Feeling Free.

First relationships are always hard, but when you have an unworldly amount of self loathing and worthlessness it can be even harder. That doesn't just stop at first realtionships either. But we're all worthy of love and we deserve it. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way t…

My journey is long and shit. But what I now know is, i'm the only one who can actually help me! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This subject is terrifying for me, talking about being over weight to anyone scares me, although I know people can see, to me its like a kept secret.  --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

My trauma doesn't define me, but it is apart of me. I need to take care of me now, for so many years I have neglected my own wants and needs for others, because I felt like I wasn't worthy of having anything. I felt like a useless human who didnt really deserve to have a place on this earth. I felt…