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What is up, Daddy Gang? It is your founding father,
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Alex Cooper, with.
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Call Her Daddy.
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Chloe Cherry, welcome to Call Her Daddy.
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Thank you for having me. I'm so excited that you're
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in my house right now. I'm so excited to be here.
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This is so exciting to me.
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Your outfit is iconic.
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Thank you. I was going for iconic. I was going
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for rainbow. I was going for marshmallow colors.
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Oh, and the nails are matching.
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Yeah, yeah, actually, I have it all matching. This is
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really my preferred way to dress, just like all my
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favorite colors on me at once.
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Life for Chloe Cherry right now is going pretty well.
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Yeah, it's been crazy. Thank you so much. It's been amazing.
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I'm so deeply grateful for all these opportunities. It's a
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dream come true, and I couldn't be more excited and
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grateful for it all.
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Let's talk euphoria. What was it like to join the
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cast of the basically biggest show in the world?
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Dude, it was crazy. Like imagine just being a fan
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of something, anything. And they're like, Hey, do you want
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to come do it with us? And you're just like, what?
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You know, like imagine that that's just unreal to be
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a fan of something, then be invited to like be
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a part of it. Cause I was a huge fan
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of it. Like the first season, I loved it. And
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I remember when my friend first told me to watch
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the show, she was like, you got to watch euphoria.
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And I remember my response at first was, I don't
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know if I want to watch something about high school.
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Like that's not really what I'm into anymore. Um, And
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then I saw it and I was like, oh, it's
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not about high school. It's really very interesting. And I
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was such a huge fan and I immediately followed all
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the actors. I thought they were so good. I thought
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everyone that worked on it was so talented. I thought
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it was one of the greatest things I had seen
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in so long. And then I met like everybody in
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the cast and I remember meeting like Jacob and like
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Sydney and Zendaya and everybody. And they were all so nice.
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Drake was so nice. Like everyone was like so nice
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and so friendly and so welcoming. They were like, oh,
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we're so excited to have you here. And it was awesome.
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It was like, it was crazy because of, they were,
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to me at that time, they were like the biggest
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celebrities to exist ever, ever.
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Let's play marry, fuck, kill. Obviously to the characters, not
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the actors. Nate, Maddie, and Cassie.
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Oh, marry, fuck, kill. Marry Maddie, fuck Cassie, kill Nate.
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Dude that was my exact fucking answer i was doing
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with my team prior and i was like absolutely mary maddie.
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I want to like look into the camera make.
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Sure everyone knows mary maddie always fuck cassie and kill nate.
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I mean yeah yeah.
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Season two started in episode one we right away are
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introduced to your character fay and we learned that she
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uses heroin yes and Within seconds of meeting your character,
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you're shooting up in the backseat. How did you prepare
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for that scene?
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Kind of trying to get into this thing because I
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have never like injected anything into myself and just kind
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of getting to this headspace of like wanting to inject
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yourself with something that's not like normal, you know, like
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you normally would. you'd always be too scared to do that.
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But to be in that headspace, we're just wanting this
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thing so badly that I'll just stab myself.
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Yeah.
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How did you get discovered for this role?
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This is what Sam tells me. Sam says that he
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watched my Instagram story. He just thought that I like
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could have been good for the character. Cause my Instagram story,
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it's like, I mean, I don't know what to say.
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It's just me doing me. It's just me living my life.
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Think of my thoughts, feeling my feelings. And he liked it.
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He was like, this girl's entertaining.
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You never know who's watching you on the internet.
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Never.
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Give it your best bet.
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Every time, every time you post that story, give it
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your best foot forward.
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Okay.
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Cause potentially you could be next on euphoria.
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Guys.
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Chloe and I both grew up in good old Pennsylvania
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in high school. You know how people give like superlatives,
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like most likely to like live in their mom's basement
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or that's a negative one, but like be the best athlete.
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What would you, what would your peers have picked for
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you as a superlative?
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Like probably, um, most likely to be on TV. Cause
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I used to do the morning announcements.
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Give us a little rendition.
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I used to be like, be like, good morning. And
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then I'd say my, And they would be like, good morning,
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Chloe Cherry here with the morning announcements. And I would
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do it every morning. People loved it. And then they would, like,
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come up to me in the hallway and be like, oh,
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my God, you did the announcements.
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Oh, maybe you're the announcement girl.
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Yeah, they liked it. People liked it. And that's, I think,
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when I first got a taste for, like, oh, I
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want to be, like, a performer of some kind. That's
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what I'm good at.
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So for anyone listening, prior to being scouted for Euphoria,
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like you mentioned, Chloe starred in over 200 adult films
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and has over 125 million views on Pornhub.
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Yes, yes, yes. Tremendous. Thank you so much. Chef's kiss.
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Fuck yeah.
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Yeah, so I was a porn star for many years.
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I worked very hard in that industry.
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Is there anything when you look back that you didn't
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like about working in porn?
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I guess the only thing that sucks about working in
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porn is just the way that people will like treat
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you you know outside of the industry and just the
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way that suddenly like my friends that I was friends
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with in high school didn't want to be friends anymore
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because they thought that I was gonna fuck their boyfriend
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it's like I don't want anything to do with your
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boyfriend or anything you know these weird ideas that people
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would get about you I think that was the only
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bad thing about it was like stuff like that that
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people thought that you were like you know just this
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thick just because you were on this way on camera
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that like you were actually gonna be like or just
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I don't know and it's like it was really odd
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to me that I lost like a lot of like
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female friends cause they thought that they, I couldn't be
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around them or like something, you know, like, um.
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Did they say that to you?
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Yeah. Well that, and like, or their boyfriend would say, no,
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you can't hang out with her. Or like, and they
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actually would listen to him, which I think is the
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craziest part. Yeah. Yeah, exactly. And it was just insane.
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The judgment that people had that will forever blow my mind.
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Even what like my own mother said to me was
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probably the most hurtful words ever Out of anybody I've
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ever met was probably what my own mother said to
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me about being a porn star. And I will never
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comprehend how any person, you know, no one chose to
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be born and we definitely did not choose to have
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to work to live. So a job is all about
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what kind of day that you can get through. So
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if somebody is out there getting through a day that
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you can't get through, then just look the other way.
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Why spew this hatred? The world is already so hard
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to live in. We're already like existence is already so tough.
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Like why spew this hatred onto people just because of
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somebody's trying to just get through life, you know?
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What did your mom say to you?
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She just said that my mom said to me that
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sex work is the lowest thing a person can do.
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And that's like the one thing that I'll share that
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I disagree with so deeply. And I don't know if
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there's other people out there that agree with that. But
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I think that trying to put down your own family
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is lower, you know?
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Yeah.
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Well, cause you got to put yourself first at the
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end of the day, like family is family unless family
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is not accepting of you and you haven't done anything wrong.
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Yeah. And it's not, I'm still very close. Like my family,
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you know, my family is a lot more than my mom. Um,
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and I'm still very close with them, but it's just, yeah,
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I don't really have like friends in Pennsylvania anymore, but
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it's just kind of like what happens like, um, when
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you leave.
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And sometimes you have to choose yourself.
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You totally do just completely have to choose yourself.
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Like, bye, Pennsylvania. Something that I always said. You're not
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allowed back. They're going to be like, fuck you both.
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Like, we don't care. You guys are officially banned, both
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of you, from Pennsylvania. We can be each other's friends
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from Pennsylvania, Chloe. We don't have any.
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Yes.
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We're together. Went to Hohen, LA to make a friend
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from Pennsylvania. Fuck.
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Okay, so going back to kind of like when you
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were younger, what age did you start exploring your sexuality?
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Probably started, like, I remember my first boyfriend when I
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was 16. I wanted to have sex with him so badly,
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but he wasn't ready. I felt like in my exploring
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my sexuality, I was always, like, leading the guy i
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was like hey we should do something come on you're like.
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Show me the dick he's like no till marriage yeah
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um give us your virginity story when did you lose your.
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Oh my god that was so funny so the boy
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who Wouldn't have sex with you?
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Yeah.
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So he invited me camping and I was like, duh,
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God damn it. I'm going to go just because I
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have a feeling that we could be alone. We could fuck.
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In the woods, Chloe? Yeah, yeah, in the woods. I mean,
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I wanted something. Like, I just, I don't know. And
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I do this to this day. I wanted to fuck
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him just because he said, just because he, like, wouldn't, like,
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do it. So I was like, God, no, I want
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to so badly. And I'm like, I just want to
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so badly. Just because I, like, asked him and have
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him be like, oh, I'm not ready. And then it's like, oh,
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now I'm just building it up. It's so weird.
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It's because we just want what we can't have. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
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So I remember I really wanted him and I, uh,
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we went camping, but I remember we did have sex
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in a tent and I'm so glad that it was
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like that, that like my first memory of sex was
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like in a tent and really trying to be quiet.
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Like it's so horny. Was it good? Uh, yeah, I
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think so. I just remember that we like did, um,
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it was like, We were we did like anal too.
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And it was like very just the hottest thing in
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the world to me.
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Had you ever had something in your butt prior?
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Yeah, from me, but not like dicks. I was like
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wanting to do that and it was really good I
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was like so about it and it was like so
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different than like the way that I guess people describe
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like losing your virginity of like that the guy is
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like the one all excited but I was one that
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was super confident super excited and it was like yeah
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it was so great but it was it was cool
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to like be really wanting to like fuck The guy, like,
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finally getting it.
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Yeah, and you're like, finally, not only I got it,
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but I popped both cherries at the same time.
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Yeah, I was just a really horny person. I still am.
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Was just a very, very horny person.
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How did you make the decision to enter the porn industry?
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I just thought that it was, like... I don't know.
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I guess I just thought, you know, it's either do
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it or, like... have not done it and i just
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was like you know yolo you only live.
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Once let's go drake yolo wait but dude did you
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know anyone in the industry or like how because you
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started at 18 right.
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No i didn't know anybody in the industry i literally
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just was like i wanted to do okay this sounds
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fake but i had wanted to do it for so
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long and then i kept trying to convince myself no No, no,
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you're going to do something regular. You're going to be
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like a therapist or something. And then it was funny
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because I was like, once I got, when I was 17,
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I was actually thinking about college and what I was
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going to do. I was like, shit, what does it
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actually take to be a porn star? What are porn
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stars doing? What is a day in the life of
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a porn star like? And I was able to go
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on social media by that time. And actually, you can
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see porn stars on social media and what their life
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is like. And that's when I started to really consider, like,
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that actually is a way more viable thing than going
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to college for me. Like, that I'm going to actually
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excel in. Let's go to, like, your first shoot. How
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were you feeling? I was, like, so comfortable and so
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ready for it. Like, honestly, I swear, there's this term
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called born for porn. And it's when people, you just
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are able to do it. Like, how some people are
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just able to, like, open up their mouth and sing
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a song really well you know like some people just
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have these like skills these just talents that they just
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have this ability to do this i was super comfortable.
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Had you filmed like any amateur stuff prior dude so
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you just walked onto a fucking set and just like
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yeah i.
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Wanted that to be like my first release yeah i
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like had it like and no nerves No, not at all.
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It's like talking about an acting set. Like I'm, it's
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not even porn. It could be anything like that that
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you've never done. You just walk in and you just fucking,
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what did, did you crush it? Do you like, totally.
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Did you, did you ever watch it back?
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Yeah, I've watched a lot of them back. I mean,
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I always just had a natural ability to do it
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and perform. I've always just had, yeah, an ability to
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like just perform.
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How did you come up with your stage name?
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Chloe Cherry. It is a stage name. My whole life.
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I thought that Chloe was a better name for me
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because one time when I was a kid, I was
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in the car with my mom and I said, what
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did you almost name me? And she goes, Oh, Jessica, Jennifer, Chloe.
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And I was like, Chloe, that is adorable. Like that
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is so much better. Bitch. Why didn't you do that?
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So I ended up having like an obsession with that name.
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And I always wish that I, my name was Chloe.
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And then eventually I was like, Oh yeah, it's my
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stage name. A thousand percent is Chloe. Cause it's what
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I always wish my name was. So it feels like
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just another dream that I get to live is being
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named Chloe. And you're like, well now, and also there
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was a, the blonde brat stall was named Chloe and
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that always like inspired me.
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Yeah.
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Yeah. And she was just the one blonde one. Yeah.
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That was my, and that's another thing of like when
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people say like, You know, like your journey with your lips.
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A lot of it was inspired by the blonde brats
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named Chloe.
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Nuh-uh.
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We walked me through that. I guess just the brats
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were like my first... You know, your first introduction to
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glamour and when people ask what makes you what originally
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made you want to like have big lips and have
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this like bimbo kind of look. And I would say
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the Bratz, the blonde Bratz named Chloe really inspired me originally.
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That's interesting to know that the Bratz doll was kind
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of the catalyst towards you being like, let's let's do
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the lips. Let's make it happen.
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Yeah, I think that was the original thought put in
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my head. Because for years and years, I would see
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so many big lips and really like them. And yeah,
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that was a really big, big inspiration for, yeah, that
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was the original.
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Do you ever watch or masturbate to your own porn?
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No, I never watch it. And you know what's weird
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is since doing porn, I no longer watch other people's porn.
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I no longer watch any porn at all. Interesting. Why
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do you think that is? Because all I see is
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that it's fake. Dude, I can't get even 1% horny
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from any porn on this planet. Because all I see
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are people doing a performance.
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You have to tell us how many girls are... What
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are they using to fake squirt some of those scenes?
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Oh, just drinking water, being very, very hydrated.
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Have you ever said no to a scene? I.
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Did sometimes there would be ones that are like a
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little bit too much like there's a lot of like
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performers that do some things that like I was never
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able to do like um squirting stuff I would usually
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say no to because it's so hard to.
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Like like how I don't know Chloe tell us how.
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Okay how squirting is done it's by drinking so much
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water like 10 water bottles and then just like peeing
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and just like because if while you're peeing if you
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like rub on it. It'll spray everywhere. And it's just pee.
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It's all just pee.
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One that's, I swear to God, every time girls have
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written in, I'm like, you fucking pee on.
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Yeah. And I just make it so the reason why
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I'm saying this is because of the fact that I
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know that guys out there are like, Oh, damn, baby. Like,
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I want to make you squirt. You're never going to
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make a woman squirt because squirting isn't real. It's literally
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something we have done and that they do in pornography.
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It's just something done in pornography as like a show thing.
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You know, it's just like to do for entertainment just
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because it looks crazy. It's just drinking a ton of
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water and And then peeing it all out. That's all
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it is. You heard it here. All it is, is
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drinking a ton of water and peeing it out. Squirting
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is fake. There's no such thing as squirting. And that
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I'm just saying it because of the fact that it's
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so fucking annoying to have dudes be like, damn, baby,
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I'm trying to make you squirt. It's not real. Squirting
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is fake. It's literally the way that like people do
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stunts in movies. It's fake.
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Yes.
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It is fake that guy didn't really actually get punched
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in the face like the squirt it's just pissing there's
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no and it's totally cool if you're if your.
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Guy's into that be like oh my god like you
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want me to squirt go get me a gallon of
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water and i'll.
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Yes yes no no exactly the next time that a
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guy guy's like damn baby i'm just trying to make
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you squirt like damn why don't you squirt be like
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okay like go get two gallons of water and i'll
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sit here and drink it and then we'll wait till
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i have to pee and then you'll put it in
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right in that moment and then i'll piss all over you.
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Thank you for clarifying. It makes me really happy that
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we're talking about this and we're setting it straight because
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it's women want to do it because they know men
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think it's hot and men only think it's hot because
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they've watched it in porn.
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They're trying to make money. They're trying to take your
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money because it's porn. It's a product. Guys, just hydrate.
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That's the moral of the story. Speaking of peeing, making
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sure I was doing my research, I had my team
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watch some of your videos. I personally didn't, unless you
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want me to, I'll do it after. But I'm going
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to break some of them down because you're iconic. What
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I found the most interesting was the pee videos.
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Oh, thank you. Actually, that was one of my favorite
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things to do in pornography as a pornographer. Can you
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explain what you're doing?
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Because this is not a golden shower.
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She's not peeing on anyone. She's literally solo mission.
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Yeah. Okay.
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So something that when I was like a pornography producer,
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just myself, and I would produce pornography of myself, one
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of my favorite videos to make was me peeing like
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out in public. Like I would go, I would be out,
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you know, I'm downtown, I'm getting some flowers and I'm
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going to sneak around this corner and pee in the
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back alley and take a video of it and people
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loved watching me pee all over LA and all over
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anywhere I went I would just pee outside or sometimes
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I would pee like at an interesting angle. Like I
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would be peeing like in the sink, like with my
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leg up, like, yeah. And I, it's, it makes for
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very interesting pornography.
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Why do you think they're turned on by you peeing?
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I think it's just because it's like something dirty, but
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it's also so real. Like it's so just like real,
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but it's so dirty, but it's also not, I'm just
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peeing like on the ground, which is like normal. Like
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I'm just peeing to go pee. So it doesn't like
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gross you out, but it, does some weird thing in
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your brain where humans do kind of like stuff that is, yes, exactly.
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Like the weird perversion of it that, um, it was,
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I would just call it a pee compilation where I
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would just make, it was just a compilation of me
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peeing and it was so simple to make, but it
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was literally, it was just this idea that like, um,
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a woman could be so beautiful that even her pee
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is beautiful, you know?
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Where the fuck did you get this idea?
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Did you get a request or did you see it?
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Like, how did you come up with it?
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I think it started from my friend had this series
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that he made that was, um, about like, um, it
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was about girls peeing and people really liked it. And
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I was like, Whoa, like that's so cool. Cause I
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love the feeling of going pee. Of course. Yeah. Great relief. Yeah.
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And I was like, you know, this would be, I'm
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going to do it anyway. And it's going to be good. And, um,
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people really like it this much than like, this is exactly,
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this is right up my alley because something that important
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that I always did is I didn't want to do
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anything that I wasn't already doing in my actual sex
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life or life in general. And that one just was
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so easy. And it was like fun because of You know,
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I already, I drink a lot of water, so I'm
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always peeing. It's perfect. Like, I'm squirting.
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I'm fucking peeing, everyone. I'm fucking black.
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Yeah, and that's, like, another thing of, like, I was
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kind of sick of all the squirting because of the
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fact that I was, like, this is so dumb. Right,
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it's not real. That I was, like, I'm just going
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to do peeing. Because if you guys really love all
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the water shooting out of the pussy, then I can
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provide that.
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Have you ever taken a video of yourself pooping?
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No.
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No. That, I would die. I think I would, too.
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For some reason, poop is so terrible. Why is it? Why?
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Like, literally, when I get so embarrassed around my boyfriend,
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I'm like, wait, why?
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Literally, don't want to poop in the same, like, neighborhood
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as my boyfriend. If I had one, you know, any
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time I have.
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Chloe's, like, rushing to the next state.
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Why?
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Why do I hate pooping? But peeing, I want to
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do it on video, you know? Like, but pooping, just
488
00:22:35.440 --> 00:22:38.140
don't want to ever do it. Ever, ever, ever again. Okay,
489
00:22:38.160 --> 00:22:39.329
that's good to know. I just want to never do it.
490
00:22:39.359 --> 00:22:40.660
And you've never shit on a guy from anal?
491
00:22:40.839 --> 00:22:43.440
No no no no because i would always like clean
492
00:22:43.539 --> 00:22:45.900
i have like also like uh just like it had
493
00:22:45.940 --> 00:22:48.369
like a clean butthole like it was just good like
494
00:22:48.390 --> 00:22:50.049
it wasn't.
495
00:22:49.289 --> 00:22:51.450
That is a really big flex like i have a
496
00:22:51.470 --> 00:22:52.509
clean butthole like.
497
00:22:52.650 --> 00:22:54.410
Yeah and i only know that because of what i
498
00:22:54.450 --> 00:22:56.890
was doing for a living but it was good i
499
00:22:57.150 --> 00:22:59.230
never had any gross stuff like that i would have
500
00:22:59.259 --> 00:22:59.920
lost my mind.
501
00:23:00.359 --> 00:23:03.680
Let's talk about the Roman showers. I personally have done this,
502
00:23:03.720 --> 00:23:06.319
but it was an accident. I threw up French onion
503
00:23:06.339 --> 00:23:08.019
soup all over my boyfriend's dick while I was sucking
504
00:23:08.059 --> 00:23:10.259
his dick. It was an awful experience. There was onion
505
00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:13.279
chunks all over him. Probably not the best dinner to
506
00:23:13.339 --> 00:23:16.859
have pre-sucking dick. Can you explain to people what a
507
00:23:16.900 --> 00:23:20.079
Roman shower is, though? So it's basically, in my experience,
508
00:23:20.119 --> 00:23:22.269
is when you would suck dick. Because I like to
509
00:23:22.349 --> 00:23:25.170
deep throat. It's when you deep throat until stuff comes out.
510
00:23:25.630 --> 00:23:27.750
So I would always deep throat.
511
00:23:28.650 --> 00:23:31.230
So much. It was my thing was a messy blow job.
512
00:23:32.130 --> 00:23:35.029
And sometimes that would just happen. Cause I was giving
513
00:23:35.369 --> 00:23:38.589
such deep throating. Like I would just shove the dick
514
00:23:38.670 --> 00:23:41.309
back in my throat and people loved it. They loved,
515
00:23:41.809 --> 00:23:43.490
they like, and I wouldn't even care if throw up
516
00:23:43.509 --> 00:23:47.829
came up because it showed how hard I was going. Yeah.
517
00:23:47.849 --> 00:23:50.390
Just the effort that I was putting in is what
518
00:23:50.410 --> 00:23:52.130
it showed. And people would see that and they liked that.
519
00:23:52.559 --> 00:23:54.420
It's the same thing as like when you're choking on it.
520
00:23:54.440 --> 00:23:56.839
Cause you're like, you're like, Oh my God. It's like,
521
00:23:56.859 --> 00:23:59.240
cause yeah, they like to see just going as hard
522
00:23:59.279 --> 00:24:01.740
as you possibly could. Does it ever turn you on
523
00:24:01.779 --> 00:24:02.839
to throw up on the deck?
524
00:24:05.099 --> 00:24:08.619
Um, I guess it's not, I don't even, maybe, I
525
00:24:08.859 --> 00:24:10.779
don't know. I haven't done it in so long. I mean,
526
00:24:10.859 --> 00:24:13.900
I do it in my like personal life now. Yeah.
527
00:24:13.920 --> 00:24:15.960
I guess it does a lot in my personal life,
528
00:24:16.029 --> 00:24:17.250
especially when the guy's like, Oh yeah.
529
00:24:17.309 --> 00:24:17.630
Yeah.
530
00:24:18.359 --> 00:24:20.160
Oh yeah. Keep doing that. I love that.
531
00:24:20.279 --> 00:24:22.440
When you were doing porn, did you prepare with like
532
00:24:22.480 --> 00:24:24.640
certain foods prior to throwing up on the dick?
533
00:24:24.849 --> 00:24:27.029
No, no. And same with anal. I didn't do any
534
00:24:27.569 --> 00:24:28.190
certain foods.
535
00:24:28.509 --> 00:24:29.710
Did you do any prep for anal?
536
00:24:30.529 --> 00:24:31.769
Just like an enema.
537
00:24:32.549 --> 00:24:35.049
Wait, tell us your number one sex tip to prepare
538
00:24:35.109 --> 00:24:35.569
for anal.
539
00:24:35.710 --> 00:24:36.470
An enema.
540
00:24:36.630 --> 00:24:37.329
Enema.
541
00:24:37.369 --> 00:24:38.930
Seriously. The day of or when you do it? An
542
00:24:38.950 --> 00:24:42.109
enema and then a lube shooter. Wait, when do you,
543
00:24:42.279 --> 00:24:44.859
what day do you do the enema? The five minutes
544
00:24:44.880 --> 00:24:47.730
before you're doing the, the anal you just want to
545
00:24:47.750 --> 00:24:50.299
get we do you just think then yeah and into
546
00:24:50.319 --> 00:24:53.630
the toilet and then it's empty then your butthole is empty.
547
00:24:54.420 --> 00:24:57.220
Okay, so ladies, did you hear that? That's actually really helpful.
548
00:24:57.240 --> 00:24:59.079
This is actually, okay, if you want to really know
549
00:24:59.099 --> 00:25:00.799
how to clean up, Randall, because I did it a lot.
550
00:25:00.839 --> 00:25:04.019
My butthole would be clean. We want to have clean
551
00:25:04.059 --> 00:25:07.740
buttholes like you, Chloe. You enema it out, and you
552
00:25:07.759 --> 00:25:09.220
want to do it a couple times. You fill your
553
00:25:09.259 --> 00:25:11.089
butthole with water and squirt it out in the toilet,
554
00:25:11.109 --> 00:25:14.130
and you keep filling your butthole with water with the enema,
555
00:25:14.589 --> 00:25:18.329
squirting it in the toilet until it squirts out clean water,
556
00:25:18.410 --> 00:25:20.549
and you'll be able to feel it. You'll feel empty
557
00:25:20.569 --> 00:25:23.680
down there. And just keep squirting it out until it's
558
00:25:23.799 --> 00:25:26.759
clean water. And then something you can do is you
559
00:25:26.779 --> 00:25:30.680
can take something called Imodium. It's spelled with an I-M-M-O-D-I-U-M.
560
00:25:31.880 --> 00:25:35.960
And it's this pill that just kind of stops. It's anti-diarrheal,
561
00:25:35.980 --> 00:25:38.430
but it'll just stop any leakage. So that way, once
562
00:25:38.470 --> 00:25:41.150
you do have it cleaned out, your body's not going
563
00:25:41.170 --> 00:25:44.910
to make more poop or anything. It's not going to
564
00:25:44.950 --> 00:25:48.390
keep digesting things. So you'll just completely stop your system,
565
00:25:48.410 --> 00:25:49.170
and it'll be empty.
566
00:25:49.190 --> 00:25:49.269
Okay.
567
00:25:49.910 --> 00:25:52.819
And then I would say use something called a lube shooter.
568
00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:55.279
You can get them on Amazon and it just puts
569
00:25:55.339 --> 00:25:57.440
lube like already deep in your butthole because your butthole
570
00:25:57.519 --> 00:26:00.839
doesn't naturally moisturize itself. So put a lube shooter of
571
00:26:00.940 --> 00:26:04.849
lube in your butthole. And then a butt plug is
572
00:26:04.869 --> 00:26:07.210
always good after putting in the lube and just putting
573
00:26:07.230 --> 00:26:09.210
a butt plug in and leaving the butt plug in
574
00:26:09.250 --> 00:26:11.430
for a while. And if you do all of that.
575
00:26:12.029 --> 00:26:14.930
you will love anal. And trust me, anyone could do
576
00:26:14.990 --> 00:26:16.880
anal after doing all that. Yeah.
577
00:26:16.960 --> 00:26:19.619
That is like a, that's like a self care routine
578
00:26:19.700 --> 00:26:22.160
prior to get the dick in there. That's actually kind.
579
00:26:21.960 --> 00:26:25.019
Of, no, that's how you have. That's how, if anyone's like, Oh,
580
00:26:25.079 --> 00:26:26.799
I hate anal. It's cause you just didn't do all
581
00:26:26.819 --> 00:26:27.680
of that before.
582
00:26:28.400 --> 00:26:30.440
Every time I've tried it with my boyfriend, I'm like, Oh, like,
583
00:26:30.519 --> 00:26:32.119
but I know I'm like, I haven't even shit today.
584
00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:33.960
Like no shit. I don't want a dick in my ass.
585
00:26:34.000 --> 00:26:36.349
I'm probably going to like shit on him. I wasn't
586
00:26:36.440 --> 00:26:39.470
prepping like, the chloe prep that she just gave us
587
00:26:39.509 --> 00:26:42.190
which i now know how to prepare for anal yeah
588
00:26:42.630 --> 00:26:46.369
um for people let's say that people are like first
589
00:26:46.410 --> 00:26:49.369
time trying anal is there a specific position you think
590
00:26:49.410 --> 00:26:50.049
is best.
591
00:26:49.829 --> 00:26:55.019
For anal spoon because it like relaxes you you're like
592
00:26:55.079 --> 00:26:59.779
relaxed on your side you're like pelvic muscles everything's relaxed
593
00:27:00.000 --> 00:27:02.160
and then you can just kind of really open yourself
594
00:27:02.220 --> 00:27:03.960
up and you can also like see it you guys
595
00:27:03.980 --> 00:27:06.970
can both like see what you're doing And that way
596
00:27:06.990 --> 00:27:09.349
you're just like relaxed and you don't want it to
597
00:27:09.390 --> 00:27:11.930
be like too much of one of you like having
598
00:27:11.970 --> 00:27:13.910
to put too much weight on it that, you know,
599
00:27:13.950 --> 00:27:15.130
that keeps you both just relaxed.
600
00:27:15.150 --> 00:27:18.430
Dude, I feel like girls sometimes do doggy as the
601
00:27:18.470 --> 00:27:19.450
first position for anal.
602
00:27:19.539 --> 00:27:22.359
Because they think that, oh, well, it's like my butthole
603
00:27:22.400 --> 00:27:25.900
is open, but I would recommend like relaxing your pelvic floor.
604
00:27:25.920 --> 00:27:27.539
Because I feel like that's the position. By either laying
605
00:27:27.559 --> 00:27:29.940
in missionary or in spoon. Yeah, you want to relax
606
00:27:29.960 --> 00:27:30.660
the pelvic floor.
607
00:27:31.079 --> 00:27:32.769
Have you ever had an anal orgasm?
608
00:27:33.430 --> 00:27:38.190
Yeah, for sure. Like my thing will always be penetration
609
00:27:38.269 --> 00:27:40.109
in any form. I love it.
610
00:27:40.750 --> 00:27:43.970
Is an ascasm better than a clitoral or vaginal orgasm?
611
00:27:43.990 --> 00:27:48.589
Do you think? No, I think the vaginal is the best.
612
00:27:48.789 --> 00:27:50.319
It is. Yeah. Okay.
613
00:27:50.579 --> 00:27:52.430
That's actually good to know. Cause I feel like I'm
614
00:27:52.450 --> 00:27:54.160
missing out on the ascasm, but.
615
00:27:54.059 --> 00:27:56.480
I'm also, well, it's different, but I think that the
616
00:27:56.519 --> 00:28:00.609
vaginal is the most intense. Like what can you.
617
00:28:00.569 --> 00:28:02.210
Tell i guess i can ask you this offline i
618
00:28:02.230 --> 00:28:04.170
was like what the fuck does it feel like.
619
00:28:04.029 --> 00:28:06.630
Is your butt all it is is your is the
620
00:28:06.670 --> 00:28:09.740
dick hitting your g-spot from the other side it's the
621
00:28:09.839 --> 00:28:12.259
same g-spot but it's just not as intense because again
622
00:28:12.339 --> 00:28:15.700
it's through your asshole it's like the same orgasm it's
623
00:28:15.740 --> 00:28:19.069
like it's just from the different uh different angle yeah.
624
00:28:19.190 --> 00:28:21.069
For someone that wants to try a dp for anyone
625
00:28:21.109 --> 00:28:24.190
that's listening there's no double penetration yeah how the fuck
626
00:28:25.390 --> 00:28:28.089
Do the two guys get situated?
627
00:28:28.109 --> 00:28:30.609
So you sit on the one guy facing him and
628
00:28:30.630 --> 00:28:34.609
then the other guy is like comes behind you like doggy.
629
00:28:34.630 --> 00:28:35.210
Got it.
630
00:28:35.289 --> 00:28:37.920
And one guy is sitting down on the couch and
631
00:28:37.940 --> 00:28:40.700
the other guy is standing or bed. You could be laying.
632
00:28:40.720 --> 00:28:44.059
It's easier on a couch usually. That's the best position
633
00:28:44.380 --> 00:28:47.400
or they can both be standing and like holding you
634
00:28:48.140 --> 00:28:50.349
and just coming from both sides. That's pretty even, but
635
00:28:50.369 --> 00:28:51.670
they have to be strong to do that.
636
00:28:51.690 --> 00:28:52.470
You've got to be strong.
637
00:28:52.529 --> 00:28:52.809
Yeah. Yeah.
638
00:28:53.279 --> 00:28:55.019
That one would be good. Which would be hot. Yeah.
639
00:28:55.160 --> 00:28:58.960
Have you ever had a guy, like, do DP? Like,
640
00:28:58.980 --> 00:29:00.119
be down to do a DP?
641
00:29:00.500 --> 00:29:02.720
I have, but I've never done it. But I do
642
00:29:02.809 --> 00:29:05.509
know that there's a lot of guys that wouldn't be
643
00:29:05.549 --> 00:29:07.869
down to have their dick that close to another guy's dick.
644
00:29:08.269 --> 00:29:08.859
And I.
645
00:29:09.589 --> 00:29:11.869
I respect that but I also think it's so hot
646
00:29:11.890 --> 00:29:14.650
when a guy is down for anything and would try
647
00:29:14.690 --> 00:29:16.730
anything and like I've even talked about it with my
648
00:29:16.769 --> 00:29:18.599
boyfriend like he's like if you wanted to have a
649
00:29:18.630 --> 00:29:20.559
threesome and another guy come in like I'm not gonna
650
00:29:20.599 --> 00:29:22.660
say no because I would be so down with another
651
00:29:22.700 --> 00:29:24.140
girl coming in so why the fuck would I not
652
00:29:24.220 --> 00:29:27.660
give you and so I think the DP situation I
653
00:29:27.680 --> 00:29:30.220
yeah I've had partners that are like I would be
654
00:29:30.220 --> 00:29:32.940
down which is I think a turn on to know
655
00:29:32.940 --> 00:29:37.029
that they're like down with their sexuality yeah i once
656
00:29:37.029 --> 00:29:39.849
had a guy that said he was down to do DP.
657
00:29:39.869 --> 00:29:42.009
We never got around to it, but yeah. You got
658
00:29:42.029 --> 00:29:43.430
to put it on the calendar. Yeah.
659
00:29:43.470 --> 00:29:45.130
You got to come back and let us know. Yeah.
660
00:29:45.170 --> 00:29:48.000
I mean, I did do DP in porn like countless times,
661
00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:51.920
but I, it's so rare that you find it impersonal
662
00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:54.259
in like your real life. Right. Yeah.
663
00:29:54.579 --> 00:29:58.930
You've filmed multiple gang bangs. What in those scenes was,
664
00:29:59.549 --> 00:30:00.930
turned you on about multiple people?
665
00:30:01.089 --> 00:30:04.250
Um, it was just, it's just like having like six,
666
00:30:04.450 --> 00:30:06.609
I always did them with like around like six guys.
667
00:30:07.109 --> 00:30:10.630
Cause that's like, what's doable. And like, um, it would
668
00:30:10.650 --> 00:30:12.920
just turn me on having like so many people like
669
00:30:12.940 --> 00:30:17.000
want to have me at once. Like having like, you know,
670
00:30:17.220 --> 00:30:19.940
people like just fucking you and just jerking off to you.
671
00:30:19.960 --> 00:30:22.240
And then someone's like fucking like the in-between parts of
672
00:30:22.289 --> 00:30:24.650
my toes and Like, that's how much they want to
673
00:30:24.710 --> 00:30:27.299
fuck me. They're fucking the in-between parts of my toes. Like,
674
00:30:27.519 --> 00:30:30.180
that is just so hot to, like, feel just like
675
00:30:30.660 --> 00:30:34.319
you're just so wanted that, like... They can't stop. Yeah,
676
00:30:34.339 --> 00:30:38.460
they just can't stop. And that their dicks are just
677
00:30:38.609 --> 00:30:41.829
hard and, like, yeah, they just want to go at
678
00:30:41.890 --> 00:30:46.410
you so hard. It's just such an intense experience. And then, like, constantly...
679
00:30:46.369 --> 00:30:48.450
And then like feeling, you know, the way that like
680
00:30:48.529 --> 00:30:50.369
sucking dick and like feels like a lot of work
681
00:30:50.390 --> 00:30:51.990
and like writing dick feels like a lot of work
682
00:30:52.049 --> 00:30:55.230
and like, but it's like fun. And like, um, just
683
00:30:55.319 --> 00:30:59.279
feeling that like times six of like how much work
684
00:30:59.339 --> 00:31:01.720
that you can make it. And like, it's very like overwhelming,
685
00:31:01.740 --> 00:31:03.519
but like fun, you know, adrenaline.
686
00:31:03.539 --> 00:31:03.920
Yes.
687
00:31:04.019 --> 00:31:04.980
Yes. Like it's like here we.
688
00:31:05.220 --> 00:31:08.619
Cause I'm assuming one penis is in your butt. One
689
00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:11.160
is in your vagina. One is in your hand, two
690
00:31:11.220 --> 00:31:12.359
or one is.
691
00:31:12.329 --> 00:31:15.319
In your mouth. One's in between my toes. You do
692
00:31:15.339 --> 00:31:18.869
have a big mouth. Yeah, I have totally done that.
693
00:31:18.890 --> 00:31:20.549
I would do anything I could come up with in
694
00:31:20.569 --> 00:31:23.390
the moment. You know what I mean? Just pulling, twisting,
695
00:31:23.410 --> 00:31:25.180
doing anything I could figure out.
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So you said you stopped porn is there a reason
718
00:33:11.460 --> 00:33:11.769
or you're.
719
00:33:11.680 --> 00:33:14.009
Just like done uh just done yeah just don't feel
720
00:33:14.029 --> 00:33:16.490
like it okay that's great yeah do you think you
721
00:33:16.509 --> 00:33:19.519
would ever do wait and you have only fans I
722
00:33:20.059 --> 00:33:24.000
don't do it anymore. I did have it for a while,
723
00:33:24.119 --> 00:33:26.500
but I don't have it anymore. I don't do any
724
00:33:26.680 --> 00:33:27.859
adult stuff anymore.
725
00:33:28.339 --> 00:33:31.569
OnlyFans, because everyone's so fascinated by it, to people that
726
00:33:31.589 --> 00:33:34.630
have never been on the site, can you explain how
727
00:33:34.690 --> 00:33:35.529
OnlyFans works?
728
00:33:36.049 --> 00:33:37.130
So OnlyFans.
729
00:33:37.650 --> 00:33:38.890
I feel like there's so many misconceptions.
730
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It is a website where you can join somebody's page.
731
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Think social media like Instagram. There's all these different pages
732
00:33:49.119 --> 00:33:52.599
where you can join someone's page, but for a monthly subscription.
733
00:33:52.640 --> 00:33:55.380
And that subscription can be anywhere from like, I think
734
00:33:55.460 --> 00:33:57.720
it goes down to like $ 3 a month to like
735
00:33:57.720 --> 00:34:01.059
$ 100 a month. And people can charge whatever they want
736
00:34:01.119 --> 00:34:04.910
as a monthly subscription. subscription and they can post whatever
737
00:34:04.950 --> 00:34:07.069
they want and that can be like anything it can
738
00:34:07.109 --> 00:34:12.039
be baking videos to origami to pornography you know like
739
00:34:12.059 --> 00:34:15.639
you can post anything on there but what made onlyfans
740
00:34:15.699 --> 00:34:19.619
popular was when the pandemic happened when there was the
741
00:34:19.659 --> 00:34:23.239
first shutdown every porn studio shut down so every single
742
00:34:23.300 --> 00:34:27.019
porn star didn't have a job so the only option
743
00:34:27.300 --> 00:34:31.599
was to go on onlyfans So then suddenly this only
744
00:34:31.659 --> 00:34:33.719
fans website, it actually used to be an app in
745
00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:36.300
the app store until there was so much adult content
746
00:34:36.340 --> 00:34:37.519
on it that they had to take it off the
747
00:34:37.619 --> 00:34:39.820
app store. And now it's just a website, but suddenly
748
00:34:39.860 --> 00:34:43.090
this app was just flooded. This website is just flooded
749
00:34:43.650 --> 00:34:46.750
with pornography and porn stars have fans that are looking
750
00:34:46.769 --> 00:34:49.849
to buy porn. And so they ended up just selling
751
00:34:49.889 --> 00:34:52.909
it on there. And it very quickly became this, you know, uh,
752
00:34:53.449 --> 00:34:57.380
like new website for people to discover pornography and, And
753
00:34:57.400 --> 00:34:58.929
the other thing that was cool is that it was
754
00:34:59.300 --> 00:35:01.730
ran the way that porn stars were running their Instagram
755
00:35:01.769 --> 00:35:03.650
and Twitter. And people love to follow them on there
756
00:35:03.670 --> 00:35:06.349
and support them on there. Cause you could see, you know,
757
00:35:06.369 --> 00:35:08.590
stuff that was actually from them, not just some dumb
758
00:35:09.030 --> 00:35:11.809
video that was stolen and re uploaded like everything else.
759
00:35:11.969 --> 00:35:14.289
You can actually interact with them. And that's what made
760
00:35:14.349 --> 00:35:16.889
only fans so popular as well. Finally, we have a
761
00:35:16.909 --> 00:35:19.489
way to actually interact with adult stars and they could
762
00:35:19.530 --> 00:35:22.889
make money off of posting, you know, exclusive content to there.
763
00:35:22.989 --> 00:35:26.110
Cause if you wanted to see more content and, Yeah.
764
00:35:26.150 --> 00:35:29.090
So it just became a way for the adult industry
765
00:35:29.130 --> 00:35:32.539
to kind of take back from what had been stolen,
766
00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:38.039
which is like these tube sites. Oh, it's all stolen videos.
767
00:35:38.159 --> 00:35:41.869
It just it's just like stealing, you know, the work
768
00:35:41.949 --> 00:35:45.789
from every single person in the business and everything is like.
769
00:35:46.980 --> 00:35:50.849
everything was just constantly stolen and it really killed the industry.
770
00:35:50.869 --> 00:35:53.130
You know what I mean? Imagine making a product and
771
00:35:53.190 --> 00:35:56.090
somebody just steals it from you and they go and
772
00:35:56.170 --> 00:35:58.230
sell it like it doesn't feel good and you don't
773
00:35:58.289 --> 00:36:00.309
get to make any of the money from it. And
774
00:36:00.449 --> 00:36:03.070
OnlyFans was the only way that we could get people
775
00:36:03.090 --> 00:36:05.980
to start giving money to adult stars again because for
776
00:36:06.019 --> 00:36:08.679
some reason people won't pay for pornography, but that was
777
00:36:09.159 --> 00:36:12.559
the only thing that could get people to pay for
778
00:36:12.599 --> 00:36:14.599
some reason. But I think it's because of the fact
779
00:36:14.659 --> 00:36:18.980
that It was, you could see, it was like social media.
780
00:36:19.019 --> 00:36:21.969
People could actually say like, Hey, it's me here. Like,
781
00:36:21.989 --> 00:36:25.889
it's like so personalized. Exactly. It was, you could really be,
782
00:36:26.110 --> 00:36:28.050
have this like experience with something.
783
00:36:28.070 --> 00:36:29.730
That was so incredible. I do remember that in the
784
00:36:29.750 --> 00:36:32.909
pandemic because. I just, I remember when it started to
785
00:36:32.949 --> 00:36:35.730
pop off on Twitter and it was so empowering for
786
00:36:35.769 --> 00:36:37.750
everyone just to be like, oh, and we're also now
787
00:36:37.769 --> 00:36:40.889
like fully in control of making our own money from
788
00:36:40.929 --> 00:36:42.309
us doing this. And so I know a lot of
789
00:36:42.389 --> 00:36:44.809
girls like who even weren't maybe in the adult industry
790
00:36:44.849 --> 00:36:46.809
prior started doing OnlyFans.
791
00:36:46.829 --> 00:36:49.590
Because of the fact, the idea of sitting in your
792
00:36:49.769 --> 00:36:53.940
own bedroom and making money. whatever you possibly want and
793
00:36:54.039 --> 00:36:56.800
you keep all the money like what is wrong with
794
00:36:56.840 --> 00:36:58.239
that you know what.
795
00:36:58.099 --> 00:37:00.780
Was the most lucrative content you would post on your
796
00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:02.940
only fans like was there a specific.
797
00:37:02.719 --> 00:37:05.400
The pain videos yeah.
798
00:37:05.300 --> 00:37:08.099
Damn how much would like normally a video like that
799
00:37:08.139 --> 00:37:08.760
go for.
800
00:37:09.239 --> 00:37:12.920
Um you would sell it for everything i sold was
801
00:37:13.019 --> 00:37:16.010
usually like just like for like a little bit because
802
00:37:16.050 --> 00:37:17.650
you want to just sell it like you were only
803
00:37:17.710 --> 00:37:21.159
selling stuff for like a couple dollars um Cause that's
804
00:37:21.199 --> 00:37:24.039
just how, I mean like, cause it really is. It's
805
00:37:24.079 --> 00:37:26.159
just like a small little video, you know? And, uh,
806
00:37:26.179 --> 00:37:27.179
but I would sell it to like a bunch of
807
00:37:27.199 --> 00:37:28.389
people and they would really like it.
808
00:37:28.429 --> 00:37:30.360
So you can post, you can use the same video
809
00:37:30.389 --> 00:37:30.849
and send it to.
810
00:37:30.909 --> 00:37:31.150
Yeah.
811
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Yeah. Yeah. And I would, a lot of people would
812
00:37:33.449 --> 00:37:34.889
want to buy it, but you would make it like
813
00:37:35.130 --> 00:37:36.889
very inexpensive and then a lot of people buy it.
814
00:37:36.909 --> 00:37:37.989
So yeah, that's smart.
815
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Yeah.
816
00:37:38.650 --> 00:37:38.809
Yeah.
817
00:37:38.829 --> 00:37:41.570
And people love that, that, and I would also do
818
00:37:41.690 --> 00:37:45.849
like cosplay, like, uh, what we call boy girl videos,
819
00:37:45.889 --> 00:37:49.119
which is just like, you know, regular like sex videos. And, um,
820
00:37:51.170 --> 00:37:53.809
uh that and like the parodies and the cosplay and
821
00:37:53.829 --> 00:37:55.469
stuff like that or I'd put on like a cow
822
00:37:55.530 --> 00:37:57.320
costume or something like that and they like that kind
823
00:37:57.389 --> 00:37:59.179
of stuff it was cute to make too that is
824
00:37:59.260 --> 00:38:01.860
actually kind of yeah it was super cute yeah what's.
825
00:38:01.739 --> 00:38:04.480
The wildest request you got from only fans.
826
00:38:05.519 --> 00:38:11.559
People would have some like really specific um scripts that
827
00:38:11.639 --> 00:38:14.659
were people would request like custom videos and they would
828
00:38:14.699 --> 00:38:18.039
pay for it but they would have these very very
829
00:38:18.179 --> 00:38:25.670
specific scripts that were something to do with, like, stepsister stuff, like,
830
00:38:26.030 --> 00:38:27.719
and I would get a lot of it, because I was, like,
831
00:38:27.909 --> 00:38:31.280
good at it, because I just kind of, like, I understand,
832
00:38:31.920 --> 00:38:34.019
I don't know, niches, and I'm good with, like, you know,
833
00:38:34.119 --> 00:38:37.949
scripting and that kind of stuff like that, and people
834
00:38:37.969 --> 00:38:40.530
would always, like, have these really specific scripts of, like,
835
00:38:40.550 --> 00:38:43.210
this scenario they were imagining, like, with, like, their stepsister,
836
00:38:43.230 --> 00:38:45.610
and I would just always wondered where all this, like,
837
00:38:46.710 --> 00:38:49.849
step sister stuff comes from because a lot of people
838
00:38:49.909 --> 00:38:53.630
they had this like kind of like step sister fantasy thing.
839
00:38:53.409 --> 00:38:56.989
That's so interesting because I definitely have seen that yeah
840
00:38:57.030 --> 00:38:59.500
concept yes yeah it's super.
841
00:38:59.179 --> 00:39:01.679
Crazy but it's also like kind of real and in
842
00:39:01.719 --> 00:39:05.000
today's day and age a lot of people do have
843
00:39:05.119 --> 00:39:08.539
step families and And who is that other than just
844
00:39:08.579 --> 00:39:11.659
this person that you aren't related to them, but they're
845
00:39:11.699 --> 00:39:15.179
very close to you, you know? So I wouldn't be
846
00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:19.289
surprised if there's been a lot of people who have, like,
847
00:39:19.750 --> 00:39:22.050
felt that way about, like, their step-siblings, you know? Because
848
00:39:22.090 --> 00:39:23.769
growing up, I remember a lot of my friends, like,
849
00:39:24.230 --> 00:39:25.969
you end up with these new sub siblings like that's
850
00:39:26.010 --> 00:39:28.300
just human logic and just nature to.
851
00:39:28.239 --> 00:39:31.579
Feel you're not biologically like exactly.
852
00:39:31.139 --> 00:39:33.900
But you're very close to this person they're always around
853
00:39:33.940 --> 00:39:35.719
yeah so I could see it and I found it
854
00:39:35.860 --> 00:39:39.179
really interesting like how many people like had that fetish
855
00:39:39.510 --> 00:39:42.500
and I find it mind-blowing just because of like Yeah,
856
00:39:42.519 --> 00:39:43.900
I just never knew.
857
00:39:44.360 --> 00:39:45.800
You are so confident.
858
00:39:45.820 --> 00:39:46.139
Thank you.
859
00:39:46.179 --> 00:39:46.610
You radiate.
860
00:39:46.719 --> 00:39:48.769
You walk in the door the way you are. You
861
00:39:49.050 --> 00:39:53.409
act on film and in person. What are your insecurities
862
00:39:53.469 --> 00:39:55.550
and have you ever dealt with insecurities? And where does
863
00:39:55.570 --> 00:39:56.510
this confidence come from?
864
00:39:56.530 --> 00:39:59.329
I don't really know where it comes from. I think
865
00:39:59.369 --> 00:40:02.489
it just comes from thinking in my brain, what if
866
00:40:02.590 --> 00:40:04.780
there was a person that was this confident? What would
867
00:40:04.820 --> 00:40:08.719
happen to them? Because it's either be confident or just not.
868
00:40:08.780 --> 00:40:12.559
And what's the fun in not? Why not? not it's
869
00:40:12.579 --> 00:40:15.920
like either either i can decide to feel really good
870
00:40:15.960 --> 00:40:18.820
about myself or no one will like either i can
871
00:40:18.880 --> 00:40:23.440
decide to feel like great about myself or no one
872
00:40:23.500 --> 00:40:24.969
else will you know what i mean you have to
873
00:40:24.989 --> 00:40:27.889
kind of decide these things for yourself at least what
874
00:40:27.929 --> 00:40:31.369
i think what are some of your insecurities so um
875
00:40:31.510 --> 00:40:35.210
a big insecurity of mine that i will that i
876
00:40:35.489 --> 00:40:37.489
for a while was like having acne and i don't
877
00:40:37.510 --> 00:40:39.269
have acne anymore but i used to have like bad
878
00:40:39.309 --> 00:40:41.989
like cystic acne and like i cleared it up through
879
00:40:42.030 --> 00:40:44.820
like a lot, a lot of trial and error and
880
00:40:44.840 --> 00:40:47.699
just so many different things that I had to do.
881
00:40:47.739 --> 00:40:51.800
And like, just basically having just nonstop, like trying different
882
00:40:51.860 --> 00:40:54.559
things after different things to just try to get my
883
00:40:54.719 --> 00:40:59.449
acne to clear up. And, um, it really just like
884
00:40:59.489 --> 00:41:02.769
took forever, but it was such a big insecurity of mine.
885
00:41:02.809 --> 00:41:04.829
Like I used to really not like my face, but
886
00:41:04.849 --> 00:41:07.929
now it's like, I feel I've cleared it up and like,
887
00:41:08.510 --> 00:41:12.469
that was a huge insecurity of mine. And, um, just
888
00:41:13.010 --> 00:41:16.510
kind of, I guess like not being like, just not
889
00:41:16.550 --> 00:41:18.639
have something that was always a big insecurity of mine
890
00:41:18.679 --> 00:41:20.980
was like, I dealt with like a eating disorder a
891
00:41:20.980 --> 00:41:23.340
lot when I was in porn. Like I felt like very,
892
00:41:23.360 --> 00:41:26.179
like I felt like fat, like I had like an
893
00:41:26.340 --> 00:41:30.940
agent in pornography, like tell me that I was fat
894
00:41:31.000 --> 00:41:32.900
and it was just like weird. Like I had like
895
00:41:32.920 --> 00:41:36.289
this whole weird thing of like, obsessive over my body
896
00:41:36.329 --> 00:41:39.030
which I don't have now in modeling and acting which
897
00:41:39.110 --> 00:41:42.570
is strange but I had it then in pornography for
898
00:41:42.610 --> 00:41:45.829
some reason people were like way more judgmental then and
899
00:41:46.070 --> 00:41:48.409
um that was a huge insecurity of mine it took
900
00:41:48.449 --> 00:41:52.449
me so long to like get over that actually like
901
00:41:53.250 --> 00:41:59.469
thinking that and um that and like um also just
902
00:41:59.630 --> 00:42:02.610
I feel like I always have like insecurities that like
903
00:42:04.199 --> 00:42:09.920
like um like I love this saying of like, we
904
00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:12.579
need to have a Disney princess who thinks everyone is
905
00:42:12.639 --> 00:42:14.800
mad at her all the time because that's like so
906
00:42:14.880 --> 00:42:16.869
relatable to me of like, I feel like I have
907
00:42:16.889 --> 00:42:20.230
this insecurity of like just thinking that you just think
908
00:42:20.289 --> 00:42:22.550
that you're like, that people are like, you know, you
909
00:42:22.590 --> 00:42:25.969
just constantly feel like you, like when you don't see
910
00:42:25.989 --> 00:42:27.650
your friend for a while, you think that it's like
911
00:42:27.769 --> 00:42:29.860
something is bad, like something's wrong.
912
00:42:29.880 --> 00:42:29.960
Yeah.
913
00:42:30.340 --> 00:42:33.199
Yeah, exactly. And like, why does our brain go to that? Like,
914
00:42:33.380 --> 00:42:35.219
why would my brain want to go to that? Like,
915
00:42:35.260 --> 00:42:36.079
I don't know. It's weird.
916
00:42:36.239 --> 00:42:39.989
So you overthink sometimes like if people like relationships and
917
00:42:40.030 --> 00:42:42.409
like you're standing and if they're mad at you or not.
918
00:42:42.650 --> 00:42:46.460
Yeah, I feel like I totally overthink and I constantly
919
00:42:46.579 --> 00:42:49.730
think that like people would rather like. not hear from
920
00:42:49.789 --> 00:42:51.429
me rather than, you know, like, I feel like I'm
921
00:42:51.489 --> 00:42:54.349
always feeling, going on the side of like, I'm being
922
00:42:54.389 --> 00:42:57.909
annoying rather than like, no, I'm being cool. Like, I
923
00:42:57.969 --> 00:43:00.480
feel like I constantly will be like, oh, I'm talking
924
00:43:00.519 --> 00:43:03.500
too much. Oh, I'm having diarrhea of the mouth. I
925
00:43:03.539 --> 00:43:06.000
say that all the time. I'm like, oh, that date went,
926
00:43:06.179 --> 00:43:07.880
I'll be talking to my friend. I'll be like, yeah,
927
00:43:07.920 --> 00:43:11.039
that date went good, except I had diarrhea of the mouth.
928
00:43:11.579 --> 00:43:13.760
I wouldn't stop talking. I was going on and on.
929
00:43:14.000 --> 00:43:16.679
Dude, you're sitting across from someone that had like three
930
00:43:16.739 --> 00:43:19.699
rounds of Accutane. It was the most debilitating thing. I
931
00:43:19.860 --> 00:43:22.079
going to school, I would cry going to school. I
932
00:43:22.219 --> 00:43:25.559
fucking was so miserable. I, I, it like brings me
933
00:43:25.599 --> 00:43:27.670
back to such a bad place because it's your face
934
00:43:27.809 --> 00:43:31.969
and you're so fucking embarrassed and it's not something you
935
00:43:31.989 --> 00:43:34.110
can fucking control. So why are we even embarrassed?
936
00:43:34.550 --> 00:43:37.659
It's awful. It was something that I guess it's like,
937
00:43:38.380 --> 00:43:40.760
But I, yeah, it's weird. And it's weird the way
938
00:43:40.820 --> 00:43:43.519
that like people will say such mean things to you
939
00:43:43.639 --> 00:43:46.019
about it too. And then it's just kind of like, why?
940
00:43:46.059 --> 00:43:46.239
Yeah.
941
00:43:46.260 --> 00:43:48.239
Like I remember some boy like call me like crater
942
00:43:48.280 --> 00:43:50.420
face or something. And I remember I like went home
943
00:43:50.460 --> 00:43:52.260
and was like, I think I'm like actually.
944
00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:55.869
Dude, I think this was the worst thing. This is
945
00:43:55.909 --> 00:43:58.550
the worst bullying I think I ever received was this girl.
946
00:43:58.949 --> 00:44:00.510
She was like, she said to me, she was like,
947
00:44:01.010 --> 00:44:04.690
you know that you're supposed to wash your face too. Yeah.
948
00:44:05.730 --> 00:44:09.550
And you're like, you think I don't know if I
949
00:44:09.590 --> 00:44:10.550
could wash my face?
950
00:44:10.590 --> 00:44:13.360
What? Wait, you're supposed to what?
951
00:44:13.940 --> 00:44:16.159
You think I don't fucking wash my face, bitch?
952
00:44:16.219 --> 00:44:16.460
Yeah.
953
00:44:16.760 --> 00:44:20.570
I wish I could fucking shave this shit off my head. Like, oh,
954
00:44:20.579 --> 00:44:23.480
my God, that's awful. You did experience some bullying for
955
00:44:23.500 --> 00:44:24.000
your acne.
956
00:44:24.760 --> 00:44:26.780
Yeah, but I think that's just kind of like something
957
00:44:27.059 --> 00:44:28.980
that wasn't even bullying. Like that girl was my friend.
958
00:44:29.059 --> 00:44:31.820
It's so fucking stupid. That girl was like my friend.
959
00:44:31.860 --> 00:44:33.099
You know how like when you're in middle school and
960
00:44:33.119 --> 00:44:34.500
your friends are mean to you? Yes.
961
00:44:34.599 --> 00:44:34.800
Yeah.
962
00:44:35.139 --> 00:44:37.099
And you're like, wait, that's really mean. And I'm like, fur.
963
00:44:37.460 --> 00:44:38.960
And you go home and write in your diary, like,
964
00:44:39.019 --> 00:44:42.599
today Mary made me question if I'm literally clinically depressed.
965
00:44:42.820 --> 00:44:43.820
Yeah, yes.
966
00:44:44.300 --> 00:44:47.159
And also with you opening up about your eating disorder, like,
967
00:44:47.400 --> 00:44:50.079
so many women write in to me about that. And, like,
968
00:44:50.099 --> 00:44:54.239
was there something that you did to get healthier.
969
00:44:53.800 --> 00:44:58.340
Or was it just gradual? Honestly, it was, I mean,
970
00:44:58.570 --> 00:45:03.579
I fully saw, like, mental health professionals and which I
971
00:45:03.760 --> 00:45:07.389
always recommend my family always recommends that to me so
972
00:45:07.469 --> 00:45:11.650
I always took that advice but that's what I did
973
00:45:11.730 --> 00:45:17.639
but that and also like there's this awesome podcast that's
974
00:45:17.719 --> 00:45:21.179
called take the cake that I listened to that was
975
00:45:21.219 --> 00:45:23.320
just all about like recovering from an eating disorder and
976
00:45:23.360 --> 00:45:26.409
it like there's a lot of like if you just
977
00:45:26.429 --> 00:45:29.030
start to there's a lot of like women out there
978
00:45:29.070 --> 00:45:33.429
that do share their story with that. And they will, uh,
979
00:45:33.550 --> 00:45:38.340
talk about what their experience was and like that podcast
980
00:45:38.400 --> 00:45:42.440
and just some other like women that will share their stories.
981
00:45:42.460 --> 00:45:45.539
Like this other model, like Katie Schmidt, she, uh, she's
982
00:45:45.579 --> 00:45:48.780
a writer and a model and she actually like shifted
983
00:45:48.820 --> 00:45:52.230
the way that my brain felt from being like hating myself,
984
00:45:52.650 --> 00:45:55.409
literally telling myself that I could never ever eat and
985
00:45:55.449 --> 00:45:59.030
like just like, literally not eating just all, all I
986
00:45:59.070 --> 00:46:00.769
thought about was how I could eat and like just
987
00:46:00.869 --> 00:46:04.989
reading what she wrote, like, and just the perspective she
988
00:46:05.010 --> 00:46:07.280
put it in really, really saved me. And I just
989
00:46:07.320 --> 00:46:09.760
will forever be so grateful for those women for being
990
00:46:09.840 --> 00:46:13.639
willing to share what they were going through. And, um,
991
00:46:14.940 --> 00:46:19.739
that like, and I just, yeah, like we'll never understand
992
00:46:19.820 --> 00:46:24.199
like why, uh, anybody would call somebody fat to begin with,
993
00:46:24.280 --> 00:46:28.969
like why people think that's okay. Um, And yeah, it's
994
00:46:29.110 --> 00:46:31.730
crazy because it was really tough for me in order
995
00:46:31.769 --> 00:46:33.670
to get out of it. It really took a lot
996
00:46:33.710 --> 00:46:36.360
of like just opening up to all my friends. Like
997
00:46:36.659 --> 00:46:40.260
one of my best friends, Danielle, I said to her
998
00:46:40.360 --> 00:46:42.079
one time, I was like, you know, the only reason
999
00:46:42.119 --> 00:46:45.820
I'm vegan is because I think that it's keeping me skinny.
1000
00:46:45.880 --> 00:46:47.380
And I just told her that one day and she
1001
00:46:47.400 --> 00:46:48.940
was like, what the fuck? And like the more I
1002
00:46:48.940 --> 00:46:52.780
started to like open up to people, it like suddenly
1003
00:46:52.820 --> 00:46:55.219
it like just all came down. And like, yeah, I
1004
00:46:55.260 --> 00:46:57.920
was like, would was like so weird with it, but
1005
00:46:57.940 --> 00:47:00.329
I would always like disguise it under this thing of like, oh,
1006
00:47:00.369 --> 00:47:03.170
I'm just being really healthy. And like, all I ate
1007
00:47:03.210 --> 00:47:06.389
today was just one green juice, because it's just so healthy.
1008
00:47:06.469 --> 00:47:09.650
And like, I'm just being healthy. And like, and yeah,
1009
00:47:09.670 --> 00:47:12.570
it was weird. And like, what was extra weird was
1010
00:47:12.630 --> 00:47:15.469
when I stopped it, because something that I had to
1011
00:47:15.510 --> 00:47:21.519
do was like, stop all of my just food obsession,
1012
00:47:21.539 --> 00:47:24.119
like I had to stop being vegan. And once I
1013
00:47:24.179 --> 00:47:27.019
stopped being vegan and stopped all of like the calorie
1014
00:47:27.059 --> 00:47:30.929
counting and everything, I actually weirdly like my body like
1015
00:47:30.989 --> 00:47:34.829
became so much more toned and I have like a
1016
00:47:35.010 --> 00:47:37.750
way nicer body now because I don't know what the
1017
00:47:37.789 --> 00:47:39.630
fuck it was doing before, but I was just miserable
1018
00:47:39.710 --> 00:47:42.090
and just not treating my body well. And now that
1019
00:47:42.130 --> 00:47:45.250
I literally don't count a single calorie and just eat
1020
00:47:45.269 --> 00:47:47.869
whatever I want and just do absolutely anything I want,
1021
00:47:48.329 --> 00:47:50.690
my body actually looks better than it has my whole
1022
00:47:50.849 --> 00:47:54.219
fucking life. And I'm way more toned. Like now I
1023
00:47:54.260 --> 00:47:56.590
have abs for the first time in my life, even
1024
00:47:56.610 --> 00:47:59.510
though I'm eating literally whatever I want. Like I don't
1025
00:47:59.929 --> 00:48:02.469
stop myself from eating anything. I do not restrict my
1026
00:48:02.530 --> 00:48:06.349
diet whatsoever. But like back when I did, I like
1027
00:48:06.429 --> 00:48:08.769
weighed more than this. I don't know. I don't know
1028
00:48:08.789 --> 00:48:10.679
what that was about. And that's why I think a
1029
00:48:10.719 --> 00:48:12.659
lot of people don't even think that I went through
1030
00:48:12.679 --> 00:48:15.500
an eating disorder because of the fact that I'm skinny now,
1031
00:48:15.659 --> 00:48:18.039
skinnier now than I was then, even though I was
1032
00:48:18.059 --> 00:48:20.659
starving myself and I would purposely only eat 200 calories
1033
00:48:20.719 --> 00:48:22.980
in a day. I remember it. I was there in,
1034
00:48:23.119 --> 00:48:24.699
you know, it was different then.
1035
00:48:24.900 --> 00:48:27.059
I also think it's really helpful for you to talk
1036
00:48:27.099 --> 00:48:31.219
about how when you actualize it verbally to someone else
1037
00:48:31.280 --> 00:48:33.179
other than yourself and you say it to a friend,
1038
00:48:33.739 --> 00:48:36.019
it helps you almost put in perspective when you're saying
1039
00:48:36.039 --> 00:48:38.800
it out loud. Like, oh, well, maybe that's not as
1040
00:48:38.960 --> 00:48:42.070
like healthy as. Maybe I'm not as healthy as I thought.
1041
00:48:42.150 --> 00:48:44.489
And having friends around you and peers, like, opening up
1042
00:48:44.530 --> 00:48:47.730
to them, that just seems like such a positive way
1043
00:48:47.769 --> 00:48:52.030
to begin possibly recognizing, like, hey, maybe I should reach
1044
00:48:52.090 --> 00:48:54.269
out for help. And a lot of times friends are
1045
00:48:54.309 --> 00:48:56.369
going to be so fucking supportive.
1046
00:48:56.469 --> 00:48:59.530
Yeah, completely. Yeah, and just saying that to her and
1047
00:48:59.550 --> 00:49:01.409
just the way that she, like, reacted to that was
1048
00:49:01.449 --> 00:49:04.130
just like, whoa, like, you look amazing. And she always
1049
00:49:04.170 --> 00:49:08.610
is so supportive of me and, like, just– Yeah. I
1050
00:49:08.650 --> 00:49:10.880
guess just putting that out there and just having, getting
1051
00:49:10.909 --> 00:49:14.460
other people's perspective. Cause it all started when this agent
1052
00:49:14.500 --> 00:49:17.230
that I had when I was in porn said to
1053
00:49:17.289 --> 00:49:19.989
my face that I was fat. He said, everyone says it.
1054
00:49:20.030 --> 00:49:22.750
you're fat and the fastest way to lose weight is
1055
00:49:22.769 --> 00:49:25.579
by not eating And he said that to me and
1056
00:49:25.599 --> 00:49:28.239
I was like, what the fuck? Like, and then, yeah,
1057
00:49:28.260 --> 00:49:30.539
it just turned into an eating disorder. And like, cause
1058
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:32.059
I was so young at the time. He said that
1059
00:49:32.079 --> 00:49:34.030
to me when I was 18 and it was so
1060
00:49:34.119 --> 00:49:37.449
fucking freaky because no one, my whole life had ever
1061
00:49:37.730 --> 00:49:39.250
said that I was fat. And then like, just, and
1062
00:49:39.269 --> 00:49:41.829
then I just became an obsession. And then it wasn't
1063
00:49:41.889 --> 00:49:47.139
even until like June, 2020 that I made that decision
1064
00:49:47.179 --> 00:49:50.449
of like, okay, I'm actually like, going to take every
1065
00:49:50.510 --> 00:49:53.190
single advice that I've found, like from these podcasts, from
1066
00:49:53.250 --> 00:49:56.639
these journalists, from every person who's written about recovering from
1067
00:49:56.679 --> 00:49:59.659
an eating disorder. And I'm going to take that advice
1068
00:49:59.699 --> 00:50:02.659
and actually put it into motion now. And I am
1069
00:50:03.019 --> 00:50:05.699
so glad I did. It completely changed my life. Like
1070
00:50:05.800 --> 00:50:07.980
literally completely changed your life. Cause it's crazy how much
1071
00:50:08.039 --> 00:50:10.940
it like takes up your brain. Like I was literally
1072
00:50:10.980 --> 00:50:12.719
going crazy over it.
1073
00:50:12.780 --> 00:50:17.119
Like anyone listening that's struggled or is struggling, like having
1074
00:50:17.179 --> 00:50:20.469
someone like you open up about that, it just actualizes
1075
00:50:20.510 --> 00:50:23.150
like you can get help and you sitting here being like,
1076
00:50:23.269 --> 00:50:26.389
I feel like better than I've ever felt. That's really
1077
00:50:26.750 --> 00:50:30.429
helpful and inspiring for anyone listening, whatever they're dealing with.
1078
00:50:30.449 --> 00:50:30.730
Yeah.
1079
00:50:30.829 --> 00:50:31.090
Yeah.
1080
00:50:31.150 --> 00:50:34.449
No, it completely forever. And I, I'm always a huge
1081
00:50:34.489 --> 00:50:37.809
supporter and like professional mental health help. Cause we always
1082
00:50:37.849 --> 00:50:40.610
do it for like our like physical things, but I
1083
00:50:40.820 --> 00:50:43.840
literally think it will actually change your life. Getting like
1084
00:50:43.880 --> 00:50:46.639
professional mental health help for like anything at all.
1085
00:50:47.039 --> 00:50:47.239
Yeah.
1086
00:50:47.780 --> 00:50:50.280
Are you currently single or in a relationship?
1087
00:50:50.300 --> 00:50:53.380
I am single and it's good. I like to be single.
1088
00:50:53.739 --> 00:50:57.820
I like to just, yeah, just be able to do
1089
00:50:57.840 --> 00:50:58.440
whatever I want.
1090
00:50:58.659 --> 00:51:00.489
What intimidates you in the bedroom?
1091
00:51:02.869 --> 00:51:05.070
Tattoos. Really?
1092
00:51:06.090 --> 00:51:07.449
You're like, I'm terrified.
1093
00:51:08.269 --> 00:51:11.909
Wait, they just like scare you? Sometimes I've been like
1094
00:51:11.949 --> 00:51:15.199
fucking on some dudes and they will have these tattoos
1095
00:51:15.219 --> 00:51:17.800
and And I'll be like, whoa, I didn't know that
1096
00:51:17.820 --> 00:51:20.239
you had a tiger there. You know what I mean?
1097
00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:22.559
Look at that thing. I've like hooked up with a
1098
00:51:22.579 --> 00:51:25.949
guy that had literally like, like a Pokemon character, like
1099
00:51:26.010 --> 00:51:30.409
right by his dick. And I truly wouldn't have expected this.
1100
00:51:30.449 --> 00:51:32.130
And then I like ripped off his pants to suck
1101
00:51:32.150 --> 00:51:32.550
his dick.
1102
00:51:32.570 --> 00:51:36.880
And I was like, oh, hello there. Like, Wow. That's interesting.
1103
00:51:36.900 --> 00:51:37.019
Yeah.
1104
00:51:37.039 --> 00:51:40.360
People have some crazy tattoos, especially the ones that they
1105
00:51:40.409 --> 00:51:43.159
dare to put there. Like, I don't know. And also
1106
00:51:43.179 --> 00:51:46.010
it's such a turnoff to me when people like will
1107
00:51:46.070 --> 00:51:48.269
tattoo themselves of like, oh yeah. So like when I'm
1108
00:51:48.289 --> 00:51:50.349
hooking up with somebody, I'm just like you fucking whore.
1109
00:51:50.389 --> 00:51:51.409
Like how, you know what I mean?
1110
00:51:51.429 --> 00:51:53.769
Like you needed to put something right above your vagina
1111
00:51:53.809 --> 00:51:55.889
or like, like this was for when you fuck.
1112
00:51:56.070 --> 00:51:59.329
For like when you like and again you're like that
1113
00:51:59.369 --> 00:52:01.789
you it's gonna be with so many different people like
1114
00:52:02.130 --> 00:52:04.230
so many different people and it's so many times for
1115
00:52:04.269 --> 00:52:05.710
the first time.
1116
00:52:05.329 --> 00:52:09.050
Did they like get so excited i'm like bruh i
1117
00:52:09.070 --> 00:52:13.030
do porn and i wanna do that shit bro like Dude.
1118
00:52:13.050 --> 00:52:15.750
That's so funny. I always think it's crazy when people
1119
00:52:15.769 --> 00:52:17.929
do that stuff. I'm like, whoa, man.
1120
00:52:17.969 --> 00:52:19.929
Because you know they're waiting for that reveal moment on
1121
00:52:19.949 --> 00:52:20.599
that first fuck.
1122
00:52:20.619 --> 00:52:22.960
And you're like, do you see it? And it's like,
1123
00:52:23.019 --> 00:52:24.860
how do they get off on that? Yeah, that shit's
1124
00:52:24.940 --> 00:52:28.260
so intimidating. Okay, so you don't like tattoos. Don't love them.
1125
00:52:28.280 --> 00:52:28.900
Do you have any?
1126
00:52:28.960 --> 00:52:31.940
No, I have no tattoos. And I'm also not related
1127
00:52:31.980 --> 00:52:34.940
to anybody who has tattoos, which is interesting. Like, I just...
1128
00:52:35.219 --> 00:52:35.719
Tattoos are.
1129
00:52:36.179 --> 00:52:36.559
Yeah.
1130
00:52:36.659 --> 00:52:43.389
It depends on anything. I bet. No, nobody like I was,
1131
00:52:43.570 --> 00:52:45.590
I never grew up around anyone with tattoos. So that
1132
00:52:45.650 --> 00:52:48.469
why like coming to LA and like so many people
1133
00:52:48.510 --> 00:52:50.989
have tattoos and if they're like, people are like shocked
1134
00:52:51.030 --> 00:52:53.730
that I don't have tattoos. Like they're like, how, like,
1135
00:52:53.769 --> 00:52:56.130
what are you religious or something? And it's like, no,
1136
00:52:56.170 --> 00:52:59.110
it's not a religious thing. Like I just don't, why
1137
00:52:59.159 --> 00:53:01.480
would I put like a snake there? You know?
1138
00:53:02.219 --> 00:53:05.610
Definitely don't need a snake. Definitely don't need an infinity sign.
1139
00:53:05.889 --> 00:53:10.030
Oh, God, no. A snake and an infinity symbol? Oh, no.
1140
00:53:10.050 --> 00:53:11.750
Have you ever heard of sugar daddy?
1141
00:53:12.289 --> 00:53:16.389
Yeah, totally. How was that? They were all really nice, actually.
1142
00:53:16.409 --> 00:53:18.909
They were lovely people. Oh, my God. How did you
1143
00:53:18.929 --> 00:53:22.159
meet them? Seeking arrangements? No, I met them all, like, personally,
1144
00:53:22.179 --> 00:53:25.139
because they would basically be, like, they would want to
1145
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:28.559
find me. They would find me, like, through the grapevine,
1146
00:53:28.599 --> 00:53:32.030
more or less. It would just be some person in L.A. that, like,
1147
00:53:32.510 --> 00:53:34.150
would meet me through other people.
1148
00:53:34.170 --> 00:53:34.250
Okay.
1149
00:53:34.480 --> 00:53:36.280
Did you ever have a situation? What do people call it?
1150
00:53:36.280 --> 00:53:38.199
It's like, like someone wants to be treated like your,
1151
00:53:38.239 --> 00:53:41.250
I'm like your cash pig or whatever. Like where they like.
1152
00:53:41.309 --> 00:53:41.829
I pay pig.
1153
00:53:41.849 --> 00:53:42.050
Yeah.
1154
00:53:42.150 --> 00:53:43.150
I pay pig for years.
1155
00:53:43.989 --> 00:53:45.110
So did you even have to fuck him?
1156
00:53:45.130 --> 00:53:45.190
No.
1157
00:53:46.050 --> 00:53:47.750
And he just fucking gets you shit. And don't you
1158
00:53:47.769 --> 00:53:49.929
have to like make him feel like shit about himself? Yeah.
1159
00:53:49.969 --> 00:53:52.090
Just like make him know he's like my fucking pay pig.
1160
00:53:52.130 --> 00:53:54.210
And that's like just what he was fucking meant for.
1161
00:53:54.369 --> 00:53:56.090
What is the nicest thing you got out of having
1162
00:53:56.130 --> 00:53:56.730
a sugar daddy?
1163
00:53:57.110 --> 00:54:01.650
Um, the nicest thing, uh, probably like just money. I
1164
00:54:01.670 --> 00:54:03.679
was always kind of like a money guy and just like,
1165
00:54:03.719 --> 00:54:06.539
I like trips and stuff. Sometimes I never really went
1166
00:54:06.719 --> 00:54:08.579
out of the country with the sugar daddy. I would
1167
00:54:08.599 --> 00:54:10.860
just kind of go around like those boop around the States.
1168
00:54:11.239 --> 00:54:13.389
It was cool. I saw some good stuff. What is
1169
00:54:13.449 --> 00:54:13.969
next for you?
1170
00:54:14.110 --> 00:54:17.690
Were your family and everyone, what did they say about Euphoria?
1171
00:54:17.769 --> 00:54:20.750
What was their reaction? They all said that it was amazing.
1172
00:54:20.789 --> 00:54:24.889
They all reacted really well to it. They were all
1173
00:54:24.949 --> 00:54:29.130
really proud and really happy for me. It was really
1174
00:54:29.210 --> 00:54:32.889
shocking to them to see someone in their family make
1175
00:54:32.929 --> 00:54:36.289
it into Hollywood. It was mind-blowing to them. But I think...
1176
00:54:37.360 --> 00:54:40.659
stranger things have happened. So it was just, they think
1177
00:54:40.699 --> 00:54:42.820
it's crazy, but yeah, they're really proud of me.
1178
00:54:43.079 --> 00:54:46.099
That's so fucking exciting. Like I can't even imagine like
1179
00:54:46.280 --> 00:54:49.159
every fucking person is watching that show. And so for
1180
00:54:49.219 --> 00:54:51.480
you to just like, so casually pop the fuck up
1181
00:54:51.519 --> 00:54:56.090
and like, especially your character, you're captivating on screen. And
1182
00:54:56.510 --> 00:54:58.710
I remember the minute I saw you, I was like,
1183
00:54:58.809 --> 00:55:00.269
who the fuck is this bitch?
1184
00:55:00.550 --> 00:55:01.429
She's fire.
1185
00:55:01.590 --> 00:55:05.650
And you're so beautiful. So talented. Like I am so
1186
00:55:05.710 --> 00:55:07.650
excited to see where your career takes you.
1187
00:55:07.710 --> 00:55:08.139
Thank you.
1188
00:55:08.179 --> 00:55:08.320
Yeah.
1189
00:55:08.360 --> 00:55:11.579
I'm really hoping to just play many more roles and
1190
00:55:11.619 --> 00:55:15.139
just be, you know, more beloved characters completely.
1191
00:55:15.739 --> 00:55:17.389
Chloe, thank you so much for coming on.
1192
00:55:17.400 --> 00:55:19.820
Call her daddy. This was fun. Yes, this was so fun.
1193
00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:20.849
I'm so glad you had me.
1194
00:55:20.949 --> 00:55:22.190
The daddy gang is going to love you.
1195
00:55:22.530 --> 00:55:25.610
Yes. I love them. I really like this podcast. Actually,
1196
00:55:25.630 --> 00:55:27.210
I've listened to a lot of it. You've had some
1197
00:55:27.289 --> 00:55:30.960
like really interesting guests. I like your taste in people. Like, um,
1198
00:55:31.389 --> 00:55:34.869
You had this one guy on, this was fascinating, the
1199
00:55:34.909 --> 00:55:39.130
guy who was like the gay guy that was on
1200
00:55:39.150 --> 00:55:41.409
The Bachelor. That was so fascinating.
1201
00:55:41.429 --> 00:55:44.260
That was such a controversial episode. Everyone was like sending
1202
00:55:44.280 --> 00:55:44.920
me death threats.
1203
00:55:44.940 --> 00:55:45.599
Really?
1204
00:55:45.619 --> 00:55:47.380
Yeah, they're like, how dare you have this person on?
1205
00:55:47.440 --> 00:55:50.500
I thought it was fascinating because it's such a weird
1206
00:55:50.559 --> 00:55:54.219
perspective that also is kind of a, that guy reminds
1207
00:55:54.239 --> 00:55:55.980
me a little bit of the kind of person that
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like Cal, Nate's dad, is in Euphoria.
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Yeah.
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He kind of is that same guy. That's like a
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man that's like in the closet and like, it's disrupting
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things around him and like all these things, you know, like, um, yeah,
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that I thought was really interesting. And like, that's a
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really good comparison. And I love what you did. Like
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Lana Rhodes, like.
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She's fucking iconic. I wish her the best, like her
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with her new baby. Like she's thriving.
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Yeah.
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There's been some amazing people that I've met through this.
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That's why it's so dope to be able to like
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sit down and like long form and just chat. And, um,
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I think it translates into the podcast. Like people feel
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so connected when I'm just sitting down. Cause I'm like,
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I'm going to ask the questions. I hope everyone listening
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wants to hear. Cause I want to hear it. And
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I'm interested in everyone I sit down with.
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So especially you, Chloe. Oh, thank you so much. Thank
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you for having me. You're amazing too. Thank you.
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What is up, Daddy Gang? It is your founding father,
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Alex Cooper, with.
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Call Her Daddy.
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Chloe Cherry, welcome to Call Her Daddy.
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Thank you for having me. I'm so excited that you're
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in my house right now. I'm so excited to be here.
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This is so exciting to me.
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Your outfit is iconic.
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Thank you. I was going for iconic. I was going
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for rainbow. I was going for marshmallow colors.
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Oh, and the nails are matching.
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Yeah, yeah, actually, I have it all matching. This is
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really my preferred way to dress, just like all my
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favorite colors on me at once.
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Life for Chloe Cherry right now is going pretty well.
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Yeah, it's been crazy. Thank you so much. It's been amazing.
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I'm so deeply grateful for all these opportunities. It's a
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dream come true, and I couldn't be more excited and
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grateful for it all.
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Let's talk euphoria. What was it like to join the
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cast of the basically biggest show in the world?
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Dude, it was crazy. Like imagine just being a fan
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of something, anything. And they're like, Hey, do you want
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to come do it with us? And you're just like, what?
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You know, like imagine that that's just unreal to be
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a fan of something, then be invited to like be
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a part of it. Cause I was a huge fan
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of it. Like the first season, I loved it. And
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I remember when my friend first told me to watch
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the show, she was like, you got to watch euphoria.
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And I remember my response at first was, I don't
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know if I want to watch something about high school.
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Like that's not really what I'm into anymore. Um, And
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then I saw it and I was like, oh, it's
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not about high school. It's really very interesting. And I
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was such a huge fan and I immediately followed all
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the actors. I thought they were so good. I thought
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everyone that worked on it was so talented. I thought
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it was one of the greatest things I had seen
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in so long. And then I met like everybody in
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the cast and I remember meeting like Jacob and like
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Sydney and Zendaya and everybody. And they were all so nice.
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Drake was so nice. Like everyone was like so nice
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and so friendly and so welcoming. They were like, oh,
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we're so excited to have you here. And it was awesome.
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It was like, it was crazy because of, they were,
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to me at that time, they were like the biggest
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celebrities to exist ever, ever.
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Let's play marry, fuck, kill. Obviously to the characters, not
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the actors. Nate, Maddie, and Cassie.
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Oh, marry, fuck, kill. Marry Maddie, fuck Cassie, kill Nate.
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Dude that was my exact fucking answer i was doing
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with my team prior and i was like absolutely mary maddie.
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I want to like look into the camera make.
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Sure everyone knows mary maddie always fuck cassie and kill nate.
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I mean yeah yeah.
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Season two started in episode one we right away are
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introduced to your character fay and we learned that she
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uses heroin yes and Within seconds of meeting your character,
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you're shooting up in the backseat. How did you prepare
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for that scene?
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Kind of trying to get into this thing because I
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have never like injected anything into myself and just kind
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of getting to this headspace of like wanting to inject
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yourself with something that's not like normal, you know, like
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you normally would. you'd always be too scared to do that.
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But to be in that headspace, we're just wanting this
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thing so badly that I'll just stab myself.
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Yeah.
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How did you get discovered for this role?
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This is what Sam tells me. Sam says that he
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watched my Instagram story. He just thought that I like
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could have been good for the character. Cause my Instagram story,
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it's like, I mean, I don't know what to say.
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It's just me doing me. It's just me living my life.
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Think of my thoughts, feeling my feelings. And he liked it.
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He was like, this girl's entertaining.
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You never know who's watching you on the internet.
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Never.
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Give it your best bet.
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Every time, every time you post that story, give it
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your best foot forward.
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Cause potentially you could be next on euphoria.
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Guys.
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Chloe and I both grew up in good old Pennsylvania
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in high school. You know how people give like superlatives,
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like most likely to like live in their mom's basement
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or that's a negative one, but like be the best athlete.
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What would you, what would your peers have picked for
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you as a superlative?
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Like probably, um, most likely to be on TV. Cause
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I used to do the morning announcements.
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Give us a little rendition.
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I used to be like, be like, good morning. And
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then I'd say my, And they would be like, good morning,
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Chloe Cherry here with the morning announcements. And I would
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do it every morning. People loved it. And then they would, like,
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come up to me in the hallway and be like, oh,
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my God, you did the announcements.
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Oh, maybe you're the announcement girl.
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Yeah, they liked it. People liked it. And that's, I think,
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when I first got a taste for, like, oh, I
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want to be, like, a performer of some kind. That's
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what I'm good at.
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So for anyone listening, prior to being scouted for Euphoria,
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like you mentioned, Chloe starred in over 200 adult films
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and has over 125 million views on Pornhub.
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Yes, yes, yes. Tremendous. Thank you so much. Chef's kiss.
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Fuck yeah.
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Yeah, so I was a porn star for many years.
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I worked very hard in that industry.
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Is there anything when you look back that you didn't
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like about working in porn?
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I guess the only thing that sucks about working in
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porn is just the way that people will like treat
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you you know outside of the industry and just the
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way that suddenly like my friends that I was friends
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with in high school didn't want to be friends anymore
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because they thought that I was gonna fuck their boyfriend
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it's like I don't want anything to do with your
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boyfriend or anything you know these weird ideas that people
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would get about you I think that was the only
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bad thing about it was like stuff like that that
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people thought that you were like you know just this
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thick just because you were on this way on camera
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that like you were actually gonna be like or just
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I don't know and it's like it was really odd
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to me that I lost like a lot of like
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female friends cause they thought that they, I couldn't be
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around them or like something, you know, like, um.
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Did they say that to you?
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Yeah. Well that, and like, or their boyfriend would say, no,
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you can't hang out with her. Or like, and they
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actually would listen to him, which I think is the
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craziest part. Yeah. Yeah, exactly. And it was just insane.
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The judgment that people had that will forever blow my mind.
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Even what like my own mother said to me was
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probably the most hurtful words ever Out of anybody I've
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ever met was probably what my own mother said to
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me about being a porn star. And I will never
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comprehend how any person, you know, no one chose to
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be born and we definitely did not choose to have
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to work to live. So a job is all about
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what kind of day that you can get through. So
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if somebody is out there getting through a day that
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you can't get through, then just look the other way.
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Why spew this hatred? The world is already so hard
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to live in. We're already like existence is already so tough.
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Like why spew this hatred onto people just because of
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somebody's trying to just get through life, you know?
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What did your mom say to you?
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She just said that my mom said to me that
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sex work is the lowest thing a person can do.
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And that's like the one thing that I'll share that
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I disagree with so deeply. And I don't know if
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there's other people out there that agree with that. But
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I think that trying to put down your own family
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is lower, you know?
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Well, cause you got to put yourself first at the
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end of the day, like family is family unless family
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is not accepting of you and you haven't done anything wrong.
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Yeah. And it's not, I'm still very close. Like my family,
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you know, my family is a lot more than my mom. Um,
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and I'm still very close with them, but it's just, yeah,
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I don't really have like friends in Pennsylvania anymore, but
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it's just kind of like what happens like, um, when
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you leave.
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And sometimes you have to choose yourself.
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You totally do just completely have to choose yourself.
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Like, bye, Pennsylvania. Something that I always said. You're not
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allowed back. They're going to be like, fuck you both.
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Like, we don't care. You guys are officially banned, both
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of you, from Pennsylvania. We can be each other's friends
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from Pennsylvania, Chloe. We don't have any.
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Yes.
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We're together. Went to Hohen, LA to make a friend
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from Pennsylvania. Fuck.
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Okay, so going back to kind of like when you
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were younger, what age did you start exploring your sexuality?
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Probably started, like, I remember my first boyfriend when I
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was 16. I wanted to have sex with him so badly,
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but he wasn't ready. I felt like in my exploring
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my sexuality, I was always, like, leading the guy i
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was like hey we should do something come on you're like.
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Show me the dick he's like no till marriage yeah
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um give us your virginity story when did you lose your.
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Oh my god that was so funny so the boy
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who Wouldn't have sex with you?
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Yeah.
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So he invited me camping and I was like, duh,
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God damn it. I'm going to go just because I
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have a feeling that we could be alone. We could fuck.
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In the woods, Chloe? Yeah, yeah, in the woods. I mean,
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I wanted something. Like, I just, I don't know. And
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I do this to this day. I wanted to fuck
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him just because he said, just because he, like, wouldn't, like,
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do it. So I was like, God, no, I want
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to so badly. And I'm like, I just want to
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so badly. Just because I, like, asked him and have
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him be like, oh, I'm not ready. And then it's like, oh,
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now I'm just building it up. It's so weird.
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It's because we just want what we can't have. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
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So I remember I really wanted him and I, uh,
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we went camping, but I remember we did have sex
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in a tent and I'm so glad that it was
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like that, that like my first memory of sex was
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like in a tent and really trying to be quiet.
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Like it's so horny. Was it good? Uh, yeah, I
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think so. I just remember that we like did, um,
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it was like, We were we did like anal too.
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And it was like very just the hottest thing in
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the world to me.
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Had you ever had something in your butt prior?
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Yeah, from me, but not like dicks. I was like
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wanting to do that and it was really good I
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was like so about it and it was like so
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different than like the way that I guess people describe
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like losing your virginity of like that the guy is
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like the one all excited but I was one that
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was super confident super excited and it was like yeah
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it was so great but it was it was cool
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to like be really wanting to like fuck The guy, like,
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finally getting it.
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Yeah, and you're like, finally, not only I got it,
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but I popped both cherries at the same time.
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Yeah, I was just a really horny person. I still am.
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Was just a very, very horny person.
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How did you make the decision to enter the porn industry?
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I just thought that it was, like... I don't know.
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I guess I just thought, you know, it's either do
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it or, like... have not done it and i just
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was like you know yolo you only live.
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Once let's go drake yolo wait but dude did you
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know anyone in the industry or like how because you
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started at 18 right.
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No i didn't know anybody in the industry i literally
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just was like i wanted to do okay this sounds
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fake but i had wanted to do it for so
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long and then i kept trying to convince myself no No, no,
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you're going to do something regular. You're going to be
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like a therapist or something. And then it was funny
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because I was like, once I got, when I was 17,
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I was actually thinking about college and what I was
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going to do. I was like, shit, what does it
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actually take to be a porn star? What are porn
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stars doing? What is a day in the life of
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a porn star like? And I was able to go
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on social media by that time. And actually, you can
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see porn stars on social media and what their life
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is like. And that's when I started to really consider, like,
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that actually is a way more viable thing than going
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to college for me. Like, that I'm going to actually
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excel in. Let's go to, like, your first shoot. How
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were you feeling? I was, like, so comfortable and so
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ready for it. Like, honestly, I swear, there's this term
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called born for porn. And it's when people, you just
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are able to do it. Like, how some people are
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just able to, like, open up their mouth and sing
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a song really well you know like some people just
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have these like skills these just talents that they just
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have this ability to do this i was super comfortable.
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Had you filmed like any amateur stuff prior dude so
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you just walked onto a fucking set and just like
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yeah i.
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Wanted that to be like my first release yeah i
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like had it like and no nerves No, not at all.
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It's like talking about an acting set. Like I'm, it's
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not even porn. It could be anything like that that
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you've never done. You just walk in and you just fucking,
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what did, did you crush it? Do you like, totally.
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Did you, did you ever watch it back?
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Yeah, I've watched a lot of them back. I mean,
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I always just had a natural ability to do it
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and perform. I've always just had, yeah, an ability to
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like just perform.
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How did you come up with your stage name?
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Chloe Cherry. It is a stage name. My whole life.
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I thought that Chloe was a better name for me
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because one time when I was a kid, I was
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in the car with my mom and I said, what
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did you almost name me? And she goes, Oh, Jessica, Jennifer, Chloe.
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And I was like, Chloe, that is adorable. Like that
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is so much better. Bitch. Why didn't you do that?
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So I ended up having like an obsession with that name.
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And I always wish that I, my name was Chloe.
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And then eventually I was like, Oh yeah, it's my
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stage name. A thousand percent is Chloe. Cause it's what
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I always wish my name was. So it feels like
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just another dream that I get to live is being
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named Chloe. And you're like, well now, and also there
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was a, the blonde brat stall was named Chloe and
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that always like inspired me.
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Yeah.
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Yeah. And she was just the one blonde one. Yeah.
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That was my, and that's another thing of like when
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people say like, You know, like your journey with your lips.
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A lot of it was inspired by the blonde brats
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named Chloe.
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Nuh-uh.
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We walked me through that. I guess just the brats
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were like my first... You know, your first introduction to
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glamour and when people ask what makes you what originally
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made you want to like have big lips and have
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this like bimbo kind of look. And I would say
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the Bratz, the blonde Bratz named Chloe really inspired me originally.
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That's interesting to know that the Bratz doll was kind
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of the catalyst towards you being like, let's let's do
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the lips. Let's make it happen.
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Yeah, I think that was the original thought put in
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my head. Because for years and years, I would see
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so many big lips and really like them. And yeah,
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that was a really big, big inspiration for, yeah, that
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was the original.
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Do you ever watch or masturbate to your own porn?
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No, I never watch it. And you know what's weird
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is since doing porn, I no longer watch other people's porn.
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I no longer watch any porn at all. Interesting. Why
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do you think that is? Because all I see is
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that it's fake. Dude, I can't get even 1% horny
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from any porn on this planet. Because all I see
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are people doing a performance.
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You have to tell us how many girls are... What
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are they using to fake squirt some of those scenes?
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Oh, just drinking water, being very, very hydrated.
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Have you ever said no to a scene? I.
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Did sometimes there would be ones that are like a
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little bit too much like there's a lot of like
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performers that do some things that like I was never
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able to do like um squirting stuff I would usually
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say no to because it's so hard to.
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Like like how I don't know Chloe tell us how.
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Okay how squirting is done it's by drinking so much
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water like 10 water bottles and then just like peeing
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and just like because if while you're peeing if you
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like rub on it. It'll spray everywhere. And it's just pee.
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It's all just pee.
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One that's, I swear to God, every time girls have
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written in, I'm like, you fucking pee on.
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Yeah. And I just make it so the reason why
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I'm saying this is because of the fact that I
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know that guys out there are like, Oh, damn, baby. Like,
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I want to make you squirt. You're never going to
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make a woman squirt because squirting isn't real. It's literally
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something we have done and that they do in pornography.
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It's just something done in pornography as like a show thing.
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You know, it's just like to do for entertainment just
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because it looks crazy. It's just drinking a ton of
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water and And then peeing it all out. That's all
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it is. You heard it here. All it is, is
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drinking a ton of water and peeing it out. Squirting
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is fake. There's no such thing as squirting. And that
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I'm just saying it because of the fact that it's
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so fucking annoying to have dudes be like, damn, baby,
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I'm trying to make you squirt. It's not real. Squirting
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is fake. It's literally the way that like people do
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stunts in movies. It's fake.
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Yes.
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It is fake that guy didn't really actually get punched
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in the face like the squirt it's just pissing there's
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no and it's totally cool if you're if your.
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Guy's into that be like oh my god like you
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want me to squirt go get me a gallon of
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water and i'll.
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Yes yes no no exactly the next time that a
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guy guy's like damn baby i'm just trying to make
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you squirt like damn why don't you squirt be like
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okay like go get two gallons of water and i'll
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sit here and drink it and then we'll wait till
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i have to pee and then you'll put it in
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right in that moment and then i'll piss all over you.
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Thank you for clarifying. It makes me really happy that
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we're talking about this and we're setting it straight because
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it's women want to do it because they know men
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think it's hot and men only think it's hot because
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they've watched it in porn.
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They're trying to make money. They're trying to take your
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money because it's porn. It's a product. Guys, just hydrate.
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That's the moral of the story. Speaking of peeing, making
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sure I was doing my research, I had my team
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watch some of your videos. I personally didn't, unless you
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want me to, I'll do it after. But I'm going
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to break some of them down because you're iconic. What
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I found the most interesting was the pee videos.
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Oh, thank you. Actually, that was one of my favorite
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things to do in pornography as a pornographer. Can you
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explain what you're doing?
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Because this is not a golden shower.
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She's not peeing on anyone. She's literally solo mission.
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Yeah. Okay.
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So something that when I was like a pornography producer,
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just myself, and I would produce pornography of myself, one
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of my favorite videos to make was me peeing like
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out in public. Like I would go, I would be out,
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you know, I'm downtown, I'm getting some flowers and I'm
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going to sneak around this corner and pee in the
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back alley and take a video of it and people
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loved watching me pee all over LA and all over
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anywhere I went I would just pee outside or sometimes
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I would pee like at an interesting angle. Like I
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would be peeing like in the sink, like with my
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leg up, like, yeah. And I, it's, it makes for
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very interesting pornography.
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Why do you think they're turned on by you peeing?
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I think it's just because it's like something dirty, but
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it's also so real. Like it's so just like real,
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but it's so dirty, but it's also not, I'm just
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peeing like on the ground, which is like normal. Like
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I'm just peeing to go pee. So it doesn't like
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gross you out, but it, does some weird thing in
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your brain where humans do kind of like stuff that is, yes, exactly.
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Like the weird perversion of it that, um, it was,
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I would just call it a pee compilation where I
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would just make, it was just a compilation of me
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peeing and it was so simple to make, but it
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was literally, it was just this idea that like, um,
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a woman could be so beautiful that even her pee
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is beautiful, you know?
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Where the fuck did you get this idea?
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Did you get a request or did you see it?
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Like, how did you come up with it?
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I think it started from my friend had this series
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that he made that was, um, about like, um, it
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was about girls peeing and people really liked it. And
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I was like, Whoa, like that's so cool. Cause I
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love the feeling of going pee. Of course. Yeah. Great relief. Yeah.
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And I was like, you know, this would be, I'm
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going to do it anyway. And it's going to be good. And, um,
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people really like it this much than like, this is exactly,
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this is right up my alley because something that important
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that I always did is I didn't want to do
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anything that I wasn't already doing in my actual sex
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life or life in general. And that one just was
464
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so easy. And it was like fun because of You know,
465
00:21:43.630 --> 00:21:45.170
I already, I drink a lot of water, so I'm
466
00:21:45.210 --> 00:21:47.069
always peeing. It's perfect. Like, I'm squirting.
467
00:21:47.089 --> 00:21:49.369
I'm fucking peeing, everyone. I'm fucking black.
468
00:21:50.190 --> 00:21:52.890
Yeah, and that's, like, another thing of, like, I was
469
00:21:52.950 --> 00:21:55.809
kind of sick of all the squirting because of the
470
00:21:55.849 --> 00:21:58.410
fact that I was, like, this is so dumb. Right,
471
00:21:58.430 --> 00:22:01.410
it's not real. That I was, like, I'm just going
472
00:22:01.430 --> 00:22:03.450
to do peeing. Because if you guys really love all
473
00:22:03.470 --> 00:22:06.119
the water shooting out of the pussy, then I can
474
00:22:06.279 --> 00:22:07.140
provide that.
475
00:22:07.440 --> 00:22:09.380
Have you ever taken a video of yourself pooping?
476
00:22:09.400 --> 00:22:09.460
No.
477
00:22:09.759 --> 00:22:12.789
No. That, I would die. I think I would, too.
478
00:22:12.819 --> 00:22:17.250
For some reason, poop is so terrible. Why is it? Why?
479
00:22:17.269 --> 00:22:19.529
Like, literally, when I get so embarrassed around my boyfriend,
480
00:22:19.549 --> 00:22:20.230
I'm like, wait, why?
481
00:22:20.289 --> 00:22:23.670
Literally, don't want to poop in the same, like, neighborhood
482
00:22:23.730 --> 00:22:26.349
as my boyfriend. If I had one, you know, any
483
00:22:26.369 --> 00:22:26.750
time I have.
484
00:22:26.769 --> 00:22:29.150
Chloe's, like, rushing to the next state.
485
00:22:29.170 --> 00:22:29.240
Why?
486
00:22:29.750 --> 00:22:32.279
Why do I hate pooping? But peeing, I want to
487
00:22:32.299 --> 00:22:35.299
do it on video, you know? Like, but pooping, just
488
00:22:35.440 --> 00:22:38.140
don't want to ever do it. Ever, ever, ever again. Okay,
489
00:22:38.160 --> 00:22:39.329
that's good to know. I just want to never do it.
490
00:22:39.359 --> 00:22:40.660
And you've never shit on a guy from anal?
491
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No no no no because i would always like clean
492
00:22:43.539 --> 00:22:45.900
i have like also like uh just like it had
493
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like a clean butthole like it was just good like
494
00:22:48.390 --> 00:22:50.049
it wasn't.
495
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That is a really big flex like i have a
496
00:22:51.470 --> 00:22:52.509
clean butthole like.
497
00:22:52.650 --> 00:22:54.410
Yeah and i only know that because of what i
498
00:22:54.450 --> 00:22:56.890
was doing for a living but it was good i
499
00:22:57.150 --> 00:22:59.230
never had any gross stuff like that i would have
500
00:22:59.259 --> 00:22:59.920
lost my mind.
501
00:23:00.359 --> 00:23:03.680
Let's talk about the Roman showers. I personally have done this,
502
00:23:03.720 --> 00:23:06.319
but it was an accident. I threw up French onion
503
00:23:06.339 --> 00:23:08.019
soup all over my boyfriend's dick while I was sucking
504
00:23:08.059 --> 00:23:10.259
his dick. It was an awful experience. There was onion
505
00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:13.279
chunks all over him. Probably not the best dinner to
506
00:23:13.339 --> 00:23:16.859
have pre-sucking dick. Can you explain to people what a
507
00:23:16.900 --> 00:23:20.079
Roman shower is, though? So it's basically, in my experience,
508
00:23:20.119 --> 00:23:22.269
is when you would suck dick. Because I like to
509
00:23:22.349 --> 00:23:25.170
deep throat. It's when you deep throat until stuff comes out.
510
00:23:25.630 --> 00:23:27.750
So I would always deep throat.
511
00:23:28.650 --> 00:23:31.230
So much. It was my thing was a messy blow job.
512
00:23:32.130 --> 00:23:35.029
And sometimes that would just happen. Cause I was giving
513
00:23:35.369 --> 00:23:38.589
such deep throating. Like I would just shove the dick
514
00:23:38.670 --> 00:23:41.309
back in my throat and people loved it. They loved,
515
00:23:41.809 --> 00:23:43.490
they like, and I wouldn't even care if throw up
516
00:23:43.509 --> 00:23:47.829
came up because it showed how hard I was going. Yeah.
517
00:23:47.849 --> 00:23:50.390
Just the effort that I was putting in is what
518
00:23:50.410 --> 00:23:52.130
it showed. And people would see that and they liked that.
519
00:23:52.559 --> 00:23:54.420
It's the same thing as like when you're choking on it.
520
00:23:54.440 --> 00:23:56.839
Cause you're like, you're like, Oh my God. It's like,
521
00:23:56.859 --> 00:23:59.240
cause yeah, they like to see just going as hard
522
00:23:59.279 --> 00:24:01.740
as you possibly could. Does it ever turn you on
523
00:24:01.779 --> 00:24:02.839
to throw up on the deck?
524
00:24:05.099 --> 00:24:08.619
Um, I guess it's not, I don't even, maybe, I
525
00:24:08.859 --> 00:24:10.779
don't know. I haven't done it in so long. I mean,
526
00:24:10.859 --> 00:24:13.900
I do it in my like personal life now. Yeah.
527
00:24:13.920 --> 00:24:15.960
I guess it does a lot in my personal life,
528
00:24:16.029 --> 00:24:17.250
especially when the guy's like, Oh yeah.
529
00:24:17.309 --> 00:24:17.630
Yeah.
530
00:24:18.359 --> 00:24:20.160
Oh yeah. Keep doing that. I love that.
531
00:24:20.279 --> 00:24:22.440
When you were doing porn, did you prepare with like
532
00:24:22.480 --> 00:24:24.640
certain foods prior to throwing up on the dick?
533
00:24:24.849 --> 00:24:27.029
No, no. And same with anal. I didn't do any
534
00:24:27.569 --> 00:24:28.190
certain foods.
535
00:24:28.509 --> 00:24:29.710
Did you do any prep for anal?
536
00:24:30.529 --> 00:24:31.769
Just like an enema.
537
00:24:32.549 --> 00:24:35.049
Wait, tell us your number one sex tip to prepare
538
00:24:35.109 --> 00:24:35.569
for anal.
539
00:24:35.710 --> 00:24:36.470
An enema.
540
00:24:36.630 --> 00:24:37.329
Enema.
541
00:24:37.369 --> 00:24:38.930
Seriously. The day of or when you do it? An
542
00:24:38.950 --> 00:24:42.109
enema and then a lube shooter. Wait, when do you,
543
00:24:42.279 --> 00:24:44.859
what day do you do the enema? The five minutes
544
00:24:44.880 --> 00:24:47.730
before you're doing the, the anal you just want to
545
00:24:47.750 --> 00:24:50.299
get we do you just think then yeah and into
546
00:24:50.319 --> 00:24:53.630
the toilet and then it's empty then your butthole is empty.
547
00:24:54.420 --> 00:24:57.220
Okay, so ladies, did you hear that? That's actually really helpful.
548
00:24:57.240 --> 00:24:59.079
This is actually, okay, if you want to really know
549
00:24:59.099 --> 00:25:00.799
how to clean up, Randall, because I did it a lot.
550
00:25:00.839 --> 00:25:04.019
My butthole would be clean. We want to have clean
551
00:25:04.059 --> 00:25:07.740
buttholes like you, Chloe. You enema it out, and you
552
00:25:07.759 --> 00:25:09.220
want to do it a couple times. You fill your
553
00:25:09.259 --> 00:25:11.089
butthole with water and squirt it out in the toilet,
554
00:25:11.109 --> 00:25:14.130
and you keep filling your butthole with water with the enema,
555
00:25:14.589 --> 00:25:18.329
squirting it in the toilet until it squirts out clean water,
556
00:25:18.410 --> 00:25:20.549
and you'll be able to feel it. You'll feel empty
557
00:25:20.569 --> 00:25:23.680
down there. And just keep squirting it out until it's
558
00:25:23.799 --> 00:25:26.759
clean water. And then something you can do is you
559
00:25:26.779 --> 00:25:30.680
can take something called Imodium. It's spelled with an I-M-M-O-D-I-U-M.
560
00:25:31.880 --> 00:25:35.960
And it's this pill that just kind of stops. It's anti-diarrheal,
561
00:25:35.980 --> 00:25:38.430
but it'll just stop any leakage. So that way, once
562
00:25:38.470 --> 00:25:41.150
you do have it cleaned out, your body's not going
563
00:25:41.170 --> 00:25:44.910
to make more poop or anything. It's not going to
564
00:25:44.950 --> 00:25:48.390
keep digesting things. So you'll just completely stop your system,
565
00:25:48.410 --> 00:25:49.170
and it'll be empty.
566
00:25:49.190 --> 00:25:49.269
Okay.
567
00:25:49.910 --> 00:25:52.819
And then I would say use something called a lube shooter.
568
00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:55.279
You can get them on Amazon and it just puts
569
00:25:55.339 --> 00:25:57.440
lube like already deep in your butthole because your butthole
570
00:25:57.519 --> 00:26:00.839
doesn't naturally moisturize itself. So put a lube shooter of
571
00:26:00.940 --> 00:26:04.849
lube in your butthole. And then a butt plug is
572
00:26:04.869 --> 00:26:07.210
always good after putting in the lube and just putting
573
00:26:07.230 --> 00:26:09.210
a butt plug in and leaving the butt plug in
574
00:26:09.250 --> 00:26:11.430
for a while. And if you do all of that.
575
00:26:12.029 --> 00:26:14.930
you will love anal. And trust me, anyone could do
576
00:26:14.990 --> 00:26:16.880
anal after doing all that. Yeah.
577
00:26:16.960 --> 00:26:19.619
That is like a, that's like a self care routine
578
00:26:19.700 --> 00:26:22.160
prior to get the dick in there. That's actually kind.
579
00:26:21.960 --> 00:26:25.019
Of, no, that's how you have. That's how, if anyone's like, Oh,
580
00:26:25.079 --> 00:26:26.799
I hate anal. It's cause you just didn't do all
581
00:26:26.819 --> 00:26:27.680
of that before.
582
00:26:28.400 --> 00:26:30.440
Every time I've tried it with my boyfriend, I'm like, Oh, like,
583
00:26:30.519 --> 00:26:32.119
but I know I'm like, I haven't even shit today.
584
00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:33.960
Like no shit. I don't want a dick in my ass.
585
00:26:34.000 --> 00:26:36.349
I'm probably going to like shit on him. I wasn't
586
00:26:36.440 --> 00:26:39.470
prepping like, the chloe prep that she just gave us
587
00:26:39.509 --> 00:26:42.190
which i now know how to prepare for anal yeah
588
00:26:42.630 --> 00:26:46.369
um for people let's say that people are like first
589
00:26:46.410 --> 00:26:49.369
time trying anal is there a specific position you think
590
00:26:49.410 --> 00:26:50.049
is best.
591
00:26:49.829 --> 00:26:55.019
For anal spoon because it like relaxes you you're like
592
00:26:55.079 --> 00:26:59.779
relaxed on your side you're like pelvic muscles everything's relaxed
593
00:27:00.000 --> 00:27:02.160
and then you can just kind of really open yourself
594
00:27:02.220 --> 00:27:03.960
up and you can also like see it you guys
595
00:27:03.980 --> 00:27:06.970
can both like see what you're doing And that way
596
00:27:06.990 --> 00:27:09.349
you're just like relaxed and you don't want it to
597
00:27:09.390 --> 00:27:11.930
be like too much of one of you like having
598
00:27:11.970 --> 00:27:13.910
to put too much weight on it that, you know,
599
00:27:13.950 --> 00:27:15.130
that keeps you both just relaxed.
600
00:27:15.150 --> 00:27:18.430
Dude, I feel like girls sometimes do doggy as the
601
00:27:18.470 --> 00:27:19.450
first position for anal.
602
00:27:19.539 --> 00:27:22.359
Because they think that, oh, well, it's like my butthole
603
00:27:22.400 --> 00:27:25.900
is open, but I would recommend like relaxing your pelvic floor.
604
00:27:25.920 --> 00:27:27.539
Because I feel like that's the position. By either laying
605
00:27:27.559 --> 00:27:29.940
in missionary or in spoon. Yeah, you want to relax
606
00:27:29.960 --> 00:27:30.660
the pelvic floor.
607
00:27:31.079 --> 00:27:32.769
Have you ever had an anal orgasm?
608
00:27:33.430 --> 00:27:38.190
Yeah, for sure. Like my thing will always be penetration
609
00:27:38.269 --> 00:27:40.109
in any form. I love it.
610
00:27:40.750 --> 00:27:43.970
Is an ascasm better than a clitoral or vaginal orgasm?
611
00:27:43.990 --> 00:27:48.589
Do you think? No, I think the vaginal is the best.
612
00:27:48.789 --> 00:27:50.319
It is. Yeah. Okay.
613
00:27:50.579 --> 00:27:52.430
That's actually good to know. Cause I feel like I'm
614
00:27:52.450 --> 00:27:54.160
missing out on the ascasm, but.
615
00:27:54.059 --> 00:27:56.480
I'm also, well, it's different, but I think that the
616
00:27:56.519 --> 00:28:00.609
vaginal is the most intense. Like what can you.
617
00:28:00.569 --> 00:28:02.210
Tell i guess i can ask you this offline i
618
00:28:02.230 --> 00:28:04.170
was like what the fuck does it feel like.
619
00:28:04.029 --> 00:28:06.630
Is your butt all it is is your is the
620
00:28:06.670 --> 00:28:09.740
dick hitting your g-spot from the other side it's the
621
00:28:09.839 --> 00:28:12.259
same g-spot but it's just not as intense because again
622
00:28:12.339 --> 00:28:15.700
it's through your asshole it's like the same orgasm it's
623
00:28:15.740 --> 00:28:19.069
like it's just from the different uh different angle yeah.
624
00:28:19.190 --> 00:28:21.069
For someone that wants to try a dp for anyone
625
00:28:21.109 --> 00:28:24.190
that's listening there's no double penetration yeah how the fuck
626
00:28:25.390 --> 00:28:28.089
Do the two guys get situated?
627
00:28:28.109 --> 00:28:30.609
So you sit on the one guy facing him and
628
00:28:30.630 --> 00:28:34.609
then the other guy is like comes behind you like doggy.
629
00:28:34.630 --> 00:28:35.210
Got it.
630
00:28:35.289 --> 00:28:37.920
And one guy is sitting down on the couch and
631
00:28:37.940 --> 00:28:40.700
the other guy is standing or bed. You could be laying.
632
00:28:40.720 --> 00:28:44.059
It's easier on a couch usually. That's the best position
633
00:28:44.380 --> 00:28:47.400
or they can both be standing and like holding you
634
00:28:48.140 --> 00:28:50.349
and just coming from both sides. That's pretty even, but
635
00:28:50.369 --> 00:28:51.670
they have to be strong to do that.
636
00:28:51.690 --> 00:28:52.470
You've got to be strong.
637
00:28:52.529 --> 00:28:52.809
Yeah. Yeah.
638
00:28:53.279 --> 00:28:55.019
That one would be good. Which would be hot. Yeah.
639
00:28:55.160 --> 00:28:58.960
Have you ever had a guy, like, do DP? Like,
640
00:28:58.980 --> 00:29:00.119
be down to do a DP?
641
00:29:00.500 --> 00:29:02.720
I have, but I've never done it. But I do
642
00:29:02.809 --> 00:29:05.509
know that there's a lot of guys that wouldn't be
643
00:29:05.549 --> 00:29:07.869
down to have their dick that close to another guy's dick.
644
00:29:08.269 --> 00:29:08.859
And I.
645
00:29:09.589 --> 00:29:11.869
I respect that but I also think it's so hot
646
00:29:11.890 --> 00:29:14.650
when a guy is down for anything and would try
647
00:29:14.690 --> 00:29:16.730
anything and like I've even talked about it with my
648
00:29:16.769 --> 00:29:18.599
boyfriend like he's like if you wanted to have a
649
00:29:18.630 --> 00:29:20.559
threesome and another guy come in like I'm not gonna
650
00:29:20.599 --> 00:29:22.660
say no because I would be so down with another
651
00:29:22.700 --> 00:29:24.140
girl coming in so why the fuck would I not
652
00:29:24.220 --> 00:29:27.660
give you and so I think the DP situation I
653
00:29:27.680 --> 00:29:30.220
yeah I've had partners that are like I would be
654
00:29:30.220 --> 00:29:32.940
down which is I think a turn on to know
655
00:29:32.940 --> 00:29:37.029
that they're like down with their sexuality yeah i once
656
00:29:37.029 --> 00:29:39.849
had a guy that said he was down to do DP.
657
00:29:39.869 --> 00:29:42.009
We never got around to it, but yeah. You got
658
00:29:42.029 --> 00:29:43.430
to put it on the calendar. Yeah.
659
00:29:43.470 --> 00:29:45.130
You got to come back and let us know. Yeah.
660
00:29:45.170 --> 00:29:48.000
I mean, I did do DP in porn like countless times,
661
00:29:48.039 --> 00:29:51.920
but I, it's so rare that you find it impersonal
662
00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:54.259
in like your real life. Right. Yeah.
663
00:29:54.579 --> 00:29:58.930
You've filmed multiple gang bangs. What in those scenes was,
664
00:29:59.549 --> 00:30:00.930
turned you on about multiple people?
665
00:30:01.089 --> 00:30:04.250
Um, it was just, it's just like having like six,
666
00:30:04.450 --> 00:30:06.609
I always did them with like around like six guys.
667
00:30:07.109 --> 00:30:10.630
Cause that's like, what's doable. And like, um, it would
668
00:30:10.650 --> 00:30:12.920
just turn me on having like so many people like
669
00:30:12.940 --> 00:30:17.000
want to have me at once. Like having like, you know,
670
00:30:17.220 --> 00:30:19.940
people like just fucking you and just jerking off to you.
671
00:30:19.960 --> 00:30:22.240
And then someone's like fucking like the in-between parts of
672
00:30:22.289 --> 00:30:24.650
my toes and Like, that's how much they want to
673
00:30:24.710 --> 00:30:27.299
fuck me. They're fucking the in-between parts of my toes. Like,
674
00:30:27.519 --> 00:30:30.180
that is just so hot to, like, feel just like
675
00:30:30.660 --> 00:30:34.319
you're just so wanted that, like... They can't stop. Yeah,
676
00:30:34.339 --> 00:30:38.460
they just can't stop. And that their dicks are just
677
00:30:38.609 --> 00:30:41.829
hard and, like, yeah, they just want to go at
678
00:30:41.890 --> 00:30:46.410
you so hard. It's just such an intense experience. And then, like, constantly...
679
00:30:46.369 --> 00:30:48.450
And then like feeling, you know, the way that like
680
00:30:48.529 --> 00:30:50.369
sucking dick and like feels like a lot of work
681
00:30:50.390 --> 00:30:51.990
and like writing dick feels like a lot of work
682
00:30:52.049 --> 00:30:55.230
and like, but it's like fun. And like, um, just
683
00:30:55.319 --> 00:30:59.279
feeling that like times six of like how much work
684
00:30:59.339 --> 00:31:01.720
that you can make it. And like, it's very like overwhelming,
685
00:31:01.740 --> 00:31:03.519
but like fun, you know, adrenaline.
686
00:31:03.539 --> 00:31:03.920
Yes.
687
00:31:04.019 --> 00:31:04.980
Yes. Like it's like here we.
688
00:31:05.220 --> 00:31:08.619
Cause I'm assuming one penis is in your butt. One
689
00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:11.160
is in your vagina. One is in your hand, two
690
00:31:11.220 --> 00:31:12.359
or one is.
691
00:31:12.329 --> 00:31:15.319
In your mouth. One's in between my toes. You do
692
00:31:15.339 --> 00:31:18.869
have a big mouth. Yeah, I have totally done that.
693
00:31:18.890 --> 00:31:20.549
I would do anything I could come up with in
694
00:31:20.569 --> 00:31:23.390
the moment. You know what I mean? Just pulling, twisting,
695
00:31:23.410 --> 00:31:25.180
doing anything I could figure out.
696
00:31:38.230 --> 00:31:40.529
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So you said you stopped porn is there a reason
718
00:33:11.460 --> 00:33:11.769
or you're.
719
00:33:11.680 --> 00:33:14.009
Just like done uh just done yeah just don't feel
720
00:33:14.029 --> 00:33:16.490
like it okay that's great yeah do you think you
721
00:33:16.509 --> 00:33:19.519
would ever do wait and you have only fans I
722
00:33:20.059 --> 00:33:24.000
don't do it anymore. I did have it for a while,
723
00:33:24.119 --> 00:33:26.500
but I don't have it anymore. I don't do any
724
00:33:26.680 --> 00:33:27.859
adult stuff anymore.
725
00:33:28.339 --> 00:33:31.569
OnlyFans, because everyone's so fascinated by it, to people that
726
00:33:31.589 --> 00:33:34.630
have never been on the site, can you explain how
727
00:33:34.690 --> 00:33:35.529
OnlyFans works?
728
00:33:36.049 --> 00:33:37.130
So OnlyFans.
729
00:33:37.650 --> 00:33:38.890
I feel like there's so many misconceptions.
730
00:33:38.950 --> 00:33:45.259
It is a website where you can join somebody's page.
731
00:33:45.670 --> 00:33:49.079
Think social media like Instagram. There's all these different pages
732
00:33:49.119 --> 00:33:52.599
where you can join someone's page, but for a monthly subscription.
733
00:33:52.640 --> 00:33:55.380
And that subscription can be anywhere from like, I think
734
00:33:55.460 --> 00:33:57.720
it goes down to like $ 3 a month to like
735
00:33:57.720 --> 00:34:01.059
$ 100 a month. And people can charge whatever they want
736
00:34:01.119 --> 00:34:04.910
as a monthly subscription. subscription and they can post whatever
737
00:34:04.950 --> 00:34:07.069
they want and that can be like anything it can
738
00:34:07.109 --> 00:34:12.039
be baking videos to origami to pornography you know like
739
00:34:12.059 --> 00:34:15.639
you can post anything on there but what made onlyfans
740
00:34:15.699 --> 00:34:19.619
popular was when the pandemic happened when there was the
741
00:34:19.659 --> 00:34:23.239
first shutdown every porn studio shut down so every single
742
00:34:23.300 --> 00:34:27.019
porn star didn't have a job so the only option
743
00:34:27.300 --> 00:34:31.599
was to go on onlyfans So then suddenly this only
744
00:34:31.659 --> 00:34:33.719
fans website, it actually used to be an app in
745
00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:36.300
the app store until there was so much adult content
746
00:34:36.340 --> 00:34:37.519
on it that they had to take it off the
747
00:34:37.619 --> 00:34:39.820
app store. And now it's just a website, but suddenly
748
00:34:39.860 --> 00:34:43.090
this app was just flooded. This website is just flooded
749
00:34:43.650 --> 00:34:46.750
with pornography and porn stars have fans that are looking
750
00:34:46.769 --> 00:34:49.849
to buy porn. And so they ended up just selling
751
00:34:49.889 --> 00:34:52.909
it on there. And it very quickly became this, you know, uh,
752
00:34:53.449 --> 00:34:57.380
like new website for people to discover pornography and, And
753
00:34:57.400 --> 00:34:58.929
the other thing that was cool is that it was
754
00:34:59.300 --> 00:35:01.730
ran the way that porn stars were running their Instagram
755
00:35:01.769 --> 00:35:03.650
and Twitter. And people love to follow them on there
756
00:35:03.670 --> 00:35:06.349
and support them on there. Cause you could see, you know,
757
00:35:06.369 --> 00:35:08.590
stuff that was actually from them, not just some dumb
758
00:35:09.030 --> 00:35:11.809
video that was stolen and re uploaded like everything else.
759
00:35:11.969 --> 00:35:14.289
You can actually interact with them. And that's what made
760
00:35:14.349 --> 00:35:16.889
only fans so popular as well. Finally, we have a
761
00:35:16.909 --> 00:35:19.489
way to actually interact with adult stars and they could
762
00:35:19.530 --> 00:35:22.889
make money off of posting, you know, exclusive content to there.
763
00:35:22.989 --> 00:35:26.110
Cause if you wanted to see more content and, Yeah.
764
00:35:26.150 --> 00:35:29.090
So it just became a way for the adult industry
765
00:35:29.130 --> 00:35:32.539
to kind of take back from what had been stolen,
766
00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:38.039
which is like these tube sites. Oh, it's all stolen videos.
767
00:35:38.159 --> 00:35:41.869
It just it's just like stealing, you know, the work
768
00:35:41.949 --> 00:35:45.789
from every single person in the business and everything is like.
769
00:35:46.980 --> 00:35:50.849
everything was just constantly stolen and it really killed the industry.
770
00:35:50.869 --> 00:35:53.130
You know what I mean? Imagine making a product and
771
00:35:53.190 --> 00:35:56.090
somebody just steals it from you and they go and
772
00:35:56.170 --> 00:35:58.230
sell it like it doesn't feel good and you don't
773
00:35:58.289 --> 00:36:00.309
get to make any of the money from it. And
774
00:36:00.449 --> 00:36:03.070
OnlyFans was the only way that we could get people
775
00:36:03.090 --> 00:36:05.980
to start giving money to adult stars again because for
776
00:36:06.019 --> 00:36:08.679
some reason people won't pay for pornography, but that was
777
00:36:09.159 --> 00:36:12.559
the only thing that could get people to pay for
778
00:36:12.599 --> 00:36:14.599
some reason. But I think it's because of the fact
779
00:36:14.659 --> 00:36:18.980
that It was, you could see, it was like social media.
780
00:36:19.019 --> 00:36:21.969
People could actually say like, Hey, it's me here. Like,
781
00:36:21.989 --> 00:36:25.889
it's like so personalized. Exactly. It was, you could really be,
782
00:36:26.110 --> 00:36:28.050
have this like experience with something.
783
00:36:28.070 --> 00:36:29.730
That was so incredible. I do remember that in the
784
00:36:29.750 --> 00:36:32.909
pandemic because. I just, I remember when it started to
785
00:36:32.949 --> 00:36:35.730
pop off on Twitter and it was so empowering for
786
00:36:35.769 --> 00:36:37.750
everyone just to be like, oh, and we're also now
787
00:36:37.769 --> 00:36:40.889
like fully in control of making our own money from
788
00:36:40.929 --> 00:36:42.309
us doing this. And so I know a lot of
789
00:36:42.389 --> 00:36:44.809
girls like who even weren't maybe in the adult industry
790
00:36:44.849 --> 00:36:46.809
prior started doing OnlyFans.
791
00:36:46.829 --> 00:36:49.590
Because of the fact, the idea of sitting in your
792
00:36:49.769 --> 00:36:53.940
own bedroom and making money. whatever you possibly want and
793
00:36:54.039 --> 00:36:56.800
you keep all the money like what is wrong with
794
00:36:56.840 --> 00:36:58.239
that you know what.
795
00:36:58.099 --> 00:37:00.780
Was the most lucrative content you would post on your
796
00:37:00.840 --> 00:37:02.940
only fans like was there a specific.
797
00:37:02.719 --> 00:37:05.400
The pain videos yeah.
798
00:37:05.300 --> 00:37:08.099
Damn how much would like normally a video like that
799
00:37:08.139 --> 00:37:08.760
go for.
800
00:37:09.239 --> 00:37:12.920
Um you would sell it for everything i sold was
801
00:37:13.019 --> 00:37:16.010
usually like just like for like a little bit because
802
00:37:16.050 --> 00:37:17.650
you want to just sell it like you were only
803
00:37:17.710 --> 00:37:21.159
selling stuff for like a couple dollars um Cause that's
804
00:37:21.199 --> 00:37:24.039
just how, I mean like, cause it really is. It's
805
00:37:24.079 --> 00:37:26.159
just like a small little video, you know? And, uh,
806
00:37:26.179 --> 00:37:27.179
but I would sell it to like a bunch of
807
00:37:27.199 --> 00:37:28.389
people and they would really like it.
808
00:37:28.429 --> 00:37:30.360
So you can post, you can use the same video
809
00:37:30.389 --> 00:37:30.849
and send it to.
810
00:37:30.909 --> 00:37:31.150
Yeah.
811
00:37:31.190 --> 00:37:33.429
Yeah. Yeah. And I would, a lot of people would
812
00:37:33.449 --> 00:37:34.889
want to buy it, but you would make it like
813
00:37:35.130 --> 00:37:36.889
very inexpensive and then a lot of people buy it.
814
00:37:36.909 --> 00:37:37.989
So yeah, that's smart.
815
00:37:38.309 --> 00:37:38.590
Yeah.
816
00:37:38.650 --> 00:37:38.809
Yeah.
817
00:37:38.829 --> 00:37:41.570
And people love that, that, and I would also do
818
00:37:41.690 --> 00:37:45.849
like cosplay, like, uh, what we call boy girl videos,
819
00:37:45.889 --> 00:37:49.119
which is just like, you know, regular like sex videos. And, um,
820
00:37:51.170 --> 00:37:53.809
uh that and like the parodies and the cosplay and
821
00:37:53.829 --> 00:37:55.469
stuff like that or I'd put on like a cow
822
00:37:55.530 --> 00:37:57.320
costume or something like that and they like that kind
823
00:37:57.389 --> 00:37:59.179
of stuff it was cute to make too that is
824
00:37:59.260 --> 00:38:01.860
actually kind of yeah it was super cute yeah what's.
825
00:38:01.739 --> 00:38:04.480
The wildest request you got from only fans.
826
00:38:05.519 --> 00:38:11.559
People would have some like really specific um scripts that
827
00:38:11.639 --> 00:38:14.659
were people would request like custom videos and they would
828
00:38:14.699 --> 00:38:18.039
pay for it but they would have these very very
829
00:38:18.179 --> 00:38:25.670
specific scripts that were something to do with, like, stepsister stuff, like,
830
00:38:26.030 --> 00:38:27.719
and I would get a lot of it, because I was, like,
831
00:38:27.909 --> 00:38:31.280
good at it, because I just kind of, like, I understand,
832
00:38:31.920 --> 00:38:34.019
I don't know, niches, and I'm good with, like, you know,
833
00:38:34.119 --> 00:38:37.949
scripting and that kind of stuff like that, and people
834
00:38:37.969 --> 00:38:40.530
would always, like, have these really specific scripts of, like,
835
00:38:40.550 --> 00:38:43.210
this scenario they were imagining, like, with, like, their stepsister,
836
00:38:43.230 --> 00:38:45.610
and I would just always wondered where all this, like,
837
00:38:46.710 --> 00:38:49.849
step sister stuff comes from because a lot of people
838
00:38:49.909 --> 00:38:53.630
they had this like kind of like step sister fantasy thing.
839
00:38:53.409 --> 00:38:56.989
That's so interesting because I definitely have seen that yeah
840
00:38:57.030 --> 00:38:59.500
concept yes yeah it's super.
841
00:38:59.179 --> 00:39:01.679
Crazy but it's also like kind of real and in
842
00:39:01.719 --> 00:39:05.000
today's day and age a lot of people do have
843
00:39:05.119 --> 00:39:08.539
step families and And who is that other than just
844
00:39:08.579 --> 00:39:11.659
this person that you aren't related to them, but they're
845
00:39:11.699 --> 00:39:15.179
very close to you, you know? So I wouldn't be
846
00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:19.289
surprised if there's been a lot of people who have, like,
847
00:39:19.750 --> 00:39:22.050
felt that way about, like, their step-siblings, you know? Because
848
00:39:22.090 --> 00:39:23.769
growing up, I remember a lot of my friends, like,
849
00:39:24.230 --> 00:39:25.969
you end up with these new sub siblings like that's
850
00:39:26.010 --> 00:39:28.300
just human logic and just nature to.
851
00:39:28.239 --> 00:39:31.579
Feel you're not biologically like exactly.
852
00:39:31.139 --> 00:39:33.900
But you're very close to this person they're always around
853
00:39:33.940 --> 00:39:35.719
yeah so I could see it and I found it
854
00:39:35.860 --> 00:39:39.179
really interesting like how many people like had that fetish
855
00:39:39.510 --> 00:39:42.500
and I find it mind-blowing just because of like Yeah,
856
00:39:42.519 --> 00:39:43.900
I just never knew.
857
00:39:44.360 --> 00:39:45.800
You are so confident.
858
00:39:45.820 --> 00:39:46.139
Thank you.
859
00:39:46.179 --> 00:39:46.610
You radiate.
860
00:39:46.719 --> 00:39:48.769
You walk in the door the way you are. You
861
00:39:49.050 --> 00:39:53.409
act on film and in person. What are your insecurities
862
00:39:53.469 --> 00:39:55.550
and have you ever dealt with insecurities? And where does
863
00:39:55.570 --> 00:39:56.510
this confidence come from?
864
00:39:56.530 --> 00:39:59.329
I don't really know where it comes from. I think
865
00:39:59.369 --> 00:40:02.489
it just comes from thinking in my brain, what if
866
00:40:02.590 --> 00:40:04.780
there was a person that was this confident? What would
867
00:40:04.820 --> 00:40:08.719
happen to them? Because it's either be confident or just not.
868
00:40:08.780 --> 00:40:12.559
And what's the fun in not? Why not? not it's
869
00:40:12.579 --> 00:40:15.920
like either either i can decide to feel really good
870
00:40:15.960 --> 00:40:18.820
about myself or no one will like either i can
871
00:40:18.880 --> 00:40:23.440
decide to feel like great about myself or no one
872
00:40:23.500 --> 00:40:24.969
else will you know what i mean you have to
873
00:40:24.989 --> 00:40:27.889
kind of decide these things for yourself at least what
874
00:40:27.929 --> 00:40:31.369
i think what are some of your insecurities so um
875
00:40:31.510 --> 00:40:35.210
a big insecurity of mine that i will that i
876
00:40:35.489 --> 00:40:37.489
for a while was like having acne and i don't
877
00:40:37.510 --> 00:40:39.269
have acne anymore but i used to have like bad
878
00:40:39.309 --> 00:40:41.989
like cystic acne and like i cleared it up through
879
00:40:42.030 --> 00:40:44.820
like a lot, a lot of trial and error and
880
00:40:44.840 --> 00:40:47.699
just so many different things that I had to do.
881
00:40:47.739 --> 00:40:51.800
And like, just basically having just nonstop, like trying different
882
00:40:51.860 --> 00:40:54.559
things after different things to just try to get my
883
00:40:54.719 --> 00:40:59.449
acne to clear up. And, um, it really just like
884
00:40:59.489 --> 00:41:02.769
took forever, but it was such a big insecurity of mine.
885
00:41:02.809 --> 00:41:04.829
Like I used to really not like my face, but
886
00:41:04.849 --> 00:41:07.929
now it's like, I feel I've cleared it up and like,
887
00:41:08.510 --> 00:41:12.469
that was a huge insecurity of mine. And, um, just
888
00:41:13.010 --> 00:41:16.510
kind of, I guess like not being like, just not
889
00:41:16.550 --> 00:41:18.639
have something that was always a big insecurity of mine
890
00:41:18.679 --> 00:41:20.980
was like, I dealt with like a eating disorder a
891
00:41:20.980 --> 00:41:23.340
lot when I was in porn. Like I felt like very,
892
00:41:23.360 --> 00:41:26.179
like I felt like fat, like I had like an
893
00:41:26.340 --> 00:41:30.940
agent in pornography, like tell me that I was fat
894
00:41:31.000 --> 00:41:32.900
and it was just like weird. Like I had like
895
00:41:32.920 --> 00:41:36.289
this whole weird thing of like, obsessive over my body
896
00:41:36.329 --> 00:41:39.030
which I don't have now in modeling and acting which
897
00:41:39.110 --> 00:41:42.570
is strange but I had it then in pornography for
898
00:41:42.610 --> 00:41:45.829
some reason people were like way more judgmental then and
899
00:41:46.070 --> 00:41:48.409
um that was a huge insecurity of mine it took
900
00:41:48.449 --> 00:41:52.449
me so long to like get over that actually like
901
00:41:53.250 --> 00:41:59.469
thinking that and um that and like um also just
902
00:41:59.630 --> 00:42:02.610
I feel like I always have like insecurities that like
903
00:42:04.199 --> 00:42:09.920
like um like I love this saying of like, we
904
00:42:09.960 --> 00:42:12.579
need to have a Disney princess who thinks everyone is
905
00:42:12.639 --> 00:42:14.800
mad at her all the time because that's like so
906
00:42:14.880 --> 00:42:16.869
relatable to me of like, I feel like I have
907
00:42:16.889 --> 00:42:20.230
this insecurity of like just thinking that you just think
908
00:42:20.289 --> 00:42:22.550
that you're like, that people are like, you know, you
909
00:42:22.590 --> 00:42:25.969
just constantly feel like you, like when you don't see
910
00:42:25.989 --> 00:42:27.650
your friend for a while, you think that it's like
911
00:42:27.769 --> 00:42:29.860
something is bad, like something's wrong.
912
00:42:29.880 --> 00:42:29.960
Yeah.
913
00:42:30.340 --> 00:42:33.199
Yeah, exactly. And like, why does our brain go to that? Like,
914
00:42:33.380 --> 00:42:35.219
why would my brain want to go to that? Like,
915
00:42:35.260 --> 00:42:36.079
I don't know. It's weird.
916
00:42:36.239 --> 00:42:39.989
So you overthink sometimes like if people like relationships and
917
00:42:40.030 --> 00:42:42.409
like you're standing and if they're mad at you or not.
918
00:42:42.650 --> 00:42:46.460
Yeah, I feel like I totally overthink and I constantly
919
00:42:46.579 --> 00:42:49.730
think that like people would rather like. not hear from
920
00:42:49.789 --> 00:42:51.429
me rather than, you know, like, I feel like I'm
921
00:42:51.489 --> 00:42:54.349
always feeling, going on the side of like, I'm being
922
00:42:54.389 --> 00:42:57.909
annoying rather than like, no, I'm being cool. Like, I
923
00:42:57.969 --> 00:43:00.480
feel like I constantly will be like, oh, I'm talking
924
00:43:00.519 --> 00:43:03.500
too much. Oh, I'm having diarrhea of the mouth. I
925
00:43:03.539 --> 00:43:06.000
say that all the time. I'm like, oh, that date went,
926
00:43:06.179 --> 00:43:07.880
I'll be talking to my friend. I'll be like, yeah,
927
00:43:07.920 --> 00:43:11.039
that date went good, except I had diarrhea of the mouth.
928
00:43:11.579 --> 00:43:13.760
I wouldn't stop talking. I was going on and on.
929
00:43:14.000 --> 00:43:16.679
Dude, you're sitting across from someone that had like three
930
00:43:16.739 --> 00:43:19.699
rounds of Accutane. It was the most debilitating thing. I
931
00:43:19.860 --> 00:43:22.079
going to school, I would cry going to school. I
932
00:43:22.219 --> 00:43:25.559
fucking was so miserable. I, I, it like brings me
933
00:43:25.599 --> 00:43:27.670
back to such a bad place because it's your face
934
00:43:27.809 --> 00:43:31.969
and you're so fucking embarrassed and it's not something you
935
00:43:31.989 --> 00:43:34.110
can fucking control. So why are we even embarrassed?
936
00:43:34.550 --> 00:43:37.659
It's awful. It was something that I guess it's like,
937
00:43:38.380 --> 00:43:40.760
But I, yeah, it's weird. And it's weird the way
938
00:43:40.820 --> 00:43:43.519
that like people will say such mean things to you
939
00:43:43.639 --> 00:43:46.019
about it too. And then it's just kind of like, why?
940
00:43:46.059 --> 00:43:46.239
Yeah.
941
00:43:46.260 --> 00:43:48.239
Like I remember some boy like call me like crater
942
00:43:48.280 --> 00:43:50.420
face or something. And I remember I like went home
943
00:43:50.460 --> 00:43:52.260
and was like, I think I'm like actually.
944
00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:55.869
Dude, I think this was the worst thing. This is
945
00:43:55.909 --> 00:43:58.550
the worst bullying I think I ever received was this girl.
946
00:43:58.949 --> 00:44:00.510
She was like, she said to me, she was like,
947
00:44:01.010 --> 00:44:04.690
you know that you're supposed to wash your face too. Yeah.
948
00:44:05.730 --> 00:44:09.550
And you're like, you think I don't know if I
949
00:44:09.590 --> 00:44:10.550
could wash my face?
950
00:44:10.590 --> 00:44:13.360
What? Wait, you're supposed to what?
951
00:44:13.940 --> 00:44:16.159
You think I don't fucking wash my face, bitch?
952
00:44:16.219 --> 00:44:16.460
Yeah.
953
00:44:16.760 --> 00:44:20.570
I wish I could fucking shave this shit off my head. Like, oh,
954
00:44:20.579 --> 00:44:23.480
my God, that's awful. You did experience some bullying for
955
00:44:23.500 --> 00:44:24.000
your acne.
956
00:44:24.760 --> 00:44:26.780
Yeah, but I think that's just kind of like something
957
00:44:27.059 --> 00:44:28.980
that wasn't even bullying. Like that girl was my friend.
958
00:44:29.059 --> 00:44:31.820
It's so fucking stupid. That girl was like my friend.
959
00:44:31.860 --> 00:44:33.099
You know how like when you're in middle school and
960
00:44:33.119 --> 00:44:34.500
your friends are mean to you? Yes.
961
00:44:34.599 --> 00:44:34.800
Yeah.
962
00:44:35.139 --> 00:44:37.099
And you're like, wait, that's really mean. And I'm like, fur.
963
00:44:37.460 --> 00:44:38.960
And you go home and write in your diary, like,
964
00:44:39.019 --> 00:44:42.599
today Mary made me question if I'm literally clinically depressed.
965
00:44:42.820 --> 00:44:43.820
Yeah, yes.
966
00:44:44.300 --> 00:44:47.159
And also with you opening up about your eating disorder, like,
967
00:44:47.400 --> 00:44:50.079
so many women write in to me about that. And, like,
968
00:44:50.099 --> 00:44:54.239
was there something that you did to get healthier.
969
00:44:53.800 --> 00:44:58.340
Or was it just gradual? Honestly, it was, I mean,
970
00:44:58.570 --> 00:45:03.579
I fully saw, like, mental health professionals and which I
971
00:45:03.760 --> 00:45:07.389
always recommend my family always recommends that to me so
972
00:45:07.469 --> 00:45:11.650
I always took that advice but that's what I did
973
00:45:11.730 --> 00:45:17.639
but that and also like there's this awesome podcast that's
974
00:45:17.719 --> 00:45:21.179
called take the cake that I listened to that was
975
00:45:21.219 --> 00:45:23.320
just all about like recovering from an eating disorder and
976
00:45:23.360 --> 00:45:26.409
it like there's a lot of like if you just
977
00:45:26.429 --> 00:45:29.030
start to there's a lot of like women out there
978
00:45:29.070 --> 00:45:33.429
that do share their story with that. And they will, uh,
979
00:45:33.550 --> 00:45:38.340
talk about what their experience was and like that podcast
980
00:45:38.400 --> 00:45:42.440
and just some other like women that will share their stories.
981
00:45:42.460 --> 00:45:45.539
Like this other model, like Katie Schmidt, she, uh, she's
982
00:45:45.579 --> 00:45:48.780
a writer and a model and she actually like shifted
983
00:45:48.820 --> 00:45:52.230
the way that my brain felt from being like hating myself,
984
00:45:52.650 --> 00:45:55.409
literally telling myself that I could never ever eat and
985
00:45:55.449 --> 00:45:59.030
like just like, literally not eating just all, all I
986
00:45:59.070 --> 00:46:00.769
thought about was how I could eat and like just
987
00:46:00.869 --> 00:46:04.989
reading what she wrote, like, and just the perspective she
988
00:46:05.010 --> 00:46:07.280
put it in really, really saved me. And I just
989
00:46:07.320 --> 00:46:09.760
will forever be so grateful for those women for being
990
00:46:09.840 --> 00:46:13.639
willing to share what they were going through. And, um,
991
00:46:14.940 --> 00:46:19.739
that like, and I just, yeah, like we'll never understand
992
00:46:19.820 --> 00:46:24.199
like why, uh, anybody would call somebody fat to begin with,
993
00:46:24.280 --> 00:46:28.969
like why people think that's okay. Um, And yeah, it's
994
00:46:29.110 --> 00:46:31.730
crazy because it was really tough for me in order
995
00:46:31.769 --> 00:46:33.670
to get out of it. It really took a lot
996
00:46:33.710 --> 00:46:36.360
of like just opening up to all my friends. Like
997
00:46:36.659 --> 00:46:40.260
one of my best friends, Danielle, I said to her
998
00:46:40.360 --> 00:46:42.079
one time, I was like, you know, the only reason
999
00:46:42.119 --> 00:46:45.820
I'm vegan is because I think that it's keeping me skinny.
1000
00:46:45.880 --> 00:46:47.380
And I just told her that one day and she
1001
00:46:47.400 --> 00:46:48.940
was like, what the fuck? And like the more I
1002
00:46:48.940 --> 00:46:52.780
started to like open up to people, it like suddenly
1003
00:46:52.820 --> 00:46:55.219
it like just all came down. And like, yeah, I
1004
00:46:55.260 --> 00:46:57.920
was like, would was like so weird with it, but
1005
00:46:57.940 --> 00:47:00.329
I would always like disguise it under this thing of like, oh,
1006
00:47:00.369 --> 00:47:03.170
I'm just being really healthy. And like, all I ate
1007
00:47:03.210 --> 00:47:06.389
today was just one green juice, because it's just so healthy.
1008
00:47:06.469 --> 00:47:09.650
And like, I'm just being healthy. And like, and yeah,
1009
00:47:09.670 --> 00:47:12.570
it was weird. And like, what was extra weird was
1010
00:47:12.630 --> 00:47:15.469
when I stopped it, because something that I had to
1011
00:47:15.510 --> 00:47:21.519
do was like, stop all of my just food obsession,
1012
00:47:21.539 --> 00:47:24.119
like I had to stop being vegan. And once I
1013
00:47:24.179 --> 00:47:27.019
stopped being vegan and stopped all of like the calorie
1014
00:47:27.059 --> 00:47:30.929
counting and everything, I actually weirdly like my body like
1015
00:47:30.989 --> 00:47:34.829
became so much more toned and I have like a
1016
00:47:35.010 --> 00:47:37.750
way nicer body now because I don't know what the
1017
00:47:37.789 --> 00:47:39.630
fuck it was doing before, but I was just miserable
1018
00:47:39.710 --> 00:47:42.090
and just not treating my body well. And now that
1019
00:47:42.130 --> 00:47:45.250
I literally don't count a single calorie and just eat
1020
00:47:45.269 --> 00:47:47.869
whatever I want and just do absolutely anything I want,
1021
00:47:48.329 --> 00:47:50.690
my body actually looks better than it has my whole
1022
00:47:50.849 --> 00:47:54.219
fucking life. And I'm way more toned. Like now I
1023
00:47:54.260 --> 00:47:56.590
have abs for the first time in my life, even
1024
00:47:56.610 --> 00:47:59.510
though I'm eating literally whatever I want. Like I don't
1025
00:47:59.929 --> 00:48:02.469
stop myself from eating anything. I do not restrict my
1026
00:48:02.530 --> 00:48:06.349
diet whatsoever. But like back when I did, I like
1027
00:48:06.429 --> 00:48:08.769
weighed more than this. I don't know. I don't know
1028
00:48:08.789 --> 00:48:10.679
what that was about. And that's why I think a
1029
00:48:10.719 --> 00:48:12.659
lot of people don't even think that I went through
1030
00:48:12.679 --> 00:48:15.500
an eating disorder because of the fact that I'm skinny now,
1031
00:48:15.659 --> 00:48:18.039
skinnier now than I was then, even though I was
1032
00:48:18.059 --> 00:48:20.659
starving myself and I would purposely only eat 200 calories
1033
00:48:20.719 --> 00:48:22.980
in a day. I remember it. I was there in,
1034
00:48:23.119 --> 00:48:24.699
you know, it was different then.
1035
00:48:24.900 --> 00:48:27.059
I also think it's really helpful for you to talk
1036
00:48:27.099 --> 00:48:31.219
about how when you actualize it verbally to someone else
1037
00:48:31.280 --> 00:48:33.179
other than yourself and you say it to a friend,
1038
00:48:33.739 --> 00:48:36.019
it helps you almost put in perspective when you're saying
1039
00:48:36.039 --> 00:48:38.800
it out loud. Like, oh, well, maybe that's not as
1040
00:48:38.960 --> 00:48:42.070
like healthy as. Maybe I'm not as healthy as I thought.
1041
00:48:42.150 --> 00:48:44.489
And having friends around you and peers, like, opening up
1042
00:48:44.530 --> 00:48:47.730
to them, that just seems like such a positive way
1043
00:48:47.769 --> 00:48:52.030
to begin possibly recognizing, like, hey, maybe I should reach
1044
00:48:52.090 --> 00:48:54.269
out for help. And a lot of times friends are
1045
00:48:54.309 --> 00:48:56.369
going to be so fucking supportive.
1046
00:48:56.469 --> 00:48:59.530
Yeah, completely. Yeah, and just saying that to her and
1047
00:48:59.550 --> 00:49:01.409
just the way that she, like, reacted to that was
1048
00:49:01.449 --> 00:49:04.130
just like, whoa, like, you look amazing. And she always
1049
00:49:04.170 --> 00:49:08.610
is so supportive of me and, like, just– Yeah. I
1050
00:49:08.650 --> 00:49:10.880
guess just putting that out there and just having, getting
1051
00:49:10.909 --> 00:49:14.460
other people's perspective. Cause it all started when this agent
1052
00:49:14.500 --> 00:49:17.230
that I had when I was in porn said to
1053
00:49:17.289 --> 00:49:19.989
my face that I was fat. He said, everyone says it.
1054
00:49:20.030 --> 00:49:22.750
you're fat and the fastest way to lose weight is
1055
00:49:22.769 --> 00:49:25.579
by not eating And he said that to me and
1056
00:49:25.599 --> 00:49:28.239
I was like, what the fuck? Like, and then, yeah,
1057
00:49:28.260 --> 00:49:30.539
it just turned into an eating disorder. And like, cause
1058
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:32.059
I was so young at the time. He said that
1059
00:49:32.079 --> 00:49:34.030
to me when I was 18 and it was so
1060
00:49:34.119 --> 00:49:37.449
fucking freaky because no one, my whole life had ever
1061
00:49:37.730 --> 00:49:39.250
said that I was fat. And then like, just, and
1062
00:49:39.269 --> 00:49:41.829
then I just became an obsession. And then it wasn't
1063
00:49:41.889 --> 00:49:47.139
even until like June, 2020 that I made that decision
1064
00:49:47.179 --> 00:49:50.449
of like, okay, I'm actually like, going to take every
1065
00:49:50.510 --> 00:49:53.190
single advice that I've found, like from these podcasts, from
1066
00:49:53.250 --> 00:49:56.639
these journalists, from every person who's written about recovering from
1067
00:49:56.679 --> 00:49:59.659
an eating disorder. And I'm going to take that advice
1068
00:49:59.699 --> 00:50:02.659
and actually put it into motion now. And I am
1069
00:50:03.019 --> 00:50:05.699
so glad I did. It completely changed my life. Like
1070
00:50:05.800 --> 00:50:07.980
literally completely changed your life. Cause it's crazy how much
1071
00:50:08.039 --> 00:50:10.940
it like takes up your brain. Like I was literally
1072
00:50:10.980 --> 00:50:12.719
going crazy over it.
1073
00:50:12.780 --> 00:50:17.119
Like anyone listening that's struggled or is struggling, like having
1074
00:50:17.179 --> 00:50:20.469
someone like you open up about that, it just actualizes
1075
00:50:20.510 --> 00:50:23.150
like you can get help and you sitting here being like,
1076
00:50:23.269 --> 00:50:26.389
I feel like better than I've ever felt. That's really
1077
00:50:26.750 --> 00:50:30.429
helpful and inspiring for anyone listening, whatever they're dealing with.
1078
00:50:30.449 --> 00:50:30.730
Yeah.
1079
00:50:30.829 --> 00:50:31.090
Yeah.
1080
00:50:31.150 --> 00:50:34.449
No, it completely forever. And I, I'm always a huge
1081
00:50:34.489 --> 00:50:37.809
supporter and like professional mental health help. Cause we always
1082
00:50:37.849 --> 00:50:40.610
do it for like our like physical things, but I
1083
00:50:40.820 --> 00:50:43.840
literally think it will actually change your life. Getting like
1084
00:50:43.880 --> 00:50:46.639
professional mental health help for like anything at all.
1085
00:50:47.039 --> 00:50:47.239
Yeah.
1086
00:50:47.780 --> 00:50:50.280
Are you currently single or in a relationship?
1087
00:50:50.300 --> 00:50:53.380
I am single and it's good. I like to be single.
1088
00:50:53.739 --> 00:50:57.820
I like to just, yeah, just be able to do
1089
00:50:57.840 --> 00:50:58.440
whatever I want.
1090
00:50:58.659 --> 00:51:00.489
What intimidates you in the bedroom?
1091
00:51:02.869 --> 00:51:05.070
Tattoos. Really?
1092
00:51:06.090 --> 00:51:07.449
You're like, I'm terrified.
1093
00:51:08.269 --> 00:51:11.909
Wait, they just like scare you? Sometimes I've been like
1094
00:51:11.949 --> 00:51:15.199
fucking on some dudes and they will have these tattoos
1095
00:51:15.219 --> 00:51:17.800
and And I'll be like, whoa, I didn't know that
1096
00:51:17.820 --> 00:51:20.239
you had a tiger there. You know what I mean?
1097
00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:22.559
Look at that thing. I've like hooked up with a
1098
00:51:22.579 --> 00:51:25.949
guy that had literally like, like a Pokemon character, like
1099
00:51:26.010 --> 00:51:30.409
right by his dick. And I truly wouldn't have expected this.
1100
00:51:30.449 --> 00:51:32.130
And then I like ripped off his pants to suck
1101
00:51:32.150 --> 00:51:32.550
his dick.
1102
00:51:32.570 --> 00:51:36.880
And I was like, oh, hello there. Like, Wow. That's interesting.
1103
00:51:36.900 --> 00:51:37.019
Yeah.
1104
00:51:37.039 --> 00:51:40.360
People have some crazy tattoos, especially the ones that they
1105
00:51:40.409 --> 00:51:43.159
dare to put there. Like, I don't know. And also
1106
00:51:43.179 --> 00:51:46.010
it's such a turnoff to me when people like will
1107
00:51:46.070 --> 00:51:48.269
tattoo themselves of like, oh yeah. So like when I'm
1108
00:51:48.289 --> 00:51:50.349
hooking up with somebody, I'm just like you fucking whore.
1109
00:51:50.389 --> 00:51:51.409
Like how, you know what I mean?
1110
00:51:51.429 --> 00:51:53.769
Like you needed to put something right above your vagina
1111
00:51:53.809 --> 00:51:55.889
or like, like this was for when you fuck.
1112
00:51:56.070 --> 00:51:59.329
For like when you like and again you're like that
1113
00:51:59.369 --> 00:52:01.789
you it's gonna be with so many different people like
1114
00:52:02.130 --> 00:52:04.230
so many different people and it's so many times for
1115
00:52:04.269 --> 00:52:05.710
the first time.
1116
00:52:05.329 --> 00:52:09.050
Did they like get so excited i'm like bruh i
1117
00:52:09.070 --> 00:52:13.030
do porn and i wanna do that shit bro like Dude.
1118
00:52:13.050 --> 00:52:15.750
That's so funny. I always think it's crazy when people
1119
00:52:15.769 --> 00:52:17.929
do that stuff. I'm like, whoa, man.
1120
00:52:17.969 --> 00:52:19.929
Because you know they're waiting for that reveal moment on
1121
00:52:19.949 --> 00:52:20.599
that first fuck.
1122
00:52:20.619 --> 00:52:22.960
And you're like, do you see it? And it's like,
1123
00:52:23.019 --> 00:52:24.860
how do they get off on that? Yeah, that shit's
1124
00:52:24.940 --> 00:52:28.260
so intimidating. Okay, so you don't like tattoos. Don't love them.
1125
00:52:28.280 --> 00:52:28.900
Do you have any?
1126
00:52:28.960 --> 00:52:31.940
No, I have no tattoos. And I'm also not related
1127
00:52:31.980 --> 00:52:34.940
to anybody who has tattoos, which is interesting. Like, I just...
1128
00:52:35.219 --> 00:52:35.719
Tattoos are.
1129
00:52:36.179 --> 00:52:36.559
Yeah.
1130
00:52:36.659 --> 00:52:43.389
It depends on anything. I bet. No, nobody like I was,
1131
00:52:43.570 --> 00:52:45.590
I never grew up around anyone with tattoos. So that
1132
00:52:45.650 --> 00:52:48.469
why like coming to LA and like so many people
1133
00:52:48.510 --> 00:52:50.989
have tattoos and if they're like, people are like shocked
1134
00:52:51.030 --> 00:52:53.730
that I don't have tattoos. Like they're like, how, like,
1135
00:52:53.769 --> 00:52:56.130
what are you religious or something? And it's like, no,
1136
00:52:56.170 --> 00:52:59.110
it's not a religious thing. Like I just don't, why
1137
00:52:59.159 --> 00:53:01.480
would I put like a snake there? You know?
1138
00:53:02.219 --> 00:53:05.610
Definitely don't need a snake. Definitely don't need an infinity sign.
1139
00:53:05.889 --> 00:53:10.030
Oh, God, no. A snake and an infinity symbol? Oh, no.
1140
00:53:10.050 --> 00:53:11.750
Have you ever heard of sugar daddy?
1141
00:53:12.289 --> 00:53:16.389
Yeah, totally. How was that? They were all really nice, actually.
1142
00:53:16.409 --> 00:53:18.909
They were lovely people. Oh, my God. How did you
1143
00:53:18.929 --> 00:53:22.159
meet them? Seeking arrangements? No, I met them all, like, personally,
1144
00:53:22.179 --> 00:53:25.139
because they would basically be, like, they would want to
1145
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:28.559
find me. They would find me, like, through the grapevine,
1146
00:53:28.599 --> 00:53:32.030
more or less. It would just be some person in L.A. that, like,
1147
00:53:32.510 --> 00:53:34.150
would meet me through other people.
1148
00:53:34.170 --> 00:53:34.250
Okay.
1149
00:53:34.480 --> 00:53:36.280
Did you ever have a situation? What do people call it?
1150
00:53:36.280 --> 00:53:38.199
It's like, like someone wants to be treated like your,
1151
00:53:38.239 --> 00:53:41.250
I'm like your cash pig or whatever. Like where they like.
1152
00:53:41.309 --> 00:53:41.829
I pay pig.
1153
00:53:41.849 --> 00:53:42.050
Yeah.
1154
00:53:42.150 --> 00:53:43.150
I pay pig for years.
1155
00:53:43.989 --> 00:53:45.110
So did you even have to fuck him?
1156
00:53:45.130 --> 00:53:45.190
No.
1157
00:53:46.050 --> 00:53:47.750
And he just fucking gets you shit. And don't you
1158
00:53:47.769 --> 00:53:49.929
have to like make him feel like shit about himself? Yeah.
1159
00:53:49.969 --> 00:53:52.090
Just like make him know he's like my fucking pay pig.
1160
00:53:52.130 --> 00:53:54.210
And that's like just what he was fucking meant for.
1161
00:53:54.369 --> 00:53:56.090
What is the nicest thing you got out of having
1162
00:53:56.130 --> 00:53:56.730
a sugar daddy?
1163
00:53:57.110 --> 00:54:01.650
Um, the nicest thing, uh, probably like just money. I
1164
00:54:01.670 --> 00:54:03.679
was always kind of like a money guy and just like,
1165
00:54:03.719 --> 00:54:06.539
I like trips and stuff. Sometimes I never really went
1166
00:54:06.719 --> 00:54:08.579
out of the country with the sugar daddy. I would
1167
00:54:08.599 --> 00:54:10.860
just kind of go around like those boop around the States.
1168
00:54:11.239 --> 00:54:13.389
It was cool. I saw some good stuff. What is
1169
00:54:13.449 --> 00:54:13.969
next for you?
1170
00:54:14.110 --> 00:54:17.690
Were your family and everyone, what did they say about Euphoria?
1171
00:54:17.769 --> 00:54:20.750
What was their reaction? They all said that it was amazing.
1172
00:54:20.789 --> 00:54:24.889
They all reacted really well to it. They were all
1173
00:54:24.949 --> 00:54:29.130
really proud and really happy for me. It was really
1174
00:54:29.210 --> 00:54:32.889
shocking to them to see someone in their family make
1175
00:54:32.929 --> 00:54:36.289
it into Hollywood. It was mind-blowing to them. But I think...
1176
00:54:37.360 --> 00:54:40.659
stranger things have happened. So it was just, they think
1177
00:54:40.699 --> 00:54:42.820
it's crazy, but yeah, they're really proud of me.
1178
00:54:43.079 --> 00:54:46.099
That's so fucking exciting. Like I can't even imagine like
1179
00:54:46.280 --> 00:54:49.159
every fucking person is watching that show. And so for
1180
00:54:49.219 --> 00:54:51.480
you to just like, so casually pop the fuck up
1181
00:54:51.519 --> 00:54:56.090
and like, especially your character, you're captivating on screen. And
1182
00:54:56.510 --> 00:54:58.710
I remember the minute I saw you, I was like,
1183
00:54:58.809 --> 00:55:00.269
who the fuck is this bitch?
1184
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She's fire.
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And you're so beautiful. So talented. Like I am so
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excited to see where your career takes you.
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Thank you.
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Yeah.
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I'm really hoping to just play many more roles and
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just be, you know, more beloved characters completely.
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Chloe, thank you so much for coming on.
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Call her daddy. This was fun. Yes, this was so fun.
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I'm so glad you had me.
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The daddy gang is going to love you.
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Yes. I love them. I really like this podcast. Actually,
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I've listened to a lot of it. You've had some
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like really interesting guests. I like your taste in people. Like, um,
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You had this one guy on, this was fascinating, the
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guy who was like the gay guy that was on
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The Bachelor. That was so fascinating.
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That was such a controversial episode. Everyone was like sending
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me death threats.
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Really?
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Yeah, they're like, how dare you have this person on?
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I thought it was fascinating because it's such a weird
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perspective that also is kind of a, that guy reminds
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me a little bit of the kind of person that
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like Cal, Nate's dad, is in Euphoria.
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Yeah.
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He kind of is that same guy. That's like a
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man that's like in the closet and like, it's disrupting
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things around him and like all these things, you know, like, um, yeah,
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that I thought was really interesting. And like, that's a
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really good comparison. And I love what you did. Like
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Lana Rhodes, like.
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She's fucking iconic. I wish her the best, like her
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with her new baby. Like she's thriving.
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Yeah.
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There's been some amazing people that I've met through this.
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That's why it's so dope to be able to like
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sit down and like long form and just chat. And, um,
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I think it translates into the podcast. Like people feel
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so connected when I'm just sitting down. Cause I'm like,
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I'm going to ask the questions. I hope everyone listening
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wants to hear. Cause I want to hear it. And
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I'm interested in everyone I sit down with.
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So especially you, Chloe. Oh, thank you so much. Thank
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you for having me. You're amazing too. Thank you.
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