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Sounds like we're in a bubble. Bubbles. Bubbles. There's the
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pricking of the bubble. The big of the bubble and
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the big of the bus. I wanted to ask the
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question that no one's asking, which is about the metaphysics
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of a bubble. Because I don't need to tell you
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that a bubble's bad. Hey, there's a bubble. Every time
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a bubble is part of an analogy, it means something bad.
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Whereas regular bubbles, they're harmless. This is a progression of
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thought that started in one spot, and I don't know
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where it's going to end up. But it's thinking about analogy.
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And not everyone's going to find this worthwhile. I do.
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So I, finding it worthwhile, I'm sending out a signal here,
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broadcasting to the some that will hear it. If you're
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coming from where I'm coming from, reality itself is made
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of analogies. Reality is metaphoric, our experience of it. All
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the way down. So when we say we're in a bubble,
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this is not an answer. This is not an explanation
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so much as it's a question to something of profound
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gravity that we're missing here or we never really ask
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about even though it's there all the time. So to
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ask the meaning of bubble, it's the first step towards
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asking the meaning of meaning as a question. And I
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don't know how many questions you start with saying, what
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does a bubble mean to getting back to what does
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meaning mean? But what does meaning mean? This is a problem.
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It's a question that we've forgotten how to ask. It's
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harder to answer than which stocks are inflated, which stocks
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are a good value. What is the value of meaning?
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is a question that's everywhere, and we've forgotten how to
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ask it. Now, what a bubble means is rather significant
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insofar as we've built a world, potentially. I'm not a
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financial expert. Some are saying that we're building entire economies,
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the economy, the interconnected global market is being built on
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a bubble. Maybe there is no collapse or something. But
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I do think that there's definitely a possibility. Let's see
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where we end up if we start from a question.
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Slowing things down, doing some sort of thinking. And not
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everyone will be interested in this, like I said. But
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this ends up at the question, corny as it may sound,
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what's the meaning of life? What does meaning mean? And
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finding out what stuff means is easier than you might
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actually think. Most people don't even get to the point
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of asking the question. But if the world's made up
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of bubbles, bubbles have one purpose in analogy, and that's
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that they pop. I don't want to burst your bubble.
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We get caught in bubbles. We get caught in a
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filter bubble. We don't ever exit the bubble. And then
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there's all the financial bubbles. There's the dot-com, the housing,
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the NFT, crypto, AI, the tulip bubble. I think the
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tulip bubble is the original bubble. But 3,000 years ago,
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Buddhists are coming along and they're saying, hey, nice world
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you got here. Actually, everything's a bubble. Everything is empty
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on the inside, but you're looking at the surfaces and
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being confused for what things actually are. The world is bubble.
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Buddha's world is a world made up of foam where
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you start poking stuff and then it's gone. So bubbles
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are known for their temporariness and their emptiness and them
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being short-lived. So for much of the ancient wisdom, they
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realize our way to happiness, the first step on our
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way to happiness is to realize that everything's a bubble.
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And here we are picking up a trail of really
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the meaning of bubbles because it turns out we found
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a way to build economies on top. On top, inside,
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I'm not exactly sure how the analogy works, inside, on
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top of bubbles. Now, from what I gather about capitalism,
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what I've been told about capitalism, is that the market
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is some sort of totemic awareness. It's some sort of
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knowledge-having agent, and it's
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self-correcting. So there's a rationality to it,
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a calculating sort of rationality to it. And it's supposed
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to know, well, if it knows, we'll say, if it
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knows that there's a bubble, the bubble is supposed to
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be corrected because the bubble is a deviation. And you're
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supposed to have market incentives for things like betting against
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the bubble. What's weird, what's paradoxical is everybody knowing that
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you're in a bubble. And this seems to be bubbles
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since the 2008 bubble. It seems to be every time
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a bubble comes around, people just announce, oh, hey, we're
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in a new bubble. Remember NFTs? Hey, we're in an
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NFT bubble. But no one's supposed to know that you're
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in a.
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That it's a bubble. It seems like it would be
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a contradiction because we should trust the totem market to
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manage itself. That's the whole point of the market. It
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will pick up its invisible boots with its invisible hands
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and decide rationally, hedge against itself if need be, but
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it's not supposed to know that it's in a bubble.
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This time, everybody knows we're in a bubble, all the
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way down to dumb people, all the way down to
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the plebs like me. Everyone goes, this is the bubble.
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And it might be the bubble, which would be the
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scariest thing of all. What to do but speculate in
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a world that is speculative. And what does the whole
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analogy of a bubble mean? Nothing ever happens. Nothing ever
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can happen again. in a bubble because the fate of everything,
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the fate of the bubble is only one thing. Bubbles
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only do one thing. The reason the analogy of a
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bubble is used for anything else is because they collapse. Now,
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bubbles are built by tension and internal, internal pressure, external pressure,
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pressure and outside pressure. And when one of them gets
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too much, then you have the end of the bubble. Now,
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any event, any value event, any event
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the bubble doesn't mean anything. It's going to be erased
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with the bubble being erased. So if you think of
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time inside the bubble, the bubble... time there's only one
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event that gives meaning to the bubble and that is
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the end of it this is like gambling no surprise
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this is exactly like gambling uh gambling which is now
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betting on uh i mean it's always always betting on
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an uncertain future outcome now we have gambling everywhere Nothing
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that happens up to the point where the bet is
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resolved has any meaning. The entire bubble reality of a
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bet ends once the bubble has popped, which is there
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is an outcome. And no surprise that gambling is, you know,
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one of the very few growth areas in the economy
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other than the big one, other than the big one
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that's causing the bubble. But if you trap a bunch
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of people in a bubble. When you trap a bunch
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of people and say everything that you do in here
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is meaningless. Everything that you do here has no value.
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Nothing you construct in here will last. Nothing has value
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except the end of the world. Turns out this gives
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people psychosis. Turns out that if you're in a bubble
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and everyone tells you there's no meaning in the bubble,
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people will invent meaning out of nothing. And that's what
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philosophy and religion and conspiracy theory all have in common,
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is they will look to disparate events that you are
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told are meaningless and to give them a common through line.
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And I love QAnon. If you know me, you know
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that I love QAnon. QAnon was a widespread attempt to
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recognize the bubble. The attempt to give meaning in the
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bubble to connect disparate events that wouldn't have seemed connected prior.
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And then we end up with holographic celebrities and ritual cults.
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The conspiracies weren't even that far off. But the meaning
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is over-indexed. When you tell people, hey, look at this.
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You see that edge? You see that horizon?
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That's it. When that horizon gets here, everything gets wiped out.
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So you're going to be frantically building connections, which is
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kind of what a psychotic just makes connections that the
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people around them don't see. It's not even strictly speaking incorrect.
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It's just non-normative connection building. It's what the psychotic is doing.
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You see how Charlie's little tent, there's a perfect square.
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And as you can tell, it's 10 foot squared, 10
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foot all the way around on each square. And it's
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about nine foot tall.
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That's because it has to be for the projection to work.
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But the bubble... I don't know which one's bigger at
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this point. The bubble has been going on since the 70s.
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I'm sure you've seen all the graphs. Anything that goes
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with no negative feedback, this is how you maintain the
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surface of a bubble. You have an internal force that
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pushes out. You have the external force that pushes in.
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air outside. That's why bubbles make perfect. spheres because there's
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a a resolution of the two forces and they find
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balance things that go like this positive feedback loops these
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are their runaway their runaway um values runaway values are
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bad because they make things pop so if you take
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the largest economies well let's the largest economy in the
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world in the 70s something happens and all the graphs
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go bleep And basically you have all new value since
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then being created not by anything having been made, but
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value is created not out of nothing. That's a little
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overstating the point. But value is created since the 70s
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by revaluing. Revaluing land, refinancializing, privatizing things that weren't privatized,
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the explosion of equity, corporate equity. There's no necessity, there's
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no requirement to improve the product. You just improve the
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advertising of the product. There's no need to develop land
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when you can just revalue the land that you have.
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other people will do the producing. We'll just grow the economy. Now,
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growing the economy, producing value when nothing is being produced,
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I mean, definitionally, that's a bubble. Because if you're producing
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value without producing stuff, that means that one of the circuits,
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the internal or the external pressure is on a positive
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feedback loop. And positive feedback loops burst bubbles. So value
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goes up. and nothing's getting made, then that value will
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need to be corrected at some point. And that's what
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the bubble is, is revaluing slot machines in the casino
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instead of adding new slot machines or improving the technology
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of the slot machines. They're just saying that the slot
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machine is worth more. Now this bubble, all of it,
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is analogy. Because when it comes to value, there's a
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lot more to value than just money. And that is
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where we need to get spiritual with it. Spirituality, don't worry.
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I know that you are a good little materialist, a
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devout materialist. But in the bubble, spirituality, a kind of spirituality,
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you can get away with it. because nothing that happens
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in there is really real anyway. You can speculate about
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speculation in the bubble because the moment that it pops,
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you get the great reset. So whether the pop, we
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don't know what the pop is. Everyone has a theory
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about the pop and its collapse or singularity that will
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rescue us from the bubble or a racially purified society
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or a class purified society. If you're living now, you
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can't live with the knowledge, with the paralyzing knowledge that
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it's a bubble because waiting is not living. So even
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if the end of the world is the end of
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the bubble... It's almost like even if this is a disaster,
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even if it's a montage of all the worst disaster
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movies
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you get to a point, you get to a point
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in the meaning bubble. You get to a point in
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the meaning inflation economy when you just want it to
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happen already.
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That's why we have cubes. The good guys with control
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over the NSA began the Q intelligence dissemination program to
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invoke an online grassroots movement that came to be called
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the Great Awakening.
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Which is, what the hell do we do? What the
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hell are we doing? Why are we doing it? And,
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you know, a response to that is the nihilism setting in.
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Another response is, well, we should just pray for the
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bubble to pop. We can't do anything to make it pop,
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but we'll just sit here and pray for it to pop.
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That's what's known as accelerationism because you don't have to
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do anything. This is where we move from how long
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is the bubble actually? Is the bubble the universe? Is
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the bubble my life seen from the point of view
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of the universe? Is the bubble the economy since the 70s?
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Is the bubble... capitalism. And if it's capitalism, why stop there?
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Maybe the bubble is agricultural society, agricultural civilization. But the
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pain of not knowing when the thing that will inevitably
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happen will happen, that's a kind of, I mean, pain
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is one word for it. Pain is the way that's
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been described in the history of wisdom literature, that life
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is a kind of suffering and then it ends. And
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the waiting for God pain, the waiting for Godot pain
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is knowing that it will arrive and trying to give
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meaning to what happens prior to its arrival, even if
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the event arriving means that the whole thing has been
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wiped out. Now, put in these terms, The pain of
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our current moment. Some people's solution to the pain of
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the current moment is, well, we have Zoran, and we
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just need a Zoran in every city, and then he
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will usher in the classless society. I barely exaggerate. That
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seems to be the solution. And, you know, that's the
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most recent solution that I've heard. There are many others, though.
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You go back, you go back throughout the wisdom literature
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and you can say wisdom literature is one word for it.
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It's religious literature. It's philosophical literature. It's wisdom, wisdom, writings, teachings.
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kind of true that it all addresses this point. What
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to think inside the bubble knowing that the pop is imminent.
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I know our knee-jerk reaction is to dismiss the wisdom,
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because the wisdom comes out of futile class relations, and
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it tells you to ignore your material conditions. If the
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bubble's true... You should be at least taking your material
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conditions with a grain of salt anyway. Because philosophy, let's
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call it the wisdom. Because philosophy will get you confused
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with academic philosophy, which has nothing to do with wisdom anymore.
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And religion just sounds, there's the dimensions of religion, right?
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There's the social control is part of it. But then
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there's all the guys that are working in the back rooms.
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You know, you got like, You got the Desert Fathers
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as opposed to the Vatican. Or you got like the
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Sufi mystics compared to wherever the organized center of that
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thing is. And you got failed sons just becoming Buddhist
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priests because they don't got anything else to do. And
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then you got the practicing masters. So we call it
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the wisdom. I'm just going to call it the wisdom.
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and Jesus, and it's all the same thing. And I
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hate it because it reduces the differences. But there is
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some validity to it. There's validity in that they say,
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you suffer. But a lot of the suffering is of
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your own making. A lot of the suffering is because
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you're looking for meaning in a bubble, knowing that it's
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a bubble. Now that doesn't really make sense, does it?
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But the first realization is one of the temporality, the
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limited horizon of the bubble. And the first revelation says, okay,
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nothing I do matters. And the second revelation is exactly
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the same except with a different pitch. Nothing I do matters. Hmm.
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The bubble never changes in either of these revelations. But
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I have to say, the second one does help. Because
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if the only solution to the bubble is getting Zoran
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elected in every city, it seems like It seems like
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there could be more meaning to the world than that.
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back from their experience, is everything's connected. Now this is
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where we get a little bit spacey with it. A
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little woo with it. One of the benefits of capitalism
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is having turned everything sacred, profane, and everything solid into air.
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That gives you a new lease on meaning. Now, the
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typical response to having a new lease on meaning is
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people thinking that everything is meaningless. Well, everything can mean everything,
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so everything means nothing. let's party there's worse philosophies than
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that and people will say like sociologists will say things
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like capitalism has disenchanted the world that capitalism has destroyed
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all meaning i don't think that's true i think it
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has detached meaning from certain signs signs that were always
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held to be the signs that held up all the
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other signs like namely god You can build a lot
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with a sign like God because God implies all other signs,
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the source of creation. And there's not just God as
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a sign. There's history. And in history, you can have
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certain masters, master signs like tradition or heritage or family
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or race or nation. Then your position, what you can
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do with the rest of signs, what you can do
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with the rest of your creative ability depends on rebuilding
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or reestablishing or strengthening your family or
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your race. So, you know, you can see in this
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way of describing what we do with meaning when we
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don't know if we got meaning for very much longer.
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you can see the right-wing response to the bubble, which is,
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we'll recreate versions of the past. And the left-wing response is, well,
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all of that was bad. There was no past. There
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was just superstition prior to 1848. And mostly, everything since
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1848 has been bad. But all of this struggle will
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have been worth it once the DSA... inevitably takes over
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the Democratic Party. And at that point, we can let
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capitalism down nice and easy. And I personally won't have
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to pay rent anymore. And Zoran Mamdani will wipe every
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tear from our eyes. Then we will usher in classless society.
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And everything we do now has value, has meaning in
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light of that bubble bursting. The city of God, will
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arrive on earth, and all of this will have made sense.
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All of the suffering we experienced temporarily will have made sense. Now,
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whether the bubble popping is heaven appearing or hell appearing,
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it does put an end to the tension, which is
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the source of bubble. Bubble is tension. A bubble is
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a temporary tension. This is a part of the mystics' story,
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is they They depart, they're on a trip, they go
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to the edge and they return. They come back with
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the wisdom. The wise man always returns with the message,
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the message of the truth. And often their truth is
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just something like banal, maybe, that we believe anyway. You
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don't even need all the spiritual weird dressing on top.
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They just say something like, everything is connected. Often it's
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everything is connected. And then after that message comes through,
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it's incorporated as, well, everything is connected through God. Everything
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is connected through history. Everything is connected through the coming future.
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And I have a secret about the coming future. And
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in that sense, the conspiracy theorists much of the history
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of the wisdom, including conspiracy theory, is based on that
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secret that the mystic, the wise man comes back with
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this secret that gives meaning to what will inevitably pop.
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Conspiracy theory is formally exactly the same as critical theory,
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as If you've ever heard me say, I've said it
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many times, it begins with the premise that everything is
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connected and that there's a secret to its connection. The
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critical theorist usually calls it capitalism. So everything can be
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negatively connected. It's like what the Gnostics believed. Everything is connected.
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It's all evil, except one thing out there. Or you
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can say everything's connected in like that everything is. is
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ultimately nothing. So we shouldn't be suffering. Suffering is a choice.
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Suffering is struggling to see the connection between all things
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when all things are connected through their internal hollowness. That's
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a very peaceable way of resolving the tension. And there's
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something we have to get over. It's that the wisdom
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sounds corny because we can already buy wisdom via products.
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You know, if the wisdom says, don't get too attached
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to things, don't get too attached to money because it
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won't last, whether it's Buddha saying that or St. Francis
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saying that to cultivate your inner peace, we can't hear
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when they say that because the ad for an investing
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app says exactly the same thing. It says, don't worry
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about money, go live your life, give us your money
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and we'll worry about it. So the market sells you
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capitalism and wisdom attached to it But it also perniciously
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sells you anti-capitalism and attaches wisdom to that too. So
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we're left needing something better than anti-capitalism if you want
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to avoid painful death. You can't be anti-capitalism, or at
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least just anti-capitalism, because you're signing up to be very disturbed.
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Capitalism is... more than one economic system from all the
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ones that you can choose from. Capitalism is reality itself,
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and you're being asked to deny it, actively deny it
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and struggle against it. And no one does that. No
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one can do that. They can pretend to. But the
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wisdom comes to some consensus on the solution here. The
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solution to the bubble is to die prior to your death. Now,
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is that possible? If you're in a bubble, maybe the
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truth of the matter is that outside the bubble, the
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surface is smooth. And you have a common insight in
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the wisdom from all the Greek philosophy, the Western philosophy,
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the Eastern philosophy. The Greek philosophy is like, I think
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it's all three, the skeptics and the Epicureans and the Stoics. Peronians,
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I think that's another word for the skeptics. All of
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them were trying to sell their product in the marketplace, basically.
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But it was the same product. They just had different
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methods to get it. But they all agreed because of price.
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the Greek sign system at the time, you know, Greek values,
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Athenian values. They all said, we got, we got the
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way to Ataraxia. Now I think, I don't have the
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etymology in front of me, but it's, uh, teraxia. So
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I'm going to think teraxia means something like perturbedness, unpeace.
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So ataraxia would be the negative, the opposite of unpeace.
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So undisturbedness, this is the way they described the goal state.
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The goal state is unperturbedness. And you have a Nirvana,
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nirvana is something like that. And nirvana and ataraxia as
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the goal of wisdom is to see that we're in
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a bubble. Now we have a strange reversal here where
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the market sees that we're in a bubble. And if
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you read the wisdom, the goal also seems to be
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to realize you're in a bubble. But when it comes
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to panicking over any one of the outcomes that is possible,
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With AI, no matter what AI does, if it goes
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out and mines asteroids and solves the problem of scarcity
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in the world, this will never solve the problem of meaning.
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And the meaning problem hasn't been solved. We've had our
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best minds on it. We've had our best minds on
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how do you make meaning in the bubble? How do
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you make meaning in the bubble if the end of
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the bubble is the only thing that's certain? And all
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the institutional religions, they all, of course, they're based on
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a revelation that is something like, oh, you know what,
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everything's connected. And then they become quite immediately something that's
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about power and social control. But all of them have
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their mystic departments too. All religions have their mystical departments.
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And they always say, no, we're looking for peace while
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we're alive. And often they're considered heretics for that. And
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not much has changed on that front because, well, let's
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put it this way. General rule. If you defend the
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bubble value, it demonstrates that you're afraid of losing status
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when it pops. So death is evil. But rejecting the
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bubble value also demonstrates that you have faith that you'll
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gain status when it pops and you want to be
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around to see it. So you also think death is evil.
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Symbolic death rejects both of these. It rejects both the
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bubble and the pop. So both sides agree that the
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third position is cope. I'm going to elaborate in another video,
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my cope. This is not the cope that works video.
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But understanding meaning is the cope. Because it's everywhere. There's
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more than could ever be understood. And that's a profound
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source of value. A value as if. from nothing irrespective
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of the bubble that we observe. And irrespective of that bubble,
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there remains a surface to which the bubble and any
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bubble will ultimately be reduced. The tension will be reduced.
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The disturbance will be reduced. And that surface isn't hidden.
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It's not a secret. It's just ignorable. It's humble. It
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disappears in vision of the pop that we're all focused on,
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but that pop hasn't happened. That pop doesn't exist, and
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yet it's the only imaginable horizon for, I'd say, the
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majority of people. But that's an unlivable condition. That's a
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psychotic condition. Psychosis has its merits, too. Don't get me wrong.
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Bubble capitalism makes psychosis reasonable because what else to do?
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Capitalism has showed its hand, which is one AI company
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paying another AI company to make AI generated ads for
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its AI generated agents who are paid because they can
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watch one billion ads in a minute. They can watch
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way more ads than a human can. So humans, humans
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be damned, will have bots watch bot ads in order
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to pay the electricity bill until it goes dark, until
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the whole thing dies. goes dark. And we've glimpsed it.
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Capitalism wants to get rid of this human shit. It
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wants to shed us, which is very awful for us.
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But it also need not affect us. We're surprised when
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it turns out everything is just a gambling event anyway.
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Don't be so old-fashioned. That is capitalism. Extinct the AI...
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extinct the human race sure that's that's that is being
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in a bubble and we're the bubble in that scenario
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but knowing you're in a bubble and being unable to
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do anything about it because the algorithm has taken over
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that's the situation we're in a preview now of the
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situation perhaps since the 70s we've been in the preview
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But the way out of that is still and will
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forever be what the chatbots don't have because they don't
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experience sense. The chatbots doesn't need anything to make sense
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for it. To me, that seems to be what our
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most important thing is. And because the world doesn't give
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the sense that we crave, we'll make it out of anything.
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We'll make it out of whatever's around us. We'll make
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it out of celebrities. We'll make it out of turning
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celebrities into holograms. The chatbots don't need that. They don't
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experience what Nagarjuna means when he
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have pondered things in those terms either, but the experience
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is sitting under our face whenever we're willing to pay
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attention to it. the wisdom always inevitably produced writing mainly,
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but writing, otherwise we wouldn't be able to read it.
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All the, all the wisdom that did not produce writing,
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we don't have access to it. It may have existed,
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but all the writing that we experience, all the wisdom, sorry,
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that we experience is writing, poetry, art, gods, this interconnection
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of shit that we put on, we put in the dumpster.
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We don't, Who cares about art and poetry and gods
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these days? But then, no wonder we're so miserable. If
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the wisdom inevitably produces art, poetry, and gods, and we can't,
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then no wonder. No wonder you look at this shell,
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this transparent shell, and call that the end of the world.
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The ultimate value, this is me talking. The ultimate value,
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I think, as we'll see soon enough, and if you
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open a book, you know they already know it, that
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meaning is hidden everywhere. And it's not even well hidden.
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It just takes some time. It takes some discipline. It
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takes some work. And it's barely concealed. But you find
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one thing, shake off the dirt, You find it's connected
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to another thing, shake off the dirt. And that's boring.
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It's a lot more boring than having the algorithm drive
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you around through the most interesting things happening in the matrix.
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But if you're driving, it also drives you insane and slow.
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The slowness, the slowness of picking up the links of
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meaning that existed long before you were here and it'll
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exist long after you're gone. That can't drive you insane.
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That makes everything else seem insane. But sitting here waiting
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for the shoe to drop... Do you ever know where
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that saying comes from? Waiting for the shoe to drop.
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I looked it up because I was like, that's strange.
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Speaking of Mamdani socialism fixing the universe, the shoe to drop,
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turn of phrase, comes from New York where they had
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these shitty... apartment buildings, cheap materials. Uh, so you could
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hear everything your neighbor's doing. And I don't know, I
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don't know how New Yorkers take off their shoes, but
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apparently they just throw them into the wall and it
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makes a huge noise and they drop on the floor.
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When you're taking off your shoes enough for it to
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become like a popular turn of phrase that spreads throughout the, uh,
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Anglophone vocabulary. But yeah, shoe to drop is you hear
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them throw off one shoe, and then you're sitting there
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in bed waiting. There's nothing to do but wait. There's
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nothing to do but wait until the confirmation of the
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second event happens, which is the second shoe hits the ground. Mr. President,
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a shoe has hit the floor. It's a third New
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York reference for you. But enough. This was enough. This
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event happening in, I think, the very late 19th to
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20th century is waiting for the second shoe to of
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your upstairs neighbor who's coming home a little tipsy from
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the bar. You're trying to go to sleep, but you
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can't go to sleep. You can't find your peace until
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you hear that second g'dog, g'dog. So you're white knuckling.
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I don't know why this is so scary. Maybe it's
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really loud because it's cheap, hollow building materials. You're white
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knuckling the blanket waiting for something to hit. And then,
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It'll be time for peace. Yeah, I'll be damned if
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that don't describe living in the bubble. Waiting for the
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shoe to drop. Waiting for the bubble to pop.