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Hey everyone and welcome back to my podcast.
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If you are new here, my name is Barb and you're listening to Spirits, Witches, and Demons.
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Well, today, guys, I uh I'm not scriptist.
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It's I have a lot on my mind.
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I'm sure we all do.
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Um, there's a lot going on in pop culture, in society, in the world.
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And that's got me bogged down, as well as my own personal shit.
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I got going.
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Everybody's got their own shit, right?
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I'm really sorry I missed last week.
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I know that there's probably two of you out there that were really disappointed, but um technology is not my friend.
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I've said that many times, and I had technical difficulties, so I am truly, truly sorry, but it could not be helped.
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So I'm hoping that this week's episode will hopefully appease those that may have missed me.
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Um yeah, so I kind of wanted to just chat about a few different things that have been heavy on my heart, heavy on my mind, and maybe you guys are feeling it too.
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Maybe it's a collective thing.
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I I don't know.
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I'm not drinking anything heavy today.
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I have my Made with Magic mug, which is a new mug for me, and it's beautiful.
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I love it.
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I can't remember where did I get this?
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Home sense, I think.
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Anyway, I love it.
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Um, but inside this mug is only a London fog latte um with some lavender splashed in there.
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Um I I was feeling like I needed something light.
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A little light thing.
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I have, like I said, a lot going on, and I just want to chat about it with you because I've I'm feeling like this is not a me thing, that this is a we thing, and there's a lot of us feeling this heaviness, this abundance of shit.
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Pardon me.
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That just choked me up.
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But shit happening in this world right now, and whether it's in your personal life, whether it's you are consuming all the negative, and I'm not saying negative as if anyway, I'll get there, but oh, it's just it's so overwhelming and it's so anxiety-driven, and it's so uh frustrating to deal with uh these emotions and the the feelings as an empath, you know, and as a medium, it's so difficult sometimes to navigate through what is truly yours and what is not.
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Um, so
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that's kind of where I wanted to start today um and just dive into that.
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So if you want to brace yourself, this is not going to be necessarily a uh a train ride off the rails or anything.
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I'm not gonna go wild, but um, I think I just want to chat and see what you guys are feeling.
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I keep getting choked up.
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So who who out there is feeling that?
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Like feeling really maybe, maybe you're feeling like you're confined or you can't speak your truth in some way, because that's kind of what I'm getting, is that I'm I'm feeling like somebody is choking me and not allowing me to speak my truth.
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And that kind of leads me to my first um my first thing.
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I saw a reel today that I shared.
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Oh, I forget.
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Oh god, I got too many social medias from all different angles.
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I can't remember where the fuck I shared it.
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If I can find it, I will post it on my SWD, which is this one, Spirits, Witches, and Demons.
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I'll post it there.
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But anyway, it was a girl doing like a a skit, and she was portraying both characters.
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Oh my god, why do I yell?
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Huh?
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Every time I do a podcast, it's like I bore myself.
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Which makes me laugh.
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I think I need to light a candle.
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First and foremost, let's bring witchcraft back into this.
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I am a witch.
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That's part of the title of the goddamn podcast, right?
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So let's bring the witchcraft back in.
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I need to clear my space.
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My space is so fucking chaotic, guys.
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I got shit everywhere.
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I am I am a chaotic mess right now.
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So no wonder technology failed me last week because the universe knew I just couldn't handle an episode last week.
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They they they just knew.
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They just knew.
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So I'm gonna pause my recording just for a second.
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It's gonna feel like a millisecond to you.
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It's gonna be probably a minute or two for me.
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But anyway, I'll be right back.
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You won't even notice I'm gone.
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Okay, my lovelies.
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That was more like 10 or 15 minutes for me, milliseconds for you.
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Um, but yeah, I uh I'm chaotic.
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I'm chaotic.
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First, I was just gonna light a candle, then I decided to do an actual spell, then I needed to put water in the dog's dish, and oh my god, it's life is never ending, and that's my point, I think, for today, and for my whole podcast.
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It's a journey, right?
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And you're all on this journey with me, which I am so thankful for because I know I I feel it that at least one of you out there feels what I'm feeling, like they feel the same type of shit out there.
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Um, whether they feel chaotic or whether you feel um anyway, you you get it.
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When I say things, it resonates with you.
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And thank you for that.
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Thank you for being here, thank you for getting it.
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Um, and making me feel because when I do this, when I speak to the to the microphone, to basically to nothing, to the air, I know I'm expressing myself and just putting myself out there, but I'm not doing it just to hear myself talk.
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I'm doing it because I know somebody else out there is going through the same thing and we can resonate together.
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We can feel alone together.
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Does that fucking make sense?
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Like, God, I don't know if I make sense half the time, honestly.
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So when I lit the candle, what I did was I chose a purple candle and I decided to give it a little dressing, so to speak.
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Now, did I say an incantation or uh a spell?
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No, no, I didn't.
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I just in my purpose, in my intention, in my being as I was putting it together, that was my intention.
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That was my spell.
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Do I need to uh make sure I washed and turned around three times clockwise and howled at the moon and did all this shit?
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No, no, I'm not a pretend witch.
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And I'm not saying anyone out there who does strict practice is a pretend witch.
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That's not what I'm saying.
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What I'm saying is, I personally, as an intuitive witch, as an um just someone who lives by the feelings and the energy, I guess, I just go by what I get.
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Literally, what I feel in that moment is how I do my witchcraft.
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And that is what is good for me.
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Therefore, when I see these people, these pretend witches, I'm just gonna call it as I see it, these masquerades out there saying, and I know that they're fake when they're literally telling you exactly how you must do it or you're not
real.
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Who the fuck are you?
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Honestly, who the fuck are you?
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You're you're some what what's the word I wanna false prophecy?
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Like you're some fake ass shit out there trying to make a buck.
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I personally, I mean, hey, if I got rich doing this, man, life would be good.
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Am I rich doing this?
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Fuck no.
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No, I don't make a dime, guys.
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I don't.
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Um, I just do it because this is what feels good in my being to do.
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So what I took, and so I don't like continue on a rant.
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What I took was a purple candle because I was feeling disconnected.
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I was feeling like I was chaotic.
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So I wanted to reconnect myself.
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That to me is purple.
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Did I if I wanted to protect my energy, then I'd use a black candle, so on and so forth.
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So does the color matter?
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Yeah, sometimes it does.
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Do I necessarily follow a color scheme and the actual like um rigidity of this means this or that means that?
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No, no.
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Do I use it as a guide?
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Is it in my grimoire?
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Yes.
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Um, but my point is, I'm an intuitive witch.
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I use energy and my intuition, and I wanted to use fucking purple, so guess what?
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I used fucking purple, and it's not a big fucking deal, right?
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What did I put on it, you might ask?
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Like, what did I anoint my candle with?
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Well, I used a basil infused olive oil because I wanted basil as my base.
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Then I used crushed up filberts or hazelnuts, then I used crushed up eggshell, a little bit of crushed or um lemon peel, dried lemon peel, and ground coffee grounds.
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Like uh, and I think they were um Death by Chocolate by Coffin Creek, but that doesn't matter.
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It was like a um a chocolate-flavored coffee.
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So I have filberts or hazelnuts and chocolate.
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Love those combos.
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Then I have some eggshells for some protection of my energy, for protection of my my mind and my everything I'm doing spiritually.
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Then I have some lemon because I need a little zest, right?
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I need a little spice and a little zest in my life.
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And of course, I did add some coarse sea salt to that, just to give everything like salt brings out the flavor, salt brings out everything.
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So I'm just going to add a little salt to that.
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And then I so I put the oil on the candle, and then I took, I took my mortar and pestle and I crushed everything up together, ground it all together, and then I just rolled the candle that was anointed in the oil.
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I rolled it in the crushed um concoction because I did not get this from anywhere.
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It's not a spell, quote unquote, that I followed.
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This literally, I went to my my apothecary, my cupboard, and I just pulled what I felt I wanted to use at that moment.
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What felt good to me in that moment, that's what I used.
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So, witchcraft does not always have to be rigid.
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It it shouldn't be rigid.
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Do I follow certain things for certain things?
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Absolutely.
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Like, if I were to call in a goddess or a god, would I follow what they would want?
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Yes.
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Do I pull out a book and go, but I have to be at the crossroads where a murderer was buried?
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No.
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Fuck is that?
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Like, I literally have a book that says uh I forget what spell it is, but anyway, it's a certain spell, and I think it's a hex, actually.
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I think it's a negative spell.
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But it says to like do sacrifice, which guys, I'm not into sacrificing.
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I sacrifice my dinner into my belly, and that's about it.
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But I'm not into sacrificing anything.
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Um, my dog is over there gnawing on a bone.
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You probably can hear that through this microphone.
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I apologize.
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He is just going to town.
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I got them two like marrow full-filled beef bones.
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One of my dogs is conked out cold.
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She's so tired.
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But the other one is just going to town.
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He's loving it.
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Anyway, I love my animals.
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I would never sacrifice an animal.
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Uh, maybe a fly or a mosquito, um, sometimes a spider, because you know, if you're in my space, you're dead.
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Um, that's just me.
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I know people are like, take it outside, be all kind, blah, blah, blah.
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You know what?
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Live in my walls.
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As long as I don't see you, I don't care.
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But as soon as you step in my space, you're dead.
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I'm sorry, you're dead.
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And that's all I have to say about it.
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And that's my right.
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That's that's my is my house, man.
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I protect my space.
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I yeah.
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Anyway, I'm not even gonna go into it.
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Why I do that or how strongly I feel about it.
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It's my thing, and I'm not gonna apologize for it.
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Anyway, why did I go on that tangent?
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Oh, yeah, sacrificing.
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So, yeah, it has this spell or hex or whatever where it says you gotta sacrifice this and the blood of this animal or this thing, it could be a frog.
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I have no idea, but anyway, um, the blood, and then you take it to a crossroads of three roads where three roads cross in the center, and at the center of the crossroads, a murderer is buried.
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Who the fuck knows that?
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Can you Google this shit?
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Can you Google where is a murderer buried at a um three-road crossroad?
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Huh?
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What?
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Like, what the fuck?
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I seriously, seriously, guys, I was like, you got to be kidding me.
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Like, who follows that shit?
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And before you tell me, like, 666, satanic cults, blah blah blah, this and that.
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Listen, I don't know anything about those uh things, so I don't even want to speculate, but I know for myself, I would never, oh my god, never, never, never, never.
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And I I always say never say never because you never know.
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But when it comes to sacrificing and knowing where a murderer is buried, I never.
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I trust, I never.
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Anyway, that being said, guys, witchcraft is not rigid, it is not um something that you should be so tight-assed about.
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Like, what the fuck is wrong with people?
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In in seriously, in the witch talk kind of world, in um on the social media, like what is wrong with people?
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Anyway, that leads me to the whole like witchcraft world on social media performing legit performing hexes, people loving the shit out of it, because I get it, I get it, I get it.
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Oh my god, I so fucking get it where the emotion is coming from.
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Because rage is a fucking powerful emotion.
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Oh, I just got choked up.
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Rage is a powerful emotion, so is fear, so is lust.
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They are powerful, right?
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And that's why the spiritual realm thrives on them.
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So when I am on TikTok and Instagram and Facebook reels and shit, and I see, because I'm in that realm, I see these witches doing hexes on the seven, and you know what the seven are.
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I'm not even gonna dive into it.
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I'm not gonna give that my energy, to be fair.
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Not giving them my energy.
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But when I see the witches doing hexes on them, I stop.
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I stop, I stop, I stop, I scroll away.
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I don't like it, and I it's not, oh my god, how do I explain this without me sounding like I support the seven?
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I do not.
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Let me make that fucking clear.
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I do not, but I also do not support hexing people.
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Like I just it's not in me.
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And you would think, what the fuck?
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I don't get it, you're a fucking Scorpio.
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I know, guys, I'm a November Scorpio at that.
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And I cannot get behind hexing somebody.
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Do I want to hex their behavior?
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Oh fuck yeah.
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Do I want to make sure that they pay for what the fuck they did?
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Absolutely.
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Do I want to protect the Jane Doe?
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Abso fucking.
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Do I absolutely despise the actions of all involved on and I'm I'm not even limiting to seven.
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The 50 in the chat, the whole university, the whole community that put this in in on the back burner and dismissed it or did whatever.
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I am so sick and tired of men being able to get away with this shit.
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Is it only men?
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No.
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No, it's not only men, because in this specific topic, women have been guilty of not saying shit too.
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I'm not talking about the victims.
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I am not talking about the victims, so don't get me wrong.
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And I'm not going on a rant.
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I should calm my voice.
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I'm not going on a rant, guys.
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What I'm saying is those that protect the shit.
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The shit, the scum, the little fecesy piles of crap out there that perform these things on innocent women or on innocent men.
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Let's be fair, it does happen to both.
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That is who I despise.
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Do do I want to hex them?
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Oh my oh, with every ounce of my being, with every ounce of my witchy being, do I want to use my power against them?
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Will I?
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As tears are coming to my eyes, no, no, I will not.
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And it takes every ounce of control I have not to.
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Why?
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You may ask, why would I not use my power for good against these evil things out there?
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That is because they are not the actual problem.
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They are the symptom of a bigger problem.
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And I want to use my power against the actual problem.
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And that's what I will use my power against.
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Is my power powerful?
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You better fucking believe it is.
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I I know.
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I have seen it time and time again, and have I doubted it?
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Oh fuck yeah, I have.
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Hundreds of times, millions of times, I've doubted my own power.
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In many ways.
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My own voice, my own thoughts, my own feelings, my own power.
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I've always doubted it.
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Do I doubt it anymore?
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Absa fucking not.
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And you should never doubt yours.
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Use your power.
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Use it for the good of human life, use it for the good of animal life, use it for the good of this this planet, for this universe, for our whole being of being a human.
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And I am, and I know I am, living my last life on this earth.
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And when my last life comes to an end, I will be transformed into spirit form.
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As we all will.
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And I don't know exactly what's on the other side in the spirit realm for me.
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I don't know where my path is leading, although I have some inklings, but I'm not gonna get into that.
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I because that's my path, and I'm choosing to keep that to myself.
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But what I do believe is that when I'm done and I go to that spirit realm, I want to know I've lived the best possible final life I have and do the best by everything I've learned through all my lifetimes, through all the times I've been a witch.
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I want to put that power to the best of its ability and use it for the best it can be used for.
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And that is against the actual problem, not the symptoms.
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And therefore, when I see the witches, and some are legit, I can feel their energy, some are legit witches, and damn, they got some skills and some power.
00:20:42.640 --> 00:20:45.279
So those hexes are going to do something.
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Uh I'm not doubting that at all.
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Uh I'm not doubting it, I'm not doubting it, I'm not doubting it.
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But I have also seen false witches.
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Those that think they're witches, those that pretend to be witches, those that like to be a witch because it's a good, cool thing to be nowadays.
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Um, those hexes are going to backfire.
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Backfire onto them.
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Oh my god, they are going to get hurt.
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And if any of you are out there that are listening that have tried, or maybe you're not, maybe you're just not a pretend witch.
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I don't want to call anybody that to their faces because you don't feel like you're pretending to be a witch, but you're kind of like just jumped on the whole witch bandwagon because it's cool right now.
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It's been cool for the last few years and it's gaining popularity.
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So you're like, oh yeah, I'm a bitch, I'm a witch, I'm a witch.
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Uh no.
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You don't understand the power, and I don't understand the fucking power.
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I didn't believe in the power.
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I didn't understand the power.
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And then I had a number of my spells, a number of my predictions, a number of my thoughts so fucking clear.
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Come to fruition that I had to stop and say, why am I doubting it?
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Why?
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Um, why did I go there?
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Like I said, I know there's somebody out there listening that's like on this journey and going through shit with me that is like, yes, yep, yep, yep, yep.
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I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I know this.
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Um, so I guess that was for you.
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Cheers.
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Okay.
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The next thing I wanted to talk about, uh, because witchcraft, that's my life.
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That's my life.
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I feel so passionate about it.
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Um, I will always feel passionate.
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My eyes are fucking itchy, guys.
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Who's what's going on?
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Okay.
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Trouble seeing something?
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Something's not clear to somebody.
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Hold on, hold on, hold on.
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I'll be right back.
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Hold on.
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We are going to find out what is not clear.
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Okay.
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So somebody out there is definitely uh their voice is being cut, so either they're feeling they can't speak their truth, or um, they've tried to speak their truth and they've been dismissed in some way.
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So oh yeah.
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Did you try to speak your truth at like a ceremony or something where people were gathered, family and friends were gathered, and you try to speak your truth and nobody would believe you?
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Hmm.
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Interesting.
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Okay.
00:23:19.599 --> 00:23:20.400
Well, let's see.
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Let's see what Spirit has to say about that.
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Because my eyes got really fucking itchy for a second.
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They're still itchy.
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Um, do my eyes get itchy from time to time?
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Uh, probably.
00:23:31.519 --> 00:23:32.559
Yeah, let's be fair.
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Yeah, they probably do.
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Were they itchy today before I started this podcast?
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Nope.
00:23:37.359 --> 00:23:43.599
Okay, so that celebration was a real, real uh positive thing in your life, right?
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So did you get married?
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Did you have a celebration, a birth of a child or something?
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Where um you realized a part of your life maybe needed to change, or maybe you identified a part of your life that you wanted to share with your family.
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Oh, and then you realized that meant you had to pick up the pieces of something that fell apart.
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Sorry about that.
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Oh my goodness.
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And during this realization, that was after you had many, many times of like days, months, years even, of contemplating whether or not you were going to make this choice, because it was always a choice you wanted to make.
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My goodness, you've been through it.
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You've been through it.
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Okay, let's see what they okay.
00:24:26.960 --> 00:24:29.519
Yeah, that choice, that choice keeps coming up.
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So this was something that completely oh, you felt like you were left out in the dark.
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But you used your words at the end, you did.
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You you had the passion and and the voice to stand behind what you wanted to say.
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So good for you, good for you.
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This choice was hard for you.
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It it did keep coming up, and that choice was hard.
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It did lead to a tower moment for you.
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Um, although um, oh, did this involve something for work as well?
00:24:55.839 --> 00:25:01.680
A team like something that maybe community or team had to come together on when you made that choice.
00:25:01.839 --> 00:25:03.680
Oh, it did start something for you, though.
00:25:03.920 --> 00:25:07.839
So it started something new, like um a new endeavor, something new.
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Let's see.
00:25:08.640 --> 00:25:09.920
I'm not exactly sure what this is.
00:25:10.000 --> 00:25:11.519
My eyes are clearing up though.
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Okay, I didn't plan on doing a reading today, by the way, guys.
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Sorry.
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We're just taking it as it's coming today, guys.
00:25:19.519 --> 00:25:20.720
Taking it as it's coming.
00:25:20.880 --> 00:25:22.400
Okay, so what just came out of here?
00:25:22.480 --> 00:25:23.759
The Ten of Pentacles.
00:25:23.920 --> 00:25:24.480
Excellent.
00:25:24.640 --> 00:25:31.440
So, whatever this was, it you are feeling successful, or at least it's leading to that direction for you.
00:25:31.839 --> 00:25:33.200
Um, so that's excellent.
00:25:33.440 --> 00:25:34.720
Eight of Pentacles as well.
00:25:34.799 --> 00:25:37.839
So eight of pentacles, um, what else is here?
00:25:37.920 --> 00:25:38.880
Oh, the five of swords.
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So you did have to battle through something, and then the ten of swords.
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So that was the death, the ending of something that had to happen.
00:25:46.079 --> 00:25:48.559
Um, oh, you did get justice for that though.
00:25:48.799 --> 00:25:49.440
I dropped the ten.
00:25:50.799 --> 00:25:53.039
Okay, I dropped the ten of swords on the floor.
00:25:53.200 --> 00:26:02.000
So that means whatever that was that you had to uh that kind of stabbed you in the back, basically, that uh was the death you had to rebuild from.
00:26:02.160 --> 00:26:05.680
You were oh, you were left with something unsaid from that though.
00:26:05.839 --> 00:26:08.400
Is that what you ended up saying at that celebration?
00:26:08.559 --> 00:26:13.039
Whatever was left unsaid from that from that death of of a situation.
00:26:13.599 --> 00:26:15.759
Um you walked away from something.
00:26:16.000 --> 00:26:17.039
Okay, that's what they're saying.
00:26:17.200 --> 00:26:18.319
You walked away from something.
00:26:18.559 --> 00:26:20.079
Okay, okay, okay.
00:26:20.400 --> 00:26:22.720
So let's see what else we have here.
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I won't oh, okay.
00:26:24.559 --> 00:26:26.319
Oh, the four of pentacles.
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So even though you're showing success, the eight of pentacles, the ten of pentacles, and you're showing that um success is on the horizon for you, you still hold everything very tightly because you're afraid of losing it all.
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Interesting.
00:26:41.279 --> 00:26:48.160
And that's because you still have it, you still, you still, you still have not said whatever you need to say.
00:26:48.400 --> 00:26:54.799
So you have the queen of swords energy, you have the queen of wands energy, you have the ability to say whatever that is.
00:26:54.960 --> 00:26:58.000
Oh, and the high priestess just came out, which is my card.
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The high priestess.
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So, this is a message for somebody out there that's listening that needed to hear, you can say whatever that was that was left unsaid.
00:27:08.720 --> 00:27:11.039
And it's time, it's time to say it now.
00:27:11.279 --> 00:27:16.400
Eight of Wands, things will start moving quickly for you once you have that conversation.
00:27:16.559 --> 00:27:22.240
Once you say those words that you are holding on to that you do not want to say, go ahead and say it.
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It will be healing for you.
00:27:23.920 --> 00:27:26.640
The star just came out, it will be healing.
00:27:26.880 --> 00:27:29.519
Um, say it, go say it.
00:27:29.680 --> 00:27:33.279
Um, stop procrastinating, get off your ass.
00:27:33.440 --> 00:27:34.480
The five of wands.
00:27:34.559 --> 00:27:37.119
Yeah, stop walking on eggshells.
00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:38.480
Get off your ass.
00:27:38.720 --> 00:27:40.160
Go say those words.
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I'm seriously, I'm getting hyped up for you.
00:27:43.440 --> 00:27:44.400
I'm getting hyped up.
00:27:44.480 --> 00:27:47.839
Look, the star healing, chariot, it's coming in fast.
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Do it.
00:27:48.720 --> 00:28:00.799
I'm trying to I think Spirit, Universe is trying to tell you, if you've been not saying things, I got choked up at the beginning of this, then my eyes got really itchy.
00:28:00.960 --> 00:28:06.880
My eyes get got itchy, and that meant I'm not able to see something clearly.
00:28:07.119 --> 00:28:12.640
Um, then I was called to pull my cards, which I don't typically pull my cards on an episode.
00:28:12.799 --> 00:28:13.759
You guys know that.
00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:15.039
Oh, the hangman.
00:28:15.200 --> 00:28:15.440
Okay.
00:28:15.680 --> 00:28:17.039
Building new foundation.
00:28:17.200 --> 00:28:19.680
Oh, no, you're telling me that's not right.
00:28:19.839 --> 00:28:21.279
Okay, okay, okay.
00:28:21.519 --> 00:28:22.480
That wasn't for you.
00:28:22.640 --> 00:28:23.839
That wasn't for you, they said.
00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:26.240
That wasn't the Knight of Pentacles.
00:28:26.480 --> 00:28:29.839
Your pentacles are very strong, so go with that.
00:28:30.079 --> 00:28:33.200
Girl or guy, whoever you are, go with that.
00:28:33.359 --> 00:28:40.160
You need to realize that that tower moment that you had, or maybe that is still coming with the words you still need to say.
00:28:40.400 --> 00:28:43.279
That tower tower moment is a positive thing.
00:28:43.519 --> 00:28:45.759
Tower moments are very positive, guys.
00:28:45.839 --> 00:28:50.319
Even though they feel oh shit, I'm dropping my I'm dropping my straw.
00:28:50.559 --> 00:28:51.839
Oh sh okay.
00:28:52.160 --> 00:28:53.759
My candle just went out, guys.
00:28:53.839 --> 00:28:55.119
I'm gonna take a picture of this.
00:28:55.200 --> 00:28:55.839
Where's my phone?
00:28:55.920 --> 00:28:56.640
Where's my phone?
00:28:56.799 --> 00:28:59.519
My candle's burning on the side, but the flame actually went out.
00:28:59.680 --> 00:29:00.720
Where's my camera?
00:29:00.880 --> 00:29:01.440
Oh my god.
00:29:01.519 --> 00:29:02.799
Oh, now it's relighting.
00:29:02.880 --> 00:29:04.240
Okay, where's my video?
00:29:04.400 --> 00:29:06.960
Okay, it's burning the whole side of my candle now.
00:29:07.119 --> 00:29:08.720
I'll try to get a video of it for you.
00:29:08.880 --> 00:29:09.839
I am not gonna tech.
00:29:10.079 --> 00:29:11.920
This is like I'm struggling here.
00:29:12.079 --> 00:29:16.720
Okay, so you'll find this on my uh TikTok or Instagram.
00:29:16.880 --> 00:29:18.240
That's where you'll find this.
00:29:18.400 --> 00:29:22.000
So you can see how I did fire safe dish, of course.
00:29:22.240 --> 00:29:22.960
Fire safe.
00:29:23.359 --> 00:29:26.000
This is actually a pie plate, so it is fire safe.
00:29:26.079 --> 00:29:26.960
It's good for the oven.
00:29:27.039 --> 00:29:34.799
And then I have it on another pad here and then metal, another metal tray, because I've tried to burn the desk down a few times.
00:29:34.960 --> 00:29:36.720
So that fire is getting a little high.
00:29:36.880 --> 00:29:42.640
I do have my little cauldron here, my top, cast iron cauldron, so I can put out this flame at any time.
00:29:42.799 --> 00:29:48.799
Because fire safety, guys, fire safety, even though you're a witch and you do spells inside, fire safety.
00:29:48.960 --> 00:29:49.279
Okay?
00:29:49.440 --> 00:29:50.480
I can't stress that enough.
00:29:50.640 --> 00:29:52.160
This is getting big.
00:29:52.400 --> 00:29:55.680
So we are going to calm it down, calm it down.
00:29:55.839 --> 00:29:59.119
So I'm calming it down just by putting my cover over it.
00:29:59.279 --> 00:30:00.000
There we go.
00:30:00.160 --> 00:30:01.920
So I had to put it out, guys.
00:30:02.160 --> 00:30:04.079
It got way too violent.
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:05.599
Way too violent.
00:30:05.920 --> 00:30:08.960
And we don't want a violent flame.
00:30:09.119 --> 00:30:14.480
I am trying to pull in my energy and rein it in, not explode it.
00:30:14.720 --> 00:30:15.359
Right?
00:30:15.680 --> 00:30:18.240
So I'll post that on the interwebs.
00:30:18.480 --> 00:30:20.319
The interwebs, as I call them.
00:30:20.480 --> 00:30:23.039
I think I put too much oil on that candle.
00:30:23.279 --> 00:30:24.880
So you gotta be careful out there.
00:30:25.119 --> 00:30:26.880
Witchcraft can be dangerous.
00:30:27.200 --> 00:30:27.519
Okay.
00:30:28.000 --> 00:30:30.400
So does anybody else need a message?
00:30:30.640 --> 00:30:31.440
My goodness.
00:30:31.680 --> 00:30:36.640
I really did not mean or think I was okay, now I'm getting choked up again.
00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:42.880
Think I was uh going to go and do a little impromptu carve reading, but there you go.
00:30:43.039 --> 00:30:48.319
So I did pull a Reddit story that I kind of wanted to jump into.
00:30:48.480 --> 00:30:53.039
Um, before I jump into this though, because I do want to jump into this, it looked really good.
00:30:53.200 --> 00:30:55.039
It looked really good in witchcraft.
00:30:55.119 --> 00:30:57.920
It's on the witchcraft side, it's not a ghost story, it's on the witchcraft.
00:30:58.079 --> 00:30:59.119
Anyway, uh Sip.
00:30:59.440 --> 00:31:00.720
I got the hiccups now.
00:31:00.880 --> 00:31:03.920
My god, what's going on out there in the in the universe?
00:31:04.079 --> 00:31:06.480
I swear to God, it's chaotic as fuck.
00:31:06.720 --> 00:31:15.519
Okay, before I dive into this story, which, like I said, looks freaking amazing, and I want to dive into it.
00:31:15.759 --> 00:31:35.039
I want to talk a little bit about what has been going on in my personal life, where I've been, what I've been doing, because I've kind of only been like putting out ghost stories, missed last week due to tech difficulties, and yeah, there's been a lot of shit going on, and I really have only been putting out ghost stories.
00:31:35.200 --> 00:31:38.000
Like, I put the train is off the rails.
00:31:38.079 --> 00:31:40.720
That was my complete like rant, right?
00:31:40.880 --> 00:31:42.319
For almost an hour.
00:31:42.559 --> 00:31:47.599
A few of you actually managed to get through that one, so good on you.
00:31:48.000 --> 00:31:50.000
I don't know who managed to get through that.
00:31:50.079 --> 00:31:55.119
I didn't even look at the um the stats for it, to be quite honest.
00:31:55.279 --> 00:31:56.720
Um, let's see.
00:31:56.880 --> 00:31:58.640
I I maybe I can't see it.
00:31:58.720 --> 00:31:59.200
I don't know.
00:31:59.359 --> 00:32:00.240
Uh, the train.
00:32:00.400 --> 00:32:01.920
The train, the train, the train.
00:32:02.079 --> 00:32:03.200
Oh, there we go.
00:32:03.519 --> 00:32:07.440
So um, anybody from Canada get through it?
00:32:07.759 --> 00:32:10.079
Montreal, thank you.
00:32:10.720 --> 00:32:12.799
Um, Sydney, Nova Scotia.
00:32:12.880 --> 00:32:14.480
That was probably a friend of mine.
00:32:14.880 --> 00:32:18.160
And I don't see another Canada one.
00:32:18.480 --> 00:32:22.559
So I don't know why some of the places oh, Toronto, Toronto.
00:32:22.799 --> 00:32:24.640
Okay, so that's cool.
00:32:24.799 --> 00:32:28.160
And then we have 13 people from the US.
00:32:28.319 --> 00:32:31.039
My counts are like so low, guys.
00:32:31.200 --> 00:32:35.039
So whatever you can do to help share the podcast, if you like it, share it.
00:32:35.200 --> 00:32:38.480
Uh, if you keep coming back, please tell people about it.
00:32:38.720 --> 00:32:48.240
Um, if you're not following the podcast and you keep finding yourself here every week, please follow me on Insta and TikTok and follow the podcast.
00:32:48.319 --> 00:32:54.319
I don't know if you listen on Apple, how you do that, or like TikTok or whatever.
00:32:54.480 --> 00:33:04.079
However, you're listening, if you can maybe just like drop an emoji or a hashtag or you know, hashtag SWD Podcast.
00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:05.680
I don't know, guys.
00:33:05.839 --> 00:33:12.880
I'm just I'm just a girl standing in front of you asking you to be on this crazy train with me.
00:33:13.119 --> 00:33:23.519
Um, yeah, so there's people from Germany, Nigeria, Russian Federation, South Korea, one person from each one of those countries.
00:33:23.680 --> 00:33:25.039
Ooh, big audience.
00:33:25.359 --> 00:33:26.319
But thank you.
00:33:26.559 --> 00:33:27.920
Thank you for returning.
00:33:28.079 --> 00:33:32.960
The the um German that I think I've seen that place a few times.
00:33:33.119 --> 00:33:35.519
When I say that place, I don't know how to pronounce it.
00:33:35.599 --> 00:33:37.039
I'm not even gonna pretend.
00:33:37.359 --> 00:33:40.000
Max, my goodness, he's non over there.
00:33:40.240 --> 00:33:41.039
Um, yeah.
00:33:41.279 --> 00:33:45.839
Anyway, thank you guys for listening to the train, was off the rails.
00:33:46.079 --> 00:33:50.000
Um, but then the others, like I'm just going back.
00:33:50.160 --> 00:33:54.480
So I had like um two Reddit stories.
00:33:54.880 --> 00:33:58.720
Two out of the last five were Reddit stories, and I feel like that's a lot.
00:33:58.880 --> 00:34:02.799
I don't usually do back-to-back kind of Reddit stories.
00:34:03.200 --> 00:34:04.319
So, yeah.
00:34:04.640 --> 00:34:07.680
Thanks guys for sticking by me through that.
00:34:07.839 --> 00:34:15.360
Now, what I wanted to say is what's going on with me is I of course have the two companies I run, this podcast, and I work full-time.
00:34:15.519 --> 00:34:17.440
So I've been working full-time, of course.
00:34:17.599 --> 00:34:24.480
My tour company, this is the busy season for me, although I'm not that busy, so I mean I take that with a grain of salt.
00:34:24.719 --> 00:34:28.719
But this is the busy season for my witchcraft company.
00:34:28.880 --> 00:34:30.960
I mean, it's spooky season, right?
00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:32.480
That is my stuff.
00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:35.199
That is what I do, that is where I thrive.
00:34:35.360 --> 00:34:38.000
And I've been going on a lot of ghost hunts.
00:34:38.239 --> 00:34:43.840
Um, my event is in full, full-fledged motion.
00:34:44.320 --> 00:34:58.800
Uh, so besides hosting it every two weeks and having people into uh the oldest
house in Sydney, I am also then needing to go over all the footage I've captured and go go through the evidence and stuff like that.
00:34:58.880 --> 00:35:01.039
Uh, because I am doing that all myself.
00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:14.159
It's not like I have an editor, I can just hand off the um all the devices and actually two of my devices right here, um, two old phones I have, I can't get my fucking shit off of.
00:35:14.239 --> 00:35:18.239
I guys, I don't know how I really should not handle technology.
00:35:18.400 --> 00:35:19.440
I really shouldn't.
00:35:19.599 --> 00:35:21.360
I should just be the medium in the room.
00:35:21.519 --> 00:35:28.800
Somebody else do the fucking tech shit because I showed up at the last investigation with two flashlights.
00:35:29.039 --> 00:35:29.760
Hear those?
00:35:29.920 --> 00:35:30.880
Two flashlights.
00:35:31.039 --> 00:35:32.639
Neither one had batteries in.
00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:36.800
I'm telling you, I really should not be in charge of tech at all.
00:35:36.960 --> 00:35:39.039
Even for fucking flashlights.
00:35:39.280 --> 00:35:40.239
Come on now.
00:35:40.480 --> 00:35:43.360
I couldn't put a battery in a flashlight.
00:35:43.599 --> 00:35:44.800
No, let's see.
00:35:45.119 --> 00:35:47.119
No, it is empty.
00:35:47.360 --> 00:35:48.800
It is empty.
00:35:49.039 --> 00:35:55.280
So I have those on my desk so I don't forget tomorrow is the next event, so I put batteries in this shit.
00:35:55.519 --> 00:35:59.519
I gotta charge all my devices, and I have a tour in the morning.
00:35:59.679 --> 00:36:00.559
Not a big deal.
00:36:00.719 --> 00:36:11.119
But I do want to kind of before I dive into um the Reddit story, like I was saying, I was talking a little bit about what's going on with me and my life.
00:36:11.360 --> 00:36:19.679
Here's a story for you I w I wanted to share because it's quite fucked up, if I have to say, it's quite fucked up.
00:36:20.000 --> 00:36:22.320
So I was out on tour recently.
00:36:22.559 --> 00:36:25.920
I won't tell you exactly when, because I don't know.
00:36:26.239 --> 00:36:36.559
Maybe my tour people will find my podcast at some point in their life and figure out that I was talking about them, and I don't want it to be like that, okay?
00:36:36.880 --> 00:36:44.480
What I want to talk about is the not the people that I had, but the conversation that I had with the people.
00:36:44.800 --> 00:36:58.239
And the conversation was about First Nations people, and there was a lot of genuine interest and um interest and ignorance.
00:36:58.559 --> 00:37:01.679
And I say that more lovingly than judgy.
00:37:02.000 --> 00:37:03.039
Does that make sense?
00:37:03.280 --> 00:37:13.760
So even though I know the hit like as much of the truth history as I can know at this point, I'm always learning.
00:37:14.079 --> 00:37:23.039
I so I feel I'm not as ignorant, but the questions I was being asked, I felt were ignorant.
00:37:23.440 --> 00:37:34.960
And the one question that really irked me was they asked me how the First Nations people, the indigenous in my area dress.
00:37:35.280 --> 00:37:39.440
Do they dress in traditional dress or normal dress?
00:37:39.679 --> 00:37:44.079
And I felt that question was so fucking ignorant.
00:37:44.320 --> 00:37:45.280
What do you mean?
00:37:45.440 --> 00:37:46.559
How do they dress?
00:37:46.719 --> 00:37:48.239
They dress like people.
00:37:48.639 --> 00:37:51.440
Like people dress, they wear clothing.
00:37:51.599 --> 00:37:53.039
Like, what do you mean?
00:37:53.280 --> 00:37:56.320
I was so taken back by the ignorance.
00:37:56.400 --> 00:37:57.760
It was an honest question.
00:37:58.000 --> 00:38:02.239
Like I said, I'm not I'm not bashing the people who asked the question.
00:38:02.480 --> 00:38:07.119
The conversation, however, and how did I answer that question?
00:38:07.280 --> 00:38:13.440
Well, I answered it as well, they just wear clothes, you know, like they just wear normal clothes.
00:38:13.760 --> 00:38:21.280
And then they asked me another question, and I can't remember the question because it literally I saw red, guys.
00:38:21.360 --> 00:38:34.320
I saw red, and I was like, I need to not freak out right now and not say exactly what's in my heart and on my mind, but it was an ignorant question.
00:38:34.639 --> 00:38:38.639
So I literally uh all I remember is my response.
00:38:38.880 --> 00:38:41.440
My response was, what do you mean?
00:38:41.599 --> 00:38:49.280
They are people, plain and simple, they are people, and they are human beings, they are people.
00:38:49.599 --> 00:38:51.840
There's no ifs, ands, or buts.
00:38:51.920 --> 00:38:57.440
I like I said, I blocked out the question because I literally saw red.
00:38:58.000 --> 00:39:26.400
And again, the question came from an honest place, but the place was of ignorance, and I was unbelievably triggered because I, as a white girl who was European descent, is European descent, I came over from my family, came over from Scotland and Western Europe, and I know that my ancestors probably were fucking terrible.
00:39:26.639 --> 00:39:26.960
Okay?
00:39:27.440 --> 00:39:28.480
Why do I know that?
00:39:28.719 --> 00:39:40.800
Because I come from a line of Celts and Vikings, um, a mix with a little bit of like 5% of other European regions, so I am 95% Celtic.
00:39:41.039 --> 00:39:48.400
Um, so I know just from history, just from history, that the Celts were brutes, okay?
00:39:48.719 --> 00:39:55.679
Do I think they were just kind, gentle souls for to all um peoples of this nation?
00:39:56.159 --> 00:39:56.480
No.
00:39:56.960 --> 00:39:59.519
Do I think my family did no wrong?
00:39:59.840 --> 00:40:00.159
No.
00:40:00.719 --> 00:40:04.559
Do I think I in a past life could have done wrong?
00:40:04.880 --> 00:40:05.440
Yes.
00:40:05.760 --> 00:40:13.679
Do I reconcile that by trying my best to be a an honest and truthful and good loving human being now?
00:40:14.079 --> 00:40:15.039
So yes.
00:40:15.360
--> 00:40:28.960
So when it came to ignorant questions on how the people live and what they wear and what they eat and uh what language they speak and where they go to school and all kinds of questions.
00:40:29.119 --> 00:40:34.639
Like, like I said, the questions were coming from an honest place, but a lot of the questions were ignorant.
00:40:34.960 --> 00:40:46.079
And so at the end, literally, I saw red and I just stopped the questioning and just said, they are people, plain and simple, people, just people.
00:40:46.480 --> 00:40:55.519
Like, let's stop analyzing what they wear and what they do and blah blah blah, and ask them who they are as people.
00:40:55.840 --> 00:41:01.119
Just oh, it literally, and I don't know why I was so triggered.
00:41:01.360 --> 00:41:07.280
I don't know why I literally felt like I was being attacked, and that was not the case.
00:41:07.440 --> 00:41:16.400
Like I said, and I'll say it time and time again, the questions were coming from a legit, um, loving, honest place in someone's heart.
00:41:16.639 --> 00:41:22.719
Were the questions coming through like honest, happy, loving questions?
00:41:22.880 --> 00:41:38.400
No, they were coming through as ignorant questions, and I know I'm gonna trigger some people here, and I'm really sorry, but 99.99% of my tours are from America, and that's all I'm gonna say on that.
00:41:38.639 --> 00:41:46.000
So, anyway, now that I'm canceled, um, I'm going to go to the Reddit story now.
00:41:46.239 --> 00:41:54.400
So, basically, guys, do your fucking research before you come to another country and you ask ignorant questions, right?
00:41:54.559 --> 00:41:56.159
Like, that's what I'm saying.
00:41:56.239 --> 00:42:06.639
If you're asking from an honest place, that's one thing, and I was more than happy to answer all the questions and literally do it with a smile and with a loving heart.
00:42:06.880 --> 00:42:13.920
But I am also, I am also going to stand up for my people, and my people are Canadians.
00:42:14.159 --> 00:42:14.639
Period.
00:42:14.800 --> 00:42:17.199
Period, period, period, done, period.
00:42:17.599 --> 00:42:23.599
And I will always stand up and say, First nations people are first of this nation, indigenous.
00:42:23.920 --> 00:42:31.679
And I will do my best to hold truth in my heart and to reconcile the wrongs that were done.
00:42:31.920 --> 00:42:38.559
And that how I do that is to buy is to buy, oh my goodness, I can't speak English anymore.
00:42:38.639 --> 00:42:39.920
I'm getting so flustered.
00:42:40.079 --> 00:42:45.519
That I do that by sharing the truths I've learned and educating people.
00:42:45.679 --> 00:42:46.400
And that's it.
00:42:46.559 --> 00:42:47.039
That's it.
00:42:47.199 --> 00:42:47.679
That's it.
00:42:47.920 --> 00:42:50.880
Okay, let's get on to something really fun.
00:42:51.360 --> 00:42:52.880
A spell, maybe?
00:42:53.119 --> 00:42:55.440
Uh, a story about a spell?
00:42:55.760 --> 00:43:01.039
I don't know, but the the
tagline, the title, oh, it hooked me.
00:43:01.199 --> 00:43:02.079
It hooked me.
00:43:02.239 --> 00:43:04.719
If you've stayed this long, you're in for a treat.
00:43:04.800 --> 00:43:06.559
I promise you, you're in for a treat.
00:43:06.800 --> 00:43:12.559
So I will probably put my title on so that you do stay till the end.
00:43:12.719 --> 00:43:14.960
Or maybe I'll put my sound bite on for this part.
00:43:15.039 --> 00:43:15.599
What do you think?
00:43:15.760 --> 00:43:17.119
Yeah, maybe I'll do that.
00:43:17.440 --> 00:43:19.519
Okay, put my drink aside.
00:43:19.760 --> 00:43:24.960
So the this is on the witchcraft subreddit, and it is called.
00:43:25.119 --> 00:43:29.679
Oh, sorry, it is by Miss Doing Her Best.
00:43:29.920 --> 00:43:33.920
So, Miss Doing Her Best, you caught my attention.
00:43:34.079 --> 00:43:38.559
So, I'm assuming girl, it says Miss, so girl, you caught my attention.
00:43:38.719 --> 00:43:39.760
What you talking about?
00:43:40.000 --> 00:43:52.320
The title is Made My First Money Bowl and went from$200 to$5,000 in my bank account one week later.
00:43:52.960 --> 00:43:58.079
And this is a sharing experience, so it's not a question.
00:43:58.239 --> 00:43:59.280
This is an experience, guys.
00:43:59.360 --> 00:44:01.039
So let's I'm so excited.
00:44:01.199 --> 00:44:02.079
Let's dive in.
00:44:02.239 --> 00:44:03.599
Full disclosure.
00:44:03.840 --> 00:44:11.599
I had several disability uh back payments that I was recently informed may not be approved.
00:44:11.760 --> 00:44:19.599
I made a money bowl and one week later I got all of them plus 1.2k in monetary gifts.
00:44:19.840 --> 00:44:30.800
Here's what I used base, rice, oats, salt, loose peppermint tea, cinnamon, and coffee grounds to accelerate the effect.
00:44:31.039 --> 00:44:31.519
Trust me.
00:44:31.679 --> 00:44:33.920
It fucking accelerates effects.
00:44:34.400 --> 00:44:40.400
And it's good fortunes I've received and saved from fortune cookies over the years.
00:44:40.800 --> 00:44:42.400
And something just buzzed.
00:44:42.800 --> 00:44:43.760
Sound like a bug.
00:44:43.920 --> 00:44:44.320
Hold on.
00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:46.000
Oh, that was just my phone.
00:44:46.719 --> 00:44:48.079
That was just my phone.
00:44:48.320 --> 00:44:50.079
Again, me and tech.
00:44:50.400 --> 00:44:50.960
Totally.
00:44:51.280 --> 00:44:54.400
I I I just should live in nature and not have technology, guys.
00:44:54.559 --> 00:44:56.559
Anyway, then I wouldn't talk to you though.
00:44:56.800 --> 00:44:57.119
Okay.
00:44:57.360 --> 00:44:59.440
So she added the fortune cookies.
00:44:59.599 --> 00:45:04.719
Uh the the fortunes out of the fortune cookies that she saved for over years.
00:45:05.039 --> 00:45:09.199
Affirmation that money comes to me abundantly.
00:45:09.440 --> 00:45:13.119
Money bills and coins, especially shiny coins.
00:45:13.440 --> 00:45:15.039
Jade for good fortune.
00:45:15.280 --> 00:45:16.079
The ritual.
00:45:16.320 --> 00:45:21.280
She
summoned feeling of abundance and envisioned financial success.
00:45:21.440 --> 00:45:25.199
Clapped three times over the bowl to seal it.
00:45:25.440 --> 00:45:34.800
Then smudged the bowl and altar with Palo Sa um Santo, I think that's what it's Palo Alto, I think it's Palo Santo.
00:45:35.119 --> 00:45:35.599
Anyway.
00:45:35.840 --> 00:45:43.840
Placed the bowl on cleansed altar with an elephant figurine facing to the left for protection and luck.
00:45:44.000 --> 00:45:49.199
The altar I used has mirrors to enhance and amplify the effects.
00:45:49.440 --> 00:45:50.880
Well, worked for you, I think.
00:45:51.039 --> 00:45:52.000
Good on you.
00:45:52.239 --> 00:45:58.719
I will dismantle and dispose of the elements of this bowl as its purpose has been fulfilled.
00:45:58.960 --> 00:46:07.519
But I will certainly be making another one, probably minus the coffee grounds, in hopes of sustaining long-term financial success.
00:46:07.760 --> 00:46:16.000
But ne but wow, this really took a burden off my shoulders and turned me into a full believer.
00:46:16.320 --> 00:46:20.400
May all you have abundance and success in your endeavors.
00:46:20.559 --> 00:46:21.199
I love that.
00:46:21.360 --> 00:46:22.079
That was awesome.
00:46:22.159 --> 00:46:23.920
I'm going to give it an uptick.
00:46:24.159 --> 00:46:28.000
And let's read some of the comments.
00:46:28.239 --> 00:46:38.000
So one commenter said, I'm wondering how do you dispose of it once you once it has served its purpose, or if you need to renew it.
00:46:38.320 --> 00:46:41.760
So uh you can feed the money bowls.
00:46:41.840 --> 00:46:50.079
Uh some people give them oil, refresh with rice, add loose change they find, and do all types of things.
00:46:50.239 --> 00:46:52.639
To dispose of them, you just take them apart.
00:46:52.880 --> 00:46:53.920
Okay, cool.
00:46:54.159 --> 00:47:00.400
Uh might I suggest using instant coffee in the future, even faster than just coffee grounds.
00:47:00.559 --> 00:47:07.599
On a different note, I recharged my permanent money bowl on the August full moon and got a job less than a month later.
00:47:07.760 --> 00:47:08.719
Good for you.
00:47:09.039 --> 00:47:12.320
And um coffee beans work as well.
00:47:12.480 --> 00:47:16.400
This is genius, congrats, I'm looking for a job, blah blah blah.
00:47:16.719 --> 00:47:18.000
Uh let's see.
00:47:18.159 --> 00:47:22.320
I made a money bowl once and then got rear-ended.
00:47:22.559 --> 00:47:24.480
Ooh, sorry about that.
00:47:24.800 --> 00:47:32.880
This totaled my car and prompted a swift settlement offer including lost wages and medical bill coverage.
00:47:33.119 --> 00:47:35.360
Money bowl for the win.
00:47:35.679 --> 00:47:36.239
Wow.
00:47:36.559 --> 00:47:40.480
But sorry, you got in a car accident and had medical costs and everything.
00:47:40.719 --> 00:47:41.199
Wow.
00:47:41.440 --> 00:47:41.840
Ouch.
00:47:42.320 --> 00:47:44.400
Don't want you to see get money that way.
00:47:44.639 --> 00:47:48.639
Um, so again, that's a great example though, guys.
00:47:48.800 --> 00:47:50.320
That witchcraft is powerful.
00:47:50.480 --> 00:48:04.400
When you put witchcraft, when you do spells and you put them out there, you really have to know what you're doing because and be prepared because you may get it in a way that you're not prepared for, that you're not expecting.
00:48:04.639 --> 00:48:06.800
Um, love money spells.
00:48:07.039 --> 00:48:11.360
I did this the next day, our car sold.
00:48:11.599 --> 00:48:18.400
Oh, I did this the next day our c car sold, and my parent partner's mom gave us a check for our wedding.
00:48:18.639 --> 00:48:23.920
So so three days after the spell, I had$50,000 in our account.
00:48:24.000 --> 00:48:25.280
It was insane.
00:48:25.440 --> 00:48:28.079
Honestly, the most effective spell I ever did.
00:48:28.320 --> 00:48:30.800
Wow, my goodness.
00:48:31.119 --> 00:48:38.000
So the original poster, the OP, said I dismantled everything and put it back where it belonged.
00:48:38.159 --> 00:48:44.559
I'm returning the base to the earth, my garden, so it can continue an abundance cycle.
00:48:44.880 --> 00:48:45.519
Love that.
00:48:45.760 --> 00:48:49.039
Okay, so that's it, guys, for this week.
00:48:49.360 --> 00:49:01.920
We uh spent some time ranting, we spent some time discussing, we spent uh time doing a reading, um, and then learning about a spell that maybe you all can try.
00:49:02.079 --> 00:49:03.679
Make your own money bowl.
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:10.400
Look it up on Google, uh, look it up on TikTok, follow your intuition, follow your heart.
00:49:10.559 --> 00:49:17.840
Whenever it comes to witchcraft, always follow your inside gut, especially if you're a budding witch and you're just learning.
00:49:18.000 --> 00:49:25.119
Um, or if you're an experienced witch out there and you are like, yeah, I got this, I got this, I got this.
00:49:25.360 --> 00:49:30.880
Um, just know that sometimes you still need to follow your intuition, follow your heart.
00:49:31.039 --> 00:49:32.480
Always follow your heart.
00:49:32.719 --> 00:49:58.159
Um, but until next week, guys, I tonight, as this goes live at midnight, I will just be getting home from another ghost hunt and unloading all my equipment, recharging it, because Sunday night, as you guys are probably listening to this on Sunday, if not Monday, I'm going on an epic ghost hunt.
00:49:58.400 --> 00:50:03.519
I will be broadcasting it, putting stuff out there on social media, so please go follow me.
00:50:03.760 --> 00:50:13.119
If you're not following the podcast, follow the podcast, but you can also follow me directly, and uh, that's where I'll be posting most of my content for the for the ghost hunts.
00:50:13.360 --> 00:50:20.480
I am going get this to a 18th century fortress.
00:50:20.880 --> 00:50:25.679
Yeah, the largest reconstructed fortified site in North America.
00:50:25.920 --> 00:50:31.039
I'm so excited, and it's just me and four friends on site the whole night.
00:50:31.119 --> 00:50:31.920
We're locked in.
00:50:32.159 --> 00:50:32.800
So excited.
00:50:32.880 --> 00:50:33.599
I'm so excited.
00:50:33.679 --> 00:50:34.480
I'm so excited.
00:50:34.719 --> 00:50:39.119
Anyway, and spirits have already been coming to me saying that they know we're coming.
00:50:39.360 --> 00:50:41.840
I am like, I'm getting chills right now.
00:50:41.920 --> 00:50:43.599
Like, I am so excited.
00:50:43.840 --> 00:50:45.840
So I can't wait.
00:50:46.159 --> 00:50:48.639
I will definitely be posting some of that.
00:50:48.719 --> 00:50:56.800
And I if you don't get it in my in uh social media, if you don't find me there, you will hear about it here, I'm sure.
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So until next week, guys.
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You know what?
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I'm glad I had this chat with you.
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I feel so much lighter, so much better.
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I I'm I think you can hear it in my voice.
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My my spell worked.
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I'm feeling more myself.
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Witchcraft is amazing.
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Let's give this one up for the witches.
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Witches for the win.
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Witches for the win.
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I love that.
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Okay, until next week, guys.
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Take care.