Confronting N3on About Viewbotting, Selling His Soul & The Truth About His WWE Backlash

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How many times have I flaked on you, bro?
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Ugh. You flaked on me a lot.
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Like three times.
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Which is crazy. I get it. I'm not Young Thug
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or fucking Chromos.
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You know I always have to prioritize you, but.
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Come on, bro. I know. What the fuck is going on?
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What happened to you?
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I don't know, bro.
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The hair that just got to your head?
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I've had this hair for a year.
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Yeah, it's fucking making you retarded. No, it's not.
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This hair is beautiful. Where's your fucking hair?
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Yeah, it's gone.
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Exactly.
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So you can't talk about hair. Yeah, your hair is
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going to go the way you treat people, bro. Wow. Yeah.
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So you probably treat people like shit.
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No, my hair went by default.
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No, I think you're just a fucked up person, Brad. Me?
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And this is karma hitting you.
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I think I'm the nicest person ever, bro.
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No, you are nice, bro. You always have my back.
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You always have been there for me. And I flaked
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on you three times.
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No, bro. Not only flaked on me, you fucking... It's been...
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Hold on. By the way, I got to make sure
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chat knows. 9 p.m. Yesterday, he goes, yeah, we'll do
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it tomorrow.
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Okay, if you're hosting a podcast, you're supposed to send
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a follow-up. Yo, see you later. No, when I'm streaming
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with someone, I text them. And bro, you've been doing
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this for like 30 years.
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Okay. Bro. There's no way you're going to gaslight me
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like a fucking bitch right now into why you forgot
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what you said today.
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No, Phil, though, every time I do stream, I will say, hey,
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see you soon. See you later. You texted me at 910.
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How far are you? Bro, my memory's fucked.
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Bro, you texted me the day prior. We were going
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to do 9 o'clock the day prior. You said you'll
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do it tomorrow. My bad. We'll do it today. We'll
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do it the next day. Now here we are the
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next day. You're an hour and fucking two. Wait. Yeah,
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an hour and a third. Two hours late, bro. Then
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you had this motherfucker sitting here for two hours. And
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this is my home, so it's different for me.
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In other news, this room smells great.
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God damn, bro.
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I know, bro.
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I'm sorry. You're just big-timing people now. No, it's not
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even like. I was one of the first podcasts you
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ever did. No, it's not like that, bro.
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I promise you it's not like that.
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It feels like that.
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How can I make it up to you?
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I don't know. I don't know, man. I'm not one
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of those guys. I don't care. I just remember everything.
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Wow.
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Fucking help you're a grown man i'm gonna hit up
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everybody and you're gonna talk about my back all your
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plugs he's on complex and shit now i can't show
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up for my fucking.
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Interviews who is this fucking guy bro it's not that
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i promise you i'm going through a very weird era
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okay yeah what's weird about it i just i don't
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know you're making all this oh i got a new
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gambling deal okay whatever that's the money whatever it's just
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i've just been like a little lost in life so
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i've just been like very sad like to myself i
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stay by myself a lot with my dog um i
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was gonna say shout out to her but she's not even.
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A fucking dog she's not gonna watch it yeah exactly
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but shout out to the dogs.
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Yeah but yeah i've just been like i've been taking
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like i haven't been streaming as much i've been like
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doing like shorter hours like i just been like i
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feel like i really burnt myself out so like now
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i'm just this last like i'd say month and a
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half i've just been like not myself at.
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All it's interesting because before you came here i was
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gonna say like i always you know people always talk
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shit they'd be like you bought all the shorter shit
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blah blah blah uh you just about a lot of
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streamers in general but I'd say the one thing about
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you that I recognized really early on is that you
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just are easily the most consistent person. So it's interesting
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to hear you now say you're like, fuck, I burned
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myself out, which makes sense.
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I didn't just burn myself. I burned my team out.
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My security went from 24 seven for the full year
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to having to go month to month and need a
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month off because I travel so much. My assistant, best
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assistant in the world, Mia, she needed a break. She
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couldn't do it. And she's, like, as robotic as me. Like,
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she's amazing. She's the best. My cameraman couldn't do it.
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My whole team fell apart. This past, like, two months.
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Everyone fell apart. They couldn't do it. I've been, like,
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working like a fucking alien for, like, two years now.
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And I still will. I'm going to continue to do it.
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But there's just, like, I think it hit me. Like, after, like,
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testing the limits, I finally tested the very max limit.
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And it just all hit me at once.
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What do you mean the max limit?
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Of just, like, burning my body out mentally.
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Like, my life.
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Oh, you have a bug in your thing.
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It's because we have the door open before you're waiting
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for fucking two hours, bro. It followed you in. Huh? Yeah.
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That bug followed you in, bro.
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I've been showering two times a day now.
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In what?
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This is a big thing for me.
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What are you showering in?
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Fucking water, bro.
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Oh, okay. I don't know.
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I stay showering in your shower. Oh, my God, bro.
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You're such an asshole, bro.
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What, bro?
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You got me so mad right now. I was trying
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to be so kind to you. Honestly, I swear to God,
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before you came, I was like, I'm just going to
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body slam this motherfucker, break the table, and that's going
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to be the end of the podcast.
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Are you serious?
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Yeah.
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You know what's crazy? I wouldn't blame you.
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I was going to body slam you.
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This is a very fucked up situation. I know how
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to fix it, though.
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Have like a 10-minute, just it was going to be
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a 10-minute thing where we're going to talk. I was
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going to body slam you.
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Is that still happening?
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I'm considering it. Fuck, bro.
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You're like fidgeting.
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No, I'm chilling.
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The roid rage is about to hit you.
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Not even roid rage anymore.
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I'm glad you finally admitted to it, bro. No, because
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when I first met you, you wouldn't admit to shit. Bro,
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I've told forever people that I've done testosterone.
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No, no, no.
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Because I've asked you, do you take steroids? And you've
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always said no.
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When the fuck have I said no?
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When I first met you.
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That's a lie.
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I was trolling you every day. And you'd be like, no,
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I don't take steroids. But now you're open about everything
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and it's okay because it's obvious. You couldn't hide the fact, brother.
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Look at your veins.
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It's been a lie. I've never, ever not admitted to it.
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That's a lie.
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That's not true.
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You're lying.
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So if I've asked you in the past, do you
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take steroids? You're like, no, dude.
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Maybe I was joking. Like, no, I'm natural.
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Not a lie is a joke.
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No, I've never... You're a manipulator.
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How's your love life, bro?
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You're trying to manipulate me in real time.
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Brother, how's your love life? It's fucking terrible. How's your
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love life? It's fucking terrible. Do you see the fucking
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economy we're in?
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Yeah, it's... But you got all the money. What are
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you worried about? Dude, you.
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Listen, it is impossible. You're 45. You've been through everything.
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45, thank you.
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No, you understand.
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You're 31. I just saw your birthday, guys.
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I'm 22.
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But everyone said you're 31.
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No one said that.
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You made that up in your head. Bro, it's all
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over Twitter. I swear to God. I promise you.
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Show me one tweet.
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All right, I'll show you right now.
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You're not going to find it.
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I swear to God. Watch. Look at this. Everything on
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Twitter is true. You got this shit deleted. Look at
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this fucking guy. This guy's got all the clippers. He's
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got all the fucking bots. It feels like Thanos. I
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swear to God, dude. Someone tweeted you were 31, bro.
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No one tweeted that. Whatever, dude.
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You feel 31.
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I feel 30. Maybe, oh, maybe it was the caption
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was I feel.
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Like I'm 30. No, someone literally said, I didn't know
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he was 31. Oh, no. It's everywhere. You know you
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see it.
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It's not everywhere. The tweet probably got 50 likes. I
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would have seen it if it was everywhere. I'm on
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my phone every second.
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Right, because you would have bought it all the other ones.
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No, you don't bought clips.
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Oh, what do you bought then?
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Nothing. But no, but people. I almost got your ass. No.
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No, for real though.
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That's why like, I feel like the whole botting thing
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around me and like, other streamers, whatever, but it's died
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down so much.
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Be honest. At one point, you bought it. No. Be honest.
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It's an honest podcast, brother.
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Bro.
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No, but listen. Because people could say so much for
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so long, but then it shows. With my presence everywhere,
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it shows, okay, this guy actually has real emotion. This
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guy will go out and fucking this and this and this.
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There's two things that are possible here.
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Okay.
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What you just said is one. The second one is...
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You were... Now, again, this has nothing to do with
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your work ethic.
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Yeah.
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Because I think you work hard as fuck. The second
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thing is, you did it so well, Bodding, that... you
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convince all these other people. Because, bro, it's not even
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just you. I don't even want to make this a
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you thing. So many people fucking bot. Like, I've been,
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I've seen so many people buy views on fucking podcasts,
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on fucking everything.
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Hold on, what podcasters buy views?
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All of them.
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Give me one name.
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I'm not giving you the name.
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Brother, don't.
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Come on, bro.
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You're OG. You're unk in this game. You can say
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whatever you want.
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All of them, bro. So the point that I'm making
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is like a ton of motherfuckers bot. So for you
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in your case, I was just basically saying like, what
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if you were the guy that you were so good
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at finessing the system You're so good with clippers. There's
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no denying that. You have an army of fucking clippers.
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That then you... Because people go, oh, this guy's everywhere.
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And then they see the views and they go, yeah,
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of course I'm going to show up on a stream.
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Then you have these people, all these people showing up
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on streams. But now you've done it for so long
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that it's just like, of course I'm going to be
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on the stream.
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As a man, I think you have to cover your ankles.
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I just got to put that out there.
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Are you trying to deflect?
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No, I'm just... But, okay.
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Okay.
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Yeah.
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What's wrong with the anchors? Nothing.
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It's just kind of disgusting, bro.
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You don't like the anchors?
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You're a fucking man. Why is your foot inflamed?
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Whatever, bro. My foot's inflamed?
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Yeah, bro. It's kind of dirty. What? You need to
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get a pedicure. Look at you deflecting. I'm not deflecting.
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I keep it fucking real, bro.
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I respect that.
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I don't give a fuck anymore. I played the game
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for way too long for too many people.
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You're on crash out mode.
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I don't care, bro.
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You don't give a fuck.
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I don't care. I don't give a fuck, bro. Holy shit. Yeah,
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it's real.
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I can feel it.
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It's real.
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You don't give a fuck.
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I don't give a fuck.
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Wow.
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I mean, you've seen everything, bro.
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Yeah.
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You've seen everything. So that's why I'm asking you. You
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don't think you did any of that? No. Not once. Interesting.
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Yeah.
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Maybe someone bodied you.
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No.
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Okay, fine. I believe you.
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Okay.
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Why are you like itching your beard? Okay, I get
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genuine question now. Genuine question. Yeah. All the bullshit aside.
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How do you go about getting your guests? You personally
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message them? Yeah.
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It's all personal, but I'm grinding. I'm hustling, bro. Like Iggy,
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I've said this before, but like Iggy took me like
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five months to get. A lot of these people like
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that you see me, I'm collabing with, I'm talking to
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them for months and months. I'm getting ghosted. Honestly, it's
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just like if I send the right message at the
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right time, they'll respond. But then if not, some people
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don't want to get on stream or it's not the
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right time. I just keep following up. A lot of
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like just knowing someone who knows someone, a lot of DMing.
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But yeah, it's all me, bro. All my collabs, all
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like me, personal outreach or knowing someone.
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How'd you get past the whole like, The perspective of
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you that people had, like, I guess maybe a lot
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of them didn't know, but like on the internet prior,
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obviously I know you had like moments where like certain
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streamers now kind of don't fuck with you or they do,
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but it was like a weird moment.
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A lot of streamers don't fuck with me. They'll say
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they do, but they don't. Yeah. But that's why I
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stay in my own lane. So like, I don't, obviously
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there's Aiden. There's a few, I don't want to forget
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any names, like Max, really cool guy.
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Yeah.
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Lacey, cool guy. a lot of a lot of streamers
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are very fake bro the streaming game is so much
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like the like rap game now and it's there's politics
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and clicks and like all these little groups and egos
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and like at the end of the day we're fucking
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streamers that pick up a camera yeah so it's yeah
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i just did my own lane bro completely i'm gonna
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continue to do that like i don't i mean obviously
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clapping other streamers helps me build more of a streaming
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audience but like it's just like people have always been
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weird towards me no matter what but i feel like
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now like i'm getting to a point like i'm working
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so hard to where people have to say something like
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they can't now they look like haters if they keep
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hating yeah i see.
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What you're saying so that so how'd you break into
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because it seems like now you have all these more
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more mainstream people.
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Yeah i'm a collab merchant oh my god like i
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just fuck i fiend for collabs bro it's smart though
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like i feel like their audience my audience like public
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perception like it all comes together and just works.
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Yeah you did what you did a wwe wrestler.
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Today yeah was that today yeah it was today she
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was great i had a great time and like she
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was getting a text from like one of the heads
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of the wwe and she's like wow like this is
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great we love this wwe they even had me on
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the fucking the jumbotron one day like all these crazy
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things are just yeah just having it everything bro literally
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like i don't I didn't know shit about WWE at all.
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And now I'm learning. Like now I'm like actually sitting
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there learning, understanding, going to fights. Like it's cool.
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Yeah. That fan base is nuts, bro. Yeah.
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And they're fucking, they hate me.
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Yeah. Do they hate you for real? Yeah.
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Because, but there's a situation where like we were, I
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was at fanatics and like someone's face came on the
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camera that wasn't supposed to be there.
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Yeah, exactly.
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And it wasn't my fault. And I had no bad intention.
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They told him he could take his mask off. So he,
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no one was in the wrong. Um, well the people
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working there were in the wrong, whatever. But, The second
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I found out, I deleted whatever I could, but it
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was already clipped.
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Yeah.
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After that, they don't like me. The audience thinks I
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did it on purpose. Yeah.
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How do you even decide what you're going to talk
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about when you go with people? For example, if you
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didn't know, I think it was Tiffany Stratton, right?
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Yeah.
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Today. You didn't really know much about it.
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Yeah.
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How did you decide I want to do the collab?
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Um, I just started looking at WWE fighters and I
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was like, okay, she's, she's like, the chat's going to
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fuck with her. Um, she's a big name.
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Let's do it.
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I don't even like, I didn't prepare. I didn't do research, whatever.
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I just went into it.
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That's kind of how I do a podcast.
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And it works, right? That's why you're so successful. Cause
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you just like, like, I don't try to think of
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questions ahead of time or whatever. Like I just let
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it go natural. I feel like, like for me, like
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I'm not entertaining like I used to be because I
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was so crazy and I'm not as funny as I
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used to be. Cause I don't really say the shit
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I used to say.
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Yeah.
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Like, I feel like my specialty with streaming is like
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getting people these personalities out of these people who aren't
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as comfortable in front of the camera, not her, but
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just like in general, like an NBA player or whatever
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it is that are like, people see us boring and like,
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you know, bring them to life and getting stuff at
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like talking to them, having good conversations, making them like,
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you know, just have fun. Yeah.
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Who, who was your favorite collab so far? That's been
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like the, the, the more like mainstream people, bro.
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Someone who I've really enjoyed. I'm surprised Dylan Brooks, NBA player. Yeah.
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People looked at him in such an interesting way, but
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such a cool guy, bro, on and off camera. I
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feel like I really got his personality out on stream.
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He's just funny, and I have a great time with him.
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I was just in Toronto with him.
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You just send him messages to get these people. Yeah.
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His boy set it up. My boy knew his boy,
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and they connected us. Then after countless conversations, we came together.
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I feel like they're just accepting you now more in
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the mainstream.
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Yeah, I know. But like, there's always this like, this
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wonder in my head, like how much further can I get? Like,
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obviously I can do bigger collabs or whatever, but how
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many more people can scroll and see my face until
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it's just like maximized?
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Yeah, that's what I, that's, that's kind of what I'm
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sort of getting out of here is like, where does
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it go? Cause I know you just had, you had
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Mark Wahlberg and there was this whole like, there was
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this whole issue, the streamers, like they were going to
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do a stream with Lacey and Lacey was like.
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I don't get, I don't get what they're like.
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I love Lacey.
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I don't get what he was talking about in that.
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I think, I think he, I think I saw some clips.
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It was more talking about like, if it has to
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be orchestrated to like promote something specifically and only this,
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then it feels weird. Like when you did the stream
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with Mark, did it feel like you were doing a promotion? No,
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not at all.
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That was the point of the thing. Like they, like
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his paramount set it up, whatever. Um, and like the
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main objective was to promote his movie. It was also natural.
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We were supposed to be at the gym and just
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go to the gym and be done. But then it
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ended up me going to his hotel, us talking, him
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like giving me his like more full morning routine, making
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me breakfast just cause he liked me. And now I'm
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going tomorrow to his, um, I think I'm meeting his
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son and meeting him again tomorrow too. And then we're going,
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his restaurant opening. So, plenty more stuff with Mark. Shout
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out to Mark.
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Cool guy. Love the actor.
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Oh my God, bro.
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The acting's great. Yeah, he's a good actor. He's a
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fucking OG, man. But that doesn't, so you don't like,
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it is interesting seeing how Hollywood is now just like
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completely shifting to like social media. They have for a time,
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but now it's like streamer.
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Yeah, I mean, you see how open, like, just, like,
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public places are now with the cameras and streaming? Like,
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before it never used to be like this. It was
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so hard to film in areas. Yeah. Now you can
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film anywhere, bro.
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Yeah.
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Anywhere.
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Well, at least they want the promo. Yeah, exactly. Or, yeah,
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some sort of presence. Yeah.
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It's also a worry, too, like, how big can streaming, like,
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how much more can streaming go? Like, it just feels
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very oversaturated. And, like, I feel like everyone and their
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mother is trying to do it, and there's too many options,
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too many streamers to watch.
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And, like.
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The level is so high with people like Kai, like,
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doing big shit. So, like, you have to, like, either, like,
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compete with that or, like, do better, which is hard.
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But what, in your mind, what is doing better?
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Like, just doing big, like, big plan shit. But, like,
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the thing about me, bro, is I have the worst
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creative mind ever. I can't think of one creative idea
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at all. Like, I suck at creative. These people, the Speeds,
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the Kais, all these other streamers, they're very creative. They're
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very smart. But for me, I can't. I can't think
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of an idea to save my life.
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How do you think you got this far? I don't know.
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It's not creativity.
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No, no, no.
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I get what you're saying. I think I just, I'm
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smart in other ways. For example, I really mastered, I
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study clipping every fucking day. I'm obsessed with clipping. That's
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what helped me a lot, building my relationships, which I
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feel like I was good at, getting these collabs, whatever.
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Knowing what to say on stream, whatever it is. But
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when it comes to the creativity of a stream, having
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the right segments to do, the right big production ideas,
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I don't have that at all.
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Are you trying to work on that?
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I'm just hiring people. Everyone I've hired hasn't worked. My
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streams are really, bro, if you sit down and watch,
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it's a lot of repetition, bro. Me doing the same
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things a lot.
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Just with different people.
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Yeah, for example, NBA player. Same segments every time. Go
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on the basketball court. Play basketball. Go get food.
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Talk. That's it.
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Every time. Honestly, bro, my streams are starting to be
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like a walking podcast. Yeah. That's not necessarily a bad thing.
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No, because at the end of the day, it's also
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like you kind of just want to see someone just
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be for in most of these cases these people like
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that the you know the the more popular people that
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are like harder to get in collabs whatever i think
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audience just wants to see them be regular people.
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Yeah exactly like the people that like the athletes they
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see on the field they want to see them like
498
00:16:12.200 --> 00:16:14.620
the people actually are and it benefits them too because
499
00:16:14.639 --> 00:16:16.519
they hop on and then they get love and all
500
00:16:16.539 --> 00:16:18.639
these things and like i don't know hopping on a
501
00:16:18.679 --> 00:16:22.470
stream is the best way to fix your pr like No, seriously.
502
00:16:22.529 --> 00:16:23.470
Is that stream PR?
503
00:16:23.850 --> 00:16:24.289
What do you mean?
504
00:16:24.309 --> 00:16:28.009
You're doing stream PR for your own stream. No, no, no.
505
00:16:28.049 --> 00:16:28.840
You're good, dude.
506
00:16:29.100 --> 00:16:31.679
You're pretty creative. No, no, no.
507
00:16:31.720 --> 00:16:32.899
Holy shit. W scammer.
508
00:16:33.139 --> 00:16:34.639
Fuck you, you racist piece of shit.
509
00:16:35.120 --> 00:16:35.299
No.
510
00:16:35.940 --> 00:16:39.240
Every person I've seen come on, because a lot of
511
00:16:39.379 --> 00:16:42.029
people view people in certain ways just based off a
512
00:16:42.039 --> 00:16:43.190
little shit they see. But when they come on and
513
00:16:43.210 --> 00:16:44.850
they see they're cool people, their PR goes like this.
514
00:16:44.870 --> 00:16:45.509
You know what's crazy?
515
00:16:45.529 --> 00:16:45.909
It's crazy.
516
00:16:46.230 --> 00:16:48.809
That's kind of how people viewed you. And now you're
517
00:16:48.830 --> 00:16:50.009
helping other people. Look at that.
518
00:16:51.019 --> 00:16:53.240
Yeah, but people saw me live though.
519
00:16:53.580 --> 00:16:55.720
Yeah, but people saw the clips. They just saw the
520
00:16:55.779 --> 00:16:57.799
crazy clips of you saying wild shit. They're like, fuck
521
00:16:57.820 --> 00:16:58.279
this shit.
522
00:16:58.299 --> 00:16:59.460
You know what the reason for that was? It was
523
00:16:59.500 --> 00:17:01.590
my fault. The reason why I got so much hate
524
00:17:01.610 --> 00:17:04.009
was my fault. I was paying Clippers to post bad
525
00:17:04.049 --> 00:17:05.569
PR about me. I don't know what the fuck I
526
00:17:05.569 --> 00:17:07.369
was thinking. I was on such a view high. I
527
00:17:07.369 --> 00:17:08.769
was like, I want views, views, views. I don't care
528
00:17:08.789 --> 00:17:10.390
if the caption is like, Neon runs over an old lady.
529
00:17:10.410 --> 00:17:12.109
I don't give a fuck what it is. As long
530
00:17:12.130 --> 00:17:13.329
as it goes crazy, I want it. And I was
531
00:17:13.369 --> 00:17:16.430
paying for that for like two years, bro. Like an idiot.
532
00:17:16.930 --> 00:17:20.880
Who the fuck does that? Neon. Neon. exactly i'm an
533
00:17:20.960 --> 00:17:25.309
idiot but like it's weird because i guess with your
534
00:17:25.420 --> 00:17:27.500
audience is like did it really matter.
535
00:17:28.049 --> 00:17:30.349
Bro there's people there's a lot there's a like a
536
00:17:30.670 --> 00:17:33.230
side of the internet that despises me bro still and
537
00:17:33.250 --> 00:17:34.529
they'll never change their opinion on.
538
00:17:34.490 --> 00:17:37.109
Me but that is the thing about what you just
539
00:17:37.130 --> 00:17:40.890
said is that is true for no matter what you
540
00:17:40.930 --> 00:17:43.420
do No matter what you say, no matter who you are,
541
00:17:43.440 --> 00:17:44.359
no matter what you believe.
542
00:17:44.380 --> 00:17:45.119
I guess everyone has haters.
543
00:17:45.160 --> 00:17:47.259
That's going to happen. Yeah. There's no way you're going
544
00:17:47.279 --> 00:17:49.220
to have any sort of support if you don't also
545
00:17:49.279 --> 00:17:51.079
equally have people who fucking hate you. All right.
546
00:17:51.140 --> 00:17:53.319
Who hates Faze Rug? Oh, fuck.
547
00:17:53.359 --> 00:17:53.859
That's a good one.
548
00:17:53.900 --> 00:17:56.500
You might be right. Who the fuck hates Faze Rug?
549
00:17:56.539 --> 00:17:59.000
Damn, you might be right. Sure, yeah. Whoa, that's a
550
00:17:59.019 --> 00:18:00.170
good one. You fucked me up with that one.
551
00:18:00.180 --> 00:18:01.789
That's the only one I could think of. He's the
552
00:18:01.900 --> 00:18:02.730
one guy that everyone loves.
553
00:18:03.430 --> 00:18:04.049
That is true.
554
00:18:04.089 --> 00:18:06.130
Like, even Mr. Beast gets a lot of hate. A lot,
555
00:18:06.150 --> 00:18:06.609
a lot of hate.
556
00:18:06.930 --> 00:18:08.279
I mean, you can't be that big and not get.
557
00:18:08.289 --> 00:18:10.430
Yeah, exactly. But, like, Faze Rug is very big and
558
00:18:10.470 --> 00:18:12.710
gets no hate. Zero hate. I've never seen.
559
00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:13.599
Damn, Faze Rug's good.
560
00:18:13.700 --> 00:18:15.420
It's crazy. He's a one-of-one situation.
561
00:18:15.980 --> 00:18:16.359
Holy shit.
562
00:18:16.420 --> 00:18:17.039
There's no one else.
563
00:18:17.059 --> 00:18:17.859
He's so good.
564
00:18:17.880 --> 00:18:18.900
He's very fucking good.
565
00:18:19.460 --> 00:18:23.819
That's funny, man. It's interesting how... That's... Fuck. But I
566
00:18:23.859 --> 00:18:26.440
still believe it's like... Yeah, you probably shouldn't have done that,
567
00:18:26.480 --> 00:18:28.150
but it only just helped you.
568
00:18:28.650 --> 00:18:29.829
I guess, like, put the eyes on me.
569
00:18:30.569 --> 00:18:33.849
Yeah. But that was never my... Like, intention.
570
00:18:33.869 --> 00:18:35.549
Like, people think, like, I switched to my PR or
571
00:18:35.569 --> 00:18:38.329
whatever just, like, to get, like, to level up or
572
00:18:38.349 --> 00:18:39.690
get more views. But, like, I was, why are you
573
00:18:39.730 --> 00:18:41.329
smiling thinking I'm, like, bullshitting?
574
00:18:41.789 --> 00:18:43.029
Yo, bro. No, real shit.
575
00:18:43.049 --> 00:18:46.130
No, actually, seriously, bro. Like, the person I was back then, bro,
576
00:18:46.450 --> 00:18:48.369
is nowhere near who I am now.
577
00:18:48.549 --> 00:18:51.150
That makes sense. You were younger and now you're older.
578
00:18:51.210 --> 00:18:53.170
No, but, bro, but it was, like, a quick switch that, like,
579
00:18:53.210 --> 00:18:55.950
doesn't make sense in people's brain because it was so quick. But, bro, like,
580
00:18:56.410 --> 00:18:59.730
a year of my life feels like, like, five years plus. Yeah.
581
00:19:00.809 --> 00:19:03.920
Because all the shit I experienced. You've had the same shit.
582
00:19:04.180 --> 00:19:06.500
Yeah. Well, that's the one thing about this whole game.
583
00:19:06.519 --> 00:19:09.859
I interviewed you two years ago. You were 20.
584
00:19:09.859 --> 00:19:11.529
The first one was probably more than two years ago.
585
00:19:11.559 --> 00:19:12.559
A little more than two years ago.
586
00:19:12.559 --> 00:19:13.160
100% over two years ago.
587
00:19:13.259 --> 00:19:14.000
A little more than two years.
588
00:19:14.019 --> 00:19:15.720
We were sitting on here, and I was beefing with
589
00:19:15.740 --> 00:19:16.160
my friends.
590
00:19:16.180 --> 00:19:19.630
No, the first one was in fucking Steve's old condo
591
00:19:19.690 --> 00:19:19.930
in Miami.
592
00:19:20.349 --> 00:19:20.549
Oh, shit.
593
00:19:20.789 --> 00:19:23.009
That was almost three years ago. Wow. And you were
594
00:19:23.029 --> 00:19:24.450
just an asshole to me.
595
00:19:24.589 --> 00:19:24.829
Yeah.
596
00:19:25.009 --> 00:19:25.549
You remember that?
597
00:19:26.009 --> 00:19:26.690
No, I don't remember that.
598
00:19:26.710 --> 00:19:27.470
Yeah. You were just an asshole.
599
00:19:27.509 --> 00:19:28.910
I don't remember a lot from that part of my life.
600
00:19:29.460 --> 00:19:32.380
Yeah, you were just, you were like original mean streamer neon.
601
00:19:32.940 --> 00:19:34.119
Fuck, what did you think about me? You're like all
602
00:19:34.140 --> 00:19:35.660
this fucking Indian dick.
603
00:19:35.700 --> 00:19:37.200
No, I thought you were funny, man.
604
00:19:37.319 --> 00:19:37.819
Oh, for real, thanks.
605
00:19:37.839 --> 00:19:39.099
Yeah, I thought you were funny. I like all the
606
00:19:39.140 --> 00:19:40.740
dark fucked up humor and all the fucked up shit.
607
00:19:40.769 --> 00:19:41.670
Dark humor's good. Yeah.
608
00:19:41.670 --> 00:19:44.619
You don't do as much of that anymore. Not at all, brother.
609
00:19:44.619 --> 00:19:46.990
No, but like, I just, dude, because people, it's like
610
00:19:47.049 --> 00:19:48.029
i don't even want people to take it the wrong
611
00:19:48.089 --> 00:19:50.289
way like i get it especially my old shit they're
612
00:19:50.309 --> 00:19:52.779
like oh this kid's a fucking weirdo if i'm doing
613
00:19:52.819 --> 00:19:54.450
yeah i'm just i'm careful bro i don't want to
614
00:19:54.519 --> 00:19:55.119
i can't deal with any.
615
00:19:55.079 --> 00:19:57.039
Of that yeah i don't.
616
00:19:56.859 --> 00:19:58.059
Man but people are out to get me people want
617
00:19:58.079 --> 00:19:59.519
to hurt me like it was bad like it was
618
00:19:59.539 --> 00:20:01.920
getting really bad you think more people like you now
619
00:20:02.619 --> 00:20:04.079
yeah like i don't feel like like before i feel
620
00:20:04.099 --> 00:20:07.240
like a threat even walking around like streaming yeah bro
621
00:20:07.259 --> 00:20:09.339
like now i'll go somewhere without well probably shouldn't say
622
00:20:09.380 --> 00:20:12.039
that fuck it but like sometimes go somewhere no security
623
00:20:12.079 --> 00:20:13.740
whatever like and it's just like people a lot of
624
00:20:13.759 --> 00:20:15.259
people walk up to me but it's love like not
625
00:20:15.400 --> 00:20:16.759
one i've never felt threatened.
626
00:20:17.069 --> 00:20:19.690
Ever what's your like goal stream for this year like
627
00:20:19.730 --> 00:20:20.670
who do you really want.
628
00:20:20.490 --> 00:20:21.670
I think you've asked me before i have if i
629
00:20:21.690 --> 00:20:23.390
have goals i have no goals bro still yeah but
630
00:20:23.410 --> 00:20:25.369
like who who's the i feel like it's like what
631
00:20:25.450 --> 00:20:29.410
drake it's like usually it's like drake or like i
632
00:20:29.430 --> 00:20:32.400
don't know fucking elon musk or like me and james
633
00:20:32.420 --> 00:20:35.549
hartner planning something that's with his team that's cool um
634
00:20:36.250 --> 00:20:37.690
which is like a goal i've had for a while
635
00:20:38.450 --> 00:20:39.839
but like i don't know bro i feel like i've
636
00:20:39.880 --> 00:20:41.460
gotten like really a lot of people that i wanted
637
00:20:41.500 --> 00:20:42.640
on i can't think of like someone off the top
638
00:20:42.660 --> 00:20:43.619
of my head that like oh i need.
639
00:20:43.539 --> 00:20:45.599
So there's like that's that that's the question i'm getting
640
00:20:45.619 --> 00:20:47.599
towards is like how do you keep going like because
641
00:20:47.619 --> 00:20:50.049
you you definitely thrive off collabs yeah that's my shit
642
00:20:50.069 --> 00:20:51.589
yeah like it's like pretty much what you do when
643
00:20:51.609 --> 00:20:55.269
you stream so it's like it's almost like the podcasting
644
00:20:55.289 --> 00:20:57.170
game or anything it's like at some point you've taught
645
00:20:57.190 --> 00:20:58.880
you've Not at all.
646
00:20:59.079 --> 00:21:01.859
Well, so how are you still so like popping on
647
00:21:01.900 --> 00:21:03.920
your podcast? I just like to talk to people that
648
00:21:03.940 --> 00:21:05.839
I like to talk to. No, but it still does
649
00:21:05.880 --> 00:21:08.799
very well. So like, how have you lasted so long?
650
00:21:09.829 --> 00:21:11.589
I don't just, I'm having just real conversations with people
651
00:21:11.609 --> 00:21:14.009
that I actually want to talk to. Okay. And also
652
00:21:14.069 --> 00:21:17.930
to not always, I guess, like truly, like I can't,
653
00:21:17.950 --> 00:21:19.730
I don't want to sound like fucking phony, but like,
654
00:21:20.109 --> 00:21:22.329
also there are moments where I like, okay, certain things
655
00:21:22.410 --> 00:21:25.230
are more topical or trending. Yeah. I will try to
656
00:21:25.309 --> 00:21:28.109
find people that I think could have conversations about that. Okay.
657
00:21:28.390 --> 00:21:30.809
and maybe it's not the number one person I want
658
00:21:30.829 --> 00:21:33.329
to talk to in general, but knowing that it is
659
00:21:33.390 --> 00:21:35.910
sort of like some things are like, you know, current
660
00:21:35.950 --> 00:21:38.369
or seasonal that you've got to talk about, like football
661
00:21:38.390 --> 00:21:41.009
season's coming up. And so the goal would have been like,
662
00:21:41.049 --> 00:21:42.549
have try to, cause I'm going to go to these
663
00:21:42.609 --> 00:21:44.170
games and then try to like interview some of these
664
00:21:44.190 --> 00:21:45.210
players after games.
665
00:21:45.329 --> 00:21:47.190
Oh, you're doing that shit like that. Like that would
666
00:21:47.210 --> 00:21:47.650
be sick.
667
00:21:47.809 --> 00:21:49.250
You know what I'm saying? Like, that'll be good. Yeah.
668
00:21:49.710 --> 00:21:52.009
And that's not, that's not like a genuine, like, okay.
669
00:21:52.109 --> 00:21:53.289
And not that I wouldn't want to speak to those
670
00:21:53.309 --> 00:21:55.549
people in general, but at the same time, like it
671
00:21:55.609 --> 00:21:58.849
is also knowing like, what's happening in the world and
672
00:21:58.910 --> 00:22:00.480
how it's relevant you have to try to pick the
673
00:22:00.519 --> 00:22:03.619
relevant stuff like how have you decided or you don't
674
00:22:03.640 --> 00:22:05.440
really decide it seems like you just talk to anyone
675
00:22:05.559 --> 00:22:06.779
when you have them on your stream you don't care.
676
00:22:06.779 --> 00:22:09.140
Anyone with a name anyone with a name and i
677
00:22:09.160 --> 00:22:10.920
just always always ends up going well like i don't
678
00:22:11.140 --> 00:22:13.269
i can't remember one stream that i've done even if
679
00:22:13.309 --> 00:22:15.490
i don't know the person like that where like it's
680
00:22:15.569 --> 00:22:17.329
like i've been like fuck why am i here like
681
00:22:17.450 --> 00:22:18.970
oh i hate this shit like oh i can't believe
682
00:22:18.990 --> 00:22:20.910
i have to do this yeah never happened you still
683
00:22:20.950 --> 00:22:22.660
live off this chat A little bit.
684
00:22:22.700 --> 00:22:23.109
Not as much.
685
00:22:23.119 --> 00:22:24.009
A little bit.
686
00:22:24.049 --> 00:22:25.529
I wonder when that was, like, I wonder when you
687
00:22:25.569 --> 00:22:27.609
won't do, not do that at all, because obviously chat's
688
00:22:27.630 --> 00:22:31.430
fucking important in live streaming, but I wonder what collab
689
00:22:31.470 --> 00:22:33.630
you'll have that you'll be, like, actually loving.
690
00:22:33.650 --> 00:22:35.230
There's been a few. Like, I don't, fuck, I don't
691
00:22:35.259 --> 00:22:37.319
remember the exact ones, but, like, when, like, it's a, like,
692
00:22:37.339 --> 00:22:39.779
a very important one or whatever, I don't want them
693
00:22:39.799 --> 00:22:41.819
to get weirded out. Like, so I'm just, like.
694
00:22:41.880 --> 00:22:42.559
Yeah, this guy just.
695
00:22:42.880 --> 00:22:43.019
Yeah.
696
00:22:43.279 --> 00:22:44.529
I have a question for you. Yeah, go for it.
697
00:22:44.539 --> 00:22:46.119
When have you found, when is one point in your
698
00:22:46.160 --> 00:22:47.039
life where you found true peace?
699
00:22:48.869 --> 00:22:52.059
Oh, true peace. I don't think you find it, man.
700
00:22:52.480 --> 00:22:54.299
When does it come to you? When have you had peace?
701
00:22:55.240 --> 00:22:58.400
When I'm not doing any of this, that's kind of
702
00:22:58.420 --> 00:23:01.829
sad to say, kind of sad to admit. Yeah. It's
703
00:23:01.869 --> 00:23:03.589
honestly when I just go spend time with my dogs
704
00:23:03.609 --> 00:23:06.970
and I go camping. Okay. Something that's completely not related
705
00:23:06.990 --> 00:23:07.349
to this at all.
706
00:23:07.369 --> 00:23:08.369
By yourself, you and your dogs.
707
00:23:08.450 --> 00:23:10.930
Yeah. My brother's normally up in that area too where
708
00:23:11.009 --> 00:23:13.349
I like to camp at, but peace is something that
709
00:23:13.369 --> 00:23:16.069
I don't think you like. It's an interesting word. I
710
00:23:16.690 --> 00:23:20.250
think in moments you have peace. Yeah. But like true
711
00:23:20.329 --> 00:23:22.549
peace i mean that's it's fleeting it's like you don't
712
00:23:22.690 --> 00:23:26.109
you don't keep it you know it's temporary yeah so
713
00:23:26.150 --> 00:23:28.009
it's like there's moments where i feel at peace like
714
00:23:28.029 --> 00:23:29.269
you know when you get a bunch of work done
715
00:23:29.289 --> 00:23:31.750
you're like okay i feel accomplished yeah but then it's
716
00:23:31.769 --> 00:23:33.660
like now is my peace only related to the fact
717
00:23:33.700 --> 00:23:36.460
that i got work done yeah which then becomes really
718
00:23:36.500 --> 00:23:39.660
weird for sure because then it's a never-ending cycle what
719
00:23:39.680 --> 00:23:43.200
about happiness oh that's even more fleeting man the fuck
720
00:23:43.220 --> 00:23:46.789
does fleeting mean Means it keeps going. Like you have
721
00:23:46.829 --> 00:23:48.349
it and then it's gone. You have it and it's gone.
722
00:23:48.369 --> 00:23:48.930
You have it and it's gone.
723
00:23:48.950 --> 00:23:49.910
But was there an era of your life where you
724
00:23:49.930 --> 00:23:52.869
were just so happy? Like a long extended period of time?
725
00:23:53.390 --> 00:23:57.690
Yeah, maybe like during my like initial YouTube climb when
726
00:23:57.710 --> 00:24:01.430
I was like only filming fitness content. Okay. Before it
727
00:24:01.470 --> 00:24:04.369
became like, okay, I have to do all this stuff
728
00:24:04.410 --> 00:24:06.849
to like fulfill these needs and to like make this
729
00:24:06.970 --> 00:24:09.329
money to do these, you know, get these deals or
730
00:24:09.390 --> 00:24:12.049
sell this merch. I think when it was just like, oh,
731
00:24:12.130 --> 00:24:13.509
I'm just showing up and I'm filming stuff. Doing it
732
00:24:13.549 --> 00:24:16.230
for fun. Yeah, like I'm just feeling myself working out.
733
00:24:16.390 --> 00:24:20.190
It's genuinely what I did my pretty much whole career
734
00:24:20.230 --> 00:24:22.589
on the come up in the fitness space. Before I
735
00:24:22.609 --> 00:24:25.359
started podcasting, before I started doing anything, it was just like, oh,
736
00:24:25.410 --> 00:24:27.710
it's just something I love doing. That's probably when I
737
00:24:27.730 --> 00:24:29.319
say I had like the most happiness.
738
00:24:29.930 --> 00:24:33.660
Speaking of fitness, you might have heard. I don't know
739
00:24:33.680 --> 00:24:34.299
if I've told you.
740
00:24:34.380 --> 00:24:35.799
I've heard. I helped you get some people to show
741
00:24:35.819 --> 00:24:38.269
up to your fucking thing. oh yeah and then you
742
00:24:38.390 --> 00:24:41.269
and then you fucking sunned me on our fucking podcast.
743
00:24:40.890 --> 00:24:43.289
No oh my god i don't know i don't looks bad.
744
00:24:43.190 --> 00:24:44.769
I went out of my way to like find you
745
00:24:44.789 --> 00:24:45.930
did and you helped me a lot and i'm pretty
746
00:24:45.970 --> 00:24:47.650
sure they were like good people okay but when i
747
00:24:47.670 --> 00:24:50.700
have a six pack that's never gonna happen because you
748
00:24:50.819 --> 00:24:52.900
you you raw all these streamers like i'm gonna get
749
00:24:52.960 --> 00:24:54.759
in shape you guys never do it i have.
750
00:24:54.640 --> 00:24:57.200
To my trainer starts in two days and who's.
751
00:24:57.019 --> 00:24:59.210
Your trainer This guy didn't hit me up to be
752
00:24:59.250 --> 00:25:00.809
a trainer, by the way. Check, fact check.
753
00:25:01.150 --> 00:25:02.150
Oh, you want to travel with me everywhere?
754
00:25:02.250 --> 00:25:04.009
No, no, you're right, you're right, you're right. You're fair.
755
00:25:04.109 --> 00:25:06.170
But when I'm here, I'm going to come to Zoot Culture.
756
00:25:06.250 --> 00:25:06.809
Fair, fair.
757
00:25:07.069 --> 00:25:10.670
I'm actually looking for a house that's close.
758
00:25:10.730 --> 00:25:13.210
But I just don't believe, I want to believe you.
759
00:25:13.299 --> 00:25:16.059
I have to. I signed a deal. I have to
760
00:25:16.299 --> 00:25:19.440
record fitness content on YouTube. I have to. I literally
761
00:25:19.460 --> 00:25:21.200
have to. I got meal prep for a year locked in.
762
00:25:21.359 --> 00:25:22.480
You signed a deal with for what?
763
00:25:23.019 --> 00:25:26.500
With a company to help produce the whole thing and
764
00:25:26.579 --> 00:25:26.920
all this shit.
765
00:25:27.309 --> 00:25:27.650
Okay.
766
00:25:27.670 --> 00:25:29.349
So I have to do fitness content. I have to
767
00:25:29.410 --> 00:25:30.890
lock in. I have to have this trainer next to me.
768
00:25:31.349 --> 00:25:33.230
All one year deals. Like I have no choice.
769
00:25:34.009 --> 00:25:35.509
Yeah. But I just, it's like, I've seen you in
770
00:25:35.569 --> 00:25:37.410
my gym. I've seen you at diamond. I see.
771
00:25:37.430 --> 00:25:39.690
I didn't give a fuck back then. Diamond gym. I
772
00:25:39.730 --> 00:25:42.430
really did care. And those people really, you need to
773
00:25:42.470 --> 00:25:44.059
go to diamond gym.
774
00:25:44.259 --> 00:25:45.660
I've talked about this. I've talked about it.
775
00:25:45.660 --> 00:25:47.000
You're not going to do it. You don't want to
776
00:25:47.019 --> 00:25:47.519
get embarrassed.
777
00:25:47.680 --> 00:25:47.900
No.
778
00:25:47.920 --> 00:25:49.460
Brad has too much of an ego on his shoulders.
779
00:25:49.480 --> 00:25:50.519
He doesn't want to get embarrassed.
780
00:25:50.539 --> 00:25:52.259
It's not that. It's not that. I'm going to figure
781
00:25:52.279 --> 00:25:55.160
out the right time to do it. Okay. Sure. But, yeah,
782
00:25:55.180 --> 00:25:58.130
it's just like, yeah, like you, man. Fuck. Gotta find
783
00:25:58.150 --> 00:25:58.609
the time.
784
00:25:58.630 --> 00:26:01.049
So, like, what is, like, day by day, like, what
785
00:26:01.069 --> 00:26:04.609
do you do? Like, from morning to night on a
786
00:26:04.750 --> 00:26:07.410
normal day in your life, how does it go?
787
00:26:08.170 --> 00:26:09.150
I normally wake up.
788
00:26:09.359 --> 00:26:09.680
What time?
789
00:26:11.079 --> 00:26:15.819
Like, 7.30, 8. Okay. Been getting up a little bit earlier, actually.
790
00:26:15.839 --> 00:26:17.119
Okay.
791
00:26:17.500 --> 00:26:20.549
I feed my dogs. I normally go outside. I'll, like,
792
00:26:20.589 --> 00:26:22.750
hang out, like, just, like, sit in the sun. Okay. Yeah.
793
00:26:24.309 --> 00:26:27.089
Drink some water with some electrolytes. Pina colada? Huh?
794
00:26:27.210 --> 00:26:27.670
Pina colada?
795
00:26:27.970 --> 00:26:28.890
No, drink some water.
796
00:26:29.029 --> 00:26:29.369
Oh, water.
797
00:26:29.630 --> 00:26:30.789
Water. You're getting old, dude.
798
00:26:30.809 --> 00:26:31.529
Sitting in the sun?
799
00:26:32.130 --> 00:26:35.359
Sitting in the sun's amazing for you. Maybe you should
800
00:26:35.380 --> 00:26:36.140
try this shit.
801
00:26:36.599 --> 00:26:37.200
Fuck that.
802
00:26:37.519 --> 00:26:40.440
I gotta stream. Yeah, but like, take a minute. Take
803
00:26:40.500 --> 00:26:42.680
a minute. You talk about peace and happiness. Take a minute.
804
00:26:42.700 --> 00:26:44.640
Okay, and you're just sitting there with your dogs. Yes.
805
00:26:44.980 --> 00:26:46.599
Sitting there with my dogs. My dogs are getting older.
806
00:26:46.619 --> 00:26:48.440
Two of my dogs are getting older, so I'm like really,
807
00:26:48.759 --> 00:26:50.529
really actually spending a lot of time with them because it's,
808
00:26:50.769 --> 00:26:52.490
you know, they don't have a lot more years.
809
00:26:52.609 --> 00:26:52.750
Yeah.
810
00:26:53.579 --> 00:26:55.779
Um, so doing that, and then I normally go to
811
00:26:55.819 --> 00:26:58.640
the gym, train, end up dealing with stuff at the gym.
812
00:26:59.160 --> 00:27:00.900
And then I ended up getting on, like, after I trained,
813
00:27:00.940 --> 00:27:03.460
normally I get on like phone calls, other stuff for
814
00:27:03.480 --> 00:27:06.940
like this company, the Amigos drink, or like we're relaunching
815
00:27:06.980 --> 00:27:09.369
Roger next month. That's exciting. Working on that sort of
816
00:27:09.380 --> 00:27:13.710
like rollout. Um, but it's typically like that work. And then.
817
00:27:15.039 --> 00:27:17.140
do the same thing normally i'll like come here and
818
00:27:17.160 --> 00:27:19.119
i'll i take my dogs either on a walk or
819
00:27:19.140 --> 00:27:20.680
i'll like chill in the backyard again with them let
820
00:27:20.789 --> 00:27:22.710
let them swim and then i'll fucking do the sauna
821
00:27:22.809 --> 00:27:26.130
do the cold plunge do the red light i've been
822
00:27:26.150 --> 00:27:27.950
working i've been getting terrible vertigo so i've been like
823
00:27:28.109 --> 00:27:29.750
getting chiropractic.
824
00:27:29.210 --> 00:27:32.000
The thing that michael jackson had michael jackson had vertigo
825
00:27:32.640 --> 00:27:34.740
the the white spots no no no.
826
00:27:34.700 --> 00:27:38.759
What the fuck is that No, that's a skin disease.
827
00:27:38.880 --> 00:27:41.420
I guess there's... Vitiligo, vitiligo. Yeah, vitiligo.
828
00:27:41.460 --> 00:27:41.819
Fuck!
829
00:27:41.839 --> 00:27:44.740
No, vertigo is like shit where you like turn your
830
00:27:44.779 --> 00:27:45.880
head and you're like dizzy.
831
00:27:46.539 --> 00:27:47.049
Oh my God.
832
00:27:47.079 --> 00:27:49.680
Have you ever had vertigo? No, I'm fucking 22 years old.
833
00:27:49.759 --> 00:27:52.529
Imagine you went like this and your room started spinning.
834
00:27:52.660 --> 00:27:53.509
That happens to you?
835
00:27:53.960 --> 00:27:56.690
It's not all the time. It's like, it's intermittently. How
836
00:27:56.809 --> 00:27:59.240
do you fix that? Bro, I'm trying to fix it.
837
00:27:59.250 --> 00:28:01.170
I've been trying to fix that. It's happened to me
838
00:28:01.190 --> 00:28:04.329
for the last two years. Not like every day, but
839
00:28:04.369 --> 00:28:07.619
like It'll happen and stop for like two, three months
840
00:28:07.640 --> 00:28:09.539
and then come back. It's actually the worst thing in
841
00:28:09.559 --> 00:28:13.299
the world. I'm actually like, I told myself, if this
842
00:28:13.339 --> 00:28:16.799
happens to me for 10 more years, I'm done. Wait, what? Yeah,
843
00:28:16.819 --> 00:28:20.880
I'm done. I'm done. Yeah, don't say that. I'm done, bro.
844
00:28:21.420 --> 00:28:24.980
What does done mean? It just means, you know, no more.
845
00:28:25.289 --> 00:28:28.789
But I'm saying, I'm telling you this, real life, I
846
00:28:28.809 --> 00:28:30.029
don't wish that on my worst enemy.
847
00:28:30.509 --> 00:28:32.170
It's the worst thing in the world. Do you ever
848
00:28:32.190 --> 00:28:32.829
get a mid-workout?
849
00:28:33.710 --> 00:28:37.039
Sometimes, yeah. It fucks up my work. It's like, you
850
00:28:37.059 --> 00:28:37.940
can't do shit, bro.
851
00:28:38.039 --> 00:28:38.940
But how long does it last?
852
00:28:39.660 --> 00:28:42.000
I wish I was able to give you a number.
853
00:28:42.240 --> 00:28:44.099
Sometimes it's better than others. You gotta be able to
854
00:28:44.160 --> 00:28:46.359
fix this, bro. Bro, I'm... No, there's like these different
855
00:28:46.400 --> 00:28:48.789
maneuvers for it. There's all... The problem with it, there's
856
00:28:48.809 --> 00:28:52.190
like fucking a hundred different things that can cause it.
857
00:28:53.609 --> 00:28:56.049
You gotta find the cause. You gotta find the cause.
858
00:28:57.349 --> 00:28:59.309
I was getting some... My neck was super like just
859
00:28:59.450 --> 00:29:01.509
fucked up and inflamed and it's like pulling on the
860
00:29:01.529 --> 00:29:04.579
same muscles that caused the issue. Oof. Bro, it's the
861
00:29:04.599 --> 00:29:06.640
worst thing in the world. But yeah, I'm not kidding.
862
00:29:06.640 --> 00:29:10.680
10 more years, I'm out, bro. Fuck this shit. Yeah,
863
00:29:10.839 --> 00:29:12.559
you can take over the podcast. You got it, bro.
864
00:29:12.960 --> 00:29:13.859
You'll be doing a podcast in 10 years. Can I
865
00:29:13.859 --> 00:29:16.579
have the setup? Yeah, you got it. You have the
866
00:29:16.599 --> 00:29:19.500
whole thing. The house? It's yours. Fuck yeah. You got
867
00:29:19.519 --> 00:29:21.319
enough money already, Mr. Fucking Gambling.
868
00:29:21.339 --> 00:29:22.500
Who cares about money, bro?
869
00:29:22.859 --> 00:29:25.119
Who cares about money? Who cares about money?
870
00:29:25.140 --> 00:29:26.700
I swear to God, bro. You don't have to believe
871
00:29:26.720 --> 00:29:28.359
me when I say this. I don't give a fuck
872
00:29:28.380 --> 00:29:29.119
about money anymore, bro.
873
00:29:29.299 --> 00:29:31.190
Then why would you sign those deals?
874
00:29:31.190 --> 00:29:34.960
Because if I can... no no seriously bro i live
875
00:29:34.960 --> 00:29:39.700
such a minimal minimalistic minimalistic life bro like the only
876
00:29:39.720 --> 00:29:42.160
reason I buy watches is because they're investments whatever watches
877
00:29:42.420 --> 00:29:43.960
but bro when it comes to clothing when it comes
878
00:29:43.980 --> 00:29:46.519
to whatever it is bro I'm very like I'm not
879
00:29:46.680 --> 00:29:49.869
bougie like yeah I might fly business class a few
880
00:29:49.900 --> 00:29:52.549
times are those Gucci shades these are fucking Nerf glasses
881
00:29:53.029 --> 00:29:56.849
bro Nerf you know the shooting brand Nerf are they
882
00:29:56.930 --> 00:30:00.140
actually yeah seriously I swear to god Nerf Do you
883
00:30:00.160 --> 00:30:00.720
have a nerf deal?
884
00:30:01.259 --> 00:30:01.549
Fuck no.
885
00:30:01.559 --> 00:30:02.940
I've just been wearing these same glasses since I was 10.
886
00:30:02.940 --> 00:30:03.680
I'm not going to change them.
887
00:30:03.799 --> 00:30:04.579
Okay.
888
00:30:04.779 --> 00:30:05.920
But like, no, bro. If there's a stream and I
889
00:30:05.920 --> 00:30:07.140
have to be there tomorrow and the only flight is
890
00:30:07.160 --> 00:30:09.069
available is a fucking economy back in the plane southwest,
891
00:30:09.089 --> 00:30:11.230
I'm doing it. Like, I don't care. Like, I don't
892
00:30:11.289 --> 00:30:13.349
care about money shit, bro. I don't know how much
893
00:30:13.369 --> 00:30:14.170
I have in my account.
894
00:30:14.210 --> 00:30:14.430
I don't.
895
00:30:14.450 --> 00:30:15.509
I let my dad handle all of it. I don't
896
00:30:15.650 --> 00:30:18.049
know how much I'm even worth, bro. I just use
897
00:30:18.089 --> 00:30:19.349
a credit card and whatever.
898
00:30:19.369 --> 00:30:21.470
I don't know, man.
899
00:30:21.519 --> 00:30:23.140
I'm so dead ass. I'm so serious, bro.
900
00:30:23.180 --> 00:30:25.059
But you care. Otherwise, you wouldn't be doing this.
901
00:30:25.400 --> 00:30:28.829
What do you mean? I don't even try to make money.
902
00:30:28.849 --> 00:30:30.329
Money is what my dad tells me every second. Make
903
00:30:30.349 --> 00:30:31.670
your money so you can do whatever.
904
00:30:31.710 --> 00:30:33.069
That's the Indian in him. Yeah, exactly.
905
00:30:33.089 --> 00:30:37.849
The fucking Indian, man. I don't care, bro. I invest
906
00:30:37.890 --> 00:30:39.250
so much money back in my content. I pay my
907
00:30:39.289 --> 00:30:43.549
clippers more than anyone times 50. I have all these salaries,
908
00:30:43.630 --> 00:30:47.150
all these expenses. The travel expenses are insane because these
909
00:30:47.190 --> 00:30:48.789
collabs I have to do and go place to place.
910
00:30:49.170 --> 00:30:50.589
What's the most you've ever spent on a trip?
911
00:30:51.170 --> 00:30:55.450
Dude, I was in Toronto for five days. The hotels
912
00:30:55.519 --> 00:30:58.759
for me, my team and everything was like around like 11K.
913
00:30:59.140 --> 00:31:03.339
The security was 40K. Everything, like a five-day trip after
914
00:31:03.359 --> 00:31:06.279
all expenses and everything, it costed like 67K.
915
00:31:07.029 --> 00:31:10.549
For four days? Yes. What do you think you get?
916
00:31:10.589 --> 00:31:11.710
What's the return on that?
917
00:31:12.170 --> 00:31:16.109
Good content. Maybe like, I don't know the exact money return. Honestly, bro,
918
00:31:16.130 --> 00:31:17.369
like the point I'm at right now, I'd make the
919
00:31:17.410 --> 00:31:20.210
same amount of money sitting at the desktop. And gambling
920
00:31:20.230 --> 00:31:23.519
and reacting to clips. Same exact money. I don't need
921
00:31:23.710 --> 00:31:25.539
one payroll. Don't need to pay any clipper.
922
00:31:25.559 --> 00:31:26.279
Yeah, I see what you're saying.
923
00:31:26.299 --> 00:31:27.519
Don't need to do anything. I could just sit there,
924
00:31:27.539 --> 00:31:28.660
but long-term, am I going to make more?
925
00:31:28.720 --> 00:31:32.039
No. So it is money then, but long-term money. You're
926
00:31:32.059 --> 00:31:33.920
just thinking long-term about the money, not short-term.
927
00:31:34.279 --> 00:31:34.460
Sure.
928
00:31:34.559 --> 00:31:38.220
Yeah. Okay. Yeah. So you care about the money. I'm
929
00:31:38.259 --> 00:31:40.269
not trying to like pin you in something. No, no, no.
930
00:31:40.369 --> 00:31:43.789
I mean, do I really? Like deep inside, like I said,
931
00:31:43.849 --> 00:31:45.089
I don't even know how much I'm worth.
932
00:31:45.390 --> 00:31:45.769
I don't even.
933
00:31:45.789 --> 00:31:48.609
I don't look at any of that. Maybe I do... Hey,
934
00:31:48.630 --> 00:31:51.289
I just don't look. I don't know. I just don't really.
935
00:31:51.650 --> 00:31:54.349
Did you care about money more when you were starting?
936
00:31:54.690 --> 00:31:57.420
Were you like, I got to make money? Of course,
937
00:31:57.440 --> 00:31:58.779
because you needed to make money, right?
938
00:31:59.420 --> 00:32:01.829
Nah, I was spending it all. I was spending it all.
939
00:32:01.839 --> 00:32:03.960
Like right when I came to LA, I would rent
940
00:32:04.000 --> 00:32:07.599
three supercars, like a Ferrari, a Urus, and like a
941
00:32:07.779 --> 00:32:10.369
crazy Mercedes. And then I'll spend 3K a night for houses,
942
00:32:10.450 --> 00:32:12.549
like 90K a month on that. It was just, yeah.
943
00:32:13.470 --> 00:32:16.539
I was just spending, spending, spending. The one person, smartest
944
00:32:16.559 --> 00:32:18.819
guy ever, Aiden. He always tells me, worry about your future.
945
00:32:19.039 --> 00:32:21.099
These people aren't going to watch you in a few years,
946
00:32:21.140 --> 00:32:24.480
whatever it is. You need to focus on money. He'll
947
00:32:24.500 --> 00:32:25.920
always try to remind me and put it in my head.
948
00:32:26.019 --> 00:32:28.089
He's really my mentor through everything.
949
00:32:28.829 --> 00:32:29.009
Yeah.
950
00:32:29.609 --> 00:32:31.750
I feel like if you've gotten this far and you
951
00:32:31.769 --> 00:32:34.069
had this work ethic, it's not like you're just going
952
00:32:34.089 --> 00:32:34.950
to quit someday.
953
00:32:35.849 --> 00:32:38.670
I'll quit when people stop watching. If I have an
954
00:32:38.690 --> 00:32:40.730
audience in 10 years, I'm here. but if people are
955
00:32:40.769 --> 00:32:41.470
done i'm done too.
956
00:32:41.430 --> 00:32:43.670
But like i imagine i i see like i believe
957
00:32:43.690 --> 00:32:44.970
you but i kind of don't because i think like
958
00:32:45.029 --> 00:32:47.250
if you didn't have an audience doing this anymore i
959
00:32:47.269 --> 00:32:49.059
think you would pivot and trying to find something else
960
00:32:49.440 --> 00:32:51.079
yeah not streaming though right.
961
00:32:50.900 --> 00:32:52.299
If people weren't watching if it wasn't doing well i
962
00:32:52.299 --> 00:32:55.299
wouldn't be doing this yeah i have a passion for
963
00:32:55.359 --> 00:32:57.259
it but like i've done it bro i've done this
964
00:32:57.279 --> 00:32:59.369
for 11 years like i was you've done you've been
965
00:32:59.390 --> 00:33:00.769
in the game way longer than me but i was
966
00:33:00.769 --> 00:33:03.029
11 doing it like since no i know i know
967
00:33:03.230 --> 00:33:05.980
like this is my life bro like and like I've
968
00:33:06.019 --> 00:33:07.759
had to make so many sacrifices and do all these
969
00:33:07.799 --> 00:33:09.380
things and like it's like I couldn't even be with
970
00:33:09.400 --> 00:33:10.880
my family for my birthday I was here by myself
971
00:33:11.140 --> 00:33:13.119
because I had to get something done in LA like
972
00:33:13.539 --> 00:33:15.400
so many sacrifices I have to make but like I
973
00:33:15.400 --> 00:33:16.400
just feel like you can't get to where you want
974
00:33:16.420 --> 00:33:19.240
to be without making very very very strong sacrifices I'm
975
00:33:19.269 --> 00:33:21.180
not killing anyone they think I sold my soul they
976
00:33:21.200 --> 00:33:22.609
think I'm an industry plant yeah that's what they think
977
00:33:22.700 --> 00:33:24.329
yeah yeah dude the industry plant shit is so stupid
978
00:33:24.849 --> 00:33:26.789
but if they're saying that that means I'm doing something good.
979
00:33:27.410 --> 00:33:31.029
For sure yeah there's I don't think industry plant but
980
00:33:31.069 --> 00:33:33.289
at some point when did the suit and ties come
981
00:33:33.309 --> 00:33:35.130
up to like yo bro check this out though.
982
00:33:35.410 --> 00:33:39.910
Streaming is clean, bro. Streaming is clean. The top dogs, Kai, Speed, Aiden,
983
00:33:40.079 --> 00:33:43.299
no one's done anything, bro. It's fully clean. It's a
984
00:33:43.359 --> 00:33:44.359
very clean industry, man.
985
00:33:44.779 --> 00:33:45.559
Why do you think it's clean?
986
00:33:47.299 --> 00:33:48.079
What do they do wrong?
987
00:33:48.160 --> 00:33:50.420
Well, do you think it's going to stay clean?
988
00:33:51.259 --> 00:33:51.480
No.
989
00:33:52.200 --> 00:33:54.099
Yeah. No. I feel like it's already getting to that
990
00:33:54.140 --> 00:33:56.920
point where it's like all the record companies, all these,
991
00:33:56.940 --> 00:33:58.890
because didn't you sign a deal with like a record company? Yeah,
992
00:33:58.910 --> 00:33:59.349
that was great.
993
00:33:59.670 --> 00:34:01.750
But there is a lot of labels who will come
994
00:34:01.809 --> 00:34:03.410
at me and be like, yo, help our upcoming artists.
995
00:34:03.430 --> 00:34:06.150
We'll pay you this large sum of money. I wouldn't
996
00:34:06.170 --> 00:34:06.410
take it.
997
00:34:07.049 --> 00:34:08.570
That's kind of plant-ish, right?
998
00:34:09.170 --> 00:34:10.590
Yeah, they're trying to use me as an industry plant.
999
00:34:10.610 --> 00:34:14.190
Yeah, use you to plant other people. Yeah. Yeah. But
1000
00:34:14.250 --> 00:34:16.190
you being an industry plant, no, that's funny. Because I
1001
00:34:16.230 --> 00:34:19.210
remember you just being a fucking shithead, talking shit. Just
1002
00:34:19.409 --> 00:34:19.969
working hard.
1003
00:34:20.610 --> 00:34:20.880
Yeah.
1004
00:34:21.800 --> 00:34:23.880
Damn, imagine you were an industry plant.
1005
00:34:24.900 --> 00:34:26.159
You've seen the.
1006
00:34:26.199 --> 00:34:26.630
I've seen it.
1007
00:34:26.659 --> 00:34:29.000
You've seen everything. You, out of everyone, have seen everything.
1008
00:34:29.599 --> 00:34:32.739
Yeah. So you know. Like, what would your plant job
1009
00:34:32.780 --> 00:34:34.119
be if you were an industry plant?
1010
00:34:34.530 --> 00:34:35.429
Spread an agenda?
1011
00:34:35.469 --> 00:34:36.889
I don't fucking know. What agenda?
1012
00:34:36.949 --> 00:34:39.929
There's none. Just fucking stream and talk to people and
1013
00:34:39.969 --> 00:34:42.570
interview people. Damn, I'm really a podcaster now, man.
1014
00:34:42.889 --> 00:34:45.010
You are. You're a mobile podcaster.
1015
00:34:45.030 --> 00:34:46.130
This is why I felt like this. I was with
1016
00:34:46.210 --> 00:34:48.889
Cam Scataboo. Shout out to him. Amazing guy. Amazing stream.
1017
00:34:49.230 --> 00:34:51.989
I was at the, what's that mall in New York?
1018
00:34:52.570 --> 00:34:53.170
American Dream Mall.
1019
00:34:53.190 --> 00:34:53.809
Yeah, the big ass mall.
1020
00:34:53.829 --> 00:34:55.190
And we were walking around and just talking and I
1021
00:34:55.190 --> 00:34:57.369
was like, damn, I really am like a walking podcaster.
1022
00:34:57.590 --> 00:34:59.659
This is what my shit is now, kind of.
1023
00:35:00.130 --> 00:35:00.710
It's good though.
1024
00:35:01.090 --> 00:35:02.610
Yeah, but then you mix it up like a girl
1025
00:35:02.650 --> 00:35:03.829
comes on and whatever and it's cool.
1026
00:35:03.849 --> 00:35:07.730
Like, Yeah, but the girl stuff. So you obviously, I
1027
00:35:07.750 --> 00:35:11.289
know about your whole story, your previous situations. Why is
1028
00:35:11.329 --> 00:35:12.170
it so difficult now?
1029
00:35:12.190 --> 00:35:13.170
What do you mean?
1030
00:35:13.489 --> 00:35:14.889
Like with girls. We were talking about it earlier, like
1031
00:35:14.909 --> 00:35:15.710
it's fucking terrible.
1032
00:35:16.070 --> 00:35:18.750
Oh, I mean, yeah, bro. I mean, it's tough. There's
1033
00:35:18.769 --> 00:35:21.170
just a lot. Like, dude, especially when the internet is involved,
1034
00:35:21.190 --> 00:35:23.769
you know better than anyone. It's just hard, bro. And
1035
00:35:23.789 --> 00:35:25.989
it's hard to find genuine relationships nowadays where everyone wants
1036
00:35:26.030 --> 00:35:29.510
something out of you. And they could fake it so well. Like,
1037
00:35:29.610 --> 00:35:31.670
very well. That's why I feel like the best way
1038
00:35:31.690 --> 00:35:33.880
to go about it is like, dating someone or being
1039
00:35:33.900 --> 00:35:35.969
with someone that's that can't gain anything from you because
1040
00:35:35.989 --> 00:35:38.190
they're at your level or whatever it is or like
1041
00:35:38.409 --> 00:35:40.449
close to you or not like at your level when
1042
00:35:40.469 --> 00:35:42.750
it comes to like maybe money or or or like
1043
00:35:43.429 --> 00:35:45.369
fame or whatever it is so yeah if they're like
1044
00:35:45.409 --> 00:35:47.190
if then what can they get from you they have
1045
00:35:47.210 --> 00:35:47.530
it all.
1046
00:35:48.250 --> 00:35:51.429
Yeah have you so you've had a hard time finding people.
1047
00:35:51.309 --> 00:35:55.289
Basically yeah i get lonely they're very lonely yeah i
1048
00:35:55.309 --> 00:36:00.269
like pussy valid i'm kidding sorry i'm kidding no you're
1049
00:36:00.309 --> 00:36:02.329
not kidding no i'm a cuddler no i'm a cuddler
1050
00:36:02.369 --> 00:36:04.809
bro who doesn't love pussy bro yeah yeah but like
1051
00:36:04.969 --> 00:36:07.940
deep into that bro i love cuddling i love to
1052
00:36:08.099 --> 00:36:10.820
like fuck bro i don't even want to fuck no
1053
00:36:10.860 --> 00:36:13.280
that's a lie that's a lie no in this moment
1054
00:36:13.300 --> 00:36:16.039
i don't want to fuck i want to just hold you.
1055
00:36:16.420 --> 00:36:19.409
Fall asleep it's so good it's It's so good.
1056
00:36:19.469 --> 00:36:19.869
All right, bro.
1057
00:36:19.889 --> 00:36:20.239
Coming from you.
1058
00:36:20.250 --> 00:36:20.570
You got it.
1059
00:36:20.610 --> 00:36:20.960
Come on, bro.
1060
00:36:20.969 --> 00:36:21.909
No, I mean it. Lock in, bro.
1061
00:36:21.969 --> 00:36:22.429
I can say this.
1062
00:36:22.449 --> 00:36:24.289
Why can't I not say this? I'm like a skinny Indian.
1063
00:36:24.650 --> 00:36:25.409
I can say this shit.
1064
00:36:25.429 --> 00:36:26.159
You weigh 400 pounds.
1065
00:36:26.179 --> 00:36:29.280
You need to be more manly. You still like to cuddle, though.
1066
00:36:29.860 --> 00:36:31.539
I feel like cuddling you wouldn't even feel right.
1067
00:36:31.639 --> 00:36:34.559
Why? Because I'm big. I can't like to cuddle.
1068
00:36:34.659 --> 00:36:36.260
I feel like you got like a weird stench.
1069
00:36:36.360 --> 00:36:37.929
I feel like you kind of weird. Like you want
1070
00:36:37.949 --> 00:36:39.329
to cuddle with me or some shit. That's what you're
1071
00:36:39.349 --> 00:36:40.070
thinking about. I'm good.
1072
00:36:40.389 --> 00:36:45.730
You're too big for me. I'm sorry. I feel like
1073
00:36:45.750 --> 00:36:49.449
you're strong. If a girl put her head on your chest.
1074
00:36:49.489 --> 00:36:53.199
I'm not flexing, bro. I'm not flexing while I'm cuddling.
1075
00:36:53.219 --> 00:36:58.059
I feel like you're busting out and then you start flexing.
1076
00:36:58.480 --> 00:36:59.980
I can't imagine you in the bed, bro.
1077
00:37:00.019 --> 00:37:01.119
Like American Psycho?
1078
00:37:01.300 --> 00:37:04.940
Yo, bro, dude, I don't know, bro. How much would
1079
00:37:04.980 --> 00:37:09.760
it take for you to drop a sex tape? There's
1080
00:37:09.820 --> 00:37:10.860
gotta be a price!
1081
00:37:10.880 --> 00:37:12.400
That's so funny.
1082
00:37:13.139 --> 00:37:14.219
It's got to be a million dollars.
1083
00:37:14.239 --> 00:37:16.260
I don't know, bro. A mil. That's not a... Five mil.
1084
00:37:16.739 --> 00:37:19.780
I mean, like, if it was, like, if it leaked,
1085
00:37:19.840 --> 00:37:20.900
you know? All right, bro.
1086
00:37:21.239 --> 00:37:22.219
Do you have videos on your phone?
1087
00:37:23.460 --> 00:37:25.340
Nah. Like, I... No.
1088
00:37:25.570 --> 00:37:26.610
Okay. Like, I've never recorded.
1089
00:37:26.670 --> 00:37:28.889
No, no, no, no, no. I don't record stuff. Yeah.
1090
00:37:28.909 --> 00:37:31.210
I've always been afraid of, like, just something happening.
1091
00:37:32.030 --> 00:37:32.429
Five mil.
1092
00:37:33.010 --> 00:37:36.909
I mean, five mil, like, what are we... Like, what's leaking? Like,
1093
00:37:36.929 --> 00:37:39.389
the Julia Newman shit with the chick? Oh, my God.
1094
00:37:39.489 --> 00:37:40.409
I mean, his sister.
1095
00:37:40.780 --> 00:37:42.500
Your face is out? You're jerking your dick?
1096
00:37:42.699 --> 00:37:44.900
Oh, no, no, no, no. You ain't catching me doing that.
1097
00:37:44.920 --> 00:37:46.730
No face? No, no, no. I could not. I mean, nah.
1098
00:37:47.940 --> 00:37:49.099
Oh, like, you fucking a girl from the back, and
1099
00:37:49.119 --> 00:37:50.599
the camera's, like, right there and just looking at you.
1100
00:37:51.000 --> 00:37:54.460
Well, like, why would I have a camera looking at me, though?
1101
00:37:54.760 --> 00:37:55.559
You're getting paid to do it.
1102
00:37:56.289 --> 00:37:57.690
Oh, it's like, oh, we're doing, like, the Kim K
1103
00:37:57.710 --> 00:37:58.610
and Ray J shit.
1104
00:37:58.769 --> 00:38:02.380
No, no, no, no, no, no. I don't know what
1105
00:38:02.389 --> 00:38:02.929
happened there.
1106
00:38:03.360 --> 00:38:04.500
You mean you don't know what happened there?
1107
00:38:04.519 --> 00:38:05.260
You can pull it up.
1108
00:38:06.619 --> 00:38:08.599
What do you mean you can pull it up?
1109
00:38:08.619 --> 00:38:10.579
No, no, no. I don't know what that's about.
1110
00:38:10.599 --> 00:38:12.760
You don't know about... What do you mean? That's how
1111
00:38:12.800 --> 00:38:15.440
the whole thing... That's how the whole Kardashian thing started.
1112
00:38:15.559 --> 00:38:16.619
I just don't even know that situation.
1113
00:38:16.639 --> 00:38:18.800
Why? Why are you acting stupid? I'm not acting stupid.
1114
00:38:18.909 --> 00:38:19.989
Why are you acting stupid?
1115
00:38:20.030 --> 00:38:22.230
I'm not acting stupid. I just don't know. I'm not informed.
1116
00:38:22.269 --> 00:38:23.019
Okay, well, I'll tell you.
1117
00:38:23.030 --> 00:38:25.170
It's like talking about politics. I'm not informed about these politics.
1118
00:38:25.190 --> 00:38:27.190
This is politics? Huh? This is politics?
1119
00:38:27.250 --> 00:38:28.750
I don't want to see this. No, no, no.
1120
00:38:28.969 --> 00:38:29.530
Stop, bro.
1121
00:38:30.409 --> 00:38:32.150
No, bro. Oh, my God. Fuck, man.
1122
00:38:32.230 --> 00:38:34.840
Okay, but it's like, everyone knows this historically.
1123
00:38:34.860 --> 00:38:36.039
If you show this, I'm going to drink alcohol for
1124
00:38:36.059 --> 00:38:37.039
the first time and it's going to.
1125
00:38:36.980 --> 00:38:38.260
Be on your podcast. No, don't do it.
1126
00:38:38.300 --> 00:38:41.599
You're going to be the reason I become a fake Muslim.
1127
00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:43.579
No, no, no. I'm not the reason they call you
1128
00:38:43.599 --> 00:38:44.820
a fake Muslim, bro. I still do it, bro. The
1129
00:38:44.840 --> 00:38:46.199
gambling is the reason why they call you that.
1130
00:38:46.260 --> 00:38:51.250
The Muslims are very, very strict and strong. And I
1131
00:38:51.250 --> 00:38:53.139
don't understand because... You know, as a religion, you're supposed
1132
00:38:53.159 --> 00:38:55.079
to come together. And, like, I might not be the
1133
00:38:55.119 --> 00:38:57.940
best representation, but I don't go around, like, telling everyone, oh,
1134
00:38:57.980 --> 00:38:59.019
I pray five times a day, I do this, I
1135
00:38:59.039 --> 00:39:01.090
do this. I make mistakes, and no one's perfect. But
1136
00:39:01.389 --> 00:39:04.449
they're very strict and strong, bro. A lot of them
1137
00:39:04.469 --> 00:39:05.110
don't like me.
1138
00:39:05.429 --> 00:39:06.690
That's just a screenshot.
1139
00:39:06.710 --> 00:39:07.590
A lot of them don't like me.
1140
00:39:08.610 --> 00:39:10.510
Yeah, well, it's because you do, like, degenerate shit.
1141
00:39:10.550 --> 00:39:12.429
Yeah, bro. Yeah, but guess what? All these people are
1142
00:39:12.449 --> 00:39:14.010
doing behind the scenes the same shit. Yeah.
1143
00:39:14.090 --> 00:39:17.360
But that's why religion to me, oh, man.
1144
00:39:18.019 --> 00:39:21.440
Like, for example, Sneako. Love the guy. He comes to
1145
00:39:21.460 --> 00:39:24.000
me every second. Still. He's my friend. I thought he
1146
00:39:24.019 --> 00:39:25.219
was my friend. He comes to me every second. He
1147
00:39:25.239 --> 00:39:26.510
made a video saying I sold my soul.
1148
00:39:26.969 --> 00:39:29.150
With a YouTube thumbnail like this.
1149
00:39:29.429 --> 00:39:32.179
Trying to get a high... fucking, what is it? Click-through rate?
1150
00:39:32.280 --> 00:39:32.989
CTR?
1151
00:39:33.550 --> 00:39:34.090
Fucking hell.
1152
00:39:34.110 --> 00:39:35.900
But why don't you just hit him up like, bro,
1153
00:39:35.920 --> 00:39:36.559
what are you doing?
1154
00:39:36.800 --> 00:39:39.400
Dude, he knows not to do that. My way of
1155
00:39:39.420 --> 00:39:40.900
communicating to Sneako is I'll say it on stream. He
1156
00:39:40.920 --> 00:39:42.920
sees the clip. He still does it. You have an
1157
00:39:43.039 --> 00:39:45.760
off-stream conversation with Sneako? He's bringing it up the next day.
1158
00:39:46.219 --> 00:39:46.760
That's tough.
1159
00:39:46.800 --> 00:39:47.019
Yeah.
1160
00:39:47.820 --> 00:39:50.829
That's tough. You think you couldn't just call and be like, yo, bro, please.
1161
00:39:51.550 --> 00:39:52.900
Bro, at this point, if he wants to keep doing it,
1162
00:39:52.889 --> 00:39:54.539
it's between him and God.
1163
00:39:56.760 --> 00:40:00.579
Him and Allah, that's right. That's right, bro. I mean,
1164
00:40:00.599 --> 00:40:03.300
but the religion thing, I get it. I get it.
1165
00:40:03.340 --> 00:40:04.280
You have a tough time with it.
1166
00:40:04.699 --> 00:40:09.989
Yeah, bro. The toughest part is this. Okay, so this
1167
00:40:10.030 --> 00:40:13.150
is my biggest worry because God's blessed me. He put
1168
00:40:13.170 --> 00:40:17.969
me in a position where you have girls, money, fame. Yeah.
1169
00:40:18.449 --> 00:40:21.289
The highest, biggest adrenaline I could possibly get. I could
1170
00:40:21.449 --> 00:40:24.269
have anything people dream about it. And I feel like
1171
00:40:24.309 --> 00:40:25.989
I have it. So when it's gone, it's going to
1172
00:40:26.010 --> 00:40:27.429
be gone. At some point, it's going to be gone.
1173
00:40:28.300 --> 00:40:29.980
How am I going to react? How am I going
1174
00:40:30.000 --> 00:40:31.940
to feel? There will be a time when people stop
1175
00:40:31.980 --> 00:40:34.159
taking pictures of me. There will be a time where
1176
00:40:34.179 --> 00:40:36.460
I'm not making the monthly income I'm making. Girls don't
1177
00:40:36.500 --> 00:40:39.119
give a shit about me. It's going to happen. But
1178
00:40:39.989 --> 00:40:42.309
when it happens, I'm really scared of how I'm going
1179
00:40:42.329 --> 00:40:45.289
to react. Very scared.
1180
00:40:45.730 --> 00:40:50.400
So you're afraid of losing the... engagement, the likes, the views,
1181
00:40:50.480 --> 00:40:50.840
the shit.
1182
00:40:50.880 --> 00:40:53.920
Everything. Like the income, everything. It's going to happen. No,
1183
00:40:54.139 --> 00:40:55.260
I'm not afraid of losing it. I know I'm going
1184
00:40:55.280 --> 00:40:56.139
to lose it. It's going to happen.
1185
00:40:56.739 --> 00:40:57.429
What are you afraid of?
1186
00:40:58.300 --> 00:40:59.550
Like how it's going to make me, like how I'm
1187
00:40:59.570 --> 00:41:00.889
going to feel. Like how I'm going to feel internally.
1188
00:41:00.909 --> 00:41:02.210
I feel like I'm going like a deep hole.
1189
00:41:02.710 --> 00:41:04.889
Yeah, but that would mean that you've done that all,
1190
00:41:05.309 --> 00:41:07.989
everything you've done, you've done for that. What do you mean?
1191
00:41:08.849 --> 00:41:11.110
What you're saying is if you lost it, how you
1192
00:41:11.130 --> 00:41:12.949
would feel, you'd be in a deep hole. Yeah. Meaning
1193
00:41:13.090 --> 00:41:15.050
then you doing all this stuff that you do, you
1194
00:41:15.070 --> 00:41:17.309
do for that? Like streaming?
1195
00:41:17.329 --> 00:41:17.409
Yeah.
1196
00:41:17.960 --> 00:41:20.460
Yeah, the money, everything you do is for money and
1197
00:41:20.539 --> 00:41:22.760
for likes, for views, for girls, for whatever, for power,
1198
00:41:22.820 --> 00:41:26.559
for clout. Is that why you do it?
1199
00:41:26.579 --> 00:41:28.099
I don't know why I do it. I feel like
1200
00:41:28.119 --> 00:41:31.750
I'm so deep into it now. Being so many years in,
1201
00:41:31.769 --> 00:41:33.949
I feel like I've gone so far to where I
1202
00:41:34.409 --> 00:41:37.289
physically couldn't even stop if I wanted to. Even if
1203
00:41:37.309 --> 00:41:39.590
streaming brings me stress, makes me not the happiest in
1204
00:41:39.610 --> 00:41:41.829
the world, ruins a lot of shit that I have personally,
1205
00:41:41.849 --> 00:41:45.010
whatever it is, I can't stop. I've gone too far.
1206
00:41:45.570 --> 00:41:46.659
I've gone too far to give up.
1207
00:41:47.110 --> 00:41:47.289
Right.
1208
00:41:47.309 --> 00:41:48.389
And I still feel like I have a long way
1209
00:41:48.409 --> 00:41:48.630
to go.
1210
00:41:48.969 --> 00:41:51.550
That's true. But like what in your mind makes you
1211
00:41:51.570 --> 00:41:54.280
feel like if it like if say, for example, today, tomorrow,
1212
00:41:54.300 --> 00:41:55.380
it was all gone. Yeah.
1213
00:41:55.860 --> 00:41:56.079
Right.
1214
00:41:56.380 --> 00:41:58.719
I'm assuming you've made enough money. You have enough investments.
1215
00:41:58.739 --> 00:42:00.500
Like you could figure something else out.
1216
00:42:00.519 --> 00:42:00.960
A hundred percent.
1217
00:42:01.099 --> 00:42:03.400
But you'd be afraid of this feeling you would have
1218
00:42:03.579 --> 00:42:04.840
of not having all the shit.
1219
00:42:04.900 --> 00:42:05.539
Of losing everything.
1220
00:42:06.360 --> 00:42:08.280
You wouldn't necessarily lose everything. It's not like it all
1221
00:42:08.320 --> 00:42:09.260
just disappears. Yeah.
1222
00:42:09.340 --> 00:42:10.250
I mean, it would.
1223
00:42:10.809 --> 00:42:14.090
Well, of course, your income would go differently. It would
1224
00:42:14.110 --> 00:42:15.670
go in a different direction. It would go down, right?
1225
00:42:15.690 --> 00:42:19.460
But you wouldn't just be, like, non-existent. So then what
1226
00:42:19.480 --> 00:42:26.300
else matters? Bro, the Muslims are going to be so
1227
00:42:26.340 --> 00:42:29.329
mad at you, bro. They're going to be so mad
1228
00:42:29.389 --> 00:42:29.719
at you, bro.
1229
00:42:29.750 --> 00:42:31.530
Have they made it to your podcast, the Muslim audience?
1230
00:42:31.789 --> 00:42:33.210
They're about to be on here in the comments.
1231
00:42:33.230 --> 00:42:36.809
Fucking hell. They're going to go reaction saying, Oh Allah,
1232
00:42:36.849 --> 00:42:37.530
please save them.
1233
00:42:38.050 --> 00:42:41.500
Cause this clip, no lie. This is the, he sold
1234
00:42:41.539 --> 00:42:44.480
his soul shit. It is what you're saying is you've
1235
00:42:44.539 --> 00:42:48.159
sold your soul. You're not, I'm not saying you sold indirectly, indirectly. You're,
1236
00:42:48.300 --> 00:42:50.500
you're giving that up because you're saying there's nothing else
1237
00:42:50.940 --> 00:42:53.349
than that. Like no more, like, like when that's gone,
1238
00:42:53.369 --> 00:42:54.889
you're going to be, it's going to be dark. That's
1239
00:42:54.909 --> 00:42:58.210
not true though, bro. Yeah. Like that's, that's saying that
1240
00:42:58.289 --> 00:43:01.510
everything you've ever done now, just cause you're not doing more.
1241
00:43:02.190 --> 00:43:04.679
never mattered or never happened. Like, you still did it.
1242
00:43:06.510 --> 00:43:09.929
You also did it at a young age. So it's like, yeah,
1243
00:43:10.010 --> 00:43:12.420
nothing is forever. We know that. No matter how much
1244
00:43:12.440 --> 00:43:13.860
you get, no matter how much money you have, no
1245
00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:17.880
matter how much everything, girls, whatever, nothing's forever. That's just life.
1246
00:43:18.559 --> 00:43:21.480
But for it to hurt you or feel like this
1247
00:43:21.559 --> 00:43:23.809
dark space, that means that that's the only thing you're
1248
00:43:23.829 --> 00:43:28.110
revering as, like, light. Yeah. I don't think that's true
1249
00:43:28.170 --> 00:43:30.030
for you, bro. I mean, maybe you just haven't spent enough.
1250
00:43:29.869 --> 00:43:32.340
Time thinking about it. Bro, my life is just this.
1251
00:43:32.409 --> 00:43:34.059
I have no other life. There's no... I don't have
1252
00:43:34.079 --> 00:43:37.059
a personal life at all. No personal life. I talk
1253
00:43:37.079 --> 00:43:41.300
to like five people. Like three of those people are
1254
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:45.320
my team. And like I have two, three friends, whatever. Yeah.
1255
00:43:45.559 --> 00:43:48.320
Like my life is this and just this, bro.
1256
00:43:49.880 --> 00:43:51.320
Yeah. I'm like....
1257
00:43:52.539 --> 00:43:53.079
It's pretty bad.
1258
00:43:53.739 --> 00:43:56.260
Yeah. So it is interesting when you talk about selling
1259
00:43:56.300 --> 00:43:56.719
your soul.
1260
00:43:57.460 --> 00:43:59.099
Cause then it's like, so what is the definition of
1261
00:43:59.119 --> 00:43:59.619
selling your soul?
1262
00:43:59.719 --> 00:44:01.960
It's, I think when people say that it's more so
1263
00:44:02.000 --> 00:44:06.139
like he sold his soul for this, for this stuff.
1264
00:44:06.219 --> 00:44:08.539
And I think maybe in this conversation, maybe sneaker specifically
1265
00:44:08.599 --> 00:44:12.519
is like for the more money for the more, you know,
1266
00:44:12.559 --> 00:44:17.250
to level up more. But I mean, everyone does. It's like,
1267
00:44:17.670 --> 00:44:20.510
that'd be silly. It's like sneaker streams to make money. Yeah.
1268
00:44:20.590 --> 00:44:20.809
You know?
1269
00:44:21.940 --> 00:44:23.659
So it's like, what are we talking about then?
1270
00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:25.380
Switching platforms to make more money.
1271
00:44:25.800 --> 00:44:31.239
Yeah. I don't know. I guess the other idea of
1272
00:44:31.280 --> 00:44:35.119
selling your soul is someone came to you and was like, yo,
1273
00:44:35.119 --> 00:44:37.219
we'll make sure you have all these connections and all
1274
00:44:37.239 --> 00:44:39.159
this money and just do these things for us when
1275
00:44:39.199 --> 00:44:41.679
we need it. That's the other weird side of selling
1276
00:44:41.699 --> 00:44:42.110
your soul.
1277
00:44:42.159 --> 00:44:42.679
Is that a thing?
1278
00:44:43.699 --> 00:44:44.409
I don't think so.
1279
00:44:44.429 --> 00:44:45.070
Have you seen that?
1280
00:44:46.010 --> 00:44:49.090
No, but I think people tend to find themselves on
1281
00:44:49.150 --> 00:44:53.639
certain sides of... whether it's like political issues that like,
1282
00:44:53.659 --> 00:44:57.119
they feel like I have to continue down this road
1283
00:44:57.159 --> 00:44:59.679
because maybe some people that they met along the way
1284
00:44:59.719 --> 00:45:01.989
are like down this road and they have to keep
1285
00:45:02.010 --> 00:45:03.570
going down this road to make sure, Oh, I want
1286
00:45:03.590 --> 00:45:05.909
to make sure that guy's still happy. Cause he's sort
1287
00:45:05.949 --> 00:45:08.650
of given me this opportunity. Like that would be like
1288
00:45:08.690 --> 00:45:11.170
the closest thing to selling your soul. Like I don't,
1289
00:45:11.230 --> 00:45:12.869
I've never had heard of anyone go up and be like,
1290
00:45:12.889 --> 00:45:15.769
yo bro, we can make you a millionaire. Just sign
1291
00:45:15.809 --> 00:45:18.090
right here. And like your soul's mine now. I don't
1292
00:45:18.110 --> 00:45:20.070
think it happens directly like that. I think it's more like,
1293
00:45:20.719 --> 00:45:23.599
you know, the elbows you kind of rub into, then
1294
00:45:23.639 --> 00:45:27.480
you feel like sort of obligated to either continue to
1295
00:45:27.539 --> 00:45:30.699
like treat certain people this way for their, you know,
1296
00:45:31.260 --> 00:45:34.559
not just your benefit, like their benefit, like this. Yeah.
1297
00:45:34.800 --> 00:45:36.090
But you haven't had people that have come in and
1298
00:45:36.110 --> 00:45:40.010
been like, yo, do this stuff for us. Yeah. It
1299
00:45:40.030 --> 00:45:41.190
seems like more like people are just trying to use
1300
00:45:41.210 --> 00:45:41.829
your platform.
1301
00:45:42.650 --> 00:45:43.989
Yeah, but I'm not going to do anything that's like
1302
00:45:44.010 --> 00:45:45.530
not mutually beneficial. Yeah.
1303
00:45:45.550 --> 00:45:48.880
I'm very careful. Except for it sounds like the fucking
1304
00:45:48.940 --> 00:45:51.059
whatever music deal thing you did where it's like, yeah,
1305
00:45:51.079 --> 00:45:52.780
I could help people out because I'm getting paid to
1306
00:45:52.840 --> 00:45:52.960
do it.
1307
00:45:52.960 --> 00:45:53.820
No, I didn't know. That was different.
1308
00:45:54.460 --> 00:45:55.360
Oh, that was different.
1309
00:45:55.780 --> 00:45:58.480
No, the record deal thing I did was for me
1310
00:45:58.579 --> 00:46:00.909
to personally drop music under my name.
1311
00:46:01.949 --> 00:46:03.070
Oh, I thought that was.
1312
00:46:03.150 --> 00:46:04.690
It's like I get my favorite... No, I get my
1313
00:46:04.730 --> 00:46:07.670
favorite artists, whatever, and put them all in one album,
1314
00:46:07.789 --> 00:46:09.010
like on some DJ Khaled shit.
1315
00:46:09.489 --> 00:46:09.769
Yeah.
1316
00:46:09.929 --> 00:46:11.269
Yeah, it wasn't like me go put people on stream.
1317
00:46:11.349 --> 00:46:12.730
Oh, I thought they would pay you to like, yo,
1318
00:46:12.750 --> 00:46:14.230
you got to put this artist on. Hell no.
1319
00:46:14.949 --> 00:46:15.110
Okay.
1320
00:46:15.139 --> 00:46:15.260
Okay.
1321
00:46:16.590 --> 00:46:18.829
Yeah, I'm not gonna just... Nah, fuck that.
1322
00:46:18.949 --> 00:46:20.389
You gotta wanna do it. Yeah.
1323
00:46:20.710 --> 00:46:22.610
Or, like, if the idea makes sense. If someone were
1324
00:46:22.630 --> 00:46:24.489
to come up to me, yo, I got this crazy
1325
00:46:24.570 --> 00:46:26.739
check for you. Here's our content idea. We're gonna put
1326
00:46:26.780 --> 00:46:29.019
this amount of money in content to make this crazy and, like,
1327
00:46:29.280 --> 00:46:32.300
bring some actual value. Then, okay. Maybe I'll do it.
1328
00:46:32.300 --> 00:46:34.360
But if it's just me and a random person in
1329
00:46:34.400 --> 00:46:35.539
a studio and getting paid, I'm not doing it.
1330
00:46:36.059 --> 00:46:37.900
Because you need a mutually beneficial thing. Yeah, exactly.
1331
00:46:37.920 --> 00:46:39.099
If it's a good stream, fuck it. I'd love to
1332
00:46:39.119 --> 00:46:40.460
do a good stream and get paid at the same time.
1333
00:46:40.500 --> 00:46:43.239
Hell yeah. Yeah, that's fair. I wanna go back to
1334
00:46:43.260 --> 00:46:47.199
this fucking... This fucking, like, no... no happiness if you
1335
00:46:47.239 --> 00:46:51.119
don't have the shit going. It's just weird. You've never
1336
00:46:51.139 --> 00:46:53.809
spent time to like think of other shit.
1337
00:46:53.829 --> 00:46:56.690
I don't know, bro. My, my, my brain is just
1338
00:46:56.730 --> 00:47:01.170
wired to just think about the work. That's it. Work, work, work, stream, stream, stream.
1339
00:47:01.190 --> 00:47:03.730
What can I do to, to better my streaming? What
1340
00:47:03.750 --> 00:47:05.949
can I do next? What can I, yeah, it's just,
1341
00:47:06.849 --> 00:47:08.750
I don't have any other thoughts in my brain about
1342
00:47:08.789 --> 00:47:11.739
like personal, like nothing, bro. I think I'm just, I'm
1343
00:47:11.780 --> 00:47:15.349
obsessed with like with, with what I do. Like at
1344
00:47:15.369 --> 00:47:16.570
the same time, I feel like you can't get to
1345
00:47:16.590 --> 00:47:18.349
where you want to be without being obsessed.
1346
00:47:18.710 --> 00:47:20.710
No, it's true. I think maybe the gym thing, if
1347
00:47:20.750 --> 00:47:23.159
you actually try to take it serious, but it's tough
1348
00:47:23.179 --> 00:47:25.199
to take it serious because you're getting paid to take
1349
00:47:25.239 --> 00:47:27.539
it serious. Like, are you actually going to take it serious?
1350
00:47:27.579 --> 00:47:29.840
Like that's the thing, like to make real changes, you
1351
00:47:29.860 --> 00:47:33.000
have to actually want it, not just because there's an outcome.
1352
00:47:33.579 --> 00:47:36.239
Like obviously the outcome you want is the physical change. Yeah.
1353
00:47:36.730 --> 00:47:38.369
But if the other outcome is like, oh, I'm also
1354
00:47:38.389 --> 00:47:40.750
getting paid to do this, so I have to. It's
1355
00:47:40.769 --> 00:47:42.170
like back in school when they're like, you got to
1356
00:47:42.210 --> 00:47:43.929
read this book. You're like, I don't read this fucking book.
1357
00:47:43.989 --> 00:47:45.730
But the minute you actually want to read the book,
1358
00:47:45.769 --> 00:47:47.789
you read the book. Yeah. I mean, maybe that's just
1359
00:47:47.809 --> 00:47:49.309
a personal anecdote from my life, but.
1360
00:47:50.429 --> 00:47:52.710
I feel like if it's going to help my content,
1361
00:47:52.750 --> 00:47:55.469
like I know how well a transformation would do. So
1362
00:47:55.630 --> 00:47:57.070
that's why I think I would do it.
1363
00:47:57.389 --> 00:47:59.510
Yes, you do everything for content.
1364
00:47:59.590 --> 00:48:00.869
Yeah, but I'm just, I'm honest.
1365
00:48:00.929 --> 00:48:02.219
What do you do for you? Nothing.
1366
00:48:02.510 --> 00:48:04.570
Absolutely nothing. I don't, I don't like.
1367
00:48:05.440 --> 00:48:06.820
That's going to bite you in the ass someday.
1368
00:48:07.280 --> 00:48:08.039
Oh, yeah, 100%.
1369
00:48:08.039 --> 00:48:08.440
Guaranteed.
1370
00:48:08.559 --> 00:48:10.659
Yeah. I'll worry about that later.
1371
00:48:11.139 --> 00:48:13.469
Well, no, you got to worry about that now because
1372
00:48:13.489 --> 00:48:14.420
you can prepare for it.
1373
00:48:15.110 --> 00:48:16.050
Why do you think it's going to bite me in
1374
00:48:16.070 --> 00:48:16.230
the ass?
1375
00:48:16.750 --> 00:48:19.489
Because you described it exactly, that when you don't have it,
1376
00:48:19.510 --> 00:48:20.909
you're going to feel terrible. Yeah.
1377
00:48:22.050 --> 00:48:24.309
I just need to find more of a balance, which
1378
00:48:24.329 --> 00:48:29.070
is hard because, like I said, bro, I can't get outworked, bro.
1379
00:48:29.780 --> 00:48:32.219
I don't want to get outworked. I don't want to
1380
00:48:32.260 --> 00:48:36.619
be inconsistent. And lose the momentum. Just don't.
1381
00:48:37.219 --> 00:48:39.579
Yeah, but you could still do that and find other
1382
00:48:39.639 --> 00:48:41.500
avenues in your life to feel fulfillment.
1383
00:48:41.719 --> 00:48:42.590
When do I have time for that?
1384
00:48:43.159 --> 00:48:46.210
You can make time. I mean, it's not like you only...
1385
00:48:46.570 --> 00:48:48.650
It's not always all your time.
1386
00:48:49.349 --> 00:48:53.809
Dude, I sit on calls with my friends, with my people,
1387
00:48:53.829 --> 00:48:57.130
with my team. When I'm not streaming, figure out what
1388
00:48:57.170 --> 00:48:59.309
to do next. That's all I do, bro. Yeah, we'll
1389
00:48:59.329 --> 00:49:02.389
have some good conversations about basketball or whatever the fuck
1390
00:49:02.409 --> 00:49:05.860
it is in the middle. But, like, that's my life, bro.
1391
00:49:07.000 --> 00:49:10.099
I have dedicated everything I have to this, bro. And, like,
1392
00:49:10.460 --> 00:49:13.510
I just don't want to stop. I won't stop. Yeah.
1393
00:49:14.210 --> 00:49:16.150
But there has to be. I guess you got to, like,
1394
00:49:16.829 --> 00:49:19.329
I mean, at some point, learn to create space to just, like,
1395
00:49:19.349 --> 00:49:20.500
do something for yourself. yourself.
1396
00:49:21.059 --> 00:49:22.329
Yeah. So, you know Adam W.
1397
00:49:22.639 --> 00:49:23.599
Yes. Great guy.
1398
00:49:23.820 --> 00:49:24.960
Fucking, oh, my God.
1399
00:49:25.159 --> 00:49:25.510
Yeah, I love him.
1400
00:49:25.530 --> 00:49:27.090
I've never streamed with him or anything. Met him a
1401
00:49:27.090 --> 00:49:28.570
bunch of times off camera. Such a good dude. If
1402
00:49:28.590 --> 00:49:30.150
you're watching this, bro, I love you. He told me
1403
00:49:30.170 --> 00:49:33.329
that I need to take one day, and it would
1404
00:49:33.349 --> 00:49:35.800
really help. Just take one day. fully off my phone,
1405
00:49:35.840 --> 00:49:37.440
off the internet, and, like, do that once a week. It's, like,
1406
00:49:37.559 --> 00:49:40.320
one day out of the week, just, like, no access
1407
00:49:40.340 --> 00:49:43.400
to internet and not one thing regarding streaming and just
1408
00:49:43.579 --> 00:49:44.119
try it.
1409
00:49:44.420 --> 00:49:47.030
Minimum. And because you'll... I think it'll help you with
1410
00:49:47.070 --> 00:49:48.570
your creativity, too, that you should have such a hard
1411
00:49:48.590 --> 00:49:48.889
time with.
1412
00:49:48.909 --> 00:49:50.130
There's nothing that would help with that, bro.
1413
00:49:50.530 --> 00:49:50.989
No, that would.
1414
00:49:51.010 --> 00:49:53.869
I've tried smoking. I've tried doing everything. I can't. I can't.
1415
00:49:53.889 --> 00:49:57.570
No, I think it's just peace, dude. Like, I think
1416
00:49:57.590 --> 00:49:58.780
it's a great suggestion.
1417
00:49:59.090 --> 00:50:01.940
Bro, I'm so, like... obsessed with this shit my creative
1418
00:50:01.960 --> 00:50:03.719
mind i was thinking why can i not think creatively
1419
00:50:03.739 --> 00:50:05.699
whatever i started watching movies trying to think of new
1420
00:50:05.719 --> 00:50:07.199
shit to do and like i didn't want to watch
1421
00:50:07.219 --> 00:50:08.570
these movies but i had to to figure out what
1422
00:50:08.590 --> 00:50:10.909
the fuck can i do what movies just like random
1423
00:50:10.969 --> 00:50:12.489
movies but the most random shit you could think of
1424
00:50:12.530 --> 00:50:14.769
but i watched a really good movie the one with
1425
00:50:15.030 --> 00:50:19.150
um timothy chalamet the the ping pong shit oh yeah
1426
00:50:19.170 --> 00:50:20.789
that's one of the recent ones i watched very good
1427
00:50:20.829 --> 00:50:22.989
movie like i'm just like trying to do different shit
1428
00:50:23.469 --> 00:50:25.969
to like to go back to my streaming so i'm
1429
00:50:25.989 --> 00:50:27.269
not even watching a movie to watch it i'm watching
1430
00:50:27.309 --> 00:50:28.949
it to figure out how it can help me in
1431
00:50:28.989 --> 00:50:30.719
my work Yeah. That's bad.
1432
00:50:30.920 --> 00:50:31.519
Yeah, it's fucked.
1433
00:50:31.800 --> 00:50:32.739
It's fucked.
1434
00:50:32.820 --> 00:50:34.500
But I'm not going to lie. At 22, that's kind
1435
00:50:34.519 --> 00:50:37.320
of where you need to be. What do you mean?
1436
00:50:37.519 --> 00:50:39.639
That's kind of typical. Like, it's where you kind of
1437
00:50:39.679 --> 00:50:40.800
should be at your age.
1438
00:50:41.070 --> 00:50:41.320
Okay.
1439
00:50:41.809 --> 00:50:44.730
I mean, it's a little skewed because you started doing
1440
00:50:44.750 --> 00:50:47.030
the streaming thing when you were like a fucking baby. Yeah.
1441
00:50:47.429 --> 00:50:50.989
So it's a little skewed. But like 22 years old, like, yeah.
1442
00:50:51.329 --> 00:50:53.219
I mean, what else should you be obsessed with other
1443
00:50:53.239 --> 00:50:55.800
than like success? Trying to accomplish something.
1444
00:50:55.860 --> 00:50:57.420
Yeah. I guess 22 is still pretty young.
1445
00:50:58.059 --> 00:51:01.320
Oh, what you mean, bro? Because you're a baby, dude. No,
1446
00:51:01.320 --> 00:51:01.739
I'm not a baby.
1447
00:51:01.800 --> 00:51:02.340
I'm a grown man.
1448
00:51:02.360 --> 00:51:06.119
You're a baby, bro. You barely got chin hair. What
1449
00:51:06.139 --> 00:51:06.519
the fuck?
1450
00:51:06.539 --> 00:51:08.099
I just shaved off a full face of beard.
1451
00:51:08.119 --> 00:51:10.559
No, you didn't. I swear to God, no, bro.
1452
00:51:10.599 --> 00:51:12.420
Go back to my old streams a few days ago, bro.
1453
00:51:12.460 --> 00:51:13.280
I had a full thing of.
1454
00:51:13.699 --> 00:51:15.539
You said a full thing of beard or you had hair?
1455
00:51:15.559 --> 00:51:15.920
Yeah, like you.
1456
00:51:15.940 --> 00:51:17.489
Like stubble. You didn't have a beard like me.
1457
00:51:17.500 --> 00:51:17.940
I had you.
1458
00:51:18.300 --> 00:51:18.599
No.
1459
00:51:19.099 --> 00:51:19.780
But it looked way better.
1460
00:51:19.800 --> 00:51:21.179
It didn't look better than my shit.
1461
00:51:21.199 --> 00:51:21.619
Way better, bro.
1462
00:51:21.639 --> 00:51:23.989
That's a cap. Why you got the chin strap thing
1463
00:51:24.030 --> 00:51:29.369
going on, man? Don't worry about it. You're so funny, man.
1464
00:51:30.280 --> 00:51:32.000
You're such a fucking character, dude.
1465
00:51:32.159 --> 00:51:32.800
What, bro?
1466
00:51:33.139 --> 00:51:36.840
You're just a character, man. You need some, like, you time.
1467
00:51:36.860 --> 00:51:39.280
Bro, I'm going to worry about that in a few years.
1468
00:51:40.130 --> 00:51:41.150
That's not a bad idea.
1469
00:51:41.369 --> 00:51:42.130
Like, for real, bro.
1470
00:51:42.150 --> 00:51:42.969
That's not a bad idea.
1471
00:51:42.989 --> 00:51:45.789
Like, what, am I going to spend these times being
1472
00:51:45.829 --> 00:51:49.030
a little bitch and going and sitting on the fucking beach? Oh,
1473
00:51:49.050 --> 00:51:52.050
I've been doing that. Actually, damn, fuck, I am a bitch, bro.
1474
00:51:52.190 --> 00:51:53.349
It's good, though.
1475
00:51:53.369 --> 00:51:55.510
No, I've tried this the past few days. I've been
1476
00:51:55.570 --> 00:51:59.010
going out at night by myself, late at night, no security, nothing,
1477
00:51:59.050 --> 00:52:02.289
just me, and just walking on the beach. Is that gay?
1478
00:52:02.309 --> 00:52:03.570
No. Okay. Fuck no.
1479
00:52:03.719 --> 00:52:06.099
You're, like, abused by this. You want to join me, bro? Yeah, low-key,
1480
00:52:06.119 --> 00:52:09.349
I'll pull up. Bro, it was peaceful as fuck. No,
1481
00:52:09.389 --> 00:52:12.179
but then this is what happened. And then kids swarmed
1482
00:52:12.239 --> 00:52:14.719
me one night and ruined it, bro. They fucking ruined it.
1483
00:52:14.719 --> 00:52:15.320
These fishers.
1484
00:52:15.340 --> 00:52:17.300
Who the fuck fishes at 2 a.m.
1485
00:52:17.679 --> 00:52:18.659
A lot of people fish at night.
1486
00:52:18.719 --> 00:52:20.860
Bro, and they fucking ruined it. Now I don't want
1487
00:52:20.880 --> 00:52:21.380
to go back.
1488
00:52:21.900 --> 00:52:24.869
You got to find a more secluded spot. That's actually
1489
00:52:24.909 --> 00:52:28.489
like the coolest thing you've ever done, I think. Like
1490
00:52:28.510 --> 00:52:29.980
you actually did something for yourself.
1491
00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:31.519
Felt like a normal human being. Bro, I pumped my
1492
00:52:31.559 --> 00:52:33.340
own gas for the first time. I've been learning how
1493
00:52:33.360 --> 00:52:33.840
to drive.
1494
00:52:33.860 --> 00:52:35.880
I always pump my own gas. You don't pump gas?
1495
00:52:35.900 --> 00:52:37.699
I don't drive. Oh, you always like Ubers and shit.
1496
00:52:37.760 --> 00:52:40.739
No, my assistant drives. Hold it. Wait, one more time.
1497
00:52:41.500 --> 00:52:42.219
Uber and shit?
1498
00:52:42.260 --> 00:52:45.590
No, one more time. Oh, this? That's not that bad. Turkey?
1499
00:52:46.250 --> 00:52:47.389
What do you mean?
1500
00:52:47.409 --> 00:52:49.010
What did you do? What do you mean? Is that
1501
00:52:49.030 --> 00:52:49.469
a tattoo?
1502
00:52:49.510 --> 00:52:52.750
The foosie? The foosie, bro? No.
1503
00:52:52.789 --> 00:52:53.429
What is that?
1504
00:52:54.150 --> 00:52:55.030
What do you mean?
1505
00:52:55.610 --> 00:52:56.780
You know what I did see that was really cool?
1506
00:52:57.340 --> 00:52:57.460
What?
1507
00:52:57.480 --> 00:53:01.670
I don't know. So is the half thing the Spanish group?
1508
00:53:02.610 --> 00:53:04.809
Yeah, it's the drink brand, the Amigos Toxicals.
1509
00:53:05.070 --> 00:53:07.099
That's the Spanish group of Felipe and all them, right?
1510
00:53:07.239 --> 00:53:08.519
Their group is Chico's Toxicals.
1511
00:53:08.539 --> 00:53:09.300
Chico's Toxicals, yeah.
1512
00:53:09.360 --> 00:53:11.420
So this is the brand that we made for the tequila.
1513
00:53:11.539 --> 00:53:13.480
They gave you a percent. Yes.
1514
00:53:13.880 --> 00:53:15.539
That was the coolest shit I've ever seen.
1515
00:53:15.559 --> 00:53:16.260
Yeah.
1516
00:53:16.280 --> 00:53:19.409
That was fucking cool. And obviously, they just did it.
1517
00:53:19.670 --> 00:53:20.750
They just did it, yeah.
1518
00:53:20.849 --> 00:53:21.989
Yeah, that's some real shit.
1519
00:53:22.030 --> 00:53:26.090
Yeah. I mean, bro, they're real people that actually saw
1520
00:53:26.130 --> 00:53:27.929
the benefit that I got. gave to them and they
1521
00:53:28.150 --> 00:53:31.550
gave back yeah like genuinely and for me i think
1522
00:53:31.610 --> 00:53:33.340
if you saw that video i was emotional because it
1523
00:53:33.360 --> 00:53:35.000
was like the first time.
1524
00:53:34.780 --> 00:53:37.480
Ever yeah you had bad experiences.
1525
00:53:36.920 --> 00:53:38.719
Someone's ever like yo bro you helped us so we
1526
00:53:38.739 --> 00:53:41.420
want to help you yeah first time ever and and
1527
00:53:41.480 --> 00:53:44.500
it's fucking crushing the alcohol is doing.
1528
00:53:44.500 --> 00:53:46.860
So well you got a special spot in hell brother.
1529
00:53:47.239 --> 00:53:49.760
Yeah what about you and a fucking this guy just
1530
00:53:51.389 --> 00:53:52.389
Gandom to Jack.
1531
00:53:52.590 --> 00:53:55.469
Jack.com. Shout out to Jack.com.
1532
00:53:55.530 --> 00:53:57.389
Yeah, look at you. I just saw your fucking video.
1533
00:53:57.730 --> 00:53:59.590
We're going to do more collabs. We're going to do
1534
00:53:59.670 --> 00:54:00.329
bigger production.
1535
00:54:00.349 --> 00:54:01.460
Yeah, they're getting me right, bro.
1536
00:54:01.469 --> 00:54:02.530
That's all the whole thing, man.
1537
00:54:02.730 --> 00:54:03.750
Man, these casinos got.
1538
00:54:03.630 --> 00:54:05.389
A lot of money. Of course they do. You talk
1539
00:54:05.409 --> 00:54:08.989
about a special place in hell. The fuck? And we
1540
00:54:09.030 --> 00:54:10.969
both go in there and we go to hell, bro.
1541
00:54:11.250 --> 00:54:14.239
What the fuck?
1542
00:54:14.389 --> 00:54:15.280
Fuck. Hey, man.
1543
00:54:15.469 --> 00:54:17.940
I gamble so I can show people what not to do.
1544
00:54:19.000 --> 00:54:21.480
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I said that when the wire hits
1545
00:54:21.500 --> 00:54:24.179
my account, too. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's what I say, too.
1546
00:54:24.539 --> 00:54:25.480
You're such a fucking scumbag.
1547
00:54:25.500 --> 00:54:27.909
It's fun, though. If someone can fund my gambling, then
1548
00:54:27.949 --> 00:54:28.989
I'm going to fuck you. I'm going to do it.
1549
00:54:29.050 --> 00:54:31.889
I don't care. Listen, my perspective on gambling is I've
1550
00:54:31.949 --> 00:54:35.510
always said this. If you're gambling with your last dollar,
1551
00:54:35.530 --> 00:54:38.269
you're a fucking idiot. If you're gambling because you want
1552
00:54:38.289 --> 00:54:40.050
to have fun and it's just like you're going to
1553
00:54:40.090 --> 00:54:42.130
spend that money on going on a trip or some shit,
1554
00:54:42.170 --> 00:54:45.840
that's your fucking prerogative. The problem is when... The people
1555
00:54:45.860 --> 00:54:48.519
let it destroy them because they're like their very last dollar.
1556
00:54:48.559 --> 00:54:49.900
They go, I got it. I'm going to get it.
1557
00:54:49.940 --> 00:54:52.780
And then they lose their last dollar. Yeah. And that's terrible.
1558
00:54:53.500 --> 00:54:53.659
It is.
1559
00:54:53.940 --> 00:54:56.619
So got to make better choices, man. Yeah.
1560
00:54:56.639 --> 00:54:59.079
I feel like I learned from my mistakes, though. Make
1561
00:54:59.099 --> 00:55:00.320
a lot of mistakes. Just learn from them.
1562
00:55:00.340 --> 00:55:02.260
What do you think the biggest mistake you've ever made
1563
00:55:02.280 --> 00:55:03.599
has been? On the internet.
1564
00:55:04.500 --> 00:55:06.699
On the internet. Off the internet, surrounding myself with the
1565
00:55:06.719 --> 00:55:08.300
wrong people. On the internet.
1566
00:55:08.559 --> 00:55:09.900
It's kind of hand in hand. It's funny.
1567
00:55:10.599 --> 00:55:12.780
And it reflected in my shit. Like, bro, I was
1568
00:55:12.820 --> 00:55:13.960
on the same exact couch.
1569
00:55:13.980 --> 00:55:14.980
Yeah.
1570
00:55:16.119 --> 00:55:18.760
Arguing with my best friend who is the reason I
1571
00:55:18.800 --> 00:55:21.039
was even in that, in this position or in that
1572
00:55:21.079 --> 00:55:24.059
position at the time. Yeah. And yeah, just being around
1573
00:55:24.079 --> 00:55:27.920
the wrong people. But biggest, like the biggest, what'd you say?
1574
00:55:28.159 --> 00:55:28.719
Biggest mistake.
1575
00:55:28.780 --> 00:55:29.920
Biggest mistake. I don't, I think.
1576
00:55:30.400 --> 00:55:31.900
Not regret. Cause obviously you learned.
1577
00:55:31.920 --> 00:55:34.550
Cause I don't regret anything. Biggest mistake, I guess not
1578
00:55:34.590 --> 00:55:37.349
realizing that what I say will always come back to
1579
00:55:37.389 --> 00:55:37.690
haunt me.
1580
00:55:38.150 --> 00:55:38.329
Yeah.
1581
00:55:38.710 --> 00:55:40.869
Um, even if I didn't mean it like that, or
1582
00:55:41.070 --> 00:55:43.650
maybe I was just a kid being dumb, like all
1583
00:55:43.690 --> 00:55:46.239
these things, like, that i've said or done they'll always
1584
00:55:46.280 --> 00:55:49.300
come back no matter what people never like there's one
1585
00:55:49.320 --> 00:55:50.639
side of the internet that just won't forgive me and
1586
00:55:50.719 --> 00:55:52.719
won't forget and they'll keep resurfacing these clips and they'll
1587
00:55:52.739 --> 00:55:54.880
just won't they won't give it up so i guess
1588
00:55:54.900 --> 00:55:56.760
just like being more cautious with what i was doing.
1589
00:55:57.079 --> 00:56:00.280
Yeah so what's the what's the the biggest uh i
1590
00:56:00.300 --> 00:56:01.780
guess the opposite of that would have been like the
1591
00:56:01.800 --> 00:56:04.449
best moment that you think you've had so.
1592
00:56:04.329 --> 00:56:08.239
Far in streaming I think the best moment of what
1593
00:56:08.260 --> 00:56:10.619
I felt like the best was when I was with,
1594
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:14.139
it was me, Sneeko, Brecky Hill, Sky Bree, first time
1595
00:56:14.159 --> 00:56:17.039
I hit 100K on, we were in a house in
1596
00:56:17.059 --> 00:56:19.159
like a hot tub doing a bunch of things. Are
1597
00:56:19.199 --> 00:56:19.880
you smiling?
1598
00:56:19.900 --> 00:56:20.760
Oh, I remember that.
1599
00:56:21.119 --> 00:56:21.199
Oh.
1600
00:56:21.539 --> 00:56:21.760
Yeah.
1601
00:56:22.099 --> 00:56:23.079
And it was great. Sarah, I think.
1602
00:56:23.099 --> 00:56:24.110
I was around that era.
1603
00:56:24.119 --> 00:56:25.809
Yeah, you were, bro. And that was like the first
1604
00:56:25.849 --> 00:56:29.480
time I was like, Damn, my whole life, I've been
1605
00:56:29.500 --> 00:56:32.039
this guy that got bullied, no one gave a fuck about,
1606
00:56:32.400 --> 00:56:35.519
that stayed at home. No girl would even look my way,
1607
00:56:35.639 --> 00:56:38.320
give me attention. I was a fucking loser, absolute loser.
1608
00:56:38.570 --> 00:56:40.050
The thing is, I was a loser. I wasn't even
1609
00:56:40.130 --> 00:56:40.949
good at anything I was doing.
1610
00:56:40.969 --> 00:56:41.530
I was in school.
1611
00:56:41.550 --> 00:56:43.909
I was failing. I was doing shit. Maybe I was
1612
00:56:43.929 --> 00:56:45.070
good at video games, but what the fuck was that
1613
00:56:45.090 --> 00:56:47.070
going to do for me? This is the first time
1614
00:56:47.090 --> 00:56:48.570
in my life where I felt like, wow, I'm doing
1615
00:56:48.630 --> 00:56:51.289
something right, and I'm doing it good, and people are
1616
00:56:51.309 --> 00:56:54.210
seeing that, and people are liking me. And I'm not
1617
00:56:54.369 --> 00:56:59.309
that same fucking loser nerd that I always have been. Yeah.
1618
00:57:00.010 --> 00:57:03.130
Have you had any moments like that since? No. That
1619
00:57:03.150 --> 00:57:06.230
was it for you, huh? Yeah. So what? Did a
1620
00:57:06.269 --> 00:57:07.989
part of you do all this stuff just so you'd
1621
00:57:08.010 --> 00:57:09.230
be more accepted?
1622
00:57:10.030 --> 00:57:11.630
That was probably the reason I did it. I started
1623
00:57:12.010 --> 00:57:16.699
just so I can get people to like me, probably.
1624
00:57:16.719 --> 00:57:17.500
Yeah.
1625
00:57:17.519 --> 00:57:20.960
That's not why I do it now. Now, I just
1626
00:57:20.980 --> 00:57:21.260
do it.
1627
00:57:21.659 --> 00:57:23.559
But you just do it now because they already like you.
1628
00:57:24.139 --> 00:57:30.000
Yeah, I guess. But going back, I don't remember.
1629
00:57:30.039 --> 00:57:31.639
That is still why you do it now. I'm going
1630
00:57:31.659 --> 00:57:33.199
to tell you why, and I'm not trying to be mean,
1631
00:57:33.219 --> 00:57:35.940
but because you said earlier that if it all went away,
1632
00:57:36.000 --> 00:57:39.139
you'd feel terrible. Yes. So it's still the same reason.
1633
00:57:39.179 --> 00:57:40.300
Because I want people to like me. Yeah.
1634
00:57:40.989 --> 00:57:43.869
But that's true for all of us. Everyone does everything
1635
00:57:43.889 --> 00:57:45.230
they do because they want acceptance.
1636
00:57:45.429 --> 00:57:45.690
Yeah.
1637
00:57:46.090 --> 00:57:47.429
I just don't know what I would do without streaming.
1638
00:57:47.630 --> 00:57:52.190
Without me being Neon, the streamer, I don't know what's left.
1639
00:57:52.670 --> 00:57:53.349
Well, it's still you.
1640
00:57:53.510 --> 00:57:54.349
Yeah, still me.
1641
00:57:54.389 --> 00:57:57.250
You still figured it all out. Yeah. That's still a
1642
00:57:57.289 --> 00:57:59.750
ton of value, you know? And at some point, you know,
1643
00:57:59.769 --> 00:58:01.940
hopefully you have kids and a family and you fucking
1644
00:58:02.000 --> 00:58:04.099
teach them what you learned. Yeah. That's kind of like
1645
00:58:04.139 --> 00:58:05.739
what all this shit's about at the end of the day.
1646
00:58:06.260 --> 00:58:07.820
So you've done a good job, man.
1647
00:58:08.199 --> 00:58:09.019
Thank you, bro. Yeah.
1648
00:58:09.389 --> 00:58:11.170
I know I like to give you shit. Really, really
1649
00:58:11.210 --> 00:58:12.869
pissed off you showed up late. I know, dude. I
1650
00:58:12.889 --> 00:58:13.559
still like you, bro.
1651
00:58:13.570 --> 00:58:14.230
I feel really bad.
1652
00:58:14.510 --> 00:58:14.909
It's all good.
1653
00:58:14.929 --> 00:58:15.699
It will never happen again.
1654
00:58:15.840 --> 00:58:17.039
It's all good. It's all good.
1655
00:58:17.179 --> 00:58:17.760
I feel bad, bro.
1656
00:58:17.780 --> 00:58:19.239
I want to come on a stream one of these days.
1657
00:58:19.659 --> 00:58:21.579
Yes, but dude, because, so I'm not, the thing is
1658
00:58:21.619 --> 00:58:23.440
I'm not doing, I'm not doing my fitness journey on
1659
00:58:23.480 --> 00:58:25.980
stream because I won't take it serious. So I'm going
1660
00:58:26.000 --> 00:58:27.739
to be doing a lot of it off stream and
1661
00:58:27.760 --> 00:58:30.329
like recording or whatever because like when I'm on stream, bro,
1662
00:58:30.349 --> 00:58:32.510
it feels like, like I don't, bro, I still, now
1663
00:58:32.530 --> 00:58:35.190
when I'm streaming, I don't remember a lot because it
1664
00:58:35.210 --> 00:58:38.070
just feels like, like a fucking switch in my brain.
1665
00:58:38.469 --> 00:58:40.679
So like, I don't want to get in a mode
1666
00:58:40.719 --> 00:58:42.179
on stream where I don't give a fuck and stop
1667
00:58:42.219 --> 00:58:43.500
caring or whatever, and I just make a whole mockery
1668
00:58:43.519 --> 00:58:45.469
of it, which I've been doing with fitness shit. That's
1669
00:58:45.489 --> 00:58:47.949
why I'm doing it fully off stream, not live, no chat,
1670
00:58:47.969 --> 00:58:48.670
no nothing, just me.
1671
00:58:48.889 --> 00:58:50.750
It'll be YouTube videos. Yeah, YouTube videos.
1672
00:58:51.150 --> 00:58:54.269
I don't even want to show my progress. I'll talk
1673
00:58:54.289 --> 00:58:56.349
about it maybe, but when it comes to actually doing shit,
1674
00:58:56.369 --> 00:58:58.010
I don't even want to do anything on stream. We
1675
00:58:58.030 --> 00:58:59.130
should definitely do a stream soon, though.
1676
00:58:59.590 --> 00:58:59.909
I'm down.
1677
00:59:00.429 --> 00:59:01.789
And I think we should run this back with Fousey.
1678
00:59:02.570 --> 00:59:03.650
I know, bro.
1679
00:59:03.670 --> 00:59:06.070
I mean, Fousey's, oh my God, so good, dude.
1680
00:59:06.300 --> 00:59:09.090
Yeah, I'll get him back. He was here for a minute,
1681
00:59:09.110 --> 00:59:10.469
then he went back to... San Diego.
1682
00:59:10.510 --> 00:59:11.329
Because he's about to compete.
1683
00:59:11.809 --> 00:59:12.050
Yeah.
1684
00:59:12.090 --> 00:59:12.269
Yeah.
1685
00:59:12.929 --> 00:59:14.369
He got in crazy shape, bro.
1686
00:59:14.429 --> 00:59:17.949
I know, dude. His life is a movie. Yeah.
1687
00:59:18.429 --> 00:59:18.690
Yeah.
1688
00:59:18.750 --> 00:59:22.190
Have you ever sat down with him and broken down everything? Like,
1689
00:59:22.269 --> 00:59:23.010
every era? No, like.
1690
00:59:24.639 --> 00:59:26.940
Cause he's so, he's kind of like back again, which
1691
00:59:27.000 --> 00:59:29.860
is the craziest thing to say, but we've had a few,
1692
00:59:29.880 --> 00:59:32.800
but I feel like the times that I've had conversations
1693
00:59:32.840 --> 00:59:34.239
with him for the most part were like when he
1694
00:59:34.280 --> 00:59:38.059
was like sort of in those moments, you know, still
1695
00:59:38.079 --> 00:59:38.960
like streamer mode.
1696
00:59:39.179 --> 00:59:41.099
So you've never had a conversation with him? Like with,
1697
00:59:41.159 --> 00:59:43.619
I mean, I have cameras on pod.
1698
00:59:43.780 --> 00:59:44.340
No, I haven't.
1699
00:59:44.400 --> 00:59:45.179
Oh, you didn't do that.
1700
00:59:45.519 --> 00:59:47.619
Yeah. I got to do it. Cause he's in a different, different,
1701
00:59:47.639 --> 00:59:48.730
I mean, I talked to him at the gym. He
1702
00:59:48.750 --> 00:59:50.630
was there for like a week when you were, when
1703
00:59:50.650 --> 00:59:51.510
I was trying to get that done.
1704
00:59:51.550 --> 00:59:51.690
Yeah.
1705
00:59:52.179 --> 00:59:55.760
And he's definitely in the best spirits I've ever seen him. Yeah, amazing.
1706
00:59:56.070 --> 00:59:57.619
Which is crazy, man. He's got to be the one
1707
00:59:57.659 --> 00:59:59.869
person I've never... I don't know if there's anyone else
1708
00:59:59.889 --> 01:00:02.690
in the history of the fucking internet who's gone up
1709
01:00:02.750 --> 01:00:04.670
and crashed, gone up and crashed that many times.
1710
01:00:05.030 --> 01:00:06.389
He's someone who can come back whenever. Like, even he
1711
01:00:06.429 --> 01:00:08.369
came back now going on Dean's shit. Every stream I
1712
01:00:08.389 --> 01:00:09.469
do with Fousey goes insane.
1713
01:00:10.010 --> 01:00:10.210
Yeah.
1714
01:00:10.230 --> 01:00:11.769
Like, he just... He'll always be that guy.
1715
01:00:12.090 --> 01:00:15.250
And it's interesting because he's not even that same crazy character.
1716
01:00:15.429 --> 01:00:19.500
Yeah, I think... Fuck, they just like him as... No
1717
01:00:19.519 --> 01:00:21.059
matter what era of his life he's in, no matter
1718
01:00:21.159 --> 01:00:23.909
what state of his mind he's in, they just love him. Yeah.
1719
01:00:24.239 --> 01:00:25.469
Well, he's also good at speaking.
1720
01:00:25.829 --> 01:00:26.090
Very good.
1721
01:00:26.110 --> 01:00:26.750
He's actually good at talking.
1722
01:00:26.769 --> 01:00:27.369
Oh, wow.
1723
01:00:27.449 --> 01:00:30.320
Yes. Yeah. I'll have him back on. We'll do another one.
1724
01:00:30.329 --> 01:00:34.530
We'll run it back for sure. So the fitness stuff
1725
01:00:34.570 --> 01:00:37.889
for you, you're actually going to try... Is there a
1726
01:00:37.929 --> 01:00:38.670
timeline on this?
1727
01:00:38.909 --> 01:00:39.989
A year. One year.
1728
01:00:40.130 --> 01:00:44.829
One year, exactly. Do you have how you want to look? No.
1729
01:00:45.150 --> 01:00:46.969
I think my trainer has everything he's going to present
1730
01:00:46.989 --> 01:00:47.269
it to me.
1731
01:00:48.010 --> 01:00:48.159
But.
1732
01:00:49.429 --> 01:00:53.750
I think he used to be a football player, black guy, muscular.
1733
01:00:53.929 --> 01:00:56.289
He's a good guy. He's going to be traveling me
1734
01:00:56.349 --> 01:00:58.949
everywhere nonstop. No matter where I'm at, if I need
1735
01:00:59.260 --> 01:01:00.940
to work out, he's banging on my door. I told
1736
01:01:00.980 --> 01:01:04.139
him he's not my room key. I need to do this.
1737
01:01:04.420 --> 01:01:05.719
Like I said, it's going to funnel back in. It's
1738
01:01:05.739 --> 01:01:07.880
going to make me do well. I'm going to feel better.
1739
01:01:08.960 --> 01:01:12.559
I'm trying to get away from drinking these energy drinks.
1740
01:01:12.760 --> 01:01:13.989
There could be some healthy ones out there, but the
1741
01:01:14.030 --> 01:01:18.590
ones I drink aren't healthy. Natural energy. Just trying to
1742
01:01:18.630 --> 01:01:19.119
figure it all out.
1743
01:01:19.949 --> 01:01:22.309
So like, but how are you determining if you complete
1744
01:01:22.329 --> 01:01:25.409
it or not? Is it just like, you're, you look, you're,
1745
01:01:25.429 --> 01:01:26.449
you're more jacked or?
1746
01:01:26.469 --> 01:01:28.000
I don't know. I think I need to figure that out.
1747
01:01:28.010 --> 01:01:29.570
So you guys have to try to get you on peptide,
1748
01:01:29.610 --> 01:01:30.409
take some steroids.
1749
01:01:30.449 --> 01:01:31.389
I asked them, they told me no.
1750
01:01:31.610 --> 01:01:32.610
Yeah, you're too young. I tried.
1751
01:01:32.630 --> 01:01:35.190
I tried so hard. I said, give me testosterone, please.
1752
01:01:35.210 --> 01:01:37.260
The videos will blow up. I was like, bro, we
1753
01:01:37.280 --> 01:01:39.570
don't got to tell them shit. Just let me inject
1754
01:01:39.610 --> 01:01:42.500
myself every fucking day and they'll be like, wow, this
1755
01:01:42.579 --> 01:01:44.719
guy's really locked in. They said, no, I'm not letting
1756
01:01:44.739 --> 01:01:45.119
you do it.
1757
01:01:45.320 --> 01:01:46.679
Yeah, you shouldn't do it. Yeah, I can't.
1758
01:01:46.699 --> 01:01:47.820
Well, they said, they vetoed me.
1759
01:01:48.039 --> 01:01:50.769
Yeah, well, cause it's like, you've also just, that's the
1760
01:01:50.789 --> 01:01:53.150
thing with kids now. It's all like everyone's, you know,
1761
01:01:53.309 --> 01:01:55.210
I would call you a kid, I guess. I apologize. No,
1762
01:01:55.230 --> 01:01:58.610
you're a grown man. Doing this whole, like going straight
1763
01:01:58.650 --> 01:02:01.539
to steroids is the dumbest thing ever, especially someone like you,
1764
01:02:01.579 --> 01:02:03.219
like you've never actually really tried.
1765
01:02:03.639 --> 01:02:04.360
What about peptides?
1766
01:02:05.679 --> 01:02:06.179
Even that.
1767
01:02:06.380 --> 01:02:06.800
Seriously?
1768
01:02:07.039 --> 01:02:09.460
Yeah. Cause it's just kind of like, like for example,
1769
01:02:09.500 --> 01:02:12.719
before I ever got on gear, I took, I trained
1770
01:02:13.639 --> 01:02:17.099
seven years consistently. Like, and it was all that I did.
1771
01:02:17.280 --> 01:02:19.769
Like my whole life was, Oh, I'm going to, My,
1772
01:02:19.809 --> 01:02:21.030
in my head when I was 17, I was like,
1773
01:02:21.050 --> 01:02:23.570
I'm gonna be a bodybuilder. Okay. So I was like
1774
01:02:23.710 --> 01:02:27.010
the food, the sleeping, eating, everything was on point training
1775
01:02:27.190 --> 01:02:29.969
every day, seven years straight before I ever tried anything.
1776
01:02:31.050 --> 01:02:33.769
So it's like most kids nowadays, they're like 18 years old.
1777
01:02:33.789 --> 01:02:35.550
They have never really trained, but they seen some gym
1778
01:02:35.570 --> 01:02:37.170
bros and they're like, I just got to get on train.
1779
01:02:37.210 --> 01:02:40.559
It's like, it's not, that's, you're just looking for like a,
1780
01:02:40.929 --> 01:02:42.909
a fucking, a quick fix. And it's like, this isn't
1781
01:02:42.929 --> 01:02:43.550
a quick fix.
1782
01:02:44.090 --> 01:02:46.329
Cause you can't stop taking them, right? Like your body's
1783
01:02:46.349 --> 01:02:47.050
so used to it, you need it.
1784
01:02:47.289 --> 01:02:50.369
You can stop taking it. I mean, you know, a
1785
01:02:50.429 --> 01:02:52.090
certain period maybe go by, if you take it for
1786
01:02:52.110 --> 01:02:53.949
like fucking 10 years, it may be really hard to
1787
01:02:53.989 --> 01:02:56.670
get off. You could always stop, but it's more the,
1788
01:02:57.349 --> 01:02:59.860
you won't have this without that. And if you don't
1789
01:02:59.889 --> 01:03:03.260
develop all of the actual, like I'm sleeping enough, I'm
1790
01:03:03.320 --> 01:03:07.119
eating enough, the boring shit, then you've never actually like
1791
01:03:07.179 --> 01:03:08.699
really tried. Like you don't even know what your body
1792
01:03:08.719 --> 01:03:10.980
can do naturally. You have no idea. So if you
1793
01:03:11.000 --> 01:03:13.869
just fucking stick a pin in, it's like, Yeah, you're
1794
01:03:13.889 --> 01:03:17.070
going to get more results faster, but you have no foundation.
1795
01:03:17.230 --> 01:03:17.449
Yeah.
1796
01:03:18.090 --> 01:03:20.230
So it's just like, it's a stupid idea to just
1797
01:03:20.269 --> 01:03:20.929
go straight to that.
1798
01:03:21.429 --> 01:03:23.719
Try to go natural. Do the best I can. I mean,
1799
01:03:24.110 --> 01:03:26.340
I'm dedicated to this now. So when I start, I'm
1800
01:03:26.360 --> 01:03:26.739
going to do it.
1801
01:03:27.340 --> 01:03:27.699
Nope.
1802
01:03:27.719 --> 01:03:30.300
When I really lock in on something and I know
1803
01:03:30.320 --> 01:03:32.699
the benefits... You're not going to be whining. Fuck yeah,
1804
01:03:33.000 --> 01:03:35.360
I'm going to be whining, bro. You know me.
1805
01:03:35.380 --> 01:03:36.280
That clip.
1806
01:03:36.320 --> 01:03:38.820
Oh my God. I hate that clip, bro. A bunch
1807
01:03:38.860 --> 01:03:41.539
of clips of me barely can't even lift the bar.
1808
01:03:41.760 --> 01:03:43.360
It was real. I was really trying at that time.
1809
01:03:43.400 --> 01:03:45.719
I wasn't trolling you. I swear to God. You probably
1810
01:03:45.739 --> 01:03:46.929
still think I was not trolling you.
1811
01:03:46.940 --> 01:03:47.239
I do think.
1812
01:03:47.440 --> 01:03:47.679
No.
1813
01:03:48.800 --> 01:03:49.469
You were.
1814
01:03:49.860 --> 01:03:50.909
No, I swear to God, bro.
1815
01:03:51.110 --> 01:03:51.730
I'm weak.
1816
01:03:51.849 --> 01:03:54.769
I'm a bit stronger now, but I'm weak, bro.
1817
01:03:55.400 --> 01:03:56.019
Yeah, that sucks.
1818
01:03:56.199 --> 01:03:58.179
But it's because I have a lot of health problems.
1819
01:03:58.239 --> 01:04:00.219
Like a lot. Yeah, you have Crohn's disease.
1820
01:04:00.260 --> 01:04:01.699
Crohn's, yes. And it kills me, bro.
1821
01:04:01.719 --> 01:04:02.139
And it kills.
1822
01:04:02.619 --> 01:04:04.909
Imagine, I take a shot every week. That kills my
1823
01:04:04.929 --> 01:04:05.510
immune system.
1824
01:04:05.949 --> 01:04:06.349
Yeah.
1825
01:04:06.429 --> 01:04:08.849
And I travel every three days. I'm on flights and
1826
01:04:08.869 --> 01:04:11.489
I'm in these hotels. I'm sometimes sitting in fucking shitty
1827
01:04:11.550 --> 01:04:14.929
holiday inns and all this stuff because there's no other
1828
01:04:15.070 --> 01:04:15.949
hotel to early check in.
1829
01:04:16.010 --> 01:04:16.530
Yeah.
1830
01:04:16.840 --> 01:04:19.079
I'm in dirty spots sometimes.
1831
01:04:19.579 --> 01:04:20.380
Have you ever shit blood?
1832
01:04:21.239 --> 01:04:23.199
I used to shit blood every day, you insensitive fuck.
1833
01:04:23.219 --> 01:04:23.300
Yeah.
1834
01:04:24.000 --> 01:04:24.340
Fuck.
1835
01:04:24.420 --> 01:04:27.920
That's actually really tough. And it's actually super hard on
1836
01:04:27.940 --> 01:04:30.119
your body and it makes it really hard to fucking
1837
01:04:30.139 --> 01:04:30.719
get in shape.
1838
01:04:30.760 --> 01:04:32.579
Health-wise, I've been through a lot.
1839
01:04:33.260 --> 01:04:34.380
What else? What else besides that?
1840
01:04:34.400 --> 01:04:38.989
Crazy asthma attacks, being hospitalized because of asthma. I mean,
1841
01:04:39.010 --> 01:04:40.449
that and Crohn's, basically. But my Crohn's used to be
1842
01:04:40.469 --> 01:04:42.619
really bad. I couldn't even go to school because I
1843
01:04:42.909 --> 01:04:43.909
was in and out of the hospital so much.
1844
01:04:43.969 --> 01:04:46.090
I grew up with asthma, too. I had all that.
1845
01:04:46.510 --> 01:04:48.130
But not Crohn's. Crohn's is a different level because it
1846
01:04:48.610 --> 01:04:49.329
fucked your gut up.
1847
01:04:50.010 --> 01:04:51.469
Yeah, I mean, it got so bad to the point
1848
01:04:51.489 --> 01:04:53.480
where the doctor was like, yo, we need to take
1849
01:04:53.519 --> 01:04:56.539
out your, whatever it is in your intestine or something
1850
01:04:56.559 --> 01:04:57.840
to where like you need to shit with a bag.
1851
01:04:58.760 --> 01:04:59.199
Oh my God.
1852
01:04:59.239 --> 01:05:01.590
It was that bad. And then, and then we, we
1853
01:05:01.670 --> 01:05:04.429
got one last opinion and tried one more medicine and
1854
01:05:04.670 --> 01:05:06.550
thankfully it worked or I would have a fucking bag
1855
01:05:06.570 --> 01:05:07.130
on my chest right now.
1856
01:05:07.690 --> 01:05:10.489
Yeah. That's insane. Cause it's, it's essentially like ulcers. Like
1857
01:05:10.550 --> 01:05:14.449
it'll like open holes and they're like bleeding. Yeah.
1858
01:05:15.039 --> 01:05:15.980
It's terrible. Yeah.
1859
01:05:16.000 --> 01:05:18.010
That's, that's tough. You had that your whole life. Yeah.
1860
01:05:18.030 --> 01:05:19.269
And even now I still deal with it. Like I
1861
01:05:19.289 --> 01:05:20.849
still deal with a lot of like flares come up
1862
01:05:20.909 --> 01:05:23.510
and shit happens. I just keep pushing. Yeah.
1863
01:05:23.570 --> 01:05:27.489
That's rough, bro. A friend of mine fixed it himself.
1864
01:05:27.570 --> 01:05:30.190
Naturally. Naturally. Right. Yes. Dude, there's so many natural medicine
1865
01:05:30.210 --> 01:05:31.349
doctors who have reached out to me and they want
1866
01:05:31.369 --> 01:05:33.070
to do it for free. And I'm just so fucking
1867
01:05:33.610 --> 01:05:34.719
stupid and I don't follow up.
1868
01:05:34.750 --> 01:05:37.329
You should. Cause, cause my boy, I'll never forget. He
1869
01:05:37.369 --> 01:05:38.690
told me, and this is kind of what it sort
1870
01:05:38.730 --> 01:05:40.760
of seemed like. Well, he also had a family that
1871
01:05:41.159 --> 01:05:42.539
he started having kids and stuff, but it kind of
1872
01:05:42.579 --> 01:05:46.820
ended his bodybuilding career. Um, fucking in credit credit credible
1873
01:05:46.860 --> 01:05:49.500
shape and then he got crohn's disease and i remember
1874
01:05:49.780 --> 01:05:51.119
i'll never forget i remember one day i was like
1875
01:05:51.139 --> 01:05:52.789
i think i had to live with him and he
1876
01:05:52.829 --> 01:05:57.269
was like shit and he was like fucking like groaning
1877
01:05:57.329 --> 01:06:00.809
like bro i'm shitting blood yeah moral of the story
1878
01:06:00.949 --> 01:06:02.829
he fixed it because he went to the doctor's doctor's
1879
01:06:02.849 --> 01:06:04.380
like yo you got to take i'm assuming you take
1880
01:06:04.420 --> 01:06:05.539
what prednisone shots.
1881
01:06:05.400 --> 01:06:08.340
I used to stop working and then i'd take.
1882
01:06:07.940 --> 01:06:09.960
Yeah so the prednisone shit like just all the things
1883
01:06:10.000 --> 01:06:13.780
to fix it because it's autoimmune disease Like, really fuck
1884
01:06:13.800 --> 01:06:17.519
your body up. Even, like, not necessarily more than Crohn's, but, like,
1885
01:06:17.619 --> 01:06:19.960
pretty much the same thing. They just alleviate the symptoms.
1886
01:06:20.639 --> 01:06:24.449
But he was able to go back, I think, like,
1887
01:06:24.489 --> 01:06:26.409
I don't know, maybe a year later to the same
1888
01:06:26.449 --> 01:06:28.309
doctor who was like, yo, you got to take these shots, like,
1889
01:06:28.349 --> 01:06:31.570
basically forever. And he was like, it's completely gone. He
1890
01:06:31.610 --> 01:06:34.630
completely fixed it. Wow. So it is something genuinely to
1891
01:06:34.670 --> 01:06:35.090
look into.
1892
01:06:35.110 --> 01:06:35.510
Yeah.
1893
01:06:35.829 --> 01:06:37.289
I know it had to do with, like, nicotine and
1894
01:06:37.329 --> 01:06:40.750
some other shit. I couldn't believe it. And he's like,
1895
01:06:40.769 --> 01:06:43.530
I think to this day, I think he's free of growing.
1896
01:06:43.550 --> 01:06:44.469
Without having to take medicine?
1897
01:06:44.789 --> 01:06:47.420
Yes. That's fucking great. And that would change your life, man. Because, yeah,
1898
01:06:47.539 --> 01:06:49.139
it's one of those diseases that is like, you got
1899
01:06:49.159 --> 01:06:52.719
to take this forever. It's crazy. Yeah. And that will
1900
01:06:52.739 --> 01:06:54.880
fuck you up big time when it comes to making
1901
01:06:54.900 --> 01:06:55.699
your body better.
1902
01:06:56.170 --> 01:06:59.840
Sure. Yeah, I take a shot every week. At the
1903
01:06:59.860 --> 01:07:01.900
last two days before I take my shot, when all
1904
01:07:01.920 --> 01:07:06.050
the medicine's wearing off, it's terrible. Even now, really bad. Yesterday,
1905
01:07:06.230 --> 01:07:08.030
it was my shot day. I took my shot later
1906
01:07:08.070 --> 01:07:09.449
at night, but throughout the day, I couldn't do shit.
1907
01:07:09.489 --> 01:07:12.469
I felt so bad. These are just shit I still
1908
01:07:12.489 --> 01:07:15.250
deal with. I'm going to look into that. I got
1909
01:07:15.449 --> 01:07:16.090
to follow up with these people.
1910
01:07:16.110 --> 01:07:17.699
You should really follow up on that because you could
1911
01:07:17.739 --> 01:07:20.900
fix that because that will make everything in your life better.
1912
01:07:20.920 --> 01:07:23.380
Not just your fitness journey, but everything.
1913
01:07:23.579 --> 01:07:24.920
Energy, everything. I'll just feel better.
1914
01:07:25.360 --> 01:07:29.909
Yeah, for sure. um okay so the fitness shit you
1915
01:07:29.929 --> 01:07:31.550
got like a year to do it you're gonna post
1916
01:07:31.590 --> 01:07:35.329
youtube videos yeah we'll film some stuff yes um you
1917
01:07:35.349 --> 01:07:37.340
don't have like a like a vision of like how
1918
01:07:37.360 --> 01:07:39.460
you want to look because ronaldo hit me up one
1919
01:07:39.480 --> 01:07:40.679
day and was like yo could i look like this
1920
01:07:40.699 --> 01:07:42.239
and he showed me like an ai version of himself
1921
01:07:42.280 --> 01:07:42.760
and it was just.
1922
01:07:42.699 --> 01:07:45.639
Like no obviously not he's naturally fat.
1923
01:07:45.449 --> 01:07:48.750
Guy ronaldo yeah naturally Yeah.
1924
01:07:48.929 --> 01:07:51.280
Cool guy though. Just his physique's not, it's like.
1925
01:07:51.380 --> 01:07:52.039
Naturally fat.
1926
01:07:52.079 --> 01:07:53.940
Yeah, yeah. Cause he's a little shorter in fat.
1927
01:07:54.239 --> 01:07:54.920
Shorter fat. Yeah.
1928
01:07:54.940 --> 01:07:56.960
For me, I'm like a little taller and still, and
1929
01:07:57.000 --> 01:07:58.050
my fat goes to my thighs, my ass.
1930
01:07:58.059 --> 01:07:59.000
You're a little more aesthetic.
1931
01:07:59.239 --> 01:08:00.559
Yeah, for sure. More aesthetically pleasing.
1932
01:08:01.199 --> 01:08:02.679
So you get it before him for sure. Yeah.
1933
01:08:02.699 --> 01:08:04.000
I mean, there's no vision though. I guess I need
1934
01:08:04.019 --> 01:08:06.090
to figure that out. Like, what do I want to
1935
01:08:06.119 --> 01:08:06.449
look like?
1936
01:08:06.489 --> 01:08:08.309
I don't know. You should have something in mind. Yeah.
1937
01:08:08.329 --> 01:08:09.349
I don't want to be, I don't want to be big.
1938
01:08:09.369 --> 01:08:11.610
I don't want to be like, like, like big.
1939
01:08:11.630 --> 01:08:12.889
I want to be lean.
1940
01:08:12.909 --> 01:08:13.469
I know that.
1941
01:08:13.630 --> 01:08:13.849
Yeah.
1942
01:08:14.710 --> 01:08:16.050
I need to put on more weight. I weigh 135 pounds. Oh,
1943
01:08:17.640 --> 01:08:18.760
So I want to go to like 150.
1944
01:08:18.760 --> 01:08:22.180
Oh my God, dude. Yeah. You're an adult. You ate 135.
1945
01:08:22.170 --> 01:08:22.850
Fuck you, dude.
1946
01:08:23.329 --> 01:08:24.130
That's so crazy.
1947
01:08:24.149 --> 01:08:25.270
I don't take enhancements like you.
1948
01:08:25.750 --> 01:08:27.470
Yeah, but even when I didn't take enhancements, I was
1949
01:08:27.510 --> 01:08:28.069
like 225, 230.
1950
01:08:28.069 --> 01:08:30.060
You're just naturally fat, bro.
1951
01:08:30.109 --> 01:08:31.430
I was not fat, bro.
1952
01:08:31.439 --> 01:08:32.430
Like what the fuck are you going to do, bro?
1953
01:08:32.439 --> 01:08:32.979
I was never fat.
1954
01:08:33.060 --> 01:08:33.600
I'm Indian.
1955
01:08:33.960 --> 01:08:34.500
Yeah, I know.
1956
01:08:34.520 --> 01:08:35.800
You want me to go back and tell my people
1957
01:08:35.819 --> 01:08:36.159
to lock in?
1958
01:08:36.180 --> 01:08:40.229
Yeah. They got to lock the fuck in, dude. Stop scamming.
1959
01:08:40.510 --> 01:08:45.210
Indians scam Indians too, bro. Dude, they scam my grandparents
1960
01:08:45.229 --> 01:08:47.159
on the phone and wipe their bank accounts. I swear
1961
01:08:47.180 --> 01:08:47.460
to God.
1962
01:08:48.220 --> 01:08:49.000
What? Yes.
1963
01:08:49.039 --> 01:08:51.859
This was like two years ago. They wiped everything.
1964
01:08:52.720 --> 01:08:52.920
Damn.
1965
01:08:52.920 --> 01:08:54.640
Because they're like, we need your credit card information.
1966
01:08:54.640 --> 01:08:54.859
I swear.
1967
01:08:54.859 --> 01:08:57.189
Indian on Indian crime. It happens.
1968
01:08:58.409 --> 01:08:59.390
That's nuts.
1969
01:08:59.430 --> 01:09:02.850
Indians got no hearts, bro. They don't care.
1970
01:09:02.869 --> 01:09:07.560
Yeah, I know. I know. Why are you different? Maybe
1971
01:09:07.569 --> 01:09:08.689
I'm not. Maybe you're not.
1972
01:09:08.729 --> 01:09:12.859
I'm kidding. It's the Indians with the accents. If they
1973
01:09:12.880 --> 01:09:13.739
don't have an accent, you're good.
1974
01:09:14.220 --> 01:09:16.159
This is so funny to me.
1975
01:09:16.520 --> 01:09:17.159
What's your net worth?
1976
01:09:19.189 --> 01:09:19.489
I don't know.
1977
01:09:19.510 --> 01:09:23.430
I couldn't even guess. I'm usually really good at this.
1978
01:09:24.369 --> 01:09:26.409
You've been in the game for so long.
1979
01:09:26.810 --> 01:09:28.489
I got no money, dude. The government took it all.
1980
01:09:28.510 --> 01:09:29.770
Fuck off. The government took it all.
1981
01:09:29.930 --> 01:09:31.189
No, but that's what you make it seem like.
1982
01:09:31.609 --> 01:09:32.210
They took it all?
1983
01:09:32.229 --> 01:09:33.149
That's what you make it seem like.
1984
01:09:33.180 --> 01:09:33.750
They got it all.
1985
01:09:33.760 --> 01:09:36.239
I got nothing. You're like a hidden ledger with like.
1986
01:09:36.380 --> 01:09:36.979
I got nothing.
1987
01:09:36.979 --> 01:09:42.539
25 million, 30, 40... Nothing, nothing. What are you... I can't...
1988
01:09:42.560 --> 01:09:43.220
I don't know what to.
1989
01:09:43.239 --> 01:09:43.840
I don't know.
1990
01:09:43.859 --> 01:09:45.239
I feel like you gotta be worth like.
1991
01:09:45.260 --> 01:09:46.659
How much you get paid gambling every month?
1992
01:09:48.840 --> 01:09:51.039
It's a Good way to make me shut the fuck up.
1993
01:09:51.399 --> 01:09:53.239
No, I'm curious. Huh? Yeah, how much?
1994
01:09:53.859 --> 01:09:55.199
It's a good amount, bro. I mean, it's just fun.
1995
01:09:56.079 --> 01:09:56.590
I like doing it.
1996
01:09:56.770 --> 01:09:58.880
Over six figures? Over 100K?
1997
01:09:59.899 --> 01:10:04.340
What the fuck bro wow now that was disrespectful that's
1998
01:10:04.380 --> 01:10:06.020
not what i meant yeah but that's not what i
1999
01:10:06.050 --> 01:10:07.250
meant not that.
2000
01:10:07.050 --> 01:10:09.649
Six figure i meant over six figures oh like a
2001
01:10:09.710 --> 01:10:12.470
mil yes yeah i guess i.
2002
01:10:12.409 --> 01:10:14.890
Was saying um i don't know dude i haven't even
2003
01:10:14.930 --> 01:10:16.310
looked at the numbers like i just.
2004
01:10:16.250 --> 01:10:18.170
Signed a new deal i don't know what it is
2005
01:10:18.670 --> 01:10:21.930
you're such a fucking scammer i will say that fuck
2006
01:10:21.949 --> 01:10:23.949
you i will say they bought me out of my
2007
01:10:23.989 --> 01:10:25.800
other deal So.
2008
01:10:25.720 --> 01:10:28.210
He got a bag and then he got another bag. No,
2009
01:10:28.220 --> 01:10:29.500
they just outbid.
2010
01:10:29.840 --> 01:10:32.739
They outbid it. Nah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So yeah, yeah.
2011
01:10:32.800 --> 01:10:35.539
I'm blessed, man. I don't know how I ended up here, bro. Seriously.
2012
01:10:36.199 --> 01:10:37.439
I don't know what I did to deserve this. I
2013
01:10:37.439 --> 01:10:39.000
don't know how this even happened. It feels like everything
2014
01:10:39.039 --> 01:10:43.130
just flashed and I'm just here, bro. I truly am so.
2015
01:10:42.970 --> 01:10:45.829
Blessed, bro. Yeah, I get it. I get it. It's good.
2016
01:10:46.649 --> 01:10:47.329
I'm proud of you, man.
2017
01:10:47.489 --> 01:10:48.010
Thank you, bro.
2018
01:10:48.090 --> 01:10:49.590
You're a shithead sometimes, but I'm proud of you.
2019
01:10:50.310 --> 01:10:51.029
I'll never be late again.
2020
01:10:51.710 --> 01:10:52.350
I don't know, dude.
2021
01:10:52.550 --> 01:10:55.189
No, seriously, no. No, you caught me at such a
2022
01:10:55.390 --> 01:10:56.489
bad point in my life, bro.
2023
01:10:56.670 --> 01:10:57.149
Why, though?
2024
01:10:57.449 --> 01:10:59.409
I told you, bro. I've been sad. I've been lonely.
2025
01:10:59.430 --> 01:11:02.390
I've just been not at peace, just very on the edge.
2026
01:11:02.729 --> 01:11:05.510
A lot of problems, a lot of shit just happening.
2027
01:11:05.590 --> 01:11:10.510
It's been a rough, maybe even more than two months.
2028
01:11:10.550 --> 01:11:12.149
It's been a rough two months. I would say after
2029
01:11:12.189 --> 01:11:13.449
the World Cup finished.
2030
01:11:14.470 --> 01:11:16.069
Is it mostly content-wise?
2031
01:11:16.090 --> 01:11:16.529
No, no, no.
2032
01:11:16.550 --> 01:11:17.590
Not even content. Personal.
2033
01:11:17.630 --> 01:11:21.500
Just personal. Just my brain, my thoughts. me just not
2034
01:11:21.600 --> 01:11:23.760
like just feeling it like I just I just been
2035
01:11:23.800 --> 01:11:24.359
out of it but just.
2036
01:11:24.300 --> 01:11:26.140
Not what like not being happy not being.
2037
01:11:26.000 --> 01:11:28.680
Appreciative yeah not being happy not just not feeling good
2038
01:11:28.699 --> 01:11:30.199
waking up not feeling good not being able to sleep
2039
01:11:30.220 --> 01:11:31.970
like nowadays I can't even sleep like I need to
2040
01:11:31.989 --> 01:11:35.489
like literally go on my phone until my eyes like
2041
01:11:35.590 --> 01:11:37.189
can't do it anymore then my phone just drops and.
2042
01:11:37.149 --> 01:11:39.449
I fall asleep why don't you just connect bro.
2043
01:11:39.189 --> 01:11:40.890
I've tried I try if I put my phone down
2044
01:11:40.949 --> 01:11:42.369
I sit back I try to sleep I'm there for
2045
01:11:42.409 --> 01:11:43.550
hours and I can't fall asleep.
2046
01:11:43.909 --> 01:11:45.859
Dang you sound like you need some magnesium in your
2047
01:11:45.899 --> 01:11:47.779
life some L-theanine.
2048
01:11:48.239 --> 01:11:52.500
Some melatonin no not melatonin why I would avoid that one.
2049
01:11:52.720 --> 01:11:55.579
Seriously? Yeah. Yeah, I'd avoid that one.
2050
01:11:55.600 --> 01:11:55.670
Why?
2051
01:11:56.119 --> 01:11:57.960
There's better options. I think there's other things that help
2052
01:11:57.979 --> 01:12:00.239
you sleep, like actually relax you easier.
2053
01:12:00.260 --> 01:12:01.220
Oh. Yeah.
2054
01:12:02.479 --> 01:12:04.220
Yeah, you ever get those crazy melatonin dreams?
2055
01:12:04.880 --> 01:12:05.060
No.
2056
01:12:05.079 --> 01:12:06.340
I don't really take melatonin.
2057
01:12:06.460 --> 01:12:08.819
Oh, okay. Yeah. I'd be having crazy nightmares.
2058
01:12:08.840 --> 01:12:10.640
I just don't like the idea of something forcing me
2059
01:12:10.659 --> 01:12:10.979
to sleep.
2060
01:12:11.180 --> 01:12:15.399
But magnesium is good. Okay. That's like, it's just electrolyte.
2061
01:12:15.729 --> 01:12:17.569
You probably don't have enough of it. It's going to
2062
01:12:17.590 --> 01:12:18.090
relax you.
2063
01:12:18.250 --> 01:12:18.890
And it makes you tired?
2064
01:12:19.409 --> 01:12:22.350
Yeah, it relaxes you. Okay. So your brain doesn't feel
2065
01:12:22.390 --> 01:12:24.909
as wired. And L-theanine also relaxes you.
2066
01:12:24.930 --> 01:12:26.850
So it slows me down. Why the fuck would I
2067
01:12:26.869 --> 01:12:27.130
do that?
2068
01:12:27.489 --> 01:12:29.729
Because you want to go to sleep, motherfucker. That's the point.
2069
01:12:30.210 --> 01:12:31.770
You just said you want to sleep.
2070
01:12:32.069 --> 01:12:32.569
Sorry.
2071
01:12:32.710 --> 01:12:36.210
Not like midday or like doing a stream, take some magnesium. No,
2072
01:12:36.229 --> 01:12:37.130
when you're trying to go to bed.
2073
01:12:37.149 --> 01:12:37.970
Okay, so late at night.
2074
01:12:38.050 --> 01:12:39.510
And some pussy helps you go to sleep too.
2075
01:12:40.109 --> 01:12:41.510
Yeah, I haven't had that in a while. When's the
2076
01:12:41.529 --> 01:12:42.289
last time you fucked, bro?
2077
01:12:43.250 --> 01:12:46.939
You're such a fucking rat bitch, bro. What? Who asked
2078
01:12:46.979 --> 01:12:48.699
you like that? When was the last time you fucked?
2079
01:12:49.020 --> 01:12:49.560
It's been a while.
2080
01:12:49.579 --> 01:12:50.899
I don't even remember. Really?
2081
01:12:50.920 --> 01:12:51.939
Yeah, I swear it's been a minute.
2082
01:12:52.020 --> 01:12:54.039
But you have all the money, the fame, the likes.
2083
01:12:54.060 --> 01:12:55.260
Yeah, but I just don't want to go put my
2084
01:12:55.300 --> 01:12:57.060
dick in anyone, dude. Your dick is precious.
2085
01:12:57.119 --> 01:12:58.180
You want a girl for real.
2086
01:12:58.539 --> 01:13:00.960
Dude, I want a girl, bro. I want to settle
2087
01:13:01.039 --> 01:13:03.590
down with a girl and just have her and be
2088
01:13:03.649 --> 01:13:06.289
able to stream. And after the stream, I can go
2089
01:13:06.369 --> 01:13:08.949
back to the love of my life and go dinner
2090
01:13:09.050 --> 01:13:12.050
and just like, fuck, bro. I want that so bad.
2091
01:13:12.069 --> 01:13:15.859
That kid. Yeah, I see why that's hard to get, though. Yeah.
2092
01:13:16.060 --> 01:13:17.500
I would say, like, why is it that hard? But
2093
01:13:17.520 --> 01:13:20.899
I get it. Maybe, like, where do you think you
2094
01:13:20.920 --> 01:13:23.739
could find them? They're not here, huh? They're definitely not
2095
01:13:23.800 --> 01:13:24.020
in LA.
2096
01:13:24.060 --> 01:13:25.840
No, maybe you can, bro. I don't judge a girl
2097
01:13:25.939 --> 01:13:27.260
based off her past. Like, a lot of girls have
2098
01:13:27.340 --> 01:13:29.420
really bad pasts, and, like, I just don't think that
2099
01:13:29.439 --> 01:13:32.039
defines a person. For example, the girl I was dating
2100
01:13:32.079 --> 01:13:34.600
for two years, worst past you could possibly think of. Like,
2101
01:13:34.640 --> 01:13:37.479
it's so, so bad. Only fans, all this, whatever.
2102
01:13:37.500 --> 01:13:38.279
The girl that I'm thinking of.
2103
01:13:39.000 --> 01:13:39.659
Yeah, Sam, whatever.
2104
01:13:39.699 --> 01:13:40.439
Yeah.
2105
01:13:41.300 --> 01:13:44.060
And now she's on, like, a path that like people
2106
01:13:44.079 --> 01:13:45.420
don't think is genuine but I really do think it's
2107
01:13:45.460 --> 01:13:47.279
genuine like I think that's who she is she's like
2108
01:13:47.300 --> 01:13:50.600
devoted to her religion being like a good person and
2109
01:13:50.640 --> 01:13:53.039
just like doing the right things and like that's just
2110
01:13:53.100 --> 01:13:54.840
that's who she is so she like I think she's
2111
01:13:54.880 --> 01:13:58.010
living proof that you can change so you can never
2112
01:13:58.069 --> 01:13:59.369
run it back with her though oh fuck no I
2113
01:13:59.369 --> 01:14:02.270
don't even want to see her face valid but I'm
2114
01:14:02.289 --> 01:14:03.390
happy for her very happy for.
2115
01:14:03.310 --> 01:14:05.489
Her yeah very very happy for her that's so funny
2116
01:14:05.710 --> 01:14:08.670
yeah you're hilarious.
2117
01:14:08.149 --> 01:14:11.760
Dude I'm honest dude I know I know I know.
2118
01:14:11.770 --> 01:14:12.520
I don't want to see her face.
2119
01:14:12.840 --> 01:14:14.960
I don't. I get it. But you know all about
2120
01:14:15.000 --> 01:14:15.960
what she's doing and shit.
2121
01:14:15.979 --> 01:14:18.359
I mean, bro, I'm on the internet. Everything pops up.
2122
01:14:18.380 --> 01:14:21.500
There's one dude. She's low-key funny. Yo, I might be
2123
01:14:21.520 --> 01:14:24.720
a fan. Yo, she put her hand out. There was
2124
01:14:24.779 --> 01:14:26.779
an ambulance going by. She put her hand out like
2125
01:14:26.819 --> 01:14:29.619
Superman and made a prayer. That shit went crazy, bro.
2126
01:14:29.859 --> 01:14:30.899
But then people were hating on her.
2127
01:14:31.300 --> 01:14:31.600
Yeah.
2128
01:14:31.859 --> 01:14:35.319
But it was funny as fuck. I might, yo, I
2129
01:14:35.430 --> 01:14:37.310
might have to, I might have to tap in.
2130
01:14:37.729 --> 01:14:38.810
Yeah, you kind of a fan.
2131
01:14:38.949 --> 01:14:39.229
Nah.
2132
01:14:39.289 --> 01:14:40.710
Yo, you should just do a stream one time.
2133
01:14:40.729 --> 01:14:41.189
Just be humble.
2134
01:14:41.210 --> 01:14:42.609
No, no, no, no, no. But imagine that.
2135
01:14:42.630 --> 01:14:43.750
I don't want to see your face.
2136
01:14:43.930 --> 01:14:46.270
That would be so viral. That's so funny. She's on
2137
01:14:46.289 --> 01:14:46.930
to bigger and better things.
2138
01:14:46.949 --> 01:14:47.609
Like, I don't want to, like.
2139
01:14:47.970 --> 01:14:51.210
You should go do, like, a church stream. Can you
2140
01:14:51.250 --> 01:14:52.449
even do that? I don't even know if you can
2141
01:14:52.489 --> 01:14:53.010
do that.
2142
01:14:53.050 --> 01:14:54.590
The Muslims would be mad. But, I mean, I've been
2143
01:14:54.609 --> 01:14:55.010
to church before.
2144
01:14:55.029 --> 01:14:56.029
That's right.
2145
01:14:56.109 --> 01:14:58.069
I don't think there's anything wrong with a Muslim person
2146
01:14:58.090 --> 01:15:00.050
being in a church. Like, when she got baptized, I
2147
01:15:00.069 --> 01:15:01.010
was there off stream.
2148
01:15:01.250 --> 01:15:03.840
Yeah. Back then. Dude, church stream, dude. Run it up.
2149
01:15:04.729 --> 01:15:07.869
Imagine i don't think that's gonna be imagine the clips
2150
01:15:07.890 --> 01:15:10.710
the clips.
2151
01:15:11.449 --> 01:15:12.850
But you don't gotta like make it your whole life
2152
01:15:12.909 --> 01:15:16.399
again like you did before yeah that was your problem
2153
01:15:17.060 --> 01:15:18.600
just do one time.
2154
01:15:18.100 --> 01:15:22.560
No no no no that reunion's never happening definitely not
2155
01:15:22.659 --> 01:15:26.159
i will i will cheer from on the.
2156
01:15:26.100 --> 01:15:28.760
Side that's good that's big of you yeah i mean
2157
01:15:28.779 --> 01:15:29.100
before i.
2158
01:15:29.079 --> 01:15:30.439
Used to like just talk shit about her every stream
2159
01:15:31.310 --> 01:15:34.590
I'd be like, fuck that girl. All these things.
2160
01:15:34.710 --> 01:15:34.909
Yeah.
2161
01:15:35.149 --> 01:15:38.529
But now, I gotta just be happy for someone. I'm
2162
01:15:38.550 --> 01:15:39.430
a new man. I'm a changed man.
2163
01:15:39.449 --> 01:15:40.170
I'm proud of you, man.
2164
01:15:40.710 --> 01:15:41.300
I'm also gay.
2165
01:15:41.909 --> 01:15:44.199
I know that. I think they all know that.
2166
01:15:44.220 --> 01:15:45.460
My hair's nice. You don't like my hair?
2167
01:15:45.479 --> 01:15:48.699
No, I like it. Okay. Maybe a little jealous. A
2168
01:15:48.760 --> 01:15:49.260
little jealous.
2169
01:15:49.279 --> 01:15:49.579
Happens.
2170
01:15:50.199 --> 01:15:52.439
You're gonna keep that look forever, though? No, you're cutting
2171
01:15:52.460 --> 01:15:53.579
that shit off in less than a year.
2172
01:15:53.600 --> 01:15:56.390
I don't know what's next. Maybe like a mohawk? I
2173
01:15:56.390 --> 01:15:56.600
don't know.
2174
01:15:56.649 --> 01:15:57.430
Just don't go blue.
2175
01:15:58.130 --> 01:15:59.899
I went blue at one point. I looked like a
2176
01:16:00.060 --> 01:16:00.720
fucking lesbian.
2177
01:16:00.760 --> 01:16:03.779
Yeah, don't do that. Yeah. Don't do that. Never again. Mohawk.
2178
01:16:04.500 --> 01:16:05.199
I don't know what I want to do.
2179
01:16:05.220 --> 01:16:06.859
I had a comb over, and then I had longer
2180
01:16:06.930 --> 01:16:08.850
hair down here, and then I had this little thing.
2181
01:16:08.909 --> 01:16:14.630
I went buzz. These are all things that you can't do. Oh, man.
2182
01:16:15.029 --> 01:16:16.270
My body's letting you do this table.
2183
01:16:16.289 --> 01:16:17.289
It feels great to be young.
2184
01:16:17.409 --> 01:16:20.670
Yeah. Yo, the fucked up part about it is I
2185
01:16:20.710 --> 01:16:22.880
started balding when I was 23.
2186
01:16:22.880 --> 01:16:23.600
Oh, shit.
2187
01:16:23.880 --> 01:16:25.939
What if it hits you? No, you would know your
2188
01:16:26.020 --> 01:16:26.539
family would.
2189
01:16:26.739 --> 01:16:27.739
Yeah, my dad got good.
2190
01:16:27.760 --> 01:16:29.920
No, I'm... Oh, your dad has bad hair?
2191
01:16:30.020 --> 01:16:31.119
My dad got his hair done.
2192
01:16:32.220 --> 01:16:33.399
Oh, you might be fucked. It's okay.
2193
01:16:33.600 --> 01:16:34.520
I can just get my hair done too.
2194
01:16:34.539 --> 01:16:35.779
Fair, yeah.
2195
01:16:35.840 --> 01:16:37.380
It's like real hair, right?
2196
01:16:37.680 --> 01:16:39.140
I mean, it depends what you get done.
2197
01:16:39.180 --> 01:16:40.760
Like at Turkey, you just get the- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
2198
01:16:40.779 --> 01:16:42.439
They take your hair and they implant your hair.
2199
01:16:42.819 --> 01:16:44.619
So it's just your hair regrowing? Yeah.
2200
01:16:44.739 --> 01:16:46.640
They take the hair follicles that are still working and
2201
01:16:46.680 --> 01:16:48.119
put it in places there it wasn't.
2202
01:16:48.140 --> 01:16:48.720
Does it hurt?
2203
01:16:50.079 --> 01:16:52.880
I don't know. Are you going to do it? I
2204
01:16:52.939 --> 01:16:54.960
should do it. They keep inviting me. I'm not going
2205
01:16:54.979 --> 01:16:57.579
to lie. They hit me up. Every single hair thing
2206
01:16:57.600 --> 01:17:00.239
you could think of, Has messaged me, come do this.
2207
01:17:00.300 --> 01:17:00.579
For free.
2208
01:17:00.899 --> 01:17:04.180
No, for free and we'll pay you. They want to
2209
01:17:04.220 --> 01:17:04.720
pay me.
2210
01:17:04.880 --> 01:17:05.640
To get your hair done.
2211
01:17:05.659 --> 01:17:08.399
Like a lot of money. Yeah, and I'm like, I
2212
01:17:08.439 --> 01:17:09.909
don't know why I don't just do it.
2213
01:17:10.560 --> 01:17:11.399
Let me come stream it.
2214
01:17:11.420 --> 01:17:17.039
Oh my God. Yeah, they'd probably pay you too.
2215
01:17:17.319 --> 01:17:18.720
Fuck, let's get a bag, brother.
2216
01:17:18.920 --> 01:17:20.479
They would. Let's get a bag. I think about it
2217
01:17:20.500 --> 01:17:22.239
all the time because I also really want to visit
2218
01:17:22.279 --> 01:17:22.880
Turkey too.
2219
01:17:22.939 --> 01:17:24.199
Turkey, I heard Turkey's beautiful.
2220
01:17:24.220 --> 01:17:25.659
Yeah, the food is amazing.
2221
01:17:26.060 --> 01:17:26.479
Culture.
2222
01:17:26.619 --> 01:17:28.850
Yeah, I've heard so many good things about Turkey. I
2223
01:17:28.890 --> 01:17:30.810
might do it this year. Okay. I might do it
2224
01:17:30.840 --> 01:17:32.579
this year. But then like if I ever, it's like
2225
01:17:32.760 --> 01:17:34.340
the hat's also like a part of me now.
2226
01:17:34.460 --> 01:17:36.380
Dude, just wear the fucking hat with hair under it, bro.
2227
01:17:36.399 --> 01:17:37.859
Like imagine like you're with a girl in bed. You
2228
01:17:37.890 --> 01:17:39.430
gotta take the hat off. She's like, holy shit.
2229
01:17:39.449 --> 01:17:40.189
Bro, I'm bald.
2230
01:17:40.210 --> 01:17:42.829
What if it's a girl that doesn't know you, Brad?
2231
01:17:43.609 --> 01:17:45.829
I take that hat off all the time, bro.
2232
01:17:46.050 --> 01:17:47.270
Yeah, I know you have to, but I'm saying if
2233
01:17:47.350 --> 01:17:50.340
a girl doesn't know and you're in bed lying down,
2234
01:17:50.350 --> 01:17:51.279
you take it off and shit.
2235
01:17:51.300 --> 01:17:53.100
Bro, I never lie down with a hat on. Don't
2236
01:17:53.119 --> 01:17:53.800
do me like that.
2237
01:17:53.840 --> 01:17:54.439
It's crazy.
2238
01:17:54.680 --> 01:17:55.640
That's insane.
2239
01:17:55.720 --> 01:17:57.760
Okay, but you're in the bathroom. You're in the bathroom.
2240
01:17:57.979 --> 01:17:59.800
She's lying down in bed ready to get fucked, right?
2241
01:18:00.140 --> 01:18:02.859
And you come out without the hat and she's like,
2242
01:18:02.880 --> 01:18:08.300
what the fuck? these are things you gotta think about
2243
01:18:08.340 --> 01:18:11.159
man it never goes that way it could it never
2244
01:18:11.220 --> 01:18:12.640
goes that way you got a long life ahead of
2245
01:18:12.659 --> 01:18:16.260
you that could happen you never know man.
2246
01:18:16.220 --> 01:18:19.520
Bro it's not oh my god that's really funny i'm
2247
01:18:19.539 --> 01:18:22.840
not gonna lie that's very funny fuck you dude you're
2248
01:18:22.859 --> 01:18:27.039
a bitch you're a fucking bitch bro yo fuck.
2249
01:18:26.779 --> 01:18:28.760
You you're ever late again i'm beating the shit out
2250
01:18:28.779 --> 01:18:30.819
of you okay i won't yeah no no seriously i
2251
01:18:30.859 --> 01:18:32.500
was in about the text you bring your security so
2252
01:18:32.539 --> 01:18:34.560
i can fight i came solo i know i was
2253
01:18:34.699 --> 01:18:37.020
i know like even when would i come solo here
2254
01:18:37.390 --> 01:18:39.329
no you can't no no yeah you didn't come solo
2255
01:18:39.350 --> 01:18:39.930
last time.
2256
01:18:39.789 --> 01:18:41.409
I don't think i've ever been solo here yeah it's
2257
01:18:41.449 --> 01:18:44.789
true i've always been with people security whatever bro honestly
2258
01:18:44.829 --> 01:18:47.159
i'm getting better Day by day, I'm feeling a little better.
2259
01:18:47.840 --> 01:18:50.300
You seem good. Huh? You seem good.
2260
01:18:50.500 --> 01:18:53.920
Yeah, I'm not going to fucking sit here and be like, Brad.
2261
01:18:54.720 --> 01:18:57.489
But when you weren't here, that's how you were feeling? No, no.
2262
01:18:57.550 --> 01:18:58.159
Today, I felt good.
2263
01:18:58.529 --> 01:19:00.810
Okay. Yeah. Do you ever cry? I don't know.
2264
01:19:01.369 --> 01:19:01.609
Yeah.
2265
01:19:02.470 --> 01:19:04.029
By yourself? Tear up a little.
2266
01:19:04.050 --> 01:19:05.590
I don't want to sit there and fucking... Yeah, yeah.
2267
01:19:05.630 --> 01:19:06.310
I get you.
2268
01:19:06.409 --> 01:19:06.949
I get you.
2269
01:19:07.109 --> 01:19:13.699
Yeah, but damn. What's the main... Thought, like, is it
2270
01:19:13.800 --> 01:19:15.699
your life thing or is it a girl thing?
2271
01:19:15.760 --> 01:19:17.979
Just a little bit of everything.
2272
01:19:19.819 --> 01:19:21.189
You can tell me the truth, bro. A little bit
2273
01:19:21.210 --> 01:19:25.869
of everything. All right.
2274
01:19:26.270 --> 01:19:28.069
A little bit of everything, man. But, you know, life
2275
01:19:28.109 --> 01:19:29.090
gives you curveballs.
2276
01:19:29.750 --> 01:19:32.989
Yeah. Well, you're good, dude. Thanks, man. I'm proud of you.
2277
01:19:33.310 --> 01:19:36.479
Honestly, bro, I love talking to you, bro. I genuinely
2278
01:19:36.840 --> 01:19:37.220
enjoyed this.
2279
01:19:37.680 --> 01:19:39.180
No, I do too. I do too. I remember even
2280
01:19:39.199 --> 01:19:41.380
the first time I think we really interacted, even though
2281
01:19:41.399 --> 01:19:43.060
I think you were a shithead on stream, like you
2282
01:19:43.090 --> 01:19:47.369
were always just like genuinely like a nice dude. Which
2283
01:19:47.390 --> 01:19:49.029
is what I always found so interesting because you played
2284
01:19:49.050 --> 01:19:49.510
the villain.
2285
01:19:49.930 --> 01:19:50.130
Yeah.
2286
01:19:50.170 --> 01:19:51.029
You always played the villain.
2287
01:19:51.050 --> 01:19:51.770
I hated playing the villain.
2288
01:19:51.789 --> 01:19:52.909
But you were just a nice guy.
2289
01:19:53.069 --> 01:19:55.210
I was like, this dude's so nice. I hated playing
2290
01:19:55.229 --> 01:19:55.569
the villain.
2291
01:19:56.090 --> 01:19:57.829
Yeah. You really ran that up though.
2292
01:19:57.989 --> 01:20:00.390
I was the fucking villain. Bro, they had me in
2293
01:20:00.489 --> 01:20:03.029
conversations right next to Jack Doherty every time. It was
2294
01:20:03.069 --> 01:20:05.260
Jack Doherty and Neon. Yeah. Now you wouldn't even think
2295
01:20:05.300 --> 01:20:07.810
to do that. Well, people might think to do that still.
2296
01:20:08.250 --> 01:20:08.850
Fuck you if you do.
2297
01:20:08.970 --> 01:20:10.470
They're going to do it just because. Yeah.
2298
01:20:10.750 --> 01:20:12.310
Not for real though. I feel like I've done a
2299
01:20:12.409 --> 01:20:13.989
really good job. That's something I do have to give
2300
01:20:14.029 --> 01:20:15.489
myself credit for. I feel like I've done a really
2301
01:20:15.510 --> 01:20:16.229
good job to get out of that.
2302
01:20:16.310 --> 01:20:19.130
Yeah. Well, you're growing, man. I mean, you are. I
2303
01:20:19.170 --> 01:20:20.750
know you've been doing it for a long time, but
2304
01:20:20.789 --> 01:20:22.189
you are a fucking kid. You are growing.
2305
01:20:22.210 --> 01:20:23.630
I feel like I'm just going to be so successful
2306
01:20:23.649 --> 01:20:25.310
to where they can't hate. What are they going to say?
2307
01:20:25.979 --> 01:20:29.420
That doesn't exist. I think that's part of success is
2308
01:20:29.460 --> 01:20:32.880
being hated. Yeah. There's no one ever, ever that had
2309
01:20:32.920 --> 01:20:36.109
just everyone love them. Except for like Jesus Christ or
2310
01:20:36.130 --> 01:20:38.510
like Gandhi. Even Michael Jackson. Not even Jesus Christ because
2311
01:20:38.529 --> 01:20:39.159
they killed his ass.
2312
01:20:39.210 --> 01:20:40.310
Even Michael Jackson had haters.
2313
01:20:41.229 --> 01:20:43.529
Yeah. I mean, I don't know. I feel like that
2314
01:20:43.590 --> 01:20:46.800
might be the one example. Are you serious? Everyone loved. Oh, yeah.
2315
01:20:46.810 --> 01:20:47.340
The whole like.
2316
01:20:47.380 --> 01:20:47.699
Yeah.
2317
01:20:47.739 --> 01:20:48.619
The allegation shit.
2318
01:20:48.640 --> 01:20:49.020
Yeah.
2319
01:20:50.119 --> 01:20:52.899
I mean, that's a whole nother conversation. But I don't know.
2320
01:20:53.260 --> 01:20:54.579
I feel like everyone loved that motherfucker.
2321
01:20:54.840 --> 01:20:56.640
I need to watch the movie still. The Michael Jackson movie.
2322
01:20:57.060 --> 01:20:58.399
Well, that movie was great. But there's a bunch of
2323
01:20:58.439 --> 01:21:00.819
other weird documentaries and shit. But yeah, I guess. No,
2324
01:21:00.899 --> 01:21:04.020
it doesn't even exist. I don't think it exists. You
2325
01:21:04.199 --> 01:21:04.739
can't have it all.
2326
01:21:04.779 --> 01:21:05.560
Someone just embrace it.
2327
01:21:06.039 --> 01:21:06.279
Yeah.
2328
01:21:06.359 --> 01:21:09.340
Fuck it. Just embrace it, man. And get jacked.
2329
01:21:10.729 --> 01:21:11.279
Coming soon.
2330
01:21:11.770 --> 01:21:12.489
Coming soon. I love you, brother.
2331
01:21:12.510 --> 01:21:13.010
Coming very soon.
2332
01:21:13.170 --> 01:21:15.270
Thank you for coming on the show, for real. Every Tuesday,
2333
01:21:15.289 --> 01:21:17.430
I love you guys. We'll see you next week. Tap in.
2334
01:21:17.489 --> 01:21:21.010
Subscribe to the channel. Show love. He streams fucking, you
2335
01:21:21.069 --> 01:21:23.520
already know, every fucking day. No, not every day.
2336
01:21:24.460 --> 01:21:25.260
Five to six times a week.
2337
01:21:25.640 --> 01:21:25.960
Fuck.
2338
01:21:27.329 --> 01:21:28.930
It's not that bad, though, bro. Like, a few hours. Like, two,
2339
01:21:28.949 --> 01:21:30.210
three hours. Three, four hours a day.
2340
01:21:30.449 --> 01:21:32.520
I think sometime soon I'm going to become a streamer.
2341
01:21:32.760 --> 01:21:33.109
Seriously?
2342
01:21:33.140 --> 01:21:34.979
But I don't think it's going to be IRL, bro.
2343
01:21:35.460 --> 01:21:36.250
That's the only way to do it, bro.
2344
01:21:36.260 --> 01:21:38.439
You need to do IRL. You can't do that shit, man.
2345
01:21:38.500 --> 01:21:40.279
No one wants to sit and watch someone on a desktop.
2346
01:21:40.579 --> 01:21:41.119
I'm sorry, bro.
2347
01:21:41.579 --> 01:21:43.750
Even though you are Bradley Martin. Like, no one wants
2348
01:21:43.770 --> 01:21:45.569
to sit and watch you react to clips at the
2349
01:21:45.590 --> 01:21:46.869
age of 40, bro. Like, you need to get up
2350
01:21:46.909 --> 01:21:49.750
and do something, bro. I'm being serious, bro. I believe you.
2351
01:21:49.829 --> 01:21:50.750
I believe you.
2352
01:21:50.770 --> 01:21:51.210
I believe you.
2353
01:21:51.939 --> 01:21:54.420
You IRL is cool, though. It's like, it's interesting. Like, fuck,
2354
01:21:54.479 --> 01:21:57.409
Brad is out here doing this and interacting with this person. Like,
2355
01:21:57.430 --> 01:21:59.210
it's fire. Like, you IRL would be sick.
2356
01:21:59.710 --> 01:22:00.149
I should do it.
2357
01:22:00.149 --> 01:22:02.350
Like, try one week of just IRL streams every day.
2358
01:22:02.909 --> 01:22:03.850
You would be like, fuck.
2359
01:22:04.689 --> 01:22:05.109
Trust.
2360
01:22:05.350 --> 01:22:08.729
On kick. Trust me, bro. You get in the kick clipping. Dude,
2361
01:22:08.750 --> 01:22:10.649
you're going to. And it'll only help your podcast.
2362
01:22:11.069 --> 01:22:12.989
Yeah, no, it's valid. I got to do something. Because
2363
01:22:13.010 --> 01:22:15.029
I want to do something else more than this. Yeah. Like,
2364
01:22:15.050 --> 01:22:16.880
I've done this for long enough. And I miss just, like,
2365
01:22:16.909 --> 01:22:17.939
making content for real.
2366
01:22:18.039 --> 01:22:19.439
For the fun of it. For the love of it.
2367
01:22:19.479 --> 01:22:19.800
Exactly.
2368
01:22:20.020 --> 01:22:20.140
Yeah.
2369
01:22:20.159 --> 01:22:24.050
Yeah. Maybe a turkey stream. Maybe we could set that up.
2370
01:22:24.050 --> 01:22:24.649
Hyrule and turkey.
2371
01:22:25.130 --> 01:22:25.489
I'm down.
2372
01:22:25.569 --> 01:22:26.069
That'd be sick.
2373
01:22:26.550 --> 01:22:27.090
All right, brother.
2374
01:22:27.109 --> 01:22:27.390
I love you.
2375
01:22:27.770 --> 01:22:28.829
Thanks for coming on. Yeah.