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00:00:03.120Welcome to Ask When everyone.
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00:00:06.320Formerly a different shaped heart.
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00:00:13.119If you hear a noise in the background, that's not my noise.
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00:00:16.239That's Danielle's noise.
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00:00:19.760Because she's recording this mobile.
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00:00:27.920The noise is okay.
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00:00:30.399And welcome to life.
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00:00:33.520Number one, welcome to life.
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00:00:37.679Number two, welcome back, everyone.
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00:00:45.119As you know, I took a little bit of hiatus after last episode.
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00:00:56.079The podcast name has changed back to Ask When because one, it's easier to find up a podcast.
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00:01:06.079Two, um it's better to have Daniel's name on it, because she helps me with it.
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00:01:08.400So that's why.
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00:01:17.840And three, I put Diana Gabb sign in the mail because I found Diana Gabb sign as I was doing the design.
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00:01:22.959So this is the next question.
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00:01:30.959If there's any professional designers out there who know about podcasting, please help me.
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00:01:40.079Please help me who know about podcasting cover art, please help me because I am a table designer.
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00:01:43.280Graphic design is not my strong point.
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00:01:51.280And I'll pay you and do all that.
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00:02:01.840But um I need a graphic designer to help me with the um ask when logo again.
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00:02:04.879But life update.
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00:02:07.040Life update is this.
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00:02:12.560The last time we talked, my hip, my hip, my hip.
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00:02:15.360My hip is doing amazing.
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00:02:40.560Now, you can laugh at me all you want, but during my hip extravaganza, when my leg was halfway well was sideways and upside down, and I was bedbound completely for seven months.
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00:02:49.599I had a bed attacking my foot.
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00:03:04.560And what I mean by that is my foot literally got stuck in my mattress, and I mean stuck, like I couldn't pull it out to save my life.
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00:03:20.719AIDS would have to put their full body weight because my toe was my foot was bent in the mattress, and my toe got bond of it.
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00:03:29.039So needless to say, my toe is completely dislocated.
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00:03:33.280My toe is now living on top of the other toe.
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00:03:42.080It's swollen, it hurts every time a sick in the shoe, and it is not fun.
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00:03:55.039Now, on July 9th, we are we I am and yes, my aides will help me through this.
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00:04:15.039I am getting Botox in my um excuse me, Discord, which is similar to Botox, it's uh it's in the family of Bauxolitum Tuxin, aka Botox.
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00:04:21.279So Disport does the same thing as Botox.
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00:04:26.399So when I say I'm getting Botox, I'm getting Botox.
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00:04:43.040Now, for those of you who have never gone to a med bar and never had Botox, you don't know what the heck I'm talking about.
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00:05:11.199Botox freezes muscles, tells muscles to calm down and tells the muscles to shut down, be calm, and take a jail bill for about I get it every three months, I believe.
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00:05:16.240So take a jail pill for every three months.
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00:05:29.040So we are shooting Botox and when I say shooting I mean big needles shooting Botox.
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00:05:37.920These needles are so big and my doctor does not use numbing cream.
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00:05:45.360You bet you bought an doll on asking her to use numbing cream on the top of my feet.
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00:06:04.959Yes, we're shooting the Botox in my foot and seeing if muscles calm down and uncontract themselves so to speak.
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00:06:16.079I mean my foot is my toe is dislocated slash it's contracted and so yeah.
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00:06:28.560If not if the Botox does not work, I yes, you can laugh at me all you want.
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00:06:40.560I am having a little toe surgery, toe surgery, I said toe, not foot, I said toe.
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00:07:16.480Toe surgery to uncontracted, put metal and screws and all that good stuff in my toe and make it better and make my walking more stable because right now I'm taking baby steps and it's awful, and so I will let you guys know when that surgery happens and if Botox works temporarily.
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00:07:29.439But as I said, how the heck are we going to manage the problem several million times with a thousand dollars of disport?
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00:07:31.600No thank you.
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00:07:46.879No thank you, and I would rather have surgical pain and rehab my foot and do that.
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00:07:49.439Yes, it's another surgery.
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00:08:04.240You're thinking you're thinking like everyone else, you're like when it's another surgery, when you don't do well with anaesthesia, when you don't do well in the recovery times of surgery.
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00:08:30.399No, what really happened when I got intubated, when I got intubated the last time, um, what really happened was thank you medication to help me from surgery, but I didn't I didn't necessarily go to the bathroom on time.
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00:08:35.039So then they got concerned about that.
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00:08:43.919Yes, I know it's too much to my to TMI, too TMI, too TMI, but they got concerned about that.
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00:09:42.240And because they were concerned about that, they would have left me alone had I not eaten the chocolate cake, which was really icky and tough, and it wasn't sweet at all, and it was stiff and tough and just hard to eat, and I said after I took one by I don't feel well, so on top of the treatment for my barrels, I stupidly ate hospital chocolate cake, and Adelaide sent me to intubation land, and I missed Thursday, and I was on the vent.
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00:10:08.480So not necessarily the bowel program sent me to intubation land, but the chocolate cake and the barrel program and me not having doing what the bowel program is meant to do.
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00:10:28.960And I because of the all the drugs they were giving me for my hamstring in my hip, so that's what sent me into constipation land slash it sent me in to let's get win on event.
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00:10:31.120She's breathing heavy.
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00:10:56.799The last thing I remember them saying to me, Awaken Live, was that um if your stomach keeps going up and down, up and down, up and down, and the way you're breathing, your body's your heart will literally give up give out, and your body's going to give out.
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00:11:00.080So that's why I screamed intimate me.
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00:11:13.360That's why I send everyone in a wild goose chase and those who want their dress and a hissy fit about it because no one knew.
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00:11:25.279No one knew it was mission critical, and they were calling my medical liaison, my medical liaison was calling my medical ballot attorney.
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00:11:28.559It was mission critical.
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00:11:39.759And yes, I did finally do what the what the bowel treatment was meant to do.
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00:12:01.759Apparently I did it as soon as they intubated me, before they put me in the ambulance, and apparently I got put in a lift, a hoy lift, and I don't even remember because I was knocked out, I was knocked out asleep.
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00:12:23.360But what I've been told is when they went deep into my lungs to get aspiration, ickiness, aspiration, green chunks of green mucus, aspiration, mucus out.
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00:12:29.200I kept saying, no more, no more, no more, no more, no more.
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00:12:35.279And every time I kept saying that, they kept digging deeper and deeper into me.
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00:12:49.759And apparently I wanted to pull the IVs out, and apparently I wasn't a happy campus, but they did it anyway, and so and they made my aid stay the whole time and help.
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00:12:56.240And then apparently, I and I don't remember doing this either.
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00:13:00.480I looked at and that this was in the ICU.
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00:13:07.200I looked at my aid with a ventilator, mind you.
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00:13:19.279I looked at my aid and basically said I want this dang ventilator out, and tried to pull the ventilator out myself.
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00:13:23.519So that's my story and me on the vent.
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00:13:36.559I know you guys were all curious of how I land upon the vent after ventilator or vent, as they call it in the medical world.
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00:13:48.000Ventilator after my hip surgery, and why the heck did I land upon the vent after hip surgery?
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00:13:49.360That's why.
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00:14:09.679Because I didn't have a bowel movement, and I ate a piece of chocolate cake, which was not soft, it was tough, and I said to my aide, I don't feel well for that chocolate cake out, and that's what started mission critical.
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00:14:30.320On top of having every pill in the century to make me have a BM after surgery, and so in my system, and they were reversing, they were giving me shots to reverse the opioids.
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00:14:54.639And so, on top of having opioids in my system that caused constipation, on top of me not having a BM, they were trying to make me have a BM, and I have gonna stupidly add tough chocolate cake on top of it, and so that's why it turned into mission critical.
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00:14:57.279The chocolate cake didn't mean in.
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00:15:01.679And so I figured I would tell you that story.
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00:15:03.600What do we add?
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00:15:38.720Six months out EP, because I figured when you when I said I landed on a vent, uh ventilator, that I was still in rehab, and now I'm brave enough to tell that story because I'm like my fan base probably wants to know why the heck did I land up in the ICU and on a much less and on a ventilated much less in the ICU.
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00:15:47.679So I'm after I have replacement and I have string links in the so that's the story and sticking to it.
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00:15:50.000Another life update.
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00:15:56.639If that's too much, I failed my class for the second time.
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00:16:12.799And so after my foot surgery, I said after my foot surgery, because I was taking glass and trying to have major surgery, that's not a good idea.
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00:16:24.159And then I tried to take it again and begged for to go out of Grand Canyon University, and then it didn't work.
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00:16:59.360So after my surgery, I am going to try again, and then after my surgery, I am getting a tutor on my own, trying again, and successfully graduated from Arizona State University ASU because I'm expelled for year from the Grand Canyon University, and they told me that.
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00:17:20.640So basically, because they didn't meet my needs, because I have a disability, I failed my class and they expelled me, and so I will be tracing over to ASU with the tutor this time.
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00:17:27.440And so if anyone wants to help me, we can do it virtually.
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00:17:32.400Those of you that are in Arizona, let me know.
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00:17:48.559And I'm starting I'm gonna start pounding the page and on Facebook and next door, and I'm gonna start pounding page and on Facebook and next door.
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00:17:59.279Probably next week next week, yeah, exception of the Monday.
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00:18:04.079And exemption of Monday.
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00:18:16.880Monday I have a huge, huge, huge, huge transition happening in my life.
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00:18:22.480And so good to vibe as I hope it goes successful.
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00:18:29.920I am well technically, I am not losing one of my aides.
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00:18:41.680She's just transitioning off my case for purposes that I can't tell you.
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00:18:53.440And so, um she's still technically she's still on my case, she's just taking one day off.
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00:18:57.039So yeah, we have that going on.
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00:19:02.400I'm trying to decide suddenly.
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00:19:09.119I'm also sick of being sick with my toe, and so yeah.
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00:19:15.200So, anyway, Danielle will say what she always says.
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00:19:19.440And Danielle, do you wanna lead us out?
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00:19:33.279Thank you for following us, she says.
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00:19:36.480And I will catch you guys later.
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00:19:40.240We're back, and I will catch you guys later.
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00:19:41.599Bye you guys.