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One day your kid is little, the next it seems
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they're taller, their voice may have changed, and everyone around
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them is suddenly a friend, whether that's actually true or not.
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Middle school and puberty hit fast, but the build up
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starts long before we notice it. And if we're not
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honest with our neurodivergent kids about what's really happening in
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their relationships, we can leave them dangerously unprepared for it.
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I'm talking with doctor Kim Pinkney, instructional designer, special ed advocate,
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and mom of a neurodivergent son, about the early signs
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to watch for, the language that quietly sets kids up
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to get hurt, and how to help them find their
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real people, their true friends. I'm Penny Williams, and this
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is beautifully complex. Welcome everyone. I am thrilled to have
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doctor Kim Pinkney with me here on the podcast to
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talk about middle school and puberty. I feel like I
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have to whisper right right, I go, oh, no, this
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is gonna be tough, right, But and it is, and
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that's why we're here talking about it. So before we
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jump into it, will you just let everybody know who
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you are and what you do.
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I sure, will, and thank you so much for having
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me Penny. You know, I've been a fan of your
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work and even before I got into sort of my
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advocacy work when I was like a struggling parent trying
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to figure out what the heck I needed to do.
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You are such a voice in this space for me
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in a sense like a resource and also just like
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a person like I just I just rescricted you as
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a person because sometimes it can feel lonely. So thank you.
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I'm so glad.
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Yeah, I am a doctor, Kim Pinkney, and I am
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an instructional designer. I'm a performance improvement coach as well
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or consultant and as well as an instructional design and
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are focused on inclusive education and special education advocacy. But
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most importantly, I'm the mom of a nord urgent kiddo
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who has been my biggest inspiration and biggest teacher through
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all of this and really sort of changed the trajectory
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of my professional life and personal life and all of
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those things. So I did start out you know, as
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a I I'm still K through twelve certified as an educator,
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and I was a middle school teacher, and so it's
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one of the reasons why I'm sort of passionate about
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the middle school landscape. And when I entered the middle
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school sort of environment as an educator, it was great
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because I was still young enough to appreciate the budding sarcasm,
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you know, I mean, in some ways, you know, had
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a baby face, and so it was sort of blended
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in they saw me more as certainly the teacher, but
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someone that they could also relate to. I still felt
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like I had my pulse on what was hot, you know,
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with that what they were into. And it was also
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a wild ride. Right when you're teaching middle school. You
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have some kids that come in and their babies, right,
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and some kids that are like grown grown, and it's
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a whole trajectory of hormones and levels of maturity and
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levels of responsibility, levels of really getting into executive function
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and where you're really starting to see some of that
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executive dysfunction show up. And I felt like it was
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a really good primer for me, Like I felt like
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I had it and really understood all the ins and
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outs of what that sort of puberty landscape was. And
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you know, when you're twenty something, you can take that
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with the grain of salt. Right, like they weren't my kids,
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so I'm just I'm helping them, right, I'm supporting them
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and not feeling like emotionally so tied in such a
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super connected heart space way as if it were my
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own kiddo. And then I will tell you that, you know,
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having my own kiddo, who I feel like overnight just
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entered puberty space. It seems like I looked at the hallway
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one day and I was
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like, wait, how are you
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eye level with me? And now you're taller than me?
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And where did that voice come from? That? So it
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just I felt like its knuck up on me, even
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though I knew it was coming and knew all the signs.
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And then having a kiddo of my own in puberty
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was really a wake up call and then gave me
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yet another layer of like how to think about all
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of the things we do and need to do to
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support and advocate for our kids, all the things we
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do and then need to do and maybe shift in
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the public school setting because it doesn't actually happen overnight. Yeah,
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it is a build up. So yeah, that's a little
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bit about me.
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Yeah, how do we identify that build up? Because I
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feel the same as you one day this kid was
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taller than me or was you know, and it does
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it feels like it happens overnight. It really, how do
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we identify where that's starting then? If it isn't overnight.
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Well, I think that there's some just like on a
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like a mom sort of level, there is some of that,
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like clothing, Like let's just take that as an example.
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I feel like there was a certain point in time
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where we kind of leveled out and my son was
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able to stay in the same size. I'm like, oh,
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this is great. But when you start to notice like, oh,
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maybe we're at the edge and we need to go
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up another sized, Like, that's one little indicator that I think.
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I was like, oh, it's just back to school, shopping
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or whatever. But I think that was sort of an
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indicator of like, oh, we're about to hit another gross Burt.
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That's one thing. And then I have a son. So also,
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I will say when he started asking for second dinner,
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I was like, what what do you mean second dinner?
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You know, you should be luck you got the first dinner.
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But those types of things, I think we're clues and
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I was like, oh, but knowing that with that, with
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that growth are also coming these hormonal changes in all
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of these other things. Those are like really sort of
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subtle things, and also the socio emotional aspect. I could
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really notice my son starting to become like he was
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aware of peers and what that looked like before, but
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really started mentioning like, oh, I wonder what those kids
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are doing really and actually starting to question like how
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I'm in this classroom, but why am I not with
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those other kids, and why do I only see them
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during certain times of the day. Curious about other folks
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instead of just like, oh, this is where I am.
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There was a new level of awareness that started to
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come before all of the emotional attachment, right, like so
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a curiosity, and then we got into this space of like, hey,
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like I really want to be with other kids, I'm
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really interested in girls, I'm interested in all these things,
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and sort of the emotions that come around with that.
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We didn't start with the emotions of like oh, I
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kind of want to be with these kids. It was
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more of a curiosity. And I think that was a
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clue that I kind of like missed because I will
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tell you the emotional journey of puberty in terms of
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like really being aware of what your peers think of
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you in a different way to where it like really
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gets you your core and it starts to affect kind
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of how you even see yourself. And then you're starting
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to try and figure out, oh, well, can I try
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and be funny? Should I try on this identity? And like,
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there's a lot that happens in middle school and it's
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all developmentally appropriate. And then also there's this other layer
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of heightened emotions and then heightened sensitivities because if you
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have a kiddo that's noor divergent, they may not be
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picking up on all of the subtle social cues, all
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of the non spoken kind of like body language that's like, hey,
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you're being tolerated right now, you're not being truly accepted,
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or yeah, I'll talk to you in this environment, but
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that doesn't mean that we're like now best friends type
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of a thing.
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Yeah, And that's one of those things that got me
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thinking about though it may seem like it happens overnight,
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this is a build up like over time. And I
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was even in an IEP meeting, a recent IP meeting
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with my son who he's someone that you know, had
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a goal for a long time introduce yourself, say hi,
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and aren't like, you know, making connections with people when
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he was younger, and that type of a goal seems great.
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You want, you know, someone to be able to introduce themselves,
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say hello, and have like that sort of initial kind
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of banter with someone, like an initial greeting exchange. And
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I remember he had that goal and we were working
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on that for several years. And it's one thing when
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you do that when a kiddo is cute and little.
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It's another thing when that kid's like, oh, I have
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this skill set and now I'm interested in my peers
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in a different way, right, and I'm going to use
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that skill that you've ingrained in me for all of
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these years in elementary school. But then it's different when
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you're in middle school because now he's, you know, five
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eight and a half, you know what I'm saying, looks grown,
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and he's just trying to say hello, but also in
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a nor divergent way, like is approaching it, and like
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it may not come off as like, you know, Joe cool,
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he thinks he is, but like people can tell that
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it's not necessarily the same cool kid type of a vibe.
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It may feel a little different to them, and then
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all of a sudden, that skill that you've worked so
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hard on in society and in like a middle school
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setting can seem like a threat or you know, a
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best seem a little odd, and then it worst seemed
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like a threat. And so, yeah, I remember telling the
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team because my son got very clever on ways to
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figure out like who certain people are. He was using
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the yearbook and then trying to reach out to people,
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and it makes perfect sense that he would want to
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do that, Yeah, but also perfect sense that that would
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be unexpected to those receiving that. Right, there's community's like
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I don't actually know you, how did you figure out
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who I am? Type of a thing. And he said
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to the team, I'm like, you know, he's had a
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goal of introducing himself for several years. And this is
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a kid who is using the tools that he has
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right at his disposal to try and make connections and
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he has every right to make those connections. And I
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don't think we do a good enough job of focusing
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on a goal and then also focusing on the caveats,
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right yeap, Like when you're generalizing, it's like, oh, that's
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generalized in the community, But what about the caveats? What
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about yes, introduce yourself and also recognize when someone's saying, hey,
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I'm not interested, or hey, that was unexpected. And I
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don't think that we do a good job of that,
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which then I feel like, once you get to that
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puberty stage can be a little nerve wracking and a
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little dangerous. So I think we have to do a
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better job of looking at that sort of life cycle
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of things instead of Okay, this is an appropriate elementary goal.
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We're going to do that. Da da da da da
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and kind of let other people worry about the rest.
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I think we have worried about it from the beginning.
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That nuance. We don't put that in goals, And how
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would we really like if a goal was, you know,
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a novel, maybe, but it's not. And so like I
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remember my own son coming in in sixth grade and
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now boys tease each other, it's camaraderie. He would come
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in the door raging mad that they were bullying him,
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that they weren't ass and I was like, oh, I
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think we need to start working on that nonverbal stuff. Yes, right,
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Like it wasn't really a problem, and then it was
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a problem, and I'm so glad we're talking about trying
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to identify earlier and starting to work on that earlier
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before it's a problem.
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That's right, because I do think that even in the
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language that certain providers, whether they be within the school
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or external therapeutic providers, they'll just start addressing like using
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the word friends. M h, well, not everybody use your friend.
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Yeah, I mean, like you know this is your.
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Friend because they're just here, but no, they actually aren't,
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and no one's ever taking the time then until it
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becomes a thing to say, oh, well, there's a difference
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between friends, acquaintances and someone that you just happen to. Like,
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no one is setting right and while they don't and
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I'm not advocating for like, oh, IEPs need to be
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any longer than they already are, because they are long,
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but I do think that, like we should have some
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sub goals around like what happens when you introduce yourself
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and get a certain reaction and how to cope with
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that or at least start to recognize those things and
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even the words that we use, like as therapists, like
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are you calling yourself a friend to your client? In
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the short term, it's about building community and making them
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feel safe and in the long term, though, is that
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setting that particular individual up to think that, oh, anyone
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that's around me is just going to be my friend
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and have my best interest at heart, right, Because it's
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not true. Right, And therapists change over time, you age
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out of things, or they switch a job, and then
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what happens? What is that saying about friendship? I think
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we have to be really clear and intentional about the
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language we use. And so for my son, for
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I'd be like, this is your therapist talking to my
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dad his grandfather the other day, and he's like, Grandpa,
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maybe you should talk about that. What's a therapist like
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using these terms? Because I'm clear with him right about
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what is is and what this relationship is, what it's not.
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to the point where we're looking at all the caveats,
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can we at least be clear about our language because
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we shouldn't expect everybody to be friends.
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I'm in a graduate program right now with mostly teachers
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and they call everyone pal or friend, and I thought
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it was so endearing, and now I'm second guessing that.
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I know like I know it seems benign and sweet
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and correct. There's some ambiguity there.
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that in a middle school context. If you have, especially
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a nor divergent student who has been in environments where
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a therapists are calling them, you know, friends, where everyone
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all of the students that they're around are friends and
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are expected to be friends. But they're like, but wait,
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I don't actually like so and so, Yeah, do.
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You know what I mean?
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Like, how are they grappling with that and coming to truth?
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And frankly, some of the best lessons you can have
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and learn when you're approaching middle school and in middle
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school is how to be a respectful non friend, right,
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because you're not going to get along with everyone, and
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it's that's by design, and that's okay, but yes, you
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still need to be respectful. And yes, we're not going
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to promote like you know, doing the caddy stuff and
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talking behind people's backs. But if we're it seems just
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disingenuous to have this expectation that everyone's going to be friends,
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and then dangerous for a nor divergent student because then
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they're left to grapple with Okay, but I thought they
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were my friends when I'm not getting like, I'm not
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understanding how they're not talking to.
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Me, you know what?
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Right? I mean? Yeah, I did this post recently about
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my son sort of coming to terms. There was a
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girl that he likes, and they rightfully so beautiful girl,
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lovely person, and she was friendly with him, great, they
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were talking on the phone, great, and it seemed reciprocal,
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and that at a certain point in time it was like,
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let's I could tell that, you know, she was fading
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this back right and would say was not being truthful
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to him and was saying like, oh, you know, I
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got my phone taken away. Sorry, blah blah blah, I
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can't talk. But that wasn't the case because it went
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on for a long time and clearly he was, you know,
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then blocked or what have you. But it's this piece
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around who's then left to give ground truth to these
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students and it fell on me, right, so I am
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having to because I don't want him in a non
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reality space that could be very dangerous too, Like I
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don't want you living with in a dream world like
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this is someone who, yes, I understand you want so
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desperately for this person to be your friend, And let's
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look at the evidence of the behavior that's not actually
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friend like, right. Yeah, if they don't want to talk
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to you outside of school or aren't talking to you
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outside of school, that's not really friend like behavior. So
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maybe this is an acquaintance and it takes a long
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time to get there, like repetition of these little nuggets
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because I'm having to break my son's heart. Yeah, once,
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this relationship so bad, he's deserving of it. But hey,
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you know, haven't we all been in situation where they
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don't want us back, Like it's a life experience. But
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I'm not there to tell him, Hey, but look at
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this
evidence and measure that up against our definitions of
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friendship and what you would expect. Then I have to
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gently break his heart while simultaneously holding space for that heartache. Right.
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But my point of that is, like, we need a
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little bit more of that reality embedded in the landscape,
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because I think when we are calling everybody friends and hey,
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pals and hey this and hey, that it sets folks
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up to live in a world that is not based
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in reality and all doesn't give them the tools to
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recognize when someone is not showing up in their life
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in a way that is is honoring their value in
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their inherent humanity. It's inhibiting them for them being a
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self advocate in that way. Is there in a llalla
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land about it? Right? That's the sort of thing that
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I think is one of the most critical things is
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really we have to be honest, be honest in an
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age appropriate way. But like calling yourself the therapist when
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you are the therapist, low hanging fruit. Referring to the
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folks in the class not as everybody's friends but were classmates,
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accurate and also age appropriate, right, I think lends itself
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then for that conversation around friends versus acquaintances.
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start to be able to pick up on that nuance right,
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to pick up some of those signals. In sixth grade,
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my son didn't, right I in carpool. I could tell
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that they were trying to blow him off, but he
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was completely oblivious. And for a while I was like,
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thank goodness, he doesn't know. Thank goodness, they're not breaking
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his heart too yep. And then I was like, wait
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a minute, we can't live in a fairyland all the time.
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It's not preparing them for later.
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It's such a.
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Hard thing to accept as a parent that we need
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to let our kids struggle, that we need to let
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them feel pain. We don't want that, right, well, we
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wants that, and for me, it was really hard to
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make that shift and to be able to sit back sometimes.
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But it sounds like that's really how we prepare them
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better for real life, in the real world, which is
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what we worry about.
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There you go, and it is to your point, Penny,
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it is devastating. Like I'm telling you about this situation
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where I'm having to break this down for my son.
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I definitely had to take some time for myself because
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it broke my heart too, do you know what I mean?
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Like breaks my heart too. And of course there are
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those moments where you're like, oh, thank goodness, he's not
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picking up on this side I over here or whatever.
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But also there will be a time when I'm not here,
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you know, And so it's only okay if he's in
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La La land, because I'm here and I know that
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it was La La land, so I can sort of
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set think, but that's not what this is, right, we
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really want it's to be as independent as possible, and
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so independence and life itself involves both ups and downs. Unfortunately,
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our kido's will experience you know, more sort of negative
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reactions or disciplines and all all of those things. We
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know that to be true. And I think the hardest part,
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but our most important sort of task, is to let
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our kiddo's experience the pain that's coming up in their
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lives and also showing them that there's someone there that's
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holding space for them while they're going through it, yeah, right,
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helping them COREGT so that when we aren't there, they
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then are able to more able to access their self
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regulation tools can't protect my son from you know, heartbreaks
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and negative messages he may get from someone else, But
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it is my job to make sure that at least
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I've done my part and letting him know how special
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and unique and how worthy he is, so that he
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can recognize when someone is showing up as a friend,
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so recognize when someone is treating him well and is
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worthy of that, like reciprocal relationship. It is hard. And
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the other I sort of mentioned in our little pre
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talk is like, you know, all of this is happening
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at the same time where I, as a parent, I'm
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going through my own hormonal changes. Yes, here's a lot
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going on, and so I just want to hold space
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for those who are like either menopause or menopause while
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also having a kiddo in puberty, because it is no
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easy feat. There's lots going on. But I also think
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that because I am experienced some of those some changes
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of my own, it makes me empathize too, right with
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ronal changes that he's going through. It would have been
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nice if it was a little more staggered, I will
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say that, but but at least there's that empathy piece, right,
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and then I can be honest with him about, Hey,
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I'm feeling differences too in my body or whatever, and
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like just sort of relating on that level. And I
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think it's we've had some really great one on one
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conversations because of that empathy and because of that safety
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that we've established.
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Yeah, that relationship is so key, so key, And I
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think what you're describing builds even more trust because they
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know that we've got them, but they also know that
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we're going to be real with them, correct that we're
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not you know, just I love you. You're my kenno
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everything's going to be great, right, Like they get more
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trust with honesty. Really right?
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Yeah, what you just said actually reminds me of this
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incident my son. We were we had just move states,
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and he was starting a new school, was starting the
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middle school as a fifth grader. It's here, it's fifth
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or eighth grade. And I said to him, I had
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to drive him because they didn't have the bus service
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set up any of that stuff. So I'm dropping him
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off at school and I said, have a great day.
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He walks a little bit and then pauses. And this
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is the kiddo with expressive and receptive speech delay. He's
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always been vocal used his mouth words, but like when
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he says something and he's pausing, it means something. So
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he walks a little bit, pauses, turns back around to
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me and says, Mom, I don't know what type of
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day I'm going to have. And I was like, huh.
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But it was his way of telling me with real
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intentionality and focus, like I don't know what this is
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going to be. You can't just like blow smoke and
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mirrors in my face. This is scary. This is a
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new school, it's big. I don't know any of these
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kids and let me have my feelings. And I can't
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promise you it's going to be this great day that
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you want me to have, you know what I mean.
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And that was like, Oh, I got to let you
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feel what you're feeling. I gotta let you experience what
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you're experiencing. Of course, I hope for you, as your
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mom that it's a great day, but I can't force
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a great day on you out of my control. What
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I can do is be here to receive you when
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you get home, and if it's a great day, hold
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space for that. If it was a scary day, hold
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space for that right and figure out what we can
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do to make it a little less scary the next day.
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But yeah, it was one of these big lessons. I
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still remember it like crystal clear because it was so impactful.
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And I think sometimes weeople want to wish away our kids,
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paying we want to wish away difficult times, and you
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cannot do that.
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Yeah, you can't. You can't. I'm wondering if a change
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in language would have helped, Like if you had said,
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I hope today is a great day, would that have
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been enough of a change, or would that still feel
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like pressure to have a good day and not really
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be in control of it.
Like our kids when they
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walk into a school building, they are not in control
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of whether or not they have a good day. That's
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just reality, it is mm hmm.
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And I think for him at that time, because it
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was such a major shift that I think even that
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change in language would have felt like pressure to him.
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I think that would have resonated with him at the
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time was Buddy, whatever day you're going to have, just
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know I'm here for you when you get home, because
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it was it was so uncertain, there were so many
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variables that it's like, hey, we you know, I hope
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the best for you, but whatever it's going to be,
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I'm here for you at the end of the day, right,
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and that this is your SAT's going to work, Yeah,
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you know where we're going to work through stuff together.
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But yeah, it was a really really big lesson. So
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I'm really intentional about like the language I'm using that
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seems great, seems benign, right, Hey pals have a great day,
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blah blah blah, But is that really holding space for
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his experience? Is that really he is like what he's
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going to need. And I'm finding no, I have to
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just be more real with him, and then he in
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turned is real with me in ways that I don't
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always like. But you know, yeah, we're we have a
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relationship based in honesty, and I really appreciate that.
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It's everything. That's everything, and what we're talking about can
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get better, right, I want to end on this like
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it can get better. Like I remember in seventh or
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eighth grade, my son had started robotics after school. I
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finally found his people right and got in the car
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and one day after school and I at that point,
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I think I had stopped asking how is your day
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because it was met with a lot of grumpiness and silence,
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and I said something different, but he said, you know what,
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I finally have real friends. He said, you know when
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someone comes up and they talk to you first and
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you didn't even know they were there. Yet I have
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those friends now. And I went home and cried because
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I was like, thank goodness, we've done this, like I
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even have goosebumps now. And that was ten eleven years ago.
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Yes, of course, and it was.
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I think for me, the tears were He's gonna be okay,
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just does get better. He's gonna have friends. It is
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gonna be okay, and he's gonna have the real friends,
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not the ones who are placating and pacifying and you know,
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trying to be polite but don't really want to spend time.
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Now he's found his people and it happens. It's just later,
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well later.
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But also again I think at the same time, right,
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because you have to you have to be continuously exploring,
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like what what are your interests and what things do
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you want to try out? Right? So, like my son
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is really into swimming. He has a flair for the dramatique.
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I don't know where he.
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Gets done, no no idea.
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But we found this great group, a theater group that's
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specifically it's like improvisational games. It's called sadari and I
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forget what the acronym s fills out to, but improvisational
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theater based games specifically for nor divergent tenes.
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Wow, and it.
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He had done some theater before and then he had
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stopped because he had like a bad social experience, and
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then this was a perfect entryway back. And it's like
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he's like, mom, do I have group this week? Like
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it's like that like preemptive, like but with excitement, not
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like mom, do I have group this week, it's like no,
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like it's that, you know, elevated like intonation. And I
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can tell that he's interested, and I can tell that
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he's enjoying the company of those folks right in those
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moments where he's in a certain setting and someone will
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come up to him and say like hey, Gavin, and
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they're given a pound or whatever, Like those moments are
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really really cherished, like when you're seeing your kiddo's face
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light up right, And I wouldn't have known that you
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have to keep trying things right before you can see
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what's really going to work and where they're going to
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find their people. But that's the magic. And so when
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he's in those times of struggle, when there's someone a
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friend that he wants to be a friend that's not
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really a friend, I remind him, well, how does this
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feel in this situation versus this other situation where your
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voice is like hey mo, like are we having group?
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Am I going to see so and so today? Versus
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I wonder why this person isn't you know that anguish
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like and trying to get him to see those differences
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so that he can really continue to fill his cup
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from those experiences where they are authentic and reciprocated carry
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him through those hard parts and then so we'll get
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to some more of those. Yeah, I think such a journey.
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And thank you for sharing that scenario with your son,
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because it honestly almost brought me to tears. And that's
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that's the thing, right, Like, it does get better, but
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the way to get to better is being honest. Yeah, authentic,
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pointing these things out so that they're not in lalla
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land and they can actually get to find their true people.
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And when they find they're true people, they know it. Like,
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if we keep saying everybody's a friend, how are they
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going to be able to stinguish sharing all?
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Because then people that treat me bad or my friends,
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people that don't talk to me at all are my friend.
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People that do say hi to me or my friend?
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Like what does that even mean?
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You know, the difference between being friendly and being a friend, right,
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I think that's what we're really talking about, is like
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we want kids in the classroom to be friendly to
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each other. That doesn't mean that they're all going to
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be true friends with each other. And that's okay, Like
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that's real life.
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It really is, and they are you know, even like
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me as an adult in the workforce, Like I have
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people that are acquaintances and that's perfectly fine. I respect
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my acquaintances, but that's where they are, right. I have
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colleagues people that I respect collegiately, but they're not my friends,
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and that's okay. And then I have my friends and
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it's a small circle for me because I you know,
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I'm an I'm an introvert and I like my time
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to myself. That's fine, but I know who those people are, right,
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And I'm not trying to conflate anything and make an
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acquaintance of Like that's just we all have that in
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our lives. And I do point that out to my
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son as well, like, you know, same thing for mommy,
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Like I'm not just putting this on you. This is
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what I'm going through too. But yeah, that's what life
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is about. And I think middle school and puberty is
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one of those times where these things start to surface.
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But again, I can iterate enough. It doesn't just start
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at middle school. We have to think about the jectory
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of like what's happening before then once we get there,
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and how can we be more honest at all those phases? Right,
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Even though it may be hard.
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Thank you so much when you tell everybody where to
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find you online so they can learn more, potentially work
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with you, all that good stuff.
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So on LinkedIn. I am doctor Kim Pinkney on LinkedIn
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as well as doctor Kim Pinkney on Instagram. You can
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find me there and I have a link tree and
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all that good stuff. I can share the links with
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you to post.
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Yep, we'll share all of that in the show notes
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as well. That can be found at parentingadhdnautism dot com.
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Thank you, you're such a infectious, warm person like I
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just I have the best time talking with you. It
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always makes my day better. I appreciate it so much,
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so we'll have you back soon, I'm sure. All right.
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You take care everyone, and I'll see you next time.
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Visit beautifully hyphencomplex dot com for more resources, coaching and
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