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Welcome to Breakthrough, the podcast that helps you to get unstuck, move forward, move on, and finally breakthrough to that next level that you have been looking for.
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I'm Mickey Ruthman, transformational breakthrough coach, speaker, and author, and your host right here on the Breakthrough Podcast.
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So get ready to break the barriers and break the limitations.
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And let's dive right on into this week's episode of Breakthrough.
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Here comes your breakthrough moment.
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Let's dive in.
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Have you ever noticed how when life just starts going well for you, you suddenly seem to pull back?
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Or as a lot of my clients will describe it, I suddenly seem to do something to just screw it all up again.
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You procrastinate on the things that are important, you become hyper-focused on small things that suddenly begin to bother you.
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You create tension in a relationship that's going great.
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You talk yourself out of an opportunity that you were excited about just weeks ago.
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And it's almost like you're tripping yourself right before the finish line.
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Now, most people explain this as bad timing, poor discipline, or a lack of confidence.
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But psychology has another explanation, and it's far more interesting.
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Self-sabotage doesn't always look dramatic and obvious.
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It's subtle.
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It's delaying the project that you said you were going to start it's pulling away from someone who's actually good for you.
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It's second-guessing yourself or situations when success begins to show up.
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And the worst part is you want the progress, you want the relationship, you want the breakthrough, but yet something inside you seems to disrupt it every single time.
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This internal conflict and contradiction confuses a lot of people.
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Because if someone truly wants success, then why would they stand in their own way?
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Here's where it gets interesting.
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Most self-sabotagers aren't trying to fail.
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They're actually just trying to protect themselves without even knowing it.
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Your brain can sometimes protect you from the wrong things.
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So the real question isn't why do I ruin good opportunities?
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The real question is why does my mind interpret success, stability, or happiness as something to be cautious about?
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The human brain isn't designed to chase happiness.
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Its primary job is to detect potential threats and then keep you safe from them.
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And the brain often uses a very simple rule to do that.
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It assumes that what's familiar is safe.
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Not what's good, not what's healthy, just what's familiar.
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And if you grew up in an environment where life felt unpredictable, where relationships were unstable, approval was inconsistent, or tension was common, your nervous system learns to expect that pattern.
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It becomes your emotional baseline as a grown-up.
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So when life becomes calm, supportive, or stable, your brain doesn't immediately recognize it as safe.
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It just recognizes it as unfamiliar.
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The amygdala of the brain, which is the brain's alarm system, reacts strongly to unfamiliar situations.
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And even positive change can trigger that alarm.
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So your mind unconsciously tries to bring that back to what it understands or back to that emotional baseline that you're used to.
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Not because it prefers suffering, but because predictability feels safer than uncertainty.
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And because familiarity to your brain equals safety.
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This is why self-sabotage is rarely about laziness, lack of discipline, or even you screwing up again somehow.
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It's often about control.
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When you've experienced disappointment, rejection, or instability in the past, your mind tries to avoid being caught off guard again.
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So it creates the ending first.
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Ending the relationship before abandonment becomes possible.
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Avoiding the opportunity before failure can happen.
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Delaying progress so expectations never become too high.
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And from the outside, it looks like self-destruction.
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But from the inside, it feels like protection.
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Because chosen disappointment feels safer than unexpected or even inevitable disappointment.
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So how do you begin to break this cycle?
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How do you change the automatic programming that your brain learned and now sees as familiar and safe?
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This may sound very simple to you, but I promise you it works.
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And it starts with awareness.
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The next time that things start going well and you feel that urge to withdraw, to procrastinate, or to disrupt the progress, I want you to pause.
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And in that pause, I just want you to notice your reaction instead of immediately acting on it.
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And then I want you to ask yourself this one simple question.
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Is this actually danger or is this just unfamiliar?
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Now, growth often feels uncomfortable.
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Healthy relationships can feel strange at first when you're not used to them.
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Success can feel unsettling when you have never experienced that or you're not used to that.
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But unfamiliar doesn't mean unsafe.
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And over time, as you allow yourself to stay present, instead of escaping the moment and just allowing your brain's programming to automatically take over and just do what it's used to doing, your brain begins to update its internal map.
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And slowly but surely, stability stops feeling suspicious.
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Self-sabotage isn't proof that something's wrong with you, it's simply proof that your mind learned to protect you from anything that's unfamiliar.
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The challenge is that survival strategies can continue long after the environment that caused them is gone.
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And that's where awareness creates the breakthrough.
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Because once you acknowledge and recognize that pattern, you can interrupt it.
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And sometimes the biggest breakthrough isn't pushing harder, it's simply choosing to live more self-aware, noticing when your mind tries to protect you, and choosing a different response.