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Season two, Episode three, Project Hostile. Hello, good evening, it
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is Do I date this? I always think that because
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it's just You can listen to it anytime, can't you.
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It's the fifteenth of June twenty twenty six, and there's
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Rohanna and this is Project Hostile. Project Hostile has always
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been like an audio blog. It's unlike a black news
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network where I'll talk about news. I try to talk
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about things that affected me personally. I wouldn't say it's
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like in treatment and I'm sitting on a psychologist or
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psychiatrist or whatever you call them now couch, but it
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gives me a chance to sit here and reflect on
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what's happening. And it's not very newsy. And I always
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think a Project Hostile because we're talking about things that
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happen to black people, whether it's the UK or US
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or wherever. And I don't know, in the past a
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few sitting on a squeaky chair, I need to get
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how I've been saying this for the past two years
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or three years, and to get rid of this chair.
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The squeaks away and you've got to hear it on
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the microphone sometimes. But yeah, sorry, I didn't blackout. I
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just fiddling about. Yeah, I have a chance to reflect
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on what's happening. And I'm not saying behind the news,
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just behind not even behind the call show. I'm not
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one of these people that's I say, oh, I'm plugged
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into black cord, because I don't think I am. I'm
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not plugged into anything. To be honest, I just think
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I don't know. I'm one of these people. I don't
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want to. People always say, oh, we should talk about
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any problems and things like that, and I don't buy
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into that either. I just think people don't care anymore.
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I'm grateful that I have a small circle of friends
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and family that help me, because I don't know it's
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been I mean, in the first two episodes, I'm in
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a bed by soul. I don't you. Usually I don't
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like talking about myself. I think I don't know. I
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think people always think that. And I hate the term
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happy go lucky as well. I used to be described
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as lucky, and I hate that term because I am
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quite a serious person A lot of the time. Sometimes
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I'm not. But the past six months are not just personally,
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but professionally and outwardly even not things that are not
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affecting me directly. I sit here and I think from
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a perspective of somebody with dark skin, we are in
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times where it's the worst I've ever seen it. I
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genuinely believe so. And on the day in the UK
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where they've announced they're banning social media and social media
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sites from if you're sixteen and under, you can't under
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sixteen you won't be able to access. And yeah, that's
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one positive or negative, I'm not sure, but they don't
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try to legislate the tech sites. They let the text
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sites make call this money and let these people spread misinformation.
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It's not just the children, and our children see it,
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but it's the adults. And you see Pinocchio, Naje or
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pharaohage and far right, even far right, left wing, chicken wing,
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middle wing whatever, politicians spreading lies, Kemmy Baidenock spreading lies
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on social media, Robert Genrik spreading lies. And it's not
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just it's not just children that need regulating, it's the
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adults and the politicians and the and thee tech companies
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that enable the lies. I mean, Elon Musk is a
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white supremacist, lighting piece of shit. And you sit here
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and since the beginning of the year. You sit here
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and you read the lies of of of white people
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and black people. There are black people Kemmy Baidenock, brown Skins, Bratherman, Lord,
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Tony Sewell who wrote the Soul Report. Oh, racism doesn't
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exist in the UK. You see people like that telling
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lies on social media. So I'm not just saying white people,
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I'm saying all people. I don't discriminate here. I'll call
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it as I see it. I'm not I'm not people
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always think, oh, he's Auntie White. You're listening to half
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what I'm telling you. I'm not anti white. I'm just
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pro black, but I'm also pro black against people who
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act like absolute coons. And we see that CBS as
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a poached Trevor Phillips to go to America. Well, that's
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one less coon I've got to deal with. Now. I
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don't really follow the CBS stuff and what's happening there
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with the dodgy media at the minute in America, which
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is kind of bled into the UK. The UK last
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twenty four hours, especially with the news, has been very
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well strange. You've had in the last twenty four hours.
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I've seen like a Telegraph picture of ruput Low my
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favorite MP Yeah whatever going, oh, we don't care about
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the woke creeps. Hasn't that such thing as a woke creeper?
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Not what the f you're talking about, mate, It's using
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the term in a pejorative, so it's a racist way
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you're using it, So don't understand what you're talking about.
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You just just say the word thinking you're on message
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and just sound like a dick. And then in the
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same telegraph you set there saying about what disadvantaged white
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boys and it's down to bad parenting, when for the
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last couple of years you've allowed the far right to
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say white boys are disadvantage because of black people. If
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you're getting the same school education as the black kids,
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the black kids are just knuckling down. They know they've
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got to get the grades and work harder because they
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know there will be the highest percentage of unemployed. It's like,
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now I am struggling for work, and there's been times
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I've been earning really well, especially in the last six months.
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It's peaks and trust for me, I'm terrible. I've always
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been terrible with money personally, not business advice, but personally.
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I will earn good sums and then sometimes I'll not
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earn good sums, so I'm up and down. But since
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the last couple of years, we've had the oh, all
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black men are sex predators. The work is thinner on
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the ground, and it's a case of people not giving
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you work based on your work ethic, but they're looking
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at your skin color rather than the work ethic. And
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I can't name companies I work for because I don't
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work directly for anybody anymore. And I'll never name companies
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now because it gets me into trouble. And I go
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to these places doing my contract work. I'm not saying
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what I do either, which is weird. And they'll say
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you do you really work hard, and you do a
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great job, and why can't you be a permanent person here,
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And I'm like, I'm just temporary, temporary contracts, and I
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don't mind temporary contracts. I'll go, I'll bounce around, I'll
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bounce around Norfolk, lester than Now, Manchester, Wig and I'll work.
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I'm a hit man for higher I'll work anywhere. It's
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not that somebody's paying me, but proving yourself every time
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you have to get a job. So I'm not saying
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all doing it. We have to work twice as hard
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because black people already know we have to, but not
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getting work because of the color of your skin, and
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it is blatant down here in Norfolk now. And what
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made me laugh I had a email from her and
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from a company that said, oh, we're not taking your
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application forward because we've got a high caliber of applicants.
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And I'm like, mate, it's a minimum wage job, doing
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as I call it, grunt work. People always go, oh,
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you put yourself down the type of work you do.
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I'm not putting myself down. Why do you think I
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do this work because it's I don't mind doing it,
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and a lot of time it's the easiest work to get.
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I don't mind working hard. I don't I remember my
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oldest son. I don't like talking about Sun's stories or
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my family's score, my children's stories, but I remember there
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was a period where he had to just go out
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and do a job and he was working with all
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these all these foreign nationals. They weren't the kind of
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work it'd usually do, but he did it because he
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had to get paid. And that's what I'll be doing tomorrow.
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I'll be pound in the streets of Dorfolk. Trying to
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get temporary work. I don't think I'll be successful, but
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I'll try, and it is what it is. But you're
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not being helped if you're a self employed organization. We
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can't help you because you're not claiming benefit, or we
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can't help because you're employed. So it's a catch twenty
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two situation. But yeah, this week's well, this month, every
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day is now pivotal. I just thought, yeah, May, I'm
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not going to make it from May. I'm not going
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to survive from May. We're in June. I'm not really surviving.
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I'm existing. But this is just like an audio monologue
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is I've not really got a subject I was going
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to sit here and talk about. I would better address
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certain things because we talk about the same subjects anyway.
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That's why I've not sat here and talked about Pinocchio,
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Nigel Farage going oh, white people are disadvantaged. It's two tier,
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which is absolute bollocks. But my disappointment is with the
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UK media and the so called journalists because you're not
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correcting him. You're not you're not turning around him and
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just saying you're an efing liar, You're a liar. People
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like Tommy Robinson coming back from Russia and going, oh,
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what's the cure, Star, We're done when you've just taken
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Russian money, Tommy, You've been to America and the Republicans
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are funding you, are so called allies are funding far
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right across Europe causing chaos, trying to blame the Russians.
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But the Americans have got the hands in there as well,
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and they've been they've been touting ruputlow as well. So
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let's not play pretend with friends like that. You don't
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really need anything is And I'm just tired of hearing
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the world they woke criminals and woke creeps and stupid, stupid, stupid,
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stupid only people that should use that word of black Americans.
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I don't even like it when black British people go woke.
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I want to knock them out. And they're black. So yeah,
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weirder ones that are being shat on, weirder ones that
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are getting denigrated and lied about in the mainstream press.
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While you call masks protesters mask you call masked rioters
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masked protesters when they're rioting when they've come over from
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Mainland England to burn stuff in Northern Ireland, masked protesters.
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Shame on you BBC, and shame on you Michael Grade,
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who was ahead of offcom when he had he had
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few saying oh, white people should have a voice, that
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they don't have a voice and Avenues channel in the UK,
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it's the black people that are not represented. You're a
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disgrace and the whole country is a disgrace. Since the
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beginning of the year, I wanted to say I was bitter,
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I'd say I was angry, and that anger is going
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to fuel me this week as I will be finally
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putting up my green screen and we're doing a bit
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of filming this week and I'm going to try out
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to tech but my cheap gorilla media. I'm getting back
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to guerrilla media. So yeah, it is what it is.
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But I don't know. It's like, I don't know, people,
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what can we say? We're not feeling it, are we?
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It is what it is anyway. This is this is
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episode free, season two of Project Hostile. See, I'm not
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giving you anything of real substance today. I'm just I
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don't know. I'm sitting here in a dark group. I
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don't even got the studio lights on today. I'm just
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for the first time, I didn't want to write a script.
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A oh gosh, I didn't want to write the script.
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I didn't feel like doing it, and I just didn't.
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And it's like, remember, I produce four is it four
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four minimum of four audio productions every single week, So
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even when I'm working, I have to work. I'm creating
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writing content. And on top of that, now we're going
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to be filming, so it's going to be quite fun
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trying to keep up with the ideas and keep processing.
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And I've still got to find software because I've lost
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all my software. I've lost all my editing software. I
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don't know what's happened. I just can't find anything, and
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I can't find any decent software to use. And I
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don't know. I don't fancy using cap cook because I
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don't want that social media based editing. But yeah, I
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don't know. I'm not encouraged with the engagement for my content,
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but I'll keep going. I'm not supported by the community
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in my own country. Does it irritate me? I don't know.
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It didn't used to at the minute. It is because
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you're all now flipping and flopping and going, oh, what
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are we to do? Because what's happened in Glasgow and Belfast.
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And I've been telling you for the six f in
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years that this was coming, but you're like, oh, we
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debate about, oh, what's happening in Belfast? And mate, you
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all need to get a bloody grip, especially Americans. The Americans.
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I don't even know what's happened to American blacks, and
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most of my audience are American blacks. I would assume, well,
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I don't expect white people to be listening to the
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Black News Network, but I've been following I must I'm
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assuming this guy is the son of Isaac Hayes, because
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he's Isaac Hayes the third and I follow him x
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and I agree with his post he posted today, which
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is the fifteenth. Anyway, they crack jokes about George Floyd
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and laugh in our faces, and we do nothing. They
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shoot our children in the back and sentenced them as
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adults for defending themselves, and we do nothing. They call
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Michelle Obama, the first black first Lady of the United States,
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a man and a monkey, and we do nothing. They
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strip away voting rights in the same Southern States where
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we send our best black athletes to play college sports,
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to make them billions and we do nothing. They openly
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talk about bringing slavery back and we do nothing. We
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are desensitized to our own disrespect. And I agree with
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that because that's what it feels like in the UK
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as well. These people are aiming us for everything. I mean,
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we go back to the Henry no Vakstabin. Black people
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weren't involved, but as always people like Kemmy Baden not
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drag us into the narrative and Nigel Pharaoh's drags us
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into the narrative and had nothing to do with a
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black community. But we're the ones to blame. And it's like, oh,
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we're not, We're not a racist country. When how many
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are you're voting for reform again in Norfolk in the
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county council Norfolk County Council. I was saying this on
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it may have been the Black News Network special earlier
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because that dropped When did that drop? That dropped at
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twelve lunchtime Eastern? This drops ten hours later, so it's
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ten it's gone, has just gone ten Eastern when you
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when if you pick this up, some people listen to
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straight away. Some people play this twenty four hours later,
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So thank you and yeah, It's like, what's black people
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in this country need a bloody shake. They're coming for
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us man, blaming us for everything. They keep going on
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about HMOs and housing to try and burn us out.
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I mean, they tried to intimidate this by putting up
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flags last year, and it didn't intimidate me. It just
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made me laugh. I just called those bits of cough
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your little baby security blankets. Oh we've been patriots. No,
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you sucking your for minutes. It's your little security blanket.
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If it makes you feel good and gives you a
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little erection and more power to you, you can put
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up a thousand flags. It doesn't interest me. I don't
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really care. But if you come near me, I'm gonna
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dog walk your ass. And it's as simple as that.
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I've got way too much RADI inside my body. And
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for the first time, as I hit twenty two minutes
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on this, I am going to tell you a story
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I've not told, not on air anyway. I finally told
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members of my family and friends for the first time yesterday.
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After I lost my job in January, I was still
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being targeted by the far right Restored Britain supporters. Someone
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paid somebody to spam bot my Black Hand Media email.
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It's not my main business email. And all I had
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to do basically was changed the settings and email addresses
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I didn't engage with. We just go straight to straight
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to junk. So that wasn't an issue. It was an
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irritated irritant, but it didn't really touch me because that's
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not the email address I use for business anyway. I
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use that for my main personal stuff. But I have
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a business email which I never use on air and
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I never quote to anybody. If I give you that
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email or my email from it, then that's my work email.
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It's a totally different one to the Black Hand Media
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is the general one because everybody knows who I am
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Fire black and Media, but it's not my business email
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as well. It's my personally, it's not my it's not
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my work email, So there you go. I have not
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a secret email. But if you don't know it, then
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you don't know it. So it wasn't really It was
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an issue, but not a big issue. But the main
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issue I had was somebody paid somebody to hack into
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the platform that tracks my download numbers. Now I think
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they thought that if they inflated my download numbers, I
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would then use those download numbers to sell sponsorship and advertising,
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and then when the people running the platform realized they
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were fake, people say, well, you've committed lack a fraud
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selling advertising based on those numbers. But I don't sell
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ties in on the platform. That's done by a third party,
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and it's based on I'll explain it. It's based on impressions.
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You have to listen to the actual podcast for me
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for it to trigger any little sense per listen. So
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even if you add a couple of thousands of our
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download numbers, the impressions wouldn't move because they're not real,
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and that those numbers were fire fake and the impressions
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didn't move because you have to click into the podcast.
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You have to listen to the adverts for it to
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trigger any impressions to make money. So I don't use
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my my, my download numbers to get advertised or sponsorship,
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never have done. So you spent your money for no reason.
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But I believed it was people associated associated with Restored Britain.
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They were still targeting me, people going all but no.
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So what I did was I sent a picture of
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my youngest son. I only told him yesterday, you know,
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sitting in the gym. I think that's my most viewed picture.
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I've got a picture of my youngest son in the
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gym on his phone. He's supposed to take a picture
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of black and media logo and you couldn't see it
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on the shirt. And that's my probably my most viewed photo.
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And I sent that photo to certain people and restore Britain.
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I said, basically, I don't care who you are, and
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I know, but if you put your nose into my
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business again, I'm sending this one and I'll leave no witnesses.
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People like these that can spout their crap get elected.
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I'm not in politics, but you think you're untouchable, but
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I will make you touchable. And that's not a threat,
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that's a promise. You took away my job. White people
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side with white people. We know this, so they sided
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with the white supremacist' that's their choice. But you leave
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me alone because if it happens again, I will dog
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walk you grass. I don't give a hell who you are.
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I don't care if you're an MP. You know what
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I'm talking. You know what I'm talking about. People, I
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will dog walk your grass and I don't give a
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I don't give a rats ass, leave the black man alone.
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Anybody put their nose in my business again, I will
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dog walk grass. That's my favorite, dog walk yours. So
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you white people not supporting Black people not supporting. So
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I'd like to thank the people that listen to this
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in America and Canada, not the UK, because you don't
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support You're boys drowning out here, you boys being targeted.
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Here are you? I have to do it all on
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my own, always have to, always will do. I've got
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a small a crew, got a small click. Love, my kids, love,
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my love, my best I should say love, my best
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friend sounds gay love, my best friend and my sister,
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my children, my two media cohorts, John and Tim they
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know they are get a bit of a name check
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and Deaf my boy deaf Manchester. So they are the
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guys that check in on me. So there you go,
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and that's it. Really I've said my peace. I didn't
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really have anything to say anyway. Thank you for my
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therapy session. Same time next week, catch you Monday at
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tenn Eastern. Take care and black community around the world,
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stay safe.
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Season two, Episode three, Project Hostile. Hello, good evening, it
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is Do I date this? I always think that because
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it's just You can listen to it anytime, can't you.
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It's the fifteenth of June twenty twenty six, and there's
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Rohanna and this is Project Hostile. Project Hostile has always
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been like an audio blog. It's unlike a black news
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network where I'll talk about news. I try to talk
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about things that affected me personally. I wouldn't say it's
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like in treatment and I'm sitting on a psychologist or
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psychiatrist or whatever you call them now couch, but it
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gives me a chance to sit here and reflect on
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what's happening. And it's not very newsy. And I always
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think a Project Hostile because we're talking about things that
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happen to black people, whether it's the UK or US
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or wherever. And I don't know, in the past a
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few sitting on a squeaky chair, I need to get
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how I've been saying this for the past two years
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or three years, and to get rid of this chair.
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The squeaks away and you've got to hear it on
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the microphone sometimes. But yeah, sorry, I didn't blackout. I
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just fiddling about. Yeah, I have a chance to reflect
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on what's happening. And I'm not saying behind the news,
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just behind not even behind the call show. I'm not
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one of these people that's I say, oh, I'm plugged
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into black cord, because I don't think I am. I'm
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not plugged into anything. To be honest, I just think
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I don't know. I'm one of these people. I don't
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want to. People always say, oh, we should talk about
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any problems and things like that, and I don't buy
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into that either. I just think people don't care anymore.
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I'm grateful that I have a small circle of friends
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and family that help me, because I don't know it's
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been I mean, in the first two episodes, I'm in
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a bed by soul. I don't you. Usually I don't
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like talking about myself. I think I don't know. I
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think people always think that. And I hate the term
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happy go lucky as well. I used to be described
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as lucky, and I hate that term because I am
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quite a serious person A lot of the time. Sometimes
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I'm not. But the past six months are not just personally,
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but professionally and outwardly even not things that are not
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affecting me directly. I sit here and I think from
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a perspective of somebody with dark skin, we are in
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times where it's the worst I've ever seen it. I
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genuinely believe so. And on the day in the UK
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where they've announced they're banning social media and social media
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sites from if you're sixteen and under, you can't under
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sixteen you won't be able to access. And yeah, that's
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one positive or negative, I'm not sure, but they don't
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try to legislate the tech sites. They let the text
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sites make call this money and let these people spread misinformation.
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It's not just the children, and our children see it,
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but it's the adults. And you see Pinocchio, Naje or
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pharaohage and far right, even far right, left wing, chicken wing,
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middle wing whatever, politicians spreading lies, Kemmy Baidenock spreading lies
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on social media, Robert Genrik spreading lies. And it's not
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just it's not just children that need regulating, it's the
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adults and the politicians and the and thee tech companies
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that enable the lies. I mean, Elon Musk is a
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white supremacist, lighting piece of shit. And you sit here
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and since the beginning of the year. You sit here
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and you read the lies of of of white people
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and black people. There are black people Kemmy Baidenock, brown Skins, Bratherman, Lord,
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Tony Sewell who wrote the Soul Report. Oh, racism doesn't
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exist in the UK. You see people like that telling
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lies on social media. So I'm not just saying white people,
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I'm saying all people. I don't discriminate here. I'll call
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it as I see it. I'm not I'm not people
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always think, oh, he's Auntie White. You're listening to half
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what I'm telling you. I'm not anti white. I'm just
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pro black, but I'm also pro black against people who
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act like absolute coons. And we see that CBS as
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a poached Trevor Phillips to go to America. Well, that's
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one less coon I've got to deal with. Now. I
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don't really follow the CBS stuff and what's happening there
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with the dodgy media at the minute in America, which
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is kind of bled into the UK. The UK last
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twenty four hours, especially with the news, has been very
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well strange. You've had in the last twenty four hours.
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I've seen like a Telegraph picture of ruput Low my
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favorite MP Yeah whatever going, oh, we don't care about
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the woke creeps. Hasn't that such thing as a woke creeper?
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the term in a pejorative, so it's a racist way
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you're using it, So don't understand what you're talking about.
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You just just say the word thinking you're on message
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and just sound like a dick. And then in the
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same telegraph you set there saying about what disadvantaged white
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boys and it's down to bad parenting, when for the
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last couple of years you've allowed the far right to
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say white boys are disadvantage because of black people. If
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you're getting the same school education as the black kids,
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the black kids are just knuckling down. They know they've
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got to get the grades and work harder because they
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know there will be the highest percentage of unemployed. It's like,
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now I am struggling for work, and there's been times
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I've been earning really well, especially in the last six months.
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It's peaks and trust for me, I'm terrible. I've always
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been terrible with money personally, not business advice, but personally.
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I will earn good sums and then sometimes I'll not
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earn good sums, so I'm up and down. But since
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the last couple of years, we've had the oh, all
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black men are sex predators. The work is thinner on
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the ground, and it's a case of people not giving
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you work based on your work ethic, but they're looking
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at your skin color rather than the work ethic. And
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I can't name companies I work for because I don't
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work directly for anybody anymore. And I'll never name companies
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now because it gets me into trouble. And I go
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to these places doing my contract work. I'm not saying
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what I do either, which is weird. And they'll say
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you do you really work hard, and you do a
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great job, and why can't you be a permanent person here,
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don't mind temporary contracts. I'll go, I'll bounce around, I'll
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bounce around Norfolk, lester than Now, Manchester, Wig and I'll work.
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I'm a hit man for higher I'll work anywhere. It's
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not that somebody's paying me, but proving yourself every time
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you have to get a job. So I'm not saying
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all doing it. We have to work twice as hard
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because black people already know we have to, but not
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getting work because of the color of your skin, and
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it is blatant down here in Norfolk now. And what
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made me laugh I had a email from her and
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from a company that said, oh, we're not taking your
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application forward because we've got a high caliber of applicants.
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as I call it, grunt work. People always go, oh,
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you put yourself down the type of work you do.
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do this work because it's I don't mind doing it,
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and a lot of time it's the easiest work to get.
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I don't mind working hard. I don't I remember my
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oldest son. I don't like talking about Sun's stories or
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my family's score, my children's stories, but I remember there
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was a period where he had to just go out
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and do a job and he was working with all
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these all these foreign nationals. They weren't the kind of
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work it'd usually do, but he did it because he
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had to get paid. And that's what I'll be doing tomorrow.
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I'll be pound in the streets of Dorfolk. Trying to
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get temporary work. I don't think I'll be successful, but
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I'll try, and it is what it is. But you're
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not being helped if you're a self employed organization. We
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can't help you because you're not claiming benefit, or we
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can't help because you're employed. So it's a catch twenty
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two situation. But yeah, this week's well, this month, every
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day is now pivotal. I just thought, yeah, May, I'm
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not going to make it from May. I'm not going
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to survive from May. We're in June. I'm not really surviving.
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I'm existing. But this is just like an audio monologue
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is I've not really got a subject I was going
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to sit here and talk about. I would better address
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certain things because we talk about the same subjects anyway.
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That's why I've not sat here and talked about Pinocchio,
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Nigel Farage going oh, white people are disadvantaged. It's two tier,
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which is absolute bollocks. But my disappointment is with the
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UK media and the so called journalists because you're not
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correcting him. You're not you're not turning around him and
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just saying you're an efing liar, You're a liar. People
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like Tommy Robinson coming back from Russia and going, oh,
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what's the cure, Star, We're done when you've just taken
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Russian money, Tommy, You've been to America and the Republicans
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are funding you, are so called allies are funding far
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right across Europe causing chaos, trying to blame the Russians.
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But the Americans have got the hands in there as well,
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and they've been they've been touting ruputlow as well. So
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let's not play pretend with friends like that. You don't
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really need anything is And I'm just tired of hearing
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the world they woke criminals and woke creeps and stupid, stupid, stupid,
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stupid only people that should use that word of black Americans.
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I don't even like it when black British people go woke.
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I want to knock them out. And they're black. So yeah,
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weirder ones that are being shat on, weirder ones that
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are getting denigrated and lied about in the mainstream press.
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While you call masks protesters mask you call masked rioters
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masked protesters when they're rioting when they've come over from
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Mainland England to burn stuff in Northern Ireland, masked protesters.
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Shame on you BBC, and shame on you Michael Grade,
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who was ahead of offcom when he had he had
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few saying oh, white people should have a voice, that
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they don't have a voice and Avenues channel in the UK,
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it's the black people that are not represented. You're a
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disgrace and the whole country is a disgrace. Since the
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beginning of the year, I wanted to say I was bitter,
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I'd say I was angry, and that anger is going
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to fuel me this week as I will be finally
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putting up my green screen and we're doing a bit
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of filming this week and I'm going to try out
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to tech but my cheap gorilla media. I'm getting back
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to guerrilla media. So yeah, it is what it is.
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But I don't know. It's like, I don't know, people,
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what can we say? We're not feeling it, are we?
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It is what it is anyway. This is this is
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episode free, season two of Project Hostile. See, I'm not
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giving you anything of real substance today. I'm just I
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don't know. I'm sitting here in a dark group. I
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don't even got the studio lights on today. I'm just
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for the first time, I didn't want to write a script.
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A oh gosh, I didn't want to write the script.
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I didn't feel like doing it, and I just didn't.
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And it's like, remember, I produce four is it four
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four minimum of four audio productions every single week, So
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even when I'm working, I have to work. I'm creating
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writing content. And on top of that, now we're going
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to be filming, so it's going to be quite fun
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trying to keep up with the ideas and keep processing.
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And I've still got to find software because I've lost
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all my software. I've lost all my editing software. I
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don't know what's happened. I just can't find anything, and
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I can't find any decent software to use. And I
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don't know. I don't fancy using cap cook because I
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don't want that social media based editing. But yeah, I
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don't know. I'm not encouraged with the engagement for my content,
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but I'll keep going. I'm not supported by the community
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in my own country. Does it irritate me? I don't know.
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It didn't used to at the minute. It is because
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you're all now flipping and flopping and going, oh, what
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are we to do? Because what's happened in Glasgow and Belfast.
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And I've been telling you for the six f in
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years that this was coming, but you're like, oh, we
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debate about, oh, what's happening in Belfast? And mate, you
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all need to get a bloody grip, especially Americans. The Americans.
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I don't even know what's happened to American blacks, and
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most of my audience are American blacks. I would assume, well,
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I don't expect white people to be listening to the
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Black News Network, but I've been following I must I'm
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assuming this guy is the son of Isaac Hayes, because
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and I agree with his post he posted today, which
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is the fifteenth. Anyway, they crack jokes about George Floyd
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and laugh in our faces, and we do nothing. They
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shoot our children in the back and sentenced them as
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adults for defending themselves, and we do nothing. They call
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Michelle Obama, the first black first Lady of the United States,
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a man and a monkey, and we do nothing. They
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strip away voting rights in the same Southern States where
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we send our best black athletes to play college sports,
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to make them billions and we do nothing. They openly
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talk about bringing slavery back and we do nothing. We
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are desensitized to our own disrespect. And I agree with
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that because that's what it feels like in the UK
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as well. These people are aiming us for everything. I mean,
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we go back to the Henry no Vakstabin. Black people
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weren't involved, but as always people like Kemmy Baden not
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drag us into the narrative and Nigel Pharaoh's drags us
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into the narrative and had nothing to do with a
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black community. But we're the ones to blame. And it's like, oh,
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we're not, We're not a racist country. When how many
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are you're voting for reform again in Norfolk in the
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county council Norfolk County Council. I was saying this on
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it may have been the Black News Network special earlier
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because that dropped When did that drop? That dropped at
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twelve lunchtime Eastern? This drops ten hours later, so it's
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ten it's gone, has just gone ten Eastern when you
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when if you pick this up, some people listen to
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straight away. Some people play this twenty four hours later,
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So thank you and yeah, It's like, what's black people
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in this country need a bloody shake. They're coming for
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us man, blaming us for everything. They keep going on
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about HMOs and housing to try and burn us out.
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I mean, they tried to intimidate this by putting up
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flags last year, and it didn't intimidate me. It just
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made me laugh. I just called those bits of cough
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your little baby security blankets. Oh we've been patriots. No,
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you sucking your for minutes. It's your little security blanket.
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If it makes you feel good and gives you a
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little erection and more power to you, you can put
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up a thousand flags. It doesn't interest me. I don't
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really care. But if you come near me, I'm gonna
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dog walk your ass. And it's as simple as that.
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I've got way too much RADI inside my body. And
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for the first time, as I hit twenty two minutes
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on this, I am going to tell you a story
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I've not told, not on air anyway. I finally told
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members of my family and friends for the first time yesterday.
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After I lost my job in January, I was still
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being targeted by the far right Restored Britain supporters. Someone
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paid somebody to spam bot my Black Hand Media email.
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It's not my main business email. And all I had
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to do basically was changed the settings and email addresses
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I didn't engage with. We just go straight to straight
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to junk. So that wasn't an issue. It was an
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irritated irritant, but it didn't really touch me because that's
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not the email address I use for business anyway. I
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use that for my main personal stuff. But I have
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a business email which I never use on air and
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I never quote to anybody. If I give you that
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email or my email from it, then that's my work email.
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It's a totally different one to the Black Hand Media
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is the general one because everybody knows who I am
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Fire black and Media, but it's not my business email
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as well. It's my personally, it's not my it's not
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my work email, So there you go. I have not
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a secret email. But if you don't know it, then
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you don't know it. So it wasn't really It was
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an issue, but not a big issue. But the main
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issue I had was somebody paid somebody to hack into
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the platform that tracks my download numbers. Now I think
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they thought that if they inflated my download numbers, I
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would then use those download numbers to sell sponsorship and advertising,
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and then when the people running the platform realized they
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were fake, people say, well, you've committed lack a fraud
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selling advertising based on those numbers. But I don't sell
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ties in on the platform. That's done by a third party,
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and it's based on I'll explain it. It's based on impressions.
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You have to listen to the actual podcast for me
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for it to trigger any little sense per listen. So
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even if you add a couple of thousands of our
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download numbers, the impressions wouldn't move because they're not real,
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and that those numbers were fire fake and the impressions
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didn't move because you have to click into the podcast.
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You have to listen to the adverts for it to
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trigger any impressions to make money. So I don't use
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my my, my download numbers to get advertised or sponsorship,
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never have done. So you spent your money for no reason.
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But I believed it was people associated associated with Restored Britain.
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They were still targeting me, people going all but no.
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So what I did was I sent a picture of
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my youngest son. I only told him yesterday, you know,
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sitting in the gym. I think that's my most viewed picture.
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I've got a picture of my youngest son in the
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gym on his phone. He's supposed to take a picture
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of black and media logo and you couldn't see it
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on the shirt. And that's my probably my most viewed photo.
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And I sent that photo to certain people and restore Britain.
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I said, basically, I don't care who you are, and
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I know, but if you put your nose into my
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business again, I'm sending this one and I'll leave no witnesses.
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People like these that can spout their crap get elected.
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I'm not in politics, but you think you're untouchable, but
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I will make you touchable. And that's not a threat,
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that's a promise. You took away my job. White people
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side with white people. We know this, so they sided
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with the white supremacist' that's their choice. But you leave
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me alone because if it happens again, I will dog
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walk you grass. I don't give a hell who you are.
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I don't care if you're an MP. You know what
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I'm talking. You know what I'm talking about. People, I
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will dog walk your grass and I don't give a
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I don't give a rats ass, leave the black man alone.
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Anybody put their nose in my business again, I will
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dog walk grass. That's my favorite, dog walk yours. So
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you white people not supporting Black people not supporting. So
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I'd like to thank the people that listen to this
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in America and Canada, not the UK, because you don't
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support You're boys drowning out here, you boys being targeted.
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Here are you? I have to do it all on
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my own, always have to, always will do. I've got
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a small a crew, got a small click. Love, my kids, love,
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my love, my best I should say love, my best
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friend sounds gay love, my best friend and my sister,
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my children, my two media cohorts, John and Tim they
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know they are get a bit of a name check
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and Deaf my boy deaf Manchester. So they are the
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guys that check in on me. So there you go,
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and that's it. Really I've said my peace. I didn't
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really have anything to say anyway. Thank you for my
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therapy session. Same time next week, catch you Monday at
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tenn Eastern. Take care and black community around the world,
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stay safe.
