Manifested Psychic Matt Fraser & Not What I expected guest Katy Rey: EP 245

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You're listening to the Manifesting Miracles podcast.
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By tuning in today, you're dialing into your frequency of abundance.
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I'm Michelle J Lamont, your manifestation master and guide.
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Ever since 2016, I've been obsessively dedicating my life to uncovering, dissecting and analyzing every aspect of the practices and modalities in which we call manifestation.
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You see, you are truly more powerful than you can even imagine and fully capable of manifesting miracles on the daily.
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I'm going to teach you how to attract a life beyond your wildest dreams using your own divine power.
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So let's get started manifesting your miracles right now.
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Welcome, welcome, welcome.
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It is time for us to align ourselves with the highest and the best vibrational reality that you and I can manifest in our timeline and this is no coincidence that the universe is absolutely drawing your energy towards this podcast.
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Your angels, your guides, your ancestors are all looking at you in this moment, in this timeline.
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In fact, they're standing right next to you and I can prove it and looking at you and saying if you only knew how powerful you truly are, if you could just release your limiting ideas about your abilities to manifest, if you could release that one person who told you you were not pretty enough, you are not strong enough, you are not black enough, you are not skinny enough, you are not Latina enough, you are not whatever the fuck somebody has imposed on your soul to marginalize you and put you in a cage so you will be subservient to everybody on this fucking planet.
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Well then you will start to manifest your miracles too, and this podcast is going to change your life.
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So if one of your friends sent this to you, if one of your cousins, somebody at the nail tech, somebody from the gym, the other day somebody messaged me, she's like Michelle.
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I was on a train in Chicago and this girl was like crying and laughing and finally I said what are you listening to?
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And she simply said the greatest podcast that's ever lived and ever been on any planet.
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It's called manifesting miracles and her name is Michelle J Lamont.
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And she and this chick said, the girl just started crying and sobbing and telling her her whole life story.
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And she was like do you know this person?
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No, I saw it on social media.
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I went to the podcast and I've been binging ever since and whatever universal energy it took for you to find this, damn it.
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Today we're going to prove that your relatives, your ancestors and everybody that you are missing is with you right now and you might have noticed that this podcast is called manifested Matt Frazier not what I was expecting, and you might say who the fuck is Matt Frazier?
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Why?
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Wouldn't know who the fuck Matt Frazier was either, unless I started on TikTok a year ago and you've also heard you also.
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You guys also had such a strong reaction, such an overwhelming reaction, to the fact that my little niece, haley and I shouldn't say little, cause she's made a doctor in two years was the very first person I ever interviewed.
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And so, out of curiosity, my podcast producer said why don't you put it on social media in your newsletter and see if people want you to interview other people?
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And if they do, do they want experts or do they actually want more friends and relatives?
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Well, I only have like three relatives that I talked to and I only have like two friends.
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The pool became very limited on what you guys wanted, but because the universe implores me to be authentic in everything that I do, I took that shit seriously and I decided that in order for me to tell you the story, the psychic journey of Matt Frazier, I wanted to bring on and have the person who experienced this with me a podcaster, herself an entrepreneur, a very, very, very successful author, a mama bear and an event plant, an event creator, an organizer and an overall incredible humanitarian.
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Hilarious, beautiful, smart, strong and honored to call her my BFF Now, honestly, her name is Katie Ray, but, katie, I don't know if I'm your best friend, but you are my best friend.
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Yes, Michelle J Lamont is a household name in my household, so the kids say her full name.
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Are you going to Michelle J Lamont?
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Are you going to Michelle?
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For sure, family, family, whatever we want to call it.
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Yeah, but the kids only love me because I send them food, send them shakes and all she knows.
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I will let you guys in on the joke.
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I'm constantly sending her children food, not because they're in need or they're hungry, or Katie doesn't have the funds.
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It's because I will just be on DoorDash and I'll order myself a shake and I'm like I bet the kids would like a shake.
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They were so excited.
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I bet the kids would like some bagels.
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I bet the kids would like some cookies.
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I couldn't even go to Do you need a bun cake.
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Do you need a bun cake?
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I was supposed to go to your anniversary party and I couldn't go.
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So I send like 50 or this huge, a little cake Like $150 with a bun cake.
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So I'm like, hey, I sent dessert, I can't go, like well, okay, this is perfect, but yeah, it's been.
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yeah, Michelle J Lamont is the best.
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I'm very excited to be here today.
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So I wanted to tell you guys thank you, katie.
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I wanted to tell you guys a little bit about and listen.
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First, let me just start by saying I do not know Matt Frazier and Matt Frazier has no idea who I am and perhaps to listen to this podcast one day, maybe you all will send it to him, who knows but at the end of the day, I want to talk about psychic, psychic mediums, and I specifically and I want to like take this down a notch I want to talk to all of you who are in so much pain.
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It hurts to even think about the person you miss and if right now, their face is coming into your reality, it's because they're right, there with you Now.
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If you had asked me that before I saw Matt Frazier, I would not have been able to say that with my whole heart.
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I would have say like, yeah, they can.
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I can connect to my mom.
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She sends me signs.
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These things are happening.
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I started my trek down Let me find a psychic.
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The second I had $5 in my pocket and it took me many, many years to admit how desperate I was to talk to my mom.
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My mom was the only person who never hurt me the only person who never abandoned me.
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And so when something like that happens, I understand your pain, I understand your suffering, I understand how you just you just want to ask one more question.
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You just want to say one more time like, do you like my hair?
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Should I, should I go out with that boy and excuse me for getting so emotional, but just, I know my mom's here right now because whenever you have a huge vibrational shift, it's because they're sitting right here with you.
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And so when I think about psychics coming from my culture, if you say you're a psychic and you're not, it's like being a not as bad as being a child molester.
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So I don't want to compare it, but it's a very big thing.
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Like you never want to say you're a psychic unless you really have sight, it's really a bad omen for your family.
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So I really have so much like disconnection from the psychic world and I desperately wanted to have like one more conversation with her All I ever wanted, because I felt like I never could talk to her and I never could see her.
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So for those of you who are bone aching, soul shaking, earth shattering, sad that that person isn't here anymore, I want you to know that they really are and I'm gonna prove it today, katie and I are gonna prove it today and that I don't want you to feel so separated from them Excuse me and I don't want you to feel so alone and so desperate to have that conversation, because, guess what, they've been in all of them, every fucking conversation you've ever had, they've been there.
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Now, if you listen to my podcast with, thankfully, so many of you share it and distribute it and have a connection to it and have a vibration for this and well beyond the years that I'm here on the planet earth known as Michelle J Lamont, this podcast will continue in perpetuity to help people and to serve people and to allow people to manifest their truth and their realities and have this divine path on the planet, and you are no exception.
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So one of the things that I always do when I book a psychic is first, I'll create a fake Gmail.
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Oh my God.
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The first thing is do not tell them your idea, so they can't look you up.
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And sad they can't look you up.
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Everybody's Google-able, but I'm more.
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They could say anything.
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If they knew my real name or whatever.
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They could look it up into that and say, oh, your mother or whatever right.
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And so for me it was very like I didn't wanna believe that they could talk to her and I couldn't.
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So it was almost like what makes you better than me?
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And so that was all of my fear and my insecurity and my doubt.
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And then the other part of it was well, why was she talked to you and not talked to me?
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And so I would say, since I had a dollar in my pocket, probably I would say when I was 26, I started doing things that weren't rent merchandise, employees, whatever it was I would do like, okay, I'm gonna get my nails done, Okay, I'm gonna get a massage, stuff like that.
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And then I was like I would hide it from my ex-husband because I wasn't really allowed to spend money, Even though I made all the money sounds crazy.
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Now, yeah, you're like, does this they're gonna like?
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And I snuck away and I saw a psychic and from that time I would say from then till now, I've probably hired 30 different psychics in my life and about a handful of them have been actually gifted with sight.
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So first I book it on my fake Gmail account and then I say some false name and if they ask for a number and I really have to give them a number I'll just give them some friend of mine.
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Or usually I ask Sean to collect.
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If you get a text message, something like that, that's my other friend, other best friend, these are my other friends.
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That's my.
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I have two.
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What's your Gmail, big booty bitch?
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Well, yes, it was psychic, big booty batch.
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And so going down that journey, really just wanting like because you have to understand, like and here's the thing, I know that those of you who would do would give your left arm, would give anything, to have five more minutes with that person who's not able to answer the call, maybe somebody who never met, maybe you only knew for a few short years.
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It just weighs on you and, depending on how close that connection was, it can literally drive you to a place of complete depression and pain.
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And so going down that psychic journey, for me anytime somebody was really good.
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I would just lose my mind Because they were saying things that nobody would know and they were talking about things that nobody would know.
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So last year I joined the TikTok world and I was like I'm gonna start TikTok and I am going to hit, made a portal in my bathroom, a mirror portal, and I put TikTok a dollar sign and 30K.
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Well, 30k wasn't the dollars, but it was the amount of listeners, of followers, that I wanted.
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And by August of the year, of last year, I hit 25,000.
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So I'm almost at 30,000 now, which is the universe being like, yeah, if you put a little bit more effort in Michelle, you might hit 30K.
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You're almost there, almost there.
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It's good enough.
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It's like that.
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It's swinging, it's a hit, and so I'm encouraged to do these lives.
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So I hired a TikTok coach which helped me nothing.
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Helped me nothing, okay, nothing.
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You guys like literally nothing, and I'm not gonna say their name because they're still on TikTok and I spent, I think, $1,500 and got like she was trying to put everybody into her method, which is the worst way to create.
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So I think people who are good on TikTok, who get a lot of people to follow them and get higher algorithms First, it's not just you in the picture, you talking the whole time.
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Second, you're sending them information immediately right off the bat to get them to listen to you.
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And third, you make it interesting and you make it about the audience and not about yourself.
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And so I think that that's what I knew from Instagram and I did that and all the stuff that she taught me was not helping me.
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So one of the things that I learned in my research that people who do TikTok lives get higher algorithm pulls than people who don't Like the algorithm remembers that you're doing lives and they want you on the app all the time.
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So I decided I would start watching lives and see who was doing it.
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So one night, it was like midnight about three and a half four months ago.
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I opened up and here is this bejeweled, fabulous angel, crusted wings, behind him with the thickest, most incredible Jersey accent, italian accent.
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Hello darlings, hello darlings, this is Matt Frazier.
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Let me tell you about your relatives.
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Okay, let me tell you about your relatives.
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Okay.
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So listen here, do you have a mother?
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A mother that passed away?
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Was it a car accident?
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Was it a white car?
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Uh-huh, uh-huh, she's showing me a Jeep.
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Does that make sense?
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Can you give me some confirmation here?
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And so I was Katie, I was hook, line and sinker and I was like, okay, and these people I'm alive, like you can see their comments Like, please, matt, pick me, please, please, please.
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And so I was like, okay, like interesting.
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Well, he just kept coming up on my feed and up on my feed and up on my feed, and I was like is this the algorithm or is this the universe?
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So I went back and I watched some more videos and I found the way that he knew specificities of things was experiences that I had had with other psychics who were really talented and had the sight.
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And so I was like, oh, he's legit.
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And I literally wrote down in my little book.
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I was like I'd love to manifest Matt Frazier, just put it down there.
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You know, just because I was really, I thought so I looked up, he doesn't do any private readings, he only does group readings.
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I was like, oh, and I think it's just because he's too big and he's too famous and he makes too much money on the group calls and he's mastered his system.
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However it is, you know, he's a good business person.
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He has a good, good person who's deciding these things for him.
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And you know, I can only imagine how much an hour with Matt Frazier would be anyway, because in an hour he made like $200,000.
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That night at our event that we went to, right, we were- doing the math on the seats, because you know me, the little entrepreneur, I'm like how much is he to see?
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Let's count the rows.
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I was like, oh shit, he just made $150,000 at this fucking event.
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And so I wrote it down and I'm scrolling through TikTok.
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I'm scrolling through TikTok about, but three weeks ago, four weeks ago maybe, and it says like it stops, and it's a video of him without the little.
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He has these little borders on his TikTok and he's like hello everyone, it's Matt Frazier, I'm coming to your city.
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And I was like oh my God, is he coming to Florida?
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And he was like I'm starting in Florida and I'm doing a full Florida tour.
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I'm doing Palm Beach, I'm doing Boca, I'm doing Naples, I'm doing Orlando, I'm doing Tampa.
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And I was like did he just say Tampa?
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I live near Tampa.
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Does it consider I don't live in Tampa?
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I live in Tampa Bay area.
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And so I'm like did he just say I just manifest, because he's not going to other states?
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He's only going to like 10 states and each state he's only doing like one city.
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But in Florida he was doing a full Florida tour because he's a Jersey boy and Jersey boys are going to do a full Florida show.
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They're going to do the whole state.
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That's how they're going to do it.
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They're going to do the whole flipping state.
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All right, ari.
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So Jersey accent is fantastic.
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Oh, did you know I know this is a special gift of mine what your accent?
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I can.
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I can hear any accent and do it immediately.
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I just have to listen to it once, just like you know how.
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Do you know how I play three?
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I'm bringing Scottish people out, oh, okay.
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I want to hear it.
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Shite.
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Okay, if it's not Scottish, it's shite.
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I can listen to anything.
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And fun fact.
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Fun fact, I'm talking a lot.
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And also with music.
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Oh, that's cool.
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So like I play the piano, the flute and the violin and the recorder Did you know that?
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So cool, so I can hear a song and I'm like, and I can just start playing it.
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Like my ear has this weird thing about it.
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I thought Thank you.
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So my mom thought I was going to be a genius at something and she put me in lessons with everything.
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And I was bad at everything.
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You're the genius of the mind.
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I'm dyslexic.
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I can't walk the same way I can't do it.
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So, anyway, I see that Matt Frazier is coming and I look up the tickets, and one thing that you should definitely know about me is that I'm bougie as fuck.
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She hates driving and I hate driving but she will.
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I will want to, I don't want to.
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I pay full insurance in the most expensive state to have car insurance and I literally the the this first year is here.
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I went less than 300 miles the entire year.
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I mean I think I went 50 miles.
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I mean, probably just get the license plate and that was it.
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I get everything delivered.
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So I'm not a recluse.
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But you guys have heard me talking about maybe I've become a little bit of a recluse.
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So I'm forcing myself, like this year I've written down how many days I'm going to the beach, how many events I'm going to go to each month, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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So, all that said, I text, I text, sweet Katie.
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And I was like hey, katie, do you know who Matt Frazier is?
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And I don't.
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Did you know who?
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I had no idea.
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She texts me actually like five videos in a row I couldn't watch him yet.
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And then she takes pictures that he's coming to the hard rock.
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And she was just like do you want to go with me?
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Will you drive us there?
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And I was like, okay, it's a Wednesday at eight.
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She knows I'm usually embedded this time.
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And I was like no, but I want to drive her.
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And if it's something she wants to do which I know, if it's Michelle wants to do it, it means it's like mean something to her.
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So I was like, okay, we'll do it.
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And then I looked at the guy and I was like I love his jacket, Right.
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So that's how it got me there.
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I had no idea about him, but I did bring it up to my sister and she was like, oh my God, he's so amazing, I love him, I watch him all the time.
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And I was like, wow, there are people that know about this guy.
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Right, I mean, and so and I had never heard of him, if I hadn't been on TikTok I wouldn't have heard a map Frazier.
00:21:16.075 --> 00:21:27.013
And so how, I'm going to prove to you that that person that you're aching to speak to, that person that you're just desperate to have one more conversation with, is sitting next to you.
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If you're in your car, they're in the passenger seat.
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If you're in your house, my mom's sitting right here.
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She's right behind me right now.
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I mean she's calm me down, I'm calm now, but when I first mentioned her, she must be very excited because I just started bawling and so I know she's here.
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I mean, I even have an altar, you know, a family altar that I see her pictures at all the time and all that sort of thing.
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So I'm very connected to that energy now and I've had a cup, a handful of psychics who have really been very good at deciphering the energy and saying things like they would to say things I had in my kitchen and why I had them in my kitchen and my mom knew about them and it was just really incredible.
00:22:06.661 --> 00:22:16.095
So Katie comes, she picks me up and my aunt had given me a pair of earrings at Christmas that my mother had.
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Now, do I fully believe my mother had them, because I mean, I'm not five.
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You think she would have given me these earrings before, but I think she just knows how sentimental I am about her.
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The only thing I've ever had with my mom is in a fucking frame in my living room.
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I mean, I don't like I treat them like gold, like if the flood were to come through my backyard and grab that, that'd be it.
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That and the dogs, and that's it the cash, whatever.
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I have a lot of cash in my house.
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I should probably say that she's just kidding, she's not Scarface, I'm not Scarface.
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There's no drug money.
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I'm going to say a lot of cash.
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I mean like $200.
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Okay, I mean I'm not.
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You know, I'm not hoarding fives like the Internet told me to, since all electronics will break down and fives will be the best currency to use and I don't have drop go bags and cans of food in my garage and drink water from the lake straws because I'm worried about EMF sun blocking things happening.
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You've learned things today, go on.
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I'm going to expose a few things.
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No, none of that's happening.
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So, katie, I grabbed these earrings and the night before I got here I envisioned my mom like handing them to me and putting them in my ear and I had like a little powwow sex session with her and I cleared my energy because, like it or not, when you go down the road of trying to be open and energetic, an energetic portal for all the things that you want to desire and to come into your reality, you don't get to pick and choose when you hear psychic information and I'll be out in public and I'll know somebody's relative just died and I'll know something just happened and people will just walk up to me and start telling me their life story and do I know them and I seem so familiar and all that.
00:24:02.445 --> 00:24:19.603
And it's only because I have no desire to harm you and I have no desire to take anything from you and I think, because my energy really is just about learning and exploring, that portal is just very open.
00:24:19.603 --> 00:24:24.646
So when I got in the car, katie pulls up and I turned to you.
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I sit in the car and you were like I said, if Matt doesn't pick me, you're.
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So how mad was I.
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You're like if Matt doesn't pick, and I'm like, geez.
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I was like I also I wore my grandma's fingerprint necklace that my mom goddess made.
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But I was like, oh gosh, we got to bring a lot of energy today.
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I was like Katie, if Matt doesn't call on me, this thing was a bust and I really, like I want to say I didn't have any expectations, but I had this belief in my mind like I manifest everything.
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I'm such a good manifester and I really have.
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You know, I don't want to say that I've figured it all out, but I really do know how to manifest, I know how to teach people to manifest, so I truly believe in it.
00:25:13.666 --> 00:25:18.776
And I know you're listening right now wondering is this real With me?
00:25:18.776 --> 00:25:45.019
It is, and if you take my methods and you listen to another episode and another episode and another episode and another episode and another episode, or you jump on to Michelle J Lamont right there in the show notes, you see where your hand is on the phone, go ahead and slide that thumb on over and you're going to see those show notes and it's going to say my free seven day course, you can take a free digital course right now on my from my show notes and get started moving in that energy and it started manifesting right now.
00:25:45.019 --> 00:25:45.681
I mean not right now.
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Listen to the rest of the episode and then, start manifesting.
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Okay, so I look at Katie with like all full energy and she was like.
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I was like these are my mom's earrings and my aunt gave them to me and they're totally her.
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And then Katie looks at me and she pulls out her necklace.
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I have my grandma's necklace and I was like, oh my God, we're the same person.
00:26:04.603 --> 00:26:08.339
But here's the thing Everybody's thinking this.
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I didn't know what to expect.
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I just had heard a story recently, which is crazy timing, about a woman channeling really her daughter who had passed away with the Jersey.
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The lady with the big hair, yeah, teresa, yeah, and I was just like, wow.
00:26:23.358 --> 00:26:25.803
She said she brought the shirt and everything that her daughter like.
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So I was like, oh, let me bring something.
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Yeah, didn't even know.
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And then, when you're like, oh, I have my mom's earrings, I was like, oh, see it is a thing Whenever you go to a psychic, they always, if you have the material possession of theirs, it still holds their energy and you're probably holding it because they're telling you to hold it, because you know you don't keep everything of a past loved one.
00:26:43.837 --> 00:26:52.309
I mean, I couldn't imagine anything that anybody would want of mine after I die, but you know, like maybe a crystal or something.
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I'm going to take shit now.
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Nothing's worth nothing.
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I haven't told you, everything here is worth $5.
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So these earrings, you know, whatever.
00:27:02.905 --> 00:27:10.435
And so we both started laughing and we're going to the event and Katie knows the area way, but obviously she grew up here and I don't.
00:27:10.435 --> 00:27:26.154
So we get to the place and we start to walk in and we're being goofy and just you know, joking around, and normally on any given Sunday I'm dropping the coins for first row seats, always.
00:27:27.503 --> 00:27:29.174
I, first of all, I don't like waiting in line.
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Second, I don't like being around people who are going to shoving into me.
00:27:33.244 --> 00:27:38.162
If I take a cheap flight, I buy the seat next to me because I don't want anybody next to me.
00:27:38.162 --> 00:27:41.929
Like, if I take a Southwest flight, then have first class because the only airline I buy the next seat.
00:27:41.929 --> 00:27:49.729
I don't want anybody touching me or talking to me because I like to protect my energy and I like to be just maybe a little bit too recluse sometimes or whatever it is.
00:27:49.729 --> 00:28:55.144
I don't know, I'm not a gerbaphobe because I'm not very clean, but I mean I'm neat, but you know.
00:28:57.595 --> 00:29:03.203
But I noticed how the energy inside the casino were people very high stress.
00:29:03.203 --> 00:29:08.138
But once we got into the arena, little area it was so.
00:29:09.514 --> 00:29:10.438
Well, you know, I?
00:29:10.438 --> 00:29:12.038
Here's the thing, was it?
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Because I think?
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Well, yours was different, mine was different?
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Because when we walked in I knew we didn't have good seats, but I didn't know we would be on the very tippy top last row, all the way at the end of the aisle.
00:29:27.567 --> 00:29:31.230
And it was good that we were at the end of the aisle, because then there would be nobody on my other side.
00:29:31.230 --> 00:29:35.243
So we thought, but neither here nor there.
00:29:36.494 --> 00:29:50.971
So we walked in and we're looking around and we're fed like all of his e televisions, and buy his book and commercials about like humping you up, like getting you ready for Matt Frazier, matt Frazier, matt Frazier.
00:29:50.971 --> 00:29:58.047
And then we get introduced to on the on the show that it's his girlfriend, who's now his wife, and he has a, just had a second baby, and all that kind of stuff.
00:29:58.047 --> 00:30:03.799
But Mr Fabulous is just being broadcast on there, perfect, so genius.
00:30:03.799 --> 00:30:16.039
And I am actually I was about to say keynote, but I'm actually speaking at Katie's event for fostering, fostering hearts, february 25th, tampa, in Tampa.
00:30:16.039 --> 00:30:25.939
So if you are in the Tampa, in the Florida state, and you want to meet me and you want to talk to me, I'm going to be here on February 22, February 25, come meter Sir Hype woman.
00:30:26.139 --> 00:30:32.909
She's keynoted last year to, and I will have links in the show notes for two things and I'll tell you those two things at the end.
00:30:32.909 --> 00:30:36.362
One is celebrate you and one is her charity, and I'll tell you about that at the end.
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So when we, when we're walking into the place, I was like Katie, we have the worst seats possible.
00:30:42.864 --> 00:30:44.926
And she's like no, we don't.
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Hey, this is awesome.
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I'm like Katie, he's never going to walk 50 freakin steps all the way up to the top.
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I was like my mother fuck this.
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My mother fuck this, not motherfucker, but my mother fuck this.
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Because why would she buy these seats?
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Why would she put me in these seats, like no one's going to get up here.
00:31:05.149 --> 00:31:19.720
So the second we sat down, I had to decide whether I was going to give into my fear of not talking to my mother or I was going to be annoyed the whole night, and so Katie kept trying to say stuff like it's good that you're on that seat.
00:31:19.759 --> 00:31:21.541
There's nobody in the other seat, there's no.
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There was.
00:31:21.982 --> 00:31:29.758
This one little seat is the only seat of all the 50 seats that had like an extra seat on it, and so it was.
00:31:29.758 --> 00:31:32.640
It was a weird thing and so I put my purse there.
00:31:32.640 --> 00:31:40.669
Katie sits next to me and as we get seated in, the auditorium starts to fill and person by person comes in.
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I'm observing everybody's faces and I'm somebody that looks for opportunities to serve and I look for opportunities to be a blessing and as people at like.
00:31:56.660 --> 00:31:58.102
I said, we're on the tippy, tippy top row.
00:31:58.583 --> 00:32:19.741
As these elderly women were walking up the stairs, I jumped up and started holding their hands and helping them in, and then Katie and I noticed a fat, a wonderful gay couple who were trying to take a picture, and I think I pointed to you or you pointed to me or something like that, and there's no way they could have got the selfie they wanted without assistance and nobody was willing to help them.
00:32:20.141 --> 00:32:26.871
But we're we're not I don't know my Floridian, but Floridians know we always help the tourists, right, we're going to take pictures all the time everywhere you go.
00:32:26.871 --> 00:32:29.877
If you're a Floridian, you go everywhere you go, you're like can I take a picture of you?
00:32:29.877 --> 00:32:30.519
Can I help you take a picture?
00:32:30.519 --> 00:32:38.783
It's just kind of like you know New York, where's where's Times Square, right, and like in California you're in LA, everybody's like where's Chinese theater?
00:32:38.783 --> 00:32:49.462
Like there's three things that you know, your states, okay, and so and so, as I'm noticing the people, I'm noticing something in my mind that I'm not talking to Katie about.
00:32:49.462 --> 00:32:59.855
I don't think I really talked, told you about this, but I would notice that in a group of two or three there'd be one person that was very heavy and the other two people that were like support staff.
00:32:59.996 --> 00:33:00.818
Yeah, it's cool.
00:33:00.818 --> 00:33:01.741
You didn't tell me that.
00:33:01.761 --> 00:33:06.339
Yeah, and as I'm watching, I'm like that one, that one, that one you know.
00:33:06.339 --> 00:33:08.461
And so Matt comes out.
00:33:08.461 --> 00:33:11.125
Finally it's showtime and we continue to help people.
00:33:11.125 --> 00:33:20.258
We had an extreme experience with somebody that sat right next to us, but I really want to talk about how I can prove that Matt phrase that you, that your relatives, are with you right now.
00:33:20.258 --> 00:33:26.348
So I want to tell you this story and, if it doesn't go too long, we can talk about our friend and if not, we're going to talk about the other thing.
00:33:26.348 --> 00:33:41.197
And so, as we're seated and Matt comes on stage and you know, because I'd seen his ticktocks, I know exactly how he was going to come out they shut the lights down and then they always do little videos of his sneakers that light up with like angel wings on him and he comes out.
00:33:41.197 --> 00:33:42.119
Was he wearing a glitter?
00:33:42.419 --> 00:33:44.384
jacket jacket and the converse shoes.
00:33:44.423 --> 00:33:46.567
Yeah, glitter jacket and converse shoes, his little.
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You know it's hot E entertainment fabulous.
00:33:49.376 --> 00:33:53.379
You know America's favorite psychic is his tag and all that.
00:33:53.379 --> 00:33:57.102
So he comes on stage and he starts explaining.
00:33:57.102 --> 00:34:05.289
Like you know, he tells a little funny joke, like I was here at the hotel last night and all of you brought your souls and I couldn't sleep at all.
00:34:05.289 --> 00:34:09.139
The whole casino is full of dead people.
00:34:11.575 --> 00:34:16.282
And even said like all the souls are sitting, like we are waiting to be called on it.
00:34:16.762 --> 00:34:19.447
My ears are ringing uncontrollably right now.
00:34:19.447 --> 00:34:23.259
Wow, that's crazy, oh my God.
00:34:23.259 --> 00:34:28.746
All I can hear is this loud that's crazy, oh my God, that is so weird.
00:34:30.534 --> 00:34:33.474
We're going to go with it because that's psychic energy.
00:34:33.474 --> 00:34:34.456
Okay, get out of my ringing.
00:34:34.456 --> 00:34:46.474
And so and so, as he explained, as we were sitting in those seats, our relatives were sitting either right next to us, if the seat was empty, or right behind us, as we were in the auditorium.
00:34:46.474 --> 00:34:51.641
And everyone starts looking around because not this whole event was sold out, this whole is an.
00:34:51.641 --> 00:34:58.490
As a lifelong entrepreneur, I'm always interested how people make money, because I'm always like, well, if I needed to make 10k, if I needed to make that.
00:34:58.490 --> 00:35:04.987
So I'm always analyzing businesses and stuff and so I'm doing the math and, like counting the chairs not really listening to mad I'm trying to figure out how much she needs me.
00:35:04.987 --> 00:35:06.028
Okay, what did you make today?
00:35:06.028 --> 00:35:21.475
And so he starts talking and he first he talks to one person and he told her like I think the person's husband had died and it was his first read of the night.
00:35:21.475 --> 00:35:30.370
And then he goes to the second person and I think I was kind of doing the math in my head about the money.
00:35:31.720 --> 00:35:44.189
So I don't really remember the first person, but the first person was I remember, okay, first person was a son who was clean and wanted to let his mom know that he just took too much of something and he didn't overdose again.
00:35:44.189 --> 00:35:47.495
And she just wanted to make because he was clean for so long and he wanted to know that he was doing well.
00:35:47.495 --> 00:35:52.750
And that was when he told his sister that he didn't like her hair from a week ago.
00:35:52.750 --> 00:35:54.495
Right, and then she had just changed.
00:35:54.595 --> 00:35:58.495
Yes, yes, yes, and so that's right.
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And so the brother told this.
00:36:00.179 --> 00:36:04.889
Matt Frazier tells the sister your brother loves your hair.
00:36:04.889 --> 00:36:07.831
Now, yeah, what'd you do different to your hair?
00:36:07.831 --> 00:36:08.495
Now he loves this.
00:36:08.495 --> 00:36:10.455
She was like, oh my God, I got this done a week ago.
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She was, oh my God, I got hair extensions a week ago.
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He's like there you go.
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And so I was.
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I think at first we were like wow, because when I got my first cover picture made for my very first podcast cover in Dallas, I got hair extensions and the psychic that I love in Dallas that is very accurate about the dead.
00:36:33.155 --> 00:36:40.260
One of the very first times that I met him was right after I did this and he was like oh, your mother loves what you did to your hair, she loves how it looks now.
00:36:40.260 --> 00:36:41.023
And I was like what?
00:36:41.023 --> 00:36:43.612
And she's like she's pointing to something inside of your head.
00:36:43.612 --> 00:36:44.495
Did you do something inside of your head?
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I was like hair extensions.
00:36:46.477 --> 00:36:52.129
And so that's when you know that this isn't something, but there could always be a plant.
00:36:52.720 --> 00:37:05.485
Now, being in the media world for as long as I've been, I've been to live shows, I've been to recorded shows, I've been to all of these types of audiences where they just have an audience sit there all day and they'll record like three shows and it's the same audience and they go change a shirt or go do this.
00:37:05.485 --> 00:37:13.585
So I've seen where, after the show ends, the plant or the people that are there to ask specific questions stand up and go backstage.
00:37:13.585 --> 00:37:15.845
They don't go out with the audience.
00:37:15.845 --> 00:37:22.956
So the next person that comes up are these.
00:37:22.956 --> 00:37:26.385
He was like somebody over here and he starts walking up the steps and so I have hope.
00:37:26.385 --> 00:37:28.344
I have hope, katie.
00:37:28.344 --> 00:37:35.849
I'm looking at him with his little glitterati and I'm like Matt, come here, come here.
00:37:35.849 --> 00:37:39.604
And I was thinking like I'll wave my hand and I'll make a motion.
00:37:39.604 --> 00:37:44.626
And he said don't wave your hands if you're thinking about doing it, because it makes it harder for me to tell who's there.
00:37:44.626 --> 00:37:47.166
That's how accurate this man is.
00:37:47.166 --> 00:37:54.682
And so then the next person that he goes in and speaks to are these, this family, and you have to.
00:37:54.682 --> 00:37:56.028
The whole row has to stand up.
00:37:56.028 --> 00:37:58.849
And if you're gonna go to a Matt Fraser show, just learn right now.
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Yeah, learn whole row.
00:38:00.245 --> 00:38:03.349
If he calls one person on the row, we all stand up.
00:38:03.961 --> 00:38:23.307
And so as I go to do this I mean as I'm watching this, the whole row stands up and the two sisters are talking and this one sister's on there and she's talking about he's like he's showing me a truck, he's showing me a truck and she's like and he's only talking to the one sister, and they were like they're all sisters.
00:38:23.307 --> 00:38:34.326
He's only talking to the one sister and she seems to like not comprehend these words that he's saying he's like something about a truck and she's like oh yeah, I have a truck.
00:38:34.326 --> 00:38:36.086
And then they keep talking.
00:38:36.086 --> 00:38:39.567
Then the other sister goes you have the same truck as dad.
00:38:39.567 --> 00:38:43.526
Not only did they have the same truck, but he left her the truck.
00:38:43.526 --> 00:38:54.824
So she had her dad's truck and she carried her dad's truck keys with her everywhere she went.
00:38:55.680 --> 00:39:06.046
So not only was he 100% hitting on the truck, and maybe it was nerves, maybe it was fear, maybe it was whatever it was.
00:39:06.046 --> 00:39:14.889
If you've lived your whole life believing that if somebody says they're psychic, they're the devil or they're evil, maybe it's not something you can just wrap your brain around.
00:39:14.889 --> 00:39:16.566
You know which I get.
00:39:16.566 --> 00:39:22.604
And so the other sister was like you have dad's truck, you have his keys, you guys have the same truck.
00:39:22.604 --> 00:39:25.048
And so this whole thing went on.
00:39:25.300 --> 00:39:27.689
This went on for good 15 minutes.
00:39:27.689 --> 00:39:35.210
He ends up reading about six people, right, probably six or seven people for the hour, hour and a half.
00:39:35.210 --> 00:39:44.952
But you know, wouldn't you say that, six or seven, six or seven, and person by person and situation by situation.
00:39:44.952 --> 00:40:02.965
By the time he got to the lady whose husband's who husband, who had died, who had killed himself, and they owned the deli and he had the shirt I had this profound revelation come over me, katie, and I couldn't really process it or talk to it at the time.
00:40:02.965 --> 00:40:23.144
But what I had noticed was that everybody that he was calling had somebody who had either been murdered or committed suicide or had overdosed, or it was like it wasn't cancer.
00:40:23.144 --> 00:40:28.708
It wasn't, you know well, there was one guy with one heart attack but he already knew he was sick, remember.
00:40:29.324 --> 00:40:31.039
But it wasn't something like you may have expected.
00:40:31.039 --> 00:40:42.300
It seemed like the emotional connection they had to the bereaved person, the person they were bereaving was not an average emotional disconnection.
00:40:42.300 --> 00:40:43.639
Their lives stopped.
00:40:43.639 --> 00:40:46.760
Their lives stopped when that person died.
00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:53.350
There was a crater size emotional gash in their life and they cannot step over it.
00:40:53.350 --> 00:41:04.640
And I'm watching and the first thing I noticed to myself is, like I am sitting, Katie and I are sitting in an auditorium full of pain.
00:41:04.740 --> 00:41:06.447
I mean, that's what I felt too.
00:41:08.180 --> 00:41:21.823
Everybody was suffering together and we were all there supporting each other and person after person and situation and story after story.
00:41:21.823 --> 00:41:26.887
I started to realize I didn't need to hear from my mother.
00:41:26.887 --> 00:41:45.706
I knew that the reason that these people were being called up was because their pain and their suffering was so intense and so deep and debilitating that they just couldn't move on.
00:41:45.706 --> 00:41:54.463
I think a lot of those people who he called on I would say 50% of them contemplated suicide because of this pain.
00:41:54.463 --> 00:41:58.527
I think they had been through so much trauma, especially like the mom with the shirt.
00:41:58.527 --> 00:42:21.021
There was just so many people and the specificity and the healing that we had during this transformation led me to one conclusion only, and I don't know about you, katie, but for me, watching that and seeing all those people, almost you could almost see instantaneous healing.
00:42:21.791 --> 00:42:22.936
Yeah, for real.
00:42:22.936 --> 00:42:34.013
Yeah, that's why I talk about it to everybody now, because I've never, because, as someone who wants people to be loved, seen, heard this has.
00:42:34.013 --> 00:42:55.199
I think you said it perfectly like it stopped their entire life, this grief, and it's like here's your moment to like, and your loved one is seeing you stopping your entire life because they're gone and they want you to know that just from the first one, it just blew me away with the mom whose son just wanted her to know Like I was thank you for everything, like thank you.
00:42:55.199 --> 00:43:11.470
I know you're sitting there wondering if I overdosed or did this, and that's like I want you to know I didn't and I'm just like, oh, and it's just, I told oh, it's just so powerful to me because she had, she's like I've seen you three times and this was the last time I was coming.
00:43:11.470 --> 00:43:13.418
She explained that differently.
00:43:13.610 --> 00:43:25.490
Oh so she said to Matt Frazier I've been to three of your calls and I said before I came to my son I'm not coming back, this is the last time I'm coming, I don't want to do this anymore.
00:43:25.490 --> 00:43:28.490
And he was the first one he saw.
00:43:28.490 --> 00:43:30.490
That's how powerful that was.
00:43:30.490 --> 00:43:32.573
And I told Michelle and we left.
00:43:32.573 --> 00:43:41.466
There were multiple times I checked my watch for my heart rate because the energy inside that room was making me like a little nervous, because my heart was racing.
00:43:41.466 --> 00:43:47.490
But it was more because I'm also an empath, so like I feel stuff, and but it was a different feeling.
00:43:47.490 --> 00:43:58.949
It was like me saying like, oh, these people now have some type of closure or feeling of healing that they can now leave here with, like that weight lifted off of them.
00:43:58.949 --> 00:43:59.470
It was just so powerful.
00:44:00.272 --> 00:44:15.490
I literally tell people, even if we're not even talking about like loved ones or anything, I'm just like, oh, my friend took me to Matt Frazier and I went in not looking up Matt Frazier I saw one video about it that Michelle sent me but I had no time to like research this guy.
00:44:15.490 --> 00:44:17.490
I went in with no idea.
00:44:17.490 --> 00:44:28.400
So I just absorbed that whole evening and did watch like people attract to Michelle or say this is a good show to Michelle, and I'm just like why would they come to Michelle and tell her?
00:44:28.400 --> 00:44:37.224
But like he's like okay, and a guy who had lost his boyfriend sitting next to us with Michelle and Michelle hates touching people.
00:44:37.224 --> 00:44:38.452
So I was like do you want to switch seats?
00:44:38.452 --> 00:44:40.298
And she's like no, she upset, yeah.
00:44:40.298 --> 00:44:44.908
And I was just like, wow, and I love a good Jersey accent.
00:44:44.948 --> 00:44:50.942
I can't do Jersey accent, but I just took that experience as something I would have never been in.
00:44:51.911 --> 00:45:14.470
I would have never been like I'm going to go see Matt Frazier in my life and I was just like I need to learn something from this and I learned that there's so many people grieving in any lost one, a relationship, whatever that grief looks like, and it's just like goes back to my mantra of just like, treat people like humans and be kind, because you have zero idea what people are going through.
00:45:14.731 --> 00:45:28.490
I mean, when he pulled the aunt out of the audience for her nephew and people are like you can Google people, stuff, and aunt for a nephew like give me a break, like no, and then the person next door lost her husband, so the whole roast I was just like out of control.
00:45:28.490 --> 00:45:34.490
I couldn't end Michelle saying, like the one sister who couldn't remember the truck, I think it's because you're really nervous.
00:45:34.490 --> 00:45:38.490
You're like what's happening and the energy gets super intense so people can't answer correctly.
00:45:38.490 --> 00:45:51.269
But seeing the sister outside on just a normal walk and then Michelle going into planting people in audiences, usually for like reality stuff or things like that, and that woman was just like yeah, my sister's been skeptical.
00:45:51.269 --> 00:45:51.490
I told her.
00:45:52.215 --> 00:45:54.409
So when we were done, so before we get to the no, it's okay.
00:45:55.135 --> 00:45:57.393
It's just like too many things happening, so many.
00:45:57.393 --> 00:45:58.736
It was such a powerful experience.
00:45:58.756 --> 00:46:01.304
So first, we're in a sold out show.
00:46:01.304 --> 00:46:06.720
Okay, and all of his shows should be sold out, because the what do we figure?
00:46:06.720 --> 00:46:08.943
1000 people at that event or 500,?
00:46:08.984 --> 00:46:09.443
600.
00:46:09.570 --> 00:46:24.265
Yeah, so the 600 people at that event were healed and I go back to like biblical times where they would talk about, like Jesus the Christ, how he would come and heal people in Moses and all these saints and groups of people.
00:46:24.265 --> 00:46:25.171
Why?
00:46:25.171 --> 00:46:37.385
Because, well, if you know what the Maharashi effect is and you understand how energy it's exactly why we have mosques and we have temples and we have group things, because as a group we heal better.
00:46:37.385 --> 00:46:39.414
As a group we manifest better.
00:46:39.414 --> 00:46:45.490
That's why in my classes, people manifest so much money and so much things happens because you're in a group of support and feelings.
00:46:45.490 --> 00:46:51.682
And the one thing that all 600 of us had in common was suffering.
00:46:53.471 --> 00:46:58.258
And by the end of the pro pro, I had said performance, but but.
00:46:58.258 --> 00:47:18.501
But at the end of the of the show, of the reading of the Matt Fraser experience, I literally it took me a minute and I remember we're walking out and I thought to myself in my mind I no longer need to talk to a psychic.
00:47:18.501 --> 00:47:37.184
I can tell you from this moment forward that your relatives are always with you and if you really do allow them to communicate with you and to help you and you talk to them like I talked to my mom all the time.
00:47:37.184 --> 00:47:44.239
I even switched out her little coke cans because she likes coke, and so I switched out the coke cans and I give her a coke.
00:47:44.239 --> 00:47:48.573
Don't make me cry, I'm sorry, that's so cute she should point at the coke.
00:47:48.593 --> 00:47:49.234
Can I looked over?
00:47:49.234 --> 00:47:50.939
I was like shut your mouth right now.
00:47:53.251 --> 00:48:07.470
I realized something I was like I I am really and what the dead, what Matt Fraser really teaches you is that the dead are not dead and that everything really is energy and that you're suffering for no reason.
00:48:07.470 --> 00:48:21.278
You're suffering for no reason because right next to Katie is her grand grandma, right next to me is my mom and my grandmother, and even my father, and even the babies I've lost and the dogs that I've lost, and it's all energy.
00:48:21.278 --> 00:48:25.450
And walking away from that experience healed me.
00:48:25.450 --> 00:48:30.470
It healed me in a way that I did not know I needed healing.
00:48:30.470 --> 00:48:34.490
And just because I'm emotional about something doesn't mean I'm suffering.
00:48:36.053 --> 00:48:45.490
And if I could have paid Matt Fraser $2,000 or $5,000 to have that whole, well it's 100,000.
00:48:45.490 --> 00:48:47.632
So I couldn't have bought the whole auditorium.
00:48:47.632 --> 00:49:08.582
But if I could have just had like that experience for $5,000 or $10,000, without going to therapists, without trying to attempt suicide, without all the alcoholism and all the things that I've suffered in my life, I don't even, I can't even imagine how my life would look, because I have been in turmoil since I was 11.
00:49:08.582 --> 00:49:17.490
And seeing all those people and why he chose them was very poignant to me.
00:49:17.490 --> 00:49:20.115
It was almost like, hey, guess what?
00:49:20.115 --> 00:49:23.142
You're not suffering like they are.
00:49:23.142 --> 00:49:44.470
So we can't call you because you're not in desperation and you're more in peace 90% of the time than you are not in peace, and these people get one minute of peace, one minute, a day of peace where they don't remember that their son or their husband or their father or whatever was violently or just gone, just gone forever.
00:49:44.470 --> 00:49:46.834
And I was so.
00:49:46.834 --> 00:49:50.499
I was so emotional, I just couldn't, I really couldn't talk.
00:49:50.499 --> 00:49:52.943
And how many times can I not talk?
00:49:55.157 --> 00:49:58.157
We didn't talk during the whole thing no and even walking out.
00:49:58.157 --> 00:50:00.237
And me too.
00:50:00.237 --> 00:50:02.715
I don't shut the fuck up, I know.
00:50:02.715 --> 00:50:09.722
So, yeah, I was quiet the entire time, but Michelle did ask a perfect question while you're what, what did you get from that?
00:50:09.722 --> 00:50:15.001
Right, and it just made me think, like every time we experienced something, we should sit back and be like what do we get from that?
00:50:15.001 --> 00:50:21.422
But this was I mean, it was a room, and I am a skeptic.
00:50:21.442 --> 00:50:25.896
I would say but that changed my whole outlook right, a whole outlook.
00:50:25.896 --> 00:50:38.423
It was so powerful in that room and that what, like their faces were so sad and when he would say things, it was like that relief and like I'm body language, you can tell, I can't lie.
00:50:38.423 --> 00:50:41.490
Well, I don't lie and I'm like right on my face and like I hate this.
00:50:41.490 --> 00:50:58.801
But I was just like looking at their faces and people that didn't want to answer because they were skeptics that one lady who lost her baby and her dad and they were older and it was just like, oh my gosh, it was just like I was, just I can't, I tell everyone.
00:50:59.870 --> 00:51:01.172
And so Matt, what Matt?
00:51:01.172 --> 00:51:21.490
And if Matt is not coming to a city near you and you are in, if you think about that person more than once a day, if you are listening to this podcast and crying, if you can feel the intensity of which your relatives are asking you to listen to this episode right now.
00:51:21.490 --> 00:51:27.483
And, like I said, I do not know Mr Frazier, I have no association with him and I make no money from this.
00:51:27.483 --> 00:51:30.099
I have nothing to benefit but for you to heal.
00:51:30.099 --> 00:51:59.092
He does these open calls and it's like $20 or $40 and up to a thousand people can get loaded on the call and he will read their relatives on this group call, like he does on Tiktok, just to experience the suffering being relieved from their souls convinced me that I really don't need to go to psychics anymore Now.
00:51:59.092 --> 00:52:00.717
Do I have a psychic book in March?
00:52:00.798 --> 00:52:10.519
Yes, but but I booked it, but you also you like doing energy things like that.
00:52:10.539 --> 00:52:11.282
Yeah, I do really.
00:52:12.432 --> 00:52:13.897
I mean, of course, you're always in grief.
00:52:13.897 --> 00:52:15.039
It's the cycle, yeah.
00:52:15.039 --> 00:52:20.182
But I also think when you said, if you're grieving a loved one, it's more like are you debilitating?
00:52:20.182 --> 00:52:22.838
Yes, can you knock it up because you're so sad?
00:52:22.838 --> 00:52:31.324
Or you are, because I feel like you always grieve your mom, but you do it in a way where you're honoring her and you're doing things that she'd be proud of and like things like that.
00:52:31.324 --> 00:52:37.490
Or if you're in a state where you just need that is so heavy that you need that's when you do it.
00:52:38.131 --> 00:52:38.793
Yeah, I would.
00:52:38.793 --> 00:52:51.901
I would highly recommend you go in on one of his zooms and watch it, and they're constantly getting sold out and, as Katie and I are walking out and like, the smoke filled casino is not the good kind of smoke.
00:52:54.831 --> 00:52:57.919
You're also not sponsored by cannabis, but not the good time.
00:52:59.990 --> 00:53:00.552
For 20.
00:53:00.552 --> 00:53:10.490
Here we come, so the, as we're walking out right behind us, katie goes oh my God, it's the sisters with the truck and I was like what?
00:53:10.490 --> 00:53:16.259
And we turn around and because I said, if you're a plant, you go backstage.
00:53:16.259 --> 00:53:25.937
When the audience wakes, when the show is over and the recording stops and the red light turns off, the plants or the people who are with the company go backstage and go out that door.
00:53:25.937 --> 00:53:32.306
She was with us in the audience, like the last little bit of confirmation, both of us, even though Katie's more.
00:53:34.534 --> 00:53:40.364
Yeah, and we were the last row of the last people on the last motherfucking row and these girls were like row four.
00:53:40.364 --> 00:53:47.885
And we get up and we're walking out of the casino, we're walking to our car, Katie's car, and Katie's like it's sisters.
00:53:47.885 --> 00:53:48.446
It's the sisters.
00:53:48.446 --> 00:53:52.478
And I turn around and I start talking to them and what does the sister say?
00:53:53.932 --> 00:53:55.918
I've known he's been with us this whole time.
00:53:55.918 --> 00:54:01.470
But my sister who got called on has been a skeptical this entire time and she's like, well, how cool.
00:54:01.470 --> 00:54:02.192
And it was.
00:54:02.192 --> 00:54:06.986
Her daughter was right next to her and they were just talking about the aunt that just I mean it was.
00:54:06.986 --> 00:54:10.418
She was just like it was like the cherry on the cake.
00:54:10.418 --> 00:54:14.490
She said I knew he'd call on her because of how powerful her dad and that relationship was.
00:54:14.672 --> 00:54:19.479
That relationship and how much of sister was hurting, yes, and how close they were and she just knew it.
00:54:19.479 --> 00:54:20.059
She just knew it.
00:54:20.059 --> 00:54:44.344
And so all I'm saying to you in this moment and I hope that I've communicated this in a profound way, the way that it has impacted me, and I hope that you understand, do you think of all the topics that I can talk about, I would unnecessarily give Matt Frazier someone I'm making no money off of and have I paid for my damn ticket?
00:54:44.344 --> 00:54:46.115
All of this business?
00:54:46.115 --> 00:55:07.398
It's because it's a profound healing experience, because when you see this, these people who are just hurting, just just devastated, just absolutely devastated by the loss of this energy, they just heal almost instantly.
00:55:07.398 --> 00:55:12.402
Like you can just see everything, leaving them all the heaviness, leaving them all the pain.
00:55:13.072 --> 00:55:14.055
I didn't need it.
00:55:14.055 --> 00:55:15.318
I didn't need it.
00:55:15.318 --> 00:55:24.159
I didn't need Matt to call my mom, because I knew in that moment my mom was always there and my mom has like.
00:55:24.159 --> 00:55:34.276
I went to a psychic recently and the psychic was like oh, your mom's here and she gave me some specifics and I was like Okay, whatever, like 50% was right, 50% was wrong and she goes, she won't do.
00:55:34.276 --> 00:55:36.621
I kept telling my mom to do party tricks.
00:55:36.621 --> 00:55:41.470
I was like turn the lights on and off and I would meditate for like hours.
00:55:41.470 --> 00:55:45.059
I'm like turn the lights off, turn the lights off, turn the lights off, turn the lights off.
00:55:45.792 --> 00:55:48.490
And her mom basically said chill the fuck out, michelle.
00:55:48.490 --> 00:55:50.277
Nothing's ever good enough.
00:55:50.277 --> 00:55:51.916
Don't ask me to do this shit.
00:55:52.610 --> 00:55:54.920
So the psychic said your mom said she's not going to do anything.
00:55:54.920 --> 00:55:58.775
You ask because nothing is ever good enough for you, michelle, and you'll always want more.
00:55:58.775 --> 00:56:00.114
And she turns off a light.
00:56:00.114 --> 00:56:01.121
You're going to want the whole house.
00:56:01.121 --> 00:56:02.763
So she turns up the whole house.
00:56:02.763 --> 00:56:03.470
You're going to want the block.
00:56:03.470 --> 00:56:04.157
She turns up the block.
00:56:04.157 --> 00:56:05.470
You're going to want the city.
00:56:05.470 --> 00:56:06.735
And I was like, okay, you're probably right.
00:56:06.735 --> 00:56:10.614
And I was instantly healed because I truly, truly, truly felt.
00:56:10.614 --> 00:56:24.861
I truly, genuinely, honestly felt that everybody in that room was feeling the same thing that we were feeling and that in one hour and 30 minutes this man healed 600 of us.
00:56:24.861 --> 00:56:36.744
I know that, I know that, but I don't know if everybody felt that way, but even if half of us, if you healed 300 people, you deserve a million dollars a minute.
00:56:36.744 --> 00:56:38.286
I know Really.
00:56:38.550 --> 00:56:42.160
And that's the thing, too, people would be like, but he's making money off it.
00:56:42.530 --> 00:56:42.871
I'm like, are you?
00:56:42.891 --> 00:56:43.875
yelling at a football player.
00:56:43.875 --> 00:56:49.477
Right, this man is using his gifts to serve, and it's just like that's what I saw it as.
00:56:49.517 --> 00:56:49.717
Yeah.
00:56:50.510 --> 00:57:14.236
And when you told me like how the zoom call was like 50 bucks or something like that, like he's not even asking what he could ask for, ridiculous money, but it's just super, I mean I don't like, yes, you're going to make money off it, you figured out your gift but like if you can heal a room like that and allow people to see one another for what it is, like we're all grieving in some type of form and to have that moment of just release.
00:57:14.236 --> 00:57:20.884
And not everybody meditates like Michelle or not, like me I'm not, I am not the reflection of Michelle, but we are like.
00:57:20.903 --> 00:57:22.470
We're very we're very compatible.
00:57:23.294 --> 00:57:26.490
But like it's so different because I learned so much about stuff I don't know.
00:57:26.490 --> 00:57:33.470
So to be in that place and learn so much and have an experience that I literally I went Michelle's like do you want to do this episode?
00:57:33.470 --> 00:57:36.490
I'm like I've been talking about this experience to everyone.
00:57:37.460 --> 00:57:38.470
I was so moved by it.
00:57:38.470 --> 00:57:41.298
I bought, I sent Katie the book, yes, yes.
00:57:41.298 --> 00:57:46.546
So I I bought the book, for I wanted to support Matt Moore.
00:57:46.546 --> 00:57:49.409
So I bought Katie the book, I sent it to her as a gift, as a like little thank you.
00:57:49.409 --> 00:57:54.129
And then I bought myself a book and then I was sitting on it and I was like.
00:57:54.129 --> 00:58:03.615
I called Katie up I said Katie, I've had this most profound healing experience from that night and I think we have to talk about it and I wouldn't want to do it without you.
00:58:03.615 --> 00:58:04.838
It was good.
00:58:05.039 --> 00:58:05.740
It was so good.
00:58:05.780 --> 00:58:09.188
Yeah, I mean we're already bonded, but now I think we're soul family.
00:58:09.188 --> 00:58:11.147
I know, like I think, like there's nobody else I could have experienced that.
00:58:11.147 --> 00:58:13.490
With that I wouldn't have had the same experience.
00:58:13.490 --> 00:58:18.921
So listen, matt, if you're listening, kudos to you.
00:58:18.921 --> 00:58:19.783
Yeah, thank you.
00:58:19.783 --> 00:58:21.392
I hope that.
00:58:21.392 --> 00:58:35.490
I hope that you know that all these people are genuinely being healed by your gifts and talents and I and if you are psychic or you feel you have psychic abilities, please go do the work, become a psychic.
00:58:35.490 --> 00:58:49.440
We need more people who are tapped into that higher frequency on this planet, because watching all I don't know what it was, but being a spectator and watching all those people healed, I healed, I healed in a way that I mean we went home.
00:58:49.440 --> 00:58:52.159
We're like we're going to do whatever we want, we're going to dance.
00:58:52.159 --> 00:58:56.490
I was like I'm dancing outside and turned up the music when I get home, and it was like 10 o'clock, at nine, 11 o'clock.
00:58:57.092 --> 00:59:00.884
I'm in bed by the and I'm like I'm going to go outside, I'm going to dance and Katie's, like I'm going to do.
00:59:00.884 --> 00:59:06.727
I'm going to eat ice cream, Katie's like zero body fat, no dairy yeah.
00:59:06.727 --> 00:59:07.430
So whatever.
00:59:07.430 --> 00:59:10.338
So she's like I'm going to go do something like that you know and I did.
00:59:10.398 --> 00:59:11.080
I stayed up.
00:59:11.080 --> 00:59:16.390
I didn't go right to bed because I actually, because you asked that question, it made me reflect.
00:59:16.390 --> 00:59:37.390
Yeah, and I'm glad you did, because it allowed me to really absorb, cause, again, I'm not a reflection of a shot, I cannot sit there in my day for an hour, but I wanted to like absorb, and you and you said it is perfect, because, as someone in like the energy field that you're in and manifesting and all this, why would you want to tell anybody about it unless it impacted so many?
00:59:37.390 --> 00:59:52.470
Yeah, you know, like you knew in that room and your mom knew, I'm going to help these other souls get up because Michelle is being extra tonight Cause she's in the top row and she's not in her usual bougie front, but I thought the top row was so good.
00:59:52.470 --> 00:59:54.490
We got to see everyone.
00:59:54.490 --> 00:59:56.490
I mean everyone.
00:59:56.490 --> 00:59:58.490
I could see the person in the very corner.
00:59:58.490 --> 01:00:00.470
I wasn't stuck in the front where I had to turn around.
01:00:00.470 --> 01:00:04.155
It was literally be, oh my.
01:00:04.176 --> 01:00:07.593
God, right, and you know so.
01:00:07.593 --> 01:00:16.737
So your family, the person that you miss the most, the person that you wish, could just you, could just like.
01:00:16.737 --> 01:00:21.780
For me it was like, you know, nobody told me about periods, nobody told me about makeup, like there was so many things.
01:00:21.780 --> 01:00:23.039
First I would have never been there.
01:00:23.039 --> 01:00:24.599
You know, I can't even go into it.
01:00:24.599 --> 01:00:36.501
So for me it was so transformative that if I hadn't already booked this London psychic that's like a six month wait list I don't think I would have booked a psychic.
01:00:36.501 --> 01:00:38.823
And after, yeah, yeah, and will I book psychics?
01:00:38.823 --> 01:00:44.561
Yeah, because if they're good and they're real, yeah, it's good to talk to them, it's good to have those combos with my mom.
01:00:44.561 --> 01:00:45.920
But now I don't feel desperate.
01:00:46.655 --> 01:00:51.882
And what was funny enough, last night I'll tell you what happened I had one of my first really psychic experiences here.
01:00:51.882 --> 01:01:06.044
So I was laying in bed and I was trying to decide if I was going to eat dinner and I really had only had like maybe 400 calories and I was like, every time I don't eat, I wake up with a really bad headache, so maybe I should go eat.
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And as I'm laying in bed I was thinking like, oh well, if I had to cook something.
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I'd want music on, but I didn't.
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I'm so lazy I didn't want to go grab my phone from the charger in the bathroom and put the music to my speakers.
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So I was like, oh well, fuck it, I'll just go in the kitchen and see if there's like an apple or something I can eat.
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And I go into the kitchen and my little green portable speaker was sitting right there charging by the microwave.
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And I go into the kitchen thinking like, oh, I should have.
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I saw something I wanted to cook up, like some squash.
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I was like I should have been listening to music.
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My radio comes on.
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Taylor Swift comes on Instantly.
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And so I thought, was my phone charging?
01:01:46.805 --> 01:01:47.759
Maybe it was in the bed.
01:01:47.759 --> 01:01:51.219
So I run right into the bedroom thinking one of the dogs touched it.
01:01:51.219 --> 01:01:59.721
Uh-uh, it was in the bathroom by itself and I had just thought I wonder if that, I wonder if I should listen to music.
01:01:59.721 --> 01:02:03.939
And whatever spirit or guide was here, I said yeah, you need the music here comes a turn on.
01:02:04.215 --> 01:02:05.138
I'm telling you to fucking eat.
01:02:05.138 --> 01:02:05.780
Is what that?
01:02:06.042 --> 01:02:11.760
is yeah, yeah, I'm on those seven-pecker y'all, so just that's why I know what's going on.
01:02:11.760 --> 01:02:14.303
Your mom's like eat bit, hey, girl.
01:02:14.303 --> 01:02:25.342
So I've had that experience in that and I felt like it was my mom and so I just took the whole, you know, with four and a half minutes to dance to love her, you know, by Taylor Swift.
01:02:25.342 --> 01:02:34.302
And so, katie, you know, one of the things that I think really it wasn't something that drew us together.
01:02:34.302 --> 01:02:35.500
The universe drew us together.
01:02:35.782 --> 01:02:37.048
We've always known each other.
01:02:37.048 --> 01:02:38.133
So crazy right, yeah, super crazy.
01:02:38.575 --> 01:02:39.758
So one of the.
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As you guys know, at the age of 10 and a half, my father gave me away and put me in an orphanage and just disposed of me, and I also wanted to preface this by saying I do not hate him, I do love him.
01:02:53.682 --> 01:03:00.563
I have forgiven him, and every time I go into a psychic reading, he's the first person that shows up, and it's so annoying.
01:03:00.563 --> 01:03:02.557
I tell everyone that story Always.
01:03:02.698 --> 01:03:12.986
It's John, they're like little J and I'm like oh, because Matt Frazier also said know that spirits come in that you might have hated, that are going to try to say sorry or something.
01:03:12.986 --> 01:03:15.182
And Michelle has that with her dad always.
01:03:15.182 --> 01:03:16.245
She doesn't hate him.
01:03:16.245 --> 01:03:18.943
I'm just saying like she's always trying to be like Michelle, who's that?
01:03:18.943 --> 01:03:20.621
And you're like go away, john.
01:03:21.595 --> 01:03:34.987
I'm like John shut up, I'm trying to talk to Maria Marlene Sterling Guajira Lamont, OK, and so listen, I want to tell you guys like OK.
01:03:34.987 --> 01:03:42.543
So first, katie, I didn't talk to you about this beforehand, but one of the things I did with my niece which everybody loved that episode so much.
01:03:42.543 --> 01:03:44.481
It's been my number one episode this year.
01:03:44.481 --> 01:03:48.624
My producer told me the other day the number it's insane.
01:03:48.624 --> 01:04:01.204
So you guys really liked that episode Was that I let Hailey ask me or talk about anything like that, because you guys just know me as the person that comes on and, just like you know, helps you.
01:04:01.204 --> 01:04:06.782
And guys, you're right, this is a more personalized, you know behind the scenes sort of situation.
01:04:06.782 --> 01:04:10.363
Katie, I would give the opportunity to you now.
01:04:10.363 --> 01:04:14.505
Is there anything that you've ever wanted to ask me?
01:04:14.505 --> 01:04:21.686
Or is there anything you want to ask me that might be interesting to the listeners about me?
01:04:22.515 --> 01:04:24.796
I feel like I know almost everything yeah.
01:04:24.796 --> 01:04:28.780
I get into such deep conversation, but hold on.
01:04:28.780 --> 01:04:30.065
What a good question.
01:04:30.065 --> 01:04:31.120
This is my time.
01:04:31.120 --> 01:04:32.500
I need to get a good one.
01:04:33.276 --> 01:04:36.041
OK, how about this Before you're thinking of a good question?
01:04:36.041 --> 01:04:42.468
Is there anything about me that would be shocking, or whatever?
01:04:42.615 --> 01:04:43.178
Yeah, that's the question.
01:04:43.178 --> 01:05:10.086
All right, I think something cool, because I think you have a very plethora of people that, how you close up relationships that no longer serve you, I think there's a lot of people that you're very good about leaving with as much as you can give someone, like giving people that like how you know when someone isn't Duct tape.
01:05:10.086 --> 01:05:15.247
Good, I didn't even think of that.
01:05:15.247 --> 01:05:17.102
I'm like friendships, friendships.
01:05:17.102 --> 01:05:21.623
We're so scared to like drop a friendship, but you're like very good about protecting your energy.
01:05:21.824 --> 01:05:22.225
Yeah, I will.
01:05:22.225 --> 01:05:25.115
I will scorpio such karate, chop you out of my life.
01:05:25.155 --> 01:05:29.561
But I think you do it in a way where it's like you still think about the person and give them energy.
01:05:29.561 --> 01:05:34.300
I think I don't know what you can tell about that, like how you give a tip for that.
01:05:34.735 --> 01:06:04.603
Well, I think one thing is that before I send my final goodbye text, I have somebody that I care about read it to make sure that I'm not being too harsh or too critical in the goodbye text or in the closing of that door, because I do want to honor the relationship that we have had and just because this relationship is now over, for whatever reason, I don't want it to be like I've set the bridge on fire, but it's very clear.
01:06:04.844 --> 01:06:05.646
This door is closed.
01:06:05.646 --> 01:06:16.463
I guess it's amazing to me because, as somebody who works with foster kids, to have a foster child honor themselves so well, I think you kind of like amaze me with that.
01:06:16.463 --> 01:06:17.427
But it's taken a lot of work.
01:06:17.427 --> 01:06:18.780
I mean, you do the work every day, yeah.
01:06:18.780 --> 01:06:20.080
So maybe I'm just answering my own question.
01:06:20.080 --> 01:06:33.157
Basically, I had my own dialogue about Michelle for myself, but I think it's really important for people to know your energy gets to be protected and sometimes I mean Michelle has her moments, just like she was.
01:06:33.157 --> 01:06:35.383
Like I can't believe we're sitting up on the top level.
01:06:35.383 --> 01:06:38.210
You have your human moments here.
01:06:38.210 --> 01:06:38.855
You have your moments.
01:06:38.855 --> 01:06:50.641
Yeah, exactly, yes, she's aware, but you're still very human to people, even if you can't have them in your space, and I think people need to know that's OK.
01:06:50.641 --> 01:06:55.675
Maybe that's one of your episodes is how to really protect your energy.
01:06:55.735 --> 01:06:58.084
How to add in something protect your energy, yeah because you're really good at it.
01:06:58.555 --> 01:07:11.688
Yeah, because for me, I genuinely believe that everybody is here for a season, a reason or for life, and when one red flag shows up, I don't burn the ship down.
01:07:11.688 --> 01:07:27.740
But when the second or the third one shows up and I can tell that you are disrespecting yourself because you're disrespecting me, then we don't have anything left to talk about and I just don't have the energy to lie and I don't have the memory.
01:07:27.740 --> 01:07:33.655
Like I just forget everything, like I just go on, oh, like that's how you protect yourself?
01:07:33.836 --> 01:07:49.681
Yeah, I just keep going, keep going, keep going, and so I won't remember shit and I don't think the friendship that ended, like you know, of a particular person that then reached out to me was like I miss you, I think about you all the time.
01:07:49.742 --> 01:07:50.818
You know my birthday and everything.
01:07:50.818 --> 01:07:54.905
And I was like I just give a very polite and nice response.
01:07:54.905 --> 01:07:59.062
And there was nothing negative about it and I know I could tell that she was hurting.
01:07:59.062 --> 01:08:05.167
I wasn't, because once you show me who you are, all energy is cut off.
01:08:05.167 --> 01:08:07.980
I do not want to speak to you, I do not want to be around you.
01:08:07.980 --> 01:08:16.760
I don't hate you, I don't dislike you, but the universe showed me your other side for a reason, and I don't ignore the universe.
01:08:17.797 --> 01:08:19.198
Yeah, I love that and not everybody is.
01:08:19.198 --> 01:08:21.465
I mean, everybody is powerful, is that?
01:08:21.465 --> 01:08:27.001
But like they're not as in tuned with protecting they're worried about hurting people's feelings.
01:08:27.001 --> 01:08:27.703
It's like fuck off.
01:08:27.795 --> 01:08:29.421
You know like oh, I'm going to disappoint you know.
01:08:29.421 --> 01:08:33.800
Disappoint my grandmother, disappoint my mother, Fuck your grandmother, Fuck your mother.
01:08:33.800 --> 01:08:35.782
Disappoint everybody.
01:08:35.782 --> 01:08:39.019
They're not in your skin, they're not in your shoes.
01:08:39.019 --> 01:08:45.181
This just got real, yes, but here's why.
01:08:45.181 --> 01:08:58.957
But here's why You're the family member that is holding you hostage to something that they desire for you, is not allowing you to fulfill your timeline, your path, and to manifest the fastest.
01:08:58.957 --> 01:09:02.235
Manifesters are people who are like fuck you I don't care, you think.
01:09:02.275 --> 01:09:03.480
Taylor Swift gives a shit.
01:09:03.480 --> 01:09:05.199
No, look at how fast she's.
01:09:05.199 --> 01:09:05.943
Look at her.
01:09:05.943 --> 01:09:07.702
I mean, yes, she's been doing this since she was 12.
01:09:07.702 --> 01:09:10.181
But look at the mass amount of.
01:09:10.181 --> 01:09:12.878
She's the most powerful person on the planet right now.
01:09:12.878 --> 01:09:16.685
She is one of the most powerful generators of the planet.
01:09:16.685 --> 01:09:18.040
You cannot go anywhere on the planet.
01:09:18.040 --> 01:09:21.023
And what did Taylor Swift do her whole life?
01:09:21.023 --> 01:09:23.061
Go watch Miss Americana Journal.
01:09:23.061 --> 01:09:29.679
All she did all the time was I'm going to sell out stadiums, I'm going to be a rock star and then she would write poems.
01:09:29.679 --> 01:09:31.581
And she was just an in Miss Americana.
01:09:31.581 --> 01:09:36.118
Her mom had boxes and boxes and boxes and boxes of her journaling.
01:09:36.118 --> 01:09:37.001
Why?
01:09:37.001 --> 01:09:53.440
Because spelling S, p, e, l L is a motherfucking spell and if you're not out there writing it down and journaling about it and writing about it, you know what they're going to find when I'm dead 50 fucking spirals of shit you don't even, can't even read, because I write him to have handwriting like a serial killer.
01:09:53.440 --> 01:09:58.204
And all of that shit is coming to my reality.
01:09:58.405 --> 01:09:59.206
Right, that's so cool.
01:09:59.494 --> 01:10:01.724
So one of the things that I love most and we'll wrap up.
01:10:01.724 --> 01:10:14.721
So if you guys, you know you're like, OK, Michelle, wrap up One of the things that I really loved about Katie and really admired most about Katie.
01:10:14.721 --> 01:10:21.918
And when I found out that she did this, I literally, like I remember when she told me at the time I tried not to Just an idea.
01:10:21.918 --> 01:10:38.746
Yeah, I tried not to overreact Because in my mind I was like, how could this be my friend, how could this person, of all the people that I could meet, is Katie.
01:10:38.746 --> 01:10:47.481
Because Katie decided that kids and while you tell them why you what tell them about your charity and what you do.
01:10:47.934 --> 01:11:03.179
Fostering Hearts Florida was created a year and a half ago because I was done crying about hearing stories about kids in the system and Michelle knows this, I get sad and I don't want to sit in it very long because it wastes time.
01:11:03.179 --> 01:11:05.201
But I decided to create.
01:11:05.201 --> 01:11:11.619
I was talking to older foster kids through creative agency I was working for and I was watching them do videos and I was crying the entire time.
01:11:11.619 --> 01:11:21.001
I wasn't helpful and I'm listening to these 13 year olds say they have to motivate themselves in the morning and I already work with adults and corporations that I do in workshops and I'm just like adults have the access.
01:11:21.001 --> 01:11:23.540
These kids have no idea and they have no one to rely on.
01:11:23.540 --> 01:11:27.078
And it ripped my heart out and hearing about siblings getting separated.
01:11:27.078 --> 01:11:29.563
I would look at my kids and I was like, could you imagine?
01:11:29.563 --> 01:11:35.347
I was just sick of being sad about it and I was like kids need more from us, just like every child.
01:11:36.355 --> 01:11:42.596
And I decided to, since the system screws our foster kids literally in the system and they don't provide anything.
01:11:42.596 --> 01:11:48.864
I wasn't going towards the law because I'm not legislation yet, but I wanted to provide services.
01:11:48.864 --> 01:11:55.024
So I took the first year and I have to understand other nonprofits doing the work and I've decided to elevate these programs.
01:11:55.024 --> 01:12:03.418
So these kids are no longer just surviving, but they're thriving, and I found a huge educational gap, meaning the self worth, self confidence piece.
01:12:03.418 --> 01:12:08.724
But being stuck in the public school system is their vulnerable children and it's just not right for them.
01:12:08.724 --> 01:12:23.241
So we are going to bring them safe spaces to where they're at and meet them there and show them that there is hope and people to rely on and provide teachers that have the capacity to do one on ones and things Cause if you hear about Florida education, it's a shit show, it's atrocious.
01:12:23.724 --> 01:12:30.807
So yeah yeah, it's horrible and and we're just leaving these kids to really fend for themselves and their children.
01:12:30.807 --> 01:12:39.981
So, and when they're 18 and they get pushed out of the system, just like Michelle's story, it rips my heart out because at 18 I was doing hoodrat shit with my friends.
01:12:39.981 --> 01:12:49.859
I can't imagine you having to have an adult mind, Cause again, our brains don't stop developing till 25 and we're just leaving these kids with absolutely no one.
01:12:49.859 --> 01:12:54.396
And I have a support system like no other and I couldn't imagine not having one person.
01:12:54.837 --> 01:12:59.637
Well, the system is set up for those, and I didn't even know your story when I told you the fostering hearts.
01:12:59.697 --> 01:13:00.500
Cause we just remember.
01:13:00.500 --> 01:13:01.342
No, we were here.
01:13:01.342 --> 01:13:05.474
We randomly met up after an event.
01:13:05.474 --> 01:13:12.484
I wasn't even at that one event, but you were like, hey, I saw you on a like she slipped into my DMs and I was like she said, yeah, isn't that so funny?
01:13:12.484 --> 01:13:16.719
That's why I always and I came here and we talked about all of our life.
01:13:16.719 --> 01:13:28.520
Yeah, I talked first, yeah, and then I told her about fostering hearts that I had just opened this nonprofit and this was my goal and I just see a little tear in her eye and she's like I don't know if you know my story.
01:13:28.520 --> 01:13:34.670
And then she told me her story and I was like this is a well it is, it's reminding, because it's like stay the course.
01:13:35.011 --> 01:13:49.559
And Michelle said one thing to me one time Cause I had a huge obstacle through this and she said I don't think you realize every foster kid is need needs a Katie, like needs someone fighting for them on the other side and I was just like okay, keep going.
01:13:49.559 --> 01:13:50.742
Like just keep going.
01:13:50.882 --> 01:13:58.528
So that's maturity, because when you turn and, depending on the state, when you turn 18, texas gives you $21.
01:13:58.528 --> 01:14:02.237
Bye, a toothbrush, a toothpaste, that's it Like.
01:14:02.237 --> 01:14:09.538
Literally, you're in the orphanage on Monday and then they open up the gate and just tell you to go onto the street.
01:14:09.538 --> 01:14:12.265
And these are already kids that come from homeless families.
01:14:12.265 --> 01:14:35.640
So the system is set up because in this matrix we have to enslave a certain number of people, and the enslavement of your soul leads you to drug overdose, to alcoholism, to prostitution, to creating a life outside of the realm that you could create if you learned how to manifest and manage your energy.
01:14:35.640 --> 01:14:36.605
But they don't want.
01:14:36.605 --> 01:14:36.846
They don't.
01:14:36.886 --> 01:14:38.295
You know where they're teaching meditation?
01:14:38.295 --> 01:14:44.373
At schools that charge $100,000 a year to be 10 years old to go to Ivy League.
01:14:44.373 --> 01:14:53.965
Colleges are now requiring people to meditate prior to test taking, because you retain information better and you can pull out the information faster.
01:14:53.965 --> 01:15:01.048
But if you're somebody who's been subjugated to sexual abuse, you've seen your parents get one in prison, whatever it is.
01:15:01.048 --> 01:15:08.192
And now the state, the state who, the state who doesn't give a shit about anybody wants to take the child away.
01:15:08.192 --> 01:15:20.179
It's got to be a pretty bad situation because they're making money off those tax dollars and then guess when they're going to make the next money off those tax dollars when they imprison you because you have a baby, that also goes into the system.
01:15:20.219 --> 01:15:21.465
Right yeah.
01:15:21.465 --> 01:15:25.116
So you have children out of wedlock and then they make money out of that.
01:15:25.116 --> 01:15:26.259
The schools make money.
01:15:26.259 --> 01:15:45.277
Everybody's making money off of your matrix of of like nothing is set up for you to succeed, and so they have to have prisoners, because those prisons are privately funded and privately owned, and some fat rich guy is over here making money off of every person we incarcerate.
01:15:45.277 --> 01:15:48.344
So the laws are not built to help people.
01:15:48.344 --> 01:15:51.737
The laws are built to incarcerate people.
01:15:51.737 --> 01:15:54.002
We're all actually prisoners here.
01:15:54.002 --> 01:15:58.841
We're prisoners on this planet forced to work from a certain date to a certain end.
01:15:58.841 --> 01:16:18.125
If you Google bank of United States, you will find that they issue social security numbers for every single human that is born in the United States and they buy an insurance policy against you, the human, and they determine how much money you are going to make in taxes, and that's how they fund the federal government.
01:16:18.125 --> 01:16:20.271
What Google it?
01:16:20.271 --> 01:16:21.354
I don't want to.
01:16:21.996 --> 01:16:23.701
Okay, yeah, you will go deep.
01:16:23.960 --> 01:16:25.023
Listen, I didn't.
01:16:25.023 --> 01:16:36.770
Yes, so if they determine that you're more likely to be a prisoner, your insurance policy is this much, because they know the prison systems are going to make this, if you're going to get arrested and tickets and all of this.
01:16:36.770 --> 01:16:44.121
So that's why it's like weird when the rich white person's kid, you know, is a drug addict or blah, blah, blah, blah, because it's out of the norm.
01:16:44.121 --> 01:16:49.795
It's everybody that's like me that grows up in these systems that they're expecting to fail.
01:16:49.795 --> 01:17:02.929
I was the old, like out of all the people that were graduating that year at the orphanage, it was me and one other person that were going to college, and not because a single motherfucker said, michelle, you should go to college.
01:17:02.929 --> 01:17:09.792
It was because my mother put it in my head that that was the most important thing to her, and so that became.
01:17:09.833 --> 01:17:23.907
My only goal in life was to survive the orphanage, the assaults, verbal, sexual, physical, mental, emotional abuse, to survive my father, to survive that situation and get into college.
01:17:23.907 --> 01:17:30.605
But what happens is, let's say, you get put into where I was, katie, and you're.
01:17:30.605 --> 01:17:45.646
You are not doing well and most of us are not, and you're always surrounded by people who are not loving they, they those people who are in those systems are in it for the paycheck or they have sexual prelocations for children.
01:17:45.646 --> 01:17:49.086
Okay, there's really only two types of people in those places.
01:17:49.086 --> 01:17:54.140
And so no one's walking around saying Michelle, you're on the honor roll Great.
01:17:54.140 --> 01:18:12.456
I remember being slapped in the face because I told them that I made the honor roll third time in a row was like eighth grade or something like that and she slapped me so hard when I told her that I remember physically seeing blood coming out of my mouth as like a 12 year old child and seeing it go on the white wall in her office.
01:18:12.456 --> 01:18:19.048
And she said you just need to marry somebody because you're halfway decent looking.
01:18:19.048 --> 01:18:21.603
You need to marry a wealthy man.
01:18:21.603 --> 01:18:23.670
That's the only thing that you're good for.
01:18:23.670 --> 01:18:30.697
Don't get any high hopes and think that you're going to be some smart person because I'll make sure that you get taken down a couple of notches.
01:18:30.697 --> 01:18:33.125
And then she would tease me and call me honor roll.
01:18:33.125 --> 01:18:40.639
And then get the other hoodlum kids that were there calling me honor roll and beating me up at night and stuff like that, because they don't want you to win.
01:18:41.663 --> 01:18:56.533
And so now imagine that you're not even in an orphanage, but you're in some stranger's house and these strangers some of them good, most of them good, but some of them not decide that you're in there and your problems are too big.
01:18:56.533 --> 01:18:58.345
Well, now you got to go to another foster home.
01:18:58.345 --> 01:19:02.161
And then you have to go to another foster home and one of the biggest things that they don't have is support.
01:19:02.161 --> 01:19:04.926
First, nobody buys you any luggage.
01:19:04.926 --> 01:19:06.219
You're moving your ship.
01:19:06.219 --> 01:19:07.625
My ship was in trash bags.
01:19:07.625 --> 01:19:12.909
If I had to move from one home on campus to another home on campus, I had to throw all my shit in a garbage bag.
01:19:12.909 --> 01:19:17.231
And then when you get there, they check it all to make sure you're not stealing anybody's stuff from the other home unit.
01:19:17.231 --> 01:19:42.853
And so, if you're a foster care kid, you go from one environment to another environment, to another environment, and what Katie's charity fostering hearts is is they are going to provide, like via Zoom or in person tutoring, both tutoring after school care, music, education.
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They'll have programs to cater to what extra critical activities the kids want and they it'll be on campus of a group home of 40 kids.
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It's a beautiful little neighborhood for different houses and it's and that'll be there and that's our first foster atmosphere we're going to roll this out on and it gives them the ability to catch up and not be drowning in school system, because most of them have not been in the school system for years and it allows them to have that support so that they can thrive and not just get lost in the system and not be seen.
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And then if they want to do football or basketball or band, they can just connect with the local middle school or high school and they can dual enroll in that school and do the extra critical activities.
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So they'll have that social piece.
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But my goal is to give these kids the self worth that they need, that they know that they there's more out there than what has been handed to them right now.
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Because when you're in that situation, you don't think anybody cares.
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Nope, I didn't think anybody cared that.
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I had two people who helped me that whole time and I still know exactly.
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I remember the exact moments they helped me.
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I remember, I can remember the conversation, I can remember the freckles on their face.
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I can remember everybody.
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And these kids don't have Kati's out there, but you can be a Kati for Kati.
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Be a.
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Kati, I think the other thing you said there is perfect.
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Like, ask a foster kid or adult now, did you have anyone to rely on?
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And when you hear them say no, like, if that doesn't affect you, that you were a child at 11 and you didn't have one person to save you from the horrible humans that were touching Like, it's just like one person.
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These kids don't have one person, not one.
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And at where our first place is Joshua House and Luth Didi, who is the exact, you can tell these kids love her and rely on her, but she's one person.
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Like, we have to have more Like, there has to be more people.
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So in my show notes, right there where you see the the description of the this episode, you're going to see a link to Kati's charity Fostering Hearts where you can make a donation Fostering.
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Hearts, florida, and then celebrate you for Michelle.
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speaking of that, and if you're in the state of Florida or you want to come here we speak and it's not past March 2024 or, sorry, february 2024.
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That then I want you to come, because the dollars spent at celebrate you are going to put a teacher in front of a foster kid, is going to put a musicals and student musical chair who knows a violin, a piano, who knows, it's going to help a kid that doesn't have anybody out there.
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And for the first $500 that gets donated to Fostering Hearts Florida, fostering Hearts Florida, you will get that credit towards any program I have.
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So right now I have a bootcamp coming up.
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Okay, if you were to donate the $500 for the bootcamp, all of that money would go to Fostering Hearts and you would get into the bootcamp.
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But if you do $25 or $50 or $100, let's say that you do $25 and you've always thought about getting one of my mugs.
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You have a mug.
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That's great.
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Right, manifest the money.
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You can scan it.
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Now there's a new meditation.
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I don't know if you've listened lately, but the mugs have a scan on it.
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Well, you'd get a mug for free If you do a $30 mug.
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You're going to get a mug If you do a $30 donation to help these foster kids.
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You're going to get a mug for me for free.
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You can get a journal.
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Sweatshirts are coming out.
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I know it's springtime and bad time of the year, but listen, it's just, it is what it is.
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That's who I am, and so the first $500 that gets donated will go directly to her charity, and instead of paying for something with me, you would get that in turn in exchange.
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And don't worry, I donate to Katie's charity on my own, so don't worry about it.
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Fostered, I mean, she sponsored an entire family for Christmas.
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No, michelle is Santa.
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Katie's always like I wish I had an aunt.
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Michelle.
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So I hope, I hope.
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My biggest, my deepest and biggest hope is that if you are truly feeling like they're not there, you can't talk to your daughter, you can't hold her hand again, you can't talk to your son, you can't talk to your mother, you can't talk to your grandmother, that relative, that fiance, that husband, that relationship, that is just just a memory.
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Now.
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I guarantee you that if you were to go into one of Matt Fraser's shows or go on to one of his lives and you were just to sit back and watch the pain being lifted from people, you would have a healing and transformational experience yourself.
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And it was so heavy on me that I just thought we have to do a podcast on it.
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And I have to have Katie in with me, because because we and I experienced together.
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So, all right, katie, we're going to be wrapping up right now.
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It's like the longest episode I've ever done.
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Sorry, thank you for having me.
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No, listen, I probably just hey, listen, probably won't do one, that you probably won't be an episode next week, so everybody can get caught up on this two weeks, this two hour fucking episode Three days later.
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But I do believe it was all important and informational.
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So, for those of you who are suffering, for those of you who are in pain, for those of you who are just wanting to smell them, to hear them, to touch them, to know them, I guarantee you they are there and I can tell you, as somebody who is obsessed with this, I have been healed.
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I have been healed and I feel like a very different version of myself, and one of the things that I can tell you most is that when you lift that final veil of pain, you will manifest like a motherfucker, you will be manifesting like crazy, and so, as we close this episode off, we are going to end it with just one round of everything.
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So everything is always working out for me, instead of us.
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Everything three times and then we'll wrap it up All right.
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So make sure that you go to my show notes, make sure you sign up for my next live class.
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The bootcamp is coming up in March.
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It's time for you to manifest your miracles and change your life, and I am the person to help you do that, because I believe in you 100%, and I will figure it out and help you move that energy.
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So, all right, all together now.
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Three, two, one everything is always working out for me.
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Everything is always working out for me Everything is always working out for me, Everything, everything everything All right.
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