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Be qualified next to your voice any day. So thank
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you so much for coming here. Of course, thank you
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for having me. What have you been up to, miss lady.
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It's been crazy times. It's been a year COVID happened.
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You know, we're back where. You know, it's not that
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we never stopped working, because it's like, you know, you're
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an artist, so it's like you just keep on grinding.
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It's just different types of you know, things are going on.
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So what do you have going on?
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Let us know?
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So I have been working with some new people in
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my career now because I'm independent, and so I'm really excited.
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I'm getting in the studio with new writers.
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I having songs that I really really like that are demos,
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so I just got to cut them. Now that I'm
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back in La, I've been in Miami soaking up all
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the Latin vibes.
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I'm jealous. I'm you know, I'm meaning a tammy. I
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don't have any sun La. It's been quite gloomy, so
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I apologize for coming back.
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And it's not so.
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No, no, it's so sexy there too, and I'm just like,
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it's funny because some of my friends came to visit
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and they're like, what should I wear?
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I'm like, girl, you always wear hills and it's like
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it's like it's like micro bikinis. It's like you cover ups,
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like it's really like and then even when you do,
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you pack, you have way too many clothes anyways, because.
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It's exactly because all the things that I ever wear
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is basically bikinis.
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Occasionally it rains, so whatever. But if you got a flaw,
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it poll it. Get it. Girl. So how is it
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the difference between you know, being with a label and
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then now being independent? What are you know some of
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the difference that she's that you've seen. Are you really
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excited to be in these you know, being independent now?
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I am excited.
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I mean I feel like I've always because people have
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asked me this, so like do you did you have
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a voice back then?
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Like could you like do your own stuff? Did you?
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Were you a part of it? I've always been a
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part of it. But for me, it's just like from
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the ground up, it's like that that that hustle.
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That grind, that like almost kind of not working backwards,
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but in a sense it's like kind of like picking
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yourself back up and like you know, like look i'm're
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still here, I'm still talented, I'm still doing all these things.
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Like you know, it's like it's one of those things
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where it's like you know again, like being an entrepreneur
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one and then being an artist. It's so many different
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facets that you don't really get to go to in
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these avenues because you've been with a label or you know,
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and sometimes it takes you to lanes, but sometimes you
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just don't really know where I go.
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I feel it like it like for me, I take
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it as lessons learned. I mean, just being sixteen and
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being signed was incredible, you know, seeing the world.
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At a very young age. Give it up to you
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just because in the sense it's like, hey, don't you
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know it's it's such a huge accomplishment happened for yourself,
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right of course, you know if you don't, if you're
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not your biggest clader, then who else? How are you
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gonna start that? Oh? I definitely am.
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I think it's a scorpio in me too, though I'm
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very like I want to push other people to see
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their potential too, because I see mine and I'm so
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like gun ho about this is what I'm gonna do,
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This is how I'm gonna do it. And I think
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that's why I did get signed at a young age,
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because I was so like into singing and I was like,
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you know, I want to be a singer.
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That's what I'm gonna do.
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And I just put it out there and kept going
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and going and manifestation.
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I'm a big believer into that.
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I'm making into energies and like what you really put
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your energy to, you know, you can make anything really happen. Sure,
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so did you know early on that you always wanted
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to be a singer, so you knew, you know, you
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obviously got signed at sixteen, Like yeah, how did that
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like fundamental stage start? Did you you know, out the
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womb and you're singing or like did you have your
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parents pretty background? Did you have you know, family influences.
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I wish I had more influences in my family. I
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will say my dad's side of the family, they were
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musicians and like at the Hano band.
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So that was cool.
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But nobody's saying my mom doesn't sing, my dad doesn't sing.
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My oldest sister she dabbled in it, but like no
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one sings.
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Really took it to the lengths that you kind of did. Yeah,
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but maybe that's you know, exactly where you're supposed to be.
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Like those were all like little you know, etches of
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what your family, you know, generational is what it was.
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But now it's like you're the one who's bringing it home. Yeah, said,
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I like that, And I'm from Texas, so I always support. Yeah,
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everything's bigger in Texas. You always get that Southern live.
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I think I think so too.
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I feel like people's hearts and Texas are just different,
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you know. And I love when I meet somebody that's
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not from Texas too, because I'm like, you see, they're
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not going to get no bullshit for me, like, are
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sure who I am? Like, I'm not faking who I
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am like, and they're.
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Just like, Wow, you're so genuine, You're so real.
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I want to be your best friend. I'm like, okay,
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well let's.
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See how you do that. Last And it was just
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because the people, you know, people say they like honesty,
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but people really don't. And that's you know, being one
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thing from Texas. And I wasn't you know, really aware
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of how much like the straight shooter I really was
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until coming to LA and being in you know, a
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business mode. Was that I'm like, I'm just telling you
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how I would talk to anybody. I'm not talking to
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you any different, you know what I mean, Like, it's
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all accordingly to what's going on.
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Well, I think being a woman too in general, when
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we speak, we have to speak in a certain way
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and we have to be understanding.
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And I'm starting to learn that now.
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I'm like, pH uh uh yeah anymore, I'm not just
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gonna be there and.
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Take the shit. I think I've kind of like was
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always that person. That's why maybe I went into the
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adult side of the entertainment and I was just like,
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look at me here I am. I know what I'm
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good at, and I know what sells, and I know
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you know what it is. So for me was very
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I never knew back then like what my not necessarily
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would say my talent, but kind of in a sense,
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what my talent really was. But I knew I was
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supposed to be entertainment. I knew people were gonna have
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my name in their mouth.
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I just didn't know how or why.
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And a Lexis Texas was born.
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So yeah, so and again, sexuality is a big thing
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for me, especially right now. I just did a song
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called Freaky and it's like celebrating boldness. It's celebrating like
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women who find other women attractive kind of thing. And
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it's like it's there's so many girls that are just like,
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oh my gosh, I just think she's so pretty, but
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I would never and I'm like, just be free. But
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I also do know that that society puts restrictions on people.
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Agreed.
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I think that, I mean everybody.
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For me, I've always in a sense, I've known that,
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especially again going you go back to going from Texas
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in college and everything like that. Like I remember, you know,
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when being drunk with your girlfriends and like you're kissing girls.
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But then like the next day they're like, that didn't happen,
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but there's pictures, but they're like, that didn't happen. I'm like, Okay,
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it didn't happen to you, but I knew it happened.
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Not that I needed to go any further than that
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because it was a drunk moment, yeah, But as far
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as the shutting down of like something happened, not talking
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about it and putting it away, and that's just what
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it is. And now I feel like, what's really cool
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about the generational like what we're in right now, is,
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so it's so liberating and it's not like you're not
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just put in well, you shouldn't be able to put
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or in one little like.
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It should like the label stuff like there shouldn't be
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a label either. It's kind of crazy to me because
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I have a lot of fans that are you know,
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my gay fans are the best.
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And I love gay gay guys.
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I feel like they just give me such good energy
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and they're just who they are, you know.
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Yeah.
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And I had a really good friend from Texas and
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he finally came out to me. I never forced it
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out of him because I didn't want to be like, hey, are.
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You you know what you always kind of new kind
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of thing. No people would tell me, are you sure
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you don't you don't think? I'm like, I don't know.
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I see him with these hot girls. He's always telling
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me like we're going out of dates. So I thought
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whatever he said was what he said. And then one
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night he was just like, yeah, so I hooked up
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with this guy and I was like.
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What, oh, casually like are you telling lil in there?
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I'm throw you this son? So you know, how is
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you know your food? Me?
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Like, you know, I really hate it with the guy
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last night.
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I like, but wait, yeah, He's like and you know
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who he.
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Is, and I'm like, oh, so, yeah, he gave me
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the tea.
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So do you find that a lot that where people
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kind of feel gravitate to you because they feel comfortable
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with you and just over over indulging because you have
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that kind of like wholesomeness about you for sure? Yeah,
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So what let's talk about how you know, you begin
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it in the industry when you're sixteen and you know
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now you know, you're thirty one, and what is what
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can we see that's different from what the you in
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the beginning of coming out and being you know, I
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don't hate to say that we're just being with the
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label and not being independent, but how as an artist
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have you evolved from being sixteen into now what you're
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producing and putting out there for your fans.
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Well, it's crazy because I love those songs. They take
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me back to a time and a place. We were
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talking about this earlier. How you just you're back in
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that moment and you're just like, Wow, this is what
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I was doing, this is who I was with, this
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is what was you know, seeing in the world. And
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they're such great songs, and what's crazy is like it's
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hard to top those songs like walk Aways still being
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played by people doing too much is still people's favorite song,
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and just the album in general. So right now I'm
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working on an album and I feel like I just
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want to add more of my mature self into it,
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but also give them a little nostalgic.
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So I don't know nostalgic, Which are those songs that's
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your favorite song? And where were you at these times
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in these just nostalgic moments, tell private talk what you
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were doing and how popular and how like that feeling
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was because you know, you're sixteen and you're doing something
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that most people in their lifetime never accomplished, Like you
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had big accomplishment. It was really young going on. So
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how does those, you know, big accolades feel for you
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as an artist?
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Very surreal, especially when you're that age, and you don't
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realize till after. I'm like, I look at it now,
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I'm like, wow, I have a gold plaque. That's amazing,
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Like that is amazing, not true.
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I want to be at that every day and we're like, yes, girl,
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that's gold.
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People come in to get maintenance and I swear they're
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staring at it. I'm like, oh my gosh.
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But I don't know.
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I just feel like, in general, I've really grown as
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an artist, even vocally, because then I was so green,
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I guess you could say, and I never had really lessons.
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I just took opera for two years, so that kind
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of helped me with breathing techniques. Now I just really
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I watch a lot of people online and I see
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how they sing, and I see the placement of their
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tongue and all these different things that I never thought
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about before I would just sing.
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you not emulate, but you that helps you as an
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artist yourself and you show them doing them? Yeah? Yeah?
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So how often how much to your craft do you
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have to really like put in to prepare for yourself? So,
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if you're gonna go into a studio or if you're
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gonna have an album coming out, like, what do you
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do to prepare yourself to get you like album ready?
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I think for me, I don't listen to anything outside
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of what I'm working on because I feel like if
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I listen to something else, it's gonna it's going to.
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Influence what I record.
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Because I'm a big Mariah Carey fan and Christina Aguilera,
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and I know you hear those kind of things here
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and there because it's just what I listened to when
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I was younger. I would go on the swing set
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and I would just try to sing like all the
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Mariah Carey riffs and like the little whistle tones.
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So but yeah, I feel like you still feel in
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yourself doing stuff like that.
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Yeah, yeah, for sure. It's like my kid's stuff comes
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Challenging yourself, but you're already like that you can be challenged. Yeah.
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would be amazing because she's such an instrumental person and
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my whole like singing career wanting to be a singer,
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and Christine A.
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So so those are your top people that you would
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like want to just bump into or work with.
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Oh. I would listen to everything they told me in
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the studio. I'm like, okay, you're like, yes, ma'am.
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Shoulders back.
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I don't know, I don't know what they would tell me.
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Postures is important.
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I do a lot of like fire drills when I'm
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I'll do it right now.
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Hold on.
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I got to move away from the mic. I'm sure
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your neighbors love you.
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Yeah, every time I walk in the building, you know,
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So how often do you do that to like when
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I record?
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So that's what your warm up is.
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Yeah, my warm.
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Ups and then I drink a lot of tea, and
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tea is very good for you. It keeps you young.
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I feel like because people don't know I'm thirty one
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and I'm thirty one, you know.
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I like it. It's like fine wine, you get better
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with time. That's what i'd sement myself. I feel like
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I still get carted. I'm good even you know, same
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or like, you know, if I go and get bleunts
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or something, I'm like, I'm really I'm like, thank you,
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but that's a little insulting, but whatever.
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I was at a bar at the Hotel in Miami
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and there the lady was like, can I see your ID?
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She goes, oh my gosh, you just look you just
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have this low, youthful look.
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I'm like, oh, so now I don't cause you know
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I am. Now you've got that. I was like, thank
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you for sure. I like it. So what do you
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think you would be doing. If you weren't singing.
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I think I would be really big into. Like the
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makeup world has been on my mind a lot lately,
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and I feel like I've grown into my features and
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my eyes and you know, learning how to contour and
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all that I still have to learn. Trust me, I'm
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not the best, but when I apply myself, I can
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be a battie.
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You know. So are you one of those girls that
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are on those YouTube tutorials LA on the night and
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you're like it again this product? Yesing, we're gonna sit
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here and we're gonna do all these other things.
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Yes, on the way over here. I just ordered some
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new powder because I'm not big into powder, but I
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know that everyone uses it.
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That's all private talk about powder, you.
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Got, girl. I just I just ordered the Sasha powder.
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I think it's s A C H A. I just
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ordered it because for me, it has no flash and
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it's not as it's it's pigmented and it's soft, but
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it's not.
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It doesn't give you that like gray white thing. That's
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why I don't use a kind of super like. Yeah,
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I've tried for myself like that. It's like pink undertones. Yes,
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it doesn't do it as much as like a bright
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like looks like your Dracula kind of like grows. I'm like,
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oh girl, that's.
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Why I'm like sometimes I just want to sit in
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a chair and like y'all just do what y'll do
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because y'all.
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Know how to do it. So what in makeup would
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you want to do? Would you actually want to be
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a makeup artist or have your own makeup line? Would
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you want to do your own company line? Make line? Yeah,
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I want to start.
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I feel like I would start with like lipsticks, flip liners,
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and then lashes and then from.
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There one we're stopping you. We're here at private talk.
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We're gonna speak it into exist. I'm a big believer
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in speaking and believing in what you want to do.
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So private talks of you know, we're here. We want
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to support you. Let us know what your social medias
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are so we can support you, go and follow you
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and do all those things that you're doing well. My
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social media is Paula DeAnda p A U l A
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d e A n DA. That's my IG.
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It's also my Twitter, and I think my TikTok is
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let me see you know, I'm growing on TikTok.
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So you're I feel like my last couple of guests
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have all been new TikTok people and me myself included.
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I'm not like in that big in the TikTok world,
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just because I don't understand it yet. I feel like
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it's not my like generation where it's like I get
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what a lot of things going on, and not that
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I'm not obviously conscious of what's going on in the world,
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but I don't really know how it is. It.
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It's crazy because the simple things go. So I was
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having a good time listening to Ashantis songs and Who's
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you going against and versus oh Keisha Cole Kisha, and
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I was just having a good time on the beach
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in Miami. Am i bikini and this one got two
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hundred forty four point four k.
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So what are you just grooving to the music? You're
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just kind of.
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Like I'm vibing out and I sing a little part,
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a tiny little part, mind you. I sing all the
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time on my social media, so people nicing round of
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a plus, and so when I do these little clips,
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I'm like, you can you can hear me? But there's
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like wind in the air and like and they love it.
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I'm like, so, what do you think that made this special?
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This video as bikini I guess the bikini m the
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bikini sex sous girl. I mean you got if you
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got it on it. I mean, I mean it wasn't
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industry for in the adult entertainment where they like that.
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You know, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just it's
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funny though, the cliches of like something like that. Like
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you said, it's just like if I was wearing normal
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clothes singing the same thing.
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What I get as many views, what I get as
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many whatever. But I don't know.
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For me, I feel like because of your voice and
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who you are, I feel like that you would stand
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out on your own and it wouldn't be like the video.
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Maybe they just liked because the verses was going on
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and it was more gravitating to the people.
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And I think, I think people don't get to see
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my personality enough.
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So I think that's see And that's what I think
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about the whole social media with the tiktoking thing, is
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that it really sets people aside to see their personality
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or if you even have one.
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And that's why I feel like.
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And what you're doing on your lone time because people
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are doing crazy stuff.
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I'm like, what see, I'm boring, Like I feel like
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I'm like no, I mean, I don't believe do stuff.
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But it's like I'm more one of those people. And
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I think this is why it hasn't clicked with me.
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Is that for me to take the time to put
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my phone and be like, yeah, let's do a TikTok,
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it takes me out of the realness of what's going
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on in our in our person like the personal time
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that I feel like it's not authentic and I'm really
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big on being authentic and in the moment.
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Okay, so next time you're in the moment, put your
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phone up, pretend like it's not there, and do something
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from TikTok, like a dance or something.
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A dance that will never happen, a dance you don't never.
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I can work, but I'm not it can work. You
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can dance, but it's not even like I could never do.
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Like I was on a TikTok thing that where Aloha?
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Where is Alexis Texas? Was this whole back you know,
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when TikTok first started being crazy.
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I was in the video for def Jam. I couldn't
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even do the dance.
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Then I was like, I will just dance over here
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by myself. But I'm not even get that going. Sorry,
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I just danced different. I'm not like a uniform like
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you know. I did tap, jazz and ballet in my
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whole life, you know, growing up. But yeah, that dancing
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stuff for me. There, ballet, that's amazing. That is a
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lot of discipline. It is, it is. That's why you know,
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point my toes all the time. I did to split,
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so I can do a lot of things wrong.
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Well, you got to teach me how to do splits
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because I don't know.
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Oh, I will teach you. I'll teach you a lot
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of things. On the private talk we're getting, we're getting
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to know each other. I'm enjoying our conversation. We're feeling
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a little bit more comfortable with each other and all
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those great things. For sure. What would you say that
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is one subscription that you have right now currently that
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you could not live without. I'm addicted to IG. I
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will say that, but you don't. It's not lessarily a
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subscription that you pay for. Oh no, no, no, So
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something that you have that you have if it's either
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a Netflix It could be iTunes, It could be anything
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that you have, I mean any like you know what
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apps do you have over there? That's just like a subscription.
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Based nothing really that I can think of that I
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could live.
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Without, I think for me. So my example would be
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I have the com app. Right, so I have like
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the whole paid feed, sure of it. Because I'm super
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big and I traveled so much, you know, the last
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ten twelve years that being in all these different places,
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it was hard to like sleep. So I listened to
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sleep sounds. And so when you purchase the thing, it
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tells you bedtime stories. Girl, no stories, I will talk
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myself to sleep. Well, maybe I should just have you.
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I'll call you and be like, hey, can you tell
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me a bedtime story and put me in it? Please
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call it.
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I have been thinking about doing that. Actually, maybe you
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could be on the app.
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They have like different celebrities doing like they read stories,
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and I did because your voice is very soothing. I
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do that with my dog. It's funny. Then I tell
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your dog bedtime stories.
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We do meditation together, and I swear he feels it.
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We're like on the couch and like, right now you're
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gonna feel a calmness through your body.
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It's going up all the way.
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Towards your whatever, you know, your other arm into your legs.
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You're a meditating instructor for dogs. Yeah, I'm gonna send
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my dog is. You know, we're we're like Texas sisters.
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You know, we have this bond. I need to have
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like the first try, the first time free and I'll
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see if your skills are really good. If my dogs
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are feeling your meditation, I think they will, then we'll
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talk about opening a business meditating dogs. Right. Honestly, I
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stay on YouTube.
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I know it sounds crazy and so old, but I
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love to watch music videos on YouTube. I watch I
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do the calm stuff, the rainforest, that.
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Kind of thing. I just leave it on. I I'm
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really big into I fall asleep to rain like all
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the time. People think that I'm like crazy, Like I
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have guys and they're like, is it raining.
487
00:18:49.519 --> 00:18:50.799
I'm like, no, it's an app just calm down.
488
00:18:51.039 --> 00:18:56.200
Like my grandparents had a rainstick, like you. I remember that.
489
00:18:56.759 --> 00:18:59.920
It's like, yeah, it's so cool. I like that.
490
00:19:00.200 --> 00:19:02.359
Yeah, I'm like I'm like being soothed.
491
00:19:02.359 --> 00:19:04.039
Well you say it. I'm like thinking about the rain stick.
492
00:19:04.200 --> 00:19:06.400
Yes, you just need a couple and you just turn
493
00:19:06.440 --> 00:19:06.720
them over.
494
00:19:06.759 --> 00:19:08.319
Somebody's gonna have to turn them for you. I guess
495
00:19:08.319 --> 00:19:12.359
why turn it over? What does the word boss mean
496
00:19:12.400 --> 00:19:12.680
to you?
497
00:19:14.680 --> 00:19:18.680
I'm a boss as bitchy am boss, you really want
498
00:19:18.720 --> 00:19:19.200
me to work?
499
00:19:19.240 --> 00:19:21.759
I can feel we'll get there.
500
00:19:23.039 --> 00:19:28.200
Boss. I feel like a boss is someone who's unapologetic,
501
00:19:29.359 --> 00:19:33.759
knows their vision and it really doesn't take no for
502
00:19:33.799 --> 00:19:38.039
an answer. Boss, ass bitch, sass bitch like that Paula version.
503
00:19:38.200 --> 00:19:39.640
That's gonna be me this year.
504
00:19:40.480 --> 00:19:42.640
This is your year because I feel like I have
505
00:19:42.759 --> 00:19:47.400
the tendency to kind of be persuaded to other people
506
00:19:47.680 --> 00:19:50.240
be like, okay, yeah, I'll do this for you.
507
00:19:49.640 --> 00:19:53.279
You know what, a little bit okay, but I'm aware
508
00:19:53.359 --> 00:19:54.039
of it now.
509
00:19:54.240 --> 00:19:56.519
Okay, so what are you doing to like change that
510
00:19:56.640 --> 00:19:58.359
pattern now? And to be like, hey, I'm a boss
511
00:19:58.359 --> 00:20:00.920
ass bitch is twenty twenty one COVID was a fucked
512
00:20:00.960 --> 00:20:02.960
up year, but it got me right on track because
513
00:20:03.559 --> 00:20:05.039
this is where it is because for me, I don't
514
00:20:05.079 --> 00:20:07.440
think that twenty twenty was a bad year. I think
515
00:20:07.480 --> 00:20:09.599
that it was an adjustment year. I think it was
516
00:20:09.680 --> 00:20:12.519
just kind of like almost in a sense, like and
517
00:20:12.559 --> 00:20:14.839
I hate like the older we get. I feel like
518
00:20:14.880 --> 00:20:17.119
it's like things can become so cliche of like, oh,
519
00:20:17.160 --> 00:20:19.240
stop and smell the roses, stop and do whatever and it.
520
00:20:19.400 --> 00:20:22.200
But what's those things? It was like, you get so
521
00:20:22.480 --> 00:20:24.839
you know, busy and caught up in like your everyday schedule,
522
00:20:24.880 --> 00:20:26.400
and you think that there's nothing in the world that
523
00:20:26.440 --> 00:20:28.640
could stop it because you're so busy in those things.
524
00:20:28.680 --> 00:20:30.079
And then COVID happened.
525
00:20:30.079 --> 00:20:31.759
And then there was no choice.
526
00:20:31.799 --> 00:20:34.000
But I feel like me and you, you're probably more
527
00:20:34.039 --> 00:20:36.319
of a planner than me. I don't know, are you okay,
528
00:20:36.319 --> 00:20:37.519
I'm not so I.
529
00:20:37.559 --> 00:20:39.519
Yes and no. Like I like to have plans, but
530
00:20:39.720 --> 00:20:42.000
I'm very like I hate to make them because I'm like,
531
00:20:42.039 --> 00:20:44.960
I don't know if something's gonna come up, and that's.
532
00:20:44.759 --> 00:20:47.519
What stops us, because that's my thing. I will plan
533
00:20:47.599 --> 00:20:51.000
something out and something will go wrong, totally wrong. I'm like,
534
00:20:51.039 --> 00:20:53.240
you know what, fuck it. I'm just gonna go with
535
00:20:53.240 --> 00:20:55.960
the flow. I'm gonna be on my vibration. Wherever the
536
00:20:56.039 --> 00:20:58.400
vibration takes me, That's where I'm going to be. And
537
00:20:58.440 --> 00:21:00.640
I feel like now I do want to plan things,
538
00:21:00.720 --> 00:21:03.680
but again, like the whole pandemic thing, people are planning
539
00:21:03.720 --> 00:21:09.759
so many things, weddings, birthday big celebrations, trips with your friends.
540
00:21:10.119 --> 00:21:12.880
None of those things could happen, so you were down
541
00:21:12.920 --> 00:21:15.480
to your own self, your root of it. And I
542
00:21:15.480 --> 00:21:18.759
feel like being independent and not being on tour and
543
00:21:18.799 --> 00:21:20.799
doing all these other things that artists have to do
544
00:21:20.839 --> 00:21:25.519
when they're signed, you know, those things stop for them,
545
00:21:25.920 --> 00:21:29.039
like tours stop for artists that were popping.
546
00:21:28.960 --> 00:21:31.839
And that, and that's crazy me is like how people
547
00:21:31.880 --> 00:21:33.720
really in a sense made money. That's why everyone was
548
00:21:33.759 --> 00:21:37.359
always on the road because you know you that's just the.
549
00:21:37.359 --> 00:21:41.640
Way we can imagine having that stimulation stuff, stimulation, stimulation,
550
00:21:41.839 --> 00:21:44.480
and it helps your numbers wherever, whatever it may be,
551
00:21:44.960 --> 00:21:46.200
and then it just be taken.
552
00:21:47.119 --> 00:21:48.960
Oh trust draw. I mean it happened to me in
553
00:21:49.279 --> 00:21:51.319
my world, like I literally was traveling. I was in
554
00:21:51.359 --> 00:21:54.319
a different city every single weekend. And it's because you
555
00:21:54.400 --> 00:21:56.200
know this, this last year was supposed to be my
556
00:21:56.279 --> 00:21:59.279
last year of you know, my final tour, and it
557
00:21:59.359 --> 00:22:01.880
happened and then and it was like at the end, oh, well,
558
00:22:01.960 --> 00:22:04.200
let's do this now. It's like I couldn't even fathom
559
00:22:04.240 --> 00:22:06.559
putting myself in that situation anymore, not because I don't
560
00:22:06.680 --> 00:22:08.799
like it, and I didn't like that rush, but because
561
00:22:08.839 --> 00:22:11.480
the circumstances of the world have changed, so it's very
562
00:22:11.519 --> 00:22:13.960
different for me because I'm such a personal person with
563
00:22:14.039 --> 00:22:18.680
my fans that I wouldn't want to offend anybody in
564
00:22:18.720 --> 00:22:20.599
a way that I didn't know how to appropriately act
565
00:22:20.599 --> 00:22:24.200
myself yet and give them what they like because I'm,
566
00:22:24.240 --> 00:22:26.279
you know, you being you know, Southerners yourself. It's like
567
00:22:26.599 --> 00:22:29.039
I'm like hugging people I don't know, like I'm a hugger.
568
00:22:29.119 --> 00:22:31.160
I'm like, oh, we know, and not that it's over
569
00:22:31.319 --> 00:22:33.480
like overly, but if it's genuine and I feel it,
570
00:22:33.960 --> 00:22:36.240
then I'm I'll vibe with you. For me, like, fans
571
00:22:36.279 --> 00:22:38.240
are the most important. It's why we are who we
572
00:22:38.279 --> 00:22:40.279
are and you know, keep us going and all the
573
00:22:40.319 --> 00:22:43.400
things that vehicles that we have driven was because they're
574
00:22:43.440 --> 00:22:45.039
the ones that pay for things. They're the ones that
575
00:22:45.440 --> 00:22:48.359
pay you know, buy your music. They're doing all these things,
576
00:22:48.440 --> 00:22:50.960
the merchandise and all this stuff. So it's like, why
577
00:22:51.039 --> 00:22:52.160
shouldn't I talk to them?
578
00:22:52.240 --> 00:22:54.720
Yeah, it was bittersweet for me, but I know again,
579
00:22:54.759 --> 00:22:57.400
I put myself in positions where I'm like, wow, the
580
00:22:57.400 --> 00:22:59.319
people that Jos came out with an album that have
581
00:22:59.359 --> 00:23:01.480
to promote this that cannot go on tour.
582
00:23:01.640 --> 00:23:04.960
That's worse. Like that's but then I always feel too,
583
00:23:05.039 --> 00:23:07.799
It's like you know, as a hustler, it's like it's
584
00:23:07.839 --> 00:23:10.480
just you. Yes, that's just very true what everything you're saying.
585
00:23:10.480 --> 00:23:12.519
But it's like, now, how I still have this out?
586
00:23:12.880 --> 00:23:14.559
But how do I still promote it and not be
587
00:23:14.640 --> 00:23:16.839
on tour. I'm gonna be on live, I'm gonna be
588
00:23:16.920 --> 00:23:18.519
on everywhere. I'm gonna be on everything that you can
589
00:23:18.559 --> 00:23:20.039
listen to me that I'm gonna be like, hey, you're
590
00:23:20.039 --> 00:23:21.400
gonna get anorous fuck with me.
591
00:23:21.599 --> 00:23:24.240
But I like people like, here's my cell phone number,
592
00:23:24.279 --> 00:23:25.359
I'm like, huh what.
593
00:23:26.440 --> 00:23:27.440
There's apps for that? Girl?
594
00:23:27.519 --> 00:23:29.559
You'll be like, you know, I'll charge I guess I'm
595
00:23:29.559 --> 00:23:31.720
gonna do the app because I've never tried that yet.
596
00:23:31.720 --> 00:23:33.279
See there's That's the thing. And that's what's the cool
597
00:23:33.319 --> 00:23:35.519
thing about what this whole slowdown of certain things.
598
00:23:35.559 --> 00:23:36.599
Other things did come up to.
599
00:23:37.519 --> 00:23:39.920
Creativity of knowing like different lanthes and knowing what you
600
00:23:39.960 --> 00:23:42.480
know your fan base in your market wants and people
601
00:23:42.519 --> 00:23:45.799
do want, you know, personal interaction with you, and as
602
00:23:45.839 --> 00:23:47.640
an artist, you want to give them that. But you
603
00:23:47.680 --> 00:23:49.279
also want to have your space, you know what I mean,
604
00:23:49.319 --> 00:23:51.319
because it is you know, you are still a person
605
00:23:51.359 --> 00:23:53.200
and a human that has a life, a regular You
606
00:23:53.359 --> 00:23:54.720
have a dog, you have your family, you have all
607
00:23:54.759 --> 00:23:57.400
these things that are normal that shouldn't be invaded. But
608
00:23:57.440 --> 00:24:00.240
there's also hey, for this price and this time, I'm
609
00:24:00.240 --> 00:24:02.319
gonna do these things over here. If it's a cameo,
610
00:24:02.519 --> 00:24:04.880
if it's a you know, text messaging whatever, like are
611
00:24:04.920 --> 00:24:06.920
you on cameo? I am on cameo? Me too, shout
612
00:24:06.920 --> 00:24:09.559
out to cameo, Yes, cameo. I do love my cameos.
613
00:24:09.599 --> 00:24:11.200
It's one of those things. It's bittersweet, you know what
614
00:24:11.240 --> 00:24:12.839
I mean. Like in the beginning I started, when it
615
00:24:12.880 --> 00:24:16.480
first started, everything happening, and it's very it's it's huge now.
616
00:24:16.359 --> 00:24:17.960
I feel like a lot more people are on it,
617
00:24:18.000 --> 00:24:19.519
but I'm like, we want it first. I know.
618
00:24:19.599 --> 00:24:22.119
It's like I'm like that myself. I'm like, Okay, that's cool,
619
00:24:22.160 --> 00:24:24.920
but when did you start? No kind of thing. But
620
00:24:24.920 --> 00:24:26.720
but for sure, it's one of those things that it's
621
00:24:26.759 --> 00:24:29.200
really cool that that can be a thing for your
622
00:24:29.200 --> 00:24:32.720
fans to give, like a birthday message, a good luck
623
00:24:32.759 --> 00:24:34.720
at work. Most of the time, it's a.
624
00:24:34.720 --> 00:24:38.359
Shout out to whatever business they have, but more more
625
00:24:38.400 --> 00:24:42.720
times out of not I'm singing happy Birthday, Happy.
626
00:24:42.720 --> 00:24:44.079
I don't sing it, but i'll sing.
627
00:24:44.480 --> 00:24:47.119
I mean, I'm getting one from you singing happy birthday.
628
00:24:47.160 --> 00:24:49.640
It was way better than me. See, like I'll be like,
629
00:24:49.880 --> 00:24:51.920
m Paula help me. I don't know. Yeah, They're like,
630
00:24:51.960 --> 00:24:54.240
we're going to Vegas. I'm like, I'm the pandemic. Okay,
631
00:24:54.319 --> 00:24:56.519
I'll have fun. But my what I will find that
632
00:24:56.559 --> 00:24:58.480
it's fun is like now that there's a feature on
633
00:24:58.519 --> 00:25:00.519
it that they can give you a video back after
634
00:25:00.559 --> 00:25:03.880
you send it. So like I had one night, I've
635
00:25:03.880 --> 00:25:05.839
only had one, I would say, and it's and it's new.
636
00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:07.839
I think he was last month, literally that I think
637
00:25:07.839 --> 00:25:08.400
that it just came out.
638
00:25:08.400 --> 00:25:09.599
But they came back.
639
00:25:09.440 --> 00:25:12.559
And they showed that somebody recorded the guy's reaction of
640
00:25:12.680 --> 00:25:15.279
him watching it, and it was so priceless, and I go,
641
00:25:15.359 --> 00:25:17.680
this is exactly why I do it. And that's what
642
00:25:18.759 --> 00:25:22.160
so heartfelt. Oh nice, good to know, but it's so
643
00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:24.599
heart felt that you could see the genuiness that he
644
00:25:24.759 --> 00:25:27.200
was so shocked and it was on a big screen
645
00:25:27.200 --> 00:25:29.039
and all his friends were like, yeah, it was like
646
00:25:29.079 --> 00:25:30.599
a big hyph thing that I was like, yeah, I
647
00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:32.400
got you, Like you feel like you're a part of it,
648
00:25:32.599 --> 00:25:34.599
Like it's just like this whole thing that is cool.
649
00:25:34.640 --> 00:25:36.519
I did see the update, but I didn't read it,
650
00:25:36.599 --> 00:25:37.640
so I guess that's what it is.
651
00:25:37.839 --> 00:25:40.119
Yes, I'm a big fan of not reading things and
652
00:25:40.200 --> 00:25:41.640
be like sure, I'll figure it out later, but yeah,
653
00:25:41.680 --> 00:25:43.119
know it's that's a good part of that one.
654
00:25:43.400 --> 00:25:45.920
Again, I don't, like I said, I go with the flow.
655
00:25:46.559 --> 00:25:48.519
If it's something that's new, I have to do this
656
00:25:48.519 --> 00:25:49.160
this that I'm.
657
00:25:49.000 --> 00:25:49.880
Like, Nope, not gonna do it.
658
00:25:49.880 --> 00:25:51.160
Well, now you have a friend in me, you can
659
00:25:51.200 --> 00:25:51.480
ask me.
660
00:25:51.519 --> 00:25:53.160
I'm on a lot of like you know, networks like
661
00:25:53.160 --> 00:25:55.400
that that like some of them are you know, useful
662
00:25:55.400 --> 00:25:56.839
and some of them aren't, but some of them are, like,
663
00:25:57.000 --> 00:25:59.039
you know, it's worth it, like I said, especially because
664
00:25:59.039 --> 00:26:00.920
you seem like you're really like into your fans and
665
00:26:00.920 --> 00:26:03.640
what you have going on and just a personal interaction
666
00:26:03.720 --> 00:26:05.359
of being like if you have something new coming out,
667
00:26:05.400 --> 00:26:08.200
be like, hey, a question, you like this or this?
668
00:26:08.640 --> 00:26:09.680
You know what I mean, like and just and I
669
00:26:09.680 --> 00:26:11.720
feel like fan input. You know, it's not that we
670
00:26:11.759 --> 00:26:14.920
can't make our own decision, but because we're so indecisive.
671
00:26:14.920 --> 00:26:17.240
But sometimes we're like, oh okay, well now we're gonna
672
00:26:17.240 --> 00:26:19.759
go here, because I'll be like, it's showed me five things,
673
00:26:19.799 --> 00:26:21.960
and I'm like, well, like all five of them, Like,
674
00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:24.079
but you got to pick one. I'm like, I don't know,
675
00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:26.119
you've been help me. I know.
676
00:26:26.200 --> 00:26:28.799
I see that a lot to where people ask they're like,
677
00:26:28.839 --> 00:26:30.359
what should I wear today? I'm like, that would be
678
00:26:30.359 --> 00:26:32.920
cool to try. I mean, just different things because you
679
00:26:32.960 --> 00:26:35.480
never know what people's opinion is. I've actually wanted to
680
00:26:35.559 --> 00:26:38.240
have people to dress me to like style me, because
681
00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:41.799
I don't have a personal stylist. But if like a
682
00:26:41.920 --> 00:26:44.599
random person that has style would style me, I would
683
00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:46.079
love to put on all those.
684
00:26:45.839 --> 00:26:49.519
Clothes like like a fan random moment thing. Yes, that's
685
00:26:49.559 --> 00:26:51.160
kind of hot. Maybe you should do like a contest
686
00:26:51.200 --> 00:26:54.279
that they could like in something very skimmy though, but
687
00:26:55.000 --> 00:26:57.119
maybe you have put that on my only fan. Maybe
688
00:26:57.160 --> 00:27:00.960
you should put like, you know, limitations, certain things about
689
00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:03.079
your what Okay, I'll wear this, I want you know
690
00:27:03.319 --> 00:27:05.119
to do Okay, yes, yes, on a no list of
691
00:27:05.160 --> 00:27:06.480
what you can do and then like you.
692
00:27:06.400 --> 00:27:08.640
Know, have it mapped out, but it definitely can happen.
693
00:27:08.799 --> 00:27:10.839
Yeah, so you casually threw and you have an only
694
00:27:10.880 --> 00:27:13.319
fans I do nice. What is on your only fans
695
00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:16.920
that we can see? Is it something new? Did you
696
00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:19.279
jump on the bandwagon during the pandemic or is it
697
00:27:19.359 --> 00:27:19.759
like what?
698
00:27:20.039 --> 00:27:24.319
Okay, So I got into it in March, and I'll
699
00:27:24.319 --> 00:27:27.240
had like one photo that I did during quarantine, like.
700
00:27:27.200 --> 00:27:29.440
The photo that your TikTok video got all these likes
701
00:27:29.440 --> 00:27:31.440
because you were in a bikini. Girl tell us no.
702
00:27:32.359 --> 00:27:33.680
The photo I had on clothes.
703
00:27:33.759 --> 00:27:36.400
It was a really cute, like up like close and
704
00:27:36.480 --> 00:27:38.160
personal selfie and I was like, ooh, I'm.
705
00:27:38.079 --> 00:27:40.279
Gonna I'm gonna sell this. But I didn't even know
706
00:27:40.359 --> 00:27:42.799
how to do it. So I was just on it forever.
707
00:27:42.519 --> 00:27:43.720
And you don't know how to do it.
708
00:27:43.759 --> 00:27:46.640
I finally on it, okay, So I.
709
00:27:46.559 --> 00:27:49.519
Was like, oh, this is how it works. My first
710
00:27:49.559 --> 00:27:51.319
video I put up for a hundred bucks and someone
711
00:27:51.319 --> 00:27:52.880
bought it, and someone else bought it, and someone else
712
00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:55.880
bought it. I'm in a bikini then, and it was cool.
713
00:27:55.880 --> 00:27:57.440
I was like, okay, let me let me see what
714
00:27:57.480 --> 00:28:00.319
else I can do. So I finally put my new
715
00:28:00.400 --> 00:28:06.000
project on there. It's very cinematic, sexy again girl girl action,
716
00:28:06.240 --> 00:28:10.119
you know, nothing too crazy. It was freaky. It's called
717
00:28:10.160 --> 00:28:13.680
freaky freaky. So we put that out directly to them first.
718
00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:15.359
Also they could see it see.
719
00:28:15.160 --> 00:28:16.559
And that's what I think is cool, is like so
720
00:28:16.599 --> 00:28:19.160
everybody gets like, oh, only fans and they be like, oh,
721
00:28:19.160 --> 00:28:22.119
like it's so like sexual for me, I've had only
722
00:28:22.160 --> 00:28:23.920
fans before. Only fans was cool and one of those
723
00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:25.799
types of things whatever because it was I feel like
724
00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:29.000
it wasn't started because of adult business, but adult people
725
00:28:29.039 --> 00:28:31.279
made it popular. Then. What I what I feel like
726
00:28:31.359 --> 00:28:33.480
is having more people on is like everybody has their
727
00:28:33.480 --> 00:28:36.119
own lane. You're you know, you're a musician, you're a songwriter,
728
00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:38.680
you have like so much talent that people don't get
729
00:28:38.680 --> 00:28:40.799
to see the behind the scenes, and it's like, why
730
00:28:40.880 --> 00:28:43.400
not use a platform for what it's made for in
731
00:28:43.440 --> 00:28:44.799
your lane and what it's doing. I think it's a
732
00:28:44.799 --> 00:28:46.960
beautiful thing. I think that's its marketing wise. If you
733
00:28:47.039 --> 00:28:49.480
do it correctly and it stays you know, within what
734
00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:51.640
you have and you can maintain with your fans. I
735
00:28:51.640 --> 00:28:54.079
think it's amazing. Yeah, and you definitely should do more
736
00:28:54.079 --> 00:28:55.640
of it, Like I feel like that's where they get
737
00:28:55.640 --> 00:28:56.400
to see.
738
00:28:56.599 --> 00:28:58.000
What you want to show them, you.
739
00:28:58.039 --> 00:29:01.240
Know, I want to show them my my mature side,
740
00:29:01.279 --> 00:29:02.759
and I feel like if I put that on my
741
00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:05.279
ig on my Twitter, it could be no flag, No,
742
00:29:05.359 --> 00:29:07.599
somebody might say something or even get them deleted.
743
00:29:07.640 --> 00:29:10.519
I'm sure you've had deleted. I mean even now, like
744
00:29:10.599 --> 00:29:12.720
and I feel like I'm typecasted because I did for
745
00:29:13.039 --> 00:29:15.000
I haven't even done I pornantine in like four years,
746
00:29:15.039 --> 00:29:16.960
but I will always be known as like Texas who's
747
00:29:16.960 --> 00:29:18.920
done porn or the porn star or whatever like whatever.
748
00:29:19.000 --> 00:29:19.680
To each his own.
749
00:29:19.960 --> 00:29:20.960
I don't like knock.
750
00:29:21.000 --> 00:29:23.160
It's one of those things.
751
00:29:23.200 --> 00:29:25.680
But it's like because of that, my ass is so big,
752
00:29:25.720 --> 00:29:27.279
and they're like, oh you have this, I'm like, I
753
00:29:27.519 --> 00:29:29.599
have a bikini on. Just because my ass is big
754
00:29:29.680 --> 00:29:32.680
doesn't mean I'm doing anything inappropriate, So now put that
755
00:29:32.759 --> 00:29:37.400
on the like definitely exactly they flagged, but now they're
756
00:29:37.400 --> 00:29:39.319
also doing targeting them as well. And it's to the
757
00:29:39.319 --> 00:29:41.160
point where it's like because they just came out with
758
00:29:41.200 --> 00:29:43.240
the whole new guidelines whatever, and the guidelines is like
759
00:29:43.279 --> 00:29:46.279
I haven't read them so heavily and me neither. But
760
00:29:46.359 --> 00:29:48.000
I have a team of people that like, we can't
761
00:29:48.119 --> 00:29:50.680
post certain things because it's like if you're in a
762
00:29:50.720 --> 00:29:53.319
song and you're having your face to the camera, it
763
00:29:53.359 --> 00:29:55.279
can be deleted if it's not that. It could be
764
00:29:55.319 --> 00:29:57.000
a bikini picture, but it can't be a thong. And
765
00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:58.839
I'm like, who makes these rules?
766
00:29:58.839 --> 00:29:59.319
And why?
767
00:30:00.119 --> 00:30:00.319
Sorry?
768
00:30:00.359 --> 00:30:02.319
But if you in Miami, like I have been there
769
00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:04.240
all thongs, I'm learning to live in thongs.
770
00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:06.440
But see that's the thing. It's like, but what should
771
00:30:06.480 --> 00:30:09.480
discriminate a woman feeling comfortable and I'm not naked and
772
00:30:09.599 --> 00:30:12.640
I and I I respect the guidelines of like you
773
00:30:12.640 --> 00:30:14.640
don't want to do too much because I'm not trying
774
00:30:14.640 --> 00:30:16.480
to show my pussy and my asshole to the whole
775
00:30:16.519 --> 00:30:19.039
world for free. Let's just be honest. Yeah. So it's like,
776
00:30:19.279 --> 00:30:21.400
but the thing is tastefully like I can't even be
777
00:30:22.759 --> 00:30:27.319
use my creativity sexually, like to over sexualized to make
778
00:30:27.359 --> 00:30:29.200
it even anything, because now it's seemed like if I
779
00:30:29.240 --> 00:30:32.839
touch my boob like this, oh, you're insinuating sex. If
780
00:30:32.880 --> 00:30:35.119
I put my finger in my mouth, you're insinuating sex.
781
00:30:35.160 --> 00:30:37.119
So it's like it's so geared that they just want
782
00:30:37.160 --> 00:30:40.720
to shut everybody out that I'm like, how, like why
783
00:30:40.839 --> 00:30:42.960
it's money it who fucked you over? Because it's not
784
00:30:43.039 --> 00:30:45.359
a girl that fucks them, dude that cheated on them
785
00:30:45.400 --> 00:30:47.319
and they found out about it, and it's not our
786
00:30:47.359 --> 00:30:48.640
fault exactly.
787
00:30:48.920 --> 00:30:52.039
So for me, what I find really interesting about that
788
00:30:52.200 --> 00:30:56.440
is that if it makes the man uncomfortable or whoever uncomfortable,
789
00:30:56.640 --> 00:31:00.559
then don't look at it like just be you know,
790
00:31:01.240 --> 00:31:04.359
have a sense of confidence in yourself. Like I have
791
00:31:04.400 --> 00:31:07.440
some friends that are a little more I guess you
792
00:31:07.440 --> 00:31:10.519
could say reserved in me, And sometimes they say stuff like,
793
00:31:10.799 --> 00:31:12.839
oh I wouldn't I couldn't wear that, but you could
794
00:31:12.880 --> 00:31:13.960
get away with it kind of thing.
795
00:31:14.000 --> 00:31:16.799
I'm like, because I don't give a fuck why they
796
00:31:16.839 --> 00:31:17.720
say in a sense.
797
00:31:17.680 --> 00:31:20.400
Because like because they're scared to do it, because.
798
00:31:20.400 --> 00:31:21.319
They don't want to be judged.
799
00:31:21.359 --> 00:31:23.240
I don't want somebody to say, well, then she's not
800
00:31:23.279 --> 00:31:25.880
a boss. She can't have her own company if she
801
00:31:25.880 --> 00:31:26.279
wears this.
802
00:31:26.519 --> 00:31:29.119
Like so, what why do you feel like that you're
803
00:31:29.200 --> 00:31:31.079
labeled as to do too much girl because of the
804
00:31:31.119 --> 00:31:33.640
way that you're dressed, or you're over sexualized or why
805
00:31:33.640 --> 00:31:34.920
do you feel that way? No, I was making a
806
00:31:35.000 --> 00:31:36.200
joke because the song doing too much?
807
00:31:36.720 --> 00:31:42.920
Oh no, But I feel like for me, people knew
808
00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:46.319
me as a six sixteen year old young youthful girl
809
00:31:46.960 --> 00:31:48.599
or maybe they might have not even know I'm sixteen,
810
00:31:48.599 --> 00:31:51.799
but I was sixteen, so I got in that little
811
00:31:51.839 --> 00:31:54.519
box to where that she's so sweet, she's so innocent,
812
00:31:54.640 --> 00:31:57.440
she's this and that, Like nobody knew me obviously I
813
00:31:57.519 --> 00:32:00.920
was at that age, but I've I feel like I was.
814
00:32:01.000 --> 00:32:03.079
Yeah, I was actually a prude. I will say that
815
00:32:03.279 --> 00:32:05.160
I was a prude. I was always scared to like
816
00:32:05.359 --> 00:32:05.799
hook up.
817
00:32:05.759 --> 00:32:07.680
With guys or anybody because I was just like, I
818
00:32:07.720 --> 00:32:10.119
don't know, somebody might give me something I don't know.
819
00:32:10.359 --> 00:32:13.160
Like I grew up very like in.
820
00:32:13.160 --> 00:32:14.799
The church, that kind of thing, like I say in
821
00:32:14.839 --> 00:32:15.359
the church choir.
822
00:32:15.400 --> 00:32:16.880
I wanted to be a nun growing up like this
823
00:32:17.000 --> 00:32:17.559
is crazy.
824
00:32:17.839 --> 00:32:20.720
And then I went into the industry and I'm like,
825
00:32:21.000 --> 00:32:23.440
maybe I don't want to be a nun. And I still,
826
00:32:23.480 --> 00:32:26.440
you know, I have I have a higher power that
827
00:32:26.519 --> 00:32:28.640
I feel like I believe in, you know, to each
828
00:32:28.680 --> 00:32:29.000
his own.
829
00:32:29.119 --> 00:32:33.119
But I also feel like I want to I want.
830
00:32:32.920 --> 00:32:35.720
To express myself of the newdest that I am sometimes
831
00:32:36.000 --> 00:32:37.920
and I know it offends other people, but I really
832
00:32:37.960 --> 00:32:38.599
don't care. Now.
833
00:32:38.880 --> 00:32:42.119
Yeah, and nudest is like do you go full like
834
00:32:42.200 --> 00:32:43.839
you're just don't care then you can be new to
835
00:32:44.000 --> 00:32:46.920
like around anybody, or as far as like just a
836
00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:47.519
little bit further.
837
00:32:47.640 --> 00:32:51.480
I probably could if it were if it was not
838
00:32:51.640 --> 00:32:53.519
indecent exposure what is it called.
839
00:32:53.440 --> 00:32:55.880
If it was legalized in sense or whatever, and then
840
00:32:55.880 --> 00:32:57.559
you could do I went to a nude beach. It
841
00:32:57.680 --> 00:32:59.200
was so fun and.
842
00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:00.319
It's liberating, you know what I mean.
843
00:33:00.359 --> 00:33:01.920
And that's why I feel like I feel like, you know,
844
00:33:02.279 --> 00:33:05.039
you naked say the same thing all the time. For me,
845
00:33:05.119 --> 00:33:07.200
it's like I've traveled so many like to you know,
846
00:33:07.359 --> 00:33:09.839
to Europe and all these other different countries where it's
847
00:33:09.920 --> 00:33:13.240
not looked upon like sex. I feel like in the
848
00:33:13.359 --> 00:33:18.279
US is so overly like, oh, it's about you have
849
00:33:18.319 --> 00:33:19.599
to be married, you have to do that. There's all
850
00:33:19.640 --> 00:33:21.680
these rules in striction, like the restrictions whatever I mean.
851
00:33:21.680 --> 00:33:23.440
And maybe not so much now, but in the beginning,
852
00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:25.720
and it was like it was so I don't know
853
00:33:26.079 --> 00:33:27.720
biblical is the word, but it was just very like
854
00:33:27.759 --> 00:33:29.160
into that sense where it was like this is the
855
00:33:29.160 --> 00:33:30.759
way it's supposed to be. You're a ciner. If it
856
00:33:30.759 --> 00:33:33.920
didn't happen the So when I first found the industry,
857
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:37.079
traveling overseas, I remember going to I believe it was
858
00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:40.480
New Zealand or Australia, one of the two that I remember.
859
00:33:40.640 --> 00:33:43.680
But we did a tour called Boobs on Bikes. So
860
00:33:43.839 --> 00:33:47.319
basically it was a tour that sounds fun, I'm a
861
00:33:47.400 --> 00:33:50.359
kid for free much for the ticket. Well, this is
862
00:33:50.359 --> 00:33:52.200
the thing it was in. It was a parade in
863
00:33:52.240 --> 00:33:55.240
the town, so families everyone. Then there was like a
864
00:33:55.440 --> 00:33:58.440
they roped everything off and people were supporting. So at first,
865
00:33:58.680 --> 00:34:01.599
riding through the city all these cities, there's kids and
866
00:34:01.640 --> 00:34:03.519
they're like, oh whatever. And at first I'm like, oh
867
00:34:03.559 --> 00:34:05.680
my god. And I'm because I'm like they're kids and
868
00:34:05.680 --> 00:34:08.559
you're you know, you're not naked, but you're topless. Yeah.
869
00:34:08.599 --> 00:34:12.000
But the and they're like like they're like Americans make
870
00:34:12.119 --> 00:34:15.960
that like overly done. They're like on their regular TV
871
00:34:16.400 --> 00:34:18.559
they can show boobs, they can say whatever. So like
872
00:34:18.639 --> 00:34:20.920
we make it seem bad that we're like, oh no, no, no, no,
873
00:34:20.960 --> 00:34:22.760
don't do it that. It's like then I started thinking
874
00:34:22.760 --> 00:34:25.159
about it differently and I'm like, oh, we're the ones
875
00:34:25.199 --> 00:34:27.480
like when you're like, when you shame someone to do something,
876
00:34:27.599 --> 00:34:29.239
is why you think that it's so bad?
877
00:34:29.519 --> 00:34:30.800
But why should it be shameful?
878
00:34:30.800 --> 00:34:32.719
It should be a conversation and it should be said
879
00:34:32.719 --> 00:34:34.239
the same way. Why I'm an advocate for free the
880
00:34:34.320 --> 00:34:37.280
nipple is if I have my top off, or if
881
00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:39.119
men can have their tops off and be like whatever,
882
00:34:39.199 --> 00:34:40.880
then why is it any different than if a woman
883
00:34:40.960 --> 00:34:43.639
doing it. Just because a man can be overly sexualized
884
00:34:43.679 --> 00:34:45.679
and they think like, oh that means oh I'm going
885
00:34:45.760 --> 00:34:48.000
to jerk off to you or something like inappropriately, that's
886
00:34:48.039 --> 00:34:50.599
on them and they should be tried for what's going
887
00:34:50.599 --> 00:34:52.239
on and be in jail for those things. But because
888
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:55.440
I'm walking freely or laying out and topless and tanning,
889
00:34:55.960 --> 00:34:57.599
I'm mine in my own business, you know what I mean.
890
00:34:57.599 --> 00:34:59.480
I'm not going at a kid's store. I'm not doing
891
00:34:59.480 --> 00:35:02.559
anything in appropriate. I feel in the guidelines. And that's
892
00:35:02.599 --> 00:35:03.880
why I think that it's just I.
893
00:35:03.800 --> 00:35:07.519
Feel like I have always been told like I used
894
00:35:07.519 --> 00:35:09.840
to wear like tighter dresses and people be like, oh,
895
00:35:10.079 --> 00:35:12.119
she's probably a sla or this and that, the people
896
00:35:12.159 --> 00:35:15.199
that didn't know me, And I'm like, what, Like, I
897
00:35:15.239 --> 00:35:19.559
can't be sexy, I can't enjoy my body and celebrate
898
00:35:19.639 --> 00:35:21.320
my body and be bold, and like.
899
00:35:21.440 --> 00:35:24.119
Yes you can, you're in private. I'm a boss, as
900
00:35:24.519 --> 00:35:26.840
we preach it. We want it to happen, you know,
901
00:35:26.920 --> 00:35:28.920
like I don't. I don't get that part.
902
00:35:29.039 --> 00:35:30.920
That part of me is just like it's it makes
903
00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:33.719
me sad because I feel like there's so many women
904
00:35:33.880 --> 00:35:37.440
and even men that don't they're not confident, Like your
905
00:35:37.480 --> 00:35:40.519
confidence is everything and you have to be like you said,
906
00:35:40.559 --> 00:35:41.960
you're number one supporter.
907
00:35:42.079 --> 00:35:45.599
You gotta really root for yourself before you better give
908
00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:46.840
yourself and yes.
909
00:35:48.119 --> 00:35:51.280
Before anybody does, because if you're not believing in yourself,
910
00:35:51.320 --> 00:35:52.079
nobody is going.
911
00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:52.480
To believe in you.
912
00:35:52.880 --> 00:35:55.079
I believe in that one ten percent.
913
00:35:55.159 --> 00:35:57.239
I feel like if you cause it's confidence shows if
914
00:35:57.239 --> 00:35:59.119
you're not confident in your own skin, and how are
915
00:35:59.159 --> 00:36:02.599
you going to like have anybody believe in what you're singing,
916
00:36:02.920 --> 00:36:05.280
believe in what I'm you know, talking about on the podcast.
917
00:36:05.320 --> 00:36:07.760
And vulnerability is sexy, vulnerable.
918
00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:11.119
I'm gonna say this again, Vulnerability is sexy.
919
00:36:11.119 --> 00:36:13.440
You use your sexy voice, poss sexy.
920
00:36:14.239 --> 00:36:16.639
And it's crazy because I'll be on clubhouse and a
921
00:36:16.719 --> 00:36:20.400
human on clubhouse and I hear these conversations about men.
922
00:36:20.440 --> 00:36:24.719
We're changing into another subject, but it still goes with vulnerability,
923
00:36:24.960 --> 00:36:28.119
like men how they are told not to cry they're
924
00:36:28.119 --> 00:36:30.679
told not to have emotions, and it's like, what, like,
925
00:36:30.760 --> 00:36:33.280
we all have emotions. That doesn't make you any less
926
00:36:33.280 --> 00:36:35.280
of a man to me. To me, it makes you
927
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:38.320
a man, It makes you a person, a human being, a.
928
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:40.400
Great And I think all these hard conversations and places
929
00:36:40.440 --> 00:36:43.079
like the platforms like clubhouse and I have I've been
930
00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:44.760
on cobus for a while, but I haven't actually.
931
00:36:44.480 --> 00:36:45.800
Made my introduction a clubhouse.
932
00:36:45.840 --> 00:36:47.320
We should have done this on club We should do.
933
00:36:49.000 --> 00:36:50.280
But for sure, it's one of those things that I
934
00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:53.119
think these conversations and why I love my podcast is
935
00:36:53.159 --> 00:36:56.280
that communication is key. If you can talk about and
936
00:36:56.280 --> 00:36:59.039
have an adult conversation, we can educate everybody, and you know,
937
00:36:59.079 --> 00:37:01.400
everybody takes away with they want to from it their
938
00:37:01.440 --> 00:37:02.079
own way.
939
00:37:02.280 --> 00:37:03.480
Just because we're having commer.
940
00:37:03.239 --> 00:37:05.519
Saving conversation right now about it doesn't mean that we
941
00:37:05.559 --> 00:37:07.480
have to agree. We can agree to disagree and we
942
00:37:07.480 --> 00:37:08.760
can take our own parts of what it is.
943
00:37:08.800 --> 00:37:09.840
But it's about being.
944
00:37:09.719 --> 00:37:12.599
You know, having awareness and just being honest and knowing
945
00:37:12.639 --> 00:37:14.239
that what works for me may not work for you
946
00:37:14.320 --> 00:37:16.039
and vice versa, but it doesn't. I don't put my
947
00:37:16.079 --> 00:37:18.360
pants on any differently that you do, vice versa. So
948
00:37:18.360 --> 00:37:20.800
it's like, why should I draw you different? Well, you know,
949
00:37:20.840 --> 00:37:21.639
my booty mad Wig.
950
00:37:24.119 --> 00:37:26.199
We don't put our fans on the same we know,
951
00:37:26.239 --> 00:37:28.480
but in actual you know what I mean, I know,
952
00:37:28.920 --> 00:37:31.880
it's like I just don't see like if I'm gonna
953
00:37:31.880 --> 00:37:32.800
treat you how you treat me.
954
00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:34.239
And that's just how I was taught from the you know,
955
00:37:34.280 --> 00:37:36.320
when I was young, and that's just respect.
956
00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:39.360
I feel like for you, especially like you have probably
957
00:37:39.400 --> 00:37:42.400
come across more men than I have that are just
958
00:37:42.519 --> 00:37:46.800
like dogs, you know, and they they put you in
959
00:37:46.800 --> 00:37:49.320
a category before they even know you. And they and
960
00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:52.920
especially in the industry, like me being a singer and
961
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:55.239
working with different guys, and they're always coming to me
962
00:37:55.360 --> 00:37:56.599
like hard eyes, hard eyes.
963
00:37:56.639 --> 00:37:58.320
I'm like, you know, I'm a.
964
00:37:58.280 --> 00:38:02.079
Singer, right, Like I have a voice, and I have,
965
00:38:02.519 --> 00:38:05.119
you know, done some things not to toot my own horn,
966
00:38:05.159 --> 00:38:07.480
but like I'm not just out here being thirsty, like.
967
00:38:07.480 --> 00:38:08.360
I've done some things.
968
00:38:08.679 --> 00:38:11.320
Do you want to work or do you want to work?
969
00:38:11.440 --> 00:38:13.480
But that's why I've met with this whole you know,
970
00:38:13.719 --> 00:38:17.800
new wave of people in generational time things. It's like
971
00:38:18.400 --> 00:38:20.360
people think that it's so easy, Like I was at
972
00:38:20.440 --> 00:38:22.320
something before the pandemic habin. It was like a fashion
973
00:38:22.360 --> 00:38:24.079
show and someone just came to me and was like, hey,
974
00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:26.039
put your number in it, and I'm like, I looked
975
00:38:26.039 --> 00:38:27.559
over to my friend and I was like, does this
976
00:38:27.840 --> 00:38:31.519
work to people? Because I found that bitch that I'm like,
977
00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:33.400
and it does you. But I was like, you can
978
00:38:33.440 --> 00:38:35.239
have your phone back because I ain't giving you my
979
00:38:35.320 --> 00:38:37.880
number about anything, but thank you very much, sir. And
980
00:38:37.920 --> 00:38:40.159
for me it's like, I'm very polite because for me,
981
00:38:40.199 --> 00:38:42.199
it's like and that's why, you know the difference of
982
00:38:42.239 --> 00:38:43.639
like when someone's hitting on you and they're like, oh,
983
00:38:43.760 --> 00:38:46.239
you know, baby girl, this or whatever, and I'm like, okay,
984
00:38:46.239 --> 00:38:48.119
thank you, but nothing. You're like, well fuck you, that bitch,
985
00:38:48.119 --> 00:38:50.559
And I'm like, okay, well I said it to me
986
00:38:50.679 --> 00:38:52.519
tastefully to you that I don't want you. But if
987
00:38:52.519 --> 00:38:53.360
that's you, that's all.
988
00:38:53.800 --> 00:38:56.880
I'll give the person the benefit of the doubt at first,
989
00:38:57.039 --> 00:39:00.400
unless I feel really really weird vibes, like people'll be like,
990
00:39:00.679 --> 00:39:02.920
let's go to dinner, let let's talk about whatever.
991
00:39:03.320 --> 00:39:05.920
What are you up to in your your new music?
992
00:39:06.119 --> 00:39:08.320
And I'll entertain it. But as soon as I.
993
00:39:08.280 --> 00:39:11.000
Figure out that it's not about work, I'm like so
994
00:39:11.159 --> 00:39:11.639
over it.
995
00:39:11.800 --> 00:39:13.079
Yeah, and it's hard to distinguish.
996
00:39:13.079 --> 00:39:15.840
I'm sure, Like I mean, I can only imagine the
997
00:39:15.920 --> 00:39:18.400
DMS that you get from all these things. So let's
998
00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:20.519
talk about being in the industry being so like, you know,
999
00:39:20.559 --> 00:39:23.079
it's kind of it's female driven, but it's male dominant.
1000
00:39:23.119 --> 00:39:25.079
And you being so young when you first started, did
1001
00:39:25.119 --> 00:39:27.320
you have any things that happened that you know were
1002
00:39:27.360 --> 00:39:29.800
on you know, uneventful to the point where it's like
1003
00:39:29.880 --> 00:39:32.000
kind of masked where your career went, or you kind
1004
00:39:32.000 --> 00:39:33.679
of took a step back that you were just like, oh,
1005
00:39:33.679 --> 00:39:35.960
wait a minute, I'm sixteen, hommy, I took you have
1006
00:39:36.119 --> 00:39:38.679
somebody that kind of like guided you, that protected you.
1007
00:39:39.480 --> 00:39:41.639
I I feel like I had a little bit of
1008
00:39:41.639 --> 00:39:44.800
both because I was sheltered, you know, from a very
1009
00:39:44.840 --> 00:39:47.119
young age. My mom did go on tour with me,
1010
00:39:47.239 --> 00:39:49.760
so that was amazing, and that was it made me
1011
00:39:49.800 --> 00:39:52.000
feel more safe, okay, because I was always around men
1012
00:39:52.119 --> 00:39:52.760
and I always saw.
1013
00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:54.719
I can only imagine that's I say, I had sixteen men.
1014
00:39:54.840 --> 00:39:57.440
It's such an influential age where it's like they don't
1015
00:39:57.480 --> 00:39:59.920
like you're not a woman or an adult, but you're
1016
00:40:00.079 --> 00:40:01.719
in that teetering line, you know what I mean.
1017
00:40:01.800 --> 00:40:04.119
So it's like and then men are just.
1018
00:40:04.360 --> 00:40:07.800
Perverts well too, But I love the men that loved men.
1019
00:40:08.079 --> 00:40:10.639
That's amazing because that didn't put me in a weird position.
1020
00:40:10.719 --> 00:40:13.599
And there's so many men that love men and there's
1021
00:40:13.639 --> 00:40:15.360
no knock to that. They'll just never come out. They'll
1022
00:40:15.360 --> 00:40:16.840
never say it. They don't want to be looked in
1023
00:40:16.840 --> 00:40:20.440
that light. But for me, I'm like, thank goodness because.
1024
00:40:20.239 --> 00:40:22.639
I don't have to sleep with them. I would never hear.
1025
00:40:24.119 --> 00:40:26.039
So, you know, that made me feel a little better
1026
00:40:26.079 --> 00:40:29.880
about it. But I have been in situations to where
1027
00:40:29.920 --> 00:40:32.760
they were like, you know, I don't want to put
1028
00:40:32.760 --> 00:40:34.920
this music out with you on this i'm your boyfriend
1029
00:40:34.960 --> 00:40:38.559
type thing, and I'm like, wow, this is the real
1030
00:40:38.599 --> 00:40:41.960
shit that that people talk about that actually happens. And
1031
00:40:42.000 --> 00:40:44.199
I was like, you know, even though I'm single right now,
1032
00:40:44.360 --> 00:40:46.639
doesn't mean that you're my boyfriend because we're working on
1033
00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:49.119
music and you feel like you like me, Like no.
1034
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:51.519
So have you had opportunities like pass you by because
1035
00:40:51.519 --> 00:40:52.239
of those situations?
1036
00:40:52.320 --> 00:40:54.719
Yes, that's unfortunate.
1037
00:40:54.800 --> 00:40:58.559
It is unfortunate because the art suffers. You know, the
1038
00:40:58.599 --> 00:41:01.119
guy could be an amaze or I could be an
1039
00:41:01.159 --> 00:41:03.920
amazing writer. We have chemistry in the studio, but they
1040
00:41:03.920 --> 00:41:07.079
want chemistry out of the studio and you're like, eh.
1041
00:41:06.480 --> 00:41:08.760
I'm good. Yeah, yeah, No, that's the bad part. I
1042
00:41:08.760 --> 00:41:10.599
feel like with women is like you almost get like
1043
00:41:10.679 --> 00:41:12.000
your preyed on sometimes. That's right.
1044
00:41:12.079 --> 00:41:13.559
I wondered being so young.
1045
00:41:13.599 --> 00:41:15.119
How do you kind of like stay out of that
1046
00:41:15.199 --> 00:41:17.400
because you hear so many especially with all the documentaries
1047
00:41:17.400 --> 00:41:19.280
from like the Britney Spears thing that came out and
1048
00:41:19.320 --> 00:41:21.000
all these things that you hear behind the scenes because
1049
00:41:21.000 --> 00:41:24.119
everything looks glamorized on camera, but behind the scenes, you
1050
00:41:24.119 --> 00:41:26.559
know that other things happen and it's Hollywood. Yeah, you
1051
00:41:26.599 --> 00:41:28.760
know what I mean. And it's unfortunate because people make
1052
00:41:28.760 --> 00:41:30.119
you grow up too fast. Yeah.
1053
00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:33.840
I feel like again, it's like what you say we wear,
1054
00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:37.519
Like I could be in baggiest of sweatpants and a
1055
00:41:37.599 --> 00:41:40.719
sweatshirt and people would still try because they're that type
1056
00:41:40.760 --> 00:41:43.760
of person. It's nothing that I did, and I have
1057
00:41:43.840 --> 00:41:46.039
to know that. And I know that now, like I
1058
00:41:46.079 --> 00:41:48.480
didn't do anything. That's on you because.
1059
00:41:48.199 --> 00:41:50.719
That's how you were thinking. That was your intentions. Yeah,
1060
00:41:51.000 --> 00:41:55.119
fuck you, I I like it. Well, it seems like
1061
00:41:55.199 --> 00:41:57.159
you have a great head on your shoulders. I'm excited
1062
00:41:57.199 --> 00:42:00.320
for your new projects coming out and being independent doing
1063
00:42:00.320 --> 00:42:02.679
your own thing. You know, it's definitely a difference between
1064
00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:06.079
you obviously starting breaking through at sixteen and now being
1065
00:42:06.079 --> 00:42:07.920
the full you know, the woman that you are today
1066
00:42:07.960 --> 00:42:11.079
and experienceting all the experiences that you've gone through. And
1067
00:42:11.119 --> 00:42:13.440
you're a songwriter, so I'm very excited to see what
1068
00:42:13.519 --> 00:42:15.519
you have coming out. Yeah, I'm so excited.
1069
00:42:15.559 --> 00:42:17.800
Like these demos, guys, when you guys hear me on
1070
00:42:17.920 --> 00:42:20.039
the song, ooh, I'm excited.
1071
00:42:20.320 --> 00:42:22.000
All right, private talk, We're gonna take a little bit
1072
00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:23.960
of a break. I hope that you are liking this episode.
1073
00:42:23.960 --> 00:42:26.480
Make sure that you like and subscribe, and we're gonna
1074
00:42:26.480 --> 00:42:30.719
get back to my favorite part, truth with Texas. One
1075
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thing you don't know about me, I don't sleep well.
1076
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My mind races because of all the years of late
1077
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night appearances. I'm just always up and I can't decompress.
1078
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So I found Sunday Scaries and it works for me.
1079
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It helps me kind of decompress from my day and
1080
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1085
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All.
1086
00:43:00.639 --> 00:43:03.239
Right, Private Talk, we are back and we are still
1087
00:43:03.280 --> 00:43:07.000
with the miss lovely Paula DeAnda, and we are about
1088
00:43:07.039 --> 00:43:09.639
to play Truth with Texas. And I hope she's ready
1089
00:43:09.639 --> 00:43:11.880
because I've been waiting since she's walked through the door
1090
00:43:11.920 --> 00:43:14.360
for it because I just feel like, you know, sometimes
1091
00:43:14.400 --> 00:43:16.679
you just gotta like inner, you know, unleash. You're in
1092
00:43:16.760 --> 00:43:19.679
a freak. Your song is freaky, freaky. It's all like
1093
00:43:19.679 --> 00:43:20.559
the word play.
1094
00:43:20.480 --> 00:43:22.920
Goes in like the whole little thing of it all.
1095
00:43:23.039 --> 00:43:25.199
You know what I'm saying. I'm saying. Okay, all right,
1096
00:43:25.239 --> 00:43:26.920
So how this is gonna go is we're gonna play
1097
00:43:26.920 --> 00:43:30.119
Truth with Texas. We've got four cards here, they're all aces.
1098
00:43:30.159 --> 00:43:34.679
Each suit is a different type of question. We've got spicy, naughty, sexy,
1099
00:43:34.880 --> 00:43:37.360
and romantic. We've got it all. So we're gonna get
1100
00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:40.760
to know you a little bit more intimately. So let's
1101
00:43:41.119 --> 00:43:44.599
start with card number one. So I just pick whatever,
1102
00:43:44.719 --> 00:43:46.920
you pick whatever card, and you're gonna tell Private Talk
1103
00:43:46.960 --> 00:43:47.840
what you've got. Girl.
1104
00:43:49.800 --> 00:43:52.679
Oh, this is diamonds.
1105
00:43:52.760 --> 00:43:58.320
Ace of diamonds is a spicy question. Oh spicy, all spicy.
1106
00:43:59.039 --> 00:44:00.920
But you know maybe you that one for a reason,
1107
00:44:00.960 --> 00:44:03.000
because you're a spicy girl over there. It must be.
1108
00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:13.320
So let's same sex toys? Yes or absolutely no. So
1109
00:44:15.199 --> 00:44:19.079
as much as I would love to say that, don't
1110
00:44:19.119 --> 00:44:22.159
fuck with us, tell me the truth, you're like, as
1111
00:44:22.239 --> 00:44:23.880
much as I want to tell you what, I'm not
1112
00:44:23.920 --> 00:44:25.199
telling you that answered, I want to.
1113
00:44:25.199 --> 00:44:27.639
Hear that no, no, no, as much as I want
1114
00:44:27.679 --> 00:44:29.599
to tell you that I do have them, I have
1115
00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:33.079
never ever used sex toys.
1116
00:44:32.679 --> 00:44:36.880
Never ever, never ever have I ever I girls, I
1117
00:44:36.920 --> 00:44:39.280
would clutch, but I'm gonna clutch. I lock it on.
1118
00:44:40.000 --> 00:44:42.760
What am I missing out on? Tell me because you're icing? Okay,
1119
00:44:42.800 --> 00:44:45.440
first ball, let's through wine. So never ever, ever, never
1120
00:44:45.519 --> 00:44:48.719
by yourself, never with a guy, never any time. Never.
1121
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:51.239
I tell them I've seen them, Well, I hope you've
1122
00:44:51.239 --> 00:44:52.960
seen them. I know what they look like, but I
1123
00:44:53.000 --> 00:44:55.519
have no idea. But have you just been so intimidated?
1124
00:44:55.639 --> 00:44:57.519
Have you just not wanted to explore that? Have you
1125
00:44:57.599 --> 00:44:59.480
just been getting enough dick that it doesn't matter that
1126
00:44:59.559 --> 00:45:01.480
you just like fuck the toys? I'm just getting fucked
1127
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:02.519
enough but it doesn't matter.
1128
00:45:03.440 --> 00:45:05.199
I think I just have enough of it, you know.
1129
00:45:05.320 --> 00:45:08.599
But I'm not opposed to it. I just have never
1130
00:45:08.679 --> 00:45:09.239
it's crazy.
1131
00:45:09.440 --> 00:45:12.079
So I'm a fan of sex toys. I'm a fan
1132
00:45:12.119 --> 00:45:14.039
of healthy sex lives, and that's a fan of it all.
1133
00:45:14.079 --> 00:45:16.239
But I feel like there has to be like tears
1134
00:45:16.280 --> 00:45:19.760
of certain things. Sometimes you know your man's gone, maybe
1135
00:45:19.800 --> 00:45:22.159
you're home alone and he's like whatever, and.
1136
00:45:22.119 --> 00:45:23.079
You just get the urge.
1137
00:45:23.119 --> 00:45:25.000
Or sometimes you're just fucking horny, but you don't want
1138
00:45:25.039 --> 00:45:26.480
him to fucking talk. You don't want him to do
1139
00:45:26.480 --> 00:45:29.840
anything or her whatever the situation. Maybe, so you gotta
1140
00:45:29.960 --> 00:45:32.760
like treat yourself right, Okay, it's like self care, you know,
1141
00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:35.519
like Sunday self care Sundays and Today's Sunday. By the way,
1142
00:45:35.639 --> 00:45:38.440
it's like a face mask before. So I'm actually, I
1143
00:45:38.519 --> 00:45:41.280
have I have some sex toys upstairs of my own
1144
00:45:41.360 --> 00:45:43.119
that I'm gonna actually not to like my own that
1145
00:45:43.159 --> 00:45:46.320
I've used, but my own that I sell that I
1146
00:45:48.039 --> 00:45:50.440
that I will give you one of those before you leave.
1147
00:45:50.480 --> 00:45:52.559
So my gosh, I'm being gifted. Yes, you're being gifted.
1148
00:45:52.559 --> 00:45:54.719
You gave me tequila, I'm gonna give you a sex toy.
1149
00:45:54.760 --> 00:45:57.760
It's like a friendship made in heaven. What an amazing exchange.
1150
00:45:57.840 --> 00:46:00.719
So I feel like it's why I like sex toys
1151
00:46:00.719 --> 00:46:02.639
and like the whole realm of it is the fact
1152
00:46:02.679 --> 00:46:05.320
that you get to know what you really liked a
1153
00:46:05.320 --> 00:46:07.159
little bit more, what gets you off.
1154
00:46:07.360 --> 00:46:08.679
Yes, so to certain things.
1155
00:46:08.719 --> 00:46:11.599
For me, like with myself, I'm a clatoral stimulated person,
1156
00:46:11.719 --> 00:46:17.000
like if I'm going to get anything mon yes, like
1157
00:46:17.039 --> 00:46:19.159
all those platoral simulations out there, I know that you
1158
00:46:19.559 --> 00:46:22.559
living out there. When you sing it, it sounds much so
1159
00:46:22.599 --> 00:46:24.559
much more sexier. So you could be doing that while
1160
00:46:24.559 --> 00:46:26.719
you're organzing by yourself and you be like, oh my gosh,
1161
00:46:26.960 --> 00:46:28.719
I can't do it. Like now record it and then
1162
00:46:28.760 --> 00:46:31.159
put it on somewhere and OnlyFans and there you go.
1163
00:46:31.199 --> 00:46:32.599
And then you're gonna be like you just do voice
1164
00:46:32.639 --> 00:46:34.519
recordings of that and they be like, hey, you want
1165
00:46:34.519 --> 00:46:36.400
to hear this, this is what's gonna do. But yes,
1166
00:46:36.480 --> 00:46:39.079
it interlocks your freak in a sense, you know what
1167
00:46:39.079 --> 00:46:42.599
I mean. So it's like sometimes with the clastoral stimulation
1168
00:46:42.679 --> 00:46:45.559
for myself, it's like I wouldn't have climax that way
1169
00:46:45.719 --> 00:46:48.079
if I was with my partner, not that I couldn't
1170
00:46:48.519 --> 00:46:51.199
like climax to a certain point where that feels good.
1171
00:46:51.280 --> 00:46:52.599
But it's just a different type of.
1172
00:46:52.920 --> 00:46:55.639
Climax, got it. So you just you know, unless sure
1173
00:46:55.760 --> 00:46:56.400
you're in a freak.
1174
00:46:56.440 --> 00:46:58.480
But don't worry. Miss Texas is going to give you
1175
00:46:58.519 --> 00:46:59.119
all the right things.
1176
00:46:59.280 --> 00:47:02.320
I'm in tree. So we're gonna have like a catch
1177
00:47:02.400 --> 00:47:03.920
up session, you know what I mean, maybe not have
1178
00:47:03.960 --> 00:47:05.760
to be on line. Maybe we'll go live on you know,
1179
00:47:05.800 --> 00:47:08.280
we have a stereo app that we're using now. It's
1180
00:47:08.960 --> 00:47:10.400
that we maybe would go on there and we'll talk
1181
00:47:10.440 --> 00:47:12.840
about it, how your use was and if you sing
1182
00:47:12.920 --> 00:47:15.159
any songs or any octaves that were too high that
1183
00:47:15.239 --> 00:47:19.519
your neighbors didn't like, you're missing out, missing out. How
1184
00:47:19.559 --> 00:47:22.159
many times a day do you like to have sex?
1185
00:47:22.239 --> 00:47:24.039
Because you don't I mean, well, I can't say you
1186
00:47:24.039 --> 00:47:26.280
don't masturbate. You just don't use toys when you masturbate.
1187
00:47:26.599 --> 00:47:30.880
Yeah, I'm a solid two or three?
1188
00:47:31.400 --> 00:47:33.800
Two or three? Are you angry if you don't come,
1189
00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:36.000
like if you get blue lips in a situation, or
1190
00:47:36.000 --> 00:47:38.920
if you're just your guineas. I like to give, but
1191
00:47:39.039 --> 00:47:42.599
I also like to receive, So at least one one
1192
00:47:42.639 --> 00:47:43.880
per session or you're upset.
1193
00:47:44.440 --> 00:47:46.880
Yeah, yeah, I would be fucking furious.
1194
00:47:47.039 --> 00:47:48.360
I'd be furious.
1195
00:47:48.760 --> 00:47:51.000
Do you have because you're in the music industry, do
1196
00:47:51.039 --> 00:47:53.079
you have like a sex playlist that gets you in
1197
00:47:53.119 --> 00:47:55.199
the mood when you're like kind of romantic and if
1198
00:47:55.239 --> 00:47:56.159
you do, what is it?
1199
00:47:56.679 --> 00:48:00.079
I do one thing I haven't done yet, which I
1200
00:48:00.079 --> 00:48:02.199
feel like I should put on Freaky one day and
1201
00:48:02.280 --> 00:48:02.679
try it.
1202
00:48:02.920 --> 00:48:04.840
You know, So you haven't fucked your own songs yet.
1203
00:48:04.880 --> 00:48:07.880
It's not not yet, but people have and they've been
1204
00:48:07.960 --> 00:48:08.320
telling me.
1205
00:48:08.360 --> 00:48:10.599
They're like, so that's what just so you know it
1206
00:48:10.639 --> 00:48:11.920
on TikTok that they send it to you.
1207
00:48:12.159 --> 00:48:14.360
No on Instagram, but he was from OnlyFans. I guess
1208
00:48:14.360 --> 00:48:15.960
he saw the video and he's like, just so you know,
1209
00:48:16.079 --> 00:48:18.760
me and my girl we listened to Freaky last night, even.
1210
00:48:18.639 --> 00:48:21.320
Know what I mean. I was like, Hey, that's good.
1211
00:48:21.679 --> 00:48:23.840
I like it. Glad to inspire. They're giving you like
1212
00:48:23.880 --> 00:48:26.360
breadcrumbs to being like, you should listen to Freaky and
1213
00:48:26.400 --> 00:48:27.559
get freaky with it.
1214
00:48:27.719 --> 00:48:30.559
I love any kind of R and B songs, That's
1215
00:48:30.599 --> 00:48:31.840
that's my thing.
1216
00:48:32.199 --> 00:48:32.639
I think.
1217
00:48:32.880 --> 00:48:34.400
So what would be like your top three?
1218
00:48:34.559 --> 00:48:36.800
Like we're gonna get down, like if these songs were
1219
00:48:36.800 --> 00:48:38.920
playing in the background, and like you your man walked
1220
00:48:38.920 --> 00:48:42.320
into the house, you'd be like, oh fuck, we're gonna freaky.
1221
00:48:42.360 --> 00:48:43.280
The Weekend is one.
1222
00:48:43.559 --> 00:48:46.239
He's kind of kinky, you know, he just yeah, he
1223
00:48:46.280 --> 00:48:46.960
gives it to you.
1224
00:48:47.079 --> 00:48:49.519
His voice is just kinky because every song could be
1225
00:48:49.599 --> 00:48:52.119
like a sexual song where because whatever he's talking about,
1226
00:48:52.119 --> 00:48:53.719
you're like, sure, whatever it is, let me just throw
1227
00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:55.119
my panties on you. I don't care.
1228
00:48:55.280 --> 00:48:57.480
And another one that I feel like I've done it
1229
00:48:57.480 --> 00:49:01.079
too is Sabrina Claudio because her is so pretty.
1230
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:04.119
It's like, is there a certain story and pretty? I'm
1231
00:49:04.119 --> 00:49:05.679
gonna have to listen because I don't know her.
1232
00:49:06.000 --> 00:49:08.440
Oh, not a certain song, but just listen to him.
1233
00:49:08.440 --> 00:49:10.400
I'm sure you'll find your favorite. All right, I'm gonna
1234
00:49:10.400 --> 00:49:14.000
have to go in on my sex search list. Yeah,
1235
00:49:14.360 --> 00:49:16.320
is there a favorite time you like to have sex?
1236
00:49:17.079 --> 00:49:20.239
Favorite time? Are you like a morning girl? Late night?
1237
00:49:20.440 --> 00:49:24.239
So? I like morning, but I don't get it too often,
1238
00:49:24.719 --> 00:49:28.199
So it's basically it's mostly when the sun is done,
1239
00:49:28.360 --> 00:49:30.639
you know, so freaky late night.
1240
00:49:31.360 --> 00:49:33.719
So, I mean, I know you were like only five
1241
00:49:33.840 --> 00:49:36.519
minutes late today, but did you participate in a steak
1242
00:49:36.519 --> 00:49:37.280
and blowjob day?
1243
00:49:37.320 --> 00:49:38.199
Is that why you were late?
1244
00:49:38.719 --> 00:49:42.000
What is this? Is this National steak It's National Steak
1245
00:49:42.000 --> 00:49:45.320
and blowdrop Day. Don't tell, don't tell anybody that. Please
1246
00:49:45.480 --> 00:49:47.679
did were you giving a blowjob? Because if that's why
1247
00:49:47.719 --> 00:49:50.079
you were late, then I will approve this message.
1248
00:49:50.400 --> 00:49:53.599
Actually no, but I got in late last night and
1249
00:49:53.719 --> 00:49:54.159
let's just.
1250
00:49:54.119 --> 00:49:56.320
Say the fire trucks had to show up at my place.
1251
00:49:57.639 --> 00:49:59.599
I like that. I like that, but it is it
1252
00:49:59.679 --> 00:50:02.880
leaves a more mysterious. It is National Steak and Blowjob Day.
1253
00:50:02.920 --> 00:50:04.679
So if you want to forget the steak because I
1254
00:50:04.719 --> 00:50:07.599
did and just give a blowjob, I'm sure that's fine too, Okay,
1255
00:50:07.880 --> 00:50:09.880
just to keep that out there, you know, keep things slicy.
1256
00:50:10.039 --> 00:50:12.440
It's crazy because I grew up in Texas, right, and
1257
00:50:12.760 --> 00:50:14.440
I used to eat a lot of red meat. I
1258
00:50:14.480 --> 00:50:15.639
don't eat red meat as much.
1259
00:50:15.719 --> 00:50:17.920
I don't either. I don't either. I haven't done it
1260
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:18.639
in like three years.
1261
00:50:18.719 --> 00:50:22.039
Does one pieces, like a tiny piece of the steak count.
1262
00:50:22.920 --> 00:50:25.320
I mean, you don't have to eat it. Your man
1263
00:50:25.440 --> 00:50:28.920
has to. Oh, you serve him the blowjob and the steak.
1264
00:50:29.000 --> 00:50:30.599
And you're like, because you know, we get all these
1265
00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:33.639
crazy holidays like Women International, Well that's not crazy because
1266
00:50:33.639 --> 00:50:35.360
you know, obviously I will support my women.
1267
00:50:35.440 --> 00:50:37.880
I'm still I'm still celebrating Women's International.
1268
00:50:37.960 --> 00:50:39.119
I mean I support it every day.
1269
00:50:39.280 --> 00:50:40.760
I celebrated every day.
1270
00:50:40.800 --> 00:50:41.639
I live it every day.
1271
00:50:41.960 --> 00:50:44.440
That's just my truth because I'm a fucking badass bitch
1272
00:50:44.440 --> 00:50:46.519
and that's just what happens. But no, today is the
1273
00:50:46.599 --> 00:50:49.280
day for your man. If any ladies have a man
1274
00:50:49.599 --> 00:50:51.159
and you didn't suck his dick and give him a
1275
00:50:51.199 --> 00:50:52.719
stake today, I'm upset with you.
1276
00:50:53.119 --> 00:50:56.239
Just go on that girl's TikTok. She's gonna say what
1277
00:50:56.280 --> 00:50:56.920
does she say?
1278
00:50:57.199 --> 00:50:57.639
Kings?
1279
00:50:58.280 --> 00:51:01.480
If you're listening, Kings, this is for you. Everybody, keep scrolling.
1280
00:51:01.519 --> 00:51:04.039
If you're not a king, Okay, Kings, she's talking to you.
1281
00:51:04.519 --> 00:51:06.119
I hope you have an amazing day, and I hope
1282
00:51:06.159 --> 00:51:13.400
you busts.
1283
00:51:10.280 --> 00:51:12.840
And they're somewhere. I'm gonna hear it. I hear it.
1284
00:51:12.920 --> 00:51:14.159
Maybe that's what you should be good at.
1285
00:51:14.199 --> 00:51:15.840
I think that that would be something really good for
1286
00:51:15.880 --> 00:51:18.960
you to like the as things where it's like it's
1287
00:51:19.000 --> 00:51:21.760
like it's about sounds, how you read things, how you
1288
00:51:21.840 --> 00:51:23.559
eat things, like the sounds of.
1289
00:51:24.159 --> 00:51:25.880
Yeah, you have to really actual you have to have
1290
00:51:25.920 --> 00:51:28.360
a really good mic for that, huh.
1291
00:51:28.480 --> 00:51:29.679
I mean, I think you have it. It's a really
1292
00:51:29.679 --> 00:51:30.440
good voice for it.
1293
00:51:30.639 --> 00:51:32.880
The mic. The mic should follow. But I think that
1294
00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:35.960
you'll be good with it. Eating steak. No, no, we're
1295
00:51:36.000 --> 00:51:39.239
not eating steak. We're just getting blowjobs. Okay, oh that
1296
00:51:39.440 --> 00:51:42.880
sound Oh my gosh, blowjobs for everybody. Not just kidding,
1297
00:51:42.960 --> 00:51:45.039
just kidding. Don't don't get crazy out their private talk.
1298
00:51:45.199 --> 00:51:47.239
Everyone would have a great day. I will say that
1299
00:51:48.400 --> 00:51:50.559
there'd be a lot more smiles in the world. Yes,
1300
00:51:50.679 --> 00:51:52.239
all right, let's go next card?
1301
00:51:53.159 --> 00:51:58.920
Oh, next, god? Ooh is this romantic?
1302
00:51:58.920 --> 00:52:01.719
Because this is a heart? You know, it's romantic, ace
1303
00:52:02.199 --> 00:52:06.599
of hearts romantic? Would you consider yourself a romantic? I
1304
00:52:06.639 --> 00:52:09.800
think so. I'm pretty romantic. What is the most romantic
1305
00:52:09.800 --> 00:52:12.840
thing somebody has ever done for you? Somebody has ever
1306
00:52:12.880 --> 00:52:23.760
done for me? Dun, dun. What is your favorite thing? O? Geesh?
1307
00:52:24.599 --> 00:52:32.199
You know, my love language is affection and time quality time.
1308
00:52:32.280 --> 00:52:34.599
So that is romantic to me because I feel like
1309
00:52:34.679 --> 00:52:38.280
so many times than others, like people get so worked
1310
00:52:38.360 --> 00:52:41.039
up in their own lives that they don't spend time
1311
00:52:41.079 --> 00:52:44.119
with their significant other or their boyfriend or girlfriend, whatever.
1312
00:52:43.880 --> 00:52:44.159
It may be.
1313
00:52:44.800 --> 00:52:46.800
And I feel like when you have that one on
1314
00:52:46.800 --> 00:52:49.039
one time you feel that spark again, that to me
1315
00:52:49.159 --> 00:52:53.599
is romantic. I like receiving flowers, but I don't have
1316
00:52:53.639 --> 00:52:54.320
to have flowers.
1317
00:52:54.639 --> 00:52:58.199
Chocolate coverage. Strawberries are better, you know, like it of
1318
00:52:58.280 --> 00:53:03.119
at all? Name something that turns you on, turns me out.
1319
00:53:05.119 --> 00:53:09.360
You're just like, you know, it's just that. Yeah, mm hmm,
1320
00:53:09.480 --> 00:53:10.119
that's it for me.
1321
00:53:11.159 --> 00:53:14.920
That's it for me, turns me on. So there could
1322
00:53:14.920 --> 00:53:17.079
be a lot of things. And when you're a scorpio,
1323
00:53:17.840 --> 00:53:21.719
you are a confident sexual person.
1324
00:53:22.559 --> 00:53:25.360
So I feel like whips and chains in your bedroom? Girl,
1325
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:30.039
what you got with that confidence? You got your dungeon
1326
00:53:30.079 --> 00:53:34.239
over there. I don't have any toys, So I'm disappointing
1327
00:53:34.239 --> 00:53:36.519
you guys with that. But but we're gonna fix that.
1328
00:53:36.639 --> 00:53:39.760
It's okay. There's always growth, there's always there's something that
1329
00:53:39.760 --> 00:53:41.400
there's anything wrong with it. We're just gonna make it
1330
00:53:41.440 --> 00:53:42.920
that ten times better. Yeah.
1331
00:53:42.960 --> 00:53:44.920
I think I think what turns me on is when
1332
00:53:47.559 --> 00:53:50.320
my flower is stimulated with.
1333
00:53:50.840 --> 00:53:57.039
Oral I think, so you're you're a clatoral simulation person. Yeah, yes,
1334
00:53:57.159 --> 00:54:01.039
so you like kissing, You like sensual things like like yes,
1335
00:54:01.519 --> 00:54:04.719
all up in that ship, spit slabber, all of it
1336
00:54:04.840 --> 00:54:08.679
all of it. I like it. I love it lingerie,
1337
00:54:09.960 --> 00:54:12.960
yes or no? Yes? Are you dressing up all the time?
1338
00:54:13.360 --> 00:54:15.480
Not all the time, because you have those moments most
1339
00:54:15.480 --> 00:54:17.519
of the time. I don't have panties today I do.
1340
00:54:18.719 --> 00:54:21.440
Why what's the occasion? Why did you wear panties for me?
1341
00:54:21.559 --> 00:54:24.639
Because I have just learn like they're nude. You guys
1342
00:54:24.679 --> 00:54:25.880
can see me. I guess you can.
1343
00:54:27.119 --> 00:54:29.840
I have on nude everything we're doing, like the monocy.
1344
00:54:29.920 --> 00:54:31.360
You didn't want to get too happy and excited and
1345
00:54:31.400 --> 00:54:35.480
wet for Miss Texas that I can to wear panties.
1346
00:54:35.760 --> 00:54:37.280
Yeah, because now we're onto something.
1347
00:54:37.360 --> 00:54:43.000
Yeah, yeah, but what were you saying, saye, naked?
1348
00:54:43.480 --> 00:54:45.679
Do you would you prefer to we have lingerie or naked?
1349
00:54:45.719 --> 00:54:47.119
You said you like to dress up and not all
1350
00:54:47.159 --> 00:54:47.480
the time.
1351
00:54:47.679 --> 00:54:51.079
I think I love lingerie for the fun of it,
1352
00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:55.440
for someone looking at you and like you dressing up
1353
00:54:55.719 --> 00:54:58.480
like it's like taking off a piece, okay, taking off
1354
00:54:58.519 --> 00:55:01.440
a piece you have like this like inner stripper inside
1355
00:55:01.480 --> 00:55:03.519
of you where it's like you're gonna sit the fuck
1356
00:55:03.599 --> 00:55:05.400
down and you're gonna get a lap dance. Yeah, you're
1357
00:55:05.440 --> 00:55:08.159
gonna get it fucking hard and we're gonna do the thing. Yes,
1358
00:55:08.280 --> 00:55:10.920
So I was in Miami recently and I went to
1359
00:55:10.960 --> 00:55:13.480
a couple of strip clubs, and I will say I'm
1360
00:55:13.559 --> 00:55:17.360
always like so surprised by different moves they do because
1361
00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:19.760
it's such an art by the way, and you have
1362
00:55:19.800 --> 00:55:20.639
to have a really good core.
1363
00:55:20.760 --> 00:55:22.400
Too bad you missed my strip club days.
1364
00:55:22.440 --> 00:55:22.679
Girl.
1365
00:55:22.800 --> 00:55:25.480
Damn, these girls will climb all the way up In
1366
00:55:25.519 --> 00:55:27.159
this one, girl, I swear this is such a story
1367
00:55:27.159 --> 00:55:30.079
for you guys. She climbed up, she put a dollar
1368
00:55:30.119 --> 00:55:35.559
bill on her her flower, and she pushed it out somehow.
1369
00:55:35.719 --> 00:55:36.519
And it goes down.
1370
00:55:38.039 --> 00:55:39.920
Yeah, it looks like a like a flower, like you know,
1371
00:55:40.000 --> 00:55:42.000
like a road, like a flowers pussy ray.
1372
00:55:42.679 --> 00:55:46.000
Yeah, it was amazing. Nice. I've seen the ones where
1373
00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:47.639
like they like climb all the way to the top
1374
00:55:47.679 --> 00:55:49.239
and then they do like a superman thing and then
1375
00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:51.960
they stop right before they fucking hit. Oh my god,
1376
00:55:52.079 --> 00:55:53.800
it's like an adrenaline ruh. But she're like, oh my god,
1377
00:55:53.800 --> 00:55:55.360
thank god, just throw money at you and make it
1378
00:55:55.360 --> 00:55:57.599
feel better for real. Yeah. I never did any of
1379
00:55:57.599 --> 00:55:59.639
those crazy tricks. I was more like it up in
1380
00:55:59.639 --> 00:56:02.119
your face. I can shake my booty, like twenty thousand,
1381
00:56:02.480 --> 00:56:04.639
it's not likely twenty thousand but you know, close enough
1382
00:56:04.679 --> 00:56:07.159
to know he gets stimulated. I am sure.
1383
00:56:07.639 --> 00:56:09.639
I feel like if I was ever to be like
1384
00:56:10.079 --> 00:56:13.760
a stripper, I would do like the look back kind
1385
00:56:13.800 --> 00:56:14.239
of thing.
1386
00:56:14.159 --> 00:56:16.559
Look back at it. I like how you're like, hey, hey,
1387
00:56:17.039 --> 00:56:19.039
the look back I think is so sexy. And just
1388
00:56:19.360 --> 00:56:21.239
do you do the look back and you like talk
1389
00:56:21.320 --> 00:56:22.559
or you just see the look back and you're just
1390
00:56:22.599 --> 00:56:25.679
like I just eyes see I fucking is a thing.
1391
00:56:26.199 --> 00:56:28.079
I fucking When you don't have to talk to somebody,
1392
00:56:28.079 --> 00:56:28.239
you do.
1393
00:56:28.320 --> 00:56:31.199
That's what gets me in trouble. People see my eyes
1394
00:56:31.239 --> 00:56:33.079
and they think, oh, she's.
1395
00:56:33.000 --> 00:56:36.880
Oh she's looking at me. No, I'm just this is
1396
00:56:36.960 --> 00:56:38.199
just me like I do.
1397
00:56:38.360 --> 00:56:40.519
Like you know, I know how to talk with my
1398
00:56:40.559 --> 00:56:41.280
eyes for sure.
1399
00:56:41.800 --> 00:56:43.840
I like it rough or sensual.
1400
00:56:45.599 --> 00:56:52.079
Sensual let's see boobs or butts, m that's a tie.
1401
00:56:52.159 --> 00:56:54.360
I know you're from Texas, girl, which curve are you
1402
00:56:54.360 --> 00:56:56.280
gonna go with the top or the bottom? Where are
1403
00:56:56.280 --> 00:57:00.599
we going? Where are we going? Well? I I don't
1404
00:57:00.639 --> 00:57:04.079
know what you like to grab on. Girl. If you're
1405
00:57:04.079 --> 00:57:05.920
in that moment and you be like at the strip club,
1406
00:57:06.000 --> 00:57:08.480
you know you really feeling hot, well you gotta slack
1407
00:57:08.559 --> 00:57:11.800
that ass. Get a motor boat. I haven't been motor boated,
1408
00:57:12.519 --> 00:57:14.360
and you've been motorvoated in the strip club. They would
1409
00:57:14.360 --> 00:57:15.559
have given you some money.
1410
00:57:15.280 --> 00:57:17.400
Girl should They did not, but I was like, oh,
1411
00:57:17.639 --> 00:57:20.400
they're they're in the zone, they're feeling it. And then
1412
00:57:20.840 --> 00:57:23.360
I remember because I didn't know that you could touch them,
1413
00:57:23.360 --> 00:57:24.760
because you know, different ones are different.
1414
00:57:25.519 --> 00:57:28.000
But this girl was like, slap my ass, slap my ass.
1415
00:57:28.079 --> 00:57:31.800
It was like, but I don't know. I feel like
1416
00:57:31.840 --> 00:57:34.440
I'm more boot girl. I do like butts.
1417
00:57:34.519 --> 00:57:37.559
I appreciate butts, real like nice, juicy butts.
1418
00:57:38.039 --> 00:57:40.679
Have you ever watched in an Alexis Texas porno? I
1419
00:57:40.719 --> 00:57:45.119
have not sad sad sad, But I know you're gonna
1420
00:57:45.119 --> 00:57:48.360
send me your favorite links. I mean, I don't even
1421
00:57:48.400 --> 00:57:50.880
really fuck on camera anymore, so there's not really that
1422
00:57:50.920 --> 00:57:53.639
favorite links. But maybe I'll send you some personal content
1423
00:57:53.679 --> 00:57:55.679
and maybe they'll just be like, oh that okay, that's
1424
00:57:55.719 --> 00:57:57.599
why they like you got it.
1425
00:57:57.679 --> 00:57:58.639
We'll see what's in there.
1426
00:57:58.800 --> 00:58:00.360
But I mean there are so I so have only
1427
00:58:00.360 --> 00:58:02.920
fans of myself, which is not you know, it's it's
1428
00:58:03.159 --> 00:58:05.079
do you miss Texas taste. I do a lot of
1429
00:58:05.119 --> 00:58:07.039
fun things on there that my fans like to see.
1430
00:58:07.039 --> 00:58:11.039
They can only see exclusively fun things. I'm interested.
1431
00:58:11.280 --> 00:58:13.119
You may just have to use that's the link that
1432
00:58:13.159 --> 00:58:14.159
you made, girl.
1433
00:58:14.400 --> 00:58:15.760
This is this is how she gets you, she said,
1434
00:58:15.760 --> 00:58:17.239
Subscribe if you want to see what we're doing.
1435
00:58:17.320 --> 00:58:19.760
Subscribe. You know you know what to do private talk,
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you know how to treat this Texas right, I know
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00:58:21.679 --> 00:58:23.079
you're listening to be out there.
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00:58:23.960 --> 00:58:28.800
Oh yes, all right, I'm gonna start following you. Oh
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00:58:28.960 --> 00:58:32.440
next car, M this one I felt like the first.
1440
00:58:32.360 --> 00:58:36.639
Moment aces spades, which is a knotty question which we're
1441
00:58:36.719 --> 00:58:41.599
all nice, all right. Have you ever had sex in public?
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00:58:43.119 --> 00:58:47.480
Mm hmm? In public could have been a balcony, could
1443
00:58:47.480 --> 00:58:49.679
have been an airplane, could have been a park, could
1444
00:58:49.679 --> 00:58:53.280
have been outside on your driveway, and your car could driveways.
1445
00:58:53.559 --> 00:58:55.360
I likeways. You like driveways.
1446
00:58:55.440 --> 00:58:57.960
I think it's like the thrill of like being outside someone.
1447
00:58:58.039 --> 00:59:00.960
Now. For me, driveways remind me of like such like
1448
00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:03.320
the juvenile of like when you like get finger banged
1449
00:59:03.320 --> 00:59:04.960
in the car and you're like, my mom's not gonna
1450
00:59:04.960 --> 00:59:06.679
know my curfews in five more minutes.
1451
00:59:06.800 --> 00:59:10.079
Just keep going, keep going. But it's such a dangerous
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00:59:10.119 --> 00:59:12.920
line because when you're in that zone, anybody could.
1453
00:59:12.679 --> 00:59:15.480
Just walk out like so it's like the like the
1454
00:59:15.480 --> 00:59:18.079
fear of getting caught, like that's the adrenaline part of like,
1455
00:59:18.199 --> 00:59:19.920
you know, you just you know, you pull down the
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00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:22.400
seat a little, and you haven't had any like balcony
1457
00:59:22.480 --> 00:59:25.119
like sacks out, you know, like in hotel rooms like
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00:59:25.320 --> 00:59:28.360
just no fuck it. But I definitely had sex out
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00:59:28.360 --> 00:59:31.880
on the balcony. This this balcony, this balcony daylight, daylight.
1460
00:59:32.159 --> 00:59:33.760
I did a porn scene out there. Actually I did
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00:59:33.800 --> 00:59:37.079
aal I did anal scene out that she said, and
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00:59:37.159 --> 00:59:39.679
it was daylight I did at the time. You know,
1463
00:59:39.719 --> 00:59:41.599
I've been here for quite a long time, but I
1464
00:59:41.639 --> 00:59:43.480
hadn't I didn't have neighbors that would come out. So
1465
00:59:43.519 --> 00:59:45.599
it didn't really bother me because I was really like
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00:59:45.639 --> 00:59:47.199
you know, and it's the highesting up here, so nobody
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00:59:47.199 --> 00:59:48.239
can really see me unless.
1468
00:59:48.000 --> 00:59:51.199
You imagine if your neighbors saw you, like like I
1469
00:59:51.199 --> 00:59:54.239
would just been like I saw you and staking blowjob day.
1470
00:59:54.400 --> 00:59:56.079
I wasn't even taking blow drop day. It was just
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00:59:56.079 --> 00:59:59.079
a spontaneous Tuesday that Miss Texas was just getting it down.
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00:59:59.079 --> 01:00:01.239
See and they say tuesday are bad days, That's not true.
1473
01:00:01.239 --> 01:00:03.000
What you think Tuesdays are great and every day is
1474
01:00:03.000 --> 01:00:06.480
great if you make it that way. I mean, perspective
1475
01:00:06.559 --> 01:00:07.039
is everything.
1476
01:00:07.079 --> 01:00:08.920
I haven't done on a balcony, but that would be fun.
1477
01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:10.920
Or a boat, a boat. You've done a boat or
1478
01:00:10.920 --> 01:00:11.360
you haven't done.
1479
01:00:11.519 --> 01:00:13.000
I haven't done a boat or a balcony. I haven't
1480
01:00:13.000 --> 01:00:15.840
done a boat. Well, I've done a boat for like
1481
01:00:15.920 --> 01:00:17.800
porn scenes, which I don't feel like really counts, but
1482
01:00:17.840 --> 01:00:20.079
spontaneously about I haven't, but I think that would be
1483
01:00:20.079 --> 01:00:22.559
really hot too. It's like Titanic but different. You know,
1484
01:00:22.559 --> 01:00:24.280
you don't want anything to sink or anything to go,
1485
01:00:24.440 --> 01:00:26.840
you know, all anything bad, but you know you want
1486
01:00:26.840 --> 01:00:28.320
to get off and maybe it's all sexy.
1487
01:00:28.360 --> 01:00:31.679
And again I've been on a couple in Miami and
1488
01:00:31.719 --> 01:00:33.760
I'm just like, oh, I can see I.
1489
01:00:33.679 --> 01:00:37.400
Can see this. I like it. I ever had a threesome? Yes?
1490
01:00:38.039 --> 01:00:38.960
Do you like girls?
1491
01:00:40.239 --> 01:00:44.360
I do enjoy beautiful women for sure, But you've never
1492
01:00:44.599 --> 01:00:45.559
enjoyed one sexually?
1493
01:00:45.960 --> 01:00:49.320
Yes? Yes you have? Yeah? Like it all right? Last question,
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01:00:52.840 --> 01:00:56.119
ace of clubs is a kinky question, but again we're
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01:00:56.119 --> 01:00:58.440
all kinky, a little nice, bicy re, a little naughty.
1496
01:00:58.440 --> 01:01:00.000
We just do it all Here at Truth with Texas
1497
01:01:00.000 --> 01:01:03.639
because we're getting to know Miss Poladianda a little bit better. Hell,
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01:01:04.280 --> 01:01:09.199
all right, what could I ask you? It's a kinky question.
1499
01:01:09.880 --> 01:01:15.639
Mm hmmmm. Describe what your first sexual experience was like kinky?
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01:01:15.960 --> 01:01:19.119
You think that's kinky unless it wasn't kinky, and then
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01:01:19.199 --> 01:01:22.239
maybe I should maybe I would skip that one.
1502
01:01:22.320 --> 01:01:25.840
I don't know, because you know, when you're when you're
1503
01:01:26.480 --> 01:01:30.960
like first having a sexual whatever, it's not. I don't
1504
01:01:30.960 --> 01:01:32.960
feel like it's everything that you would think it would be.
1505
01:01:33.719 --> 01:01:34.960
There's so much it's.
1506
01:01:34.800 --> 01:01:39.559
Like you're learning, you're not knowing whatever. What about describing
1507
01:01:39.559 --> 01:01:43.320
your first sexual experience with a girl. I'm trying to
1508
01:01:43.320 --> 01:01:44.079
think of the first one.
1509
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:44.960
Oh, there's many.
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01:01:45.039 --> 01:01:46.840
I like it, all right, that's a plot to that.
1511
01:01:50.360 --> 01:01:54.440
So usually I'm just there with my eye contact right
1512
01:01:55.199 --> 01:01:57.320
and my cute little self, you know, just minding my
1513
01:01:57.320 --> 01:01:59.079
own business.
1514
01:01:57.960 --> 01:02:02.880
And then when I get approached and then from there,
1515
01:02:02.960 --> 01:02:05.360
I don't know. So it's always been the one where
1516
01:02:05.480 --> 01:02:08.320
like they gravitate to you and they're like you're a
1517
01:02:08.360 --> 01:02:10.239
sexy bitch and I want to have sex with you,
1518
01:02:10.719 --> 01:02:12.079
like it happened.
1519
01:02:11.880 --> 01:02:13.360
And then we have to say that it's the eye
1520
01:02:13.440 --> 01:02:14.599
contact thing there, So no.
1521
01:02:14.639 --> 01:02:18.039
Words are exchanged, and it's just like yes, like meet
1522
01:02:18.039 --> 01:02:21.079
me in the bathroom or meet me in my hotel room, bathroom,
1523
01:02:21.079 --> 01:02:24.719
hotel wherever. Whatever you're getting freaky, like freaky keeps coming out.
1524
01:02:24.760 --> 01:02:27.639
I feel like it just comes with you. I told
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01:02:27.679 --> 01:02:31.159
you I intend it. My songs are true oral sex,
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01:02:31.199 --> 01:02:32.000
sloppy or clean.
1527
01:02:33.199 --> 01:02:40.239
Mm So when I like oral, I guess on me
1528
01:02:40.599 --> 01:02:44.119
it's more sloppy, okay, And.
1529
01:02:44.280 --> 01:02:46.039
Guy, I try to keep it clean. I don't know why.
1530
01:02:46.159 --> 01:02:48.039
I'm just a stack and blow drub day no clean.
1531
01:02:49.440 --> 01:02:52.400
We're going spits again, learning a lot from TikTok as
1532
01:02:52.400 --> 01:02:54.320
a girl's like and make sure you spit on it.
1533
01:02:55.079 --> 01:02:57.920
This on TikTok because girl does, and porn girls people
1534
01:02:57.960 --> 01:03:00.000
get it, just like that's what you don't to tell you.
1535
01:03:00.119 --> 01:03:02.519
This girl she's a workout girl, right.
1536
01:03:02.559 --> 01:03:06.239
And these guys, yes, Okay, I like it already.
1537
01:03:06.320 --> 01:03:06.599
Let's go.
1538
01:03:06.760 --> 01:03:09.079
She's in her car and she's basically like spitting and
1539
01:03:09.079 --> 01:03:11.360
you can see the spit and then she goes, oh.
1540
01:03:11.239 --> 01:03:11.719
That's hot.
1541
01:03:12.239 --> 01:03:13.880
I think all those things are hot. But what I
1542
01:03:13.920 --> 01:03:15.960
think is crazy is like why can she do that?
1543
01:03:16.000 --> 01:03:18.320
But if I did that? I would be fucking all
1544
01:03:18.400 --> 01:03:21.840
hell with broke loose, fucking TikTok would be fucking disabled.
1545
01:03:22.599 --> 01:03:23.559
I think I think.
1546
01:03:23.440 --> 01:03:25.480
For oral, what I'm going to try next is the
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01:03:25.519 --> 01:03:26.280
ice cube thing.
1548
01:03:27.119 --> 01:03:29.000
Tell private talk about the ice cube thing.
1549
01:03:29.079 --> 01:03:29.159
Is.
1550
01:03:29.280 --> 01:03:31.480
I know what it is because you know, I'm experienced.
1551
01:03:32.000 --> 01:03:34.679
I just got I just got told this and this
1552
01:03:34.760 --> 01:03:36.880
girl actually is into girls. But she was just like,
1553
01:03:36.920 --> 01:03:39.639
you know, with whoever you're with, you just suck on
1554
01:03:39.679 --> 01:03:41.360
an ice cube where you have ice cube by you
1555
01:03:41.599 --> 01:03:43.639
and it it feels really good to your partner.
1556
01:03:43.679 --> 01:03:45.679
I was like, it feels good on you too. I
1557
01:03:45.800 --> 01:03:49.360
was like, what mind blown? Especially if you're because you're
1558
01:03:49.400 --> 01:03:51.599
a cletoral person, like having it put it on your
1559
01:03:51.599 --> 01:03:54.960
pussy while your pussy's being eaten. Wow, game changer. It's
1560
01:03:55.000 --> 01:03:58.039
like a it's a game glacier like orgasm. So do
1561
01:03:58.079 --> 01:04:00.599
you have any kinky that is shit? Is there some
1562
01:04:00.719 --> 01:04:03.360
fetish that you like nobody would know that you had.
1563
01:04:03.519 --> 01:04:06.440
Are you like into feet? Are you into midgets? Are
1564
01:04:06.440 --> 01:04:09.960
you into gang bangs? Are you into squirting? Are you
1565
01:04:10.039 --> 01:04:13.079
into I don't know that the monts.
1566
01:04:12.840 --> 01:04:13.840
Are endless with fetishes.
1567
01:04:13.960 --> 01:04:17.119
Midges are sexy, but I want to spin one one time,
1568
01:04:17.920 --> 01:04:20.039
like like, what is that the price is right when
1569
01:04:20.039 --> 01:04:22.039
you spin that, I just want to spin it, but
1570
01:04:22.119 --> 01:04:22.559
like keep it.
1571
01:04:22.599 --> 01:04:25.960
You know, did you see that one she's that has
1572
01:04:25.960 --> 01:04:27.239
a really big booty?
1573
01:04:27.559 --> 01:04:30.239
No, but I've seen some that do, and I think
1574
01:04:30.280 --> 01:04:33.199
that it's crazy, not that it's like unheard of, I
1575
01:04:33.199 --> 01:04:35.280
guess because it's There's one night on I G and
1576
01:04:35.280 --> 01:04:36.800
I was like, but.
1577
01:04:36.800 --> 01:04:38.920
I saw one. I saw one in like that wasn't
1578
01:04:38.920 --> 01:04:39.159
an ig.
1579
01:04:39.480 --> 01:04:41.239
It was in person and she was at this like
1580
01:04:41.360 --> 01:04:43.760
indoor water park in Texas and I was like, it
1581
01:04:43.800 --> 01:04:44.719
was her and her boyfriend.
1582
01:04:44.719 --> 01:04:46.400
I was like, damn.
1583
01:04:46.559 --> 01:04:48.719
I'm like, she's mad cute and she had a hell
1584
01:04:48.760 --> 01:04:53.159
of booty. But I'm like, how do you approach that? Like, yeah,
1585
01:04:53.239 --> 01:04:55.480
do you just tell her good ass girl? Or you
1586
01:04:55.519 --> 01:04:57.280
just leave it and just admire from afar because she
1587
01:04:57.320 --> 01:04:59.199
obviously was with her man, so I can't hit on her,
1588
01:04:59.320 --> 01:04:59.920
but like you can.
1589
01:05:00.000 --> 01:05:02.079
I probably just gave her the eye contact and be like,
1590
01:05:02.119 --> 01:05:04.320
so you're all about the eye contact, I fuck your
1591
01:05:04.360 --> 01:05:05.440
that booty.
1592
01:05:06.320 --> 01:05:08.119
I have locked down a lot of men in my
1593
01:05:08.199 --> 01:05:10.360
like younger days, like club days, when you like do
1594
01:05:10.440 --> 01:05:12.559
the eye fucking and you're just like I know you're
1595
01:05:12.599 --> 01:05:14.559
looking at me, and I'm looking at you and you
1596
01:05:14.599 --> 01:05:16.880
know stums' you know what I'm saying. That's when you
1597
01:05:16.920 --> 01:05:18.719
do your eyes perfect the blending.
1598
01:05:18.960 --> 01:05:20.760
You think these making girls are just doing the blending
1599
01:05:20.800 --> 01:05:21.480
for themselves, So.
1600
01:05:21.440 --> 01:05:23.239
That's what you think it's for. They am not doing
1601
01:05:23.239 --> 01:05:27.440
the blending for themselves. Trust me, I'm dead. I'm dead.
1602
01:05:28.000 --> 01:05:29.679
So that next time you look at your YouTube, bro,
1603
01:05:30.199 --> 01:05:31.960
that you better blend that ship before you make that
1604
01:05:32.039 --> 01:05:34.760
eye contact girl, because if not, you might look at
1605
01:05:34.800 --> 01:05:36.760
you like, damn, what's wrong with her? Fucking you know?
1606
01:05:36.800 --> 01:05:38.880
It's not shaded properly, and I just don't know what
1607
01:05:38.960 --> 01:05:43.880
to do. Do I ask for her number or not? Alrighty?
1608
01:05:44.119 --> 01:05:48.239
So last question, how what is the longest you have
1609
01:05:48.320 --> 01:05:51.559
gone without sex? Oh? This is a good one.
1610
01:05:52.000 --> 01:05:54.679
I was getting off a seven year relationship. I'm a
1611
01:05:54.760 --> 01:05:57.119
romantic person, you know. I love to be in love
1612
01:05:57.800 --> 01:06:00.599
and I love hard. So when I was getting out
1613
01:06:00.599 --> 01:06:02.920
of that relationship, I moved to New York. And in
1614
01:06:02.960 --> 01:06:05.800
New York there's so many aggressive men and they're sexy.
1615
01:06:06.480 --> 01:06:08.880
They are They've got that like East Coast swag that
1616
01:06:08.920 --> 01:06:10.960
you like but don't want you don't want to say,
1617
01:06:11.039 --> 01:06:12.679
because it does happen in Texas too, when they like
1618
01:06:12.840 --> 01:06:14.679
holler at you whatever. Two but then you're like fuck you.
1619
01:06:14.760 --> 01:06:16.440
And then New York You're like, but wait, should I
1620
01:06:16.480 --> 01:06:18.679
be talking to you right? And You're like, I feel
1621
01:06:18.679 --> 01:06:19.480
like I like.
1622
01:06:19.800 --> 01:06:21.760
This Wall Street guy comes up to me. He's like, hey,
1623
01:06:21.840 --> 01:06:23.719
what's up, what are you doing? Let's go out tonight
1624
01:06:23.760 --> 01:06:26.920
or let's go out tomorrow, Let's go get steak, let's go.
1625
01:06:26.840 --> 01:06:28.599
Have wine, guys.
1626
01:06:28.679 --> 01:06:31.760
And I'm like, maybe I took his number, but I
1627
01:06:31.840 --> 01:06:34.239
never hit him up. So anyways, I was being celibate
1628
01:06:34.400 --> 01:06:36.599
during that time and it felt great because I felt
1629
01:06:36.599 --> 01:06:38.840
like I had the power and no one could fuck
1630
01:06:38.880 --> 01:06:42.400
with me unless I really really wanted to. And coming
1631
01:06:42.440 --> 01:06:44.719
back after that is when I just kind of like,
1632
01:06:44.920 --> 01:06:46.880
you know, so, how long was that abstinence period?
1633
01:06:48.079 --> 01:06:51.079
A year? Or man? Girl? You mad it? I seem
1634
01:06:51.119 --> 01:06:52.800
like it was like a year. No, no, but it
1635
01:06:52.920 --> 01:06:57.239
feels as without having sex. It is good because I
1636
01:06:57.400 --> 01:06:59.559
not only was in a long distance relationship, but I
1637
01:06:59.599 --> 01:07:02.119
also like we broke up within that time and we
1638
01:07:02.119 --> 01:07:03.519
didn't seen each other, so it was one of those
1639
01:07:03.559 --> 01:07:05.840
things so it was like, you know, what do you so,
1640
01:07:06.119 --> 01:07:09.239
what did you do? I masturbated a lot. I mean
1641
01:07:09.519 --> 01:07:13.320
I definitely know my very very well. So understand me.
1642
01:07:13.559 --> 01:07:15.440
This is why I say sex toys are a great thing.
1643
01:07:15.519 --> 01:07:15.800
I know.
1644
01:07:15.880 --> 01:07:19.440
So I was in New York, no toys, no no stimulation, nothing,
1645
01:07:19.599 --> 01:07:23.440
just reading books, going to freaking I.
1646
01:07:23.400 --> 01:07:25.880
Was going and making yourself sound so square now reading
1647
01:07:25.920 --> 01:07:28.639
books I was reading. I was like doing weird stuff
1648
01:07:28.679 --> 01:07:31.360
while I was celebrating, which is weird that it's educational.
1649
01:07:31.360 --> 01:07:33.800
You're you're you're feeding your mind getting in this early,
1650
01:07:34.880 --> 01:07:35.400
you know what I mean?
1651
01:07:35.519 --> 01:07:37.960
Like I guess because it was an island.
1652
01:07:38.199 --> 01:07:40.239
I'm not, but I went. I went to Central Park
1653
01:07:40.280 --> 01:07:42.320
and I was like, this feels great. I'm in the world.
1654
01:07:42.400 --> 01:07:44.320
It's six am, seven am.
1655
01:07:44.360 --> 01:07:47.679
That's that's early for me. Physician hours are like four
1656
01:07:47.719 --> 01:07:48.840
pm six You know.
1657
01:07:49.559 --> 01:07:51.239
Last question? I know I said the last time, but
1658
01:07:51.719 --> 01:07:54.840
this last one because I can't end with that one. Okay,
1659
01:07:55.079 --> 01:07:59.079
let's see a favorite sexual position? Ah, which way do
1660
01:07:59.159 --> 01:07:59.639
you like it?
1661
01:07:59.719 --> 01:07:59.920
Paul?
1662
01:08:00.280 --> 01:08:02.639
I thought about this one before I came.
1663
01:08:02.920 --> 01:08:04.679
I was trying to do my research. I'm like, what
1664
01:08:04.679 --> 01:08:07.880
would I say? She asked me this one? What when
1665
01:08:07.880 --> 01:08:08.760
I swear? How where?
1666
01:08:08.800 --> 01:08:11.039
Now I'm like blinking, okay, what is it?
1667
01:08:11.159 --> 01:08:15.360
My favorite? Here? What you need? This one again. What
1668
01:08:15.519 --> 01:08:18.960
is Paula's favorite sexual position? Private talk? What is it
1669
01:08:19.039 --> 01:08:19.439
going to be?
1670
01:08:23.000 --> 01:08:25.800
I mean I really like to sit on it which.
1671
01:08:25.560 --> 01:08:29.880
Way doggy or like reverse cowgirl or like okay, sitting
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on a girl. So I do this special specialty thing
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sights addle, Like what is it?
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I like to do a little twirl on the So
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how are you spinning? Like how from the front to
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the back?
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Like how are you twirling? Wait?
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I'm trying to get a visual.
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Okay, so regular, okay, so you're going you're on your
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partner person and then all of a sudden you kind
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of turn your whole body around and you.
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But still inside.
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Yes, So but you're hat like you're at like a
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half angle, so like you're kind of like sitting sideways. Yeah,
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that's sideways backwards, Like oh so you're all the way
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looking back, so it's reverse.
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It's reverse cowgirl.
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So you'd like to go to transition from cowgirl to
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reverse cowgirl? That's talent.
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I like that.
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You got to keep it inside. That's kind of like
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the same thing how I said about the midget. I
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just want to spin it, but keep it inside. Yes,
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but different because that's the thing like if you guys
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don't know. I don't know.
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If you guys have try it, try it. It's really fun.
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That's why it's fun, Paula, because if you take it out,
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it takes the it takes the friction away.
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I feel like it's too. You just want to feel
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all the inside yea, all the good things.
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And if you do this, I promise you, he will
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have a smile on his face.
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He will have that smile on his face or she
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whatever you guys are doing private talk. You heard her.
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You've heard all these great things that she's been revealing
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with us on private Private Talk, Truth with Texas