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Why do I end up like this?
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Waiting by the.
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Phone like you'll call me again I've been down low
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ever since And I don't know how long it's been
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Days pass by like it's hours.
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For more than 10 years, the Pendleton quadruple murderers have
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left a family searching for answers. And just when it
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seemed like justice was finally being served, the case has
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taken another shocking turn. Major evidence has been thrown out.
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Ross Velarde's trial has been put on hold, and Amy
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Velarde is fighting to overturn her conviction. But tonight, there's
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a story that goes far beyond what happened in the courtroom.
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We're joined by Amy's daughter, Savannah, who has come forward
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with heartbreaking allegations of years of sexual abuse at the
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hands of Ross. Savannah has lived through things that no
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child should ever have to experience, and tonight she's choosing
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to share her story with incredible grace, courage, and dignity.
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We'll talk about the latest developments in the murder case,
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but more importantly, we're giving Savannah the opportunity to speak,
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to be heard, and to tell her story in her
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own words. Because sometimes the most powerful part of a
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story isn't what happens inside a courtroom. It is the
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voice of someone who has carried that pain for years.
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This is Troubling Truths. I'm Sherry. Along with me is
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Pauline and Benna. Tell us about this wedding, because you
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were telling us this other day, I didn't know you
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had this creative side about you.
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I had the honor and the privilege to be allowed
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to create all the decor for the wedding from the
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arches to the centerpieces to the bouquets to the boutonnieres
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to the corsages i got to i got to just
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puke ninit love in it so i'm kind of excited
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to see it all come together the test comes to
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tomorrow when we set up for the.
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Rehearsal that's amazing pauline didn't you decorate your daughter's wedding
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as well.
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Yes, for Brianna's, I helped make all the flowers and
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my husband actually made the arch. We set it up
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and I decorated it in the middle of the freaking
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wedding because nobody else helped. So I was out there
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by myself standing on the toolbox of a truck decorating
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this arch.
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And now I just put thoughts into building an arch
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for my yurt. I'm gonna have an arch with some
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blingy bling hanging down on it.
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Hey, Savannah.
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Hi, Savannah. Welcome to the podcast. We're so happy you're here.
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Thank you guys for having me.
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Look at the precious baby.
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I told you guys she was just the sweetest, precious
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little thing ever.
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Let me spotlight her real quick. Oh, she is so cute.
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I'm a little shy. She's a little shy. Yeah. My
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other baby is right here next to me.
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Oh, you're doing all the mommy stuff.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, yeah. Definitely.
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I love it. I just became a great grandmother.
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Oh, congratulations.
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Thank you. So excited. I'm going to probably be hogging
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some baby loves this weekend at this wedding.
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Oh, yes. Oh, yes. I love baby love. Baby love
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is the best love you can receive.
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Baby love is pure love.
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It is.
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It is.
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I'm so excited.
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They are precious, Savannah. I am so glad that you
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got to join us. You just be free to jump in,
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jump out, whatever you want to do. We just got started.
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What I really wanted to do is just kind of
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talk about the bombshells that happened today and what's going
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on and how pissed off everybody is. Just so you know,
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we are a little cussers on this thing. So if
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your baby's ears need to be plugged.
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Oh, that's, that's, that's okay. She's, she's, she just... She's
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starting to learn how to
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talk, but she's not copying
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what we say or anything. Okay.
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Oh, she will.
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Yeah, she will. Eventually. We've got to watch our mouths eventually.
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Listen, when my daughter was three years old, we were
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at my mom and dad's, and my dad was a preacher.
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And Missy did something, and she said, sit. And my
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daddy looked at me. He said, monkey see, monkey do.
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I was like, daddy, sit. Shit is my byword. I
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do not know what to tell you. I stomp my toe.
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I say shit. I hit my hand. I say shit.
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The child hears me say shit a lot.
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Don't worry. We are not synced around here, but we
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definitely try to keep it around PG-13.
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Well, we're so glad that you're joining us. I just
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wanted to kind of open the segment up with what
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has happened recently. This week, because it is a total
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bombshell and it's not good for us, not for the
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people that are on the sides.
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Of the victims.
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So just to catch everyone up, if you've not listened
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to our previous episode, we did go through the whole
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timeline of the quadruple murders of Savannah's grandparents, great-grandma and
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her step-great-grandma.
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And we did.
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Play a pretty large piece about what Savannah had come
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out and talked about.
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And we'll probably.
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Discuss that on this episode as well, because we are
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really here to hear Savannah's side of the story because
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she's lived it and she knows it and she knows
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these people. And we want to get the inside information
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from Savannah. But before we get started, in 2015, her
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family members were brutally murdered in Anderson County, South Carolina.
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Earlier this year, her mother, Amy, was convicted on all
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four murders and sentenced to four life sentences. Amy's husband, Ross,
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which was Savannah's stepdad, was scheduled to stand trial on
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August 12th of this year, which was just a couple
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days ago. And just days before the trial, a judge
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excluded major evidence prosecutors intended to use against him.
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His trial was postponed, prosecutors filed.
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An appeal, and Ross's attorney are requesting bond for him
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to get out of jail. Today, as of October 15th,
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Ross was scheduled for another bond hearing. Meanwhile, Amy is
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appealing her own conviction, raising the possibility of another trial. Tonight, Savannah,
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Amy's daughter, joins us to discuss these developments and share
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her personal story, including serious allegations of sexual abuse she
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has made against Ross. So the bombshell evidence, let's just
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get into that. On October 9th, the defense challenged search
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warrants used to search the single wide mobile home where
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Ross and Amy lived. The four murder victims were discovered
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in a separate double wide residence on the same property.
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And Judge Murrell ruled that investigators lacked sufficient probable cause
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for the challenge search because they lived in two different residences.
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That's why he's trying to throw out the evidence. Because
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there were four bodies found in Savannah's grandparents' mobile home.
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Does it give them right or warrant to search Amy
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and Ross's mobile home is what the judge is saying
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and why they're trying to throw out this evidence. This evidence,
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in my mind, is crucial for this case to go forward. Also,
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they had approximately $ 68, 000 in cash in Ross and Amy's
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trailer that was was discovered while they were doing the
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search on their property. But what's crucial about this is
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the serial numbers from the cash from Savannah's grandfather. It's
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the same serial numbers as what they found in Ross's
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mobile home. And this is crucial evidence as well because
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it shows it came from Savannah's grandfather's house and it
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was his money and they had the money in their house.
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Another thing is the text messages between Amy and Ross
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about their financial struggles and
their issues during the time
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that they didn't have money to pay certain bills. And
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then all of a sudden they show up with $ 68, 000
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cash kind of shows the motive of why they wanted
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to murder Savannah's family. And then the last thing that
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they're trying to throw out, which is a major piece
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of evidence, in my opinion, is Ross's shoes. Ross says,
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was shown wearing, I think they were A6 tennis shoes.
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There were blood patterns inside of Savannah's grandparents' house that
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matched his sneakers. Later, there was video evidence at a,
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I guess it was like a hot spot or a
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quick trip or some kind of convenience store where he
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was shown going in and buying beer and he had
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those same shoes on. And now they're trying to throw
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that evidence out. So those are four major pieces of
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the case that's really holding this whole thing together. Without that,
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it really frightens me that they might not get a
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conviction and may even overturn Amy's conviction. With that being said,
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you know, we wanted to talk to Savannah and get
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her perspective of what she thinks is happening as far
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as what happened today. Welcome to the show, Savannah. Thank
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you again for joining us. Do you want to just
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tell us a little bit about yourself?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Hi.
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Hello, everybody. My name is Savannah. Savannah Hillary now, not
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Savannah Thomas. I recently just got married. This is my daughter.
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Her name is Ina, and I just had my second
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daughter July 11th of this year. So three months.
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Congratulations on all of the above.
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Thank you. Thank you. Yeah, I just recently got married.
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I believe I have found the love of my life.
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And he's a big protector. And he definitely does not like...
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that there is a possibility of Ross getting on bond.
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He does not.
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Like that whatsoever. I don't think anybody is down with that. Nobody.
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Did they toss anything out this week? I had heard
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that they tossed the trailer out, the single wine.
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So the warrant that they had, it was only for
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the 2217, which was the double wad. The single wad
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was the 2219, and they didn't have a search warrant
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for that. But they searched all of the trailers on
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the property, which I guess that is the only thing
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that Ross's attorney kind of has over us right now.
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is because there wasn't a search warrant for 2219. It
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was only for 2217. And even though it was still
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on the same property, they didn't have a search warrant
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for 2219.
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So they threw that evidence out.
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And the shoes? The shoes... Did they throw that out?
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I believe that they threw that out.
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Now, I'm not sure about the footage, but I know
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that any circumstantial evidence, they basically threw out most of it.
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And my mom, she has already appealed. She has already
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appealed since she has been sentenced. So that's how I
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know that her and Ross have something planned. They know
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the system. They know what they're doing. So I know
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that they know their ways into it. Sure. They are
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very smart. They are smart, but they are smart for
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the wrong reasons.
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So let me say this. Whenever they got the phone records,
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when the law got the phone records, that is via
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a warrant and a judge has to sign off on it.
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That is not, in my opinion, circumstantial. That is factual.
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This is conversations about we're broke. Even though you might
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not have the evidence of, the money in the safe
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and the money in the safe and the pictures from
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both locations, you still have broke ass people paying a
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big money out.
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Right.
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So I think that's factual. Exactly.
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Just weeks before they weren't able to pay these off.
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So how come just, just so
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How is that even possible?
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Yeah.
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I think that getting convictions is based on facts and evidence.
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Even though you don't get to admit the evidence of
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the actual money, the other facts are presented in the messages,
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in the receipts. That man that was the landlord of
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the grooming shop, he... was meticulous in his documentation. So
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there are still facts on the table. I'm not totally
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disheartened about it because I've been in contact with Pam
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for many years and we've always said God is bigger
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than the evil that is sent to destroy us. And
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I absolutely feel like there are still very substantial facts
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on the table.
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Yes. There's some things like even though When I was
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nine years old, I remember some parts, but there are
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some parts that I don't remember. And what I can
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tell you from my personal standpoint of how they both are,
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I definitely can tell you that they are both capable
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of doing this crime. They both are willing to do
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this crime. I know both of them personally, and it
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doesn't bring any doubt in my mind that they are
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both guilty. So I feel as since my mom's already
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been convicted, they definitely have to convict Ross because I
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feel like they just have way more evidence on Ross
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than they do my mom. They have way more.
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I agree with that. It does feel like they do
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have way more evidence.
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But does it worry you that they might, if they
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are throwing all this evidence out and Ross gets away
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with it and then they overturn your mom's conviction?
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I've thought about that. I've, I've been in deep thought
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about that, and that's how I know they planned this.
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Because how did my mom already know how to appeal
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to this before we even knew what was going to
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happen in this bond hearing? So we don't know what's
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going to happen, but most people are leaning towards he
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might be getting the bond that he wants.
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But I think that filing an appeal is just a
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natural order of things once you're convicted.
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You're going to file a court room. Yeah.
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If you want to, I'm sure before the ink was dry,
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all your Lori was getting that appeal.
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And my mother actually, she reached out to me, um, recently, recently. And, um,
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it was early September. I made an account with the
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prison messaging system because apparently the prisoners can have tablets
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on like certain times throughout the day. Like if they're
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not working and, um, So I made one and she
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used some of her credits to text me. And from
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what I see, she's not taking any accountability. She still
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feels like she's innocent, which I think that's a show.
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She's trying to put on a show so people will
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believe that Ross is innocent. And it's just the way
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my mom thinks, like you would have to sit down
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and talk to her And have a conversation with her
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to understand how she thinks. And it would have to
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be over a certain amount of years too. Because she
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changes each and every time you talk to her. She's
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a different person. She has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder.
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She's been diagnosed with narcissism. She says that my grandmother
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had narcissism. But I don't believe that whatsoever. Because... I
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feel like a narcissist wouldn't do that to a narcissist.
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I feel like my grandma wasn't a narcissist. My grandma
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was a very kind-hearted person. I remember her being cheap,
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but she hated cameras. She hated cameras. She was the
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sweetest woman, but she never liked her photo being taken.
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I remember that. She would always hide. And it breaks
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my heart to this day. I still think, even though
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I've healed a lot from my situation, It still takes me,
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especially when I'm just sitting here and I'm alone
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my girls and it's just us and my husband's at work.
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I'm sitting here. I'm thinking to myself, like, man, what
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if my mom didn't do this? Like, what if she
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took a different path? Because I wouldn't be where I
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am right now. I wouldn't have my girls. So I'm
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not saying that I'm grateful for everything that happened, but
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I definitely thank God for how everything played out. I
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thank God that I have my girls and my husband now.
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And even if it didn't play out like this, I
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would have loved to have my grandparents in my life
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because I know any kids I would have had, I
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know that they would have, oh my gosh, spoiled them
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with so much love. And it's so sad to me
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because I look back at the crime scene photos and
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our toys were sitting out on the coffee table.
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Yeah.
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They were out. They were ready to see us. That's
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how I know this was a planned and very calculated plan. Like,
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they had to sit down for hours talking about this.
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This wasn't like, oh, yeah, bae, let's go do this
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right here, right now. This is the perfect chance. No,
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they sat down. They were like, Halloween would be the
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best night to do this because everybody's trick-or-treating. That's the
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best night. Like, if I'm thinking like my mom thinks,
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that's how she would think.
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Mm-hmm.
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If I'm thinking how Ross thinks, that's how he'd think.
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They're very cold and calculated people. And I wish people,
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no matter what front that they put on, I wish
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people would understand that, hey, look, look at these people. Like, yes,
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like how Ted Bundy was, like how all these women
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would send him a bunch of letters. And they were
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flaunting over him, basically. That's basically how my mom and Ross...
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have this persona that they put on like, hey, we're
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not bad people. We're good people. But they're not. It's
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a persona. It's always a persona. And I've gotten that
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persona my whole life, especially when me and my mom
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went out in public. My mom would put on this persona.
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My mom behind closed doors was not the same Amy.
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She's not the same Amy. And that's why she was
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diagnosed with bipolar. And I believe Ross also has that.
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I believe both of them are narcissistic and have bipolar.
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And I think they both, once they both came together,
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they kind of just fed into each other. And it just,
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everything took a dark turn.
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Oh, my gosh. I have so many questions.
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So how was your mom different behind closed doors than
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she was in public? Just like a totally different person
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or what?
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So she... know her, and I can probably imitate her,
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especially when I get mad. When I get mad, I'm
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just like my mom, and I hate that about me.
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I hate that so much, and that's why I need
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the Lord in my life. So— I don't feed into
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those negative thoughts, those negative feelings.
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I'm glad you realize that.
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Exactly. Exactly. Some people don't have enough discernment to know, like,
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I need to get my life right.
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I need.
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And it breaks.
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Once you do, once you literally, once you in the
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moment go, okay, stop. you see it and that is
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growth and that is beautiful. I'm proud that you realize
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at a young age, I wish I would have realized
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that I was crazy as hell.
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See, and that's another thing. I think I grew up
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way too fast. And now that I'm older, I have
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childlike tendencies to me. So like, I'll be watching cartoons
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with both my babies. We'll just all three be sitting
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here watching cartoons. We, we are, I still feel my
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child side because I didn't get to have a childhood.
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After nine years old, I did not have no childhood.
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My grandparents gave me my childhood. My mother didn't. She
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took my childhood. And ever since then, my whole life,
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I've always been... I was one of those kids, I
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would listen for your footsteps. I would listen to hear
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if you're in the kitchen. I'm listening for your footsteps.
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That's how cautious... and scared I was of.
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My mom and Ross.
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Always on alert.
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How long did Ross live with you and your mom?
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So I met Ross when I was around five or
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six years old. It's either one of those ages. And
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I know my brother Brady, he was two. I know
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he was two. I know Brady now, he's turning 16
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next April. So.
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He's getting up there. He's about to turn 18, not
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too far from now. But he's lived with my... He's
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known my mom. He's known my mom, I think, since
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I was four turning five, I believe.
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So he didn't know her as well as you did.
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Right.
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Right.
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Right.
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So I knew my grandparents... And I knew Ross way
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more than Brady did because Brady was like just born.
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He was a baby, baby. I still remember him. Brady
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was such a cute little boy with those big old ears.
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Not to get off topic, but I remember when I
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was younger, I was so mean to my brother. I
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was so mean to him. And I fully believe that
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was because Ross and my mom, they were so mean
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to us that I felt like I had to take
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my anger out on my brother. And I realized that's
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messed up. That is so messed up of me. Why
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would I do that to my little brother? And my
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little brother, he would show signs that he was mentally
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not there either. He started beating on animals. He started
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I don't want to spill my brother's business, but I know,
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I hope and I pray that he's grown since then.
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But when we were younger, we both were, we would
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chase each other with knives. Like, it was crazy. It
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was literally craziness. There's so many stories that I have. Like,
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I probably couldn't even tell you in one session.
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Because this was after the murders? Yes.
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Um, yes, this was after, after the murders.
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So before the murders, it sounds like y'all had a
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really good childhood.
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Oh yeah.
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Oh yeah.
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Did it change when Ross came into the picture?
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Yes.
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So what's so funny is that my mom actually had
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two boyfriends at the time, Ross and Kevin. I remember
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Kevin had kids and Ross, he was single. And my
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mom took me to meet both of them, me and
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my brother to meet both of them. And I remember
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I liked Kevin and I liked his daughters. But it
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was so crazy. My mom came to me and asked me,
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so which one would you want to be your dad,
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Kevin or Ross? And I said, Ross. And only because Ross,
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he bought my love, basically. He would buy stuff. And
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I was like, as a little kid, you're not thinking like, oh,
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he's a bad person. He shouldn't be buying my love.
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He was buying my love. I was a little kid.
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He would buy me, like, I think he bought me
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a PS3. Like, he bought me a DS. It was
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a bunch of things that he would do to try to, like,
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come into my life. And now that I think back
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at it, it's so manipulative because I feel like the whole.
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Well, you were a child.
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Yeah, exactly.
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Yeah, I mean, you were a child, so— you would
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not have seen manipulation. You were an innocent child.
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Right. I was, I was five, six. Like that's when
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I really started to get to know him. And like
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as a kid, I, but I remember my mom coming
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to me and saying, Savannah, would you rather Kevin be
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your dad or Ross? And I said, Ross. And I
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feel like it's my fault that I said Ross. If
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I said Kevin, would my mom chose
Kevin? Like, I
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don't know. That's just how I think as an adult today,
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because I think back to all the little incidents that
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may have been my fault. I think back to those.
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You were a child. None of it was your fault.
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None of it. You were just a pawn.
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I mean, even the way that they used you guys
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against the grandparents, you were a pawn. It was none
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of it. Girl, let that guilt go because you were
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a child. Look at your baby. You're two babies right there.
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It's anything that happens with you right now, their fault
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on any level. And you have to absolutely let that
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go because your heart deserves that. Your heart deserves that.
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You're a kid.
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Right.
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Go hug your kid. Go hug your inner kid. Your
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inner kid needs your hug.
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So Savannah, have you had a relationship with your brother
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since all this passed? It sounds like maybe it's a
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little bit estranged.
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So... My mother. So. Backstory. I ran away from my
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mother's house in 2021. And I'm going to put. When
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I ran away from her. I have never seen my brother.
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Except for one visitation that we had. And I was
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in CPS care. And. I remember this encounter like it
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was yesterday. My brothers, they were 10 months. They were walking.
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My twin brothers, they were walking. That's Ross's children. They
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were walking. And I remember Brady, he was 10 and
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was so crazy. I ran away on his 10th birthday.
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And I think that's why my brother doesn't speak to
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me to this day. I think that is why he's
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mad at me Because even from Ross's side of the family,
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I've talked to a few of them. Because I lived
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with Ross's brother for a year after I got out
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of foster care. And Ross's brother cut all contact off
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with Ross. He did not. I wasn't going to live
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with him if they were in contact with him.
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So how did the brother feel? Did his brother feel
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like they were involved?
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Oh yeah, 100%. They brought their theories to me and
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I've been like, they've even turned in a gun to
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Anderson County and was like, hey, my brother gave me
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this on Christmas of that year. I don't know if
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it has anything to do with this crime, but I'm
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gonna turn this gun in anyways. So he turned that in.
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I don't know if it was ever found that it
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was used. I don't believe so, but they wanted to help.
488
00:28:34.000 --> 00:28:38.430
They wanted to be a part. They're very good people. Now,
489
00:28:38.779 --> 00:28:43.539
me and Ross's brother, we fell out. But that was
490
00:28:43.920 --> 00:28:47.079
due to personal issues, not because of the case. They
491
00:28:47.119 --> 00:28:52.940
are very good people. They believe 100% that Ross did this.
492
00:28:52.980 --> 00:28:58.920
Because even my aunt Alyssa, Ross's brother's wife, she said,
493
00:29:00.940 --> 00:29:04.799
that she 100% believes that he did this. Because just
494
00:29:04.859 --> 00:29:08.480
when they were younger, the way he acted around females,
495
00:29:08.539 --> 00:29:11.730
the way he was very, he was very aggressive about himself.
496
00:29:11.809 --> 00:29:16.170
Like you could tell that he, he could do something.
497
00:29:17.170 --> 00:29:19.289
He could do something to somebody and get away with
498
00:29:19.390 --> 00:29:21.609
it or try to get away with it. I mean,
499
00:29:22.190 --> 00:29:23.890
they got away with it for eight years.
500
00:29:25.200 --> 00:29:27.059
Savannah, I want to just back you up for a minute.
501
00:29:27.140 --> 00:29:32.049
So Before even the murders occurred, you were living with
502
00:29:32.089 --> 00:29:34.450
your mom, and this is before Ross was in the picture,
503
00:29:34.470 --> 00:29:37.349
and your mom was still living. Was your mom living
504
00:29:37.369 --> 00:29:39.349
on the same property as your grandparents?
505
00:29:39.369 --> 00:29:39.910
Yes.
506
00:29:40.059 --> 00:29:42.559
Were living with your mom? Or how did that play out?
507
00:29:42.859 --> 00:29:43.099
Yeah.
508
00:29:43.539 --> 00:29:47.789
So my grandparents lived in 2217. I lived in the
509
00:29:47.849 --> 00:29:50.690
trailer behind in the single lot of 2219.
510
00:29:50.690 --> 00:29:50.930
And I.
511
00:29:53.549 --> 00:29:57.380
We lived back there, me, Ross, my brother, and my mom.
512
00:29:57.599 --> 00:30:00.759
We all lived in the single wide. And the double
513
00:30:00.779 --> 00:30:09.900
wide was Gammy, which is Barbara, Violet, which was my great-grandmother, Kathy,
514
00:30:10.019 --> 00:30:15.869
my grandma, and then Mike, which is technically my step-grandfather,
515
00:30:15.950 --> 00:30:19.210
but I always knew him as my grandfather. Because my
516
00:30:19.250 --> 00:30:22.309
real grandfather, he died in 2001.
517
00:30:23.009 --> 00:30:24.710
So they were all living there.
518
00:30:25.029 --> 00:30:27.509
Did you stay with them a lot of the times
519
00:30:27.589 --> 00:30:30.210
when you were living with your mom? Because I watched
520
00:30:30.230 --> 00:30:33.339
your TikTok videos and it sounded like they were the
521
00:30:33.400 --> 00:30:35.299
ones that kind of raised you more than your mom did.
522
00:30:35.319 --> 00:30:39.400
Oh, yeah. My mom, she loved to party. She loved
523
00:30:39.440 --> 00:30:41.279
to go out. She loved to hang out with her friends,
524
00:30:41.339 --> 00:30:45.660
especially Christina. Her name is Christina Bassler. I think she
525
00:30:45.700 --> 00:30:48.180
changed her last name. I think she got married recently.
526
00:30:48.220 --> 00:30:50.289
But that was her best friend at the time. And
527
00:30:50.309 --> 00:30:53.380
she would go out and party together. She would throw
528
00:30:53.500 --> 00:30:57.200
me and my brother off onto my grandparents. But my grandparents,
529
00:30:57.220 --> 00:31:00.220
they were so loving. They never made us feel like
530
00:31:00.299 --> 00:31:03.440
we were a burden to them. Honestly, I thought it
531
00:31:03.480 --> 00:31:05.859
was a privilege to go over to my grandparents' house.
532
00:31:05.880 --> 00:31:09.619
I'm like, yay, we're going to grandma's. I remember grandma,
533
00:31:09.640 --> 00:31:13.789
she would send us outside. We would play for hours.
534
00:31:13.849 --> 00:31:15.509
But at the end of the day, we'd always have
535
00:31:15.589 --> 00:31:19.990
a home-cooked meal. It was the best. That was probably
536
00:31:20.009 --> 00:31:21.690
the best days of my life.
537
00:31:21.769 --> 00:31:22.150
Mm-hmm.
538
00:31:23.240 --> 00:31:24.369
Is when they were alive.
539
00:31:24.789 --> 00:31:28.150
Do you remember when your mom started using you against
540
00:31:28.190 --> 00:31:30.269
your grandparents and would not let you see them?
541
00:31:30.289 --> 00:31:36.289
I don't remember how it happened because you know how
542
00:31:36.329 --> 00:31:39.170
adults are, they keep, they try to keep things from
543
00:31:39.210 --> 00:31:40.490
the kids.
544
00:31:40.549 --> 00:31:42.490
I think they both said it was something that happened
545
00:31:42.549 --> 00:31:44.359
on the July 4th. Yeah.
546
00:31:44.490 --> 00:31:47.400
It was something about my mom being drunk, which I'm
547
00:31:47.440 --> 00:31:51.640
not surprised. Um, I don't even, I don't remember the
548
00:31:51.680 --> 00:31:55.059
last encounter I had with my grandma or my grandpa. Like,
549
00:31:55.079 --> 00:32:02.009
that's how sudden it was. But I remember seeing and
550
00:32:02.049 --> 00:32:04.470
hearing that people were saying that she was drunk on
551
00:32:04.529 --> 00:32:08.690
the 4th of July. And I knew that. My grandma
552
00:32:08.750 --> 00:32:12.789
had been sending, like, welfare checks to see if I
553
00:32:12.829 --> 00:32:16.589
was okay after the fact. After 4th of July. And
554
00:32:16.630 --> 00:32:18.829
trying to see if me and my brother were okay.
555
00:32:19.420 --> 00:32:22.779
That's why in that one video where you hear Ross say,
556
00:32:22.839 --> 00:32:27.829
I hope you die, they're talking about the welfare check
557
00:32:27.869 --> 00:32:34.150
that they called for me because Kathy, my grandma, was worried.
558
00:32:34.309 --> 00:32:35.930
She was like, I want to make sure that my
559
00:32:35.950 --> 00:32:41.309
grandbabies are okay. And I understand where she's coming from
560
00:32:41.329 --> 00:32:43.930
because as a mother, and I'm not a grandma yet,
561
00:32:44.109 --> 00:32:45.869
but as a mother, I want to know where my
562
00:32:45.890 --> 00:32:51.089
kid's at. So I understand that. And especially if my
563
00:32:51.109 --> 00:32:55.460
daughters grow up and actually my mother, I would understand
564
00:32:55.559 --> 00:32:59.140
why I would call CPS on them. Why if you're
565
00:32:59.200 --> 00:33:03.380
raising my grandchildren and you are not right in the head.
566
00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:08.450
I'm going to call CPS on you. And that's why
567
00:33:08.490 --> 00:33:11.269
I think my grandmother did it. Because she saw my
568
00:33:11.509 --> 00:33:13.329
mom was going crazy. She's crazy.
569
00:33:13.710 --> 00:33:17.569
So after they started having this dispute about you and
570
00:33:17.789 --> 00:33:21.839
your mom kind of used you guys against them, after
571
00:33:22.259 --> 00:33:26.940
some time, it sounds like they started reconciling and allowing
572
00:33:26.980 --> 00:33:28.900
you to see your grandparents some.
573
00:33:29.839 --> 00:33:31.160
Do you remember that at all?
574
00:33:33.220 --> 00:33:36.079
So the only time I remember, I don't think I
575
00:33:36.180 --> 00:33:38.700
ever saw them after the 4th of July. I don't
576
00:33:38.740 --> 00:33:40.619
think I ever saw them again. Okay.
577
00:33:41.059 --> 00:33:42.980
Even though you lived in the same yard, basically.
578
00:33:43.960 --> 00:33:44.240
Yeah.
579
00:33:44.519 --> 00:33:48.200
Because what they would do is they would send me
580
00:33:48.349 --> 00:33:53.150
and my brother over to Ross's parents' house. And we
581
00:33:53.170 --> 00:33:57.690
wouldn't be there. So the fact that we were there
582
00:33:57.710 --> 00:34:04.880
on Halloween, which was... basically my mom and Ross's honeymoon
583
00:34:05.240 --> 00:34:10.010
because they just got married and my, after they got married,
584
00:34:10.050 --> 00:34:14.630
cause they got married in Ross's backyard, Ross's mom's backyard. Sorry.
585
00:34:14.849 --> 00:34:18.610
There's so many thoughts going on in my head. Um,
586
00:34:18.769 --> 00:34:22.969
but they got married in his mom's backyard. We stayed there.
587
00:34:23.030 --> 00:34:26.489
So we didn't, after they left, we
stayed with his
588
00:34:26.550 --> 00:34:31.739
mom and, uh, his dad. So we stayed at, That location.
589
00:34:32.179 --> 00:34:35.159
And I don't remember seeing them until like a week later.
590
00:34:35.179 --> 00:34:39.110
I know some reports say, but me personally, like in
591
00:34:39.119 --> 00:34:42.280
my head, in my brain, what I remember is like,
592
00:34:42.389 --> 00:34:44.690
I don't remember seeing my mom and Ross for a week.
593
00:34:45.489 --> 00:34:48.190
And I believe during that week, they were plotting, they
594
00:34:48.230 --> 00:34:52.250
were planning. And if you go on my mom's Facebook page,
595
00:34:52.670 --> 00:34:57.269
she literally posted on October 31st, 2015, me and my
596
00:34:57.309 --> 00:35:02.250
brother in our Halloween costumes. And- It is crazy because
597
00:35:02.289 --> 00:35:05.849
that's the day that they say that the murders occurred.
598
00:35:05.909 --> 00:35:06.190
Right.
599
00:35:07.030 --> 00:35:14.719
So I think they deliberately, like I said earlier, they
600
00:35:14.780 --> 00:35:16.460
planned this out. They knew what they were doing.
601
00:35:16.480 --> 00:35:18.199
They were trying to establish an alibi.
602
00:35:18.460 --> 00:35:26.159
Exactly. Exactly. These people are cold, calculated. My mom watches
603
00:35:26.469 --> 00:35:32.800
straight crime show all the time. She knows. She knows
604
00:35:32.880 --> 00:35:35.639
how to cover up herself. She knows. And it's not
605
00:35:35.679 --> 00:35:39.199
even based on her watching crime shows. It's the fact
606
00:35:39.239 --> 00:35:43.190
that she's lived life so long that she knows how
607
00:35:43.230 --> 00:35:45.050
to get away with stuff because she's been doing it
608
00:35:45.090 --> 00:35:47.789
her whole life. She's hated her mom since she was
609
00:35:47.789 --> 00:35:50.070
18 because when she was 18 in 2001, September 12th
610
00:35:50.610 --> 00:35:58.960
is when her father died. And she blames her mom
611
00:35:59.000 --> 00:36:01.039
because her mom had to pull the plug because he
612
00:36:01.079 --> 00:36:04.909
was on life support. He was basically a vegetable. My
613
00:36:04.929 --> 00:36:07.789
mom blames her mom for that. And that's why ever
614
00:36:07.829 --> 00:36:09.469
since they never had a good relationship.
615
00:36:09.889 --> 00:36:13.630
So Halloween, you're at Ross's parents' house and you go
616
00:36:13.690 --> 00:36:18.070
trick-or-treating there. Do you remember trick-or-treating that night in their neighborhood?
617
00:36:18.150 --> 00:36:19.289
Or did you go trunk-or-treating?
618
00:36:20.219 --> 00:36:22.840
I do. I do remember that night. I remember we
619
00:36:22.880 --> 00:36:26.519
went to church together. And I remember, oh my gosh,
620
00:36:26.539 --> 00:36:30.119
this is crazy. See, I don't think, see, once you're
621
00:36:30.179 --> 00:36:32.929
asking me these questions, I'm really thinking into detail back.
622
00:36:33.679 --> 00:36:36.389
So this is good for me. This
is like therapy.
623
00:36:36.409 --> 00:36:37.090
Yes, it is.
624
00:36:37.170 --> 00:36:38.909
It's therapy.
625
00:36:40.150 --> 00:36:43.929
I remember we went trick-or-treating. I dressed up as like
626
00:36:43.969 --> 00:36:46.550
a vampire. I think my brother was like Superman or
627
00:36:46.690 --> 00:36:51.269
some Iron Man. He was some type of superhero. And
628
00:36:51.889 --> 00:36:56.659
we went out with Ross's sister. Sisters, both of his sisters.
629
00:36:56.719 --> 00:37:00.059
He has two sisters, Sarah Jane and Caroline. They're the
630
00:37:00.119 --> 00:37:03.539
sweetest people you will ever meet. Like, they're so sweet.
631
00:37:04.539 --> 00:37:07.550
And we went out with his mother. We went around,
632
00:37:07.570 --> 00:37:11.250
I think, their neighborhood for a few hours. And I
633
00:37:11.269 --> 00:37:14.429
remember we came back. We went to bed. Everything was normal.
634
00:37:14.849 --> 00:37:17.610
I didn't know. I thought my mom was on her
635
00:37:17.670 --> 00:37:20.230
honeymoon because that's what she said when she left us there,
636
00:37:20.670 --> 00:37:22.210
that she was going to go on her honeymoon.
637
00:37:22.230 --> 00:37:22.289
So.
638
00:37:24.510 --> 00:37:27.610
I didn't know that this was occurring. And now that
639
00:37:27.630 --> 00:37:30.329
I know that was occurring during that moment of when
640
00:37:30.389 --> 00:37:35.539
I was falling asleep, that's so mind-boggling to me.
641
00:37:36.059 --> 00:37:38.360
That this was happening, and it was just a normal,
642
00:37:38.460 --> 00:37:39.440
fun night for you.
643
00:37:39.460 --> 00:37:40.500
It was Halloween.
644
00:37:40.519 --> 00:37:42.840
You got to go trick-or-treating. You were having fun.
645
00:37:44.389 --> 00:37:47.210
And so you woke up the next morning, and did
646
00:37:47.349 --> 00:37:51.110
Ross and your mom show up at Ross's house that day,
647
00:37:51.130 --> 00:37:52.170
that morning, or what?
648
00:37:53.090 --> 00:37:57.510
I remember my mom, I think it was my mom
649
00:37:57.630 --> 00:38:02.769
and Ross. I believe it because I don't want to
650
00:38:02.809 --> 00:38:05.250
say something that's not true, but I believe it was
651
00:38:05.309 --> 00:38:06.949
my mom and Ross that came and got me and
652
00:38:06.989 --> 00:38:10.820
my brother from his parents' house. They brought us back.
653
00:38:11.800 --> 00:38:14.760
And then I remember, I think Ross left in the car.
654
00:38:14.780 --> 00:38:17.639
And then my mom got out of the car, me
655
00:38:17.960 --> 00:38:20.000
and my brother got out of the car. We went
656
00:38:20.059 --> 00:38:22.719
into the single wide, which is behind the double wide.
657
00:38:23.739 --> 00:38:26.719
And then my mom looked at me and said, I
658
00:38:27.539 --> 00:38:30.610
got a surprise for y'all. Y'all go into the room.
659
00:38:30.619 --> 00:38:34.199
I'll be right back. I remember her saying this to me.
660
00:38:34.750 --> 00:38:39.030
I remember that part. And then she went to my
661
00:38:40.210 --> 00:38:42.929
grandparents' house. You know, I'm a nosy kid, so I
662
00:38:42.929 --> 00:38:45.269
was looking through the windows. So I saw her go
663
00:38:45.349 --> 00:38:51.369
up to my grandparents' back door. All I remember is
664
00:38:51.389 --> 00:38:55.329
her running back and I remember her white socks were
665
00:38:55.409 --> 00:38:59.989
covered in some sort of reddish orange kind of color.
666
00:39:00.010 --> 00:39:02.369
I wasn't sure if it was blood or if it
667
00:39:02.389 --> 00:39:04.409
was the clay that was on the property because we
668
00:39:04.429 --> 00:39:07.929
have really red clay on the property that we lived
669
00:39:08.030 --> 00:39:11.250
at at the time. So I wasn't sure if it
670
00:39:11.269 --> 00:39:14.980
was blood or if it was the clay. But I
671
00:39:14.980 --> 00:39:17.639
remember seeing her socks and they were covered in something.
672
00:39:17.659 --> 00:39:19.989
And she told me and my brother, go hide in
673
00:39:20.010 --> 00:39:23.090
the closet in my room. And me and my brother,
674
00:39:23.170 --> 00:39:25.789
we hid in the closet. There's cat litter all over
675
00:39:25.809 --> 00:39:27.530
the place in the closet because I remember that's where
676
00:39:27.570 --> 00:39:31.579
I kept my cat cat litter box were you.
677
00:39:31.340 --> 00:39:33.219
Were you afraid or how were you feeling when your
678
00:39:33.239 --> 00:39:34.880
mom said go hide in the closet did you think
679
00:39:34.920 --> 00:39:36.000
something was wrong.
680
00:39:37.099 --> 00:39:42.280
So when she said that and what's so crazy is
681
00:39:42.300 --> 00:39:46.090
my mom she would feed my head with crazy ideas
682
00:39:46.170 --> 00:39:50.469
like You shouldn't love your grandma. She doesn't love you
683
00:39:50.530 --> 00:39:53.329
as much as I do. She would say all kinds
684
00:39:53.369 --> 00:39:56.449
of crazy stuff to me. And at that time, I
685
00:39:56.510 --> 00:39:59.500
wasn't scared. I'm going to be truthful. I wasn't scared.
686
00:40:01.880 --> 00:40:04.300
At the time, I trust my mom. That's my protector.
687
00:40:04.320 --> 00:40:09.300
That's my provider. I trust my mom. After we went
688
00:40:09.340 --> 00:40:12.889
in there, I remember I think the police came and
689
00:40:12.929 --> 00:40:15.590
talked to us. And then I think we went over
690
00:40:15.750 --> 00:40:19.869
to the next door neighbor's house, which I had some
691
00:40:19.909 --> 00:40:22.170
friends that lived over there. And my mom was friends
692
00:40:22.309 --> 00:40:24.289
with the people that lived there at the time.
693
00:40:25.389 --> 00:40:25.670
And I.
694
00:40:27.210 --> 00:40:35.250
Remember the mom, her name is Tricia. She's so sweet.
695
00:40:36.070 --> 00:40:40.780
She asked me, do you know what happened? I looked
696
00:40:40.820 --> 00:40:44.179
at this woman and I said, I don't know, but
697
00:40:44.199 --> 00:40:49.119
I think my grandparents are
dead. And I think that's okay.
698
00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:51.340
Like I was okay with it. Right.
699
00:40:53.469 --> 00:40:53.610
And.
700
00:40:54.250 --> 00:40:57.010
Cause your mom was grooming you and almost brainwashing you,
701
00:40:57.070 --> 00:40:57.269
I guess.
702
00:40:57.289 --> 00:41:01.230
Basically, basically. And I, it's not until I got older
703
00:41:01.369 --> 00:41:06.019
and whenever, until I realized it, it's, it's so crazy
704
00:41:06.039 --> 00:41:07.739
when you're a kid, you look up to your parents
705
00:41:07.780 --> 00:41:10.340
so much. Like those are your, those are your protectors.
706
00:41:10.380 --> 00:41:14.300
Those are your providers. Like, If anybody in the world
707
00:41:14.409 --> 00:41:16.349
other than God that is supposed to protect you is
708
00:41:16.369 --> 00:41:20.309
supposed to be your parents. The fact that she even
709
00:41:20.750 --> 00:41:23.130
treated me the way that she treated me, even after
710
00:41:23.150 --> 00:41:26.090
she went to jail, she would talk about, oh, yeah,
711
00:41:26.130 --> 00:41:28.099
I want to get out of here so I can
712
00:41:28.119 --> 00:41:33.659
see my boys. Never mentioned me. Never mentioned me. She's
713
00:41:33.699 --> 00:41:35.239
always favored her boys.
714
00:41:36.260 --> 00:41:36.900
I don't know why.
715
00:41:36.920 --> 00:41:38.579
And you're the oldest, right?
716
00:41:39.119 --> 00:41:40.070
Yes, I'm the oldest.
717
00:41:40.690 --> 00:41:42.190
That's gotta be hard as a child.
718
00:41:42.289 --> 00:41:45.110
And it is, you know, your mother saying that to you,
719
00:41:45.130 --> 00:41:48.230
you know, favoring another child.
720
00:41:48.250 --> 00:41:54.849
Yeah. And, um, I had a love hate relationship with
721
00:41:54.889 --> 00:41:57.210
my mom. I still love her, but it's to the
722
00:41:57.269 --> 00:41:59.630
point where like, you've done so much to me and
723
00:42:00.829 --> 00:42:04.010
to my family that it's like, I can't even accept
724
00:42:04.050 --> 00:42:06.809
you back into my life. Like she, in the message
725
00:42:06.849 --> 00:42:11.429
that she sent me through the prison system, um, messaging system.
726
00:42:11.869 --> 00:42:14.670
She said, I love you and I miss you. That's
727
00:42:14.710 --> 00:42:18.230
the first sentence that she said. And I feel like
728
00:42:18.269 --> 00:42:19.380
that's manipulation.
729
00:42:19.389 --> 00:42:23.639
Has she ever had a relationship with your children? Or
730
00:42:23.679 --> 00:42:25.000
has she been in jail?
731
00:42:25.019 --> 00:42:31.079
So, Lori, I haven't spoken to Lori ever since, but Lori,
732
00:42:31.260 --> 00:42:35.010
her lawyer, decided to show a picture of my babies
733
00:42:35.070 --> 00:42:37.309
to her without my permission. I didn't even know. So,
734
00:42:39.340 --> 00:42:43.019
she's seen what my babies are like. And she compared
735
00:42:43.039 --> 00:42:48.989
them to the twins. And I was kind of irked
736
00:42:49.159 --> 00:42:51.650
about that because those Ross's kids, I'm like, I don't
737
00:42:51.670 --> 00:42:56.809
want my babies looking at anything like Ross's kids. This
738
00:42:56.869 --> 00:42:57.090
is me.
739
00:42:57.349 --> 00:42:58.869
She's never met her grandchildren.
740
00:42:59.329 --> 00:43:03.230
Like, yeah, she's, she's seen them. She's, um, she knows
741
00:43:03.269 --> 00:43:05.449
about them. I don't know how much, because I know
742
00:43:05.469 --> 00:43:08.500
Christina is still talking to her. I know, that she
743
00:43:08.519 --> 00:43:11.699
has a friend named Miss D that still talks to her.
744
00:43:12.539 --> 00:43:14.860
I'm not sure how many people she messages overall, but
745
00:43:14.880 --> 00:43:17.030
I know those two people definitely are still in contact
746
00:43:17.070 --> 00:43:20.289
with her to this day. Me and Christina, we're still
747
00:43:20.510 --> 00:43:23.489
friends on Facebook. I don't know how she feels about me.
748
00:43:24.590 --> 00:43:27.929
Christina personally hasn't done anything to me, but I know
749
00:43:27.969 --> 00:43:30.730
Christina definitely is going back and telling stuff to my
750
00:43:30.789 --> 00:43:35.010
mom about me, which she can do that all she wants.
751
00:43:35.789 --> 00:43:36.349
I don't care.
752
00:43:36.369 --> 00:43:43.300
It's So Savannah, after the murders happened, obviously those were
753
00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:47.000
the closest people to you. What happened to you? Did
754
00:43:47.019 --> 00:43:49.099
your mom go to jail right away or was she
755
00:43:49.500 --> 00:43:51.280
out for a while? How long were you with your
756
00:43:51.320 --> 00:43:53.820
mom and where did you end up having to live?
757
00:43:53.840 --> 00:43:55.619
All right.
758
00:43:57.079 --> 00:44:01.280
So I lived with my mom the whole, not the
759
00:44:01.320 --> 00:44:03.889
whole eight years. I lived with her until 2021 when
760
00:44:03.909 --> 00:44:04.199
I was 15.
761
00:44:04.179 --> 00:44:04.300
So.
762
00:44:08.059 --> 00:44:10.320
From when the murders happened, I was nine all the
763
00:44:10.340 --> 00:44:18.820
way to 15. So that's when I lived with my mom.
764
00:44:18.840 --> 00:44:21.909
So that's a big chunk of my early childhood that
765
00:44:22.119 --> 00:44:24.989
I lived with her in mid-teens.
766
00:44:25.210 --> 00:44:29.829
Yeah, because they did not arrest them until eight years later.
767
00:44:29.969 --> 00:44:33.349
So that makes sense. So were you living with Ross
768
00:44:33.489 --> 00:44:33.989
and your mom?
769
00:44:34.909 --> 00:44:39.300
Yes, I was living in 2021 with them. And then
770
00:44:39.519 --> 00:44:44.059
April 9th, 2021 is when I ran away. I jumped
771
00:44:44.159 --> 00:44:47.840
out of, so I know where they live. I'm not
772
00:44:47.860 --> 00:44:50.280
going to expose the address or anything, but I know
773
00:44:50.300 --> 00:44:52.730
where they live. And where they live is kind of
774
00:44:52.750 --> 00:44:56.489
like a two-story house almost. My room was on this
775
00:44:56.530 --> 00:45:01.730
top story. I jumped down. to run away from these
776
00:45:01.769 --> 00:45:04.239
people because they tried to lock me in my room
777
00:45:04.780 --> 00:45:06.539
and take away my phone and tell me that I
778
00:45:06.559 --> 00:45:10.139
could not go anywhere or see anybody. After I told
779
00:45:10.199 --> 00:45:13.980
my mom that Ross had been raping me for three
780
00:45:14.019 --> 00:45:14.739
years of my life.
781
00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:19.250
So at what point, how did this start? Was he
782
00:45:19.309 --> 00:45:21.929
grooming you? Did he start coming into your room?
783
00:45:22.289 --> 00:45:26.510
How this started is so gross to me. It's so gross.
784
00:45:27.110 --> 00:45:29.699
He started coming to my room at night. It started
785
00:45:29.719 --> 00:45:31.480
when I was 12 years old. I remember I just
786
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:33.920
got my period. It was in September is when I
787
00:45:33.940 --> 00:45:36.820
got my period. I don't know what year, but I
788
00:45:36.820 --> 00:45:39.380
know I was 12. And when I was 12, that's September.
789
00:45:39.400 --> 00:45:43.699
I got my period for the first time. And when
790
00:45:43.719 --> 00:45:46.239
I got my period, that's when he started coming into
791
00:45:46.280 --> 00:45:50.849
my room at night. It started touching and feeling. And
792
00:45:50.869 --> 00:45:53.710
then it just started escalating from there. It started getting
793
00:45:54.530 --> 00:45:57.329
more and more. And then he started penetrating. And then.
794
00:45:59.050 --> 00:46:02.289
It lasted all the way until I was 15. Sometimes,
795
00:46:03.409 --> 00:46:06.280
during the night, he would always make excuses. Like, if
796
00:46:06.340 --> 00:46:07.780
my mom was up, like, oh, yeah, I was just
797
00:46:07.800 --> 00:46:11.079
trying to get her cat out of her room. Blah, blah, blah.
798
00:46:11.119 --> 00:46:13.519
It was always something about my cat. He hated my cat.
799
00:46:13.599 --> 00:46:19.119
I don't know why. But, and me, as being a
800
00:46:19.179 --> 00:46:23.739
young teenager, tween. Mm-hmm. I don't know how to feel
801
00:46:23.800 --> 00:46:27.909
about this. So I'm just laying there with my eyes closed,
802
00:46:27.969 --> 00:46:33.969
like I'm still asleep, wondering why is this happening to me?
803
00:46:34.150 --> 00:46:37.650
What is this? I don't know what this is. Why
804
00:46:37.750 --> 00:46:41.380
is he touching me? There's so many questions that were
805
00:46:41.389 --> 00:46:45.380
going through my mind. And even to this day, I
806
00:46:45.559 --> 00:46:52.250
still struggle with my sleep. My sexual intimacy because of this.
807
00:46:52.670 --> 00:46:54.110
Right, right.
808
00:46:54.860 --> 00:47:01.980
So he's basically almost ruined my sex life. But, you know,
809
00:47:02.059 --> 00:47:05.139
it takes healing and I have healed and things have
810
00:47:05.179 --> 00:47:11.150
gotten better. It's just
very traumatizing because he would put
811
00:47:11.210 --> 00:47:16.239
pillows over my face, like, I guess to not... for
812
00:47:16.280 --> 00:47:19.059
me not to see what he's doing. I don't know
813
00:47:19.079 --> 00:47:21.659
why he wouldn't know that I would feel what he's
814
00:47:21.699 --> 00:47:22.409
doing to me.
815
00:47:23.409 --> 00:47:26.809
So what was your mom's reaction? Like, did you wait
816
00:47:27.469 --> 00:47:29.090
till you were 15 to tell her?
817
00:47:29.869 --> 00:47:32.929
So what I did, it was just, and I didn't
818
00:47:32.969 --> 00:47:34.570
mean to do it on my brother's birthday. It just
819
00:47:34.610 --> 00:47:36.989
still happened to be my brother's birthday. And my mom
820
00:47:37.090 --> 00:47:39.550
flipped the script and tried to say that I'm being
821
00:47:40.289 --> 00:47:43.360
narcissistic by trying to make this day about me, blah, blah, blah,
822
00:47:43.380 --> 00:47:45.829
even though it's my brother's birthday. My mom, she's crazy
823
00:47:45.849 --> 00:47:48.110
like that. I didn't even mean it to happen on
824
00:47:48.210 --> 00:47:53.599
my brother's birthday. Ross, he went into my room and
825
00:47:53.659 --> 00:47:58.139
I was vaping at the time. Teenagers do a lot
826
00:47:58.159 --> 00:48:04.119
of crazy stuff, okay? And I definitely have a very
827
00:48:05.599 --> 00:48:08.909
thick background of doing crazy stuff as a teenager. I'm
828
00:48:08.929 --> 00:48:09.449
not going to lie.
829
00:48:09.820 --> 00:48:10.610
I think we all have.
830
00:48:11.710 --> 00:48:16.980
Exactly. But Ross went into my room. He was feeling
831
00:48:17.019 --> 00:48:19.619
on my bed. He was like, he found my vape.
832
00:48:19.719 --> 00:48:22.650
He found this phone that I wasn't supposed to have
833
00:48:22.730 --> 00:48:25.550
because technically I had two phones. The one phone that
834
00:48:25.610 --> 00:48:28.150
he would take and put up every night. And the
835
00:48:28.329 --> 00:48:30.969
one phone that I have for myself. And I even,
836
00:48:30.989 --> 00:48:33.510
I have one person that can vouch for me for this.
837
00:48:34.519 --> 00:48:38.239
His name is Andrew Baldwin. He was my best friend
838
00:48:38.280 --> 00:48:42.599
at the time. And I told his parents that Ross
839
00:48:42.639 --> 00:48:46.679
was raping me. His parents called Anderson County and made
840
00:48:46.699 --> 00:48:52.849
an anonymous report. February, I think it was of 2020,
841
00:48:52.849 --> 00:48:58.789
either 2021 or 2020. It was around that time. They called,
842
00:49:00.289 --> 00:49:06.199
made that report. And then ever since then, they didn't
843
00:49:06.260 --> 00:49:09.039
move on or say anything else about it. But the
844
00:49:09.059 --> 00:49:13.050
last time I saw Andrew's parents, They helped me get
845
00:49:13.469 --> 00:49:16.269
to the police because when I ran away, I ran
846
00:49:16.329 --> 00:49:20.630
straight to Andrew's house because I knew. that my mom
847
00:49:20.670 --> 00:49:22.989
would try to follow me so I took a different
848
00:49:23.050 --> 00:49:27.039
route and I went straight to Andrew's house and I
849
00:49:27.079 --> 00:49:29.519
went up to the porch and as soon as I
850
00:49:29.559 --> 00:49:32.860
got to the porch I saw Andrew's mom sitting there
851
00:49:32.960 --> 00:49:35.460
on the porch on the phone with my mom as
852
00:49:35.500 --> 00:49:37.440
soon as she hung up the phone I was like
853
00:49:37.889 --> 00:49:42.320
Can you please help me? I'm crying. I'm in tears.
854
00:49:43.659 --> 00:49:46.539
And I'm begging. I'm like, can you please help me?
855
00:49:47.320 --> 00:49:50.280
He's raping me. And I just told my mom she
856
00:49:50.300 --> 00:49:55.760
doesn't believe me. As soon as I say that, Andrew's
857
00:49:55.780 --> 00:49:59.530
stepdad comes out the outside. It's like he has a
858
00:49:59.639 --> 00:50:02.130
rifle and everything. He's like, go in the house. Go
859
00:50:02.150 --> 00:50:05.690
in the room. So we went in Andrew's room. And
860
00:50:05.730 --> 00:50:08.880
then the stepdad came in. looked at me, looked me
861
00:50:08.940 --> 00:50:10.760
straight in my eyes. He said, look in my eyes.
862
00:50:10.780 --> 00:50:14.920
I need you to tell me the truth. Are these
863
00:50:14.980 --> 00:50:18.079
things that you are telling me true? Because if they're true,
864
00:50:18.179 --> 00:50:20.599
I'm going to protect you. But if they're not, I
865
00:50:21.219 --> 00:50:23.329
need to know. I'm not going to be mad at you.
866
00:50:24.389 --> 00:50:27.650
I told him that everything that I have said is true.
867
00:50:28.369 --> 00:50:30.829
He stood outside with that rifle in his hand while
868
00:50:30.849 --> 00:50:33.650
my mom and my stepdad were driving up and down
869
00:50:34.130 --> 00:50:37.590
with their red Jeep Wrangler, they were on their street
870
00:50:37.630 --> 00:50:40.829
because they knew where I ran to. They knew it.
871
00:50:41.889 --> 00:50:44.690
And then they called the police. Andrew's parents called the police.
872
00:50:45.530 --> 00:50:48.349
I remember the police officer came to Andrew's house and
873
00:50:48.369 --> 00:50:51.829
was asking me questions. And it was like, well, you know,
874
00:50:51.849 --> 00:50:58.190
we're going to have to take you back to the house, right? What? What?
875
00:50:58.309 --> 00:50:59.469
The way I.
876
00:50:59.769 --> 00:51:03.269
Oh, I started... I crashed out. I was like, I'm
877
00:51:03.309 --> 00:51:05.719
not going back. I'm going to get in this car.
878
00:51:05.840 --> 00:51:08.699
I'm not getting out of this car. I'm going with you.
879
00:51:08.719 --> 00:51:11.039
I don't care where I go. I'm not going in
880
00:51:11.079 --> 00:51:14.760
that house. And so the police officer knew. As soon
881
00:51:14.800 --> 00:51:16.500
as I crashed, he was like, oh, okay, okay. I
882
00:51:16.519 --> 00:51:20.199
see this is serious. So we drove back to the house.
883
00:51:21.599
--> 00:51:24.760
We drove back to the house. And I remember I
884
00:51:24.760 --> 00:51:29.420
was sitting in the police car. The police officer got out.
885
00:51:29.440 --> 00:51:32.619
I was in the back. He walked up to the house,
886
00:51:32.659 --> 00:51:35.139
was talking to my mom and Ross. My mom made
887
00:51:35.179 --> 00:51:40.179
up this bullshit story about me being suicidal and me
888
00:51:40.199 --> 00:51:44.250
being crazy, that I need to be in a mental hospital. So,
889
00:51:44.289 --> 00:51:47.130
you know, they brought the ambulance because, you know, I
890
00:51:47.170 --> 00:51:50.289
guess any allegation against like me hurting myself or anything,
891
00:51:50.309 --> 00:51:53.170
they have to bring out an ambulance. So they brought
892
00:51:53.190 --> 00:51:58.139
out an ambulance. I got in the ambulance. And I
893
00:51:58.139 --> 00:52:01.079
remember this dude, whoever this dude, God bless this dude,
894
00:52:01.099 --> 00:52:03.139
whoever was in that ambulance that day, he was in
895
00:52:03.159 --> 00:52:07.380
the ambulance. He looked at me and he, I didn't
896
00:52:07.400 --> 00:52:09.260
have to say a word. I was just crying.
897
00:52:09.280 --> 00:52:10.039
I was crying.
898
00:52:11.340 --> 00:52:14.480
He said, I believe you. And those words stick with
899
00:52:14.500 --> 00:52:17.300
me to this day because that's the, that's the only
900
00:52:17.340 --> 00:52:19.170
words I wanted to hear out of him.
901
00:52:19.530 --> 00:52:21.289
You just wanted your mom to believe you.
902
00:52:21.309 --> 00:52:24.409
You just needed one person at this point to believe you.
903
00:52:24.469 --> 00:52:25.329
And he was the one.
904
00:52:25.349 --> 00:52:29.159
Yes. And I didn't have to say nothing to him.
905
00:52:29.480 --> 00:52:32.980
He just knew. And it just broke my heart. It's like,
906
00:52:33.059 --> 00:52:37.719
why couldn't my mom see that, too? I'm trying not
907
00:52:37.760 --> 00:52:39.309
to cry. I'm trying to be professional.
908
00:52:39.329 --> 00:52:42.690
You're fine. We don't apologize for tears on our podcast
909
00:52:42.750 --> 00:52:44.869
because we bring some real shit.
910
00:52:44.550 --> 00:52:45.429
To the table.
911
00:52:45.489 --> 00:52:47.070
Real, real.
912
00:52:47.329 --> 00:52:49.590
I'm tearing up with you, girl, because I just can't
913
00:52:49.650 --> 00:52:53.130
believe you being 12 to 15 years old, this is
914
00:52:53.170 --> 00:52:56.599
happening to you, and you're reaching out for help. For
915
00:52:56.659 --> 00:53:00.550
your number one protector, and she's telling you to your
916
00:53:00.590 --> 00:53:01.710
face that you're a liar.
917
00:53:01.730 --> 00:53:08.250
Well, accepting it puts everything she has in jeopardy. This
918
00:53:08.329 --> 00:53:11.719
is her husband. This is her provider, so to speak.
919
00:53:11.739 --> 00:53:16.679
This is her guy. So, I mean, if she would
920
00:53:16.699 --> 00:53:18.920
have accepted it, that would have.
921
00:53:21.090 --> 00:53:23.210
I feel like she should have accepted the truth, but
922
00:53:23.269 --> 00:53:25.170
you know as well as I do, truth is one
923
00:53:25.190 --> 00:53:27.349
of the hardest things for people to freaking get.
924
00:53:27.869 --> 00:53:30.300
Yeah, but being 15 years old.
925
00:53:30.300 --> 00:53:33.280
What about that happy bubble? And once it's burst, it's
926
00:53:33.320 --> 00:53:34.960
gone forever and you can never get it back.
927
00:53:35.380 --> 00:53:37.039
I don't care how.
928
00:53:37.679 --> 00:53:41.119
This is a situation of if she accepted the truth.
929
00:53:41.480 --> 00:53:44.619
Well, I'm just saying as a mother, if my daughter
930
00:53:44.920 --> 00:53:46.480
ever accused anyone.
931
00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:47.579
Absolutely.
932
00:53:47.659 --> 00:53:49.239
Of anything like that.
933
00:53:49.699 --> 00:53:51.440
Burn this motherfucker down.
934
00:53:51.460 --> 00:53:52.739
That is not.
935
00:53:52.800 --> 00:53:53.079
Yes.
936
00:53:53.159 --> 00:53:53.599
That is just.
937
00:53:53.619 --> 00:53:54.659
I absolutely agree.
938
00:53:54.739 --> 00:53:56.019
Fucking bullshit.
939
00:53:56.079 --> 00:53:56.400
Sorry.
940
00:53:56.440 --> 00:53:58.519
And I don't cuss a lot. And I'm just saying
941
00:53:58.539 --> 00:54:03.940
that's fucking bullshit. So, and it sounds like the police
942
00:54:04.079 --> 00:54:05.679
kind of didn't believe you. When you went into the
943
00:54:05.760 --> 00:54:07.860
ambulance and went to the hospital, did they do a
944
00:54:07.920 --> 00:54:11.260
rape kit? Did they talk to you? Did they do anything?
945
00:54:11.329 --> 00:54:19.010
No. This is where the police really messed up. They
946
00:54:20.349 --> 00:54:25.239
didn't do a rape hit. They put me in CPS
947
00:54:25.300 --> 00:54:31.699
care almost immediately. And the CPS, I had two CPS caseworkers.
948
00:54:33.340 --> 00:54:37.949
One was, I guess, the trauma rape type caseworker. My
949
00:54:38.010 --> 00:54:42.349
other one was like kind of my general caseworker. And
950
00:54:42.369 --> 00:54:45.869
I remember I had to talk to this one caseworker.
951
00:54:45.929 --> 00:54:48.030
She asked me a bunch of questions like, what happened?
952
00:54:48.050 --> 00:54:50.869
Did he touch you? Where did he touch you? They
953
00:54:50.889 --> 00:54:52.929
didn't do any sort of kit on me. They just
954
00:54:53.130 --> 00:54:56.530
asked me a bunch of questions. And once that happened,
955
00:54:56.550 --> 00:54:59.889
I remember I sat in the hospital for 12 hours
956
00:54:59.909 --> 00:55:06.570
watching Spongebob. And then I remember they took me to
957
00:55:06.639 --> 00:55:09.980
DX and then... I sat there for a little bit.
958
00:55:10.000 --> 00:55:11.900
They got me a place to be. I stayed at
959
00:55:12.000 --> 00:55:19.079
that place from April 10th and 11th. And then on
960
00:55:19.119 --> 00:55:22.739
the 12th, I believe, I went to a group home.
961
00:55:23.000 --> 00:55:26.860
It
was Thornwell Group Home. These people here, the best
962
00:55:26.920 --> 00:55:30.619
group home you'd probably ever be at. Thornwell, okay? Clinton,
963
00:55:30.639 --> 00:55:36.769
South Carolina. They're Christian-based. They're very... I've made some good
964
00:55:36.809 --> 00:55:40.070
friends there. I still have one friend that I'm still
965
00:55:40.090 --> 00:55:44.210
in contact to this day with from there. We bonded
966
00:55:44.230 --> 00:55:49.429
through trauma, you know, like most CPS kids, DSS kids.
967
00:55:49.449 --> 00:55:56.280
And ever since, well, once I went to Thornwell, I
968
00:55:56.320 --> 00:55:59.420
was there for about a year. And then after that year,
969
00:55:59.599 --> 00:56:04.889
I went with Ross's brother. I think I was... 16
970
00:56:04.889 --> 00:56:08.710
turning 17, I went with Ross's brother, and I was
971
00:56:08.750 --> 00:56:11.969
there for about a year. I was still with them
972
00:56:11.989 --> 00:56:16.320
when I turned 18. I didn't leave them until March
973
00:56:17.880 --> 00:56:20.219
of when I was 18. I think that was 2024.
974
00:56:20.219 --> 00:56:30.239
And then when I left, that's when I met my grandson. husband.
975
00:56:31.039 --> 00:56:34.369
We've been together ever since. He's kind of been like
976
00:56:34.630 --> 00:56:38.170
my number one fan. You know, he's just sitting in
977
00:56:38.190 --> 00:56:39.550
the sidelines rooting me on.
978
00:56:39.570 --> 00:56:44.469
And people don't need to underestimate that person in your
979
00:56:44.510 --> 00:56:49.539
life because, same, people see me all the time. I
980
00:56:49.940 --> 00:56:52.059
got a dark horse over here in the corner who's
981
00:56:52.380 --> 00:56:53.119
keeping me going.
982
00:56:55.039 --> 00:56:58.719
I'm so grateful that you do have that cheerleader that
983
00:56:58.780 --> 00:57:01.929
person that is your person that's there for you because
984
00:57:01.989 --> 00:57:05.949
i think that just alone helps the tragedy and helps
985
00:57:06.050 --> 00:57:10.269
you heal from tragedy did did the police ever do
986
00:57:10.489 --> 00:57:15.570
anything about these allegations about any of this um i.
987
00:57:15.550 --> 00:57:19.349
Remember i had my caseworker i i don't know where
988
00:57:19.369 --> 00:57:23.869
or why i i don't even remember the process but
989
00:57:23.889 --> 00:57:25.719
i remember they just put me straight into dss care
990
00:57:27.309 --> 00:57:29.849
I don't know if they believed more of my mom's
991
00:57:29.889 --> 00:57:33.030
story that I was like a crazy psychotic teen or
992
00:57:33.719 --> 00:57:37.050
if they believed me, but there is record is in CPS,
993
00:57:37.239 --> 00:57:44.159
DSS records that allegations were made. And even people that
994
00:57:44.179 --> 00:57:46.599
I've told, they've called and like, Hey, you need to
995
00:57:46.619 --> 00:57:50.760
go check on her. Like these are serious allegations.
996
00:57:51.679 --> 00:57:54.659
So, well, I'm just thankful. You know, I hate that
997
00:57:54.679 --> 00:57:57.179
you had to go into foster care or group care, but,
998
00:57:57.909 --> 00:58:01.309
I'm thankful that you were there instead of being returned
999
00:58:01.349 --> 00:58:06.090
to that home where you would be subjected to future
1000
00:58:06.170 --> 00:58:07.309
abuse with this man.
1001
00:58:07.369 --> 00:58:07.630
Right.
1002
00:58:08.030 --> 00:58:12.090
And it probably would have escalated way more past what
1003
00:58:12.130 --> 00:58:12.829
was going on.
1004
00:58:13.530 --> 00:58:16.699
Oh, yeah. And it kind of breaks my heart a
1005
00:58:16.719 --> 00:58:19.880
little bit that they didn't take my brothers out, too,
1006
00:58:20.079 --> 00:58:25.940
because even though it wasn't sexual abuse that they were
1007
00:58:25.980 --> 00:58:32.050
experiencing— they're experiencing abuse like my brother wet the bed
1008
00:58:32.469 --> 00:58:34.219
all the way up until he was 10 years old
1009
00:58:34.280 --> 00:58:36.139
i don't know if he still wet the bed afterwards
1010
00:58:36.260 --> 00:58:39.579
but the last time i saw him he was still
1011
00:58:39.619 --> 00:58:46.639
wet in the bed so that also aligned with because
1012
00:58:46.679 --> 00:58:49.239
i don't know if you guys have ever done any
1013
00:58:49.300 --> 00:58:53.469
research on like early childhood trauma murderers how they grew
1014
00:58:53.690 --> 00:58:58.630
up like like Ted Bundy. I think Jeffrey Dahmer, he
1015
00:58:58.650 --> 00:59:01.019
was a bed wetter up until a certain age. There
1016
00:59:01.039 --> 00:59:03.300
was just certain, like you could tell they were raised
1017
00:59:03.340 --> 00:59:06.300
in such terrible situations that their brains went into, oh
1018
00:59:06.320 --> 00:59:09.380
my gosh, I'm gonna have to be this way for
1019
00:59:09.420 --> 00:59:11.840
the rest of my life for me to be able
1020
00:59:11.860 --> 00:59:14.429
to function like I think my brother he he's stuck
1021
00:59:14.489 --> 00:59:17.030
in this oh I have to bow down and do
1022
00:59:17.110 --> 00:59:20.190
everything for my mom like he's a mama's boy he's
1023
00:59:20.210 --> 00:59:23.409
a mama's boy I remember Ross would just abuse the
1024
00:59:23.590 --> 00:59:28.739
shit okay he would pull his ears it only takes
1025
00:59:28.800 --> 00:59:31.360
a few pounds to rip off somebody's ears and he
1026
00:59:31.380 --> 00:59:35.480
was picking this boy up with his ears like he's
1027
00:59:35.500 --> 00:59:38.349
he's a terrible man like he's he's abused me and
1028
00:59:38.369 --> 00:59:40.769
my brother and i hope one day that my brother
1029
00:59:40.809 --> 00:59:44.170
speaks out against it i really like those those couple
1030
00:59:44.190 --> 00:59:46.869
of years how i want weren't there to save him
1031
00:59:47.030 --> 00:59:51.050
and protect him i've I hope he speaks out. I
1032
00:59:51.090 --> 00:59:53.570
hope he tells people what he's been through because that's
1033
00:59:53.590 --> 00:59:56.190
what I'm doing. And I want people to know like, hey,
1034
00:59:56.210 --> 01:00:02.289
we've both been through this just in different times. Like, yeah,
1035
01:00:02.309 --> 01:00:04.090
my sister wasn't here to help me, but she had
1036
01:00:04.130 --> 01:00:05.670
to get out of here. She had to get out
1037
01:00:05.690 --> 01:00:10.110
of here or it would have continued. I honestly feel
1038
01:00:10.150 --> 01:00:14.739
like me running away kind of boosted everything into action
1039
01:00:14.800 --> 01:00:20.219
because once I ran away, that's when Ross's brother was like, hey,
1040
01:00:20.280 --> 01:00:23.070
I need to turn in this gun. Maybe start bringing
1041
01:00:23.090 --> 01:00:26.110
up this investigation again. We need to start because this man,
1042
01:00:26.690 --> 01:00:32.889
what is he thinking? These are serious allegations. And what's
1043
01:00:32.909 --> 01:00:34.909
so crazy is my mom and my uncle, they know
1044
01:00:34.949 --> 01:00:39.889
I'm telling the truth because I'm telling them stuff that
1045
01:00:40.150 --> 01:00:42.070
they already knew, but the only way I would know
1046
01:00:42.090 --> 01:00:46.170
it is through Ross. So they know I'm telling the truth.
1047
01:00:46.869 --> 01:00:50.409
So it's not like I wish... I had the words,
1048
01:00:50.570 --> 01:00:58.570
the correct words to use to explain how this whole
1049
01:00:58.610 --> 01:01:03.719
situation is. This whole situation isn't just evil. This whole
1050
01:01:03.760 --> 01:01:08.639
situation isn't just demonic. This situation is unbelievable.
1051
01:01:09.099 --> 01:01:14.820
It's diabolical. It's calculated. And I always felt like it
1052
01:01:14.840 --> 01:01:19.579
was calculated whenever those murders happened. I was in some
1053
01:01:19.619 --> 01:01:23.579
of the groups and Amy was as well. And I
1054
01:01:24.239 --> 01:01:27.460
was like, let's go have coffee. She's like, let's go
1055
01:01:27.519 --> 01:01:29.039
have coffee. And I told my husband, I was like,
1056
01:01:29.300 --> 01:01:33.260
I'm going to have coffee. He's like, with who? And
1057
01:01:33.280 --> 01:01:34.940
I'm like, well, this chick over here.
1058
01:01:35.820 --> 01:01:38.440
So did you actually have coffee with her?
1059
01:01:38.840 --> 01:01:39.360
No, no.
1060
01:01:39.409 --> 01:01:42.150
My husband forbid that. But we, Amy and I did
1061
01:01:42.210 --> 01:01:45.329
exchange some words. I, um, And.
1062
01:01:45.250 --> 01:01:47.630
You probably got a little bit of her wrath. You
1063
01:01:47.670 --> 01:01:49.510
see where she probably.
1064
01:01:49.530 --> 01:01:57.119
I could see where she was trying to be. I
1065
01:01:57.139 --> 01:02:00.800
don't really want to say manipulative, but you could see
1066
01:02:00.880 --> 01:02:07.019
the narcissism in the conversation. Like she would be rude,
1067
01:02:07.099 --> 01:02:09.739
but elegantly rude kind of thing.
1068
01:02:10.239 --> 01:02:12.289
Yes. That's the perfect way to describe.
1069
01:02:12.309 --> 01:02:12.380
Yes.
1070
01:02:13.380 --> 01:02:15.420
And I would just be like, honey, I'm not accusing
1071
01:02:15.440 --> 01:02:17.739
nobody of shit. I'm just asking a question over here.
1072
01:02:17.780 --> 01:02:18.820
So there's that part.
1073
01:02:19.039 --> 01:02:22.809
And she would always try to twist the narrative, too.
1074
01:02:22.869 --> 01:02:24.670
She'd always try to bring it back on you. Like,
1075
01:02:24.730 --> 01:02:27.570
it's your fault. Like, I remember growing up, it was
1076
01:02:27.610 --> 01:02:31.289
always my fault. It was always my fault. Nobody else's
1077
01:02:31.849 --> 01:02:34.900
fault but mine. I don't know if she just hated
1078
01:02:34.960 --> 01:02:38.380
me because I... I don't know if y'all know this,
1079
01:02:38.460 --> 01:02:41.320
but my mom actually cheated on her husband at the time.
1080
01:02:41.559 --> 01:02:45.840
Like my biological dad's name isn't Thomas. My last name
1081
01:02:45.940 --> 01:02:49.019
isn't Thomas, it's Owen. So my mom cheated on her
1082
01:02:49.079 --> 01:02:52.800
current husband at the time, which was, I don't know
1083
01:02:52.820 --> 01:03:00.400
if y'all saw Dr. Insanity's new video about her, but Neil,
1084
01:03:01.920 --> 01:03:04.739
which is one of my mom's ex-husbands, which is supposed
1085
01:03:04.760 --> 01:03:07.050
to be my dad, but isn't, but he's on my
1086
01:03:07.090 --> 01:03:11.010
birth certificate somehow. He called and was like, yeah, Amy
1087
01:03:11.050 --> 01:03:14.710
tried to stab me when we were dating and married.
1088
01:03:15.829 --> 01:03:20.590
That's all on video, recorded. I heard the whole conversation.
1089
01:03:20.610 --> 01:03:25.090
It's insane because it's just like, if she's been crazy
1090
01:03:25.219 --> 01:03:27.699
since before I knew she was crazy, she's been crazy
1091
01:03:27.719 --> 01:03:28.739
her whole life.
1092
01:03:29.019 --> 01:03:30.500
Did they put him on the witness dance?
1093
01:03:31.210 --> 01:03:33.670
Uh-uh, no, no. I don't think they did. But he
1094
01:03:33.730 --> 01:03:37.949
called up Anderson County Police Reports. Because my mom apparently
1095
01:03:38.010 --> 01:03:41.050
hit Neil with a bat. And he was knocked out.
1096
01:03:41.190 --> 01:03:44.230
And she tried to stab him. It was some crazy stuff.
1097
01:03:45.250 --> 01:03:47.590
I'll definitely send you guys the link. And y'all can
1098
01:03:47.630 --> 01:03:51.630
put it in the podcast forever. So you were married
1099
01:03:51.650 --> 01:03:52.800
to Amy previously?
1100
01:03:52.820 --> 01:03:56.440
I was her first husband. I believe she's capable of this.
1101
01:03:56.960 --> 01:03:59.539
I say that because while we were married, she tried
1102
01:03:59.559 --> 01:04:00.019
to stab me.
1103
01:04:00.559 --> 01:04:01.880
What brought on y'all's separation?
1104
01:04:02.099 --> 01:04:02.510
The fight?
1105
01:04:03.570 --> 01:04:06.409
Actually, that was one of
three fights. One, she just
1106
01:04:06.449 --> 01:04:08.210
tried to charge me, trip her and lay her down
1107
01:04:08.250 --> 01:04:09.809
on the ground, tell her not to come back after me.
1108
01:04:10.030 --> 01:04:12.429
And the other time was a knockdown dragout where I
1109
01:04:12.469 --> 01:04:14.489
was told she hit me and one of my friends
1110
01:04:14.789 --> 01:04:15.329
with a ball bat.
1111
01:04:15.550 --> 01:04:16.289
I don't remember that.
1112
01:04:16.570 --> 01:04:18.730
The separation was on adultery charges.
1113
01:04:18.929 --> 01:04:20.389
Did you get knocked out or something?
1114
01:04:20.690 --> 01:04:21.250
I blacked out.
1115
01:04:21.969 --> 01:04:24.230
Well, listen, Neil, I appreciate you calling in, and I'll
1116
01:04:24.250 --> 01:04:25.289
keep your information handy.
1117
01:04:25.989 --> 01:04:27.670
Do you remember being interviewed in.
1118
01:04:28.440 --> 01:04:30.639
Did they ever ask you to be on any kind
1119
01:04:30.679 --> 01:04:32.820
of witness stand or take any?
1120
01:04:33.719 --> 01:04:36.639
I've been interviewed twice. Once when I was nine, which
1121
01:04:36.679 --> 01:04:39.300
I don't really remember that interview, but I remember after
1122
01:04:39.340 --> 01:04:44.139
the interview, they gave me a sucker. And the second interview,
1123
01:04:44.159 --> 01:04:46.199
I was living with my aunt and my uncle. They
1124
01:04:46.239 --> 01:04:49.559
interviewed me because they just turned in this firearm. They're
1125
01:04:49.579 --> 01:04:52.360
trying to figure out like what's going on. And I'm
1126
01:04:52.400 --> 01:04:54.900
telling the police officers, they're asking me these questions like,
1127
01:04:55.659 --> 01:04:59.539
do you remember seeing like an orange pair? They said orange.
1128
01:04:59.599 --> 01:05:02.119
It was like orange or pink pair of shoes. And
1129
01:05:02.139 --> 01:05:05.889
I was like, I don't know, but I'm trying to remember.
1130
01:05:06.010 --> 01:05:10.130
I don't know. So they were asking me questions. And
1131
01:05:10.190 --> 01:05:12.469
now that everything's come out, I understand why they were
1132
01:05:12.489 --> 01:05:15.610
asking me this question. But they were asking me these
1133
01:05:15.630 --> 01:05:17.510
questions at the time. I told them as much as
1134
01:05:17.570 --> 01:05:21.530
I could. I told them about Roz raping me for
1135
01:05:21.550 --> 01:05:22.090
three years.
1136
01:05:23.199 --> 01:05:26.719
And Anderson County absolutely dropped the ball. DSS absolutely dropped
1137
01:05:26.739 --> 01:05:30.800
the ball. It makes me sick to hear you say
1138
01:05:30.889 --> 01:05:36.110
these things because once again, you were a child and
1139
01:05:36.190 --> 01:05:40.030
they failed you on every level. We see it all
1140
01:05:40.070 --> 01:05:42.570
the time. We talk about it on this podcast all
1141
01:05:42.630 --> 01:05:48.789
the time, how the things in place to protect protect women,
1142
01:05:49.070 --> 01:05:53.389
protect victims is the shittiest program across the table.
1143
01:05:53.909 --> 01:05:54.230
Right.
1144
01:05:54.670 --> 01:05:54.989
Right.
1145
01:05:56.340 --> 01:06:02.480
Yeah. It baffles me because if this, if I was
1146
01:06:02.539 --> 01:06:08.019
my own child, I'm sorry, but there would be body
1147
01:06:08.059 --> 01:06:11.420
bags and everything. Like, you said you did what?
1148
01:06:11.739 --> 01:06:13.719
Right, right, right.
1149
01:06:14.369 --> 01:06:16.469
Now that you're a mother, you know, you're like, that
1150
01:06:16.530 --> 01:06:20.010
is your life. That is, you know, you are their protectors.
1151
01:06:20.550 --> 01:06:24.510
So, you know, whenever you told Amy this, like, immediately
1152
01:06:24.550 --> 01:06:27.409
in her mind, she just immediately went into denial.
1153
01:06:27.820 --> 01:06:28.139
Right.
1154
01:06:28.360 --> 01:06:31.579
He would not do this. You're just being a dramatic teenager.
1155
01:06:31.639 --> 01:06:36.110
This is not happening. Exactly. But she wasn't elegantly rude
1156
01:06:36.150 --> 01:06:37.469
to you. She was probably.
1157
01:06:38.190 --> 01:06:39.670
Yeah, no, she was a bitch to me.
1158
01:06:40.329 --> 01:06:40.789
Yeah.
1159
01:06:41.730 --> 01:06:45.949
But what I think also influenced why she didn't do
1160
01:06:45.989 --> 01:06:48.210
anything about it is because they have some more dirt
1161
01:06:48.269 --> 01:06:50.119
on each other from 2015. So if they did this
1162
01:06:50.139 --> 01:06:52.369
crime together....
1163
01:06:54.880 --> 01:06:56.480
If one goes down, they're going to take the other
1164
01:06:56.539 --> 01:06:58.940
one down. Exactly.
1165
01:06:59.219 --> 01:07:03.800
So it all plays together. My whole story plays together.
1166
01:07:03.820 --> 01:07:06.219
There's no way I would be lying about this because
1167
01:07:06.260 --> 01:07:07.219
it just makes sense.
1168
01:07:09.019 --> 01:07:11.340
And I know that they're probably not supposed to have
1169
01:07:11.429 --> 01:07:14.789
any kind of contact together, but obviously I think that
1170
01:07:14.949 --> 01:07:17.130
you think that they probably do somehow.
1171
01:07:18.070 --> 01:07:23.150
So I heard this from Pam personally, and she told
1172
01:07:23.210 --> 01:07:26.639
me that when they saw each other in the courtroom
1173
01:07:26.739 --> 01:07:28.699
one day, it was like when they were both in court,
1174
01:07:29.960 --> 01:07:33.940
Ross lip, like lip said over to my mom, I
1175
01:07:34.019 --> 01:07:37.199
love you. So I know that they're, I feel like
1176
01:07:37.420 --> 01:07:43.000
they're communicating through someone, not like directly to each other,
1177
01:07:43.539 --> 01:07:47.960
but they're definitely communicating. And I think it might be
1178
01:07:48.000 --> 01:07:52.820
with Ross's mother. That's what I'm really thinking because Ross's
1179
01:07:52.880 --> 01:07:56.369
mother is isn't part of the crime or part of
1180
01:07:56.409 -->
01:08:05.849
the family. So she's not... He can technically talk to her. Right.
1181
01:08:06.250 --> 01:08:09.230
Not part of the victim's family. So I feel like.
1182
01:08:09.250 --> 01:08:10.610
Well, they can do three-way calls.
1183
01:08:11.809 --> 01:08:13.190
Mm-hmm.
1184
01:08:13.349 --> 01:08:18.319
I'm just saying, I've witnessed that firsthand, so.
1185
01:08:19.850 --> 01:08:22.819
Yeah, I mean, even with all the, I've been seeing
1186
01:08:22.859 --> 01:08:27.260
a lot of bunch of Gypsy Rose stuff coming out. Oh, yeah.
1187
01:08:27.359 --> 01:08:34.170
I'm like, everybody's going crazy. And then, what's her name?
1188
01:08:34.350 --> 01:08:36.970
Not Lindy Clancy. It was the Christina Pike.
1189
01:08:36.989 --> 01:08:39.149
Yeah, Christina Pike. Too lethal injections.
1190
01:08:39.189 --> 01:08:45.399
Yeah. Close my mind.
1191
01:08:45.420 --> 01:08:47.060
She's listing all the things we've done on our podcast.
1192
01:08:47.079 --> 01:08:48.239
Oh yeah, that's crazy.
1193
01:08:49.300 --> 01:08:52.449
So Savannah, what do you think about the new bombshells
1194
01:08:52.470 --> 01:08:54.029
that have been dropped just today?
1195
01:08:54.050 --> 01:08:57.390
Now heading to Anderson County, Ross Velarde was in court
1196
01:08:57.430 --> 01:08:58.569
for a bond hearing today.
1197
01:08:58.770 --> 01:08:59.970
Ross and his wife, Amy.
1198
01:09:00.090 --> 01:09:03.189
Velarde, are accused of a quadruple murder that happened back
1199
01:09:03.270 --> 01:09:04.829
in 2015 in Pendleton.
1200
01:09:04.970 --> 01:09:07.550
A judge has suppressed the search warrant for the Velarde
1201
01:09:07.590 --> 01:09:11.800
family's single wide trailer. The state is appealing the ruling,
1202
01:09:11.810 --> 01:09:14.489
and now we're taking a closer look at what happens next.
1203
01:09:14.909 --> 01:09:17.420
Our Maya Payton was at the bond hearing and has
1204
01:09:17.460 --> 01:09:18.060
those details.
1205
01:09:18.180 --> 01:09:18.359
Maya?
1206
01:09:21.239 --> 01:09:23.590
Yes, you guys, you know the quadruple murder trial was
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set to begin on Monday, but here we are now
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at a bond hearing and a decision has not been
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made yet on that. Well, inside of these doors here,
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the victim's family spoke directly to the judge as tears
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ran down their face.
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The journey.
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Ross Velarde is accused of killing four of his wife
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Amy Velarde's family members.
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Back in 2015.
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Kathy and Mike Scott, along with their mothers, Violet Taylor
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and Barbara Scott, all were found dead inside of a
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home on Refuge Road in Pendleton. Well, back in February,
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a jury found Amy guilty of all four murders.
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We ask for justice, accountability, and the.
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Protection of our community.
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Recently, a judge ruled that evidence from a search warrant
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for the Velarde's single wide trailer cannot be used in court.
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The state is appealing that decision, which brings both sides
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to Thursday's bond hearing. The state says Velarde should be
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denied bond, highlighting his military background and the chances he
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could flee, but also gave the request if the judge
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grants bond.
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We would ask that his passport be taken, Your Honor.
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We would ask for no contact with witnesses or victims.
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It's hard to say that somebody's a flight risk when
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the state has said basically they don't have a case.
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So why would you go running if you know that
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they don't have a strong case?
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Velarde's attorney says they were ready for trial, but now
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may have to wait two years for the filed appeal.
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He spoke on the investigation by Anderson County Sheriff's Office.
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We had talked to former members of the Sheriff's Office.
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We had talked to current members of the Sheriff's Office.
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We 100 believe that this was a botched investigation. It
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was done in an absolutely poor way, and I was
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beyond excited to show.
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He says it may be a bold assertion, but he
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does not believe the case will ever be tried.
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To file an interlocutory appeal, they must go on record
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and tell the court, we need this evidence. Without this evidence,
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we don't believe we can actually go forward. And that's
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the only reason you can stop a trial. Remember, we're
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supposed to be in trial right now. They chose to
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stop the trial because they said, we can't go forward
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without this evidence.
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Well, again, a decision has not yet been made on
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whether or not Ross Velarde will be released on bond.
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Of course, that will come at a later date, and
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we will let you know once we know. Here in
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Anderson County, I'm Maya Payton, WYFF News 4.
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Well, I definitely know that him and his attorney have
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something planned. And I know that if he gets barred,
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it's not going to be good for anybody.
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Why do you say that?
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He's a very dangerous man. Like, think about terrorist level, okay?
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He's at terrorist level. Like, the things that this man
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has told me, just, like, from his military experience and everything, like,
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what he's had to do, he's had to kill children. Like,
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he's had to literally shoot children with bombs in their hand. Like,
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that shit, well, that would mess anybody up. Right. That
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would mess anybody up. Just from the things that he's
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told me, and he's so cold-hearted that it didn't even...
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He was like, oh yeah, it was just a casual
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conversation one day. Oh yeah, I killed a kid with
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a bomb in his hand.
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You're like, what?
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That's not alarming to you. That's not... That's a child.
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It's just a normal conversation.
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And that's how... I'm not going to say every military man,
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but I'm going to say the majority have a lot
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of PTSD, and it It messes with them to the
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point where there's no return.
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Yeah, they're not the same anymore.
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Do you feel fearful if he were to get out
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on bond?
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Yes, but I know that my family will be protected, though.
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That's right.
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Because we're definitely not going down without a fight.
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How do you feel with the new evidence, you know,
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not the new evidence, but this evidence possibly being thrown
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out of Ross's case? Do you think this will change
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his trial going forward?
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I'm praying that if he doesn't get bond and this
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is a deep question. Hold on. Yeah.
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All right.
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So the evidence that they have, I feel like is
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enough to convict him.
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I feel that.
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It is enough because he's had a quick trip. He's
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got the same ASIC shoes on as the prants that
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were in the double line. How is that a coincidence?
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That's not a coincidence. There's no such thing as coincidences
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like that. Not that specific. Not. You know what I'm saying?
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Like the same color, like the same everything about those
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shoes that was the exact same pair of shoes. Like
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they don't make other pairs of shoes with that same print.
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Right.
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And what size shoe? I don't know if they measured
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the shoe print or not. But if it was like
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around a size nine or 10, maybe 11. I mean,
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that's there's no you can't. One thing is if if
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it was the same shoe, but a different size, I
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could understand. But if it's the same shoe and the
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same size, that's not even a coincidence. That's the person
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that did it. That you caught him on camera at
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a quick trip. He's guilty.
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And I feel like there is other evidence that is substantial. Oh, yeah.
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And the bulk of that evidence, in my opinion, would
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come from the crime scene. Not necessarily their single one
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behind the crime scene, but the crime scene.
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Right, right.
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Because if you think about it, one, I know the
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gun holster that was my grandma's had a drop of
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blood on top of it. Right. So you know somebody
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was standing over top of that. Okay. Who took the gun?
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Where'd the gun go? These are questions that I want
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to know too. So what I'm thinking is that they
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took all of those clothes, the gun, everything they used,
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they took it, they put it in a burn pile.
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They burned it because we had a burn pit. A
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burning pile in the back of your yard. I don't
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know if police ever
searched through that. But I know
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they would have definitely found evidence if they burned their clothes.
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Because that's the only way you can get rid of
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evidence like that. That quickly, anyways. They burned it. And
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I know they burned it the night of. On Halloween.
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They had to. They had to take everything off, burned it.
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They probably left like, oh, we're hoping somebody... you know,
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comes and finds them. Two days later, nobody comes and
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finds them dead. My mom's going to be like, oh, shoot, well,
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I'm going to have to go in there and find
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them and pretend and call the police and say all
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this stuff. That's 100% what I believe happened.
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Yeah, because I remember watching one of your TikTok videos
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when you were talking about the red sweatshirt that your
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mom was wearing that you had never seen before. And
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maybe that was at the point when she came home
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and had, you know, evidence on her. and shed all
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of our clothes and put that red sweatshirt on.
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Yeah, so that red sweatshirt, Roxy, I don't know if
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you know who she is, but that was my mom's
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best friend at the time. She worked for the grooming
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business Styles for Miles. They were coworkers at the time.
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And I remember my mom gave Roxy a phone. After
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Roxy gave her that hoodie and stuff, it was like,
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I think after the police left, Roxy came back by
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the house. Then my mom gave her a phone. And Roxy,
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I guess, just took it. I mean, because that's your friend.
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I don't know. Free phone. It's 2015. Phones and electronics,
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they're starting to be more. They got more features to
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it now. So yeah, free phone.
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Yeah, what's up?
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Thank you. So she got a free phone. Roxy never
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deleted any evidence off of it. She never even turned
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it on. So after that, Roxy turned that phone into the,
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and that's how we got all those text evidence from
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that phone. And it was a white Samsung. I remember.
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So they did an extraction on the phone.
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Yes. Yes.
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They took everything. Even if my mom deleted everything on
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the phone.
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Yes. When you extract from a phone, you pull it all.
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Yep.
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So that's how they basically got incriminated. is because of
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those text messages and because of the, I think it
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was the $ 100 bill with the same serial numbers as
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the one in my mom's trailer. It was kind of safe.
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And I know my mom never organized her money. Never,
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never in her life have I ever seen her organize money. Now,
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when I went to my grandparents' house, Mike was always
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organizing his money. That's my step grandfather, technically my grandfather.
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I call him my grandfather because that's the only grandfather
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that I know. So, but he would like pennies, quarters, dimes,
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all in, you know, those little sleeves that you can
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get from the bank. And he was very organized with
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his money. And I know my mom never organized her money.
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So that's how I knew. But when I got older
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that I knew that she organized. She has something to
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do with it. And I've been, I've suspected her having
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something to do with it since 2021 after I ran
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away because I didn't start reading all of these articles
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and stuff. until I ran away because I didn't have
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access to stuff like that when I was sleeping with
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my mom. So, because when I was living with my mom,
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I was more sheltered. Like, I can only have my
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phone for a certain amount of time. I always had
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something on my phone to protect me from certain websites. So,
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I didn't know about this stuff.
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And they probably didn't want you to look at anything
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or get any information to look. And that's why you
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were sheltered from your phone.
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Right, right. And the other thing is, I think Ross
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knew that I was telling people that he was doing
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stuff to me because on my Snapchat, my mom actually
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hacked into my Snapchat. It was saying all kinds of
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crazy stuff about me trying to, oh my gosh, I
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don't know if y'all heard about this post. But my mom,
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she hacked into my Snapchat. She posted a bunch of
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posts about, and even on my old Instagram, she was like,
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oh yeah, she tried to rape her brother, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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And tried to spread rumors about me to people.
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Deflecting.
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Exactly.
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Yeah, she was deflecting off of Rawls.
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Exactly, exactly. So if it's not going her way, she's
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going to make it go her way. That's the type
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of person that she is. She's, she's, Like when I
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was younger, she was scary to me. But if I
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met her today, now, no, no.
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When she was finally arrested, did you ever go visit
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her in jail when she was arrested?
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Oh, no. Me and her, ever since 2021, we have
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never been on good terms. About that message she sent me,
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I don't know what that was about.
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Was that the only message she's ever sent you?
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Yes.
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Yes.
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So that's a first message you've ever had. And that
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was just recently.
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I don't know if y'all have my mom's TikTok, but
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I have it. And she posted a TikTok about me
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trying to expose me. She called me a whore basically
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in the TikTok because at the time. When I was
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being raped by my stepdad, I had this other phone
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that I would use to text other people. And, you know,
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I was doing some stuff I wasn't supposed to be doing,
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you know, as a teenager. Right. You know, I'm not
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going to hold that against my mom because, yeah, I
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was a kid. I was doing that.
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That was bad.
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I shouldn't have been doing that.
But that doesn't excuse
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a grown man in his late 20s trying to rape
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a 12-year-old girl. Right, right. That doesn't excuse that. So... Yes,
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I have my issues, especially growing up. But I've healed.
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I've grown way more than people have think. And I
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pray and I hope that Ross's family watches this podcast too.
1443
01:21:34.670 --> 01:21:37.250
Because I know that they see all the stuff that
1444
01:21:37.289 --> 01:21:44.010
comes out. And I want them to know that no
1445
01:21:44.090 --> 01:21:49.350
matter what their son did, what Ross did, they're still
1446
01:21:49.470 --> 01:21:52.760
part of it. of my family to me because they're
1447
01:21:52.819 --> 01:21:55.239
raising my brother. Like, Brady is a big part of
1448
01:21:55.260 --> 01:21:57.880
my life. I love Brady. Even my twin brothers, even
1449
01:21:57.920 --> 01:22:01.319
though I don't know them as well, like, that's still
1450
01:22:01.340 --> 01:22:07.210
my family. And I know that Ross's youngest brother, that's
1451
01:22:07.229 --> 01:22:09.970
the one that took me in, I know he definitely,
1452
01:22:10.310 --> 01:22:14.750
if he sees this, I hope that they know that
1453
01:22:14.810 --> 01:22:18.350
I still love them even though that their son did
1454
01:22:18.390 --> 01:22:22.880
something terrible. Like, it's not their fault. It's just him.
1455
01:22:23.060 --> 01:22:25.539
That's him. It's not their fault.
1456
01:22:25.680 --> 01:22:29.899
And what that's, that's actually so beautiful to hear you say,
1457
01:22:29.970 --> 01:22:33.789
because that definitely comes from a place of growth that,
1458
01:22:34.489 --> 01:22:38.350
that is hard to do. And, and you've done that. That's,
1459
01:22:38.590 --> 01:22:39.430
that's amazing.
1460
01:22:39.989 --> 01:22:43.149
Yeah. It's taken a lot though. It's been many tears, many,
1461
01:22:43.170 --> 01:22:44.680
many years.
1462
01:22:45.300 --> 01:22:47.760
Um, That's a lot of inner conflict. You've got to
1463
01:22:47.840 --> 01:22:49.579
sort so much out.
1464
01:22:49.899 --> 01:22:50.180
Yes.
1465
01:22:50.539 --> 01:22:54.020
And find somewhere for it to settle in. This is
1466
01:22:54.039 --> 01:22:57.609
the kind of stuff that hovers because it's so big.
1467
01:22:58.170 --> 01:22:59.890
Right. Yeah.
1468
01:22:59.909 --> 01:23:03.069
But you're doing it, girl. You're doing it. That props
1469
01:23:03.090 --> 01:23:03.729
to you.
1470
01:23:04.090 --> 01:23:05.090
Thank you. Props to you.
1471
01:23:05.109 --> 01:23:07.529
Because I just wanted to kick everybody's ass for like
1472
01:23:07.529 --> 01:23:12.140
10 years straight. DGAF. I don't care. I'm coming for you.
1473
01:23:12.159 --> 01:23:13.279
I was like, mm-mm.
1474
01:23:13.859 --> 01:23:14.319
You are.
1475
01:23:15.060 --> 01:23:17.880
You're very shiny. I appreciate that. You're teaching this old
1476
01:23:17.920 --> 01:23:22.949
girl some tricks of, I don't even know. She's so
1477
01:23:23.029 --> 01:23:27.590
kind about it. That is beautiful.
1478
01:23:27.670 --> 01:23:28.310
It really is.
1479
01:23:28.449 --> 01:23:31.729
I'm telling you, Savannah, because I'm not kind about what
1480
01:23:31.810 --> 01:23:34.689
I've been through. I am the big F you chick.
1481
01:23:34.869 --> 01:23:38.689
I'm the big, I don't care if I hurt your
1482
01:23:38.710 --> 01:23:42.569
feelings because you have no clue what what I've had
1483
01:23:42.609 --> 01:23:45.569
to process to go through everything I've gone through. And, girl,
1484
01:23:45.590 --> 01:23:48.229
you're doing it gracefully. And I appreciate that.
1485
01:23:49.630 --> 01:23:50.109
Thank you.
1486
01:23:50.130 --> 01:23:53.289
I'm a little pissed off I'm not so graceful. Yeah,
1487
01:23:53.329 --> 01:23:57.350
we'll kind of get through therapy or something. I don't know.
1488
01:23:57.409 --> 01:24:01.329
Don't worry, though. Don't worry. Definitely, if somebody crosses me
1489
01:24:01.369 --> 01:24:04.109
the wrong way, there's going to be some consequences. I
1490
01:24:04.130 --> 01:24:04.970
know for sure.
1491
01:24:04.989 --> 01:24:07.930
Yeah, like there's still people that I am not going
1492
01:24:07.970 --> 01:24:09.850
to even with. You know?
1493
01:24:10.189 --> 01:24:10.380
Yeah.
1494
01:24:11.060 --> 01:24:13.779
Like you're so, it's beautiful that you're like, you know,
1495
01:24:13.880 --> 01:24:15.819
these people are, I still see them as my family.
1496
01:24:15.840 --> 01:24:18.479
They're still in your heart and it shows it's not
1497
01:24:18.539 --> 01:24:20.819
just what you're saying. I can see it when you're
1498
01:24:20.859 --> 01:24:24.329
saying it, that you're genuinely, you love these people. They
1499
01:24:24.430 --> 01:24:26.829
are part of your life. And they did step up
1500
01:24:27.329 --> 01:24:30.010
for you when you were younger and you just needed the,
1501
01:24:31.050 --> 01:24:33.939
somebody to believe in you. And I think that, I
1502
01:24:33.979 --> 01:24:36.039
think that you moved in their life too.
1503
01:24:36.979 --> 01:24:40.739
Right. And I have a lot of great family members,
1504
01:24:40.779 --> 01:24:47.390
you know, especially on, like, my mom's side and even
1505
01:24:47.930 --> 01:24:52.689
on my step-grandfather's side, like Pam and Jennifer. They've supported
1506
01:24:52.729 --> 01:24:56.479
me so much during this whole entire situation, and I
1507
01:24:56.500 --> 01:24:57.680
appreciate them so much.
1508
01:24:57.699 --> 01:25:02.319
Pam is beautiful. She is just... She is just, her
1509
01:25:02.420 --> 01:25:03.640
heart is so kind.
1510
01:25:03.920 --> 01:25:07.279
Yes, she's very, and I look up to that. Like,
1511
01:25:07.319 --> 01:25:10.720
when I see her grace and how she, even though
1512
01:25:10.760 --> 01:25:15.689
she still has that anger, but you can tell that
1513
01:25:16.050 --> 01:25:16.850
she's so sweet.
1514
01:25:18.470 --> 01:25:24.310
She is. She's a very kind, God-loving woman. Oh, yes.
1515
01:25:24.390 --> 01:25:29.529
You can almost see, for me personally, I never met
1516
01:25:29.789 --> 01:25:36.590
Mike and Kathy and Violet or Barbara, but knowing Pam,
1517
01:25:37.670 --> 01:25:40.550
it's like a gentle spirit kind of thing. And when
1518
01:25:40.569 --> 01:25:44.310
you talk about your grandmother and how wonderful your life
1519
01:25:44.329 --> 01:25:49.670
was because of her, I feel that talking to Pam.
1520
01:25:49.750 --> 01:25:54.729
She has that grace. She has that motherly hovering kind
1521
01:25:54.770 --> 01:25:59.180
of instinct. She has that I don't know that gentle spirit,
1522
01:25:59.460 --> 01:26:01.260
I guess is the word I'm looking for.
1523
01:26:01.279 --> 01:26:02.560
She definitely does.
1524
01:26:02.720 --> 01:26:05.140
And I feel like that's how Mike and Kathy and
1525
01:26:05.180 --> 01:26:07.899
everybody was like, I feel like that was just like
1526
01:26:07.939 --> 01:26:09.619
how her family was.
1527
01:26:09.640 --> 01:26:14.770
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Especially, especially I know me personally, just
1528
01:26:14.810 --> 01:26:17.109
from my experience, I know Pam and Jennifer, they could
1529
01:26:17.130 --> 01:26:20.289
speak on different people because they they've lived longer with them.
1530
01:26:20.369 --> 01:26:25.850
But me personally, my grandma and my great grandma, Violet,
1531
01:26:26.859 --> 01:26:29.739
Those two people definitely made a huge impact in my life.
1532
01:26:29.840 --> 01:26:35.090
Even my step-grandfather, Mike, he would sit down with me.
1533
01:26:35.109 --> 01:26:37.289
He would play video games with me. And I know
1534
01:26:37.310 --> 01:26:43.210
he sold a lot of games and Game Boys, Game Cubes, PlayStation.
1535
01:26:43.710 --> 01:26:50.579
He would sell any type of game, any DVD, VHS, guns, gold, anything.
1536
01:26:50.899 --> 01:26:54.579
It did not matter. He would sell it. And he would...
1537
01:26:55.010 --> 01:26:58.029
especially when he got a good game, he would definitely,
1538
01:26:58.090 --> 01:27:00.310
he would take me and, uh, he would sit me
1539
01:27:00.350 --> 01:27:01.750
down and we'd play it together.
1540
01:27:01.770 --> 01:27:04.029
You got to test drive the product.
1541
01:27:04.149 --> 01:27:08.069
Yeah, yeah. I think, I think, like, to this day,
1542
01:27:08.149 --> 01:27:10.369
I'm a big game girl. I love playing games and
1543
01:27:10.390 --> 01:27:15.279
I think that's all due to because Mike gave me
1544
01:27:15.319 --> 01:27:19.399
that experience. I appreciate that so much because I looked
1545
01:27:19.420 --> 01:27:21.800
up to him like he was my grandpa, obviously, because
1546
01:27:21.819 --> 01:27:25.359
that's the only grandpa I ever knew. But, Almost as
1547
01:27:25.380 --> 01:27:29.140
like a friend, too. Like, he was definitely a friend.
1548
01:27:29.500 --> 01:27:32.960
We were playing, it was Mario? It was a Mario game.
1549
01:27:33.479 --> 01:27:35.800
I remember it was so old school, but I remember
1550
01:27:36.300 --> 01:27:38.439
I had so much fun on it. It was on
1551
01:27:38.479 --> 01:27:43.229
a PlayStation 2, and it's just a time in my life.
1552
01:27:44.350 --> 01:27:46.229
I know those years I can never get back, but
1553
01:27:46.250 --> 01:27:49.430
it's the memories that matter. And it brings me so
1554
01:27:49.449 --> 01:27:52.069
much joy that I can look back on them and
1555
01:27:52.130 --> 01:27:55.130
think like, hey, I had this experience before. I need
1556
01:27:55.149 --> 01:27:59.359
to not take it for granted and appreciate it. Like,
1557
01:27:59.420 --> 01:28:00.500
I'm never going to get those back.
1558
01:28:00.560 --> 01:28:02.260
Yeah, absolutely.
1559
01:28:02.439 --> 01:28:04.479
Even the moments now that I have with my babies, like,
1560
01:28:05.020 --> 01:28:07.619
even though they cry, you know, they're young, I still
1561
01:28:07.640 --> 01:28:09.520
take in every single moment because I'm only going to
1562
01:28:09.569 --> 01:28:11.810
remember these moments. They're not going to remember these moments.
1563
01:28:11.829 --> 01:28:14.550
Right, right. That is so precious.
1564
01:28:14.609 --> 01:28:18.609
So Savannah, if anyone wants to get any more information
1565
01:28:18.750 --> 01:28:20.829
or get to know you better, is there a way
1566
01:28:20.869 --> 01:28:23.460
for them to reach out or to follow you somewhere?
1567
01:28:23.520 --> 01:28:24.359
Where can they follow you?
1568
01:28:25.010 --> 01:28:30.039
Yeah, so a good place is TikTok. My TikTok is
1569
01:28:30.039 --> 01:28:40.640
at S-A-V-V-Y-M-T. That's it. So, uh and then um if
1570
01:28:40.659 --> 01:28:42.979
people want to follow my instagram too it's the same
1571
01:28:43.119 --> 01:28:46.640
it's the same thing s-a-v-v-y-m-v s-a-v-v-y-m-v okay let.
1572
01:28:46.380 --> 01:28:47.420
Me see.
1573
01:28:56.149 --> 01:28:58.869
And I'll put that in the description of this episode, too,
1574
01:28:58.970 --> 01:29:00.909
so that if people want to follow you and keep
1575
01:29:00.970 --> 01:29:04.390
up with you and your precious babies, your beautiful girls,
1576
01:29:04.930 --> 01:29:06.829
they can follow you that way, too.
1577
01:29:07.109 --> 01:29:10.449
Great, great. I appreciate that. Oh, I think my Instagram
1578
01:29:10.489 --> 01:29:13.189
is actually savvy.mt.
1579
01:29:13.210 --> 01:29:13.689
M-T.
1580
01:29:13.750 --> 01:29:13.890
Yes.
1581
01:29:14.149 --> 01:29:14.409
Okay.
1582
01:29:14.449 --> 01:29:19.119
Yeah, and then my TikTok is.
1583
01:29:22.960 --> 01:29:24.720
I had to look it up real quick.
1584
01:29:25.560 --> 01:29:28.069
You weren't prepared to answer that question, were you?
1585
01:29:28.670 --> 01:29:31.210
No, I was not. I was not prepared. I was
1586
01:29:31.229 --> 01:29:32.029
just kind of.
1587
01:29:32.750 --> 01:29:34.930
Yeah, so if
you guys want to follow her on TikTok,
1588
01:29:35.010 --> 01:29:35.590
say it again.
1589
01:29:35.630 --> 01:29:36.489
What is your TikTok?
1590
01:29:37.489 --> 01:29:42.770
S-A-V-V-Y dot underscore M-T and that's for both my TikTok
1591
01:29:42.989 --> 01:29:43.930
and my Instagram.
1592
01:29:44.689 --> 01:29:47.880
Yeah, so you guys go follow Savannah. Give her some support,
1593
01:29:48.020 --> 01:29:51.399
some shout outs. She sure has been a brave young
1594
01:29:51.460 --> 01:29:54.729
woman and I hate myself personally. I am so proud
1595
01:29:54.810 --> 01:29:57.479
of the woman that you have become and the mother
1596
01:29:57.520 --> 01:30:01.760
you've become. And you are just a breath of fresh air.
1597
01:30:01.939 --> 01:30:04.020
And I am so glad that you came on to
1598
01:30:04.060 --> 01:30:07.859
share your story. I have goosebumps just listening to you
1599
01:30:07.939 --> 01:30:11.310
and just you are so inspiring to me. And you're
1600
01:30:11.329 --> 01:30:13.890
a young woman and you're inspiring and I have learned
1601
01:30:13.949 --> 01:30:15.909
so much from you today.
1602
01:30:15.930 --> 01:30:19.170
So thank you.
1603
01:30:19.210 --> 01:30:19.390
Yes.
1604
01:30:19.789 --> 01:30:22.289
I think in all the the chaos of the things
1605
01:30:22.329 --> 01:30:25.069
that have happened in her life. She still has that
1606
01:30:25.149 --> 01:30:27.590
gentle spirit. She does.
1607
01:30:27.909 --> 01:30:28.369
I love her.
1608
01:30:28.430 --> 01:30:30.210
I just want her to be my own daughter. I
1609
01:30:30.210 --> 01:30:33.949
love her. And I, you know, we barely even know you,
1610
01:30:33.989 --> 01:30:34.430
but I do.
1611
01:30:34.449 --> 01:30:35.470
I really love you.
1612
01:30:35.510 --> 01:30:37.640
And I care about you, Savannah. And I want us
1613
01:30:37.680 --> 01:30:40.079
to keep in touch. And I want other people to
1614
01:30:40.260 --> 01:30:43.439
be out there and supporting you. Please go support Savannah
1615
01:30:43.479 --> 01:30:46.399
and on her channels. Watch her babies grow.
1616
01:30:46.739 --> 01:30:50.420
We will definitely be updating this case as it goes forward.
1617
01:30:50.899 --> 01:30:54.699
And Savannah, she updates on her TikTok as well because
1618
01:30:55.239 --> 01:30:58.300
I watched one night, I binge watched every single one
1619
01:30:58.340 --> 01:30:59.199
of your videos, girl.
1620
01:31:01.239 --> 01:31:05.390
I feel like this is almost personal for me as
1621
01:31:05.470 --> 01:31:09.550
well because I have known Pam for so long and
1622
01:31:10.149 --> 01:31:11.850
it's really nice to meet you, Savannah.
1623
01:31:12.770 --> 01:31:14.489
I felt like.
1624
01:31:14.430 --> 01:31:17.430
I kind of met you when we played your recording
1625
01:31:17.710 --> 01:31:20.920
on our first podcast when we covered... Yeah, right. And four,
1626
01:31:20.939 --> 01:31:23.659
I came to Sherry and Pauline. I was like, look,
1627
01:31:23.699 --> 01:31:26.819
you know, my friends, this is this is her whole family.
1628
01:31:26.880 --> 01:31:29.279
This is their cases fixing to go to trial and
1629
01:31:29.319 --> 01:31:32.199
all this. And so we started talking about it. And
1630
01:31:32.439 --> 01:31:35.510
I had not seen your tick tock. I had not
1631
01:31:35.569 --> 01:31:37.949
seen your recordings. And I was like, oh, this little
1632
01:31:37.989 --> 01:31:41.789
girl is fire. I like her. And then you come
1633
01:31:41.850 --> 01:31:43.670
on here and you're so dang sweet.
1634
01:31:43.850 --> 01:31:44.149
Yes.
1635
01:31:44.800 --> 01:31:48.560
I definitely have toned down the cursing. I definitely have
1636
01:31:48.579 --> 01:31:50.420
toned it down.
1637
01:31:50.659 --> 01:31:53.529
I'm not going to tell that lie.
1638
01:31:53.710 --> 01:31:55.949
Yeah, I think Ben has toned it down on this
1639
01:31:56.029 --> 01:31:58.789
episode for sure. I don't think you even really cussed today.
1640
01:31:59.189 --> 01:32:02.069
There's babies laying there. I know I said shit at
1641
01:32:02.090 --> 01:32:04.750
least four times in a row when I was telling
1642
01:32:06.050 --> 01:32:11.279
a shit story. So, Savannah, is there anything that you
1643
01:32:11.319 --> 01:32:14.550
want people to remember about that are listening today about
1644
01:32:14.909 --> 01:32:16.029
your family story?
1645
01:32:16.510 --> 01:32:22.689
I would say, remember the Pendleton Four. Remember them. And
1646
01:32:22.710 --> 01:32:27.479
that is a hashtag that has been used since it's happened.
1647
01:32:27.859 --> 01:32:31.859
The Pendleton Four. All four of them were beautiful people.
1648
01:32:31.880 --> 01:32:34.960
I know Violet, oh my gosh, she was such, Barbara,
1649
01:32:34.979 --> 01:32:39.460
they were church going, loving people. They loved God. Like
1650
01:32:40.220 --> 01:32:42.189
when you got around them, you could feel their spirit.
1651
01:32:42.619 --> 01:32:45.920
Mike and Kathy, my grandma, my grandpa, they are very
1652
01:32:45.960 --> 01:32:50.239
sweet people. My grandma loved horses. She loved horses. She
1653
01:32:50.279 --> 01:32:55.310
hated getting her kitchen taken. I remember Mike and my grandpa,
1654
01:32:55.789 --> 01:33:02.229
he had this electronic cigarette. This was almost right up
1655
01:33:03.149 --> 01:33:09.069
until he died. But I remember he tried to stop smoking.
1656
01:33:09.939 --> 01:33:12.420
And he tried to stop smoking with the electronic cigarette.
1657
01:33:12.840 --> 01:33:16.060
I remember before he got the electronic cigarette, he would
1658
01:33:16.399 --> 01:33:20.539
be smoking on the back porch almost all the time
1659
01:33:21.079 --> 01:33:23.920
with those. I think it was like Paul Mall Reds.
1660
01:33:25.020 --> 01:33:28.619
The raw gut cigarettes.
1661
01:33:29.159 --> 01:33:30.460
I love it.
1662
01:33:30.939 --> 01:33:31.199
Yes.
1663
01:33:31.319 --> 01:33:34.750
And that's the thing was we got to remember. not
1664
01:33:34.789 -->
01:33:36.970
so much Ross and Amy, but we need to remember
1665
01:33:37.050 --> 01:33:40.810
your grandparents and your great grandmas. And that's what's important
1666
01:33:40.829 --> 01:33:42.729
to the story because they don't have a voice anymore
1667
01:33:42.760 --> 01:33:45.319
and we have to keep their memories alive and we
1668
01:33:45.340 --> 01:33:46.220
can do that through you.
1669
01:33:46.239 --> 01:33:47.520
Right.
1670
01:33:47.619 --> 01:33:51.260
I appreciate you guys. I appreciate you guys just talking
1671
01:33:51.279 --> 01:33:53.159
about the case because that means so much to me
1672
01:33:53.180 --> 01:33:57.100
because I've definitely tried my best to get my story
1673
01:33:57.180 --> 01:33:57.619
out there.
1674
01:33:58.689 --> 01:34:02.649
Absolutely. Our thing here is voice for the voiceless. And, and,
1675
01:34:04.270 --> 01:34:05.649
And you're absolutely right.
1676
01:34:05.810 --> 01:34:05.989
Yep.
1677
01:34:06.149 --> 01:34:07.819
And you are their voice today.
1678
01:34:07.939 --> 01:34:12.020
And Violet and Barbara, those are the people that this
1679
01:34:12.079 --> 01:34:14.619
story is about. And it's, you know, when we told
1680
01:34:14.659 --> 01:34:18.979
the story, our biggest thing was we don't want to
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just focus on the end. We want to focus on
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the beauty of their lives because obviously by talking to
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you today, they, they were wonderful, very, very beautiful people. And,
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And we appreciate you coming here and we appreciate you
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sharing everything with us. I know it's hard. I know
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it's a hard table to bring a chair up to,
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but you have done it in the most beautiful way.
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And we do thank you for coming.
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Thank you guys for having me.
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Thank you.
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And with that said, Benna always closes out with a
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positive quote.
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And today's positive quote comes from Haruki Murakami. And once
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the storm is over, you won't remember how you made
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it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even
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01:35:08.060 --> 01:35:11.079
be sure whether the storm is really over. But one
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thing is certain, when you come out of the storm,
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you won't be the same person who walked in. That's
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what the storm is all about. Y'all stay shiny.
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You're coming on me, but I know that it's all
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in my head.
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Cause you're a god in me.
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Yeah, you're gone, you're gone, you're gone And I was wrong.
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Thinking you might come.
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Along Cause you're.
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Gone Yeah, you're gone, you're gone, you're gone But I
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keep dreaming of why, oh Cause I'm in denial Yeah Now.
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It's too late to regret it.
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All the hurtful things I said And yeah, I know
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I'm all alone Lying to myself cause I can't let
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go Cause it's the hardest pill to swallow Knowing you
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ain't coming back at all So I keep my hopes
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up One day you'll show up Tell me that you
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love me again I said I'm sorry.