Mapping our New Earth Through Contact & Consciousness with Susan Manewich

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You're listening to Awakening Code Radio, mind expanding, heart opening
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talking music to raise your vibration.
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Some people consider it the shifting of the ages. Others
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see it as a whole new paradigm for humanity. But
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whatever you want to call it, it's hard to deny
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that we are in a moment of immense change, a
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moment challenging us to wake up and live life more consciously.
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This is Eric Rankan.
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And I'm Michelle Anderson, and you're listening to Awakening Code Radio.
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Where the conversation is always about raising the vibration of love, compassion.
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Happiness, forgiveness, stewardship, health and peace.
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Thank you for joining the conversation. You are listening to
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Awakening Code Awakening Coach, Awakening Code Radio. Well, thank you
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so much for tuning into Awakening Code Radio. We appreciate
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all of you so much. My name is Eric Rankin.
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I am the host behind the motherboard here tonight. To
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my left is the lovely and talented Michelle Anderson. Hey, Michelle,
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and we call our show Conversation to raise the vibration.
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And if you're new to our show, even though we've
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been on the air almost fourteen years, actually on terrestrial
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radio FM low wattage FM, but covering South Orange County
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and right here in southern California. Most of our listeners
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are podcast listeners, and we have some streaming listeners, and
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I think the only reason they do stream is to
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hear me make mistakes along the way that our amazing
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addming Colleen edits out for it gets into the podcast.
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So we want to welcome you to the show we
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call our it call it conversation to raise a vibration?
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Did I already say that? And that to us? What
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I didn't do was give it the clarifying what does
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that mean? It means that we're just trying to be
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better human beings. That's really all it means. And what
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better time on this planet than right now. We're facing
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a lot of uncertainties, a lot of turmoil, a lot
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of things that did not exist before. It is a
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whole new ballgame, and to me, it just makes the
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spiritual conversation, if that's what you want to call it,
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all the more important, and it's also all the more
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just part of the noise. These days. We understand that
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you have gobs of you know, things to list options
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to listen to or watch so we appreciate all of
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you so much. What's unique about our show and every
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show here on the station we broadcast from. We're just
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doing it because we're passionate about it. We don't get paid,
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we're not asking for likes or follows or shares or
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any of that stuff. We're doing this conversation because we
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feel it's that important. So, Michelle, why didn't you tell
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us about our guest?
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Oh my gosh. One of the things that I really
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want to express about this guest is that I felter
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before I met her. And when when we were at
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Contact in the Desert, I walked into the lobby and
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I was walking up that fast paced trying to get
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from one place to another, and something stopped me and
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I felt her behind my shoulder, but I didn't know
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it was her yet, And when I turned and looked,
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I stopped and I turned and looked, and I said,
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you're there, you are You're her, and I I just
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I don't even know how to express. We had done
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a series with the State of the World Forum with
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Jim Garrison, and we had promoted very heavily the State
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of the World Forum, and that was the first place
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that I saw her picture and Susan Manowitch was featured
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in She was one of the speakers of the State
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of the World Forum. And I saw her picture there
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and it drew me in like gosh, as if there
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were magic on it, and I was drawn into a
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spell of remembering, and I said, I I have to
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know this woman. And then I saw she was speaking
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at Contact in the Desert and I missed her talk
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on Friday night, and I was so bummed. And as
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I'm walking through the lobby and I feel her and
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I see her. Then I looked to her or to
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my left, and there's my friend Mark Howard sitting with her.
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So I had an inn and I just turned around.
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I dropped everything and walked over, and you know, Mark
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introduced us.
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But I'm just thinking if that had been me, I
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would just be a stalker.
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You would be if you were a guy, Yeah, I
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know I would. It's you, Susan man I hear you.
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You're on You're on the phone with us, and good
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job Eric that you actually pushed the buttons and got
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her on. Can you hang that part up? Are you
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supposed to U? I'm pretty sure you're allowed to because
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it says.
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Hey, let's do a test with you there, Susan, can
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you hear us?
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Well, yeah, totally.
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Okay, and then I'm going to bring your volume down.
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We heard we did our first we moved into a
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radio station, a new one broadcast booth and just figuring
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out levels. We heard that the phone was not as
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well balanced with us, so we're playing around a little
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bit with that.
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But and we want to give a shout out to
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Admin and Colleen, who's the one that alerted us to
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the levels were they were a little bit off last week,
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I guess, so she fixes all that behind the scenes.
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Hard for us to tell here in the booth, but
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there we go.
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Thank you, Adman, Thank you for being on the show
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with us, Susan, my pleasure, and thank you for staying
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awake on East Coast time too. I did bring in
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my green tea tonight so I could join you in
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a little, you know, little jolt of energy, but I
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really don't think I needed it because your energy. There's
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something about how I feel about you, And I don't
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want to sound stalker like like Eric said, I.
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You don't, I'm saying I will.
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Yeah, I get that. I get that because it the
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way that I explained it to my husband, Susan was
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that it's like love at first sight, but not romantic love.
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Yeah, of course.
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And you were sitting there with your husband and I
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recognized him. He's a famous figure as well, and he
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was just I love how he supported you and said
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I'm here to support my wife, because I was like,
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I know you. But then once I realized and it
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hit me, you're Jeffrey Jackson from the High Wire and
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you're in you know. I listened to his journalism all
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through COVID because he gave facts that other people were
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censored from, and he probably was censored too a little
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bit there, but he really helped me all through these
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last seven years of being able to discern using my
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discernment compass, and he validated a lot of what I felt.
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So I love that you're a power couple and that
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that's really how I see you. You're you know, you're
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both so complimentary to each other with what your careers entail.
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And I don't even know how to express enough to
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our listening audience how vast your knowledge is and how
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many areas it covers you Your work is so expansive.
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I don't even know how to go down the list
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of You know, what drew me in was your conscious
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leadership and the emotional intelligence aspect that you speak about.
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And you've spoke to Gosh Oxford and I read a
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whole list of the top scholarly colleges, and you know
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that you've been on the scene for a long time
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doing these different talks, right, But you're yeah, you're also
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expanding out into areas that I think. I want to
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focus on so many different areas tonight, but one of
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the areas that I think is most important is that
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I think you have the map to get us through
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to the New Earth. And I want to call this
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show Mapping the New Earth through Contact and Consciousness.
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What do you think I think? I think you are
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so on target. Yeah, yep, I think you're right on target. Yeah.
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And when we you know, as I was reading, I
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don't do the homework that Michelle does. I don't have
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the backstories. I don't meet the people. You know, Michelle
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is just the hyper connector of people at these conferences
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and drifts around. I always call her like the Disney Princess.
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At all these conferences, people want to take their picture
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with her, and she was describing you. And I was
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reading a lot of your information, and I think you're
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the first woman in my mind that I said, well,
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she's a polymath. She's a person that is passionate about
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lots of so many different things and in her mind,
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I'm sure she puts them together, that they are all connected.
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And I talk about that, and you know, polymath is
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not a term that people hear all that often. There's
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a few guests that we've had on the show. Leonardo
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da Vinci was a polymath, but someone who goes into
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the depth of the things you do, frequency resonance, tesla technology.
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I'm seeing your book You're hidden energy. I mean, that's
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would you call yourself that? Have you ever called you?
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No?
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But do you think it kind of fits?
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You?
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Know?
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Honestly, I never really thought I'm not one of these
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people that goes around and thinks, who am I to
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the world? Right, I'm more And I think it's because
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of how I came in to this planet. I'm more
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or less. Honestly, I look at myself as like a
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pinch hitter for the universe.
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Oh.
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I love that.
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It's like you come in, you do what needs to
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be done, when you need to do it and you
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figure out what needs to be done. That's literally has
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been my story throughout my life. And it's interesting because
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now I'm seeing how these various pieces really fit together
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to do the types of things that I'm doing now.
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I just I just follow, I follow the internal instincts.
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That's all I've done really throughout my life, and I
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go to where I need to, and those kills and
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abilities they appear as they need to. But there's always
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a thread that runs through and and you know, we
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can talk about that. I don't. I don't want to
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talk too much, but you know, to answer your question, no,
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I just consider myself somebody that's here that provides what
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needs to be done when it needs to be done
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to really move forward to this planetary transition that we're
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in right now.
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Well, I you know, I like the way you kind
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of dance around that and honor that because a lot
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of people are, Oh, that's exactly what I am, and
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aren't I special all this stuff?
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But that's what I love. That's I said, She's one
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of the most authentic voices in this arena that I've
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ever met, seriously.
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And it is important because right now the information is
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coming from the past, it's coming from math, it's coming
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from frequency, it's coming from new discoveries and science. And
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it does take someone with kind of a broader field
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of vision to see, oh, this actually connects with that,
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and you can start building a narrative a message around that.
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And it is not super common. People get very specialized,
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you know, and talk about their thing where you want
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to expand into it, and it just from what I read,
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that's exactly what you do.
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I actually read to him today while he was driving Susan.
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I said, you have to hear about her. And one
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of the places I think is a really good place
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to start to get us to the map of you know,
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watching a crumbling system. We're watching it happen. It's decaying
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and it's crumbling before our eyes. And what I love
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about where you take us is how we build something
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new alongside of the decaying, crumbling systems. And it's across
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many fronts, but a great place to start before we
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go into you know, your PhD. You're getting a PhD
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in geomagnetism and going into what plasma is and what
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consciousness is and the difference between contact and consciousness and
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you know, compression to expansion. I heard you say on
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another podcast that was incredible. Is your beginning You had
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me at your beginning when you when you talked about
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your basically, you talked about your conscious remembering your birth
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and your your Most people that I talk to you
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do not remember being in their mother's womb.
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And yeah, yeah, yes, no, go ahead.
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So so I think that's a great place to start
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because it's your incarnation story, and that the Indigenous have
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always taught me they start with their incarnation story.
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Ah, I didn't know that. Isn't that interesting?
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They all have a creation story.
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Yes, yes, yes, yes, actually that's true. You're right, you're right. Yeah.
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So I'm one of these people that you know, it's
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funny when I tell the story that I'm thinking about
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like my life right now here, I'm sitting at a
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desk in a spare bedroom because that's where the signally
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pick up in this room, and you know, I'm just
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I'm sitting there processing this like you know, because when
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I tell this story, you know, there's all these visions
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I think that that come in for people. But I
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do remember, I remember, uh, I remember before being in
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my mother's womb. That was when I had the physical body. Uh,
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and my first thought in utero when I was conscious,
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I was about seven months old in utero, and you
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know whatever people wrap around that for their own understanding.
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I mean, this is my this is my experience, it's
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my story. It's been, you know, my life. And my
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first thought was, oh my god, not this place again,
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because because for real, like like I could hear the density,
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I could feel the density. That was was automatic, you know, Uh,
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when I was in the womb and I knew that
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there was a lot of people that were you know,
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I didn't have the term really family. I could just
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feel the density, right, and I knew that there was
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a lot of people there. And I was like, oh,
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good Lord, like you know, oh no, I mean that
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was really what I felt. And I could feel the
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density of the the the human condition in in that
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in the womb, and there was like like I actually
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remembered rolling my eyes in utero I and going, oh
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my god, not this place again. Because I didn't know
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it was coming to earth. I didn't know it was
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coming to the human condition, but I knew it was
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that that recyclic condition of fear, ignorance, jealousy, hatred, like
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like those things. And then as I rolled my eyes,
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it was almost like, Okay, this is gonna be a
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fun challenge, you know, It's kind of like, let's go,
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let's do it. And and that's genuinely what I felt. Now.
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I do remember prior to that, I remember being connected
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to source and really becoming activated to separate and individuate
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myself from source.
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Uh and to.
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Like it was it wasn't just this, It wasn't just me.
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It was like I was this this collaborative process on
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behalf of Source that I was able to individuate and
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and I wants say serve because that sounds strange, but
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to be a part of the creator because there was
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there was something that needed to be done wherever I
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was to go, and so it was extremely esthetic, extremely
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joyous to really leave that space to honestly to incarnate.
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And there was many things that happened between that active
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I call it activation from source to individuate. I do
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remember seeing various beings prior to incarnating that I did
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see in a little bit of a different form. Was
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one of my first contact experiences when I was a kid.
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So there's a lot more I can say about it,
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but maybe the big parts to it if you always
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ask me questions, because I could like go on and
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on with this one. Was you know this this this job.
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There was a job to do. There was something that
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needed to be done, and the something was also creating
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balance where there was imbalance, and that was something that
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was It's a dynamic process to know what's out of
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balance to then create that balance. That's why you know,
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when you said, would you consider yourself a polymath, I
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say no, I am like a pincherator for the universe
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because because there's there's this planet is going through a transition. Yeah,
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the universe is going through a transition. Human is going
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through a transition, and some of us are here to
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help rebalance some of those scales that are out of balance,
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to help us through these through these times. And I
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look at it actually that simply uh and and you know,
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you know what you need to do when you need
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to do it. But I also remember as I was
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incarnating in, I remember being light incarnating in and moving
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you know, faster than the speed of light. And then
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I was as I was entering, I would say our galaxy,
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our solar system. That's what it felt like to me.
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Was it that don't know, but that's what it felt like.
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I remember picking up density and actually beginning to have
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more form, and and that slowed down the closer that
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I got to. The next memory was being in the
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corner of my parents' bedroom while they were on the bed.
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So yeah, I mean that's that's that's my memory, and
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that was that was always intact. There was no hypnosis
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or anything like that. And you know, my poor siblings.
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I was the youngest of five and the brother that
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was closest to me in age. You know, I kind
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of freaked out my family because I would tell them
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all of these things, and you know, they're like, Susan,
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you're so weird, and I'm like, well, you know this,
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this is what I am. So I would My brothers
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used to tell me, you know that I would say
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that over and over and over like like like like
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I don't remember telling them that, but they would tell
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me that. I would say that over and over that
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I remember, you know, coming from where I was before.
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I remember being in mom's belly, so you know, so
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that's uh, yeah, that's just it's natural for me. It
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was just this natural, you know, continuation of the consciousness
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of of of you know who who we are? Uh,
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but now I just have a body to go along
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with it.
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How did that lead to you being taken by government
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officials when you were seven?
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Yeah?
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Oh that was that one fun because you didn't really
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talk about that or expand upon that, and that really
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I was like, wow, how would that? How did you
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go from being a regular child that had these experiences
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and shared it with your family to all of a sudden,
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now you're being interrogated by the government.
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Yeah, yeah, well sure, well let me share this. I
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want to share this people.
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Okay.
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I was a really happy kid, like my dad was
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so cute. My dad had passed away in twenty seventeen,
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but I remember he was at my house one day
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and I don't know what year, it was, maybe like
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twenty ten or twenty eleven, and he said to me,
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he said, you know, I'm telling us for a reason.
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He said, you know, a lot of the other kids
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that your mom and I had, you know, they all
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just kind of happened. He said, you we really wanted you.
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Your mom really wanted you. And he's like, I'm thinking
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to myself, oh my god. You know, we've got to
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small house and there's already four kids, and you know,
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how we're gonna how are we gonna like make room
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for another person? And he goes, but your mom was
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so serious about it, and he said, and I really
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felt it. He said, I just wanted to tell you that.
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He said, you were really wanted, and he goes, you
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were really loved. And my dad wouldn't really talk like that,
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and so it was really it was very sweet. But
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from like so that always made a difference. I always think, like,
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you know, we talked about like kids and wanting kids,
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like like when people have children, like the consciousness on
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behalf of the parents, and you know, there was definitely
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something going on with my mom and dad. I felt
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a lot of love and I had a lot of love.
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And I was blessed because I had those two beings
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that loved me so much. And I felt that and
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hopefully they felt that for me. But from you're gonna
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remember like the seventies, Like I was born in nineteen
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seventy one, and the seventies were the music was great, yes, right,
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Like the music was great. There was a lot of dancing, right, Like,
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I mean, we had like the Begies, we had like
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Saturday night fever. I bring us again. That's another thing.
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I bring us up for a reason, because there was
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a lot of like a lot of dancing, a lot
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of joy, a lot of you know, I don't know,
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just like kind of like people feeling the groove, you know,
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I mean, and so so for me, like from from
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birth up until the kidnapping, and I call it a
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kidnapping that I experienced with the you know whatever we
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call men in black military, whoever they are. I my
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life was like awesome. It was you know, mom, dad, family,
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pets and grass and gardens and swimming in the pool
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and you know, like crickets and fireflies and picking blueberries
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at your backyard, like like it was awesome. And that
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is something that you know, changed, It changed. There was
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a different And I had contact with beings by the
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way as a kid, like from you know four that
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I consciously remember, you know, onward. So there was nothing
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about my contact that was weird or scary or anything.
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If anything. It was it was very primordial to me
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and it was something that I was very aware of.
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And I think because I had the consciousness that I
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had coming in when I first encountered the beings, it wasn't.
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It wasn't something that came external. It felt very internal,
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even though you know, it was a physical experience. It
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was light in physicality, and my sister was there. I
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saw my dad in some of these contact experiences. So yeah,
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so the so when I was about I'm guessing around
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seven or so, I had an encounter with well, I
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was in school. I was in elementary school, and I
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felt a very destabilizing energy. I heard a really loud
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frequency in my ear. I think it was my right ear,
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and the next thing I know, I mean, I honestly
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prior to that, I remember I would never look at
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the teachers in school. I had terrible eyesight when I
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was younger, but I would never look at the teachers.
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I would just have to really listen to what they
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would say in order to you know, like when the
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teachers call on you and then you're you're, you know,
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needing to answer and you don't want to feel stupid. So,
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you know, for me, I just remember listening a lot.
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You know, I did a lot of a lot of
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listening to to really attempt to pay attention. But then
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of course I'd be daydreaming outside and I was doing
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a little bit of that while this frequency came. Then
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I remember hearing this and and it was super destabilizing.
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And the next thing I know, I feel really hot,
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I feel really nauseous, and I feel like I'm gonna
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throw up. And so I stood up and the teacher
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just looks at me, must have thought I was going
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to up. She goes go to the nurse, and she
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just sent me out of the classroom, opened up the
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door to the classroom. Small elementary school, you know, not
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a big town, but not a small town, and there's
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no lights on in the hallway, and I remember walking
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down this hallway feeling scared and really one of the
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first times in my life I felt fear. Didn't know
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what was going on to super de stabilize. And I
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walked down and at this elementary school there was just
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a nurse, a school nurse, a principal, and a secretary
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in the office. And I went to go to the
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school nurse, who was super sweet, and her door was locked,
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which was totally unusual. So I went around to the
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other door where the secretary's office was, and I opened
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up the door. I walked in and she looks at
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me and she holds her hand up because she's on
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the phone, standing there on the phone, and she looks
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panic stricken, and she's just pacing back and forth while
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she's on the phone, and she looks like she's panic stricken.
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And all I'm thinking is just get me into the
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nurse's office so I can. You know, they give you
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one of those like like little chewy baby asprints that
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tasted like orange and water like a little cup of water,
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those little triangle triangular paper cups, you know, and the
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nurse was super sweet all the time. So like to me,
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I wanted to go to the comforting, warm, mommy energy.
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Who was this nurse and she just wasn't there? So
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that was my expectation. And the next thing I know,
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I'm being told that, you know, I must have given
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her my name. I don't remember doing that. But the secretary,
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by the way, because there was no nurse, she was
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out that day, and there was no principle he was
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out that day. And so I remember the secretary saying
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to me, she said, she said, we're gonna call your parents,
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and then she's and then a couple you know, more
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time went by, and then she said, we can't get
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all of your parents, So go stand outside and and
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someone will pick you up and bring you home. I
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mean that right there. I mean I started to get
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really scared because I thought something's wrong. Something's wrong. I
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don't know what's wrong, but something's wrong.
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So your your intuition was speaking to you. Your body
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was saying, there's whatever this is. It's not it's not
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a good thing.
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Oh no, it was. It was. It was high level
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of confusion. And I knew. I knew that her telling
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me to go stand outside was was absolutely stupid and
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absolutely irresponsible. But you're a little You have to play
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the role as a little kid because that's your job
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at that moment, right like is to is to do that.
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And at the same time, you know, my awareness is
483
00:27:53.559 --> 00:27:56.359
starting to just like like my my bigger self is
484
00:27:56.400 --> 00:28:00.359
coming in to play here, and it's knowing that something
485
00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:04.880
is going on here. So there's you know, it's kind
486
00:28:04.920 --> 00:28:07.319
of like two aspects going on here. There's the scared
487
00:28:07.359 --> 00:28:09.400
body of the little kid, but then there's like this
488
00:28:09.480 --> 00:28:14.359
higher consciousness that's starting to come online here to I think,
489
00:28:14.440 --> 00:28:17.400
jump in to do some form of protection, And so
490
00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:20.599
I did. I went and stood outside. Now granted there
491
00:28:20.680 --> 00:28:24.920
was windows from her office where she was to the
492
00:28:24.960 --> 00:28:29.079
parking lot, but still super irresponsible, right, Like you're seven
493
00:28:29.160 --> 00:28:33.559
and you're standing outside, and so the car pulls up
494
00:28:34.599 --> 00:28:37.079
and I mean, I don't know exactly what I'm looking for,
495
00:28:37.119 --> 00:28:41.519
but the car pulls up and she must have said
496
00:28:41.519 --> 00:28:45.599
get inside. I don't really remember that part in particular,
497
00:28:47.200 --> 00:28:49.440
but it was one of those station wagons, you know,
498
00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:52.559
it's again the seventies of wood paneling on the side,
499
00:28:53.680 --> 00:28:56.240
and it's got like four doors and you know, big
500
00:28:56.240 --> 00:28:58.799
hatch back and everything. And so I go to get
501
00:28:58.799 --> 00:29:01.240
in the back seat. That was an intentional and he
502
00:29:01.319 --> 00:29:03.559
tells me to get in the front seat. And I'm thinking,
503
00:29:03.599 --> 00:29:05.799
this is just not good. This is just not good,
504
00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:06.759
not good, not good.
505
00:29:06.920 --> 00:29:09.400
We didn't have our cell phones back then to call
506
00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:11.359
our parents.
507
00:29:11.119 --> 00:29:13.359
No, nor did we have our little location on our
508
00:29:13.400 --> 00:29:16.920
on our on our cell phones right either. Right, So
509
00:29:17.160 --> 00:29:19.960
I get into the front seat as I'm told to do,
510
00:29:20.079 --> 00:29:22.880
and I just jimmy my body up against the right
511
00:29:23.119 --> 00:29:26.119
side of it because energetically I did not want to
512
00:29:26.519 --> 00:29:29.680
feel this dude next to me. I could feel it.
513
00:29:29.759 --> 00:29:32.559
I could just feel it, and it felt like a creepy,
514
00:29:33.119 --> 00:29:35.640
suckyst type of energy to be totally honest with you. So,
515
00:29:36.079 --> 00:29:38.039
I mean, that's that's what I felt like. And I
516
00:29:38.119 --> 00:29:42.799
never felt anything like that through any anything prior to that.
517
00:29:42.920 --> 00:29:44.559
So I just want to, you know, share that piece
518
00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:48.240
like that was the first time my innocence as as
519
00:29:48.279 --> 00:29:50.519
a you know, not just a child, but as a
520
00:29:50.559 --> 00:29:54.359
being in this body this time around, was experiencing that,
521
00:29:54.519 --> 00:29:59.680
right And and uh so we're in the car. I
522
00:29:59.720 --> 00:30:02.319
noticed he doesn't look at me at all, and I
523
00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:06.599
notice he's got like these black shoes. So he's supposed
524
00:30:06.599 --> 00:30:09.160
to be from the town, right, Like, that's that's what
525
00:30:09.279 --> 00:30:10.720
she said, someone from the town is going to pick
526
00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:13.400
you up, bring you home. He did have the car,
527
00:30:13.519 --> 00:30:16.240
did have the town emblem on it, it was stuck
528
00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:18.599
on the side of it. But this guy did not
529
00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:21.400
work for the town. I knew that. I could feel that.
530
00:30:21.599 --> 00:30:24.039
I said, this is not somebody that works for the town.
531
00:30:24.799 --> 00:30:28.759
This is an impostor. And it's a military guy. I mean,
532
00:30:28.799 --> 00:30:31.279
he's got the crew cut, he's got his shoes are
533
00:30:31.279 --> 00:30:33.480
way too shiny to be a janitor or to be
534
00:30:33.519 --> 00:30:37.279
a custodian or whatever he's supposed to be. And before
535
00:30:37.319 --> 00:30:39.359
we even pull out of the parking lot, and again
536
00:30:39.440 --> 00:30:41.920
keep in mind, he doesn't address me. He doesn't say
537
00:30:42.000 --> 00:30:47.359
anything about like home, parents, are you feeling okay? Sorry, nothing,
538
00:30:47.640 --> 00:30:50.559
he says. So you see those ships and those beings too.
539
00:30:50.880 --> 00:30:54.319
You see those ships and those beings. That's the first
540
00:30:54.359 --> 00:30:55.720
thing he says to me.
541
00:30:56.119 --> 00:30:58.240
And the r and you live on Was that in
542
00:30:58.319 --> 00:30:59.480
the on the east coast?
543
00:31:00.079 --> 00:31:00.240
Yeah?
544
00:31:00.279 --> 00:31:02.880
Yeah, yeah, it was on the east coast. Yeah, yeah,
545
00:31:02.960 --> 00:31:08.960
it was in western Massachusetts. And so at that point
546
00:31:09.079 --> 00:31:12.599
I felt like I was melting, okay, like the quarter's
547
00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:15.480
all shot through my body. I felt like I was melting.
548
00:31:16.279 --> 00:31:19.680
And the next thing I know, I don't know, you know.
549
00:31:19.759 --> 00:31:21.680
I mean, I'm sure I could sit and process this
550
00:31:21.759 --> 00:31:24.119
a little bit more if I so choose. But the
551
00:31:24.160 --> 00:31:27.079
next thing I know is my consciousness goes to the
552
00:31:27.079 --> 00:31:33.039
back of his neck, like where his spine meets his head.
553
00:31:33.359 --> 00:31:33.599
Right.
554
00:31:34.359 --> 00:31:38.759
Somehow, my consciousness goes right there and is doing something.
555
00:31:39.559 --> 00:31:42.279
Now I'm not touched, I'm not moving right, but that
556
00:31:42.359 --> 00:31:46.839
is where my consciousness goes. And I say to myself,
557
00:31:46.920 --> 00:31:49.160
I said, if this man does not take me home,
558
00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:53.200
I'm in trouble. And we get to the stop sign
559
00:31:53.599 --> 00:31:57.440
pulling right out of the elementary school and he says,
560
00:31:58.039 --> 00:32:02.960
we're going to take a little ride. Yeah, And all
561
00:32:02.960 --> 00:32:04.880
he had to do, by the way, was just go straight.
562
00:32:05.039 --> 00:32:07.839
I lived half a mile away from the elementary school.
563
00:32:08.440 --> 00:32:11.680
So and you're seven, you're about second grade? Is that right?
564
00:32:12.279 --> 00:32:17.440
Oh yeah, I'm a little scrawny, little scrawning kid seven, Yeah, definitely.
565
00:32:17.559 --> 00:32:20.039
It was no, it was second grade. It wasn't it
566
00:32:20.079 --> 00:32:25.960
wasn't past second grade. And and so that's when I
567
00:32:26.000 --> 00:32:30.680
knew I was in trouble. And I began to leave
568
00:32:30.759 --> 00:32:35.839
my body at that point, and not out of body,
569
00:32:36.480 --> 00:32:40.799
I would say, like I began to pull out, and
570
00:32:41.359 --> 00:32:44.759
I heard it was my higher self say, because it
571
00:32:44.799 --> 00:32:47.400
was like a very motherly voice, and it was mine,
572
00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:50.440
it was me, And so don't say a word. Don't
573
00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:52.279
say a word, do not let them know who you are.
574
00:32:52.359 --> 00:32:54.960
And this is like the way I speak, right, And
575
00:32:56.359 --> 00:32:58.640
I say that because it was like my higher self
576
00:32:58.799 --> 00:33:04.480
jumped in to protect and to protect me. And that's
577
00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:07.519
you know. So so somehow I was able to do
578
00:33:07.640 --> 00:33:13.880
something to honestly, to like to protect my consciousness. I
579
00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:17.359
think I think they you know, they can do things
580
00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:23.319
to your physical body, but if your consciousness is is
581
00:33:23.920 --> 00:33:28.119
connected in a way to source connected to your higher self,
582
00:33:29.480 --> 00:33:33.440
the damage is not going to be as great or
583
00:33:33.599 --> 00:33:36.599
maybe none at all. And and somehow I think I
584
00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:40.400
knew that right, like like there is some primordial.
585
00:33:40.680 --> 00:33:43.640
I'm blown away by your story. I'm so resonating with
586
00:33:43.839 --> 00:33:46.039
so much of your story, just like when we had
587
00:33:46.079 --> 00:33:48.759
our phone call, when we talked like our sisterhood talk
588
00:33:48.839 --> 00:33:53.720
where we remembered each other. And I too was adopted
589
00:33:53.720 --> 00:33:55.920
into a family where I was very wanted and I
590
00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:58.440
had so much love. And at age seven, I was
591
00:33:58.480 --> 00:34:02.799
sexually abused by my my babysitter, and I did the
592
00:34:02.880 --> 00:34:06.799
same thing where I forgave him. In my mind, something
593
00:34:06.880 --> 00:34:10.719
came in and said, he's treating you like when you
594
00:34:10.760 --> 00:34:15.079
play with your Barbie dolls. I was shown this is
595
00:34:15.119 --> 00:34:17.280
how I got, This is how I forgave him in
596
00:34:17.320 --> 00:34:19.559
the moment, was that I was shown that he was
597
00:34:19.679 --> 00:34:23.639
afraid to be, you know, with teenage girls his own age,
598
00:34:24.280 --> 00:34:26.840
and he was kind of practicing on me like you
599
00:34:26.920 --> 00:34:30.280
do with a Barbie doll. But of course there's a
600
00:34:30.320 --> 00:34:34.199
traumatic experience there because you I never wanted him to
601
00:34:34.239 --> 00:34:36.840
babysit me again, and I screamed and hit every time.
602
00:34:36.920 --> 00:34:39.679
But it's interesting that a lot of my friends have
603
00:34:39.840 --> 00:34:43.960
had some sort of a traumatic experience at around that
604
00:34:44.039 --> 00:34:46.840
age seven to nine or something like that. Did you
605
00:34:47.480 --> 00:34:48.639
how did you get back home?
606
00:34:48.679 --> 00:34:48.800
To you?
607
00:34:49.840 --> 00:34:52.840
I want to be conscious of your time because you're
608
00:34:52.880 --> 00:34:55.239
on the East Coast and there's so much we want
609
00:34:55.280 --> 00:34:59.079
to get to, and I'm so fascinated by your life
610
00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:02.840
and everything. The there's so many similarities in our stories
611
00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:06.239
and I'm Eric. Eric's girlfriend Jen is writing in and
612
00:35:06.320 --> 00:35:07.960
she's feeling resonance with some of.
613
00:35:08.360 --> 00:35:10.599
Your story has a lot of similar.
614
00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:16.440
Aspects, So I hadn't heard about the exact details of
615
00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:18.920
that story, but I want to. I want to get
616
00:35:19.000 --> 00:35:22.880
to how your parents handled it because that's always important
617
00:35:22.880 --> 00:35:26.000
to me. How how did you get from the men
618
00:35:26.079 --> 00:35:30.679
in black taking you into getting back home? And then
619
00:35:31.079 --> 00:35:34.559
we want to move forward to you know, your contact
620
00:35:34.599 --> 00:35:38.519
experience and the difference the reason why contact's not as
621
00:35:38.559 --> 00:35:41.679
important to his consciousness, because I totally agree with you
622
00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:46.119
about that as far as disclosure and what consciousness is about.
623
00:35:46.159 --> 00:35:48.440
And then getting to the project that you're working on
624
00:35:48.639 --> 00:35:53.280
in September, which is that's what our our listeners love
625
00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:59.880
about our show is learning about interdimensional beings or extraterrestrial beings,
626
00:36:00.079 --> 00:36:04.039
on human intelligence all of that. But why and why
627
00:36:04.119 --> 00:36:07.559
it's so important right now, why we all incarnated during
628
00:36:07.719 --> 00:36:13.199
these times and where we map ourselves forwards. So let's
629
00:36:13.320 --> 00:36:17.400
let's go from if you you know what you're comfortable
630
00:36:17.440 --> 00:36:20.920
sharing with us about getting back to your parents.
631
00:36:21.840 --> 00:36:25.199
Yeah, yeah, well I'll tell you this. You know, there's
632
00:36:25.239 --> 00:36:29.559
a these deep state actors or whoever they are, whatever
633
00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:32.960
they are, they're very well coordinated. So that's one of
634
00:36:33.000 --> 00:36:35.480
the things you got to understand that none of this
635
00:36:35.559 --> 00:36:38.519
stuff is haphazard. It's very well coordinated. What happened to
636
00:36:38.519 --> 00:36:40.719
me that kid, and it was a kidnapping, was very
637
00:36:40.719 --> 00:36:48.480
well coordinated. They dropped me off right before my neighbor's
638
00:36:48.559 --> 00:36:53.039
house on the main street before you turn into my street. Wow,
639
00:36:53.159 --> 00:36:56.840
they did it. So school got out at three o'clock.
640
00:36:57.360 --> 00:37:01.360
I was probably dropped off around three of three h five,
641
00:37:01.480 --> 00:37:03.480
maybe somewhere around there. Now I didn't have watched them,
642
00:37:03.480 --> 00:37:06.199
I'm not paying attention to that, but I remember the
643
00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:09.800
door opening to the car, I remember my foot, I
644
00:37:09.840 --> 00:37:13.079
remember seeing my foot get out of the car, and
645
00:37:13.159 --> 00:37:16.320
I remember walking back to the house. So they let
646
00:37:16.360 --> 00:37:20.039
me They let me off right there right before because
647
00:37:20.039 --> 00:37:21.880
I remember hearing the kids behind me, because I used
648
00:37:21.880 --> 00:37:24.519
to walk to school and walk home from school, and
649
00:37:24.559 --> 00:37:27.960
I remember hearing the kids behind me, probably about maybe
650
00:37:28.039 --> 00:37:31.599
two hundred and fifty feet behind me, so you know,
651
00:37:31.679 --> 00:37:35.000
they were very well coordinated. Here here's the kicker. I
652
00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:38.760
didn't tell my parents. I didn't tell my parents. I
653
00:37:38.800 --> 00:37:43.559
was frightened because of what they did to me. But
654
00:37:43.840 --> 00:37:47.760
I was frightened for the safety of my mother and
655
00:37:47.760 --> 00:37:50.960
my father. And you think about it, you know, what
656
00:37:51.079 --> 00:37:53.559
do you love as a child. You love your mom,
657
00:37:53.719 --> 00:37:56.199
you love your dad, you love your pets, you love
658
00:37:56.840 --> 00:38:00.119
you know, you love those things that are intimate in
659
00:38:00.159 --> 00:38:02.880
your environment. Your mom and dad are everything, you know,
660
00:38:03.159 --> 00:38:06.360
I mean for most kids. So I was frightened that
661
00:38:06.400 --> 00:38:11.800
they were going to hurt my parents hurt. There was
662
00:38:11.840 --> 00:38:14.000
a struggle. I will tell you that there was a
663
00:38:14.039 --> 00:38:19.239
struggle in the car afterwards. And then I did witness
664
00:38:19.320 --> 00:38:24.920
something that wasn't what wasn't kind, and and you know,
665
00:38:25.320 --> 00:38:28.719
I put that in my writings of you know, like
666
00:38:29.440 --> 00:38:31.960
I put that in my writing so people can understand.
667
00:38:31.960 --> 00:38:35.039
I never talk about the exact thing that I witnessed.
668
00:38:35.400 --> 00:38:37.360
I try to talk around it because I don't like
669
00:38:37.400 --> 00:38:41.840
to traumatize other people. But you know, there was an
670
00:38:41.880 --> 00:38:45.440
attempt to try to here, here's what I think. Let
671
00:38:45.440 --> 00:38:47.239
me just fast forward this because we do have so
672
00:38:47.360 --> 00:38:49.920
much to talk about. There was an attempt to try
673
00:38:49.920 --> 00:38:53.719
to cut me off from my connection. That's what I
674
00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:56.840
felt that they were trying to do. They I talked
675
00:38:56.840 --> 00:39:01.400
to Edgar Mitchell, who I think most people know a
676
00:39:01.440 --> 00:39:07.039
paula fourteen astronaut walked, went to the Moon, started ions
677
00:39:07.079 --> 00:39:09.440
And I was in the car with Edgar one day
678
00:39:09.480 --> 00:39:12.840
and I asked him, I said, I told him my story,
679
00:39:12.880 --> 00:39:15.119
and I said, here's my question. How did they know
680
00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:17.639
that was me? How did they know that I had contact?
681
00:39:17.960 --> 00:39:20.800
He goes, Susan, They've had that technology for a long time.
682
00:39:21.000 --> 00:39:23.320
I'm like, yeah, but this was like the late seventies,
683
00:39:23.400 --> 00:39:25.880
so because still no, No, they've had that technology for
684
00:39:25.920 --> 00:39:31.480
a long time. So meaning the technology that we see
685
00:39:31.519 --> 00:39:35.800
today is nothing in comparison to the different technology that
686
00:39:35.880 --> 00:39:39.320
they have right like to track and you know, see
687
00:39:39.360 --> 00:39:41.800
what comes in and out of our our you know,
688
00:39:42.400 --> 00:39:47.239
space time, you know, what have you. So I think
689
00:39:47.400 --> 00:39:50.960
I think that I'm not very different, and I think
690
00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:53.920
what they were trying to do was trying to see, Okay, well,
691
00:39:53.960 --> 00:39:57.199
if we can if we can subjugate this person, this
692
00:39:57.239 --> 00:39:59.599
person comes in with these connections, if we can try
693
00:39:59.599 --> 00:40:02.559
to subject, get that cut, that split, that confuse that,
694
00:40:03.320 --> 00:40:07.039
then you know, we can I don't know, get people
695
00:40:07.079 --> 00:40:12.320
to obey right whatever, to be submissive. And you know
696
00:40:12.400 --> 00:40:15.199
the thing is, I'm I came in with the consciousness
697
00:40:15.239 --> 00:40:20.800
that I did, and that provided me to not have
698
00:40:20.880 --> 00:40:25.000
that break or that split. If anything, I am even
699
00:40:25.239 --> 00:40:32.079
more sovereign. I am more adversarial. I'm more you know,
700
00:40:32.239 --> 00:40:34.199
like when it when it comes to somebody trying to
701
00:40:34.239 --> 00:40:38.800
crush my sovereignty, you know. So so that experience as
702
00:40:38.840 --> 00:40:41.960
a kid, actually, you know, woke me up. I don't
703
00:40:41.960 --> 00:40:44.440
think it was you know, I don't think these things
704
00:40:44.440 --> 00:40:47.480
are by chance. I think I probably incarnated where I
705
00:40:47.519 --> 00:40:50.480
did when I did to have that type of experience
706
00:40:50.599 --> 00:40:53.360
to be able to educate people on why you're going
707
00:40:53.440 --> 00:40:55.360
to get out of the matrix. You know, why you
708
00:40:55.400 --> 00:41:00.320
have to really be conscious of your energy where goes.
709
00:41:00.360 --> 00:41:02.440
And also you know some of the things going on
710
00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:03.920
in the current disclosure process.
711
00:41:03.960 --> 00:41:06.960
So so did they leave you alone after that?
712
00:41:08.199 --> 00:41:13.480
There was one instance where there was I would call
713
00:41:13.519 --> 00:41:17.079
it a bit of a perceived threat, just a reminder
714
00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:21.440
they came back. Well, you know, he he, the same
715
00:41:21.519 --> 00:41:26.239
guy came back not through my school to my front door,
716
00:41:27.280 --> 00:41:29.760
and it was a bit of a reminder. You know, hey,
717
00:41:30.880 --> 00:41:33.880
we're here and don't say a word, you know, So.
718
00:41:34.599 --> 00:41:37.920
You're reminding me of that character Emma the last MINSI
719
00:41:39.119 --> 00:41:43.360
oh my god. Yes, yeah, yeah, that movie had a
720
00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:44.559
huge impact on me.
721
00:41:45.480 --> 00:41:47.719
Yeah, me too. I love that movie.
722
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Yeah, there's so many similarities. So I'm sure that must
723
00:41:53.719 --> 00:41:57.920
have given you the impetus to take the course that
724
00:41:57.960 --> 00:42:03.559
you took in terms of, you know, I see you
725
00:42:03.559 --> 00:42:07.159
as a superhero and in some ways about you know,
726
00:42:07.920 --> 00:42:13.320
the way that you're going about helping people understand and
727
00:42:13.440 --> 00:42:19.159
bring You're really bringing what's unseen into our vision. You're
728
00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:24.480
making it come alive in our universe because a lot
729
00:42:24.480 --> 00:42:29.079
of people don't know about, you know, some of the
730
00:42:29.119 --> 00:42:33.159
things that go on when it comes to contact with
731
00:42:33.440 --> 00:42:38.440
non human intelligence and how they telepath with us. You
732
00:42:38.440 --> 00:42:42.159
you know, you have, you've had similar situations with the
733
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way that you've been contact in the and the telepathy,
734
00:42:45.239 --> 00:42:48.440
just like I did in some of mine where it
735
00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:50.519
was a male and a female. They didn't use their
736
00:42:50.840 --> 00:42:53.039
they were speaking to me, but their mouth didn't move.
737
00:42:53.079 --> 00:42:57.800
It was all telepathic. And it sounds like you've had
738
00:42:57.840 --> 00:43:00.760
that contact continually through out your life.
739
00:43:00.960 --> 00:43:04.440
Yep, yep, yes I have. I have. And you know,
740
00:43:04.559 --> 00:43:06.880
I want to bring in a couple of other variables
741
00:43:06.920 --> 00:43:09.159
because there was a lot that was kind of confusing
742
00:43:09.320 --> 00:43:11.719
for me because I had, you know, the contacts so
743
00:43:11.880 --> 00:43:14.880
early on this I had what I call the interference
744
00:43:14.960 --> 00:43:18.000
with the men in black thing. But I was always telepathing.
745
00:43:18.079 --> 00:43:20.960
I mean even as a baby, I remember trying to
746
00:43:21.000 --> 00:43:23.880
telepath to my mother and I wasn't like, oh mommy,
747
00:43:23.960 --> 00:43:27.599
it was like hey, lady like, and I was you know,
748
00:43:27.639 --> 00:43:30.679
So it was always always doing that. But when I
749
00:43:30.679 --> 00:43:34.679
got when I got into like between around seventeen to
750
00:43:34.679 --> 00:43:37.360
twenty one years old, I started having these really strong
751
00:43:37.400 --> 00:43:40.239
Tibetan Buddhist dreams. I didn't even know what did to
752
00:43:40.239 --> 00:43:43.760
Betan Buddhist monk look like. And there was the communication
753
00:43:43.960 --> 00:43:47.639
with these monks, and then I had these different creator
754
00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:50.039
beings come in a couple of years after that, like
755
00:43:50.400 --> 00:43:52.960
there was all these other teachers and that's what I'm
756
00:43:52.960 --> 00:43:57.719
going to call them that came in and it was
757
00:43:57.840 --> 00:44:01.119
confusing because I didn't understand, well, how does that, you know,
758
00:44:01.800 --> 00:44:04.280
can I remember this was like the early nineties when
759
00:44:07.960 --> 00:44:11.480
I was part of like John Max's group at at
760
00:44:11.519 --> 00:44:15.039
Harvard that he was running US. I was then having
761
00:44:15.039 --> 00:44:18.400
these Tibetan Buddhist experiences, and you know, it's like, how
762
00:44:18.440 --> 00:44:21.280
does this all fit? You know, back then it didn't
763
00:44:21.280 --> 00:44:24.800
seem like it did. But I would pursue these different
764
00:44:24.880 --> 00:44:28.760
avenues because I needed to understand and I also needed
765
00:44:28.760 --> 00:44:35.840
to cultivate, cultivate morality, and cultivate like like the boundary
766
00:44:35.880 --> 00:44:40.800
conditions around my own self. And and Tibetan Buddhism really
767
00:44:40.840 --> 00:44:44.840
spoke to me as well. But again it came in
768
00:44:44.960 --> 00:44:49.639
dream state before it came the formal you know, reading
769
00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:54.119
the teachings of Buddha or attending any type of you know,
770
00:44:54.159 --> 00:44:56.679
Tibetan Buddhist teachings, which I did. I did for years
771
00:44:56.840 --> 00:44:59.440
and that really helped. So I've had a number of
772
00:44:59.480 --> 00:45:03.639
these different beings that I've had to kind of put
773
00:45:03.679 --> 00:45:06.920
together and go, oh, this is just my path, this
774
00:45:07.000 --> 00:45:10.800
is my journey. These are the beings that speak to
775
00:45:10.880 --> 00:45:16.079
me for my growth and evolution. And it's in the
776
00:45:16.960 --> 00:45:19.840
you know we call et non human intelligence or the
777
00:45:19.880 --> 00:45:24.920
light ship piece is it's one variable of this of
778
00:45:25.000 --> 00:45:28.920
these these unseen worlds that I see that helped to
779
00:45:29.039 --> 00:45:33.159
form me, and that helped to form the work that
780
00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:37.079
I'm doing while I'm here, that is maybe helping to
781
00:45:37.159 --> 00:45:41.079
inform these other subtle realms as well, right, Like it's
782
00:45:41.119 --> 00:45:45.159
a it's a two way street on that. So yeah,
783
00:45:45.239 --> 00:45:49.960
I mean, I've in Earth experiences, shambala, you know, I've
784
00:45:50.000 --> 00:45:54.360
had all these different things and I never spoke about
785
00:45:54.400 --> 00:45:57.199
them because it just felt really sacred and it felt
786
00:45:57.239 --> 00:46:00.920
really thing. I just started speaking about that, I think
787
00:46:00.960 --> 00:46:04.599
more recently, but it just felt really sacred. And so
788
00:46:05.280 --> 00:46:09.239
because of that, you know, you don't you don't you know,
789
00:46:09.360 --> 00:46:12.280
speak about it in a way that uh has too
790
00:46:12.360 --> 00:46:15.519
much too much of that materialism and I guess connected
791
00:46:15.559 --> 00:46:18.920
to it. So but it was. Yeah, So that's been
792
00:46:18.960 --> 00:46:25.559
a huge part of cultivating this learning and strengthening you know,
793
00:46:26.000 --> 00:46:29.199
me as a as a as a being to be
794
00:46:29.280 --> 00:46:32.159
able to handle some of the things that we have
795
00:46:32.239 --> 00:46:33.559
to do, but also some of the things that are
796
00:46:33.559 --> 00:46:34.840
going on in the world right now.
797
00:46:34.920 --> 00:46:35.360
For sure.
798
00:46:35.519 --> 00:46:38.920
I'm curious, since you've been having these types of experiences
799
00:46:38.960 --> 00:46:41.920
since you were a little girl, do you feel like
800
00:46:42.000 --> 00:46:45.760
there is a unified message that wants to come through.
801
00:46:45.880 --> 00:46:48.480
Or is it just a big version of us, you know,
802
00:46:48.559 --> 00:46:53.400
good guys, bad guys, Star Wars, Interplanetary just more or
803
00:46:53.480 --> 00:46:56.679
less playing out of a space opera like we would imagine.
804
00:46:57.320 --> 00:47:02.039
Or is there a you know, a inducive message that
805
00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:08.760
off planetary, extraterrestrial, multi dimensional, higher angelic, whatever you want
806
00:47:08.760 --> 00:47:12.519
to call it. Is there some message that you would
807
00:47:12.519 --> 00:47:14.719
call a unified message to humanity.
808
00:47:17.760 --> 00:47:21.320
I think there's a bunch of messages. I think the
809
00:47:21.360 --> 00:47:23.480
ones off the top of my head that I think
810
00:47:23.519 --> 00:47:26.960
are the most important is the times that we're in
811
00:47:27.119 --> 00:47:32.480
right now. Is to cooperate with others, like to cooperate
812
00:47:33.480 --> 00:47:36.599
that that we we are greater, you know than the
813
00:47:36.679 --> 00:47:39.360
some of our parts, right like that the whole is greater.
814
00:47:40.199 --> 00:47:43.519
And and to to be able to really work with
815
00:47:43.559 --> 00:47:46.960
one another. That this planetary shift is going to I
816
00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:49.679
think it's going to continue continue to rock us in
817
00:47:49.760 --> 00:47:54.760
ways that that we we don't entirely understand or know,
818
00:47:56.360 --> 00:47:59.880
and we can't entirely understand or know, and we're going
819
00:47:59.920 --> 00:48:03.679
to need each other and and the capacity for us
820
00:48:03.760 --> 00:48:09.239
to cooperate with one another. Uh in love, in intelligence
821
00:48:09.400 --> 00:48:15.639
and emotional intelligence, that's that's the biggie that that is.
822
00:48:16.199 --> 00:48:19.599
If there is that unifying message, that's one of the
823
00:48:19.679 --> 00:48:25.880
things that really has come come forth that piece. And
824
00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:30.280
I also want to share this one. You know. I
825
00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:33.840
don't think there's this, Okay, these beings are good and
826
00:48:33.880 --> 00:48:36.039
that's bad, and then there's this and then there's that.
827
00:48:36.480 --> 00:48:40.119
I actually think that, like from from what I understand,
828
00:48:40.199 --> 00:48:42.159
and I could be wrong, this is just my opinion.
829
00:48:42.480 --> 00:48:47.320
I think what we experience is what is part of
830
00:48:47.360 --> 00:48:52.119
our our you know, soul identity. And so if we're
831
00:48:52.159 --> 00:48:54.679
experiencing these different beings and are not so lovely, well
832
00:48:54.719 --> 00:48:56.880
maybe that's part of our sole identity, you know, maybe
833
00:48:56.880 --> 00:48:59.840
it's part of something that we need to reconcile with
834
00:49:00.280 --> 00:49:04.599
UH and something that we need to address. So I'm
835
00:49:04.639 --> 00:49:07.039
not this big believer in like the Grays or this
836
00:49:07.239 --> 00:49:10.920
and then the Nordics or that like that has that
837
00:49:11.000 --> 00:49:13.639
has not been my experience. I look at the human being.
838
00:49:13.719 --> 00:49:17.960
I look at the human behavior and whatever that person
839
00:49:18.480 --> 00:49:24.000
may be connected to UH in their cosmic history. They're
840
00:49:24.119 --> 00:49:29.280
the galactic anthropology, you know, like whatever that soul has
841
00:49:30.519 --> 00:49:35.119
been connected to is probably what's going to be emerging
842
00:49:35.199 --> 00:49:37.760
for for for some of those various beings. But I
843
00:49:38.239 --> 00:49:41.679
also think, maybe you know, part three to the answer
844
00:49:41.800 --> 00:49:47.559
great question is is to learn to be sovereign, to
845
00:49:47.760 --> 00:49:52.480
to to awaken and to see because I think these
846
00:49:52.480 --> 00:49:54.639
subtle RUMs are not going to be so subtle anymore.
847
00:49:55.880 --> 00:49:58.199
I think that right. I think that's part of this
848
00:49:58.280 --> 00:50:00.679
planetary ship. There is not gonna be so suttle anymore.
849
00:50:01.159 --> 00:50:04.800
And for us to awaken to our sovereignty on that that,
850
00:50:05.000 --> 00:50:08.519
you know, because we're experiencing let's say, this subtle realm
851
00:50:08.639 --> 00:50:13.639
or this non human entity or being, whatever we want
852
00:50:13.679 --> 00:50:16.880
to call it, we have to ask ourselves, this is
853
00:50:16.920 --> 00:50:19.119
something that's that's of a benefit to us? Is this
854
00:50:19.239 --> 00:50:21.000
not of a benefit to us? Do we want this?
855
00:50:21.239 --> 00:50:24.199
It's like a relationship with anybody. Do you want this relationship?
856
00:50:24.239 --> 00:50:26.480
Do not want this relationship? I think we have to
857
00:50:26.480 --> 00:50:29.679
stop acting as if as if we're some weird, powerless,
858
00:50:29.760 --> 00:50:37.440
you know, species that is subjected to being beholden to
859
00:50:37.519 --> 00:50:39.360
one thing or the other. I think this is the
860
00:50:39.440 --> 00:50:43.079
awakening process, and hopefully I think some of us, you know,
861
00:50:43.159 --> 00:50:45.239
maybe learn that through what we went through in twenty
862
00:50:45.280 --> 00:50:48.760
twenty that because people are telling you to do something
863
00:50:48.840 --> 00:50:50.679
and they want you to do something, well, do you
864
00:50:50.760 --> 00:50:54.119
really have to? And what you know? So so I
865
00:50:54.159 --> 00:50:58.800
think that there's this this growth within oneself that we
866
00:50:58.880 --> 00:51:01.719
have to ask those questions, of those questions, do you know,
867
00:51:02.320 --> 00:51:04.480
like do we want do some of us want these
868
00:51:04.480 --> 00:51:07.320
beings around you know doing and we're.
869
00:51:07.199 --> 00:51:10.519
Real breaking apart. We're breaking away from the hive mind.
870
00:51:10.719 --> 00:51:13.679
Eric says that a lot getting away from the hive mind.
871
00:51:13.800 --> 00:51:16.360
Well, it seems like, you know, before the hive mind
872
00:51:16.440 --> 00:51:18.719
was even really fully fleshed out to where we could
873
00:51:18.800 --> 00:51:21.320
understand it, we see it in the animal kingdom with
874
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:25.079
bees and insects, but we haven't really thought of we
875
00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:27.760
are in a hive mind. But now with AI and
876
00:51:27.800 --> 00:51:31.119
everything else, we're seeing that we're the invitation. And it's
877
00:51:31.119 --> 00:51:34.119
not really an invitation. It's more just like the pressure
878
00:51:34.280 --> 00:51:39.920
to relinquish yourself, let everything be known about you. Where
879
00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:42.599
the point where you're not even calling it surveillance or
880
00:51:42.639 --> 00:51:47.320
control anymore, you're just being absorbed into the the program
881
00:51:47.480 --> 00:51:52.880
that somebody says you're supposed to participate in. In the
882
00:51:52.960 --> 00:51:56.800
vein of my questioning that we use the word awakening.
883
00:51:56.800 --> 00:51:59.159
Our show is called Awakening Code Radio. It's become quite
884
00:51:59.199 --> 00:52:01.920
the buzzword since we picked the word, you know, fourteen
885
00:52:02.000 --> 00:52:07.519
years ago. In that process, what what do you call
886
00:52:07.760 --> 00:52:10.760
the what do you see the goal or the endgame
887
00:52:11.079 --> 00:52:15.280
or why we're connected? What are what would you describe
888
00:52:15.519 --> 00:52:19.239
that where humanity in this moment of time is awakening.
889
00:52:18.760 --> 00:52:23.960
Too, well, i'd have to go okay, so I have
890
00:52:24.039 --> 00:52:26.639
to go back a little bit. So one of the
891
00:52:26.639 --> 00:52:30.639
things that that the beings different, These creator beings came
892
00:52:30.639 --> 00:52:33.280
in when I was twenty one, and it was it
893
00:52:33.320 --> 00:52:37.239
was quite quite the experience, and I was taken. They
894
00:52:37.400 --> 00:52:38.880
appeared at the end of my bed. By the way,
895
00:52:39.039 --> 00:52:42.360
this wasn't like a you know, in a dream state. No, No,
896
00:52:42.480 --> 00:52:47.079
I was there with my my daughter's dad at the time,
897
00:52:47.199 --> 00:52:52.079
with my boyfriend, right, and they appeared and he saw
898
00:52:52.159 --> 00:52:54.400
part of it, but then he kind of got knocked out,
899
00:52:54.679 --> 00:52:57.000
and I was taken for a ride in the universe, right,
900
00:52:57.159 --> 00:52:59.719
and it was awesome and it was amazing. But I
901
00:52:59.719 --> 00:53:03.679
wish my own creation, right, Like, yeah, I come from creation.
902
00:53:03.800 --> 00:53:05.840
But then I was shown creation one of the things
903
00:53:05.920 --> 00:53:08.400
I was shown. And again this doesn't mean this is
904
00:53:08.400 --> 00:53:10.840
true for everybody, but this is a truth for me
905
00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:15.480
of how I lived my life. I was shown that
906
00:53:16.760 --> 00:53:21.199
this universe is condensing to give birth to a new universe, right,
907
00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.800
And I worked with doctor Rudy Shield, who's a Harvard astrophysicist.
908
00:53:24.920 --> 00:53:27.239
I started telling him my story when I was like
909
00:53:27.320 --> 00:53:30.119
twenty three years old, and I've known Rudy ever since,
910
00:53:31.559 --> 00:53:34.559
and he worked with John Mack. So I'm sharing that
911
00:53:34.639 --> 00:53:41.039
piece because what I saw and what I was exposed
912
00:53:41.079 --> 00:53:44.760
to kind of freaked me out. Freaked me out in
913
00:53:44.760 --> 00:53:50.000
the sense of that, yeah, these creative beings came and
914
00:53:50.280 --> 00:53:53.840
showed me creation, but then they came back like how
915
00:53:53.880 --> 00:53:57.880
many years later, like thirteen fourteen years later, and then
916
00:53:57.920 --> 00:54:03.239
they showed me the evolution of this creation. But my consciousness, me,
917
00:54:03.960 --> 00:54:08.760
my consciousness was also connected to what was being created
918
00:54:08.800 --> 00:54:13.320
in the cosmos. There was a responsibility there, like even today,
919
00:54:13.480 --> 00:54:17.559
like I feel that it's a feeling in my consciousness
920
00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:19.480
and my knowing in my internal self.
921
00:54:19.719 --> 00:54:23.840
Gosh, I so get that. I so get that we
922
00:54:23.880 --> 00:54:28.320
are all co creating in each moment with every thought
923
00:54:28.599 --> 00:54:33.280
we make. And we might think, you know, oh, well,
924
00:54:33.320 --> 00:54:36.840
everybody's going to see this or get this because I'm
925
00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:40.960
seeing it or getting it, and then people go off
926
00:54:40.960 --> 00:54:44.880
on their own tangent based on their where they're at
927
00:54:44.880 --> 00:54:49.119
in their evolutionary process or whatever fear might come in
928
00:54:49.159 --> 00:54:53.320
to that, and then it's like, oh my gosh. We
929
00:54:53.880 --> 00:54:56.440
you know, in order for this shift to take place,
930
00:54:56.519 --> 00:55:00.760
it takes it takes all of us. We you know,
931
00:55:00.880 --> 00:55:04.559
it's like one person trying to change consciousness. It takes
932
00:55:04.639 --> 00:55:09.880
each person doing their part to steer the ship in
933
00:55:09.960 --> 00:55:19.039
the direction of peace, love, harmony, compassion, beauty, you know, wisdom, collaboration,
934
00:55:19.719 --> 00:55:27.360
and instead of this these lower density emotions of you know, jealousy,
935
00:55:27.440 --> 00:55:32.119
like you said, jealousy or greed or or hatred or
936
00:55:32.320 --> 00:55:36.119
you know, the whole war thing. Just I just don't
937
00:55:36.159 --> 00:55:38.320
get it. I you know, Eric and I have talked
938
00:55:38.320 --> 00:55:44.239
about that before. We're we really really when people say
939
00:55:44.280 --> 00:55:46.440
what are you wishing for? When you're blowing out your
940
00:55:46.440 --> 00:55:49.159
candles on your cake, it's always peace on earth and
941
00:55:49.199 --> 00:55:52.079
in the cosmos, that's always my wish. It's you know,
942
00:55:53.199 --> 00:55:55.320
it's not it's.
943
00:55:55.199 --> 00:55:59.000
No, no, no, it's not. It's not to your point. Yeah, yeah, exactly,
944
00:55:59.000 --> 00:56:01.000
it's your point. I mean what I was shown. I mean,
945
00:56:01.639 --> 00:56:05.880
you know, the cosmos are huge, but there's a it's
946
00:56:05.960 --> 00:56:11.559
continuing to grow, and in that growth, people need to mature.
947
00:56:12.440 --> 00:56:15.920
People need to step up to their cosmic destiny, you know,
948
00:56:16.519 --> 00:56:21.239
like like there's room in the cosmos for creators. And
949
00:56:21.360 --> 00:56:24.519
that is what I was shown, is that, Like, so
950
00:56:24.639 --> 00:56:29.000
what's all this for, Well, it's for that that growth
951
00:56:29.039 --> 00:56:34.280
and that evolution and the adversity. Right, Like so we Earth,
952
00:56:34.400 --> 00:56:36.960
we experienced a lot of adversity on Earth, and that
953
00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:39.800
adversity is part of that growth and evolution. And to
954
00:56:39.880 --> 00:56:44.079
your point, Michelle, like what you're saying, you know, it's like, well,
955
00:56:44.119 --> 00:56:47.320
I choose peace. I choose it. Choose that, because what
956
00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:50.679
are you going to create if if you are you know,
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in in that mega negative you know state, I mean,
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you're going to create something that's not so lovely. It's
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not just here on Earth, but it may have effect
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in the cosmos as well. So I think that I
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think that Earth itself is going through this burthing process.
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I think a lot of us know that. I was
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shown that I was shown that the Earth is is
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connected to you know, we know this right like Earth
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is connected in the universe, of course, but there was
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like an umbilical cord that I was shown. It's like
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this umbilical cord that's connected to the Earth that's giving
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like like birth into this like new Earth and this
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new universe. And you know, is that on a different
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dimensional space and realm? I think so, is that possible
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electromagnetically with the Sun and the shifts and the changes. Possibly, So,
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you know, the cosmos in the Earth, like the cosmos
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is going to grow anyways, the Earth is going to
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do her thing. And it goes back to I think
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part of why I incarnated and make the joke that
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I'm like a pinch hitter here is like helping to
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balance human beings out with the natural energy that's on
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the Earth right now, that's connected to the Sun, that's
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obviously connected to the the you know, our galaxy, like
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the cosmos are going to do their thing. It's up
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to the people on Earth to be able to move
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in alignment with it and and get into you know,
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real time as opposed to you know, the time constructs
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that we see here on Earth that are retarding things.
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So yeah, I think we're here to be creators. I
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think that's part of our cosmic destiny and we're here
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to get on real time.
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Here's a song for you, Susan.
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You can go ahead, and this is this is caused
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the sun by freedom trying.
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The lady.
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Run outside to see the sun said, just because I
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can't stand on your shot.
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More rising by her. Only you.
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And I love you like the sun, love you.
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And the love you you do you like the sun,
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and the stand of muggets are blowing on my wings
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and time and eyes freeing in the lie.
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And on the road, and U.
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You and I.
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Carry the shop name and the love you like sun,
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love you.
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Love, and I love you.
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Like the Sun. I am an angel. I'm an angel.
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I I'm an angel, I'm the agious.
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I'm an angel sing. I am an angel. I am
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an angel, I am I will never leave.
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Walley, carry you, will you fall? I will be called
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if you're for lie a trail, see.
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The Chuck or all should take you?
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Wow, Wow, Rubens spirit We all.
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We we all we.
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That was Freedom Tribe Nation dot Com. Good one, Eric.
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We cut it off a little. It's an eight minute song,
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so we shortened it a little bit. But we've had
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Freedom on the show in the past, and that song
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hit me the same way I did your introduction, Susan.
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When I heard that song, it was everything in my
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world that the sun is our source the sun is
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our source of life. We cannot live without the sun,
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right And when I say I love you like the sun,
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I get tears in my eyes and I mean it.
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I really mean it.
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Soul connections well, we always want to leave our show
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at the same time, same way, because we think it's
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the most important reminder you could ever get as you
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got into your day, try your best, because we're trying.
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Our best to choose love and be a good human.
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Thank you for tuning in, everybody. We'll see you next week.
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This is Eric Rankin and Michelle Anderson from Awakening.
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Code Radio right here on KXFM.
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We'd like to invite you to join a conversation to
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