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Sitting right next to the main highway through Gilmer, Texas,
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is an old cinder block building nestled in a leafy
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stand of hardwood trees. The building used to be a cafe,
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but it shut down a long time ago, probably before
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most of us were even born. Now, Don Holman, a
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former suspect in the disappearance of Kelly Wilson, lives in
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that same old cafe with his step son Raymond. This summer,
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I pulled up there on a hot and sticky afternoon.
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Don was outside rifling through the trunk of his car.
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He lifted up a couple of grocery bags from Dollar General.
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In't a hand, Nah, I think I got a hill cuddy. Okay,
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uh yeah, I'll tink a.
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Cookie I get. Let me get in there and we'll have.
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A folk sir.
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You know I don't say I don't say no thanks
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to too many cookies.
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Well, there's nothing wrong with that.
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Folks who knew Don pretty well say he's never been
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able to move on from the Kelly Wilson case. If
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you get him started, it's all he talks about. I mean,
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he was falsely accused of kidnapping and killing a girl
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in a Satanic ritual in the woods outside of town,
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which is the kind of stigma that's hard to shake.
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Gilmer residents who knew Don all their life, people who
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should have known better, really believed he was capable of
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killing Kelly, of killing and eating babies. That's got to
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take a toll. Don and I had been talking for
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a while.
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I want to show you something if you don't mind
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me showings, and I'm gonna show you this.
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I will come up here.
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He'll show you up.
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He led me down a hallway in his house to
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a bedroom filled with paper about to crack.
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Or I want to show you some of the stuff
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that I've done through the years.
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That's my stuff, all about the case?
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Yep, h well do you think that is files?
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Paperwork case?
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You see this right here, that's full of papers.
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Wow.
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Now, if I'd done something wrong, I'll be going.
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I'm getting this ship out of here.
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I'm burning everything.
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I go to Florida, but I ain't to why I
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feel I want. I don't want revenge. I want we
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call it justice.
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Justice.
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But uh, what old Doc Holliday said, you know he goes, No,
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let's get it right. He said he doesn't. He doesn't
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want justice, in wants reparation or something.
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Oh, well, there's retribution.
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Yeah.
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I want them to have to. I want them to say,
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if we guys said Don listen, I'm sorry.
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I ain't want to hurt him.
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But if you're sorry, didn't you tell him I thought
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he was guilty and and I'm.
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Sorry for it?
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Don't I need some justice after talking and writing all
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this stuff, I need some justice. But it don't mean
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I'm gonna get justice.
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Don's ex, remember her name is Tammy, was also wrongly
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accused of being in the Gilbert Devil cult. She says
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Don's obsession with justice or an apology at the very least,
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is ultimately what drove a wedge between them.
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Me and Don just kind of drew apart.
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And you know, Don dealt with all the stuff one way.
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Don didn't drink.
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Don didn't do any of that stuff ever, but he
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started drinking. And to me, out of everybody, it affected
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Don the worst. I mean, to me, it's made him crazy.
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He would not quit talking about it for at least
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ten y That's why quit hanging out and talking to them,
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Because it's all you want done.
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It's time to move on. It's not going to change.
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We're not going to get any money out.
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Of it, for sure, and you just got to start
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living life and dealing with what God gave us.
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To deal with, you know, and be happy that we're
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not in prison.
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I mean, that's I mean for real, you know, we
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could be dead right now or on death row. That's
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that's serious that I see all these innocent people going
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through that crap around the same era, and I'm like, wow,
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we got off by the skin.
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Of our teeth. It was more of a miracle than
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I even realized.
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Despite their differences, Donna Tammy have remained friends.
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We're still cordial. I've got three other kids since.
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You know, I got remarried and and I bring my
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kids over.
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He's met my kids and we talk and we get along. Okay,
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we're not enemies or anything. I know right now that
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if I needed something, Don would give it to me.
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I could ask him and he would help me. He's sick,
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or I try.
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To call him on his birthday, say hey, it don't
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take long for him get on my nerves and I'm like, okay.
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I'm out. I keep telling people. He wouldn't like this
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man was really was he? Please tell me who's got worse.
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Tammy has been more lucky, putting some emotional distance between
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herself and the Kelly Wilson ordeal. But just like don
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she can't move on. She'd like to. She wants to
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put it all behind her. That's not how the world works.
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After all that this happened, I got remarried and I
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just run.
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And made myself forget about all that crowd. And then
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the craziest thing is after I get a divorce, which
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was ten years.
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Ago, I didn't realize how.
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Hard it was going to be for me to even
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I can't even get a job, you know, a decent job.
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Time I get a decent job, they go do a
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background check. I mean, and I don't get it. I
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know for a fact it's because of this. I don't
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even have a car. I haven't had a car in
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ten years. I mean, I have to walk to work.
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I have to get a job close enough to my
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house just to walk to work and back. It's because
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I can't afford nothing. I can't go to a doctor
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because I don't have no money for a doctor.
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I've had nice job opportunities, and they'll say, well, we're
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going to go to a background check and never hear
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from them.
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This is crazy.
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This should not even be on my record because I'm
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struggling now just to barely make it.
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I had a.
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Great opportunity to go work in a cafeteria at the school.
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I mean, to me, that was a great job, you know.
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I mean, I would love to be at working a
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cafeteria at a school.
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There was one where they wanted me to take care
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of a bunch of elderly people at an old folks home.
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That was a great opportunity. Turned down on that anyway,
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I quit trying. I mean, I don't even The only
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jobs I can get are.
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Kid jobs, you know what I mean, Like McDonald's.
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I can get a job at any fast food restaurant,
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but I can't get a job anywhere else.
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Yeah, I'm a cook at a gas station right now.
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Yeah, And it's just miserable. I just you know, I
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want a decent job where I can live. I can't
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even take care of myself right now, and it's not.
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Right bas It's like I'm never going to get this
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off my back.
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But no one has had a tougher time than Raymond.
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He was a little boy when his foster parent coerced
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him into accusing his own mom and stepdad of sacrificing
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Kelly Wilson to the devil.
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Raymond's the one you want to talk to about all
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the I mean, he's got the story.
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Maybe I'll give Raymond your number and let me tell you.
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Raymond, that poor baby, I'm not saying he's crazy, but
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you can tell this is suspected him.
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One time was going down the old three hundred that's
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a highway in Gilmer.
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And he busted out crying. He said, I'm so sorry.
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He said, don I'm so sorry that I said somebody.
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But he said they were hurting me. I said, Raymond,
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I'm not mad you. I'm very proud of you. He said, well,
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they were hurting me. He said they told me that
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y'all was not in jail, y'all was with Luther, and
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that y'all didn't even care nothing about him. And I said, no,
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that's not true, Raymond, we was in jail. He said,
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I didn't know that.
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Though, I'd have been so traumatizing.
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It was.
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And man, if you want to get him r all up,
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if he gets talking about it, I had to quiet
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it down. He's gonna throw still and everything. But he
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said he'll he'll get mad, he said, son of a bitches.
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He said, yeah, what did they do to me over there?
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They left me over there and getting abused and everything
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that ain't righting, and they ain't gonna do nothing for
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nobody on and uh.
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Where is he?
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He went?
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Probably off with his brother, uh fishing. But if you
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get him to talking now, he's gonna be pretty radical.
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I'll try to.
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Tell him, said Raymond, Now, don't go ape shits.
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But just because.
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He's not a mean guy.
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I mean, look at this house.
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He painted this house from me, and he can put
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down flooring and everything. I mean, you look aware, look
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at that he painted and everything. But when he goes
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into one of them rages, he you think sometime he's
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really for everybody else and he's kind of mad that
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same people we.
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Are who wouldn't be mad. The next time I came
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by Don's place, Raymond was home. He seemed pretty guarded
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at first.
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Honestly, I'm honest with you, I didn't even want to
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talk with you, like I really didn't, uh, Non asked me.
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The other day, he kind of got upset because I
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told him. He said, hey, he wants to come and
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talk with you. I told him I don't have anything
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to say to him.
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Then Raymond started talking and he couldn't stop from imperative entertainment.
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I'm wes Ferguson. This is Deviltown. This is chapter seven
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the Wreckage. To understand what happened in Gilmer, you need
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to understand that all this was going on right in
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the middle of the Satanic Panic, a time when fear
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of devil cults was sweeping the United States. It was
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basically a national witch hunt in the eighties and nineties,
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thousands of lurid cases from coast to coast of so
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called satanic ritual abuse. And the crazy thing is there
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was almost no evidence for any of it. It took
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three factors coming together to create the perfect Satan storm.
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For one thing, people were finally taking child abuse seriously.
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Child abuse was a real problem that had been ignored
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far too long. Second was a revival in evangelical beliefs
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with a big emphasis on the devil. He wasn't just
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a metaphor for the dark side of human nature. Satan
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was real, and if you let your guard down, he
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was coming for you. I remember when I was a
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little kid, a traveling expert gave a talk at our
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Baptist church. The next thing I knew, my he Man
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toys were gone and I couldn't watch the care Bears anymore.
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Those were the devil's playthings. The factor fueling the Satanic
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panic was a controversial practice of psychotherapy called recovered memory therapy.
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The idea behind recovered memories was that you might have
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experienced something so traumatic your brain won't even let you
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think about it. You push it down, leave it buried,
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and the recesses of your subconscious To deal with these
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awful memories, you have to dredge them up. Back in
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ninety four, after all the charges in the Kelly Wilson
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case were dropped, the Texas Attorney General's Office brought in
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a child psychiatrist named Bruce D. Perry. His job sort
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through the mess and try to figure out which of
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the Kirk kids and Raymond had actually been abused and
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which hadn't. It wasn't so easy, and that leads us
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back to holding therapy and Raymond. Despite all the courtroom
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drama that had occurred with the release of the eight suspects,
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including James York Brown and Raymond's mom Tammy and his
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stepdad Dawn. Raymond was still with his foster Barbara Bass.
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She must have truly believed she was helping Raymond to
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recover traumatic memories. Every time she held him down and
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dug her knuckles into his ribs until he told her
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what she wanted to hear. The experience left Raymond so
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scarred he was afraid to go around grown ups at all.
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Then Barbara Bass drove him to Dallas to meet with
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doctor Perry, the child psychiatrist.
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I didn't trust Bruce Perry at first. All adults in
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my mind were out to get me. I was like,
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you can't trust any of these people, Like they're all
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gonna try to hurt us. They're lying, they're all like
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something's wrong with them. They're talking about killing people and
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eating them and devils and just like everything that I
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was scared of.
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Raymond didn't really have anything to say to doctor Perry,
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so they sat down and colored together. Days later, doctor
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Perry showed up at the Bass's place in East Texas.
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Bruce would come by the house he got to where
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he would and call me to his office to talk,
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and he would come out there to the Bass home
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and visit with me. Well, he would always be like,
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on a special occasion, he'd always bring me something like
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pair of boxing gloves or a basketball or baseball and
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a glove and a mint, you know, play catch. He
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would never ask me questions about my parents and stuff
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like that. It was just on a you know, hey man,
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I came back to see you. How are you doing today?
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So it took a while, but he told me, he said, Raymond,
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he said, when I met you, he said, I knew
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that you didn't trust He said, I knew that you
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were scared of adults and didn't trust adults. He said,
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I didn't know why, because he didn't know I was
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being amused by Barbara basket person. But he said, then
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I started seeing how Barbara acted when I was at
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the home, he said. I'd see her in my office.
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I seen how she presented herself with the kids. You
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know y'all, he said. But then when i'd pop up
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in on y'all at the high he said, I've seen
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how the other kids were reacted to her, how they
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reacted to me.
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Barbara had the Kirk kids and Raymond so trained up
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they would spout off the answers they thought adults wanted
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to hear. Doctor Perry came up with a clever way
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to get to the truth.
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And he basically tricked me. And what he did is
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he brought a device that it was a heart monitor.
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It was like a vest and it had a watch,
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and he would wear the watch and it would tell
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my heart rate. And he knew when I got nervous
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about things, that my heart rate going up and down.
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So with Raymond wearing a heart monitor, doctor Perry asked
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him questions about Kelly Wilson and the abuse allegations. As
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Raymond launched into the gruesome story he thought doctor Perry
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wanted to hear. His heart rate stayed the same, He
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wasn't traumatized at all. Then doctor Perry asked Raymond about
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Barbara Bass holding him down and rubbing his ribs. That's
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when Raymond's heart rate spiked. That's what had traumatized him,
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not a fanciful story about sacrificing babies.
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That was the day that I had told him that
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Barbara Bass, you know, about the holding technique and what
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she had been doing, because until then I hadn't told
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all these other doctors and you know, I'd only told
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those foster parents that my first foster parents and and Gore,
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they were the only people that I had told that
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Barbara Bass was doing this. So I won't like, like
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when they, you know, the Basses would take us out
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with somebody else, I wouldn't tell them, like, hey man,
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this lady's like all of us kids are getting like
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messed up by this lady. Like, you know, like because
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I didn't know who was with who, like and I was,
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I was terrified of Barbara Bass. Like I still don't
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like wearing seat belts, I don't like hogs, I don't
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like things around my rib cage like. But Bruce Perry, uh,
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he ended up being like somebody I hold high regards,
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like in my mind as far as respect because he uh,
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pretty much he's the reason that we got out of
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that home.
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Doctor Perry decided that Raymond needed a change of scenery.
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The whole time he'd been living in Barbara Bass's house,
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Raymond had been with his little brother Luther.
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That was one of the last things my mom has
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told me. She said, you know, you take care of
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your baby brother, right, And so when I was at
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the Bass home, I was real over protective over eat
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because he was still a baby. And so when the
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other kids would go to pick on him or went
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and you know, let him have his way, I was
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always you know, they're like real defensive over room. And
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then one day they ended up they separated us. They
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they took us to Tyler to go see my mom.
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Point I won't allowed to see don anymore. And then uh,
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they told Barbara Bass they were taking all us kids
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to like Burger King, and then uh, they took me
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and drove me out to Waco.
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Te Raymond was taken to a Methodist children's home in Waco.
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Met a kid there and he told me, he said, Raymond,
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he said, I don't know what all you've been through,
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you know, he said, but uh, once you get to
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this home, you don't get to go home, like you know,
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like everybody here, like we don't get to see our
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parents no more, like you know, we're here till we're eighteen,
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or we get adopted or something.
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Believing he had no chance of being reunited with his mom, stepdad,
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and baby brother, Raymond lost hope. He started getting in trouble.
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His caregivers sent him down the hill to a facility
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for the bad kids.
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And when I was down down that hill they had
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that was like for all the troublemakers in that home.
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And I was the youngest one down there. They were
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all like sixteen seventeen, most of them because they were
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the bad kids, you know. And uh so I picked
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up a lot of bad habits from those kids. They're
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huffing glue and all kinds of crazy stuff.
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Raymond was just eight years old, and probably he struck
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up a friendship with a boy of sixteen, and that
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kid had a plan to break out.
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You know.
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He was like, look, he said, when we go to school,
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he said, uh, act up in school. And he said,
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they're gonna send us back here to our dorm rooms.
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He said, when they bring us to lunch, he said,
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we're gonna take our food and put it in bags.
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And he said, we're already gonna have our clothes packed up.
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And he said, I know how to get us out
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of here. He throw that fire exinger fro through the
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window and we ran out and hid from him. It
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was a big property and we ran into the night.
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You know, it got dark, and I think finally like
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a security guard spotlighted me. I was along the fence line,
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and I couldn't climb the chain link fence like I
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was eight years old, you know. And the kid I
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was with jumped the border fence and took off. They
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ended up catching him like an hour or two later.
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After Raymond's ill fated escape attempt, he was sent to
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another place, a boys ranch. Raymond had spent two years
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in foster care. One day, an associate of Raymond's old friend,
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doctor Bruce Perry, the child's psychiatrist, came to visit Raymond
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at the ranch.
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Bill Baker came to see me one day and he said, Raymond,
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you want to come take a walk with me? And
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I said yeah, And I started walking with him and
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we were talking be out there. They had ponds and stuff,
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and he stopped over there by the pond and he
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looked at him and said, Raymond, I want to ask
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you something. He said, I'm serious, and I said what
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He said, You want to go home to your mama.
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And I remember I started crying and I was like, yeah,
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I want to go home. And it took him about
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a week or two later and they drove me here
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to the Yamborie grounds here in Gilmer and dropped me
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off with my mom. They were like, here you go,
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like and like all my aunts and uncles were there,
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and that was the first time I'd seen them in years,
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so I was like, it was just like real exciting.
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And then uh, and then later on that night I
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got to you know, we stopped by here and Luther
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and Don were here at the house, like Don's mother
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was here, So that was like, it was a good day.
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I got up Luther back first, and then Raymond was
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like six months later, I guess, and they bought him
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a bedroom suit apiece, and that was it.
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Sorry, we screwed up your kids. Our bad We screwed
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your kids up. Here you go figure it out.
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You won't be able to get a job anywhere, won't
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be able to do anything with your life, but.
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Here you go.
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Although Don was there to greet Raymond on the day
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he got out of foster care, Don and Tammy were
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no longer a couple. The family Raymond remembered was no more.
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After all this was over. It really wasn't over because
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when I came home, my mom and Don had already
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split up. Me and my mom bounced around. So just
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give me a different outlook on things. Put me on
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like a don't trust authority type thing when I was
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in school. I remember when I came home. The day
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I came home, I can remember like telling myself, I
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don't care whatever happens from this day forwards, because by
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the time I came home, I never thought I was
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going to see them again. So when they brought me home,
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that was like it was like the best day, you
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know what I mean. Like in my mind, I'm thinking,
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I don't care. What if I never achieve a goal
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in my life or graduate high school or you know
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the things that when you're a kid, like that's what
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in your mind, you're like, Oh, when I grow up,
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I wanted to be this. I felt like all my
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prayers had minute. I got to come home, but it
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really won't like come home and you think you're going
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right back to your home, and I didn't. You know,
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don took custody of Luther, my mom had custody of me.
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We were all together, but we won't together. And I
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remember like having to carry that guilt with me for
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a while, which I already had feeling like I broke
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my family apart and going through all.
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This despite their reassurances. Raymond couldn't shake the feeling that
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Donna and Tammy resented him for his role in their arrests.
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They were sitting there in jail. I'm sure they were
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probably sitting there at times and thinking, what in the
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hell is Raymond talking about? Why would he why would
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his little ass be out in there fucking lying on us? Like,
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because that's how I would feel. It gives you a
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different perspective of it.
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I guess.
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I just think that every kid in your shoes would
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have done the same thing. I think that's just I mean,
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it's happened again and again. You know what if you
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for worse torture, you know, a kid, the kids eventually,
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just every kid is going to tell the adult what
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they want to hear.
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You know, it's not it's not you.
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It's all children and adults too. Adults when they were
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waterboarding them guys over there at uh Anamo Bay, when
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they were over there waterboarding them Muslims. Not all that
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intel is a Bible like they know that. Like so
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like it gives you a different view on things. Like
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I said, it's just a bit trust issue thing. So
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from seven years old, my head's been full of double
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worshiping killers, cannibalism, sexual misconduct. I was submerged in that
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type of atmosphere. People they just want to go off
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and tell off what they hear. So trust is like
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a big issue with me because i had trust broken
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at a very early age, and I've seen how the
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system could be corrupt, and I think, you know, like
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sometimes I think about it and I'm like, what if
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Barbara Bass really did have good intentions even though I
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was their first hand and seeing the fucked up side
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of it. But like in the back of my mind,
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I'm like, well, maybe, you know, maybe it was just
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something that kind of like, you know, one thing led
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to another, led to another, lad to another.
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It was this chain of events, and when he first
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came home from foster care, he had a love for her.
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I don't know if they call it stockson.
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That's Raymond's mom, Tammy, talking about his conflicted feelings for
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Barbara Bass. Stockholm syndrome is where hostages form emotional bonds
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with their captors.
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You know, I'd get so angry, you know, but I
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knew it was his faults, and I just I don't
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know how long it took it took him to get
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over that, But you know, maybe a year or so
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he got you know, the hatred of them started coming
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out little by little, and.
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Then part of me goes, well, what if it was
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all like some kind of big scam. You think about
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every scenario. When there's a question mark and you don't
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know the answer, you start putting anything in there for
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an answer, to see what fits. Affects everything I'm uh,
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the way I interact with people, just everything I'm really
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It's affected my life a lot. I don't I don't
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care for strangers. I like I like being around big
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like crowds, but I didn't finish high school. Driving down
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the street going to work, somebody on the side of
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the street stranded, I don't want to stop. I don't
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want to be that person to involve myself. I want
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to stop. I want to pull over and get out
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and say, hey, man, are y'all all right? Y'all need
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to use a cell phone? You need some waters? I
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got back here in the truck. Can I give you
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a ride into town? But I never stopped for him
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because I don't want to be involved in anybody, you
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know that's outside of my circle.
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I left my conversation with Raymond feeling just so sad
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he's a broken man. When all the charges were dropped
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in the Kelly Wilson case, Folks and Gilmert were left
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to sort through the wreckage. Scott Leefford went back to
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private practice. Caseworkers A Gore and Debbie Minshew resigned from CPS.
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Connie Martin, the one time witness, moved down to Special
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Investigator Brooks Flags Christian Retreat in Louise. This place called
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the Shepherd's Rest. A local news reporter tracked down Connie
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at the Shepherd's Rest and East Texans were in for
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yet another shock.
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Martin asked to be interviewed without Flag present. She said
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she had something important to say.
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I'll just come out and tell you what it is.
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Because the Kelly Wilson thing is not true.
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Martin says she was coerced into confessing to taking part
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in Kelly Wilson's murder and tricked into leveling murder accusations
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against other family members and friends along with Gilmour police
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sergeant James Brown.
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They's practically tell me what was said, and I would
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say that it didn't happen. They'd say yes it did,
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and I would say no, it didn't. I keep pressure
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me and say, no, I know what did happen.
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Brooks Flag had a lot to worry about, as did
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the other members of the special prosecutors team. Shane Phelps,
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the Assistant Attorney General for the State of Texas, was
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threatening to turn the tables and file criminal charges against them.
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Here's Shane, And.
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Ultimately I subpeeded all of them to the grand jury
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and told them that they were targets of the grand
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jury because I was seriously contemplating and dining them for
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official oppression because it was so wrong what they did.
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So I didn't do that one.
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Because this had been this whole satanic nonsense, had been
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such a distraction that nobody was devoting any resources to
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finding Kelly Wilson. It was nobody. I knew that if
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I had indicted them, and I could have indited it,
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and I could have convicted it. There's no question in
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my mind that if I had done that, then that
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would have been the story. That's what people would have
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been talking about. That's where all of our resources would
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have been devoted. And I didn't want that. I wanted to
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see if we could find Kelly Wilson and get some
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answers for the parents. So I made the decision not to.
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I've gone back and forth over the years. I guess
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it was so outrageous. It would have been a good
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thing for I think everything to have been aired in
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court so the public could have seen what an operation
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this investigation was, and they would have been as angry
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as that was, because we could have put experts on
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the stand about interrogation techniques, and there's not a single
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person with any kind of expertise in police interrogation tactics
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who would not have said that was so far beyond acceptable.
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The Lifeer team had narrowly avoided criminal prosecution. James Brown
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tried a different tack. Just two months after the charges
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against Sergeant Brown were dropped, he filed a civil lawsuit
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against Special Prosecutor Scott Leifford and the members of the team,
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alleging malicious prosecution. James Brown told the news media that
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Gilmer residents were shunning him in the streets. His reputation
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was destroyed.
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I always thought Jians was sort of a black and
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white kind of guy, but not a whold on a
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gray Keith Fields betrayed by the justice system, not only
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with what happened with the accusation but then what happened
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when he tried to go redress what had happened in
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his civil lawsuit.
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This is James Brown's attorney, David Moore.
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When the charges were dismissed, we filed, along with Andy Tyndall,
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lawyer over in Tyler, a civil rights lawsuit against Lafford's
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law firm, Bag's Flag, Gore Minshew, and the court reached
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the decision that because the Flags and Bag were acting
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under the color of law enforcement, that they had qualified immunity,
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as did Goren Minshew and poured us out in federal
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court saying that we can get over the qualified immunity hump,
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I think we did. You know, I disagree with the
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judge's decision in that deal. But yeah, it's just it's
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just a shame, just a shame.
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Here's James Brown.
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That's what can be done to them.
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They're wrongdoings.
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Being held accountable, they slip through the cracks, you know.
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So it's like old opening Pandora's box on the justice
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system if they are held accountable, and they don't want
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to do that.
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And that's the sad part about it.
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And my feelings are, you know, like I said, they
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should have done something to those people. But the way
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the system is set up, they have immunity to certain things.
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You know, no matter if they lie.
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Or falsify stuff for hurt people, they don't care and
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they go on about their little lives. And I don't
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believe that that's the way the justice system was set up.
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The beach.
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I believe that you tail the truth, and the truth
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is the truth.
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And I've always believed that.
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How big of a problem is qualified immunity in protecting
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bad actors.
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I think it's a huge problem. And you know, you
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see a lot of discussions about on the federal level
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of removing that qualified immunity that cops have to lawsuits.
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One thing that really shocked me talking to the boy
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who was subjected to the holding technique, Raymond is long.
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Tammy said, So she.
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Thirty years later, still can't get a decent job, can't
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afford car.
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She walks from her apartment where she rents.
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A room, to the nearest gas station and just runs
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the deep fryer every day.
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And she, you know, every time she applies for a job,
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like even.
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To be a lunch lady at the school, is say like, oh,
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you're great, you know, like we can't wait to.
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Work with you. We just have to run a background check.
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And then they run the background checks, they find out
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that she has these hot molestation charges.
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She never hears another.
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Word from them, So it's really I mean, it's just
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ruined her life for decades.
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Right, it's a stigma that you can't get passed.
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I mean, is there anything that can be done for
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these people at this point?
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I'll tell you what. Next time you talk to her,
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have her call me. I'll be glad to talk to
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her and say there's something we can do to help her,
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because that ought not be a cloud still following her.
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Thirty years later, I passed along David's message to Tammy.
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When she called his law firm, she was told it
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would cost six thousand dollars to clear her record, So
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she'll keep walking to work at the gas station. Some
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folks are just too poor for justice. As for Kelly Wilson,
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missing since January fifth, nineteen ninety two, she's still out there.
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It bugs me, thirty years later what happened. It bugs
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me for James's sake and his family. It bugs me
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for Kelly's sake and her family because I think I
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think that they damaged what should have been a real
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investigation into her disappearance, and I think it got sidetracked
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for years as a result of these with these guys
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and gals did and it's just it's a shame. It's
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a shame.
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Sergeant Brown never returned to the Gilmer Police Force. His
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days as a cop were done. He eventually found work
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as a prison guard his life. Penny had stood by
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his side when he was accused of kidnapping and murdering
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Kelly Wilson, but the legal ordeal changed him. Here's Penny, Well.
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It's pretty much made him feel insecure, angry. He was
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a nervous wreck. I think he felt lost, you know,
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it's just terrible. He was on medication, an I depressant.
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He saw a psychiatrist and we both saw a counselor
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together to try to deal with all the emotions of
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what had happened and how it was affecting this. He
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was on a lot of medication and then he had
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that many stroke.
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Several years after the charges were dropped, James and Penny
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Brown got divorced, and as I learned from poking around Gilmer,
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a lot of these Texans still believe he's guilty.
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That's the bad part of it at all. You know,
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sometimes people.
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Want to believe alive and the truth because the truth
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isn't near as fantastic.
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00:37:07.719 --> 00:37:10.400
I think it's still like that to this day.
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Yeah, they rather believe a lie.
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Than believe the truth. You know, that's treating I just
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get to the point of not won't even talk about
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it because it's not about me. It's about Robbie and
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his daughter finding hurt.
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Despite all he's been through and all the time that's
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00:37:35.719 --> 00:37:39.760
gone by, James Brown still believes Kelly Wilson will be found.
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He believes that someday Kelly's parents will have closure.
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There's several suspects that are still open. Not everything lies
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at one door until you find the final key.
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You know.
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That's that's more or less objective investigation. You don't draw
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a conclusion to one person in see you know for
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a fact that person is person.
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You know what they say.
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Nowadays, there's persons.
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Of the interests will in this case, there's Saberle.
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Them the case of a missing girl got lost. In
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all the hysteria, Kelly is still out there somewhere with
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the satanic panic a distant memory. I want to Know
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What Really Happened to Kelly Wilson. Deviltown is a production
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of Imperative Entertainment. It was written and created by me
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Wes Ferguson. Executive producer is Jason Hoak. Audio engineering and
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editing by Shane Freeman and Jason Hoak. Original score is
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by Robert Ellis, recording by Austin Sisler at east Side Studios.
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Sitting right next to the main highway through Gilmer, Texas,
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is an old cinder block building nestled in a leafy
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stand of hardwood trees. The building used to be a cafe,
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but it shut down a long time ago, probably before
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most of us were even born. Now, Don Holman, a
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former suspect in the disappearance of Kelly Wilson, lives in
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that same old cafe with his step son Raymond. This summer,
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I pulled up there on a hot and sticky afternoon.
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Don was outside rifling through the trunk of his car.
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He lifted up a couple of grocery bags from Dollar General.
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In't a hand, Nah, I think I got a hill cuddy. Okay,
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uh yeah, I'll tink a.
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Cookie I get. Let me get in there and we'll have.
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A folk sir.
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You know I don't say I don't say no thanks
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to too many cookies.
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Well, there's nothing wrong with that.
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Folks who knew Don pretty well say he's never been
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able to move on from the Kelly Wilson case. If
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you get him started, it's all he talks about. I mean,
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he was falsely accused of kidnapping and killing a girl
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in a Satanic ritual in the woods outside of town,
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which is the kind of stigma that's hard to shake.
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Gilmer residents who knew Don all their life, people who
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should have known better, really believed he was capable of
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killing Kelly, of killing and eating babies. That's got to
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take a toll. Don and I had been talking for
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a while.
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I want to show you something if you don't mind
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me showings, and I'm gonna show you this.
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I will come up here.
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He'll show you up.
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He led me down a hallway in his house to
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a bedroom filled with paper about to crack.
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Or I want to show you some of the stuff
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that I've done through the years.
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That's my stuff, all about the case?
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Yep, h well do you think that is files?
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Paperwork case?
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You see this right here, that's full of papers.
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Wow.
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Now, if I'd done something wrong, I'll be going.
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I'm getting this ship out of here.
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I'm burning everything.
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I go to Florida, but I ain't to why I
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feel I want. I don't want revenge. I want we
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call it justice.
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Justice.
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But uh, what old Doc Holliday said, you know he goes, No,
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let's get it right. He said he doesn't. He doesn't
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want justice, in wants reparation or something.
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Oh, well, there's retribution.
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I want them to have to. I want them to say,
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if we guys said Don listen, I'm sorry.
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I ain't want to hurt him.
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But if you're sorry, didn't you tell him I thought
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he was guilty and and I'm.
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Sorry for it?
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Don't I need some justice after talking and writing all
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this stuff, I need some justice. But it don't mean
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I'm gonna get justice.
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Don's ex, remember her name is Tammy, was also wrongly
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accused of being in the Gilbert Devil cult. She says
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Don's obsession with justice or an apology at the very least,
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is ultimately what drove a wedge between them.
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Me and Don just kind of drew apart.
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Don didn't drink.
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Don didn't do any of that stuff ever, but he
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started drinking. And to me, out of everybody, it affected
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Don the worst. I mean, to me, it's made him crazy.
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He would not quit talking about it for at least
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ten y That's why quit hanging out and talking to them,
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Because it's all you want done.
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It's time to move on. It's not going to change.
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We're not going to get any money out.
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Of it, for sure, and you just got to start
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living life and dealing with what God gave us.
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To deal with, you know, and be happy that we're
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not in prison.
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I mean, that's I mean for real, you know, we
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could be dead right now or on death row. That's
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that's serious that I see all these innocent people going
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through that crap around the same era, and I'm like, wow,
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we got off by the skin.
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Of our teeth. It was more of a miracle than
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I even realized.
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Despite their differences, Donna Tammy have remained friends.
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We're still cordial. I've got three other kids since.
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kids over.
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He's met my kids and we talk and we get along. Okay,
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we're not enemies or anything. I know right now that
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if I needed something, Don would give it to me.
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I could ask him and he would help me. He's sick,
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or I try.
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To call him on his birthday, say hey, it don't
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take long for him get on my nerves and I'm like, okay.
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I'm out. I keep telling people. He wouldn't like this
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man was really was he? Please tell me who's got worse.
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Tammy has been more lucky, putting some emotional distance between
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herself and the Kelly Wilson ordeal. But just like don
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she can't move on. She'd like to. She wants to
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put it all behind her. That's not how the world works.
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After all that this happened, I got remarried and I
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just run.
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the craziest thing is after I get a divorce, which
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was ten years.
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I can't even get a job, you know, a decent job.
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Time I get a decent job, they go do a
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background check. I mean, and I don't get it. I
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know for a fact it's because of this. I don't
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even have a car. I haven't had a car in
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ten years. I mean, I have to walk to work.
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I have to get a job close enough to my
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house just to walk to work and back. It's because
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I can't afford nothing. I can't go to a doctor
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because I don't have no money for a doctor.
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I've had nice job opportunities, and they'll say, well, we're
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going to go to a background check and never hear
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from them.
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This is crazy.
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This should not even be on my record because I'm
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struggling now just to barely make it.
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I had a.
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cafeteria at a school.
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There was one where they wanted me to take care
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of a bunch of elderly people at an old folks home.
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jobs I can get are.
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I can get a job at any fast food restaurant,
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but I can't get a job anywhere else.
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Yeah, I'm a cook at a gas station right now.
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Yeah, And it's just miserable. I just you know, I
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want a decent job where I can live. I can't
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even take care of myself right now, and it's not.
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Right bas It's like I'm never going to get this
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off my back.
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He was a little boy when his foster parent coerced
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him into accusing his own mom and stepdad of sacrificing
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Kelly Wilson to the devil.
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Raymond's the one you want to talk to about all
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the I mean, he's got the story.
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Maybe I'll give Raymond your number and let me tell you.
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Raymond, that poor baby, I'm not saying he's crazy, but
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you can tell this is suspected him.
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a highway in Gilmer.
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He said, don I'm so sorry that I said somebody.
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But he said they were hurting me. I said, Raymond,
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I'm not mad you. I'm very proud of you. He said, well,
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they were hurting me. He said they told me that
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y'all was not in jail, y'all was with Luther, and
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that y'all didn't even care nothing about him. And I said, no,
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that's not true, Raymond, we was in jail. He said,
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I didn't know that.
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if he gets talking about it, I had to quiet
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it down. He's gonna throw still and everything. But he
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said he'll he'll get mad, he said, son of a bitches.
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He said, yeah, what did they do to me over there?
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They left me over there and getting abused and everything
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that ain't righting, and they ain't gonna do nothing for
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nobody on and uh.
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Where is he?
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Probably off with his brother, uh fishing. But if you
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get him to talking now, he's gonna be pretty radical.
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I'll try to.
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Tell him, said Raymond, Now, don't go ape shits.
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But just because.
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He's not a mean guy.
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I mean, look at this house.
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He painted this house from me, and he can put
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down flooring and everything. I mean, you look aware, look
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at that he painted and everything. But when he goes
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into one of them rages, he you think sometime he's
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really for everybody else and he's kind of mad that
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same people we.
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by Don's place, Raymond was home. He seemed pretty guarded
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at first.
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Honestly, I'm honest with you, I didn't even want to
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talk with you, like I really didn't, uh, Non asked me.
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told him. He said, hey, he wants to come and
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talk with you. I told him I don't have anything
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to say to him.
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I'm wes Ferguson. This is Deviltown. This is chapter seven
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the Wreckage. To understand what happened in Gilmer, you need
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to understand that all this was going on right in
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the middle of the Satanic Panic, a time when fear
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of devil cults was sweeping the United States. It was
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basically a national witch hunt in the eighties and nineties,
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thousands of lurid cases from coast to coast of so
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called satanic ritual abuse. And the crazy thing is there
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was almost no evidence for any of it. It took
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three factors coming together to create the perfect Satan storm.
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For one thing, people were finally taking child abuse seriously.
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Child abuse was a real problem that had been ignored
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far too long. Second was a revival in evangelical beliefs
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with a big emphasis on the devil. He wasn't just
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a metaphor for the dark side of human nature. Satan
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was real, and if you let your guard down, he
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was coming for you. I remember when I was a
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little kid, a traveling expert gave a talk at our
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Baptist church. The next thing I knew, my he Man
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toys were gone and I couldn't watch the care Bears anymore.
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Those were the devil's playthings. The factor fueling the Satanic
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panic was a controversial practice of psychotherapy called recovered memory therapy.
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experienced something so traumatic your brain won't even let you
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think about it. You push it down, leave it buried,
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and the recesses of your subconscious To deal with these
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awful memories, you have to dredge them up. Back in
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ninety four, after all the charges in the Kelly Wilson
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case were dropped, the Texas Attorney General's Office brought in
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a child psychiatrist named Bruce D. Perry. His job sort
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through the mess and try to figure out which of
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the Kirk kids and Raymond had actually been abused and
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which hadn't. It wasn't so easy, and that leads us
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back to holding therapy and Raymond. Despite all the courtroom
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drama that had occurred with the release of the eight suspects,
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including James York Brown and Raymond's mom Tammy and his
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stepdad Dawn. Raymond was still with his foster Barbara Bass.
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recover traumatic memories. Every time she held him down and
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dug her knuckles into his ribs until he told her
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what she wanted to hear. The experience left Raymond so
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scarred he was afraid to go around grown ups at all.
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Then Barbara Bass drove him to Dallas to meet with
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doctor Perry, the child psychiatrist.
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I didn't trust Bruce Perry at first. All adults in
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my mind were out to get me. I was like,
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you can't trust any of these people, Like they're all
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gonna try to hurt us. They're lying, they're all like
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something's wrong with them. They're talking about killing people and
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eating them and devils and just like everything that I
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was scared of.
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Raymond didn't really have anything to say to doctor Perry,
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so they sat down and colored together. Days later, doctor
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Perry showed up at the Bass's place in East Texas.
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Bruce would come by the house he got to where
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he would and call me to his office to talk,
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and he would come out there to the Bass home
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and visit with me. Well, he would always be like,
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on a special occasion, he'd always bring me something like
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pair of boxing gloves or a basketball or baseball and
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a glove and a mint, you know, play catch. He
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would never ask me questions about my parents and stuff
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like that. It was just on a you know, hey man,
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I came back to see you. How are you doing today?
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he said, when I met you, he said, I knew
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that you didn't trust He said, I knew that you
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were scared of adults and didn't trust adults. He said,
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I didn't know why, because he didn't know I was
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being amused by Barbara basket person. But he said, then
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I started seeing how Barbara acted when I was at
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the home, he said. I'd see her in my office.
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I seen how she presented herself with the kids. You
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know y'all, he said. But then when i'd pop up
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in on y'all at the high he said, I've seen
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how the other kids were reacted to her, how they
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reacted to me.
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Barbara had the Kirk kids and Raymond so trained up
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they would spout off the answers they thought adults wanted
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to hear. Doctor Perry came up with a clever way
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to get to the truth.
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he brought a device that it was a heart monitor.
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It was like a vest and it had a watch,
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and he would wear the watch and it would tell
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my heart rate. And he knew when I got nervous
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about things, that my heart rate going up and down.
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So with Raymond wearing a heart monitor, doctor Perry asked
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him questions about Kelly Wilson and the abuse allegations. As
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Raymond launched into the gruesome story he thought doctor Perry
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wanted to hear. His heart rate stayed the same, He
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wasn't traumatized at all. Then doctor Perry asked Raymond about
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Barbara Bass holding him down and rubbing his ribs. That's
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when Raymond's heart rate spiked. That's what had traumatized him,
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not a fanciful story about sacrificing babies.
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That was the day that I had told him that
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Barbara Bass, you know, about the holding technique and what
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she had been doing, because until then I hadn't told
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all these other doctors and you know, I'd only told
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those foster parents that my first foster parents and and Gore,
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they were the only people that I had told that
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Barbara Bass was doing this. So I won't like, like
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when they, you know, the Basses would take us out
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with somebody else, I wouldn't tell them, like, hey man,
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this lady's like all of us kids are getting like
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messed up by this lady. Like, you know, like because
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I didn't know who was with who, like and I was,
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I was terrified of Barbara Bass. Like I still don't
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like wearing seat belts, I don't like hogs, I don't
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like things around my rib cage like. But Bruce Perry, uh,
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he ended up being like somebody I hold high regards,
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like in my mind as far as respect because he uh,
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pretty much he's the reason that we got out of
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that home.
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Doctor Perry decided that Raymond needed a change of scenery.
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The whole time he'd been living in Barbara Bass's house,
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Raymond had been with his little brother Luther.
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That was one of the last things my mom has
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told me. She said, you know, you take care of
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your baby brother, right, And so when I was at
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the Bass home, I was real over protective over eat
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because he was still a baby. And so when the
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other kids would go to pick on him or went
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and you know, let him have his way, I was
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always you know, they're like real defensive over room. And
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then one day they ended up they separated us. They
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they took us to Tyler to go see my mom.
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Point I won't allowed to see don anymore. And then uh,
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they told Barbara Bass they were taking all us kids
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to like Burger King, and then uh, they took me
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and drove me out to Waco.
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Te Raymond was taken to a Methodist children's home in Waco.
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Met a kid there and he told me, he said, Raymond,
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he said, I don't know what all you've been through,
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you know, he said, but uh, once you get to
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this home, you don't get to go home, like you know,
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like everybody here, like we don't get to see our
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parents no more, like you know, we're here till we're eighteen,
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or we get adopted or something.
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Believing he had no chance of being reunited with his mom, stepdad,
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and baby brother, Raymond lost hope. He started getting in trouble.
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His caregivers sent him down the hill to a facility
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for the bad kids.
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And when I was down down that hill they had
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that was like for all the troublemakers in that home.
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And I was the youngest one down there. They were
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all like sixteen seventeen, most of them because they were
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the bad kids, you know. And uh so I picked
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up a lot of bad habits from those kids. They're
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huffing glue and all kinds of crazy stuff.
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Raymond was just eight years old, and probably he struck
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up a friendship with a boy of sixteen, and that
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kid had a plan to break out.
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You know.
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He was like, look, he said, when we go to school,
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he said, uh, act up in school. And he said,
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they're gonna send us back here to our dorm rooms.
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He said, when they bring us to lunch, he said,
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we're gonna take our food and put it in bags.
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And he said, we're already gonna have our clothes packed up.
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And he said, I know how to get us out
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of here. He throw that fire exinger fro through the
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window and we ran out and hid from him. It
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was a big property and we ran into the night.
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You know, it got dark, and I think finally like
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a security guard spotlighted me. I was along the fence line,
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and I couldn't climb the chain link fence like I
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was eight years old, you know. And the kid I
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was with jumped the border fence and took off. They
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ended up catching him like an hour or two later.
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After Raymond's ill fated escape attempt, he was sent to
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another place, a boys ranch. Raymond had spent two years
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in foster care. One day, an associate of Raymond's old friend,
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doctor Bruce Perry, the child's psychiatrist, came to visit Raymond
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at the ranch.
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Bill Baker came to see me one day and he said, Raymond,
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you want to come take a walk with me? And
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I said yeah, And I started walking with him and
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we were talking be out there. They had ponds and stuff,
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and he stopped over there by the pond and he
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looked at him and said, Raymond, I want to ask
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you something. He said, I'm serious, and I said what
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He said, You want to go home to your mama.
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And I remember I started crying and I was like, yeah,
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I want to go home. And it took him about
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a week or two later and they drove me here
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to the Yamborie grounds here in Gilmer and dropped me
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off with my mom. They were like, here you go,
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like and like all my aunts and uncles were there,
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and that was the first time I'd seen them in years,
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so I was like, it was just like real exciting.
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And then uh, and then later on that night I
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got to you know, we stopped by here and Luther
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and Don were here at the house, like Don's mother
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was here, So that was like, it was a good day.
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I got up Luther back first, and then Raymond was
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like six months later, I guess, and they bought him
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a bedroom suit apiece, and that was it.
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Sorry, we screwed up your kids. Our bad We screwed
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your kids up. Here you go figure it out.
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You won't be able to get a job anywhere, won't
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be able to do anything with your life, but.
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Here you go.
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Although Don was there to greet Raymond on the day
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he got out of foster care, Don and Tammy were
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no longer a couple. The family Raymond remembered was no more.
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After all this was over. It really wasn't over because
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when I came home, my mom and Don had already
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split up. Me and my mom bounced around. So just
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give me a different outlook on things. Put me on
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like a don't trust authority type thing when I was
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in school. I remember when I came home. The day
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I came home, I can remember like telling myself, I
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don't care whatever happens from this day forwards, because by
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the time I came home, I never thought I was
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going to see them again. So when they brought me home,
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that was like it was like the best day, you
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know what I mean. Like in my mind, I'm thinking,
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I don't care. What if I never achieve a goal
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in my life or graduate high school or you know
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the things that when you're a kid, like that's what
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in your mind, you're like, Oh, when I grow up,
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I wanted to be this. I felt like all my
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prayers had minute. I got to come home, but it
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really won't like come home and you think you're going
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right back to your home, and I didn't. You know,
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don took custody of Luther, my mom had custody of me.
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We were all together, but we won't together. And I
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remember like having to carry that guilt with me for
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a while, which I already had feeling like I broke
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my family apart and going through all.
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This despite their reassurances. Raymond couldn't shake the feeling that
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Donna and Tammy resented him for his role in their arrests.
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They were sitting there in jail. I'm sure they were
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probably sitting there at times and thinking, what in the
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hell is Raymond talking about? Why would he why would
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his little ass be out in there fucking lying on us? Like,
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because that's how I would feel. It gives you a
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different perspective of it.
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I guess.
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I just think that every kid in your shoes would
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have done the same thing. I think that's just I mean,
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it's happened again and again. You know what if you
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for worse torture, you know, a kid, the kids eventually,
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just every kid is going to tell the adult what
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they want to hear.
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You know, it's not it's not you.
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It's all children and adults too. Adults when they were
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waterboarding them guys over there at uh Anamo Bay, when
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they were over there waterboarding them Muslims. Not all that
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intel is a Bible like they know that. Like so
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like it gives you a different view on things. Like
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I said, it's just a bit trust issue thing. So
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from seven years old, my head's been full of double
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worshiping killers, cannibalism, sexual misconduct. I was submerged in that
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type of atmosphere. People they just want to go off
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and tell off what they hear. So trust is like
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a big issue with me because i had trust broken
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at a very early age, and I've seen how the
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system could be corrupt, and I think, you know, like
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sometimes I think about it and I'm like, what if
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Barbara Bass really did have good intentions even though I
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was their first hand and seeing the fucked up side
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of it. But like in the back of my mind,
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I'm like, well, maybe, you know, maybe it was just
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something that kind of like, you know, one thing led
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to another, led to another, lad to another.
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It was this chain of events, and when he first
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came home from foster care, he had a love for her.
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I don't know if they call it stockson.
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That's Raymond's mom, Tammy, talking about his conflicted feelings for
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Barbara Bass. Stockholm syndrome is where hostages form emotional bonds
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with their captors.
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You know, I'd get so angry, you know, but I
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knew it was his faults, and I just I don't
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know how long it took it took him to get
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over that, But you know, maybe a year or so
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he got you know, the hatred of them started coming
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out little by little, and.
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Then part of me goes, well, what if it was
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all like some kind of big scam. You think about
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every scenario. When there's a question mark and you don't
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know the answer, you start putting anything in there for
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an answer, to see what fits. Affects everything I'm uh,
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the way I interact with people, just everything I'm really
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It's affected my life a lot. I don't I don't
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care for strangers. I like I like being around big
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like crowds, but I didn't finish high school. Driving down
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the street going to work, somebody on the side of
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the street stranded, I don't want to stop. I don't
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want to be that person to involve myself. I want
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to stop. I want to pull over and get out
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and say, hey, man, are y'all all right? Y'all need
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to use a cell phone? You need some waters? I
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got back here in the truck. Can I give you
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a ride into town? But I never stopped for him
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because I don't want to be involved in anybody, you
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know that's outside of my circle.
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I left my conversation with Raymond feeling just so sad
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he's a broken man. When all the charges were dropped
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in the Kelly Wilson case, Folks and Gilmert were left
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to sort through the wreckage. Scott Leefford went back to
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private practice. Caseworkers A Gore and Debbie Minshew resigned from CPS.
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Connie Martin, the one time witness, moved down to Special
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Investigator Brooks Flags Christian Retreat in Louise. This place called
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the Shepherd's Rest. A local news reporter tracked down Connie
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at the Shepherd's Rest and East Texans were in for
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yet another shock.
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Martin asked to be interviewed without Flag present. She said
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she had something important to say.
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I'll just come out and tell you what it is.
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Because the Kelly Wilson thing is not true.
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Martin says she was coerced into confessing to taking part
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in Kelly Wilson's murder and tricked into leveling murder accusations
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against other family members and friends along with Gilmour police
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sergeant James Brown.
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They's practically tell me what was said, and I would
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say that it didn't happen. They'd say yes it did,
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and I would say no, it didn't. I keep pressure
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me and say, no, I know what did happen.
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Brooks Flag had a lot to worry about, as did
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the other members of the special prosecutors team. Shane Phelps,
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the Assistant Attorney General for the State of Texas, was
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threatening to turn the tables and file criminal charges against them.
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Here's Shane, And.
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Ultimately I subpeeded all of them to the grand jury
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and told them that they were targets of the grand
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jury because I was seriously contemplating and dining them for
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official oppression because it was so wrong what they did.
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So I didn't do that one.
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Because this had been this whole satanic nonsense, had been
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such a distraction that nobody was devoting any resources to
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finding Kelly Wilson. It was nobody. I knew that if
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I had indicted them, and I could have indited it,
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and I could have convicted it. There's no question in
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my mind that if I had done that, then that
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would have been the story. That's what people would have
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been talking about. That's where all of our resources would
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have been devoted. And I didn't want that. I wanted to
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see if we could find Kelly Wilson and get some
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answers for the parents. So I made the decision not to.
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I've gone back and forth over the years. I guess
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it was so outrageous. It would have been a good
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thing for I think everything to have been aired in
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court so the public could have seen what an operation
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this investigation was, and they would have been as angry
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as that was, because we could have put experts on
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the stand about interrogation techniques, and there's not a single
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person with any kind of expertise in police interrogation tactics
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who would not have said that was so far beyond acceptable.
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The Lifeer team had narrowly avoided criminal prosecution. James Brown
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tried a different tack. Just two months after the charges
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against Sergeant Brown were dropped, he filed a civil lawsuit
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against Special Prosecutor Scott Leifford and the members of the team,
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alleging malicious prosecution. James Brown told the news media that
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Gilmer residents were shunning him in the streets. His reputation
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was destroyed.
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I always thought Jians was sort of a black and
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white kind of guy, but not a whold on a
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gray Keith Fields betrayed by the justice system, not only
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with what happened with the accusation but then what happened
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when he tried to go redress what had happened in
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his civil lawsuit.
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This is James Brown's attorney, David Moore.
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When the charges were dismissed, we filed, along with Andy Tyndall,
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lawyer over in Tyler, a civil rights lawsuit against Lafford's
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law firm, Bag's Flag, Gore Minshew, and the court reached
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the decision that because the Flags and Bag were acting
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under the color of law enforcement, that they had qualified immunity,
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as did Goren Minshew and poured us out in federal
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court saying that we can get over the qualified immunity hump,
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I think we did. You know, I disagree with the
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judge's decision in that deal. But yeah, it's just it's
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just a shame, just a shame.
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Here's James Brown.
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That's what can be done to them.
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They're wrongdoings.
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Being held accountable, they slip through the cracks, you know.
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So it's like old opening Pandora's box on the justice
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system if they are held accountable, and they don't want
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to do that.
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And that's the sad part about it.
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And my feelings are, you know, like I said, they
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should have done something to those people. But the way
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the system is set up, they have immunity to certain things.
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You know, no matter if they lie.
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Or falsify stuff for hurt people, they don't care and
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they go on about their little lives. And I don't
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believe that that's the way the justice system was set up.
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The beach.
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I believe that you tail the truth, and the truth
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is the truth.
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And I've always believed that.
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How big of a problem is qualified immunity in protecting
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bad actors.
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I think it's a huge problem. And you know, you
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see a lot of discussions about on the federal level
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of removing that qualified immunity that cops have to lawsuits.
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One thing that really shocked me talking to the boy
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who was subjected to the holding technique, Raymond is long.
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Tammy said, So she.
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Thirty years later, still can't get a decent job, can't
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afford car.
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She walks from her apartment where she rents.
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A room, to the nearest gas station and just runs
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the deep fryer every day.
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And she, you know, every time she applies for a job,
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like even.
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To be a lunch lady at the school, is say like, oh,
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you're great, you know, like we can't wait to.
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Work with you. We just have to run a background check.
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And then they run the background checks, they find out
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that she has these hot molestation charges.
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She never hears another.
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Word from them, So it's really I mean, it's just
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ruined her life for decades.
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Right, it's a stigma that you can't get passed.
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I mean, is there anything that can be done for
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these people at this point?
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I'll tell you what. Next time you talk to her,
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have her call me. I'll be glad to talk to
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her and say there's something we can do to help her,
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because that ought not be a cloud still following her.
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Thirty years later, I passed along David's message to Tammy.
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When she called his law firm, she was told it
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would cost six thousand dollars to clear her record, So
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she'll keep walking to work at the gas station. Some
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folks are just too poor for justice. As for Kelly Wilson,
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missing since January fifth, nineteen ninety two, she's still out there.
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It bugs me, thirty years later what happened. It bugs
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me for James's sake and his family. It bugs me
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for Kelly's sake and her family because I think I
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think that they damaged what should have been a real
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investigation into her disappearance, and I think it got sidetracked
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for years as a result of these with these guys
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and gals did and it's just it's a shame. It's
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a shame.
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Sergeant Brown never returned to the Gilmer Police Force. His
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days as a cop were done. He eventually found work
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as a prison guard his life. Penny had stood by
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his side when he was accused of kidnapping and murdering
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Kelly Wilson, but the legal ordeal changed him. Here's Penny, Well.
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It's pretty much made him feel insecure, angry. He was
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a nervous wreck. I think he felt lost, you know,
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it's just terrible. He was on medication, an I depressant.
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He saw a psychiatrist and we both saw a counselor
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together to try to deal with all the emotions of
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what had happened and how it was affecting this. He
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was on a lot of medication and then he had
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that many stroke.
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Several years after the charges were dropped, James and Penny
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Brown got divorced, and as I learned from poking around Gilmer,
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a lot of these Texans still believe he's guilty.
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That's the bad part of it at all. You know,
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sometimes people.
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Want to believe alive and the truth because the truth
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isn't near as fantastic.
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I think it's still like that to this day.
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Yeah, they rather believe a lie.
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Than believe the truth. You know, that's treating I just
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get to the point of not won't even talk about
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it because it's not about me. It's about Robbie and
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his daughter finding hurt.
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Despite all he's been through and all the time that's
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gone by, James Brown still believes Kelly Wilson will be found.
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He believes that someday Kelly's parents will have closure.
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There's several suspects that are still open. Not everything lies
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at one door until you find the final key.
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You know.
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That's that's more or less objective investigation. You don't draw
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a conclusion to one person in see you know for
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a fact that person is person.
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You know what they say.
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Nowadays, there's persons.
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Of the interests will in this case, there's Saberle.
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Them the case of a missing girl got lost. In
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all the hysteria, Kelly is still out there somewhere with
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the satanic panic a distant memory. I want to Know
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What Really Happened to Kelly Wilson. Deviltown is a production
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of Imperative Entertainment. It was written and created by me
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Wes Ferguson. Executive producer is Jason Hoak. Audio engineering and
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editing by Shane Freeman and Jason Hoak. Original score is
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by Robert Ellis, recording by Austin Sisler at east Side Studios.
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