Pełna transkrypcja odcinka Entity Attachments Explained: What They Are + How To Protect Your Energy

kinds of beings. 00:02:37.998 --> 00:02:50.449 This first story is about, an entity that was attached to me that is probably gonna fit the mold and the definition and the idea of what many people will think about when they think about a spiritual entity or attachment. 00:02:50.937 --> 00:03:00.757 So back in 2017, uh, probably about a year after I'd started working with psychedelics pretty heavily and towards the beginning point of my spiritual journey. 00:03:01.157 --> 00:03:12.497 I started to recognize that I was feeling aggressive and I was having these thoughts and emotions of anger and just aggression. 00:03:12.917 --> 00:03:26.241 And for me that was really uncharacteristic because I've always been super chill and very laid back so this shift in my personality and my emotions was really noticeable. 00:03:26.883 --> 00:03:40.924 I have never been one to road rage or want to start physical altercations with people, but I found myself in these situations over and over again, and I just had this feeling like something was off inside of me and I couldn't put my finger on it. 00:03:41.324 --> 00:03:45.943 This went on for a couple of months and thank goodness I was able to maintain a cool head. 00:03:45.943 --> 00:03:53.804 I didn't fly off the handle and yell at anybody or get in any fist fights, but it got to a point where I realized like, I gotta figure this out. 00:03:54.313 --> 00:03:57.734 So I signed up for an ayahuasca ceremony down in Arizona. 00:03:58.114 --> 00:04:05.403 Next thing you know, I'm out in the desert in a geodesic dome drinking ayahuasca with a bunch of mostly strangers. 00:04:06.153 --> 00:04:10.774 The ceremony kicked off and I started feeling really terrible. 00:04:11.283 --> 00:04:14.704 I got my pale thinking, okay, I'm gonna purge, gonna get this thing out. 00:04:15.213 --> 00:04:16.173 Keep trying to purge. 00:04:16.173 --> 00:04:16.923 Keep trying to purge. 00:04:16.954 --> 00:04:18.153 And it would come up to here. 00:04:18.468 --> 00:04:19.999 And it, I just couldn't get it out. 00:04:20.689 --> 00:04:22.819 I asked the facilitators for help. 00:04:23.129 --> 00:04:38.908 They tried everything they could, agua de florida, They chanted over me and at a certain point, the person who was leading the ceremony came over and he was blowing mapacho smoke onto my crown. 00:04:39.569 --> 00:04:44.249 And as he did that, things became clear and it was like there was a spotlight. 00:04:44.819 --> 00:04:53.428 And I noticed and I recognized, I could see that there was something or somebody in my stomach. 00:04:53.829 --> 00:05:00.309 And I say somebody, because I was able to communicate with the being that was lodged in my stomach. 00:05:00.978 --> 00:05:05.959 It was almost like a spotlight was shown on it and I said, oh, I see you. 00:05:06.678 --> 00:05:07.699 It's okay. 00:05:07.699 --> 00:05:12.199 Yeah, there is an entity or a being inside of me. 00:05:12.843 --> 00:05:14.223 It just clicked. 00:05:14.283 --> 00:05:15.574 It's like, okay, yeah. 00:05:15.874 --> 00:05:16.384 Alright. 00:05:16.413 --> 00:05:17.043 All right buddy. 00:05:17.074 --> 00:05:17.764 Time to get out. 00:05:17.764 --> 00:05:18.814 Let's throw you up. 00:05:19.353 --> 00:05:25.624 And there was a back and forth communication, a a telepathic, nonverbal sort of communication. 00:05:25.894 --> 00:05:28.293 I was like, okay, yeah, let's, okay, let's get outta here. 00:05:28.353 --> 00:05:30.694 And he goes, no, I'm not going anywhere. 00:05:31.053 --> 00:05:32.533 I was like, okay. 00:05:32.593 --> 00:05:32.834 What? 00:05:32.834 --> 00:05:34.514 No, like you, you gotta go. 00:05:34.514 --> 00:05:35.834 This is my body. 00:05:35.834 --> 00:05:37.124 This is my physical vehicle. 00:05:37.814 --> 00:05:40.033 Uh, you're, you're just not, you're not welcome here. 00:05:40.093 --> 00:05:41.954 You can't be here. 00:05:42.374 --> 00:05:46.603 He said, Nope, I've been here for a few weeks now. 00:05:46.634 --> 00:05:47.504 I like it here. 00:05:47.564 --> 00:05:48.824 I'm not going anywhere. 00:05:49.223 --> 00:05:52.254 And we started to negotiate, but he didn't want to go. 00:05:52.314 --> 00:05:55.494 And I say he, because it was a masculine energy. 00:05:55.894 --> 00:06:09.124 And as I'm having this dialogue with this entity inside of me trying to convince it to leave, I start to have this download, a realization, and I can see its interactions with me. 00:06:09.524 --> 00:06:22.124 At that time in my life, I was seeing somebody and at that point, it became abundantly clear to me that this entity that was inside of me came from the person that I was with. 00:06:22.423 --> 00:06:34.754 And not only that, it had been with multiple hosts before that I could see the energy and kind of the background of this entity and this energetic being. 00:06:35.444 --> 00:06:37.423 It was really kind of like a parasite. 00:06:37.994 --> 00:06:45.553 It would go from host to host to host, and it would find people whose lives were good and who were in a stable situation. 00:06:45.944 --> 00:06:56.879 Basically, it would go to a party that was really nice and chill and it would start to wreak havoc through expressing itself through these aggressive behaviors. 00:06:57.209 --> 00:06:58.829 It would ruin relationships. 00:06:58.829 --> 00:07:00.298 It would get people in fights. 00:07:00.389 --> 00:07:05.988 It would get people, kicked outta their jobs and get people to scream at their bosses and get fired. 00:07:06.389 --> 00:07:23.879 It's mo was to really crash the party, and by the time the person's life had started to deteriorate from the expression of these aggressive behaviors, the entity would be like, all right, I'm outta here. 00:07:23.999 --> 00:07:28.858 Time to find a new party or a new host, or a more comfortable living situation. 00:07:29.259 --> 00:07:32.949 And I didn't recognize when this entity attached to my energy field. 00:07:33.338 --> 00:07:37.358 It was very subtle when it came

in, but then it started to express later. 00:07:37.928 --> 00:07:49.119 And because it had been a part of my energy field and had been attached to me for several weeks, it was kind of embedded and I couldn't just forcibly eject it at will. 00:07:49.519 --> 00:07:58.228 So I'm in the ceremony, having this dialogue, having this negotiation, and I said, I'm getting you out of here like you cannot stay here. 00:07:58.678 --> 00:08:14.538 I said, I've, I've sent you love, like I, I see you, I recognize you, I acknowledge you as a being who is worthy of acknowledgement you have your place and your role to play in this reality, and you just can't stay here. 00:08:14.538 --> 00:08:18.298 This vehicle belongs to me and this isn't a good fit. 00:08:18.358 --> 00:08:19.348 You gotta go. 00:08:19.829 --> 00:08:21.269 And he was really content. 00:08:21.269 --> 00:08:23.009 He's like, no, I'm not going anywhere. 00:08:23.555 --> 00:08:37.245 At that point in the ceremony, there were some extenuating circumstances, let's say a major disturbance that required my attention, and somebody essentially needed help. 00:08:37.725 --> 00:08:43.035 So I said to the entity, I said, okay, we're gonna address this tomorrow. 00:08:43.635 --> 00:08:57.816 It's, maybe it's not gonna happen tonight, but we're doing this for three nights, so at some point we're gonna have to negotiate a way and figure out how to, to move you out of me, and we're, we're gonna figure this out. 00:08:58.265 --> 00:09:00.966 And he said, I am not going into a pale. 00:09:01.056 --> 00:09:02.926 I said, we're gonna figure this out. 00:09:03.326 --> 00:09:06.926 And that was the end of my interactions with that being on the first night. 00:09:07.326 --> 00:09:09.635 Second night rolls around, we get down to it. 00:09:09.635 --> 00:09:19.385 I'm like, alright, I'm going into this with the strong intention of purging this entity out of me and being free of this. 00:09:19.385 --> 00:09:25.566 Throughout the course of that day, I became very clear on what had happened and what needed to be done. 00:09:25.966 --> 00:09:36.475 Get to the ceremony, sit down, do our thing, drink the ayahuasca, and I get ready to engage with this being and he's not there. 00:09:37.216 --> 00:09:42.586 And I was a bit surprised by this because he was very insistent upon not wanting to leave. 00:09:42.985 --> 00:09:58.676 I started thinking about what happened and I was shown that essentially this entity, rather than going through the ordeal of having to be purged out of me, decided to jump ship during the day. 00:09:59.245 --> 00:10:15.115 Um, before that ceremony between the first ceremony and that night, I had gone with a couple of the people from the ceremony into town and we'd gone to a couple of thrift shops and, uh, crystal shops and had just been out and about a little bit. 00:10:15.515 --> 00:10:28.566 And I realized that at some point in that day, that being left my energy field and attached to somebody else, I have no idea who, I have no idea where or when. 00:10:28.966 --> 00:10:33.076 All I know is that at the end of the first night, he was still attached to me. 00:10:33.525 --> 00:10:36.826 At the beginning of the second night he was gone and he jumped ship. 00:10:37.225 --> 00:10:40.615 And that was the extent of my experience with that entity. 00:10:41.186 --> 00:10:46.076 And throughout the entire encounter, I never got a feeling of malicious intent. 00:10:46.535 --> 00:10:57.426 I got more of a sense that this was just a being who was just kind of like an obnoxious dude who liked to crash parties. 00:10:57.426 --> 00:10:58.985 I don't know how, how else to put it. 00:10:59.316 --> 00:11:03.186 It's like not like he was trying to hurt me or trying to ruin my life. 00:11:03.515 --> 00:11:06.306 It's almost like that's just the role that he played. 00:11:06.306 --> 00:11:08.586 And it was like very unconscious. 00:11:08.975 --> 00:11:13.355 There was a consciousness there, but it was, it seemed very limited. 00:11:13.355 --> 00:11:18.436 It wasn't very expansive or broad or deep, even though it was sentient. 00:11:19.155 --> 00:11:24.466 It seemed very kind of one dimensional and focused on like, yeah, next person, next person, next person. 00:11:24.676 --> 00:11:26.056 Doing my thing, doing my thing. 00:11:26.255 --> 00:11:28.566 In a similar way, how many people just kind of. 00:11:29.181 --> 00:11:37.160 Go through the motions throughout their day in a very unconscious way that felt like what this entity was doing. 00:11:37.561 --> 00:11:49.451 Although it wasn't a pleasant experience dealing with this entity and having it attached to my energy body and everything that went along with that, again, I didn't sense a negative intent or a malicious intent. 00:11:50.043 --> 00:12:02.403 And when it comes to these sorts of situations with entities or beings, I really try to avoid attaching the label good or bad, or positive or negative. 00:12:03.004 --> 00:12:10.604 My personal point of view is that these are experiences and I believe that every experience. 00:12:10.918 --> 00:12:18.719 That I have happens for a reason and that there is positive intent behind everything that happens in my life. 00:12:19.066 --> 00:12:49.905 I believe that the underlying fundamental energy of everything in existence, including everything that happens to me, comes from a place of love and the challenging experiences that I have to go through are on some level given to me by a loving creator as a challenge for me to overcome so that I can become a better version of myself, more stronger and wiser as a result of going through these experiences. 00:12:50.306 --> 00:12:53.485 I choose to frame every experience in my life. 00:12:53.846 --> 00:12:57.296 As a learning experience that is going to benefit me in the long run. 00:12:57.985 --> 00:13:01.796 Now, that's not to bypass or negate the experiences. 00:13:02.245 --> 00:13:10.586 The experiences are gonna happen regardless of

how I choose to frame them and and what meaning I choose to attach to them. 00:13:11.171 --> 00:13:20.350 But for me, the mindset of everything is a learning experience has been the most useful way for me to be able to navigate my life. 00:13:20.650 --> 00:13:32.230 I just feel more at ease and more calm, and even though I know challenging things are gonna come up, I also trust and believe that something good will come out of them. 00:13:32.796 --> 00:13:35.885 I know not everybody has that belief and that's totally cool. 00:13:35.885 --> 00:13:38.826 Everybody is entitled to their own opinion and perspective. 00:13:39.225 --> 00:13:47.836 And that is why I don't use language like spiritual warfare or spiritual attack because I just don't perceive things in that way. 00:13:48.525 --> 00:13:48.885 Sure. 00:13:49.336 --> 00:13:57.046 I have encountered entities and different energies that were malicious and of a very low vibrational nature. 00:13:57.375 --> 00:14:10.928 They did not have my best interest at heart, and I believe those experiences were presented to me and that I had to have those experiences in order to learn and grow. 00:14:11.328 --> 00:14:16.278 If there wasn't something for me to learn on some level, I wouldn't have had those experiences. 00:14:16.938 --> 00:14:23.208 What we resonate with are the experiences that are going to be attracted to us and what we will experience. 00:14:23.609 --> 00:14:29.759 How we choose to perceive our experience and the world around us is very much our choice. 00:14:30.298 --> 00:14:35.818 I saw this on multiple occasions in ceremonies where at certain points things would come up. 00:14:36.028 --> 00:14:48.359 An energy or an entity would enter the collective space and many people would recognize it and interact with it, or at least be able to sense its presence. 00:14:49.139 --> 00:14:55.828 And in the morning I would talk to different people and everybody would have a different perspective. 00:14:56.339 --> 00:15:04.469 One person might say, oh, I was under spiritual attack, and another person might say, Ooh, I sensed something that was dark. 00:15:04.469 --> 00:15:11.349 Or, you know, any number of ways of categorizing the same energy. 00:15:11.499 --> 00:15:20.058 Everybody has their own perspective and their own language to describe these things even in situations where it was one energy that would roll through. 00:15:20.644 --> 00:15:25.024 Many people would have completely, often, very different perspectives on it. 00:15:25.937 --> 00:15:35.447 Not to say one person's perspective is right or wrong, what somebody perceives as a demon, somebody else might perceive as a ghoul or a spiritual attack. 00:15:35.847 --> 00:15:37.467 It's all fine and valid. 00:15:37.827 --> 00:15:42.687 There's not one way to perceive the world that's better than any other, from my point of view. 00:15:43.308 --> 00:15:49.969 Now, this next experience that I had was similar to the last one in some ways, but also very different. 00:15:50.658 --> 00:15:55.548 So I was facilitating an ayahuasca ceremony in Northern California. 00:15:56.119 --> 00:15:57.619 It was a three night ceremony. 00:15:57.798 --> 00:15:59.629 First night went off without a hitch. 00:15:59.989 --> 00:16:03.739 Second night we get into it and I sense something is off. 00:16:04.078 --> 00:16:20.548 At this point in my journey, this is three or four years after the prior experience that I described, I had a much greater awareness and I was much more sensitive to different energies and things that might attach to my energy body. 00:16:20.948 --> 00:16:24.668 So we get into night number two and I feel off something's not right. 00:16:24.668 --> 00:16:25.719 I pick something up. 00:16:26.379 --> 00:16:26.828 Alright? 00:16:27.009 --> 00:16:35.966 So I go outside to purge and I'm standing under the moon trying to work it up, you know, get ready to vomit. 00:16:36.416 --> 00:16:44.096 And the message that I get from Ayahuasca was, no, you are not going to purge this up. 00:16:44.788 --> 00:16:50.788 And that comes as a surprise to me because at this point, I've done this many times, and this is the protocol. 00:16:50.788 --> 00:17:00.508 You pick something up, you bring it outside to give it back to Mother Earth to be healed, and for it to be released and to be transmuted into something beautiful. 00:17:00.898 --> 00:17:07.557 I believe Mother Earth has the capacity to do that at a scale that we cannot even comprehend. 00:17:07.845 --> 00:17:09.464 But this situation was different. 00:17:09.765 --> 00:17:17.934 And Ayahuasca showed me that there was an energy attached to my solar plexus chakra. 00:17:18.654 --> 00:17:29.815 And kind of like the last entity that I talked about, I got this whole download and I was shown this story of what this thing was and how it came to me. 00:17:30.565 --> 00:17:35.755 This was more of what you would call a thought form. 00:17:36.154 --> 00:17:44.734 Back in the 18 hundreds in New York City, there was a mother and a son, and it was just the two of them. 00:17:45.001 --> 00:17:46.561 The father wasn't present. 00:17:47.311 --> 00:17:50.642 I don't know the whole situation, but I was shown a mother and a son. 00:17:51.392 --> 00:17:54.932 And the relationship between the mother and the son was really challenging. 00:17:55.307 --> 00:18:07.021 The mother was very dominating over the son and every time he tried to express himself or just be himself, the mother would shut it down and belittle him. 00:18:07.442 --> 00:18:19.602 And that had an effect on his solar plexus chakra that is the root of our, our willpower and the seat of our willpower that energy is present and comes from our solar plexus chakra. 00:18:20.001 --> 00:18:30.021 So this young man over the course of his life, every time he would think of his mother, he would feel this pit, what he would call like this pit in his stomach. 00:18:30.682 --> 00:18:37.672 He held so much resentment towards his

mother and just the way she treated him and how he was never able to express himself. 00:18:38.031 --> 00:18:41.241 It created a blockage in his solar plexus chakra. 00:18:41.867 --> 00:18:44.298 Where your attention goes, your energy flows. 00:18:44.597 --> 00:18:51.377 And he was essentially feeding and growing this energy mass inside of him. 00:18:51.778 --> 00:19:07.597 He spent so much time and energy focusing on these negative thoughts and these resentments around his mother, that this energy mass that was attached to his solar plexus chakra started to take on the characteristics and the personality of his mother. 00:19:08.557 --> 00:19:13.777 Through constantly focusing on the resentment he held towards his mother and all these negative emotions. 00:19:14.467 --> 00:19:37.586 This man effectively manifested this parasitic thought form entity that had the characteristics and some of the personality of his mother and somehow, some way he managed to pass that thought form entity onto somebody else and onto somebody else and onto somebody else. 00:19:38.076 --> 00:19:48.477 Until eventually at a ceremony in Northern California, I go to hug somebody in the morning after the first ceremony. 00:19:49.017 --> 00:19:57.140 And through that hug solar plexus to solar plexus, I absorbed and took on that thought form entity. 00:19:57.539 --> 00:20:06.609 Now, I would not have absorbed and been able to take on that thought form entity if it didn't resonate with me on some level. 00:20:07.144 --> 00:20:10.575 I have to be honest and I I have to admit that. 00:20:10.974 --> 00:20:17.214 There was something in me that resonated with that in such a way that I was able to take it on. 00:20:17.484 --> 00:20:28.164 I was an energetic match or had some sort of wound in my solar plexus chakra that was a resonance to that, that allowed that transference and for that to come to me. 00:20:28.565 --> 00:20:34.835 So I'm standing outside thinking I'm gonna purge, but then getting message that I'm gonna not purge. 00:20:34.835 --> 00:20:39.720 So I, I asked Ayahuasca, okay, what is my next step? 00:20:39.720 --> 00:20:41.369 How do I resolve this? 00:20:41.769 --> 00:20:44.890 And Ayahuasca told me, said, look at this thing. 00:20:45.309 --> 00:20:54.759 And it really, the, the visual that I got in the sense that I got, it was like a knot, like a really densely wound, very tight knot of energy. 00:20:55.160 --> 00:20:56.299 Ayahuasca told me, she said. 00:20:56.700 --> 00:20:59.970 You are going to resolve this. 00:21:00.059 --> 00:21:03.599 You're not gonna just throw it up and give it away and get rid of it. 00:21:03.960 --> 00:21:13.980 You're to a point in your journey where you can manage and you can help bring resolution to these sorts of issues and energetic knots. 00:21:15.002 --> 00:21:39.303 What I was told was that in order to undo all this resentment and anger and frustration, I had to use the opposite energy to balance it out, love, compassion, understanding that was gonna be the way that I unwound this knot and allow this energy to disperse on its own. 00:21:39.702 --> 00:21:41.593 So that's what I did. 00:21:42.222 --> 00:21:43.752 Continued, finished the ceremony. 00:21:43.752 --> 00:21:56.803 Without a hitch, I could feel this thing inside of me and like I felt really unconfident and like my solar plexus chakra was blocked, like there was something going on there. 00:21:57.192 --> 00:22:03.042 Affected my confidence, affected how I was able to interact with people, not in a major way. 00:22:03.163 --> 00:22:06.073 It was very subtle, but it was there. 00:22:06.472 --> 00:22:19.702 So I go back to my regular life after the ceremony, and for the next three weeks, every morning, doing my spiritual practice, I was doing yoga and meditation every morning. 00:22:20.103 --> 00:22:39.663 During that time, during my meditation, I would spend 15 or 20 minutes just focusing on that spot on my solar plexus, visualizing this dark clump, this dark mass, and sending it love and acceptance and compassion. 00:22:40.510 --> 00:22:48.049 Visualizing the mother and the son having positive interactions, loving interactions, being authentic with one another. 00:22:48.349 --> 00:22:51.740 Just focusing on that, trying to hold that vibration. 00:22:52.251 --> 00:22:55.221 And I did that every day for about three weeks. 00:22:55.622 --> 00:22:59.071 It got to a point where I felt like the knot was starting to loosen up. 00:22:59.071 --> 00:23:01.592 It didn't feel as heavy, it didn't feel as dense. 00:23:02.102 --> 00:23:18.301 I'm sitting there in my meditation doing my thing, sending it love and compassion, and it kind of cracked open a a bit, and I was able to communicate with what was once seemed like a very stern and angry feminine energy. 00:23:18.721 --> 00:23:22.951 It softened and I was like, okay, we're getting somewhere. 00:23:23.352 --> 00:23:29.561 At about that time, I felt an energy come into my energy field. 00:23:29.862 --> 00:23:41.501 It came from the front and from the right in this direction, and this energy felt like a bouncer, like a big Samoan bouncer. 00:23:41.501 --> 00:23:43.392 That was the mental image that I got. 00:23:43.392 --> 00:23:49.632 Just this huge, burly, masculine, no nonsense being. 00:23:50.031 --> 00:23:53.541 And the message that I got from it was, alright, you've done your part. 00:23:53.571 --> 00:23:54.501 Now it's my part. 00:23:54.811 --> 00:23:56.432 This energy is loosened up. 00:23:56.491 --> 00:24:11.221 It's been opened or released enough to where this fragment of this soul that's been attached to this kind of thought form energy clump has been released. 00:24:11.221 --> 00:24:15.991 And now it's to a point where I can take it and reunite it with the rest of its soul. 00:24:15.991 --> 00:24:29.011 And basically this soul can continue onto the next part of its journey'cause it was kind of stuck and attached to the earthly plane through this thought form,

en entity energy clump. 00:24:29.412 --> 00:24:32.352 And I was like, alright, my work here is done. 00:24:32.352 --> 00:24:45.192 I've done my duty, and I go to interact and to communicate with this consciousness that's, or this fragment of consciousness that's attached to this thought form entity that's inside of me. 00:24:45.672 --> 00:24:46.961 I said, you're free. 00:24:47.082 --> 00:24:49.092 Uh, go on with Mr. 00:24:49.092 --> 00:24:49.872 Bouncer man. 00:24:50.271 --> 00:25:02.811 And she was like, no, I felt it retract and try to embed itself and attach, and I tried to wind up again and the bouncer was like, Nope, you're coming with me. 00:25:03.382 --> 00:25:06.652 And I felt both of their energies depart. 00:25:06.951 --> 00:25:09.082 He went from the direction that he came from. 00:25:09.412 --> 00:25:23.432 It was like he was taking somebody who had escaped from a mental institution or some sort of psychiatric ward back to a place where that soul and that spirit could have healing and continue on their journey. 00:25:24.055 --> 00:25:29.214 And that is essentially how that situation resolved, at least my experience with it. 00:25:29.615 --> 00:25:43.785 I later on became friends with the person whom I picked up that thought farm entity from, and I told them the story of what happened and they said, oh my gosh, it like, clicked with them. 00:25:43.785 --> 00:25:51.914 I said, after that ceremony, they became, uh, much more outgoing and they, they said they felt more like themselves. 00:25:51.914 --> 00:25:52.904 After that ceremony. 00:25:53.005 --> 00:25:57.565 They, their confidence was increased and they felt like they could be themselves. 00:25:57.954 --> 00:26:01.674 That ceremony for that person was a major turning point. 00:26:02.305 --> 00:26:11.305 They didn't realize or understand what had happened and that they had given up and gotten rid of this, you know, thing that they had been carrying around. 00:26:11.704 --> 00:26:17.615 But when I told them the story afterwards, like, oh, that makes perfect sense, and it resonated with them on a deep level. 00:26:18.222 --> 00:26:22.663 I totally understand why someone might call that a spiritual attack. 00:26:23.442 --> 00:26:27.702 For me, from my point of view, I see it as a learning experience. 00:26:27.942 --> 00:26:34.153 Yeah, it was challenging and it wasn't fun carrying around that energy for three weeks. 00:26:34.182 --> 00:26:35.563 Uh, not whatsoever. 00:26:36.313 --> 00:26:38.542 And, I learned something from it. 00:26:38.782 --> 00:26:41.813 I believe that there was some sort of healing in it for me. 00:26:42.262 --> 00:26:54.323 While I'm not consciously aware of exactly what that healing was or what that wound that, that energy attached to was, I do believe that I benefited from it. 00:26:54.442 --> 00:27:02.063 And not only that, I learned how to manage these sorts of situations in a more effective way. 00:27:02.462 --> 00:27:06.843 So for me, this is an example of

an experience that I was able to learn and grow from. 00:27:07.323 --> 00:27:09.123 That's just how I choose to perceive it. 00:27:09.861 --> 00:27:17.480 The third experience that I had was similar in some ways to the first two, but also again, very different. 00:27:17.881 --> 00:27:34.298 I say third experience, but in reality there have been many experiences that I've had and, this is just kind of a sampler, and to give you a broader perspective and a taste of what these different entities or beings could potentially be. 00:27:34.866 --> 00:27:37.416 This next story takes place in Joshua Tree. 00:27:37.866 --> 00:27:48.441 Now, this would've happened during the same summer as the last experience where I just told you about, so facilitating an ayahuasca ceremony out in the desert in Jay Tree. 00:27:49.131 --> 00:27:56.391 At some point in the night, I leave the ceremony space to use the restroom or to take out a purge pale, something like that. 00:27:56.931 --> 00:28:02.601 I'm standing a little ways away observing the sky and just having a moment to myself. 00:28:03.124 --> 00:28:13.453 I turn and start to walk back towards the ceremony space, and I feel something, it almost felt like a heavy, wet blanket was thrown over me. 00:28:13.693 --> 00:28:18.584 As I'm slowly making my way back towards the space, it was tangible. 00:28:18.584 --> 00:28:23.713 I felt it immediately, and it was almost like I just felt my energy go. 00:28:26.442 --> 00:28:30.313 As this thing felt like it was thrown on my back. 00:28:30.712 --> 00:28:32.903 I stop and. 00:28:33.323 --> 00:28:38.633 It's obvious, it's immediately noticeable to me that something is going on. 00:28:39.022 --> 00:28:40.792 It's like, what is this? 00:28:40.792 --> 00:28:55.893 I just feel my energy levels plummet and it feels like there's something dense on my shoulders and back and on my head, and I feel like pressure, like from two, felt like two pressure spots on the back of my neck. 00:28:56.292 --> 00:28:59.137 And I realized like, something is on me. 00:29:00.013 --> 00:29:03.163 I don't exactly know what to do. 00:29:03.163 --> 00:29:05.173 I've never had this experience before. 00:29:05.574 --> 00:29:07.798 So I stand there for a minute trying to figure out what to do. 00:29:07.798 --> 00:29:11.229 It's like, okay, how do I, I don't know what this is. 00:29:11.229 --> 00:29:15.348 It feels like something is on me, gotta get it off somehow. 00:29:15.439 --> 00:29:16.429 What can I do? 00:29:17.209 --> 00:29:21.888 So I personally have a very wonderful relationship with tobacco. 00:29:22.489 --> 00:29:34.509 Tobacco and mapacho have always been an ally of mine and a spirit that I've been able to work with that has helped me throughout, uh, many experiences inside and outside of ceremony. 00:29:35.078 --> 00:29:37.628 So, you know, me and tobacco we're like this. 00:29:37.628 --> 00:29:40.388 I'm like, okay, tobacco is great at cleansing. 00:29:40.898 --> 00:29:49.759 I'm going to get some mapacho or have somebody blow mapacho on me, maybe that will help to resolve this situation. 00:29:49.878 --> 00:29:52.489 I really honestly don't even know what's going on at this point. 00:29:52.888 --> 00:29:56.219 So I shuffle my way back towards the ceremony space. 00:29:56.519 --> 00:29:59.159 I come up to the outside of the ceremony space. 00:29:59.159 --> 00:30:08.278 I walk around to where the facilitators are seated, and I whisper to one of the people who is helping to co-facilitate the ceremony. 00:30:08.729 --> 00:30:12.479 I said, grab Acho and meet me over there. 00:30:12.749 --> 00:30:14.219 Do not touch me. 00:30:14.756 --> 00:30:19.435 And at this point, I'm just slowly shuffling my way over there. 00:30:20.215 --> 00:30:22.915 Co-facilitator comes over and goes, what's up? 00:30:22.915 --> 00:30:24.536 I said, I don't know what's up. 00:30:25.105 --> 00:30:26.455 Something is on me. 00:30:26.605 --> 00:30:28.135 I'm being drained. 00:30:28.536 --> 00:30:29.736 Gimme a sola. 00:30:29.915 --> 00:30:34.566 Just blow as much tobacco smoke on me as you possibly can. 00:30:35.046 --> 00:30:37.326 That's the only thing I can think of in this moment. 00:30:37.726 --> 00:30:44.355 So we go through the process blowing smoke on my energy centers and blowing the pacho smoke all over my body. 00:30:44.986 --> 00:30:49.965 And at some point I feel the energy lift and I feel a lightness again. 00:30:50.175 --> 00:30:54.286 I feel like I'm free of whatever this thing that had attached to my back. 00:30:54.945 --> 00:30:59.336 And I go back into the ceremony space, I feel cleansed, I'm grounded. 00:30:59.546 --> 00:31:06.925 I kind of shake off that experience, go in, and I sit down and I ask the spirit of ayahuasca. 00:31:06.925 --> 00:31:09.215 I said, what was that all about? 00:31:09.746 --> 00:31:18.296 And the response I got was there was a predatory, parasitic entity out here. 00:31:18.625 --> 00:31:30.175 It recognized a situation where there were vulnerable people and it came in to prey on and feed on some vulnerable person in the ceremony. 00:31:30.679 --> 00:31:33.528 And the medicine said, I saw you standing over there. 00:31:33.628 --> 00:31:35.159 This parasite was coming in. 00:31:35.338 --> 00:31:41.519 So I took it and I threw it on you because I knew that you would be able to figure out how to manage this situation. 00:31:42.088 --> 00:31:52.259 Whereas if this thing would've attached to somebody in the ceremony, somebody who is deep in a process, somebody who doesn't have as much experience and doesn't have the tools to deal with it. 00:31:52.844 --> 00:31:57.104 It could have been potentially really detrimental to that person. 00:31:57.503 --> 00:31:58.013 I thought. 00:31:58.721 --> 00:31:59.141 Fair enough. 00:31:59.141 --> 00:32:08.477 It was very straightforward and matter of fact, and like, yeah, this thing happened, so I did this and it taken care of, and that was a completely new experience to me. 00:32:08.477 -->

00:32:14.656 Even though I had plenty of times where I'd interacted with different entities and non-physical beings. 00:32:15.332 --> 00:32:25.416 That entity, that parasitic energy was different from the first two and it felt more animalistic. 00:32:25.446 --> 00:32:27.517 Like it, it didn't seem to be sentient. 00:32:27.547 --> 00:32:29.076 I couldn't communicate with it. 00:32:29.707 --> 00:32:43.404 The mental image that I got was that of a manta ray, like a big, flat, ethereal, non-physical man Ray that was just playing its part. 00:32:43.404 --> 00:32:46.615 It was more like an energetic animal. 00:32:47.005 --> 00:32:50.664 It wasn't thinking like, oh, I'm gonna go get somebody in that ceremony. 00:32:51.234 --> 00:32:53.605 It was just playing its part. 00:32:53.634 --> 00:33:01.315 It was just like a leach or any other sort of parasitic animal or physical entity. 00:33:01.914 --> 00:33:02.365 It was just. 00:33:02.904 --> 00:33:08.575 Fulfilling a role or a niche in the environment and it was just doing its thing. 00:33:08.575 --> 00:33:12.085 It was not, again, not in, there's nothing intentional about it. 00:33:12.085 --> 00:33:13.825 I didn't get a sense of sentience. 00:33:13.825 --> 00:33:18.887 It was, It was just doing its thing and just like a mosquito that lands on your arm to bite you. 00:33:18.887 --> 00:33:27.917 It's not trying to suck your blood to hurt you, it's just trying to fulfill its lifecycle and its purpose. 00:33:28.218 --> 00:33:31.938 The same went with this being that I felt attached to me. 00:33:32.548 --> 00:33:40.557 I'm glad I was able to get rid of it before there was any sort of long term or lasting effects from it. 00:33:41.021 --> 00:34:03.866 And again, that situation taught me an important lesson and showed me a different aspect and a different way that entities and non-physical beings can present and what I just described was only three of many different experiences I've had with many different varieties of beings that are not present in the physical form. 00:34:04.497 --> 00:34:26.398 There's a huge spectrum of potential entities that are out there that people can and do interact with, whether or not they realize it or they aren't aware that the things that are affecting their, their lives may or may not be an entity or a, some sort of external energy G. 00:34:26.947 --> 00:34:32.782 I'm curious if anybody else out there has had a similar sort of experience or a different kind of experience. 00:34:33.092 --> 00:34:34.833 Please leave a comment below. 00:34:34.833 --> 00:34:36.512 I'd love to hear your stories. 00:34:37.052 --> 00:34:50.083 And really that begs the question, how do we deal with entities and non-physical beings that we may come in contact with, either through a spiritual practice or just at any point in our regular lives? 00:34:50.574 --> 00:35:00.054 For me, the most foundational and important practice that we can use to improve our awareness and become more sensitive is meditation. 00:35:00.550 --> 00:35:05.530 Meditation is simply spending time by yourself, being with yourself. 00:35:06.101 --> 00:35:10.391 It helps you establish where you end and the outside world begins. 00:35:10.721 --> 00:35:33.731 You just become more in sync with your own energy and when an energy that's not in alignment with your energy comes in and you interact with it, it becomes much easier to identify when there is a disturbance or something that's not in alignment or not in resonance with your energy field. 00:35:34.335 --> 00:35:43.664 When we become more in tune with and aware of our own energy fields, it becomes much easier to identify when something else is coming in or trying to come in. 00:35:44.360 --> 00:35:51.351 Another thing that we can do is pray, ask for guidance, ask for help, ask for clarity. 00:35:51.800 --> 00:35:59.931 We all have spirit teams and guardians and angels and guides around us who want to help and support us. 00:36:00.021 --> 00:36:15.951 But quite often we don't actually ask for help and our guides and these guardians and spirits and angels around us, they don't want to interfere with our lives, but they will come in if we ask for their assistance. 00:36:16.351 --> 00:36:20.041 So be open and intentional about communicating with your spirit team. 00:36:20.521 --> 00:36:24.570 They're there and they wanna help and they can help when we ask for it. 00:36:25.184 --> 00:36:41.144 And if you still feel like you need additional guidance and support, there are plenty of people out there who specialize in cord cutting and identifying and clearing energies and entities and any sort of energetic blockage that we might have. 00:36:41.655 --> 00:36:43.244 They may come from an external source. 00:36:43.244 --> 00:36:51.054 They may be something that's passed down to us, uh, through our lineage and through our family members in one way or another. 00:36:51.054 --> 00:37:01.945 Most people are dealing with some sort of energetic blockage, and it's not like once you clear all your blockages, you're clear and they're gone forever. 00:37:02.394 --> 00:37:04.405 It's like our physical and our mental health. 00:37:04.434 --> 00:37:18.724 These things fluctuate, so does our spiritual and energetic health and our spiritual and energetic fields, things come and go and energetic hygiene and spiritual hygiene is a consistent and constant practice. 00:37:19.114 --> 00:37:25.715 And the more we keep up with it, the more likely we are to maintain a relatively balanced and clear and stable field. 00:37:26.114 --> 00:37:43.994 And there are potentially times where it does make sense to reach out to somebody who has, again, specific experience with that that can help us to identify what's going on and clear the issues or residues or energies or whatever is potentially going on with us. 00:37:44.514 --> 00:37:51.445 If you're gonna work with somebody, I highly recommend reaching out to multiple people and finding somebody you really resonate with. 00:37:51.894 --> 00:38:10.914 Somebody who will take the time and answer your questions, and somebody who will help you on the backend and someone you know is gonna be there to offer support for, uh, the integration process or to answer your questions that may come up as a result of your session or whatever the relationship looks like. 00:38:11.485 --> 00:38:25.864 There's lots of great, well-intentioned, skilled practitioners who work in this space, and it is worth your time to do your due diligence and find somebody who, again, you really resonate with and trust will be able to support you on the back end of that. 00:38:26.534 --> 00:38:30.644 Last, but not least, trust your gut, trust your intuition. 00:38:31.155 --> 00:38:42.405 Often in my experience, these sorts of situations are wonderful ways for us to further deepen and develop our own intuition and inner knowing. 00:38:43.005 --> 00:39:00.494 We can start to understand and learn about these different situations we find ourselves in and explore different spaces and really get more in touch with our, our higher selves, and develop our own conscious, intuitive connection directly to source. 00:39:01.094 --> 00:39:04.090 We don't necessarily need to go to anybody or anything else. 00:39:04.335 --> 00:39:07.485 We all have all the answers inside of us. 00:39:07.574 --> 00:39:11.565 So if you're going through something, you're not alone. 00:39:11.565 --> 00:39:21.764 Everybody is at some point or another dealing with some sort of energetic entity, um, being whatever you wanna call it. 00:39:21.855 --> 00:39:23.775 So you're, you're not alone. 00:39:24.405 --> 00:39:26.925 There are resources out there, there are people who can help you. 00:39:27.324 --> 00:39:31.405 If you resonated with this message or have a story to tell, I'd love to hear it. 00:39:31.675 --> 00:39:33.775 To me, these sorts of things are fascinating. 00:39:34.045 --> 00:39:38.755 I'll leave a comment below, but uh, until next time, I love y'all. 00:39:39.355 --> 00:39:40.224 Peace.