Jake Webber On Losing Oliver Tree, His Relationship w/Tara Yummy & Getting Diagnosed w/ Autism at 25

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All right guys before we get into this podcast with
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you could see you know let's say the last four
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games they've done this well or they've passed that mark
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that you're trying to say more or less on so
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full swing. So go check it out. Let's get into
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this podcast with Jake. when someone says i like to
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be human i'm like are you an alien what's going
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on here.
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Well people just see like the entertainment side of me
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you know so like yeah when i'm putting on a
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show no i get it oh bro.
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That was so funny i'd like to be human.
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Sometimes like i don't even feel human i feel like
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i have to like blend in if that makes sense.
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Interesting like so you feel like sometimes you don't belong
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in certain.
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Places or is it yeah like i just i just
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feel like i have to like morph into fitting into
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somewhere like back in the day it was like a
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lot harder but now i feel like i pick up
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on social cues way better.
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So before it was harder for you way yeah.
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Way harder i mean being out in la and trying
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to take advantage of every event that's going on trying
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to talk to people like it's like i feel like
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if you work on anything you get better at.
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It yeah for sure you think do you think doing
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social media helps you become more like social in.
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That way Well, that's why I originally started because when
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I was like 14, I was like, oh, if I
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be cool online, then this will help me in real life.
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But it doesn't really translate.
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So you genuinely thought that like, oh, I can like
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look cool online, then that'll make people think I'm cool
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in real life.
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Yes, that's that's the whole reason why I started social
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media was because like I wanted to be perceived as
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a cool guy.
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I guess that's I mean, I guess that's real. Like
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everyone wants to like be appreciated i mean that's like
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not that's not uncommon at all yeah yeah exactly especially
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at that age you're definitely thinking that.
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A hundred percent a hundred percent i i nowadays like
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i try to just like be myself as much as
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i can represent.
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That yeah so how do you think that's changed over
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time i think.
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That i'm just more comfortable with uh the way i
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feel in the way i think versus trying to blend
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in somewhere yeah also out here like i feel like
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people appreciate individuality more in.
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La specifically or in like the whole state It's like
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social creator space.
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I would just say like in LA in general.
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Yeah.
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Have you always had this look? Was this always your look?
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I really started indulging in my look maybe in 2020.
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Like I was always like subtly doing little things that
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I liked about myself, but I went kind of full
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throttle in 2020.
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Then in 2023.
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I kind of had a big pickup and I was
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really thinking about the way I represent myself. And I
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wanted to be true to myself because I just felt
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like I had so many eyes on me. And I
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was just thinking if everyone's looking at me right now,
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I want to be perceived.
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Exactly how I feel.
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So yeah, I became the most myself, I would say
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in like 2023.
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Did you ever get like, from family or people close
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to you when you started like making your look, you know, like,
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is this like the goth look? What's the, what do
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you describe?
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I just think of it.
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Well, cause you don't see emo at all. You're super
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like friendly.
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I think like, like if an elderly person walks by,
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it's like whatever, whatever, whatever.
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Term they want to give me.
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But in my eyes, I just think it's, it's just
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my look in general. You know, I think most people
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just classify it as alternative, but when it comes to
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like style, I think it kind of falls into glam metal.
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When I think alternative, I think of sublime.
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Yeah. Yeah.
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Like alternative just has such a big boat. You know,
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there's so many avenues. There's like goth, grunge, emo, just,
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there's just so many. Yeah.
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So, so I want to get into how you like,
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how you really started. You said you were 14. You
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started then?
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Yeah.
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I started on Vine.
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Holy shit, dude. You're old like me. Well, not as
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old as me, but.
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I know I've been around forever. It's crazy.
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But you're not even that old. Like you just, you
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just turned 27, right?
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28, 28.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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From 27. You're not old though. Like that's not old
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at all.
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It feels like I've been around forever though. I'll see
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so many people out at parties and like, well, if
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you want vine, there's people that don't even know what
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vine is anymore.
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It's kind of crazy, bro.
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Yeah.
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I mean, I, I was only on, I think I
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posted one vine, but back then it was like, Fitness didn't...
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There was nothing you could put really... There was enough time.
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It was like seven seconds. Yeah. You couldn't really... I
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was like, what am I going to do here?
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Yeah. I don't really like my content on Vine because
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it was so bit-based and I was just trying to
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appeal to others. I'm really fortunate because right now, I
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just do the stuff I want to do. But at
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that time, I was trying to do relatable content.
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That moment when.
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Yeah, I get it.
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I get it. I'm glad I do.
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What I want now. So you were just like a
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young kid. You're like, I want to be on social media.
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Did you have a reason why or just.
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It was just being in school.
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I wanted girls to like me and I wanted to
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be popular and I wasn't good at that in real life.
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So I went to social media to try to build
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myself from there.
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Do you think it's now helped you?
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It didn't really help me. Me actually going out and
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working on those things is what actually helped me because
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it could only take you so far. Me actually going
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out to parties and events and talking to people and
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listening to people and them listening to me, just all
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of that, you know, all that together just helped me
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out so much.
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Yeah. Do you think you're a little socially awkward?
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Yes.
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Yes.
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But I've accepted it.
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That's good.
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Yeah.
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We're all a little awkward though.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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No, exactly. Exactly.
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So when did you, when did you first like find the,
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like that flow with your content? When did it start
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to really pick up?
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It picked up in 2023, but I've been doing it forever.
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I've been kind of coasting, doing things, and I've always
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had a big audience. But in 2023, I felt like
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there was kind of like a pop culture moment where
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we had a lot of eyes on us. And we're
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doing the stuff that I love, which is like unboxings, shopping.
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You like shopping? Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yeah. Well, I like like thrifting like off camera, but
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like on camera, you know, I love to go to
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like the candy aisle and look at all the different.
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Flavors of Oreos.
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You like going to Target. I know that. Yeah.
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I just like, I love, I love gimmicky stuff. You know,
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I just went to Vegas and it's so gimmicky.
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I just, I eat that up.
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I get it. So, so it started, you started seeing
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traction and it started getting bigger with 2023 you said?
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Yeah.
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Yeah. Is that the whole like dating the girl thing?
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Yeah.
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So sometimes I think people get the timeline wrong. How
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it was, was me and my friend, Johnny, we blew
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up and then Tara blew up like right after she
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had this, like Tara yummy as a mindset bit that
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like went super viral. And then after that we broke up,
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I think, I think, I don't know if that was
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before or after, I don't know where that is in
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the timeline. I think it might be after, or I
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don't know, but so many people like so many people
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like mourn for us to be back together. But there
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was not that many people as there are now that
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were there, you know?
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So what do you mean?
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You mean there's like, well, like I was getting like,
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I don't know, like 40,000 views of video and everyone's like,
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I missed them together. And it's like, you never knew
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us together. Like you found us afterwards because everything happened
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after that.
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Oh, I see. I see. Well, that's kind of, that's
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kind of how things go. Like there's certain moments in,
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in like social media career where then they'll identify everything
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as like, this is what you did and this is
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what made you who you are. But, missing everything else.
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Yeah.
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Like I think, I mean, I'd done social media for
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like 15 years and then I slapped Ronaldo and then
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kids come up to me now and they're like, you're
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the guy who slapped Ronaldo. I'm like, true, but I'm
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also the guy that did all this for so many years. Yeah.
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No, totally.
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Totally. Does that ever annoy you?
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No, you know, I think pop culture is a really
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cool thing and you don't really get to choose like
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what becomes a part of it.
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I think of it in the idea of there's so
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much going on.
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On the internet, but there is a hub of pop
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culture and that's like the stuff that people gossip about
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and talk about. There's like creators that don't even really
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ever pop in that bubble, but they're big. So it's
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just interesting like what gets pulled into pop culture.
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I think about that a lot.
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Yeah, well, the relationship stuff is always so like. It's
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so big.
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It's always going to be in that space.
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Yeah.
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Relationships, drama. That's like a prime part of it. You know,
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like teen magazines, stuff like that.
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Yeah. So I realize you, I don't know how much
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you'd like to talk about it anymore, but you ended
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up getting out of that relationship. Do you think it
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added to you?
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Yeah, it's crazy because like I think we really grew
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as people and a lot of people online will say, oh,
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they broke up just to hang out all the time.
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But if you look at us before and after or
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even like my social skills, it's like night and day
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before and after that, because, you know, like everything I did,
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she would be the person I go with, you know,
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to every event, every time I want to hang out
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with someone. after we broke up, I was like, I
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need to do things myself. I need to make my
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own friends. And it just really helped me blossom as
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a person because we started dating when I was 20.
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So I don't think I really got that moment where
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I blossomed as an individual.
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I see the timeline and everything. So do you think it,
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I mean, obviously it helped.
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Yeah, it helped a lot. And same for her too.
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Like she's like a superstar and it's really cool seeing
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what she's doing. Yeah.
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I don't, I don't understand though how, like, cause I
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just saw you the other night at Johnny's thing and
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you're with her in my head. I was like, Oh, there's,
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are they? Cause I, I don't follow everything, but I'm like,
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I knew you guys were dating. I was like, are
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they still dating? And it's like, I guess my question
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is how can you maintain a friendship? Cause I've, I
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don't know this forever. For myself and for many people,
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after they've been in a relationship for so long, to
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be able to even maintain a friendship is so difficult.
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I used to think it was something that I was
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capable of doing easily, but just from dating around. And
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I think from her dating around too, it's actually kind
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of just a unique thing that was just between me
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and her. Because trying it with other people, it's really
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hard to stay in touch and avoid those feelings.
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It's crazy because my perspective is like, if you ever
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truly love someone, there's no way you could be friends.
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I get that.
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And I used to be so against that mindset because...
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of what I went through with Tara, but from dating around,
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like I understand it's actually really, really difficult.
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And it was difficult for me and Tara too. You know,
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it took a while.
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I think our only rule was like, like, let's just
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not hook up with a close friend of each other.
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Like you could go hook up with whoever you want.
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I don't want to hear about it. Do your thing.
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And we're going to try to maintain this friendship.
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Yeah. And that's been good. It's been working.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Like it's, it's, it's so funny because our closest friends,
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like they understand it, they see it. But it's just
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a little hard to pick up from an outside perspective. But,
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you know, like when she's like talking to dudes, like
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I'll think they're sick, like they'll meet me and, you know,
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I'll push for them.
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Like I've dated, she supports it. They'll be friends.
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Yeah, it's simple.
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Like there's just so much going on.
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We just don't really talk about a lot of it
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online because we had such a public relationship. Like we
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saw the downsides of it and we just don't want
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to repeat that.
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Yeah. Would you ever have another public relationship?
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It's so hard to know, but my last one was
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very private and it was nice. The thing is, is
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like when you have a public relationship, you could make
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it be perceived however you want. You know, like with
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my relationship, since it was private, we just had that
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to ourselves. But since people could only get breadcrumbs, they
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had to create their own narratives. And it just sucks
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because it's like if we wanted to. we could have
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made it look like we're the best couple in the world.
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And we like, it was really special. You know, we
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had like a really, really, really great relationship, but you know,
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we just, we just ended it because it is so
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hard on online.
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So you ended it recently.
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Yeah.
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It's just, it was just so hard to deal with.
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The world online, you know, people, it was just something
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that was just so in our face. It was just
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really hard to keep up, but it was very peaceful,
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you know, no arguments.
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Yeah. She's such a sweetheart.
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So, well, it makes sense. Like, it's like everyone probably
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has in their head. They're like, Oh, it's still, it
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should be Tara. So they're probably saying, she's probably reading
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it being like, what the fuck?
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But that's what's crazy is because there's just a whole
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world that people don't see. Like Tara was telling me,
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she was like, I liked you guys together more. I
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liked you guys together more. Like she was like pushing
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for it to, you know, be back. Yeah.
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So, so you ultimately left it.
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Why? Just because like online, it's just, it's just really
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hard to deal with, you know, we, we tried to
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just not, not look at anything, but it's just really hard.
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You know, it's, it's just really everywhere.
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And I, I felt so bad for her because we
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never announced that we were together and everyone was like, Oh,
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you guys need to like defend her and stuff. But like,
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then that would be like them getting what they want
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because it's like me.
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But then you're just living like your content, like you're
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creating content, trying to like living for other people.
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Yeah, yeah, exactly. And we had something so special. It
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was so great.
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And it's like, you know, with what I went through
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with Tara, like, why would I ever want to repeat that,
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you know? Maybe, like, one day. But as of right now,
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you know, it's just not fun. Like, I'm sure it
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would get views. Like, people would eat it out. But
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I just don't care about that. When it comes to, like,
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a relationship, it's something that, like, I want to, like,
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actually invest and care for instead of, like, kind of
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turning it into a content thing, you know?
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It kind of gets this.
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division of reality and entertainment and like you know the
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entertainment side's not real like what matters is like when
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the camera's off and that's like all i pretty much
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cared about i don't want to like have an entertainment
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side to it like with torah we film a lot
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but we maintain what we actually have as friends so
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well that it doesn't get like skewed or blurred or
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anything so.
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Yeah it's probably hard to find it's definitely hard to
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recreate with other people for sure yeah yeah But what
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do you actually enjoy doing? Because your content is so interesting.
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You just do whatever the fuck you want. You don't really...
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It's like nothing specific. Yeah. And you just around.
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Well, I dumb it down to shopping sprees, unboxings, and trips.
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And they all kind of just have the same vibe.
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What a life.
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Do you ever trip and you're like, damn, I get
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to make money for literally living life?
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Yeah, it's such a blessing. Every day I wake up,
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I'm so thankful for it. I never get tired of it.
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I understand there is negative.
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Sides to it.
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But it'll always outweigh that. The negative sides are things
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that I just don't have to focus on. It's things
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that if I allow it to eat me up, then
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I will. So I've been really good at just acting
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like it doesn't exist and focus on the good because
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it is a blessing.
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Yeah.
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What does your family think about what you're doing? They
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love it?
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Oh, they love it.
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No, they've always supported me. And half of my family's
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on TikTok too. So yeah, they rock with it. They're
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super supportive.
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Did they see this coming, like the look and everything
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from the beginning?
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Yeah, yeah.
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My parents always knew that I was just kind of
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doing my own thing and they always advocated for it.
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Like I got straight D's in school.
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Like they would like clap for me when I got
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a D because I would always get a few F's
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and I'd have to go to summer school. But they
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knew that I wasn't. just not trying or I wasn't dumb.
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They knew that there was something about me that, you know,
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if I, if I focus on my passions, like I
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could maybe get what I want, you know, like they,
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they believed in me.
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They believed in like whatever I wanted to do.
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So do you believe that growing up?
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Yeah, no. In my mind, I was like, everything will
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work out.
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That's, that's why I like didn't try extra hard for
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school because I just, I just knew that there was
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something out there for me that would work out.
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Yeah.
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I think, I mean, my opinion of school is useless.
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At least as it's set up now, it's, The only,
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the biggest usefulness out of school is like just meeting
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other people who are also like trying to figure their
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life out.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, exactly.
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It's definitely an experience to have. Like when you're in school,
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you're around people for eight hours a day. And then
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afterwards you have to like to make those decisions yourself
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to see other people and like go out. There's some
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people after high school that just become recluses. So I
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realized that I got to like maintain being around others
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after I graduated.
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Yeah.
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So you thought your life was going to be not
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like this necessarily exactly, but You thought that you were
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going to have success doing something out like.
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Something like in entertainment. I knew that. I wanted to
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move to LA since I was like 12.
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And you're from what?
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Like where?
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Minnesota?
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Kansas.
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Kansas.
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Yeah.
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Somewhere in the middle of nowhere. Yeah.
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Middle of nowhere. Like absolute middle of nowhere.
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Was there a lot of other people who were like this?
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No.
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No. I got like ripped to shreds just from wearing
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skinny jeans.
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Like I didn't... I didn't really.
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Try as hard on how I looked there because I
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was just scared of getting roasted. I mean, being on vine,
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that was the easiest way to get roasted, you know,
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like doing social media. I don't know what it's like
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in school now, but at the time. You just instantly
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became a bully target.
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Well, it's so funny. It's like, Oh, what you're doing
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social media. What a loser. Like, what are they saying?
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Yeah.
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Well, in Kansas, you know, they, they work with their
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hands there and they, you know, they're real like countrymen,
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you know, they're welding. And they see me walking in
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skinny jeans and making these relatable vines.
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It just cringes them out.
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Yeah, I get it. It's not the norm.
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It's not the norm, yeah. But I'm happy to be here.
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I feel like... I got accepted a lot more here.
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get back into this podcast with Jake. When did you
517
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start making music?
518
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I started making music in 2020. I was doing joke
519
00:19:14.380 --> 00:19:16.799
songs before that. And that was only because I liked
520
00:19:16.839 --> 00:19:20.140
making music. I just, you know, with music, it's something
521
00:19:20.180 --> 00:19:22.440
that it's embarrassing if you do it bad. I don't
522
00:19:22.460 --> 00:19:24.500
even think of myself as an artist. Like it's something
523
00:19:24.539 --> 00:19:26.740
that just takes time to get better at. And I
524
00:19:26.779 --> 00:19:30.799
feel like I'm never ending learning. And I was really
525
00:19:30.839 --> 00:19:34.559
excited when I started doing actual music after the joke music. Yeah.
526
00:19:34.960 --> 00:19:37.359
Is that something you like are actually really passionate about?
527
00:19:37.680 --> 00:19:40.259
Yeah, I love it because it's kind of like writing
528
00:19:40.400 --> 00:19:45.210
in a journal, making a song. On YouTube, I'm going
529
00:19:45.269 --> 00:19:47.170
on these shopping sprees and stuff and I don't really
530
00:19:47.210 --> 00:19:48.009
talk about how I feel.
531
00:19:48.049 --> 00:19:49.970
So it's cool that I have an avenue.
532
00:19:50.130 --> 00:19:53.130
That's a form of art where I could talk about
533
00:19:53.190 --> 00:19:55.960
how I feel and on a, on a deeper level.
534
00:19:56.339 --> 00:19:58.680
So what, what has, what has all this content shit
535
00:19:58.700 --> 00:20:01.000
taught you about yourself? Talk about on a deeper level.
536
00:20:01.400 --> 00:20:01.839
Let's see.
537
00:20:01.859 --> 00:20:05.220
The number one thing that I think about is just
538
00:20:05.299 --> 00:20:09.240
expressing yourself, dressing how you want, doing what you want.
539
00:20:09.890 --> 00:20:12.319
And everything that you do is like a form of art,
540
00:20:12.380 --> 00:20:14.210
you know? So, you know, care about your art.
541
00:20:14.630 --> 00:20:17.440
Yeah, it's valid. Everything is like that. No matter what,
542
00:20:17.480 --> 00:20:20.180
like no matter what you create, obviously, whether it's music
543
00:20:20.220 --> 00:20:22.019
or not, just, it is, it is a, it is
544
00:20:22.059 --> 00:20:22.680
a version of that.
545
00:20:22.700 --> 00:20:26.000
Yeah. I recently became friends with Oliver Tree, like right
546
00:20:26.039 --> 00:20:28.559
before he passed. And that's actually something that he made
547
00:20:28.599 --> 00:20:30.640
me think about. He, he pretty much said just like
548
00:20:30.720 --> 00:20:31.900
everything you do really is art.
549
00:20:32.339 --> 00:20:34.700
Yeah. I mean, how you show up in, especially, I mean,
550
00:20:34.740 --> 00:20:38.970
especially social media. Yeah. Because people get some, like, The
551
00:20:39.009 --> 00:20:41.450
reason why I think most artists become really successful is
552
00:20:41.470 --> 00:20:44.190
because they say things that people directly relate to in
553
00:20:44.230 --> 00:20:44.589
some way.
554
00:20:44.809 --> 00:20:44.930
Yeah.
555
00:20:44.990 --> 00:20:47.410
And it means something to them. So when did you
556
00:20:47.470 --> 00:20:48.049
meet Oliver?
557
00:20:48.839 --> 00:20:51.799
I met him just a few weeks ago, but it's crazy.
558
00:20:51.940 --> 00:20:54.059
Insane timing. Yeah, I know.
559
00:20:54.660 --> 00:20:56.759
I've never even talked about this before. I mean, I
560
00:20:56.799 --> 00:20:59.279
used to go live on Twitch every day, but on
561
00:20:59.339 --> 00:21:02.329
serious topics, it's just hard for me to be live on.
562
00:21:02.529 --> 00:21:06.769
I'm not used to talking on a deeper level on camera,
563
00:21:07.190 --> 00:21:09.160
so it's a little hard for me, but I met him.
564
00:21:09.119 --> 00:21:09.819
A few weeks ago.
565
00:21:10.259 --> 00:21:13.680
So it's kind of interesting how it started. I was
566
00:21:13.720 --> 00:21:18.769
like watching his interviews actually. And we had no messages
567
00:21:18.829 --> 00:21:21.349
or anything at this point. But like three weeks ago,
568
00:21:21.369 --> 00:21:23.309
I was watching his interviews and I thought he was
569
00:21:23.509 --> 00:21:26.430
so funny. He was just like such a character and
570
00:21:26.450 --> 00:21:28.630
I was just cracking up. I was watching like every
571
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single one. Then I got a DM from him and
572
00:21:31.410 --> 00:21:34.460
it was like, hey, come to my album release party. Like,
573
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we'd love to see you there. And in my head,
574
00:21:36.779 --> 00:21:40.250
I was like, this is just his team. Um, but
575
00:21:40.269 --> 00:21:41.880
I'm excited to go. Like, I'm totally going to do this.
576
00:21:41.890 --> 00:21:44.099
I'm going to see him there. So I went with
577
00:21:44.140 --> 00:21:47.079
my friend and he was the first person I saw
578
00:21:47.119 --> 00:21:50.140
when I walked through the door and he's like, Jake, dude,
579
00:21:50.200 --> 00:21:51.819
it's so great to meet you. I, I love what
580
00:21:51.839 --> 00:21:53.579
you do. Like, I want to film with you, all
581
00:21:53.619 --> 00:21:55.619
this stuff. And I was like, thinking in my head,
582
00:21:55.640 --> 00:21:57.480
I was like, damn, that's crazy. Cause like, this dude's
583
00:21:57.500 --> 00:22:01.269
like a real celebrity and he's acting like he's like
584
00:22:01.349 --> 00:22:04.109
stoked about meeting me. I was stoked about meeting him
585
00:22:04.430 --> 00:22:05.650
and I thought it was going to be like a party,
586
00:22:05.690 --> 00:22:08.109
but it was like Pretty intimate. It was like 50
587
00:22:08.109 --> 00:22:11.490
people and it was in a little movie theater. We
588
00:22:11.529 --> 00:22:13.329
watched like a documentary that I put together. I don't
589
00:22:13.349 --> 00:22:14.130
think it's even out.
590
00:22:14.509 --> 00:22:15.250
He put that together.
591
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Yeah.
592
00:22:16.089 --> 00:22:18.069
He put together everything he did. Like he was, he
593
00:22:18.210 --> 00:22:20.609
was his own director and everything. Like he, he was
594
00:22:20.670 --> 00:22:23.509
hands on everything, wrote all of, all of his lyrics.
595
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Like he was like a content creative machine.
596
00:22:26.059 --> 00:22:26.259
Yeah.
597
00:22:26.430 --> 00:22:28.839
But, uh, it was a documentary he did and then
598
00:22:28.859 --> 00:22:31.599
a music video for every single song on his album.
599
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Then afterwards he DM me and said, thank you so
600
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much for coming. Means the world to me.
601
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Let's film.
602
00:22:36.380 --> 00:22:38.420
And I'm like still in shock because I'm like, dude,
603
00:22:38.460 --> 00:22:41.119
why is like it's like what I noticed with him
604
00:22:41.180 --> 00:22:42.740
is like he could make you feel like you're like
605
00:22:42.759 --> 00:22:44.700
the only person in the moment, like at the time.
606
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And that's that's what's so special about him, because when
607
00:22:47.549 --> 00:22:50.609
he came over, my management always tells me whenever you
608
00:22:50.630 --> 00:22:53.029
collab with people, usually they kind of just want to
609
00:22:53.349 --> 00:22:55.410
do the content, know what they're getting into, then dip.
610
00:22:55.730 --> 00:22:57.549
That's L.A., man. Yeah.
611
00:22:57.779 --> 00:22:59.900
Yeah, so I didn't want to take too much of
612
00:22:59.940 --> 00:23:02.009
his time. I didn't want to do anything too complicated.
613
00:23:02.390 --> 00:23:03.750
In my mind, I was like, do I do something
614
00:23:03.789 --> 00:23:04.430
like a podcast?
615
00:23:04.450 --> 00:23:04.809
I don't know.
616
00:23:05.069 --> 00:23:06.849
He came over and he was like, dude, y'all should
617
00:23:06.869 --> 00:23:09.630
turn me emo. We should go on a shopping spree.
618
00:23:09.950 --> 00:23:12.190
We should do a mukbang. Let's make TikToks.
619
00:23:12.430 --> 00:23:14.319
And I was like thinking in my head, bro, you're
620
00:23:14.339 --> 00:23:17.059
going to be here for like 10 hours. He's like, yeah, yeah.
621
00:23:18.180 --> 00:23:21.319
And we did the video. I actually just posted it today.
622
00:23:21.440 --> 00:23:23.119
It was scheduled for today. And I was like thinking
623
00:23:23.140 --> 00:23:25.079
about postponing it. But like he was so excited for
624
00:23:25.099 --> 00:23:26.490
me to post. I was like, I got to post it.
625
00:23:26.509 --> 00:23:27.390
Yeah.
626
00:23:28.079 --> 00:23:31.140
So after we got done filming, also, he's like the
627
00:23:31.200 --> 00:23:33.460
wildest person ever. Like it was so hard to keep
628
00:23:33.500 --> 00:23:34.859
up with him. He had so much energy. He was
629
00:23:34.880 --> 00:23:38.299
like running around jumping. Like it's insane. But I feel
630
00:23:38.339 --> 00:23:40.799
kind of a weirdo on camera. And he's like that
631
00:23:40.839 --> 00:23:44.440
times 100. Like he could outweird anyone. But after we
632
00:23:44.460 --> 00:23:46.700
were done filming, he was like, Can I kick with
633
00:23:46.720 --> 00:23:49.359
y'all for a bit? And I was like, yeah, dude.
634
00:23:49.519 --> 00:23:51.220
And he was like, cool. Let's like, let's get food
635
00:23:51.259 --> 00:23:53.420
or something. So we went to Taco Bell and we're
636
00:23:53.440 --> 00:23:54.940
kicking outside for hours.
637
00:23:55.200 --> 00:23:57.150
Like I drove. Yeah.
638
00:23:57.210 --> 00:23:59.490
Yeah. Like we were like in the car and he's
639
00:23:59.529 --> 00:24:02.869
like in the backseat at Taco Bell through the drive through.
640
00:24:02.890 --> 00:24:04.809
I'm like, this is crazy. Like he's this dude's just
641
00:24:05.190 --> 00:24:08.890
a chiller. And we hung out for hours the rest
642
00:24:08.910 --> 00:24:11.980
of the night. And afterwards he was like FaceTiming me
643
00:24:12.019 --> 00:24:15.299
every day. He texts in paragraphs. And I was just like,
644
00:24:15.619 --> 00:24:17.609
this is crazy because I'm just not used to it.
645
00:24:17.920 --> 00:24:22.160
What I realized is that he treats everyone the same.
646
00:24:22.180 --> 00:24:24.299
You know, if you're like a construction worker or if
647
00:24:24.339 --> 00:24:28.490
you're a billionaire, I think he valued everyone the same.
648
00:24:28.910 --> 00:24:31.289
Then after that, we met up again and we did
649
00:24:31.329 --> 00:24:35.910
another video, hung out afterwards. Um, then at EDC, he
650
00:24:35.950 --> 00:24:37.390
came out for a song for like one of the
651
00:24:37.430 --> 00:24:41.019
biggest sets, Subtronics at EDC. And before the set, and like,
652
00:24:41.039 --> 00:24:43.619
this is like a big day. He could spend it
653
00:24:43.660 --> 00:24:44.160
with anyone.
654
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He's in Vegas.
655
00:24:45.019 --> 00:24:48.180
He was like, dude, let's film. So I literally went
656
00:24:48.240 --> 00:24:50.759
to his hotel and he's like in a bathrobe and,
657
00:24:51.759 --> 00:24:53.759
and we filmed a bit and we sat and just
658
00:24:53.819 --> 00:24:57.869
chilled and talked. I'm like, like, I never stopped being
659
00:24:57.900 --> 00:25:00.069
so shocked that he was just giving me the time
660
00:25:00.089 --> 00:25:02.970
and attention, but like, he was just like a real
661
00:25:03.130 --> 00:25:06.150
ass person. dude and yeah because I was like damn
662
00:25:06.190 --> 00:25:09.569
you really could be giving anyone attention on this big
663
00:25:09.609 --> 00:25:13.289
day for you at EDC but and then and then
664
00:25:13.490 --> 00:25:15.750
at EDC he told me to come to his trailer
665
00:25:15.809 --> 00:25:17.420
and we filmed a little bit there and kicked it
666
00:25:17.430 --> 00:25:19.400
for a little bit there it was just it was
667
00:25:19.420 --> 00:25:20.880
just crazy like he was like a one in a
668
00:25:20.900 --> 00:25:23.279
million dude and he's he's taught me a lot you
669
00:25:23.319 --> 00:25:25.539
know he's he's just he's inspired me a lot just
670
00:25:25.579 --> 00:25:28.059
how to feel about people like when I go out
671
00:25:28.519 --> 00:25:30.039
if a person comes up to me and starts a
672
00:25:30.079 --> 00:25:32.900
conversation I I want to value it the same as
673
00:25:32.920 --> 00:25:34.900
the coolest person in the room because it's, it's the
674
00:25:34.940 --> 00:25:35.500
same value.
675
00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:38.019
It's, it's all important. I think that's what he did.
676
00:25:38.039 --> 00:25:39.339
And I want to do that more.
677
00:25:39.759 --> 00:25:42.519
With people, bro. I mean, and I think that's why
678
00:25:43.319 --> 00:25:46.250
most people who end up having like long-term success in the,
679
00:25:46.380 --> 00:25:48.269
in social media or just in general, that's how they
680
00:25:48.289 --> 00:25:48.809
treat people.
681
00:25:49.069 --> 00:25:51.109
Yeah, totally. Totally.
682
00:25:51.230 --> 00:25:53.549
Like there's some saying it's like the coolest person in
683
00:25:53.569 --> 00:25:55.049
the room makes everyone feel like the coolest person in
684
00:25:55.069 --> 00:25:57.880
the room. Yeah. Like they're the most selfless person there.
685
00:25:57.900 --> 00:25:59.690
Like the people that people look up to, they're always
686
00:26:00.150 --> 00:26:02.569
asking how your day was. Like they never talk about themselves.
687
00:26:02.910 --> 00:26:05.210
And that's kind of what he was when, every time
688
00:26:05.250 --> 00:26:07.490
we hung out, like he was just, he was just
689
00:26:07.509 --> 00:26:11.059
hyping us up so much, like giving us advice and everything.
690
00:26:11.119 --> 00:26:13.319
And like, you know, he was just like a one
691
00:26:13.339 --> 00:26:14.839
in a million dude. And I know that's cliche to
692
00:26:14.880 --> 00:26:17.839
say after someone passes, but it truly felt like that. Yeah.
693
00:26:18.559 --> 00:26:22.089
And did you know when he was going to Brazil?
694
00:26:22.440 --> 00:26:23.789
I just know that he was about to go on
695
00:26:23.809 --> 00:26:24.410
a world tour.
696
00:26:24.690 --> 00:26:27.279
Yeah. Such a crazy way to go out. It's so
697
00:26:27.319 --> 00:26:27.880
young too.
698
00:26:28.579 --> 00:26:31.779
I know it's, it's crazy, but I like, you know,
699
00:26:32.980 --> 00:26:36.519
I'm glad that like everyone's listening to his music and
700
00:26:36.700 --> 00:26:39.480
appreciating him, you know, as, as terrible as it is.
701
00:26:40.269 --> 00:26:42.509
Um, it's, it's nice to see so much love. Yeah.
702
00:26:42.609 --> 00:26:45.390
RIP man. That's super sad.
703
00:26:45.650 --> 00:26:45.910
Yeah.
704
00:26:45.930 --> 00:26:48.720
So young. It's just like, damn. Like I always like I,
705
00:26:48.890 --> 00:26:50.769
whenever I see stuff like that, I'm always like, why?
706
00:26:50.809 --> 00:26:52.289
Like why, why this person?
707
00:26:53.009 --> 00:26:53.869
I know it's insane.
708
00:26:54.089 --> 00:26:56.170
When I first saw it, I was actually outside of
709
00:26:56.190 --> 00:26:59.410
the gym with my friend and I just like, I
710
00:26:59.430 --> 00:27:03.089
was finishing my energy drink and I looked at Twitter
711
00:27:03.569 --> 00:27:07.380
and I saw in my gut just dropped and showed
712
00:27:07.410 --> 00:27:12.299
my friend called Tara and we just all felt so sick. Um,
713
00:27:13.960 --> 00:27:15.440
my friend Barry was like, dude, I don't, I don't
714
00:27:15.460 --> 00:27:18.099
think I could work out. So we ended up going
715
00:27:18.119 --> 00:27:21.259
to Ralph's and we just walked through every aisle and we,
716
00:27:21.380 --> 00:27:21.880
we couldn't even.
717
00:27:21.819 --> 00:27:22.700
Like look at food.
718
00:27:22.720 --> 00:27:28.319
We literally got toilet paper and, and makeup remover and
719
00:27:28.359 --> 00:27:31.740
stuff like that because we're just trying to distract ourselves
720
00:27:31.859 --> 00:27:35.200
and feel a little normal, but it was the first day.
721
00:27:35.220 --> 00:27:36.660
It just like really rocked us.
722
00:27:37.369 --> 00:27:37.619
Yeah.
723
00:27:38.069 --> 00:27:40.990
I mean, losing people. I mean, anyone that had like
724
00:27:41.029 --> 00:27:44.250
importance in your life is a thing, but, I think
725
00:27:44.289 --> 00:27:46.210
the thing you learn from it is always just like, okay,
726
00:27:46.450 --> 00:27:48.660
at least you said right now, what you learn from
727
00:27:48.700 --> 00:27:52.279
him that sounds very significant is treat everyone special, no
728
00:27:52.299 --> 00:27:52.859
matter who they are.
729
00:27:52.960 --> 00:27:56.519
Yeah, even the most boring conversation in the world is
730
00:27:56.660 --> 00:27:59.670
still important. I feel like things like that you could
731
00:27:59.690 --> 00:28:02.869
learn from, no matter what it is, what they're saying.
732
00:28:03.349 --> 00:28:06.190
It's just something to absorb. Yeah.
733
00:28:06.210 --> 00:28:08.269
What do you think happens when you die?
734
00:28:09.309 --> 00:28:11.519
Well, I always keep my book open. I don't have
735
00:28:11.559 --> 00:28:13.220
any assumptions, but.
736
00:28:13.789 --> 00:28:16.490
I try to live by the life I have is
737
00:28:16.509 --> 00:28:18.849
the only thing I got. So I got to live
738
00:28:18.869 --> 00:28:21.049
it to the fullest. I'm not like set on any
739
00:28:21.250 --> 00:28:23.569
firm belief. Someone told me one time just to always
740
00:28:23.589 --> 00:28:25.809
keep my book open. So I always just try to
741
00:28:25.829 --> 00:28:29.210
keep it open, optimistic and listen to other people and
742
00:28:29.289 --> 00:28:29.869
what they think.
743
00:28:30.579 --> 00:28:34.079
Um, but for myself, I just try to live what
744
00:28:34.119 --> 00:28:35.099
I got the fullest.
745
00:28:35.480 --> 00:28:35.680
Yeah.
746
00:28:36.140 --> 00:28:39.519
It's fucking crazy, man. I always, I always just wonder like, what's,
747
00:28:39.720 --> 00:28:41.369
what was the point? I mean, I guess they're, I
748
00:28:41.390 --> 00:28:42.769
don't want to say there was no point. It's just
749
00:28:42.789 --> 00:28:46.440
kind of how life goes. But yeah, I always wonder
750
00:28:46.460 --> 00:28:46.900
about that.
751
00:28:47.279 --> 00:28:49.339
Life goes on and on and on and on.
752
00:28:49.400 --> 00:28:52.119
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. When did you get into
753
00:28:52.160 --> 00:28:54.039
working out? Because you're at the, bro, you're at like,
754
00:28:54.059 --> 00:28:56.349
because I met you obviously from the gym. You're at
755
00:28:56.380 --> 00:28:59.170
the gym like probably every day.
756
00:28:59.190 --> 00:29:02.029
I love working out. I love a good routine. And
757
00:29:02.069 --> 00:29:04.069
that's my favorite part of the routine. I've been working
758
00:29:04.089 --> 00:29:05.890
out since high school, but I go in spurts of
759
00:29:06.369 --> 00:29:08.950
Working out harder or less, you know, if I'm taking
760
00:29:08.970 --> 00:29:10.769
a lot of pre-workout at the time or I got
761
00:29:10.809 --> 00:29:12.769
a gym buddy. I got a gym buddy right now,
762
00:29:12.869 --> 00:29:14.630
so I feel like I'm working out pretty hard. Like
763
00:29:14.670 --> 00:29:16.809
maybe like the most I've worked out in a few years.
764
00:29:17.130 --> 00:29:18.690
When I work out by myself, it feels more like
765
00:29:18.730 --> 00:29:20.220
a chore. But when I'm with a buddy, like it
766
00:29:20.259 --> 00:29:21.819
feels like we're hanging out and also be able to
767
00:29:21.859 --> 00:29:22.619
get yoked.
768
00:29:22.700 --> 00:29:24.960
Yeah, hell yeah. Yeah, it's funny. Like I don't know
769
00:29:24.980 --> 00:29:26.599
how much I could say about it, but how I
770
00:29:26.640 --> 00:29:29.640
found out about you at my gym was– I have
771
00:29:29.680 --> 00:29:32.829
some buddies who are police officers and who they work
772
00:29:32.869 --> 00:29:35.269
in that area. And they were like, yo, do you
773
00:29:35.309 --> 00:29:37.410
know this guy? And I was like, I think I've
774
00:29:37.430 --> 00:29:39.650
seen this guy on the internet before. And they're like, yeah.
775
00:29:40.880 --> 00:29:44.579
he has this like person that's like a stalker basically.
776
00:29:44.779 --> 00:29:46.460
Was that the first time something like that's ever happened
777
00:29:46.480 --> 00:29:46.640
to you?
778
00:29:46.880 --> 00:29:50.460
No, this has happened to me since the initial blow up.
779
00:29:50.789 --> 00:29:53.289
It's just something I never talk about online, but like I,
780
00:29:53.490 --> 00:29:55.309
I deal with stuff like that all the time and
781
00:29:55.789 --> 00:29:57.349
it's like an anxiety in the back of my head.
782
00:29:57.910 --> 00:30:00.519
Yeah. You know, But I guess it just kind of
783
00:30:00.539 --> 00:30:04.319
is it always girls? Yeah. It's never been a dude.
784
00:30:05.299 --> 00:30:07.359
I would be more scared of a dude. I'm glad
785
00:30:07.400 --> 00:30:07.920
it's girls.
786
00:30:08.000 --> 00:30:11.460
Yeah. Yeah. It's just funny. It was like it was like, yo,
787
00:30:11.960 --> 00:30:15.069
pass this picture around. Make sure this person doesn't show up.
788
00:30:15.750 --> 00:30:18.089
So we have like security at the gym for the guy, basically.
789
00:30:18.549 --> 00:30:21.009
But it's it's yeah, I just it's funny because I've
790
00:30:21.430 --> 00:30:23.549
I've had stuff like that, but more so like I
791
00:30:23.589 --> 00:30:25.849
guess it's like different for me. But I've had someone
792
00:30:25.890 --> 00:30:28.720
come to my gym. This is a true story. Someone
793
00:30:28.759 --> 00:30:32.609
came to my gym straight from the airport with bags,
794
00:30:33.549 --> 00:30:35.410
bags like they were going to move in. They come
795
00:30:35.430 --> 00:30:37.410
to my gym, my old gym, and they were like, oh,
796
00:30:37.430 --> 00:30:41.440
I'm here to see Brad. And my employees were like, oh, okay.
797
00:30:41.460 --> 00:30:43.059
And then they told me about it. They ended up like,
798
00:30:43.359 --> 00:30:44.900
I looked at the cameras, I see the person with
799
00:30:44.920 --> 00:30:48.619
all the bags. And this person was telling my employees
800
00:30:48.660 --> 00:30:50.829
at the front desk that We were like going to
801
00:30:50.849 --> 00:30:53.089
get married and she's been talking to me for like
802
00:30:53.150 --> 00:30:56.430
three years and she flew with all her stuff from
803
00:30:56.450 --> 00:31:00.190
like cross country somewhere here to meet me. And I
804
00:31:00.230 --> 00:31:00.569
was like.
805
00:31:01.390 --> 00:31:03.009
Did y'all get married or what? No.
806
00:31:03.410 --> 00:31:05.589
I was like, who the fuck catfish? Like, so someone
807
00:31:05.609 --> 00:31:08.250
had been talking to this person, sending them pictures of me.
808
00:31:08.410 --> 00:31:08.789
Really?
809
00:31:08.809 --> 00:31:09.750
A hundred percent.
810
00:31:09.829 --> 00:31:10.230
Oh my God.
811
00:31:10.269 --> 00:31:11.170
For three years.
812
00:31:11.289 --> 00:31:13.670
I've had situations where it's not like a catfish. Like
813
00:31:13.750 --> 00:31:16.769
they just genuinely believe it. That's the scariest part is like,
814
00:31:16.910 --> 00:31:18.529
I don't know what they're thinking ever. And I don't
815
00:31:18.549 --> 00:31:20.539
know what they're believing because it just all comes from.
816
00:31:20.579 --> 00:31:22.480
Oh, you didn't even have anyone pretending to be you.
817
00:31:22.619 --> 00:31:23.400
No, no.
818
00:31:23.460 --> 00:31:25.500
It's just like, they genuinely believe it and it comes
819
00:31:25.539 --> 00:31:27.539
from nothing. So it's scary. Yeah.
820
00:31:27.579 --> 00:31:29.160
Cause I had it when it was just more like
821
00:31:29.220 --> 00:31:31.930
someone was catfishing someone with my pictures and then she
822
00:31:32.150 --> 00:31:33.470
believed she was talking to me the whole time. But
823
00:31:33.490 --> 00:31:34.710
it's like, how do you believe you're talking to me
824
00:31:34.730 --> 00:31:36.769
for three years? You never got on like a FaceTime or.
825
00:31:37.029 --> 00:31:39.069
Yeah. That's, that's wild.
826
00:31:39.150 --> 00:31:40.950
I guess yours is even more wild where it's like,
827
00:31:41.319 --> 00:31:44.039
they just, there's nothing like that. They just created something
828
00:31:44.059 --> 00:31:46.140
in their mind. That's completely just, yeah.
829
00:31:46.160 --> 00:31:48.559
Like they take like things that they see as clues
830
00:31:48.599 --> 00:31:50.539
from the world and, and put it all together and
831
00:31:50.579 --> 00:31:52.099
make it make sense. Yeah.
832
00:31:52.119 --> 00:31:53.980
You like say something like, Oh, that's about me. And
833
00:31:54.000 --> 00:31:56.079
it's like, you're just talking about some target.
834
00:31:56.180 --> 00:32:00.539
Yeah, exactly. So it's, it's, it's freaky, but you know, um,
835
00:32:01.180 --> 00:32:01.990
it does, does that.
836
00:32:01.960 --> 00:32:04.609
Ever deter you from like making more content?
837
00:32:04.789 --> 00:32:06.529
No, like, cause that's like, you know, that's what like
838
00:32:06.569 --> 00:32:08.269
I love to do. You know, I can never let
839
00:32:08.329 --> 00:32:09.789
that take away what I love to do. I just
840
00:32:09.829 --> 00:32:12.630
got to deal with it and, you know, like no
841
00:32:12.670 --> 00:32:14.829
one knows about it really online, but it's something I
842
00:32:14.869 --> 00:32:16.609
deal with all the time and I just got to
843
00:32:16.849 --> 00:32:17.369
get through it.
844
00:32:17.769 --> 00:32:18.670
It's, it's freaky though.
845
00:32:18.809 --> 00:32:20.650
You know, like when you have people like stalkers, you,
846
00:32:20.769 --> 00:32:23.150
you start to see people in person and just question
847
00:32:23.390 --> 00:32:26.019
if someone's them and question if a car is there.
848
00:32:26.039 --> 00:32:26.960
You're like paranoid.
849
00:32:27.180 --> 00:32:27.480
Yeah.
850
00:32:28.740 --> 00:32:29.779
Would you ever do live stuff?
851
00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:31.440
No, no.
852
00:32:31.920 --> 00:32:33.920
So what kind of content do you like really enjoy
853
00:32:33.960 --> 00:32:36.910
doing now? Is it really just like, you just shop
854
00:32:36.970 --> 00:32:38.349
and do whatever the you want.
855
00:32:38.349 --> 00:32:40.930
My favorite is the trip videos because i feel like
856
00:32:40.990 --> 00:32:43.700
i'm making a big storyline out of it um it's
857
00:32:44.079 --> 00:32:45.859
it's not scripted or anything but it's just like you
858
00:32:45.880 --> 00:32:47.779
know there's a start to finish and it feels like
859
00:32:47.819 --> 00:32:49.240
a movie and i love that.
860
00:32:49.359 --> 00:32:51.599
Yeah i get it yeah this the traveling i gotta
861
00:32:51.640 --> 00:32:53.180
do more traveling content.
862
00:32:52.859 --> 00:32:55.609
Yeah it's it's so fun especially like having someone film
863
00:32:55.680 --> 00:32:58.470
for you vlogging is cool but when you pretend it's
864
00:32:58.509 --> 00:33:01.519
a movie it makes it so fun Like the only
865
00:33:01.559 --> 00:33:03.880
thing that I put together is our plans. And I
866
00:33:03.920 --> 00:33:06.400
really try to put it together from like a start
867
00:33:06.440 --> 00:33:08.970
to finish scenario. Like if, if I wanted to like
868
00:33:09.009 --> 00:33:11.150
have a climax, I'd make sure the craziest thing we
869
00:33:11.190 --> 00:33:13.150
do is towards the end of the video. You know,
870
00:33:13.190 --> 00:33:15.490
I want it to feel like a movie subliminally.
871
00:33:15.809 --> 00:33:18.019
Would you ever want to get into that space? Like
872
00:33:18.099 --> 00:33:19.079
actually making movies? Yeah.
873
00:33:19.220 --> 00:33:21.619
If I didn't do YouTube, I would be a film editor.
874
00:33:22.680 --> 00:33:25.180
I went to film school and everything. I love editing.
875
00:33:25.380 --> 00:33:27.460
You've seen that guy who did Obsession. He was just
876
00:33:27.500 --> 00:33:28.759
a social media guy.
877
00:33:28.859 --> 00:33:29.539
Yeah, it's crazy.
878
00:33:29.579 --> 00:33:31.119
I feel like there's going to be so much more
879
00:33:31.140 --> 00:33:33.589
of that to come because everyone's online.
880
00:33:34.329 --> 00:33:35.589
It's so inspiring.
881
00:33:35.849 --> 00:33:38.089
Yeah, that dude did so... What's his name? Corey Baker,
882
00:33:38.130 --> 00:33:38.910
I think, right?
883
00:33:38.930 --> 00:33:39.869
I'm not sure.
884
00:33:40.150 --> 00:33:41.569
Google his name real quick. I'm pretty sure it is
885
00:33:41.609 --> 00:33:45.349
the guy who did Obsession. But it got such crazy response,
886
00:33:45.410 --> 00:33:47.269
obviously because the movie was dope. Have you seen it?
887
00:33:47.430 --> 00:33:47.710
Yes.
888
00:33:47.970 --> 00:33:49.269
Yeah. It was insane.
889
00:33:49.329 --> 00:33:52.210
I love watching a movie that feels so refreshing. It
890
00:33:52.230 --> 00:33:52.950
felt so new.
891
00:33:52.970 --> 00:33:56.529
And I feel like, yeah, Curry Baker, excuse me.
892
00:33:56.630 --> 00:33:56.809
Yeah.
893
00:33:57.069 --> 00:33:58.910
So he was the main guy, I guess, who did it.
894
00:33:58.950 --> 00:34:01.190
But I feel like a lot of the support also
895
00:34:01.230 --> 00:34:03.089
came from just the social media side of it.
896
00:34:03.599 --> 00:34:04.400
Totally.
897
00:34:04.480 --> 00:34:06.779
So this is like a new Hollywood. It's just so
898
00:34:06.859 --> 00:34:10.119
funny how years ago, social media, Hollywood was like, oh,
899
00:34:10.139 --> 00:34:12.750
you guys are losers this isn't going in yeah.
900
00:34:12.570 --> 00:34:14.449
Yeah they were scared of us taking over.
901
00:34:14.269 --> 00:34:16.409
And now this is it this is like this is
902
00:34:16.449 --> 00:34:19.940
a version i think this is the first movie i
903
00:34:19.980 --> 00:34:22.280
don't know in like 24 years that did the numbers
904
00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:24.559
it did with the amount of money that was put
905
00:34:24.619 --> 00:34:26.139
in yeah like they think they put in like a
906
00:34:26.159 --> 00:34:28.179
million dollars and they made like 100 million plus and
907
00:34:28.199 --> 00:34:29.599
there hasn't been a movie that did that since like
908
00:34:29.619 --> 00:34:30.960
paranormal activity.
909
00:34:30.820 --> 00:34:34.019
Yeah it's insane and it's crazy because like social media
910
00:34:34.059 --> 00:34:37.559
people They maybe, maybe not, not everyone, but like they,
911
00:34:38.000 --> 00:34:40.679
I would say the majority of popular social media people
912
00:34:40.699 --> 00:34:43.570
get stopped more than the majority of famous people because
913
00:34:43.610 --> 00:34:46.110
they see them so much more often. Like I can't
914
00:34:46.170 --> 00:34:48.269
go to Disney or anything like that, but I'm not
915
00:34:48.309 --> 00:34:52.090
a celebrity. And I just feel like celebrities, at least
916
00:34:52.210 --> 00:34:54.170
at the time, maybe I don't know about now, but
917
00:34:54.210 --> 00:34:57.070
like look down on creators just because like they didn't
918
00:34:57.090 --> 00:34:58.940
want them to steal their spotlight. Yeah.
919
00:34:58.960 --> 00:35:00.079
I feel like that's exactly true.
920
00:35:00.329 --> 00:35:03.570
Yeah, like I always think about is this, there's this wall,
921
00:35:03.610 --> 00:35:05.380
you know, and I feel like I'm still in the
922
00:35:05.409 --> 00:35:08.679
social media bubble, but I feel like this wall, I mean, ceiling,
923
00:35:08.739 --> 00:35:11.519
the ceiling exists where you get past that and you're
924
00:35:11.539 --> 00:35:12.119
a celebrity.
925
00:35:12.159 --> 00:35:13.860
I feel like people like Emma Chamberlain did that.
926
00:35:14.059 --> 00:35:16.599
I see what you're saying. So then what do you
927
00:35:16.619 --> 00:35:18.159
think makes someone actually a celebrity?
928
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:21.869
Being more mysterious, I suppose. I feel like social media
929
00:35:21.889 --> 00:35:23.570
culture is very open.
930
00:35:23.889 --> 00:35:26.230
But haven't you noticed a lot of the celebrities, like
931
00:35:26.650 --> 00:35:29.150
not like when I'm not necessarily like Brad Pitt level,
932
00:35:29.170 --> 00:35:31.849
this is like so far. But like a lot of the,
933
00:35:32.369 --> 00:35:33.969
I would say, I guess maybe it's more artists and
934
00:35:33.989 --> 00:35:36.710
things have all sort of fallen into the social media thing.
935
00:35:37.389 --> 00:35:37.949
Yeah. Yeah.
936
00:35:37.969 --> 00:35:39.590
It feels like they're emerging into our world.
937
00:35:40.429 --> 00:35:41.630
Like almost like they have to.
938
00:35:41.789 --> 00:35:42.380
Yeah. Yeah.
939
00:35:42.429 --> 00:35:42.780
Totally.
940
00:35:42.880 --> 00:35:43.070
Yeah.
941
00:35:43.139 --> 00:35:45.280
Because like people's attention spans are so short.
942
00:35:45.400 --> 00:35:47.559
Like they got to be in everyone's face.
943
00:35:47.619 --> 00:35:49.119
I mean, that's what I feel like. I feel like
944
00:35:49.159 --> 00:35:50.760
I got to be in everyone's face all the time.
945
00:35:51.139 --> 00:35:51.360
Yeah.
946
00:35:51.679 --> 00:35:54.019
But I also feel like the key to why people
947
00:35:54.059 --> 00:35:56.900
are popular now more than ever on social media, like
948
00:35:57.260 --> 00:36:01.000
as a social media people. is because they're just more relatable.
949
00:36:01.360 --> 00:36:03.280
Not just, yeah, you're right, because they make more content
950
00:36:03.300 --> 00:36:05.239
all the time and you're on that algorithm and you
951
00:36:05.260 --> 00:36:07.699
have to be there consistently, but at the same time,
952
00:36:07.969 --> 00:36:11.510
the content you do take part in is more like this, oh,
953
00:36:11.530 --> 00:36:14.250
this is just a normal person. So then the audience
954
00:36:14.289 --> 00:36:16.969
is like, oh, I like this person, this person's like me,
955
00:36:17.010 --> 00:36:18.710
they like the same shit I like, they're cool.
956
00:36:19.230 --> 00:36:23.269
Yeah, totally. Totally. It's like in celebrity world, they rely
957
00:36:23.329 --> 00:36:24.070
on star power.
958
00:36:24.110 --> 00:36:26.110
And I feel like in social media world, they rely
959
00:36:26.190 --> 00:36:28.130
on that, that like relatable feeling.
960
00:36:28.170 --> 00:36:30.010
That's what like makes you want to keep up with someone.
961
00:36:30.389 --> 00:36:30.610
Yeah.
962
00:36:30.750 --> 00:36:33.050
I totally, I totally get that. That's, that's so true.
963
00:36:33.269 --> 00:36:36.159
And I feel like celebrities think maybe, oh, I need
964
00:36:36.179 --> 00:36:39.840
to maybe appear more human. We were talking about that earlier.
965
00:36:39.860 --> 00:36:43.360
Just appear more human online, like show more of myself. Yeah.
966
00:36:43.380 --> 00:36:44.500
It's definitely going in that direction.
967
00:36:44.699 --> 00:36:44.900
Yeah.
968
00:36:44.940 --> 00:36:47.940
Would you ever do any like Hollywood type, type? I
969
00:36:47.980 --> 00:36:48.719
would be so down.
970
00:36:48.900 --> 00:36:50.840
I'm just waiting for someone to hit me up kind
971
00:36:50.880 --> 00:36:53.539
of like side topic also links, but I've always kind
972
00:36:53.579 --> 00:36:56.320
of done what I wanted to do. So I haven't
973
00:36:56.380 --> 00:36:57.800
had too many moments where I had to step out
974
00:36:57.820 --> 00:37:00.340
of my comfort zone. So one thing I've been working
975
00:37:00.400 --> 00:37:03.380
on recently is avoiding the things that make me comfortable
976
00:37:03.420 --> 00:37:05.260
that maybe aren't the best for me because I'm just
977
00:37:05.320 --> 00:37:07.610
so used to like everything working out for me. You know,
978
00:37:07.650 --> 00:37:09.650
I didn't do school, but like this worked out for
979
00:37:09.670 --> 00:37:10.909
me because this is what I wanted to do. So
980
00:37:10.949 --> 00:37:14.329
like I have this mindset of everything I do, Like
981
00:37:14.610 --> 00:37:15.750
I'm going to do what I want to do because
982
00:37:15.789 --> 00:37:17.130
it works when I do what I want to do. But,
983
00:37:17.269 --> 00:37:19.429
you know, then I have things like smoking cigarettes and
984
00:37:19.889 --> 00:37:23.070
energy drinks and not taking chances, stuff like that, that
985
00:37:23.110 --> 00:37:24.050
like put me in a bubble.
986
00:37:24.150 --> 00:37:26.449
So I'm trying to think about why that relates.
987
00:37:26.550 --> 00:37:26.860
Oh yeah.
988
00:37:26.889 --> 00:37:30.440
Oh yeah. The ice bath. Yeah. That's something like in
989
00:37:30.480 --> 00:37:32.280
my brain I don't want to do. It makes me uncomfortable.
990
00:37:32.340 --> 00:37:34.420
And I know people like strive for that feeling and
991
00:37:34.440 --> 00:37:37.840
it's good for you, but I have a problem being uncomfortable.
992
00:37:37.920 --> 00:37:38.159
So yeah.
993
00:37:38.309 --> 00:37:41.849
Wait, but energy drink, caffeine and nicotine. It's so sick though.
994
00:37:42.849 --> 00:37:44.840
I agree, dude. I agree. I agree.
995
00:37:45.050 --> 00:37:49.099
Like anything, like any legal stimulants, like I could get
996
00:37:49.139 --> 00:37:49.619
behind that.
997
00:37:49.679 --> 00:37:54.500
I like how you said legal. So you're like, oh God,
998
00:37:54.539 --> 00:37:55.320
go do coke then.
999
00:37:55.360 --> 00:37:55.840
Good, good.
1000
00:37:56.019 --> 00:37:58.239
Yeah, whatever I have access to.
1001
00:37:58.400 --> 00:37:59.579
Any legal stimulants?
1002
00:37:59.659 --> 00:38:02.039
A lot of people think that I'm a drug addict
1003
00:38:02.079 --> 00:38:02.980
or something online.
1004
00:38:03.199 --> 00:38:05.099
Because of how you look? Maybe.
1005
00:38:05.239 --> 00:38:07.519
Or energy going out.
1006
00:38:07.639 --> 00:38:08.139
Oh, partying.
1007
00:38:08.360 --> 00:38:11.480
Partying a lot. Going out. But really, I only drink.
1008
00:38:11.960 --> 00:38:14.039
They think you're snoring lines for sure.
1009
00:38:14.099 --> 00:38:16.920
Which I've never even done. Damn. I haven't even done it.
1010
00:38:17.139 --> 00:38:18.159
I've done it once. It sucked.
1011
00:38:18.539 --> 00:38:18.840
Really?
1012
00:38:18.920 --> 00:38:19.400
Yeah.
1013
00:38:19.500 --> 00:38:21.380
I think of it like, well, everyone always tells me
1014
00:38:21.699 --> 00:38:24.340
that it's never as crazy as you think. And I've
1015
00:38:24.360 --> 00:38:26.360
had a buddy that said, I'm just going to try
1016
00:38:26.389 --> 00:38:28.050
it once. And he was like, that's not that crazy.
1017
00:38:28.090 --> 00:38:29.929
But then he would do it every once in a while.
1018
00:38:29.949 --> 00:38:31.309
And it's like, I just don't even want to start
1019
00:38:31.349 --> 00:38:33.590
that path. I want nothing to do with it. Yeah.
1020
00:38:33.650 --> 00:38:35.690
I did it once and I was like trying to
1021
00:38:35.730 --> 00:38:37.590
hit this chick and then my dick didn't work. So
1022
00:38:37.610 --> 00:38:39.750
I was like, this isn't for me. That's just straight up.
1023
00:38:39.909 --> 00:38:43.980
That's the truth. And then since then, not ever, never.
1024
00:38:44.880 --> 00:38:45.860
No, I hate that feeling.
1025
00:38:45.900 --> 00:38:48.280
Like, you know, I would never need a Viagra, but like,
1026
00:38:48.320 --> 00:38:49.460
I wish there was a pill that would make you
1027
00:38:49.500 --> 00:38:55.239
come when you need it. Cause you ever just get
1028
00:38:55.269 --> 00:38:58.510
to that point where you're just going like, I'm going
1029
00:38:58.530 --> 00:38:59.630
to have to say something.
1030
00:39:00.369 --> 00:39:04.670
Oh, that's so real. Oh, it's so real. You're like, yeah, no,
1031
00:39:04.730 --> 00:39:05.719
I get you. I get you.
1032
00:39:05.909 --> 00:39:06.179
Yeah.
1033
00:39:06.389 --> 00:39:09.559
If that was invented, that would be sick. Because Viagra,
1034
00:39:09.699 --> 00:39:11.440
it doesn't make you more horny. That's what my friend
1035
00:39:11.480 --> 00:39:13.099
told me, at least. He's like, it just keeps you
1036
00:39:13.119 --> 00:39:14.159
hard for a long ass time.
1037
00:39:14.500 --> 00:39:17.820
Yeah. That's what your friend told you. I love that. Yeah.
1038
00:39:18.019 --> 00:39:19.900
But I'm like, I don't know if I am anymore.
1039
00:39:19.920 --> 00:39:20.760
I should, though.
1040
00:39:21.110 --> 00:39:22.530
I wanted a tattoo on my dick and I would
1041
00:39:22.550 --> 00:39:24.289
have to take a Viagra to get it because the
1042
00:39:24.309 --> 00:39:25.190
skin has to be stretched.
1043
00:39:25.849 --> 00:39:28.429
Well, what would you tattoo on your dick?
1044
00:39:28.989 --> 00:39:29.909
I want to start like that.
1045
00:39:30.139 --> 00:39:31.900
Like my thing i just have stars all over me
1046
00:39:31.960 --> 00:39:33.679
and i think it would be sick you know i
1047
00:39:33.719 --> 00:39:34.039
like the.
1048
00:39:34.000 --> 00:39:35.880
Idea like the bottom or.
1049
00:39:35.820 --> 00:39:37.800
Like i was thinking on the side but my friend
1050
00:39:37.840 --> 00:39:42.190
said okay two things two things one my butt my
1051
00:39:42.309 --> 00:39:44.690
buddy my buddy johnny told me that it could look
1052
00:39:44.730 --> 00:39:47.769
like a freckle it would look different when it's shriveled
1053
00:39:47.929 --> 00:39:50.650
versus hard so that's something to take into account Also,
1054
00:39:50.710 --> 00:39:52.849
a girl told me that if she hooked up with
1055
00:39:52.889 --> 00:39:55.110
a dude with a dick tattoo, she would get an
1056
00:39:55.269 --> 00:39:57.650
STD checked the next day.
1057
00:39:57.750 --> 00:39:59.300
So I was like, damn, okay.
1058
00:39:59.570 --> 00:40:00.820
Dick tattoo, red flag, huh?
1059
00:40:01.039 --> 00:40:01.239
Yeah.
1060
00:40:01.260 --> 00:40:03.639
Well, I mean, I get it though. If a girl
1061
00:40:03.659 --> 00:40:05.539
saw a dude with a dick tattoo, like she might think,
1062
00:40:05.900 --> 00:40:06.800
do I need to get tested?
1063
00:40:06.820 --> 00:40:07.659
Yeah, yeah.
1064
00:40:07.679 --> 00:40:11.300
Makes sense. I get that though. I thought it would
1065
00:40:11.320 --> 00:40:11.980
be sick though.
1066
00:40:12.119 --> 00:40:15.150
I met the guy from Rolling Loud, like the owner, Matt,
1067
00:40:15.489 --> 00:40:17.829
and he has a money bag tattoo on his balls
1068
00:40:17.889 --> 00:40:22.079
and he calls it his money bag. on his money sign.
1069
00:40:22.099 --> 00:40:23.800
He has a, he has a money sign on his
1070
00:40:23.900 --> 00:40:26.119
balls and he calls it his money bag.
1071
00:40:26.260 --> 00:40:29.090
And he showed it to me. He asked me if
1072
00:40:29.130 --> 00:40:30.309
I want to see, I was like, yeah, I'm not
1073
00:40:30.329 --> 00:40:32.190
going to say no, but like it was legit, dude.
1074
00:40:32.210 --> 00:40:32.789
It was legit.
1075
00:40:32.909 --> 00:40:33.070
Yeah.
1076
00:40:33.090 --> 00:40:34.650
Were you doing research? Cause you were trying to figure
1077
00:40:34.670 --> 00:40:36.050
out what you, if you wanted to do something.
1078
00:40:36.110 --> 00:40:38.329
That actually was the moment that I started thinking about
1079
00:40:38.369 --> 00:40:41.030
it because I was like, that's ballsy literally.
1080
00:40:41.280 --> 00:40:43.880
And I, I like, I wonder how much that hurts though.
1081
00:40:44.460 --> 00:40:45.739
I don't think he said it was that bad.
1082
00:40:46.019 --> 00:40:47.380
What was your most painful tattoo?
1083
00:40:47.860 --> 00:40:49.099
Oh my God. My back.
1084
00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:53.079
It was, uh, Like which part? I feel like it's, Oh,
1085
00:40:53.099 --> 00:40:55.360
I have a giant target on my back. I feel,
1086
00:40:55.400 --> 00:40:57.659
but I feel like the middle, like your middle back
1087
00:40:57.719 --> 00:40:58.559
is the most painful.
1088
00:40:58.639 --> 00:41:00.199
Yeah, totally. Totally. Yeah.
1089
00:41:00.219 --> 00:41:02.389
Yeah. I remember that's where we started in the moment
1090
00:41:02.409 --> 00:41:05.519
that needle went in. I was like, No, my artist
1091
00:41:05.579 --> 00:41:08.469
is super cool though. He let me take like six
1092
00:41:08.530 --> 00:41:11.929
shots of Crown Royal. I had also had hella no
1093
00:41:11.949 --> 00:41:14.389
cream on me. Like I just wanted to get it
1094
00:41:14.409 --> 00:41:16.769
done because in the beginning, like right when the needle
1095
00:41:16.809 --> 00:41:18.690
went in, I could not do it. I could not
1096
00:41:18.730 --> 00:41:21.670
do it. Like I'm so sensitive to that pain, especially there.
1097
00:41:21.690 --> 00:41:22.929
How many tattoos you got?
1098
00:41:23.730 --> 00:41:26.849
I have no idea but i'm getting filled like i'm
1099
00:41:26.889 --> 00:41:28.409
getting to the point where there's some things that i
1100
00:41:28.449 --> 00:41:30.070
want that i can't get anymore.
1101
00:41:29.769 --> 00:41:31.110
You have on your legs and shit too.
1102
00:41:31.170 --> 00:41:33.449
No i actually have my legs bare maybe i'll get
1103
00:41:33.469 --> 00:41:36.289
to that one day but i care about how i
1104
00:41:36.349 --> 00:41:39.730
represent myself and i'm always wearing pants so i i
1105
00:41:39.750 --> 00:41:41.719
want to express myself i want to express myself to
1106
00:41:41.800 --> 00:41:44.340
others and it's like things like an eyebrow piercing like
1107
00:41:44.460 --> 00:41:45.920
i wanted one but my hair is always in the
1108
00:41:45.960 --> 00:41:49.460
way so it's like i want to see it anyways you.
1109
00:41:49.360 --> 00:41:52.630
Know It's like, it's almost like the gym bro thing.
1110
00:41:52.670 --> 00:41:55.110
It's funny. Like the gym bros will only train upper body.
1111
00:41:55.469 --> 00:41:56.449
So they show up.
1112
00:41:56.489 --> 00:41:58.780
I've actually just started doing legs at your gym. Like
1113
00:41:58.800 --> 00:42:01.079
I've never did legs before that. And I I've been
1114
00:42:01.119 --> 00:42:03.659
squatting and I've been trying to appreciate it. Like I'm,
1115
00:42:03.780 --> 00:42:05.519
I'm understanding how important it is.
1116
00:42:06.019 --> 00:42:07.099
Oh, it's the most important thing.
1117
00:42:07.260 --> 00:42:07.440
Yeah.
1118
00:42:07.480 --> 00:42:09.659
Cause the thing about, especially like a natural lifter, who's
1119
00:42:09.699 --> 00:42:11.960
not taking testosterone or anything, it's going to affect the
1120
00:42:12.019 --> 00:42:14.099
rest of your body. Like you're going to get gains
1121
00:42:14.139 --> 00:42:16.340
because you're doing more work. Totally.
1122
00:42:16.380 --> 00:42:18.400
Yeah. Well, I have like interior pelvis tilt. So I'm
1123
00:42:18.420 --> 00:42:21.820
trying to correct that with it. So it's tilting forward?
1124
00:42:21.920 --> 00:42:24.719
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like duck butt. Like my guts are
1125
00:42:24.739 --> 00:42:25.480
hanging out my tummy.
1126
00:42:25.539 --> 00:42:28.199
And even if I'm fit, like it looks like I
1127
00:42:28.219 --> 00:42:31.070
have a little belly because just like everything is pushing forward.
1128
00:42:31.199 --> 00:42:31.739
And I hate that.
1129
00:42:31.840 --> 00:42:33.670
So I want to get it corrected. I want to
1130
00:42:33.690 --> 00:42:36.909
have good posture. I feel like people look very respectable
1131
00:42:36.929 --> 00:42:38.510
when they have a really good posture, you know?
1132
00:42:38.730 --> 00:42:40.329
Yeah, for sure. Shoulders back.
1133
00:42:40.730 --> 00:42:40.949
Yeah.
1134
00:42:41.090 --> 00:42:42.769
Do you have like a goal you have as far
1135
00:42:42.789 --> 00:42:44.010
as your body? Do you want to be jacked?
1136
00:42:44.409 --> 00:42:45.969
I want to be shredded. Like I weigh like 149
1137
00:42:45.969 --> 00:42:47.570
right now. I want to be 145 and I want
1138
00:42:47.590 --> 00:42:48.070
to be all muscle.
1139
00:42:51.219 --> 00:42:52.480
You ever thought about taking testosterone?
1140
00:42:52.860 --> 00:42:55.000
Oh, I actually did a testosterone test and I think
1141
00:42:55.039 --> 00:42:56.179
it was like 1200 or something.
1142
00:42:56.280 --> 00:42:57.360
Oh, your shit's highest.
1143
00:42:57.969 --> 00:42:58.340
Yeah.
1144
00:42:59.030 --> 00:43:00.710
So yeah. Yeah.
1145
00:43:00.909 --> 00:43:02.769
And, but like, but I don't understand because like, I
1146
00:43:02.769 --> 00:43:04.289
don't see that. I don't really have hair on my
1147
00:43:04.349 --> 00:43:07.389
body either. Like I don't, I really don't know like
1148
00:43:07.429 --> 00:43:10.570
where that's being represented, but I learned about free testosterone.
1149
00:43:10.849 --> 00:43:12.449
So I was like, Hmm, maybe I wonder how much
1150
00:43:12.789 --> 00:43:13.829
free testosterone I have.
1151
00:43:14.469 --> 00:43:15.530
You didn't get that in the same test.
1152
00:43:16.210 --> 00:43:17.780
Um, not that I saw.
1153
00:43:18.150 --> 00:43:20.320
Well, the biggest things for testosterone you'd notice, obviously the
1154
00:43:20.360 --> 00:43:22.300
hair growth, depending on like genetics, if you're going to
1155
00:43:22.320 --> 00:43:24.500
grow hair or not, it'd be like, if you're super horny.
1156
00:43:25.079 --> 00:43:28.019
Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I like to have sex, so.
1157
00:43:28.400 --> 00:43:29.059
Well, there you go.
1158
00:43:29.420 --> 00:43:32.599
But like, I feel like, I feel like I like,
1159
00:43:32.639 --> 00:43:34.400
I don't know where that's being represented, but it was
1160
00:43:34.440 --> 00:43:35.960
high and it shocked me. Yeah.
1161
00:43:35.980 --> 00:43:38.519
That's high. 1200 is like very high.
1162
00:43:38.760 --> 00:43:38.960
Yeah.
1163
00:43:39.869 --> 00:43:40.789
In any range.
1164
00:43:40.809 --> 00:43:43.030
Well, I took it because I felt like I wasn't
1165
00:43:43.050 --> 00:43:44.710
building muscle at the time. But now that I'm going
1166
00:43:44.750 --> 00:43:47.090
and working out with my friend, I actually am seeing results.
1167
00:43:47.130 --> 00:43:48.840
I think I just needed to be pushed a little more.
1168
00:43:49.070 --> 00:43:50.579
But that's why I initially went to go get it
1169
00:43:50.599 --> 00:43:53.099
because I was like, why am I not building that
1170
00:43:53.139 --> 00:43:55.320
much muscle? I feel like I'm working hard, but it's
1171
00:43:55.340 --> 00:43:56.519
just maybe I wasn't pushing myself hard enough.
1172
00:43:56.539 --> 00:43:58.019
What's your diet like? For some reason, I look at you,
1173
00:43:58.059 --> 00:43:59.239
if I didn't know your diet, I'd be like, this
1174
00:43:59.260 --> 00:44:01.880
guy eats Cheetos. He just eats Cheetos and fucking Sour
1175
00:44:01.900 --> 00:44:03.980
Patch Kids. Oh, that's what I want to eat, dude.
1176
00:44:04.000 --> 00:44:05.929
That's what I want to eat, dude. I want to eat.
1177
00:44:06.289 --> 00:44:09.590
The three-piece hot honey chicken tender combo from Wingstop.
1178
00:44:09.610 --> 00:44:10.650
So fire, bro.
1179
00:44:10.949 --> 00:44:11.570
Like, that's my.
1180
00:44:12.210 --> 00:44:15.949
But, like, I am pretty disciplined when it comes to food.
1181
00:44:16.369 --> 00:44:18.849
I eat cod and french fries every day. That's pretty
1182
00:44:18.889 --> 00:44:19.409
much my.
1183
00:44:19.329 --> 00:44:20.710
Diet right now. Cod and french fries?
1184
00:44:20.730 --> 00:44:23.690
Yeah. I'll get a potato. I'll chop it. I'll boil it.
1185
00:44:23.719 --> 00:44:24.800
Oh, you make your own fries?
1186
00:44:25.050 --> 00:44:25.380
Yeah.
1187
00:44:25.449 --> 00:44:27.739
I make my own sauce. I get light mayo. Actually,
1188
00:44:27.760 --> 00:44:30.320
you know, Miracle Whip has lower calories than light mayo.
1189
00:44:30.739 --> 00:44:34.800
So I'll get mayo and mix it with Frank's. What
1190
00:44:34.820 --> 00:44:35.739
kind of oil you fry it in?
1191
00:44:36.789 --> 00:44:37.769
I can't believe it's not butter.
1192
00:44:39.469 --> 00:44:44.829
You put that in an air fryer.
1193
00:44:45.670 --> 00:44:51.070
What's it called? What's it called when it's just for looks? Aesthetic. Yeah,
1194
00:44:51.130 --> 00:44:52.670
I'm strictly here for aesthetic.
1195
00:44:52.829 --> 00:44:54.449
Yeah, inside.
1196
00:44:55.760 --> 00:44:59.480
Yeah, energy drinks, cigarettes, all that stuff. But I do
1197
00:44:59.500 --> 00:45:02.219
want to get to the point where I'm very natural.
1198
00:45:02.559 --> 00:45:05.980
Everything I do is very natural. I did switch from...
1199
00:45:06.460 --> 00:45:09.119
light breaded chicken tenders to cod so that was a
1200
00:45:09.139 --> 00:45:12.239
big jump for me that's huge yeah yeah and like
1201
00:45:12.260 --> 00:45:15.159
in like frozen frozen french fries like the orla or
1202
00:45:15.179 --> 00:45:18.889
whatever it's called oh my god like or orla to
1203
00:45:18.909 --> 00:45:21.469
two potatoes like actually cutting them up so like i
1204
00:45:21.570 --> 00:45:24.409
am making my changes it just takes time but i'm getting.
1205
00:45:24.210 --> 00:45:26.510
There have you had more experience in the gym like
1206
00:45:26.929 --> 00:45:29.190
have you gone times where you're like more out or.
1207
00:45:29.250 --> 00:45:32.570
In like yeah yeah like there's times where i mean
1208
00:45:32.610 --> 00:45:36.289
dude i've never I've only had like prominent abs one
1209
00:45:36.349 --> 00:45:38.650
time and I'm like constantly trying to get back there
1210
00:45:38.690 --> 00:45:40.570
because it was right when I blew up and I
1211
00:45:40.590 --> 00:45:42.389
would look at videos and be like, damn bro, that
1212
00:45:42.429 --> 00:45:44.190
was crazy. Like anytime I took off my shirt, I
1213
00:45:44.230 --> 00:45:46.849
was like, I was so defined and I'm really trying
1214
00:45:46.869 --> 00:45:47.750
to get back to that point.
1215
00:45:47.769 --> 00:45:49.409
And I don't even know what the I was doing.
1216
00:45:49.570 --> 00:45:51.710
Like in my mind, I wasn't doing anything different.
1217
00:45:52.289 --> 00:45:54.070
I just started creatine again though. So we'll see.
1218
00:45:54.179 --> 00:45:56.380
Well, you say, I mean, creatine is amazing by the way,
1219
00:45:56.409 --> 00:45:58.420
but you said when you first blew up, that's when
1220
00:45:58.460 --> 00:46:00.599
it happened. I swear it's the, it's the money belly.
1221
00:46:01.900 --> 00:46:04.860
Yeah, well, also like relationship weight, you know, like stress.
1222
00:46:05.079 --> 00:46:08.340
Yeah, like being in relationships is kind of like chud maxing,
1223
00:46:08.440 --> 00:46:10.739
you know, like all I want to do is like
1224
00:46:11.179 --> 00:46:14.079
eat pizza and watch movies with a girl. So when
1225
00:46:14.099 --> 00:46:16.380
I'm by myself, I'm very disciplined.
1226
00:46:16.820 --> 00:46:18.780
So you think you're more motivated when you're not in
1227
00:46:18.820 --> 00:46:19.400
a relationship?
1228
00:46:20.260 --> 00:46:21.179
For sure, for sure.
1229
00:46:21.260 --> 00:46:25.179
Because I think that I'm so individual focused. So I'm
1230
00:46:25.199 --> 00:46:27.489
like really hyper focusing on myself now.
1231
00:46:27.510 --> 00:46:29.690
That makes sense. I mean, that's just kind of how
1232
00:46:29.730 --> 00:46:32.650
it goes. Yeah, yeah. feel like most people get out
1233
00:46:32.670 --> 00:46:34.980
of a relationship and they always ascend.
1234
00:46:34.739 --> 00:46:37.219
The glow up yeah yeah and she's she's glowing up
1235
00:46:37.239 --> 00:46:39.940
too like she she looks well i mean she's she's
1236
00:46:40.079 --> 00:46:42.260
always looked so good but like she just posted a
1237
00:46:42.300 --> 00:46:43.659
photo on it so i'm like damn.
1238
00:46:45.789 --> 00:46:48.010
It's like that's why the allegations that's why they're like
1239
00:46:48.030 --> 00:46:50.090
yo you guys gotta be together it's so.
1240
00:46:49.969 --> 00:46:53.230
Funny i'm talking about like the girl but yeah yeah
1241
00:46:53.250 --> 00:46:54.320
she's very beautiful i.
1242
00:46:54.840 --> 00:46:57.719
Get it yeah we're talking about the other girl Nats are.
1243
00:46:57.880 --> 00:46:58.699
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1244
00:46:58.889 --> 00:47:00.710
Are you still trying to date or are you just
1245
00:47:00.750 --> 00:47:01.769
like focused on yourself?
1246
00:47:01.829 --> 00:47:03.510
I want to be an individual as long as I
1247
00:47:03.550 --> 00:47:06.449
can be. I have the most growth when I'm an
1248
00:47:06.489 --> 00:47:09.789
individual and I just really want to focus on that.
1249
00:47:10.289 --> 00:47:12.150
Because I feel like when you're in a relationship, you
1250
00:47:12.809 --> 00:47:15.349
start to hyper focus on them, which is what I do.
1251
00:47:15.389 --> 00:47:17.590
Because when I get in a relationship, I'm just so
1252
00:47:17.630 --> 00:47:19.900
infatuated by their world. Like that's my favorite thing to
1253
00:47:19.909 --> 00:47:22.420
do is to learn about them and to have them
1254
00:47:22.440 --> 00:47:25.059
like let you in their life and learn about all
1255
00:47:25.099 --> 00:47:28.400
the things that they like. and just slowly growing a
1256
00:47:28.420 --> 00:47:32.139
deeper bond. It's just so beautiful. And that's just something
1257
00:47:32.179 --> 00:47:35.070
I hyper focus on. So when I'm by myself, the
1258
00:47:35.110 --> 00:47:39.530
only thing I'm focusing on is maintaining my life and
1259
00:47:40.170 --> 00:47:41.809
trying to do better and everything.
1260
00:47:41.909 --> 00:47:43.510
So it's quite a difference.
1261
00:47:43.969 --> 00:47:44.210
Damn.
1262
00:47:44.550 --> 00:47:46.190
Kind of got me feeling bad. When I'm in a relationship,
1263
00:47:46.250 --> 00:47:47.269
I still focus on myself.
1264
00:47:47.590 --> 00:47:48.050
I still do.
1265
00:47:48.130 --> 00:47:48.550
I still do.
1266
00:47:48.570 --> 00:47:49.230
No, I still do.
1267
00:47:49.429 --> 00:47:51.929
And I'm a firm believer in that. I don't think
1268
00:47:51.989 --> 00:47:54.199
anyone should let anything go. I think you should be
1269
00:47:54.239 --> 00:47:57.239
the same person you were that they met. I am
1270
00:47:57.260 --> 00:47:58.619
a firm believer in that. Yeah.
1271
00:47:58.639 --> 00:47:59.360
All right, guys.
1272
00:47:59.380 --> 00:48:01.980
Quick interrupts for the podcast. Pocket Hose. Listen, you guys,
1273
00:48:02.119 --> 00:48:03.400
for some reason, you think it's funny when I do
1274
00:48:03.420 --> 00:48:05.860
this advertisement. I also think it's funny. But the reason
1275
00:48:05.920 --> 00:48:08.699
is just straight up because I really use this motherfucking
1276
00:48:08.719 --> 00:48:13.210
hose on the daily. I'm literally in my yard. This morning,
1277
00:48:13.269 --> 00:48:15.230
I woke up because I planted some new plants. This
1278
00:48:15.269 --> 00:48:17.489
is no cap. I put some new plants. I'm not
1279
00:48:17.510 --> 00:48:19.429
going to lie. They're having a really rough time because
1280
00:48:19.469 --> 00:48:21.349
it's in a lot of sun, but I'm watering these
1281
00:48:21.690 --> 00:48:24.070
as much as I can. And the hose is dope. Again,
1282
00:48:24.110 --> 00:48:26.730
I've gone through so many hoses. Maybe that's why you
1283
00:48:26.750 --> 00:48:28.510
guys think it's so funny when I do this advertisement.
1284
00:48:29.070 --> 00:48:31.320
this hose is legit they got like a dope like
1285
00:48:31.380 --> 00:48:34.039
nozzle that spins in any direction the hose i've still
1286
00:48:34.059 --> 00:48:36.820
been using it has not up it grows massively in
1287
00:48:36.840 --> 00:48:39.280
size paws they honestly should make me partner in the
1288
00:48:39.300 --> 00:48:41.539
company at this point because this hose is incredible and
1289
00:48:41.559 --> 00:48:42.940
i've just gone through so many that i'm able to
1290
00:48:42.980 --> 00:48:45.280
speak from this position and know how most of them
1291
00:48:45.360 --> 00:48:46.599
are so if you guys want a new hose you're
1292
00:48:46.619 --> 00:48:48.420
looking for a new hose go text on your phone
1293
00:48:48.460 --> 00:48:50.900
right now raw talk to 64 000 and they're going
1294
00:48:50.920 --> 00:48:52.739
to send you details where like you probably click and
1295
00:48:52.760 --> 00:48:54.579
then you get the hose and two free gifts but
1296
00:48:54.619 --> 00:48:56.559
go check it out you won't be disappointing this hose
1297
00:48:56.659 --> 00:48:59.099
i I promise you, it literally will stretch across your
1298
00:48:59.139 --> 00:49:01.340
entire house. Like, this is the best hose on the
1299
00:49:01.360 --> 00:49:03.300
planet right now. So, go check it out. Let's get
1300
00:49:03.320 --> 00:49:05.820
back to this podcast. On a scale of 1 to 10, autistic.
1301
00:49:05.860 --> 00:49:06.909
How autistic do you think you are?
1302
00:49:08.280 --> 00:49:10.530
Maybe low on the scale because, you know, that spectrum,
1303
00:49:10.730 --> 00:49:13.269
it's a big spectrum. I think that I have it
1304
00:49:13.289 --> 00:49:17.190
in a sense that it's not entirely detectable. Like, I
1305
00:49:17.489 --> 00:49:19.949
think I'm, like, normal passing, which also kind of sucks.
1306
00:49:20.090 --> 00:49:23.099
in its own way. Because when I meet people, and
1307
00:49:23.119 --> 00:49:26.539
they're like a little too neurotypical, they think I'm either
1308
00:49:27.260 --> 00:49:31.139
mean or weird or shy, rude, you know, because okay,
1309
00:49:31.320 --> 00:49:33.449
so This is kind of like a rabbit hole conversation,
1310
00:49:33.530 --> 00:49:36.469
but there's like neurotypical and there's neurodivergent and neurodivergent is
1311
00:49:36.489 --> 00:49:39.320
like ADHD, autism, all that, blah, blah. And they have
1312
00:49:39.519 --> 00:49:40.940
two different conversational patterns.
1313
00:49:41.239 --> 00:49:41.440
Yeah.
1314
00:49:41.659 --> 00:49:43.539
So when I talk to someone that's neurotypical and I
1315
00:49:43.599 --> 00:49:47.039
talk like a neurodivergent, it like throws off their conversational patterns.
1316
00:49:47.139 --> 00:49:49.010
And then it gets them in defense mode and they're like, oh,
1317
00:49:49.030 --> 00:49:52.349
you're shy or you're weirder. You're coming off a little rude.
1318
00:49:52.510 --> 00:49:55.550
Like I can't, I can't read you. So all my
1319
00:49:55.590 --> 00:49:56.670
friends are neurodivergent. Yeah.
1320
00:49:57.480 --> 00:49:58.159
That makes sense.
1321
00:49:58.239 --> 00:50:00.300
It's just two different talking patterns. And it's like, there's
1322
00:50:00.320 --> 00:50:02.539
no like right or wrong, but they're just like so different. And,
1323
00:50:02.960 --> 00:50:06.019
and I click so easily. It's like, boom, like whenever
1324
00:50:06.039 --> 00:50:08.679
someone's neurodivergent and I feel like when you are, you
1325
00:50:08.699 --> 00:50:09.889
could really scope it out.
1326
00:50:10.300 --> 00:50:11.929
Yeah. I noticed that. But when I first met you,
1327
00:50:11.949 --> 00:50:15.030
I was like, Those guys are really unique, really interesting.
1328
00:50:15.289 --> 00:50:16.010
Thank you, dude.
1329
00:50:16.210 --> 00:50:17.269
That's actually awesome.
1330
00:50:17.309 --> 00:50:17.610
Thank you.
1331
00:50:17.630 --> 00:50:19.949
You're also really nice. You're just a nice dude.
1332
00:50:20.030 --> 00:50:21.349
Thank you so much. That means a lot.
1333
00:50:21.369 --> 00:50:23.469
Because when you meet people, you're normally like, oh, this...
1334
00:50:23.489 --> 00:50:26.309
Based on what you see or based on what you perceive, obviously,
1335
00:50:26.329 --> 00:50:28.849
you don't know the truth about people. But you're going
1336
00:50:28.869 --> 00:50:30.769
to get this... You're going to have this... Maybe it's
1337
00:50:30.789 --> 00:50:34.030
based on the way you look or the popularity or
1338
00:50:34.090 --> 00:50:36.670
that sort of thing. Cloud, this sort of... That you
1339
00:50:36.690 --> 00:50:39.849
think someone's going to give you... a different version than
1340
00:50:39.889 --> 00:50:43.050
what you're expecting. Yeah, totally. You're you, I talked to
1341
00:50:43.070 --> 00:50:46.500
you a few times. You're just like a regular ass dude.
1342
00:50:46.920 --> 00:50:47.840
I try to be a nice guy.
1343
00:50:48.000 --> 00:50:52.090
Like I, I try to just like, you know, Like I, yeah,
1344
00:50:52.150 --> 00:50:53.769
I feel like, I feel like every, every person you
1345
00:50:53.789 --> 00:50:56.019
talk to is like a meaningful conversation. You're like, I'm
1346
00:50:56.079 --> 00:50:58.300
always worried that someone's going to think I'm rude because
1347
00:50:58.480 --> 00:51:01.039
I've met so many people that I got a little
1348
00:51:01.079 --> 00:51:02.760
closer to that thought I was rude when I first
1349
00:51:02.800 --> 00:51:04.980
met them. Like, like I came off as I wasn't
1350
00:51:05.019 --> 00:51:07.070
interested in speaking to them or I was just really
1351
00:51:07.110 --> 00:51:09.849
closed off. And I hate that because like in my mind,
1352
00:51:09.989 --> 00:51:11.949
like I think I'm doing a good job, at least
1353
00:51:11.989 --> 00:51:15.070
like doing the best I can do. So whenever someone
1354
00:51:15.090 --> 00:51:16.289
says I'm nice, that means a lot.
1355
00:51:17.050 --> 00:51:19.340
Yeah. I mean, bro, you're just a regular dude.
1356
00:51:19.380 --> 00:51:19.880
Thank you, dude.
1357
00:51:20.210 --> 00:51:22.809
Definitely like a little interesting, but like that's, but that's why.
1358
00:51:22.829 --> 00:51:25.590
Being a regular dude is such a compliment too. Like that's, that's,
1359
00:51:25.829 --> 00:51:27.710
that's what I want to be felt as.
1360
00:51:28.250 --> 00:51:30.710
Yeah. Well, it's true. And it's, it's cool that like,
1361
00:51:31.070 --> 00:51:34.369
you know, when the way you talk about it and how,
1362
00:51:34.429 --> 00:51:36.090
you know, obviously you want people to perceive you or
1363
00:51:36.289 --> 00:51:40.429
how you want to be perceived. You're, you're just normal, right?
1364
00:51:40.670 --> 00:51:43.309
obviously the way you look is like saying something completely different.
1365
00:51:43.510 --> 00:51:47.230
But yeah, I really, I really like to express myself strongly.
1366
00:51:47.409 --> 00:51:49.170
Like I like to have my own unique look. It
1367
00:51:49.210 --> 00:51:50.269
just like makes me feel good.
1368
00:51:50.550 --> 00:51:52.929
Yeah. I guess maybe, I don't know if I relate,
1369
00:51:52.949 --> 00:51:54.210
I guess I kind of relate to that. It's the
1370
00:51:54.230 --> 00:51:57.690
whole gym thing being like knee deep in the gym
1371
00:51:57.710 --> 00:51:58.309
for forever.
1372
00:51:58.570 --> 00:51:58.969
Totally.
1373
00:51:59.190 --> 00:52:01.760
I like, yeah, no, I, I, I could like picture,
1374
00:52:01.780 --> 00:52:04.340
I feel like I could picture like, you know, like,
1375
00:52:04.719 --> 00:52:06.820
like for you, I would say like, it's cool to
1376
00:52:06.860 --> 00:52:10.530
be someone that, someone could be for halloween i feel
1377
00:52:10.550 --> 00:52:11.909
like someone could be you so i feel like you're
1378
00:52:11.929 --> 00:52:12.309
doing a good.
1379
00:52:12.250 --> 00:52:13.690
Job someone used to be me yeah they put the
1380
00:52:13.710 --> 00:52:18.210
hat on yeah that's i i think that's awesome you
1381
00:52:18.230 --> 00:52:20.010
know like i i always like to think of things
1382
00:52:20.090 --> 00:52:21.920
it's like obviously like there's people that do the same
1383
00:52:21.940 --> 00:52:23.840
thing but like i like to think of things is
1384
00:52:23.880 --> 00:52:25.820
like my thing like i like to think of like
1385
00:52:25.920 --> 00:52:27.820
my snake bites like oh that's my that's like my
1386
00:52:27.860 --> 00:52:29.820
thing i mean it's other people's things too.
1387
00:52:29.699 --> 00:52:31.179
But like when it comes to me personally like it
1388
00:52:31.219 --> 00:52:33.170
feels like my thing like it feels like my identity
1389
00:52:33.570 --> 00:52:36.030
like i i like to wear an identity on my sleeves.
1390
00:52:36.139 --> 00:52:37.619
Yeah, I get it. It's kind of the same with
1391
00:52:37.639 --> 00:52:39.780
the bodybuilding thing. You're kind of like, you become that.
1392
00:52:40.000 --> 00:52:41.239
Totally, dude. Totally.
1393
00:52:41.340 --> 00:52:42.400
When did you decide to do this?
1394
00:52:42.420 --> 00:52:44.530
In 2023. Yeah.
1395
00:52:45.570 --> 00:52:47.789
So a lot was working out for me and it
1396
00:52:47.829 --> 00:52:50.730
actually kind of put me in a spiral of how
1397
00:52:50.809 --> 00:52:53.050
I wanted to be perceived because I didn't know if
1398
00:52:53.510 --> 00:52:55.949
I could like die the next day. I would look
1399
00:52:55.989 --> 00:52:59.030
in the mirror and I would see myself and just
1400
00:52:59.070 --> 00:53:01.449
think like, if I died tomorrow, like, do I look
1401
00:53:01.530 --> 00:53:04.309
like exactly like how I would want to be remembered?
1402
00:53:04.969 --> 00:53:08.090
And I had, yeah, I had like a few tattoos,
1403
00:53:08.369 --> 00:53:10.909
but I wanted to be blasted. And when, and when
1404
00:53:10.949 --> 00:53:12.329
it comes to like rock stars, you know, it's like,
1405
00:53:12.349 --> 00:53:14.329
they kind of just like pop out of the womb blasted.
1406
00:53:14.349 --> 00:53:16.570
Like when they're famous, they're already blasted. And I was
1407
00:53:16.610 --> 00:53:18.699
just like, I was just, I was looking in the mirror.
1408
00:53:18.719 --> 00:53:22.099
I was like, I don't think this is how I
1409
00:53:22.139 --> 00:53:24.800
want to be perceived when I die. So I was
1410
00:53:24.820 --> 00:53:27.320
getting a lot of tattoos. I was getting the piercings
1411
00:53:27.400 --> 00:53:29.920
I want. And I was just like going really hard
1412
00:53:29.940 --> 00:53:32.880
at like what I wanted and how I wanted to
1413
00:53:32.900 --> 00:53:35.760
be perceived and, I'm really happy with how I look now.
1414
00:53:36.139 --> 00:53:39.280
People don't really think about when you make a big
1415
00:53:39.340 --> 00:53:43.269
jump online, how it kind of like affects you mentally
1416
00:53:43.329 --> 00:53:45.360
because it's a blessing at the end of the day.
1417
00:53:45.630 --> 00:53:47.889
But like everyone that I've been around that had a
1418
00:53:47.969 --> 00:53:51.030
big leap, it's easy to spiral, you know, like all
1419
00:53:51.050 --> 00:53:53.829
the attention on you. It's just so hard to deal with. But,
1420
00:53:54.170 --> 00:53:57.349
you know, the blessings outweigh it. But I've seen a
1421
00:53:57.829 --> 00:54:01.369
lot of my friends like them really struggle like with
1422
00:54:01.409 --> 00:54:03.130
their self-image like after it happens.
1423
00:54:03.619 --> 00:54:06.039
We struggle with the way that people are now perceiving them.
1424
00:54:06.780 --> 00:54:08.590
Yeah, yeah. Because people.
1425
00:54:09.070 --> 00:54:12.170
When you have more of a niche community, people are
1426
00:54:12.190 --> 00:54:13.050
a lot more nice.
1427
00:54:13.070 --> 00:54:14.809
The people watching are your supporters.
1428
00:54:14.849 --> 00:54:18.070
But when you go outside of that, then you have
1429
00:54:18.130 --> 00:54:20.190
people that don't give a shit about you, that want
1430
00:54:20.210 --> 00:54:22.849
to give you a negative opinion and will roast you.
1431
00:54:22.869 --> 00:54:24.030
When you're going more viral.
1432
00:54:24.250 --> 00:54:25.309
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
1433
00:54:25.670 --> 00:54:29.800
You have your own little bubble's opinion versus the general population.
1434
00:54:30.280 --> 00:54:34.480
So it was really hard to transition to... being comfortable
1435
00:54:34.579 --> 00:54:35.900
hearing everyone's opinion.
1436
00:54:36.659 --> 00:54:38.659
I see what you're saying. Yeah. But that's just sort
1437
00:54:38.679 --> 00:54:40.840
of like, that's the internet. That's how it's always been.
1438
00:54:41.019 --> 00:54:42.000
Literally, literally.
1439
00:54:42.019 --> 00:54:43.469
You're not going to get everyone to like you.
1440
00:54:43.650 --> 00:54:45.590
Literally. And it's also like a teeter totter, you know, there's,
1441
00:54:45.730 --> 00:54:48.269
there's good and there's bad moments. Like it's, it's a
1442
00:54:48.309 --> 00:54:49.670
blessing at the end of the day. And you know,
1443
00:54:49.730 --> 00:54:53.710
not everything is rainbows and unicorns. So, but like, you
1444
00:54:53.730 --> 00:54:55.389
know what, you know, what's interesting is this is one
1445
00:54:55.429 --> 00:54:58.739
thing that I noticed was when everything worked out on
1446
00:54:58.760 --> 00:55:01.159
the come up, we noticed that a lot of people
1447
00:55:01.179 --> 00:55:04.610
were really like representing liking us but then once we
1448
00:55:04.630 --> 00:55:06.690
were kind of coasting for a bit then it was
1449
00:55:06.750 --> 00:55:08.170
like i don't know i don't i don't want to
1450
00:55:08.190 --> 00:55:09.170
sound arrogant but.
1451
00:55:09.030 --> 00:55:11.550
How do you describe coasting what do you mean by coasting.
1452
00:55:11.309 --> 00:55:14.050
Just like staying trying to stay like where you are
1453
00:55:14.070 --> 00:55:16.880
right okay just like right riding the wave i don't
1454
00:55:17.159 --> 00:55:19.440
not like in an arrogant way at all but like
1455
00:55:19.539 --> 00:55:22.860
i felt like while we were taking off people really
1456
00:55:22.880 --> 00:55:25.340
were representing liking us like people were just making a
1457
00:55:25.340 --> 00:55:27.500
lot of content about liking us like i think it
1458
00:55:27.519 --> 00:55:28.900
was like for a moment like it was cool to
1459
00:55:28.920 --> 00:55:31.989
like us but then like we were coasting for a
1460
00:55:32.010 --> 00:55:34.369
bit and it got to the point where, where I
1461
00:55:34.409 --> 00:55:35.849
feel like it was like, if two people are in
1462
00:55:35.869 --> 00:55:38.170
a room and one person's like, yeah, I like Jake,
1463
00:55:38.670 --> 00:55:40.710
then the other person wants to be like, I'm actually cool.
1464
00:55:40.730 --> 00:55:42.449
Cause I don't like him. So like, then we had
1465
00:55:42.469 --> 00:55:44.949
this wave. I feel like everyone hated us. That's like
1466
00:55:44.969 --> 00:55:47.139
that teeter totter effect. And now I feel like I'm
1467
00:55:47.159 --> 00:55:49.139
like just coasting, you know, I have people that hate me.
1468
00:55:49.159 --> 00:55:50.860
I have people that love me. I'm just happy to
1469
00:55:50.900 --> 00:55:53.119
be where I'm at, but you know, on the, on
1470
00:55:53.139 --> 00:55:55.579
the come up, you know, it's just a weird mental thing,
1471
00:55:55.639 --> 00:55:58.219
you know? And it's, it's, it's weird because the internet
1472
00:55:58.579 --> 00:56:01.050
will love you and then just, flip and it's just
1473
00:56:01.090 --> 00:56:03.949
like you have to stay sane but right now you
1474
00:56:03.989 --> 00:56:06.949
know like yeah i'm just like coasting and enjoying it
1475
00:56:07.010 --> 00:56:09.340
and trying not to look at the bad.
1476
00:56:09.760 --> 00:56:12.440
Yeah what they say you know the classic saying is
1477
00:56:12.480 --> 00:56:13.440
a thin line between love and.
1478
00:56:13.420 --> 00:56:16.380
Hate oh totally no totally i think my haters love
1479
00:56:16.420 --> 00:56:18.420
me yeah that's a true i'm a big supporter of
1480
00:56:18.460 --> 00:56:21.420
my haters because because if if like my haters could
1481
00:56:21.460 --> 00:56:24.719
hate anyone they could like focus on hating something like
1482
00:56:24.739 --> 00:56:26.119
they why like why do you want to hate a
1483
00:56:26.300 --> 00:56:28.340
social media creator that you like you just don't like
1484
00:56:28.460 --> 00:56:31.110
like The fact that they're giving so much energy.
1485
00:56:31.429 --> 00:56:33.210
It's almost like attention. People want attention.
1486
00:56:33.369 --> 00:56:33.610
Yeah.
1487
00:56:33.670 --> 00:56:36.010
Because I'll get those messages where someone will say some
1488
00:56:36.030 --> 00:56:37.519
like nasty to me and I'll just be like, hey,
1489
00:56:37.559 --> 00:56:38.119
appreciate it.
1490
00:56:38.440 --> 00:56:40.429
No, your haters love you, bro. Your haters love you.
1491
00:56:40.460 --> 00:56:43.599
I was trying to get your attention. And I'm like, damn, okay.
1492
00:56:44.360 --> 00:56:46.860
It's funny. I mean, but that's just like in general
1493
00:56:46.920 --> 00:56:48.889
in life, whether you're a social media creator or not,
1494
00:56:48.949 --> 00:56:51.269
like you're just not going to get everyone to love you, period.
1495
00:56:51.409 --> 00:56:51.630
Yeah.
1496
00:56:51.809 --> 00:56:53.329
No matter what you do, no matter how much good
1497
00:56:53.349 --> 00:56:55.409
you do. I've always said this. It's like, I've seen
1498
00:56:55.449 --> 00:56:58.070
it so many times. I've felt it my own ways
1499
00:56:58.150 --> 00:57:00.869
and social media over the years. You just can't, you
1500
00:57:00.929 --> 00:57:03.730
can't make everyone appreciate what you're doing, but you don't
1501
00:57:03.769 --> 00:57:04.550
do it for those people.
1502
00:57:04.849 --> 00:57:05.090
Yeah.
1503
00:57:05.289 --> 00:57:06.429
You do it for the people that with you.
1504
00:57:06.650 --> 00:57:07.230
Yeah, totally.
1505
00:57:07.409 --> 00:57:09.409
It's like at some point, like I'll, I'll notice people
1506
00:57:09.429 --> 00:57:13.070
from people will message me. I'll get messages. We'd be like, yo,
1507
00:57:13.090 --> 00:57:15.059
I used to make videos and talk about you. And
1508
00:57:15.099 --> 00:57:17.099
like three years later, like, oh, I actually saw all
1509
00:57:17.139 --> 00:57:19.119
this other content. I actually really appreciate you. And I'm
1510
00:57:19.159 --> 00:57:21.559
sorry I said this. And it's like, but you can't
1511
00:57:21.619 --> 00:57:24.380
do it. To make all these people happy.
1512
00:57:24.619 --> 00:57:24.900
Totally.
1513
00:57:24.940 --> 00:57:27.429
I feel like the internet just perceives everything as black
1514
00:57:27.469 --> 00:57:29.840
and white when there's just so much depth to everything.
1515
00:57:30.090 --> 00:57:32.329
Even people like, like what I was saying earlier, like
1516
00:57:32.829 --> 00:57:35.929
meeting people, the first impression is just never the same
1517
00:57:35.949 --> 00:57:37.010
as when you get to know someone.
1518
00:57:37.369 --> 00:57:38.030
Yeah.
1519
00:57:38.090 --> 00:57:40.909
Everyone just has so much more depth and the internet
1520
00:57:40.949 --> 00:57:43.130
has a problem with just seeing everything so black and white.
1521
00:57:43.449 --> 00:57:46.090
Well, yeah, it's because they don't know anything beyond that.
1522
00:57:46.150 --> 00:57:48.230
They just know what they see and then their perception
1523
00:57:48.269 --> 00:57:50.469
based on what they know about life in general. And
1524
00:57:50.489 --> 00:57:52.070
they just put a label on and they say, okay,
1525
00:57:52.090 --> 00:57:53.269
this is this because I know this.
1526
00:57:53.449 --> 00:57:55.030
Totally. I think it's like a billboard.
1527
00:57:55.070 --> 00:57:57.670
Like you drive by a billboard and it just says
1528
00:57:57.690 --> 00:58:01.000
like one sentence about someone. You look by and you
1529
00:58:01.019 --> 00:58:02.420
carry on driving. You're like, okay, that's what I think
1530
00:58:02.460 --> 00:58:05.059
about them. But you don't know anything in depth about it. Yeah.
1531
00:58:05.360 --> 00:58:08.119
No, but that's also just a part of this. You
1532
00:58:08.179 --> 00:58:12.449
can't like hold yourself to trying to like, yo, think
1533
00:58:12.489 --> 00:58:14.610
this about me. You just do what you do.
1534
00:58:14.630 --> 00:58:17.309
Yeah, you just got to do it. I've tried to
1535
00:58:17.349 --> 00:58:17.909
fight back.
1536
00:58:18.730 --> 00:58:21.389
Especially with so much of my life being private, I'm
1537
00:58:21.429 --> 00:58:23.989
just always like, you guys don't get it. You don't
1538
00:58:24.050 --> 00:58:27.170
know what things are actually like. You don't know these
1539
00:58:27.230 --> 00:58:29.050
special moments that I have that I never show. I
1540
00:58:29.050 --> 00:58:33.769
could say that a million times. It'll never change opinions.
1541
00:58:34.550 --> 00:58:35.829
Sometimes it's worse than others.
1542
00:58:35.869 --> 00:58:39.070
Sometimes I still will fight back and just give a
1543
00:58:39.110 --> 00:58:42.889
reminder of where I stand and how I feel, but
1544
00:58:43.929 --> 00:58:46.230
for the most part, they'll never get it.
1545
00:58:46.320 --> 00:58:46.800
So it's fine.
1546
00:58:46.820 --> 00:58:48.380
But that's all you're supposed to be doing. It's just,
1547
00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:50.039
this is who you are. Cause you got to where
1548
00:58:50.059 --> 00:58:53.800
you're at. I mean, because people appreciate who you are,
1549
00:58:53.880 --> 00:58:54.860
like who you actually are.
1550
00:58:55.019 --> 00:58:55.280
Yeah.
1551
00:58:55.579 --> 00:58:57.980
So if you just keep doing that and however you change,
1552
00:58:58.019 --> 00:59:00.219
however you grow, as long as like the content or
1553
00:59:00.239 --> 00:59:03.429
the art, whatever you put out is always represented representative
1554
00:59:03.489 --> 00:59:06.710
of you. Then like, they're going to choose yes or
1555
00:59:06.769 --> 00:59:09.469
no every single time anyway. So it's like, as long
1556
00:59:09.510 --> 00:59:11.340
as you're happy, doing something that makes you happy with
1557
00:59:11.360 --> 00:59:14.219
the people that you enjoy doing it with, that's it.
1558
00:59:14.440 --> 00:59:15.500
Yeah, dude, totally.
1559
00:59:15.800 --> 00:59:16.179
Yeah.
1560
00:59:16.440 --> 00:59:17.780
I'm happy with what I do.
1561
00:59:17.820 --> 00:59:20.190
Like I'm happy with what I put out and I'm
1562
00:59:20.230 --> 00:59:21.829
happy just for everything I got.
1563
00:59:22.150 --> 00:59:24.010
What plans do you have now? Like with content, where
1564
00:59:24.030 --> 00:59:24.699
do you want to go with it?
1565
00:59:24.989 --> 00:59:28.030
Oh man, just like the same thing, but better. You know,
1566
00:59:28.369 --> 00:59:30.860
I'm a big believer in like if it, ate broke
1567
00:59:30.880 --> 00:59:33.449
don't break it whatever whatever the hell they say but
1568
00:59:33.489 --> 00:59:35.349
like you know what i do right now is like
1569
00:59:35.389 --> 00:59:36.949
what people want to see and i and i know
1570
00:59:36.989 --> 00:59:38.730
that so i just want to do it better.
1571
00:59:38.610 --> 00:59:40.409
I feel like you'd be good in movies bro.
1572
00:59:40.269 --> 00:59:42.510
Dude that'd be so sick i have no acting skills
1573
00:59:42.550 --> 00:59:44.059
my dream is for someone to come up to me
1574
00:59:44.099 --> 00:59:45.059
and just be like hey you want to be in
1575
00:59:45.099 --> 00:59:45.860
this movie.
1576
00:59:45.599 --> 00:59:47.179
No but you got like that you got a specific
1577
00:59:47.219 --> 00:59:48.599
like look like you should be in.
1578
00:59:48.599 --> 00:59:50.500
A movie yeah like be like a roderick yeah yeah
1579
00:59:50.579 --> 00:59:53.199
somewhere in a movie that'd be sick i would love
1580
00:59:53.239 --> 00:59:56.579
that I don't know my acting skills, but I would
1581
00:59:56.800 --> 00:59:58.260
definitely take the opportunity.
1582
00:59:57.920 --> 00:59:58.480
If it was there.
1583
00:59:58.500 --> 00:59:59.900
I think you'd be able to figure it out.
1584
00:59:59.980 --> 01:00:00.639
Yeah, totally.
1585
01:00:00.679 --> 01:00:04.340
That would be so sick. But with music, that is something.
1586
01:00:04.780 --> 01:00:06.769
I'm happy with my content. I'm proud of it. I
1587
01:00:06.789 --> 01:00:08.610
think I do a good job at it. With music,
1588
01:00:08.889 --> 01:00:11.590
there's definitely so much growth that I need to do there.
1589
01:00:11.650 --> 01:00:14.250
So that is something that I see as a goal, getting.
1590
01:00:14.130 --> 01:00:14.670
Better at that.
1591
01:00:14.929 --> 01:00:17.449
Yeah. How do you work towards that now?
1592
01:00:18.010 --> 01:00:18.170
Just.
1593
01:00:19.480 --> 01:00:21.139
I'm trying to be on my phone less because I
1594
01:00:21.159 --> 01:00:23.039
want to think more. You know, I feel like every
1595
01:00:23.099 --> 01:00:24.239
in-between moment in life.
1596
01:00:24.260 --> 01:00:25.599
Oh, that's so real.
1597
01:00:25.860 --> 01:00:28.159
No, dude. Okay, I threw it over there, but Apple
1598
01:00:28.199 --> 01:00:29.250
Watch changed my life.
1599
01:00:29.949 --> 01:00:30.309
Really?
1600
01:00:30.409 --> 01:00:32.550
Yeah, because I always would have the feeling that I'm
1601
01:00:32.590 --> 01:00:35.030
missing out on something. But when I have my Apple Watch,
1602
01:00:35.309 --> 01:00:38.090
like I get all my notifications still, but I'm not scrolling.
1603
01:00:38.409 --> 01:00:41.510
So like my messages sound a little robotic because I'd
1604
01:00:41.530 --> 01:00:42.969
be like, dude, it was so good to see you.
1605
01:00:43.030 --> 01:00:44.610
Hope you're having a great day. And it's like everything's
1606
01:00:44.630 --> 01:00:47.570
like capitalized and periods. But the moment I got an
1607
01:00:47.639 --> 01:00:50.670
Apple Watch, dude, my screen time went from nine hours
1608
01:00:50.730 --> 01:00:51.329
to six.
1609
01:00:51.789 --> 01:00:53.269
So it worked.
1610
01:00:53.909 --> 01:00:57.329
And it is crazy how much like that phone being
1611
01:00:57.469 --> 01:01:00.429
like just on it all the time scrolling will take
1612
01:01:00.469 --> 01:01:02.969
away from your ability to actually create something new.
1613
01:01:03.369 --> 01:01:03.829
Totally, dude.
1614
01:01:03.869 --> 01:01:05.449
There's so much time to be filled. There's so much
1615
01:01:05.530 --> 01:01:08.090
things to do. Like in that six hours, like, yeah,
1616
01:01:08.110 --> 01:01:10.769
we work on our phones. But when I'm on my
1617
01:01:10.809 --> 01:01:13.650
Apple Watch, like I'm doing laundry and I'm like journaling.
1618
01:01:14.059 --> 01:01:15.800
I want to think more because I feel like it's
1619
01:01:15.820 --> 01:01:19.579
almost like logging out of yourself whenever you're scrolling. Like you,
1620
01:01:19.739 --> 01:01:22.000
you're not existing. Like I want to like, like the
1621
01:01:22.159 --> 01:01:24.179
big thing I learned is like, you should be comfortable
1622
01:01:24.219 --> 01:01:27.579
being bored. Like I want to just sit down and
1623
01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:30.800
just daydream. Like I want to think about things, you know,
1624
01:01:30.840 --> 01:01:33.340
because like anytime I'm sitting and there's nothing going on,
1625
01:01:33.360 --> 01:01:35.659
it's like logging out, you know? Yeah.
1626
01:01:36.019 --> 01:01:37.639
Well that's, that's also, I mean, they've done tons of
1627
01:01:37.659 --> 01:01:39.960
studies on this, like the effects of the social media
1628
01:01:39.980 --> 01:01:42.389
and the phone on our brains. Like It literally, they've
1629
01:01:42.630 --> 01:01:45.730
actually proven that your ability to be creative is like
1630
01:01:46.429 --> 01:01:50.429
almost completely taken away. Damn. Like legitimately, they've proven that
1631
01:01:50.469 --> 01:01:53.409
like this, when you're in silence is actually when your
1632
01:01:53.989 --> 01:01:55.360
brain can actually be creative.
1633
01:01:55.389 --> 01:01:56.010
That's so true.
1634
01:01:56.050 --> 01:01:58.039
And then there's also the thing that is happening where,
1635
01:01:58.099 --> 01:02:00.699
like I was saying, if you're constantly looking at it,
1636
01:02:00.760 --> 01:02:03.619
then you're sort of, all your thoughts are going towards
1637
01:02:03.679 --> 01:02:05.519
what is already out there. And then you have to think,
1638
01:02:05.920 --> 01:02:07.840
if you're trying to be someone who's creative, making something
1639
01:02:07.920 --> 01:02:10.489
new for people to be engaged with, like if your
1640
01:02:10.530 --> 01:02:12.849
thoughts are what's already happening, you're more likely to just
1641
01:02:12.929 --> 01:02:15.380
create more of what's already happening and less of what's new.
1642
01:02:15.920 --> 01:02:18.860
Totally, dude. That's so true. That inspires me to even
1643
01:02:19.380 --> 01:02:20.360
be more off my side.
1644
01:02:20.380 --> 01:02:21.920
You should be a monk, dude. Just go, just go
1645
01:02:22.000 --> 01:02:22.260
live in.
1646
01:02:22.219 --> 01:02:25.260
The fucking Himalayas. That'd be crazy. I mean, like I
1647
01:02:25.280 --> 01:02:27.440
think of myself as a creative person. So the fact
1648
01:02:27.480 --> 01:02:30.199
that like, I'm not at my potential is interesting. Like
1649
01:02:30.239 --> 01:02:33.380
I would like the fact that there's a potential, like
1650
01:02:33.719 --> 01:02:37.179
more creative version of myself is really cool. I do
1651
01:02:37.199 --> 01:02:39.409
want to strive to for that. Like I do want
1652
01:02:39.429 --> 01:02:41.010
to be more creative. I want to unlock more things.
1653
01:02:41.050 --> 01:02:42.489
I want to think about more things. I just want
1654
01:02:42.510 --> 01:02:43.429
to think more in general.
1655
01:02:43.920 --> 01:02:44.800
You ever do ayahuasca?
1656
01:02:45.679 --> 01:02:50.699
No, but DMT. Oh, mushrooms, acid. Yeah. I've, I've, I've,
1657
01:02:50.880 --> 01:02:51.719
I've dibble dabbled.
1658
01:02:53.079 --> 01:02:53.400
Yeah.
1659
01:02:53.440 --> 01:02:54.909
DMT was nuts, dude.
1660
01:02:54.929 --> 01:02:55.699
Did you smoke it?
1661
01:02:56.190 --> 01:02:58.010
Uh, yeah, yeah. I hit it out of a vape.
1662
01:02:58.090 --> 01:02:59.510
That's the most insane way to do it.
1663
01:02:59.710 --> 01:03:01.730
But not have a bong like that. Crazy with the vape.
1664
01:03:01.750 --> 01:03:03.630
You got to hit it three times, but there's like,
1665
01:03:03.869 --> 01:03:06.519
there's something tricky about it. So like after the first rip,
1666
01:03:07.300 --> 01:03:10.320
like everything starts to go like, Oh dude, I feel
1667
01:03:10.340 --> 01:03:12.159
like people watching this are going to have no idea
1668
01:03:12.179 --> 01:03:14.619
what I'm talking about. Cause it's like, it's just something
1669
01:03:14.659 --> 01:03:17.469
that like makes no sense for the people watching. It's
1670
01:03:17.489 --> 01:03:20.730
just like literally the gnarliest psychedelic ever. Like, you know,
1671
01:03:20.909 --> 01:03:22.769
people's lives get changed after it, but.
1672
01:03:22.750 --> 01:03:24.389
Wait, no, describe, I want you to describe it. Cause
1673
01:03:24.449 --> 01:03:25.949
I can kind of relate to this. Yeah. Okay.
1674
01:03:25.969 --> 01:03:28.989
So like the first hit of the vape, like everything
1675
01:03:29.030 --> 01:03:31.340
was like wobbling. I was hearing like a light ringing
1676
01:03:31.469 --> 01:03:34.079
and I was like, I'm done. But like, the thing is,
1677
01:03:34.119 --> 01:03:35.360
is like, you have to get past that. And that's
1678
01:03:35.400 --> 01:03:37.030
the most, part is because like when you hit it
1679
01:03:37.050 --> 01:03:39.130
out of a vape it's like not enough to like.
1680
01:03:39.010 --> 01:03:42.300
Give you a full story to tell so like you
1681
01:03:42.320 --> 01:03:42.579
hit it.
1682
01:03:42.599 --> 01:03:45.940
One more time and it's just like it's just getting
1683
01:03:46.179 --> 01:03:48.039
way crazier and it's like you got to hit it
1684
01:03:48.139 --> 01:03:51.360
one more time and like literally everything in my body
1685
01:03:51.400 --> 01:03:53.420
is telling me not to do it but like i
1686
01:03:53.460 --> 01:03:55.699
was with my friends so we were encouraging each other
1687
01:03:56.130 --> 01:03:58.909
so i i hit it like a third time and
1688
01:03:58.929 --> 01:04:02.510
then that's when like it was so like my vision
1689
01:04:02.530 --> 01:04:04.210
was so up then i closed my eyes and then
1690
01:04:04.250 --> 01:04:06.719
there was like a perfect picture and So I was
1691
01:04:06.760 --> 01:04:10.059
like moving forward and there's like pyramids and there was
1692
01:04:10.079 --> 01:04:12.000
like a little spider monkey that was like bouncing back
1693
01:04:12.019 --> 01:04:13.099
and forth from the pyramids.
1694
01:04:13.139 --> 01:04:14.539
And it was almost like a motherly figure.
1695
01:04:15.159 --> 01:04:18.860
And I remember the most up part that made me
1696
01:04:18.880 --> 01:04:25.280
just like think this is like beyond comprehension is.
1697
01:04:25.719 --> 01:04:26.400
So I did it twice.
1698
01:04:27.079 --> 01:04:29.030
The second time I did it, I was in my
1699
01:04:29.090 --> 01:04:32.409
living room and I looked at a chair and then
1700
01:04:32.469 --> 01:04:34.380
I hit it. for the first time and then i
1701
01:04:34.380 --> 01:04:36.019
looked back at the chair and it was polka dot
1702
01:04:36.550 --> 01:04:39.889
so only the chair and that's what like me up
1703
01:04:39.969 --> 01:04:42.690
is because like you know it was almost like it
1704
01:04:42.730 --> 01:04:44.210
had like a mind of its own or something because
1705
01:04:44.230 --> 01:04:47.070
it's like how the did this thing like that i
1706
01:04:47.090 --> 01:04:50.820
just take make only the chair polka dot because like
1707
01:04:50.840 --> 01:04:53.599
when you take like acid or mushrooms like everything's kind
1708
01:04:53.619 --> 01:04:56.880
of waving everything's kind of moving but like only the
1709
01:04:57.340 --> 01:04:58.829
chair was polka.
1710
01:04:58.590 --> 01:05:00.409
Dot everything else around it was everything was.
1711
01:05:00.389 --> 01:05:02.309
Normal yeah yeah and then i looked over and like
1712
01:05:02.349 --> 01:05:04.429
the couch was polka dot and i'm like whoa what
1713
01:05:04.449 --> 01:05:06.610
the i could feel like like my brain is like
1714
01:05:06.650 --> 01:05:10.250
painting pictures for me um it was insane i really
1715
01:05:10.269 --> 01:05:12.489
didn't like there wasn't something that i really took out
1716
01:05:12.510 --> 01:05:14.679
of it besides that i like the idea of like
1717
01:05:14.719 --> 01:05:17.219
getting taken care of that was like one thing that
1718
01:05:17.260 --> 01:05:20.360
really stood out to me is because like afterwards like
1719
01:05:20.400 --> 01:05:24.550
our brains were mushed And we went to IHOP, and
1720
01:05:24.590 --> 01:05:26.929
we had a waitress that was just pouring me coffee,
1721
01:05:26.949 --> 01:05:28.739
and she just kept pouring me coffee. And I just
1722
01:05:29.239 --> 01:05:31.099
felt such a warmth in my heart from her pouring
1723
01:05:31.119 --> 01:05:32.739
me coffee. I'm like, that means so much to me.
1724
01:05:33.559 --> 01:05:36.079
So I was like, I really care when people do
1725
01:05:36.119 --> 01:05:39.519
a genuine thing for me. When someone shows care towards me,
1726
01:05:39.559 --> 01:05:41.659
it means a lot to me. And after I did that,
1727
01:05:41.699 --> 01:05:43.119
that is the one thing I took from it, is
1728
01:05:43.159 --> 01:05:47.199
that that's something that I sensitively care about, is when
1729
01:05:47.280 --> 01:05:49.909
someone thinks about me and does something small for me.
1730
01:05:50.619 --> 01:05:51.920
Like the spider monkey telling me that.
1731
01:05:52.389 --> 01:05:57.769
No, but that's real though. It is real. Even though
1732
01:05:57.789 --> 01:05:59.289
it sounds like simple.
1733
01:05:59.510 --> 01:06:00.130
Yeah.
1734
01:06:00.409 --> 01:06:03.420
Or maybe some people might think insignificant, but that's, that's real.
1735
01:06:03.889 --> 01:06:04.769
Yeah, yeah, totally, totally.
1736
01:06:04.789 --> 01:06:06.789
Because then it's like the idea is that then obviously
1737
01:06:06.989 --> 01:06:08.690
that's what you want to be able to do for people.
1738
01:06:09.190 --> 01:06:10.150
Totally, totally.
1739
01:06:10.289 --> 01:06:13.269
And I've always been obsessed with like trying to figure
1740
01:06:13.369 --> 01:06:15.269
out the way I think and the way I feel
1741
01:06:15.329 --> 01:06:15.989
because like when I.
1742
01:06:15.989 --> 01:06:17.309
Was growing up. Oh, I relate to that so heavy.
1743
01:06:17.530 --> 01:06:17.829
Yeah?
1744
01:06:17.949 --> 01:06:18.469
Oh, yeah, go ahead.
1745
01:06:18.489 --> 01:06:18.809
Okay, yeah.
1746
01:06:18.889 --> 01:06:21.260
Like I didn't get diagnosed with autism until I was
1747
01:06:21.300 --> 01:06:24.900
like 24, 25, which I totally understand because I got
1748
01:06:24.920 --> 01:06:28.820
diagnosed with ADHD as a kid because they easily, easily
1749
01:06:28.860 --> 01:06:31.239
get misdiagnosed with each other, especially in women. Women are
1750
01:06:31.260 --> 01:06:35.260
so underdiagnosed with autism. And I was just always questioning myself.
1751
01:06:35.280 --> 01:06:37.099
I was like, why do I feel so different? Why
1752
01:06:37.119 --> 01:06:39.579
does something feel so off? So my whole life, I've
1753
01:06:39.719 --> 01:06:41.599
been trying to get to the bottom of it. When
1754
01:06:41.619 --> 01:06:44.219
I got diagnosed, that was the best feeling. I was like, okay,
1755
01:06:44.289 --> 01:06:46.050
I could be happy with myself. This could make sense.
1756
01:06:46.090 --> 01:06:49.090
Because before that, I was like, why am I.
1757
01:06:49.090 --> 01:06:50.150
The way I am? I hate this.
1758
01:06:51.090 --> 01:06:51.869
Like the way you think.
1759
01:06:52.210 --> 01:06:54.829
Yeah. I was like, why do I not get along
1760
01:06:55.130 --> 01:06:57.329
with others as well as other people? Why do I
1761
01:06:57.389 --> 01:07:00.300
not make friends so easily? Like when I was with Tara,
1762
01:07:00.480 --> 01:07:02.760
like she's such a social butterfly. And that was actually
1763
01:07:02.780 --> 01:07:05.030
an insecurity of mine was that like I felt like
1764
01:07:05.510 --> 01:07:08.190
our friends that really enjoyed being her friend. And it
1765
01:07:08.210 --> 01:07:11.010
was really hard for me to maintain friendships. So like
1766
01:07:11.050 --> 01:07:12.789
she was she was really good at like keeping up
1767
01:07:12.829 --> 01:07:15.110
with them. And like I was struggling with that. So
1768
01:07:15.230 --> 01:07:17.110
when I did become an individual, like that's when I
1769
01:07:17.150 --> 01:07:19.829
got diagnosed. And like that's when I started like to
1770
01:07:19.849 --> 01:07:22.489
like make my own friends. So, you know, it was
1771
01:07:22.530 --> 01:07:23.019
just such.
1772
01:07:22.900 --> 01:07:23.559
A journey for me.
1773
01:07:24.219 --> 01:07:25.960
It sounds like when you start to just accept yourself
1774
01:07:25.980 --> 01:07:26.519
for who you are.
1775
01:07:26.719 --> 01:07:28.739
Yeah. Oh my God. Like when I got diagnosed, I
1776
01:07:28.760 --> 01:07:30.300
was like, Oh my God, this is me. Like, I
1777
01:07:30.380 --> 01:07:33.119
love me. Like before that I was like, I hate me.
1778
01:07:33.719 --> 01:07:35.019
Cause you thought someone was wrong with you.
1779
01:07:35.159 --> 01:07:36.239
Yeah. I thought someone was wrong with me.
1780
01:07:36.280 --> 01:07:38.159
Like I just didn't know what it was and there
1781
01:07:38.179 --> 01:07:40.010
was no answer for it because people always would tell
1782
01:07:40.050 --> 01:07:41.550
me like, why does it matter if you dark or you,
1783
01:07:41.929 --> 01:07:43.670
people would always tell me why, why does it matter
1784
01:07:43.710 --> 01:07:46.409
if you were diagnosed? And it just makes me comfortable
1785
01:07:46.630 --> 01:07:47.630
with being who I am.
1786
01:07:47.929 --> 01:07:50.650
Like, so you actually went, you actually went to get tested.
1787
01:07:50.989 --> 01:07:51.250
Yeah.
1788
01:07:51.449 --> 01:07:51.710
Yeah.
1789
01:07:51.769 --> 01:07:52.010
Yeah.
1790
01:07:52.130 --> 01:07:54.789
And it's, and it's, It's a process, too.
1791
01:07:54.969 --> 01:07:58.329
They don't make it easy, especially with adults, because usually
1792
01:07:58.409 --> 01:08:00.530
only the tests are made for kids.
1793
01:08:01.250 --> 01:08:03.230
Like a lot of people get late diagnosed.
1794
01:08:03.250 --> 01:08:06.599
It's actually really hard because like you look at the
1795
01:08:06.639 --> 01:08:08.980
test and it will look like it's made for like
1796
01:08:09.320 --> 01:08:09.840
sixth graders.
1797
01:08:10.739 --> 01:08:12.300
So that's you had to go do this test. What
1798
01:08:12.360 --> 01:08:13.619
is that process actually like then?
1799
01:08:14.139 --> 01:08:14.960
There's like a lot to it.
1800
01:08:15.000 --> 01:08:17.399
It was so long ago, but it was it was
1801
01:08:17.520 --> 01:08:20.170
questions and it was doing puzzles.
1802
01:08:20.810 --> 01:08:21.729
It was like a big thing.
1803
01:08:22.750 --> 01:08:23.590
Yeah, that's interesting.
1804
01:08:24.069 --> 01:08:26.949
But like, yeah, it's definitely like catered towards children.
1805
01:08:27.260 --> 01:08:28.560
I feel bad because I feel like there's a lot
1806
01:08:28.579 --> 01:08:32.399
of people that maybe aren't diagnosed that are adults.
1807
01:08:32.500 --> 01:08:34.399
And yeah, it's hard to get diagnosed.
1808
01:08:34.659 --> 01:08:38.260
When you were younger, was it the way that you
1809
01:08:38.380 --> 01:08:40.119
thought about what you were doing? Like you were like,
1810
01:08:40.359 --> 01:08:42.720
you were constantly questioning, is this normal?
1811
01:08:43.319 --> 01:08:45.479
I think that I was always a little off. That's
1812
01:08:45.680 --> 01:08:48.359
what I thought. I think that my parents thought that,
1813
01:08:48.380 --> 01:08:52.020
but they saw it in a good way. They just
1814
01:08:52.039 --> 01:08:55.279
thought I just had something unique about me. So when
1815
01:08:55.319 --> 01:08:57.729
everything was harder for me, when it was harder to
1816
01:08:57.750 --> 01:08:59.800
make friends and it was harder to do school, they
1817
01:08:59.810 --> 01:09:01.319
were like, well, he, you know, he has his own
1818
01:09:01.359 --> 01:09:03.300
path that he's figuring out. Like they believed in me.
1819
01:09:03.359 --> 01:09:06.439
So they're so sick for that. Um, but yeah, everything
1820
01:09:06.460 --> 01:09:08.520
was just a little harder for me. But now that like,
1821
01:09:08.560 --> 01:09:10.199
I'm in my element, like I do what I want.
1822
01:09:10.479 --> 01:09:13.560
I feel so blessed because like the things that I
1823
01:09:13.600 --> 01:09:15.199
care for, I could be good at the things I
1824
01:09:15.220 --> 01:09:15.960
don't care about.
1825
01:09:16.260 --> 01:09:16.899
I'm going to suck at.
1826
01:09:17.340 --> 01:09:19.300
I relate to that so heavily.
1827
01:09:19.739 --> 01:09:20.340
Hell yeah, dude.
1828
01:09:20.380 --> 01:09:22.460
Does that mean I'm autistic or some shit? What's going
1829
01:09:22.520 --> 01:09:22.840
on here?
1830
01:09:22.859 --> 01:09:23.619
Dude, you could be.
1831
01:09:23.720 --> 01:09:27.659
It's such a big spectrum. And if anything, neurodivergence is
1832
01:09:27.819 --> 01:09:30.180
also such a big spectrum, like ADHD.
1833
01:09:30.199 --> 01:09:34.270
Because I remember being young and being obsessed. I mean, obviously,
1834
01:09:34.279 --> 01:09:36.289
I lost my father when I was really young, and
1835
01:09:36.329 --> 01:09:37.869
it made me think about life and death. But I
1836
01:09:37.909 --> 01:09:41.810
was also constantly thinking about the way I thought. Was
1837
01:09:41.850 --> 01:09:44.250
it normal to think the way that I thought about
1838
01:09:44.609 --> 01:09:45.369
my own thoughts?
1839
01:09:45.789 --> 01:09:48.789
Well, you know what's interesting? And this is something that
1840
01:09:49.130 --> 01:09:51.210
I took into thought. Someone told me one time, if
1841
01:09:51.250 --> 01:09:53.640
you're questioning that you might be different from others, you
1842
01:09:53.680 --> 01:09:57.239
might be because the general crowd doesn't do that. The
1843
01:09:57.260 --> 01:10:00.720
general person doesn't ever question the way they think or
1844
01:10:01.880 --> 01:10:06.060
the way they feel. They're just totally neurotypical core. They're
1845
01:10:06.100 --> 01:10:09.600
not sitting at home questioning things like that. Someone that's
1846
01:10:09.640 --> 01:10:13.130
autistic is thinking, why is this not why, why are
1847
01:10:13.149 --> 01:10:16.170
these puzzle pieces not fitting? Like when I go and socialize,
1848
01:10:16.210 --> 01:10:18.770
why does it like, why, why are all the paths
1849
01:10:18.810 --> 01:10:20.029
I'm trying to take, like not work?
1850
01:10:20.069 --> 01:10:21.140
Like what's the difference there.
1851
01:10:21.560 --> 01:10:23.600
And it's because like, you just have a completely different
1852
01:10:23.739 --> 01:10:26.600
form of brain, you know, like different form of.
1853
01:10:26.560 --> 01:10:28.640
Communication, interest in all this.
1854
01:10:29.479 --> 01:10:32.659
So, um, I always think like it, when someone's like
1855
01:10:32.720 --> 01:10:35.119
questioning it, there could be something there to look into.
1856
01:10:35.140 --> 01:10:38.020
It doesn't mean anything specific, but it does like open
1857
01:10:38.079 --> 01:10:40.579
maybe a door for understanding something a little more.
1858
01:10:41.180 --> 01:10:43.750
Yeah. Maybe I got to go take that test.
1859
01:10:43.770 --> 01:10:44.010
Yeah.
1860
01:10:44.409 --> 01:10:46.090
Like, cause I know a lot, like a lot of
1861
01:10:46.130 --> 01:10:49.069
people self-diagnose and I understand that, but like if someone
1862
01:10:49.109 --> 01:10:51.640
has the finances to like pay for it, then that's good.
1863
01:10:51.680 --> 01:10:53.500
But like, if you don't like, I don't know, like,
1864
01:10:53.920 --> 01:10:54.140
you know.
1865
01:10:54.640 --> 01:10:57.100
I feel like there's a lot of online tests and
1866
01:10:57.260 --> 01:10:59.560
they don't, it's not like it diagnoses you, but it
1867
01:10:59.680 --> 01:11:02.710
more so opens that door for you to explore that
1868
01:11:02.789 --> 01:11:03.310
thought more.
1869
01:11:03.810 --> 01:11:04.850
You know what I'm saying?
1870
01:11:05.050 --> 01:11:06.789
Yeah. So like a lot of people take that online
1871
01:11:06.810 --> 01:11:09.340
test and they're like, Oh, I'm autistic. But like, Yeah,
1872
01:11:09.350 --> 01:11:11.020
it doesn't confirm it. And more so, like, yeah, it
1873
01:11:11.119 --> 01:11:12.899
opens that door for you to look into it. Yeah.
1874
01:11:12.920 --> 01:11:15.420
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1898
01:12:11.659 --> 01:12:14.739
back into this podcast. Well, speaking of finances, you mentioned finances.
1899
01:12:14.800 --> 01:12:17.619
What do you spend your money on? Oh, like just videos.
1900
01:12:18.560 --> 01:12:20.979
I just got a Corvette though. Oh, which what year?
1901
01:12:21.399 --> 01:12:21.600
Uh, 2026.
1902
01:12:21.600 --> 01:12:23.859
Oh, nice.
1903
01:12:23.920 --> 01:12:24.159
Yeah.
1904
01:12:24.520 --> 01:12:26.800
Um, but, but for the most part, I'm not a
1905
01:12:26.819 --> 01:12:27.420
big blower.
1906
01:12:27.560 --> 01:12:29.819
You know, I, I don't, I don't get tables at
1907
01:12:29.840 --> 01:12:33.399
the club and I don't gamble or anything like that. Uh, everything,
1908
01:12:33.800 --> 01:12:37.739
Everything that I buy usually is video oriented. I came
1909
01:12:37.760 --> 01:12:40.060
from Kansas from a small town and, you know, I
1910
01:12:40.090 --> 01:12:41.020
was always taught to save.
1911
01:12:41.470 --> 01:12:41.689
Yeah.
1912
01:12:41.850 --> 01:12:44.069
So I'm really not a big spender like that.
1913
01:12:44.430 --> 01:12:44.670
Yeah.
1914
01:12:44.689 --> 01:12:48.090
Smart decision. Sounds like investing in houses like that.
1915
01:12:48.149 --> 01:12:48.670
Yeah, totally.
1916
01:12:48.689 --> 01:12:50.970
Like when I was a kid, my dad would give
1917
01:12:51.010 --> 01:12:53.149
me however old I was. Like if I was like 15,
1918
01:12:53.149 --> 01:12:56.430
I would get $ 15 every Friday. And if I wanted
1919
01:12:56.470 --> 01:12:59.949
something like Beats headphones, then I would save up for
1920
01:13:00.390 --> 01:13:04.310
multiple Fridays until I could afford them myself. So like
1921
01:13:04.550 --> 01:13:06.489
we would rely on our allowances and I think that's
1922
01:13:06.510 --> 01:13:07.350
what made me a saver.
1923
01:13:07.369 --> 01:13:07.930
Yeah.
1924
01:13:07.970 --> 01:13:09.930
Cause like my, like I didn't like get things, you know,
1925
01:13:09.949 --> 01:13:12.029
like unless it was like Christmas or my birthday, you know,
1926
01:13:12.069 --> 01:13:14.130
like I didn't like get things that like I randomly wanted.
1927
01:13:14.729 --> 01:13:16.729
I would have to rely on the allowance to be
1928
01:13:16.750 --> 01:13:17.430
able to save.
1929
01:13:17.270 --> 01:13:17.770
Up and get it.
1930
01:13:18.210 --> 01:13:18.760
Yeah. I get it.
1931
01:13:18.869 --> 01:13:19.050
Yeah.
1932
01:13:19.090 --> 01:13:21.720
I mean, it didn't necessarily come from money. That makes sense. Yeah. Yeah.
1933
01:13:22.100 --> 01:13:23.510
So you value it. You keep more of it.
1934
01:13:23.739 --> 01:13:24.380
Yeah, totally.
1935
01:13:24.420 --> 01:13:26.359
You're not a big gambler though. I love gambling.
1936
01:13:26.659 --> 01:13:28.779
Dude, I went to Vegas the other week and I
1937
01:13:28.800 --> 01:13:30.380
spent a hundred dollars and me and my friend, we
1938
01:13:30.399 --> 01:13:30.920
felt sick.
1939
01:13:30.939 --> 01:13:32.199
We're like, oof, damn.
1940
01:13:32.199 --> 01:13:33.279
$ 100? Yeah.
1941
01:13:34.050 --> 01:13:35.239
Well, we started at $ 100.
1942
01:13:35.170 --> 01:13:38.250
We got to $ 200, but then we lost $ 100. And
1943
01:13:38.270 --> 01:13:39.869
we're like, well, let's leave.
1944
01:13:39.930 --> 01:13:40.449
Let's leave.
1945
01:13:40.850 --> 01:13:44.109
Dude, I can't even– oh, my God. I can't gamble
1946
01:13:44.130 --> 01:13:45.229
with less than like $ 5, 000.
1947
01:13:44.869 --> 01:13:48.100
I don't know. I don't get like a rush from it.
1948
01:13:48.409 --> 01:13:51.430
But I totally could understand it. Because I do get
1949
01:13:51.470 --> 01:13:53.430
a rush like when I win, but like it's not
1950
01:13:53.470 --> 01:13:54.369
that big of a rush.
1951
01:13:55.010 --> 01:13:57.909
What if you put– $ 10, 000 on a hand of blackjack.
1952
01:13:57.939 --> 01:14:00.000
Dude, I don't even like, wow. I just, I couldn't
1953
01:14:00.020 --> 01:14:01.000
even imagine that feeling.
1954
01:14:01.260 --> 01:14:04.279
Like maybe I should try sometime to experience. No, no, no, no.
1955
01:14:04.319 --> 01:14:06.800
It's going to, it's going to you up.
1956
01:14:06.939 --> 01:14:09.319
Well, like to, to feel that feeling though, because like,
1957
01:14:09.380 --> 01:14:11.680
it's something that I don't understand that feeling yet. And
1958
01:14:11.699 --> 01:14:13.899
maybe like, it would be cool to understand it.
1959
01:14:13.899 --> 01:14:15.770
Cause like I have for a video, go to Vegas,
1960
01:14:15.850 --> 01:14:18.779
put 10,000 on a hand. Just do that. Sweat it.
1961
01:14:19.010 --> 01:14:22.609
Blackjack or like on blackjack or Baccarat Baccarat.
1962
01:14:22.909 --> 01:14:25.149
Yeah. That's like the, that's where a banker, a player,
1963
01:14:26.310 --> 01:14:29.130
Is it easy? I mean, it's all kind of like 60,
1964
01:14:29.130 --> 01:14:31.449
40 odds. It's not really.
1965
01:14:31.470 --> 01:14:32.689
I'm going to take out a loan for this. I'm
1966
01:14:32.729 --> 01:14:33.170
fired up.
1967
01:14:33.210 --> 01:14:34.880
No, you should do it. I'm down. I'll go with you.
1968
01:14:34.909 --> 01:14:36.960
I'll do it too. We'll do a video.
1969
01:14:36.979 --> 01:14:39.899
Dude, I would totally do it for like the human experience.
1970
01:14:40.359 --> 01:14:43.039
Like let's, yeah. And definitely, I would definitely have to
1971
01:14:43.079 --> 01:14:44.880
film it. But don't they like, they turn off the
1972
01:14:44.920 --> 01:14:45.920
camera though, right?
1973
01:14:45.960 --> 01:14:47.340
No, they'll let us film at Red Rock.
1974
01:14:47.739 --> 01:14:48.149
Oh, really?
1975
01:14:48.199 --> 01:14:48.939
Yeah, yeah. Oh, dude.
1976
01:14:48.979 --> 01:14:51.489
Yeah, I'm about it. I would totally do that. Like
1977
01:14:51.529 --> 01:14:53.210
just for the one time. But what if you unleash
1978
01:14:53.250 --> 01:14:54.029
a beast in me, dude?
1979
01:14:54.390 --> 01:14:56.130
If you, yeah, I know that's what I'm afraid of.
1980
01:14:56.149 --> 01:14:57.810
Then you're just like, because if you win, then you're like,
1981
01:14:57.869 --> 01:15:00.149
I could do this again. Totally. But if you lose.
1982
01:15:00.170 --> 01:15:01.970
If I won, I would, I would actually vow to
1983
01:15:02.010 --> 01:15:05.430
never gamble again. And also if I lost, I would
1984
01:15:05.449 --> 01:15:06.210
do the same thing.
1985
01:15:06.289 --> 01:15:09.329
It hurts so much. I've lost 25,000 on one hand.
1986
01:15:09.409 --> 01:15:10.170
That's the fear.
1987
01:15:10.229 --> 01:15:10.770
That's the fear.
1988
01:15:10.810 --> 01:15:12.479
Like I'm thinking like, I don't know if I could
1989
01:15:12.529 --> 01:15:13.159
stomach that.
1990
01:15:13.479 --> 01:15:14.520
It's the worst feeling in the world.
1991
01:15:14.619 --> 01:15:14.840
Yeah.
1992
01:15:15.000 --> 01:15:16.579
But I want to feel that. I want to feel
1993
01:15:16.880 --> 01:15:18.619
what that feels like to feel like the worst feeling
1994
01:15:18.640 --> 01:15:19.020
in the world.
1995
01:15:19.439 --> 01:15:21.630
Yeah, you should go try it. It'd be a good-ass video.
1996
01:15:21.890 --> 01:15:24.050
Yeah, totally. Oh, my God. Yeah, I mean, I feel
1997
01:15:24.069 --> 01:15:25.189
like that could be the title, right?
1998
01:15:25.590 --> 01:15:29.510
Yeah. Losing $ 10, 000.
1999
01:15:28.470 --> 01:15:30.369
Putting down my entire net worth on black.
2000
01:15:31.630 --> 01:15:33.850
No, you're worth more than $ 10, 000, but that could be
2001
01:15:33.880 --> 01:15:34.920
the video title for sure.
2002
01:15:35.960 --> 01:15:38.340
No, I'll put that... We'll go higher than $ 10, 000. We'll
2003
01:15:38.359 --> 01:15:39.819
put it all, baby. We'll put it all.
2004
01:15:40.119 --> 01:15:40.699
Imagine.
2005
01:15:40.960 --> 01:15:42.380
No, I would be sick.
2006
01:15:42.460 --> 01:15:45.239
I think $ 10, 000 is a good number. I think, like,
2007
01:15:45.579 --> 01:15:48.920
you know, I'm pretty comfortable, so I think that it would...
2008
01:15:49.609 --> 01:15:53.279
I think my financial advisor would rip me a new hole.
2009
01:15:53.399 --> 01:15:54.939
But it's a good video.
2010
01:15:54.960 --> 01:15:56.920
Oh, yeah. I forgot.
2011
01:15:56.939 --> 01:15:59.300
It's for a video. No, that's fine. I've spent more
2012
01:15:59.340 --> 01:15:59.779
on videos.
2013
01:16:00.340 --> 01:16:01.739
What's the most you spent on a video before?
2014
01:16:01.760 --> 01:16:02.380
Going to Paris.
2015
01:16:02.779 --> 01:16:05.199
I paid for me and eight other friends. We all
2016
01:16:05.239 --> 01:16:07.750
got five star hotel. And every single night we had
2017
01:16:07.789 --> 01:16:10.670
five star dinners. But I only did it because I
2018
01:16:10.710 --> 01:16:13.789
wanted to prove that I could take care of everyone
2019
01:16:13.810 --> 01:16:16.810
and make money from the video and be able to
2020
01:16:16.829 --> 01:16:19.630
give everyone a good trip. without it being a burden
2021
01:16:19.670 --> 01:16:23.149
or anything. I took care of everyone, every single thing,
2022
01:16:23.329 --> 01:16:25.670
every Uber. I don't think I made that back.
2023
01:16:26.850 --> 01:16:27.699
How much was that?
2024
01:16:28.600 --> 01:16:30.260
Oh my God, dude. I don't know. Probably like.
2025
01:16:30.600 --> 01:16:32.539
That had to be like 80K. Yeah, yeah.
2026
01:16:32.640 --> 01:16:35.439
No, I would say like maybe like nearing 100,000. And
2027
01:16:35.460 --> 01:16:41.189
the video is probably definitely not made that. Like I
2028
01:16:41.250 --> 01:16:43.149
only have a few videos that I've made over $ 100, 000.
2029
01:16:43.029 --> 01:16:46.090
But it was worth it. It was worth it. It
2030
01:16:46.130 --> 01:16:46.550
was worth it.
2031
01:16:46.630 --> 01:16:49.930
And, and time, time, it's like a snowball, you know,
2032
01:16:50.609 --> 01:16:52.489
like just because it didn't make it back immediately doesn't
2033
01:16:52.529 --> 01:16:56.170
mean like over time it'll eventually match itself.
2034
01:16:56.680 --> 01:17:00.180
You know, like I'm blessed to be able to do that. Like, um,
2035
01:17:00.319 --> 01:17:01.140
and I got a video.
2036
01:17:00.960 --> 01:17:02.840
Out of it. Like I'm proud of the video. I
2037
01:17:02.859 --> 01:17:04.760
don't really care about money in that sense. Like, I'm
2038
01:17:04.800 --> 01:17:06.779
just glad that I'm able to like do videos and
2039
01:17:06.819 --> 01:17:09.140
do what I want. That's where I care about it.
2040
01:17:09.159 --> 01:17:12.640
Like I'm so happy that it made me comfortable. Yeah.
2041
01:17:13.119 --> 01:17:14.939
You were able to do it. That's cool. Yeah.
2042
01:17:14.960 --> 01:17:16.659
I had to like break out of that mindset because
2043
01:17:17.149 --> 01:17:19.810
for a bit, like I definitely had enough to where
2044
01:17:19.850 --> 01:17:22.810
I was comfortable, but my brain did not allow me. Um,
2045
01:17:23.489 --> 01:17:26.090
it was like little things like, like paying for things,
2046
01:17:26.369 --> 01:17:28.069
like it would like hurt me a little bit and
2047
01:17:28.090 --> 01:17:31.149
I'll be like, oh, but like in reality, in reality,
2048
01:17:31.350 --> 01:17:33.720
I'm like, I should not worry about this. Like, it's
2049
01:17:33.760 --> 01:17:35.479
kind of just like, you know, when you go your
2050
01:17:35.520 --> 01:17:38.819
whole life, like thinking about money, um, it takes a
2051
01:17:38.859 --> 01:17:41.439
lot to like not think about it even when you
2052
01:17:41.479 --> 01:17:41.979
don't have to.
2053
01:17:42.890 --> 01:17:43.550
I see what you're saying.
2054
01:17:43.729 --> 01:17:43.989
Yeah.
2055
01:17:44.529 --> 01:17:47.069
To break out of that idea that I shouldn't, but
2056
01:17:47.149 --> 01:17:47.569
you could.
2057
01:17:47.810 --> 01:17:48.869
Yeah, yeah, totally.
2058
01:17:49.310 --> 01:17:54.770
Now, oh my God, I'll pay for all my friends' drinks.
2059
01:17:54.829 --> 01:17:55.329
I don't care.
2060
01:17:55.470 --> 01:17:58.890
If it's for my friends, I'll do it. I don't
2061
01:17:58.930 --> 01:18:01.970
give a shit. I don't want to be stingy. That's
2062
01:18:02.050 --> 01:18:04.909
the only thing. I don't care to get club tables
2063
01:18:05.380 --> 01:18:08.520
and blow money on shit, but if it involves.
2064
01:18:08.079 --> 01:18:11.970
My friends, at dinner, sometimes I'll ask if No, I
2065
01:18:12.270 --> 01:18:12.850
honestly don't.
2066
01:18:13.029 --> 01:18:15.529
Like when, like you ask people to like pay you back, like, Oh,
2067
01:18:15.550 --> 01:18:17.310
just split it evenly. Like I'll just pay for it.
2068
01:18:17.340 --> 01:18:20.520
Like I I'm blessed to be like comfortable in that sense.
2069
01:18:20.800 --> 01:18:22.680
So if I'm at the bar, like I'll pay for
2070
01:18:22.720 --> 01:18:23.020
my friends.
2071
01:18:23.039 --> 01:18:25.619
Like, I don't care. Like that's, I'm happy to be
2072
01:18:25.659 --> 01:18:27.420
like comfortable in that sense. Yeah.
2073
01:18:27.439 --> 01:18:29.430
I hate bars, dude.
2074
01:18:29.810 --> 01:18:31.989
I love them because like when, when I first became single,
2075
01:18:32.369 --> 01:18:34.329
that was where I went to make friends.
2076
01:18:34.750 --> 01:18:37.850
And that's actually where I met my recent girlfriend.
2077
01:18:38.029 --> 01:18:38.210
Yeah.
2078
01:18:39.010 --> 01:18:41.420
And yeah, I like, That's, that's where I could break
2079
01:18:41.460 --> 01:18:42.899
out of my bubble. It's kind of hard for me
2080
01:18:42.920 --> 01:18:43.899
to meet people outside of that.
2081
01:18:43.920 --> 01:18:44.319
Yeah.
2082
01:18:44.340 --> 01:18:45.649
I was gonna ask you what bars but i'm not
2083
01:18:45.680 --> 01:18:47.020
gonna ask you what bars because it's like.
2084
01:18:47.220 --> 01:18:49.340
Yeah well i mean like the ones i went to
2085
01:18:49.359 --> 01:18:52.100
are kind of like getting a little repetitive i kind
2086
01:18:52.119 --> 01:18:54.380
of want to switch it up so honestly currently not
2087
01:18:54.899 --> 01:18:55.619
a specific one.
2088
01:18:55.579 --> 01:18:59.090
Right now i've never been a bar person ever it
2089
01:18:59.109 --> 01:18:59.489
depends on.
2090
01:18:59.449 --> 01:19:00.850
Where you go like you got to find people that
2091
01:19:00.890 --> 01:19:03.470
match your energy like the ones that i went to
2092
01:19:04.010 --> 01:19:05.949
everyone was doing the same thing as me there's a
2093
01:19:05.970 --> 01:19:09.380
lot of pretty girls um There's a lot of people
2094
01:19:09.399 --> 01:19:11.439
in the entertainment. I would always walk away with a
2095
01:19:11.479 --> 01:19:14.920
great conversation, you know? And that's what I value when
2096
01:19:14.960 --> 01:19:17.560
I go to the bar is if I could leave
2097
01:19:17.779 --> 01:19:20.600
without just getting drunk, but like leaving with a conversation
2098
01:19:20.619 --> 01:19:22.760
that was good, like that makes my day. Because like,
2099
01:19:23.159 --> 01:19:24.939
I don't care to get drunk really. Like I don't
2100
01:19:24.960 --> 01:19:26.319
care to drink it more. So it just kind of
2101
01:19:26.359 --> 01:19:28.409
loosens me up. So like if I go out and
2102
01:19:28.430 --> 01:19:30.470
I'm like, I just got drunk and I walked away
2103
01:19:30.869 --> 01:19:34.989
with nothing in value with conversations from someone or making
2104
01:19:35.029 --> 01:19:37.270
a friend, then I'll just be like, damn, I like it.
2105
01:19:37.810 --> 01:19:40.640
What a waste of a night. Like I just got drunk.
2106
01:19:40.720 --> 01:19:43.039
I chugged Max. They got Taco Bell when I got home.
2107
01:19:43.340 --> 01:19:43.640
What the.
2108
01:19:44.380 --> 01:19:45.720
Yeah. And I feel like I go to bars and
2109
01:19:45.739 --> 01:19:47.779
I'm just, yeah, you're just yelling. It's like loud.
2110
01:19:47.800 --> 01:19:49.680
You're like, Oh yeah, it totally depends on the bar.
2111
01:19:49.840 --> 01:19:50.060
Yeah.
2112
01:19:50.119 --> 01:19:53.329
No, like, like, I mean, there's so many, but like,
2113
01:19:53.350 --> 01:19:57.630
there's only like one or two that I like, you know, it's, it's,
2114
01:19:57.789 --> 01:19:59.489
it's kind of like people that are kind of in
2115
01:19:59.710 --> 01:20:00.409
the bar culture.
2116
01:20:00.449 --> 01:20:02.560
We'll tell you the right ones, but Oh dude.
2117
01:20:02.600 --> 01:20:02.729
Yeah.
2118
01:20:02.760 --> 01:20:05.840
There's so many that are so loud. I hate yelling.
2119
01:20:06.449 --> 01:20:09.569
Also, karaoke is a popular night for bars, and why
2120
01:20:09.609 --> 01:20:12.130
would I want to hear this song but like.
2121
01:20:13.590 --> 01:20:15.369
I also hate when they're good, too, because it feels
2122
01:20:15.390 --> 01:20:19.140
like they're showing off. Like, get your ass off the mic, bro.
2123
01:20:19.189 --> 01:20:21.079
You're planning this and everything.
2124
01:20:21.100 --> 01:20:22.920
Like, show off, bro.
2125
01:20:23.039 --> 01:20:25.619
Yeah, they've been practicing that for a month. No, for real.
2126
01:20:25.779 --> 01:20:26.260
For real.
2127
01:20:26.539 --> 01:20:28.920
Honestly, I'd rather hear a terrible person than a good
2128
01:20:28.960 --> 01:20:29.859
person at a bar.
2129
01:20:30.420 --> 01:20:33.720
That's real god yo i feel like you you would
2130
01:20:33.739 --> 01:20:36.140
drive like a harley or some dude that would be
2131
01:20:36.439 --> 01:20:39.279
sick how do you not have a motorcycle i should.
2132
01:20:39.119 --> 01:20:41.510
Totally get one but like i think i i would
2133
01:20:41.550 --> 01:20:43.600
be scared of driving it on the highway i i
2134
01:20:43.619 --> 01:20:45.529
would like take it to 7-eleven.
2135
01:20:47.390 --> 01:20:48.449
That would be sick.
2136
01:20:48.210 --> 01:20:49.489
Yeah but you when you get a bike like i
2137
01:20:49.489 --> 01:20:51.050
have a bike you gotta like go with people who
2138
01:20:51.069 --> 01:20:53.550
also have bikes yeah otherwise it's like yeah you're gonna
2139
01:20:53.569 --> 01:20:54.569
get cooked Okay.
2140
01:20:54.689 --> 01:20:55.430
Yeah, no, totally.
2141
01:20:55.449 --> 01:20:56.369
And then I have like a biker.
2142
01:20:56.489 --> 01:20:58.630
I'm kind of a daydreamer. So like, I'm scared.
2143
01:20:58.649 --> 01:21:00.210
Cause like when I'm driving in my car, it gives
2144
01:21:00.250 --> 01:21:02.270
me a sense that I might be like swerving a
2145
01:21:02.300 --> 01:21:04.399
little or something like, cause I'll let it like accidentally
2146
01:21:04.460 --> 01:21:05.520
just like start drifting off.
2147
01:21:06.260 --> 01:21:08.760
I just like, like, I think I'm a good driver,
2148
01:21:08.800 --> 01:21:10.340
but you know, I, I daydream a lot.
2149
01:21:10.619 --> 01:21:12.100
No, when you're on a bike, you can't.
2150
01:21:12.159 --> 01:21:14.020
Exactly. Like I gotta, I gotta lock in.
2151
01:21:14.220 --> 01:21:16.659
It locks you in. It doesn't, you can't do that.
2152
01:21:16.720 --> 01:21:19.340
What's like a cheap bike. Because like with the Corvette,
2153
01:21:19.579 --> 01:21:21.590
I didn't know if I'd like a sports car. So
2154
01:21:22.210 --> 01:21:24.850
it was a good price. And it's like, if I
2155
01:21:25.149 --> 01:21:26.630
learned to really love it because I didn't know if
2156
01:21:26.670 --> 01:21:28.770
I'd get sick of it, I was like, I'm going
2157
01:21:28.800 --> 01:21:31.539
to get like a real, like a really crazy car.
2158
01:21:31.840 --> 01:21:33.600
And I actually am really liking a lot, but I
2159
01:21:33.619 --> 01:21:35.319
think I do the same thing with motorcycles. Like maybe
2160
01:21:35.359 --> 01:21:38.039
like just a cheaper, good one. And then if I
2161
01:21:38.159 --> 01:21:40.159
really like it, then I'll lock in on a nice one. Yeah.
2162
01:21:40.239 --> 01:21:41.689
I'll show, I'll show you mine on the way out,
2163
01:21:41.699 --> 01:21:43.939
but you can, bikes are not that expensive. Oh, you
2164
01:21:44.010 --> 01:21:45.649
go like a nice, I feel like you'd, you'd be,
2165
01:21:45.850 --> 01:21:48.210
your look like would fit on a Harley more than anything.
2166
01:21:48.869 --> 01:21:52.130
i mean there's a type that's a type but yeah
2167
01:21:52.310 --> 01:21:53.930
you could there's a i'll show you mine you'll see
2168
01:21:53.949 --> 01:21:55.409
what i'm saying there's a ton of different like.
2169
01:21:55.470 --> 01:21:57.130
Well when i played gta i like the ones that
2170
01:21:57.149 --> 01:21:58.109
look like dirt bikes.
2171
01:21:58.710 --> 01:22:00.949
So you want a dirt bike i also have a
2172
01:22:00.989 --> 01:22:02.649
dirt bike well like the ones that just like look
2173
01:22:02.720 --> 01:22:04.359
sporty like it looks like a little oh you want
2174
01:22:04.399 --> 01:22:06.479
a sport bike yeah it looks like oh yeah like
2175
01:22:06.539 --> 01:22:08.600
looks like a lamborghini as as a as.
2176
01:22:08.619 --> 01:22:11.720
A bike yeah oh it shows like a street bike yeah.
2177
01:22:11.399 --> 01:22:13.420
Yeah yeah like like on gta like you know like
2178
01:22:13.439 --> 01:22:14.500
the yellow ones that.
2179
01:22:14.500 --> 01:22:17.359
I feel like you would get a ducati there Those
2180
01:22:17.380 --> 01:22:19.930
are a little more expensive but they're really nice Like
2181
01:22:19.970 --> 01:22:24.770
how expensive are those? Depends what kind My buddy Rob
2182
01:22:25.029 --> 01:22:27.439
He loves them and he did make me A little
2183
01:22:27.479 --> 01:22:31.340
interested in them It's so bad I feel like Maybe
2184
01:22:31.380 --> 01:22:32.140
I shouldn't tell you.
2185
01:22:32.079 --> 01:22:35.550
To do this no dude it's such a it's such a.
2186
01:22:35.729 --> 01:22:37.449
It's so fun but you have to ride with people
2187
01:22:37.489 --> 01:22:40.109
otherwise you're cooked out here in la especially.
2188
01:22:39.949 --> 01:22:42.220
No i'm definitely like a super safe person i think
2189
01:22:42.229 --> 01:22:45.600
that sometimes i come dude yes like that is what i.
2190
01:22:45.560 --> 01:22:48.260
Would want yeah yeah street bike that.
2191
01:22:48.140 --> 01:22:50.159
Is exactly what i would want i don't think people
2192
01:22:50.220 --> 01:22:53.319
realize how safe of a person i am like i
2193
01:22:53.340 --> 01:22:54.220
would take it really.
2194
01:22:54.060 --> 01:22:57.060
Easy yeah Yeah, until you get used to it, then
2195
01:22:57.100 --> 01:22:58.319
you're like, watch this shit.
2196
01:22:58.470 --> 01:23:01.729
Yeah, I don't like to step into danger or be reckless.
2197
01:23:02.210 --> 01:23:05.090
I feel like the most reckless thing about me is
2198
01:23:05.550 --> 01:23:09.899
my own mind, just fighting my own thoughts. But in reality,
2199
01:23:10.000 --> 01:23:12.819
I'm not a person that's going to go out and
2200
01:23:13.159 --> 01:23:17.500
do something crazy. I'm very calm in real life, and
2201
01:23:18.779 --> 01:23:20.090
I try to be respectful of others.
2202
01:23:20.149 --> 01:23:21.630
I'm not a wild guy.
2203
01:23:21.649 --> 01:23:23.789
Yeah, I get it. I only brought this up because
2204
01:23:23.810 --> 01:23:27.310
I think it's the type of content you make. It's
2205
01:23:27.329 --> 01:23:29.909
almost like you can just do whatever you want. And
2206
01:23:29.939 --> 01:23:32.119
these are just like, if you're interested, things you could do.
2207
01:23:32.539 --> 01:23:34.619
This is like a cool experience that I would love
2208
01:23:34.659 --> 01:23:37.039
to have. Like, I think it's awesome to be honest.
2209
01:23:37.079 --> 01:23:38.600
Like I would be so down.
2210
01:23:38.840 --> 01:23:39.680
You ever ridden a dirt bike?
2211
01:23:40.180 --> 01:23:40.460
Yeah.
2212
01:23:40.680 --> 01:23:40.920
Yeah.
2213
01:23:41.020 --> 01:23:42.380
And it was fun. It was fun.
2214
01:23:42.720 --> 01:23:44.100
What about shooting guns? You ever done that?
2215
01:23:44.510 --> 01:23:46.550
I did that recently with Rob. Do you know Rob Roush?
2216
01:23:47.630 --> 01:23:48.109
No, I don't.
2217
01:23:48.329 --> 01:23:52.609
He's on a lot of reality shows. Coolest fucking dude ever.
2218
01:23:53.149 --> 01:23:55.770
Um country dude i rode his dirt bike shot his
2219
01:23:55.810 --> 01:23:58.720
guns caught a snake he had to bite me i
2220
01:23:58.739 --> 01:24:00.659
got like the full alabama.
2221
01:24:00.260 --> 01:24:02.359
Experience he had to bite me what the is that he.
2222
01:24:02.340 --> 01:24:04.619
Had a bite he had the snake bite me oh yeah.
2223
01:24:04.420 --> 01:24:07.279
Snake bite you yeah yeah what the kind of snake.
2224
01:24:07.239 --> 01:24:09.619
It was a black racer i guess like if i
2225
01:24:09.649 --> 01:24:11.090
don't know if he said it was venomous if it
2226
01:24:11.149 --> 01:24:13.189
was and it wasn't a lot but like he's like
2227
01:24:13.229 --> 01:24:15.989
a snake catcher so got it that's like his big
2228
01:24:16.050 --> 01:24:16.970
thing uh and.
2229
01:24:16.930 --> 01:24:18.109
You you're like you want to see what it's like
2230
01:24:18.149 --> 01:24:19.729
gambit by a snake you're like get.
2231
01:24:19.770 --> 01:24:21.590
Yeah he he wanted me to get bitten by it
2232
01:24:21.689 --> 01:24:23.750
he said it's just like the experience of like hanging
2233
01:24:23.770 --> 01:24:26.029
out with him or or the alabama experience of getting
2234
01:24:26.069 --> 01:24:29.100
bitten by a snake like it's valid yeah and and
2235
01:24:29.199 --> 01:24:32.039
actually i don't really feel it so you know it
2236
01:24:32.199 --> 01:24:34.340
you know it's actually interesting sorry sometimes i get a
2237
01:24:34.340 --> 01:24:36.779
little off topic but same time yeah um i was
2238
01:24:36.819 --> 01:24:38.819
thinking when i got bit because i didn't really feel
2239
01:24:38.880 --> 01:24:40.439
it it's kind of interesting because when you think about
2240
01:24:40.460 --> 01:24:42.180
like the most poisonous snake in the world what if
2241
01:24:42.199 --> 01:24:44.159
the bite just feels like nothing then it kills you
2242
01:24:44.180 --> 01:24:45.880
yeah then you're cooked yeah but like when you think
2243
01:24:45.920 --> 01:24:47.479
of like the most poisonous you think that it's gonna
2244
01:24:47.560 --> 01:24:51.119
hurt like But like there's aspects where a snake's bite
2245
01:24:51.380 --> 01:24:53.300
really doesn't feel like much. Like it just feels like,
2246
01:24:53.479 --> 01:24:55.659
you know, you might not even notice it. I didn't
2247
01:24:55.699 --> 01:24:57.380
know I was bitten until I saw the blood drip.
2248
01:24:58.300 --> 01:24:59.579
But I just thought that.
2249
01:24:59.520 --> 01:25:00.600
Was an interesting perspective.
2250
01:25:00.649 --> 01:25:03.010
Like the most snake in the world, like the snake
2251
01:25:03.029 --> 01:25:06.550
that'll kill you immediately might not have a bite that
2252
01:25:06.569 --> 01:25:07.170
you even notice.
2253
01:25:07.350 --> 01:25:09.409
Yeah, it probably don't hurt. But then eventually you're going
2254
01:25:09.430 --> 01:25:11.189
to be like, whoa, why do I feel so terrible?
2255
01:25:12.210 --> 01:25:13.229
Or it's probably swelling.
2256
01:25:13.479 --> 01:25:13.600
Yeah.
2257
01:25:13.609 --> 01:25:15.180
I actually got, I got, I don't know if I
2258
01:25:15.199 --> 01:25:16.720
got bit by a snake, but I got like a
2259
01:25:16.760 --> 01:25:20.270
snake like lunged and smacked my back like a big-ass snake.
2260
01:25:20.289 --> 01:25:22.409
I did this video back in the day with Jay Prehistoric.
2261
01:25:22.430 --> 01:25:24.449
He's got like all these giant... Yeah, yeah, I met him.
2262
01:25:24.489 --> 01:25:28.930
Giant anacondas. And I was in a... Like at his
2263
01:25:28.949 --> 01:25:31.850
place in Orange County. I went into like the... I
2264
01:25:31.850 --> 01:25:34.180
don't know what you call it. The snake's ecosystem thing
2265
01:25:34.189 --> 01:25:36.640
that he has there. Like the cage thing. Glass thing.
2266
01:25:37.359 --> 01:25:39.600
And there was like five of these big-ass snakes. And
2267
01:25:39.619 --> 01:25:41.380
he was just like, yeah, get in there. They're like friendly.
2268
01:25:41.680 --> 01:25:43.859
I was like in there and filming a video. And
2269
01:25:43.880 --> 01:25:47.220
this big-ass snake... I'm talking about these snakes are... enormous,
2270
01:25:47.510 --> 01:25:49.189
did not like that I was in there, and it
2271
01:25:49.909 --> 01:25:51.939
smacked me in the back, and that actually hurt.
2272
01:25:52.529 --> 01:25:54.590
Wait, so when it smacked you, did you feel it
2273
01:25:54.869 --> 01:25:57.350
as like a hit or like a stab?
2274
01:25:57.550 --> 01:26:00.930
The top felt a little bit like a stab, but
2275
01:26:00.989 --> 01:26:03.569
it didn't feel like a complete stab stab. It felt
2276
01:26:03.609 --> 01:26:05.300
kind of like a stab at the top, but more
2277
01:26:05.340 --> 01:26:05.720
of a hit.
2278
01:26:05.920 --> 01:26:08.260
So it's like body weight slamming into you?
2279
01:26:08.279 --> 01:26:10.619
Yeah, it went like that to my back. That's crazy.
2280
01:26:10.779 --> 01:26:12.939
It was actually like, it scared the shit out of me.
2281
01:26:12.939 --> 01:26:14.520
I was like, I'm getting the fuck out of this thing.
2282
01:26:14.560 --> 01:26:15.399
Yeah, that's freaky.
2283
01:26:15.600 --> 01:26:18.149
No, it hit me hard. Dude. Like, is it basically
2284
01:26:18.189 --> 01:26:20.789
like I was looking like this way, And it's straight
2285
01:26:20.810 --> 01:26:22.189
in the middle of my back. Just like went like that.
2286
01:26:22.250 --> 01:26:23.789
Oh my God, dude, my heart would drop.
2287
01:26:23.810 --> 01:26:24.310
Yeah.
2288
01:26:24.329 --> 01:26:26.369
I got out of there immediately. I was like, this
2289
01:26:26.449 --> 01:26:27.010
is not a good idea.
2290
01:26:27.029 --> 01:26:29.050
I think my biggest, like what, what makes it a
2291
01:26:29.090 --> 01:26:30.829
fear to me? Cause it's one of my fears. Thanks
2292
01:26:30.850 --> 01:26:32.250
for my fear. So it took a lot for me
2293
01:26:32.270 --> 01:26:34.270
to do that, but it's just like the idea of like,
2294
01:26:34.449 --> 01:26:36.770
you don't know what they're thinking. Obviously they're not like
2295
01:26:36.850 --> 01:26:39.390
evil creatures, but it's like, you just cannot tell if
2296
01:26:39.409 --> 01:26:42.220
you're provoking them or whatever. Um, I guess with snakes,
2297
01:26:42.229 --> 01:26:43.250
you can't, but spiders, like.
2298
01:26:43.149 --> 01:26:45.729
I, Yeah. They don't, they don't like, you don't have
2299
01:26:45.770 --> 01:26:47.680
like the face for you to give you like a tell.
2300
01:26:47.779 --> 01:26:48.520
Yeah. Yeah.
2301
01:26:48.779 --> 01:26:50.600
It was just so scary to hold it because I
2302
01:26:50.640 --> 01:26:52.699
didn't know, like, like I also didn't know what it
2303
01:26:52.720 --> 01:26:54.939
was like to get bit. So it just felt like
2304
01:26:54.979 --> 01:26:56.819
I was just doing something. Well, it was, I was,
2305
01:26:56.859 --> 01:26:58.560
I was doing something new for the first time and
2306
01:26:58.600 --> 01:27:00.029
it scared me, but.
2307
01:26:59.930 --> 01:27:00.550
It wasn't too bad.
2308
01:27:01.050 --> 01:27:02.630
Yeah. Yeah.
2309
01:27:02.670 --> 01:27:07.130
I've never thought about a snake, like baseball bat in you.
2310
01:27:07.149 --> 01:27:09.770
No, that freaked me the out, but I'm not even
2311
01:27:09.829 --> 01:27:12.579
afraid of snakes. I just think they're cool. Like I
2312
01:27:12.619 --> 01:27:14.029
get it. The snake was just like, yo, you're in my,
2313
01:27:14.659 --> 01:27:16.939
out of here totally so i gotta get out but
2314
01:27:17.020 --> 01:27:18.380
i was just saying like things like this would be
2315
01:27:18.420 --> 01:27:20.470
cool where like you could do it's like because your
2316
01:27:20.510 --> 01:27:24.010
content is just so just you doing whatever you want.
2317
01:27:23.930 --> 01:27:25.829
I know it's it's the best like i and i
2318
01:27:25.890 --> 01:27:28.170
love that like i love that it's personality based i
2319
01:27:28.189 --> 01:27:29.890
would hate to be like in a bubble i kind
2320
01:27:29.909 --> 01:27:32.210
of am in my own bubble you know like people
2321
01:27:32.229 --> 01:27:33.869
don't want to see me run a marathon or something
2322
01:27:34.189 --> 01:27:36.270
you know like like they they do want to do
2323
01:27:36.310 --> 01:27:36.869
things that i.
2324
01:27:36.850 --> 01:27:39.390
Mean insane though.
2325
01:27:38.470 --> 01:27:40.029
It would be sick but it's like it's kind of
2326
01:27:40.050 --> 01:27:42.520
like the idea of like dr phil like going on
2327
01:27:42.539 --> 01:27:42.939
a marathon.
2328
01:27:42.960 --> 01:27:45.000
It's like, people want to see Dr. Phil for the Dr.
2329
01:27:45.020 --> 01:27:45.479
Phil show.
2330
01:27:45.520 --> 01:27:47.300
Like they don't want to see him like ride a
2331
01:27:47.340 --> 01:27:49.479
bike or something. Like I would never watch Dr. Phil
2332
01:27:49.500 --> 01:27:50.680
ride a bike, but I.
2333
01:27:51.010 --> 01:27:54.050
Am aware of like the somewhat niche that I'm in.
2334
01:27:54.130 --> 01:27:56.170
So I always will try to keep it relative to
2335
01:27:56.210 --> 01:27:58.869
what I do, but I guess I would just try
2336
01:27:58.909 --> 01:28:00.770
to form it in a way that it feels the same.
2337
01:28:01.170 --> 01:28:02.090
Yeah. That makes sense.
2338
01:28:02.170 --> 01:28:02.470
Yeah.
2339
01:28:02.989 --> 01:28:04.770
Like it still feels like the content I put out.
2340
01:28:05.109 --> 01:28:08.500
Yeah. I, yeah. So the, the, the bike, the motorcycle
2341
01:28:08.520 --> 01:28:10.180
makes more sense than you running a marathon.
2342
01:28:11.079 --> 01:28:11.779
Oh, yeah, dude.
2343
01:28:11.899 --> 01:28:14.000
I mean, I feel like that does fit my vibe. Like,
2344
01:28:14.060 --> 01:28:16.510
I feel like if someone saw me on a motorcycle,
2345
01:28:16.560 --> 01:28:19.239
it just wouldn't be surprising. Like, that sounds sick. And, like,
2346
01:28:19.270 --> 01:28:21.550
I got a 7-Eleven by my house that I do
2347
01:28:21.829 --> 01:28:24.529
go to for smokes quite often. So, like, it would
2348
01:28:24.550 --> 01:28:26.229
be just so fun for that to be, like, my
2349
01:28:26.250 --> 01:28:27.630
7-Eleven smoke bag.
2350
01:28:29.390 --> 01:28:32.329
It's so stupid. It's funny.
2351
01:28:32.869 --> 01:28:35.710
Yeah, but it'd just be fun. Like, you know, like,
2352
01:28:35.729 --> 01:28:38.090
I'm inspired, dude. You got me inspired.
2353
01:28:38.340 --> 01:28:40.279
It's just, they're so dangerous. They're so dangerous.
2354
01:28:40.319 --> 01:28:41.020
I'll be so careful.
2355
01:28:41.060 --> 01:28:42.579
Yeah. Like, I don't want to be the guy that
2356
01:28:42.619 --> 01:28:43.659
someone clips later on.
2357
01:28:43.779 --> 01:28:45.800
What happened to Jago?
2358
01:28:45.819 --> 01:28:47.779
Shit, it's Brad's fault. What did you do? Dude, don't
2359
01:28:47.819 --> 01:28:48.899
hang me, brother.
2360
01:28:48.939 --> 01:28:51.300
No, I'm going to be so careful, bro. Like, I'm
2361
01:28:51.340 --> 01:28:53.319
such a careful dude. If it does end up happening,
2362
01:28:53.350 --> 01:28:57.229
who knows? But it does sound awesome. Yeah.
2363
01:28:57.729 --> 01:28:59.350
What else you got planned for today? What do you normally, like,
2364
01:28:59.369 --> 01:29:01.390
what's your normal day like? Besides the gym, because I
2365
01:29:01.409 --> 01:29:02.229
see you there every day.
2366
01:29:02.630 --> 01:29:05.340
Wake up in the morning at, like, 7 a.m. take
2367
01:29:05.359 --> 01:29:08.140
creatine gummies, rip a monster, hit.
2368
01:29:10.380 --> 01:29:10.800
The gym.
2369
01:29:10.819 --> 01:29:14.399
And then the rest of the day I edit or film.
2370
01:29:15.079 --> 01:29:16.600
I try to squeeze in hanging out with a friend.
2371
01:29:16.619 --> 01:29:18.720
Maybe that's like twice a week. I feel like that's
2372
01:29:18.760 --> 01:29:20.640
like my purpose, being around my friends. Like that's like
2373
01:29:20.659 --> 01:29:23.550
my favorite thing to do. But, you know, everyone's busy.
2374
01:29:23.909 --> 01:29:25.510
But like I love to squeeze that in. I love
2375
01:29:25.529 --> 01:29:28.550
to squeeze hangouts in. But for the most part, editing
2376
01:29:28.689 --> 01:29:29.329
or filming.
2377
01:29:29.850 --> 01:29:30.930
You edit all your own videos?
2378
01:29:30.970 --> 01:29:31.850
Yeah, yeah.
2379
01:29:32.090 --> 01:29:32.630
The whole thing?
2380
01:29:32.770 --> 01:29:34.989
Yeah, yeah. yeah oh shit i just have like a
2381
01:29:35.029 --> 01:29:37.029
certain style that i do that.
2382
01:29:37.010 --> 01:29:38.550
Now i've seen it it's good thank.
2383
01:29:38.369 --> 01:29:40.630
You yeah um after i edit or film i'll try
2384
01:29:40.649 --> 01:29:43.050
to hit up a friend and hang out or go
2385
01:29:43.069 --> 01:29:45.210
to an event or go to a bar or something
2386
01:29:45.250 --> 01:29:47.069
like i want to be social and then at the
2387
01:29:47.109 --> 01:29:48.729
end of the night i i watch tv till i
2388
01:29:48.750 --> 01:29:49.310
fall asleep.
2389
01:29:49.470 --> 01:29:51.409
Well i feel like you watch freaking morty and shit.
2390
01:29:51.909 --> 01:29:53.850
That's what i actually love love island right now but
2391
01:29:53.890 --> 01:29:56.289
it feels like love island well all my friends is
2392
01:29:56.369 --> 01:29:58.880
watching like oh i dude i I have friends that
2393
01:29:58.899 --> 01:30:00.760
were on it and I do feel like a bad
2394
01:30:00.800 --> 01:30:03.789
guy watching it. Cause like the way they explain it,
2395
01:30:03.819 --> 01:30:06.800
like it was just like, it's like almost like psychological torture.
2396
01:30:07.300 --> 01:30:07.720
Like that.
2397
01:30:07.819 --> 01:30:08.859
Yeah.
2398
01:30:08.880 --> 01:30:11.020
That shit is real. Like, I feel like some people
2399
01:30:11.039 --> 01:30:12.520
think it's fake. Like that shit is real.
2400
01:30:13.470 --> 01:30:15.369
Well, they coerce a lot of stuff. They make them
2401
01:30:15.430 --> 01:30:16.409
do things. Don't they?
2402
01:30:17.029 --> 01:30:21.010
Maybe like persuasion. Like, Oh, what do you think about this?
2403
01:30:21.069 --> 01:30:21.409
You know?
2404
01:30:21.449 --> 01:30:25.210
Like, but it's not like scripted other than that. Like
2405
01:30:25.329 --> 01:30:27.960
I like horror movies. I like thrillers, but, With what
2406
01:30:28.000 --> 01:30:33.140
I eat every day, cod and french fries. Like, every day. Like, that's, like,
2407
01:30:33.159 --> 01:30:35.720
I like to eat like a dog. Because, like, if
2408
01:30:35.779 --> 01:30:37.579
I eat, like, fast food, dude, I don't know when
2409
01:30:37.600 --> 01:30:40.189
I'm full. I actually, I have a lot of self-discipline there.
2410
01:30:40.239 --> 01:30:44.229
Because the dopamine that I get from eating is stronger
2411
01:30:44.489 --> 01:30:48.210
than my feeling of fullness. So, I, like, try not
2412
01:30:48.229 --> 01:30:49.909
to eat something that's too good.
2413
01:30:49.930 --> 01:30:51.369
You just keep eating.
2414
01:30:51.689 --> 01:30:51.869
Yeah.
2415
01:30:52.130 --> 01:30:53.130
No, yeah, yeah, yeah.
2416
01:30:53.409 --> 01:30:56.289
Like, I barely feel fullness. Like, dude, I have my friends. Like,
2417
01:30:56.569 --> 01:31:00.350
my friends are perfect. my friends are pretty slim and,
2418
01:31:00.600 --> 01:31:03.289
and they'll like eat Taco Bell and like, they'll put
2419
01:31:03.390 --> 01:31:05.909
half the breeder down and be like, damn, oh, I'm sick.
2420
01:31:05.930 --> 01:31:08.569
I'm like, bro, I have no idea what that feels like.
2421
01:31:08.729 --> 01:31:10.109
Oh, you could for sure be a fat guy.
2422
01:31:10.710 --> 01:31:11.149
Oh yeah.
2423
01:31:11.229 --> 01:31:13.770
No. And I've had my chubby moments, but I'm also
2424
01:31:13.789 --> 01:31:15.729
good at like food challenges. Like I have my face
2425
01:31:15.789 --> 01:31:16.449
on a few walls.
2426
01:31:17.850 --> 01:31:19.869
Like you've crushed some, some like, yeah, if you could
2427
01:31:19.909 --> 01:31:21.149
eat all this in this amount of time.
2428
01:31:21.250 --> 01:31:22.489
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
2429
01:31:22.670 --> 01:31:23.369
Wait, which ones?
2430
01:31:23.770 --> 01:31:25.470
Well, this one's a spice one, but it was like
2431
01:31:25.510 --> 01:31:27.140
this place called main chick, hot chick. It was like,
2432
01:31:28.279 --> 01:31:32.060
their spiciest sandwich it was i could crush that yeah
2433
01:31:32.079 --> 01:31:33.390
you could get on the wall if you finish it
2434
01:31:33.890 --> 01:31:36.569
like it wasn't too bad i'm not a spice guy
2435
01:31:36.630 --> 01:31:38.470
but i love if you if you want a little
2436
01:31:38.510 --> 01:31:40.350
trophy there i don't know if they're still doing it
2437
01:31:40.670 --> 01:31:42.949
but um there's this burger at fat burger where you
2438
01:31:42.970 --> 01:31:44.239
get on the wall if you eat the whole thing
2439
01:31:44.840 --> 01:31:47.479
it's pretty big but i did it but like i
2440
01:31:47.539 --> 01:31:50.739
love the idea of like putting your trophy in places
2441
01:31:50.760 --> 01:31:52.100
like it's so sick.
2442
01:31:52.960 --> 01:31:54.920
Wait how big was the burger a fat burger.
2443
01:31:54.819 --> 01:31:57.159
Like this big i don't know it was big.
2444
01:31:56.960 --> 01:31:59.159
It was a certain amount of time i'm assuming.
2445
01:31:59.420 --> 01:32:01.100
I don't remember it was quite a while ago like
2446
01:32:01.220 --> 01:32:04.520
i've i i tried burgers is that i do what
2447
01:32:04.699 --> 01:32:07.449
which one which fat burgers is that hollywood oh so
2448
01:32:07.470 --> 01:32:09.689
you're in the hollywood one yeah i try to do
2449
01:32:09.729 --> 01:32:11.810
fat sows like i have a sandwich at fat sows
2450
01:32:12.329 --> 01:32:15.029
i try to do their challenge but that was you.
2451
01:32:14.930 --> 01:32:18.270
Have a sandwich yeah it's called the fat jake oh that's.
2452
01:32:18.819 --> 01:32:20.710
Sick yeah yeah and it's wait so i can go
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01:32:20.729 --> 01:32:20.970
to the.
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01:32:20.970 --> 01:32:22.789
One down the street from my gym and it's.
2455
01:32:22.689 --> 01:32:25.930
There it is there yeah yeah um and it's really
2456
01:32:25.949 --> 01:32:28.569
good like it has a sausage in it tater tots
2457
01:32:28.609 --> 01:32:31.710
gravy it's it's a crazy sandwich obviously you helped make
2458
01:32:31.750 --> 01:32:33.829
it right yeah yeah i went into the room and
2459
01:32:33.850 --> 01:32:35.529
we were trying to figure out what we should do
2460
01:32:35.609 --> 01:32:37.430
i think i coined the start of it being like
2461
01:32:37.489 --> 01:32:39.850
country fried steak and they were like putting all the
2462
01:32:39.930 --> 01:32:43.140
science together of why things could possibly work together you
2463
01:32:43.159 --> 01:32:45.319
know things that don't usually go together that could all
2464
01:32:45.420 --> 01:32:48.739
come together beautifully they just like the sandwich yeah Like,
2465
01:32:48.840 --> 01:32:50.720
I guess it's just a really good sandwich, so it's
2466
01:32:50.760 --> 01:32:51.520
been sticking around.
2467
01:32:52.319 --> 01:32:54.119
How does that work? Do they, like, pay you to
2468
01:32:54.159 --> 01:32:55.920
do this, or do they pay you residuals? Like, how
2469
01:32:55.939 --> 01:32:56.500
does this work?
2470
01:32:56.840 --> 01:32:59.579
Yeah, we, like, got some sort of thing going on.
2471
01:32:59.859 --> 01:33:03.020
It's been a while, though, but they are the nicest team.
2472
01:33:03.039 --> 01:33:03.920
They're so creative.
2473
01:33:04.180 --> 01:33:07.180
They have so much passion in the sandwiches they put out. Like,
2474
01:33:07.500 --> 01:33:11.029
their menu is so fun. Like, Fat Sal's literally the
2475
01:33:11.109 --> 01:33:12.229
coolest franchise ever.
2476
01:33:12.569 --> 01:33:13.489
I was so stoked.
2477
01:33:13.590 --> 01:33:16.050
Like, they actually, we made a sandwich because I tried
2478
01:33:16.069 --> 01:33:20.500
their challenge. I tried their milkshake challenge, and then we
2479
01:33:20.539 --> 01:33:22.939
stayed in touch, and then we talked about having a
2480
01:33:22.979 --> 01:33:25.149
sandwich together, and they're just the nicest.
2481
01:33:25.369 --> 01:33:27.470
Yeah, that's cool. That also looks really good.
2482
01:33:27.750 --> 01:33:31.859
You should type in the Fat Sal's Challenge Shake.
2483
01:33:32.260 --> 01:33:33.800
This thing is insane.
2484
01:33:33.800 --> 01:33:36.220
50 scoops of chocolate ice cream, 50 scoops of vanilla
2485
01:33:36.300 --> 01:33:38.000
ice cream, cake of 14.
2486
01:33:38.000 --> 01:33:38.989
Dude, oh my God.
2487
01:33:39.000 --> 01:33:41.680
Wait, wait, wait. Scroll up, scroll up, scroll up. 12,000
2488
01:33:41.680 --> 01:33:43.340
in a shake, 12,000 calories.
2489
01:33:43.840 --> 01:33:45.739
Dude, I feel like it's way more. But if you
2490
01:33:45.760 --> 01:33:46.899
look at the image of it, if you look at
2491
01:33:46.920 --> 01:33:47.460
the image of it.
2492
01:33:47.460 --> 01:33:49.659
14-pound dessert challenge.
2493
01:33:50.119 --> 01:33:51.770
I finished half of it.
2494
01:33:51.760 --> 01:33:52.619
60 scoops of ice cream.
2495
01:33:52.659 --> 01:33:53.630
I finished half of it.
2496
01:33:54.239 --> 01:33:54.560
Man.
2497
01:33:55.500 --> 01:33:59.729
Yeah, it's crazy. There's a fucking cheesecake in there. Yes, dude.
2498
01:33:59.989 --> 01:34:02.600
It's diabolical that they just like, you know, it's already
2499
01:34:02.659 --> 01:34:04.579
so much. And the fact that they're putting all the
2500
01:34:04.600 --> 01:34:05.220
extra stuff.
2501
01:34:05.600 --> 01:34:05.859
Yeah.
2502
01:34:06.279 --> 01:34:07.220
I got halfway down.
2503
01:34:07.239 --> 01:34:09.060
So I'm proud of that. You ate half of that?
2504
01:34:09.140 --> 01:34:10.020
Yeah. Yeah.
2505
01:34:10.659 --> 01:34:12.479
God damn, bro. Yeah.
2506
01:34:12.539 --> 01:34:14.399
I like, and that was because the time ran out.
2507
01:34:14.520 --> 01:34:17.100
I was like still going, but you only have 10 minutes.
2508
01:34:17.119 --> 01:34:19.409
I think it's being autistic. Make you eat more food
2509
01:34:19.449 --> 01:34:19.930
or some shit.
2510
01:34:20.010 --> 01:34:22.390
Like, I definitely think I hyper fixate on food. Like,
2511
01:34:22.470 --> 01:34:24.210
I think it definitely has something to do with me
2512
01:34:24.229 --> 01:34:26.939
being a foodie. Because like, like I just get all
2513
01:34:26.960 --> 01:34:28.420
giddy whenever I talk about food.
2514
01:34:28.939 --> 01:34:30.600
That looks insane.
2515
01:34:30.659 --> 01:34:30.920
Yeah.
2516
01:34:31.060 --> 01:34:33.050
I feel like afterwards, how do you feel though?
2517
01:34:33.369 --> 01:34:35.770
Oh, I just like felt like super, super full, you know,
2518
01:34:36.529 --> 01:34:39.550
but nothing too crazy. I mean, dude, I like, it's
2519
01:34:39.569 --> 01:34:41.609
something I've struggled with a lot. Like there's been nights
2520
01:34:41.670 --> 01:34:43.890
where I eat too much. And like the next day
2521
01:34:44.189 --> 01:34:47.189
I feel like soreness in my stomach, you know, like
2522
01:34:47.729 --> 01:34:49.869
it's something that I have to pretty much stay on top.
2523
01:34:49.729 --> 01:34:51.689
Of, or I feel like I'm not in control of myself.
2524
01:34:52.050 --> 01:34:54.539
Yeah. So, so I actually like, yeah, I try to
2525
01:34:54.579 --> 01:34:56.060
eat like a dog. I try to eat stuff that's
2526
01:34:56.119 --> 01:34:59.880
not that fun because it's something that like, it's like drugs, dude.
2527
01:34:59.899 --> 01:35:00.659
I'm like, oh my God.
2528
01:35:00.859 --> 01:35:01.579
Yeah. Dopamine.
2529
01:35:01.800 --> 01:35:03.300
I could never take one Oreo.
2530
01:35:04.180 --> 01:35:05.460
Nah, who the could do that?
2531
01:35:05.520 --> 01:35:07.600
One slice of pizza, bro. One slice of pizza.
2532
01:35:07.619 --> 01:35:10.449
You know, like the, the, the, the average person in
2533
01:35:10.489 --> 01:35:13.029
the world thinks that one slice of pizza is the
2534
01:35:13.050 --> 01:35:13.449
whole meal.
2535
01:35:13.770 --> 01:35:15.010
Like in my mind, it's three.
2536
01:35:15.590 --> 01:35:17.210
I mean, in my mind, I mean the whole pizza.
2537
01:35:17.510 --> 01:35:19.770
No, that's what I want to do. That's what I
2538
01:35:19.850 --> 01:35:20.310
want to do.
2539
01:35:20.939 --> 01:35:23.460
Oh, God. Pizza sounds so good right now. I know, dude.
2540
01:35:23.479 --> 01:35:24.279
I know.
2541
01:35:25.460 --> 01:35:26.220
It's, like, yeah.
2542
01:35:26.340 --> 01:35:29.239
I'm definitely foodie. But I'm trying to get all my
2543
01:35:29.279 --> 01:35:31.779
protein in right now. I'm trying to, like, build some muscle.
2544
01:35:31.800 --> 01:35:33.800
I'm trying to, like... I'm trying to hit a new
2545
01:35:33.840 --> 01:35:36.359
goal that I haven't hit before in weightlifting.
2546
01:35:37.140 --> 01:35:37.579
And your gym.
2547
01:35:37.619 --> 01:35:39.779
Dude, your gym is, like, the best. Like, the other
2548
01:35:39.920 --> 01:35:42.460
one down the street, I'm glad I left that one.
2549
01:35:42.760 --> 01:35:44.859
Yeah, hell yeah. It's good to have you there. The
2550
01:35:44.890 --> 01:35:46.439
vibes are good, too. Yeah, yeah.
2551
01:35:46.600 --> 01:35:49.979
Like, the other one, like... I remember yours was closed
2552
01:35:50.039 --> 01:35:51.760
for something. It wasn't closed, but like a section of
2553
01:35:51.840 --> 01:35:52.720
it was closed.
2554
01:35:53.000 --> 01:35:53.279
Yeah.
2555
01:35:53.770 --> 01:35:55.750
So I went to the other gym that I used
2556
01:35:55.770 --> 01:35:57.710
to go to and I was like, Hey, can I
2557
01:35:57.710 --> 01:35:58.310
get a day pass?
2558
01:35:58.350 --> 01:36:00.810
And they're like, well, we don't usually.
2559
01:36:01.439 --> 01:36:03.720
Do day passes this isn't the type of gym to
2560
01:36:03.760 --> 01:36:06.380
do day passes weren't you a member here before and
2561
01:36:06.420 --> 01:36:08.619
i was like yeah yeah and then they're like i
2562
01:36:08.659 --> 01:36:10.180
guess we could show you around but you already know
2563
01:36:10.220 --> 01:36:11.930
what it looks like so it's like you either have
2564
01:36:11.970 --> 01:36:14.869
a membership or you don't and then like and i
2565
01:36:14.949 --> 01:36:17.510
brought they would say hi to me every single day
2566
01:36:17.670 --> 01:36:20.109
you know like like when i walked in it was
2567
01:36:20.130 --> 01:36:21.949
just like it was the energy.
2568
01:36:21.649 --> 01:36:24.430
Was crazy because please switch.
2569
01:36:24.130 --> 01:36:25.970
Yeah and it's like i would have paid like whatever
2570
01:36:26.029 --> 01:36:27.810
like i wanted to get my workout in for the
2571
01:36:27.829 --> 01:36:31.229
day And like, they were just so weird about it.
2572
01:36:31.229 --> 01:36:33.810
I was like, I can't believe I even went to
2573
01:36:33.850 --> 01:36:35.960
this gym. Like I didn't, it wasn't something I wanted
2574
01:36:36.000 --> 01:36:38.600
to support and it was so expensive for.
2575
01:36:38.420 --> 01:36:39.880
No goddamn reason.
2576
01:36:40.239 --> 01:36:42.699
Yeah. You know, I know exactly what you're talking about. Yeah.
2577
01:36:43.119 --> 01:36:46.229
But coming to your gym, me and my friend love it.
2578
01:36:46.510 --> 01:36:47.350
Like I appreciate it.
2579
01:36:47.369 --> 01:36:50.430
Yeah. And, and ever the community is amazing. Like it's,
2580
01:36:50.609 --> 01:36:51.810
it's the best dude.
2581
01:36:52.170 --> 01:36:54.109
I appreciate that for real. It's a blessing to have you.
2582
01:36:54.369 --> 01:36:56.050
And thank you for coming on the podcast for real.
2583
01:36:56.069 --> 01:36:58.069
Dude. I, yeah, I'm, I'm happy to, I was so excited.
2584
01:36:58.340 --> 01:37:00.239
Yeah, you're awesome. You're a great dude. And genuinely, like
2585
01:37:00.279 --> 01:37:04.199
I said earlier, off camera, you're just a regular nice dude.
2586
01:37:04.279 --> 01:37:06.060
Thank you so much. That actually means a lot.
2587
01:37:06.380 --> 01:37:08.619
It's real. It's real. Because I didn't know what to expect.
2588
01:37:08.640 --> 01:37:11.779
Because obviously, I've seen stuff. I've seen content. You've seen people,
2589
01:37:11.800 --> 01:37:14.319
how they react to people. But you're just like a good,
2590
01:37:15.140 --> 01:37:15.739
normal person.
2591
01:37:15.760 --> 01:37:16.180
Thank you, dude.
2592
01:37:16.199 --> 01:37:17.279
Thank you so much for coming on.
2593
01:37:17.380 --> 01:37:17.710
Thank you.
2594
01:37:17.720 --> 01:37:19.529
I'd love to do some content, whatever you want to do.
2595
01:37:19.520 --> 01:37:21.390
If you ever need me, I'd be happy to help.
2596
01:37:21.399 --> 01:37:22.399
That would be a lot of fun.
2597
01:37:22.430 --> 01:37:22.560
Yeah.
2598
01:37:22.739 --> 01:37:24.390
Thank you so much, brother. You're awesome.
2599
01:37:24.409 --> 01:37:25.409
Thank you so much, man.
2600
01:37:25.649 --> 01:37:25.789
Yeah.