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Not all thresholds are marked by sunrise.
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Some are carved in eclipse.
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A moment when shadow and light hold hands and neither lets go.
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This is an eclipse drop, A signal from the space between.
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A truth revealed.
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When the usual is undone.
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You don't have to be ready, just willing.
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For far too long, I have been hiding in the shadows, walking in the daylight of lies, putting on the smile, pretending to be safe.
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When the truth is I'm dangerous.
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I'm not safe at all.
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Ask any of the men I've been with.
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Ask any of the friends I've lost.
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I'm a mirror, and I don't flinch.
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Because I learned early in my life that it's not okay to be me.
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I struggled.
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I didn't understand why it was so difficult to make friends as a child.
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Why my teachers never seemed to like me, why not even my own mother wanted me around.
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But just as the forbidden is misunderstood, so too is my reflection.
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What you see when you look at me is the truth.
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And that truth, it hurts you.
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But the entire time, I'm holding space for you, reminding you that you are more than what you see, more than what you run from.
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When you look at me, you see audacity, foolishness, heart vulnerability.
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Ingredients many believe spark chaos.
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And yes, there is chaos, but only the best kind.
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Like Holly.
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I know that before there can be any healing, growth, authenticity, there must be destruction.
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And that scares people.
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Someone once said to get back on the right track, you have to go back down the path you took.
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I think that's true.
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Mostly the difference this time, retracing your steps is no longer about being lost.
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It's about education.
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Because now you know.
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And now I know.
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I know that Medusa was villainized by men who tried to exploit her.
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I know Kali is unnecessary chaos.
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I know Aphrodite wasn't the most beautiful, but she was the most revered.
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And I know.
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I know that I am like them.
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I no longer hide from my shadow.
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I no longer need the light to protect me from myself.
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I can live in both worlds.
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And like the eclipse, you might want to wear shades when you look at me.
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Because my radiance isn't free.
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It comes at a price.
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The truth.
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The truth beget liberation.
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Every eclipse hides the message this one left you.
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A ritual.
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It's waiting on the episode page.
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A prompt, a breath, a return.
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This has been an eclipse drop.
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A moment caught in the between.
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I'm Melissa Allison, and this is Loving the F.
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Where whispers are meant to be heard.
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If something stirred, you like it.
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Leave a comment.
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Tell me your story.
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I want to hear it.
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And if you're feeling brave, share it, because we're done being seen.
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It's time to be heard.