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So yesterday morning I woke up to an email from this 19-year-old young lady who started off by telling me that she was the caretaker of the lesbian who is down in Texas, um the caretaker of that lesbian's animals.
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And I want you to know that's how she started the email.
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And so already I'm starting starting to panic.
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And then she continued.
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She said, she came down to me on Monday and said, Hey, since I didn't click with her, maybe you can click with her.
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Here's my amazing beautiful friend's number and contact information.
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Actually, she only had my email.
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And so this is what this 19-year-old is telling me.
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And she said, I am in school for dent for to be a dentist, a dental assistant.
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She said, I don't have any friends.
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I'm bi, but I adore women.
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And oh, by the way, I have a sister, a twin sister at that.
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And I have to tell you, I did not even know what to think.
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I immediately knew what was happening.
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So I contacted the lesbian and I said, What the fuck are you doing?
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Sending me a 19-year-old to m to match me up with her.
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I never asked you to do that, and you're sending me a child, and from there I told her, I don't even know what the fuck is wrong with you.
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Do not contact me again.
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And as I predicted, the lesbian said, I just thought that since you were slipping away from me, that I can send her to you.
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She said she was saying she didn't have any friends, and so I just thought of you.
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And I want you to know that I recognize that this is the type of attitude and carrying on that leads to groomers, traffickers, things like that.
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If I were any other person, this lesbian literally just delivered me this 19-year-old.
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And by the way, if you hear the motors in the back, that's my neighbor.
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So I am sending this to you from my car.
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But I contacted the 19-year-old and I explained to her, I'm not interested.
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That is why the Lesbian and I are not getting along together.
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Are you realizing that she sent you she sent me your information or she gave you my information, first of all, without my permission?
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And also she never told me about you, so I didn't know what to expect.
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But you want a friend.
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Now, suffice it to say, really, there's just one feminine energy on the site that I'm on.
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I haven't heard from her in a while.
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She's a farmer in Wisconsin.
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I don't know what she looks like.
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And I think that is why I really appreciate her.
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I think that's why I'm so turned on by her.
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Because there's a mystery about her.
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She doesn't just assume anything and put it all out there and makes me have to feel as though I have to engage in her feminine, masculine, sexual energy.
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She allows me to be who I need to be.
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She keeps that air of mystery about her.
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And so, because of that, if I were to engage with anyone, I can honestly tell you she would be the one.
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She would be the one.
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But outside of that, I think because there are or I was approached by the lesbian in Texas.
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She was a very beautiful woman.
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But I think because there were signals that were crossed, there were there were miscommunications, it became nothing but sex.
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It almost annoyed me.
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It annoyed me because it didn't give room for there to be a friendship.
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The whole reason why I became I allowed the lesbian to become friends with me was because she was on the site as a model as well, too, and so she decided to take herself off of it.
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In that process, her husband actually was found on their marriage bed by her with her best friend.
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He cheated on her with her best friend, so she divorced him, kicked him out of the house, and she was heartbroken.
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So she went back to the site where I met her and said she was looking for a friend.
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But she confessed to me that when she lived in Africa, I don't remember the country, but she said when she was there, the ebony women were so attractive to her.
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And so as she was telling me this, I understood that she was doing everything she could to try to turn me on.
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And again, very beautiful woman, but there came a point to where I did feel a little bit like I was a fetish for her.
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She wanted me to marry her, and I told her no.
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There were times where she didn't give room for me to be who I was.
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As a matter of fact, when I was interacting with her, she would give me guilt trips for not feeling the same way.
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Oh, thank goodness that motor's gone.
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Ugh.
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It sounds like it's going away.
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Um but anyway, and when she discovered that I turned her down, she sent this 19-year-old who's innocent, vulnerable, and said she doesn't have any friends.
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She's bi and she adores women.
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And by the way, she has a twin.
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Again, what was I supposed to do with that energy?
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So today I messaged her, and that 19-year-old had the lesson of her life.
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And as a matter of fact, she said because what she kept doing was sending me selfies and provocative, as provocative as a 19-year-old could be without showing her body.
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She was sending me these photos, and I had to write to her and say, listen, I didn't ask for your photos.
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I need you to stop sending them to me and have some self-respect.
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The more I thought about it, the more I was thinking, isn't that funny?
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I wouldn't even entertain it if it were a male.
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I would just laugh it off.
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But the fact that it's a woman, that it's a girl, a young lady, I said, have respect for yourself and control your sexual energy.
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Or else you're going to be in a position where you're going to attract low vibrational entities, no matter if they're women or men.
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She called me mean.
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She said, Wow, I thought you would have you would want to have friends.
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You overthink things too much.
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But you have to remember her frontal lobe isn't even fully developed yet.
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If this were a male, I wouldn't even entertain them because I know they would try to shoot their shot, and then if I didn't respond, they'd give up.
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I know that.
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But I also know that females are a little different.
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So yeah, I stayed in there with her, and I pretty much had to put her in her place.
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And I had to tell her, have some respect for yourself.
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If I'm telling you that I am celibate, I'm telling you that I'm older than you, your response should not be more photos and telling me what's wrong with sexual energy.
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Nothing.
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By the way, this nineteen-year-old girl has no idea what I do.
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She has no idea what the lesbian does or how she met me.
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So again, what does she know?
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She's entering that age of stupidity.
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Between the ages of 19 to 23, she's entering that the that age bracket where they know everything, but they're idiots.
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Again, if she were a male, I would just count them off as just being an idiot.
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And nod and giggle, but not take him seriously.
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For my fellow female, though, there was a sense of overprotectiveness.
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Because this world, as much as I love men, part of loving men, it's about knowing the truth of man, of men.
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And things are just different for females.
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It's just different.
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What do you think?
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Hopefully the motor in the background wasn't too much.
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I'd love to know your thoughts though.
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Perhaps the motor was just right.
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It's a male over there, after all.
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Being loud, having power.
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I am definitely not saying that as a female she is not able to do this.
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It's actually badass when a woman is able to indulge in that masculine side and be a tomboy.
00:12:42.000 --> 00:12:46.480
But like I've said before, sexual energy is so powerful.
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It's so powerful.
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It's sacred.
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That's why I'm here on this podcast.
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That's why I'm telling you, as I go through all of these changes in my life, these experiences, these interactions, I have to go back to processing.
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How is my sexual energy, my power, impacted by this?
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Anyway, I'd love to know your thoughts.
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Contact me when you can.
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Bye for now.
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Love Natalie.
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So yesterday morning I woke up to an email from this 19-year-old young lady who started off by telling me that she was the caretaker of the lesbian who is down in Texas, um the caretaker of that lesbian's animals.
00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:28.480
And I want you to know that's how she started the email.
00:00:28.640 --> 00:00:31.920
And so already I'm starting starting to panic.
00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:34.560
And then she continued.
00:00:34.960 --> 00:00:45.840
She said, she came down to me on Monday and said, Hey, since I didn't click with her, maybe you can click with her.
00:00:46.000 --> 00:00:51.119
Here's my amazing beautiful friend's number and contact information.
00:00:52.399 --> 00:00:54.880
Actually, she only had my email.
00:00:56.000 --> 00:00:59.920
And so this is what this 19-year-old is telling me.
00:01:00.159 --> 00:01:07.439
And she said, I am in school for dent for to be a dentist, a dental assistant.
00:01:07.680 --> 00:01:10.159
She said, I don't have any friends.
00:01:10.400 --> 00:01:13.599
I'm bi, but I adore women.
00:01:14.879 --> 00:01:21.680
And oh, by the way, I have a sister, a twin sister at that.
00:01:23.840 --> 00:01:28.239
And I have to tell you, I did not even know what to think.
00:01:29.599 --> 00:01:32.159
I immediately knew what was happening.
00:01:32.400 --> 00:01:39.280
So I contacted the lesbian and I said, What the fuck are you doing?
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Sending me a 19-year-old to m to match me up with her.
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I never asked you to do that, and you're sending me a child, and from there I told her, I don't even know what the fuck is wrong with you.
00:01:56.640 --> 00:01:58.159
Do not contact me again.
00:02:00.480 --> 00:02:14.479
And as I predicted, the lesbian said, I just thought that since you were slipping away from me, that I can send her to you.
00:02:16.560 --> 00:02:24.080
She said she was saying she didn't have any friends, and so I just thought of you.
00:02:26.000 --> 00:02:43.039
And I want you to know that I recognize that this is the type of attitude and carrying on that leads to groomers, traffickers, things like that.
00:02:43.199 --> 00:02:51.520
If I were any other person, this lesbian literally just delivered me this 19-year-old.
00:02:51.680 --> 00:02:56.639
And by the way, if you hear the motors in the back, that's my neighbor.
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So I am sending this to you from my car.
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But I contacted the 19-year-old and I explained to her, I'm not interested.
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That is why the Lesbian and I are not getting along together.
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Are you realizing that she sent you she sent me your information or she gave you my information, first of all, without my permission?
00:03:28.960 --> 00:03:33.439
And also she never told me about you, so I didn't know what to expect.
00:03:33.759 --> 00:03:35.520
But you want a friend.
00:03:46.960 --> 00:03:59.039
Now, suffice it to say, really, there's just one feminine energy on the site that I'm on.
00:03:59.199 --> 00:04:00.719
I haven't heard from her in a while.
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She's a farmer in Wisconsin.
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I don't know what she looks like.
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And I think that is why I really appreciate her.
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I think that's why I'm so turned on by her.
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Because there's a mystery about her.
00:04:17.759 --> 00:04:34.160
She doesn't just assume anything and put it all out there and makes me have to feel as though I have to engage in her feminine, masculine, sexual energy.
00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:38.399
She allows me to be who I need to be.
00:04:38.959 --> 00:04:42.000
She keeps that air of mystery about her.
00:04:42.800 --> 00:04:55.040
And so, because of that, if I were to engage with anyone, I can honestly tell you she would be the one.
00:04:56.560 --> 00:04:57.839
She would be the one.
00:05:01.759 --> 00:05:14.959
But outside of that, I think because there are or I was approached by the lesbian in Texas.
00:05:15.120 --> 00:05:17.360
She was a very beautiful woman.
00:05:17.600 --> 00:05:30.000
But I think because there were signals that were crossed, there were there were miscommunications, it became nothing but sex.
00:05:32.319 --> 00:05:36.800
It almost annoyed me.
00:05:38.079 --> 00:05:44.480
It annoyed me because it didn't give room for there to be a friendship.
00:05:45.040 --> 00:06:03.199
The whole reason why I became I allowed the lesbian to become friends with me was because she was on the site as a model as well, too, and so she decided to take herself off of it.
00:06:04.319 --> 00:06:15.199
In that process, her husband actually was found on their marriage bed by her with her best friend.
00:06:15.519 --> 00:06:22.720
He cheated on her with her best friend, so she divorced him, kicked him out of the house, and she was heartbroken.
00:06:23.040 --> 00:06:31.759
So she went back to the site where I met her and said she was looking for a friend.
00:06:32.720 --> 00:06:49.600
But she confessed to me that when she lived in Africa, I don't remember the country, but she said when she was there, the ebony women were so attractive to her.
00:06:50.319 --> 00:06:59.519
And so as she was telling me this, I understood that she was doing everything she could to try to turn me on.
00:06:59.680 --> 00:07:08.879
And again, very beautiful woman, but there came a point to where I did feel a little bit like I was a fetish for her.
00:07:09.120 --> 00:07:13.279
She wanted me to marry her, and I told her no.
00:07:16.639 --> 00:07:24.800
There were times where she didn't give room for me to be who I was.
00:07:24.959 --> 00:07:34.720
As a matter of fact, when I was interacting with her, she would give me guilt trips for not feeling the same way.
00:07:34.879 --> 00:07:36.879
Oh, thank goodness that motor's gone.
00:07:37.040 --> 00:07:37.839
Ugh.
00:07:39.680 --> 00:07:42.000
It sounds like it's going away.
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Um but anyway, and when she discovered that I turned her down, she sent this 19-year-old who's innocent, vulnerable, and said she doesn't have any friends.
00:08:05.040 --> 00:08:09.120
She's bi and she adores women.
00:08:10.560 --> 00:08:12.959
And by the way, she has a twin.
00:08:15.360 --> 00:08:19.600
Again, what was I supposed to do with that energy?
00:08:21.120 --> 00:08:26.720
So today I messaged her, and that 19-year-old had the lesson of her life.
00:08:26.959 --> 00:08:43.039
And as a matter of fact, she said because what she kept doing was sending me selfies and provocative, as provocative as a 19-year-old could be without showing her body.
00:08:43.759 --> 00:08:52.159
She was sending me these photos, and I had to write to her and say, listen, I didn't ask for your photos.
00:08:52.399 --> 00:08:56.799
I need you to stop sending them to me and have some self-respect.
00:08:58.879 --> 00:09:03.759
The more I thought about it, the more I was thinking, isn't that funny?
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I wouldn't even entertain it if it were a male.
00:09:07.200 --> 00:09:08.559
I would just laugh it off.
00:09:08.720 --> 00:09:17.759
But the fact that it's a woman, that it's a girl, a young lady, I said, have respect for yourself and control your sexual energy.
00:09:18.240 --> 00:09:26.799
Or else you're going to be in a position where you're going to attract low vibrational entities, no matter if they're women or men.
00:09:29.679 --> 00:09:31.519
She called me mean.
00:09:32.639 --> 00:09:37.600
She said, Wow, I thought you would have you would want to have friends.
00:09:37.840 --> 00:09:40.240
You overthink things too much.
00:09:40.960 --> 00:09:45.679
But you have to remember her frontal lobe isn't even fully developed yet.
00:09:47.120 --> 00:09:56.720
If this were a male, I wouldn't even entertain them because I know they would try to shoot their shot, and then if I didn't respond, they'd give up.
00:09:56.960 --> 00:09:57.919
I know that.
00:09:58.240 --> 00:10:02.799
But I also know that females are a little different.
00:10:03.279 --> 00:10:08.159
So yeah, I stayed in there with her, and I pretty much had to put her in her place.
00:10:08.960 --> 00:10:12.559
And I had to tell her, have some respect for yourself.
00:10:13.200 --> 00:10:29.120
If I'm telling you that I am celibate, I'm telling you that I'm older than you, your response should not be more photos and telling me what's wrong with sexual energy.
00:10:29.360 --> 00:10:29.919
Nothing.
00:10:33.039 --> 00:10:39.679
By the way, this nineteen-year-old girl has no idea what I do.
00:10:40.799 --> 00:10:47.120
She has no idea what the lesbian does or how she met me.
00:10:48.720 --> 00:10:51.600
So again, what does she know?
00:10:52.799 --> 00:10:56.720
She's entering that age of stupidity.
00:10:56.960 --> 00:11:05.759
Between the ages of 19 to 23, she's entering that the that age bracket where they know everything, but they're idiots.
00:11:08.000 --> 00:11:16.000
Again, if she were a male, I would just count them off as just being an idiot.
00:11:16.559 --> 00:11:20.960
And nod and giggle, but not take him seriously.
00:11:22.559 --> 00:11:28.639
For my fellow female, though, there was a sense of overprotectiveness.
00:11:31.120 --> 00:11:49.840
Because this world, as much as I love men, part of loving men, it's about knowing the truth of man, of men.
00:11:51.840 --> 00:11:54.559
And things are just different for females.
00:11:56.080 --> 00:11:57.440
It's just different.
00:12:00.320 --> 00:12:01.679
What do you think?
00:12:03.279 --> 00:12:07.360
Hopefully the motor in the background wasn't too much.
00:12:10.080 --> 00:12:12.559
I'd love to know your thoughts though.
00:12:13.120 --> 00:12:15.360
Perhaps the motor was just right.
00:12:16.480 --> 00:12:19.519
It's a male over there, after all.
00:12:20.799 --> 00:12:24.240
Being loud, having power.
00:12:24.960 --> 00:12:30.559
I am definitely not saying that as a female she is not able to do this.
00:12:30.799 --> 00:12:39.759
It's actually badass when a woman is able to indulge in that masculine side and be a tomboy.
00:12:42.000 --> 00:12:46.480
But like I've said before, sexual energy is so powerful.
00:12:47.120 --> 00:12:48.879
It's so powerful.
00:12:51.039 --> 00:12:52.480
It's sacred.
00:12:54.320 --> 00:12:56.639
That's why I'm here on this podcast.
00:12:56.799 --> 00:13:09.840
That's why I'm telling you, as I go through all of these changes in my life, these experiences, these interactions, I have to go back to processing.
00:13:12.639 --> 00:13:19.519
How is my sexual energy, my power, impacted by this?
00:13:22.639 --> 00:13:25.679
Anyway, I'd love to know your thoughts.
00:13:26.000 --> 00:13:27.679
Contact me when you can.
00:13:28.480 --> 00:13:29.519
Bye for now.
00:13:31.840 --> 00:13:33.120
Love Natalie.
