When your first enemy is your parent...

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So that was incredibly hard to watch and listen to.
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Tokyo Tony is out and has always been, I must admit, but is out of her damn mind.
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And we've just we have to talk about it.
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Hello, and thank you for watching and listening to another episode of The Podacity with Kita Rose.
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I'm having that shit in real life.
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They're covering that shit for reels.
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They ain't having shit going on.
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That's why they can't get a deal.
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I'm bringing you down.
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I'm bringing your own.
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I'm bringing it down.
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I'll put you on.
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I don't care what y'all say about my intro.
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We are working on it.
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I am doing the best I can.
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If you love my makeup look right now, shout out to Ryan Sims.
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I went to him to get my makeup done for my photo shoot.
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And one might ask, Why are you doing a photo shoot, Kidd is it's your birthday?
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Why are you doing a photo shoot?
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I'm getting all the flyers and the backdrops and all the visuals ready for my tour.
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I am going on tour.
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I'm calling it a three-night stand because I'm hitting three cities, you guys.
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And I already know what cities I want to hit first in my mind, but I'm not sure.
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Let me know down in the comments if you'd like to say may.
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If you'd like to say me in person.
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And if so, uh comment down your city below.
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Here we dare to use our voices.
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Have the audacity to own who we are.
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And vow, raise up your roses.
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We vow to never stop, never shrink, and most importantly, never shut up.
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It's just not gonna happen.
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Like, share, subscribe, talk shit in my comments.
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You know, tell me how you really feel.
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Hit that bell notification so I can pop up on your timeline.
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Why you well, I say may and hype this video up if you can.
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You only get three hypes a week.
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And if y'all don't want me out here acting like Tokyo Tony, I'ma need a hype.
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I'ma need a hype.
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Help me help you.
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Let's help each other.
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We we need to build, we need to grow.
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Y'all, I try hard not to talk about Tokyo Tony for a number of reasons.
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Number one, Angela White's mom, right?
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That's Angela's mom.
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And I just think about it and I'm like, damn, it must be really hard to have a mom like Tokyo Tony.
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And you know what?
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Not for nothing.
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Black women get a lot of slack for being single moms, for being mothers.
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Oh, you know, we don't raise children, right?
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And a woman can't teach a man, a boy, how to be a boy, and all these things that they put on women.
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Whether the man wants to stay or not in the relationship, whether the man is there, we just saw a story where Pooh Shystee had his father right there, president active in his life.
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No one could blame a single mom, but they would have.
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If if Pooh Shice's daddy wasn't right there, they would have been like, it was his mom's fault.
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Period point blank.
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So black women get a lot of slack on how we mother, though historically we've always mothered other people's kids just fine.
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Ha ha.
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Just fine.
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Those same kids grew up to be presidents and doctors and lawyers.
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Oh my! But when it comes to our own children, they seem to have a problem with the way that we do things.
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I am not saying that Tokyo Tony is the example of what a black mother is.
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I am not, but she does fit said stereotype.
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So it's difficult when speaking about Tokyo Tony, number one, because you know she fits certain stereotypes, and number two, because that's Angela White's mom.
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And it must be difficult to have a mother not only act the way that she does, because you know what?
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If Tokyo Tony wants to turn up, right, and be the female version of Flava Flav and have like this wild personality that people love to hate, then that's her character.
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Then that's her, right?
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Let her do what she does.
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I think for me, it's the constant hatred towards Black China, towards Angela White.
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And you're gonna hear me change this out because it's gonna be a mistake, right?
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I wanna respect Angela's right to change her name.
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She wanted to, and we're gonna talk about that.
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She wanted to change her name to distance herself from Black China.
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Black China was her, you know, stage name when she was early on in the industry.
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She used to be a stripper, she was Tiger's woman, they had a baby, things like that.
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She said that she outgrew that persona.
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And y'all, we are allowed to outgrow whatever version of your life that you want to.
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Whatever you want to outgrow, you're able to, whether that's friendships, tastes in music, tastes in art.
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I just learned that I fing love everything green.
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And green was never my favorite color.
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I always liked pink, I always liked blue, I never liked green.
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Now I am so in love with like turquoises, like blue and green mixtures and sage greens.
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Like I fing love that stuff, but I didn't before.
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Had I stopped and said, well, no, this isn't how you were before, right?
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I would have never explored a whole new life, a whole new world.
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I also found out I am a maximalist.
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You guys, I found out that my design type is maximalist.
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I couldn't figure out why I couldn't express to designers like what I wanted to see.
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And it was just like a lot of colors and boldness and layers.
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Anyways, I'm I'm on a tangent.
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Let me go back.
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Black China was distancing herself from her mother.
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So to bring up her mom, you automatically bring up black China.
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Tokyo Tony is not an entity individual.
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She's not an individual entity from Black China.
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When you talk about Tokyo Tony, you're gonna talk about Black China.
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Now, when you talk about Angela White, you don't think about Tokyo Tony.
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Let me know in the comments if I'm tripping.
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When you talk about Angela White, you do not think about Tokyo Tony.
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But when you think about Tokyo Tony, you think about Black China.
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So I can see why she wants to separate herself.
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Black China just had the FBI visit her home because of the threats that she has made against her daughter online.
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She's been talking about the Illuminati this whole time.
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I do think that there is validity and merit to Illuminati claims that people make.
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I do.
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Now, as far as Tokyo Tony, and does she know everything Illuminati?
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And does she have these like insider knowledge from the Hollywood?
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I don't, I don't think so.
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I think, my opinion.
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Everything that I said before this and after this is a legend.
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I'm a legend, I'm a eye.
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I be making up shit.
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I'm a liar.
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None of this can be proven.
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This is all for satirical, entertainment, and educational purposes only.
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The FBI had to come to your house.
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So she said that she's going to Marvin gay black China.
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A lot of people wanted to know what does that mean?
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What is she talking about and what happened?
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Apparently, she texted Black China.
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She wanted$250 in groceries, black uh, in money in groceries.
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Black China did not respond.
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She got incredibly aggressive.
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Here's the thing: if you're gonna ask me for anything dime, you better check your attitude.
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Here's a couple of things that I can't stand when people are asking me for shit.
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Number one, that fake ass conversation.
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Don't, hey, how are ya?
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How's your how's your mom?
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How uh because you never cared about that shit before.
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What do you want?
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Number one.
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Number two, immediately getting aggressive after I don't give you what you want.
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Listen, y'all, we're gonna learn a lot this episode.
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And if you don't learn anything, learn this.
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Yeah, you can look at a situation between celebrities and be like, oh, you know, we're just on the outside looking in, but you know these type of people.
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You do.
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And if you don't know them, you know somebody that knows them.
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And if you don't know somebody that knows someone like them, then you will encounter them in the future.
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Trust me, you're gonna need this knowledge.
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People that get mad as soon as you won't do something that they want you to do do not care about boundaries.
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They benefit in you not having boundaries, and they're gonna push whatever boundaries you do seem to be able to conjure up and create.
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They're gonna push those boundaries to the limit to see if you really bout what you bout.
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Black China, her boundaries should have been set years ago.
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If you act like this, you will lose access to my daughter, Dream, your granddaughter.
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You will lose access to me.
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A lot of people believe that you gotta carry this big ass grudge.
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Let me tell you something about myself.
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If you're new here, hi, I'm Kita.
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If you're an OG, what's up?
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You already know.
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Let me tell you something about myself.
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I'm the type of person I don't like to hold a lot of things in.
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I'm a very expressive person.
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I always express, even if I don't want to, even if I'm not verbally expressing, you'll see it in my facial expressions.
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I can't help it.
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That's why I don't mask.
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I try hard not to lie.
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Because at the end of the day, you're gonna see it.
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You're gonna see me telling the truth.
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So I might as well just get it all out there.
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A lot of people think that you have to carry this grudge.
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No, I can forgive you and never talk to you again.
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Once I say, hey, I'm a direct shooter, I like a direct shot.
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I like a I come back from the MySpace days where we used to have to at people and be like, hey, at little sweet tooth 77, yeah.
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You and your mother.
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That's the era I come from.
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So I don't like subliminals.
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I think a lot of people do subliminal shit in order to feel better than, like, oh, well, I would never directly call somebody out because I have Cooth and I have class.
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I'm just gonna spend all this time talking shit about them subtly.
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I'm gonna anonymously talk shit because that makes me more classy.
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Anyways, a lot of people believe that when you forgive somebody, you have to give them access.
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Who said that?
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Absolutely not.
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If I forgive you, I forgive you.
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I don't have to give you access.
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Tokyo Tony should have lost access a long time ago.
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If you don't get clean, in my opinion, Tokyo Tony's on something.
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Tia Kemp seems to believe, and if you don't know who Tia Kemp is, she is Rick Ross's baby mama.
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She is a big personality.
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People call her Yanti online, especially TikTok.
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She's gained a massive amount of followers over the years by talking shit about her baby daddy.
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That's the best way to get famous, if you ask me.
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So she's well respected within certain communities.
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And yeah, she sat up there straight up and was like, I think she's smoking fent fent with weed.
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Now, I I don't know.
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You know, she's always talking about the devil and Illuminati and black China being demonic and different things like that.
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But the anger and rage that be in this lady's face when she's just talking about random shit is wild.
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I wanted to deep dive in this episode because it's very difficult.
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I see a lot of conversation about it, but I don't see us really diving into having a mother that is jealous of you.
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I do not have a mom that's jealous of me.
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But because I don't, because I always had a mom that was super supportive and did her best and went out of her way to make sure that I was comfortable, happy, that I learned, that I was able to express my creativity and be myself.
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Like because I have that type of mom, it pains me and pisses me the f off when I see a mom like Tokyo Tony.
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It does.
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Because I think to myself, damn, I already had a hard time growing up just because growing pains, just because school, just because, you know, teenagers and bullies and shit like that, I already had a hard time growing up, but I came home to a loving mom.
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Imagine having a hard time growing up and then coming home to somebody who fing hates you.
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Let me know in the comments down below, did you grow up with a jealous mom?
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And if you did, I am really sorry.
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You know, they say that our parents sometimes are our first bullies.
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And I say parents because we love saying moms, but I'm pretty sure there's some dads that are jealous of their sons.
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I'm pretty sure there's some parents that are jealous of their kids.
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You know, I never could understand when I would talk to some people and they would be like, oh yeah, I'm not leaving my kid shit.
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Like, I had to go out and get it.
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So should they.
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You chose to have them.
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I understand that you didn't ask to be here, but you chose to have them.
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So instead of learning and paving the way so that your child can have an easier life, you're gonna make it hard for them or watch them struggle because you had to.
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That's some piss poor parenting.
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I'm so sorry.
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Am I gonna give my kid everything?
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No.
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He'll have to work, he'll have to learn discipline.
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He needs to learn how to cook, clean, he needs to learn how to his hygiene gene.
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He needs to learn how to pay bills and be a functioning member of society.
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Yes.
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But at the end of the day, if I can help him, if I can pass on my wisdom, if I can pass on knowledge, if I can help him out with a little bit of money, I fing will.
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Because he didn't ask to be here.
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It's crazy.
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She said, Would I look like asking for$250 for some groceries?
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It says it right there.
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It says, Can I borrow$250 for groceries?
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This is Tony.
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If not, okay, thanks and have a great ri week.
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If not, okay, means leave me the f alone.
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It's Tony.
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If not, okay, thanks and have a great week.
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Like, mom, you don't have to.
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I mean, she got a cracked out phone and everything.
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I can all be gay for playing with a f real.
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It kills me, right?
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Like all that shit I did to make sure you live good.
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I used to be on Facebook just looking at people's statuses of them being like, I pay the light bill, I pay the water bill, I'll make sure there's a roof over your head, and this is how you were playing.
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Yeah, you're a mom.
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That's the fing basic necessities.
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I don't know what's going on with the world, right?
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We for some reason have been conditioned, maybe it's an American thing, I really don't know.
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We have been conditioned to just really praise and be able to really appreciate the bare fing minimum.
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You paying your bills and making sure that there's shelter for your child is the bare minimum.
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You feeding your child is the bare minimum.
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You being nice to your child is the bare minimum.
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A lot of you guys shouldn't have been parents.
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And the fed up thing about being a parent, sorry, I'm just gonna tell the truth.
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The fed up thing about being a parent is that you don't know you're gonna be a good parent until you go ahead and have one.
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You don't know you're gonna be a good parent until you have a child.
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And a lot of people will say, Well, if you don't like it, why'd you do it?
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Why didn't you give him up for adoption?
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Why didn't you have an abortion?
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You don't actually know what it's gonna take to raise, and I'll say this, your child, because everybody else has different children.
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Everybody got a different kid.
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You don't know what it's gonna take to raise your child until you have your child.
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Your child has special needs?
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Well, they need special accommodations.
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Your child has a learning disability?
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Well, there's certain schools that they're gonna need to go to.
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Your child has a speech impediment.
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Well, you're gonna have to take them into a program.
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There's things that you have to do to develop.
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A lot of people are just popping out kids.
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You guys are having kids just to have kids.
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You're not actually developing a human being, which takes a long time.
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You know how I know it takes a long time?
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It takes a long time for us to develop ourselves as people.
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There's things that we as adults have to unlearn.
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We have to retrain our brain.
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We have to break away from certain conditioning and say, hold on.
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Well, you know what?
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That's what I was raised to believe.
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But actually, I'm I'm I'm I'm leaning over here now.
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That we have to reflect, do shadow work, and hug and hold our inner children because of the shit we went through as children.
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Stop for the life of me.
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Have a child, yeah.
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I, you know, I'm be the one to say it.
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Because a lot of people will say you can't tell nobody what to do.
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Yeah, uh well, you don't have to listen.
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But a lot of you need to have one child.
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Five years.
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Wait, five to six years.
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You want to do it again?
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Do it again.
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You're financially stable?
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Awesome.
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Then keep going.
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You know, there's a lot of propaganda, especially with this administration going on, about having as many kids as possible, even though you can't afford them.
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Having much more than you can afford.
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Absolutely.
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We still have 3.6 million births a year, but the problem is teens and and young adults.
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From ages 15 to 19, the fertility rate is down 7%, and it's down 70% uh over the last two decades.
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Meaning we're telling people that are young not to have babies to wait till they're in a more stable life situation, till they're more financially secure, maybe they haven't found the right partner.
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I don't even know how to explain this story, but I'm gonna tell you what happened.
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The Conservative Political Action Conference, known as CPAC, wrapped up this weekend, and conservative activist Isabel Brown had a message for her fellow Gen Z women, who reportedly are the least likely group in America to get married and have kids.
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But I want you to see this.
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If you're not encouraging your children to grow up and have the courage to get married and have kids, more kids than they can afford before they think they're ready, it is high time to start.
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It is these choices like deleting our dating apps and putting birth control pills and saying I do at the altar that ultimately trickle down into the political policies that we will see save our country.
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I just want to say years ago, they used to come after women of color and accuse women of color of doing this very thing.
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And that's why they continue to cut all these programs and erase all these things.
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Chalk here, name it, name it.
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And now, had I known that it turns out we are all just one group of women.
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We're just one group.
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What is she what the what?
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So my ultimate beef with this is that it wraps a woman's worth up in her ovaries in a way that for too long has happened.
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The whole women's movement was not about bucking the trend of staying at home or or loving tradition.
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It was giving women a choice to do what they wanted.
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And that's what this is too.
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Marriage, children, it's a choice.
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And by the way, it's to be responsible.
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But the other thing is they act like people are sitting around just saying, yeah, no, I'm good.
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Most women I know, and some don't, but most women wanted to have children.
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They don't have them for other reasons.
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Most women I know, if they had a great candidate or partner, might want to be married.
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Maybe they don't.
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The fact that we keep putting this on women that they're only worth in society, politics, policies, is if they produce a baby or have a husband is the stupidest, most old-fashioned thing.
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We have come too far.
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The world has over eight billion people.
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And that's really dangerous rhetoric.
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I understand they're trying to make us have more children.
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Don't know why.
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They're replacing us with robots anyway.
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Now I sound crazy.
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But it's incredibly dangerous.
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Black China says that she grew up in a rough household.
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It says Angela White's childhood was pretty rough, and a lot of what she shared connects directly to why she eventually felt the need to reinvent herself entirely.
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Her mother, Tokyo Tony, is at the center of most of it.
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Tokyo Tony had Angela when she was just 16.
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Again, a child having another child.
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As a child, Angela spent a lot of times with her maternal grandmother because Tokyo was out in the streets.
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By Tokyo's own admission, she was selling drugs at the time.
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The relationship was marked by childhood neglect and a lack of emotional connection.
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We don't have a connection, so I see you kind of like a friend.
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But I'm not really a friend to anybody because I got this hustling drug-dylin mentality, because I'm still from the streets and I don't trust those mother f and I'm your mama, so you gotta take care of me.
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We gotta stop that too.
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Another thing we have got to, got that, got to stop is being like, well, that's still your mama, okay?
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That's your mom and she's incredibly toxic.
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That's your mom and she's damaging you emotionally.
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That's your mom and she's tearing you apart.
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That's your mom and she's always criticizing you.
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That's your mom and she's telling your children to disrespect you.
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That's your mom and she's not taking into account the rules that you have for your children.
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I know Dream be like, what the f when she goes and spends the weekend with Chris Jenner and then she goes and spends the weekend with Tokyo Tony.
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And a lot of people were in those comments like, so what?
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Children need a mixture.
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Not that, not that drastic.
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She doesn't need to go from a Balenciaga mansion.
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I'm never gonna forget about that Balenciaga thing with Kim Kardashian, I'm sorry.
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That Balenciaga designed mansion to Tokyo Tony's best western inn, where she's screaming and possibly inhaling cigarettes.
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And no, an absent father was another wound.
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Angela didn't start asking about her dad until she was around eight years old.
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Her father had a wife and two kids when he got Tokyo pregnant.
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He had a lengthy criminal record and a string of children with multiple women.
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So he probably had some money back in the day.
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Tokyo was trying to get some money and said, okay, I'm gonna f with you and decided to give birth.
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That's another thing.
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People having kids for just the f of it.
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I'm gonna give birth.
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You don't actually wanna be a parent.
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You don't actually want to dedicate your life to your child.
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You don't actually want to develop this human being.
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That means you don't want to play with the kid.
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You don't want to talk to the kid, you don't want to spend actual time with the kid.
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You just you're just having them.
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Tokyo Tony's public behavior gave the world a window into Angela's likely experience growing up.
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On her reality show, Tokyo got in Angela's face yelling.
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She'd always been disgusting and disrespectful, threatened her with physical violence, and even told her she should kill herself and she wouldn't care if she lost her.
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Now she's been saying that a lot.
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She says that Angela is a mistake and a statutory rape baby.
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Angela's own words about all this have been somewhat measured.
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Rather than going into graphic detail about her upbringing, she's framed her transformation around breaking cycles, meaning she wants to be a more healthier mother.
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And that's why I don't understand the whole, like, I do get the hurt people, hurt people because it is a true and valid statement.
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But some people decide to take that hurt and say, I will never make anybody else feel like that.
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I know how heartbroken I was as a child.
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I will never allow my child to feel that way.
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You know?
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A lot of people are like that as well, you know.
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So let's look at the Tokyo Tony and Zeus network show that they had years ago.
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Of course, not we're not able to show too, too much of it because, you know, Zeus is gonna strike me and I'm not gonna have that.
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So I'm just not even gonna have that.
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Nobody took care of your ass but me.
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I'm ready to get the fet.
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After this shit, five days.
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You put your hand in my face again, girl.
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Five days.
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Yo, you're gonna stretch your ass across this mother kitchen.
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You better keep your mother hand on my face.
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Don't touch me no more.
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You do it again, I'm gonna rock your world in this motherfucker.
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So rock it.
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Don't do that.
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Keep playing with me.
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Alright, bye.
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Do it again.
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Bye.
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I'm gone.
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I hate you.
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And you know, of course, all this was exploited through uh Zeus Network.
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It's funny because Tokyo Tony was just talking, you know, back and forth mess to Tia Kim because Tia Kim had a lot to say about Tokyo.
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Let's hear some.
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Because I'm gonna show your ass hope.
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I already seen you running around with your blooddagger friend.
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You ain't for the fight none, Tony.
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You need to stop.
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Nobody don't care nothing about all that.
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I'ma tell you what China should have told you.
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I know she wished you one hour.
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Mama, you evil stinking, jealous ass hole, because that's what it is.
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You jealous of your daughter, ain't you?
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Tokyo Tony.
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Tokyo Tony.
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So yeah, dog.
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There won't be no Auntie Podcast season two.
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Unless I say so.
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And I'm gonna do it for the Kardashians too.
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See, they're gonna know me after the day.
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I know that getting Black China pregnant was an ultimate F you to the Kardashians from Rob, not because there's anything wrong with Angela White, but because Tokyo Tony is attached to them and will be attached to them forever.
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You know, that's another thing to note while you're sitting up here wanting to get pregnant and have as many kids as you want, even more than you can afford.
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That's another note.
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Another thing to note would be the fact that you are now tied to his family.
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That cousin that goes around asking for money, that might break into your car or steal some shit from your house if you let him spend the night.
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Yep, that's all you.
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His father, the one that tells inappropriate jokes, his mother, the one that always sidesteps you and has a problem, side-eyed, has an issue with your rules and decides that she's gonna break them even when she's in your house, all that shit, that's that's what you gotta deal with.
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So decide if you want to marry that person's family as well.
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If not, ask that person is are they willing to let they mama, daddy, cousins go?
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Because all that toxicity seeps into your relationship, especially if your partner can't control the amount of access that their family, you know, has with them.
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Why is she wearing my idea?
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Tokyo Tony, Tokyo Tony, Tony, Toby.
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So Tia Kemp was just there basically saying that Tokyo Tony was a stank ho uh wanted to eat her out, you know, you have sex with her, and also was jealous of black China.
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And it seems like a lot of people believe that Tokyo Tony is jealous of her daughter.
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Let me know down in the comments what you believe.
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Now, there are times where Black China and Tokyo Tony have embraced each other.
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Oh, I shaked her head so good, didn't I, y'all?
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I just slicked it back and tied it up.
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That's cute.
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You don't gotta do nothing too.
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Let me shave up good.
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Yeah.
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No, you have head just like grandma.
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Yes, the peanut shaped joint, just like her head.
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You know, the hard part about it is it's easy to just write off someone and be like, oh yeah, you're just a terrible mom.
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But she still loves her mom, and you can tell that Tokyo still loves her, and that's why she's so hurt when black China won't do what she wants her to do because I'm your mother.
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Why won't you do these things for me?
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And it's like, one, we didn't even grow up with much of emotional connection.
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So I just want to talk about this real quick because again, a lot of people are saying that Tokyo Tony is jealous of Black China.
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So I wanted to talk about being jealous of your own child.
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Being jealous of your own child is a real and documented psychological phenomenon.
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Here are the main frameworks used to understand it.
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Narcissistic NPD, right?
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NPD traits.
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The most common explanation: a narcissistic parent sees their child as an extension of themselves rather than a separate person.
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When the child succeeds, get attention, or is more beautiful or slash talented.
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The parent experiences it as a threat to their own sense of superiority rather than feeling pride.
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Marvin Gay Sr.
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fits that pattern.
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He couldn't stand that his son had outshined him.
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That is some absolute bullshit.
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Well, so when you sit up there and you say you're gonna Marvin Gay, you know, interesting choice of words when you say that you're gonna Marvin Gay your daughter.
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Let's hear a little bit about Marvin Gaye's story, shall we?
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Marvin Gay's story is one of the most tragic stories in music history.
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His death on April 1st, 1984, the day before his 45th birthday, Marvin Gaye was shot and killed by his own father, Marvin Gay Sr., at their home in Los Angeles.
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What led up to it?
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In the days just before his death, his parents had been arguing over a misplaced insurance policy letter.
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On the day of the shooting, the argument escalated and Gay intervened to defend his mother, which led into a physical confrontation with his father.
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After Gay walked away and returned to his bedroom, his father appeared in the doorway with a 38 caliber revolver and shot him twice.
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The first bullet was fatal.
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Gay endured a childhood of physical and emotional abuse from his father, a strict Pentecostal reverend.
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Their relationship worsened as Gay's success grew.
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His father resented that Marvin became a voice of his generation while not living what he considered a godly life.
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And you know what?
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We can see that a lot with Tokyo Tony.
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She's demonic.
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Angela's demonic.
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She's living a bad life.
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She's not doing this and she's not doing that.
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And she was a stripper and she was a hoe and did it.
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And it's like, yeah, but Tokyo, you're online doing the same thing.
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Not only are you twerking and rubbing lotion all over yourself, squirting lotion on yourself like you're getting skated on, which is wild.
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I've done a couple of things in my life.
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I'm not gonna say I'm not proud of, because I don't really regret much, but that I did that are questionable.
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I can say that.
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One time I recorded an ass clapping.
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I wanted to see if I could clap my ass and I could.
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I was really, really surprised and impressed with myself.
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Of course, I posted it.
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That is something that my child is gonna have to see when he grows up, and I'm going to have to explain that to him.
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To sit up here and be like, I'm so godly, I'm this and I'm that, and you're of the devil and you're in the Illuminati is wild.
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Envy versus jealousy, the clinical distinction.
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Technically, what most people call jealousy towards a child is envy, wanting what somebody else has.
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Jealousy involves fear of losing something.
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Psychologists like Melody Klein considered envy one of the most destructive human emotions because it attacks the good rather than protecting something you already have.
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Jealousy involves the fear of losing something.
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Envy is what festers.
00:27:48.000 --> 00:27:49.440
Envy is hate.
00:27:49.680 --> 00:27:57.759
Now I want to talk about why Black China decided to go ahead and rid herself of everything from her past, which she deserves to do.
00:27:57.920 --> 00:27:59.839
And she's been doing a really good job of it too.
00:28:00.000 --> 00:28:01.920
She's actually non-problematic.
00:28:02.079 --> 00:28:03.359
She doesn't do anything.
00:28:03.519 --> 00:28:10.000
You know, she does her hosting, she sells her products, she does what she has to do online, but she's looks like she's changed her life for the better.
00:28:10.160 --> 00:28:11.680
And women are allowed to grow.
00:28:11.839 --> 00:28:15.039
Women are allowed to say, that was once me, but that's not me anymore.
00:28:15.119 --> 00:28:19.359
And if everybody has a problem with that and once you're stuck in the past, you need to find more people.
00:28:19.519 --> 00:28:22.880
You need to replace those people from your past with other people in the future.
00:28:23.119 --> 00:28:23.440
Right?
00:28:23.519 --> 00:28:24.400
We're looking forward.
00:28:24.640 --> 00:28:26.480
We're looking forward, we're not looking back.
00:28:26.640 --> 00:28:28.079
This is what got me though, y'all.
00:28:28.240 --> 00:28:32.160
In March 2023, Black China made the switch to her birth name, Angela Renee White.
00:28:32.400 --> 00:28:43.920
She explained the motivation behind it, saying she felt she had out outgrown the Black China persona, that it was always about the brand and not about the person, and that she seems to have forgotten who she was because of it.
00:28:44.079 --> 00:28:47.440
The name change was a part of a broader personal transformation.
00:28:47.599 --> 00:28:55.680
She revealed that she had been baptized following her conversion to Christianity, deleting her OnlyFans account, and reversed some of her plastic surgery.
00:28:55.839 --> 00:28:58.240
She also removed her tattoo of Baphomet.
00:28:58.400 --> 00:28:58.960
That's what got me.
00:28:59.039 --> 00:29:00.559
I say, well, what's Baphomet?
00:29:00.720 --> 00:29:09.119
Baphomet, commonly misspelled as Baphomet, is an occult symbol deity that has taken on different meanings throughout history.
00:29:09.359 --> 00:29:09.839
Origins.
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The name first appeared in the 12th through 14th century during the trials of the Knights Templar, a Christian military order accused by the Catholic Church of worshiping a mysterious idol called Baphomet.
00:29:22.640 --> 00:29:28.640
Most historians believe the confessions were coerced and the accusations were largely fabricated.
00:29:28.880 --> 00:29:29.759
Modern depiction.
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This image represents the occult concept of duality, good and evil, male and female, light and dark.
00:29:52.000 --> 00:30:02.960
It became strongly associated with Satanism after the Church of Satan adopted a version of it, the single cycle of Baphomet, as their official symbol in the 1960s.
00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:09.039
In popular culture, it's often used as a symbol of rebellion, occult, or anti-Christian sentiment.
00:30:09.200 --> 00:30:13.119
It appears frequently in heavy metal music, horror, and edgy fashion.
00:30:13.359 --> 00:30:25.680
I don't know why Angela White decided to get Baphomet tattooed on her, but like I just read out, there were several depictions of what this character idol Diddy symbol means.
00:30:25.839 --> 00:30:27.599
Good versus evil, light versus dark.
00:30:27.680 --> 00:30:31.759
Maybe she was saying that she's conflicted, and maybe that's why she got it removed, right?
00:30:31.839 --> 00:30:32.960
I got some evil in me.
00:30:33.039 --> 00:30:36.559
I got some shadow work that I need to do, and I got some good in me.
00:30:36.720 --> 00:30:39.680
And I know that there's a light and I have a lot of potential to be a great person.
00:30:39.920 --> 00:30:40.960
They're battling each other.
00:30:41.119 --> 00:30:43.839
The little angel and the little devil are battling each other.
00:30:44.000 --> 00:30:45.839
So because of that, I am conflicted.
00:30:46.079 --> 00:30:48.640
I am double-minded, and I need to figure out what I want.
00:30:48.720 --> 00:30:50.160
And I've chosen what I want.
00:30:50.319 --> 00:30:51.359
I've chosen the light.
00:30:51.440 --> 00:30:55.279
So I'm gonna decide to baptize myself and get this deity removed from me.
00:30:55.440 --> 00:31:00.640
I'm trying to do everything that mom, so-called mom, would be proud of, but she's not.
00:31:00.960 --> 00:31:01.440
Why?
00:31:01.680 --> 00:31:06.400
Because no matter what you do, you will never be good enough for somebody who doesn't see your worth or value.
00:31:06.480 --> 00:31:09.680
And Tokyo Tony doesn't necessarily see her value, right?
00:31:09.759 --> 00:31:14.240
So it's hard for us to want validation from somebody who can't even validate themselves.
00:31:14.480 --> 00:31:20.559
Tia Kemp said, uh, amongst other things, that Tokyo Tony was jealous of her daughter.
00:31:20.720 --> 00:31:22.079
She said that her time ran up.
00:31:22.240 --> 00:31:24.480
She'll never be back on the streets again, right?
00:31:24.559 --> 00:31:26.000
Because you can't reverse time.
00:31:26.160 --> 00:31:27.839
She also said something that was interesting.
00:31:28.000 --> 00:31:36.559
She said, if you knew what I knew better, you would be making a lot of money and making better choices with that Kardashian connection that you have.
00:31:36.960 --> 00:31:39.200
That she's burned that bridge a long time ago.
00:31:39.359 --> 00:31:44.160
That Kardashian connection and the fact that my daughter is black China.
00:31:44.319 --> 00:31:46.960
You know, Tokyo Tony could have rebranded.
00:31:47.119 --> 00:31:48.559
She could have sold cooking wear.
00:31:48.720 --> 00:31:58.799
She could have came off as the grandmother, you know, from heaven that was heaven sent, that was dropped off by God Himself, that can teach us how to bake cookies, do special projects with their grandchildren.
00:31:58.880 --> 00:31:59.759
Oh, I love this channel.
00:31:59.839 --> 00:32:01.200
My granddaughter loves this channel.
00:32:01.359 --> 00:32:03.920
We make goo together and slime and shit.
00:32:04.160 --> 00:32:08.000
Instead, she wants to do this, whatever the f this is.
00:32:08.240 --> 00:32:15.839
Tokyo Tony is usually on somebody's podcast saying that somebody's evil in the Illuminati, or that she has this million-dollar deal she signed.
00:32:15.920 --> 00:32:18.000
Now that's another thing that Tokyo Tony has been saying.
00:32:18.160 --> 00:32:22.480
Tokyo Tony has been saying that she's been on a lot of these shows, which she has.
00:32:22.640 --> 00:32:31.440
There was that episode that we just seen with Tokyo Tony and Black China that was called like Black China, the real Black China, or something like that on Zeus Network.
00:32:31.599 --> 00:32:35.039
They also had a podcast, the Real Auntie's Podcast, or something like that.
00:32:35.200 --> 00:32:36.480
I don't know none of this shit.
00:32:36.559 --> 00:32:40.880
I didn't watch it, but it was with Tia Kemp, Carlissa, who's another just terrible mom.
00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:43.680
In my opinion, Carlissa is the mother from hell.
00:32:43.839 --> 00:32:49.359
She's the mother that we sit up here and we say, Your mom raised a bum, your mom coddles you and doesn't raise you.
00:32:49.440 --> 00:32:54.559
And because she hasn't raised you and she let you run amok, you are in a grown man's body, but you act like a child.
00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:58.319
Yeah, all that, that's Carlissa to me and Tokyo Tony.
00:32:58.480 --> 00:33:00.000
They were all on a podcast together.
00:33:00.160 --> 00:33:02.160
For some reason, I haven't seen episodes drop.
00:33:02.319 --> 00:33:03.440
Something happened with the season.
00:33:03.599 --> 00:33:07.440
Maybe Lemmy is busy doing other things, like raising his, you know, new baby.
00:33:07.519 --> 00:33:19.279
I don't know if Scotty with the body and the baby had the baby yet, but Lemmy seems to have his hands tied up, and maybe that's uh why they didn't renew for a second season, or maybe the the show didn't get good ratings.
00:33:19.359 --> 00:33:22.400
Let me know down below if you watch that show, The Auntie's podcast.
00:33:22.559 --> 00:33:27.759
I thought it was a good idea because they were all similar, but then with that, they're all fighting.
00:33:27.920 --> 00:33:34.160
So now Tokyo Tony and Tia Kemp are asking Lemmy to please bring the podcast back so that they can beat each other's ass.
00:33:34.319 --> 00:33:35.359
We don't even want to talk no more.
00:33:35.440 --> 00:33:40.640
We just want you to bring back the episodes so that we can meet in the production room and beat the shit out of each other.
00:33:40.799 --> 00:33:41.440
And you know what?
00:33:41.599 --> 00:33:43.039
Zeus Network will do it.
00:33:43.599 --> 00:33:49.440
I wanted to talk about this because a lot of people they see the severity of having a mom or a dad like that.
00:33:49.599 --> 00:33:54.640
You know, Nick Cannon is a diagnosed narcissist and has over 12 children.
00:33:54.799 --> 00:33:56.400
And a lot of people say, oh, well, whatever.
00:33:56.480 --> 00:33:57.440
He seems like a cool guy.
00:33:57.519 --> 00:33:59.119
He's a diagnosed narcissist.
00:33:59.279 --> 00:34:08.800
A lot of the times, narcissists they want this fame, they want fortune, they want accolades, and they want their children to be an extension of them.
00:34:09.039 --> 00:34:13.519
And when they are not, they're always being pitted against each other and compared to.
00:34:13.679 --> 00:34:15.119
Why don't you do that like your sister?
00:34:15.280 --> 00:34:16.559
Why don't you do that like your brother?
00:34:16.639 --> 00:34:17.840
I'm more proud of your brother.
00:34:18.000 --> 00:34:20.400
Why can't you be more like me when I was 25?
00:34:20.559 --> 00:34:22.239
I already had two million dollars.
00:34:22.480 --> 00:34:28.400
Like shit like that, that's unrealistic and just incredibly harmful to somebody's psyche to grow up like that.
00:34:28.559 --> 00:34:29.440
It's not funny.
00:34:29.599 --> 00:34:34.159
When we talk about Evelyn Lazata and her daughter, that's not cool, right?
00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:39.760
This is somebody who's already enjoyed the limelight, who's been very beautiful her whole life, who's gotten a lot of attention.
00:34:39.840 --> 00:34:43.440
Now she has a daughter who's even younger, who looks, you know, beautiful as well.
00:34:43.599 --> 00:34:48.400
And she's doing things like flirting with her baby daddy, allegedly, people said when they saw that podcast.
00:34:48.559 --> 00:34:54.559
Laughing at her baby daddy, also close to her age, saying things like, Did you think I was gonna change?
00:34:54.719 --> 00:34:56.320
And why would I change a diaper?
00:34:56.480 --> 00:34:57.840
I told you I wasn't gonna do that.
00:34:58.000 --> 00:34:58.800
That's not funny.
00:34:59.039 --> 00:35:04.079
Mothers really need help, especially within the first couple of, I'll say years within having a baby.
00:35:04.239 --> 00:35:05.119
Mothers need help.
00:35:05.280 --> 00:35:06.239
It's a hard job.
00:35:06.400 --> 00:35:08.639
It takes everything from you physically, emotionally.
00:35:08.800 --> 00:35:12.480
It changes your hormones, it changes everything about you.
00:35:12.639 --> 00:35:13.440
Why is that funny?
00:35:13.519 --> 00:35:14.559
You know that as a mother.
00:35:14.719 --> 00:35:16.320
Why is that funny, Evelyn?
00:35:16.480 --> 00:35:21.360
So it's just, it's it's things like this that I look at people's parents that have taken them into the limelight.
00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:24.400
And I stopped doing videos with my son a long time ago because I was like, no.
00:35:24.559 --> 00:35:27.599
If he wants to have a social media, he can when he's old enough to.
00:35:27.760 --> 00:35:29.920
But it's not gonna be me that's pulling you in.
00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:31.280
Everyone, look, look.
00:35:31.440 --> 00:35:33.599
Like, no, he needs a regular childhood.
00:35:33.760 --> 00:35:34.559
This is crazy.
00:35:34.719 --> 00:35:39.119
A lot of people talk shit about Northwest and Blue Ivy, and I think it's incredibly unfair.
00:35:39.280 --> 00:35:42.400
I think it's unfair to talk about, I thought it was unfair to talk about Jaden Smith.
00:35:42.480 --> 00:35:46.000
You know, oh well, f them, they got all this money, and nobody asked to be famous.
00:35:46.239 --> 00:35:47.920
There's a lot of anxiety that comes.
00:35:48.079 --> 00:35:50.960
You, you know, people freak out when they get a hundred likes on a pose.
00:35:51.039 --> 00:35:52.639
People freak out when they get a hundred comments.
00:35:52.719 --> 00:35:55.599
Can you imagine a hundred thousand people saying, You ain't talented.
00:35:55.760 --> 00:35:56.880
You probably gonna be a hoe.
00:35:57.039 --> 00:35:58.960
Your mama was a hoe, your daddy wasn't there.
00:35:59.119 --> 00:36:00.239
Look at what your daddy's doing.
00:36:00.320 --> 00:36:01.760
Are you gonna be talented like your daddy?
00:36:01.840 --> 00:36:03.920
How come you can't shoot a ball like your daddy, Brawny?
00:36:04.159 --> 00:36:05.599
Because I'm a human, they made.
00:36:05.679 --> 00:36:06.960
I don't know what I'm gonna be good at.
00:36:07.119 --> 00:36:09.920
Maybe Blue Ivy isn't gonna be a singerslash dancer.
00:36:10.079 --> 00:36:12.400
Maybe Bronny always wanted to be an accountant.
00:36:12.480 --> 00:36:13.119
I'm just saying.
00:36:13.280 --> 00:36:20.559
Even if they did want these things, they couldn't have it because us as a society would say, no, you got the genes of one of the greats.
00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:21.760
It's enough.
00:36:22.000 --> 00:36:39.519
From what we've seen this industry do to children, from the stories that we've heard about basically, you know, parents selling their children to these record labels and to these major TV companies and different things like that, the things that we've seen already and the knowledge that we know now, do you still want your children to be famous?
00:36:40.079 --> 00:36:45.920
Do you still think that we should still be pushing, you know, being an athlete or being a rap artist on our children?
00:36:46.079 --> 00:36:48.159
I think it's time to have more goals.
00:36:48.320 --> 00:36:50.800
If you want to be a content creator on the side, please do.
00:36:50.960 --> 00:36:52.079
Please express yourself.
00:36:52.239 --> 00:36:52.719
You should.
00:36:52.880 --> 00:36:54.639
There's nothing wrong with being yourself.
00:36:54.800 --> 00:36:56.880
But you need to have more skills, right?
00:36:57.280 --> 00:37:06.880
Unfortunately, we live in a capitalistic society where you need to have skills, where education costs money, but if you can get enough money to buy education, then you'll be above everyone else.
00:37:06.960 --> 00:37:07.920
That's just what it is.
00:37:08.079 --> 00:37:09.920
I just think it's really sad.
00:37:10.239 --> 00:37:15.599
Let's listen to Tokyo Tony telling the FBI that she didn't just say what we all heard her say.
00:37:15.840 --> 00:37:21.840
So it says the FBI pulls up at Tokyo Tony's home over constant death threats to black China.
00:37:22.079 --> 00:37:23.039
I didn't do it.
00:37:23.280 --> 00:37:27.760
I said I'm a Marvin Gay or ass, and I said I'm gonna do demon time on the floor.
00:37:28.159 --> 00:37:33.760
Wait a minute, because we had a podcast and I put her on it, she was dancing to my aunt Shaka Khan.
00:37:33.840 --> 00:37:35.679
So I said, I'm gonna dance to Marvin Gay.
00:37:35.920 --> 00:37:39.519
I said, I'm all this shit, I'm gonna demon time that ass down to the floor.
00:37:39.679 --> 00:37:45.920
So I use that metaphor to put it over there to connect it because that's the last thing we did together.
00:37:46.159 --> 00:37:57.760
Was that and if you go look on my YouTube or type in Tokyo Tony documentary, please type that in Tokyo Tony Documentary five months ago?
00:37:57.920 --> 00:38:03.840
It went all the way till it got to me and a hotel because I didn't know what the f happened.
00:38:04.000 --> 00:38:06.800
How did I get set up and lose everything?
00:38:06.880 --> 00:38:08.320
What the f happened?
00:38:08.639 --> 00:38:10.639
I just found out what happened.
00:38:10.800 --> 00:38:12.960
So I said, let me fill it in.
00:38:13.119 --> 00:38:14.239
What would you have said?
00:38:14.320 --> 00:38:18.639
And if you go look at the videos, baby, they say this is 2019.
00:38:18.719 --> 00:38:20.719
I can't wait till 2022.
00:38:21.199 --> 00:38:21.920
That didn't happen.
00:38:22.880 --> 00:38:27.039
So y'all looking at this shit, hear me say, Oh my god, it's 2019.
00:38:28.960 --> 00:38:29.679
That's on there.
00:38:29.760 --> 00:38:34.719
I'm saying it's 2019, so I'm going back to filling in.
00:38:34.960 --> 00:38:36.400
I have to know what happened.
00:38:36.639 --> 00:38:37.840
They set me up.
00:38:38.000 --> 00:38:39.199
My daughter's cocaine.
00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:40.639
I didn't know all this shit, China.
00:38:40.960 --> 00:38:44.639
Cocaine, Adderall, alcohol, and Satan, nigga.
00:38:44.800 --> 00:38:49.280
So all that shit together, yeah, you kind of mean and then you put me on the show.
00:38:49.440 --> 00:38:50.639
Didn't pay me for that one.
00:38:50.800 --> 00:39:00.320
Again, this is what I mean when I said that Tokyo Tony keeps saying, like, you're putting me on these shows, and I think Tokyo thought that she was gonna amass a lot of fame because of Zeus, gave her all these shows.
00:39:00.480 --> 00:39:01.360
But what did you do?
00:39:01.440 --> 00:39:13.679
You know, Tia Kemp again said in her rant, she said that after the season of the Auntie's podcast that Tokyo Tony had a Mercedes and now she has an Ultima or a Honda.
00:39:13.840 --> 00:39:14.800
What happened to your car?
00:39:14.880 --> 00:39:15.920
What happened to your money?
00:39:16.079 --> 00:39:17.920
And you know, she could be spending it on drugs.
00:39:18.079 --> 00:39:18.880
She didn't pay me for that.
00:39:21.039 --> 00:39:23.519
Yes, this is what the doctor is up.
00:39:24.320 --> 00:39:24.719
So this.
00:39:26.239 --> 00:39:29.199
I don't even, she's demonic and weird and all that shit.
00:39:29.280 --> 00:39:29.920
No, no.
00:39:30.079 --> 00:39:32.960
It said, I'm hoping y'all get a relationship.
00:39:33.199 --> 00:39:35.760
No, we it's not gonna happen until she listen.
00:39:35.920 --> 00:39:37.119
She is very demonic.
00:39:37.280 --> 00:39:41.119
I told the girl we went to her baptismal, you did not get baptized, boo.
00:39:41.199 --> 00:39:42.639
He did it wrong.
00:39:42.960 --> 00:39:47.119
I said, but I don't want to be the one again to be that girl.
00:39:47.280 --> 00:39:53.360
I'm like, but I'm getting punished for it because I knew it was four of y'all that got baptized that day.
00:39:53.519 --> 00:39:58.159
I stood there and looked at everybody, like all the pastors, like, y'all don't hear what he's saying.
00:39:58.320 --> 00:40:01.119
So y'all don't go to church, y'all don't know about the Lord, huh?
00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:02.960
You don't baptize like that.
00:40:03.119 --> 00:40:06.000
I told her she ain't here, want to hear shit else no more.
00:40:06.079 --> 00:40:10.239
Then she goes get with all her friends that I got her from that had her on drugs.
00:40:10.480 --> 00:40:12.800
You can type in treasure or Tasha K.
00:40:13.039 --> 00:40:14.480
They said all this weird shit.
00:40:14.719 --> 00:40:15.039
No.
00:40:15.280 --> 00:40:17.119
But she she doesn't even live in this area anymore.
00:40:17.199 --> 00:40:19.599
She's in California, she's been in California for 14 years.
00:40:20.559 --> 00:40:21.599
So I'm home.
00:40:23.119 --> 00:40:23.360
Okay.
00:40:23.519 --> 00:40:24.800
I know I'm what do we do?
00:40:24.960 --> 00:40:26.960
Come over there, kick an ass, go across the street.
00:40:27.119 --> 00:40:27.679
Really?
00:40:27.840 --> 00:40:28.800
I can't believe.
00:40:29.199 --> 00:40:31.760
So somebody put a fake post on there from what you said.
00:40:32.000 --> 00:40:33.840
No, they didn't put a fake post.
00:40:34.000 --> 00:40:35.280
They watched it.
00:40:35.519 --> 00:40:39.519
The blogger, his name, write his name down because he go look at his page.
00:40:40.480 --> 00:40:40.800
Okay?
00:40:40.960 --> 00:40:42.320
Because he's the one who started it.
00:40:42.559 --> 00:40:44.320
Anton Edwards.
00:40:44.639 --> 00:40:50.960
If you look at the shit on YouTube, I'm saying y'all know he motherfucking mind in my business.
00:40:51.119 --> 00:40:53.280
Now I'm gonna make you promote for me.
00:40:53.679 --> 00:40:54.719
That is weird.
00:40:55.119 --> 00:40:56.719
We're gonna make sure we put in the documentation.
00:40:57.119 --> 00:40:57.920
Y'all gotta sweat.
00:40:58.079 --> 00:40:59.199
I'm gonna go on out, man.
00:40:59.599 --> 00:41:00.639
You're about to kick us out.
00:41:00.719 --> 00:41:02.880
I know because it's weird ass people.
00:41:03.519 --> 00:41:05.039
I used to know sure of shit.
00:41:05.679 --> 00:41:06.559
I was like, hold up.
00:41:06.719 --> 00:41:08.880
Like I said, we're on the task for us, so that's what I'm saying.
00:41:09.119 --> 00:41:10.079
Oh, MG.
00:41:11.679 --> 00:41:13.199
Why do everybody like this?
00:41:13.440 --> 00:41:14.320
No, you're beautiful.
00:41:14.400 --> 00:41:18.400
And you're we're really the police.
00:41:18.800 --> 00:41:19.440
We're not the people.
00:41:19.760 --> 00:41:26.880
But we're gonna make sure we document because once the things hit the blog and it says like you're gonna bomb me, you're not just saying you're gonna do it or anything or saying you're gonna be able to do it.
00:41:27.039 --> 00:41:28.400
I didn't even use those words.
00:41:28.880 --> 00:41:29.440
They use them.
00:41:29.679 --> 00:41:33.039
But if you're gonna kill someone, that's when it hits the FBI, and then we have to come out.
00:41:33.360 --> 00:41:38.159
But it was a metaphor for dancing to connect the f document.
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We're gonna post that.
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So they know that you're not out there trying to do it.
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Y'all should hear my hobby.
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No, you're okay.
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We're here.
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No, you're okay.
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I know.
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We're here to have you light ass.
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Just have a good day, okay?
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Look how I'm sweating.
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I worked out no sweat this are.
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She at least she calm.
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Yeah, but you sort of.
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I promise you, I'm not gonna put God almighty for no reason under the sun.
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Well, you try to have a good day with that.
00:42:06.320 --> 00:42:07.760
They was irritated through that whole thing.
00:42:07.840 --> 00:42:13.519
I mean, imagine you're going to do your job and you're like, hey, ma'am, this isn't you know something that we heard, and somebody just out of nowhere.
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Cocaine, Adam, and fake no nigga.
00:42:16.639 --> 00:42:20.880
On top of that, I said that I was gonna Marvin Gaye, Michael Jackson, R.
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Kelly in the system below down to the basement.
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That's all.
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We were playing a game.
00:42:27.840 --> 00:42:29.519
I was over there with Trump.
00:42:30.079 --> 00:42:31.519
I can call Trump.
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I don't know what the f you take it.
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See, that's why I couldn't be.
00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:37.599
God placed people in jobs that they needed to be in.
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Because I'd be like, ma'am, go ahead and drop your phone.
00:42:39.760 --> 00:42:40.960
Ma'am, go ahead and get on your knees.
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Get on the ground.
00:42:41.599 --> 00:42:42.639
Yeah, no, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:42:44.719 --> 00:42:46.960
We're gonna wrap this up real quick, like, okay?
00:42:47.280 --> 00:42:54.239
But clearly the FBI agents didn't see what we saw or didn't want to be bothered with it, or didn't take that threat.
00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:56.639
I don't take threats like that lightly.
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I don't care that, oh, it's you know, her mom, so she's not gonna do it.
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Or she'd be off her rocker out of her mind, bro.
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This is crazy.
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I just hope that whatever Angela White chooses to do, she really flourishes.
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I think that life is already hard.
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It's hard enough by itself without having the people that were supposed to raise you and love you and cherish you.
00:43:17.599 --> 00:43:25.519
You're a big blessing to go against you and hate you and treat you like you're nothing and say all of your business and tell everyone, you know, this.
00:43:25.840 --> 00:43:27.599
I just really feel bad for Angela White.
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Let me know down in the comments if you feel the same way I feel.
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I will meet you down there.
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Have you ever experienced a jealous mother?
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Does your friend have a jealous mother?
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How are you guys coping with that?
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Have you tried no contact?
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I love no contact.
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Shit, I will cut a off and I it ain't nothing to cut a bitch off.
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Snap, snap, snap.
00:43:46.719 --> 00:43:49.679
But I think I speak from privilege because I actually like my parents.
00:43:49.840 --> 00:43:57.039
It's easier for me to be like, oh yeah, I would do this and I would do that, but I actually I haven't lived in that situation, so I can't tell anybody what I would and wouldn't do.
00:43:57.119 --> 00:43:59.760
But I would like to think that I would cut a mother off and never.
00:44:00.239 --> 00:44:01.840
Speak to them uh again.
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I'm telling y'all, the shit works.
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Until next time, I will holla.
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Get a life.
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Like everybody else.
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I didn't live my full teenage years.
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I was a mom.
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At 17, 18, 19, 20.
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No.
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I know it was the kitty shit, was up.
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So I got married.
00:44:46.559 --> 00:44:48.480
You're a teen mom now.
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And a wife at 19.
00:44:50.880 --> 00:44:52.559
You laid down with this man.
00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:54.239
He abandoned you.
00:44:55.119 --> 00:44:56.719
You created a baby.
00:44:56.880 --> 00:45:00.000
And I say to myself, he didn't rape you.
00:45:00.159 --> 00:45:01.920
Although highly manipulated.
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You did it voluntarily.
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Manipulated.
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So not memorable.
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Although a little girl.
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He knew I was young.