Your Technology Is Breaking. Here’s Why & What It Says About You

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This is the thing that most metaphysical practitioners kind of know, but they don't.
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Because I even my beginners, they fucking know it.
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They fucking know it.
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Because you know that there is more information that spirit is trying to tell you that you don't have access to.
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Welcome to the Unity Code, where we explore what becomes possible when we stop keeping spirituality on the sidelines and start using our connection to spirit to actually change lives.
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I'm Nicole Pope, a medium teacher in former transformation corporate executive.
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I've spent more than 20 years obsessed with data, patterns, systems, and one question.
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What actually creates change?
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These days I'm asking that same question about energy, consciousness, the soul, and our connection to spirit.
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And no, we're not keeping this theoretical.
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On the podcast, we're going to teach it, test it, demonstrate it, play with it, and bring real people into the conversation.
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We'll explore mediumship, energetics, intuition, ancestral patterns, human potential, and some things I'm not even sure we have language for yet.
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Because the goal is bigger than becoming more spiritual.
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It's about discovering what you're capable of, using it to transform yourself, expand your life, and step into possibilities you couldn't access before.
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This is the Unity Code, where spirit meets experimentation, transformation, and a community curious enough to find out what else is possible.
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I'm so glad you're here.
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Hi everyone, welcome back to the Unity Code Podcast.
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I'm your host, Nicole, and I have to laugh because yesterday I had my incredible, amazing interview with the gorgeous Sarah Walton.
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And wouldn't you know it was the perfect fucking introduction for this topic that I already had planned to record today.
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And what happened before we hit the record button as Sarah joined my Zoom room so we could complete the interview.
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She joined without video and her microphone that she had been using for six or seven years had died.
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Totally unbeknownst to her, but she joined, her screen was black, I was cracking up, she went to go talk, I couldn't hear her, and I just had to laugh because it was the perfect example of what it is like to work with me.
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These energetic disruptions happen all the time around me.
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And I'm noticing that with some of my students, it's happening with them too.
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And I know that I can't be the only one experiencing all of this.
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So let's talk about these energetic disruptions that can happen to you around you when you are a metaphysical practitioner.
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Let's talk about how it happens, what it means for you, and how do you deal with it a little bit?
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And again, this is not anything new in my world.
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And I want to talk to you about a few examples about how this technology disruption has evolved over time for me.
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When it started, what it looks like now.
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And honestly, I hope you're laughing along with me with all of these examples I'm about to give because you can't make this shit up.
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Like you just can't make this shit up.
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And I don't know anyone else that has the technology hits like I do, and all my students laugh about it all the time.
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They know it's inevitable.
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Um, but let's rewind back to when I first started doing mediumship readings.
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Like the very first class I'm in, um I signed up.
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And at the time, just give you a tiny bit of background, I was a consultant.
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So I worked on my personal computer because it was, I was a consultant.
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I was uh a 1099.
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And so I had my own personal computer that I did my work on.
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It was the only computer I had.
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So when I started signing up for Mediumship readings, I worked and did classes on that same computer.
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Now, mind you, all day long in video calls and conference calls, my audio and my video perfectly fine.
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Never had an issue with this computer at all ever.
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And it was top of the line when I bought it.
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Like it was, it was a very, very good analytical process data uh analysis computer that I used that had all of the highest processing speeds.
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This was not like your everyday Walmart sale in terms of a laptop.
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And so when I would join the mediumship calls and classes and practice circles, I looked like I was from the 1970s.
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It was like fucking disco, um, clubs from the 90s.
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It was a strobe light effect where essentially my video would just scroll with the alternate of me and the color black, like every 0.2 seconds for the entire duration that I was on these calls.
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I would join, I would look like a disco.
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I would look like a disco the entire fucking time.
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I would end, I would go and get onto my meetings with my business the next day, and my video was perfectly fucking fine.
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And this happened over and over and over again.
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And I just didn't understand it at the time.
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So I ended up just buying another laptop because I'm like, I don't know what's going on.
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I don't know why it's doing this.
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It works fine everywhere else.
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So fucking weird.
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And so I didn't even, I didn't even understand it, but I found a replacement and I found a workaround.
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And I'm like, huh, that was weird, right?
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Didn't have any issues on the new computer that I bought.
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At the same time, I was going through a dark night of the soul where my double oven just suddenly shit the bed.
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And it was one of the newer appliances that I have.
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And it was again a GE, no reason for this thing to shit the bed.
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Good, high quality double oven.
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Had to replace that.
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And I just kept noticing all these different ways that technology would break around me.
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I mean, my uh my electronic pin pad door, right?
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Like I can't even give all of the different examples because my husband and I had this running joke that I was not allowed to touch the technology because it would break.
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And if I was holding the technology and it was broken, I would hand it to my husband and it would be fine.
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Wild.
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It was fucking wild.
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And as we continue to progress forward into the classes that I've taken, these technology disruptions have continued to show up.
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And it's gotten to the point where I now have redundant systems in front of me every single time I'm in a class or a reading.
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I have two laptops of two different brands.
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I have a Mac, I have a regular PC, all both in front of me, so that inevitably when my Wi-Fi drops, because it always does, when my computer shits the bed because it always does, I have another one up and ready to go connected to everything.
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They're both connected to all of my systems at the same time.
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So that if I drop Zoom on one, I just open up the other and pop on Zoom, and there I am.
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No, no harm, no foul.
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Hopefully, only a couple minutes later.
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Um, while my students, by the way, are laughing at the frozen face that is stuck on the Zoom camera.
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Um, and and it's just it it blows my mind because it happened so much that I knew I needed two different systems in front of me.
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And it happened so predictably as well, because my computer and my Wi-Fi would go out when I would start to channel, when I would start to do attunements for people, when I would start to bring in energetic frequencies from spirit above and beyond the teaching vibration.
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And although the prevalency has been less more recently, it still is showing up in really funny ways.
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Because even as I recorded my classes for my Air Spirit Communication program, it happened a couple of times where I am sitting here just like I am right now recording it, and all of my screens go black.
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Now my microphone is hardwired into my laptop.
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So I'm still recording the audio, but there's no video, and I can't see what I'm actually screen sharing anymore.
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So it just, it's it's so funny.
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And Spirit is just having a day with it and it cracks me up because I just leave it in the recording.
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I'm just like, I'm not gonna go back and fix this.
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Hey, just hang on one second, friends.
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It just happened again.
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Let's give let's give my computer 10 seconds to restart again, uh, allow my screens to come back online, and then we'll be good to go.
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And it just cracks me up.
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It just cracks and it it cracks my students up.
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So I'm glad it's a wonderful source of entertainment for all of you, all of the fucking technology issues that I faced 24-7 around here.
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It's just, it's just wild.
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And so, like, it took me a very long time for me to understand the patterns, right?
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The patterns and why my technology kept fucking breaking and noticing when it would fucking break.
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And it's even to the point where I needed to get my understanding of what was going on under control because I was on about a three-year time span with my laptops.
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My technology would break after three years.
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And again, I understand that can happen with a lower end model laptops.
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I don't buy lower end model laptops.
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And so there's no reason at all that this entire system should shit the bed after three years.
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And so, and I needed to like obviously make sure that like my appliances stopped fucking breaking, my car stopped fucking breaking.
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Oh my God, I was driving home like two days ago.
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Uh and like my my entire dashboard was fucking lit up with errors on my brand new Honda.
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I'm just, and I took a video.
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I'll probably have to share it at some point, but I took a video of like my seatbelt warning system going off.
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It's saying that my tire pressures are off, right?
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Like my tire pressure system is down.
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Like it's just so inevitably funny to me.
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And I've learned not to freak out when this technology breaks anymore.
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I'm just like, it'll be fine.
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It's not a real issue.
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I just broke it.
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And so I would shut the car off, turn it back on, and it was fine again.
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So, like, this is the reality that exists.
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So I really needed to figure out and understand this and get this under control before more shit break breaks because I don't have that much money in my bank account to replace my appliances every three years, right?
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Like, no, thank you.
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That no one wants to waste their money on that shit.
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So, so it's really, really interesting.
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Again, because I'm starting to see this in my students, right?
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And there's a couple of clients that I've seen that this is happening too as well.
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And so this is not necessarily about the technology breaking around me, as you can probably figure out by now.
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This is something about my energetic interference with the technology around me.
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Right.
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And it's really fucking confusing because nobody talks about this in the metaphysical space.
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Nobody talks about this.
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The fact that like technology breaks around you, you can't put your hands up while you're doing Reiki symbols because now you're gonna disrupt the technology around you.
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Well, kind of, but it's less about the energy that, oh, let me see if I can bring this into the closest explanation or the clearest explanation for you.
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It's not about the technology breaking because of your energy frequency.
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It's about the capacity that you're able to hold energetically.
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And so what I would find over time is that my technology would be most disruptive at times of energetic expansion for me.
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And I think we all understand, or let me cover in case in case you don't, but there are phases in your spiritual development that you will have like a greater capacity, or you will have more energy, yeah, more energetic capacity for the work that you are receiving.
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So that means that you're receiving a little bit more energy than you used to before.
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We can call it an energetic upgrade, we can call it ascension, whatever fancy term you want to call it, that's absolutely fine.
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But essentially, your system is able to hold or receive more energy than you had before.
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And it doesn't mean that the energy is clearer.
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Let me just like lay that out for you.
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Does not mean the energy is clearer.
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Normally there's a whole process around this that I'll probably get into in a little bit.
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Um, but it just means that you are receiving more than you used to.
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And the symptoms of that, in case you're unaware, are like headaches, uh being tired of having a few days in a row where you are kind of like sick, but not really, but you don't feel good, but you also don't have enough energy to do anything.
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Um, it's it's like your system is acclimating to the new vibrational frequencies that are coming in.
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That could totally happen all the time.
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All the time.
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And this tends to happen around more of those more pagan holidays, right?
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Around Beltain and Maybon and Sawin and like the when we tend to have more energy in the environment, that makes it a little bit easier to access a little more energy from the spirit world because of the the veils are a little bit thinner, right?
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I'm I I don't know who this is for, but I keep hearing spring.
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Like, think about spring.
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Think about, and this might be for me, this might be for you, but think about the energies of the spring, how all of a sudden everything is brought into um abundance and everything starts flowering, right?
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This is what is happening to your energetic capacity.
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Is that like you're suddenly now growing and now you are receiving more energy.
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But here's the problem.
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Here is the problem.
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And I want to relate this to wine because why not?
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Right.
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Is let's just say your energy is a wine glass.
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Just think of your favorite wine glass or your favorite beer glass or your favorite gin and tonic glass, whatever that is.
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And I want you to think, or your coffee mug, that's fine too, right?
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And I want you to think about like your glass, your favorite glass.
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And I want you to think about whatever liquid you want, I'm gonna leave that up to you, pouring the liquid in there so that it's full to the brim.
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This is your energetic capacity.
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And so when we're getting more energy through these upgrades, through these ascensions, through these thin veil experiences, I want you to imagine that you've just poured another cup of liquid into that already full cup.
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What happens to liquid?
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Right?
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It spills the fuck over.
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It makes a fucking mess everywhere.
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It it will disrupt your entire table desk, whatever you have it on, right?
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It'll make a mess of everything around you.
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That is what is happening with the electronics around me when I'm getting these energetic upgrades, because I can't handle, my system cannot handle that extra energy that is being given to me because I haven't expanded my capacity to receive it and to hold it.
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And so I have to learn how to hold my energy like the bottle of wine instead of the glass of wine.
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I have to make more space in my system to receive and hold that energy so it does not overflow and disrupt my technology and break my appliances and cause my computer to fucking crash.
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Right?
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And it doesn't mean, again, like that the wine is bad or the glass failed.
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It's just that the amount of energy, the amount of liquid that you received is bigger than the container in which you can hold it.
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And so if you think about energetic capacity, it's really just the volume of energy, of information, of frequency, of intensity, um, of complexity that your system can hold at any given time before it starts to discharge it or overflow it or overload it into the environment around you.
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And if you think about this, and I'm gonna put my mom hat on for a second here.
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If you think about this with let's just talk about bedtime with kids, okay?
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Like, even if you're not a mom, you fucking know because bedtime with kids is a fucking fiasco.
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So if you think about like how you have been able to hold in the energy as being a mom all thing all day, right?
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And you've you've kept your temperament clean and you're nice and calm during the meltdowns during the day.
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And then inevitably at the end of the day, oh God, my team is so funny in my head.
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I'll get I'll get to what they just said in about two minutes.
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Um, inevitably at the end of the day, when your kid is having a meltdown and your kid is saying, I don't want to brush my teeth, and they're delaying bedtime, and oh, I'm just one more snack, right?
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Oh, I have to pee again, right?
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And you have used up all of your energetic capacity.
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Preach to all the projectors out there.
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What do you do?
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You fucking explode.
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Or at least I do.
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I'm certainly not the perfect mom.
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I'll never admit that I am.
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Never thought I would be.
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But there's a point in the night where you are fucking done.
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And my kids know that time.
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That time is 7 p.m.
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in my house.
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I'm not mom anymore.
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I'm officially Nicole.
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And so if my kids want anything after 7 p.m., I do not respond to mom.
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I am Nicole.
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And they have to tread very lightly because Nicole is not as polite as mom.
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Nicole is not as nice as mom to them.
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And so I inevitably know when I hit my capacity limit for the day with my kids.
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They know it.
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And so it's the same thing that we're talking about here.
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How much energy, and in this case, how much bullshit from your kids can you hold without exploding?
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Right?
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It's and this is not about making your container, making your energetic capacity more tolerant of intense energy.
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That's not what this is about.
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It's just like it's making sure it can even hold the fucking energy, no matter what the frequency of it is, before you start to overflow and not be able to hold it anymore.
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And so let's kind of break this down and talk about what energetic capacity actually is, okay?
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Because I think this is again like we talked about the wine bottles, we talked about um the glass versus the bottle, but but I want to say like a lot of people who mislabel wanting energetic upgrades, wanting energetic, more energetic power, wanting to get more from spirit, right?
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Is this idea that energetic capacity equals power.
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And it's not, it's not power.
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Um my team is on fire in my head right now, by the way.
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They're like, it's not about the size, it's how you use it, everybody.
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So it's not about the size of the container, it's about being able to actually hold whatever is coming or moving through you or in you.
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That's what she said.
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I had to do it.
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I had to do it, okay?
00:21:36.559 --> 00:21:37.440
Oh my gosh.
00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:52.000
So this obviously includes, you know, your ability to hold different volumes of energy, whether it is spiritual information, whether it's frequency, whether it's emotion of your kids, right?
00:21:52.160 --> 00:21:57.759
Whether it's a lot of different things at the same time, or the complexity of what you're receiving.
00:21:57.920 --> 00:21:59.599
So, so again, like how.
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Having a small container is not bad.
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It just reaches your maximum threshold sooner.
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And a large container doesn't necessarily mean you're receiving a lot more in-depth, super important, super intelligent, super powerful information.
00:22:25.599 --> 00:22:37.359
It means that you're still receiving the same amount of inform or the same, yeah, same amount of information, but but you can actually hold it all and it's not overflowing.
00:22:38.880 --> 00:22:49.119
And so this is really important to note because you can train to expand your capacity.
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And something that once overloaded you might actually become something that you can hold in the future.
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And a really good example of this is probably about a year ago.
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But last fall, I was at JTB in Massachusetts, my my lovely friend Jess, her studio, and she had me for a mediumship night.
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And it had been a while since I did group gallery readings.
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And while I was there, the information that came in was so multi-stranded that I didn't know how to process it.
00:23:50.720 --> 00:23:54.160
And I'm gonna like, I'm gonna pause and let me, I'm I'm gonna explain it.
00:23:54.480 --> 00:24:07.119
And when I say multi-stranded, as a departed loved one stepped in, I didn't just receive the information of that departed loved one.
00:24:07.200 --> 00:24:10.880
Like I always had in mediumship, one breadcrumb at a time.
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Receive it, get the next, receive it, get the next, receive it, get the next.
00:24:14.319 --> 00:24:30.640
Oh no, I saw the whole picture of who they were, including past lives, including relationships with this person in the past life, and also at the same time, the exact energetic message, the advice, the love, the healing that I needed to bring to the person all at once.
00:24:31.359 --> 00:24:40.400
And so this is this was a huge eye-opener for me in terms of how my energetic capacity had expanded.
00:24:40.480 --> 00:24:46.799
And like hindsight's 2020, I could not have explained this to you in the moment that it happened.
00:24:47.119 --> 00:24:52.799
I was just over fucking whelmed with all the information that I was receiving.
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And I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, like, what do I do with all this?
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Because I'm not here to talk about past lives.
00:25:00.160 --> 00:25:08.480
Usually I don't include those in the demonstrations because you never know whether people are open to receiving it or not.
00:25:11.039 --> 00:25:35.680
And so I had to navigate that reading, that's that demonstration evening, receiving so much more than I ever had at once, and navigating that level of information accurately, completely in a public format where it was, you know, truly entertainment and trying to also deliver these heartfelt, incredible messages.
00:25:38.799 --> 00:25:47.119
And at the time, it was very overwhelming, even though my capacity could handle it because I didn't know how to read it.
00:25:47.759 --> 00:26:02.480
And now, a year later, I'm able to understand, see it all, and identify the right order of operations in which I'm supposed to share all of the information that I've received.
00:26:06.160 --> 00:26:08.559
Yeah, it's um it's a journey.
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It is such a journey.
00:26:10.000 --> 00:26:22.240
So that really used to feel difficult, and now it feels a lot easier because as the energetic capacity expanded expanded, I had to get used to receiving that new level of information.
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And so as your capacity expands, please note, based on what I just said, that it can be very uncomfortable.
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It can be very shocking to the system.
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It can be like, what the fuck did I just do wrong when in reality you've upgraded and you just don't understand the new norm that you're sitting in.
00:26:46.960 --> 00:26:58.240
And I really needed time after that demonstration to sit with my team and understand what, how, why, what's going on.
00:27:00.480 --> 00:27:06.000
And I'm hitting I'm hitting the upper threshold of that again.
00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:08.720
I've noticed recently it's happening again.
00:27:08.880 --> 00:27:16.160
And before I used to get multiple strands on one topic, like one person, and now I'm getting multiple strands on multiple topics at one time.
00:27:16.400 --> 00:27:19.279
Um, so you know, new new level, new devil.
00:27:19.519 --> 00:27:22.160
Everybody, it continues to expand.
00:27:22.720 --> 00:27:23.279
All right.
00:27:23.519 --> 00:27:28.000
So we've talked about what the energetic capacity looks like.
00:27:28.240 --> 00:27:36.720
And then obviously, as we were talking about before, like what happens when you're receiving more energy than you can hold?
00:27:36.799 --> 00:27:44.559
And what like what happens in your overflow of the excess energy that you're receiving?
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What happens when the volume exceeds the container?
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Right?
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And it's bigger than just the environmental disruption or the electronics behaving a certain way.
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For you, if you are receiving more energy than you can hold, I mean, that is fucking exhausting.
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It feels like you're fried.
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It feels like I can't get my hands on anything.
00:28:10.799 --> 00:28:12.799
I can't get a handle on anything, right?
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It can feel like you're like blown open energetically.
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You're tired, you feel like you're overly sensitive.
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It feels like you are walking into a very, very loud, crowded, noisy environment.
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And you can't make heads or tails of the information that you're receiving.
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You really do, not only does your technology become overloaded, but you can be overloaded as well.
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And also, when you have a lot of information that you're receiving or trying to hold on to and you're unable to, that can make it really difficult to integrate or even understand what is going on.
00:28:58.559 --> 00:29:07.759
And I certainly feel that way before I personally experience the realization that I'm having a capacity expansion.
00:29:09.200 --> 00:29:18.720
And maybe that's what I'm, I'm literally, I feel like I'm going through that right fucking now because I can't make heads or tails of my energy.
00:29:18.960 --> 00:29:21.599
I can't, no matter what I do, I'm off balance.
00:29:21.759 --> 00:29:23.920
I can't sleep, I'm overwhelmed.
00:29:24.640 --> 00:29:26.480
That's exactly what's happening to me right now.
00:29:26.640 --> 00:29:28.160
I have weeks like this, everybody.
00:29:28.319 --> 00:29:30.880
I literally have weeks where I cannot fucking focus.
00:29:30.960 --> 00:29:37.759
And inevitably, those are always the weeks where spirit clears my fucking calendar because they're like, you're not taking clients this week.
00:29:37.920 --> 00:29:40.240
And that's when I'm like, okay, something's happening.
00:29:40.400 --> 00:29:41.680
Something's happening, everybody.
00:29:41.759 --> 00:29:42.880
Let's go with it.
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And so I don't know where I was going with this.
00:29:54.000 --> 00:29:54.559
Hang on.
00:29:57.759 --> 00:30:13.440
So don't always think something is wrong with you when you get this overloaded, overwhelmed feeling within energy, and you can't decipher it and you can't figure out what's going on.
00:30:13.680 --> 00:30:17.119
At least for me, at least this week, like my team feels so far away.
00:30:17.200 --> 00:30:19.119
It feels like I can't fucking hear them.
00:30:19.279 --> 00:30:39.839
And I feel like they've shut down a lot of my energetic channels so that I can better integrate into this frequency that is coming in, because the less disruptions it has while it's upgrading my system, the faster the integration happens, the easier it is for me, the faster I move through it.
00:30:40.000 --> 00:30:44.559
And like they're showing me if you can really hone in.
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And I'm not saying all the time because I do have clients this week, I do have calls this week, I do have class classes this week.
00:30:51.200 --> 00:30:59.039
So it's not necessarily like all shutting completely down, but the more that you can focus on the rest, ding, ding, ding, ding.
00:30:59.279 --> 00:31:01.680
Ernesto didn't do it, but I'll do it for you.
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The more that you allow yourself to integrate, the faster you're gonna move through it.
00:31:06.480 --> 00:31:12.160
And they're showing me like, then it's like two or three days instead of like seven, 14 days of this shit.
00:31:14.480 --> 00:31:15.119
Yep.
00:31:15.920 --> 00:31:27.279
And so if you are having this overloaded feeling, it's not always anything you did wrong.
00:31:27.440 --> 00:31:32.000
Sometimes it's an integration period of expanding your own energetic capacity.
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Building your container.
00:31:37.279 --> 00:31:52.720
Which feels ass backwards because you'd think if you're getting additional energy and container and power, wouldn't you feel like you are expanding and more versatile and feeling like on top of the world?
00:31:52.880 --> 00:31:54.240
Oh no, no, no, no, no.
00:31:54.400 --> 00:31:57.119
It's like they have to shut your system down for the upgrade.
00:31:57.279 --> 00:32:04.240
We don't do Windows upgrades, everybody, in the middle of the day while we're working, right?
00:32:04.480 --> 00:32:07.759
We do it at night when we're sleeping.
00:32:08.240 --> 00:32:21.200
If something, if you get those annoying upgrades at your work, I know I used to, during the middle of the day, you have to shut your computer down 24 hours, 15, and then you get down to like the last two minutes, and you're like, fuck, I gotta reset now.
00:32:21.279 --> 00:32:22.640
Like that's what it looks like.
00:32:22.880 --> 00:32:26.240
It's like you have to pause to upgrade.
00:32:30.000 --> 00:32:31.839
It's frustrating as shit.
00:32:31.920 --> 00:32:32.400
I know.
00:32:32.559 --> 00:32:34.480
It's so frustrating.
00:32:35.279 --> 00:32:37.440
Uh, I hate it too.
00:32:38.160 --> 00:32:39.680
I hate it too.
00:32:41.599 --> 00:32:44.559
So then I want to talk about shifting gears just a little bit.
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Like, what makes a bigger container possible, right?
00:32:49.039 --> 00:32:50.319
Or what does it look like?
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:52.640
Like, why would you need a bigger container?
00:32:52.720 --> 00:32:54.640
And I talked about this a little bit so far.
00:32:54.720 --> 00:33:07.920
Um, and what this means for you is when you're getting a bigger container, again, you're accessing more levels and or information of spirit, of your own energy, of your own energetic perception.
00:33:08.079 --> 00:33:12.160
And so what this looks like is wider evidence, deeper evidence.
00:33:12.400 --> 00:33:19.359
It looks like um understanding more of the picture than maybe you had in the past.
00:33:20.319 --> 00:33:20.720
Right?
00:33:20.880 --> 00:33:30.720
It might allow you a little more context where maybe before you were only open to just receiving the bare bones information.
00:33:33.519 --> 00:33:36.640
But now you can see a little bit more of the picture.
00:33:37.680 --> 00:33:51.039
And that bigger container that you're building can create greater depth because now you're holding enough of the information to really understand all of the different pieces that are coming in.
00:33:51.359 --> 00:33:55.680
And I don't know at what point this happened for me, for example.
00:33:55.920 --> 00:34:03.200
Um, and I know I had a podcast episode a long time ago about this, but like relationships, for example.
00:34:03.519 --> 00:34:08.880
For a very long time, relationships came in a certain way within my energetic field while I was doing mediumship.
00:34:08.960 --> 00:34:11.440
And then spirit kind of took it away from me.
00:34:11.599 --> 00:34:13.199
And I had to find a new way with it.
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And there was a long ass period of time where I could not fucking land a relationship for the life of me.
00:34:18.639 --> 00:34:22.559
I tried to work with it, I tried to work with spirit, it just wasn't fucking happening.
00:34:22.800 --> 00:34:34.159
And now I don't know at what point this got integrated into my energetic capacity, but now I can feel the relationship like that.
00:34:35.519 --> 00:34:37.360
And I think this is a really good example.
00:34:37.440 --> 00:34:40.719
And I and I think I used to make it too formulaic before.
00:34:40.800 --> 00:34:42.559
I wanted it to look and feel a certain way.
00:34:42.639 --> 00:34:44.000
I had a lot of control over it.
00:34:44.159 --> 00:34:47.119
I had to relinquish control because spirit gave me no choice.
00:34:47.280 --> 00:34:53.760
And now it's coming in in a way that I don't even know I could describe, but it really feels like clear cognizance, it feels like just knowing.
00:34:55.519 --> 00:35:05.280
And and it's like they integrated a new pattern for me to understand the same information in a more efficient and better way.
00:35:07.440 --> 00:35:11.280
I had integrated the way that I read relationships.
00:35:12.800 --> 00:35:25.119
So this is what I'm talking about about bigger containers, greater capacity, because you can start to hold information at a new level, at a new intensity, at a new level of complexity.
00:35:27.039 --> 00:35:34.079
And also at the same time, it doesn't take as much out of you.
00:35:37.679 --> 00:35:40.480
But that's probably a whole other podcast episode.
00:35:42.719 --> 00:35:44.559
Yeah, I'm not gonna go there.
00:35:45.360 --> 00:35:48.079
Like that will take me at least on a 20-minute side.
00:35:48.320 --> 00:35:50.000
We're not we're not doing it, everybody.
00:35:50.079 --> 00:35:51.119
We're not doing it.
00:35:51.440 --> 00:35:52.960
Oh my goodness.
00:35:56.239 --> 00:36:22.559
And so for those of you that are metaphysical practitioners, or at least those of you that have worked with me, you start to be able to see how not only in the information you receive from spirit, but your expanded energetic capacity creates an entirely different experience with your students and clients.
00:36:23.199 --> 00:36:27.519
And I think this is probably the most interesting part of this discussion.
00:36:27.599 --> 00:36:29.440
And I don't have it all figured out.
00:36:29.519 --> 00:36:39.280
I mean, I will say that about literally everything, but I know I'm just gonna touch the surface here because I don't understand it fully and completely yet.
00:36:53.039 --> 00:36:55.840
It's almost like when you are working with me.
00:36:57.199 --> 00:37:00.480
Oh, this is where my ego doesn't want to say it, but it's true.
00:37:00.639 --> 00:37:08.880
Um, when you are working with me, you will, you will have inevitably a deeper connection to spirit while you are in my presence.
00:37:09.199 --> 00:37:12.400
Um, my students have said it, my clients have said it.
00:37:12.719 --> 00:37:25.679
People can do it just fine in my presence, and then they go away and they might have a little trouble because again, when you are in my presence, you're using my container to access spirit at a deeper level than you had before.
00:37:26.639 --> 00:37:27.280
Yep.
00:37:27.760 --> 00:37:39.599
Um, and so what I find is because my capacity is bigger, everyone that works with me gets to work with that bigger container as well.
00:37:39.920 --> 00:37:52.559
And what that looks like is students being able to recognize these really, really subtle nuances with the information that they're receiving from spirit.
00:37:52.639 --> 00:37:58.239
And I can point it out in their system because we're using the same energy field, we're using my container.
00:37:58.400 --> 00:38:01.920
And I can point out and be like, you're missing this one thing, right?
00:38:02.320 --> 00:38:22.400
I can have my clients who are a little more open, and that's most of you, but there's I'll I'll admit there's some that would struggle with this ding um that can use my energy to see themselves in the future because I know how to do that.
00:38:22.480 --> 00:38:31.679
I walk them through that to allow them to see their path so crystal clear when spirit allows them to do so.
00:38:31.760 --> 00:38:35.599
There's always an asterisk with that, because not everyone's allowed to do that.
00:38:36.320 --> 00:38:49.519
But allows them to have a greater access to spirit even though they're not formally trained, a greater amplification of understanding how their intuition works.
00:38:50.880 --> 00:39:15.760
And so when people enter my work, my space, my field, what I find is that they can access spirit with more intensity, more information, more possibility than their current system could possibly contain or sustain because they don't have the container as big as me.
00:39:15.920 --> 00:39:18.559
They don't have the container that can hold it all yet.
00:39:18.800 --> 00:39:24.400
I'm gonna use the word yet because I think everybody can expand their container to huge amounts, okay?
00:39:27.920 --> 00:39:35.679
And sometimes Spirit uses this as a gut punch for some of my clients.
00:39:35.840 --> 00:39:36.719
I'm so sorry.
00:39:37.199 --> 00:39:52.480
You you all know who you are, and they will use that energy field to fucking crack you open to literally shatter the framework of who you were and what you thought was possible within you.
00:39:55.119 --> 00:39:57.760
Sometimes and they'll give everybody exactly what they need.
00:39:57.840 --> 00:40:07.440
So like don't judge it if you haven't had that experience, but they'll give everybody exactly what they need, and some people need to be cracked open, and they will certainly use my fucking container for that to happen.
00:40:10.800 --> 00:40:14.639
And so this is just God, such an interesting discussion, right?
00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:42.079
Because there is so much to being able to hold energy more efficiently, uh, hold more energy in your container, um, and this direct relationship with the size of your energetic capacity relating to how much information you can get from spirit.
00:40:42.320 --> 00:40:49.440
And I think this is the thing, this is the thing that most metaphysical practitioners kind of know, but they don't.
00:40:49.760 --> 00:40:52.239
Because I even my beginners, they fucking know it.
00:40:52.320 --> 00:41:00.880
They fucking know it because you know that there is more information that spirit is trying to tell you that you don't have access to.
00:41:01.119 --> 00:41:15.199
And if you came to me, if you came to any other teacher, I'd be like, you're doing exactly what you're supposed to be doing, which is absolutely fucking true for most people, because most people are using their container to the maximum ability that they possibly can.
00:41:15.920 --> 00:41:29.039
And every time you work with spirit, every time you do a reading, every time you practice, every time you join a class, you are slowly expanding that container with every single reading that you do.
00:41:29.280 --> 00:41:35.599
And so you're doing such a great job maximizing the information that you're getting from spirit.
00:41:37.440 --> 00:41:39.599
Are there ways to fast track this?
00:41:39.840 --> 00:41:40.480
Yup.
00:41:41.760 --> 00:41:48.000
Come join my fire class if you want to learn how, because that is way too long for a podcast episode.
00:41:48.079 --> 00:41:50.320
That is a multi-month program.
00:41:50.719 --> 00:42:03.199
Ding that will teach you all about these energetics and how to expand your own capacity and how you get clear information from spirit and how you can um start to unread the multiple threads that are coming in at the same time.
00:42:03.920 --> 00:42:08.159
Super important if you want to be really fucking good and efficient in this work.
00:42:09.519 --> 00:42:10.159
Ding.
00:42:11.039 --> 00:42:30.559
And we, ooh, here's what's come, here's what spirit is coming in with in this moment is that the greats that we talk about, like the Tyler Henry's, the Teresa Caputo's, the John Edwards, um, these people who've been doing this for years and years and years, they do what they can do because of the size of their container.
00:42:31.840 --> 00:42:40.320
Because they, their container holds the signs and symbols and energetic threads that make it much easier and efficient for them to read.
00:42:40.719 --> 00:42:44.079
And so that's why they're able to receive all these different things at once.
00:42:44.159 --> 00:42:46.639
And they had to build their container over time.
00:42:46.880 --> 00:42:51.519
And Spirit has shown me how you can fast track that and it's fucking awesome.
00:42:51.679 --> 00:43:03.039
And I'm working obviously every day on trying to build that extended um energetic capacity to hold more and more and more, and you will not believe some of the shit that is happening to me from a shamanic perspective as a result.
00:43:03.119 --> 00:43:05.920
But that is again another podcast for another day.
00:43:08.079 --> 00:43:15.280
So your container at this point in time is exactly what it's supposed to be.
00:43:16.480 --> 00:43:24.000
But if you find that you are starting to fry the technology around you, I hope you're not.
00:43:24.239 --> 00:43:33.039
I hope you're not, or if you're finding that you have this feeling where you know there is more.
00:43:33.119 --> 00:43:40.400
And this isn't from an ego perspective, this is from an energetic in your body feeling because your ego will always tell you there's more and better.
00:43:40.559 --> 00:43:53.039
So as you're doing readings, if you're feeling there's more that you're not able to receive or decipher, this is an incredible little tap on the shoulder from spirit saying it's time to up your capacity.
00:43:53.119 --> 00:43:55.599
It's time to up your container size.
00:43:56.639 --> 00:44:01.199
You got to turn into the wine bottle and grow from the Glass that you're in.
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:03.440
The container has to change.
00:44:06.719 --> 00:44:07.360
Yeah.
00:44:08.159 --> 00:44:22.880
And these are all different signs that you might have a little work to do, to work on that container, to practice a little more, or if you want to expedite it, come join the fire program, which I will be starting enrollment very, very, very soon.
00:44:26.559 --> 00:44:54.960
And I think when I look back at the beginning of my journey where my computer would flicker like nobody's fucking business, I had no idea, no idea that this was such an incredible implication for how much I was growing energetically on this journey.
00:44:55.199 --> 00:45:10.800
And as I look back at every point where I have disrupted and broken technology, these are just signs with my team that I need to grow my container bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger.
00:45:11.519 --> 00:45:39.760
And I think as a result, personally, and I'm I'm not doing saying this, I don't want you to have FOMO, but once as I continue to grow my capacity, I'm in shock of how much information I can receive and access and process at one time.
00:45:43.760 --> 00:45:51.039
And I'm continuing to be in awe of how that container keeps getting bigger and bigger and bigger.
00:45:52.320 --> 00:46:02.559
And I think this is such a hack for metaphysical practitioners, for healers, for anybody that's in this energetic healing space.
00:46:09.679 --> 00:46:20.079
And you have all of this energy and you're able to hold it and you're able to understand it and you're able to work with it, do you know what happens then?
00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:26.800
That's when you can start doing telekinesis.
00:46:27.360 --> 00:46:31.360
But again, another podcast for another day.
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And so if you are interested again in expanding your capacity, not just understanding this idea, but actually learning how to do it for you, for your practice, um, this is exactly what we're going to be exploring inside fire, in addition to telekinesis, in addition to how to read and understand energy.
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Um, and this is definitely the space my team has allowed me to play in for the past year or so.
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And I'm so fucking excited for this program.
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I'm so fucking excited for everyone to start reading and understanding energy the way that I do, in a way that I haven't figured found another teacher or another source.
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Because it relates to everything.
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It relates to everything you are, everything you do, everywhere you go with this work.
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And it's been a groundbreaking perspective in this work.
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And once you see it, you can't unsee it, and it's fucking incredible.
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So there you go.
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Go be the wine bottle, everybody, not the wine glass.
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Enjoy your expanded energetic capacity.
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And I will add a link to fire in the show notes if you are interested in signing up for that.
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Stay tuned for more episodes about the energy of how you can hold your frequency, telekinesis, all that jazz.
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I can't wait to share more with you.
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And until then, I hope you have a wonderful day.
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Take care.
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This is the Unity Code.
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If something today made you think differently, sparked a question, or made you wonder what else you're capable of, come join us inside the Unity Code community.
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That's where experiments are going to continue, conversations are gonna get weirder, and you may even end up being part of the show.
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And if you're ready to take what we're exploring here and use it to create real change in your own life, you can always work with me directly by booking a session or attending a class right on my website at mediumnicole.com.
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Because knowing what's possible is only the beginning.
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The real magic is what you choose to do with it.
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I'll see you next time on the Unity Code.