01:39:04.880
That's why he would heal somebody and say, Don't go say nothing to the Pharisees, because they were filled with devils.
01:39:05.039 --> 01:39:05.279
Yes.
01:39:05.439 --> 01:39:07.680
And he called the Pharisees, you children of the devil.
01:39:07.840 --> 01:39:11.199
Your father is a is is the liar, is the father of all lies.
01:39:11.359 --> 01:39:12.800
So Jesus is finessing the devil.
01:39:12.880 --> 01:39:16.239
These demons in people, beating him, mocking him, spitting on him.
01:39:16.319 --> 01:39:16.960
He's staying quiet.
01:39:17.039 --> 01:39:17.920
And what does he say?
01:39:18.159 --> 01:39:21.359
God forgive father because they really don't know.
01:39:21.600 --> 01:39:22.720
Don't know what they're doing.
01:39:25.520 --> 01:39:25.760
Dang.
01:39:26.000 --> 01:39:27.520
This is this is the ministry of forgiveness.
01:39:27.760 --> 01:39:28.479
I'm putting you on game.
01:39:28.560 --> 01:39:31.680
So then he goes on the cross, silent.
01:39:32.159 --> 01:39:34.960
He feels the fullness of separation that sin that sin brings.
01:39:35.119 --> 01:39:39.039
What they feel in hell, he that's why he said, Father, Father, why have you forsaken me?
01:39:39.199 --> 01:39:45.920
He felt the he wasn't separated from the Godhead, but he felt the fullness of what the sins of the world for a whole hour, bro.
01:39:46.239 --> 01:39:47.199
That's the worst.
01:39:47.520 --> 01:39:48.560
Before it was physical.
01:39:48.720 --> 01:39:51.760
This is now, and it was emotional too, but now it's spiritual.
01:39:52.079 --> 01:39:57.920
He takes the sin, your sins, my sins, then their sins, the sins of a rapist, a murderer.
01:39:58.239 --> 01:40:00.800
He takes the fullness of that guilt.
01:40:01.359 --> 01:40:03.199
Think about when we've sinned, how we felt guilty.
01:40:03.279 --> 01:40:04.800
Imagine the sins of the world.
01:40:05.359 --> 01:40:09.760
He's he feels the fullness separation for an hour, tormented, says it's finished.
01:40:09.920 --> 01:40:11.600
He willingfully gives up the ghost.
01:40:11.680 --> 01:40:16.399
The Bible says the minute he died on that cross, he disarmed every principality and power.
01:40:16.560 --> 01:40:18.880
Remember, I said sin is death, right?
01:40:19.119 --> 01:40:19.760
Remember, I said that?
01:40:20.000 --> 01:40:20.159
Yeah.
01:40:20.399 --> 01:40:21.279
There's a spiritual law.
01:40:21.359 --> 01:40:23.600
Remember, I said the devil can only accuse by the word.
01:40:24.239 --> 01:40:25.119
So sin is death.
01:40:25.199 --> 01:40:26.479
Did he ever commit sin?
01:40:27.359 --> 01:40:30.399
So the devil just illegally killed an innocent man.
01:40:30.800 --> 01:40:39.119
Oh, courtroom of heaven, cooked.
01:40:39.359 --> 01:40:39.920
Cooked.
01:40:40.239 --> 01:40:48.239
Everything that he did through Adam by causing him to sin, getting a grip on humanity for all those years, he just lost it.
01:40:48.399 --> 01:40:54.479
And Jesus takes the keys back and now rises from the dead because you overcame sin.
01:40:54.560 --> 01:40:56.159
And now he didn't just forgive us of our sins.
01:40:56.239 --> 01:40:59.199
Then he says, Now I'm gonna give you power to destroy the works of darkness.
01:40:59.359 --> 01:41:06.560
So now I'm gonna forgive you by my blood, and I'm gonna rise to breathe my spirit in you so that way you can have power over the works of darkness.
01:41:06.880 --> 01:41:08.319
That's why we have power now, bro.
01:41:08.399 --> 01:41:13.680
That's why I say God is saving people that were in the streets and all this stuff because we had faith in the streets, bro.
01:41:13.840 --> 01:41:17.119
To hit licks the way you did, you had to have some type of faith.
01:41:17.199 --> 01:41:18.479
Yeah, you have faith.
01:41:18.640 --> 01:41:27.680
I had faith to go to humble and by myself with 50 bands and just wavered around and a grow out with Asian mafia and then they just pull out the weed, and now I gotta plug.
01:41:27.760 --> 01:41:28.880
Like we had faith, bro.
01:41:29.039 --> 01:41:29.439
Faith, yeah.
01:41:29.600 --> 01:41:32.319
And God sees that and God's like mustard seed.
01:41:32.479 --> 01:41:33.039
Mustard seed.
01:41:33.119 --> 01:41:36.239
So now he's like, I'm a I'm gonna reveal myself to them.
01:41:36.319 --> 01:41:41.039
Now they're gonna have faith to go do real kingdom work, which is what I created them for.
01:41:41.279 --> 01:41:41.920
Yes.
01:41:42.560 --> 01:41:43.680
We've been deceived, bro.
01:41:43.760 --> 01:41:44.640
Yeah, all these years.
01:41:44.720 --> 01:41:45.279
We were deceived.
01:41:45.439 --> 01:41:51.439
This is all a distraction to everything from the women, the music, the everything, bro.
01:41:51.760 --> 01:41:52.800
It don't fulfill us, bro.
01:41:52.960 --> 01:41:53.359
It don't.
01:41:53.520 --> 01:41:54.079
It don't.
01:41:54.159 --> 01:42:04.399
Like, I I'm not saying I had all the money in the world, but I know what it feels like to have enough money to do whatever you want.
01:42:04.640 --> 01:42:04.880
Yeah.
01:42:04.960 --> 01:42:06.640
And you are with whoever you want.
01:42:06.720 --> 01:42:07.920
And you saw the people with the money.
01:42:08.319 --> 01:42:09.680
Where you want.
01:42:09.760 --> 01:42:10.079
Yeah.
01:42:10.399 --> 01:42:11.840
However you want.
01:42:12.319 --> 01:42:31.920
And I did it to the point where it was just like, I like every physical thing I can do, I'm doing, and I'm I'm having a ball doing it, but then after I'm done, it's like you feel it's like eating you, you know, seafood, how you eat seafood like fish, and it don't fill you up.
01:42:32.079 --> 01:42:32.640
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:42:33.199 --> 01:42:34.159
It's the same thing, bro.
01:42:34.399 --> 01:42:37.439
I'm sitting there, I'm like, dang, I can't get a fool.
01:42:37.600 --> 01:42:38.560
You see what I'm saying?
01:42:38.800 --> 01:42:40.560
And it's like, and then you just do more.
01:42:40.720 --> 01:42:46.399
Next, next thing you know, next thing you know, you you know, um, you're you're you're trapped.
01:42:46.560 --> 01:42:47.680
Now you're trapped.
01:42:47.840 --> 01:42:53.520
You're trapped in the drugs, you're trapped in a relationship, uh, you're trapped in, you're just it's just trapped.
01:42:53.840 --> 01:42:54.720
It's a trap, it's a trap.
01:42:54.880 --> 01:42:55.600
It's all a trap.
01:42:55.840 --> 01:42:56.399
Trapped in, right?
01:42:56.720 --> 01:42:57.279
It's trapped in.
01:42:57.600 --> 01:43:17.039
So I was on the phone with the with with uh the good friend of mine, uh that that I told you is a stand-up guy, used to gang bang and all of that, and uh was the Freemason and got into Christ, uh, turned his life to changed his life and started following Christ.
01:43:17.199 --> 01:43:33.840
And I was during my case in the beginning stages, I was talking to him about he was like, listen, like when he talks to me, when he talks to me, uh sometimes I used to like have resistance.
01:43:34.079 --> 01:43:38.720
He'll say something, I'll be like, but he'd be like, listen, you not listening, bro.
01:43:38.880 --> 01:43:40.159
Like, you got to listen, stop.
01:43:40.479 --> 01:43:41.199
You know what I mean?
01:43:41.279 --> 01:43:43.600
Like, let me talk to Richard, not gunplay.
01:43:43.760 --> 01:43:44.720
Like, relax.
01:43:45.039 --> 01:43:54.560
But so now as I go as we got older and I listened to him, and we was talking about, I was like, man, you know, I feel like I'm straight.
01:43:54.640 --> 01:44:07.520
You know, I feel like I'm gonna beat this because I know God knows my heart, and I know and I feel like God is, he say, God, he say, you pray to a statue.
01:44:07.920 --> 01:44:12.000
And I've never heard Jeter, his name Jita K.
01:44:13.039 --> 01:44:23.760
I never heard Jita, yeah, we had arguments, we talked, we uh, but when he said that, and he to this day, he don't even remember him saying that.
01:44:24.159 --> 01:44:29.520
When he told me that, he said, God, you pray too.
01:44:30.640 --> 01:44:37.840
That you and I said, and that when I tell him I it just hit me, I feel it in my bones.
01:44:38.560 --> 01:44:42.239
Like I was like, I for the first time I shut it up.
01:44:42.319 --> 01:44:54.479
And I was like, and he was like, bruh, he say, he gonna close, he was like, he said, he said, the door is closing on you right now.
01:44:54.960 --> 01:44:56.800
It's about to close.
01:44:57.439 --> 01:44:59.840
You gonna have to pick a side.
01:45:00.479 --> 01:45:06.079
He says, once that door is closed, and it's already closed, it's over.
01:45:06.239 --> 01:45:08.319
Once that door is closed, that's it.
01:45:08.720 --> 01:45:12.319
And it's literally a jail cell door that's about to close.
01:45:12.399 --> 01:45:15.760
So you better make your mind up of who you finna serve, bro.
01:45:15.920 --> 01:45:20.720
You can't do two things at once, but you can't serve two gods, two masters, bro.
01:45:21.119 --> 01:45:23.359
And it took me about three days.
01:45:23.920 --> 01:45:28.000
I had real, because this is what I've been doing for 13 years.
01:45:28.880 --> 01:45:34.319
So, but in my heart and my gut, I know was right and was wrong.
01:45:34.399 --> 01:45:35.520
I've been raised right.
01:45:35.600 --> 01:45:36.960
I've been in the Baptist church.
01:45:37.039 --> 01:45:42.880
I've been raised, my mother and my father told me about well, my mother really wasn't too religious, but my father was super.
01:45:43.520 --> 01:45:46.000
So yeah, he's been telling me, and da-da-da-da-da-da.
01:45:46.159 --> 01:45:50.159
He's had his spiritual warfare, demonic things, and stuff.
01:45:50.560 --> 01:45:54.239
He he contorted on the floor in front of my mama one time.
01:45:54.319 --> 01:45:57.680
Yeah, when they just got together, big old turned into a snake.
01:45:57.920 --> 01:45:58.319
Why?
01:45:58.560 --> 01:46:00.640
My old boy, he's the one one.
01:46:00.720 --> 01:46:06.000
Like he's the one that really goes to war with these with these demons and these spirits, and he's been he's Baptist?
01:46:06.239 --> 01:46:08.079
Yeah, he believes in spiritual warfare.
01:46:08.239 --> 01:46:09.039
Yeah, that's rare.
01:46:09.279 --> 01:46:09.760
Yeah, yeah.
01:46:09.840 --> 01:46:11.359
He's go he goes through it.
01:46:11.439 --> 01:46:12.640
I'm talking about through it.
01:46:12.720 --> 01:46:16.479
He has stories on top of stories and spiritual stuff, yeah.
01:46:16.640 --> 01:46:17.760
Spiritual stuff, bro.
01:46:17.920 --> 01:46:29.359
And um, so he's telling me, you know, so I know, I know, and just like I was praying for you, bro.
01:46:29.520 --> 01:46:33.439
I just felt like I had to, this ain't right.
01:46:33.520 --> 01:46:36.560
It's like you for you, I asked you for her.
01:46:37.520 --> 01:46:40.000
And you gave me her, and this is what she did to me.
01:46:40.159 --> 01:46:42.000
Throw the whole thing away.
01:46:42.319 --> 01:46:45.199
Everybody, her, you, all that.
01:46:45.279 --> 01:46:46.640
Get all, get, I'm good.
01:46:46.800 --> 01:46:53.600
Because once you betray me like that, yeah, it's hard for me to once to, you know what I'm saying, deal with you again like.
01:46:53.920 --> 01:46:55.920
But imagine Jesus doing that to you, bro.
01:46:56.479 --> 01:46:57.439
You've done too much.
01:46:57.520 --> 01:46:58.960
I can't forgive you, you going to hell.
01:46:59.199 --> 01:46:59.920
Oh man.
01:47:00.079 --> 01:47:01.199
You know you've done too much.
01:47:01.359 --> 01:47:02.560
I know I've done too much.
01:47:02.800 --> 01:47:03.760
I deserve hell.
01:47:04.000 --> 01:47:06.000
That's the key to forgiveness, bro.
01:47:06.159 --> 01:47:09.920
Is looking at somebody and being like, I did the most to God.
01:47:10.079 --> 01:47:12.159
The Bible says he loved you before you even knew him.
01:47:12.319 --> 01:47:17.199
When you were dead in your sins, when we when we were dead in our sins, he still protected us, bro.
01:47:17.359 --> 01:47:19.439
We could have been dead and in hell right now.
01:47:19.520 --> 01:47:19.840
Burning.
01:47:20.079 --> 01:47:21.600
How many friends do you know died, bro?
01:47:21.680 --> 01:47:24.159
Yeah, unfortunately, more than likely, are in hell.
01:47:24.319 --> 01:47:28.800
Burn hell, burning, bro, and separated from God for eternity.
01:47:28.960 --> 01:47:30.560
And now you have the option.
01:47:30.720 --> 01:47:31.439
Think about this.
01:47:31.520 --> 01:47:33.680
You have the option, you were given the option.
01:47:33.840 --> 01:47:36.720
Even Santa Ria, I believe it's the prayers of your father.
01:47:37.039 --> 01:47:38.079
Oh course.
01:47:38.399 --> 01:47:39.439
I had a praying grandma.
01:47:39.600 --> 01:47:39.920
Yeah.
01:47:40.079 --> 01:47:41.840
My grandma didn't play, she was real deal.
01:47:41.920 --> 01:47:43.760
And I didn't even know, bro, until I got saved.
01:47:43.840 --> 01:47:45.760
I didn't even know all the way in Puerto Rico.
01:47:46.000 --> 01:47:49.279
So we have praying people in our life that prayed us through this, bro.
01:47:49.359 --> 01:47:49.760
Yeah.
01:47:50.319 --> 01:47:55.279
You know, like I'm gonna I'm gonna ask you when you ran all this stuff, did you always somehow get away?
01:47:55.520 --> 01:47:56.880
Yeah, I always got away.
01:47:57.359 --> 01:47:58.640
And then other people would get caught.
01:47:58.800 --> 01:47:59.359
Yeah.
01:47:59.680 --> 01:48:00.800
Brother's the same thing.
01:48:00.880 --> 01:48:01.520
Yeah, bruh.
01:48:01.600 --> 01:48:04.159
Like, I'm talking about like crazy moments.
01:48:04.319 --> 01:48:04.640
Yeah.
01:48:04.800 --> 01:48:05.760
I got shot, man.
01:48:05.840 --> 01:48:06.880
My car got shot up, man.
01:48:06.960 --> 01:48:10.239
We had a shootout, my car got shot up with three of us in it.
01:48:10.319 --> 01:48:14.000
Not one, I got eight bullet holes in my car, ain't nobody shot.
01:48:14.399 --> 01:48:15.119
You know what I'm saying?
01:48:15.199 --> 01:48:19.840
I'm hearing it go ping, ding, so, I'm like, I'm dead, bro.
01:48:20.000 --> 01:48:22.479
Like, you know, and nothing, none of that, nothing.
01:48:22.560 --> 01:48:25.760
I done flipped in the truck, all kind of stuff.
01:48:26.000 --> 01:48:31.439
Um man, I was oh, one time I was in the club uh space, the down there.
01:48:32.000 --> 01:48:32.560
Space, yeah.
01:48:33.920 --> 01:48:39.760
Um they have like this upstairs part of something like that, and Trina was there doing something.
01:48:39.840 --> 01:48:42.000
Um, I forgot what they called it at the time.
01:48:43.199 --> 01:48:45.039
I think it was like right next to space.
01:48:45.119 --> 01:48:48.079
I don't think if it was space, but right, I forgot what they used to call it, though.
01:48:48.479 --> 01:48:49.680
Back in like what, 07-08?
01:48:50.079 --> 01:48:51.279
Yeah, around there.
01:48:51.680 --> 01:48:52.239
That's what I used to be.
01:48:52.319 --> 01:48:53.039
I know you're talking like that.
01:48:53.119 --> 01:48:55.279
Space used to be popping, but they had like a club right next to it.
01:48:55.359 --> 01:48:56.640
It was like a few, like, yes.
01:48:56.880 --> 01:49:01.520
That's so I was in there and I'm standing by the wall, bro.
01:49:01.600 --> 01:49:03.359
Like upstairs in this thing.
01:49:03.439 --> 01:49:05.279
So, so so you have to go upstairs.
01:49:05.439 --> 01:49:09.439
So whatever's happened outside is downstairs on the floor level, right?
01:49:09.520 --> 01:49:10.079
Yeah, yeah.
01:49:10.239 --> 01:49:12.800
I I don't understand this and never will.
01:49:13.279 --> 01:49:18.399
But I'm standing crazy, I'm standing next to the dude I robbed, but we was we was cool at one point.
01:49:18.479 --> 01:49:22.000
But so we I'm standing there on the wall like this.
01:49:22.239 --> 01:49:27.119
There's a bar, there's a wait, there's a bar right here, right?
01:49:27.199 --> 01:49:32.000
There's like, okay, say see, say this is the table of the bar, and you have the chairs over here.
01:49:32.159 --> 01:49:34.079
I'm standing on the wall right here.
01:49:34.319 --> 01:49:35.760
Everybody's vibing up.
01:49:35.920 --> 01:49:40.079
I leave, I just walk this way to go to the bar to go stand up.
01:49:40.319 --> 01:49:48.000
And the second I walk, and I have to walk like a little bit this way or whatever, the second I move, I hear like a firecracker.
01:49:49.119 --> 01:49:51.199
And I look, I'm like, what the fuck?
01:49:51.279 --> 01:49:58.880
And then I feel drywall on the back of my head, and right here.
01:49:58.960 --> 01:49:59.600
And I look.
01:50:00.319 --> 01:50:01.680
Right where I'm standing, bruh.
01:50:01.760 --> 01:50:03.039
They were shooting outside, bruh.
01:50:03.199 --> 01:50:05.199
AK, bruh, came through, bruh.
01:50:05.840 --> 01:50:06.880
Right where I was standing.
01:50:06.960 --> 01:50:16.960
Right where and I stood, I think, and I looked and I said, I'm talking about I got plaster, bruh, dry plaster on me, like bullet done came through.
01:50:17.039 --> 01:50:17.600
I'm like, bruh.
01:50:17.760 --> 01:50:18.479
That's crazy.
01:50:18.880 --> 01:50:19.279
What?
01:50:19.439 --> 01:50:22.800
That's why it's like you know that Jesus has been protecting you.
01:50:22.960 --> 01:50:24.079
He's had to be.
01:50:24.239 --> 01:50:24.640
Yeah.
01:50:24.880 --> 01:50:27.520
This entire time I have so many stories.
01:50:27.600 --> 01:50:29.920
It's just like, that's his mercy, though.
01:50:30.079 --> 01:50:30.880
That's his mercy.
01:50:31.039 --> 01:50:32.000
He loves you, bro.
01:50:32.159 --> 01:50:51.119
So to forgive somebody, I basically have to put myself in Jesus' sandals and be like, like, look at myself and what I did and be like, as Jesus, like I still forgave you.
01:50:51.359 --> 01:50:52.159
Why did he forgive him?
01:50:52.239 --> 01:50:53.680
Because he knew why did he say that?
01:50:53.840 --> 01:50:54.960
Forgive them for they don't know what they do.
01:50:55.039 --> 01:50:56.479
Because he knew they were filled with demons.
01:50:56.560 --> 01:50:56.880
Yeah.
01:50:57.039 --> 01:51:01.279
So he knew I complete the works on the cross, I give them power.
01:51:01.439 --> 01:51:08.000
They are those same people are gonna get filled with my spirit, delivered, and destroy the kingdom of darkness.
01:51:08.159 --> 01:51:09.199
That's inside them.
01:51:09.359 --> 01:51:10.479
And that's the real up.
01:51:10.720 --> 01:51:11.199
That's the real thing.
01:51:11.359 --> 01:51:13.600
Our opposition is not people anymore, bro.
01:51:14.479 --> 01:51:21.359
And then when I caught this in like when I really caught this in Christ, when I started seeing stuff, oh bro, spiritual warfare, it got it got bro.
01:51:21.439 --> 01:51:25.760
I've seen I've seen possessed people on the streets come up to me and start saying things.
01:51:25.840 --> 01:51:27.359
Like, and I don't know them, bro.
01:51:27.680 --> 01:51:28.159
Hate me.
01:51:28.479 --> 01:51:31.359
That's like my my guy Kevin that you just met, that's how he got saved.
01:51:31.520 --> 01:51:32.479
I went to West Palm Beach.
01:51:32.640 --> 01:51:33.760
We downtown West Palm Beach.
01:51:33.920 --> 01:51:35.760
First time I ever went street preaching, because I seen it on YouTube.
01:51:35.840 --> 01:51:36.640
I was like, I'm gonna do it.
01:51:36.720 --> 01:51:39.520
Like, if I used to do all this crazy stuff in the world, I'm gonna take a mic, I'm gonna preach.
01:51:39.680 --> 01:51:40.319
I was nervous.
01:51:40.560 --> 01:51:50.479
But I get down there, I'm talking about the minute I pick up the microphone, a lady who was just cracked, whatever, heroin, just it was fentanyl, just doped out, just like that.
01:51:50.640 --> 01:52:05.680
She goes in the middle of the street, there's cars coming, they beep in the horn, she's punching cars white older lady, stop, stop, stop, and I'm and I'm and then and I'm I felt the presence of God hit me.
01:52:05.760 --> 01:52:10.720
He gets scared, he starts I feel the I feel like the anointing hit me like like electricity.
01:52:10.880 --> 01:52:16.239
I start in the name of Jesus, and she's bro, she comes right there, yeah, yeah, bro.
01:52:16.319 --> 01:52:18.560
And she just to the train tracks.
01:52:18.800 --> 01:52:19.600
Two minutes later.
01:52:19.680 --> 01:52:21.039
I mean, bro, it was so crazy.
01:52:21.119 --> 01:52:24.000
Everybody downtown West Palm, they recording it.
01:52:24.159 --> 01:52:26.239
Yeah, it's like it's like a whole movie, bro.
01:52:26.399 --> 01:52:27.119
It's a thing, yeah.
01:52:27.279 --> 01:52:27.840
You know what I'm saying?
01:52:27.920 --> 01:52:29.920
And then she and then she get I heard she got arrested.
01:52:30.000 --> 01:52:30.800
I'm in a barber shop.
01:52:30.880 --> 01:52:33.119
A Muslim, uh, this Muslim's cutting me up months later.
01:52:33.279 --> 01:52:35.279
He goes, bro, weren't you the guy in that video?
01:52:35.439 --> 01:52:39.840
Yeah, he showed me, he goes, bro, that woman is off the streets now.
01:52:39.920 --> 01:52:41.760
And I heard that she believes in Jesus now.
01:52:41.920 --> 01:52:42.640
You lying.
01:52:42.880 --> 01:52:43.840
I promise you, bro.
01:52:44.000 --> 01:52:48.880
On the mic, as she was running to those train tracks, just wilding out, I start praying for her.
01:52:49.119 --> 01:52:54.560
Father, I pray that, and I said this, I said, in the prison or the jail, whatever county, I pray she gets saved, Lord.
01:52:54.640 --> 01:52:58.479
I pray she as she when she gets locked up, she gets saved, and I continued preaching the gospel.
01:52:58.640 --> 01:52:58.960
Wow.
01:52:59.119 --> 01:53:03.840
So, like it was just the Lord showing me, hey, I'm moving.
01:53:04.239 --> 01:53:04.720
I'm moving.
01:53:04.800 --> 01:53:10.319
He he's he doesn't want to keep moving for like just to bail us out of the us working for Satan.
01:53:10.479 --> 01:53:12.159
Now he wants us to be on his side.
01:53:12.239 --> 01:53:13.199
We won't fall short.
01:53:13.279 --> 01:53:15.119
Yeah, and the blood's gonna wipe us clean.
01:53:15.199 --> 01:53:19.920
We just get up and say, God, and like a father, he's gonna say, Okay, let me teach you how to stop and let me give you power to stop.
01:53:20.079 --> 01:53:23.039
But now he wants us, bro, he really wants us to destroy the kingdom of darkness.
01:53:23.119 --> 01:53:26.079
That's why that reel you posted, like with the whole center stuff.
01:53:26.159 --> 01:53:29.840
I when I was praying, the Lord started showing me, and I'm gonna keep it real.
01:53:29.920 --> 01:53:32.000
I like to keep it 1K with it, like with everybody.
01:53:32.159 --> 01:53:34.239
You're I've done a bunch of podcasts already.
01:53:34.560 --> 01:53:34.960
Big people.
01:53:35.119 --> 01:53:37.359
Actually, I did a podcast with Project Pat yesterday.
01:53:37.680 --> 01:53:38.720
Oh man.
01:53:38.960 --> 01:53:41.760
He told me, I was like, I'm about to go do a pod with gunplay.
01:53:41.920 --> 01:53:43.359
He was like, I talked to him a few years ago.
01:53:43.439 --> 01:53:44.079
He's like, for real?
01:53:44.399 --> 01:53:52.800
I was like, Yeah, I done gunplay, uh uh Project Pat, a few other people too, but the Lord told me this is not even just about going via.
01:53:53.199 --> 01:53:54.479
We're gonna we're gonna go viral on this.
01:53:54.560 --> 01:53:56.640
I know we will, but it's because of your soul.
01:53:56.880 --> 01:54:00.399
He told me my son needs to get baptized, and that's why I texted you, A.
01:54:01.600 --> 01:54:06.560
Cause like, because bro, like I know what you the culture, we came from the same similar culture.
01:54:06.720 --> 01:54:08.880
Yeah, I lived in New York for a little bit too.
01:54:08.960 --> 01:54:12.880
I lived in the heights, I lived, I've been all over, bro, and like I just know I know the torment.
01:54:12.960 --> 01:54:18.159
Yeah, and I haven't even really done a lot of research on everything you've been going through with the with the wife and stuff like that.
01:54:18.239 --> 01:54:22.479
I did a little, I saw a little bit of reels yesterday, but I've really just been trying to keep it organic, bro.
01:54:22.560 --> 01:54:26.560
But like you believe in Christ, but I feel like God wants to take you deeper now.
01:54:27.039 --> 01:54:34.479
Yeah, I know, and I I I'm feeling that too, but um I feel like I ain't uh sometimes I'll be feeling like I ain't even worthy, son.
01:54:34.640 --> 01:54:35.199
Nah, bro.
01:54:35.439 --> 01:54:36.960
You'll be feeling like you want to keep it above?
01:54:37.439 --> 01:54:38.319
I'm an ish eater.
01:54:38.399 --> 01:54:40.000
I'm just a ish eater, bro.
01:54:40.399 --> 01:54:42.640
Because by your good works, you're not worthy.
01:54:42.720 --> 01:54:43.439
I'm not worthy.
01:54:43.520 --> 01:54:44.239
We're not worthy.
01:54:44.319 --> 01:54:45.680
That's why he's the worthy one.
01:54:46.000 --> 01:54:48.640
That's why we worship and say, worthy are the is the lamb.
01:54:48.960 --> 01:54:52.720
That's why worthy, all the other angels in heaven, like worthy is the lamb.
01:54:52.880 --> 01:54:55.920
None of he's the only one that can open up the scrolls, bro.
01:54:56.000 --> 01:54:57.439
He's the only one that has access.
01:54:57.600 --> 01:55:00.720
He had he could, bro, because who's gonna live on this planet and not sin?
01:55:00.880 --> 01:55:02.880
Yeah, what does Satan tell Eve and Adam?
01:55:02.960 --> 01:55:05.520
You can be like God if you eat from that tree of the knowledge of good and evil.
01:55:05.600 --> 01:55:07.600
That's doing your own thing without following God.
01:55:07.680 --> 01:55:08.880
And look what happened, they fell.
01:55:09.039 --> 01:55:11.199
Yeah, the tree of life represents following Christ.
01:55:11.279 --> 01:55:13.199
So it's like we aren't worthy.
01:55:13.279 --> 01:55:15.920
I'm not, my works don't make me worthy, bro.
01:55:16.159 --> 01:55:20.640
You do you know where this where uh uh uh where where this actually started at?
01:55:20.800 --> 01:55:21.439
Right here.
01:55:21.600 --> 01:55:27.039
Um my father was, he's like I said, he's a praying man.
01:55:27.199 --> 01:55:32.239
So when he heard that I got locked up, he said a prayer.
01:55:32.399 --> 01:55:37.119
He said, God, I want you to reveal yourself to my son while he's in jail.
01:55:37.279 --> 01:55:37.760
Hold up.
01:55:37.840 --> 01:55:40.880
I'm about to throw your whole ish off, bruh.
01:55:41.119 --> 01:55:45.680
So he said, I want you to reveal himself, yourself to him while he's in jail.
01:55:45.920 --> 01:55:48.399
Because he knows I'll do Santa Ria and stuff like that.
01:55:48.479 --> 01:55:49.920
So he goes, so I'm in jail.
01:55:50.239 --> 01:55:51.840
The third day I'm in there.
01:55:52.239 --> 01:56:04.640
Um I was doing my push-ups, I was pacing, just doing my regular stuff, and I felt somebody pushing me back.
01:56:05.039 --> 01:56:06.640
My feet start going back.
01:56:07.920 --> 01:56:13.119
I hit the wall, boom, I grab myself like this, like a hug.
01:56:13.760 --> 01:56:21.760
And I and it feels like warm going down my arms, and it just felt warm, and then my and then I started talking.
01:56:22.960 --> 01:56:35.680
Say, Richard, it's gonna be uncomfortable for a little while, but I'm doing this to save your life, and you're gonna be okay.
01:56:35.920 --> 01:56:41.119
And I said, and I'm like, I didn't say that, blood.
01:56:41.520 --> 01:56:42.640
I didn't talk that.
01:56:42.720 --> 01:56:44.000
My mind ain't say that.
01:56:44.159 --> 01:56:46.720
It came through my mouth, but it wasn't me speaking.
01:56:47.279 --> 01:56:59.520
And I told my old I and I told my father that when I got on the phone when I when I got out and I was on the phone with him, and he said the same, he said he he started breaking down, just like how you doing.
01:56:59.680 --> 01:57:03.760
It was like, and he started crying, and he said, Oh my god, I said, What?
01:57:04.159 --> 01:57:11.279
He said, I told God to reveal himself to you in that jail cell.
01:57:11.760 --> 01:57:15.119
And and I said, Dad, he did.
01:57:15.439 --> 01:57:19.760
And to this day, he'll still, if I call him right now and say that he's gonna bust out crying.
01:57:19.920 --> 01:57:25.439
And I said, and he tells me to tell the story over and over, and I tell him every time.
01:57:25.600 --> 01:57:27.439
And that's when it started.
01:57:28.079 --> 01:57:36.159
I got out, I was still, I was, you know, in my sanaria, but then Jita, shout out to Jita K, man.
01:57:36.239 --> 01:57:39.119
If you ever watch, I want to meet him, man.
01:57:39.439 --> 01:57:40.079
For real.
01:57:41.039 --> 01:57:42.319
Yeah, bro, it's okay.
01:57:42.880 --> 01:57:44.800
It's good, it's good to cry, bro.
01:57:45.039 --> 01:57:46.079
It's the presence of God.
01:57:46.159 --> 01:57:48.239
That's the presence of God, my brother.
01:57:52.239 --> 01:57:55.680
Man, I I just want to thank you, brother.
01:57:56.000 --> 01:57:57.199
I just want to thank you, man.
01:57:57.279 --> 01:58:09.520
Because if it wasn't for him and screaming at me like that that day and said, boy, I never, I just was like, he's the one really that that that made me, it shook me, man.
01:58:09.600 --> 01:58:15.279
And if I ask him to this day, yo, what he said, I don't even remember telling you that.
01:58:15.439 --> 01:58:16.239
Because that was God.
01:58:16.560 --> 01:58:17.199
I told him that.
01:58:17.279 --> 01:58:19.600
I said, that what hit because he said, I don't even remember.
01:58:19.680 --> 01:58:27.600
I said, yo, when you screamed at me, it hit my heart, it hit my soul, it hit everywhere, my nervous system.
01:58:27.760 --> 01:58:31.840
I just felt like I was like, yo, I felt like it was a father.
01:58:32.079 --> 01:58:32.560
Yes, bro.
01:58:32.640 --> 01:58:34.159
I was about to say that father speaking system.
01:58:34.640 --> 01:58:39.119
The son, reprimand, like, bruh, like people, people don't think they don't know that God's like that.
01:58:39.199 --> 01:58:42.079
He's like a he'll get he'll get angry, like, like, stop.
01:58:42.560 --> 01:58:43.760
Like, what are you doing?
01:58:44.079 --> 01:58:52.319
The only person that that that that that that that ever had me feel like that besides my parents was Ross.
01:58:53.279 --> 01:59:01.600
That's the only person that can tell me something, and I like if it don't matter what I'm doing, I'm okay.
01:59:02.399 --> 01:59:03.600
Alright, I got you.
01:59:03.760 --> 01:59:05.119
I ain't gonna do that no more.
01:59:05.199 --> 01:59:13.920
I then this the only person that would that would say something to me that if I'm doing wrong, and I'll be like, dang, dog, like, you know what I'm saying?
01:59:14.159 --> 01:59:23.920
But then after a while, I for me being so hard-headed and stubborn, and he just got tired of it.
01:59:24.079 --> 01:59:24.960
You see what I'm saying?
01:59:25.199 --> 01:59:26.560
And just gave up.
01:59:27.199 --> 01:59:29.600
And that's uh It's business.
01:59:29.760 --> 01:59:31.279
It's business, it's nothing, you know.
01:59:31.359 --> 01:59:33.199
I and how's our relationship now?
01:59:33.600 --> 01:59:35.359
Um, I wish it was better.
01:59:35.520 --> 01:59:36.399
I really do.
01:59:36.640 --> 01:59:46.159
Um, I said some things out of uh just being feeling betrayed and hurt, and and and because I I those are my day ones.
01:59:46.319 --> 02:00:02.720
That you know, I called him and we had a conversation that uh didn't really go well when I was on house arrest, and I really, really, really needed him, even if it was just for moral support, and I got the total opposite.
02:00:02.960 --> 02:00:05.279
And it made me say, oh, really?
02:00:05.920 --> 02:00:11.600
Oh, okay, well, if that's how you feel, I'm gonna tell how I feel, and this is how I feel.
02:00:11.760 --> 02:00:20.640
I feel like you didn't, you, you, you, I feel like you lost touch with reality.
02:00:21.119 --> 02:00:32.239
I feel like I know I did wrong, I know I did some wild stuff and all of that, but everybody, there's people that's done way worse to you than I have did, and they did it intentionally.
02:00:32.800 --> 02:00:41.600
I I've never been that one, but then when you realize people have their own demons that they're fighting within themselves, and it's they they take it out on you.
02:00:41.760 --> 02:00:42.560
You see what I'm saying?
02:00:42.640 --> 02:00:47.520
And then you can understand, like, okay, it's not really you, bro, it's whatever's in you.
02:00:47.600 --> 02:00:48.560
You know what I'm saying?
02:00:48.800 --> 02:01:06.880
So there was a time, there was a part of me that really didn't want to forgive him and my and my ex-wife, but now even like today, asking you how do you forgive basically answered my own question.
02:01:07.279 --> 02:01:14.399
Of course, you helped me, but now you put it in a way where I can understand it now and I can actually move forward and do it.
02:01:14.640 --> 02:01:19.920
And you know, now I've done things and I apologize to Rick Ross.
02:01:20.079 --> 02:01:26.399
I apologize for me losing 90,000 in jewelry on Zans at the airport.
02:01:26.560 --> 02:01:32.960
I apologize for slapping Vlad over the head with a bottle and costing us 300,000.
02:01:33.279 --> 02:01:41.520
I apologize for being late on tour buses and banging broads in the pool and making us late for other shows.
02:01:41.760 --> 02:01:45.119
I apologize for just being too drunk and not listening.
02:01:45.199 --> 02:01:51.840
I apologize and I would and I and I and I hope he will forgive me for what I did for all of the times.
02:01:52.000 --> 02:01:53.279
But he did help me a lot.
02:01:53.359 --> 02:01:58.960
There's a lot of help that he did help me with, and there's a lot that I squandered, and I apologize.
02:01:59.119 --> 02:02:01.600
And if we don't ever get back cool, that's cool.
02:02:01.680 --> 02:02:05.920
Cause I still forgive because you know what I'm saying, it's not you, bro.
02:02:06.000 --> 02:02:08.000
Like, you know, I understand it's not you.
02:02:08.239 --> 02:02:14.640
Once you find God, trust me, I know for a fact you'll be calling my phone or and everybody else's phone that you left.
02:02:14.800 --> 02:02:15.520
You see what I'm saying?
02:02:15.600 --> 02:02:16.479
Hey man, you know it's crazy.
02:02:16.560 --> 02:02:19.920
I saw that I saw that video, like I saw a video where he uh he was in a pool or whatever.
02:02:20.079 --> 02:02:24.640
I don't know when this was, I don't know if it was recent, where he was like talking about like how you talked about him or whatever.
02:02:24.720 --> 02:02:26.159
That's one of the reels I saw last night.
02:02:26.239 --> 02:02:33.520
Yeah, and I saw like in the beginning, he felt some type of ways, you know, he's trying to defend himself, but at the end, like I felt it like he had compassion for you.
02:02:33.600 --> 02:02:38.399
Like he was like, but get your you know, get get you know, get hustle, like you know, like you know, whatever, whatever.
02:02:38.479 --> 02:02:42.880
He was like, it's like he was mad in the beginning, a little, you know, I get it, but then I felt it.
02:02:42.960 --> 02:02:44.880
I was like, he looked like he loves Rich.
02:02:45.119 --> 02:02:45.920
Like he loves him.
02:02:46.000 --> 02:02:48.159
Like I could tell, like I love my brother, man.
02:02:48.239 --> 02:02:51.680
I just you know, he but he knows I don't care about money.
02:02:51.760 --> 02:03:07.119
Yeah, but he the people that surround him care about money and they care about status and they care about his status, and they I see, yeah, I know it's business, but I don't I'm to me I know what you're talking about.
02:03:07.439 --> 02:03:09.680
The spirit transcends business, bro.
02:03:10.000 --> 02:03:12.479
Yeah that's we could always do business, man.
02:03:12.640 --> 02:03:21.199
Like, like, like if you're if if if if we came up together, and yeah, I will I'm a rock star, bro.
02:03:21.279 --> 02:03:22.319
He is a businessman.
02:03:22.399 --> 02:03:24.720
It didn't, it didn't, it is all in water.
02:03:25.039 --> 02:03:35.199
But after a while, when you see your main man's getting himself together, and you and then you still don't okay, so it's not me.
02:03:35.439 --> 02:03:36.000
It's you.
02:03:36.079 --> 02:03:38.159
It's not about what I did and what I've done.
02:03:38.239 --> 02:03:41.119
Because if that was the case, you would have been like, man, I see you.
02:03:41.199 --> 02:03:43.279
Yeah, I and I'm proud of you.
02:03:43.520 --> 02:03:45.119
And let's chop it up.
02:03:45.359 --> 02:03:46.399
Nah, it's not that.
02:03:46.560 --> 02:03:50.319
It's because I believe he's still in a dark place.
02:03:50.479 --> 02:03:55.439
You can have all the money you have and all the jets and all the cars and all the women and all the jury.
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It don't matter.
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He knows I don't care nothing about that.
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You dark inside, son.
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Yeah, he needs, he needs, he needs Jesus.
02:04:01.680 --> 02:04:02.239
You need him.
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He needs him.
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I don't know.
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I feel like that's true.
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And I pray for him all the time.
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Let's pray for him right now.
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Let's pray for him right now.
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You wanna lead it up?
02:04:08.399 --> 02:04:09.119
Yes, I'll lead it.
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Come on.
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God, in Jesus' name, we're praying in Jesus' name right now.
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Um I'm praying for praying for a real good friend of mine, William Roberts.
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Lord, um, you know, I've been a good friend with him for over the what 30 years now.
02:04:31.600 --> 02:04:38.239
Um and Father God, I miss my I I miss my friend, I miss my brother.
02:04:38.640 --> 02:04:42.000
Um I understand this is a business.
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I understand I have fell short on business and and and other situations.
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Uh but God, I found you.
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And by finding you, and I feel restored.
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I feel like the past is erased, and I would like to start a new path with you at the forefront, Father God, and I'm asking you to touch William Roberts' heart and soften it, it soften it as much as you can where he can realize the people that he left behind truly and will always have unconditional love for him.
02:05:31.920 --> 02:05:36.239
Uh we we we me especially.
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Uh I miss him.
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Father God, I miss the conversations, I miss, I miss the camaraderie, and I just ask that you you touch his heart, Father God, and let let let him forgive, learn to forgive, as well as me learning to forgive.
02:05:56.640 --> 02:06:03.600
And um we make that friendship back what it was, and maybe even better.
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Father God, I'm asking you this from the bottom of my heart because I do genuinely love and miss my brother William Roberts.
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Um just touch his heart, Father God, and keep him safe.
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Cover him with your holy, with your blood, cover him with your wings at all time.
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Make sure his health is always intact, Father God.
02:06:23.279 --> 02:06:49.039
Um, he has a lot of family that depends on him, friends that depend on him, Father God, and and um uh just just keep him here long enough for for for you to show him how powerful you are and let him accept you and understand and um and move forward with you in his life.
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Father God, in Jesus' name I pray.
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Amen.
02:06:52.079 --> 02:06:52.399
Amen.
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Come on, bro.
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Come on, man.
02:06:54.319 --> 02:06:56.079
I felt the presence of God on that one, yeah.
02:06:56.960 --> 02:06:59.760
And uh Ross Williams, if you're watching, man.
02:06:59.920 --> 02:07:02.479
Hey, I could feel like the authenticity, bro.
02:07:02.800 --> 02:07:13.279
Rich loves you, bro, and and I think it would be powerful for the rap community, just the world, to be honest, if y'all reconciled and came together and just chopped it up off camera.
02:07:13.680 --> 02:07:15.439
Because, bro, it's life's too short, bro.
02:07:15.600 --> 02:07:16.720
It's too short, bro.
02:07:16.880 --> 02:07:18.000
It's too short, man.
02:07:18.079 --> 02:07:19.279
It's way too short, bro.
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And you can't take none of this stuff with you, bro.
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Only thing you could take with you is love.
02:07:24.479 --> 02:07:24.960
That's it.
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That's it.
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You know what I'm saying?
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And and you know, and love and hate.
02:07:29.119 --> 02:07:34.239
We could people can go to the grave and people can hate that person too, but that's the only two things, and you can't see them.
02:07:34.399 --> 02:07:34.960
Yeah, bro.
02:07:35.199 --> 02:07:41.199
You can't you can't see, you can't see the you you the watch, the rings, and that's not that's going to somebody else.
02:07:41.279 --> 02:07:48.720
That's getting melted down, somebody else living in the house, somebody else knocking on your broad, somebody else buying your car, leasing it or whatever.
02:07:49.039 --> 02:07:51.199
The only thing you could take with you is love, bro.
02:07:51.439 --> 02:07:52.079
You know what I'm saying?
02:07:52.319 --> 02:07:55.840
And yeah, and he is and Jesus is pure love, bro.
02:07:55.920 --> 02:07:56.720
So you feel me?
02:07:56.800 --> 02:07:58.159
So yeah, bro.
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I believe he's gonna, you know.
02:07:59.520 --> 02:08:01.520
I saw when I saw that video and I seen some other things.
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Like, I I grew up, man, on Ross.
02:08:03.680 --> 02:08:06.479
Yeah, that was that was I memorized that whole Porter Miami album, bro.
02:08:06.640 --> 02:08:09.520
Like, even before that, which you like the like the mixtapes and all that.
02:08:09.600 --> 02:08:11.039
I I used to go to the swap shop.
02:08:11.199 --> 02:08:12.239
Um you know the swap.
02:08:12.319 --> 02:08:12.720
Yeah, yeah.
02:08:12.800 --> 02:08:14.000
You get the mixtapes and all that.
02:08:14.079 --> 02:08:20.720
So, like, yeah, bro, like I think it's it's cool, bro, to see like this, like South Florida, like this reconciliation.
02:08:20.800 --> 02:08:23.119
I believe it's it's it's gonna lead to a restoration.
02:08:23.359 --> 02:08:31.520
I I hope it does because Miami right now is not doing good as far as Unity, man, where everybody's splintered up.
02:08:31.760 --> 02:08:35.279
It's all it's it's it's going it's not really good right now.
02:08:35.359 --> 02:08:39.600
And I I have a I have a single coming out called Lil Brunnim.
02:08:39.760 --> 02:08:48.880
Lil Brunham is a is a response to uh uh a line that Ross said on his new album, Set in Stone, that dropped July 17th.
02:08:48.960 --> 02:08:51.600
He said, Gunplay acting like I ain't meant-ish.
02:08:52.560 --> 02:08:55.439
So I responded with a record called Lil Brunnam.
02:08:55.600 --> 02:08:59.199
It's not a diss record, it's a it's a real record.
02:08:59.439 --> 02:09:07.520
It's a uh uh and I stated in the record when he said gunplay acting like I ain't meant-ish, that was due to the interviews that I had.
02:09:07.600 --> 02:09:12.000
So I said on the record, when the 50 cents smoke came, I was all for it.
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If he ain't mean nothing, why I'm the only one for it.
02:09:15.359 --> 02:09:20.079
Ish gets deeper than rap, but I'm gonna leave it at that and make a long story short.
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100 my factory settings.
02:09:22.560 --> 02:09:26.239
Now he knows how it feels undermining my efforts.
02:09:26.560 --> 02:09:29.039
Dang, he forgot about nephew.
02:09:29.199 --> 02:09:32.720
Dang, I still respect you, so I won't say F you.
02:09:32.880 --> 02:09:34.319
I hate I had to write this.
02:09:34.399 --> 02:09:35.760
You know I ain't even like this.
02:09:35.920 --> 02:09:38.399
House arrest rewarded me a clear view.
02:09:38.560 --> 02:09:44.560
But while I'm counting this money, hindsight 2020, thinking, why the whole squad in the rear view?
02:09:44.720 --> 02:09:45.520
You see what I'm saying?
02:09:45.600 --> 02:09:46.880
This for Lil' Bruh now.
02:09:47.359 --> 02:09:49.199
Can't forget about little bruh now.
02:09:49.840 --> 02:10:09.359
And that record right there, I feel like if he accepts this record not as a diss, I believe that it can snowball effect into having Miami come back together.
02:10:09.760 --> 02:10:10.960
OGs, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:10:11.199 --> 02:10:12.079
You see what I'm saying?
02:10:12.159 --> 02:10:21.279
Now, if he doesn't take it as that and wants to take it as a diss, it's not a diss, it's your words just boomeranged back at you.
02:10:21.439 --> 02:10:22.239
Do you have his number?
02:10:23.039 --> 02:10:25.119
No, I haven't had Ross's number in years.
02:10:25.840 --> 02:10:27.119
You have any like mutual friends?
02:10:27.359 --> 02:10:32.479
Yeah, we do, but like like if you if you really wanted to apply pressure, you could probably get it if you needed to.
02:10:34.079 --> 02:10:37.199
Yeah, but it's all on him, and everybody's scared of him.
02:10:37.359 --> 02:10:38.720
Everybody around him scared of him.
02:10:38.800 --> 02:10:42.239
So they if you really, really needed to, you think you could what?
02:10:42.399 --> 02:10:44.399
Get his like get in contact with him.
02:10:45.279 --> 02:10:47.279
Yeah, yeah, I could.
02:10:47.439 --> 02:10:50.319
I could, but I I'm not, you know, it's all on him.
02:10:50.399 --> 02:10:53.920
I, you know, uh, I I don't I don't know his temperature right now.
02:10:54.079 --> 02:10:59.600
It's probably, you know, I know him like a book, so I know he's probably he has an ego.
02:10:59.840 --> 02:11:01.039
He's, you know what I mean?
02:11:01.119 --> 02:11:01.920
It is what it is.
02:11:02.079 --> 02:11:04.239
Like he said himself, he's a narcissist.
02:11:04.319 --> 02:11:05.520
I get it, you know what I'm saying?
02:11:05.600 --> 02:11:14.239
I still have love for him unconditional, but I would like him to receive this record not as a disc, but as an olive branch.
02:11:14.399 --> 02:11:15.520
You see what I'm saying?
02:11:15.680 --> 02:11:21.680
Um, and that can snowball into like showing the whole Miami, like, look, we don't need the beef.
02:11:21.760 --> 02:11:27.520
If me and him been knowing each other since I was 15 years old, I'm 47 years old.
02:11:27.680 --> 02:11:28.000
Wow.
02:11:28.159 --> 02:11:29.039
You see what I'm saying?
02:11:29.119 --> 02:11:32.880
So if we can patch that up, why can't the rest of the crib do it?
02:11:33.039 --> 02:11:33.920
You see what I'm saying?
02:11:34.000 --> 02:11:38.560
But if we, you know, I don't want to be in a state of constant war with people that I love.
02:11:39.039 --> 02:11:45.119
Uh uh, my interviews when I came off the the case, I said a few things to piss him off.
02:11:45.279 --> 02:11:45.600
Yeah.
02:11:45.760 --> 02:11:56.960
Because he said some things to piss me off while we was on the phone when I when I when I called, and I was I was I was at the lowest part of my entire existence.
02:11:57.279 --> 02:12:07.840
And instead of getting not even Even positive affirmational reinforcements, I get the total opposite where you want to go to war with me.
02:12:08.560 --> 02:12:09.840
And I'm the victim here.
02:12:10.000 --> 02:12:12.880
Remember, remember the story about the two and then the the bushes?
02:12:13.119 --> 02:12:13.520
Yeah.
02:12:13.760 --> 02:12:14.720
It's the devil, bro.
02:12:14.800 --> 02:12:17.760
You you're looking at Ross, but and then he's probably looking at you.
02:12:18.159 --> 02:12:21.760
All these situations, it's the same, it's the same cycle.
02:12:21.920 --> 02:12:22.319
Patterns?
02:12:22.640 --> 02:12:23.119
Any pattern?
02:12:23.439 --> 02:12:24.079
Patterns, yeah.
02:12:25.359 --> 02:12:26.560
It's the spirit, bro.
02:12:26.640 --> 02:12:27.119
I'm telling you.
02:12:29.920 --> 02:12:31.439
I'll teach you how to pray, bro.
02:12:31.920 --> 02:12:36.560
Prayer is not is is powerful, but you could you can you have authority in the spirit realm?
02:12:36.720 --> 02:12:37.039
Yeah.
02:12:37.279 --> 02:12:40.079
Or you where you can is I don't I don't go against people.
02:12:40.560 --> 02:12:42.000
I go against demons, bruh.
02:12:42.239 --> 02:12:42.479
Demons.
02:12:42.640 --> 02:12:43.760
And I see things happen.
02:12:44.640 --> 02:12:46.399
My own blood brother came at me the same way.
02:12:46.560 --> 02:12:48.000
Now he saves, put it that way.
02:12:48.640 --> 02:12:50.159
The same guy I said I wanted to kill that.
02:12:50.319 --> 02:12:51.039
We had beef with it.
02:12:51.840 --> 02:12:54.720
Columbia bring being offered bricks of fish scale.
02:12:54.800 --> 02:12:57.119
His family was hitman for the cartel.
02:12:57.520 --> 02:12:59.760
This is when I was in the dope game, and he said, Let's go to Columbia.
02:12:59.840 --> 02:13:02.319
We out there, you know, storing cogus fish scale out there.
02:13:02.399 --> 02:13:02.880
You know how it is.
02:13:03.279 --> 02:13:04.640
And we sitting with these people, bro.
02:13:04.800 --> 02:13:09.359
They offering bricks for five bands of brick fish scale, two bands on top to get it through TSA.
02:13:10.159 --> 02:13:10.800
You know what, you know.
02:13:10.960 --> 02:13:13.039
So I'm like, and this is right before I got saved.
02:13:13.119 --> 02:13:13.279
Yeah.
02:13:13.520 --> 02:13:16.000
This is the same person the devil put me against to want to kill.
02:13:16.720 --> 02:13:17.520
I get saved.
02:13:17.600 --> 02:13:18.560
You know what I did, bro?
02:13:19.119 --> 02:13:23.920
I went to him and Brow where he was staying with my brother, because they, bro, they they were they were done with me.
02:13:24.159 --> 02:13:24.960
They were done with me.
02:13:25.039 --> 02:13:26.399
I had done I had done some grimy stuff.
02:13:26.479 --> 02:13:28.239
I gave him some Reggie, he couldn't get it off.
02:13:28.319 --> 02:13:29.760
Like it was just stupid stuff.
02:13:30.319 --> 02:13:31.760
And I was wrong, bro.
02:13:32.000 --> 02:13:33.600
And even at the time, I'm gonna keep it real.
02:13:33.680 --> 02:13:34.479
I wasn't even sure.
02:13:34.560 --> 02:13:38.800
I was like, God, and God wasn't even on some, he did, he wasn't even telling me at that moment he didn't do anything to you.
02:13:38.880 --> 02:13:41.279
He was saying, I don't care what he if he even did it.
02:13:41.439 --> 02:13:43.600
You but God was telling me in prayer, and I'm crying, bro.
02:13:43.840 --> 02:13:45.199
I'm like, I I need strength.
02:13:45.359 --> 02:13:50.239
You're gonna go to Broward, you're gonna go to your brother, and you're gonna his name is Dro Alejandro, he's Colombian.
02:13:50.319 --> 02:13:53.439
You're gonna you're gonna go to Dro and you're gonna say you're sorry.
02:13:54.239 --> 02:13:57.920
Bray it took it took prayer, it was like bro.
02:13:58.159 --> 02:14:00.399
I went, I went, I remember like I hadn't talked to him in a minute.
02:14:00.479 --> 02:14:02.159
I said, Yo, just just you know, pull up.
02:14:02.239 --> 02:14:03.680
I had to contact him through someone else.
02:14:04.159 --> 02:14:04.880
Someone else, yeah.
02:14:05.199 --> 02:14:07.279
And then it was like it was the hardest thing I ever did.
02:14:07.359 --> 02:14:09.760
And I remember I told him, I said, bro, I'm sorry, bro.
02:14:10.000 --> 02:14:12.000
I have no proof that you did anything to me.
02:14:12.079 --> 02:14:13.439
Yeah, like zero.
02:14:13.760 --> 02:14:15.359
It was all off just what I thought.
02:14:15.920 --> 02:14:17.760
I'm sorry, bro, and I'm crying, you know.
02:14:17.920 --> 02:14:19.439
And he was like, Okay, for sure.
02:14:19.520 --> 02:14:22.399
Like a year later, he gets saved.
02:14:22.960 --> 02:14:26.960
He's not part of, he moved from Broward to Orlando, yeah, he's not part of our church.
02:14:27.119 --> 02:14:27.439
Wow.
02:14:27.760 --> 02:14:28.479
Got married.
02:14:28.640 --> 02:14:28.960
Wow.
02:14:29.119 --> 02:14:30.159
My brother gets saved.
02:14:30.319 --> 02:14:33.680
My brother went when I got saved, he looked at me, he said, bro, you tripping.
02:14:33.840 --> 02:14:35.520
Wait till you find out Jesus ain't real.
02:14:35.600 --> 02:14:38.239
Like, and he was blowing up a cryptocurrency, making mills.
02:14:38.319 --> 02:14:38.640
Yeah.
02:14:38.880 --> 02:14:42.319
And and sunrise got a big old warehouse like and taking off.
02:14:42.399 --> 02:14:44.319
And I'm I get saved, I'm losing all my money.
02:14:44.399 --> 02:14:46.159
Yeah, I'm going broke.
02:14:46.319 --> 02:14:46.640
Yeah.
02:14:46.800 --> 02:14:49.520
And my brother's living the life, you know what I'm saying?
02:14:49.600 --> 02:14:53.680
And then, but he ends up going crazy, about to get into a mental institution.
02:14:53.760 --> 02:14:55.279
And then his girl says, I don't.
02:14:55.520 --> 02:15:01.600
They went to a spot in Broward, they said they're fully booked, and all she knew was, man, I saw his brother change.
02:15:01.680 --> 02:15:02.159
He's a pastor.
02:15:02.239 --> 02:15:03.439
I'm gonna go drive to Orlando.
02:15:03.520 --> 02:15:07.119
They pull up to Orlando, we pray for him, demons get casted out of him.
02:15:07.279 --> 02:15:10.159
Wow, he gets baptized in my pool in the pool in the backyard.
02:15:10.319 --> 02:15:11.840
The sky parts when he's getting baptized.
02:15:12.239 --> 02:15:13.840
We have it on video, it's like a whole movie.
02:15:14.000 --> 02:15:14.880
Now he's on fire.
02:15:14.960 --> 02:15:16.079
He actually moved to Orlando.
02:15:16.159 --> 02:15:22.640
He he he's on Wall Street in Orlando, downtown, got a successful business, all that, and all the employees are Christian that are part of our church.
02:15:23.520 --> 02:15:26.159
So I'm telling you, my people, they get saved.
02:15:26.239 --> 02:15:27.680
Now they they like for real save.
02:15:27.840 --> 02:15:30.159
My I grew up with my pops smoking weed my whole life.
02:15:30.800 --> 02:15:33.039
Like I saw that drinking with my dad, all that.
02:15:33.119 --> 02:15:35.760
Like, and he would say he was Christian, but it was like lukewarm.
02:15:35.840 --> 02:15:36.399
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:15:36.640 --> 02:15:38.159
Mom's Catholic, doesn't really know anything.
02:15:38.319 --> 02:15:39.199
It's just tradition.
02:15:39.439 --> 02:15:41.840
Now they say, bro, filled with the Holy Spirit.
02:15:42.159 --> 02:15:43.439
They got baptized in our church.
02:15:43.520 --> 02:15:46.239
Like, my dad got delivered from demons, didn't even believe it was real.
02:15:47.680 --> 02:15:50.800
In the car, freaking out to pull over on the highway, type stuff, bro.
02:15:50.880 --> 02:15:55.359
Like, like, and get delivered from things he dealt with when he was a kid because he never had a dad growing up.
02:15:55.520 --> 02:15:59.039
So I'm saying is like, bro, like God is real, bro.
02:15:59.199 --> 02:16:03.119
And the spirit realm is very real, but you have authority as a son of God.
02:16:03.439 --> 02:16:06.640
That's why I was saying baptism is the first step of discipleship.
02:16:06.800 --> 02:16:11.439
Yeah, like it's like when you believe in your heart and you confess from your mouth, the spirit of God fills you.
02:16:11.680 --> 02:16:15.840
But then baptism, the Bible says, is when that that's that's that separation.
02:16:16.239 --> 02:16:28.319
That's that, like in the old early church, what they would do is they would the apostles would have them early church letters, they'd have these um these people when they when they got before they got baptized, they'd make them face a certain direction, spit on the ground, and renounce the devil.
02:16:28.479 --> 02:16:30.880
They was on some gangster stuff, and then they would get baptized.
02:16:30.960 --> 02:16:36.879
Because, bro, what you're doing is you're saying, I'm divorcing the word, I'm divorcing, and I'm getting married to Jesus.
02:16:37.200 --> 02:16:40.559
So you go under that water, the old Richard dies, gunplay dies.
02:16:40.639 --> 02:16:44.000
Yeah, the old you dies, your life doesn't get better.
02:16:44.159 --> 02:16:50.479
You die, yeah, and now you have not better life, new life, new life, and you're born again.
02:16:50.959 --> 02:17:03.600
I think that's why I don't know, but since I beat this case, when I'm talking about like my whole life, okay, I might not have been a millionaire, but I am have been a six-figure dude.
02:17:03.680 --> 02:17:04.239
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:17:04.479 --> 02:17:08.239
My since I can rem like a long time, bro.
02:17:08.479 --> 02:17:16.559
And since I beat this case, bro, and turned my life to Christ, I don't ain't gonna lie.
02:17:17.120 --> 02:17:25.040
It's like to for me to go get a thousand dollars, I feel like I gotta, I gotta pull teeth.
02:17:25.280 --> 02:17:28.959
I gotta, I gotta, it's like unbelievable.
02:17:29.440 --> 02:17:29.840
It's hard.
02:17:30.399 --> 02:17:30.959
It's hard now.
02:17:31.120 --> 02:17:31.760
What do you love to do?
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Is it cars or something like that?
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What do you like to do?
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What do you like to do?
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What do you mean?
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What's your passion?
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Music.
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Music?
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I know that for sure.
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Um like fishing.
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Okay, fishing, fishing.
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Fishing.
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Um uh I like video games, not the best at, but I like playing video games, about fishing, video games, um, researching history.
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I love history.
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Um uh history.
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Um like the gifts.
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Because these are all gifts.
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So you're basically we're saying history, what you're telling me is you're a teacher.
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So when you when you get when you when you get deep in Christ, you're gonna be teaching the word.
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When I was praying for you last night, the Lord, I kept thinking, is he gonna be an evangelist like me, guy?
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He's like, and the guy said no.
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My son's actually called to be a pastor, like a teacher of the word.
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Yeah.
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And I thought I was tripping because usually like the evangelist has the crazy testimony, the tattoos on can reach people.
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But the Lord kept saying it's pastor.
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And I was like, Really, God?
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My son, maybe three months ago, my son had dreads, um, always keep them over his face like the YN's.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Out of nowhere, pulls up to the house, Bible in one hand, dreads cut off, right?
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And said, Yeah, think I'm picking up the Bible.
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I ain't think nothing of it.
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I said, Okay.
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He goes, he has Bible study with my mother, first day, second day, third day.
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We're going on three months now.
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He ain't going back.
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Not only is he in the Bible, he's gone and got the Geneva Bible.
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So he's going, he got two Bibles open.
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He's there with the, and he draws.
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He knows how to draw.
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So he's drawing scenes, the Goliath, the David.
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He's drawing.
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He, it's it's unbelievable how deep he is.
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He's my mother is tripping.
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Like, I don't know what's going on with him, but I'm feeding him and he's eating it up.
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I feel the presence of God, bro.
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I'm talking about this boy is on a whole nother level right now.
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I've never, first of all, he's super intelligent, he's super smart.
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So imagine putting a calculus smart brain into the Bible, and he's going down and he's starting to compare the Geneva with the old testament, with the new testament, and he's doing his.
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I'm like, yo, what is I say, yo, I don't know what you got going on, but you got it, bro.
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Just keep going.
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And every day I tell him, I say, Oh, I'm proud of you.
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You that's all I wanted.
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I just wanted you to be the opposite, polar opposite of me.
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And he's the total polar opposite of me.
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And now he's getting to the word, and the Holy Ghost, the Holy Spirit is moving through this boy right now.
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If I call my mother and tell her, say, Ma, what?
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She'll oh she'll go crazy.
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She loves it.
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What's his name?
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Richard.
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Junior?
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Yeah.
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And he he's she she I could tell that she's doing, I she's hmm.
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Let me see.
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She she's living now vicariously through my son.
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What she what you were supposed to do?
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What I was supposed to do.
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But this is the exact same story as me and my father.
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You know, I'm a junior, he's a senior.
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Okay.
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This is the exact same story.
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Now my pops, but he's but he's in his almost about to be, you know, 70.
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Yeah.
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He thinks that God skipped him and went to me from what he was supposed to do, and he feels sometimes condemned about that.
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And but I had to tell him, God restores all the years you lost, the locust stole.
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This is the biblical, this is a this is a verse.
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Yeah.
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All the years the locusts and canker worm stole, he restores those years.
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Bro, now my dad, he's on fire, bro.
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At work, everywhere he goes, encounters.
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He's leading Bible study at his job.
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And bro, he could have been quit and retired, but he's like, God told me not to quit because I'm reaching people on my job.
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Yeah, and bro, like, and he's and God is really moving.
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Yeah, but I want to tell you, you're not, you didn't miss out.
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Could you have walked in your calling in your 20s and 30s and teens?
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Of course, I could have too.
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I could have, I wish I was saved when I was 12.
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I wish I was saved, and I but it doesn't, I'm not, I'm not thinking about the past no more.
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God is outside of time and space.
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Yeah.
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And you still are young.
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You still have you're young, you have influence, you're healthy.
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Yeah, bro.
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You don't think that God can fast track you, bro, and flip everything to where you're preaching the gospel on stages and doing Christian rap and doing different things.
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Yes, you're gonna be different.
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But you don't think God can flip it like that.
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I I I believe he can.
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He will exalt.
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That's Project Pat.
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That's what we're talking about.
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Yeah.
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Look what he's doing.
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He's in the prisons, bro.
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That's what I'm saying, man.
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Talk about 50,000 souls got saved through his ministry.
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50.
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And bro, he was a gangster.
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That's just what I'm saying.
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I brought through my years of, you know, my first mixtape was called Sniff a Hill, son.
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My first mixtape was Sniff a Hill.
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Let's just go there.
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So imagine the people that I have influenced.
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Influenced to call them away from God all of these years.
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So I met this, I met this young lady recently, and um, like everything I do, I take in things slow because I, you know, my trust is but she writes grants, right?
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She writes grants for doctors and all of that, gets them and all of that.
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So I was telling her about one of my friends of mine, Gary, had me come over to a rehab facility, the caring place over here in Broward.
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In Broward, uh, in I feel like drug rehab?
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Kind of like, yes, yeah.
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It's a drug rehab kind of place.
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But it's uh but from the government, they don't really have like because I because they told me to talk, I would talk there, and they loved me.
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And they was like, yo, we want you to come back, but my business mind was like, yo, where'm my money at?
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So I'm like, all right, I'm gonna start a 5013, uh 502.
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Exactly.
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So Shorty is right now, we we're gonna turn it in before the 24th.
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She's she's writing a grant.
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She's gonna write three grants for me to do this to speak up on the east coast of Florida.
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We're gonna start with Florida.
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It's called Don Logan's American Outreach.
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So I'm gonna start talking to them, and then at the end, you know it's government stuff, so you can't really be throwing God and and religion in there, but I am at the end of it using wisdom.
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Yeah, I'm gonna, hey.
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You're not gonna be on some crazy I'm not gonna be total faith-based, but I'm gonna let them know, you know, at the end, you know, and we'll we'll start there.
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That's where God's starting you.
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That's where he wants to start me, I believe.
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Practice game, practice before I'm telling you, bro, you're gonna teach the word.
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The Lord showed me that.
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That's and I'm down with it.
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I want because who's because it would you believe anybody if somebody came up to you with a suit and tie on and told you, hey man, don't do drugs, it's gonna be bad.
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Or would you believe somebody that that yeah that was that that's well documented?
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You know what I'm saying?
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Like you're gonna listen to them better than that, you know what I'm saying?
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Like a Saw De Paul.
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Saul the Paul.
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Yep.
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Yep.
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That's our ministry, bro.
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Hey, that you want to get baptized?
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I I do, but I not now.
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I still I still feel like I still feel like I have work to do, even though I know it's by grace through faith.
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It's by simply by faith.
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You don't get baptized after you're a mature Christian.
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No.
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The Bible says, come as you are.
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As you are.
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And the first step of discipleship is baptism.
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Is baptism.
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So it's like it's it's it's bro.
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I see witches, warlocks, gangsters coming to our church, giving up drugs, fentanyl, coke, yeah, bags of weed.
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I'm bro, we see it every week.
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We just had we just had a crazy service last Sunday.
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And bro, they come as they are, they hear the gospel, which is by grace through faith.
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That Jesus is Lord, He's the highest power.
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You believe that.
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He died on the cross for your sins, he rose from the dead, you believe that.
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This is Romans 10, 9.
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Yeah, and then repentance is just turning to Him saying, Jesus, I need a Savior.
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I'm making the decision to follow you, not be perfect.
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Right.
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Because if you always waiting to be perfect, bro, you're never gonna be never gonna be.
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And the devil's always gonna make you think, don't get baptized, because he knows when you get baptized, that's that public declaration that severs yourself from him, where God starts moving in even more.
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It's faith and obedience.
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It's faith and ob it's like it's obedience.
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Like it's like someone saying, I want to get married to this woman, but I don't want to have a ceremony or go to court.
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Okay, but I'm married to her.
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No, you're not.
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No, you're not.
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Yeah, but I am though.
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I really but people are gonna be like, You ain't, you ain't so baptism is that first step, and and it's it's it's it's important, bro.
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It's important.
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That's why when I was praying, like the Lord put that on my heart.
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That's why I tell you, have you been baptized, bro?
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I I was like, I think he's been baptized, and God was like, No.
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I you know, the um He speaks, the Lord speaks to me, man, and He I and I and my gut, my discernment, my everything is is is peaking.
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It's like I'm I'm I'm totally tapped in and I'm in tune.
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And for some reason, I still feel like I have some work to do within myself in order to not to say, okay, I'm ready now, but to be like, I have work to do within myself that I know once I get baptized, there won't be no back and forth.
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Yeah.
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I I know myself.
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You know who does the work though?
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It's the Holy Spirit.
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Yeah.
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The Bible says, not by your might and power, but by the strength.
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It's in the book of Zeruba.
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It's the people who this is what we're talking about, the people who trust in their works to make them righteous, like the prodigal son, okay, his brother.
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Those are the ones that that they they when you trust in your works, bro.
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It's like now when people like it's like you you you trust in yourself.
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Okay, you have to let go.
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And I'm not saying uh you don't have to get baptized today.
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I'm not I'm not saying I'm not trying to convince you to get baptized today, right?
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But what I'm saying is like you can't trust in your own works, you have to actually surrender to God, realizing you can't do it in yourself because you've been trying for all these years.
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It has it hasn't worked, same patterns.
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God, I can't do it.
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I need you, Holy Spirit, to do it in me.
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And then how do we do that?
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Well, how do we partner with God?
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It's through prayer, it's through the word, it's through worship, it's through surrender, it's through daily communion.
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It's like it's like it's like sports.
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Yeah.
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First time I pick up a basketball, I can't make a layup, I can't shoot.
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But what happens when I keep start practicing?
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I start getting good.
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Yeah, and then what does that cause me to want to do it more?
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Yeah, then I get my first bucket in a game.
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Now I'm dogging people on the court.
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Now I'm dunking.
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Now I'm all in because I'm getting I've gotten better.
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So in Christ it's the same thing, bro.
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It's practice.
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Work out your work out your salvation with fear and trembling.
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That's what the Bible says.
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Work out, work out.
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You're you you might have just picked up the basketball.
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Yeah, but you picked it up.
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But you keep putting and then you put then you and you make you shoot, you miss.
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I'm not gonna and you walk off the court.
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Yeah.
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And and then the coach Jesus, come back.
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What are you doing?
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I want to train you as the Holy Spirit.
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Come on.
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What you I knew you were gonna miss.
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I knew you were gonna fall short in this area.
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I knew you were gonna get angry.
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I knew you were gonna still have that unforgiveness in your heart that I want to heal.
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Like, I knew that you were gonna still drink or whatever it is.
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Like, God is like, I knew you were gonna do this.
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That didn't make me give up on you.
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Why are you giving up on yourself?
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Right, yeah.
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Stop trusting, and God is saying, stop trusting yourself and trusting me.
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That's what I had to do, bro.
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I didn't know what the heck I was doing.
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Uh I'm addicted to all these women, five girls on rotation my whole life.
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You know, South Florida, you you have a girl, you a sucker.
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Yeah, raised around Jamaicans and Haitians.
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It's like, it's like you a sucker if you have a girl.
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So it's always a I was a git.
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It's like, okay, I'm always have girls on rotation.
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I'm always gonna be smashing a new chick.
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Pornography addiction, my whole life, like since I was even younger than that.
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Like just always just alcohol, partying, all these things, like bro, like it's it's it was demonic.
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Yeah.
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And I needed the Holy Spirit, bro.
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It's you that you're the you're you need the Holy Spirit.
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I'm starting to feel uh uh like you know when you have a glass of wine and you pour water in it, and it goes from a dark purple to a light purple to a lighter purple.
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That's me.
02:30:10.159 --> 02:30:18.239
I'm pouring the water in there, it's starting to get light, but I still it's still wine up in there.
02:30:18.399 --> 02:30:19.680
It's a lot of wine in there.
02:30:19.840 --> 02:30:28.000
So I'm just like, I'm I'm I'm I'm little by little, I'm diluting it and it's and and I'm letting myself, I'm not fighting it.
02:30:28.239 --> 02:30:32.719
Um I used to be fighting it, like, no, don't put no water in my wine.
02:30:32.959 --> 02:30:36.559
Now I'm just like, hurry up, how long is this gonna take, bro?
02:30:36.639 --> 02:30:38.159
Like, come on, this keeps keeps going.
02:30:38.239 --> 02:30:39.680
How long is this gonna be purple for?
02:30:39.760 --> 02:30:42.079
So I'm just like, that's where I'm at right now.
02:30:42.479 --> 02:30:43.280
Promise me one thing.
02:30:43.440 --> 02:30:45.040
You invite me to your baptism.
02:30:45.280 --> 02:30:45.680
Of course.
02:30:45.760 --> 02:30:47.280
I'm probably gonna make you do it.
02:30:47.520 --> 02:30:48.479
Yeah, yeah.
02:30:48.719 --> 02:30:50.239
That that I'll give you a promise.
02:30:50.399 --> 02:30:52.719
Uh you're gonna be the one to baptize me.
02:30:53.440 --> 02:30:54.239
Hey, that's done.
02:30:54.559 --> 02:30:55.280
That's a done deal.
02:30:55.360 --> 02:30:56.879
If I do it, you're gonna be the one to do it.
02:30:57.040 --> 02:30:57.920
And I'll pull up the browser.
02:30:58.000 --> 02:30:59.520
Yeah, my people stay just okay.
02:30:59.840 --> 02:31:01.360
That that would that would be powerful, bro.
02:31:01.520 --> 02:31:02.239
Yeah, that will be.
02:31:02.479 --> 02:31:04.239
We could even, we could even poke, we can go to the beach.
02:31:04.479 --> 02:31:05.200
We can go to the beach.
02:31:05.280 --> 02:31:06.479
That's where I want to do it at.
02:31:06.559 --> 02:31:07.520
You can go to OP, yeah.
02:31:07.600 --> 02:31:11.440
We can go, we can go out there and just, yeah, bro, beautiful, maybe even in the morning.
02:31:11.600 --> 02:31:11.920
Yep.
02:31:12.239 --> 02:31:12.799
Sunrising.
02:31:13.120 --> 02:31:14.559
Sunrising, I'm with all that, bro.
02:31:15.120 --> 02:31:16.000
Invite people close to you.
02:31:16.079 --> 02:31:18.879
Yeah, we'll even, I'll even bring the camera people, we'll record it.
02:31:19.040 --> 02:31:21.200
Yes, absolutely, absolutely.
02:31:21.360 --> 02:31:35.280
See now, when you when the when the when when you I see, I don't even, I never, I never really even thought about doing because I'm I'm so right now on the ground on in the field with the troops.
02:31:35.360 --> 02:31:39.360
I'm not thinking about how it looks over the over the hill.
02:31:39.440 --> 02:31:43.040
I'm just thinking about fighting to get up that hill to get over the hill.
02:31:43.200 --> 02:31:52.399
But now that I could have a glimpse of over that hill, what the okay, now I have I know who I'm gonna who's gonna baptize me.
02:31:52.479 --> 02:31:53.840
I didn't even think about who.
02:31:54.479 --> 02:31:55.120
Okay, I know.
02:31:55.360 --> 02:31:58.239
So now I I can see a vision.
02:31:58.479 --> 02:32:02.719
Once you see a vision, you start working towards that vision, that day is gonna come.
02:32:02.879 --> 02:32:03.760
You see what I'm saying?
02:32:03.920 --> 02:32:04.239
Yeah.
02:32:04.399 --> 02:32:06.399
So, you know, it starts there.
02:32:06.639 --> 02:32:07.520
Now the Bible says it.
02:32:07.600 --> 02:32:10.399
Write the vision down, make it plain so at the right time it'll run.
02:32:10.559 --> 02:32:10.879
It'll go.
02:32:11.040 --> 02:32:12.239
Habakkuk chapter two, verse two.
02:32:12.399 --> 02:32:12.479
Yup.
02:32:12.879 --> 02:32:13.520
It's actually biblical.
02:32:13.600 --> 02:32:16.879
So what you're saying is now you've seen it, and now, okay, so now I see it.
02:32:16.959 --> 02:32:18.159
Now I see what the Holy Spirit's saying.
02:32:18.239 --> 02:32:20.159
Now it's time to just put faith and it's gonna happen.
02:32:20.239 --> 02:32:20.479
Yeah.
02:32:20.639 --> 02:32:27.280
And I'm just let it, I just every time I force something, it just never ends well.
02:32:27.440 --> 02:32:27.680
Yeah.
02:32:27.920 --> 02:32:33.600
And I don't want to, and I and I don't want to I just never end, I'm forced to be married, I forced to have the baby.
02:32:33.680 --> 02:32:41.520
I force baby came out, my my daughter, heart defect, had an open heart surgery, was in the hospital.
02:32:41.600 --> 02:32:45.200
The second she was born, we was in the hospital for 28 days after that.
02:32:45.440 --> 02:32:46.559
C I C U.
02:32:46.959 --> 02:32:47.760
You see what I'm saying?
02:32:48.399 --> 02:32:49.440
Cardiac intensive.
02:32:49.680 --> 02:32:51.840
Like, I've been like through some stuff, bro.
02:32:51.920 --> 02:32:53.280
And it's like she's good now, though, right?
02:32:53.360 --> 02:32:53.840
Yeah, she's good.
02:32:54.079 --> 02:32:54.639
She'll be fine.
02:32:55.200 --> 02:32:55.600
She's fine.
02:32:55.760 --> 02:33:02.639
She just has like an upside-down T right here in the middle of her chest, but it's going away the more, the older she gets, it's just disappearing.
02:33:02.719 --> 02:33:03.840
It's a little now.
02:33:04.239 --> 02:33:11.760
But that was a time where I'm like, I'm questioning everything at that point.
02:33:11.840 --> 02:33:13.360
I'm like, yo, like, what's up?
02:33:13.440 --> 02:33:16.239
Like, how I have a defective baby, bro?
02:33:16.319 --> 02:33:17.200
Like, how does this go?
02:33:17.360 --> 02:33:18.079
Like, what?
02:33:18.399 --> 02:33:25.520
And, you know, of course, she was on the internet saying it was my cocaine use, my past cocaine use, and all kind of stuff.
02:33:25.760 --> 02:33:29.600
I'm just like, bro, you know, it's biologically impossible.
02:33:29.680 --> 02:33:39.840
She was eating chipotle and and I say chipotle, leave me alone, and Taco Bell every day, along with other foods, but she would eat that as a snack every day, every day, every day.
02:33:40.000 --> 02:33:50.399
And those ingredients that the the things that are that cooks that food, the ingredients that cook the food can cause uh birth defects in pregnant women.
02:33:50.559 --> 02:33:52.000
And it says it right there on the thing.
02:33:52.399 --> 02:33:57.360
I think spiritually it was the devil trying to kill her, but God's grace, yeah, and now she's Gucci, she's good.
02:33:57.440 --> 02:33:59.440
Yeah, now that even the scars gonna go.
02:33:59.520 --> 02:33:59.680
Yeah.
02:34:00.319 --> 02:34:02.000
I think it was the devil trying to kill.
02:34:02.079 --> 02:34:04.079
And we could point the finger.
02:34:04.239 --> 02:34:05.040
But bro, like it.
02:34:05.520 --> 02:34:07.440
If you really break it down, yes, it was.
02:34:07.840 --> 02:34:08.079
Hey, man.
02:34:08.159 --> 02:34:08.959
Like in the physical.
02:34:09.120 --> 02:34:09.440
Yeah.
02:34:09.600 --> 02:34:14.159
But I think the grace of God, bro, just like in the physical, you should have been locked up for a long time.
02:34:14.239 --> 02:34:14.479
Yeah.
02:34:14.639 --> 02:34:15.440
I should have been locked up.
02:34:15.840 --> 02:34:17.360
In the physical, we should have been dead.
02:34:17.760 --> 02:34:21.760
There's probably people that are gonna watch this and be like, man, like I don't even know how you made it.
02:34:21.840 --> 02:34:23.600
People that you probably did wrong or whatever.
02:34:23.760 --> 02:34:24.799
Even people I did wrong.
02:34:25.440 --> 02:34:28.159
And it's like, it's not even us, bro.
02:34:28.319 --> 02:34:28.479
No.
02:34:28.799 --> 02:34:30.719
It's the Lord and give your life to him.
02:34:30.959 --> 02:34:34.479
That's all because he wants to, he loves you like he loves us.
02:34:34.719 --> 02:34:37.360
And when you do that, you don't have to worry anymore.
02:34:37.440 --> 02:34:39.760
You know, the devil keeps you in worry all the time.
02:34:39.920 --> 02:34:40.799
Yeah, fear, yeah.
02:34:40.959 --> 02:34:41.600
Fear.
02:34:41.840 --> 02:34:43.040
It's always something.
02:34:43.120 --> 02:34:45.040
You always gotta be worrying about something.
02:34:45.120 --> 02:34:48.399
You open your phone, worry, scared, fear.
02:34:49.520 --> 02:35:00.959
When you, when you when you uh like like the the more I give my life to to God, and the more I say, you know what, I'm physically tired.
02:35:01.120 --> 02:35:03.360
Uh you gotta step in on this one.
02:35:03.440 --> 02:35:06.879
Come on, I I can't, I just leave it alone and you just do the work, bro.
02:35:07.040 --> 02:35:11.120
And and everything always works itself out when you do that.
02:35:11.280 --> 02:35:11.920
You know what I'm saying?
02:35:12.719 --> 02:35:17.760
When you trust in him, when you trust in him, you can't try him and be like, God, take care of it.
02:35:17.840 --> 02:35:18.959
Oh, how am I gonna do this?
02:35:19.600 --> 02:35:21.120
You that you can't do that.
02:35:21.200 --> 02:35:26.079
You gotta literally, you know that game where they say, fall back and I catch you.
02:35:26.239 --> 02:35:27.440
That's what you have to do.
02:35:27.920 --> 02:35:28.799
The trust game, yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:35:29.040 --> 02:35:30.319
You have to play the trust game.
02:35:30.479 --> 02:35:32.239
It's literally that.
02:35:33.120 --> 02:35:34.159
That's so good, bro.
02:35:34.319 --> 02:35:38.719
You have to just say you don't see nobody, you just hear a voice saying, I got you.
02:35:38.959 --> 02:35:43.120
Nine out of ten people is gonna be like, Oh, they're gonna be like, I don't know about it.
02:35:43.200 --> 02:35:45.040
They're gonna fall, they're gonna look back.
02:35:45.200 --> 02:35:47.920
I at this point, I just go, I jump back.
02:35:48.799 --> 02:35:49.520
Can't wait.
02:35:49.680 --> 02:35:50.159
Can't wait.
02:35:50.239 --> 02:35:51.680
I know I'm not gonna hit the ground.
02:35:52.000 --> 02:35:58.319
Because I done I've been caught so many times right before I hit it, or I, or even if I do hit it, I hit it like this.
02:35:59.520 --> 02:36:00.319
You know what I'm saying?
02:36:00.639 --> 02:36:04.559
So it's like, and and if I do hit the ground hard, it's because it's time for a reset.
02:36:04.719 --> 02:36:05.520
It's time for, yeah.
02:36:05.680 --> 02:36:06.639
It's time for a reset.
02:36:06.719 --> 02:36:07.440
Like I hit this.
02:36:07.520 --> 02:36:09.280
This is the biggest L of my.
02:36:09.520 --> 02:36:12.319
We all we hustlers, we all been down before.
02:36:13.760 --> 02:36:19.280
We be down three months, that six months is like, ah, okay, was the bad.
02:36:19.680 --> 02:36:23.680
But I've been down going on three years now.
02:36:24.479 --> 02:36:33.840
I've never been this financially strapped in my entire, even when I was before 14, 15, 16 years old selling whatever I was selling.
02:36:33.920 --> 02:36:35.680
I have more money than I do now.
02:36:35.920 --> 02:36:36.479
Wow.
02:36:36.799 --> 02:36:43.520
I believe through obedience, bro, as you continue, God's gonna when I first came to Christ, I lost a lot.
02:36:43.600 --> 02:36:46.159
And then God came through at the right time because he had to work on my heart.
02:36:46.319 --> 02:36:48.159
Yeah, because if he didn't, the money would have took me away.
02:36:48.399 --> 02:36:49.040
Money would have, yeah.
02:36:49.280 --> 02:36:52.000
So like he wants us now like to like really depend on him.
02:36:52.719 --> 02:36:53.600
I mean, always, bro.
02:36:53.680 --> 02:36:55.040
Yeah, he's working on your heart.
02:36:55.200 --> 02:36:57.120
Yeah, that's what I think he, that's what I know he's.
02:36:57.680 --> 02:36:58.879
He wants you to let go of it.
02:36:58.959 --> 02:37:03.760
Because think about like Ross and like and all the people in the in the industry is money, bruh.
02:37:03.840 --> 02:37:06.159
Yeah, they're controlled by money, yeah.
02:37:06.479 --> 02:37:09.840
Like strictly, like it's like it's all about the money, all about the money.
02:37:10.000 --> 02:37:11.920
This ain't this ain't personal, it's business.
02:37:12.000 --> 02:37:15.280
Yeah, and the Bible says you can't serve mammon and God.
02:37:15.520 --> 02:37:16.959
It's the fear of losing money.
02:37:17.040 --> 02:37:20.079
That people think that that the love of money is having a lot of money.
02:37:20.239 --> 02:37:20.799
No, it's not.
02:37:20.959 --> 02:37:23.600
Solomon and all these great patriarchs have money, bro.
02:37:23.760 --> 02:37:30.719
It's the fear of money going and doing it in your own strength to get the money instead of trusting in God and going through his plans.
02:37:30.799 --> 02:37:32.159
Do we just sit on our butt and do nothing?
02:37:32.239 --> 02:37:35.680
No, but I go to God and say, God, what do you want me to do?
02:37:35.840 --> 02:37:37.760
You're my provider, my father.
02:37:38.479 --> 02:37:42.000
Money's not gonna fall out of the sky, but what do you want me to do?
02:37:42.079 --> 02:37:44.159
And then God said, Okay, I want you to start here.
02:37:44.319 --> 02:37:44.639
Right.
02:37:44.879 --> 02:37:45.840
I want you to start here.
02:37:45.920 --> 02:37:50.559
And then it's like precept, step upon step, line upon line, he starts showing you, bro.
02:37:50.719 --> 02:37:55.200
And then that's when you start seeing, oh, wait, this is this is a foundation that's not gonna fail.
02:37:55.280 --> 02:37:57.120
Yeah, like you kept saying, our cope.
02:37:57.200 --> 02:37:57.920
It's up and down.
02:37:58.000 --> 02:37:58.879
Yeah, that's the devil.
02:37:59.040 --> 02:37:59.600
That's the devil.
02:37:59.680 --> 02:38:01.840
The devil goes, here, here, here, boom.
02:38:02.000 --> 02:38:03.040
Yep, here, here.
02:38:03.120 --> 02:38:05.600
And it's like you get worse and worse, and he wants to kill you.
02:38:05.680 --> 02:38:06.799
Yeah, God is not like that.
02:38:06.879 --> 02:38:10.239
And I had to really get a lot of healing in that area because even in Christ, I'd freak out.
02:38:10.399 --> 02:38:11.600
Like, this is too good to be true.
02:38:11.760 --> 02:38:13.680
I had to get I had to get deliverance for that, bro.
02:38:13.760 --> 02:38:19.200
Because like halfway, like like in, I was just like, I feel like God's gonna just the rug's.
02:38:19.600 --> 02:38:24.000
Then you'll self-sabotage yourself when you feel like that's that's what I do, and that's what God started telling me.
02:38:24.079 --> 02:38:27.600
He's like, by your faith in that, it's gonna happen, like you're giving the devil legal rights.
02:38:27.680 --> 02:38:28.319
So he says, Stop.
02:38:28.399 --> 02:38:30.639
I had to get prayer that from just the past and everything.
02:38:30.719 --> 02:38:34.319
I kept feeling like the rug was gonna be pulled, yeah, pulled from under me and stuff like that.
02:38:34.399 --> 02:38:38.799
But not with if God is the foundation, Christ is the foundation, ain't no putting it.
02:38:38.959 --> 02:38:39.680
It's only going up.
02:38:39.840 --> 02:38:40.719
It's only going up.
02:38:40.959 --> 02:38:45.200
It might be slow, it might be, it might be different spurts, it doesn't matter, but it's it's gonna keep going up.
02:38:45.600 --> 02:38:46.319
We're gonna be good.
02:38:46.479 --> 02:38:47.360
Yeah, yeah.
02:38:47.600 --> 02:38:49.760
So I just want you to have faith in that, bro.
02:38:49.920 --> 02:38:52.399
Like you might like, I thank God for your process.
02:38:52.559 --> 02:38:55.920
I thank God that it might have been six months, and but God's working on your heart.
02:38:56.000 --> 02:38:59.440
Yeah, I thank God that that that that he's showing you more and more, bro.
02:38:59.520 --> 02:39:00.559
Like things are lining up.
02:39:00.719 --> 02:39:01.840
Your son, that's crazy.
02:39:02.159 --> 02:39:02.639
Crazy.
02:39:03.760 --> 02:39:04.479
That's that's the Lord.
02:39:04.559 --> 02:39:08.239
And then your mother, your restoration, your all these things are happening, bro.
02:39:08.319 --> 02:39:26.559
Like it's this is the real riches that you want, that later on, years from now, bro, you're gonna be weeping on your face when you when you take off in ministry and at the right time when God launches you, and you go and you do great things for the kingdom, you're gonna be laying on your face, you're gonna be crying, saying, God, you knew what I really wanted before I even knew.
02:39:26.799 --> 02:39:29.200
You know, my father told me that same thing you say.
02:39:29.280 --> 02:39:34.079
He'd been telling me that you're gonna speak, God told me you're gonna be preaching for him.
02:39:34.399 --> 02:39:39.040
He told me, and I this is this is back when I was a straight menace.
02:39:39.520 --> 02:39:41.840
And I was like, bruh.
02:39:42.079 --> 02:39:43.360
That's what I saw in prayer yesterday.
02:39:43.440 --> 02:39:44.000
The Lord had me.
02:39:44.159 --> 02:39:44.959
I got back from Memphis.
02:39:45.040 --> 02:39:45.920
I was praying last night.
02:39:46.079 --> 02:39:47.360
It was like one or two in the morning.
02:39:47.440 --> 02:39:50.079
The Lord just before I went to sleep, he's like, go pray in the closet for tomorrow.
02:39:50.159 --> 02:39:55.680
So I was praying, my wife's sleeping, my kids, and I just in the spirit, and I'm like, Lord, what like show me, show me what you want for your son?
02:39:55.840 --> 02:39:56.639
And he showed me a vision.
02:39:56.719 --> 02:40:01.120
You were pacing back and forth on a stage, and you had a microphone, and I was like, Really?
02:40:01.280 --> 02:40:02.719
He's gonna be preaching and teaching the word.
02:40:02.879 --> 02:40:04.319
I thought he was gonna be like an evangelist.
02:40:04.399 --> 02:40:06.159
And the God said, No.
02:40:06.399 --> 02:40:11.200
He's gonna be a pastor, he's gonna be preaching like honestly, like he's gonna be preaching the word to my people.
02:40:11.680 --> 02:40:16.799
And I and I thought evangelist more like like you know, but God said no.
02:40:17.120 --> 02:40:18.719
You're gonna be teaching the word, bro.
02:40:19.040 --> 02:40:20.399
So now you gotta get equipped.
02:40:20.479 --> 02:40:25.200
Like now you gotta, it's like I don't think it's coincidence that your son is on fire.
02:40:25.360 --> 02:40:28.799
It's like it's it's like you got you have everybody, everything's lining up.
02:40:29.200 --> 02:40:31.040
All you have to do in your heart is submit to it.
02:40:31.120 --> 02:40:33.760
Yeah, and as you do, is the devil gonna come?
02:40:33.840 --> 02:40:35.920
Oh, of course, but let that purify your heart.
02:40:36.079 --> 02:40:38.399
He comes to tempt, God allows the test.
02:40:39.360 --> 02:40:42.159
God never tempts us, he allows the test.
02:40:43.280 --> 02:40:44.879
The devil comes accusing.
02:40:45.200 --> 02:40:49.440
Oh, Rich, Rich is gonna go back, he's gonna get this, he's gonna do it.
02:40:49.520 --> 02:40:51.840
And then the guy's like, No, my son's gonna depend on me.
02:40:52.159 --> 02:40:53.360
He's gonna cry out to me.
02:40:53.520 --> 02:40:55.600
Yeah, and as you, God, I don't know what to do.
02:40:55.760 --> 02:40:56.239
I got you.
02:40:56.559 --> 02:40:57.200
His presence.
02:40:57.280 --> 02:40:57.440
Yeah.
02:40:57.600 --> 02:40:59.120
Now the test passed.
02:40:59.600 --> 02:41:03.440
The devil knows as you pass tests, you you elevate in the spirit.
02:41:03.760 --> 02:41:07.200
The Bible says, From faith to faith and glory to glory is rank.
02:41:07.840 --> 02:41:10.719
As you rank up in the spirit, that's why I talked to a man of God recently.
02:41:10.799 --> 02:41:13.200
He said, he said, I don't care about how long someone's been saved.
02:41:13.440 --> 02:41:16.559
He said, I know I know Christians that are 20 years in the same wilderness season.
02:41:16.639 --> 02:41:17.040
Yeah.
02:41:17.280 --> 02:41:20.000
He said, It's not about how long you've been saved, it's the test you pass.
02:41:20.239 --> 02:41:20.559
Yeah.
02:41:21.040 --> 02:41:23.840
And you can know a Christian that's passed a test by their fruit.
02:41:24.079 --> 02:41:24.719
Yeah.
02:41:25.200 --> 02:41:27.440
And it's like we we we have a street mindset.
02:41:27.520 --> 02:41:32.319
So when God showed me this and he was like, Son, don't worry about you're gonna have Pharisees talking about this and that.
02:41:33.280 --> 02:41:34.399
Be obedient to me.
02:41:34.959 --> 02:41:36.000
Bro, I was with it.
02:41:36.399 --> 02:41:38.479
Broke up with my girl, said we can't even fornicate.
02:41:38.639 --> 02:41:40.639
She's seven months pregnant with my first child.
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Cursing me out, sleeping in another room.
02:41:43.280 --> 02:41:44.799
She ends up getting saved a few weeks later.
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We get married.
02:41:46.479 --> 02:41:47.920
I cut off all my friends.
02:41:48.000 --> 02:41:51.120
Like they really cut me off, thought I went fed and crazy, forgave them.
02:41:51.600 --> 02:41:52.719
That was another big test.
02:41:52.959 --> 02:41:58.559
Just like evangelizing in the streets when God would tell me to go do go places and tell me certain things, and miracles would be happening.
02:41:58.639 --> 02:42:01.440
It's bro, it was a lot of moments.
02:42:01.600 --> 02:42:04.079
Yeah, it was a lot of those in Christ.
02:42:04.719 --> 02:42:05.760
What am I gonna do, God?
02:42:05.840 --> 02:42:07.920
I got I got this last hundred bands.
02:42:08.000 --> 02:42:09.520
I want you to buy this person a car.
02:42:09.680 --> 02:42:12.719
What so this what?
02:42:13.120 --> 02:42:13.920
I'm down, bro.
02:42:14.000 --> 02:42:15.520
I'm addiction notice on my door.
02:42:15.600 --> 02:42:20.079
I started a house church, like it was uncon it was a Bible study that just revival broke out.
02:42:20.159 --> 02:42:22.479
Now we got people coming from all over over 100 people in my crib.
02:42:22.639 --> 02:42:22.719
Wow.
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It's in a popka.
02:42:24.399 --> 02:42:26.239
And I'm saying, and then they put an addiction.
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I got these witches next door that just hate me, bro.
02:42:28.479 --> 02:42:31.040
Burning stage and doing rituals, and I'm in loving them.
02:42:31.360 --> 02:42:33.280
HOA, now you gotta go.
02:42:33.840 --> 02:42:34.959
God, what do I do?
02:42:35.280 --> 02:42:37.760
And I'm I'm suffering, but then God will always come through.
02:42:38.000 --> 02:42:38.719
Yeah, bro.
02:42:38.799 --> 02:42:40.719
He made me give away everything, bro.
02:42:41.040 --> 02:42:42.479
I had this camper I had that I love.
02:42:42.639 --> 02:42:43.920
That used to be like my little prayer area.
02:42:44.079 --> 02:42:48.479
He said, I want you to, I want you to sell it and give it to this church in Pakistan, the money, the bread.
02:42:48.559 --> 02:42:48.719
Yeah.
02:42:49.120 --> 02:42:53.120
I said, God, if you if this is true, you're gonna have to make it known because I love this camper.
02:42:53.200 --> 02:42:53.360
Yeah.
02:42:53.840 --> 02:42:55.920
Someone came to my door, bro, put a sticky note.
02:42:56.239 --> 02:42:58.399
Are you selling this camper on some movie stuff?
02:42:58.479 --> 02:42:59.440
I'm crying.
02:43:00.239 --> 02:43:03.040
Hey, look, damn, I gotta sell my camper.
02:43:03.200 --> 02:43:06.000
This is my I've had so many encounters with the Lord, I hit him up.
02:43:06.239 --> 02:43:08.000
He gave, I paid like 25 for it.
02:43:08.079 --> 02:43:10.159
He gave me like, I think it was like a little bit over nine.
02:43:10.559 --> 02:43:11.600
Like I'm close to 10.
02:43:11.760 --> 02:43:14.159
And then God said, I want you to wire it to this pastor.
02:43:15.040 --> 02:43:18.399
And then at the warfare to go in to wire it, they're like, Do you know if this is a scammer?
02:43:18.639 --> 02:43:22.719
This is it took me like a it was like so much, took me like a month to get it through.
02:43:22.959 --> 02:43:30.399
But then right after that, I think probably like one or two months later, social media, video goes from it goes to 800k.
02:43:30.479 --> 02:43:31.520
God gives me the revelation.
02:43:31.680 --> 02:43:35.440
I want you to take the mic like the worldly people and go on the streets and interview but preach the gospel.
02:43:35.920 --> 02:43:37.680
I was the first one to do it.
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Yeah.
02:43:38.239 --> 02:43:39.680
And I was and I had to move in faith.
02:43:39.760 --> 02:43:40.879
Like, God, they're not gonna do it.
02:43:40.959 --> 02:43:43.760
I go, I go to, I go to I go to this gas station, I start interviewing.
02:43:43.840 --> 02:43:48.000
The girl starts getting crying, getting delivered in the store, like, and I'm freaking out.
02:43:48.239 --> 02:43:50.879
Kevin, with the video, videos start taking off, bro.
02:43:51.040 --> 02:43:58.159
Encounters like crazy, people getting healed, coming out of wheelchairs, yeah, delivering some demons getting casted out in the street, people getting baptized.
02:43:58.239 --> 02:44:02.959
I'm going downtown Orlando, evangelizing people, just leaving the club, getting baptized.
02:44:03.040 --> 02:44:08.079
Like crazy stuff happening where God showed me is remember, it's not you, it's me through you.
02:44:08.319 --> 02:44:09.200
It's you, yeah.
02:44:09.520 --> 02:44:11.680
You're displaying his power, bro.
02:44:11.840 --> 02:44:13.600
That's what we're all here to do for real, bro.
02:44:13.760 --> 02:44:14.879
But it took obedience, bro.
02:44:14.959 --> 02:44:16.239
People don't know the behind the scenes.
02:44:16.319 --> 02:44:16.959
That's what I'm saying.
02:44:17.040 --> 02:44:25.280
Like, if you lock in, which I know you're gonna, I'm gonna be praying for you, bro, and a lot of people will be too, but I'll be specifically putting you on my prayer list to pray for you through your obedience, bro.
02:44:25.680 --> 02:44:27.120
Because, bro, you've already suffered enough.
02:44:27.840 --> 02:44:29.280
What's more suffering gonna do?
02:44:29.760 --> 02:44:32.319
Now the suffering you go through is gonna produce glory.
02:44:32.399 --> 02:44:33.920
Yeah, you've been suffering for the devil.
02:44:34.399 --> 02:44:36.399
For the devil, more death.
02:44:37.680 --> 02:44:40.239
Wanna kill you, yeah, take away your wife.
02:44:40.479 --> 02:44:42.799
All these things you've been going through, God never wanted it.
02:44:43.440 --> 02:44:46.079
Now you suffer for righteousness' sake, not wickedness.
02:44:46.319 --> 02:44:50.719
Okay, as you suffer for righteousness' sake, bro, you start experiencing him.
02:44:51.120 --> 02:44:54.879
He starts, you see, you you held on to my robe barely.
02:44:55.120 --> 02:44:55.760
Now look at this.
02:44:55.840 --> 02:44:56.799
Boom, opportunity.
02:44:56.879 --> 02:44:59.280
Yeah, and you go, that's that's what that's what Pat was talking about.
02:44:59.360 --> 02:44:59.520
Yeah.
02:44:59.760 --> 02:45:01.040
Because his dad's a minister.
02:45:01.520 --> 02:45:04.559
And he just he just rede-redicated his life to Christ in like 2020.
02:45:04.719 --> 02:45:04.959
Who?
02:45:05.200 --> 02:45:06.000
Uh Project Pat.
02:45:06.159 --> 02:45:06.879
Oh, Pat, yeah.
02:45:07.200 --> 02:45:07.760
2020.
02:45:07.840 --> 02:45:10.399
He just like he was dad's a whole evangelist, mom.
02:45:10.719 --> 02:45:11.840
He was he was gone.
02:45:11.920 --> 02:45:12.559
Him and his brother.
02:45:12.639 --> 02:45:12.799
Yeah.
02:45:12.959 --> 02:45:14.479
Juicy J, gone.
02:45:14.799 --> 02:45:16.159
2020, bruh.
02:45:16.239 --> 02:45:18.399
He just came, like, this is five years ago.
02:45:18.559 --> 02:45:23.120
And then he started obedience, and he was like, God will come through with this, this opportunity.
02:45:23.280 --> 02:45:26.479
Now he said, he was in the interview, he said, I'm making more than I did in the world.
02:45:27.040 --> 02:45:28.079
But he had to lose a lot.
02:45:28.559 --> 02:45:30.239
You could I'm gonna connect y'all, bro.
02:45:30.399 --> 02:45:33.440
Yeah, I was supposed to work with Patter years ago, dog.
02:45:33.600 --> 02:45:34.319
It just never happened.
02:45:34.399 --> 02:45:34.959
I for this one.
02:45:35.280 --> 02:45:37.520
I would love to do a record with him on.
02:45:37.920 --> 02:45:43.120
I would love to do a record with him on some on About God.
02:45:43.520 --> 02:45:46.879
I just seen him and Juicy J doh uh a record, a video.
02:45:47.360 --> 02:45:49.280
The Jimmy Jimmy Kem Kemble show, whatever it is.
02:45:49.360 --> 02:45:50.319
Yeah, it's like yes, Lord.
02:45:50.959 --> 02:45:52.079
Yes, Lord, yep, yep.
02:45:52.239 --> 02:45:53.200
I saw that, bro.
02:45:53.520 --> 02:45:55.600
See, I seen uh uh one of the reels I saw yesterday.
02:45:55.920 --> 02:45:56.879
I thought it was funny.
02:45:57.040 --> 02:45:59.520
You you you you was about to box Briscoe or something like that.
02:45:59.680 --> 02:46:00.799
Oh yeah, man.
02:46:01.200 --> 02:46:02.159
He's scary.
02:46:02.319 --> 02:46:08.719
I got man, they had they um had somebody right now that's ready to uh put up a bag.
02:46:08.959 --> 02:46:10.479
I'm on the 25,000.
02:46:10.559 --> 02:46:15.920
And I was like, whatever he wants, give him whatever he's willing to give me my 25, but he don't want to fight.
02:46:16.079 --> 02:46:16.559
For real.
02:46:16.719 --> 02:46:18.799
I I'm like, yo, I got a screw in my mouth.
02:46:18.879 --> 02:46:23.120
I got like these invisal lines, so I got like rubber bands and screws.
02:46:23.360 --> 02:46:24.399
I can't really fight right now.
02:46:24.479 --> 02:46:30.319
So I was like, yo, in six uh in December, I take out the screw and keep the uh uh the Invisalign and stuff.
02:46:30.399 --> 02:46:33.280
So I said, I could fight by uh January, man.
02:46:33.360 --> 02:46:34.799
We could train this whole time.
02:46:34.879 --> 02:46:36.479
He's scary, bro.
02:46:36.639 --> 02:46:42.559
He they just pressed him in the in in uh in uh hard rock.
02:46:42.719 --> 02:46:44.879
Uh he he I I don't know, bro.
02:46:45.040 --> 02:46:48.079
But bruh, he needs he's the one that needs God, bro.
02:46:48.319 --> 02:46:50.959
Because he's going around here just dissing everybody.
02:46:51.120 --> 02:47:00.079
I don't know what he yeah, he's dissing everybody, diss me, he's telling me that's why F your girl and this and that little man.
02:47:00.159 --> 02:47:05.120
Listen, dog, if you this old still got beef and doing weird stuff, bro, you're lost, bro.
02:47:05.280 --> 02:47:07.040
I don't even want to even hear about him anymore.
02:47:07.200 --> 02:47:10.479
Maybe when we do the baptism, we invite him, bro.
02:47:10.719 --> 02:47:14.959
After we after we slap box, he owes me a fade.
02:47:15.360 --> 02:47:15.840
That's crazy.
02:47:15.920 --> 02:47:17.760
You owe me a fade, British.
02:47:18.719 --> 02:47:19.680
Call him by his real name.
02:47:19.920 --> 02:47:21.040
I haven't slap box in years.
02:47:21.200 --> 02:47:23.120
Yeah, he owe me a good slap box, real quick, bro.
02:47:23.840 --> 02:47:24.959
Like back in the day, bro.
02:47:25.120 --> 02:47:26.000
That's crazy, yeah.
02:47:26.159 --> 02:47:26.879
That's crazy.
02:47:27.120 --> 02:47:27.840
So, yeah, man.
02:47:27.920 --> 02:47:29.600
Hey, I just want to say thank you, bro.
02:47:29.760 --> 02:47:30.399
It was powerful.
02:47:30.479 --> 02:47:31.600
I believe we're gonna do some more.
02:47:31.760 --> 02:47:32.000
Yeah.
02:47:32.239 --> 02:47:33.760
Podcast, content, all that.
02:47:33.840 --> 02:47:34.959
Yeah, I appreciate you, bro.
02:47:35.280 --> 02:47:37.360
And you will be the one to baptize me, man.
02:47:37.520 --> 02:47:38.000
Let's go, bro.
02:47:38.239 --> 02:47:39.360
You got my word on it.
02:47:41.040 --> 02:47:41.520
Yes, sir.
02:47:41.760 --> 02:47:43.840
Everybody watching, I want y'all to pray for my brother, man.
02:47:43.920 --> 02:47:45.200
He's um, God is working on his heart.
02:47:45.360 --> 02:47:48.079
Obviously, y'all see the evidence of God moving in his life.
02:47:48.319 --> 02:47:52.079
He gave he gave up a lot of stuff, and you know, just he's a real one.
02:47:52.159 --> 02:47:54.079
So I want y'all to put him on your prayer list.
02:47:54.319 --> 02:47:58.000
Anything that blessed you in this podcast, just put it down in the comments, man.
02:47:58.079 --> 02:48:02.719
And um, yeah, bro, I really feel like this this is gonna get a lot of traction.
02:48:02.879 --> 02:48:03.120
Yeah.
02:48:03.360 --> 02:48:03.920
This podcast.
02:48:04.159 --> 02:48:09.280
Uh, and hopefully, you know, I just pray it goes, it it hits the ears that it needs to hit.
02:48:09.440 --> 02:48:09.840
Yes.
02:48:10.079 --> 02:48:11.760
That's the that's the main thing.
02:48:11.840 --> 02:48:16.159
Um, um anybody watching this, yo, like you know me.
02:48:16.639 --> 02:48:18.799
If you a street dude, you know me.
02:48:18.959 --> 02:48:21.520
If you listen to my music, you know me.
02:48:21.840 --> 02:48:26.639
And when I say something's real, bruh, it's real, bruh.
02:48:26.879 --> 02:48:29.280
I can't, I don't know even know.
02:48:29.520 --> 02:48:35.040
You you probably hope you don't have to go through it in order to come to that revelation.
02:48:35.360 --> 02:48:38.399
But boy, I did it for you, bruh.
02:48:38.559 --> 02:48:46.000
I went all the way to the opposite spectrum as far as you can go, and wanted to go further, bruh, and there's nothing there.
02:48:46.239 --> 02:48:47.760
There's nothing there, bro.
02:48:48.879 --> 02:48:51.600
You think money is nothing, bro.
02:48:51.840 --> 02:48:54.879
You think these women, it's they're nothing, bro.
02:48:55.200 --> 02:49:03.120
Then you're not gonna feel whole unless you have some kind of God in you, some kind of source, something, bro.
02:49:03.200 --> 02:49:05.600
I don't they're not telling you where to go and who.
02:49:06.000 --> 02:49:07.440
This is my choice.
02:49:07.760 --> 02:49:12.239
My choice was to do, was to leave Santa Ria and turn to Jesus Christ.
02:49:12.319 --> 02:49:13.440
That was my choice.
02:49:13.680 --> 02:49:18.559
I don't care about the conspiracy theorists that want to say this is all the whatever.
02:49:18.799 --> 02:49:20.079
It works for me.
02:49:20.399 --> 02:49:24.559
My gut is is at peace, my mind is at peace.
02:49:24.799 --> 02:49:26.000
I don't have to worry.
02:49:26.079 --> 02:49:28.159
I don't I haven't worried right now.
02:49:28.239 --> 02:49:34.399
I I got I got court some stuff and I got a couple dollars I need to come up with from the cut the they trying to spook me.
02:49:34.479 --> 02:49:36.239
Yeah, you gotta bring me to 10,000.
02:49:37.360 --> 02:49:39.840
I get on my game, I get on the video game.
02:49:39.920 --> 02:49:40.559
I don't care.
02:49:40.719 --> 02:49:41.360
Yeah, bro.
02:49:41.520 --> 02:49:43.600
I'm working, I'm doing things I'm having to do.
02:49:43.840 --> 02:49:45.280
God is gonna handle that for me.
02:49:45.440 --> 02:49:49.200
I don't even worry about bills, I don't worry about nothing, I don't worry anymore.
02:49:49.280 --> 02:49:49.840
That's it.
02:49:50.000 --> 02:49:53.840
Once you can, and I know y'all don't know how that feels, having to not worry.
02:49:53.920 --> 02:49:54.479
I know.
02:49:54.639 --> 02:49:56.159
I trust me, I know.
02:49:56.559 --> 02:50:06.959
But if you can play that game of catch me, like somebody, and you say, yo, eff it, I'm just gonna just lean back and just go.
02:50:07.040 --> 02:50:10.399
I can guarantee you, bro, you're not gonna hit that floor, bro.
02:50:10.479 --> 02:50:15.280
Especially if you give him all the grace, all the glory, and and all the trust, bro.
02:50:15.360 --> 02:50:16.719
And I'm gonna leave y'all with that.
02:50:16.959 --> 02:50:17.280
Amen.
02:50:17.600 --> 02:50:18.559
That's it right there, bro.
02:50:18.639 --> 02:50:19.440
Y'all heard it, man.
02:50:19.520 --> 02:50:21.680
Just like I said, quick prayer to uh close up.
02:50:22.000 --> 02:50:22.319
Yeah, bro.
02:50:22.559 --> 02:50:24.559
So, Father, we thank you, Lord, for this podcast.
02:50:24.639 --> 02:50:27.120
We thank you, Lord, for um from for rich Lord.
02:50:27.200 --> 02:50:44.000
Just my brother, Lord, it's not coincidence, same name, just same similar background, Lord, and it's it's it's just so prophetic what you're doing, Lord, with his son, has his father, just the encounter in the prison, everything, Lord, is you showing your grace and mercy, Lord, and you've kept your hand on him his entire life, Father.
02:50:44.319 --> 02:50:48.879
Thank you that his daughter's okay, that she's perfectly fine, that she's protected, Lord.
02:50:48.959 --> 02:50:52.000
Thank you that his son is on fire now for you, Jesus.
02:50:52.159 --> 02:50:57.760
Thank you, Lord, that it's just all an epistle, a story you've written that's all coming to pass, Lord.
02:50:57.840 --> 02:51:01.120
I pray for the grace of God to be multiplied upon my brother's life.
02:51:01.280 --> 02:51:13.760
I pray that this, everything he's going through financially, Lord, that you'll start showing him precept upon precept the moves to make the right moves, Lord, so that he could be blessed by you and taking care of Jehovah Jireh, because you are a provider, Lord.
02:51:13.920 --> 02:51:20.159
That he would get in the word and the scriptures because he's going to be teaching it, that his testimony and the gospel would go forth and win.
02:51:20.319 --> 02:51:25.840
I pray he wins billions of souls, Lord, even more than any of any anything I've ever done, Lord.
02:51:25.920 --> 02:51:26.879
I pray he does better.
02:51:26.959 --> 02:51:32.159
So, Father, bless him, have angels surrounding him, and restore all the years that the devil tried to steal from him.
02:51:32.399 --> 02:51:33.280
In Jesus' name.
02:51:33.440 --> 02:51:33.760
Amen.
02:51:33.840 --> 02:51:34.959
In Jesus' name, amen.
02:51:35.120 --> 02:51:35.520
Amen.
02:51:35.600 --> 02:51:35.920
Amen.
02:51:36.079 --> 02:51:36.799
Hallelujah, man.
02:51:37.360 --> 02:51:38.159
Hallelujah, man.
02:51:38.399 --> 02:51:40.479
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