OM DENNE EPISODE
A place meant to offer safety, trust, and spiritual guidance can sometimes become the setting for profound harm. For survivors of clergy abuse, the journey toward healing can involve years of silence, confusion, shame, and questions that are difficult to share.
In this deeply personal episode of Beyond the Draft, host Imma welcomes Sandy Phillips Kirkham, author, speaker, and advocate for survivors of clergy abuse, to discuss her experience, the lasting effects of abuse, and the courage it takes to reclaim one's voice.
Sandy experienced abuse by her church's youth minister when she was a teenager. It took decades for her to speak openly about what happened. Today, she uses her story to raise awareness, help people recognize manipulative behaviors, and remind survivors that the abuse was not their fault.
Together, we explore the dynamics of grooming, gaslighting, guilt, and control, as well as the reasons survivors may struggle to come forward. Sandy also reflects on writing about a deeply personal experience, the role of support in healing, and the importance of helping survivors move toward a future that is not defined by what happened to them.
This is a conversation about truth, accountability, compassion, and the possibility of healing after profound betrayal.
In this episode, we explore:
- Sandy's experience of clergy abuse and its lasting impact.
- Why survivors may wait years or decades before speaking out.
- How grooming, gaslighting, and manipulation can undermine trust and self-belief.
- Why survivors may feel guilt or blame themselves for the abuse.
- The challenges of sharing a deeply personal story through writing.
- The importance of support, understanding, and survivor-centered care.
- Finding the courage to speak up and advocate for others.
- Hope, recovery, and the possibility of rebuilding life after trauma.
About Sandy Phillips Kirkham
Sandy Phillips Kirkham is an author, speaker, and advocate committed to raising awareness about clergy abuse and its lifelong effects. Through her personal story and advocacy, she helps audiences understand manipulation, recognize the importance of trusting their instincts, and find encouragement in the journey toward healing.
Her story, Stolen Innocence, was featured in a documentary produced by The Hope of Survivors. She has also spoken before the Ohio Senate and participated in survivor-support conferences and advocacy panels.
Learn More:
Website: http://www.sandyphillipskirkham.com
Book preview: https://sandyphillipskirkham.com/book-preview-let-me-prey-upon-you/
A Note for Listeners:
This episode discusses clergy abuse and trauma, which may be distressing for some listeners. Please take care of yourself while listening and consider reaching out to a trusted support person or qualified professional if you need help.
A Question to Reflect On:
What would change if every survivor knew they could speak their truth, be believed, and seek healing without carrying the blame for what happened to them?
If this conversation resonates with you, share it thoughtfully with someone who may benefit from hearing Sandy's message. Follow Beyond the Draft for more honest conversations about the stories, struggles, and breakthroughs that shape who we become.
Your words have power. Your story matters. Keep writing.
