Human Fatigue |Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl Podcast

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Hi guys, welcome back to another episode of the Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl Podcast.
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If this is your first time listening, this podcast is a collection of visual and audio existential crisis thoughts from a chemically imbalanced black girl who is me and my name is Arya.
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Bitch! What a month September has been.
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What a month.
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What a month.
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And not a good month.
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Wow.
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Before I get right into the episode and ask you guys how you've been doing mentally and stuff like that, I just wanna say how non-surprising September has been for me.
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And me specifically.
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Because I'm gonna be honest, guys, I've said it plenty of times as I record episodes for this show that I really do not like to talk about politics and stuff like that on this show.
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I like to talk about it in real life because that shit made me mad.
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But I just feel like I my purpose for this podcast is to create a space for black women to come and just fucking shh, you know, just relax.
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Just talk to a homegirl for a second.
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Like, but if I'm being honest with myself, a part of talking to your homegirl is talking about situations and like things that are going on in the world that got y'all fucked up.
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And currently, this whole motherfucking country got me fucked up.
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So, and it's not surprising.
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It's not surprising.
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Another thing I also want to say, I hold my tongue back so much on this podcast in fear of getting cancelled.
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And the only reason I do that is because I have so much bad shit to say about white people specifically.
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And come to think about it, if you're gonna cancel me for saying bad stuff about white people, which is true, then I don't really give a fuck about being canceled because the only thing I'm gonna say about white people is truth.
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I don't give a fuck if it's bad.
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You know what I'm saying?
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They the motherfuckers who did it.
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So if I do say some shit about white people that start to go, oh goddamn, this bitch stripping.
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It is it's not out of a lie, you know what I'm saying?
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This just this anger comes from the truth of what they used to do to us and the shit that they are still trying to actively do to us today.
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With that being said, I'm gonna introduce a new segment into this podcast, and it took me a minute to realize if I was gonna implement this segment into the podcast because I was like, no, I already do the existential crisis thought.
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I feel like that's enough, but it's not enough.
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I am a full-fledged Gemini.
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You guys know I'm only into my star sign.
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I don't really know a lot about anybody else's, I don't know a lot about cancers or Virgos, I just know about Geminis because it's what I am, and I feel like more of a Gemini than anybody else.
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Like that two sides of one personality thing that like two split, that's me, bitch.
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And so I need to have a segment on this podcast where I feed into that, right?
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Because one side of me is very sweet, very special, very unique, very, you know, engaging.
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And then there's another side of me who really wish spitting on people was socially expect acceptable because I would go around spitting on a lot of bitches and niggas, you know what I'm saying?
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Like, I I wouldn't even argue, I wouldn't even fight, I would just, and I and I wish it was acid, like I would just spit acid at people, you know what I'm saying?
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Just shut the fuck up, you know.
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So I have to feed that side of me on this podcast, or else I feel like I'm giving y'all a fake version of Zarya, and I really don't want to do that, you know what I'm saying?
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This is gonna be the first episode where I introduce my rude rights, and I feel like I don't want it to be about that nigga, but it's gonna have to be because I've had a lot of people in my life, especially at work, that I've had to bite my tongue about, and I'm not gonna do that on some shit that I produce, edit, and put out myself.
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So we're gonna talk about Mr.
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KK Kirk, okay?
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Officially the first subject in the rude rights segment of the Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl podcast, and the only thing good I will say about that man is that I can understand, I wholeheartedly can understand feeling bad that somebody died like that.
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I get that, I really do, because that's human shit, you know what I'm saying?
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And if it was somebody else, I wouldn't have been able to watch that video.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I I tell y'all all the time how I am not desensitized like everybody else is.
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I put my phone down a long time for a long time.
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I delete certain apps for a long time because I don't want to get desensitized to shit like that.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I want to feel bad when I see somebody die.
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I wanna have, you know, emotions and empathy and sympathy.
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I want to feel that shit, you know what I'm saying?
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It should not be normal to me to see a motherfucker get shot and die, and I'm just like, well, yeah.
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Bitch, I was a hypocrite that day.
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Yeah, I sure was.
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I was a hypocrite that day.
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I loved every second of that.
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I watched it from every angle.
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Bitch, you would have thought I was a private detective.
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I was like, no, no, no, no, because the shooter couldn't have been.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Like, I watched every single second of that.
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And unlike a lot of people who feel like spewing out pointless sympathy and empathy, I knew exactly who that nigga was before he died.
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I knew exactly who he was.
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I knew all the shit he used to say, I know the people he used to fuck around with, you know what I'm saying?
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Not personally, but you know, I seen him online and shit like that.
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I knew exactly what he stood for, who he hung out with, and what his fucking message was.
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And and to anybody who knew him personally or just online, I don't see how you can empathize with the way he died.
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The fact that he's not walking this plane anymore, okay, you can feel bad about that as much as you want.
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You know, that's your level of humanity.
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I can't judge you about that.
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To say that a person died in general, that that's sad, okay.
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I'll give you that.
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But the way he died, bitch, I I I don't understand where you're sympathizing, because that's literally what that nigga asked for.
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He literally put a target on his back.
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You know what I'm saying?
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What would Kendrick say?
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Like that nigga was Jack Dorsey.
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He literally put the own target on his back.
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He literally spoke his death into existence.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So you can't get me to feel bad about a nigga who looked into a little boy's face and said Jim Crow was a mistake.
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You can't you can't get me to feel bad about that shit.
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You can't get me to feel bad about a motherfucker who said he would make his daughter deliver the baby had she got raped.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Because that's his grandchild and shit like that.
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I don't know.
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A motherfucker getting shot in the neck after he says, you know, oh, well, a few, you know, gun murders are gonna have to be acceptable in America in order for us to keep our Second Amendment rights to bear arms and guard our homes.
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Okay, nigga.
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Pow.
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It was you.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I say it all the motherfucking time.
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Ain't no fun when the rabbit got the gun, huh?
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Ain't nobody laughing when the rabbit got the gun, right?
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Because when the guns is in every other animal hand, it's all kiki and ha ha's.
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When that rabbit picked that motherfucker up and starts spraying, it's no longer funny.
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Right?
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You got clipped of your fucking neck and your last fucking words was gang violence.
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PAY! That shit was like a Shakespearean play, bitch.
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That shit was almost beautiful.
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Your last words was gang violence.
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That nigga was behind the clip.
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Like, wait till that bitch ass nigga say something slick.
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Pop.
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Are you serious?
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Bitch, it was almost like the government did it.
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It was too poetic.
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It was too fucking poetic.
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It was, it was.
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And I and I'm and I'm sad to say it.
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I tug at my humanity every time I think about it.
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It was beautiful.
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It was a beautiful shot, beautiful execution, beautiful last words for that bitch ass nigga.
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I'm sorry.
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I I I cannot feel anything but pride for that.
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You know what I'm saying?
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And the only thing, which I'm sure everybody else was thinking, when that when that nigga pulled the trigger, I said, Oh, please don't let him be brown, tan, or dark skin, please.
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Don't let the color brown be on this nigga.
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I don't want a freckle to be on this nigga.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Don't no melanin need to be on this shooter.
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Please.
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If they find a birthmark, they gonna somehow say he's biracial.
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Please, Jesus.
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I didn't even see the shooter.
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All I heard was that he got smoked out by his daddy.
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I said, Oh, that nigga ain't black.
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I said, Oh, that nigga ain't black.
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We good.
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Yeah, okay, we good.
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Yeah.
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That's not no black shit.
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Okay, cool.
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Yeah.
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Now if his mama ratted him out, I'd have been like, nah, he could be biracial.
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That could be biracial.
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Let's wait, let's wait, let's wait till we get a mugshot.
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Hold on.
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Pleasantly surprised to see the caucus of skin.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Pleasantly surprised.
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And I don't understand why that specific side of white people love to lie so much and just think that nobody else knows what the fuck they're talking about only because they white.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Like, do you niggas not know that you stupid?
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These niggas tried to say he got killed in front of his wife and kids.
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First of all, I wouldn't give a fuck even if he did.
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What does that change about me not giving a fuck that that nigga die?
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You think cause his kids there I care?
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Bitch, I don't give a fuck.
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And then his wife and kids wasn't even in the same state as this nigga.
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So y'all just lying to try to get niggas to feel bad about a motherfucker who don't deserve an inch of sympathy.
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What the fuck is y'all lying for?
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Because mind you, it didn't change anything about how I felt.
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When I found out that his kids could have possibly been there, I wasn't like, oh damn, that is fucked up.
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They got to see their dad die.
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I was like, uh And you know what I'm saying?
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My good sis Chakamso said maybe now they'll get an opportunity to have a better father.
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Fuck that nigga.
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Fuck his wife too, if we being honest.
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And if I'm being honest, this is my root rights, y'all.
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Y'all gotta let me have this one.
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When they when them two girls turn 18, fuck them too.
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I don't give a fuck about not a single person in that motherfucking family.
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Are y'all stupid?
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Are y'all okay?
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His wife and his kids was there.
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I don't give a fuck about none of them bitches.
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What?
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And then look at his wife doing her fucking speech.
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That bitch wanna be Vanessa Bryant so bad.
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Not a fucking tear dropped out of her eye talking about something.
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Y'all don't know what y'all just started.
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Bitch, keep on.
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Keep on.
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You gonna get a headshot.
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You know what I'm saying?
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They did your husband good with a neck shot.
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Your shit gonna be right in between your fucking eyeballs.
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Who the fuck is you threatening?
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Because it was y'all folk that did it.
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So you looking in this camera trying to look at urban people and all the PCO, P POCs and shit, like you coming for us and shit, bitch.
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When the camera, the call is coming from inside the KKK.
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Bitch, pick up the phone.
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It's one of y'all.
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I was so confused by that speech.
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I watched it three times.
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Who the fuck is this bitch talking to?
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And this sinister ass voice.
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Didn't she over there kissing on Trump neck and shit like that?
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Bitch had pounds of powder on her lips after, like, girl, get the fuck off the stage with your bitch ass.
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That's why your husband died the way he did.
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Because y'all ain't shit, mark ass bitches.
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Let me calm down.
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Y'all can tell I've been waiting for this root right segment because it's just like, I just can't even understand.
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And this is something I say all the time as well.
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Giving sympathy, giving sympathy to everybody instead of those who deserve it is scary as fuck.
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Because if you can just hand out sympathy with no explanation, no standards, no, no disregard to nothing, you don't know the story.
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It's just, oh, sympathy, oh sympathy, everybody needs sympathy.
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Because no, the fuck everybody don't.
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No, everybody don't.
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When you hand that shit out all willy-nilly instead of being strategic with your shit, that's scary as fuck.
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That means you'll give your sympathy to a motherfucker who just had their knife in your back.
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I don't like that.
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That's called not having discernment.
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That's called being a dumbass bitch, right?
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And we don't do that.
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Girl, when I saw black people trying to say rest in peace to that man, I was like rest and pissed.
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Like, what are we talking about?
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What are we talking about?
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And then I'm gonna try to make this not the whole fucking episode, but I've just been September has really got me fucked up because everything I say about white people, everybody be like, oh, but they're not all like that.
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Get them niggas mad enough.
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I'm telling you, get one of them niggas mad enough.
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The best white person you know will hit you with that meanest ER.
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Oh, they would never.
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Yes, they would.
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You haven't seen them in a position where they would.
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Yes, they it's in their DNA, baby.
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They can't help it.
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They cannot fucking help it.
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It's in them.
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I remember one time I this is years ago, this is probably 2010.
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I was hanging out with this little white girl, talking about some, oh yeah, every white person I know said the N-word.
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And I was like, oh?
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Well, for what?
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You know, that's not a word that y'all should be saying.
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This bitch really looked me in my eyes and was like, well, I only said it one time because there was this black guy following me at night.
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So you pulled out nigga?
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I was like, you could have called him a stupid bitch, a fat motherfucker.
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Like, there's so many other names and things to do besides pulling out the n-word.
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Like, that's inexcusable, bitch.
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I'm sorry.
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Like, and what did you think the n-word was gonna do to him besides piss him off the fuck more if he was chasing you?
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Bitch, call the police.
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Fight, blow a whistle, bitch.
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Do something.
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Don't pull out nigga.
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That ain't gonna do nothing but make him kick you in the fucking head.
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Like, why is that your defense?
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Why is that anybody, anybody white's defense to a black person calling them the n-word?
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Bitch, if you thought the nigga was mad then, he extra mad now.
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Like, are y'all fucking stupid?
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Like, this is about to be the title of the episode.
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Are we fucking dumb?
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Are we okay?
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Mind you.
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They trying to give this nigga a federal holiday, right?
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Well, Trump don't really give a fuck.
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You know what I'm saying?
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That nigga Trump don't give a fuck.
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He don't.
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And I'll never say anything good about Trump.
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And I'm not about to.
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But that nigga don't give a fuck that Charlie Kirk died.
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He don't.
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That nigga biting his lip when his woman was pressing her face into his neck.
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He was like, I got your bitch, nigga.
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I got your bitch.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Like, this nigga has been evil and evil through and through.
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He don't give a fuck that he died.
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He just know that to white people he gotta hold up, uphold some type of fucking standard.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Just like white people, and some of the motherfuckers they indoctrinated into their thought process are the only people on this planet that will believe in the most inhumane, disrespectful, evil politics, laws, and rules, and be surprised when niggas don't fuck with them no more because of it.
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You know what I'm saying?
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It's like, well, it's only a difference in opinion, bitch.
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You just voted for all of my rights to be taken away.
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You just voted for my cousin to be deported back to his homeland and they killing niggas over there.
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You just voted for, you know what I'm saying, me and my husband not to be together no more.
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You just voted for my kids' opportunity to literally have voice over their own fucking womb to be taken away.
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Fuck you mean a difference of opinion.
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Bitch, I just slit your fucking throat on site.
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What are you talking about?
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There is no more difference of opinion when it comes to law, politics.
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I'm just not understanding.
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White people can chop that shit up.
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Oh, it's just a difference of opinion, and you literally just stripped me of 17 rights.
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Bitch, what the fuck is up?
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What's good with you?
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What's good with you?
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Like, are we are we are we still like this is dead ass gonna be the the topic, the comp the bitch?
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I can't even speak.
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This has to be the title of this episode because I'm really starting to get scared.
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Are we fucking stupid?
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Are we dumb?
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What is happening?
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Like, I've heard black people say, Oh yeah, I got white friends that voted for Trump.
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That ain't none of my business.
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Bitch, it quite literally is.
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It quite actually literally, uh stupendously immediately is your fucking what?
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I gotta change the subject, y'all.
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I'm about to get a fucking aneurysm.
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Oh no, it is not my duty, it is not my business, it is not my goal to teach y'all shit on this podcast.
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This is literally just a FaceTime phone call with your irritated ass homegirl.
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But if there is anything that I can just, I don't even want to say teach, just say and it have it stick with y'all, is that when you're hanging around white people, specifically, whether you are married into that shit, whether you are friends with that shit, whether you just are in some type of enclosed space with white people often, you do not, as a black person, you do not have to fold yourself down, you do not have to code switch, you do not have to let them bitches get they shit off in front of you.
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You do not have to hide what the fuck you stand for and believe in in front of them bitches, whether it's a job, whether it's family, whether it's your husband, bitch, whether it's your wife, whether it's your kids.
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Anybody white, do not let them get away with them fucking microaggressions, do not let them get away with stealing your shit.
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If you know that if you gotta like, it's time to wrap this shit the fuck up.
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Like, don't let them get away with that shit at all.
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Like, be these niggas are not stupid.
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They know what the fuck they doing, they know what the fuck they talking about.
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They trying to make you feel stupid by making you feel like you don't know what the fuck they talking about.
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Mind you, it's been like eight lynchings since that nigga died.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So so let's not act like these niggas out here not really plotting and and and shalottin, okay?
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Let's let's let's be smart because them bitches are not stupid.
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They might be evil and they might be demonic, but them bitches are far from stupid.
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They are very smart and very strategic, okay?
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Do not let them niggas one up you because they are so good at playing dumb, okay?
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Neither one of us is stupid, bitch.
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They just had the longer reign, they had the chains on for longer, literally.
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But neither one of us is stupid.
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Don't let them play you like they fucking stupid, okay?
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As comfortable as white people are being white in front of us, be just as black as you want to be in front of them.
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That's why I hate that shit about y'all saying, oh, wearing bonnets outside is ghetto.
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To who?
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To who, bitch?
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Every time I hear a black woman say that, I'm like, you can get the fuck out my face before I punch you in your shit.
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Move, move, move, move.
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It's 2025.
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It's 2020.
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I don't want to hear no shit like that.
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That's that old grandma slave mentality.
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Get the fuck out my ear with that.
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It's not ghetto, bitch.
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Um, I just got a 36-inch bust down.
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It's raining outside.
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I'm wearing a fucking bonnet because that's what I need to wear it for, okay?
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Huh.
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Please, y'all, it's 2025.
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Be as black as you fucking wanna be.
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They're lynching us the fuck out here, okay?
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They're literally hanging us from trees.
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Still.
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Still.
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Wear that fucking bonnet outside.
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I'm sick of y'all.
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Mm-mm.
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Mm-mm.
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The whole month of September has just been real, real eye-opening to everybody around me.
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And I'm gonna give y'all an example, then I'm gonna change the subject.
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I got a homeboy that I uh be seeing up at the gym.
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His name, um, what is his name?
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Oh shit.
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Hmm.
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I done forgot this nigga's name.
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It starts with a J.
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Anyway.
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I'm so mad I can't even think of people's names.
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Anyway, there's this boy that I go up to at the gym.
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Sometimes we work out together.
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And he saw me come into the gym on Saturday at 6 a.m.
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And this nigga eye started watering hard as fuck.
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And I'm like, what's wrong?
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What's up, what's what's going on?
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You okay?
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And he was like, man, bro, man, bro.
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And his eyes are watering, so I'm like, yo, Javier, his name, Javier.
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I was like, what the fuck is going on?
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He was like, man, I didn't think it was as bad as it was.
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This is right, this is maybe two days after KK Kirk died, right?
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He was like, Man, I didn't think it was as bad as you were saying, bro, because prior to me getting to the gym at 6 a.m.
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and seeing him like this, maybe two months before this, we had had a conversation because he was on the bird's eye view of black people are standing in black people's way, and the only thing we care about is bitches, money, hoes, drinks, and shit like that.
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Now we live in Jacksonville, Florida, and I was like, I can get how you can see that because it's it's it's homeless motherfuckers everywhere, and niggas out here don't really have the best mindset when it comes to getting out of this situation.
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So I can see how you say how you can how that's your opinion of black people, but mind you, this is a biracial nigga who was raised by a white woman.
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So let me change what the fuck you really seeing, and let me show you what the fuck it really is and how you seeing it through your white mama's eyes, because the shit is how you saying it is, but let me show you why it's like that and what the fuck it started from, nigga.
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Because you're not just about to say black people saying in our own way because nigga, this is system systematic oppression that's been happening for years, and this shit is the way it is because of that.
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So let me learn you something before your white ass mama get up in that psyche and start thinking, start making you think that black people are the reason that black people are in this situation, nigga.
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I'll punch you in your fucking chest because it's not our fault, okay?
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Yes, some black people are just like that, and and and baby that we can't do nothing about that.
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We're gonna have to move them niggas to the back and keep going with the niggas in the front.
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I'm not saying you lying, but we what we not gonna do is let that white mom, let that white bitch ass mama, let me rephrase myself, let you let you get corrupted on what the fuck is going on in the black community, okay?
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That's what we're not gonna do.
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And I chewed his ass up for like two hours at the gym because I'm not finna let you think like that, bitch.
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I I know I recognize you as a biracial, not a black person, but the whole world gonna recognize you as a black boy, and you're not finna say some ignorant ass shit like that to other black people, recycling this stupid ass shit, okay?
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So to me, you gonna learn the truth, bitch.
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We're gonna sit right here for two hours and we're gonna learn some black American truth, bitch.
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No.
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So because of that conversation, we left off saying, okay, we'll just agree to disagree.
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You were raised by a white woman, it ain't shit I can say to you that'll even you you you you you can't even open your mind to process the shit that I'm talking about because you were raised by literally the people that oppressed us.
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So nigga, you you know you just gonna have to you just gonna have to see it when you see it.
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I don't know, like you know what the fuck?
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Like I was telling him, like, it's it's all all all the I I I don't even want to say it.
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Y'all know if you black, you fucking know.
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Walking to the gym at 6 a.m.
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Man Z, I didn't even know it was.
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Like this man.
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I ain't even like I've been that conversation that we had a couple months ago, I've been thinking about that shit all day, yo.
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That shit fucked up, man.
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They they really just hate us for no reason, bro.
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Like, like what the fuck?
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He got mad.
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He got choked up because when they gave that nigga that neck shot, literally 24 hours later, they start bomb threatening, going up there, harassing all the HBCUs and shit.
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Nigga, we ain't had shit to do with that.
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You niggas was in Utah.
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That's where they make white people at.
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A white nigga shot your nigga in the neck.
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What the fuck is y'all mad at brown people for?
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What the fuck we do?
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You know what I'm saying?
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What the fuck we do?
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Anything to get mad at black people, they'll just take debate.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Oh, oh, well, uh shit.
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Uh fucking uh black people.
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Like, that's it.
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Like that they don't have a reason.
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They don't have a reason or nothing.
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They just fucking, oh, goddamn it, fucking niggers.
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You know what I'm saying?
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Like, nigga, what?
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We could literally pack all our shit up, move all black people to one state.
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White people have one tragedy.
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I bet you they gonna bomb the fuck out of whatever state it is.
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We we ain't got shit to do with it.
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Like, what it was a white person that made y'all have this tragedy over there in white land.
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What the fuck y'all bombing, you know, nigga town for?
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Like, what the fuck is going on?
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That shit sound just about white.
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Don't it?
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Just about white.
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Yeah, that shit sound accurate as fuck.
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Like, we don't have shit to do with it.
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Y'all pulling us into this shit, going, hey, hey, hey.
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And then when we say something, oh it's like, nigga, we can't even defend ourselves.
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Like, y'all don't even want us to speak.
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What the fuck?
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So when he started crying, he was just like, it's just disgusting.
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Like, I genuinely didn't know that they hated us this much.
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Like, we don't do shit for this hate, and they just give it to us for no reason.
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And I said, Yeah, baby, that's because you was raised by a white mama.
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Yo white mama told you that we were the aggressors.
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You know what I'm saying?
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That we put ourselves in these positions, that that we're always lying, that we make up, you know, all of the statistics and crime and shit like that.
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When that's not fucking true.
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Because since I've been alive, white people been shooting up schools.
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The only black crime I know is is is literally street violence.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I grew up around that shit.
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My mom was a part, bitch.
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I've been a part of street violence.
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You know what I'm saying?
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So I ain't never seen no black person do no shit like white people do.
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So us making up the stats of crime violence, bitch, that's because when y'all pull us over, y'all throw little bags of coke in our car and shit like that.
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Y'all be lying on the system.
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So of course, of course.
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And that's what I told him.
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You was raised by a white mom who probably had a white daddy who probably fucked with some white cops that probably had her back, that probably she probably heard them fuck ass stories trickle down, and that's the way she raised you to think about yourself and about your peers and about your fucking daddy and about your siblings and shit like that.
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That's why your view was so fucked up.
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That's why you favor white people and everything you fucking do, because you learned that white people was the golden ticket, even though your skin dark as fuck.
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You was raised by a woman who embedded it into you that white was right and black was whack.
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That's why you fucking crying.
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That's why you crying because you feel it now.
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You feel it now.
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You was getting titty fed off of it from your mom.
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Oh yeah, I'm half white.
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Oh yeah, I can nigga.
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If nobody know that you half white, they're gonna look at you as a black man.
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They gonna shoot you just like they gonna treat you just like a fucking black man.
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That shit rocked your fucking world, didn't it?
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That's why you shaking like a trip like a stripper in the winter.
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Your ass scared now, right?
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Because that white mom not gonna save you.
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That kinky ass hair and that dark skin gonna speak everything for you.
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And that's scary as fuck, ain't it?
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That that little Tweety Bird world that she had you grow up in, that ain't it no more.
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Mm-hmm.
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Mm-hmm.
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And if you don't have that bitch handcuffed to your wrist everywhere you go, they not gonna notice that your mama white.
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They gonna notice that you a nigga.
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And I that nigga was grown ass man.
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We in the gym at six o'clock in the morning, huffing and puffing, snob bubbles and everything.
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And I'm and I'm standing there like, mm-hmm, yum, mm-hmm.
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Cause I'm a black woman.
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This shit ain't scary to me.
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This shit ain't new to me.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I done been going through this shit my whole fucking life.
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I ain't got no reason to cry.
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This shit damn near laughable.
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Minus the lynchings, that shit not funny.
00:26:04.640 --> 00:26:06.559
That shit actually not funny at all.
00:26:06.880 --> 00:26:11.680
But trying to see white people scramble up a reason to make it black people fault, that shit is hilarious to me.
00:26:11.759 --> 00:26:12.799
It's actually comical.
00:26:13.200 --> 00:26:13.759
I don't know.
00:26:13.920 --> 00:26:15.759
This has been a fucked up year.
00:26:16.880 --> 00:26:18.720
And an even more fucked up month.
00:26:19.119 --> 00:26:20.799
But it's not surprising.
00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:30.880
It's just for me specifically, I think the most surprising thing is seeing how much how how can I say this?
00:26:34.160 --> 00:26:40.160
The most surprising thing to me was seeing how many black people we still gonna have to leave behind.
00:26:40.319 --> 00:26:41.759
That was what's surprising.
00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:44.240
That was what was surprising to me.
00:26:44.799 --> 00:26:57.039
Because in my mind, as it's being 2025, about to be 2026, I just have this feeling that all black people are on the same like mental level, you know what I'm saying?
00:26:57.119 --> 00:26:57.759
Like, we get it.
00:26:57.839 --> 00:26:59.519
We know what the fuck is going on, we get it.
00:26:59.680 --> 00:27:02.960
But you know, Harriet left niggas behind for a reason, you know what I'm saying?
00:27:03.039 --> 00:27:06.319
And some of these niggas are the descendants of the niggas that had to get left behind.
00:27:06.480 --> 00:27:08.160
Some niggas are coons at heart.
00:27:08.319 --> 00:27:12.319
Some nigga got coon running in their bloodstream, and there's nothing they can do about that, you know what I'm saying?
00:27:12.400 --> 00:27:13.839
That's just what the fuck happened.
00:27:14.079 --> 00:27:16.240
And uh, I think that surprised me more than anything.
00:27:16.319 --> 00:27:20.799
Because nothing white people do whatever would ever, ever, ever surprise me.
00:27:20.960 --> 00:27:24.960
But I was just like, damn, we're gonna have the um we're gonna have to leave y'all with massa.
00:27:25.200 --> 00:27:25.599
I don't know.
00:27:25.680 --> 00:27:25.920
Hmm.
00:27:26.319 --> 00:27:30.640
Alright, you guys, that was the end of the rude rights segment.
00:27:32.000 --> 00:27:47.200
I think we're gonna end up having one of these every episode because I get so mad so fast at certain things, and I need to be able to get that off to y'all without feeling guilty about how I feel about certain situations, especially when it includes white people, because them niggas are allowed to feel and do anything they want to us.
00:27:47.359 --> 00:27:50.960
And is and just because I say that all them niggas evil, now I'm the bad guy.
00:27:51.039 --> 00:27:52.240
You can get the fuck out of my face with that.
00:27:52.559 --> 00:27:55.920
Also, okay, for the next I guess this episode is finna be about white people.
00:27:56.000 --> 00:28:03.279
I I don't know, but I'm sorry y'all.
00:28:03.359 --> 00:28:14.480
Like, I've been quiet for a month because I've been literally just like soaking up all my emotions, and I've been going through a bunch of shit that I've been sitting back and just evaluating, like, how the fuck do I need to react to this, right?
00:28:14.640 --> 00:28:16.160
And a lot of it has been at work.
00:28:16.319 --> 00:28:19.599
You guys know I'm working up to get my LVT.
00:28:19.680 --> 00:28:21.680
I'm a vet tech right right now, right?
00:28:21.839 --> 00:28:23.359
And I love this job down.
00:28:23.680 --> 00:28:25.039
It pays fantastically.
00:28:25.200 --> 00:28:27.680
I love getting able to save animals' lives.
00:28:27.759 --> 00:28:29.039
Like, I'm really into it.
00:28:29.200 --> 00:28:32.240
Like, I've never been into a job like I am into this one.
00:28:32.480 --> 00:28:38.480
But y'all, them white people, them white people in this fucking hospital be trying me.
00:28:38.640 --> 00:28:47.359
And I am not the type of bitch when when I hear something that I disagree with, like on my soul, like some shit that I actually stand for and believe in, I can't shut the fuck up.
00:28:47.519 --> 00:28:51.359
I can't because I'm not about to let you get yours off in front of me and I can't get mine off.
00:28:51.519 --> 00:28:56.640
I that's just not, it's not possible for me, and that's been one of my biggest like flaws my entire life.
00:28:56.799 --> 00:28:58.720
I tell y'all all the time, I don't know when to shut the fuck up.
00:28:58.799 --> 00:29:01.119
That's why this episode is finna be an hour and 45 minutes.
00:29:01.279 --> 00:29:08.480
I've noticed, especially working at this hospital, a certain category of white people, right?
00:29:08.720 --> 00:29:14.559
And and I hope y'all understand or at least know this type of white person I'm about to describe, okay?
00:29:14.640 --> 00:29:17.599
Because it's been blowing the absolute fuck out of me.
00:29:17.759 --> 00:29:26.240
So there's a specific type of white person that likes to be the spokesperson of black people to other white people.
00:29:26.720 --> 00:29:27.920
You know what I'm saying?
00:29:28.079 --> 00:29:34.000
This is probably my least, my top two least favorite white person, right?
00:29:34.160 --> 00:29:40.000
Because they think that just because they grew up in the hood or the ghetto, bitch, and it's always the hood or the ghetto.
00:29:40.079 --> 00:29:44.559
You know, it ain't never no no no, they don't never describe it no other way, bitch.
00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:45.920
It's always the hood or the ghetto.
00:29:46.000 --> 00:29:47.119
Oh, I hate these niggas so much.
00:29:47.200 --> 00:29:55.839
Anyway, and they think that just because they was raised in that said hood or ghetto, that they are now experts on black vernacular and culture, right?
00:29:55.920 --> 00:29:58.240
Which is the opposite of the fucking truth.
00:29:58.480 --> 00:30:10.880
Then it's not only that they genuinely think that they're world that they're well versed in the culture and the vernacular, it's that they need the they need other white people to see how well-versed they are in the culture in the vernacular, right?
00:30:11.039 --> 00:30:21.119
So they'll start telling stories, oh yeah, because me and my man Jermaine, one time when I was a kid, we was down there and shit, and it's just like nigga, shut up! Y'all, that was a little tourist moment, I'm sorry.
00:30:21.920 --> 00:30:38.720
But they'll be describing like stories to other white people about like maybe a dangerous situation they were in with their black friends, or you know, just trying to trying to prove that they know how black people move and operate in certain situations, not knowing to an actual black person that's listening, they sound stupid as fuck.
00:30:38.880 --> 00:30:44.319
But to the white people they're listening, that's listening, they sound cool and edgy, like, oh my god, he's been around black people.
00:30:44.400 --> 00:30:45.519
Oh my god, that's so scary.
00:30:45.599 --> 00:30:46.640
Oh, this nigga's crazy.
00:30:46.720 --> 00:30:47.680
Like, oh my goodness.
00:30:47.839 --> 00:31:02.799
Y'all know that line from Excuse me, from Abbott Elementary, where Jacob, he does it almost every episode, but it was something where he was trying to explain something to them, and Barbara was like, There's never been a day in my life where I need a white man to explain black anything to me.
00:31:02.960 --> 00:31:11.359
And I and that's all I think about when I'm at work, because it's just like I just think it's so funny how that worked.
00:31:11.519 --> 00:31:21.359
Like a white person bragging about how much hood shit they've been involved with is looked at as edgy and cool, and oh, oh, oh, that's so oh my god.
00:31:21.440 --> 00:31:22.480
He's oh my god.
00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:24.799
But a black person could just be talking about that shit regularly.
00:31:24.880 --> 00:31:26.000
It's just like this ghetto ass bitch.
00:31:26.079 --> 00:31:28.079
I knew they I knew they can't come from nothing but that.
00:31:28.319 --> 00:31:29.119
That's all they come from.
00:31:29.599 --> 00:31:31.200
It's just like, mmm.
00:31:31.759 --> 00:31:39.200
And then I don't like I've heard this at work so many times, and I always walk away because I'm just like, I'm I'm finna ruin these goddamn dog stitches because y'all pissing me the fuck off.
00:31:39.279 --> 00:31:43.519
I can't even concentrate on the dog that I'm operating on because you niggas got me so fucked up.
00:31:43.599 --> 00:31:50.000
Like, if I hear the word black cart one more time, I swear to god, I'm gonna rip my head off, rip somebody else's head off, and put it on my fucking spine neck.
00:31:50.079 --> 00:31:51.519
Like, please shut the fuck up.
00:31:51.599 --> 00:31:52.960
And this is the thing about the black card.
00:31:53.119 --> 00:31:54.640
One, that motherfucker don't exist.
00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:59.839
So if there's a white person listening to this and you think you got a black card, you got a black card from a fucking coon, right?
00:31:59.920 --> 00:32:02.319
I just let's just get that out the way first, okay?
00:32:02.480 --> 00:32:09.440
There's no such thing as a black card, and if somebody ever gave you one as a white person, just know that they're giving you that black card because they want your white card.
00:32:09.519 --> 00:32:10.799
You got it from a fucking coon.
00:32:11.039 --> 00:32:12.559
Y'all trading Pokemons at this point.
00:32:12.640 --> 00:32:14.160
Bitch, give me yours, I'll give you mine.
00:32:14.319 --> 00:32:16.400
Y'all got the game fucked up, both of y'all, okay?
00:32:16.559 --> 00:32:23.599
So I just want you to know if you've ever been told or ever been given one, that shit not real, and both of y'all deserve to get punched in your fucking mouth, okay?
00:32:23.680 --> 00:32:24.480
That's just bottom line.
00:32:24.559 --> 00:32:26.720
Let's just get that out the way right now before I keep going.
00:32:26.880 --> 00:32:28.319
Y'all, y'all be teetering the line.
00:32:28.400 --> 00:32:29.440
Y'all be teetering the line.
00:32:29.519 --> 00:32:34.400
Like, oh, my husband is like when I see black women dating white men, it's like, oh, my husband basically black.
00:32:34.480 --> 00:32:35.359
Bitch, no the fuck he not.
00:32:35.440 --> 00:32:38.079
And just because you said that you deserve a boot down your fucking throat.
00:32:38.240 --> 00:32:40.960
The same with black women, black men dating white women.
00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:42.000
Oh, my wife damn near black.
00:32:42.079 --> 00:32:47.039
You should see the no, no the fuck, just because she, she, she, I don't I actually don't give a fuck what the fuck she done or been through.
00:32:47.119 --> 00:32:48.559
That bitch is white until the day she died.
00:32:48.640 --> 00:32:50.400
Don't ever say no shit like that to me in 2025.
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:53.200
I will kick both of y'all in y'all fucking eyeball through the back of y'all head.
00:32:53.359 --> 00:32:54.240
Oh my gosh.
00:32:54.400 --> 00:32:55.519
Y'all is 2025.
00:32:55.599 --> 00:32:56.720
I don't play none of that shit at all.
00:32:56.799 --> 00:32:58.640
Don't nobody got no white card, no black card.
00:32:58.720 --> 00:33:00.720
Everybody is who the fuck they are when they was born.
00:33:00.880 --> 00:33:02.480
Black, white, and that's it.
00:33:02.640 --> 00:33:04.400
Like, uh-uh, uh-uh.
00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:05.359
I do not like that.
00:33:05.440 --> 00:33:06.400
I do not like that at all.
00:33:06.480 --> 00:33:08.480
Oh, he basically black, no the fuck he not.
00:33:08.640 --> 00:33:09.440
No, she not.
00:33:09.599 --> 00:33:10.480
No, she not.
00:33:10.720 --> 00:33:12.480
I don't give a fuck what that bitch been through.
00:33:12.559 --> 00:33:14.319
And and why is it always bad shit?
00:33:14.400 --> 00:33:15.519
Oh, she she from the hood.
00:33:15.599 --> 00:33:16.480
Oh, they been locked up.
00:33:16.559 --> 00:33:17.680
Oh, they didn't fall off.
00:33:17.839 --> 00:33:19.599
Bitch, that is not what being black means.
00:33:19.759 --> 00:33:22.720
We are not these negative ass, violent ass motherfuckers.
00:33:22.799 --> 00:33:28.240
Now we can get that, but just because you try to imitate that shit does not make you part of the cloth, bitch.
00:33:28.640 --> 00:33:29.200
Ugh.
00:33:29.359 --> 00:33:31.279
I guess this whole episode is finna be rude, right?
00:33:31.440 --> 00:33:32.720
It's because I'm just so triggered.
00:33:32.880 --> 00:33:35.920
Like, I have never been more triggered in this month.
00:33:36.160 --> 00:33:37.279
Oh my gosh, y'all.
00:33:37.359 --> 00:33:38.880
It's been it's been a wild month.
00:33:38.960 --> 00:33:42.720
The shit that I've just been hearing around me, you know what I'm saying?
00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:44.480
Like, the audacity.
00:33:45.119 --> 00:33:47.599
Lynchings in 2025, y'all.
00:33:47.680 --> 00:33:48.799
Are we dead ass?
00:33:49.599 --> 00:33:51.039
Are we dead ass?
00:33:51.759 --> 00:33:56.640
But then when I fix my mouth to say all white people evil, because it's in their DNA, you just gotta bring it out of them.
00:33:56.720 --> 00:33:59.599
Everyone's like, There you go, that racist ass shit right there, huh?
00:33:59.839 --> 00:34:01.519
What are we talking about?
00:34:02.000 --> 00:34:07.359
Tell me right now, a white person in your life didn't shock the fuck out you when that nigga KK Kirk died.
00:34:07.680 --> 00:34:12.000
You ain't see nobody giving that nigga unnecessary sympathy and you won't like mmm.
00:34:13.760 --> 00:34:15.840
It this is how I know I'm not the bad guy.
00:34:15.920 --> 00:34:24.000
It still shocked y'all black people on it on the internet every day because a white person that y'all following, a white influencer, turned out to be racist.
00:34:24.159 --> 00:34:27.199
Why don't y'all just assume all of these niggas is racist?
00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:30.239
Like, I don't understand how they keep tripping y'all niggas up.
00:34:30.400 --> 00:34:31.519
Literally, I don't.
00:34:31.760 --> 00:34:32.639
I don't.
00:34:33.199 --> 00:34:36.159
It's innocent until proven guilty with these niggas.
00:34:36.320 --> 00:34:38.880
And it has been for 600 years.
00:34:39.039 --> 00:34:42.159
And somehow you niggas still keep getting mama touted.
00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:44.159
Wake the fuck up.
00:34:44.239 --> 00:34:47.119
I'm about to turn into what's that nigga that grits and eggs podcast?
00:34:47.199 --> 00:34:49.440
Like, y'all really starting to piss me the fuck off.
00:34:49.519 --> 00:34:51.119
Because it's like, can y'all not see it?
00:34:51.199 --> 00:34:52.480
Can y'all not smell it?
00:34:53.280 --> 00:34:54.400
What's going on?
00:34:55.199 --> 00:34:56.400
I don't like that for y'all.
00:34:56.480 --> 00:34:57.199
I really don't.
00:34:57.440 --> 00:34:57.920
I really don't.
00:34:58.000 --> 00:34:59.760
And y'all genuinely be hurt about that too.
00:34:59.840 --> 00:35:01.360
Like, damn, that was my favorite white woman.
00:35:01.679 --> 00:35:02.159
Uh-huh.
00:35:03.440 --> 00:35:03.840
Huh?
00:35:04.480 --> 00:35:06.079
Mama Tot sound racist.
00:35:06.159 --> 00:35:07.199
I don't even know who that is.
00:35:07.280 --> 00:35:10.320
Or that white bitch that cooked that macaroni cheese, she sounds racist too.
00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:11.760
And her husband black.
00:35:12.239 --> 00:35:14.719
Probably not, but you know, I don't, I don't really know these niggas.
00:35:14.800 --> 00:35:15.840
I'm just going from what I heard.
00:35:15.920 --> 00:35:16.800
But still.
00:35:18.480 --> 00:35:22.719
Y'all should not be shocked that these white people are racist, especially the ones with the southern accents.
00:35:22.800 --> 00:35:25.599
Bitch, that's corn bread racism.
00:35:27.599 --> 00:35:28.800
Let me change the subject.
00:35:28.880 --> 00:35:30.239
Y'all, y'all got my blood pressure up.
00:35:30.320 --> 00:35:30.719
I'm hot.
00:35:30.800 --> 00:35:32.079
It's cold outside and I'm hot.
00:35:32.159 --> 00:35:32.880
Oh my God.
00:35:33.199 --> 00:35:34.559
I don't know, guys.
00:35:34.880 --> 00:35:41.679
I just get so worked up over shit like that because y'all have to realize I was born in Virginia Beach.
00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:44.239
I've been raised damn near all over this country, right?
00:35:44.400 --> 00:35:48.079
And I've traveled all over this country and other countries.
00:35:48.239 --> 00:35:52.639
So I've seen the worst type of white people everywhere.
00:35:52.880 --> 00:35:54.559
And they not different, okay?
00:35:54.719 --> 00:36:00.480
You think that they're different because you've only been exposed and experienced American white people, right?
00:36:00.639 --> 00:36:02.480
Because you think that's, oh, that's the history.
00:36:02.559 --> 00:36:06.960
That these are the niggas that are tied into us, slave owners and colonizers and shit like that.
00:36:07.199 --> 00:36:09.760
These niggas got everybody everywhere, okay?
00:36:09.920 --> 00:36:10.800
So they not different.
00:36:10.960 --> 00:36:12.719
They not different in in Europe.
00:36:12.880 --> 00:36:16.320
They not different over there in fucking they not different nowhere, bitch.
00:36:16.480 --> 00:36:18.000
They the same everywhere, okay?
00:36:18.239 --> 00:36:19.760
That's why I get so worked up.
00:36:19.840 --> 00:36:23.199
That's why I get so deep in this shit.
00:36:23.280 --> 00:36:28.639
Because it's just like it's it's a lot of black people who still think that that's the golden ticket, and it's not.
00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:39.679
I don't know what type of Jedi mind trick these niggas put on everybody, how they can ruin everybody's lives and communities and cultures, and somehow still come out on the top with a golden ticket.
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:48.239
Like, you niggas did everything wrong to everybody, and somehow niggas is still mind tricked to think that y'all are the right like, huh?
00:36:48.719 --> 00:36:49.360
Huh?
00:36:50.000 --> 00:36:51.760
Like that shit start making me mad.
00:36:51.920 --> 00:36:53.599
That shit really do be making me mad.
00:36:53.760 --> 00:36:54.400
It really do.
00:36:54.559 --> 00:36:59.920
And I just I don't understand and how in 2025 it's just this bad.
00:37:00.079 --> 00:37:03.039
You still got black women saying, oh well, I'm gonna go to where I love.
00:37:03.519 --> 00:37:05.280
Okay, find a black man to do it.
00:37:06.000 --> 00:37:10.079
I really don't, I really, I really don't care to hear none of that shit in 2025.
00:37:10.239 --> 00:37:11.840
What you mean you gonna go where you love?
00:37:11.920 --> 00:37:15.280
You can't find a black brown man to love you, you gotta go to a colonizer.
00:37:15.440 --> 00:37:15.840
Why?
00:37:16.000 --> 00:37:17.679
Because you think that love gonna be better?
00:37:17.840 --> 00:37:19.920
Nigga, he used to eat us.
00:37:20.320 --> 00:37:22.400
His great-great-grandpa used to eat us.
00:37:22.480 --> 00:37:23.760
Oh, well, he never did it.
00:37:24.000 --> 00:37:26.719
Girl, y'all better get the fuck out my face, okay?
00:37:26.880 --> 00:37:31.199
If there's one thing you can piss Zarya off about is white people, okay?
00:37:31.519 --> 00:37:37.119
Because I don't think that some of y'all genuinely understand how much they do to us.
00:37:37.440 --> 00:37:43.360
One, how much they did to us and how much they genuinely don't mind doing that shit again.
00:37:43.519 --> 00:37:50.480
This is another reason I don't have no problem with Well, I do, but it ain't none of my fucking business who date white people, right?
00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:54.480
But these niggas want to race war so bad, right?
00:37:55.199 --> 00:37:57.199
And we're not gonna give it to them.
00:37:57.599 --> 00:38:00.639
But the one thing I can see coming back is segregation.
00:38:00.719 --> 00:38:04.000
Because to me, in my opinion, segregation was the worst thing that happened to black people.
00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:06.800
I do not believe that that nigga Martin Dream was accurate.
00:38:06.880 --> 00:38:09.199
We did not need to be in close corners with white people.
00:38:09.280 --> 00:38:09.840
We really didn't.
00:38:09.920 --> 00:38:11.119
What we needed was our own shit.
00:38:11.199 --> 00:38:12.159
Yes, I'm not ignorant.
00:38:12.239 --> 00:38:14.320
I know every time we tried to build our own shit, they burned it down.
00:38:14.400 --> 00:38:15.599
And fucking, I do know that.
00:38:15.679 --> 00:38:16.320
I'm aware of that.
00:38:16.400 --> 00:38:17.039
I'm aware of that.
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:27.039
But I just feel like if we fought harder for that, then maybe we would have been different inside of instead of trying to be in close corners with these niggas, going to the same school, working the same jobs and shit like that, trying to be all buddy buddy with these niggas.
00:38:27.199 --> 00:38:28.960
They are not buddy-buddy ass individuals.
00:38:29.039 --> 00:38:30.719
These niggas is barely humans, okay?
00:38:30.880 --> 00:38:33.119
I I just don't I don't get jiggy with none of that shit.
00:38:33.199 --> 00:38:41.280
So I know I'm rambling right now, but it's just like y'all, this episode was meant to be disrespectful, and and I want it to be disrespectful because I'm tired.
00:38:41.440 --> 00:38:43.440
They are literally still hanging us from trees.
00:38:43.519 --> 00:38:45.679
I don't give a fuck if I hurt your feelings.
00:38:46.000 --> 00:38:51.119
Them niggas can never feel nothing again because they life stopped on that fucking tree branch.
00:38:51.599 --> 00:38:53.599
Let's let's open up our minds.
00:38:53.760 --> 00:38:56.000
Let's stop trying to be looked at as a bad person.
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Let's stop trying to worry about how other people view us just because we speak in the truth on what white people have done and are still trying to do to us, okay?
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So next episode we'll get back to the hee-hee ha ha's.
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But this episode, they got Zarya fucked up, and I just wanted y'all to know that September has been a wild fucking month.
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October next, we got the spooky month, bitch, and I'm really, I'm really hey, you know, uh, because this shit could get real spooky, and I'm really trying to stay into the holiday spirit.
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You know what I'm saying?
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I will tell y'all what I'm dressing up as next episode.
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This is not the episode for that, because I'm a little hot, I'm a little irritated, okay?
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Y'all stay safe.
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I hope y'all are mentally holding it together.
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Cause bitch, as a black person, it's really getting difficult.
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It's really getting difficult, especially when you at work trying to put sutures on a dog and you got niggas talking about white dreadlocks and shit like that.
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Nigga, I will stap.
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Hey, hey, hey, hey.
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I'll see y'all in the next episode.