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Now I know that my mission here on Earth is to do nothing.
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Like it's just to be myself, to be authentic.
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My whole mission is just to help people dismantle shame and guilt and let them know.
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I love that.
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That's it.
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That's it.
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Because it really comes down to shame.
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Totally.
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A hundred percent.
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It comes down to shame.
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If I can sit here and I can tell you all these things about who I was with no no shame.
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None.
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Because it because I know that God doesn't judge me.
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I could keep being a prostitute, I could keep being a drug addict.
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I could keep causing harm to other people.
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God's still gonna love me.
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Not just love you, he's going to say, Don't you know you're worthy of all the love in the world?
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Yeah.
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Our world is magnificent.
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Filled with life in every imaginable form.
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But what if at the root of all of these diverse forms there was one energy?
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One conscious energy that created everything we know.
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By becoming everything we know.
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Come with us as we peek behind the curtain of what we call reality and explore the limitless wonders of consciousness in the realization lab.
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Even though she's still very young, Betty Guidagno has already lived a huge life.
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On our previous episode, she discussed how she grew up the daughter of drug-addicted parents.
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And how she herself got ensnared with heroin and methamphetamines.
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Until one day, she died.
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On the other side, Betty was shown how she had volunteered to come to Earth during this crucial time.
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And how she had personally selected all the specific challenges she would face in life, just like you might select different cereals from a grocery store.
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And ultimately, she was told she had to return to Earth so she could finish her destiny and be a warrior in the spiritual expansion of our human race.
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So Betty came back with a lot of knowledge and a lot of energy.
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And we wanted to share as much of it with you as we could.
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That is just the most amazing story.
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But there are a couple things I just want to touch on.
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One is, I think for me, one of the themes that comes through so strongly when you tell your story is how unaccidental it all is.
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Like you could not, anything you needed showed up for you, you couldn't have avoided it.
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There are certain things in our life that are pre-orchestrated, right?
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So like the awareness that I came back with was that we plan our lives before we come to Earth.
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Yeah.
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Like I have a I have co-created my experience.
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Now, like I haven't planned every bowel movement in my life or every meal that I'm going to eat, but I have planned the major markers in my life.
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For me, this experience, especially coming into like this state of surrender, like finding my way into the meetings, which was going to be my path towards recovery and a new life.
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All of those things were pre-orchestrated.
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Right.
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They were like a beautiful symphony that the universe had its hands in, just making sure that the right person showed up at the right time, that I had just the right level of willingness to accept what it was that was happening to me.
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Because I very easily could have just said, like, this is a weird coincidence and ignored all of it.
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Right.
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But instead, I had just the right amount of willingness to say, let me see.
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Let me, the baby, let's see.
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Yeah.
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And, but and there also, it even goes beyond that, though, because like with your spontaneous healing, the message is nothing is impossible if it's necessary for you to be healed in order to move forward, we'll heal you.
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Right.
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Unless the guys don't have the fucking lawnmower.
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Well, the lawnmower could run out again.
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No.
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Which is interesting.
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So why do you think they have lawnmowers?
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You know, I think that the way that my imagery came through for me is very specific to me.
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Like there's so many near-death experiencers.
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They all have very unique experiences, like thumbprints.
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They're all very different.
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My imagery came through the way that it did for me.
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It's like a little like pop culture.
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It's a little fast.
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It feels like maybe it's meant for even like a younger generation.
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I have like some simulation theory, some video game analogy inside of my spiritual experience.
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It's the symbols that you're familiar with so that you can get the message.
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Because like I was a meth head prostitute when I entered heaven.
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Yeah.
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So, like, how are they gonna make me understand stuff?
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Like, I don't know anything about spirituality.
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I don't know anything about God.
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I don't know anything about philosophy.
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So, like, they're just pushing everything through pop culture for me.
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Yeah, yeah.
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And what's so crazy about you now is you're one of the smartest, just naturally intelligent, brilliant people I think I've ever sat across.
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Thank you.
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God healed my brain.
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Yes.
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Yeah, I people ask me that all the time.
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They're like, How are you so eloquent?
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And I'm like, you know, for a long time, my only vocabulary was just a long laundry list of drugs that I used and how much money it cost to be with me.
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I literally didn't even say other words because I didn't need to.
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Right.
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But like after my healing, my awareness was blasted open.
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I had a totally empty vessel to fill with information.
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And I had an insatiable thirst for knowledge.
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And because my integration happened inside of a long-term rehab, I didn't have access to the internet or a cell phone for a year and a half.
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And so I just had to read books, which felt very archaic.
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But I didn't learn things through other people's opinions.
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I learned things through reading pieces of paper that had spiritual information on it and then being able to decode it myself.
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And one of the things you really connected with was a course in miracles, which I absolutely love.
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Oh, you do?
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Okay, awesome.
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We could have a whole nother conversation.
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But the other thing that I I just want to go a little bit deeper into was you saw yourself before this incarnation in this room of soldiers who are going to come to the earth because this great moment of ascension is upon us.
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And I just want to talk about like what is that?
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What is this?
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And where is it and when is it happening?
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See, David, I want to say, like my spiritual path, which you know nothing about.
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I was struggling and having a lot of difficulty, and I ended up connecting with this spiritual entity called Guidance, which uh was channeled through this woman, Kathy, and I got so much information.
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And they used to say to me, back like, yeah, I mean, 20 years ago or 25 years ago, when I started talking to them, oh, this is this incredible thing happening on the planet right now.
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It's this great revolution, spiritual revolution.
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And I would say exactly that.
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Where?
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I don't see it, but now I do see it happening.
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I like that.
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Yeah.
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But what does it mean to you?
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Like what is happening on the planet?
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People talk about you know, the ascension into the fifth-dimension reality, the new earth.
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Um, what what is it where what do you think that means?
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Okay, so my awareness of this whole thing has shifted tremendously since my experience.
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When I first had my experience, the download was very loud and clear.
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This is your NDE experience.
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Yeah, inside of this spaceship.
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Spaceship, okay, yes.
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They said, and like it came in very clear.
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It said, your mission is to assist the collective in awakening from a level of third-dimensional thinking to fifth-dimensional thinking.
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They use numbers.
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They use numbers.
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They, yeah, that's third or fifth.
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And then after my experience, I found Dolores Cannon, I found, you know, like Michael Newton, I found like all of these books that have been around for decades, way before my experience, that were saying the exact same thing.
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Right.
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So my awareness used to be that like I need to do something.
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I need to fix people, I need to fix, manage, and control, I need to wash their brains out and put new information inside their brains.
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That it was gonna be like one collective event that happens.
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Right.
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And like when?
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When is it?
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Okay, some some psychics say it's gonna be 2033, some say it's gonna be 2027.
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What okay, so all of these things, what are they doing?
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They're ripping me from the present moment.
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And the present moment is actually where heaven is.
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Heaven is not a destination, heaven is a state of mind.
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The whole time after my experience, I was just doing things because I thought they were gonna get me back to heaven.
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Okay, God doesn't want me to use drugs.
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I'll stop using drugs.
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Okay, God, I haven't used drugs in seven days.
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Are you coming back to get me yet?
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Like, where is the spaceship?
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When is it coming?
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Okay, now it's been six months.
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Like, I'm still hearing crickets.
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Like, when are you coming?
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Then I found a course in miracles and I thought, okay, I gotta do a course in miracles.
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And then when I finish this book, then they'll let me come back to heaven.
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I finish a course in miracles, nothing, right?
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But now I have more information.
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So I realize in that whole process that heaven is a state of mind.
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3D versus 5D means self-centered thought to spirit-centered thought.
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And like I can go back and forth between those dimensions all day long.
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You know, like I wake up in the morning, I stub my toe, I'm 3D.
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I do an act of service for somebody, I'm 5D.
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Like it's not this one collective event.
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For me, ascensions already happen.
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Like I am a model, I am a testimony to ascension, to transformation.
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And it's a personal revolution that's going to happen inside of each and every one of us.
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But by you stepping into it so much in your own in this form that you are here, and then going on podcasts and talking about it, it's also creating an energy which is opening that that pathway for so many others.
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So it is sort of a group thing, even though it's a personal thing.
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Yes, yeah.
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I see transformation happening.
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I also see suffering happening.
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You know, I also see people that have their own autonomy that have chosen the lives that they've chosen.
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I don't know why, but like I'm not here to fix, manage, or control their life experience.
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I have a question.
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Why is it important for humanity to get from 3D to 5D?
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Like if we're if we're all just parts of God, like who cares?
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It doesn't matter.
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You can do whatever you want.
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I could be a drug-addicted prostitute until I die.
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Well, do you want to suffer though?
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Exactly.
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But what what it feels better?
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For sure.
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But like, why are we here?
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Why why are we here?
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Why not?
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What else are we gonna do?
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I don't know.
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But like, and and if we're here, why is it important that we get back to the state that we left from?
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So I believe that the whole point of being here is so that we can forget, so that we can remember.
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And it's just like a goalless game.
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So if we think of the world as a simulation, we're in Sims Earth.
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Right.
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It's a goalless game with millions of weird side quests.
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And it's just to experience, just like when you actually play Sims.
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Like there's no point to that game.
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You're just like having an experience.
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But but the the reason, as I understand it, that the ascension is happening now is because we all decided, okay, let's have it happen now.
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We we have all experienced so much trauma and struggle and and misery and effort, and and then some great highs as well.
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Um, and now is the time, now that we've built up that contrast, that that level of that dense sort of experience, now we have the opportunity to step into a a greater or I guess my question is w if we all came from there already.
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Came from from great, yeah, a very, very, very evolved.
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Like let's say we're all pieces of God, right?
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You know, and we're all part of that light pillar and we're all in bliss and stuff like that, and we come down here to experience, right?
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Like what difference does it make if we start to ascend from three to five, if we started at 10?
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Yeah, it will it makes no difference.
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But I believe that in the beginning, when there is just consciousness and there's just bliss and everything like that, the thought is then I wonder what it's like to have bliss and to dive into the ocean and swim.
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Right.
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And so we come onto Earth and we have that experience.
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And now that experience allows bliss, consciousness, to expand.
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And now it knows what it's like to be blissful and in the context of diving into the ocean.
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I also have another example that might be helpful.
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So let's take like having a child, for example, right?
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Like, why?
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Why do people do this, right?
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Like a woman gets pregnant, has to carry a baby to term.
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Yuck.
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I'm sure it's miserable.
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Like you got hemorrhoids, your feet are swollen, like you're carrying this huge belly around with you.
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There's an actual alien growing inside of you, and then you have to go through actual labor, suffering on top of suffering, pain on top of pain.
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Why?
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Because the reward is so worth it.
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Your baby comes out, you experience this connection of unconditional love, and then you do it all over again.
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People have babies multiple times in their lifetime.
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That's what I think that we're doing here as spirits.
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We're here to have a human experience so that we can experience the separation, so that we can go back to heaven and experience bliss again.
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Because I honestly think that we are all so jaded in heaven.
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Like we forgot, like we don't even understand unconditional love because it's our baseline.
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Our baseline is unconditional love.
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So we come here to experience the opposite so that we can go back home and then experience the bliss of reunion.
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And in your metaphor about the baby, in some way, all that sacrifice, all that pain, all that difficulty makes the moment of reuniting or coming into connection with this child even more incredible because of the sacrifice.
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As writers, I mean, we know that if you went to a movie and you just said, okay, here's your character and he gets everything he wants, pretty boring, not much there.
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But if he goes through all these struggles and all this difficulty and he grows and he has all these experiences and gets it, you go, Oh, Academy Award, you know?
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Right.
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Yeah.
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It's the same.
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Yeah, I like that analogy a lot.
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Yeah.
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Do you want to win an award?
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I'm gonna get a triple doctorate in divinity when I go back home.
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I'm like, sign me up for all the classes.
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Well, but your story is peculiar in the sense of how much you took on, that you chose to take so many cereal boxes off that shelf.
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Of suffering.
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Of suffering.
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So what my belief is that the reason why everything was so compounded is because I've had a million lifetimes where I didn't complete the cycle of duality.
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I didn't complete both things.
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So, like, I think that I've had many, many lifetimes where I've been a drug addict and actually died from my addiction, like whether I overdosed or killed myself or, like, you know, some consequence of using.
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And so that's why the addiction was so hardcore in this particular lifetime.
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The same thing with like poverty, I've never been able to like get myself out of it.
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So in this lifetime, this is the one where I get it all.
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Also, this is the end timeline.
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Yeah.
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So the way that I understood it from my experience, the reason why my life choices went the way that they did, right?
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I've seen alternate timelines of my own life where I made different decisions.
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So, like I said, I told you to shared you with you guys.
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The first time I ever went to rehab, I was 18.
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I've seen an alternate timeline where I decided to stay in recovery.
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And that's a different life.
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And that like, she's wow, she's really, I call on her a lot in this reality because she's already done it all.
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Like she's written the book, she's the teacher, she's the face of like, you know, spiritual awakening, all of these things.
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So there's that one lifetime.
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So, like in this particular lifetime, with pre-birth choices, I could have jumped off of my life experience of the serial box of addiction.
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I've had so many opportunities to jump off that.
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But I kept using my free will, my self-will, and saying, I'm gonna ignore the internal GPS and just keep going.
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And so I did until I reached my end timeline, and spirit said, Oh no, girl, we got work, we have to do that.
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End of the road, it's time to make the change.
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Everything is gonna happen at once.
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You're gonna experience addiction, recovery, spiritual awakening all in one moment because you didn't take the easy way.
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And so now we have to throw spiritual bricks at your face until you get it.
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I I want to add uh one other thing to this conversation, which is guidance used to say, I used to call guidance, and I would be in such misery and depression and anxiety, and just that was why I was speaking to them.
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And they would say when you get to a certain point in your evolution, uh you look back and all the things you went through, all those difficulties, they're like your most treasured jewels.
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You just uh love them and you you're so grateful for them.
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They are they are your greatest treasure, all these experiences that we suffer through, basically.
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And uh I was thinking of that because just the other day I was in a really expanded state, and you must have moments like this, and you're like, oh, it's so easy.
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I'm real, you know, you're in such a high state, you feel like I'm here, right?
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And it's so great and you're feeling so good.
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And there was a part of me that said, uh, I want to go back and do it again.
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I want to go in.
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I there was so much adventure.
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There was so much, you know, I just know in my heart, what's the hard thing to do?
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Yeah, I'll do it.
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You know, there was that spirit in me, which is why I think we all jump into the human life.
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It's you in that, you know, in that spaceship going, Yes, I can't wait to go in.
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And then we get in it.
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And like this morning, for example, I was in a really pained state.
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And I'm like, I don't want this.
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I want out, I want out.
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So anyway, and that makes sense to me in terms of why we come in and to have these experiences.
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And and and as Guiden said, that in the end, these experiences are our greatest treasure.
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Yeah, I love being a human, you know.
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Like one of the things that I hate it.
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I love it.
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I love it.
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It's the bad thing.
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I might not forever.
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I might not forever.
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Yeah, you know, I love parts of it, I hate parts of it.
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And I don't know that I look at my great, greatest challenges as I don't treasure them.
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Oh, you think you do treasure them?
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No, I don't treasure them.
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Oh no, no, you can't when you're in pain, you don't.
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And I certainly don't 99.9% of the time zoomed out.
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Right.
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Yeah.
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So let me ask one question, because I understand it logically from the individual's point of view, but from the collective, when we talk about the collective, right, and then the message being like you're gonna go back and you're gonna help the collective kind of you know grow.
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I don't understand why.
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Like I can't wrap my head around why that's important in any way, is how I would answer it.
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The nature of consciousness is to expand.
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It expands by having more experiences.
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The question is, who am I?
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That's the core question.
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Question at the heart of spirituality.
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Well, to know who you are, it's you need to have different examples of what you're like in all these different situations.
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So we go out, we have all these experiences, but they bring wisdom and knowledge to consciousness, which grows and knows more about who I am.
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I guess I have a view of consciousness as knowing all that stuff already.
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Like it's just like that, that's it's all known.
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So, like, why re- why rehash it?
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Yeah, in the Baha'i faith, which is one of the faiths that I study, you know, they talk about how this earth, they don't call it earth school, but this is the way that I translate it inside my head.
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Inside of earth school, we're getting ready for next school.
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And like this is a good way for a linear brain to understand it.
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The way that my brain understands it is like, why do I want to ascend from 3D to 5D?
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Because I want to be in heaven, because heaven feels like tits.
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It's amazing.
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I get that.
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Yeah.
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From the from the individual's point of view, I totally understand that.
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Yes.
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So I where I get tripped up a little bit is why it's important for humanity to keep progressing in this.
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I I keep going back to these numbers.
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I I know the numbers are sort of meaningless, but if but if consciousness and God is is already at a 10 and we're we've just managed to squeak to a three, why is it important for the collective to get to a five if they've already gone like they've already gone past all that?
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Yeah, I see what you're saying.
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I don't like thinking of the idea of heaven is later.
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I don't like thinking of anything as later, right?
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Like in our collective, we have this whole thing like heaven comes later if you do good, or like work for the weekend, or like the summer is when you'll be able to relax and have fun.
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And I think it's all about the present moment.
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So, like, what would I want to experience in this present moment?
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I'm not saying that like I'm elevated all the time.
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I'm absolutely not.
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I'm a human being.
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I have flaws.
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I am controlling, I am stubborn, I am judgmental.
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Like all of those things still exist.
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Like I have a fellow experiencer, his name is Vinny Tolman, and he says that he's part of the PR team for heaven.
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And I think that I'm part of the PR team for Earth.
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I'm like, I've loved Earth.
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Earth is so great.
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It's the only place that you can experience contrast like this.
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And yes, it's very challenging when you're stuck inside of a lower piece of the contrast.
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But the cool thing about like the scale of consciousness is that you can climb out whenever you want.
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You know, it's just your own belief system that's keeping you stuck.
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If I can climb out of this limiting belief system that I was in prison in for my whole life, anybody can do anything.
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Truly so true.
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I mean, if a homeless crackhead prostitute can do it, you better bet your ass that you can do it too.
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Like anybody can.
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It doesn't necessarily answer your question, but I think your question is why uh why is it important for the group?
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You get the individual Why is it important for humanity to keep progressing?
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And I think the answer is it's just your consciousness does it.
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The thing is, is that if you want to live a spiritually led life, you can't look for cement answers.
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And like this is the problem with most human beings.
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Well, this is that like most of us are very logically minded.
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Very, very much.
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I totally get it.
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So, like, I want you to think of the earth experience or like just you as a human being, like as a yin-yang symbol, right?
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The one large colored component is the divine feminine, and the other side is the divine masculine, and the dots are the shadow that counterbalance them, right?
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You need to have both aspects.
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So the feminine is the flow, is the the mystery, the I don't need to know.
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I'm just gonna go with it.
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And the masculine is the action.
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The masculine is like, we need a plan, we need strategy, we need discipline, structure, consistency, right?
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In order to have a holy, complete human experience, you need to find the balance between both of those things.
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So for me, I have turned all of my all of my question marks into exclamation points.
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I don't know.
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Amazing.
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I love not knowing.
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That's part of creating the balance.
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Right.
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That's part of creating the balance.
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That's part of a belief system that I had to rewire because I also wanted to know.
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And for a long time after my experience, I thought that I was trapped on a prison planet.
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I thought that the cycle of reincarnation will never stop unless we all stop having babies.
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I thought like, I mean, I thought like very sort of like dark things about this earth experience.
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And I had to just start.
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Is it possible you're just insane?
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I mean, it could be, it could be possible that I'm insane, but I, you know, I never want to be considered sane in an insane world.
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This world is insane.
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This dream that we live inside of, it's fucking wacky.
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And so I would I I relish in the fact that I am against like the normal, you know, like what is normal?
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Normal is sedating, medicating yourself, consuming more than you create.
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Normal is all of the things that I'm yeah, I'm totally not about it anymore.
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Well, to wrap up, let's just let's just check in with David.
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So so what I'm just angry.
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But what do you let me we always ask this question and we always pretty much get the same answer, but I'll ask it anyway.
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So do you think that Buddha Betty here, do you think she died, or did you think she took a lot of drugs?
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And you can be honest, you're not gonna be able to do that.
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This is not a woman or you're not seem like she's gonna be.
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Yeah, she's gonna care one way or the other what I say.
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I'm open to the idea that she died.
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Like, I'm not I'm not completely I don't cut that off.
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Right.
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Um But there's a there is a path for you to say she just takes a lot of drugs.
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There's a there is a voice in the back of my head that says, show me, prove it.
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Well what about the what the what about the healing?
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I mean, unless she's making up a story.
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If the healing happened, how do you explain it?
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The spontaneous healing where she I I can't explain that other than you know, you know, and like my story is not to convince people of stuff.
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Like that's never been I at first I thought that was my mission.
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Like, I gotta tell everybody everybody needs to believe what I believe.
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Now I know that my mission here on earth is to do nothing, like it's just to be myself, to be authentic.
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My whole mission is just to help people dismantle shame and guilt and let them know.
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I love that.
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That's it.
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That's it.
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Like because it really comes down to shame.
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Totally, 100%.
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It comes down to shame.
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If I can sit here and I can tell you all these things about who I was with no no shame, none.
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Because it because I know that God doesn't judge me.
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I'm I could keep being a prostitute, I could keep being a drug addict, I could keep causing harm to other people.
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God's still gonna love me.
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Not just love you, he's going to say, Don't you know you're worthy of all the love in the world?
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Yeah.
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The universe.
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In the universe.
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In the universe, yeah.
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Get it right.
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I I blew it the big moment.
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Let's let's let's let's wrap up on that.
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I can't tell you how much I've enjoyed having you here.
00:27:12.240 --> 00:27:15.599
And I just so honored just to sit across the table from you.
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And I'm so delighted to watch you torment David with his belief systems.
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I like watching this dynamic.
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He's like, you must believe.
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Like it's okay if you don't believe.
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You don't have to.
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I want to, though.
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That's the thing.
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Just do it.
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My husband is also a militant atheist, by the way.
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That's so interesting.
00:27:34.000 --> 00:27:34.960
Yes, my husband's an atheist.
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We have to get him on the show and just fucking.
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Oh, we're gonna be the militant about it.
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That's the thing.
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I'm really not like I'm I'm skeptical, but I'm but I'm uh I'm I want to be convinced.
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Just do it.
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Just start changing your belief system.
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All the psychics and stuff that come here, they go, you are holding on so hard because you know, you know, if you just like let go a little bit, you're gonna go so far and it scares the shit out of you.
00:27:59.680 --> 00:28:03.839
You know, like the nervous system is gonna protect you from like whatever you think, right?
00:28:04.000 --> 00:28:08.000
Like spirituality is expansion, happiness, joy.
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Like, well, but I'm like a curmudgeony kind of like angry dude.
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So like who would I be if I just let go of like this personality?
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No, and it is also there's like there's this uh there's a feeling in me where I don't want to be taken for a fool.
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Like I don't want to be the idiot.
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That's a really deep I don't want to be the idiot that just believes something.
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Right.
00:28:27.519 --> 00:28:30.000
But if it feels better, who gives a fuck?
00:28:30.160 --> 00:28:31.519
Like who's gonna judge you?
00:28:31.599 --> 00:28:33.119
Like who's telling you that you're a fool?
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It's just a voice.
00:28:36.000 --> 00:28:41.119
Yeah, but that's also the same voice that says, I don't want to be ripped off by the the plumber who's coming, you know.
00:28:41.839 --> 00:28:43.599
They do, they rip me off.
00:28:44.000 --> 00:28:45.359
Okay, here's a fun thing.
00:28:45.519 --> 00:28:49.279
Okay, so tell me if we can do this as the last thing, okay, in the episode.
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So I know from doing a little research on you, I know that when you came back from your near-death experience, you had some gifts.
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And one of the gifts, which you mostly shut down because they kind of were messing you up, but one of the gifts you did have was the ability to open a book and find a passage that was the message from the divine for that moment.
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Yes.
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Can I go get a couple books?
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Have you pick one, open it up, and for David's sake.
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Okay, yeah, let's go.
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Pick a thing.
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Okay, pick up.
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You could do it yourself too.
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But like you have to be open-minded.
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But yeah, I don't know if I have the power.
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No, you do everybody does.
00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:25.920
If I'm I want to be special, prostitute does.
00:29:26.240 --> 00:29:27.119
I want to be special.
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Everybody does.
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Everybody does.
00:29:29.119 --> 00:29:29.519
Okay, so yeah.
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Here we go.
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Do you have a Course in Miracles by any chance?
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Yes, I do.
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Yes.
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I was gonna let you pick a book, but you will pick from a book.
00:29:36.799 --> 00:29:37.920
Well, let me see what you got.
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All right.
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Let's see.
00:29:39.039 --> 00:29:40.400
Oh, these are all such great books.
00:29:40.559 --> 00:29:41.519
I love your nail polish.
00:29:41.680 --> 00:29:42.319
Oh, thank you.
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You pick.
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Just because I want to.
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You pick.
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You pick from one of these two.
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Okay.
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I like Evolution Angel.
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This is a great book.
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I hope I bring up the thing about money.
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But no, let's see.
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This is a message.
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Okay, so Evolution Angel is like God talking to this doctor, an emergency room doctor, started to be able to like channel something.
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Incredible book.
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So I'm just gonna read what the question that was asked and then what Spirit said.
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Uh it says, and what are we to do if we ask for the wisdom to know the difference but are still confused?
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That seems to happen a lot.
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That's what the doctor said.
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And Spirit said, That's easy.
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Just remember this cardinal rule.
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Whenever you are in doubt, accept and release the situation into God's hands.
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Acceptance should always be your default mode when you're not sure how to proceed.
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From now on, use confusion to your advantage.
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If it persists, recognize it as an automatic signal that indicates a situation cannot be changed.
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Turn it over.
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I don't know.
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Give it to God.
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This is way above my pay grade.
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This is not for me.
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And just turn it over.
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It's that's literally the background of my phone.
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It says this is for God's hands, not mine.
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I don't know if that I don't know if that spoke to David or not.
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Well, no, no, no, no.
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I I what spoke to me about it was the confusion part.
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You know, because like I feel I'm always confused.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Turn it over.
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And the message is really, yeah, don't don't figure it out.
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Just let it be.
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Accept it.
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Accept.
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Acceptance is the key.
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Yeah.
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Yes.
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What's the money?
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Um, there's a inside of this book.
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Um, he asks a spirit about money.
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Like, is it evil?
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Like, what's the purpose of it?
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Basically, it says, like, a farmer grows crops to feed his family.
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And like, money is the energy of love.
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That's why people do the labors that they do, is to create more love.
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And I just it it really changed my mind about money.
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This is like one of the books that helped me get out of poverty consciousness.
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Yeah.
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Money is just energy.
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It's just energy, and it's the energy of love.
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Right.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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And it's love.
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Energy and love are the same thing.
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It is, yeah.
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Um, there's so many gems in that book.
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Um, okay.
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So uh now you're done.
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Daddy Quidanio.
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Thank you so much for being here.
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I just loved this so much.
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It's just been great.
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Amazing.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Now I know that my mission here on Earth is to do nothing.
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Like it's just to be myself, to be authentic.
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My whole mission is just to help people dismantle shame and guilt and let them know.
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I love that.
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That's it.
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That's it.
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Because it really comes down to shame.
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Totally.
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A hundred percent.
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It comes down to shame.
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If I can sit here and I can tell you all these things about who I was with no no shame.
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None.
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Because it because I know that God doesn't judge me.
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I could keep being a prostitute, I could keep being a drug addict.
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I could keep causing harm to other people.
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God's still gonna love me.
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Not just love you, he's going to say, Don't you know you're worthy of all the love in the world?
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Yeah.
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Filled with life in every imaginable form.
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By becoming everything we know.
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Even though she's still very young, Betty Guidagno has already lived a huge life.
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On our previous episode, she discussed how she grew up the daughter of drug-addicted parents.
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And how she herself got ensnared with heroin and methamphetamines.
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Until one day, she died.
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On the other side, Betty was shown how she had volunteered to come to Earth during this crucial time.
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And how she had personally selected all the specific challenges she would face in life, just like you might select different cereals from a grocery store.
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And ultimately, she was told she had to return to Earth so she could finish her destiny and be a warrior in the spiritual expansion of our human race.
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So Betty came back with a lot of knowledge and a lot of energy.
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And we wanted to share as much of it with you as we could.
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That is just the most amazing story.
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But there are a couple things I just want to touch on.
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One is, I think for me, one of the themes that comes through so strongly when you tell your story is how unaccidental it all is.
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Like you could not, anything you needed showed up for you, you couldn't have avoided it.
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There are certain things in our life that are pre-orchestrated, right?
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So like the awareness that I came back with was that we plan our lives before we come to Earth.
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Yeah.
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Like I have a I have co-created my experience.
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Now, like I haven't planned every bowel movement in my life or every meal that I'm going to eat, but I have planned the major markers in my life.
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For me, this experience, especially coming into like this state of surrender, like finding my way into the meetings, which was going to be my path towards recovery and a new life.
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All of those things were pre-orchestrated.
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Right.
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They were like a beautiful symphony that the universe had its hands in, just making sure that the right person showed up at the right time, that I had just the right level of willingness to accept what it was that was happening to me.
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Because I very easily could have just said, like, this is a weird coincidence and ignored all of it.
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Right.
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But instead, I had just the right amount of willingness to say, let me see.
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Let me, the baby, let's see.
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Yeah.
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And, but and there also, it even goes beyond that, though, because like with your spontaneous healing, the message is nothing is impossible if it's necessary for you to be healed in order to move forward, we'll heal you.
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Right.
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Unless the guys don't have the fucking lawnmower.
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Well, the lawnmower could run out again.
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No.
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Which is interesting.
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So why do you think they have lawnmowers?
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You know, I think that the way that my imagery came through for me is very specific to me.
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Like there's so many near-death experiencers.
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They all have very unique experiences, like thumbprints.
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They're all very different.
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My imagery came through the way that it did for me.
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It's like a little like pop culture.
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It's a little fast.
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It feels like maybe it's meant for even like a younger generation.
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I have like some simulation theory, some video game analogy inside of my spiritual experience.
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It's the symbols that you're familiar with so that you can get the message.
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Because like I was a meth head prostitute when I entered heaven.
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Yeah.
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So, like, how are they gonna make me understand stuff?
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Like, I don't know anything about spirituality.
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I don't know anything about God.
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I don't know anything about philosophy.
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So, like, they're just pushing everything through pop culture for me.
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Yeah, yeah.
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And what's so crazy about you now is you're one of the smartest, just naturally intelligent, brilliant people I think I've ever sat across.
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Thank you.
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God healed my brain.
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Yes.
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Yeah, I people ask me that all the time.
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They're like, How are you so eloquent?
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And I'm like, you know, for a long time, my only vocabulary was just a long laundry list of drugs that I used and how much money it cost to be with me.
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I literally didn't even say other words because I didn't need to.
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Right.
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But like after my healing, my awareness was blasted open.
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I had a totally empty vessel to fill with information.
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And I had an insatiable thirst for knowledge.
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And because my integration happened inside of a long-term rehab, I didn't have access to the internet or a cell phone for a year and a half.
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And so I just had to read books, which felt very archaic.
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But I didn't learn things through other people's opinions.
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I learned things through reading pieces of paper that had spiritual information on it and then being able to decode it myself.
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And one of the things you really connected with was a course in miracles, which I absolutely love.
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Oh, you do?
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Okay, awesome.
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We could have a whole nother conversation.
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But the other thing that I I just want to go a little bit deeper into was you saw yourself before this incarnation in this room of soldiers who are going to come to the earth because this great moment of ascension is upon us.
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And I just want to talk about like what is that?
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What is this?
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And where is it and when is it happening?
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See, David, I want to say, like my spiritual path, which you know nothing about.
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I was struggling and having a lot of difficulty, and I ended up connecting with this spiritual entity called Guidance, which uh was channeled through this woman, Kathy, and I got so much information.
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And they used to say to me, back like, yeah, I mean, 20 years ago or 25 years ago, when I started talking to them, oh, this is this incredible thing happening on the planet right now.
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It's this great revolution, spiritual revolution.
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And I would say exactly that.
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Where?
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I don't see it, but now I do see it happening.
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I like that.
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Yeah.
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But what does it mean to you?
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Like what is happening on the planet?
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People talk about you know, the ascension into the fifth-dimension reality, the new earth.
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Um, what what is it where what do you think that means?
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Okay, so my awareness of this whole thing has shifted tremendously since my experience.
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When I first had my experience, the download was very loud and clear.
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This is your NDE experience.
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Yeah, inside of this spaceship.
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Spaceship, okay, yes.
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They said, and like it came in very clear.
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It said, your mission is to assist the collective in awakening from a level of third-dimensional thinking to fifth-dimensional thinking.
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They use numbers.
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They use numbers.
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They, yeah, that's third or fifth.
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And then after my experience, I found Dolores Cannon, I found, you know, like Michael Newton, I found like all of these books that have been around for decades, way before my experience, that were saying the exact same thing.
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Right.
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So my awareness used to be that like I need to do something.
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I need to fix people, I need to fix, manage, and control, I need to wash their brains out and put new information inside their brains.
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That it was gonna be like one collective event that happens.
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Right.
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And like when?
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When is it?
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Okay, some some psychics say it's gonna be 2033, some say it's gonna be 2027.
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What okay, so all of these things, what are they doing?
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They're ripping me from the present moment.
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And the present moment is actually where heaven is.
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Heaven is not a destination, heaven is a state of mind.
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The whole time after my experience, I was just doing things because I thought they were gonna get me back to heaven.
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Okay, God doesn't want me to use drugs.
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I'll stop using drugs.
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Okay, God, I haven't used drugs in seven days.
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Are you coming back to get me yet?
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Like, where is the spaceship?
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When is it coming?
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Okay, now it's been six months.
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Like, I'm still hearing crickets.
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Like, when are you coming?
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Then I found a course in miracles and I thought, okay, I gotta do a course in miracles.
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And then when I finish this book, then they'll let me come back to heaven.
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I finish a course in miracles, nothing, right?
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But now I have more information.
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So I realize in that whole process that heaven is a state of mind.
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3D versus 5D means self-centered thought to spirit-centered thought.
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And like I can go back and forth between those dimensions all day long.
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You know, like I wake up in the morning, I stub my toe, I'm 3D.
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I do an act of service for somebody, I'm 5D.
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Like it's not this one collective event.
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For me, ascensions already happen.
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Like I am a model, I am a testimony to ascension, to transformation.
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And it's a personal revolution that's going to happen inside of each and every one of us.
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But by you stepping into it so much in your own in this form that you are here, and then going on podcasts and talking about it, it's also creating an energy which is opening that that pathway for so many others.
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So it is sort of a group thing, even though it's a personal thing.
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Yes, yeah.
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I see transformation happening.
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I also see suffering happening.
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You know, I also see people that have their own autonomy that have chosen the lives that they've chosen.
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I don't know why, but like I'm not here to fix, manage, or control their life experience.
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I have a question.
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Why is it important for humanity to get from 3D to 5D?
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Like if we're if we're all just parts of God, like who cares?
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It doesn't matter.
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You can do whatever you want.
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I could be a drug-addicted prostitute until I die.
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Well, do you want to suffer though?
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Exactly.
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But what what it feels better?
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For sure.
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But like, why are we here?
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Why why are we here?
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Why not?
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What else are we gonna do?
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I don't know.
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But like, and and if we're here, why is it important that we get back to the state that we left from?
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So I believe that the whole point of being here is so that we can forget, so that we can remember.
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And it's just like a goalless game.
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So if we think of the world as a simulation, we're in Sims Earth.
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Right.
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It's a goalless game with millions of weird side quests.
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And it's just to experience, just like when you actually play Sims.
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Like there's no point to that game.
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You're just like having an experience.
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But but the the reason, as I understand it, that the ascension is happening now is because we all decided, okay, let's have it happen now.
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We we have all experienced so much trauma and struggle and and misery and effort, and and then some great highs as well.
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Um, and now is the time, now that we've built up that contrast, that that level of that dense sort of experience, now we have the opportunity to step into a a greater or I guess my question is w if we all came from there already.
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Came from from great, yeah, a very, very, very evolved.
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Like let's say we're all pieces of God, right?
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You know, and we're all part of that light pillar and we're all in bliss and stuff like that, and we come down here to experience, right?
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Like what difference does it make if we start to ascend from three to five, if we started at 10?
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Yeah, it will it makes no difference.
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But I believe that in the beginning, when there is just consciousness and there's just bliss and everything like that, the thought is then I wonder what it's like to have bliss and to dive into the ocean and swim.
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Right.
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And so we come onto Earth and we have that experience.
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And now that experience allows bliss, consciousness, to expand.
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And now it knows what it's like to be blissful and in the context of diving into the ocean.
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I also have another example that might be helpful.
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So let's take like having a child, for example, right?
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Like, why?
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Why do people do this, right?
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Like a woman gets pregnant, has to carry a baby to term.
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Yuck.
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I'm sure it's miserable.
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Like you got hemorrhoids, your feet are swollen, like you're carrying this huge belly around with you.
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There's an actual alien growing inside of you, and then you have to go through actual labor, suffering on top of suffering, pain on top of pain.
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Why?
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Because the reward is so worth it.
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Your baby comes out, you experience this connection of unconditional love, and then you do it all over again.
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People have babies multiple times in their lifetime.
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That's what I think that we're doing here as spirits.
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We're here to have a human experience so that we can experience the separation, so that we can go back to heaven and experience bliss again.
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Because I honestly think that we are all so jaded in heaven.
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Like we forgot, like we don't even understand unconditional love because it's our baseline.
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Our baseline is unconditional love.
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So we come here to experience the opposite so that we can go back home and then experience the bliss of reunion.
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And in your metaphor about the baby, in some way, all that sacrifice, all that pain, all that difficulty makes the moment of reuniting or coming into connection with this child even more incredible because of the sacrifice.
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As writers, I mean, we know that if you went to a movie and you just said, okay, here's your character and he gets everything he wants, pretty boring, not much there.
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But if he goes through all these struggles and all this difficulty and he grows and he has all these experiences and gets it, you go, Oh, Academy Award, you know?
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Right.
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Yeah.
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It's the same.
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Yeah, I like that analogy a lot.
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Yeah.
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Do you want to win an award?
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I'm gonna get a triple doctorate in divinity when I go back home.
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I'm like, sign me up for all the classes.
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Well, but your story is peculiar in the sense of how much you took on, that you chose to take so many cereal boxes off that shelf.
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Of suffering.
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Of suffering.
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So what my belief is that the reason why everything was so compounded is because I've had a million lifetimes where I didn't complete the cycle of duality.
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I didn't complete both things.
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So, like, I think that I've had many, many lifetimes where I've been a drug addict and actually died from my addiction, like whether I overdosed or killed myself or, like, you know, some consequence of using.
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And so that's why the addiction was so hardcore in this particular lifetime.
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The same thing with like poverty, I've never been able to like get myself out of it.
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So in this lifetime, this is the one where I get it all.
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Also, this is the end timeline.
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Yeah.
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So the way that I understood it from my experience, the reason why my life choices went the way that they did, right?
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I've seen alternate timelines of my own life where I made different decisions.
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So, like I said, I told you to shared you with you guys.
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The first time I ever went to rehab, I was 18.
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I've seen an alternate timeline where I decided to stay in recovery.
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And that's a different life.
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And that like, she's wow, she's really, I call on her a lot in this reality because she's already done it all.
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Like she's written the book, she's the teacher, she's the face of like, you know, spiritual awakening, all of these things.
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So there's that one lifetime.
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So, like in this particular lifetime, with pre-birth choices, I could have jumped off of my life experience of the serial box of addiction.
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I've had so many opportunities to jump off that.
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But I kept using my free will, my self-will, and saying, I'm gonna ignore the internal GPS and just keep going.
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And so I did until I reached my end timeline, and spirit said, Oh no, girl, we got work, we have to do that.
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End of the road, it's time to make the change.
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Everything is gonna happen at once.
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You're gonna experience addiction, recovery, spiritual awakening all in one moment because you didn't take the easy way.
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And so now we have to throw spiritual bricks at your face until you get it.
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I I want to add uh one other thing to this conversation, which is guidance used to say, I used to call guidance, and I would be in such misery and depression and anxiety, and just that was why I was speaking to them.
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And they would say when you get to a certain point in your evolution, uh you look back and all the things you went through, all those difficulties, they're like your most treasured jewels.
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You just uh love them and you you're so grateful for them.
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They are they are your greatest treasure, all these experiences that we suffer through, basically.
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And uh I was thinking of that because just the other day I was in a really expanded state, and you must have moments like this, and you're like, oh, it's so easy.
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I'm real, you know, you're in such a high state, you feel like I'm here, right?
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And it's so great and you're feeling so good.
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And there was a part of me that said, uh, I want to go back and do it again.
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I want to go in.
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I there was so much adventure.
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There was so much, you know, I just know in my heart, what's the hard thing to do?
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Yeah, I'll do it.
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You know, there was that spirit in me, which is why I think we all jump into the human life.
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It's you in that, you know, in that spaceship going, Yes, I can't wait to go in.
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And then we get in it.
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And like this morning, for example, I was in a really pained state.
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And I'm like, I don't want this.
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I want out, I want out.
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So anyway, and that makes sense to me in terms of why we come in and to have these experiences.
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And and and as Guiden said, that in the end, these experiences are our greatest treasure.
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Yeah, I love being a human, you know.
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Like one of the things that I hate it.
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I love it.
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I love it.
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It's the bad thing.
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I might not forever.
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I might not forever.
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Yeah, you know, I love parts of it, I hate parts of it.
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And I don't know that I look at my great, greatest challenges as I don't treasure them.
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Oh, you think you do treasure them?
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No, I don't treasure them.
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Oh no, no, you can't when you're in pain, you don't.
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And I certainly don't 99.9% of the time zoomed out.
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Right.
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Yeah.
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So let me ask one question, because I understand it logically from the individual's point of view, but from the collective, when we talk about the collective, right, and then the message being like you're gonna go back and you're gonna help the collective kind of you know grow.
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I don't understand why.
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Like I can't wrap my head around why that's important in any way, is how I would answer it.
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The nature of consciousness is to expand.
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It expands by having more experiences.
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The question is, who am I?
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That's the core question.
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Question at the heart of spirituality.
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Well, to know who you are, it's you need to have different examples of what you're like in all these different situations.
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So we go out, we have all these experiences, but they bring wisdom and knowledge to consciousness, which grows and knows more about who I am.
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I guess I have a view of consciousness as knowing all that stuff already.
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Like it's just like that, that's it's all known.
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So, like, why re- why rehash it?
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Yeah, in the Baha'i faith, which is one of the faiths that I study, you know, they talk about how this earth, they don't call it earth school, but this is the way that I translate it inside my head.
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Inside of earth school, we're getting ready for next school.
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And like this is a good way for a linear brain to understand it.
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The way that my brain understands it is like, why do I want to ascend from 3D to 5D?
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Because I want to be in heaven, because heaven feels like tits.
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It's amazing.
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I get that.
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Yeah.
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From the from the individual's point of view, I totally understand that.
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Yes.
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So I where I get tripped up a little bit is why it's important for humanity to keep progressing in this.
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I I keep going back to these numbers.
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I I know the numbers are sort of meaningless, but if but if consciousness and God is is already at a 10 and we're we've just managed to squeak to a three, why is it important for the collective to get to a five if they've already gone like they've already gone past all that?
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Yeah, I see what you're saying.
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I don't like thinking of the idea of heaven is later.
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I don't like thinking of anything as later, right?
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Like in our collective, we have this whole thing like heaven comes later if you do good, or like work for the weekend, or like the summer is when you'll be able to relax and have fun.
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And I think it's all about the present moment.
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So, like, what would I want to experience in this present moment?
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I'm not saying that like I'm elevated all the time.
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I'm absolutely not.
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I'm a human being.
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I have flaws.
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I am controlling, I am stubborn, I am judgmental.
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Like all of those things still exist.
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Like I have a fellow experiencer, his name is Vinny Tolman, and he says that he's part of the PR team for heaven.
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And I think that I'm part of the PR team for Earth.
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I'm like, I've loved Earth.
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Earth is so great.
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It's the only place that you can experience contrast like this.
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And yes, it's very challenging when you're stuck inside of a lower piece of the contrast.
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But the cool thing about like the scale of consciousness is that you can climb out whenever you want.
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You know, it's just your own belief system that's keeping you stuck.
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If I can climb out of this limiting belief system that I was in prison in for my whole life, anybody can do anything.
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Truly so true.
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I mean, if a homeless crackhead prostitute can do it, you better bet your ass that you can do it too.
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Like anybody can.
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It doesn't necessarily answer your question, but I think your question is why uh why is it important for the group?
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You get the individual Why is it important for humanity to keep progressing?
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And I think the answer is it's just your consciousness does it.
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The thing is, is that if you want to live a spiritually led life, you can't look for cement answers.
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And like this is the problem with most human beings.
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Well, this is that like most of us are very logically minded.
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Very, very much.
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I totally get it.
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So, like, I want you to think of the earth experience or like just you as a human being, like as a yin-yang symbol, right?
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The one large colored component is the divine feminine, and the other side is the divine masculine, and the dots are the shadow that counterbalance them, right?
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You need to have both aspects.
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So the feminine is the flow, is the the mystery, the I don't need to know.
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I'm just gonna go with it.
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And the masculine is the action.
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The masculine is like, we need a plan, we need strategy, we need discipline, structure, consistency, right?
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In order to have a holy, complete human experience, you need to find the balance between both of those things.
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So for me, I have turned all of my all of my question marks into exclamation points.
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I don't know.
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Amazing.
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I love not knowing.
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That's part of creating the balance.
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Right.
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That's part of creating the balance.
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That's part of a belief system that I had to rewire because I also wanted to know.
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And for a long time after my experience, I thought that I was trapped on a prison planet.
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I thought that the cycle of reincarnation will never stop unless we all stop having babies.
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I thought like, I mean, I thought like very sort of like dark things about this earth experience.
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And I had to just start.
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Is it possible you're just insane?
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I mean, it could be, it could be possible that I'm insane, but I, you know, I never want to be considered sane in an insane world.
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This world is insane.
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This dream that we live inside of, it's fucking wacky.
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And so I would I I relish in the fact that I am against like the normal, you know, like what is normal?
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Normal is sedating, medicating yourself, consuming more than you create.
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Normal is all of the things that I'm yeah, I'm totally not about it anymore.
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Well, to wrap up, let's just let's just check in with David.
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So so what I'm just angry.
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But what do you let me we always ask this question and we always pretty much get the same answer, but I'll ask it anyway.
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So do you think that Buddha Betty here, do you think she died, or did you think she took a lot of drugs?
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And you can be honest, you're not gonna be able to do that.
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This is not a woman or you're not seem like she's gonna be.
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Yeah, she's gonna care one way or the other what I say.
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I'm open to the idea that she died.
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Like, I'm not I'm not completely I don't cut that off.
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Right.
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Um But there's a there is a path for you to say she just takes a lot of drugs.
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There's a there is a voice in the back of my head that says, show me, prove it.
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Well what about the what the what about the healing?
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I mean, unless she's making up a story.
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If the healing happened, how do you explain it?
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The spontaneous healing where she I I can't explain that other than you know, you know, and like my story is not to convince people of stuff.
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Like that's never been I at first I thought that was my mission.
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Like, I gotta tell everybody everybody needs to believe what I believe.
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Now I know that my mission here on earth is to do nothing, like it's just to be myself, to be authentic.
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My whole mission is just to help people dismantle shame and guilt and let them know.
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I love that.
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That's it.
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That's it.
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Like because it really comes down to shame.
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Totally, 100%.
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It comes down to shame.
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If I can sit here and I can tell you all these things about who I was with no no shame, none.
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Because it because I know that God doesn't judge me.
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I'm I could keep being a prostitute, I could keep being a drug addict, I could keep causing harm to other people.
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God's still gonna love me.
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Not just love you, he's going to say, Don't you know you're worthy of all the love in the world?
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Yeah.
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The universe.
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In the universe.
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In the universe, yeah.
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Get it right.
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I I blew it the big moment.
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Let's let's let's let's wrap up on that.
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I can't tell you how much I've enjoyed having you here.
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And I just so honored just to sit across the table from you.
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And I'm so delighted to watch you torment David with his belief systems.
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I like watching this dynamic.
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He's like, you must believe.
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Like it's okay if you don't believe.
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You don't have to.
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I want to, though.
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That's the thing.
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Just do it.
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My husband is also a militant atheist, by the way.
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That's so interesting.
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Yes, my husband's an atheist.
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We have to get him on the show and just fucking.
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Oh, we're gonna be the militant about it.
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That's the thing.
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I'm really not like I'm I'm skeptical, but I'm but I'm uh I'm I want to be convinced.
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Just do it.
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Just start changing your belief system.
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All the psychics and stuff that come here, they go, you are holding on so hard because you know, you know, if you just like let go a little bit, you're gonna go so far and it scares the shit out of you.
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You know, like the nervous system is gonna protect you from like whatever you think, right?
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Like spirituality is expansion, happiness, joy.
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Like, well, but I'm like a curmudgeony kind of like angry dude.
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So like who would I be if I just let go of like this personality?
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No, and it is also there's like there's this uh there's a feeling in me where I don't want to be taken for a fool.
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Like I don't want to be the idiot.
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That's a really deep I don't want to be the idiot that just believes something.
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Right.
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But if it feels better, who gives a fuck?
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Like who's gonna judge you?
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Like who's telling you that you're a fool?
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It's just a voice.
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Yeah, but that's also the same voice that says, I don't want to be ripped off by the the plumber who's coming, you know.
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They do, they rip me off.
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Okay, here's a fun thing.
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Okay, so tell me if we can do this as the last thing, okay, in the episode.
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So I know from doing a little research on you, I know that when you came back from your near-death experience, you had some gifts.
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And one of the gifts, which you mostly shut down because they kind of were messing you up, but one of the gifts you did have was the ability to open a book and find a passage that was the message from the divine for that moment.
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Yes.
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Can I go get a couple books?
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Have you pick one, open it up, and for David's sake.
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Okay, yeah, let's go.
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Pick a thing.
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Okay, pick up.
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You could do it yourself too.
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But like you have to be open-minded.
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But yeah, I don't know if I have the power.
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No, you do everybody does.
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If I'm I want to be special, prostitute does.
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I want to be special.
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Everybody does.
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Everybody does.
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Okay, so yeah.
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Here we go.
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Do you have a Course in Miracles by any chance?
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Yes, I do.
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Yes.
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I was gonna let you pick a book, but you will pick from a book.
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Well, let me see what you got.
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All right.
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Let's see.
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Oh, these are all such great books.
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I love your nail polish.
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Oh, thank you.
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You pick.
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Just because I want to.
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You pick.
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You pick from one of these two.
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Okay.
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I like Evolution Angel.
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This is a great book.
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I hope I bring up the thing about money.
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But no, let's see.
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This is a message.
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Okay, so Evolution Angel is like God talking to this doctor, an emergency room doctor, started to be able to like channel something.
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Incredible book.
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So I'm just gonna read what the question that was asked and then what Spirit said.
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Uh it says, and what are we to do if we ask for the wisdom to know the difference but are still confused?
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That seems to happen a lot.
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That's what the doctor said.
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And Spirit said, That's easy.
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Just remember this cardinal rule.
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Whenever you are in doubt, accept and release the situation into God's hands.
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Acceptance should always be your default mode when you're not sure how to proceed.
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From now on, use confusion to your advantage.
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If it persists, recognize it as an automatic signal that indicates a situation cannot be changed.
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Turn it over.
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I don't know.
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Give it to God.
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This is way above my pay grade.
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This is not for me.
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And just turn it over.
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It's that's literally the background of my phone.
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It says this is for God's hands, not mine.
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I don't know if that I don't know if that spoke to David or not.
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Well, no, no, no, no.
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I I what spoke to me about it was the confusion part.
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You know, because like I feel I'm always confused.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Turn it over.
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And the message is really, yeah, don't don't figure it out.
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Just let it be.
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Accept it.
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Accept.
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Acceptance is the key.
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Yeah.
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Yes.
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What's the money?
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Um, there's a inside of this book.
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Um, he asks a spirit about money.
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Like, is it evil?
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Like, what's the purpose of it?
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Basically, it says, like, a farmer grows crops to feed his family.
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And like, money is the energy of love.
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That's why people do the labors that they do, is to create more love.
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And I just it it really changed my mind about money.
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This is like one of the books that helped me get out of poverty consciousness.
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Yeah.
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Money is just energy.
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It's just energy, and it's the energy of love.
00:31:42.799 --> 00:31:42.960
Right.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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And it's love.
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Energy and love are the same thing.
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It is, yeah.
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Um, there's so many gems in that book.
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Um, okay.
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So uh now you're done.
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Daddy Quidanio.
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Thank you so much for being here.
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I just loved this so much.
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It's just been great.
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Amazing.
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Thank you.
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Much love.
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