Snow Apocalypse, Overcoming Childhood Experiences and Finding your Way with Ashley the Listener

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[SPEAKER_05]: I don't have to tell you things about it.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Everybody knows things about it.
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[SPEAKER_05]: It's a depression.
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[SPEAKER_05]: The dollar buys and nickels worth.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Banks are going bust, chop, give us keep a gun under the counter.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Punks are running wild in the street, and there's nobody anywhere seems to know what to do, and there's no end to it.
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[SPEAKER_05]: The air is unfit to breathe, and our food is unfit to eat.
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[SPEAKER_05]: It's like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don't go out anymore.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel belted ready.
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[SPEAKER_05]: I won't say anything, just leave us alone.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Well, I'm not good at leaving you alone.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Hold on a second, yeah, yeah, I'm coming.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Hold on.
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[SPEAKER_07]: Run.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Run, say some shit, even make him look real.
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[SPEAKER_04]: So what?
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[SPEAKER_04]: I was gonna tell me, who I can and can't work with right now.
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[SPEAKER_05]: Life's a garden dig, and you make it work for you.
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[SPEAKER_05]: You never give up, man.
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[SPEAKER_05]: That's my philosophy.
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[SPEAKER_00]: What a three can do it at hell, man!
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[SPEAKER_04]: The phone's going nuts, that was a bombshell.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Dang, that's gotta do it.
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[SPEAKER_04]: That was gonna be a little much.
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[SPEAKER_02]: We're not related.
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[SPEAKER_02]: We can have sex again.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
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[SPEAKER_04]: You know, I'm totally off script right now.
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[SPEAKER_04]: Why the hell didn't he tell me that before I put him in?
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[SPEAKER_04]: That's why I agree with him.
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[SPEAKER_04]: This speaks should have been delivered one year from now, not now, damn it.
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[SPEAKER_04]: They're trying to take you out with bullshit.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Okay.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I think that's a very fair and important question.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I don't agree with nearly anything else he says or does, but I do respect that.
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[SPEAKER_09]: And before we begin, we just need to do one last thing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Much better.
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[SPEAKER_00]: No, let's get this nightmare started.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We finally lowered one in one of the listeners.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We finally lowered one in guys.
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[SPEAKER_11]: She's here.
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[SPEAKER_11]: She's real.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Are we going?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I just want to do a story.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Welcome to the Wicked Planet podcast, Ron.
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[SPEAKER_11]: What is going on?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Good one.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You ready for the catastrophic?
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[SPEAKER_08]: snow storm that's coming in wiping out this entire country you know what I'm all set with snow I mean I know we get no snow compared to what we used to get but this these nuisance storms you get like two inches three inches and you get five inches and then it's just a pain you're like you're plowing every few days right or shoveling or whatever I'm not into any of that but I mean it's really cold right now and they're predicting that it's going to get super cold like the cold
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[SPEAKER_08]: Like in history, I don't know about history.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It was something about the most historical storm we're gonna have.
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[SPEAKER_11]: What were they saying?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, that's true, but it's because down south is supposed to get the brunt of it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: This, they were saying today that it's gonna be snowing in Alabama.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, did you see that one 100 car pile up?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_11]: That was crazy.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, that was a Michigan though, right?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Or Minnesota.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It was one of the M's.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think it was Michigan.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But, yeah, so what gets me is, you know, I don't understand how weathermen these meet atrologists, like, are really good at their job, like, they have all these computer maps and stuff like that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: but it's like old Uncle Gus Gus Bernier from Channel 9 when I was a kid got the weather better and I don't know if he did anything but went out on the top of the building and just looked up in the sky.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Probably had one of them fancy weather sticks.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You're just losing.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It's like a, it's like a twig that they stick on a wall and they're like, oh, yes.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Benny is a really wrecked.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But what Christians referring to is going to be this massive storm that was supposed to
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[SPEAKER_08]: New Hampshire, so it would hit Southern New England, but not Northern New England.
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[SPEAKER_11]: They just don't want us to prepare for it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: They're like, oh, New Englanders are going to be like all that ain't that ain't nothing we're used to it sucks for those guys good luck, but and then we're going to think we're like in the clear, especially with it, not really mapped to come this far, but I feel like, I don't know, I just always look at the worst case scenario, everyone should know that by now, but I'm like, they're just not giving us, they don't want us to prepare it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I mean, you're not.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You're not wrong.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, it's damn cold.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It is super cold.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And you guys had a good snow squirrel on the way in, huh?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, we did.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Let's come down.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you know, we've been getting a lot of squalls lately, like we're just you'd be driving down the road the other day.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And probably, I don't know, eighth of a mile up ahead of me, I could see there was a snow squall.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I mean, it was just a white out when I got there.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It was a white out.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, you know what's interesting is like so I sent you both like the Simpsons and I don't know if any of the listeners have seen it But like that whole Simpsons prediction thing is started circling back me be like a month or two ago And that was the first time I saw and I was like I kept it on my radar because it's it's supposed to be January 19 through 25th of 2026
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[SPEAKER_11]: And I hadn't seen the episode, um, but I did see that little clip of whatever there's some subscription was.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And they were like, this guy's going to turn black, and houses are going to get covered.
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[SPEAKER_08]: People are going to get like, did you, did you see the snow and Russia?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, yeah, no, I want to talk about that too, but like, Ashley was looking into it and she couldn't find the episode.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And then I spent a little bit of time looking into it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I couldn't find the episode either, so I don't even know if it's a real Simpson's episode, but I'm going to click Google searches as it's not an episode, but it's a Google.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You think it's just something somebody put together?
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[SPEAKER_03]: It could be.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All right, let me check and see if my phone is connected to the blip, do, yeah, it's connected.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I'm not sure stuff is crazy.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Hold on.
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[SPEAKER_06]: The Simpsons are said to have predicted it.
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[SPEAKER_06]: In the year 2026, a deadly snowstorm will strike the United States.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Seven days of ice, seven nights of silence from January 19 to January 25th.
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[SPEAKER_06]: It begins with dark clouds stretching across the sky like a warning no one can ignore.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Then comes the snow.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Not ordinary snow, but giant flakes, heavy and sharp, falling faster and faster until entire city's vanish beneath white, phone stop working, batteries die in the freezing air, and people who step outside feel the cold burn their skin like fire.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Even the news anchors, the ones who are supposed to stay calm, stare into the camera with
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[SPEAKER_06]: wide eyes in shaking voices.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Waterpipes burst, internet lines snap, and skyscrapers freeze over, transforming into icy towers that pierce the sky.
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[SPEAKER_06]: The world feels abandoned, silent, frozen, and they say only those who are warned can prepare.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Only those who speak their names will be spared.
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[SPEAKER_06]: The Simpsons predicted it, the storm is coming, January 19th to January 25th, 2026.
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[SPEAKER_06]: Will you survive the week of ice?
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[SPEAKER_06]: Or will you be one of the frozen shadows left behind when the snow finally stops falling?
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[SPEAKER_06]: because when the sky turns white in the air turns to glass, it's already too late to run.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So I actually listened to like a six minute long Fox news report today that came out.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I think like within the last like 20 hours or something and they were talking about how the flakes were going to be a lot bigger producing more snow because of something with like the warm weather in the way like the cold and I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not a weatherologist, but yeah, well the snowflakes are going to be bigger when this is more moisture in the air.
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[SPEAKER_08]: it's when the air is dry and it's cold with the snowflakes would be smaller like what they would be here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know like in the spring you get early storms and it just it accumulates like so fast because the snowflakes and it's well it's the best for making snowmen right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So so will you guys which it thoughts on hey and I want to welcome Ashley into the studio.
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[SPEAKER_13]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I know Chris and I already said
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[SPEAKER_08]: Are you a long-term listener?
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[SPEAKER_03]: You've been listening a long time pretty much ever since Kristen recommended it Yeah, so I might actually like maybe
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[SPEAKER_11]: two or three months ago something somewhere on that time I would say and you know through mutual friends or family and I knew a little bit that she was in the conspiracy theories so like she was a little shy about it I could tell and I was like oh what you very well and she was like I don't even she was like shy about like how how crazy could she sound to like a stranger and I'm like trust me you can say anything and I think we're talking like
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[SPEAKER_11]: Britney Spears at that time or something.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I figured what we talked about that night, but I told her about the podcast and then, you know, I heard from the mutual family and friends that she was like super into it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So that was really cool.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And then she hit me up one day.
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[SPEAKER_11]: She finally shot her shot and hang out.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And I was super excited.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It was after one of the god episodes we did about going in church and.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So it's interesting in that same week I'm assuming before that had podcast had come out I also boxed up my crystals boxed up tarot cards boxed up anything which craft relative and got rid of it out of my house the same time period And as soon as I heard that I thought to myself I'm gonna shoot my shot Listen and see you she wants to hang out
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, we've always said, right along, we've always told people if you're a listener and you're like close by, like you're close enough to where you want to drive to the studio.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Because I have one guy who's going to be coming in in February, he lives down to southern part of the state.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And he's been in here twice.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I got a buddy of mine, Chandler, up in Maine, Chandler shout out.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And he's, I'd love to get him in the studio and he can drive down from Maine.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So it would be really cool.
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[SPEAKER_08]: figured, you know, between her and Kristen, now she's here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Ashley actually went to church with us, not this past weekend, but the weekend before.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, I did.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think we're going by fast.
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[SPEAKER_03]: They are.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like time is speeding by every single day.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Honestly.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, it's scary.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It really weighs on me honestly.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know how people do it with that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Maybe they're just like not as aware.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was thinking about it on the drive here.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I'm like, people must not be like, I try to compare myself to people that just like have like a really enjoyable time.
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[SPEAKER_11]: and like, aren't aware of their death and like, don't stress about how much time is left and I'm like, how do they do that?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Are they just truly oblivious to the fact that they're gonna die?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, I think many people move through life completely oblivious and not present and they're literally just getting to the next point and true totally.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Remindless.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So it's almost like NPC territory, Christian and I talked about that all the time.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, they're not scared of that because they know I'm so I'm like fuck, my soul's not going to have a body to live in, where am I going to go?
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[SPEAKER_11]: I'm going to be free, like, you know, I'm just going to be like spiraling in the air in the absolute, but hopefully I'll find a place to land.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know, I'm sure you will.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Somewhere to haunt.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Last night, Kristen and I got together because it was her birthday and she had her family birthday then she'd come and met me at our local watering hole and it ended up being like quite a conversation for a couple hours.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, we're there for a couple of hours or so.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Tell me close.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, we'll tell her close in time.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I get to get grown out.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I got my tacos.
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[SPEAKER_11]: There you go.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Fucking psychopath.
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[SPEAKER_11]: He was holding the takeout container with the taco in its sideways, not even knowing which
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[SPEAKER_11]: And he's talking about eating the taco on their right home.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I'm like, yeah, good luck, brother.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All right.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So the dish comes up with three taco.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And they weren't even tacos.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It would call something else.
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[SPEAKER_08]: They were shredded beef in a hot, you know, in a flower tortilla and then it was like dipped in this sauce.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, my God.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So good.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It was like burilla with like some burilla, or something.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So so I had two, but I had one leftover and they're closing like, I mean, they would, they would let us stay.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's, I mean, the owner is a body of mine.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He was there.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like, no, we'll get, we'll get out of here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, we gotta give me a takeout container.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And all is big takeout container.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All I have was one little teeny taco, I threw it in there.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm just carrying it just half-hazardly.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm walking cursed and out.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It should go, hey, did you call me psycho?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, hey, psycho, watch out for your food.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like, oh shit.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It's like the guy on the meme where the dude's holding the pizza box sideways.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like, why are you carrying the pizza like that, dude?
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[SPEAKER_11]: There's something wrong there.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That was also sent me over the edge.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I feel bad because I told the owner, I didn't know it was the owner at first, but I forgot he was like, how's it going or how is it, or ask how drinks were, and he asked how mine was, and I, like, you know, I said it was IST and it kind of suck to be honest, because it wasn't that good IST, it was on sweet and IST and it's not really hard to mess that up, but it tastes like very, uh, but I told him as IST suck straight to his face, first time I met him.
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[SPEAKER_09]: Well, I did, I did good, I only had one drink all night.
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[SPEAKER_09]: I don't I don't not really have to drink it anymore.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, I also I'm not into drinking anymore.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's been about three months.
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[SPEAKER_03]: No alcohol.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Nice.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Wow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Good for you.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Did you guys see the report?
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I forget where I saw it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Maybe it was on X where they were talking about how alcohol sales have plummeted.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Millions.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, have you seen that actually?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I think it was kind of dyslexic.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So it was either 38 million or 3.8 million, but I have want to say 38 Does that cause the cannabis industry or what not sure?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I just see people are walking away from alcohol I mean people are just choosing to be sober and finding sober activities and not wanting to consume alcohol nice
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you kind of wonder like we talk about how, you know, and this isn't just since Charlie Kirk at murdered, but, you know, leading up to that, like the last couple of years, I mean, I did it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like the last person I thought that would do it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Has a lot of people have chosen to go down a different path in their life, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, possibly doing a more traditional lifestyle, which I get up, I go to work, I come home,
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you just keep doing the same thing.
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[SPEAKER_10]: Yeah, good little sheep aren't you?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I wouldn't say I wouldn't say I was a sheep.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Just kidding.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But I am pretty traditional now that I'm out of my wild days.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's good.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You work for yourself too, you know.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, that gives you a lot of options.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So took us a note.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We hung out was good.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Had a good conversation.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Another friend of ours was there hanging out with us.
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[SPEAKER_08]: She was probably a little overwhelmed when she left.
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[SPEAKER_11]: But yeah, once I started open in the iceberg and what, how do you run?
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[SPEAKER_11]: You really, you really were spiraling last night.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And
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[SPEAKER_11]: I think it was actually you, not me, that I tend to have the same mistake.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I catch myself and then I'm on my own and I will car ride home thinking, what did I say?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, were they ready for that?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Or do I sound like you're crazy first?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I know I can be a little much sometimes.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It all depends on my mood and what my frame of mind is and what I feel like talking about.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And she had mentioned something and I said, okay, I'm going now.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, he went.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We won't talk about it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, no, we don't want to do this.
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[SPEAKER_08]: She's a nice person.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I actually met her at that bar.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But anyways, it was fun to get together.
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[SPEAKER_08]: She's going to be doing my photo shoot listeners.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Don't laugh.
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[SPEAKER_11]: But anyone laughs, I'm coming right down there to kick your ass.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm on this new journey, but I'm not only just with this new journey, like spiritually and religiously, I'm on this new health journey, which I've been doing good with.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I want to get in this girl that hung out with us.
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[SPEAKER_08]: She's a professional job, but she's also a photographer and her work is amazing.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like, I'm, I reach out to her a few weeks back.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I said, are you still doing that?
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[SPEAKER_08]: She goes, y'all, I said, OK, come some a time if I can reach my goal.
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[SPEAKER_08]: which I am like on track to do.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm gonna buy some nice suits and I, you know, whatever, we'll have to work it out, you know, what I want it to be.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But we're gonna do a professional photo shoot.
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[SPEAKER_08]: She's like, man, I'll do that for you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's awesome.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, it's gonna be cool.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But yeah, I think,
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think she, her head was spinning more than a time when it was over.
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[SPEAKER_03]: A lot to digest.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All right, so where you guys want to go?
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know, this whole Simpson thing now.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You guys are saying to Simpson episode as a hoax, because Kristen, you said you couldn't find it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Ashley, you said you couldn't find it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We were texting back and forth about it a bit and basically just, I think it's just one of those instances of like an informed consent where they just went crazy.
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[SPEAKER_11]: They warn us before happens to like abide by their like religious spiritual law basically.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, like what Sean and I talk about where they have to tell you.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Tell you what they're doing, because if you do nothing, you are giving like Kristen said, you're giving consent for them to do whatever they want you to you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, no resistance to it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's just, okay, well, what the hell are we gonna do?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I can't solve this now, all the way to manipulation, you know?
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[SPEAKER_03]: So have you noticed, do you remember being a kid and looking at a snowflake?
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[SPEAKER_03]: And they were all different individual actual snowflake?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Sure.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Are they not anymore?
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[SPEAKER_03]: No, my friend.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Who's long, long time?
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's been so sad.
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[SPEAKER_03]: At least noticeably a few years for me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So the point I was fortunate enough, my husband works up North sometimes almost in Canada and he sent me a picture of two real snowflakes individual perfect little designs.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I can't tell you how long it's been since I've seen that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know, just the fact that Snowflakes under a microscope look like what they look like is amazing because it's all like the law of mathematics and physics, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: So now we're seeing.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, for actual say.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Now we're seeing duplicates though of like the same like just they're not even fractals.
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[SPEAKER_03]: They're fake snowballs.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I could know it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like I've been able to tell for a couple of years that the snow like feels different looks different.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like, yeah, I taste different.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I haven't eaten a long time, but well, I wouldn't eat snow and definitely not yellow snow.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I know.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But do you guys remember when I had the freak snow storm down in Texas?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And it was all in videos of people lighting the snow on fire.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh yeah, they were like microwaving it to and I was going to bring this up.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I saw a video of somebody making a snowball and like clenching it really hard and taken a lighter to it and it burned like plastic haven't confirmed for myself, but we're going to do that before we actually thought.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Definitely saw a lot of videos about that and, you know, I mean, it doesn't snow in Texas like ever.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, I know my, I have family in Texas, one of my cousin still lives in Texas.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I mean, they get ice storms, you know, but they don't get snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And like really freezing temperatures where like,
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[SPEAKER_08]: pipes and bursting and things like that, but you know like Pensacola Florida, what was it a couple years ago at Pensacola Beach?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I got eight inches of snow and it looks like they're going to get snow for this storm as well.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's what I'm seeing.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm seeing a lot of people in the south apparently are going to get hit.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I think that's why they're calling it catastrophic because for us in New England or not even like even
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, Pennsylvania, they get a lot of snow in Pennsylvania.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, what's weird is the whole entire country is going to get snow.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know if that's ever, it has that ever happened where the whole country gets snow.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Is it going to though?
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I think it is.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I mean, I don't know how accurate this one, that one video I sent you was, but it was just basically saying like the top of the US would get like 35 plus inches extreme like places like Montana and Idaho and North Dakota, South Dakota and then deep snow for like the East Coast all the way through to like Indiana.
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[SPEAKER_11]: which I would be like 15 to 35 inches, moderate snow, which is five to 15 throughout like Colorado, Utah, Missouri, and then.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So you know, the Texas, actually, my apologies, Texas has no snow while a little bit on the top, but still the weather, the social media weather guy goes by Ryan y'all or something like that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I have for good.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, really good.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I just started following him on X.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Actually, you had sent me one of his posts.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That dude is pretty accurate.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's why I have to watching what he posted.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, just like the stuff in Russia isn't sane.
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[SPEAKER_11]: 146 year Snowfall record and they've got like talking like, what, like how tall do you think those apartment buildings are?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Probably like 10 stories and the snow is to the roof.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think they're actually taller than 10 stories, but if you don't hear the other thing,
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[SPEAKER_08]: We want to believe in videos that we see.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I know.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Trust me.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I don't know if they're real, but I was just going to say I don't even check the weather.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I just go about my day and try to bring layers because I don't believe anything that I see at this point.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But if you saw the pictures coming out of Russia, the amount of snow it was insane.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So yeah, like people jumping out of like third story, fourth story windows, just to like jump out the windows.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I remember when I was a kid, we used to jump out of the barn, up into third loft where there was a trap door.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We, you know, all the snow would get plowed up, and we would like pretend we were paratroopers or whatever.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I have memories of jumping off like a pool house roof and a snow, too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It would get different type of snowfall when we were younger, too,
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[SPEAKER_08]: So the guy you might want to check out on X's Ryan Hall y'all is really big on YouTube actually That's where I fall him and he's got some pretty good information of what we got coming So yeah, so Russia did actually get hit in some places with four meter high snowfall I'm looking at like actual news reports
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[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so four meter a meter is roughly.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, a meter is roughly 30 inches.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, call it three feet.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, how many, do you say four?
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[SPEAKER_08]: It would be 13 feet.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I was gonna say 12 or 13.
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[SPEAKER_11]: That's catastrophic, like.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Like I can't even get I can't even put it out in the words like imagine waking up and trying to go outside and you literally can't because your door is less than 13 feet and it's just there's no double that I really don't think we're gonna see that I know we won't but like all the weather apps a course you can't ever trust them I use weather channel by wife uses acu weather and there's another one that we both use that's actually really cool
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[SPEAKER_08]: No, no, no two are the same.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I use a little glass, it's like a little glass tube and it has like these crystal things in it and the crystals move around based on what the weather is gonna be and I just look at that thing.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And what did it say?
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[SPEAKER_11]: I didn't look at it today, I should have.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, I know what you're talking about, those things are really cool.
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[SPEAKER_11]: There's been granules.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Granulated, no.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All right, so let's look at it, let's set up a scenario.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Say we got five or six feet of snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Even here where we are equipped for that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's a lot of snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's a lot of snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But could you imagine like Virginia south where they don't even have plot trucks?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, like remember that the snowstorm we had a couple years ago where this snow was what like Had to have been at least five feet.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I feel like there was one day where maybe just piled up over the course of days But there was a day I went out to my car and the snow was taller than my car.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I like I had to like
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[SPEAKER_11]: shovel out to get to my car and then I was like trying to clear off my car and as I was clearing off my car because there was so much snow and there was like a little bit slippery underneath me like I slipped and the snow fell on me I was trying to grab and get up.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I couldn't get up.
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[SPEAKER_11]: The snow was suffocating me.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was actually terrified and I've been in snow my whole life And I was like I'm actually gonna die a year like I couldn't get up.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was like my tire was like everything I was grabbing I was just like
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, and I just started yelling in a, you know, what he helped, but eventually I got up because I had my little scraper and I used that to like, Yeah, resilience.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It's scary though.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I can, I can remember back in, I want to say it was 2020.
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[SPEAKER_08]: When we were going to go to our friends house in Florida and spend Christmas with them.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And that's when I think the first Christmas we had little, little G.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And the day before we were flying out, we literally got three and a half feet of snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So then I'm like freaking out because you know, I am the typical dude when it comes to traveling, like I packed the night before.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And in some cases, I'm checking my stuff that morning.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I swear to God, it's always we got to be up at two in the cab by three.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We got to be at the airport by four and we're going to be flying out by six.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We'll be in Florida by nine or ten at the latest.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I was pretty tacked out.
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[SPEAKER_11]: People are dramatic with their travel times.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You know what I found out when I just came back from Pennsylvania.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was able to get from security to my gate.
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[SPEAKER_11]: in less than 30 minutes.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was scared.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was like, am I going to even get to my plane time?
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[SPEAKER_11]: But I did.
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[SPEAKER_10]: I have TSA pass, so I can walk right through.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, so I'm just saying I think you only really need like 45 minutes.
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[SPEAKER_11]: think.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Don't call me on it, but I'm not a big flyer.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I once in a while, but.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, I don't mind flying at all.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like I have to give myself time because I be getting lost.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm distracted.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know, once you get airports down, you're fine.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So we're down in Florida and they were having a cold snap down there, too.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But here we are, it's like two days before Christmas, I'm in a pool.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's like 70 degrees out, which is cold for there, but the pool was heated, so that was all good.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I said, well, I always have this thing where it gives me anxiety to leave the haunted garage.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So in my brother Chris was like here, like taking care of business, freaking hates it when I call him to see how things are going.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I called him up, I said, hey, how's things going?
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[SPEAKER_08]: He goes, go and good, I said, yeah, what'd you do with the snow?
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[SPEAKER_08]: He goes, I didn't have to do anything with the snow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I said, what he's talking about?
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[SPEAKER_08]: He said it was 70 degrees yesterday in December.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All the snow melted, literally in two days.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, explain to me how that happens.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Man, you thought you should come up there.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, it's the only way.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I recall that happening, too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I had a memory come up.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I think it was about 13 or 14 years ago, where it was 70 and sunny on a Christmas day.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I remember that day, actually.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was like, out in a t-shirt.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I'm like, dang, this would be nice.
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[SPEAKER_08]: OK, I remember that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But let me give you one that's even longer ago, because I was still living at home here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I had to be in my late 20s.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Three days leading up to Christmas, it was absolutely beautiful.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Christmas day was like 70 degrees.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Now, I didn't have a cell phone at the time.
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[SPEAKER_08]: This was pre-cell phone.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Two of my bodies called my house, and they go, what are you doing?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I said, wow, you know, Christmas, they go, let's go get a drink.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like, are you guys riding?
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[SPEAKER_08]: He goes, yeah, we're riding.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He said, how many times can you say that we went for a ride, motorcycle ride on Christmas day in New Hampshire?
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[SPEAKER_08]: And of course, you know, all the Chinese restaurants that are open on Christmas.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So we had this one particular one on Lawden Road that we used to go to.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think what's called, was it making, it was called making at the time?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I didn't want the clothes down one now.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I'm like, okay, I mentioned the basement.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Because they won't.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Back when they would let us in the basement.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Now nobody knows that the basement exists.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And like, oh, no, there's a basement.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, the basement used to be the private party area.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, my dad and I were always down there hanging out.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I met them down there and it was beautiful riding.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, yeah, I still wore my lenders and stuff.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But as it was pushing him against dark early, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: So especially that time of year, because that's right around the solstice.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like, well, I'll start to get dark.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm going to head home.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I don't want to freeze my ass off.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I have actually written home at night and it was so cold.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You could smell people's wood stoves going cold.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It wasn't that cold that night.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But it's just, but I mean that 70 degrees on Christmas day,
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's like insane.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It is.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It is.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's like a bittersweet because it's nice because we love warm weather, but also red flag because it's 70 on Christmas day in New Hampshire.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Since you brought up that Chinese restaurant though, didn't they get busted for like human trafficking?
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[SPEAKER_08]: I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Did.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Pretty sure.
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[SPEAKER_08]: What do you know about that?
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[SPEAKER_08]: So that's, you know what, I didn't want to get into this like any time soon, but I think people need to know that the state of New Hampshire.
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[SPEAKER_08]: is a hub for that stuff and I don't care what anybody says.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It absolutely is 100%.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I think it's right in front of everybody's eyes.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's exactly right in front of everybody's eyes.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, that's scary out there.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It is.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: But yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So I think that's why they stop playing people go in the basement because I think they were just like a bunch of people living down there because that place got real rundown real fast over the past decade to the point where there was like water dripping from like on your table from like those glass like atrium.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: But yeah, those people look really big spot on, yeah, people look like real miserable and like like they actually looked like slaves working in there like the people didn't take it busted for that they were bringing people over from China of making them pay to come.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And then they had to, or no, they loaned them money to cut, or whatever how it works.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And then they made them work for basically free until they could pay it off.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm sure, I'm sure there was some prostitution going on there somewhere.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It was just a very, very common.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I worked in restaurants for 13 years.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And I've seen it in all kinds of different restaurants.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Like all types of independent type restaurants.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Uh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yep, absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Chinese restaurants too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's really
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[SPEAKER_03]: Common in honestly a lot of young girls will come over and then they are there 24 or seven no days off We're working off that debt.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: What do you guys what do you think the future of Like the human trafficking thing is gonna be since Like the shut down of these NGOs that was stealing our tax money and actually funding that like our tax money Like the money we pay for the work that we do
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[SPEAKER_08]: was literally being stolen, and used for enough various reasons.
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[SPEAKER_08]: What do you guys see like in the future, what holds for that?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Because this whole thing would Venezuela has larger ramifications, I think, to people understand.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think people think that, oh, they got madera out because United States wants to go in, Trump wants all their oil.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, I'm sure that's part of it because we'd be dumb not to, but all them drugs that came over and all the drugs coming from Venezuela, Colombia, you see Colombia's on board now, they want to play play ball with us.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And
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[SPEAKER_08]: if all of them drugs are gone because that drug money was probably used to finance because drug trafficking, human trafficking, kind of runs like side by side right like hand and hand.
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[SPEAKER_08]: What do you guys just thought so on that?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I thought as they need someone to wash all that drug money to start with and yeah, I think regardless of the country realistically, that's gonna keep coming in from somewhere and I don't necessarily think
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[SPEAKER_08]: OK, so explain.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I would say I think this country has a big hand in drugging the people of this nation.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, I don't disagree with you at all.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I've seen it firsthand through countless amount of family friends, everybody.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So especially in New Hampshire and the high school that we went to specifically, I think was very, very bad right around that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You mean like diagnosing people so you can give them pills to keep them drugged up as I was talking about?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, yeah, absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_03]: a huge grand scheme of things, whether it be for mental health medication or if it's a pain medication or just pushing agendas that it's cool to like get totally messed up and that you're invisible and can do whatever.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think it gets pushed on a lot of young people.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think you'll find isn't this one of the reasons why you know if you want to talk about like drug trafficking and stuff.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You're always think of like the illicit drum trafficking, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Like the bad drugs.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But a lot of people don't think about the companies and the pharmaceuticals, like the sacklers, that pushed the oxycontins, and as a ton of movies out there, dramatizing how they actually did this, dude, that's just legalized drug dealing.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's all it is.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I remember when I went to Florida, you would see these random paying clinics everywhere.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And what they would do is they would get this old buck doctor that's still had a license to write prescriptions.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Right in them up.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Just, you know, they probably paid them so much per prescription to write them up.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And then they're like, oh, we are pharmacies right here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Come on over.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yep.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And look at, look at how that fueled the opiate crisis
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[SPEAKER_08]: So when they couldn't, when they could no longer get any type of opiate from a legitimate source and they're not legitimate, but you know what I mean, like a pharmacy or whatever, then they start turning to heroin.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I believe that's intentional.
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[SPEAKER_03]: They literally get you hooked, hooked, hooked, and then they rip it out from under you and then the next best thing is a hardcore street drug and you're a useless human to society at that point,
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, it starts out with heroin, but this is where I was, I was bringing in the whole fentanyl thing.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So then they're using fentanyl, mixing it with the heroin, actually mixing it with cocaine as well.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And that is when the deaths really started skyrocketing, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Because I don't think, you know, are these scientists that are doing this mixture?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Like saying, okay, so, right, well, that's what I mean.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So it's like, okay, so we're going to put this much fentanyl and because synthetic fentanyls probably a lot less, probably a lot cheaper.
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[SPEAKER_11]: These are profit margin, yes, measuring this stuff.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And then there's car fentanyl, which is even stronger than fentanyl.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, yes, so I heard about that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I can't remember the number, but it's I think like a fentanyl is fentanyl is like a hundred times stronger than heroin and then car fentanyl is like a thousand times stronger than fentanyl or something like Oh, geez.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I'm even creating that like for what because it's cheaper to make it gets you higher and they're making way more money on off the thing Well, the fentanyl the materials to make the fentanyl actually come from China and what they did was they got in bed with the Mexican cartels
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[SPEAKER_08]: In presumably the South American cartels, and they would supply them with the products to make fentanyl.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So they weren't actually shipping fentanyl in.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, maybe that some of that did go on.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So now you've got these, you know, drug cartels, and they probably have, you know, paid for a really good scientist, and they synthesized it, and they made it, and they're like, wow,
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[SPEAKER_08]: because the only other way is they would actually have to buy heroin from the Middle East and China.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And Afghanistan was a huge producer of poppy.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And there's a, and this is not conspiracy theory.
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[SPEAKER_08]: American troops were actually
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[SPEAKER_08]: guarding the poppy fields because the Taliban for all their faults, they were burning all the poppy fields down and maybe not all of them.
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[SPEAKER_08]: There was probably some faction of the Taliban that's like, what are you doing?
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[SPEAKER_08]: That's a lot of money.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We can make a lot of money here.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But when the United States is occupying your country, it might be a little hard to do that, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: So they're guarding all these poppy fields.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And, you know, afghanistan is right next to China.
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[SPEAKER_08]: They probably had some, you know, way to get it to China.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And then they would process China was always known for, while opium for one thing, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, you know, opium, what's the other one?
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[SPEAKER_08]: The stuff you get in the hospital, morphine, and heroin all comes from the same plant.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's just synthesized differently, or it's more refined, say, for instance.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, instead of having to spend all that money getting all that heroin here, only to just revamp it and send it to the United States, because the South Americans, the Mexicans, they had their travel routes, they're so crude.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So they had the distribution was all set up, and once you got into the United States, well, then it was pretty much free distribution, right?
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[SPEAKER_08]: They could get those drinks anywhere.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We don't have to buy as much heroin now.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And then, I guess they were making it in Mexico.
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[SPEAKER_08]: They never heard of the brown heroin.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I've heard of it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, I don't even do drugs, but I've heard of it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I never, I never, I never did heroin ever at my life.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I never would.
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[SPEAKER_08]: The other stuff, the Tony Montana stuff, I used to do a bunch of that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I will say it was a lot of fun.
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[SPEAKER_08]: About one day, like four years.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I woke up and I said, I'm all set with that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I did.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That was it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I never touched the sense.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And that was probably 30 plus years ago.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Nice.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Was the last time I ever touched that stuff?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Probably smart move.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Anything powder today is just okay.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So very good friend of mine was a very hard worker.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He owned a type of construction company.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not gonna say what kind because a lot of people know this story.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He was a recovering alcoholic and recovering drug addict.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He was going to AA and NA.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And he would do really good for long periods of time, but once the wall eats fall off the wagon for a month or so.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And let me tell you what, he was off the wall.
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[SPEAKER_08]: When this happened.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Had retired, sold his business, sold all his business equipment off
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[SPEAKER_08]: got involved with another company that he was actually bankrolling and he didn't have to worry about another dime in his life.
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[SPEAKER_08]: But he couldn't get rid of that demon and he loved the coke.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And so he had bought some.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Nobody had seen him.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Where is he?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Where is he?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, so they went looking for him.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He was sitting at the table just like a scene out of
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[SPEAKER_08]: A huge pile with his face buried right in it, dead of the Nadoan now.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And they did the toxicology report and it was the fentanyl that killed him.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I have a similar personal experience with a friend of mine, she's my age, and she had a younger brother.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And when we, this has to be about, I would say easily maybe 10 or so, plus years ago, when we first started like partying,
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[SPEAKER_03]: And the first time the kid ever did drugs was with us, so I feel kind of like bad about it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But years later, he ended up getting into heroin.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Got sober, moved out of New Hampshire, was living in Maryland, and his birthday came around, not even 21 years old, bought a bag of coke and put it out on the counter.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And literally got halfway through the line and died, and my friend found her a little brother.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Really does.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know, I think the whole thing with, and people can say what they want about Doge, but I think Doge was instrumental in shutting a lot of this stuff down, I mean, do.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Only by shutting down the NGOs, the non-governmental organizations that were actually tied in with these money launders and things like that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: and also the steps that are being taken by the Trump administration is shut a lot of this stuff down.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Now listen, everybody says the CIA is the biggest drug dealer and I'm not going to disagree with you.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, they made the black web, the dark web, they made that to like monitor and like kind of like funnel, I think drugs into the Silk Road on the dark web, like prosecutors, tabs on competitors too.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And you know
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[SPEAKER_11]: the things I've seen on the dark web like it's
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[SPEAKER_11]: it's it's more traumatizing than like I'm into horror movies but I somehow stumbled upon rabbit holes where I was like I wasn't looking for this stuff guys but I just I was clicking around clicking and clacking and I ended up in different places in the dark web and like I saw the drug market in there I was like oh sure you can literally buy anything stuff I had never heard of like any pharmacy pill I need to street drug anything whatever cool I had extra to there cuz who cares and then I got into this section where you could see like
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[SPEAKER_11]: different gang members getting killed by other gang members and police getting killed by certain gang members like their initiative to re like videos that they it's it's it's it's their real murders guys and then it gets even deeper because then ended up in a place called the red room
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[SPEAKER_11]: So they were like the waiting room for the right room.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was just basically saying this was like This was before Bitcoin like was like before everybody was talking about Bitcoin like this is back when it was like $5,000, you know for one and
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[SPEAKER_11]: I remember seeing like in the waiting room when I got to like the landing page it was like for first place see it costs like 5,000 or like one Bitcoin and for I forget what the price is where but you could you could be in the first place see second or third and then you could be a spectator but all of them cost money I didn't go into the red room because I wasn't putting money into it but
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[SPEAKER_11]: The first place see basically these people in the red room like the organizer of it, they're capturing people, they're abducting people, they're taking him into this like tortured room.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And it's like, they have all these tools laid out and the person that pays for the number one seat gets to completely direct how this person gets tortured and killed.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And then like the other ones get to like, have a certain part of the play too.
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[SPEAKER_11]: But that's all real shit.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like that was all really happening, like live.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, yeah, it's 100% real.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I haven't seen it myself, but I've heard specifically of the red room and sitting in the waiting room and the first seat and having the orchestra seat to do whatever you want in 5,000.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That is not a lot of money.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I think maybe it was like five big coin or something I forget what it was.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But either way, that is not a lot to torture a human being.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, but look how many here getting abducted left and right every single day like yeah, and the CIA owns that shit Like what's going on here?
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[SPEAKER_08]: What do they say?
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[SPEAKER_08]: What is the current number?
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[SPEAKER_08]: Let me look it up.
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[SPEAKER_08]: How many people go missing?
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[SPEAKER_11]: A couple years ago when I did that like protesting conquered I think it was like 900 and it was I did the math and it ended up being like 47 people per state per day That's insane.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Which ended up I forget what it was, but it was like
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[SPEAKER_03]: So kind of back to the spiritual role of them having to show us, talking about the red rum, if you're familiar with the hostile movies.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, very, very aligned with that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, that's what my brain was trying to think of.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I was like, I think in the song movies, but that wasn't it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: When I was thinking of like, oh, explaining on the tools we know exactly.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, exactly like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: And yeah, that's some dark shit.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It makes you wonder too.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like I know I'll obviously a lot of horror movies are fake and whatnot, but there's some like underground ones where I'm like I see them and make sure it was that like just really solid graphics.
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[SPEAKER_03]: There's definitely been some that have been investigated.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like what?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Uh, off the top of my head I could not believe the list.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I got you.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'll look into it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I actually swore off of horror movies recently.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, horror movies true crime podcasts.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I haven't been really watching anything like that lately, but I still do like a good home movie once in a while.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: All right.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So tell me more about the dark web.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So I've been interested in the dark web.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You're going to keep your old computer.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We can use that for it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: There was a podcast.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I think it's still around called Sword and Scale.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And they would actually go on the dark web and find stuff to talk about on the show.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, we could do it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I know my way around there.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I know you do, but, you know, sometimes I think with your mental health, that might not be a good thing for you to be do.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, I'm not clicking it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: That was like 15 years ago that I was like, that I stumbled across like that kind of stuff and actually had interest.
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[SPEAKER_11]: not like interesting watching or anything but just like the curiosity to the point to like even click on it like now I'm at a point in my life where I wouldn't even give that any attention because that's somebody's fucking life like I felt guilty when I when the only videos that I actually saw and like watched with my eyes were like the gang ones were like
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[SPEAKER_11]: That cop was murdered and cold blood like right there in front of the video like in the dark like on a street like just they took him and they killed him and then like saw their ones with other gang members doing that to each other and it was real messed up
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[SPEAKER_08]: I've seen videos of rival gangs killing each other, like capturing people and killing each other.
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[SPEAKER_08]: You know, stuff is disturbing, it's like, yeah, you know, I saw a lot of really heinous stuff growing up and then, you know, before the internet, I mean, I was seeing it in real time.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And so, so now when the internet and now you have, you know, the dark network, you can't talk about.
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[SPEAKER_08]: If people knew what goes on, and this is another thing with like, you know, as Buckley used to call it, the Kabbal or the New World Order or the Elite, like these people are freaking sick.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And these are the same people that are waging this war against Christianity in my opinion because they are Satan worshipers.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, whenever you do any research on any of the elites or the things that they're doing, you would have to be a total dumb dumb not to figure out that they are on Satan's side for what they're doing to people, right?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So, I guess that was part of my thing like the episode I did when Sean and people might think I'm just talking out my ass, but I can tell you right now that I'm not.
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[SPEAKER_08]: When I said I was gonna be like a spiritual warrior or whatever, that includes against people like that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I could not agree more when I was listening to that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was like, oh yeah, I hate to.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you know, my DNA comes from a long line of people that have been very willing to kill other people.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, I'm descended from Normans.
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[SPEAKER_03]: There we go.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And that's documented.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And you know, Army of William the Conqueror, I mean, my ancestors fought in a revolution.
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[SPEAKER_08]: They fought in every single war there ever was in the United States.
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[SPEAKER_02]: That's cool.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I had to talk to my cousins, Sue, about this.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I'm 99% sure that a member of our family on my mom's side actually died during Bunker Hill.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So yeah, so we've come from a long line of that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I have had dreams, and I've talked about my dreams a lot on a show like years ago.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I haven't really recently.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Sean and I kind of touched on this a little bit in the last episode.
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[SPEAKER_08]: where I had this dream where I was like a Roman legionier, like a upper level one.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm telling you right now, this dream was so real, like I was there.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And we had this dude down on his knees.
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[SPEAKER_08]: and I was questioning him we were questioning him we were trying to get information from him and he just refused I mean he was like what we would call a stand-up guy he refused to tell us anything we wanted and I can remember and I had to be speaking like latin at the time but I remember telling him he's okay you're gonna tell us what we need to know or it's gonna be off with your head
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[SPEAKER_08]: And he basically said, well, do what you're going to do.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I cut his head off.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And in this dream, I was a big jacked dude.
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[SPEAKER_08]: That was like at least six foot tall.
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[SPEAKER_02]: There you go.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I was wearing the stuff I had this big long sword.
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[SPEAKER_08]: I swear to God, the sword was five feet long.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I took both hands of it.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I just cock back and swip took his head right off.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I remember it in the dream.
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[SPEAKER_08]: He just fell forward.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Wow.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And it has had rolled away and I got to tell you, that was pretty disturbing even for me when I woke up because I'm like, wow, because it was almost like when Kristen talks about astrotravelling and out of body experiences and stuff like that, it's almost like that's what I did.
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[SPEAKER_08]: And I went back to that time, but then you got to think about how we all say that time is not linear, like all these things could be happening at the same time, our past lives, if you believe in multiple lives, you know, sometimes I believe that if you're going to be hardcore Christian, you don't believe in past lives, but I disagree with that.
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[SPEAKER_08]: in some of the nag-homadi texts and things like that, they actually firmly believed in reincarnation.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I have to agree to, I think, just me personally from life experience, there's no possible way that it's just done with and that was it and you're in the ground and done.
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[SPEAKER_03]: There's no way, I think, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think sometimes too, with dreaming, I don't know if it was necessarily like prophetic dreaming with that, but I think it's a dream where that may have already happened and you're remembering it, and that subconscious, like, lower level.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I do feel like the dream realm, people say that they're so closely related to the astral realm.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I feel like we have that about the experience is when we're dreaming.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So it just makes me think of like all the times I've done I was like literally every time I've done it, I've had a past life experience, like I travel in my dreams all the time because I've got like room disorder so I don't get into like a deep sleep in my body just my brain stays in the dream state and my body stays awake so like I'm just acting out my dream all night but I just like, I don't know, I feel like
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[SPEAKER_03]: There's no way reincarnation couldn't be real with all the insight we get in like all of like the deja vu and the flashbacks absolutely I think the same thing to Yeah, I think it's impossible not to and it can't just be this right I think this is I think we're literally living in hell like the limbo and then this is where your soul comes to relearn whatever lessons it may be however many times it needs to and
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[SPEAKER_03]: I can get down eventually, get to heaven, maybe.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, so I guess, all right, since I'm just going to be delusional, maybe if I just like go on a different, I'm not going to do this guys, but like if I just go on a different path of like fucking up after fucking up and like not learning my lessons, will I live forever?
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[SPEAKER_03]: Because I'm not ready to like leave hell.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was gonna say you will live forever in hell When you could live on any eternity and have been true.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I think from what I hear.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I got My boss is almost here.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It's time
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[SPEAKER_03]: no, stay.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So I think it's worth mentioning.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Both of us going on, I guess, a spiritual religious journey.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Both of us coming from, I don't know, pretty dark depressed up for gangs, I think,
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, just the spiritual stuff, too, like the witchcraft stuff, the occult, the interest and death, everything like that, and the other side coming from that, the deeper I dug into the darker and darker and darker conspiracies.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I honestly just literally keep running into God.
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[SPEAKER_03]: That's where I've come to.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, that's good.
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[SPEAKER_11]: At least, I mean, at least you keep running into God during all that.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Don't get me wrong.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's still be diving deep into the dark stuff, too.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Sometimes when I catch myself,
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, it is, it's so intriguing and it's hard not to you because it's like, it's also a nice astute, it's not a nice escape.
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[SPEAKER_11]: It's a very dark escape, but it's like, okay, let's get to what's really happening on a day-to-day basis outside of going to work and back.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like the matrix of literally the rat race.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: So previously, I said I worked in restaurants for so long.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was in that rat race.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Literally just waking up, going to work, paying your bills, drinking, that was it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Uh, hanging out with people who had no ambition, no goals, no anything, no hopes, no dreams, just getting to work every day.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I did not even know how depressed and miserable I was every single day, like I knew I felt terrible, but then one day a regular, literally asked me to start walking their dog and stay overnight with their dog and that's what led me to, I would say like a passion career and now I don't hate waking up going to work, now it's like out of the matrix.
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[SPEAKER_11]: That's great.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Also, you should explain your business because there might be some locals that could really benefit from this.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I am a small business owner in New Hampshire.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I own 6O through pet and farm services, so we take care of all kinds of animals, reptiles to giant oxen and everything in between.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Farm sitting, pet sitting, dog walk in, all the above.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And she's a true animal person, guys.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like an actual animal lover.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So like the one on one soul connection with like every animal, she's got that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So if you need that service, you're like, hit her up.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Seriously.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Welcome.
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[SPEAKER_03]: It's special thing to be with the animals, too, because you know, growing up being, you know, miserable, not hoping for anything.
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[SPEAKER_03]: basically cling to animals because they kind of don't see anything but good, and yeah, that kind of is what led me to be so animal-assust.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: We need to have horse time.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yes, seriously.
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[SPEAKER_11]: That was like that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, the first time we actually hung out, I was like, yeah, I'm going to need to, come by.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You got a horse, I can hang out with.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Special invite.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think babies.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yep, basically just like said I needed one on one time with a horse, and she's like, oh, I know some horses.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Mm-hmm.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Not far from here at all.
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[SPEAKER_11]: You know, run, creaking up the stairs.
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[SPEAKER_08]: The man in the mist.
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[SPEAKER_08]: We ladies talking about.
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[SPEAKER_11]: We're talking about like, we just put a plug in for Ashley's pet.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Sitting pet services business.
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[SPEAKER_11]: She like takes care of people's animals with her way.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, all sorts of animals.
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[SPEAKER_11]: All sorts of animals.
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[SPEAKER_08]: So just for the listeners, we didn't really have anything planned to talk about because we were going to have a listener on, and she was nervous, right, Ashley?
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was doing great.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was nervous at first, leaving the house, I told my husband, I'm like, I'm nervous.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I didn't know there was going to be a signal.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I mean, we always pick Wednesday, anyways, but like kind of sucks out there as well.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So I'm Chris, she lives a bit away from here.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I'm scared to know snow.
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[SPEAKER_03]: snowm again and are not catch me also.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Okay, I should be fixed.
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[SPEAKER_08]: No, this is this is just a free flowing episode.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's going to go where it goes.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, so back to the human trafficking.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I'm just curious, like, what are your guys' thoughts on?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like, cause obviously there's all those like sex robots coming out and like, uh, I don't know.
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[SPEAKER_11]: There's like, there's, it was always just like what sex dolls and Dildos before.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't really know what the market was like.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Like, even in a cell, I feel like it's a push towards like demonic stuff.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I know it really is.
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[SPEAKER_03]: These totally sexualized all the time.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, it's like feeding.
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[SPEAKER_11]: you're like feeding a demon by doing that.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know which one specifically, but you've got to be and like ritualistically feeding it.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, and then like I could go deep in.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So I want to I don't know which way do I go now because now I want to go two ways, but like I'll just go this one way.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Well, I just started the other way.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So like what are your thoughts on?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Since there's now more like sophisticated technology for people like especially men to have sex with like these like
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[SPEAKER_11]: human looking like dolls, right?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Like do you think that the human trafficking is going to go down a bit?
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[SPEAKER_11]: Absolutely not.
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[SPEAKER_03]: Okay.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I caught it.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I was just kind of hoping.
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[SPEAKER_03]: But I don't necessarily think it's the sexual act.
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[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's stuff that harvesting for people.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
01:00:00.108 --> 01:00:00.208
[SPEAKER_11]: True.
01:00:00.328 --> 01:00:00.889
[SPEAKER_11]: Like the fear.
01:00:00.909 --> 01:00:03.271
[SPEAKER_11]: And I think it's promising.
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[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_08]: It's a domination thing.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_11]: And this kind of goes into the route, the other path that I want to go on to is
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[SPEAKER_11]: So like the idea of like feeding a demon by having so much sexual like using so much sexual energy and like acting on so much sexual energy.
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[SPEAKER_11]: So I read these books by Montak Chia.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know if ever heard of him.
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[SPEAKER_11]: I honestly can't say well like nationality is I don't know but he's got quite a few books and they're like the healing light of the dow.
01:00:35.994 --> 01:00:42.722
[SPEAKER_11]: There's like cultivating female sexual energy, cultivating male sexual energy.
01:00:42.702 --> 01:00:57.387
[SPEAKER_11]: he it's just like Chinese medicine and or more so to baton at say and he the cultivating female sexual energy book is really great there's and then the cultivating male sexual energy book but what I've learned in these books is that
01:00:58.328 --> 01:01:18.582
[SPEAKER_11]: I guess the easiest way to explain it is that for we all wake up with like 100 energy credits a day and your body takes about like 70 energy credits to like Exist so you only have 30 energy credits to spend each day and as you age you run out of energy credits and essentially you die when you you get to a point where you wake up and you're like
01:01:19.540 --> 01:01:33.036
[SPEAKER_11]: your body is taking 70 credits, but you don't have 30 credits to give any more for yourself because you're aging out like you're older, so you're getting into this deficit and then people get to a point where they run out of energy credits and they just don't wake up because they're, they got nothing left.
01:01:33.156 --> 01:01:48.855
[SPEAKER_11]: But the worst thing is is with females, if you cultivate your female sexual energy the right way, with the methods and methods in these books, you can
01:01:49.274 --> 01:02:10.168
[SPEAKER_11]: a whole lot longer like into your hundreds like there's talks not in that book, but in one of his other like thicker books about people living to like like past a hundred by doing these rituals and the idea is like you do all these practices on your own you learn how to do them and then you find a male partner that's also doing his practices on his own but it's different with a male and I'll get into that
01:02:10.688 --> 01:02:33.530
[SPEAKER_11]: But yeah, so like the female learns all these techniques by herself and she finds ways to cultivate this energy and revitalize her organs and it's just basically like taking all of the sexual energy and when you orgasm instead of like pushing like instead of going like outward you'd have to imagine like sucking it up and inward and up to your crown chakra and like up your spine and like absorbing that energy instead of like living it slip out of you.
01:02:34.090 --> 01:02:35.432
[SPEAKER_11]: So the female gets real good at that.
01:02:35.472 --> 01:02:37.894
[SPEAKER_11]: On the other hand, the male.
01:02:38.718 --> 01:02:44.710
[SPEAKER_11]: like when males, masturbate or when they're a jack, they literally have no way to bring the energy inward.
01:02:45.271 --> 01:02:50.942
[SPEAKER_11]: So no matter what, they're always losing life credits by losing like sexual energy.
01:02:50.962 --> 01:02:52.445
[SPEAKER_08]: I should have been dead by now.
01:02:52.846 --> 01:02:56.713
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, but it's interesting like how sexualized everything is especially for men.
01:02:56.753 --> 01:02:57.655
[SPEAKER_11]: Like I've like
01:02:58.225 --> 01:03:05.094
[SPEAKER_11]: Because they could easily market like sex, sex things to women as heavy as they do to men, but they definitely market it.
01:03:05.134 --> 01:03:22.596
[SPEAKER_11]: I feel like it's more heavily like pushed in male spaces on a day to day basis, not even through marketing, but just do like women's clothing and just the way society is like male gaze on everything kind of like women are so sexualized that men are just like so
01:03:22.576 --> 01:03:38.921
[SPEAKER_11]: So hyper sexual giving out so much more of their energy that way and like they're losing all the life credits But the idea is say once those two partners that have been actually practicing like they're methods I haven't fully read the mail one because I have no need to but Well, don't you think you should for a decade I have it.
01:03:38.981 --> 01:03:49.697
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, no, I have it so I could like teach somebody when I meet a proper partner like But once those two come together, they can actually get into what's called like the cause microcosmic I forget actually what's called
01:03:49.880 --> 01:03:51.382
[SPEAKER_08]: This is like to end trick stuff.
01:03:51.582 --> 01:04:03.095
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, kind of, but it's like to bet in, um, but yeah, you can, like, they'll take the female orgasm and show bring it up and up her spine out the top and into the male's crown and like down through his spine.
01:04:03.536 --> 01:04:16.411
[SPEAKER_11]: And like, they, if they're good at it enough, they'll be able to like cycle that energy, like through both of their bodies in a continuous, like, spiral like wheel, just like feeding every, both parties organs.
01:04:16.531 --> 01:04:17.592
[SPEAKER_11]: That's crazy.
01:04:18.466 --> 01:04:19.368
[SPEAKER_11]: that it's crazy.
01:04:19.388 --> 01:04:25.258
[SPEAKER_11]: But here we are just like seeping out and reaching out our sexual energy, like caught a regular, not we specifically, but like you know what I mean?
01:04:25.558 --> 01:04:26.580
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, in general, yeah.
01:04:26.600 --> 01:04:27.181
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, as humans.
01:04:27.482 --> 01:04:28.564
[SPEAKER_03]: Yep.
01:04:28.584 --> 01:04:30.106
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, super interesting.
01:04:31.369 --> 01:04:35.937
[SPEAKER_08]: Just right quick, we asked about how many people went missing.
01:04:35.957 --> 01:04:41.807
[SPEAKER_08]: Now, I always thought the number was actually higher than this, but according to Grock,
01:04:42.496 --> 01:04:59.055
[SPEAKER_08]: It says around 500,000 to 600,000 people that reported missing in the United States each year, according to official sources, like the FBI's National Crime Information Center and the national missing and unidentified persons system.
01:04:59.435 --> 01:05:05.122
[SPEAKER_11]: So when I did that, like thing a couple years ago, we were like, I wanted to say it was like 986,000 or something like that.
01:05:05.242 --> 01:05:07.845
[SPEAKER_08]: I thought it was just under, yeah, I thought it was just under a million people.
01:05:07.876 --> 01:05:16.726
[SPEAKER_11]: So maybe the number is like more, I would imagine I would have gone up since then, but Trump did do quite a bit to like bust human trafficking rings in his last.
01:05:17.406 --> 01:05:19.088
[SPEAKER_08]: His first term, yeah.
01:05:20.129 --> 01:05:25.355
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you know, a lot of that also, I think, isn't publicized.
01:05:26.516 --> 01:05:31.602
[SPEAKER_08]: And I think it's, well, I think it's not publicized because they need to keep it on the download.
01:05:32.583 --> 01:05:37.528
[SPEAKER_08]: So that the perpetrators don't really know who went and where they're coming for them.
01:05:37.660 --> 01:05:39.083
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, maybe make sense.
01:05:39.103 --> 01:05:42.649
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, so, I mean, we've all heard to pizza gate stories.
01:05:42.709 --> 01:05:48.059
[SPEAKER_08]: We've all heard how the elites, you know, we know the elites are into the human trafficking thing.
01:05:48.941 --> 01:05:54.892
[SPEAKER_08]: That they are behind like all of this.
01:05:55.072 --> 01:05:57.897
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, you have your localized freaks.
01:05:58.147 --> 01:05:58.808
[SPEAKER_08]: or whatever.
01:05:59.849 --> 01:06:01.592
[SPEAKER_08]: And, and that's fine.
01:06:01.612 --> 01:06:04.996
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, you can look them up on its sex offender's registration.
01:06:05.076 --> 01:06:07.259
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, I mean, actually, it's pretty scary.
01:06:07.299 --> 01:06:08.040
[SPEAKER_03]: We haven't done that.
01:06:08.080 --> 01:06:08.821
[SPEAKER_03]: Petrifying.
01:06:08.921 --> 01:06:09.322
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:06:09.342 --> 01:06:10.844
[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, I don't even have kids.
01:06:10.884 --> 01:06:11.765
[SPEAKER_03]: And I'm like, lock them up.
01:06:11.785 --> 01:06:12.205
[SPEAKER_03]: Kids up.
01:06:12.626 --> 01:06:13.227
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:06:13.247 --> 01:06:14.809
[SPEAKER_03]: It's terrifying.
01:06:14.829 --> 01:06:21.758
[SPEAKER_08]: So the other thing, too, like, when you, when you say, like harvesting energy, we've all heard about
01:06:22.075 --> 01:06:35.793
[SPEAKER_08]: the entities that feed off your negativity, and this is why this is whole push to keep people in a low vibration, we're gonna get a little woo-woo here.
01:06:36.494 --> 01:06:43.864
[SPEAKER_08]: But if they keep you in a low vibration, they're actually feeding off that which gives them more power.
01:06:44.063 --> 01:07:03.325
[SPEAKER_08]: Now, when people follow a religious path and listen, it doesn't just have to be Christianity, it can be Judaism, it can be Buddhism, and all these other religions that if that makes you, and we'll use Christianity because that's what we all are, right?
01:07:03.385 --> 01:07:09.632
[SPEAKER_08]: So if you're getting closer with God in your following the way,
01:07:10.287 --> 01:07:14.972
[SPEAKER_08]: and you're trying your best to live by those standards.
01:07:15.132 --> 01:07:17.395
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's hard.
01:07:17.495 --> 01:07:27.386
[SPEAKER_08]: I told Sean on the last show, I said, I'm willing to do this, but listen, I'm a male, I'm a human, I am going to backslide.
01:07:28.507 --> 01:07:33.713
[SPEAKER_08]: I am going to stray from the path, even if it's just for a little bit.
01:07:34.267 --> 01:07:40.615
[SPEAKER_08]: But I've been finding myself able to rope myself back in like rather quickly, actually.
01:07:41.256 --> 01:07:51.909
[SPEAKER_08]: Because you have this whole lifetime of experiences you've had, your desires that you've had, the desires that you still have.
01:07:52.990 --> 01:07:55.753
[SPEAKER_08]: And those really are strong.
01:07:55.773 --> 01:08:02.181
[SPEAKER_08]: They have a real strong pull on you on your psyche and on your thoughts and things like that.
01:08:02.414 --> 01:08:09.022
[SPEAKER_08]: But if you can, and I don't mean, you know, because sometimes you can't suppress your feelings.
01:08:09.062 --> 01:08:13.588
[SPEAKER_08]: You can't, I mean, you can, but you, you probably don't want to.
01:08:14.549 --> 01:08:19.935
[SPEAKER_08]: So if you have feelings about a certain, whatever, and you just go off the path.
01:08:20.015 --> 01:08:24.901
[SPEAKER_08]: It's just like when an alcoholic is like sober for a year, then like they just can't do it.
01:08:24.921 --> 01:08:26.363
[SPEAKER_08]: They got to go have a beer.
01:08:27.406 --> 01:08:32.614
[SPEAKER_08]: or a drug addict that's got to, you know, go shoot up or do whatever, do a line of coke.
01:08:32.694 --> 01:08:35.138
[SPEAKER_03]: It's usually the relapse that kills people honestly.
01:08:35.319 --> 01:08:35.599
[SPEAKER_08]: Right.
01:08:35.719 --> 01:08:42.750
[SPEAKER_08]: So it's the further you get into the system, the more disciplined you need to become, right?
01:08:43.472 --> 01:08:51.304
[SPEAKER_08]: But getting back to where I first started, if you're living in a high vibrational situation, if you're
01:08:52.330 --> 01:09:03.100
[SPEAKER_08]: really feeling good about yourself and you're feeling good about what you can do for others because to me it's always you know I never was a big door for myself like ever.
01:09:03.417 --> 01:09:09.005
[SPEAKER_08]: I was always more in tune to doing things for people, like even random people.
01:09:09.625 --> 01:09:25.747
[SPEAKER_08]: And then if you have your friends and your family and really close friends, you want them to feel good that they're loved, that somebody cares about them, somebody wants to make sure they're good, make sure they're protected.
01:09:26.889 --> 01:09:31.315
[SPEAKER_08]: And I have a circle of friends that I'm very much like that with.
01:09:31.463 --> 01:09:40.438
[SPEAKER_08]: If doing for others makes you feel really good and raises your vibration, well, they don't like that.
01:09:41.700 --> 01:09:47.329
[SPEAKER_08]: And I mean, even like the demonic realm, if you want to even go past,
01:09:47.933 --> 01:09:51.556
[SPEAKER_08]: what we can see with our own eyes, like they don't like that.
01:09:51.576 --> 01:09:54.138
[SPEAKER_08]: And that's where the whole term spiritual attack comes under.
01:09:54.819 --> 01:10:03.146
[SPEAKER_08]: When you decide you're going to go in a different direction and you're feeling good and things are starting to turn around for you.
01:10:03.187 --> 01:10:06.469
[SPEAKER_08]: Them demons are going to come in and they're going to say, whoa, hold up, buddy.
01:10:07.430 --> 01:10:13.496
[SPEAKER_08]: We need to have you in a low vibration because without that, we wither a way.
01:10:14.156 --> 01:10:17.299
[SPEAKER_08]: And I think the whole human trafficking thing,
01:10:17.735 --> 01:10:21.113
[SPEAKER_08]: that is completely like a total element of that.
01:10:21.937 --> 01:10:51.842
[SPEAKER_03]: I think a lot of what is put out to be normal and like day to day regular life is designed to keep people low vibration even they put super bowl or the sports football whatever ought a Sunday because then people stay up watching drinking and then the next day is Monday and they're useless miserable and they get to Tuesday and they're still unhappy video games porn
01:10:51.822 --> 01:10:57.267
[SPEAKER_03]: getting up, going to work, and jacking off, and then getting home pretty much.
01:10:57.607 --> 01:10:58.048
[SPEAKER_03]: Nice.
01:10:58.068 --> 01:10:59.169
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:10:59.349 --> 01:11:08.578
[SPEAKER_08]: I can tell you, and I never used to think this, I was subjected to sexual things at a very young age.
01:11:09.979 --> 01:11:13.542
[SPEAKER_08]: And I don't mean like I was never sexual abuse or anything like that, however.
01:11:15.644 --> 01:11:19.888
[SPEAKER_08]: I can remember the first strip show I was ever taken to.
01:11:21.607 --> 01:11:22.468
[SPEAKER_08]: Guess how old I was.
01:11:22.508 --> 01:11:26.372
[SPEAKER_03]: Six old enough, I'm guessing.
01:11:26.392 --> 01:11:27.093
[SPEAKER_08]: Older than that.
01:11:28.215 --> 01:11:28.615
[SPEAKER_03]: Twelve.
01:11:28.795 --> 01:11:29.816
[SPEAKER_08]: I was twelve years old.
01:11:31.178 --> 01:11:38.586
[SPEAKER_08]: And I was taken to a strip show by my dad and bunch of his cronies.
01:11:40.068 --> 01:11:43.632
[SPEAKER_08]: And at the time, I'm like, oh my god, this is awesome.
01:11:44.438 --> 01:11:45.499
[SPEAKER_08]: You know what I mean?
01:11:45.539 --> 01:11:57.171
[SPEAKER_08]: And I still, and I'll tell you how much of a grip that had on me, I have, like it, okay.
01:11:57.191 --> 01:12:01.616
[SPEAKER_08]: So when you talk about you, you know how you all have that archetype that you're attracted to?
01:12:01.656 --> 01:12:04.579
[SPEAKER_08]: Yes.
01:12:04.599 --> 01:12:04.699
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay.
01:12:04.719 --> 01:12:09.024
[SPEAKER_08]: So like you might like a certain dude a certain way.
01:12:09.144 --> 01:12:13.348
[SPEAKER_08]: And I mean physical, and I'm talking just physically looking at parents.
01:12:14.105 --> 01:12:21.854
[SPEAKER_08]: not spiritually or your connection on a different level because we all have friends that we really have that with, that we really connect with.
01:12:23.235 --> 01:12:28.001
[SPEAKER_08]: But I always have this major thing for redheads.
01:12:30.043 --> 01:12:30.564
[SPEAKER_08]: Big time.
01:12:31.805 --> 01:12:37.071
[SPEAKER_08]: Now granted, our family is, we have a major redhead gene in our family, right?
01:12:38.753 --> 01:12:42.137
[SPEAKER_08]: Redheads would either blue eyes or green eyes.
01:12:43.147 --> 01:12:44.268
[SPEAKER_08]: in fair skin.
01:12:44.449 --> 01:12:46.231
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm kind of a fan of fair skin.
01:12:46.271 --> 01:12:56.584
[SPEAKER_08]: I always have been like I don't mind looking at 10 ladies, but just for me personally on a personal level, I've always liked kind of fair skin, right?
01:12:56.604 --> 01:13:04.715
[SPEAKER_08]: This stripper, and I mean, my father must have slipped her a few bucks because they brought me right up to the front of the stage.
01:13:06.297 --> 01:13:12.765
[SPEAKER_08]: The girl went and got a chair that she sat
01:13:13.555 --> 01:13:19.580
[SPEAKER_08]: This chick was a red head and she was white like white.
01:13:19.700 --> 01:13:21.142
[SPEAKER_11]: You didn't even look at her eyes, Ron.
01:13:21.182 --> 01:13:22.843
[SPEAKER_11]: Did that much of a pig?
01:13:23.464 --> 01:13:24.445
[SPEAKER_11]: Can you blame the guy?
01:13:25.045 --> 01:13:30.390
[SPEAKER_11]: So many things make sense right now to be about Ron that didn't before and I'm just like, it's all coming together.
01:13:32.012 --> 01:13:35.575
[SPEAKER_08]: I am trying to be honest about my life.
01:13:35.715 --> 01:13:41.520
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't think that you're gonna find that, too, because I think when you have young,
01:13:42.901 --> 01:13:45.743
[SPEAKER_03]: experiences, I guess, interactions like that.
01:13:45.783 --> 01:13:50.387
[SPEAKER_03]: It's burned in your memory forever, because that's the first being thing.
01:13:50.908 --> 01:13:53.030
[SPEAKER_03]: But also at that time, it's normalized.
01:13:53.070 --> 01:13:56.733
[SPEAKER_03]: And you're like, yeah, one of the guys... Well, it was normalized.
01:13:56.753 --> 01:13:57.794
[SPEAKER_03]: That's my point.
01:13:57.894 --> 01:13:58.975
[SPEAKER_11]: Were they going to be beer, too?
01:13:59.195 --> 01:14:01.497
[SPEAKER_11]: Were they like, were they what?
01:14:01.537 --> 01:14:02.458
[SPEAKER_11]: Did they give you a beer, too?
01:14:03.419 --> 01:14:05.480
[SPEAKER_08]: No, but I was allowed to drink when I was 12.
01:14:06.581 --> 01:14:07.462
[SPEAKER_08]: There was rules, though.
01:14:08.503 --> 01:14:10.285
[SPEAKER_08]: And I can even remember what the beer was.
01:14:10.325 --> 01:14:11.946
[SPEAKER_08]: It was a Miller High Life.
01:14:12.230 --> 01:14:15.255
[SPEAKER_08]: And I was allowed to drink, but I can only have two beers.
01:14:17.299 --> 01:14:18.982
[SPEAKER_11]: Pretty good deal for 12-year-olds, reasonable.
01:14:20.064 --> 01:14:25.674
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so when I was 12, you probably would have thought I was at least 17 or 18 if you looked at me.
01:14:26.135 --> 01:14:26.255
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:14:27.076 --> 01:14:32.386
[SPEAKER_08]: But anyways, I can still remember what song she was dancing to.
01:14:32.406 --> 01:14:33.367
[SPEAKER_11]: Oh God, what was it?
01:14:33.668 --> 01:14:36.533
[SPEAKER_08]: It was Rolling Stones, Beast of Burton.
01:14:37.255 --> 01:14:39.177
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay, song is a thing.
01:14:39.957 --> 01:14:48.625
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, yeah, it what it is, but it's also a slow, solitary song that this girl was very in tune to dancing to.
01:14:49.446 --> 01:14:56.132
[SPEAKER_08]: When you grow up in an atmosphere like the atmosphere, I grew up in around really bad dudes.
01:14:57.213 --> 01:14:59.695
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, that's pretty sick to do to it, yeah, okay.
01:14:59.715 --> 01:15:02.037
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, but it was like normal for them back then.
01:15:02.057 --> 01:15:04.900
[SPEAKER_08]: And I think back now when I'm like,
01:15:05.048 --> 01:15:11.257
[SPEAKER_08]: I am so surprised that I am mentally like as normal as I can possibly be.
01:15:11.638 --> 01:15:17.687
[SPEAKER_03]: I think some people are capable of handling a lot more like trauma like that when we consider trauma.
01:15:17.707 --> 01:15:19.850
[SPEAKER_03]: Like maybe I think for some people.
01:15:20.171 --> 01:15:21.613
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, I had childhood trauma.
01:15:21.893 --> 01:15:22.474
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, for sure.
01:15:22.675 --> 01:15:24.537
[SPEAKER_03]: Some people can get through it, some people can't.
01:15:26.360 --> 01:15:30.246
[SPEAKER_08]: But the thing is growing up, I loved porn.
01:15:31.323 --> 01:15:31.764
[SPEAKER_03]: Right.
01:15:31.784 --> 01:15:43.375
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, they would always be playboy magazines, pen house, pen house was actually one of my favorites because it was more risk gay than playboy, but not as nasty as hustler.
01:15:44.598 --> 01:15:47.526
[SPEAKER_08]: And I, uh,
01:15:48.333 --> 01:15:55.561
[SPEAKER_08]: It's been right now, many, many, many years, since I've even looked at porn.
01:15:55.881 --> 01:15:58.124
[SPEAKER_03]: That's honestly very good.
01:15:58.404 --> 01:15:59.185
[SPEAKER_03]: No, I'm serious.
01:15:59.205 --> 01:15:59.645
[SPEAKER_03]: That's awesome.
01:15:59.665 --> 01:16:00.146
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm serious.
01:16:01.627 --> 01:16:04.070
[SPEAKER_08]: I will admit, I do like to look at women.
01:16:04.731 --> 01:16:12.419
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, it's like you get what you're fix almost out of social media, even though it's not like complete news, but it's like there's they're showing everything at this point.
01:16:12.459 --> 01:16:13.721
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, mine is well being.
01:16:13.741 --> 01:16:16.804
[SPEAKER_08]: I know about what I'm saying is I'm trying to win my self
01:16:16.953 --> 01:16:29.192
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, that's doing a lot better, because I don't think people really grasp just exactly how addictive and consuming watching like porn can be regularly.
01:16:29.212 --> 01:16:30.134
[SPEAKER_08]: Very addictive.
01:16:30.154 --> 01:16:30.434
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:16:30.594 --> 01:16:31.456
[SPEAKER_08]: Very addictive.
01:16:31.656 --> 01:16:32.397
[SPEAKER_03]: It's that instant.
01:16:32.437 --> 01:16:33.159
[SPEAKER_03]: You know, here I am.
01:16:33.199 --> 01:16:35.062
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like in a confessional lately.
01:16:35.102 --> 01:16:38.687
[SPEAKER_08]: Like the last month, I'm like confessing my sins to all my friends.
01:16:39.729 --> 01:16:42.353
[SPEAKER_08]: Or the ones that want to listen, or I should say certain friends.
01:16:43.025 --> 01:16:46.149
[SPEAKER_08]: but I'm confessing to everybody that lists the show now.
01:16:46.990 --> 01:16:49.353
[SPEAKER_08]: So I used to really be into porn.
01:16:49.373 --> 01:16:51.676
[SPEAKER_11]: I love to porn because- I mean, as well as how I'm what kind of porn?
01:16:52.757 --> 01:16:55.941
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, just regular, just- Did you learn last night?
01:16:56.362 --> 01:16:59.746
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, no, just run at the mill, you know, normal porn, right?
01:16:59.966 --> 01:17:01.808
[SPEAKER_08]: So- I don't know if there's such thing as porn.
01:17:02.389 --> 01:17:04.011
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, guy, girl, girl, girl.
01:17:04.792 --> 01:17:09.538
[SPEAKER_08]: Girl, girl didn't really do that much for me for some reason.
01:17:09.907 --> 01:17:16.095
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's like, you know, every guy's fantasy is to like have a threesome with two other chicks, right?
01:17:16.755 --> 01:17:17.056
[SPEAKER_08]: Is it?
01:17:18.157 --> 01:17:26.267
[SPEAKER_08]: But I was thinking, you know, because I was married once before my wife now as the joke on a thing, my current wife.
01:17:26.488 --> 01:17:28.330
[SPEAKER_08]: She's my second wife.
01:17:28.350 --> 01:17:33.016
[SPEAKER_08]: And I can remember when she moved in, she goes, oh, what's she goes?
01:17:33.056 --> 01:17:35.779
[SPEAKER_08]: What do you want to do with this big box of porn?
01:17:36.721 --> 01:17:38.584
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like, where'd you find that?
01:17:39.446 --> 01:17:41.890
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I had to use the closet, and I found this box.
01:17:41.950 --> 01:17:45.236
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like, I said, just go get rid of it, go do something.
01:17:45.256 --> 01:17:45.998
[SPEAKER_08]: Give it to your kid.
01:17:46.519 --> 01:17:49.504
[SPEAKER_03]: At that point, you could probably have sold the vintage playboy.
01:17:49.524 --> 01:17:52.710
[SPEAKER_08]: Have I found you vintage playboy right now?
01:17:52.730 --> 01:17:55.675
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, so actually, I don't want to get off topic.
01:17:56.110 --> 01:18:03.583
[SPEAKER_08]: but I used to love easy rider magazine because I was into bikes and I used to custom paint a lot of bikes, I can show you some pictures.
01:18:03.603 --> 01:18:04.604
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, definitely.
01:18:04.624 --> 01:18:04.865
[SPEAKER_08]: Let's go.
01:18:05.045 --> 01:18:07.930
[SPEAKER_08]: I got some pictures of a triumph that we did just a couple of years ago.
01:18:07.970 --> 01:18:09.553
[SPEAKER_08]: That just knocked your socks off.
01:18:09.593 --> 01:18:11.035
[SPEAKER_08]: This paint job we did on this thing.
01:18:12.658 --> 01:18:15.262
[SPEAKER_08]: So you familiar with the porn actress?
01:18:16.564 --> 01:18:16.785
[SPEAKER_08]: No.
01:18:17.045 --> 01:18:19.890
[SPEAKER_08]: Who became a regular actress?
01:18:20.073 --> 01:18:23.817
[SPEAKER_11]: The only porn names I even know and in a cool Smith are embarrassing.
01:18:23.917 --> 01:18:24.417
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh no, but I like it.
01:18:24.878 --> 01:18:25.679
[SPEAKER_08]: Absolutely.
01:18:25.699 --> 01:18:27.440
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, it's a lot of information in the postman.
01:18:27.460 --> 01:18:28.321
[SPEAKER_11]: Carmen Electric, right?
01:18:28.341 --> 01:18:28.962
[SPEAKER_11]: That's another one.
01:18:29.282 --> 01:18:31.625
[SPEAKER_11]: I think that those were the only, I don't know, I don't know.
01:18:32.045 --> 01:18:32.305
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't know.
01:18:32.325 --> 01:18:33.246
[SPEAKER_03]: She never did porn.
01:18:33.787 --> 01:18:34.287
[SPEAKER_11]: I don't know.
01:18:34.327 --> 01:18:36.590
[SPEAKER_11]: What could say there's porn wasn't she like it?
01:18:36.750 --> 01:18:42.275
[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, she was definitely out there, like maybe her nips and lips or good.
01:18:42.355 --> 01:18:43.456
[SPEAKER_03]: I think I've seen her tits.
01:18:43.536 --> 01:18:45.699
[SPEAKER_11]: She must be porn if I've seen her tits, wrong?
01:18:45.719 --> 01:18:50.063
[SPEAKER_11]: Like, they were floating around out there.
01:18:50.482 --> 01:18:51.243
[SPEAKER_11]: Let me look at her.
01:18:51.263 --> 01:18:52.685
[SPEAKER_11]: I know, I gotta take care.
01:18:52.705 --> 01:19:01.438
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so Tracy Lord's was like the number one porn check there was and she was a beautiful.
01:19:02.981 --> 01:19:06.146
[SPEAKER_08]: Before she got big and porn.
01:19:07.127 --> 01:19:10.272
[SPEAKER_11]: Is that the baby's that game that frees you?
01:19:10.292 --> 01:19:12.195
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I mean, she's older now.
01:19:12.475 --> 01:19:14.078
[SPEAKER_08]: She was 57.
01:19:14.458 --> 01:19:19.746
[SPEAKER_08]: She was born in 68, so she would be mid to late 50s now.
01:19:20.637 --> 01:19:25.525
[SPEAKER_08]: But, uh, point is she was like the starlet, right?
01:19:26.126 --> 01:19:32.657
[SPEAKER_08]: But before she did that, she did a lot of magazine modeling and she was in Easy Rider Magazine.
01:19:33.859 --> 01:19:35.742
[SPEAKER_11]: And she was cute there in magazine.
01:19:36.003 --> 01:19:44.417
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, and then when they discovered that she was only 16 or 17, they banned all those magazines.
01:19:45.612 --> 01:19:53.787
[SPEAKER_08]: I still have a copy of an original, easy ride of magazine with Tracy Lawrence, and it before she became a porn star.
01:19:54.047 --> 01:19:54.728
[SPEAKER_03]: That's pretty bad.
01:19:55.029 --> 01:19:56.952
[SPEAKER_03]: Honestly, I love a good night.
01:19:56.972 --> 01:19:59.176
[SPEAKER_08]: No, Tracy Lawrence was super nice looking.
01:19:59.397 --> 01:20:02.803
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I'm looking at some older pictures now, and she's, yeah, she's cute.
01:20:03.264 --> 01:20:04.005
[SPEAKER_11]: I might have been loud.
01:20:04.065 --> 01:20:05.668
[SPEAKER_08]: She's still actually pretty nice looking now.
01:20:05.708 --> 01:20:06.670
[SPEAKER_08]: She's actually an actress.
01:20:06.690 --> 01:20:08.413
[SPEAKER_08]: She does some mainstream films.
01:20:08.782 --> 01:20:13.487
[SPEAKER_08]: But just the first picture that pulls up on Goosarles, the works for the picture.
01:20:14.308 --> 01:20:14.609
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:20:15.029 --> 01:20:17.031
[SPEAKER_08]: So, but anyways, yeah.
01:20:17.792 --> 01:20:19.874
[SPEAKER_08]: So, porn is kind of a thing of the past.
01:20:20.535 --> 01:20:28.945
[SPEAKER_08]: I do like to look at women, though, and I, you know, on my Instagram and honestly, I've been slowly unfollowing.
01:20:29.345 --> 01:20:30.066
[SPEAKER_11]: That's good.
01:20:30.086 --> 01:20:32.489
[SPEAKER_11]: So, what do you got for sin is to confess, Ashley?
01:20:32.589 --> 01:20:34.391
[SPEAKER_11]: You want to, you want to let him know.
01:20:34.411 --> 01:20:38.215
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, because if we rely on him, we're going to be here a lot of time.
01:20:39.173 --> 01:20:40.655
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I think it's a relative subject.
01:20:40.755 --> 01:20:41.496
[SPEAKER_03]: It is, yeah.
01:20:41.596 --> 01:20:45.041
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, that's not something a lot of people have come to be talking about, Ashley.
01:20:45.201 --> 01:20:45.441
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:20:45.541 --> 01:20:46.482
[SPEAKER_08]: Like, especially me.
01:20:46.943 --> 01:20:47.944
[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, I don't blame you.
01:20:48.004 --> 01:20:51.369
[SPEAKER_03]: So when I was younger, I mean, we dive into this.
01:20:51.389 --> 01:20:55.274
[SPEAKER_03]: I feel like it was like super normalized for people to watch porn all the time.
01:20:55.314 --> 01:20:58.218
[SPEAKER_03]: Like, it was like a normal, normal thing.
01:20:58.378 --> 01:21:00.000
[SPEAKER_03]: I think I can remember.
01:21:00.841 --> 01:21:05.926
[SPEAKER_03]: I think I don't even know if I was at high school yet, like with a boyfriend, sorry mom and dad.
01:21:06.807 --> 01:21:08.668
[SPEAKER_10]: And that's not that normal though.
01:21:08.688 --> 01:21:17.757
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, in this day and age, but now I look back and like the absolute shit show of my early youth.
01:21:19.038 --> 01:21:27.726
[SPEAKER_03]: Um, things could have gone differently for sure, but I also think it's sometimes a lot of parents not
01:21:28.685 --> 01:21:29.827
[SPEAKER_08]: They're blind to it.
01:21:29.847 --> 01:21:48.313
[SPEAKER_03]: You mean like they don't want to think their daughter was doing that so my choice fully blind I would say so I lived with my mom growing up and I would say like looking back and like why would you ever Drop me off with that house Drop me off at a house filled with like young adults and I was 14 And I was like oh yeah, I met him at summer camp
01:21:49.053 --> 01:21:52.376
[SPEAKER_03]: No questions asked, no meet the parents, drop me off.
01:21:53.117 --> 01:22:12.317
[SPEAKER_03]: Got belligerantly drunk that day, slept in an attic with literal bats flying around and fell out of the attic stairs to the floor, slept in their dirty laundry, woke up, went to school the next day, you've done the floor, and it's so like, wagons, sunny tea, and it's moments like that.
01:22:12.417 --> 01:22:16.782
[SPEAKER_03]: And like, 14, it's like, you're being 12, and it's just like a normal,
01:22:17.723 --> 01:22:21.581
[SPEAKER_03]: Not, they're a good thing that happens all the time, yeah.
01:22:21.601 --> 01:22:24.595
[SPEAKER_08]: But, but I guess I'm looking at it.
01:22:24.828 --> 01:22:32.558
[SPEAKER_08]: as whatever your issues are growing up or the things that you were subject to, childhood trauma.
01:22:32.979 --> 01:22:37.245
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, everybody's had childhood trauma to some degree, I don't care who you are.
01:22:37.625 --> 01:22:39.227
[SPEAKER_08]: You could have the best parents in the world.
01:22:39.348 --> 01:22:41.490
[SPEAKER_08]: You suffered some trauma there somewhere.
01:22:41.651 --> 01:22:44.575
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, they say a big tea and little tea trauma.
01:22:44.775 --> 01:22:46.637
[SPEAKER_03]: So there's different levels.
01:22:46.918 --> 01:22:50.903
[SPEAKER_08]: But if you have things that you were really into during your life,
01:22:51.592 --> 01:22:55.121
[SPEAKER_08]: And you decided you were all set and you overcame that.
01:22:55.141 --> 01:22:58.469
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, that's where I draw strength from the heart.
01:22:58.489 --> 01:23:04.583
[SPEAKER_08]: And I don't mean to like beat a dead horse, but I mean this this horse is really close to expiring.
01:23:05.305 --> 01:23:05.566
[SPEAKER_08]: Right.
01:23:06.348 --> 01:23:08.132
[SPEAKER_08]: I have really.
01:23:09.462 --> 01:23:20.580
[SPEAKER_08]: You know, and I've always tried to be as good a person as I could possibly be, but I think now going forward, that's going to be, it's going to be exponential, right?
01:23:21.742 --> 01:23:33.141
[SPEAKER_08]: And, and, and I come on here and I admit that the things that I was into and, and I don't, you know, and I'm sure 90% of the dudes out there are like vibing with this.
01:23:33.442 --> 01:23:40.893
[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's actually really common that a lot of like younger men I would say in their 30s or so are kind of starting to figure that out.
01:23:41.033 --> 01:24:01.423
[SPEAKER_03]: And I think with Charlie Card being killed, a lot of people are switching to Christianity or whatever it may be for them and choosing to not even be that way, even so my husband after the last church that I went to that I told you about as soon as I came home,
01:24:01.403 --> 01:24:18.928
[SPEAKER_03]: I was literally beaming with like light and love and he like was in tears and this is a big ex biker bearded man your husband had to yeah yeah and he was in tears and he's like I see so much of a difference and I went to two churches.
01:24:19.389 --> 01:24:20.931
[SPEAKER_08]: Does he go to church with you?
01:24:20.911 --> 01:24:21.833
[SPEAKER_03]: No, not at all.
01:24:21.893 --> 01:24:26.482
[SPEAKER_03]: So this is a totally new like exploration, I guess, for us.
01:24:26.983 --> 01:24:29.006
[SPEAKER_03]: And I also know how he is.
01:24:29.046 --> 01:24:34.857
[SPEAKER_03]: So I was sussin' him all out before, so I didn't make him sit there ones and then him be like, and, yeah, so.
01:24:35.258 --> 01:24:37.823
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I think if you force him to go or...
01:24:38.528 --> 01:24:44.822
[SPEAKER_08]: act a certain way, you know, you're gonna go or whatever, yeah, this is going to be pushed back for sure.
01:24:44.863 --> 01:24:51.738
[SPEAKER_08]: But I think if you, I mean, I was apprehensive to go to church with Christ in the first time.
01:24:52.460 --> 01:24:53.803
[SPEAKER_08]: No, you wasn't.
01:24:54.121 --> 01:24:57.205
[SPEAKER_08]: I was a little apprehensive for talking about it on the day.
01:24:58.006 --> 01:24:59.068
[SPEAKER_08]: I was excited.
01:24:59.168 --> 01:25:00.209
[SPEAKER_11]: I was excited.
01:25:00.229 --> 01:25:01.451
[SPEAKER_11]: I was excited.
01:25:02.012 --> 01:25:05.376
[SPEAKER_08]: That you were going and I was willing to go with you.
01:25:05.557 --> 01:25:06.758
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm glad that I did.
01:25:07.059 --> 01:25:07.940
[SPEAKER_08]: You should have been scared.
01:25:07.960 --> 01:25:08.801
[SPEAKER_08]: I was going.
01:25:08.821 --> 01:25:10.483
[SPEAKER_03]: People should have been scared.
01:25:10.544 --> 01:25:12.166
[SPEAKER_03]: My dad is genuinely shocked.
01:25:12.206 --> 01:25:13.908
[SPEAKER_03]: I spoke to him on the phone last night.
01:25:14.108 --> 01:25:17.433
[SPEAKER_03]: And just ran and raven about a great church I found.
01:25:17.633 --> 01:25:19.616
[SPEAKER_03]: And I was like, did you ever think you'd hear this from me?
01:25:19.756 --> 01:25:21.078
[SPEAKER_03]: And he was very serious.
01:25:21.098 --> 01:25:21.799
[SPEAKER_03]: He's like,
01:25:21.779 --> 01:25:23.624
[SPEAKER_03]: No, not at all.
01:25:23.905 --> 01:25:25.430
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, my mom pretty much said the same thing.
01:25:25.490 --> 01:25:33.072
[SPEAKER_11]: I would I haven't rented and raved by one yet, but you know So one thing I didn't notice about the church that we went to where were the bibles?
01:25:33.575 --> 01:25:35.538
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I always wondered about it.
01:25:35.558 --> 01:25:37.961
[SPEAKER_03]: I had no clue, no frame of reference going in there.
01:25:37.981 --> 01:25:40.364
[SPEAKER_03]: So I was like, moved by the music.
01:25:40.804 --> 01:25:43.167
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm like a sappy girl, so I'll cry over anything.
01:25:43.388 --> 01:25:45.310
[SPEAKER_03]: But moved by the music.
01:25:45.991 --> 01:25:49.936
[SPEAKER_03]: But I noticed a lot of, please give us money things.
01:25:50.897 --> 01:25:53.080
[SPEAKER_03]: And then I was really confused by the merch bag.
01:25:54.362 --> 01:25:55.744
[SPEAKER_03]: The merch bag from a church.
01:25:56.044 --> 01:25:59.008
[SPEAKER_03]: And the book inside of it was a not Bible.
01:25:58.988 --> 01:26:02.152
[SPEAKER_03]: I was at just very, I was like, hmm, interesting.
01:26:02.633 --> 01:26:10.162
[SPEAKER_03]: But then I went to the second church, and as soon as I walked in there, there's literally, like, mad bibles everywhere, like, him no books, and, yeah.
01:26:11.804 --> 01:26:15.288
[SPEAKER_08]: When I, when I was a little kid, we used to go to the Free Well Baptist Church.
01:26:15.468 --> 01:26:17.311
[SPEAKER_03]: That's the kind that I went to, yeah.
01:26:17.331 --> 01:26:21.816
[SPEAKER_08]: And, uh, there was always him books and bibles, yeah, can we remember that for sure?
01:26:22.077 --> 01:26:27.223
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, it was actually a very, very nice service, very nice welcoming people.
01:26:27.203 --> 01:26:28.445
[SPEAKER_08]: Was it a Baptist church?
01:26:28.465 --> 01:26:29.927
[SPEAKER_08]: It don't need to save the name, but.
01:26:29.947 --> 01:26:31.068
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, free will Baptist.
01:26:31.509 --> 01:26:31.990
[SPEAKER_03]: Oh, okay.
01:26:32.350 --> 01:26:32.630
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:26:33.592 --> 01:26:33.772
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:26:33.792 --> 01:26:34.353
[SPEAKER_03]: It was really nice.
01:26:34.373 --> 01:26:35.134
[SPEAKER_03]: Not this one.
01:26:35.534 --> 01:26:35.775
[SPEAKER_03]: No.
01:26:37.257 --> 01:26:38.058
[SPEAKER_03]: Outside of Meredith.
01:26:38.078 --> 01:26:38.599
[SPEAKER_03]: Okay.
01:26:38.619 --> 01:26:38.799
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:26:39.800 --> 01:26:42.504
[SPEAKER_08]: So did you ever look into the free will Baptists?
01:26:43.025 --> 01:26:44.387
[SPEAKER_08]: It's a pretty interesting story.
01:26:44.407 --> 01:26:45.388
[SPEAKER_08]: We're not going to get into it.
01:26:45.428 --> 01:26:48.833
[SPEAKER_08]: But I did a lot of religion is always fascinated me.
01:26:48.853 --> 01:26:50.595
[SPEAKER_08]: So I always do the research on it.
01:26:50.626 --> 01:26:56.173
[SPEAKER_03]: I like history and I like anything super, super old is interesting to me.
01:26:56.353 --> 01:27:11.150
[SPEAKER_03]: So the reason I went to this church was because I originally started with, I think, 10 to 15 people showing up in other people's houses in 1815 and then it moved on to them building the church in like 1830, and it's been there since.
01:27:12.052 --> 01:27:14.935
[SPEAKER_03]: So I figured 200 in some of the years.
01:27:14.955 --> 01:27:16.617
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not.
01:27:16.597 --> 01:27:21.789
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not absolutely sure how long our free will Baptist Church has been here.
01:27:21.809 --> 01:27:24.374
[SPEAKER_08]: 18 something as well I think.
01:27:24.675 --> 01:27:30.127
[SPEAKER_08]: But it's in the same building as the original town hall like the town hall is on the first floor.
01:27:30.187 --> 01:27:34.116
[SPEAKER_08]: The free will Baptist Church is on the second floor.
01:27:35.277 --> 01:27:38.725
[SPEAKER_08]: It's in the geographical center of this town.
01:27:38.805 --> 01:27:40.469
[SPEAKER_08]: It's actually called the center.
01:27:41.030 --> 01:27:44.097
[SPEAKER_08]: There's a big huge cemetery there.
01:27:44.117 --> 01:27:47.584
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, there's a cemetery there that has revolutionary war people in it.
01:27:48.446 --> 01:27:48.647
[SPEAKER_08]: Now.
01:27:49.890 --> 01:27:51.553
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, that's always stuff that's interested me.
01:27:51.673 --> 01:27:52.375
[SPEAKER_03]: Anything.
01:27:52.810 --> 01:27:56.115
[SPEAKER_11]: Old, kind of, we'll call it.
01:27:56.135 --> 01:27:57.036
[SPEAKER_11]: That's when the 1779.
01:27:57.056 --> 01:27:58.498
[SPEAKER_11]: Oh, wow.
01:27:58.518 --> 01:27:58.899
[SPEAKER_08]: This one?
01:28:00.101 --> 01:28:00.241
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:28:00.281 --> 01:28:04.868
[SPEAKER_08]: So the free will Baptist were the ones that hosted the shakers.
01:28:04.988 --> 01:28:13.801
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't know if you're familiar with the shakers, but we have the shaker village here, like about two miles as the crow flies from the bottom of the garage.
01:28:14.662 --> 01:28:22.193
[SPEAKER_08]: And so when they, you know, the people from that first came to this area, the free will
01:28:22.173 --> 01:28:26.898
[SPEAKER_08]: church hosted them until they got their, you know, stuff together or whatever.
01:28:27.378 --> 01:28:28.259
[SPEAKER_08]: So it's really extra.
01:28:28.299 --> 01:28:31.142
[SPEAKER_08]: I did a lot of reading about the free will Baptist Church because that's the church.
01:28:31.202 --> 01:28:32.063
[SPEAKER_08]: I went to grow it up.
01:28:32.543 --> 01:28:33.164
[SPEAKER_03]: That's kind of it.
01:28:33.184 --> 01:28:43.654
[SPEAKER_03]: I was looking for something very old-school, traditional sticking to biblical teachings and not conforming to make more money.
01:28:44.335 --> 01:28:45.376
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, it's fair.
01:28:45.736 --> 01:28:47.438
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, let's go somewhere.
01:28:48.886 --> 01:28:57.431
[SPEAKER_08]: So the church that we all attended together, not last weekend, we can before, I've told Kristen, I'm not feeling it there.
01:28:57.532 --> 01:29:02.727
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's nothing against the church or it is because I found out to people I know that go there.
01:29:03.652 --> 01:29:04.834
[SPEAKER_08]: But it's a script.
01:29:04.934 --> 01:29:07.519
[SPEAKER_08]: You go in, it's 20 minutes in music.
01:29:08.521 --> 01:29:11.346
[SPEAKER_08]: Then some dude comes up and talks about something.
01:29:11.466 --> 01:29:16.275
[SPEAKER_08]: And then the pastor, a minister, I'm not sure which he is because there is a difference.
01:29:16.315 --> 01:29:16.936
[SPEAKER_08]: So, past you?
01:29:17.337 --> 01:29:19.501
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, it comes up and he does his sermon.
01:29:19.982 --> 01:29:22.386
[SPEAKER_08]: I will say I like his sermons.
01:29:24.290 --> 01:29:37.024
[SPEAKER_08]: but he always seems to be able to circle back around to this one thing that they're pushing and we won't say what it's called because you'll be able to figure out what church is.
01:29:37.224 --> 01:29:40.493
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I guess this is something that they uniquely do at their church.
01:29:40.473 --> 01:29:53.761
[SPEAKER_03]: So it's very interesting, uh, when she reached out to me to go with you guys and say what it was a friend of mine up north of it, uh, invited me to go to the one that's up there and she's been going and everything too.
01:29:53.801 --> 01:29:55.064
[SPEAKER_08]: The same brand church?
01:29:55.084 --> 01:29:56.046
[SPEAKER_03]: Yes, exactly.
01:29:56.187 --> 01:29:57.068
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:29:57.088 --> 01:29:58.752
[SPEAKER_03]: Um, and, uh,
01:29:59.137 --> 01:30:02.982
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I, I've heard a lot of people really, really love it.
01:30:03.002 --> 01:30:09.831
[SPEAKER_03]: I think the goers there, like, people were worshiping, like with the songs, which I think is important.
01:30:10.392 --> 01:30:11.853
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, they do it at this one.
01:30:11.994 --> 01:30:13.536
[SPEAKER_03]: I mean, yeah, yeah, absolutely.
01:30:13.616 --> 01:30:16.620
[SPEAKER_03]: I haven't gone to any other one except for that one.
01:30:16.700 --> 01:30:20.324
[SPEAKER_03]: But, um, yeah, I think the worshiping there is nice.
01:30:20.384 --> 01:30:25.431
[SPEAKER_03]: The songs seem more modern and not traditional, like,
01:30:26.592 --> 01:30:30.419
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, they're not traditional hands that we would know right exactly.
01:30:30.459 --> 01:30:32.483
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, so I'm not super familiar with all that.
01:30:32.503 --> 01:30:49.174
[SPEAKER_08]: That was my first church experience in general, so Okay, so I kind of wanted to talk about something because I was doing some reading about it and watching some posts that I follow on not post, but some content on YouTube
01:30:49.998 --> 01:31:18.250
[SPEAKER_08]: uh... i follow uh... gentleman call west huff uh... who's uh... uh... you know biblical scholar whatever and then i really like to work of michael hyzer uh... who's passed away uh... but anyways his work he like gets into like the unseen realm which is like the name of one of his books i believe what's his name michael hyzer and there was a talk they were having
01:31:19.512 --> 01:31:27.987
[SPEAKER_08]: pros and cons of non-denominational churches versus your traditional Baptist churches.
01:31:28.027 --> 01:31:32.194
[SPEAKER_08]: Now listen, there's like lots of different types of Baptist churches.
01:31:32.354 --> 01:31:32.915
[SPEAKER_13]: There's a million.
01:31:32.935 --> 01:31:33.997
[SPEAKER_08]: Like I didn't know that.
01:31:34.678 --> 01:31:38.465
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, like you got free will Baptists and you got this Baptists and you got that Baptists.
01:31:38.505 --> 01:31:43.393
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so that's what I would consider like a fracture, right?
01:31:43.373 --> 01:31:51.507
[SPEAKER_08]: And then you have the ones that are very similar to catholicism, but not like the methodist church.
01:31:51.787 --> 01:31:54.512
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, pentacostos.
01:31:54.532 --> 01:31:55.994
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh my god, we talked about that.
01:31:56.054 --> 01:31:57.357
[SPEAKER_08]: My aunts were pentacostos.
01:31:58.579 --> 01:32:00.682
[SPEAKER_11]: That's the one where they like bring snakes stuff, right?
01:32:00.702 --> 01:32:02.746
[SPEAKER_11]: Hey, Chama's the ones that speak in tongues.
01:32:02.766 --> 01:32:03.607
[SPEAKER_11]: Okay.
01:32:03.627 --> 01:32:06.472
[SPEAKER_11]: Only because I've woken up speaking tongue and I couldn't control it and I'm like what's up there.
01:32:06.672 --> 01:32:08.335
[SPEAKER_10]: Yeah, that's a bizarre story.
01:32:09.715 --> 01:32:12.238
[SPEAKER_11]: And when I went to the OTO, they were like, asking me to do the high priestess.
01:32:12.298 --> 01:32:15.962
[SPEAKER_11]: I know it's probably so different, but I'm like, do I have some sort of like...
01:32:15.982 --> 01:32:17.643
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm so glad you didn't pursue that.
01:32:18.064 --> 01:32:21.087
[SPEAKER_11]: I'm not sending naked on an altar and freaking feeding people my blood.
01:32:21.127 --> 01:32:21.928
[SPEAKER_11]: Get out of here, dude.
01:32:21.948 --> 01:32:23.770
[SPEAKER_11]: You're gonna pay me a lot of money to do that.
01:32:24.411 --> 01:32:24.591
[SPEAKER_11]: Right?
01:32:25.131 --> 01:32:36.043
[SPEAKER_08]: So, uh, somebody else there was... Another podcasting, podcasting friend of ours, was OTO, and he got out of it.
01:32:37.508 --> 01:33:02.470
[SPEAKER_08]: and uh... and he had some uh... pretty interesting stories to tell about it some of the other rituals in a magic that you were learning and when i ever when you actually wasn't owed to you was golden dawn wasn't that's what i found it first was golden done so uh... and i would love to like like even actually if you got you want to come back on i mean you're you're you're a natural at this so
01:33:02.635 --> 01:33:06.501
[SPEAKER_08]: we could we could kind of do a bunch of research on that kind of stuff.
01:33:07.483 --> 01:33:09.105
[SPEAKER_08]: I love talking about the occult.
01:33:10.207 --> 01:33:14.734
[SPEAKER_08]: I like talking about it because I know Kristen has some experience with it.
01:33:14.954 --> 01:33:17.398
[SPEAKER_08]: I also have some experience with the occult.
01:33:17.979 --> 01:33:20.363
[SPEAKER_03]: I also have some experience with the occult.
01:33:20.923 --> 01:33:24.930
[SPEAKER_08]: And you know, and we're going to have people out there saying, well, all occult means is hidden.
01:33:25.150 --> 01:33:26.432
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, yeah, I get that.
01:33:26.530 --> 01:33:34.980
[SPEAKER_11]: Well, you say, no, that much because most people see my, see, see the word in there, like most people see the word in there, like most people see the word in there, like you, you're almost slipped right now.
01:33:35.000 --> 01:33:36.602
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I don't even don't even say word.
01:33:36.622 --> 01:33:38.665
[SPEAKER_11]: You do you slip it up on your car.
01:33:38.685 --> 01:33:41.909
[SPEAKER_11]: You shut up right now.
01:33:41.989 --> 01:33:43.111
[SPEAKER_11]: But people see the word in there.
01:33:43.131 --> 01:33:48.157
[SPEAKER_11]: It's okay because it's tattoo, you know, and they're like, oh, what does that mean you're in a cult or something?
01:33:48.197 --> 01:33:52.622
[SPEAKER_11]: And I'm like, no, you just see the word cult within the word, right in your all.
01:33:52.983 --> 01:33:55.626
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, so let's circle about as Jen Socky would say.
01:33:57.158 --> 01:34:01.927
[SPEAKER_08]: So we were talking about the pros and cons of non-denominational churches.
01:34:01.967 --> 01:34:15.353
[SPEAKER_08]: And then, and I'm saying, because one of the churches that Christian and I are going to go with with another friend of ours is a non-denominational church.
01:34:15.413 --> 01:34:17.277
[SPEAKER_08]: The one church that we went to,
01:34:17.780 --> 01:34:19.322
[SPEAKER_08]: that's non-denominational also.
01:34:20.423 --> 01:34:41.509
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't really think there's an issue with them, honestly, I really don't because if you go to a place to worship or to be in communion with other people that are worshiping altogether, I think if kind of the opposite of the hive mind when you talk about negativity, but
01:34:42.417 --> 01:34:52.168
[SPEAKER_08]: You've all heard of instances where a massive amount of people will all pray for one thing at the same time.
01:34:52.208 --> 01:34:54.391
[SPEAKER_08]: And I mean, it's been set up thousands of people do it.
01:34:55.252 --> 01:34:57.995
[SPEAKER_08]: And it actually forms such a poll.
01:34:58.476 --> 01:35:04.763
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't really have another word to describe it, but it actually creates something that
01:35:04.962 --> 01:35:07.985
[SPEAKER_08]: whatever they're praying for, like, actually works.
01:35:08.305 --> 01:35:11.027
[SPEAKER_11]: Send those ripples through the quantum frickin' vortex.
01:35:11.128 --> 01:35:13.790
[SPEAKER_11]: Okay, that's, yeah, through reality.
01:35:14.290 --> 01:35:18.774
[SPEAKER_11]: I mean, even in the Golden Dawn, there was a ritual, it's like a distance ritual.
01:35:18.794 --> 01:35:29.284
[SPEAKER_11]: I forget the name, it's been a while, but it was like, you basically send, like, healing rays of light to a person of your choice, or you don't even have to know them, but you just, like, really focus on them.
01:35:29.344 --> 01:35:32.006
[SPEAKER_11]: You go in and deep meditation, and you picture them where they're at.
01:35:32.026 --> 01:35:34.969
[SPEAKER_11]: You're not necessarily after-projecting,
01:35:34.949 --> 01:35:45.904
[SPEAKER_11]: You know, better magicians would be astro-projecting while they're doing this and actually seeing their target and then sending them healing, just sending them healing light and like yeah
01:35:46.711 --> 01:35:48.694
[SPEAKER_11]: I was going with that, but it works.
01:35:48.974 --> 01:35:54.863
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, no, you would make a comparison to people that were all getting together and praying at a higher level.
01:35:55.083 --> 01:36:08.483
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I remember when like when Australia was on fire and they called the Kuala's, who dying, like there were a bunch of groups online, like let's all pray at a certain time, but on this day, and let's see what we can do and like pray for water to just be there.
01:36:08.463 --> 01:36:28.733
[SPEAKER_03]: and it rained yeah i don't know can't say it was that but can't say what a lot of it is like obviously it's a hell of a synchronicity yeah obviously like the intention behind it too so i was doubling in a bunch of like sound healing baths and these are like group sound healing i ended up
01:36:29.742 --> 01:36:34.689
[SPEAKER_03]: Just catching the feeling that I really shouldn't be doing it because of all the other energies in their mixing.
01:36:35.309 --> 01:36:37.412
[SPEAKER_03]: So almost in the same way that you go to church.
01:36:37.472 --> 01:36:45.523
[SPEAKER_03]: Everybody goes there with the intention to realistically go raise the vibration and praise God and focus on good.
01:36:45.543 --> 01:36:56.217
[SPEAKER_03]: These events ended up turning into like bitch fest basically and everybody trauma dumping and just dumping their worst case scenario.
01:36:56.237 --> 01:36:59.361
[SPEAKER_03]: Some people would stick positive but more often than not.
01:36:59.729 --> 01:37:03.074
[SPEAKER_03]: It ended up being a circle, just like negative dumping.
01:37:03.094 --> 01:37:05.177
[SPEAKER_03]: And I physically could feel it.
01:37:05.457 --> 01:37:08.121
[SPEAKER_03]: Every time I would leave, I would go home and get in fight with my husband.
01:37:08.762 --> 01:37:11.746
[SPEAKER_03]: And I was just like, I'm good with this, small set.
01:37:12.327 --> 01:37:13.749
[SPEAKER_03]: So I think, yeah.
01:37:13.769 --> 01:37:17.614
[SPEAKER_08]: There is definitely something to that when you have negative people.
01:37:17.674 --> 01:37:22.681
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm gonna be honest, like sometimes I would years ago, I would have conversations with Kristen.
01:37:23.863 --> 01:37:26.867
[SPEAKER_08]: And she would be so, and don't take this wrong.
01:37:27.033 --> 01:37:29.055
[SPEAKER_08]: She would be so negative.
01:37:29.115 --> 01:37:31.198
[SPEAKER_08]: It was exhausting for me.
01:37:31.678 --> 01:37:34.241
[SPEAKER_03]: I also was the same way when I was younger.
01:37:34.261 --> 01:37:39.687
[SPEAKER_03]: I was literally any moment just end it because it was so miserable.
01:37:39.767 --> 01:37:43.111
[SPEAKER_03]: So it's hard to be like, oh my god, I'm so excited for you.
01:37:43.772 --> 01:37:45.954
[SPEAKER_08]: My father was the same way.
01:37:45.974 --> 01:37:51.761
[SPEAKER_08]: And we could hear him idling the golf cart on the other side of the barn driving down from the house.
01:37:51.781 --> 01:37:53.563
[SPEAKER_08]: And it was this one guy.
01:37:53.678 --> 01:37:57.063
[SPEAKER_08]: He would say, oh, here comes Juni, and then we would break into this song.
01:37:57.083 --> 01:37:59.007
[SPEAKER_08]: We go the mighty mouse song.
01:37:59.868 --> 01:38:14.652
[SPEAKER_08]: We'd go, here he comes to rock our day, because we just knew that when he came here, shit was going to go down and it wasn't going to be fun, and it was going to screw up the vibe of the whole shop, and if everybody, and I mean, we had major deadlines back then.
01:38:14.672 --> 01:38:19.880
[SPEAKER_08]: It's not quite so bad now, but back then we were under the gun 24, seven jobs had to be done.
01:38:19.920 --> 01:38:20.641
[SPEAKER_08]: It was deadlines.
01:38:21.082 --> 01:38:21.222
[UNKNOWN]: Mm-hmm.
01:38:21.607 --> 01:38:31.721
[SPEAKER_08]: When you start your day out and you're in a good mood and you're working and everything is flowing and all the guys in this shop are like four or five of a set the time where it just really, we would nail in it, right?
01:38:31.741 --> 01:38:32.863
[SPEAKER_03]: And then the dark cloud comes.
01:38:32.883 --> 01:38:37.269
[SPEAKER_08]: And then the dark cloud comes over and just fricking rains on your parade.
01:38:37.990 --> 01:38:39.833
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, there is something to that.
01:38:39.873 --> 01:38:42.096
[SPEAKER_08]: You've got to stay away from negative people.
01:38:42.076 --> 01:38:44.279
[SPEAKER_03]: Oh for sure, I used to be the dark cloud.
01:38:44.579 --> 01:38:51.809
[SPEAKER_03]: I could not feel any sort of happiness for anyone around me, and I would hate everything that was good going on for other people.
01:38:52.169 --> 01:38:53.591
[SPEAKER_03]: And see, I like it.
01:38:53.731 --> 01:38:55.394
[SPEAKER_08]: I like it when other people are doing good.
01:38:55.554 --> 01:39:08.691
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I was fine with others doing good, but I finally have reached a point in my life from genuinely truly, like, so happy for everybody for what they do, and even myself, because I'm not in that dark pit of despair.
01:39:08.823 --> 01:39:10.146
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I remember not even being it.
01:39:10.166 --> 01:39:31.287
[SPEAKER_11]: I was in such a dark spy literally couldn't feel the sun and I wasn't even just using that metaphorically like there were days like there was like Yeah, but two years I feel like we're like I literally could not fucking feel the sun on my skin like I would be so miserable about it because people are Oh, just go for a walk outside get some sunshine like I was doing all the tips and tricks like doing them all together
01:39:31.418 --> 01:39:37.146
[SPEAKER_11]: but I would put my arm out right there in the sun's point of view and I'd look like I literally can't feel that.
01:39:37.226 --> 01:39:39.108
[SPEAKER_11]: Like all I can feel is like apathy.
01:39:39.128 --> 01:39:40.090
[SPEAKER_11]: I don't want to be here.
01:39:40.130 --> 01:39:41.752
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, yeah, you're not alone on that.
01:39:41.832 --> 01:39:51.986
[SPEAKER_03]: I remember being in like long sleeve, hoodies, sweatshirts, sweatpants, in hot, hot middle of the summer August and how it's still be shivering cold.
01:39:52.547 --> 01:39:55.491
[SPEAKER_03]: And I swear, like that's that demonic energy.
01:39:56.131 --> 01:39:56.532
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:39:56.512 --> 01:39:56.953
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:39:56.973 --> 01:40:00.257
[SPEAKER_08]: We have to make sure that we don't let that enter us, right?
01:40:00.837 --> 01:40:06.224
[SPEAKER_08]: So we get off on these tangents and it's fine because this is a free-flowing episode.
01:40:07.425 --> 01:40:25.708
[SPEAKER_08]: But my feeling and I want to know what you guys feeling is, and because it's Christian and I are still church shopping, but I think the non-denominational churches are, and I'm going to make different references, are more
01:40:26.937 --> 01:40:30.620
[SPEAKER_08]: to a bigger variety of people.
01:40:30.680 --> 01:40:31.521
[SPEAKER_08]: Does that make sense?
01:40:31.541 --> 01:40:32.702
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, it's more palatable.
01:40:32.902 --> 01:40:33.743
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, exactly.
01:40:33.883 --> 01:40:56.083
[SPEAKER_08]: So, but then you have, like, if you go to the Methodist Church or if you go to a congregational church or whatever faction of Protestant church that you go to, it seems to me, they are still regimented and that is that.
01:40:57.177 --> 01:41:01.027
[SPEAKER_08]: faction of Protestantism, right?
01:41:01.047 --> 01:41:04.014
[SPEAKER_08]: And I guess it's no different for Catholic churches either.
01:41:04.054 --> 01:41:04.175
[SPEAKER_08]: Right?
01:41:04.556 --> 01:41:13.498
[SPEAKER_08]: You're going to follow the Catholic doctrine, or an orthodox church, which is just a break-off church of Catholicism.
01:41:13.715 --> 01:41:40.600
[SPEAKER_08]: uh... which if i was to choose between the two i would probably lean more off orthodox and i would yes catholic i really think if that's a road you want to go down eventually i really think you need to spend time in a non-denominational church i honestly do because it's it's more rounded
01:41:41.035 --> 01:41:48.284
[SPEAKER_11]: I think it'd be easier to try that first and not like, so it's a wrong one and get steered it would like get walk any like, oh, I hated that.
01:41:48.625 --> 01:41:53.230
[SPEAKER_11]: Because it's so strict to like one, like the first church I went and I was like, that was awful.
01:41:53.571 --> 01:41:55.774
[SPEAKER_11]: Like, I didn't understand a word they were saying.
01:41:55.814 --> 01:41:57.356
[SPEAKER_11]: Like I didn't vibe with that at all.
01:41:57.816 --> 01:42:04.424
[SPEAKER_11]: Church was beautiful itself, that's why I picked it, but it was like a, I forget it was like a Christian science, something.
01:42:04.464 --> 01:42:05.806
[SPEAKER_09]: Oh, okay Christian science.
01:42:06.307 --> 01:42:06.407
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:42:06.427 --> 01:42:08.089
[SPEAKER_08]: Was that the one in Tom?
01:42:08.457 --> 01:42:13.026
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so that was a Christian science was founded by Mary Baker Eddie.
01:42:13.306 --> 01:42:15.711
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I'm like the windows came from like England and stuff.
01:42:15.771 --> 01:42:18.035
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, yeah, that's quite a story.
01:42:18.095 --> 01:42:20.179
[SPEAKER_08]: We can do a deep dive on that sometime.
01:42:20.821 --> 01:42:25.069
[SPEAKER_11]: So, isn't speaking tongue like that to be like evil or the devil or something?
01:42:25.149 --> 01:42:27.934
[SPEAKER_08]: No, it's supposed to be some angel talking through you.
01:42:29.365 --> 01:42:30.807
[SPEAKER_08]: I think I could be wrong about it.
01:42:30.987 --> 01:42:32.369
[SPEAKER_11]: That's what I see when it comes to goals.
01:42:32.389 --> 01:42:41.282
[SPEAKER_11]: It's like the holy baptism through a sacred baptism through the Holy Spirit, and that's, yeah.
01:42:41.302 --> 01:42:49.553
[SPEAKER_03]: I think it's a fine line between anywhere you go about the person doing the speaking on the Bible.
01:42:49.754 --> 01:42:59.187
[SPEAKER_03]: And no matter what they can try to take the interpretation as literal as it is, but it's still
01:42:59.605 --> 01:43:16.468
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you know, I was talking to our friend the other day, Kristen, and about discerning God's word, I think she asked me how good I am at listening to God or getting God's message or something along those lines.
01:43:17.369 --> 01:43:19.572
[SPEAKER_08]: And I said, I think I'm getting better at it.
01:43:20.193 --> 01:43:35.772
[SPEAKER_08]: I think you have to clear your mind and I think this is also where a meditation can come into help you because you've got to shut down with the Buddhist called the monkey brain, you've got to shut that down or you're just going to sit there and you're just going to be in this random mental mess.
01:43:35.752 --> 01:43:39.136
[SPEAKER_11]: And it's the left hemisphere, it's nothing, you know, that's what it is.
01:43:39.296 --> 01:43:42.800
[SPEAKER_11]: It comes down to its that left hemisphere that you have to bypass to get to the right.
01:43:42.920 --> 01:43:44.802
[SPEAKER_11]: So you can get into your subconscious.
01:43:44.922 --> 01:43:57.897
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, another subject I want to get back into, but what I said was, sometimes we have to remember that God may not be the only one trying to talk to us.
01:43:58.378 --> 01:43:58.918
[SPEAKER_03]: Absolutely.
01:44:00.120 --> 01:44:00.280
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:44:00.520 --> 01:44:03.784
[SPEAKER_08]: And I said that and it just came out of my mouth.
01:44:05.047 --> 01:44:09.795
[SPEAKER_08]: Yesterday, I'm online and I'm looking at some YouTube videos.
01:44:09.815 --> 01:44:12.179
[SPEAKER_08]: Is this some stuff I was in Scripture, I was interested in?
01:44:13.781 --> 01:44:29.687
[SPEAKER_08]: And there was a YouTube short that was all about when you think God is talking to you, telling you where to go and what to do, remember it might not be God at all.
01:44:30.089 --> 01:44:34.819
[SPEAKER_08]: And this is when you really have to bring in discernment.
01:44:34.900 --> 01:44:39.169
[SPEAKER_08]: Now, we are all novices at this, right?
01:44:39.349 --> 01:44:41.735
[SPEAKER_08]: We are not veterans whatsoever.
01:44:42.376 --> 01:44:46.866
[SPEAKER_08]: And it may take a long time to get to that point where we can discern
01:44:48.230 --> 01:44:52.334
[SPEAKER_08]: who's actually talking to us, or who's telling us what to do.
01:44:52.815 --> 01:45:02.125
[SPEAKER_08]: Because you remember when I was a kid that old adage as you had one person on one shoulder, another person on your other shoulder, they're both telling you conflicted things to do.
01:45:02.946 --> 01:45:12.636
[SPEAKER_08]: So that's where you have to put that in your brain and say, okay, what is the, which one should I actually be listening to?
01:45:13.657 --> 01:45:16.380
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I kind of like what this one's saying,
01:45:16.850 --> 01:45:25.142
[SPEAKER_08]: Like deep down, I know it's probably not good, but if you're weak, then you can go that way.
01:45:25.763 --> 01:45:27.505
[SPEAKER_08]: Or am I going to listen to this one over here?
01:45:27.865 --> 01:45:30.269
[SPEAKER_08]: Who's telling me things, I just don't want to do?
01:45:30.910 --> 01:45:33.233
[SPEAKER_08]: Like just straight up don't want to do it, I don't believe it.
01:45:33.954 --> 01:45:36.598
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't want to stop thinking about a particular person.
01:45:36.938 --> 01:45:38.641
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't want to stop doing drugs.
01:45:38.681 --> 01:45:40.784
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't want to stop drinking.
01:45:40.884 --> 01:45:43.007
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't, I don't want to do any of that.
01:45:43.768 --> 01:45:46.772
[SPEAKER_08]: But this guy's telling me this is what I need to do.
01:45:47.798 --> 01:46:05.376
[SPEAKER_08]: So I think it all comes down to basically, they say, God is within you and I believe that, like the light is within you, it's in your heart or your psyche or whatever you want to call it or either where you're heart and your mind is connected.
01:46:06.858 --> 01:46:16.708
[SPEAKER_08]: Where you should be able to actually quite easily figure out who you should be listening to, even if it's not what you want to hear.
01:46:17.768 --> 01:46:21.094
[SPEAKER_08]: It's not what you want to hear, but it's something that you need to hear.
01:46:21.174 --> 01:46:22.496
[SPEAKER_08]: Does that make any sense?
01:46:22.516 --> 01:46:23.278
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, definitely.
01:46:23.298 --> 01:46:34.297
[SPEAKER_03]: I think me personally, more often than not, like the harder, more work, like annoying thing I don't want to do, that's usually the right thing.
01:46:34.918 --> 01:46:37.482
[SPEAKER_03]: And usually more often than not, the...
01:46:38.491 --> 01:46:41.074
[SPEAKER_03]: easiest thing to do is usually the easiest thing.
01:46:42.295 --> 01:46:46.019
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you know, sometimes we all have hard tasks.
01:46:46.119 --> 01:46:48.201
[SPEAKER_08]: We have to do that we don't want to do.
01:46:50.163 --> 01:46:52.625
[SPEAKER_08]: I actually don't, I don't know.
01:46:52.685 --> 01:46:59.632
[SPEAKER_08]: Sometimes I feel funny talking about this because of who I am perceived to be for many decades, right?
01:47:00.853 --> 01:47:05.578
[SPEAKER_08]: But I really have to force myself.
01:47:07.010 --> 01:47:11.618
[SPEAKER_08]: to do what it is that I do like really struggle with it.
01:47:13.582 --> 01:47:19.813
[SPEAKER_08]: And so typically on the drive in and it's a short drive.
01:47:19.833 --> 01:47:20.815
[SPEAKER_08]: So I don't have a lot of time.
01:47:22.317 --> 01:47:31.093
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm like, God, give me the strength I need today to do the things I need to do because they need to get done.
01:47:32.423 --> 01:47:39.991
[SPEAKER_08]: Remember, Kristen, when we were talking about how what I got going on here, I need to get it done because it's like being in a mental prison for me.
01:47:40.292 --> 01:47:40.832
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
01:47:40.852 --> 01:47:44.196
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I need to break out of it like that's where I am.
01:47:45.678 --> 01:47:49.662
[SPEAKER_08]: And then what happens, we get slammed with all kinds of work and like the last few days.
01:47:50.002 --> 01:47:50.843
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:47:50.863 --> 01:47:51.924
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm looking at it.
01:47:52.245 --> 01:47:55.208
[SPEAKER_08]: And now here's the two voices again coming back at you, right?
01:47:56.099 --> 01:48:08.413
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, hey, Ronnie, you got all this work coming and you're going to make some good money because I have this goal of, I want to pay off everything that I got going on out there, you know, here they're everywhere, whatever, nothing crazy.
01:48:09.074 --> 01:48:12.518
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, some of it's crazy, but I'll do it because I know I can do it.
01:48:13.579 --> 01:48:16.643
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like, well, okay, well, that will certainly help with that.
01:48:17.584 --> 01:48:24.672
[SPEAKER_08]: And then I look at it like, but it's really going to suck
01:48:25.799 --> 01:48:29.344
[SPEAKER_08]: but it all boils down to is if you want something.
01:48:29.484 --> 01:48:30.285
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, you have to work well.
01:48:30.305 --> 01:48:31.527
[SPEAKER_08]: You have to do the work.
01:48:32.228 --> 01:48:38.817
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's like if you're going to travel down this path that we're all getting ready to go down, getting ready to go down, we have agreed to go down.
01:48:39.258 --> 01:48:46.588
[SPEAKER_08]: Actually, I don't speak for you because I know just talking to you off the air that seems like you're kind of fit into that.
01:48:46.688 --> 01:48:46.969
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
01:48:47.529 --> 01:48:48.010
[SPEAKER_08]: But,
01:48:48.867 --> 01:49:07.450
[SPEAKER_08]: we got to have to do uncomfortable things like that like what I do was never uncomfortable it was just just kind of I just came in and did it and that was good at it second nature so yeah for sure and as I've gotten older I've come to hate it more and more and more
01:49:07.430 --> 01:49:15.662
[SPEAKER_08]: There's that building of you not and I'm like, okay, I've been doing this my whole life It's not what I wanted to do what the F is wrong with me.
01:49:15.782 --> 01:49:26.898
[SPEAKER_08]: Why can't I get it through my freaking head that all I got to do is just stop doing it We've all been there with something well because it comes down to fear.
01:49:26.918 --> 01:49:30.103
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, like what are you gonna do for money?
01:49:31.365 --> 01:49:32.767
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, that's what it is for me.
01:49:33.147 --> 01:49:36.492
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, I can continue to do what I'm doing here
01:49:37.045 --> 01:49:44.076
[SPEAKER_08]: and granted the money is not what it used to be because the insurance companies have absolutely wrecked this industry.
01:49:45.438 --> 01:49:48.723
[SPEAKER_08]: But you can still make money doing it.
01:49:48.864 --> 01:49:52.409
[SPEAKER_08]: So that's another thing I ask God for.
01:49:52.449 --> 01:49:54.292
[SPEAKER_08]: It's like, okay, point me in the right direction.
01:49:54.312 --> 01:49:55.514
[SPEAKER_08]: Tell me what I need to be doing.
01:49:55.534 --> 01:49:58.018
[SPEAKER_08]: Tell me what I can do because I don't want to do this anymore.
01:49:59.440 --> 01:50:03.286
[SPEAKER_08]: And then this other guy on my other shoulder is like, yeah, Ronnie, look at you.
01:50:03.306 --> 01:50:04.208
[SPEAKER_08]: You got plenty of work, man.
01:50:04.248 --> 01:50:04.909
[SPEAKER_08]: You're going
01:50:06.104 --> 01:50:07.812
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm like, right.
01:50:08.652 --> 01:50:13.877
[SPEAKER_08]: But it's keeping me back in solitary confinement mentally.
01:50:14.358 --> 01:50:35.000
[SPEAKER_03]: So I went through the same thing with my business and I had to, I almost shot my business down at October into this year or indefinitely because I was just so burnt out for probably maybe two plus years and I was like the only way to not be burnt out is literally to shut down and not take anything.
01:50:35.620 --> 01:50:37.242
[SPEAKER_03]: But I had to figure out
01:50:37.424 --> 01:50:39.628
[SPEAKER_03]: like the discernment and like I can't do that.
01:50:39.668 --> 01:50:40.891
[SPEAKER_03]: That's not the path for me.
01:50:40.991 --> 01:50:41.953
[SPEAKER_03]: Like I love what I do.
01:50:42.033 --> 01:50:42.874
[SPEAKER_03]: I love the animals.
01:50:42.954 --> 01:50:48.986
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't want to lose everything that I've been building, but I also needed to figure out like the balance.
01:50:49.547 --> 01:50:53.134
[SPEAKER_03]: Where you, you're doing things on the side that this fills your cup.
01:50:53.314 --> 01:50:55.077
[SPEAKER_03]: Like this makes you feel good.
01:50:55.118 --> 01:50:56.921
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm sure like you enjoyed doing this.
01:50:56.981 --> 01:51:00.107
[SPEAKER_03]: So prioritizing the things that
01:51:00.087 --> 01:51:24.424
[SPEAKER_03]: I think our people's god-given talents now, where I've always loved animals, I've never ever once was I look thinking, oh I'm just going to go wake up every day and get paid to hang out with pets, literally what I'm doing, and you now are getting to come up here and you have your own space to kind of like, I think reconnect with things that people
01:51:25.214 --> 01:51:45.838
[SPEAKER_03]: Loved in their childhood can rebalance that like rat race hatred and that they have because if you make time for like little you then adult you feels a lot better to you know that's one of the things that I've struggled with and and I've struggled a lot with it in the last few years is
01:51:47.270 --> 01:51:57.229
[SPEAKER_08]: getting to do the things that I want to do right and starting this show when it was Kristen I am buckley when we started this show like we really wanted to do this.
01:51:57.412 --> 01:51:57.953
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
01:51:57.973 --> 01:51:58.193
[SPEAKER_08]: Right.
01:51:58.253 --> 01:52:11.573
[SPEAKER_08]: We really wanted to do this and we had a lot of fun and we still haven't fun, but then it came a time when I didn't even care if I did a show that Wednesday and I was going through it now.
01:52:11.593 --> 01:52:16.721
[SPEAKER_08]: I talked in after like two or three years in and I'm like, you know what, I'm just all set.
01:52:16.741 --> 01:52:18.103
[SPEAKER_08]: I just don't feel like doing it.
01:52:18.083 --> 01:52:32.111
[SPEAKER_03]: well people forget it consumes every moment of your day like when you're not running on the recording or whatever like you're constantly still running in your head about coming up with new ideas and I don't know dissecting everything that you think about.
01:52:32.291 --> 01:52:34.094
[SPEAKER_03]: Well I mean it's entertainment.
01:52:34.134 --> 01:52:37.982
[SPEAKER_08]: It's entertainment so if you want to entertain people.
01:52:39.295 --> 01:52:41.799
[SPEAKER_08]: then you have to push something out that's entertaining.
01:52:42.379 --> 01:52:43.461
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, right.
01:52:43.741 --> 01:52:51.593
[SPEAKER_03]: I think honestly, like, just from listener experience, myself, I have been very entertained.
01:52:51.773 --> 01:52:53.215
[SPEAKER_03]: And it's always something different, too.
01:52:53.295 --> 01:52:54.016
[SPEAKER_09]: Well, thank you.
01:52:54.236 --> 01:53:03.790
[SPEAKER_03]: And good perspectives from a wide variety of people where you're not just like a couple of people who have the same opinions and they're just like being a dead horse.
01:53:04.211 --> 01:53:05.252
[SPEAKER_03]: And yeah.
01:53:05.705 --> 01:53:16.610
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, that's what I used to say for having certain guests on because they've done the whole podcast circuit, and I'm like, dude, and I would get emails.
01:53:16.690 --> 01:53:18.595
[SPEAKER_08]: I have booking companies email me all the time.
01:53:19.076 --> 01:53:20.940
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, I think this guest would be a good fit for you.
01:53:21.000 --> 01:53:22.684
[SPEAKER_08]: And sometimes they are.
01:53:22.664 --> 01:53:26.471
[SPEAKER_08]: And other times, and I would email back, I would say, thank you very much.
01:53:26.551 --> 01:53:30.678
[SPEAKER_08]: I appreciate you sending me these leads, and I would like you to continue to do so.
01:53:30.718 --> 01:53:40.234
[SPEAKER_08]: However, this particular guest is not a good fit for me because he's already done the circuit and the genre that I'm in.
01:53:41.076 --> 01:53:48.148
[SPEAKER_08]: So that's like when you see all the talk shows, late night talk shows,
01:53:48.888 --> 01:54:06.615
[SPEAKER_08]: Morning talk shows and every single one of them Sidney Sweeney's been on you follow what I'm saying or Scarlett Johansson when she was all the rage you know what I mean all they've they've hit every single circuit it becomes something is very disingenuous and it's not like a real interview.
01:54:06.675 --> 01:54:14.828
[SPEAKER_08]: It's a script almost I've always like to keep this show different like keep the listeners on their toes we don't talk about the same stuff
01:54:15.449 --> 01:54:18.193
[SPEAKER_08]: Like, Sean and I will get together and talk about things.
01:54:18.974 --> 01:54:26.466
[SPEAKER_08]: And they will just have a regular person on to talk about their life and what they do for a living and how it's impacted them or impacted other people.
01:54:26.506 --> 01:54:28.349
[SPEAKER_08]: I call those personal interest stories.
01:54:28.369 --> 01:54:29.310
[SPEAKER_08]: And I like to do those.
01:54:29.931 --> 01:54:32.735
[SPEAKER_03]: People love like a story, honestly.
01:54:32.816 --> 01:54:39.386
[SPEAKER_03]: Even just from marketing in my business, when I don't give any personal info, the post will fall off dead.
01:54:39.426 --> 01:54:44.173
[SPEAKER_03]: If I post a selfie with a little insight on me and what I do,
01:54:44.153 --> 01:54:48.517
[SPEAKER_03]: off the walls, and because people love a story, people want connection, I think.
01:54:50.659 --> 01:54:56.204
[SPEAKER_08]: I will say we have listeners that connected to us in a very similar way.
01:54:57.546 --> 01:55:02.150
[SPEAKER_08]: Like we have listeners that have listened from day one, and I love our listeners.
01:55:03.972 --> 01:55:13.080
[SPEAKER_08]: And I tell you what, if they DM me, like on Instagram, whatever, and I get a lot of DMs, like
01:55:14.562 --> 01:55:20.691
[SPEAKER_08]: 50 to 100 a week I have to tell you well just their scams, right?
01:55:21.673 --> 01:55:32.369
[SPEAKER_08]: And but I mean I get legit DMs from listeners and I try really hard to answer them all I really do I have a lot of listeners Chris and you probably see this too.
01:55:32.409 --> 01:55:36.435
[SPEAKER_08]: We get a lot of video sent to us and yeah, they're funny
01:55:36.415 --> 01:55:53.984
[SPEAKER_08]: I enjoy them, but at the time you've sent them to me, I've probably already seen it two or three times, but I still tell them, keep sending them, keep sending them because someday I may click on something that I haven't seen that's interesting and then I have listeners, we'll send us DMs with videos of ideas for the show.
01:55:54.084 --> 01:55:54.905
[SPEAKER_08]: I really like that.
01:55:55.045 --> 01:55:56.888
[SPEAKER_03]: That's cool, yeah.
01:55:56.928 --> 01:55:59.132
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, and I really like listener emails.
01:56:00.175 --> 01:56:05.443
[SPEAKER_08]: And I had just had one, I actually got to reply to him again, like a five paragraph email.
01:56:05.844 --> 01:56:06.605
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh, that's cool.
01:56:06.645 --> 01:56:07.105
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
01:56:07.186 --> 01:56:10.430
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, and it was encouraging too, and it was a lot of good information.
01:56:10.451 --> 01:56:11.672
[SPEAKER_08]: It was about Biblical stuff.
01:56:11.973 --> 01:56:17.000
[SPEAKER_11]: I got one too, as part of the same guy, I actually opened up a four path, and I was like, I got to read this in the morning when I forgot.
01:56:17.040 --> 01:56:17.922
[SPEAKER_03]: So I'm going to get back in there.
01:56:18.663 --> 01:56:25.373
[SPEAKER_03]: I think they're going to really hit on a lot of people interested in the more biblical teachings and more
01:56:25.353 --> 01:56:26.975
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I'm I'm for doing that.
01:56:27.115 --> 01:56:27.436
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:56:27.876 --> 01:56:33.945
[SPEAKER_08]: Like not like full blown Bible study, but but and I don't have a problem with like doing Bible study.
01:56:33.965 --> 01:56:39.993
[SPEAKER_08]: I would do that with somebody but I would like to in Sean would be really good at this too.
01:56:40.814 --> 01:56:48.525
[SPEAKER_08]: I would like to pick a subject out of scripture and just chat about it like because everybody can have different points of view.
01:56:49.518 --> 01:56:55.582
[SPEAKER_08]: based on your understanding or trying to understand whatever the passage is.
01:56:56.124 --> 01:56:59.477
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I think it's different for different translations too.
01:57:00.571 --> 01:57:19.262
[SPEAKER_03]: I really struggled at first trying I didn't even know what Bible to read because I'm like well they're all different but I guess they're not really but some are like I still can't even wrap my head around all the different versions but yeah well there's a lot of Bibles you want to stay away from them not gonna mention them here.
01:57:19.302 --> 01:57:20.725
[SPEAKER_03]: Tell me after.
01:57:20.745 --> 01:57:24.030
[SPEAKER_08]: But a lot of Bibles
01:57:24.922 --> 01:57:29.935
[SPEAKER_08]: were produced by certain factions of religion.
01:57:30.276 --> 01:57:30.858
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
01:57:30.878 --> 01:57:33.043
[SPEAKER_08]: I'll give you the initials to one.
01:57:33.063 --> 01:57:34.307
[SPEAKER_08]: It's J.W.
01:57:34.367 --> 01:57:39.741
[SPEAKER_08]: And their Bible is way off.
01:57:40.953 --> 01:57:52.104
[SPEAKER_08]: And I have some JWs that are customers here, and they love to talk to me about it, and I don't mind talking to them about it, and they keep trying to get me to go to their kingdom hall.
01:57:53.065 --> 01:57:56.829
[SPEAKER_08]: And I say, listen, very respectfully, not going to happen.
01:57:56.849 --> 01:57:57.510
[SPEAKER_03]: I'm going to be a know.
01:57:58.411 --> 01:58:09.762
[SPEAKER_08]: And, you know, like I told the story about the Mormon that came here and gave me a book of Mormon once, you know, I'm probably never going to go into a Mormon
01:58:10.467 --> 01:58:16.865
[SPEAKER_08]: But it doesn't mean that they don't believe, and I guess it's the same for the Jehovah's Witnesses.
01:58:16.925 --> 01:58:17.968
[SPEAKER_08]: I'll say who it is.
01:58:18.791 --> 01:58:23.464
[SPEAKER_08]: But it's like, okay, if that works for you, great.
01:58:24.710 --> 01:58:36.285
[SPEAKER_08]: I just, and I can't even like logically say that what their Bible is as wrong because I don't know 100% but I just go with what I feel.
01:58:36.305 --> 01:58:49.823
[SPEAKER_08]: Now the most popular Bible that people are reading is the King James Version and now there's a new King James Version and that's fine but then I look at it and it's obviously it's a Protestant Bible.
01:58:50.090 --> 01:58:56.505
[SPEAKER_08]: I look at it as, okay, this was the Bible that King James said was okay.
01:58:56.789 --> 01:59:09.129
[SPEAKER_03]: Right you follow what I'm saying exactly how I feel too because these are once again just interpretations and I feel like things get parry cherry picked to fit There are gender.
01:59:09.229 --> 01:59:10.030
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, exactly.
01:59:10.050 --> 01:59:12.855
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, now I'm not saying anything bad about the King James version.
01:59:12.895 --> 01:59:13.696
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not yeah.
01:59:13.716 --> 01:59:15.980
[SPEAKER_03]: I can't speak on any other version versions.
01:59:16.040 --> 01:59:21.328
[SPEAKER_08]: I have no idea But if you think back historically
01:59:22.456 --> 01:59:41.172
[SPEAKER_08]: When a Protestant Reformation came and when the Church of England broke off from the Catholic Church, this is when King James said, okay, give me a Bible that's going to be good for the Church of England.
01:59:42.254 --> 01:59:45.139
[SPEAKER_08]: And that's what the King James' version is.
01:59:46.334 --> 01:59:57.992
[SPEAKER_08]: Now, if you look at the King James version versus an ESV or an LT, I actually like the NLT Bible, and then you have the NIV Bible.
01:59:58.273 --> 01:59:59.955
[SPEAKER_03]: That's what people keep recommending to me.
02:00:00.216 --> 02:00:00.917
[SPEAKER_03]: The NIV.
02:00:02.038 --> 02:00:09.911
[SPEAKER_08]: And while I think the NIV is, and you know, and you can go on YouTube, there's a ton of resources to look up.
02:00:10.031 --> 02:00:14.097
[SPEAKER_08]: There's this, like a ton of videos where real, like,
02:00:14.785 --> 02:00:20.875
[SPEAKER_08]: real people that know will break down their thoughts on which Bible you should go with.
02:00:23.059 --> 02:00:31.352
[SPEAKER_08]: And that's another reason why I think non-denominational is probably the way to go if you're just dipping your feet into water, right?
02:00:31.893 --> 02:00:36.000
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I don't think they care which Bible you use.
02:00:36.470 --> 02:00:40.294
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, so I really don't care what they think I should use.
02:00:40.354 --> 02:00:43.016
[SPEAKER_03]: I want to get like the most accurate.
02:00:43.116 --> 02:00:44.077
[SPEAKER_03]: That's like my thought.
02:00:44.137 --> 02:00:46.940
[SPEAKER_03]: Like I want to get the most historically accurate version.
02:00:47.280 --> 02:00:49.903
[SPEAKER_03]: Well, I'll tell you which I'll tell you which one sent it.
02:00:50.223 --> 02:00:53.186
[SPEAKER_08]: In my opinion, that is the Ethiopian Bible.
02:00:53.326 --> 02:00:54.327
[SPEAKER_03]: That's what my answer is.
02:00:54.347 --> 02:00:56.809
[SPEAKER_08]: Because that's the one that has the band books.
02:00:56.849 --> 02:00:58.751
[SPEAKER_08]: It has book of Enoch, it has other books.
02:00:58.991 --> 02:01:02.815
[SPEAKER_08]: But my listener buddy,
02:01:03.908 --> 02:01:05.049
[SPEAKER_08]: had DM to me.
02:01:05.790 --> 02:01:09.034
[SPEAKER_08]: We actually were on regular text now, which is kind of cool.
02:01:09.175 --> 02:01:12.138
[SPEAKER_08]: Because I trust him enough to give him my phone episode, we can just text him.
02:01:12.719 --> 02:01:14.722
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's Chandler, my buddy for men.
02:01:15.523 --> 02:01:20.729
[SPEAKER_08]: He turned me on to, it's called the net Bible.
02:01:22.171 --> 02:01:26.577
[SPEAKER_08]: And you can go online and it's the netbibel.org.
02:01:27.398 --> 02:01:33.325
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'll put a link in the show notes.
02:01:34.773 --> 02:01:38.080
[SPEAKER_08]: with notes that would just blow your mind.
02:01:38.100 --> 02:01:44.873
[SPEAKER_03]: I think I stumbled upon that the other day actually and it has references from multiple versions.
02:01:44.953 --> 02:01:46.436
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, so I was just going to say that.
02:01:46.456 --> 02:01:55.475
[SPEAKER_08]: So you can scroll down and you can get the King James version, the NET version, which is their own thing.
02:01:55.515 --> 02:01:56.697
[SPEAKER_08]: And then I think
02:01:57.773 --> 02:02:00.179
[SPEAKER_08]: Is it NSV, ESV, I think?
02:02:00.540 --> 02:02:11.327
[SPEAKER_08]: Like they have options to listen to or read multiple different Bibles, so you can cross reference the translations of the scripture.
02:02:12.556 --> 02:02:13.838
[SPEAKER_03]: See, that's why I thought too.
02:02:14.038 --> 02:02:21.651
[SPEAKER_03]: I was thinking, I mean, that's good to know that I can do that online, because I was ready to buy multiple Bibles and just reference myself.
02:02:22.813 --> 02:02:24.255
[SPEAKER_03]: Just to...
02:02:24.275 --> 02:02:30.565
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm telling you right now, my buddy Chandler has an actual hard copy.
02:02:31.810 --> 02:02:35.095
[SPEAKER_08]: But when I was researching it, I found out that they had this website.
02:02:35.215 --> 02:02:36.257
[SPEAKER_08]: I went on the website.
02:02:36.918 --> 02:02:42.266
[SPEAKER_08]: In granted, sometimes it's nice to just sit on your couch or sit in your chair and hold a book, right?
02:02:43.087 --> 02:02:43.187
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
02:02:43.207 --> 02:02:53.363
[SPEAKER_08]: But it's also when you deep dive, like I cannot help myself from doing, I will not do, I'm not a surface level guy.
02:02:53.495 --> 02:02:58.040
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, like like you can give me the surface I'm going down man.
02:02:58.100 --> 02:03:00.082
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm I'm going down as far as I can go.
02:03:00.242 --> 02:03:05.067
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, and be where Because I'm gonna go there.
02:03:06.148 --> 02:03:11.233
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay, I'm gonna say things that I wouldn't say to a normal person I'm gonna ask weird questions.
02:03:11.273 --> 02:03:17.740
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, I'm the same way that's why I had to give a press in a couple of testers when we first met I was like what's your stance on fast food?
02:03:19.061 --> 02:03:22.945
[SPEAKER_08]: So I have several different bibles
02:03:23.971 --> 02:03:33.036
[SPEAKER_08]: I can honestly say, and I wish I had a better print version of it, I actually like the Catholic Bible.
02:03:34.130 --> 02:04:03.630
[SPEAKER_08]: haven't run it myself well it it has more books than it then the king james version or the Protestant Bible it has like book of macabees it had I mean just I can't name them I want to say it has eight to ten more books than a Protestant Bible has which to me is just more information yeah I'm curious in the things that they banned that they don't want us to read that's why you want while you want to look at book it you know yeah so I've actually just read it and there's multiple
02:04:03.610 --> 02:04:08.981
[SPEAKER_03]: That is my understanding too, but I can get it on audible.
02:04:09.261 --> 02:04:10.023
[SPEAKER_03]: Is that something?
02:04:10.363 --> 02:04:10.904
[SPEAKER_08]: Oh yeah.
02:04:10.924 --> 02:04:13.309
[SPEAKER_03]: That's what I thought you said one time.
02:04:13.329 --> 02:04:22.647
[SPEAKER_08]: So, okay, and when you're searching for anything to listen to on audible, do the sample first before you pull the trigger on buying it.
02:04:23.409 --> 02:04:23.509
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay.
02:04:23.529 --> 02:04:26.074
[SPEAKER_08]: Because there's lots of different...
02:04:26.307 --> 02:04:28.189
[SPEAKER_08]: Book of Enoch, you could listen to.
02:04:28.209 --> 02:04:34.154
[SPEAKER_08]: I selected one, and the narration is awful.
02:04:34.534 --> 02:04:35.275
[SPEAKER_11]: You do, and better.
02:04:35.315 --> 02:04:38.758
[SPEAKER_11]: See, I analyzed everything before I make purchase.
02:04:39.319 --> 02:04:43.282
[SPEAKER_11]: There's audible, but then there's also a different, oh, that form called Scrapt.
02:04:44.644 --> 02:04:45.865
[SPEAKER_11]: SCRIBD.
02:04:46.625 --> 02:04:51.750
[SPEAKER_11]: Edge Tipper per month, and you can read as many books as you please.
02:04:51.970 --> 02:04:53.211
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, read or listen.
02:04:53.291 --> 02:04:53.952
[SPEAKER_11]: Both.
02:04:54.117 --> 02:05:19.821
[SPEAKER_11]: There you don't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can
02:05:20.223 --> 02:05:23.071
[SPEAKER_11]: and we'll subscribe to cheaper and you don't have a limit on books.
02:05:23.632 --> 02:05:26.620
[SPEAKER_08]: I will say an audible's defense though.
02:05:27.824 --> 02:05:36.527
[SPEAKER_08]: If you have audible plus which I have it's 1499 a month, but I'm a ravenous like learner like I need to like be learning constantly.
02:05:37.992 --> 02:05:40.515
[SPEAKER_08]: There's a lot of free content on audible.
02:05:41.156 --> 02:05:48.324
[SPEAKER_08]: And not only that, a lot of really cool podcasts, did you know that wicked planet is on audible.com?
02:05:49.345 --> 02:05:50.987
[SPEAKER_03]: Is it really exciting?
02:05:51.007 --> 02:05:51.107
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah.
02:05:51.127 --> 02:05:52.109
[SPEAKER_08]: Kind of crazy.
02:05:52.129 --> 02:05:52.950
[SPEAKER_03]: But it's scholars.
02:05:53.931 --> 02:05:56.073
[SPEAKER_08]: But yeah, we're talking about different Bibles.
02:05:56.133 --> 02:05:57.515
[SPEAKER_08]: I really like to Catholic Bible.
02:05:57.895 --> 02:06:02.160
[SPEAKER_08]: I wish I had a better version of it because I got aware of my co-bottle glasses to read it.
02:06:03.582 --> 02:06:07.847
[SPEAKER_08]: I actually picked up a Bible for Ms. Kristen.
02:06:08.789 --> 02:06:11.372
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'll tell you what it is, it's an L.T.
02:06:12.754 --> 02:06:15.096
[SPEAKER_08]: And I hope that you like it.
02:06:15.517 --> 02:06:15.857
[SPEAKER_07]: I will.
02:06:16.638 --> 02:06:19.682
[SPEAKER_08]: It's actually, it's a gift Bible to gift to someone.
02:06:20.403 --> 02:06:22.064
[SPEAKER_08]: And it was part of your birthday present.
02:06:23.426 --> 02:06:25.589
[SPEAKER_08]: And in which I forgot your card tonight, so sorry.
02:06:25.709 --> 02:06:29.273
[SPEAKER_08]: And we went out for your birthday last night, and I freaking forgot your card that night too.
02:06:29.313 --> 02:06:31.135
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't know what the hell's going on in my head.
02:06:31.722 --> 02:06:33.825
[SPEAKER_11]: It's only one day a year round, I'm just kidding.
02:06:34.085 --> 02:06:35.087
[SPEAKER_08]: I know what I'm saying.
02:06:35.107 --> 02:06:37.310
[SPEAKER_08]: You guys are killing me with your birthdays in January.
02:06:37.690 --> 02:06:38.191
[SPEAKER_11]: Yeah, I know.
02:06:38.211 --> 02:06:40.854
[SPEAKER_08]: All my January friends with their birthdays, including my wife.
02:06:41.275 --> 02:06:43.338
[SPEAKER_11]: Trust me, I didn't want the January birthday at all.
02:06:43.458 --> 02:06:43.899
[SPEAKER_11]: I know.
02:06:44.419 --> 02:06:46.202
[SPEAKER_03]: It's a burden of being a good Catholic person.
02:06:46.222 --> 02:06:48.745
[SPEAKER_08]: But I'd like to do things for people on their birthday.
02:06:48.765 --> 02:06:49.947
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm just, I'm just that way.
02:06:50.908 --> 02:06:54.113
[SPEAKER_08]: And, uh, but anyways, but I'm going to give it to you this weekend.
02:06:55.094 --> 02:06:55.194
[SPEAKER_08]: Okay.
02:06:55.214 --> 02:06:56.015
[SPEAKER_08]: And I hope you like it.
02:06:56.215 --> 02:06:56.616
[SPEAKER_11]: Thank you.
02:06:57.288 --> 02:07:02.058
[SPEAKER_08]: And I actually got little G, the same Bible, but hers is the study Bible.
02:07:03.641 --> 02:07:05.184
[SPEAKER_08]: It's got like illustrations and stuff.
02:07:05.304 --> 02:07:05.545
[SPEAKER_08]: Nice.
02:07:05.565 --> 02:07:06.486
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, she really likes it.
02:07:07.509 --> 02:07:09.372
[SPEAKER_08]: She likes the ESV Bible.
02:07:10.695 --> 02:07:12.859
[SPEAKER_08]: She bought what she had my wife fire one online.
02:07:12.879 --> 02:07:14.222
[SPEAKER_08]: It was like five bucks.
02:07:14.242 --> 02:07:16.386
[SPEAKER_03]: I don't even know what the ESV one is.
02:07:16.406 --> 02:07:17.428
[SPEAKER_08]: Uh, well it's an acronym.
02:07:17.448 --> 02:07:19.212
[SPEAKER_08]: I can't remember what it is right now.
02:07:20.086 --> 02:07:29.249
[SPEAKER_08]: But yeah, no, there's a lot of different versions that I think, you know, maybe go to a BAM or go to what's the other one, Barnes and Noble.
02:07:30.091 --> 02:07:36.607
[SPEAKER_08]: And just and just start looking at Bibles and just read a few passages and see whichever one vibes with you, you know?
02:07:36.627 --> 02:07:37.048
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
02:07:37.315 --> 02:07:41.681
[SPEAKER_08]: I mean, I think the message is going to be pretty much the same.
02:07:42.662 --> 02:07:48.810
[SPEAKER_08]: King James is a lot of v-thousanduses, which is fine, you know, it's good.
02:07:48.950 --> 02:07:50.332
[SPEAKER_08]: I don't mind that like at all.
02:07:51.914 --> 02:08:02.428
[SPEAKER_08]: On audible, I listen to the world of promise and listeners are probably heard me talk about this multiple times and I really like it, but that's actually King James' version.
02:08:03.927 --> 02:08:18.945
[SPEAKER_08]: So anyway, so to sum it up, thumbs up on non-denominational churches as long as it's not a church like the PTO club or the righteous gemstones from HBO.
02:08:18.965 --> 02:08:22.009
[SPEAKER_08]: Listen, you want to watch a funny freaking show.
02:08:22.029 --> 02:08:24.371
[SPEAKER_08]: It's four seasons.
02:08:24.452 --> 02:08:25.573
[SPEAKER_08]: It's on HBO.
02:08:25.693 --> 02:08:33.242
[SPEAKER_08]: It's called the righteous gemstones and it's about a family that runs a mega church.
02:08:33.543 --> 02:08:36.447
[SPEAKER_08]: And they are far from being holy.
02:08:36.467 --> 02:08:42.054
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, I guess the dad is, but huge business and they are extremely wealthy.
02:08:43.216 --> 02:08:49.144
[SPEAKER_08]: And what was really good is that the beginning of the end of the season, they actually show you where it all started.
02:08:50.366 --> 02:08:53.430
[SPEAKER_08]: And it started from a crime.
02:08:54.331 --> 02:08:54.892
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm spailing.
02:08:54.932 --> 02:08:55.993
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not gonna spoil it.
02:08:56.013 --> 02:08:56.474
[SPEAKER_12]: You just did.
02:08:56.774 --> 02:08:57.696
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm not gonna spoil it.
02:08:57.716 --> 02:09:01.761
[SPEAKER_08]: No, they show you that right off the bat, like first 10 minutes of that episode.
02:09:02.652 --> 02:09:06.184
[SPEAKER_08]: and how they fake it till they make it.
02:09:07.569 --> 02:09:11.021
[SPEAKER_08]: I wouldn't want to be a member of a church like that.
02:09:11.041 --> 02:09:15.396
[SPEAKER_08]: Or like that Joel Olstein dude, that wouldn't help people out during the hurricane.
02:09:15.950 --> 02:09:21.196
[SPEAKER_08]: It's like, do everything for everybody, keep standing in the mud, and then this other preacher.
02:09:21.256 --> 02:09:25.881
[SPEAKER_08]: The Lord told me I need a G5 airplane so I can spread the gospel.
02:09:26.422 --> 02:09:28.664
[SPEAKER_08]: And it's like, oh my God, you are so full of shit.
02:09:29.165 --> 02:09:32.028
[SPEAKER_08]: I can't believe anybody would send you a dime.
02:09:32.548 --> 02:09:35.592
[SPEAKER_08]: Or like these guys that string you outward to tie things.
02:09:36.353 --> 02:09:41.799
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, if you send in a hundred dollars today, I'm going to send you this anointed piece of thread from this.
02:09:41.839 --> 02:09:43.881
[SPEAKER_08]: And then you keep...
02:09:43.861 --> 02:09:46.505
[SPEAKER_08]: Well, what it is, is they keep working you up the ladder.
02:09:47.045 --> 02:09:50.410
[SPEAKER_08]: The more you send in, the more blessings you're gonna get.
02:09:50.530 --> 02:09:57.319
[SPEAKER_08]: Total scam, if you want to give money to the church man, go for it.
02:09:57.539 --> 02:10:00.523
[SPEAKER_03]: Out of the goodness of your heart, when you feel like it's right.
02:10:00.723 --> 02:10:03.627
[SPEAKER_03]: But if it's obligation, it's out of fear.
02:10:04.168 --> 02:10:05.269
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah, yeah.
02:10:05.289 --> 02:10:07.112
[SPEAKER_08]: It's nine, 15.
02:10:07.953 --> 02:10:10.216
[SPEAKER_08]: We were supposed to start at six.
02:10:10.236 --> 02:10:13.260
[SPEAKER_11]: I know, I'm just saying, can we wrap it up now?
02:10:13.240 --> 02:10:40.108
[SPEAKER_08]: yeah let's wrap it up actually do you have anything you would like to share for social media for your company or whatever for the listeners because we have quite a few listeners actually in the state of New Hampshire yeah I would say if you have any sort of pet or farm animal come check out 603 pet and farm services on Facebook or 603 pet and farm.com and can you text me that and I'll put it in the show notes thank you this is how cold it is
02:10:40.780 --> 02:10:48.289
[SPEAKER_08]: I turned the furnace down to its lowest setting, so it wouldn't come on, and it just came on.
02:10:49.190 --> 02:10:53.295
[SPEAKER_08]: Right, so this is a perfect, this is a perfect time to wrap this up, Kristen, give us a socials.
02:10:54.236 --> 02:11:02.046
[SPEAKER_11]: ETHUREL.Ghost 919, you can find me on whatever with that, and yeah, stay spooky.
02:11:02.583 --> 02:11:03.727
[SPEAKER_11]: Sorry, I'm burned out.
02:11:03.807 --> 02:11:05.532
[SPEAKER_11]: I've had like doubles every day.
02:11:05.613 --> 02:11:07.158
[SPEAKER_11]: I feel like I kept you up for it.
02:11:07.178 --> 02:11:07.880
[SPEAKER_09]: I kept you up for it.
02:11:07.900 --> 02:11:09.585
[SPEAKER_11]: I got another one tomorrow tonight.
02:11:10.488 --> 02:11:14.762
[SPEAKER_08]: We were out to 10 o'clock last night, which means that we didn't get to bed till about 11.
02:11:14.782 --> 02:11:16.086
[SPEAKER_08]: At least I didn't.
02:11:16.758 --> 02:11:18.640
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, everybody, I hope you enjoyed the show.
02:11:18.700 --> 02:11:21.303
[SPEAKER_08]: We, like I said earlier, it's going to be a free flow in show.
02:11:21.323 --> 02:11:22.404
[SPEAKER_08]: It's going to go where it goes.
02:11:22.464 --> 02:11:23.345
[SPEAKER_08]: I thought it was really good.
02:11:23.365 --> 02:11:24.246
[SPEAKER_08]: I actually enjoyed it.
02:11:24.266 --> 02:11:42.647
[SPEAKER_08]: And I, you know, one thing about me, I'm not shy and I don't get nervous about talking, like around people, or whatever, because literally like thousands of people listen to the show, once I start going on this subject of this path, I mean, I just, it just comes out of me.
02:11:42.998 --> 02:11:50.307
[SPEAKER_03]: I felt the same way with the friend the other day I was speaking and I was like I don't even know what I'm saying right now and I don't know why this is coming out of me, but it did.
02:11:51.008 --> 02:11:53.310
[SPEAKER_08]: Well I hope everybody can take something from this show.
02:11:53.350 --> 02:12:08.989
[SPEAKER_08]: If nothing else maybe get a little inspired and I really feel like I've been subjecting people in the last four or five shows to personal stories like I could tell stories.
02:12:09.172 --> 02:12:11.536
[SPEAKER_08]: about shit that's happened in my life.
02:12:12.197 --> 02:12:15.923
[SPEAKER_08]: And I honestly think people are gonna think it's BS.
02:12:17.346 --> 02:12:18.808
[SPEAKER_08]: I can assure you.
02:12:18.828 --> 02:12:23.496
[SPEAKER_08]: If I tell you a story, it's legit.
02:12:24.137 --> 02:12:26.501
[SPEAKER_08]: I've had a crazy life.
02:12:27.623 --> 02:12:35.095
[SPEAKER_08]: And I said, I'm a good boy now and I promise I'm gonna stay that way.
02:12:35.210 --> 02:12:40.716
[SPEAKER_08]: Doesn't mean I won't backslide once in a while and do something crazy because you know I have that great.
02:12:40.816 --> 02:12:47.343
[SPEAKER_08]: I have that crazy side of me that I just I don't even really have to suppress it anymore I should so I look back and said bid near done that.
02:12:47.463 --> 02:12:47.843
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm good.
02:12:47.863 --> 02:12:48.784
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I feel that.
02:12:48.944 --> 02:12:58.735
[SPEAKER_08]: You know There was this one hell's angel years ago We used to go party with him and he'd lived down in Maramaque and And he would call me and my friends.
02:12:58.795 --> 02:13:03.900
[SPEAKER_08]: He would he would always smile when we would Rule into his house on our bikes and he goes
02:13:04.387 --> 02:13:08.112
[SPEAKER_03]: a young gladiators have arrived.
02:13:08.132 --> 02:13:10.696
[SPEAKER_03]: Interesting circle back to your dream, too.
02:13:10.876 --> 02:13:14.021
[SPEAKER_08]: Yeah, yeah, he used to call us the young gladiators.
02:13:15.163 --> 02:13:26.780
[SPEAKER_08]: But anyways, yeah, I could tell a lot of stories you can believe them or not, but I'm not a big bullshit or I don't like to, if I tell a story, it's going to be, it's going to be pretty accurate.
02:13:27.521 --> 02:13:31.086
[SPEAKER_08]: And I'm going to look back on my deathbed and say,
02:13:31.066 --> 02:13:37.376
[SPEAKER_08]: Wow, that was a ride, you know, but hopefully, you know, like I said, I'm in my fourth quarter now.
02:13:37.416 --> 02:13:40.060
[SPEAKER_08]: So we'll see, we'll see how it goes.
02:13:40.882 --> 02:13:49.776
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, everybody, you know where to find me on Instagram at my fourth quarter life and Ron from New England and the Wicked Planet podcast page.
02:13:49.816 --> 02:13:54.223
[SPEAKER_08]: If you want to email the show, you can email us at the Wicked Planet podcast at gmail.com.
02:13:55.906 --> 02:13:56.547
[SPEAKER_08]: That's it.
02:13:56.567 --> 02:13:58.390
[SPEAKER_08]: I'm on X at state chill.
02:13:58.623 --> 02:14:10.659
[SPEAKER_08]: Again, I'm going to keep telling you, I really like Grak AI, and I like the news that I get off of X, but if you plan on going on X to get any traction, I get about it, it's not going to happen.
02:14:11.880 --> 02:14:15.044
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, everybody, I want to thank Ashley, I want to thank Kristen for coming in.
02:14:15.184 --> 02:14:17.227
[SPEAKER_08]: Again, Ashley, I'd like to have you come back on.
02:14:17.447 --> 02:14:18.108
[SPEAKER_03]: Thank you very much.
02:14:18.128 --> 02:14:19.370
[SPEAKER_03]: Thanks for having me.
02:14:19.490 --> 02:14:23.615
[SPEAKER_08]: I really enjoyed our discussion tonight, and I hope everybody else has something to take away from it.
02:14:24.677 --> 02:14:25.778
[SPEAKER_08]: But anyways,
02:14:26.264 --> 02:14:27.108
[SPEAKER_08]: We're gonna get out of here.
02:14:27.550 --> 02:14:29.639
[SPEAKER_08]: It's getting late and it's getting cold.
02:14:29.759 --> 02:14:30.563
[SPEAKER_03]: Yeah.
02:14:30.603 --> 02:14:31.467
[SPEAKER_03]: So it begins.
02:14:31.868 --> 02:14:32.531
[SPEAKER_08]: All right, everybody.
02:14:32.812 --> 02:14:35.042
[SPEAKER_08]: Ron from New England, signing off.