ABOUT THIS EPISODE
Show Notes:
Trigger Warning: This episode discusses trauma, mental health, school shootings, gun violence, panic attacks, and survivor's guilt. Please listen with care.
What happens when the worst day of your life becomes the story everyone expects you to carry forever?
In this deeply moving episode of Healing Doesn't Have to Be Heavy, Angie Berrett sits down with Heidi Johnson, a survivor of the Columbine High School shooting, to talk about trauma, survivor's guilt, healing, and what it truly means to reclaim your life.
Heidi shares what it was like to survive one of the most devastating school shootings in American history, the pressure of living through a public tragedy, and how years of suppressing her pain eventually led to a complete emotional collapse. Rather than offering quick fixes, this conversation explores the long road of healing through therapy, self compassion, movement, boundaries, and choosing purpose instead of obligation.
Together, Angie and Heidi discuss why trauma survivors do not need to earn their survival, how healing is never linear, and how joy becomes possible again after unimaginable loss.
If you have ever struggled with trauma, anxiety, survivor's guilt, or the pressure to be "strong," this episode offers hope, honesty, and practical wisdom.
Bio:
Heidi Johnson is an international nonprofit leader, keynote speaker, and survivor of the Columbine High School shooting whose life and work have been shaped by resilience, purpose, and a deep commitment to serving others. She brings a rare perspective that combines lived experience with decades of leadership in global humanitarian work, inspiring audiences to find hope, purpose, and courage in the face of adversity.
In the aftermath of the Columbine tragedy, Heidi became a national voice for healing. She traveled across the United States speaking to audiences ranging from schools and churches to community organizations and large public events, sometimes addressing crowds of more than 20,000 people. She has spoken in stadiums, at the National Mall in Washington, D.C., and at countless events across the country. Her story has been featured by national and international media, including Dateline NBC, Daystar Television, and the Chicago Tribune, among many others.
Today, Heidi serves as Associate Director of Marketing and Development for Healing Waters International, where she helps lead fundraising strategy, donor engagement, and global partnerships that bring sustainable safe water solutions to communities around the world. Previously, she served as Executive Director of Saving Moses, where she expanded programs into multiple countries, more than doubled the organization's donor base, and led initiatives serving vulnerable mothers and children.
Her career has taken her across Latin America, Africa, Southeast Asia, the Middle East, and the Philippines, developing programs that address some of the world's most pressing humanitarian challenges. She holds an International MBA from the University of Denver and a Master's in Development Practice from Regis University, where her award-winning graduate research focused on improving maternal and neonatal healthcare in rural Angola.
Heidi has also been featured on numerous podcasts discussing leadership, fundraising, resilience, and nonprofit innovation. Whether speaking about overcoming trauma, finding purpose after tragedy, leading through uncertainty, or creating lasting global impact, Heidi combines authenticity, practical wisdom, and compelling storytelling that resonates with audiences long after the event concludes. Her message is both deeply personal and universally relevant: while we cannot always choose what happens to us, we can choose how we respond—and that choice has the power to change not only our own lives but the lives of others.
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Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/hlcortez
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/heidi_jhnsn/
Website: http://healingwaters.org
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