WEBVTT
00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.879
You're listening to RDDC.
00:00:04.080 --> 00:00:06.719
The real double dose channel.
00:00:07.120 --> 00:00:10.320
Where real voices speak, real stories matter.
00:00:10.560 --> 00:00:14.800
And authority isn't just a word, it's a way of life.
00:00:15.279 --> 00:00:17.839
God-centered, purpose-driven.
00:00:18.079 --> 00:00:21.440
Built for hearts and minds that are ready to rise.
00:00:22.000 --> 00:00:25.359
RDDC Broadcast Media Network.
00:00:25.679 --> 00:00:27.199
Welcome home.
00:00:27.600 --> 00:00:31.679
Hello, hello, hello, our DC family.
00:00:32.000 --> 00:00:41.359
This is your girl Lexus T coming at you straight from the heart where the talk is real in the vibe is live because we're in this life that God gave us to do to the best that we can.
00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:43.840
Welcome to those who have been with us.
00:00:44.000 --> 00:00:50.880
Welcome, all those who are new, those who tap in from time to time, those who are rolling out in some more of our YouTube stratosphere.
00:00:51.039 --> 00:00:56.079
Now I do have a Lex Effect YouTube rolling out slowly and surely with just some teaching points.
00:00:56.399 --> 00:00:59.520
Might be a little, you know, choreographed on that.
00:00:59.600 --> 00:01:01.200
Let's just say pin-hint.
00:01:01.439 --> 00:01:05.040
Um, but you know, I gotta do what we gotta do is still get the message in my mind, you know.
00:01:05.120 --> 00:01:07.040
Um, but yes, Real Doubledose channel.
00:01:07.120 --> 00:01:10.480
Okay, I think it's actually at the Real Double Dose channel on YouTube.
00:01:10.879 --> 00:01:12.799
Check out what's going on, beloveds.
00:01:12.879 --> 00:01:28.319
And I hope that this conversation, guys, wherever you are right now, whatever you're feeling, I pray for healing, I pray for upliftment and all the hairs on your head from every single count, from whatever you're going through, whatever you're about to get through, whatever you're going into.
00:01:28.480 --> 00:01:29.920
Just know you are not alone.
00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:35.040
And there is a prayer and not more prayers going up to you from people.
00:01:35.680 --> 00:01:43.280
Well, the face you have maybe not seen face to face yet, but just know you are not alone, and just stay out, stay alert.
00:01:43.359 --> 00:01:47.599
Okay, check out the website at real doubledosechannel.com, check out our social media.
00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:49.200
We've been here for over a decade now.
00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:55.599
You know, you can always send a message, you can always, you know, and I know some of a lot of you don't know different things, and you you know it.
00:01:55.760 --> 00:01:57.280
Um, our email, okay.
00:01:57.439 --> 00:02:03.040
Um, flip daswitch at reborn.com, flip the switch at reborn.com.
00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:05.280
You can check us out at real double dose channel.
00:02:05.359 --> 00:02:12.479
Well, I would say at yandex.com, which we still you know have operating, it's been there for us, but I just want to let you know we're still there.
00:02:12.639 --> 00:02:17.840
There's many other avenues for things going on, and look out for the downloads of just elevating, look up for the things.
00:02:17.919 --> 00:02:20.240
It's not always a catch that comes with it.
00:02:20.319 --> 00:02:27.919
The only catch you can have is catching yourself from falling this time if you roll with those who are raw, real, and direct.
00:02:28.159 --> 00:02:29.520
Boom, let's get it.
00:02:29.680 --> 00:02:32.319
So I don't know this conversation.
00:02:32.479 --> 00:02:40.400
I don't know if this was something I don't believe that I I gave this already, and if it is all well, okay.
00:02:40.639 --> 00:02:49.520
Um, I had I had I actually recorded on my phone May 7th, which wasn't I don't even oh, maybe it's been a little while.
00:02:49.599 --> 00:02:54.479
I don't know, but I'm gonna talk about the value of perception.
00:02:54.960 --> 00:02:57.439
You know, it was called misxpectations.
00:02:57.599 --> 00:03:01.120
Now, I don't want to vex myself by doing this conversation.
00:03:01.199 --> 00:03:05.439
I did it already, but you can't do something over and over exactly the same.
00:03:05.520 --> 00:03:17.919
Even if you think that you put the exact amount in there, there's always gonna be one crumb or one piece of sentiment, something that it just is gonna fly in there and just never make it exactly the same, right?
00:03:18.400 --> 00:03:21.520
But I want to talk about mis expectations.
00:03:21.680 --> 00:03:27.520
And look, I I put this episode and give it to be ready and you know, out there for you.
00:03:27.599 --> 00:03:29.439
And I hear, oh, you have one out here.
00:03:29.599 --> 00:03:33.599
Well, this is miss expectations part two or part one, no matter what.
00:03:34.400 --> 00:03:36.560
I like it, I think it's amazing.
00:03:36.639 --> 00:03:37.840
But I think about that.
00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:39.520
So, you know, the same thing.
00:03:39.599 --> 00:03:44.879
If a person wants to have, you know, they they ask God for things, right?
00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:49.919
Um, you're gonna ask for, like, hey, you know, I really would like a new home.
00:03:50.319 --> 00:03:52.159
God, please give me a new home.
00:03:52.319 --> 00:04:08.639
And then all of a sudden, now you're your goal, you're called, let's put it this way in this narrative, you're coming from a perspective to where you're leaving, you know, a family's home or friend's couch or just maybe homeless, you know, or should I say, um, home insecurity, whatever they call the name, right?
00:04:08.879 --> 00:04:16.399
Um, whatever it might be, you're thinking, oh man, first you need to put the alignment of the money or the job or the the help.
00:04:16.560 --> 00:04:18.639
And all of a sudden, God says, Well, here you go.
00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:22.639
Here's a nice little apartment for you and your child, or you and your family.
00:04:22.720 --> 00:04:26.240
It's not the biggest right now, but it's about to be on its way.
00:04:26.480 --> 00:04:37.680
And you say, Lord, that's nice, but you know, say you're chatting on the phone with your friend, and you go, Man, that's okay, but I didn't want an apartment, I wanted a house.
00:04:37.839 --> 00:04:40.319
My kids are loud, or I want some privacy.
00:04:40.399 --> 00:04:44.319
I don't want to hear the neighbors sitting there playing their music all night a little bit.
00:04:44.399 --> 00:04:48.079
I mean, it's not bad, but you know, and we start this list of complaints.
00:04:48.160 --> 00:04:55.519
We start this list of not even giving the blessing time to be thankful for or grow or seeding it in our hearts.
00:04:55.680 --> 00:05:00.399
And then sometimes we just, okay, uh quick little things the next minute, man, when am I gonna get my house?
00:05:00.480 --> 00:05:01.199
When am I gonna get my house?
00:05:01.279 --> 00:05:02.720
When am I when am I gonna get my house?
00:05:02.879 --> 00:05:15.680
And God essentially, I mean, anybody from that perspective, but I can only imagine God would say, Man, I gave you an apartment from which you prayed for to get out of, and the efficiency to actually get into the apartment.
00:05:15.920 --> 00:05:24.000
And instead of enjoying it and trying to make it your own space for a moment in time, not knowing what I have prepared for you, you say, Man, I should have shot bigger.
00:05:24.079 --> 00:05:27.759
And maybe you could have asked for bigger, but you said a home, Lex.
00:05:27.920 --> 00:05:29.600
Yeah, a home is still a home.
00:05:29.680 --> 00:05:33.600
It doesn't have to be a house where there's no one above or beyond you or below.
00:05:33.759 --> 00:05:35.439
And some people say, I gotta go home.
00:05:35.600 --> 00:05:38.319
They talk about their apartments or even with their roommates.
00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:41.839
And maybe you could be more specified in saying it.
00:05:42.000 --> 00:05:43.600
You know, it's just the same.
00:05:43.839 --> 00:05:46.480
God's still trusting you to steward that.
00:05:46.639 --> 00:05:50.319
Well, let me see where your appreciation is, let me see where it's at.
00:05:50.399 --> 00:05:54.560
And I have to check myself in certain situations, which is very diabolical at times.
00:05:54.720 --> 00:05:56.639
Yes, your girl Lex is dealing with that.
00:05:56.720 --> 00:05:59.439
It's family-related, so it's kind of hard to shake.
00:05:59.680 --> 00:06:08.240
Though I look at that, and it's not hard to shake, but in my heart, the way it works in the oracle in me, it's it's definitely a profound journey of understanding spiritually as well.
00:06:08.480 --> 00:06:20.000
I mean, narcissism, especially in different roles in your life and parental and life itself with siblings, it can be dealing with it is like dealing with the devil in a whole different way.
00:06:20.160 --> 00:06:21.439
I do concur.
00:06:22.240 --> 00:06:31.120
Um, though I will say, you know, if I get to that point where I'm like, you know, I gotta check myself and be like, Lex, are you a little bit thankful?
00:06:31.279 --> 00:06:40.240
Yes, I'm I'm thankful for being able to wash my body every day, brush my teeth, um, you know, check out what's going on, having my place to store stuff.
00:06:40.399 --> 00:06:42.959
I'm thankful for me being able to have a vehicle.
00:06:43.199 --> 00:06:45.839
I'm thankful for me being able to have food and different things.
00:06:46.000 --> 00:06:56.000
And someone out there in the world, I said it many times, beloved, someone out there is begging to be in our position regardless, even if it's something that they're trying to appreciate for themselves, right?
00:06:56.560 --> 00:06:59.839
So when it comes down to that, we think about that.
00:07:00.000 --> 00:07:02.079
Some of us ask for stuff and not prepared.
00:07:02.240 --> 00:07:05.279
Well, I got the apartment or I got the home, but I don't have a broom.
00:07:05.360 --> 00:07:06.160
I don't have any grocery.
00:07:06.240 --> 00:07:07.279
I didn't prepare for that.
00:07:07.439 --> 00:07:10.879
I literally spent that off last week, not even getting ready for my blessing.
00:07:10.959 --> 00:07:22.160
See, a lot of things are still stewardship, but also the testing, the testing through the blessing, the getting us ready, just like a person will say, I want to join a martial arts or kickboxing.
00:07:22.240 --> 00:07:23.600
Yeah, you still got to get prepped.
00:07:23.759 --> 00:07:26.560
You can't just go on the ring and say you're Mike Tyson.
00:07:26.639 --> 00:07:28.800
You'll get your teeth knocked out times 10.
00:07:28.959 --> 00:07:34.959
You know, you can't just go in there and say, I'm ready to be a swimmer, but you've never touched water in your life and went under there to hold your breath.
00:07:35.120 --> 00:07:35.439
Okay.
00:07:35.680 --> 00:07:46.959
You can't say you're ready for a relationship and all of a sudden you've never even understood what the other person expects from that relationship, let alone what you can do in that relationship to give your 100 with their 100.
00:07:47.120 --> 00:07:49.360
You can't say, I just want to be a chef overnight.
00:07:49.439 --> 00:07:59.839
Let me go in here and throw all the ingredients and hope that they work, not knowing the balance, the structure of how much I should add, the cook times, you'll burn the house down or you'll get too much sodium in your body and shut your organs down.
00:08:00.079 --> 00:08:03.360
So there has to be the stewardship of the journey of learning.
00:08:03.519 --> 00:08:05.600
I want to get my driver's license tomorrow.
00:08:05.680 --> 00:08:08.959
Yes, but you've never turned the car on and put your foot on the pedal.
00:08:09.199 --> 00:08:13.920
You've never got a chance to see the signals or the traffic lights or how other people move and drive.
00:08:14.160 --> 00:08:15.920
You've never did that, right?
00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:19.839
It doesn't mean you can't do that, but we still have to go through a growing time.
00:08:20.079 --> 00:08:21.759
Okay, I just got pregnant.
00:08:21.839 --> 00:08:23.040
Oh, I'm having my baby tomorrow.
00:08:23.199 --> 00:08:24.480
You'd be like, What?
00:08:25.360 --> 00:08:26.240
Seriously?
00:08:26.560 --> 00:08:28.639
You got pregnant yesterday and you're giving birth.
00:08:28.800 --> 00:08:29.199
What?
00:08:29.519 --> 00:08:31.519
There's no time for preparation.
00:08:32.399 --> 00:08:34.399
Oh, I just met someone next day.
00:08:34.480 --> 00:08:35.039
What do they call it?
00:08:35.200 --> 00:08:35.840
Love bombing.
00:08:35.919 --> 00:08:37.759
Hey, I'm in love with you, man.
00:08:38.879 --> 00:08:41.600
Girl or bro, I just met you.
00:08:42.159 --> 00:08:44.399
I have love for you, you know.
00:08:44.720 --> 00:08:46.080
I'm pretty sure we understand.
00:08:46.159 --> 00:08:47.759
You know, we're here in this world.
00:08:48.000 --> 00:08:51.440
They would probably block you and be like, can we get an evaluation?
00:08:51.600 --> 00:08:56.159
It doesn't mean you can't hold that amount of love for someone in the depth of God connecting it.
00:08:56.240 --> 00:08:59.120
But what it means is you're jumping the gun.
00:08:59.840 --> 00:09:03.200
And as soon as you went forward, you're already failing.
00:09:03.440 --> 00:09:06.080
And I have to say that you have to fail forward a lot.
00:09:06.240 --> 00:09:10.159
That's what comes along with the journey of what it is in life, right?
00:09:10.559 --> 00:09:12.559
It's something we wouldn't want for our relationship.
00:09:12.720 --> 00:09:16.639
You would tell your son or your nephew or your brother or your friend, hey man, what do you mean?
00:09:16.720 --> 00:09:17.759
You fell in love with this girl.
00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:18.879
You just met her yesterday.
00:09:18.960 --> 00:09:20.000
Give it some time.
00:09:20.240 --> 00:09:22.080
Or your son, this daughter, whatever.
00:09:22.240 --> 00:09:24.480
You'd be saying the same thing as a protection.
00:09:24.720 --> 00:09:26.639
Or your friend, right?
00:09:27.039 --> 00:09:29.600
The same feeling of acknowledgement of what we want.
00:09:29.759 --> 00:09:33.039
Or, hey, you know, it's really nice to meet you.
00:09:33.120 --> 00:09:35.440
Can you borrow me a thousand dollars?
00:09:35.840 --> 00:09:45.360
Or, hey, you know, I know you've been coming over here every single moment and telling me what it is, but I just I really need help right now.
00:09:45.519 --> 00:09:48.879
And this is a relationship we have with Lord, the Lord, with God.
00:09:49.039 --> 00:09:50.000
A lot of people do.
00:09:50.240 --> 00:09:53.600
And I'm not judging those who are, but just check it in yourself.
00:09:53.759 --> 00:10:00.799
And I have to make sure I keep checking myself to be like, I'm not gonna just come up there and say, Lord, I need this, this, this, this, and that.
00:10:00.879 --> 00:10:04.080
But what I'm giving you is not a portion that you deserve.
00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:06.960
Okay, let's do an example for the human flesh.
00:10:07.120 --> 00:10:11.120
Hey, I need you to be my lover, my this, my that, my this.
00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:17.679
But when it comes down to you needing someone to support you in an appointment, it comes down to you needing someone to help you if you just had leg surgery.
00:10:17.840 --> 00:10:24.320
When it comes down to what you need, I do not care until I feel that it's worthy of my time, my direction.
00:10:25.200 --> 00:10:31.759
So this is part two, the missed expectations, but it's also the sense of revelation.
00:10:31.840 --> 00:10:36.080
Now, I don't know exactly what I'll be called, but I want to remind those out there, are we doing that?
00:10:36.159 --> 00:10:40.240
Not because the last days are here, that revelation the Bible spoke about.
00:10:40.799 --> 00:10:44.559
Not because of, oh, I want to be close to God so I don't die.
00:10:44.720 --> 00:10:46.559
Uh you know, or when I die, this happens.
00:10:46.639 --> 00:10:50.320
Because I mean, guaranteed, when you come into life, you are guaranteed a ticket to death.
00:10:50.480 --> 00:10:51.360
That's just what it is.
00:10:51.519 --> 00:10:53.440
And death doesn't have to be so ugly.
00:10:53.679 --> 00:10:57.360
And when it's your time and God calls you, it'll be that time.
00:10:57.519 --> 00:11:02.720
And God will take care of you throughout that journey, no matter how horrific it may seem to the outside world.
00:11:02.960 --> 00:13:15.479
But I want to remind you something, right?
00:13:16.199 --> 00:13:25.639
It's not a genie and a bottle mentality, once again, to where we just rub, you know, God the right way or do something and try to get our kudos.
00:13:25.799 --> 00:13:31.240
Not the religious spirit mindset where we think we show up every weekend, whatever day that is for you, might be Sunday.
00:13:31.399 --> 00:13:33.159
Mine's been Saturday, right?
00:13:33.319 --> 00:13:38.120
In different places, and you sit there and wear a suit and a tie and dress and pretend everything's okay.
00:13:38.360 --> 00:13:40.439
You have your fellowship dinners and your potluck.
00:13:40.599 --> 00:13:49.000
Now, feet washing and communion was kind of fun, but you know, it's not the point that church is stiff, it's the point that it doesn't really incorporate God the way it should.
00:13:49.319 --> 00:14:02.599
And it's not to that measurement of it, but I'm saying I had to throw this little extra in here because I want people to understand at the same time they're like, oh well, a fellowship for getting under fellowship, a fellowship with people who want a fellowship about God and the stewardship of God.
00:14:02.839 --> 00:14:08.439
Don't fellowship with people who are just going to sit there and have a meal and talk about their missed expectations.
00:14:08.519 --> 00:14:09.959
And that correlates to this.
00:14:10.199 --> 00:14:12.839
You want to talk about college programs and all this stuff.
00:14:13.000 --> 00:14:15.719
Okay, you got my number all week in the church directory.
00:14:15.879 --> 00:14:17.719
You know how to see me when you see me on the weekend.
00:14:17.879 --> 00:14:20.599
You see me at the store, or you can reach out somehow, right?
00:14:20.759 --> 00:14:23.479
The pastor, whatever you have, the priest, I don't know.
00:14:23.959 --> 00:14:25.399
Cardinal, the bishop.
00:14:25.559 --> 00:14:30.519
But why do you want to speak about that on the day we're supposed to fellowship and worship and have that for God?
00:14:30.839 --> 00:14:35.159
Why do you want to nitpick and talk about the next person sitting at the table and who they just slept with?
00:14:35.319 --> 00:14:36.919
Yeah, people have to really look at that.
00:14:37.000 --> 00:14:42.839
The misexpectation of that is we could have spoken profoundly about a verse and who we could help next week.
00:14:43.079 --> 00:14:49.639
We could speak about, hey, do you have any extra food so we can go down here and help these uh people who are less fortunate?
00:14:49.719 --> 00:14:51.399
Hey, would you like a plate we just made?
00:14:51.479 --> 00:14:52.759
I got an extra blanket.
00:14:52.919 --> 00:15:02.599
The misxpectation of that is, man, I just saw you know somebody looking real sad and down, and that person could be on their way to end their life, like my sister and many, many more.
00:15:02.759 --> 00:15:05.079
My brother, God rest their souls.
00:15:05.319 --> 00:15:15.000
It's your mis-expectation to stop those things from happening or being a conduit, being a person that can be utilized the way you're supposed to.
00:15:15.159 --> 00:15:19.399
And you say, Well, Lexus' free will, absolutely, but it's still the will of God.
00:15:19.559 --> 00:15:24.279
Many of the plans of man and one man, but God's plan will reveal.
00:15:24.360 --> 00:15:27.399
And I can't quote the scripture exactly, but that's what it is.
00:15:27.559 --> 00:15:28.759
We have a creator.
00:15:29.240 --> 00:15:31.719
And I'm not saying to feel persecuted, whatever else.
00:15:31.879 --> 00:15:36.199
If you go out there and get drunk tomorrow and get in an accident, I'm pretty sure you'll find someone to blame.
00:15:36.439 --> 00:15:38.199
And I God forbid that happens.
00:15:38.360 --> 00:15:39.719
But think about that.
00:15:39.959 --> 00:16:00.679
If you see someone in the store, you know, struggling to get 75 cents out of their pocket to pay for that sandwich, and you're sitting there with a crisp$5 bill with nowhere to go, and you don't step in, that could have been your moment to feed that, could have been an angel, could have been anything, could have been that person just needing to not go off the cliff for what was going on with their life at that moment.
00:16:02.039 --> 00:16:05.719
There's so many things that we don't play into, right?
00:16:06.679 --> 00:16:08.439
Everything that we don't play into.
00:16:08.599 --> 00:16:09.879
It's like, what's next?
00:16:10.039 --> 00:16:11.079
When is it coming?
00:16:11.319 --> 00:16:25.159
You know, they don't understand so many concepts of it, but God is looking for the stewardship, the connectivity, the care, the graciousness, beloveds, and our gratefulness within every single moment that we start the engine, right?
00:16:25.319 --> 00:16:28.519
Or that we have to get an oil change or do something.
00:16:28.599 --> 00:16:30.519
And I know it's hard in this lifetime.
00:16:30.679 --> 00:16:37.000
I know it can feel like setback after setback after setback, you know, like, okay, I'm just gonna say whatever.
00:16:37.079 --> 00:16:38.919
I'm trying to give it up to God, but do we?
00:16:39.079 --> 00:16:40.120
Because I scramble sometimes.
00:16:40.199 --> 00:16:44.039
I'm like, okay, I gotta do this, gotta do this, but my God, you put all this stuff in what, what?
00:16:44.120 --> 00:16:50.919
And God keeps saying, I gave you a lane to go, and you get the hugest revelation, and you restart the journey again.
00:16:51.240 --> 00:17:07.799
And it's over and over on this hamster cycle until God says, I gave you the open door out of that hamster wheel cycle that you kept putting yourself in, and you choose to look at it out there and go right back on that wheel again and still sit there thinking, how when the door is right there.
00:17:08.200 --> 00:17:09.799
And many of us have to find that.
00:17:09.880 --> 00:17:17.720
I invite you to come to our dream sessions coming up, and I have to call that dream builder dream, you know, the the seed of legacy and beyond.
00:17:17.880 --> 00:17:19.880
I invite you to come to anything we have going on.
00:17:20.039 --> 00:17:26.200
Go to real double dosechannel.com, check out any updates and stuff we'll have, or the tab that says work with Lexus.
00:17:26.279 --> 00:17:28.120
We'll still have updates on all the pages.
00:17:28.200 --> 00:17:33.480
Um, even the blog itself that's going to be on there, it should be out there or LinkedIn, wherever you go.
00:17:33.640 --> 00:17:33.960
Okay.
00:17:34.360 --> 00:17:38.519
I just want to make sure you know that something is always waiting for you.
00:17:38.759 --> 00:17:43.880
But just because it comes to you doesn't mean it was the finality of what's to come.
00:17:44.200 --> 00:17:48.599
And we can't fake it till you make it anyway, because God knows the heart sees the heart and everything else.
00:17:48.759 --> 00:17:58.599
But when something comes to you of that level and what you have to do and everything you ask, just remember it doesn't mean that's the final cuss.
00:17:58.839 --> 00:18:05.480
Because that same man that you get to know becomes your fiance and marry, he has different stages.
00:18:05.640 --> 00:18:07.720
He met you as the boyfriend, okay.
00:18:07.880 --> 00:18:24.519
So he met you as the boyfriend, now all of a sudden he graduated to fiance, and as he graduated to fiancé, he gets a chance to be indoctrinated to husband, okay, or entering the husband space, and every level changes, like the caterpillar to the cocoon to the butterfly.
00:18:24.759 --> 00:18:28.279
When you met that woman, she became your girlfriend, right?
00:18:28.599 --> 00:18:29.559
Go study.
00:18:29.720 --> 00:18:35.559
Then all of a sudden, it's okay, she's my fiance, and she transitioned into that wife.
00:18:35.880 --> 00:18:41.640
So at every level, you had to steward that, or it wouldn't have become the wife or the husband.
00:18:41.880 --> 00:18:47.480
It would have just been there as just, hey, I met her or him, bye, boom, it's done.
00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:49.640
And the cycle continues.
00:18:50.039 --> 00:19:04.920
So we're saying, Lord, we're still at a dating level where we want things to be, or Lord, guide me into what I'm supposed to do according to your will and your journey, because you know you made me, you create me, you know everything, you have everything aligned.
00:19:05.079 --> 00:19:11.400
Please just guide and protect me as I go along this way, trusting in you as much as my doubts in this human flesh will happen.
00:19:11.640 --> 00:19:13.800
I know that it all rests within you.
00:19:13.960 --> 00:19:24.519
And God, I know I get scared sometimes because I'm in this human form, all these calamities, all this stuff on the news, all this political stuff, all this craziness, people hurting each other randomly because of it.
00:19:24.759 --> 00:19:28.039
Every moment you turn around, there's not really anything positive to say.
00:19:28.120 --> 00:19:39.480
It's just bad on top of bad and worse, trying to make us question God when we need to really question ourselves into what we're turning into and what we're not willing to help that's turning into it.
00:19:39.880 --> 00:19:44.200
It's not everyone for themselves, it's everyone are a part of the self.
00:19:44.440 --> 00:19:47.480
And I can't wait for you to read The Illumination of Self.
00:19:47.800 --> 00:19:53.480
When that book rolls out, it will be on you know Real Doubledose channel, and I believe it's forward slash work with Lexus.
00:19:53.640 --> 00:19:56.680
It'll also be on the main one and all the blogs and stuff like that.
00:19:56.759 --> 00:20:03.080
We're just trying to make it happen and blast it when it does in a good way, but that's the whole key to it all, beloved.
00:20:04.039 --> 00:20:07.720
It's always got to be where can we connect that?
00:20:08.039 --> 00:20:17.640
Not pressing ourselves to find trouble or pressing ourselves to do good, to look like the shiny object, but allowing the call to happen, allowing that moment.
00:20:17.720 --> 00:20:28.759
And some people are even to the point now where social media got so blown out with seeing a homeless person or seeing someone in the store, and they give five dollars and they get$10,000 in return, which I think is awesome.
00:20:28.920 --> 00:20:33.480
But some people are just making sure they do that, otherwise wouldn't have, just so they can get it.
00:20:33.560 --> 00:20:35.400
Now, maybe they need that blessing, maybe they don't.
00:20:35.480 --> 00:20:41.000
I thought myself, like, hey, if I turn around, someone was like, hey, I'll be like, oh Lord, I need to get a new home.
00:20:42.039 --> 00:20:46.840
You think about different things like that, but ultimately, where does the faith and the trust lie?
00:20:47.320 --> 00:20:52.200
It lies within the confines of understanding our connection with God.
00:20:52.360 --> 00:21:04.200
Now, I do have an omnibus coming out with you know the GSI, ancestral ties, all that, but right now the illumination has to come with the triple E coming afterwards.
00:21:04.440 --> 00:21:11.080
So, whatever it might be, just make sure you understand that every moment has its cusp.
00:21:11.160 --> 00:21:28.360
And once you once you watch it unfold, once you play the part that is already playing for you, once you align with what's already in the destination of the journey that carries doesn't mean you can't have a wonderful, you know, amazing aftermath or in the journey math.
00:21:28.440 --> 00:21:32.840
It does not mean that, but make sure you show up when you're supposed to.
00:21:33.240 --> 00:21:34.680
Yeah, be careful always.
00:21:34.759 --> 00:21:35.960
The trucha, right?
00:21:36.039 --> 00:21:38.200
Keep your eyes open on the kaye out there.
00:21:38.440 --> 00:21:46.279
But I'm saying, like, make sure you show up when you need to, make sure you have the heart and the ears open of a person that says, Can I lean on your shoulder?
00:21:46.440 --> 00:21:49.000
Don't be too busy or oh, I'm unpopular.
00:21:49.080 --> 00:21:52.440
I gotta act like I'm you know, I don't want to be associated with this, but for what though?
00:21:52.600 --> 00:22:04.600
If that person needed to speak to you for a moment, just so you could preserve their lives to see the future of even their children or grandchildren unfold, whatever it might be, take a moment and realize this is my season of stewardship.
00:22:04.680 --> 00:22:06.200
This is the season God gave me.
00:22:06.440 --> 00:22:08.279
God is entrusting that with me.
00:22:08.360 --> 00:22:15.560
And if I can't prove those things, who am I to sit there and complain about, hey Lord, you gave me a free Starbucks card for six months.
00:22:15.720 --> 00:22:17.720
I said I want a coffee every day.
00:22:17.960 --> 00:22:24.759
But that could have led to you having an espresso machine from meeting someone at the coffee shop that just had some extra thing they were doing.
00:22:24.840 --> 00:22:26.759
You don't know what paths cross.
00:22:27.240 --> 00:22:29.880
God, I said I want a brand new car with no car issues.
00:22:30.039 --> 00:22:34.279
You gave me a used one and I have to sit here and possibly put more money into it.
00:22:34.360 --> 00:22:38.279
But I'm not looking at the fact that I just was walking and my feet were hurting.
00:22:38.440 --> 00:22:43.880
I'm not looking at the fact that I can get somewhere in five minutes now instead of a whole hour trying to take a bus ride or whatever.
00:22:43.960 --> 00:22:44.840
Trust me, I know.
00:22:45.080 --> 00:22:49.000
Or paying a high expensive ride share or a taxi.
00:22:49.240 --> 00:22:49.880
I know.
00:22:50.600 --> 00:22:52.360
I know those things.
00:22:52.680 --> 00:22:54.120
So it's the same thing.
00:22:54.279 --> 00:22:58.120
I said I wanted pancakes tonight with some good, you know, eggs on the side.
00:22:58.200 --> 00:22:58.519
I don't know.
00:22:58.600 --> 00:22:59.240
Let's not even say that.
00:22:59.320 --> 00:23:00.920
There's too many recalls going on with that.
00:23:01.240 --> 00:23:04.440
I wanted some, I, you know, I wanted to have a strawberry smoothie and I got this.
00:23:04.519 --> 00:23:06.759
But at the end of the day, let's not focus so small.
00:23:06.920 --> 00:23:09.960
Uh Lord, I I really want to help someone out today.
00:23:10.200 --> 00:23:17.880
But we look for the most drained-looking person instead of God saying, hey, I still am taking care of my children no matter what you see.
00:23:18.120 --> 00:23:24.440
Maybe you're looking for the person that they paint on the TV with the dirty clothes and having took a shower and God bless their hearts.
00:23:24.600 --> 00:23:26.440
I'm talking about your next door neighbor.
00:23:26.600 --> 00:23:30.519
I'm talking about the person at the store that looks like they got it together, but they don't.
00:23:30.680 --> 00:23:38.039
I'm looking at the person who's having intrusive thoughts or things that are going on, and you're the only person that can resonate with their energy or them.
00:23:38.200 --> 00:23:46.680
I'm talking about the person who showed up late for their shift, and they want someone to call them not to come in, but to see why they are not coming in.
00:23:47.080 --> 00:23:51.880
I want someone to see why the child is crying on the park bench sitting by their parent.
00:23:52.200 --> 00:23:54.519
I want someone to be able to see what's going on.
00:23:54.600 --> 00:24:06.279
And I realize people have walls built up and protection levels built up, but it's for us to connect to God and align so deep that nothing, and I mean nothing, beloveds, can ever stop the path that we're on.
00:24:07.800 --> 00:24:10.279
God Is for us.
00:24:11.160 --> 00:24:12.680
Then who can be against us?
00:24:13.160 --> 00:24:15.400
If God is for us, then who can be against us?
00:24:15.800 --> 00:24:25.320
It's only when we're going against the will of God and what God's knowingness is of us as we ask for revelation and we are given revelation that it becomes so steep and edgy.
00:24:25.560 --> 00:24:28.360
Maybe it's because the kid says, Well, my parents won't let me go here.
00:24:28.519 --> 00:24:29.960
They're so horrible.
00:24:30.279 --> 00:24:31.320
I can't stand them.
00:24:31.480 --> 00:24:32.440
It's almost the same way.
00:24:32.519 --> 00:24:37.480
And your parents thinking, I know, for example, Madison can't see where she's going.
00:24:37.800 --> 00:24:40.840
I know Teresa can't see where they're going.
00:24:41.080 --> 00:24:48.120
I know, you know, uh, I'll say my girl, Keisha, or Keia, I think her name was.
00:24:48.200 --> 00:24:49.160
Yeah, sorry.
00:24:49.320 --> 00:24:52.680
Uh but I know she can't, you know, see that.
00:24:52.759 --> 00:24:58.200
Or, you know, I'll say, Yeah, my wonderful extended family.
00:24:58.440 --> 00:25:02.840
I know, you know, let's say Veronica, she can't see where she's going.
00:25:03.000 --> 00:25:09.240
But if she goes over there in that mud hole where they're doing construction with all those sharp pipes, she's gonna fall and hurt herself.
00:25:09.960 --> 00:25:15.160
If she goes over here down this dark alley to pay with her friends, she might be the next person on the milk cart.
00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:17.720
And I used to be, or I don't want that to happen.
00:25:17.800 --> 00:25:28.120
Or I know if they want to play with this, you know, uh wiring and go swimming at the same time with wet hands, they might get shocked to the point where they can't return.
00:25:28.360 --> 00:25:32.519
So God and that example knows what we can't foresee.
00:25:32.600 --> 00:25:34.279
So we're thinking, oh, unfair.
00:25:34.360 --> 00:25:42.519
We want, we want, still not giving the attributes and time to God, still not giving the love and connection to God to fulfill ourselves within it.
00:25:42.680 --> 00:25:52.440
We're looking at it as always a one-sided traction, but yet we expect everything to be on our side without even acknowledging where we're asking for everything to come from.
00:25:53.000 --> 00:26:08.680
So, whatever it might be, remember keep your eyes open, not because you expect to have things because solely you ask for them, but because of who you asked for them from and knowing what comes along with the pieces of that love that's unconditional, the true love.
00:26:09.000 --> 00:26:22.519
Knowing that it comes from a place to where the foreseen is already protected, knowing that you have to steward and be appreciative of where you are and where you want to be and show up to say, Man, I want such and such, but can I show up?
00:26:22.680 --> 00:26:29.400
Ask for the patience and prayer, have the community of spirit, have that internally in the heart, not by man, but by God.
00:26:29.560 --> 00:26:31.880
And if you say, Well, Lex, how can I find that?
00:26:32.120 --> 00:26:37.240
Close your ears down, let your heart beat, relax, and ask God to come in.
00:26:37.320 --> 00:26:42.519
Even before bed, even if you say, Well, I'm at work or I'm taking care of my kids or I'm a caretaker, I'm doing this, I'm driving.
00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:54.840
In a common sense practice, you know, when those things are secured and okay, come in and always be listening out for the inside of that voice, the inner voice to speak to you.
00:26:55.000 --> 00:26:56.759
And it'll speak to you in very different ways.
00:26:56.920 --> 00:27:05.240
No one can tell you exactly how, but it'll lead you in the right direction and make sure you say, Well, I don't know what voice is speaking to me, not your thoughts to slow down.
00:27:05.320 --> 00:27:06.519
You know what your thoughts are.
00:27:06.680 --> 00:27:09.880
People really think that they're thinking when they're not thinking.
00:27:11.320 --> 00:27:14.680
They really think that they thunk, but they didn't think, right?
00:27:14.920 --> 00:27:18.840
Uh, in the words of late Bob Bob Proctor can say the the best.
00:27:19.320 --> 00:27:27.800
But you think about the things that happened behind it, and you say, Well, God wouldn't lead me into you know robbing and hurting someone.
00:27:27.960 --> 00:27:31.400
God wouldn't leave and and familiar spirits can come off saying real nice.
00:27:31.480 --> 00:27:36.519
I remember one man has said he kept seeing his mother come to him after he passed, after she passed.
00:27:36.759 --> 00:27:40.360
And he noticed eventually he started mourning for her so much.
00:27:40.519 --> 00:27:45.560
I think about the fourth or fifth time his mother was telling him, you know, he should do this and that.
00:27:45.720 --> 00:27:51.080
And he noticed, like, man, this is not even if that person had that character, it's like, why are you telling me to do this?
00:27:51.160 --> 00:27:52.120
You're not here no more.
00:27:52.279 --> 00:27:53.640
Why are you telling me these things?
00:27:53.800 --> 00:27:57.800
And he had to basically connect with God deeper and cast that out.
00:27:57.960 --> 00:27:59.720
You know, like ask God to cast it out.
00:27:59.800 --> 00:28:01.800
Like, hey, you're not my mother, go away.
00:28:02.039 --> 00:28:07.320
You know, we it can come off like that, but you you'll know the route because God will never lead you astray.
00:28:07.400 --> 00:28:10.920
And anything connected to God is a ripple effect of abundance.
00:28:11.080 --> 00:28:17.320
Doesn't mean you won't have stumbling blocks or hard times, but what it does mean is you'll always be on the right directional path.
00:28:17.480 --> 00:28:22.200
So I don't know what it is, but we'll just call it Miss Expectations part two.
00:28:22.519 --> 00:28:23.720
I hope this hit home.
00:28:23.800 --> 00:28:28.920
And yeah, even if I have to do a part four, part five, I hope that we all get it even more.
00:28:29.320 --> 00:28:31.800
My love and my blessings are with you always.
00:28:31.960 --> 00:28:33.080
Peace, love, and blessing.
00:28:33.160 --> 00:28:37.560
This is your girl Lex coming at you straight from the heart, as always, and the spirit.
00:28:37.720 --> 00:28:49.480
Okay, so be the change, feel the passion, and embrace the power of the spirit becoming more of you beyond 2.0, 3.0, 4.0, 5.0, 7, 8, 9, 10, boom, and beyond.
00:28:49.720 --> 00:28:51.320
I will be back with you soon.
00:28:51.560 --> 00:28:52.759
Thank you for being with us.
00:28:52.920 --> 00:28:57.560
Thank you for all your downloads, your listens, your heart, your nature, whatever it is.
00:28:57.640 --> 00:29:03.560
I am very appreciative of everything that you bring, just as much in the reciprocity of our love, beloved.
00:29:04.200 --> 00:29:09.720
And I will be speaking with you, and I'll be back with you very, very soon.
00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.879
You're listening to RDDC.
00:00:04.080 --> 00:00:06.719
The real double dose channel.
00:00:07.120 --> 00:00:10.320
Where real voices speak, real stories matter.
00:00:10.560 --> 00:00:14.800
And authority isn't just a word, it's a way of life.
00:00:15.279 --> 00:00:17.839
God-centered, purpose-driven.
00:00:18.079 --> 00:00:21.440
Built for hearts and minds that are ready to rise.
00:00:22.000 --> 00:00:25.359
RDDC Broadcast Media Network.
00:00:25.679 --> 00:00:27.199
Welcome home.
00:00:27.600 --> 00:00:31.679
Hello, hello, hello, our DC family.
00:00:32.000 --> 00:00:41.359
This is your girl Lexus T coming at you straight from the heart where the talk is real in the vibe is live because we're in this life that God gave us to do to the best that we can.
00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:43.840
Welcome to those who have been with us.
00:00:44.000 --> 00:00:50.880
Welcome, all those who are new, those who tap in from time to time, those who are rolling out in some more of our YouTube stratosphere.
00:00:51.039 --> 00:00:56.079
Now I do have a Lex Effect YouTube rolling out slowly and surely with just some teaching points.
00:00:56.399 --> 00:00:59.520
Might be a little, you know, choreographed on that.
00:00:59.600 --> 00:01:01.200
Let's just say pin-hint.
00:01:01.439 --> 00:01:05.040
Um, but you know, I gotta do what we gotta do is still get the message in my mind, you know.
00:01:05.120 --> 00:01:07.040
Um, but yes, Real Doubledose channel.
00:01:07.120 --> 00:01:10.480
Okay, I think it's actually at the Real Double Dose channel on YouTube.
00:01:10.879 --> 00:01:12.799
Check out what's going on, beloveds.
00:01:12.879 --> 00:01:28.319
And I hope that this conversation, guys, wherever you are right now, whatever you're feeling, I pray for healing, I pray for upliftment and all the hairs on your head from every single count, from whatever you're going through, whatever you're about to get through, whatever you're going into.
00:01:28.480 --> 00:01:29.920
Just know you are not alone.
00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:35.040
And there is a prayer and not more prayers going up to you from people.
00:01:35.680 --> 00:01:43.280
Well, the face you have maybe not seen face to face yet, but just know you are not alone, and just stay out, stay alert.
00:01:43.359 --> 00:01:47.599
Okay, check out the website at real doubledosechannel.com, check out our social media.
00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:49.200
We've been here for over a decade now.
00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:55.599
You know, you can always send a message, you can always, you know, and I know some of a lot of you don't know different things, and you you know it.
00:01:55.760 --> 00:01:57.280
Um, our email, okay.
00:01:57.439 --> 00:02:03.040
Um, flip daswitch at reborn.com, flip the switch at reborn.com.
00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:05.280
You can check us out at real double dose channel.
00:02:05.359 --> 00:02:12.479
Well, I would say at yandex.com, which we still you know have operating, it's been there for us, but I just want to let you know we're still there.
00:02:12.639 --> 00:02:17.840
There's many other avenues for things going on, and look out for the downloads of just elevating, look up for the things.
00:02:17.919 --> 00:02:20.240
It's not always a catch that comes with it.
00:02:20.319 --> 00:02:27.919
The only catch you can have is catching yourself from falling this time if you roll with those who are raw, real, and direct.
00:02:28.159 --> 00:02:29.520
Boom, let's get it.
00:02:29.680 --> 00:02:32.319
So I don't know this conversation.
00:02:32.479 --> 00:02:40.400
I don't know if this was something I don't believe that I I gave this already, and if it is all well, okay.
00:02:40.639 --> 00:02:49.520
Um, I had I had I actually recorded on my phone May 7th, which wasn't I don't even oh, maybe it's been a little while.
00:02:49.599 --> 00:02:54.479
I don't know, but I'm gonna talk about the value of perception.
00:02:54.960 --> 00:02:57.439
You know, it was called misxpectations.
00:02:57.599 --> 00:03:01.120
Now, I don't want to vex myself by doing this conversation.
00:03:01.199 --> 00:03:05.439
I did it already, but you can't do something over and over exactly the same.
00:03:05.520 --> 00:03:17.919
Even if you think that you put the exact amount in there, there's always gonna be one crumb or one piece of sentiment, something that it just is gonna fly in there and just never make it exactly the same, right?
00:03:18.400 --> 00:03:21.520
But I want to talk about mis expectations.
00:03:21.680 --> 00:03:27.520
And look, I I put this episode and give it to be ready and you know, out there for you.
00:03:27.599 --> 00:03:29.439
And I hear, oh, you have one out here.
00:03:29.599 --> 00:03:33.599
Well, this is miss expectations part two or part one, no matter what.
00:03:34.400 --> 00:03:36.560
I like it, I think it's amazing.
00:03:36.639 --> 00:03:37.840
But I think about that.
00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:39.520
So, you know, the same thing.
00:03:39.599 --> 00:03:44.879
If a person wants to have, you know, they they ask God for things, right?
00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:49.919
Um, you're gonna ask for, like, hey, you know, I really would like a new home.
00:03:50.319 --> 00:03:52.159
God, please give me a new home.
00:03:52.319 --> 00:04:08.639
And then all of a sudden, now you're your goal, you're called, let's put it this way in this narrative, you're coming from a perspective to where you're leaving, you know, a family's home or friend's couch or just maybe homeless, you know, or should I say, um, home insecurity, whatever they call the name, right?
00:04:08.879 --> 00:04:16.399
Um, whatever it might be, you're thinking, oh man, first you need to put the alignment of the money or the job or the the help.
00:04:16.560 --> 00:04:18.639
And all of a sudden, God says, Well, here you go.
00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:22.639
Here's a nice little apartment for you and your child, or you and your family.
00:04:22.720 --> 00:04:26.240
It's not the biggest right now, but it's about to be on its way.
00:04:26.480 --> 00:04:37.680
And you say, Lord, that's nice, but you know, say you're chatting on the phone with your friend, and you go, Man, that's okay, but I didn't want an apartment, I wanted a house.
00:04:37.839 --> 00:04:40.319
My kids are loud, or I want some privacy.
00:04:40.399 --> 00:04:44.319
I don't want to hear the neighbors sitting there playing their music all night a little bit.
00:04:44.399 --> 00:04:48.079
I mean, it's not bad, but you know, and we start this list of complaints.
00:04:48.160 --> 00:04:55.519
We start this list of not even giving the blessing time to be thankful for or grow or seeding it in our hearts.
00:04:55.680 --> 00:05:00.399
And then sometimes we just, okay, uh quick little things the next minute, man, when am I gonna get my house?
00:05:00.480 --> 00:05:01.199
When am I gonna get my house?
00:05:01.279 --> 00:05:02.720
When am I when am I gonna get my house?
00:05:02.879 --> 00:05:15.680
And God essentially, I mean, anybody from that perspective, but I can only imagine God would say, Man, I gave you an apartment from which you prayed for to get out of, and the efficiency to actually get into the apartment.
00:05:15.920 --> 00:05:24.000
And instead of enjoying it and trying to make it your own space for a moment in time, not knowing what I have prepared for you, you say, Man, I should have shot bigger.
00:05:24.079 --> 00:05:27.759
And maybe you could have asked for bigger, but you said a home, Lex.
00:05:27.920 --> 00:05:29.600
Yeah, a home is still a home.
00:05:29.680 --> 00:05:33.600
It doesn't have to be a house where there's no one above or beyond you or below.
00:05:33.759 --> 00:05:35.439
And some people say, I gotta go home.
00:05:35.600 --> 00:05:38.319
They talk about their apartments or even with their roommates.
00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:41.839
And maybe you could be more specified in saying it.
00:05:42.000 --> 00:05:43.600
You know, it's just the same.
00:05:43.839 --> 00:05:46.480
God's still trusting you to steward that.
00:05:46.639 --> 00:05:50.319
Well, let me see where your appreciation is, let me see where it's at.
00:05:50.399 --> 00:05:54.560
And I have to check myself in certain situations, which is very diabolical at times.
00:05:54.720 --> 00:05:56.639
Yes, your girl Lex is dealing with that.
00:05:56.720 --> 00:05:59.439
It's family-related, so it's kind of hard to shake.
00:05:59.680 --> 00:06:08.240
Though I look at that, and it's not hard to shake, but in my heart, the way it works in the oracle in me, it's it's definitely a profound journey of understanding spiritually as well.
00:06:08.480 --> 00:06:20.000
I mean, narcissism, especially in different roles in your life and parental and life itself with siblings, it can be dealing with it is like dealing with the devil in a whole different way.
00:06:20.160 --> 00:06:21.439
I do concur.
00:06:22.240 --> 00:06:31.120
Um, though I will say, you know, if I get to that point where I'm like, you know, I gotta check myself and be like, Lex, are you a little bit thankful?
00:06:31.279 --> 00:06:40.240
Yes, I'm I'm thankful for being able to wash my body every day, brush my teeth, um, you know, check out what's going on, having my place to store stuff.
00:06:40.399 --> 00:06:42.959
I'm thankful for me being able to have a vehicle.
00:06:43.199 --> 00:06:45.839
I'm thankful for me being able to have food and different things.
00:06:46.000 --> 00:06:56.000
And someone out there in the world, I said it many times, beloved, someone out there is begging to be in our position regardless, even if it's something that they're trying to appreciate for themselves, right?
00:06:56.560 --> 00:06:59.839
So when it comes down to that, we think about that.
00:07:00.000 --> 00:07:02.079
Some of us ask for stuff and not prepared.
00:07:02.240 --> 00:07:05.279
Well, I got the apartment or I got the home, but I don't have a broom.
00:07:05.360 --> 00:07:06.160
I don't have any grocery.
00:07:06.240 --> 00:07:07.279
I didn't prepare for that.
00:07:07.439 --> 00:07:10.879
I literally spent that off last week, not even getting ready for my blessing.
00:07:10.959 --> 00:07:22.160
See, a lot of things are still stewardship, but also the testing, the testing through the blessing, the getting us ready, just like a person will say, I want to join a martial arts or kickboxing.
00:07:22.240 --> 00:07:23.600
Yeah, you still got to get prepped.
00:07:23.759 --> 00:07:26.560
You can't just go on the ring and say you're Mike Tyson.
00:07:26.639 --> 00:07:28.800
You'll get your teeth knocked out times 10.
00:07:28.959 --> 00:07:34.959
You know, you can't just go in there and say, I'm ready to be a swimmer, but you've never touched water in your life and went under there to hold your breath.
00:07:35.120 --> 00:07:35.439
Okay.
00:07:35.680 --> 00:07:46.959
You can't say you're ready for a relationship and all of a sudden you've never even understood what the other person expects from that relationship, let alone what you can do in that relationship to give your 100 with their 100.
00:07:47.120 --> 00:07:49.360
You can't say, I just want to be a chef overnight.
00:07:49.439 --> 00:07:59.839
Let me go in here and throw all the ingredients and hope that they work, not knowing the balance, the structure of how much I should add, the cook times, you'll burn the house down or you'll get too much sodium in your body and shut your organs down.
00:08:00.079 --> 00:08:03.360
So there has to be the stewardship of the journey of learning.
00:08:03.519 --> 00:08:05.600
I want to get my driver's license tomorrow.
00:08:05.680 --> 00:08:08.959
Yes, but you've never turned the car on and put your foot on the pedal.
00:08:09.199 --> 00:08:13.920
You've never got a chance to see the signals or the traffic lights or how other people move and drive.
00:08:14.160 --> 00:08:15.920
You've never did that, right?
00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:19.839
It doesn't mean you can't do that, but we still have to go through a growing time.
00:08:20.079 --> 00:08:21.759
Okay, I just got pregnant.
00:08:21.839 --> 00:08:23.040
Oh, I'm having my baby tomorrow.
00:08:23.199 --> 00:08:24.480
You'd be like, What?
00:08:25.360 --> 00:08:26.240
Seriously?
00:08:26.560 --> 00:08:28.639
You got pregnant yesterday and you're giving birth.
00:08:28.800 --> 00:08:29.199
What?
00:08:29.519 --> 00:08:31.519
There's no time for preparation.
00:08:32.399 --> 00:08:34.399
Oh, I just met someone next day.
00:08:34.480 --> 00:08:35.039
What do they call it?
00:08:35.200 --> 00:08:35.840
Love bombing.
00:08:35.919 --> 00:08:37.759
Hey, I'm in love with you, man.
00:08:38.879 --> 00:08:41.600
Girl or bro, I just met you.
00:08:42.159 --> 00:08:44.399
I have love for you, you know.
00:08:44.720 --> 00:08:46.080
I'm pretty sure we understand.
00:08:46.159 --> 00:08:47.759
You know, we're here in this world.
00:08:48.000 --> 00:08:51.440
They would probably block you and be like, can we get an evaluation?
00:08:51.600 --> 00:08:56.159
It doesn't mean you can't hold that amount of love for someone in the depth of God connecting it.
00:08:56.240 --> 00:08:59.120
But what it means is you're jumping the gun.
00:08:59.840 --> 00:09:03.200
And as soon as you went forward, you're already failing.
00:09:03.440 --> 00:09:06.080
And I have to say that you have to fail forward a lot.
00:09:06.240 --> 00:09:10.159
That's what comes along with the journey of what it is in life, right?
00:09:10.559 --> 00:09:12.559
It's something we wouldn't want for our relationship.
00:09:12.720 --> 00:09:16.639
You would tell your son or your nephew or your brother or your friend, hey man, what do you mean?
00:09:16.720 --> 00:09:17.759
You fell in love with this girl.
00:09:17.840 --> 00:09:18.879
You just met her yesterday.
00:09:18.960 --> 00:09:20.000
Give it some time.
00:09:20.240 --> 00:09:22.080
Or your son, this daughter, whatever.
00:09:22.240 --> 00:09:24.480
You'd be saying the same thing as a protection.
00:09:24.720 --> 00:09:26.639
Or your friend, right?
00:09:27.039 --> 00:09:29.600
The same feeling of acknowledgement of what we want.
00:09:29.759 --> 00:09:33.039
Or, hey, you know, it's really nice to meet you.
00:09:33.120 --> 00:09:35.440
Can you borrow me a thousand dollars?
00:09:35.840 --> 00:09:45.360
Or, hey, you know, I know you've been coming over here every single moment and telling me what it is, but I just I really need help right now.
00:09:45.519 --> 00:09:48.879
And this is a relationship we have with Lord, the Lord, with God.
00:09:49.039 --> 00:09:50.000
A lot of people do.
00:09:50.240 --> 00:09:53.600
And I'm not judging those who are, but just check it in yourself.
00:09:53.759 --> 00:10:00.799
And I have to make sure I keep checking myself to be like, I'm not gonna just come up there and say, Lord, I need this, this, this, this, and that.
00:10:00.879 --> 00:10:04.080
But what I'm giving you is not a portion that you deserve.
00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:06.960
Okay, let's do an example for the human flesh.
00:10:07.120 --> 00:10:11.120
Hey, I need you to be my lover, my this, my that, my this.
00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:17.679
But when it comes down to you needing someone to support you in an appointment, it comes down to you needing someone to help you if you just had leg surgery.
00:10:17.840 --> 00:10:24.320
When it comes down to what you need, I do not care until I feel that it's worthy of my time, my direction.
00:10:25.200 --> 00:10:31.759
So this is part two, the missed expectations, but it's also the sense of revelation.
00:10:31.840 --> 00:10:36.080
Now, I don't know exactly what I'll be called, but I want to remind those out there, are we doing that?
00:10:36.159 --> 00:10:40.240
Not because the last days are here, that revelation the Bible spoke about.
00:10:40.799 --> 00:10:44.559
Not because of, oh, I want to be close to God so I don't die.
00:10:44.720 --> 00:10:46.559
Uh you know, or when I die, this happens.
00:10:46.639 --> 00:10:50.320
Because I mean, guaranteed, when you come into life, you are guaranteed a ticket to death.
00:10:50.480 --> 00:10:51.360
That's just what it is.
00:10:51.519 --> 00:10:53.440
And death doesn't have to be so ugly.
00:10:53.679 --> 00:10:57.360
And when it's your time and God calls you, it'll be that time.
00:10:57.519 --> 00:11:02.720
And God will take care of you throughout that journey, no matter how horrific it may seem to the outside world.
00:11:02.960 --> 00:13:15.479
But I want to remind you something, right?
00:13:16.199 --> 00:13:25.639
It's not a genie and a bottle mentality, once again, to where we just rub, you know, God the right way or do something and try to get our kudos.
00:13:25.799 --> 00:13:31.240
Not the religious spirit mindset where we think we show up every weekend, whatever day that is for you, might be Sunday.
00:13:31.399 --> 00:13:33.159
Mine's been Saturday, right?
00:13:33.319 --> 00:13:38.120
In different places, and you sit there and wear a suit and a tie and dress and pretend everything's okay.
00:13:38.360 --> 00:13:40.439
You have your fellowship dinners and your potluck.
00:13:40.599 --> 00:13:49.000
Now, feet washing and communion was kind of fun, but you know, it's not the point that church is stiff, it's the point that it doesn't really incorporate God the way it should.
00:13:49.319 --> 00:14:02.599
And it's not to that measurement of it, but I'm saying I had to throw this little extra in here because I want people to understand at the same time they're like, oh well, a fellowship for getting under fellowship, a fellowship with people who want a fellowship about God and the stewardship of God.
00:14:02.839 --> 00:14:08.439
Don't fellowship with people who are just going to sit there and have a meal and talk about their missed expectations.
00:14:08.519 --> 00:14:09.959
And that correlates to this.
00:14:10.199 --> 00:14:12.839
You want to talk about college programs and all this stuff.
00:14:13.000 --> 00:14:15.719
Okay, you got my number all week in the church directory.
00:14:15.879 --> 00:14:17.719
You know how to see me when you see me on the weekend.
00:14:17.879 --> 00:14:20.599
You see me at the store, or you can reach out somehow, right?
00:14:20.759 --> 00:14:23.479
The pastor, whatever you have, the priest, I don't know.
00:14:23.959 --> 00:14:25.399
Cardinal, the bishop.
00:14:25.559 --> 00:14:30.519
But why do you want to speak about that on the day we're supposed to fellowship and worship and have that for God?
00:14:30.839 --> 00:14:35.159
Why do you want to nitpick and talk about the next person sitting at the table and who they just slept with?
00:14:35.319 --> 00:14:36.919
Yeah, people have to really look at that.
00:14:37.000 --> 00:14:42.839
The misexpectation of that is we could have spoken profoundly about a verse and who we could help next week.
00:14:43.079 --> 00:14:49.639
We could speak about, hey, do you have any extra food so we can go down here and help these uh people who are less fortunate?
00:14:49.719 --> 00:14:51.399
Hey, would you like a plate we just made?
00:14:51.479 --> 00:14:52.759
I got an extra blanket.
00:14:52.919 --> 00:15:02.599
The misxpectation of that is, man, I just saw you know somebody looking real sad and down, and that person could be on their way to end their life, like my sister and many, many more.
00:15:02.759 --> 00:15:05.079
My brother, God rest their souls.
00:15:05.319 --> 00:15:15.000
It's your mis-expectation to stop those things from happening or being a conduit, being a person that can be utilized the way you're supposed to.
00:15:15.159 --> 00:15:19.399
And you say, Well, Lexus' free will, absolutely, but it's still the will of God.
00:15:19.559 --> 00:15:24.279
Many of the plans of man and one man, but God's plan will reveal.
00:15:24.360 --> 00:15:27.399
And I can't quote the scripture exactly, but that's what it is.
00:15:27.559 --> 00:15:28.759
We have a creator.
00:15:29.240 --> 00:15:31.719
And I'm not saying to feel persecuted, whatever else.
00:15:31.879 --> 00:15:36.199
If you go out there and get drunk tomorrow and get in an accident, I'm pretty sure you'll find someone to blame.
00:15:36.439 --> 00:15:38.199
And I God forbid that happens.
00:15:38.360 --> 00:15:39.719
But think about that.
00:15:39.959 --> 00:16:00.679
If you see someone in the store, you know, struggling to get 75 cents out of their pocket to pay for that sandwich, and you're sitting there with a crisp$5 bill with nowhere to go, and you don't step in, that could have been your moment to feed that, could have been an angel, could have been anything, could have been that person just needing to not go off the cliff for what was going on with their life at that moment.
00:16:02.039 --> 00:16:05.719
There's so many things that we don't play into, right?
00:16:06.679 --> 00:16:08.439
Everything that we don't play into.
00:16:08.599 --> 00:16:09.879
It's like, what's next?
00:16:10.039 --> 00:16:11.079
When is it coming?
00:16:11.319 --> 00:16:25.159
You know, they don't understand so many concepts of it, but God is looking for the stewardship, the connectivity, the care, the graciousness, beloveds, and our gratefulness within every single moment that we start the engine, right?
00:16:25.319 --> 00:16:28.519
Or that we have to get an oil change or do something.
00:16:28.599 --> 00:16:30.519
And I know it's hard in this lifetime.
00:16:30.679 --> 00:16:37.000
I know it can feel like setback after setback after setback, you know, like, okay, I'm just gonna say whatever.
00:16:37.079 --> 00:16:38.919
I'm trying to give it up to God, but do we?
00:16:39.079 --> 00:16:40.120
Because I scramble sometimes.
00:16:40.199 --> 00:16:44.039
I'm like, okay, I gotta do this, gotta do this, but my God, you put all this stuff in what, what?
00:16:44.120 --> 00:16:50.919
And God keeps saying, I gave you a lane to go, and you get the hugest revelation, and you restart the journey again.
00:16:51.240 --> 00:17:07.799
And it's over and over on this hamster cycle until God says, I gave you the open door out of that hamster wheel cycle that you kept putting yourself in, and you choose to look at it out there and go right back on that wheel again and still sit there thinking, how when the door is right there.
00:17:08.200 --> 00:17:09.799
And many of us have to find that.
00:17:09.880 --> 00:17:17.720
I invite you to come to our dream sessions coming up, and I have to call that dream builder dream, you know, the the seed of legacy and beyond.
00:17:17.880 --> 00:17:19.880
I invite you to come to anything we have going on.
00:17:20.039 --> 00:17:26.200
Go to real double dosechannel.com, check out any updates and stuff we'll have, or the tab that says work with Lexus.
00:17:26.279 --> 00:17:28.120
We'll still have updates on all the pages.
00:17:28.200 --> 00:17:33.480
Um, even the blog itself that's going to be on there, it should be out there or LinkedIn, wherever you go.
00:17:33.640 --> 00:17:33.960
Okay.
00:17:34.360 --> 00:17:38.519
I just want to make sure you know that something is always waiting for you.
00:17:38.759 --> 00:17:43.880
But just because it comes to you doesn't mean it was the finality of what's to come.
00:17:44.200 --> 00:17:48.599
And we can't fake it till you make it anyway, because God knows the heart sees the heart and everything else.
00:17:48.759 --> 00:17:58.599
But when something comes to you of that level and what you have to do and everything you ask, just remember it doesn't mean that's the final cuss.
00:17:58.839 --> 00:18:05.480
Because that same man that you get to know becomes your fiance and marry, he has different stages.
00:18:05.640 --> 00:18:07.720
He met you as the boyfriend, okay.
00:18:07.880 --> 00:18:24.519
So he met you as the boyfriend, now all of a sudden he graduated to fiance, and as he graduated to fiancé, he gets a chance to be indoctrinated to husband, okay, or entering the husband space, and every level changes, like the caterpillar to the cocoon to the butterfly.
00:18:24.759 --> 00:18:28.279
When you met that woman, she became your girlfriend, right?
00:18:28.599 --> 00:18:29.559
Go study.
00:18:29.720 --> 00:18:35.559
Then all of a sudden, it's okay, she's my fiance, and she transitioned into that wife.
00:18:35.880 --> 00:18:41.640
So at every level, you had to steward that, or it wouldn't have become the wife or the husband.
00:18:41.880 --> 00:18:47.480
It would have just been there as just, hey, I met her or him, bye, boom, it's done.
00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:49.640
And the cycle continues.
00:18:50.039 --> 00:19:04.920
So we're saying, Lord, we're still at a dating level where we want things to be, or Lord, guide me into what I'm supposed to do according to your will and your journey, because you know you made me, you create me, you know everything, you have everything aligned.
00:19:05.079 --> 00:19:11.400
Please just guide and protect me as I go along this way, trusting in you as much as my doubts in this human flesh will happen.
00:19:11.640 --> 00:19:13.800
I know that it all rests within you.
00:19:13.960 --> 00:19:24.519
And God, I know I get scared sometimes because I'm in this human form, all these calamities, all this stuff on the news, all this political stuff, all this craziness, people hurting each other randomly because of it.
00:19:24.759 --> 00:19:28.039
Every moment you turn around, there's not really anything positive to say.
00:19:28.120 --> 00:19:39.480
It's just bad on top of bad and worse, trying to make us question God when we need to really question ourselves into what we're turning into and what we're not willing to help that's turning into it.
00:19:39.880 --> 00:19:44.200
It's not everyone for themselves, it's everyone are a part of the self.
00:19:44.440 --> 00:19:47.480
And I can't wait for you to read The Illumination of Self.
00:19:47.800 --> 00:19:53.480
When that book rolls out, it will be on you know Real Doubledose channel, and I believe it's forward slash work with Lexus.
00:19:53.640 --> 00:19:56.680
It'll also be on the main one and all the blogs and stuff like that.
00:19:56.759 --> 00:20:03.080
We're just trying to make it happen and blast it when it does in a good way, but that's the whole key to it all, beloved.
00:20:04.039 --> 00:20:07.720
It's always got to be where can we connect that?
00:20:08.039 --> 00:20:17.640
Not pressing ourselves to find trouble or pressing ourselves to do good, to look like the shiny object, but allowing the call to happen, allowing that moment.
00:20:17.720 --> 00:20:28.759
And some people are even to the point now where social media got so blown out with seeing a homeless person or seeing someone in the store, and they give five dollars and they get$10,000 in return, which I think is awesome.
00:20:28.920 --> 00:20:33.480
But some people are just making sure they do that, otherwise wouldn't have, just so they can get it.
00:20:33.560 --> 00:20:35.400
Now, maybe they need that blessing, maybe they don't.
00:20:35.480 --> 00:20:41.000
I thought myself, like, hey, if I turn around, someone was like, hey, I'll be like, oh Lord, I need to get a new home.
00:20:42.039 --> 00:20:46.840
You think about different things like that, but ultimately, where does the faith and the trust lie?
00:20:47.320 --> 00:20:52.200
It lies within the confines of understanding our connection with God.
00:20:52.360 --> 00:21:04.200
Now, I do have an omnibus coming out with you know the GSI, ancestral ties, all that, but right now the illumination has to come with the triple E coming afterwards.
00:21:04.440 --> 00:21:11.080
So, whatever it might be, just make sure you understand that every moment has its cusp.
00:21:11.160 --> 00:21:28.360
And once you once you watch it unfold, once you play the part that is already playing for you, once you align with what's already in the destination of the journey that carries doesn't mean you can't have a wonderful, you know, amazing aftermath or in the journey math.
00:21:28.440 --> 00:21:32.840
It does not mean that, but make sure you show up when you're supposed to.
00:21:33.240 --> 00:21:34.680
Yeah, be careful always.
00:21:34.759 --> 00:21:35.960
The trucha, right?
00:21:36.039 --> 00:21:38.200
Keep your eyes open on the kaye out there.
00:21:38.440 --> 00:21:46.279
But I'm saying, like, make sure you show up when you need to, make sure you have the heart and the ears open of a person that says, Can I lean on your shoulder?
00:21:46.440 --> 00:21:49.000
Don't be too busy or oh, I'm unpopular.
00:21:49.080 --> 00:21:52.440
I gotta act like I'm you know, I don't want to be associated with this, but for what though?
00:21:52.600 --> 00:22:04.600
If that person needed to speak to you for a moment, just so you could preserve their lives to see the future of even their children or grandchildren unfold, whatever it might be, take a moment and realize this is my season of stewardship.
00:22:04.680 --> 00:22:06.200
This is the season God gave me.
00:22:06.440 --> 00:22:08.279
God is entrusting that with me.
00:22:08.360 --> 00:22:15.560
And if I can't prove those things, who am I to sit there and complain about, hey Lord, you gave me a free Starbucks card for six months.
00:22:15.720 --> 00:22:17.720
I said I want a coffee every day.
00:22:17.960 --> 00:22:24.759
But that could have led to you having an espresso machine from meeting someone at the coffee shop that just had some extra thing they were doing.
00:22:24.840 --> 00:22:26.759
You don't know what paths cross.
00:22:27.240 --> 00:22:29.880
God, I said I want a brand new car with no car issues.
00:22:30.039 --> 00:22:34.279
You gave me a used one and I have to sit here and possibly put more money into it.
00:22:34.360 --> 00:22:38.279
But I'm not looking at the fact that I just was walking and my feet were hurting.
00:22:38.440 --> 00:22:43.880
I'm not looking at the fact that I can get somewhere in five minutes now instead of a whole hour trying to take a bus ride or whatever.
00:22:43.960 --> 00:22:44.840
Trust me, I know.
00:22:45.080 --> 00:22:49.000
Or paying a high expensive ride share or a taxi.
00:22:49.240 --> 00:22:49.880
I know.
00:22:50.600 --> 00:22:52.360
I know those things.
00:22:52.680 --> 00:22:54.120
So it's the same thing.
00:22:54.279 --> 00:22:58.120
I said I wanted pancakes tonight with some good, you know, eggs on the side.
00:22:58.200 --> 00:22:58.519
I don't know.
00:22:58.600 --> 00:22:59.240
Let's not even say that.
00:22:59.320 --> 00:23:00.920
There's too many recalls going on with that.
00:23:01.240 --> 00:23:04.440
I wanted some, I, you know, I wanted to have a strawberry smoothie and I got this.
00:23:04.519 --> 00:23:06.759
But at the end of the day, let's not focus so small.
00:23:06.920 --> 00:23:09.960
Uh Lord, I I really want to help someone out today.
00:23:10.200 --> 00:23:17.880
But we look for the most drained-looking person instead of God saying, hey, I still am taking care of my children no matter what you see.
00:23:18.120 --> 00:23:24.440
Maybe you're looking for the person that they paint on the TV with the dirty clothes and having took a shower and God bless their hearts.
00:23:24.600 --> 00:23:26.440
I'm talking about your next door neighbor.
00:23:26.600 --> 00:23:30.519
I'm talking about the person at the store that looks like they got it together, but they don't.
00:23:30.680 --> 00:23:38.039
I'm looking at the person who's having intrusive thoughts or things that are going on, and you're the only person that can resonate with their energy or them.
00:23:38.200 --> 00:23:46.680
I'm talking about the person who showed up late for their shift, and they want someone to call them not to come in, but to see why they are not coming in.
00:23:47.080 --> 00:23:51.880
I want someone to see why the child is crying on the park bench sitting by their parent.
00:23:52.200 --> 00:23:54.519
I want someone to be able to see what's going on.
00:23:54.600 --> 00:24:06.279
And I realize people have walls built up and protection levels built up, but it's for us to connect to God and align so deep that nothing, and I mean nothing, beloveds, can ever stop the path that we're on.
00:24:07.800 --> 00:24:10.279
God Is for us.
00:24:11.160 --> 00:24:12.680
Then who can be against us?
00:24:13.160 --> 00:24:15.400
If God is for us, then who can be against us?
00:24:15.800 --> 00:24:25.320
It's only when we're going against the will of God and what God's knowingness is of us as we ask for revelation and we are given revelation that it becomes so steep and edgy.
00:24:25.560 --> 00:24:28.360
Maybe it's because the kid says, Well, my parents won't let me go here.
00:24:28.519 --> 00:24:29.960
They're so horrible.
00:24:30.279 --> 00:24:31.320
I can't stand them.
00:24:31.480 --> 00:24:32.440
It's almost the same way.
00:24:32.519 --> 00:24:37.480
And your parents thinking, I know, for example, Madison can't see where she's going.
00:24:37.800 --> 00:24:40.840
I know Teresa can't see where they're going.
00:24:41.080 --> 00:24:48.120
I know, you know, uh, I'll say my girl, Keisha, or Keia, I think her name was.
00:24:48.200 --> 00:24:49.160
Yeah, sorry.
00:24:49.320 --> 00:24:52.680
Uh but I know she can't, you know, see that.
00:24:52.759 --> 00:24:58.200
Or, you know, I'll say, Yeah, my wonderful extended family.
00:24:58.440 --> 00:25:02.840
I know, you know, let's say Veronica, she can't see where she's going.
00:25:03.000 --> 00:25:09.240
But if she goes over there in that mud hole where they're doing construction with all those sharp pipes, she's gonna fall and hurt herself.
00:25:09.960 --> 00:25:15.160
If she goes over here down this dark alley to pay with her friends, she might be the next person on the milk cart.
00:25:15.240 --> 00:25:17.720
And I used to be, or I don't want that to happen.
00:25:17.800 --> 00:25:28.120
Or I know if they want to play with this, you know, uh wiring and go swimming at the same time with wet hands, they might get shocked to the point where they can't return.
00:25:28.360 --> 00:25:32.519
So God and that example knows what we can't foresee.
00:25:32.600 --> 00:25:34.279
So we're thinking, oh, unfair.
00:25:34.360 --> 00:25:42.519
We want, we want, still not giving the attributes and time to God, still not giving the love and connection to God to fulfill ourselves within it.
00:25:42.680 --> 00:25:52.440
We're looking at it as always a one-sided traction, but yet we expect everything to be on our side without even acknowledging where we're asking for everything to come from.
00:25:53.000 --> 00:26:08.680
So, whatever it might be, remember keep your eyes open, not because you expect to have things because solely you ask for them, but because of who you asked for them from and knowing what comes along with the pieces of that love that's unconditional, the true love.
00:26:09.000 --> 00:26:22.519
Knowing that it comes from a place to where the foreseen is already protected, knowing that you have to steward and be appreciative of where you are and where you want to be and show up to say, Man, I want such and such, but can I show up?
00:26:22.680 --> 00:26:29.400
Ask for the patience and prayer, have the community of spirit, have that internally in the heart, not by man, but by God.
00:26:29.560 --> 00:26:31.880
And if you say, Well, Lex, how can I find that?
00:26:32.120 --> 00:26:37.240
Close your ears down, let your heart beat, relax, and ask God to come in.
00:26:37.320 --> 00:26:42.519
Even before bed, even if you say, Well, I'm at work or I'm taking care of my kids or I'm a caretaker, I'm doing this, I'm driving.
00:26:42.680 --> 00:26:54.840
In a common sense practice, you know, when those things are secured and okay, come in and always be listening out for the inside of that voice, the inner voice to speak to you.
00:26:55.000 --> 00:26:56.759
And it'll speak to you in very different ways.
00:26:56.920 --> 00:27:05.240
No one can tell you exactly how, but it'll lead you in the right direction and make sure you say, Well, I don't know what voice is speaking to me, not your thoughts to slow down.
00:27:05.320 --> 00:27:06.519
You know what your thoughts are.
00:27:06.680 --> 00:27:09.880
People really think that they're thinking when they're not thinking.
00:27:11.320 --> 00:27:14.680
They really think that they thunk, but they didn't think, right?
00:27:14.920 --> 00:27:18.840
Uh, in the words of late Bob Bob Proctor can say the the best.
00:27:19.320 --> 00:27:27.800
But you think about the things that happened behind it, and you say, Well, God wouldn't lead me into you know robbing and hurting someone.
00:27:27.960 --> 00:27:31.400
God wouldn't leave and and familiar spirits can come off saying real nice.
00:27:31.480 --> 00:27:36.519
I remember one man has said he kept seeing his mother come to him after he passed, after she passed.
00:27:36.759 --> 00:27:40.360
And he noticed eventually he started mourning for her so much.
00:27:40.519 --> 00:27:45.560
I think about the fourth or fifth time his mother was telling him, you know, he should do this and that.
00:27:45.720 --> 00:27:51.080
And he noticed, like, man, this is not even if that person had that character, it's like, why are you telling me to do this?
00:27:51.160 --> 00:27:52.120
You're not here no more.
00:27:52.279 --> 00:27:53.640
Why are you telling me these things?
00:27:53.800 --> 00:27:57.800
And he had to basically connect with God deeper and cast that out.
00:27:57.960 --> 00:27:59.720
You know, like ask God to cast it out.
00:27:59.800 --> 00:28:01.800
Like, hey, you're not my mother, go away.
00:28:02.039 --> 00:28:07.320
You know, we it can come off like that, but you you'll know the route because God will never lead you astray.
00:28:07.400 --> 00:28:10.920
And anything connected to God is a ripple effect of abundance.
00:28:11.080 --> 00:28:17.320
Doesn't mean you won't have stumbling blocks or hard times, but what it does mean is you'll always be on the right directional path.
00:28:17.480 --> 00:28:22.200
So I don't know what it is, but we'll just call it Miss Expectations part two.
00:28:22.519 --> 00:28:23.720
I hope this hit home.
00:28:23.800 --> 00:28:28.920
And yeah, even if I have to do a part four, part five, I hope that we all get it even more.
00:28:29.320 --> 00:28:31.800
My love and my blessings are with you always.
00:28:31.960 --> 00:28:33.080
Peace, love, and blessing.
00:28:33.160 --> 00:28:37.560
This is your girl Lex coming at you straight from the heart, as always, and the spirit.
00:28:37.720 --> 00:28:49.480
Okay, so be the change, feel the passion, and embrace the power of the spirit becoming more of you beyond 2.0, 3.0, 4.0, 5.0, 7, 8, 9, 10, boom, and beyond.
00:28:49.720 --> 00:28:51.320
I will be back with you soon.
00:28:51.560 --> 00:28:52.759
Thank you for being with us.
00:28:52.920 --> 00:28:57.560
Thank you for all your downloads, your listens, your heart, your nature, whatever it is.
00:28:57.640 --> 00:29:03.560
I am very appreciative of everything that you bring, just as much in the reciprocity of our love, beloved.
00:29:04.200 --> 00:29:09.720
And I will be speaking with you, and I'll be back with you very, very soon.
