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00:04:23.920 --> 00:04:29.839 So the question was, what in my life currently requires care and feeding in order to maximize success? 00:04:30.000 --> 00:04:36.079 So what can be more attentive to or love and care more to make your life better in the future, I guess, right? 00:04:36.560 --> 00:04:39.600 The bluebird says happiness, peace, and hope. 00:04:39.839 --> 00:04:46.399 The bluebird speaks to you of inner calm, peace, balance, harmony, and a genuine love of the self. 00:04:46.639 --> 00:04:55.680 Blue is a tranquil color and its various associations suggest a balance between happiness and sadness, or understanding that there must be a balance of both in life. 00:04:55.839 --> 00:04:58.720 If you actively look for happiness, you may not find it. 00:04:58.879 --> 00:05:00.639 Happiness is a result, not a goal. 00:05:00.720 --> 00:05:04.560 Don't look for something specific, but be open to it however it comes. 00:05:04.720 --> 00:05:09.600 Think of the bluebird as inspiration or the opportunity to recognize happiness and welcome it. 00:05:09.839 --> 00:05:12.480 Joy is either imminent or already present. 00:05:12.800 --> 00:05:13.279 Present. 00:05:13.360 --> 00:05:14.800 You have to be open. 00:05:15.279 --> 00:05:16.959 You have to be open to it. 00:05:18.639 --> 00:05:18.959 Okay. 00:05:20.240 --> 00:05:21.199 Does that make sense? 00:05:21.360 --> 00:05:22.000 Yes. 00:05:22.639 --> 00:05:24.000 Applies or no? 00:05:24.959 --> 00:05:25.600 Yeah. 00:05:27.439 --> 00:05:35.439 Just like I was talking about, sometimes like my own insecurities, you know, and it's telling me like I need to let this go and like be open to happiness and joy. 00:05:35.600 --> 00:05:45.040 I know these cards make me damn nervous because I swear last time I had I did a couple of 2D readings and it told me some shit's gonna come happen in your way. 00:05:45.120 --> 00:05:46.879 And I'm like, it's fine right now. 00:05:47.040 --> 00:05:47.519 Whoa. 00:05:47.759 --> 00:05:48.079 I know. 00:05:48.160 --> 00:05:50.959 I was like, I like the whole abundance goose thing. 00:05:52.399 --> 00:05:54.480 Yeah, the goose goose abundance goose. 00:05:54.639 --> 00:05:54.959 Okay. 00:05:55.920 --> 00:05:56.399 All right. 00:05:56.800 --> 00:06:07.759 Question three is what in my life has come to the point where it needs to be released so that I can leave the nest and allow me, allow me to move on to new things. 00:06:08.000 --> 00:06:09.600 Oh wow, okay, okay. 00:06:09.839 --> 00:06:10.720 That's a good one. 00:06:10.800 --> 00:06:12.079 That's a good okay, ready? 00:06:12.399 --> 00:06:14.800 And I have a protection candle burning, by the way. 00:06:15.120 --> 00:06:15.519 A white one. 00:06:16.720 --> 00:06:17.360 I do right now. 00:06:17.600 --> 00:06:17.920 Thank you. 00:06:18.160 --> 00:06:19.519 So that you're all right, yeah. 00:06:20.079 --> 00:06:20.399 Okay. 00:06:28.319 --> 00:06:30.879 Oh, how pretty the sparrow. 00:06:32.079 --> 00:06:35.839 Oh companionship, self-worth, and trust. 00:06:36.079 --> 00:06:36.800 That's what I need to like. 00:06:39.600 --> 00:06:46.000 What in my life has come to the point where it needs to be released so that I can leave the nests that allow me to move on to new things? 00:06:46.240 --> 00:06:49.439 I need to leave companieship and whatever else. 00:06:49.680 --> 00:06:50.720 Okay, read the whole thing. 00:06:50.800 --> 00:06:51.439 It is. 00:06:52.079 --> 00:06:56.000 The sparrow spends much of its life in flocks and feeding groups. 00:06:56.079 --> 00:07:00.800 The sparrow encourages you to look at how you're functioning within your own community. 00:07:00.959 --> 00:07:04.000 Are you connecting to people or are you withdrawing from them? 00:07:04.240 --> 00:07:07.920 The sparrow also asks you to evaluate the relationships you have. 00:07:08.160 --> 00:07:09.120 Are they healthy? 00:07:09.279 --> 00:07:11.360 Is there a balanced exchange of energy? 00:07:11.519 --> 00:07:13.759 Do you feel overlooked or not special? 00:07:14.000 --> 00:07:18.000 The dullness of the sparrow's appearance is no way reflects its worth. 00:07:18.160 --> 00:07:22.079 Remember that you are unique, so you have your own value and much to offer the world around you. 00:07:22.319 --> 00:07:23.120 Celebrate that. 00:07:23.279 --> 00:07:27.600 The sparrow's message may be summarized as trust yourself and your path. 00:07:27.759 --> 00:07:31.199 Remember that who you are and what you do are always of value. 00:07:31.680 --> 00:07:33.600 Wow, that's gonna make me cry. 00:07:33.920 --> 00:07:34.560 All right. 00:07:36.720 --> 00:07:37.519 Did it apply? 00:07:38.079 --> 00:07:39.199 I kind of did it. 00:07:39.680 --> 00:07:40.240 Yeah. 00:07:42.160 --> 00:07:47.519 Yes, I like literally, I feel like I use the words recently, like I don't feel special. 00:07:48.160 --> 00:07:52.000 Okay, I was gonna say, I feel like you're always very confident, right? 00:07:52.319 --> 00:08:00.720 And just recently, I don't in the all the time I've ever known you, I've never, ever, you've never seemed like hard on yourself, even I know you are. 00:08:01.040 --> 00:08:03.040 Uh, are strong. 00:08:03.279 --> 00:08:15.839 But just recently, I've I don't remember what exactly you said, but once or twice you've made a comment that made me feel sad because it made me feel like you weren't as confident or there's you're being hard on yourself, and you're not typically like that. 00:08:16.000 --> 00:08:18.160 So I hope that that card helped you in that sense. 00:08:18.399 --> 00:08:19.199 Yeah, it did. 00:08:19.360 --> 00:08:21.279 You didn't make me cry, but it did. 00:08:21.519 --> 00:08:22.800 Um, thank you. 00:08:24.160 --> 00:08:34.799 Yeah, I think sometimes I didn't realize, like I kind of like moving away from everybody, you know, you don't realize how much confidence that you just get from being around friends and family. 00:08:35.039 --> 00:08:41.279 Um and I've always had Cal, so I've had to that was kind of

where I got my confidence from, like being a mom. 00:08:41.519 --> 00:08:44.240 And so being like at school, me being on my own. 00:08:44.320 --> 00:08:50.080 I feel like yeah, sometimes yeah, that's also where you're gonna get the most strength. 00:08:51.600 --> 00:08:53.039 You know, mm-hmm. 00:08:54.320 --> 00:09:01.840 Yeah, and I deleted my IG and all that stuff because I'm like, I don't even like sometimes like stuff. 00:09:03.440 --> 00:09:06.799 It doesn't bring much happiness, yeah. 00:09:07.039 --> 00:09:09.840 Um yeah, very interesting. 00:09:10.080 --> 00:09:12.960 Thank you so much for sharing. 00:09:16.879 --> 00:09:17.840 Are you gonna do yours? 00:09:19.120 --> 00:09:21.279 Yeah, I don't know which ones I'm gonna do though. 00:09:21.360 --> 00:09:23.440 Like because I think we need more than that. 00:09:23.600 --> 00:09:27.039 I think um seven. 00:09:28.960 --> 00:09:29.120 Okay. 00:09:29.519 --> 00:09:34.399 So the ones for seven, sometimes I'm looking at the questions they ask. 00:09:35.440 --> 00:09:42.240 It seems that um this one. 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:50.799 It seems it seems number four cards might be apply to me. 00:09:51.039 --> 00:09:58.000 First question is what attitudes or mindsets do I hold that I need to overhaul in order to make my space supportive as possible? 00:09:58.159 --> 00:09:58.879 That's card one. 00:09:58.960 --> 00:10:03.840 Card two would be what external issues are blocking my home from being enriching and restoring? 00:10:04.799 --> 00:10:09.759 And then three would be what should I address to improve my home's energy at this moment? 00:10:09.919 --> 00:10:16.240 And then four, what issues can I focus on going forward to help keep my home and self positive and nurturing as possible? 00:10:16.399 --> 00:10:17.039 Does that apply? 00:10:17.120 --> 00:10:19.519 I think it's a little bit too much on the home. 00:10:19.840 --> 00:10:23.279 No, but that's I feel like where a lot of your focus is. 00:10:23.679 --> 00:10:24.559 Yeah, right. 00:10:24.639 --> 00:10:28.799 And by home, I don't know that it means like the the house specifically, you know. 00:10:29.120 --> 00:10:31.039 Well, the other one is six, actually. 00:10:31.120 --> 00:10:41.200 It says card one, the root of the problem, card two, the trunk where the problem is, card three, the heart of the problem, card four, where you can draw strength and seek solutions. 00:10:41.440 --> 00:10:49.039 Card five, an area where help will come from unasked, and six areas and ideas to be open to in order to advance through the problem into your future. 00:10:49.120 --> 00:10:49.840 I think that's it. 00:10:50.080 --> 00:10:52.080 Oh, yeah, that's a good one. 00:10:52.399 --> 00:10:53.519 Yeah, six. 00:10:53.759 --> 00:10:54.799 Oh, it is. 00:10:55.039 --> 00:10:56.799 Now I want to do six. 00:10:59.600 --> 00:11:02.320 I uh journal my um reading too. 00:11:02.480 --> 00:11:08.080 I have a like a little book that I journal all the cards I draw so I could look back sometimes and be like, oh, that actually happened. 00:11:08.480 --> 00:11:09.440 So crazy. 00:11:09.600 --> 00:11:12.240 Sorry, just to go back on the reading thing. 00:11:12.399 --> 00:11:20.000 I recently Justin told me I was crying in my sleep, and then I had a dream where my teeth fell out, like one of my teeth. 00:11:20.240 --> 00:11:29.360 And um, we Googled it and it was saying like going through like a transformation and feeling insecure and judged and all these things. 00:11:29.759 --> 00:11:34.320 And I was like, Oh my god, I've never dreamt about my teeth falling out, and it was so weird. 00:11:34.480 --> 00:11:40.480 Like in my dream, it was wiggly while I was talking to somebody, and then I just reached in and pulled it out. 00:11:40.720 --> 00:11:41.519 It was so gross. 00:11:41.759 --> 00:11:49.039 Oh my god, yeah, it was like wiggly, and I was like, it's very wiggly, and it was like in my mind, so scary. 00:11:49.120 --> 00:11:51.360 I've had a dream about that before, and I got so scared. 00:11:51.519 --> 00:11:54.559 Like, yeah, I always woke up like wiggling my teeth around. 00:11:54.639 --> 00:11:57.200 I'm like, wait, there's a hair in there. 00:11:57.679 --> 00:11:59.200 Oh, that's so funny. 00:11:59.360 --> 00:12:07.679 Speaking of dreams, I used to, I told you I used to have night terrors really bad at the old house, and I don't know if it was just heavy living there in that town and all that, right? 00:12:07.840 --> 00:12:10.559 So since we moved, I only had one night tear since we moved. 00:12:10.639 --> 00:12:11.360 Isn't that crazy? 00:12:11.679 --> 00:12:12.799 Oh wow, that is crazy. 00:12:13.120 --> 00:12:14.240 Never had him ever again. 00:12:14.399 --> 00:12:20.320 But uh one thing that made me sad is ever since I've ever felt like I can't really talk about my dad, good or bad. 00:12:20.399 --> 00:12:28.320 Like I can't have his spirit alive um uh like verbally in my home without feeling bad about it. 00:12:28.559 --> 00:12:32.480 It's sad that that situation, but I don't dream about him anymore. 00:12:32.639 --> 00:12:38.080 And so it and that makes me sad because I used to love dreaming about him because the only way I could connect with him. 00:12:38.240 --> 00:12:42.320 And the last time I dreamt about him, I guess I was doing the same thing. 00:12:42.399 --> 00:12:44.320 I was crying in my sleep, but I wasn't sad. 00:12:44.799 --> 00:12:46.000 We were having fun. 00:12:46.159 --> 00:12:53.600 We were go on this fishing trip that I always um beat myself up about not going when he went to Canada and he went for fire fishing. 00:12:53.679 --> 00:12:58.960 I always was like, I went I have my favorite picture of him fishing in this like lake. 00:12:59.120 --> 00:13:04.879 And um that dream was I was fishing with him in that lake, and it was such a good dream. 00:13:05.039 --> 00:13:13.519 Um and then I was crying because he's like telling me he had to go, and I was like, No, because I knew that he was not

here anymore. 00:13:13.759 --> 00:13:30.320 I knew I was visiting him, it was so weird, and I was like, No, I don't want to go, and then it was like the oh the lake started to evaporate, the water, and then like oh, and then as it was so crazy, and then as it was evaporating, he was going away too. 00:13:30.399 --> 00:13:32.559 But he was saying bye and he was happy and smiling. 00:13:32.639 --> 00:13:34.799 I was just sad I didn't want him to go, anyways. 00:13:34.879 --> 00:13:41.039 That was the last time I got to stream about him, and I haven't since oh Andy's made me feel like I can't talk about him. 00:13:41.279 --> 00:13:43.120 No, but I maybe that was a good thing. 00:13:43.440 --> 00:13:48.720 Perhaps like a set you up, you know, like things are good. 00:13:49.360 --> 00:13:58.399 Yeah, my mom just told me she's like asked me the other day, she's all just I dream about my past ones from because she's lost her whole family at this point. 00:13:58.559 --> 00:14:01.360 Yeah, she has vivid dreams. 00:14:01.440 --> 00:14:03.120 She said, No, Jess, they're so vivid. 00:14:03.200 --> 00:14:06.799 She's like, Sometimes I don't want to dream them because they're too real. 00:14:06.960 --> 00:14:07.840 Oh I'm like, really? 00:14:08.080 --> 00:14:09.200 Like, what do they what do you do? 00:14:09.360 --> 00:14:17.679 She's like with my dad, she said he'll um we'll be sitting there with my dad, just like hanging out on the couch and barbecuing. 00:14:18.960 --> 00:14:20.639 I want dreams like that. 00:14:20.960 --> 00:14:26.000 Yeah, that's I don't dream very often. 00:14:26.080 --> 00:14:28.240 So unless I was on that like cough medicine. 00:14:28.320 --> 00:14:34.080 So when I like the other night to dream, I was like, I don't even know how I can do that, like it's so weird. 00:14:34.320 --> 00:14:37.200 So Lucid Dream, I don't know that app aura. 00:14:37.279 --> 00:14:37.919 I freaking love it. 00:14:38.159 --> 00:14:42.799 You can lucid dream or and it's like oh my god, I love doing it. 00:14:43.440 --> 00:14:47.039 Yeah, lucid dream or astral travel. 00:14:47.120 --> 00:14:47.919 Have you ever done that? 00:14:48.159 --> 00:14:50.240 No, you told me about that though. 00:14:50.559 --> 00:14:52.320 It's kind of scary, but it's fun. 00:14:52.879 --> 00:14:57.600 Yeah, I'm a hypnosis, I'm all about that too, which I think rewires your brain. 00:14:58.960 --> 00:14:59.919 Oh, hypnosis, yeah. 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:02.559 I would so be down for hypnosis, like a real one. 00:15:03.039 --> 00:15:05.440 You can do it yourself on your phone. 00:15:05.679 --> 00:15:09.840 I know I've done it, I've totally tried, but I think that I I don't know. 00:15:10.000 --> 00:15:12.960 I think I would like I need someone to do it for me. 00:15:13.279 --> 00:15:15.120 But it really does rewire your brain. 00:15:15.279 --> 00:15:17.120 Maybe that's why I'm actually going crazy. 00:15:17.600 --> 00:15:20.080 Yeah, you've been hypognizing yourself. 00:15:20.240 --> 00:15:21.600 You don't know the ads or something. 00:15:21.679 --> 00:15:24.960 Do you have blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah in between? 00:15:25.279 --> 00:15:26.960 It has ads in between the hypnosis. 00:15:27.120 --> 00:15:31.360 Yeah, do you feel like you want to kill your okay, your husband, you're blah blah blah, you're losing the shit. 00:15:32.320 --> 00:15:33.679 Wake up them all, huh? 00:15:34.240 --> 00:15:35.919 That's what you're getting hypnotized to. 00:15:36.320 --> 00:15:36.879 Lovely. 00:15:39.360 --> 00:15:40.480 I didn't even think about that. 00:15:40.559 --> 00:15:44.720 Hopefully there's no ads in between the hell's that. 00:15:45.120 --> 00:15:50.639 My Joel Osteen, I've been listening to him since 2000, I think like 17. 00:15:51.120 --> 00:15:59.600 And the same fucking apps, the same everything, and now all of a sudden, there's ads in the middle of his sermon. 00:15:59.679 --> 00:16:06.240 I'm like deep into like my crying, thinking of God, it's like Spotify, blah blah blah. 00:16:07.360 --> 00:16:09.600 Oh my god, deep in the cry. 00:16:09.840 --> 00:16:10.240 Oh my god. 00:16:10.480 --> 00:16:14.799 I'm like diarrhea, yes, exactly. 00:16:16.480 --> 00:16:16.960 Right. 00:16:17.279 --> 00:16:19.519 Excuse me, I was in the middle of crying and worshiping. 00:16:19.759 --> 00:16:21.759 Well, Julier voice. 00:16:23.919 --> 00:16:26.480 Yeah, I like depression and heartburns. 00:16:26.720 --> 00:16:27.200 Yeah. 00:16:27.600 --> 00:16:29.039 Started fucking up my moment. 00:16:29.600 --> 00:16:30.159 Yes. 00:16:30.399 --> 00:16:34.879 Oh, and so now I refuse to buy it, and now both apps do it. 00:16:34.960 --> 00:16:37.440 And so I started to think that's so annoying. 00:16:37.679 --> 00:16:44.080 It must be a thing where the content creator, like the podcaster, must approve that. 00:16:44.159 --> 00:16:45.519 Because I'm like, it didn't request that. 00:16:46.159 --> 00:16:48.639 I think because they get paid by whoever the ad person is. 00:16:48.720 --> 00:16:52.080 Yeah, we're gonna end up having to do, we're gonna piss off our listeners soon. 00:16:52.320 --> 00:17:02.720 I know, I know, but I was like, no, no ads in the middle of anything, because it really for me, like I always would say, and I know this is awful, but it would feel like my ears are getting raped. 00:17:02.799 --> 00:17:14.160 And I'm like, no, it's like no, we can't be doing that, even if it's like you guys want to make an extra hundred bucks a listener, just put this right six minutes into your ears. 00:17:14.319 --> 00:17:17.440 I don't I don't want to make anyone's ears bleed if it's not worth it. 00:17:17.680 --> 00:17:23.519 Yeah, it better be damn worth it, otherwise, I won't mess with people. 00:17:23.839 --> 00:17:25.680 Have you seen onion news? 00:17:28.079 --> 00:17:29.279 Yeah, movie. 00:17:29.359 --> 00:17:31.519 Oh my god, I was just telling Justin about that the other night. 00:17:31.680 --> 00:17:32.160 We were laughing.

00:17:32.319 --> 00:17:34.960 You're the one that told me about it, and you kept you told me a couple times. 00:17:35.039 --> 00:17:35.599 I found it out. 00:17:35.759 --> 00:17:37.440 I was like, I'm gonna see what she's talking about. 00:17:37.680 --> 00:17:41.279 You have to, yeah, and you have to write food because it's so outlandish, you know. 00:17:41.359 --> 00:17:42.720 Sometimes it can be like, whoa. 00:17:42.960 --> 00:17:47.519 But the one about the instead of it being a murder mystery dinner, it's the murder rape dinner. 00:17:47.680 --> 00:17:49.039 Or not the murder, it's the rape. 00:17:49.759 --> 00:17:56.000 They were like they're trying to explain it, like what it's a lesser crime where nobody actually loses their life. 00:17:57.200 --> 00:18:01.440 Yeah, and it's like it's just more traumatizing, yeah. 00:18:01.680 --> 00:18:03.440 But it's just so funny that whole scene. 00:18:03.599 --> 00:18:05.039 Awful, but funny. 00:18:05.519 --> 00:18:07.200 There we go, being morbid. 00:18:07.440 --> 00:18:11.279 Yeah, the hilarious comedy! Did you see that one Joe? 00:18:11.440 --> 00:18:15.599 Yeah, um, do you eat cup of noodle or do you top ramen? 00:18:15.759 --> 00:18:16.960 I'm eating cup of noodle right now. 00:18:17.119 --> 00:18:20.880 I don't eat cup of noodle because I heard the cups are bad, so I I do top ramen. 00:18:21.200 --> 00:18:22.400 Okay, what why? 00:18:22.559 --> 00:18:24.480 So have a big ass bite and box of tape. 00:18:24.640 --> 00:18:26.240 Yeah, the styrofoam. 00:18:26.880 --> 00:18:28.240 Oh, what what's in it? 00:18:28.319 --> 00:18:29.119 What's wrong with it? 00:18:29.359 --> 00:18:30.640 It's bad for you. 00:18:30.720 --> 00:18:32.880 I think it releases stuff. 00:18:33.119 --> 00:18:34.559 Um as well. 00:18:35.519 --> 00:18:40.240 It's releasing happiness right now, so yeah, but and also I think it depends. 00:18:40.319 --> 00:18:42.160 Like, I think it's if you microwave it. 00:18:42.240 --> 00:18:45.519 Sometimes I know people just pour hot water into it and let it sit for a minute. 00:18:46.480 --> 00:18:47.119 Whatever. 00:18:47.680 --> 00:18:48.480 I microwave. 00:18:49.200 --> 00:18:51.920 Yeah, I think it's a microwave to do that. 00:18:52.079 --> 00:18:54.559 Which if you replay it, wait, I made a song on the piano. 00:18:54.640 --> 00:18:55.279 I want to hear it. 00:18:55.440 --> 00:18:55.920 Oh yeah. 00:18:56.160 --> 00:18:56.720 Oh yeah. 00:18:56.960 --> 00:19:00.720 But you know what a piano, you know what a microwave does, right? 00:19:01.759 --> 00:19:03.039 Yeah, I don't want to hear it. 00:19:03.440 --> 00:19:06.559 Adds chaotic energy to your food. 00:19:06.960 --> 00:19:07.759 Yep, I know. 00:19:07.920 --> 00:19:10.160 Like, I know did you hear what you're eating? 00:19:10.319 --> 00:19:11.279 I'm just kidding. 00:19:12.319 --> 00:19:15.519 I just want to make sure you so it's not even that great of a song. 00:19:15.599 --> 00:19:17.440 I just barely made I just made this up, okay? 00:19:17.519 --> 00:19:19.839 It's not even long, just like maybe 30 seconds. 00:19:20.000 --> 00:19:20.319 I love it. 00:19:20.400 --> 00:19:22.720 But I was kind of proud of myself because I made it up. 00:19:23.200 --> 00:19:24.319 Okay, hold on, ready? 00:19:24.400 --> 00:19:26.480 It's all I'm just kidding. 00:19:26.559 --> 00:19:26.720 I know. 00:19:28.079 --> 00:19:31.759 That's not well we'll get my fingers ready and I have nails, which I shouldn't have. 00:19:31.839 --> 00:19:33.200 So sorry if it sounds weird. 00:19:33.359 --> 00:19:34.160 Here you go. 00:19:34.319 --> 00:19:35.599 It's kind of depressing. 00:19:36.720 --> 00:19:38.000 Okay, there you go. 00:19:43.200 --> 00:19:44.400 Oh, sorry. 00:19:52.240 --> 00:19:54.000 You guys are watching me and I'm nervous. 00:19:55.200 --> 00:19:56.319 Okay, hold on, ready? 00:20:15.359 --> 00:20:16.480 Oh, I went off. 00:20:16.880 --> 00:20:18.960 Oh, that's so cute. 00:20:19.920 --> 00:20:22.240 Can I learn piano at home? 00:20:22.720 --> 00:20:25.200 Well, yeah, it's a lot longer, but I just got embarrassed. 00:20:25.440 --> 00:20:26.960 Oh, sorry, did I cut you off? 00:20:27.200 --> 00:20:27.519 Sorry. 00:20:27.759 --> 00:20:30.160 No, I don't I don't want to do anymore because I keep messing up. 00:20:30.319 --> 00:20:34.799 But yeah, I've been I've trying I've been playing the piano for a couple months now. 00:20:35.440 --> 00:20:36.559 That is so cute to myself. 00:20:36.799 --> 00:20:39.039 I can't read music though at all. 00:20:39.119 --> 00:20:40.480 I just play my ear. 00:20:40.799 --> 00:20:43.599 I learned how to play a couple machine gun Kelly songs. 00:20:44.000 --> 00:20:45.359 Oh, did you that's fun? 00:20:45.519 --> 00:20:49.440 He was just at a concert that in Ohio or something where we were at. 00:20:50.079 --> 00:20:51.759 That's where he's from, Cleveland. 00:20:51.920 --> 00:20:53.680 Oh, that's where he was playing. 00:20:54.079 --> 00:20:55.039 Yeah, that's his home. 00:20:58.799 --> 00:20:59.119 Oh. 00:21:00.880 --> 00:21:01.519 Yeah. 00:21:03.440 --> 00:21:04.720 That's funny. 00:21:06.480 --> 00:21:08.400 Yeah, yeah, it's relaxing today. 00:21:08.559 --> 00:21:09.440 You should get a little keyboard. 00:21:09.519 --> 00:21:10.079 That's all I have. 00:21:10.160 --> 00:21:11.279 I don't have anything crazy. 00:21:11.359 --> 00:21:14.480 I just got because we have that grand piano at the house. 00:21:14.799 --> 00:21:16.640 I packed it up to move. 00:21:16.720 --> 00:21:19.680 And so I bought Bella this little keyboard for Christmas. 00:21:19.839 --> 00:21:28.000 It's honestly like it records you, and you could do like these little things with it. 00:21:28.799 --> 00:21:31.359 But um you should get one. 00:21:31.440 --> 00:21:36.559 It wasn't, it was like 400 bucks or something, and it's nice to like do something different sometimes, you know. 00:21:36.799 --> 00:21:38.160 Yeah, definitely. 00:21:38.400 --> 00:21:39.759 That's cool. 00:21:46.319 --> 00:21:48.480 I

paid the dog sitter. 00:21:49.200 --> 00:21:49.759 Poor girl. 00:21:49.839 --> 00:21:54.640 I gave her ten dollars for her interest for being that's funny. 00:21:55.440 --> 00:21:58.079 I know like, oh my god, that poor girl. 00:21:58.400 --> 00:21:59.759 And then she writes, Oh, it's okay. 00:22:00.240 --> 00:22:01.279 This happens to me a lot. 00:22:01.359 --> 00:22:02.720 I'm like, oh my God. 00:22:02.799 --> 00:22:03.839 That makes that so forth. 00:22:05.920 --> 00:22:07.119 Is she on Rover? 00:22:07.440 --> 00:22:09.200 Yeah, that's how I met her. 00:22:10.880 --> 00:22:14.319 Um, but Bruce had diarrhea in the house. 00:22:14.480 --> 00:22:15.359 I told you he was sick. 00:22:15.519 --> 00:22:16.079 Bruce again. 00:22:16.160 --> 00:22:17.680 He's like, oh shit. 00:22:17.920 --> 00:22:20.720 Um, and she like cleaned up all this stuff and everything. 00:22:20.799 --> 00:22:22.960 And so I'm like, and she was so nice about it. 00:22:23.039 --> 00:22:27.599 She's like, um, she like wrote me, give the dog, give all the kids a little pets for me. 00:22:28.480 --> 00:22:35.039 And she was saying that uh Merlin was sleeping on her stomach, and then Cleo came in and pushed him off and then laid next to her. 00:22:35.119 --> 00:22:42.559 And I was like, Yeah, that's typical because big sister, like, uh-uh, me. 00:22:43.039 --> 00:22:44.079 I like it, me. 00:22:44.319 --> 00:22:44.559 Uh-huh. 00:22:46.400 --> 00:22:47.759 With her flat eyes. 00:22:52.480 --> 00:22:52.960 Oh no. 00:22:53.119 --> 00:22:54.000 She's a sweet girl. 00:22:54.079 --> 00:22:56.559 She's actually starting to like me, Miss Kikis, huh? 00:22:56.799 --> 00:22:58.240 Oh, it's only been how many years? 00:22:58.400 --> 00:22:58.720 I know. 00:22:58.799 --> 00:22:59.680 That's what I was telling Kel. 00:22:59.839 --> 00:23:03.759 I was like, she's about 21, so I guess that's when they start turning coming back home. 00:23:04.400 --> 00:23:06.799 Oh god, that means I have two more years of hell. 00:23:09.440 --> 00:23:10.480 That's uh, yeah, cookie. 00:23:10.559 --> 00:23:13.279 And now two more years of just pure disrespect. 00:23:13.519 --> 00:23:24.559 Yeah, and now it's like the worst because now she always wants my attention, and I'm like, okay, you can't go from like hating me to like now I have to give every ounce of myself to you. 00:23:24.960 --> 00:23:27.759 Yeah, that's funny. 00:23:28.559 --> 00:23:33.519 Cal, I paid his school bill and he never even brought me back or thanked me or anything. 00:23:33.839 --> 00:23:34.400 Hmm. 00:23:34.640 --> 00:23:38.559 I know, and so I and I know he doesn't do that on purpose, obviously. 00:23:38.640 --> 00:23:42.960 Um, but those are things like I have to teach him like that means something to me. 00:23:43.279 --> 00:23:47.759 You know, I just like give my life savings for your summer school. 00:23:49.759 --> 00:23:53.839 That's uh I sent creative picture of this bedding he's been wanting, and it wasn't cheap. 00:23:53.920 --> 00:23:56.559 I sent I sent a picture of it on his bed, nothing. 00:23:56.960 --> 00:24:04.480 Yeah, and when I do when I do get a response, it'll be like, oh yeah, okay, something like that, yeah. 00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:05.519 Yeah, right. 00:24:05.680 --> 00:24:08.160 Not even like okay, it'll be the K. 00:24:09.920 --> 00:24:10.960 Just the letter K. 00:24:11.279 --> 00:24:17.359 I remember I did that to Andy one time and he wrote like a question mark, like he was confused, like why it just was the letter K. 00:24:17.519 --> 00:24:18.559 I'm like, that's because I'm mad. 00:24:18.799 --> 00:24:20.480 I don't even think you deserve the O in it. 00:24:20.640 --> 00:24:22.640 He just deserved the letter K. 00:24:22.799 --> 00:24:23.759 That's it, I'm done. 00:24:23.920 --> 00:24:25.759 And then he copied me after that. 00:24:25.839 --> 00:24:26.960 Like all the time he does that now. 00:24:27.039 --> 00:24:29.279 I'm like, don't no, no, no, no, you can't do that. 00:24:29.359 --> 00:24:32.160 No, I can't stand only you can do that with me. 00:24:32.240 --> 00:24:36.960 You can copy my stuff, but when other people do it, I don't know why it irritates me so bad. 00:24:37.279 --> 00:24:40.480 Yeah, I um I used to name K all the time. 00:24:40.799 --> 00:24:46.480 Tell my husband, irritates me so bad. 00:24:47.039 --> 00:24:52.079 Like it's a streamer stranger or something, because it's this is shitty and rude to me. 00:24:52.160 --> 00:24:52.960 That's why. 00:24:55.039 --> 00:24:56.559 I even gave it in my phone. 00:25:00.799 --> 00:25:04.880 Do you notice your phone starts to not work properly after it's only like a year old? 00:25:05.440 --> 00:25:11.680 Yeah, and they do that on purpose, not yeah, it's like always slow and delayed. 00:25:11.759 --> 00:25:12.960 I'm like, come on. 00:25:19.039 --> 00:25:21.440 I don't think I've ever paid a phone off. 00:25:22.400 --> 00:25:24.799 I just keep adding to the new payment. 00:25:25.119 --> 00:25:30.400 No, I definitely I even changed, like I realized I don't really give a shit about my phone. 00:25:30.480 --> 00:25:37.119 I'm usually breaking them, and I have I think an iPhone 12 or something right now, and it was bucks. 00:25:37.279 --> 00:25:42.240 I got a new phone and I'm like, score, it'll be broken in two weeks, and usually it is. 00:25:43.680 --> 00:25:48.799 Yeah, I hate I could go to Android just because I want that flip phone so bad. 00:25:49.039 --> 00:25:50.720 Oh, yeah, that's what we're talking about. 00:25:51.359 --> 00:25:55.599 But I'm so afraid to do it because I'm afraid I'm gonna go to Android and be like, what the fuck? 00:25:55.920 --> 00:25:59.920 You know, but I don't have a Mac, I have a Microsoft. 00:26:00.079 --> 00:26:05.279 Um I only have is the Apple Watch, but I mean I like I like the Google watches. 00:26:05.519 --> 00:26:06.319 I don't know. 00:26:06.960 --> 00:26:10.319 The Apple Watches are nice, Androids don't have something like that. 00:26:11.920 --> 00:26:13.759

What Apple Watches? 00:26:13.920 --> 00:26:16.480 They don't have like a watch that connects or anything. 00:26:16.720 --> 00:26:17.279 Yeah, they do. 00:26:17.359 --> 00:26:25.119 I have an Apple Watch, but I meant like I don't have a MacBook, I have a Microsoft, so it's not like I'm like intertied with everything anymore. 00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:25.839 You know what I mean? 00:26:26.000 --> 00:26:26.400 Mm-hmm. 00:26:26.640 --> 00:26:30.079 That's what like I I kind of want to switch over. 00:26:30.240 --> 00:26:37.839 I just I don't know why every time I've ever had someone's phone those Android, why does it always seem like it delays? 00:26:38.000 --> 00:26:40.480 Like you push the app and it takes two seconds to open. 00:26:40.799 --> 00:26:41.680 It probably does. 00:26:41.759 --> 00:26:43.759 I was gonna tell Justin that he can go. 00:26:44.319 --> 00:26:46.720 Just he's gonna do maybe go to an Android. 00:26:46.799 --> 00:26:48.319 She's been Apple her whole life. 00:26:48.559 --> 00:26:48.880 Why? 00:26:49.279 --> 00:26:51.759 Because I no, I was Android, like right when I had the kids. 00:26:51.920 --> 00:26:54.079 Oh yeah, so much shit made fun of me. 00:26:54.240 --> 00:26:54.559 Uh-huh. 00:26:54.640 --> 00:26:54.960 We both. 00:26:55.200 --> 00:26:58.000 I think I got the Mac or you got a Mac computer. 00:26:58.079 --> 00:27:00.799 I remember that, and you were learning how to do things or whatever. 00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:10.240 And I still and then I told you Livia always made fun of me because like Android, but I like the little green guy, but yeah, so just oh the little Android guy? 00:27:10.400 --> 00:27:11.920 Yeah, always like Tim. 00:27:12.720 --> 00:27:14.960 My mom and I'm gonna have Androids and they love them. 00:27:15.039 --> 00:27:16.640 The camera and they just swear by them. 00:27:16.720 --> 00:27:18.319 I'm like the keyboard's way better. 00:27:18.480 --> 00:27:22.559 Justin loves his Android, and the camera is way better on the Android. 00:27:22.799 --> 00:27:27.119 Well, and like the apps, they just kind of have cool stuff on them. 00:27:27.359 --> 00:27:28.000 Yeah. 00:27:28.559 --> 00:27:29.279 She wants to flip. 00:27:29.519 --> 00:27:30.000 Maybe I'll try. 00:27:30.160 --> 00:27:31.680 I mean, I like I can't go back. 00:27:31.759 --> 00:27:32.880 I mean, I can, geez. 00:27:33.119 --> 00:27:33.920 Just get one of these. 00:27:34.240 --> 00:27:40.079 Oh I was gonna tell you, have you heard of the new email dump thing that came out? 00:27:40.240 --> 00:27:48.319 Uh maybe this isn't new, but I was so excited because I needed to create a new email for just school and like just other stuff, you know. 00:27:48.559 --> 00:27:50.880 Mama Kitty's a little inappropriate, I feel like. 00:27:51.039 --> 00:27:56.799 Okay, so I needed to like have a professional one, and my other one got hacked. 00:27:57.039 --> 00:28:03.599 So, anyways, I Googled like um email comp whatever companies. 00:28:03.759 --> 00:28:06.480 There's one

called mail.com. 00:28:07.039 --> 00:28:11.039 Literally, just mail, and so, anyways, look it up. 00:28:11.200 --> 00:28:12.240 Are you on your computer? 00:28:12.559 --> 00:28:13.920 No, okay. 00:28:14.000 --> 00:28:15.680 Hold on, let me look it up really quick. 00:28:15.839 --> 00:28:22.160 I just I know you'll be excited about this because you like stuff like this, but it's literally called mail.com. 00:28:22.240 --> 00:28:24.640 That's it, it's new. 00:28:24.880 --> 00:28:33.920 I feel like email not that I've seen that, but like I feel like I saw somebody's email or something that was mail.com or at mail.com. 00:28:34.240 --> 00:28:34.640 Yeah. 00:28:34.960 --> 00:28:36.880 Okay, so when I went on, I created one. 00:28:37.279 --> 00:28:37.920 That was so weird. 00:28:38.160 --> 00:28:42.000 It has so much stuff on it, like it has the offer, it's insane. 00:28:42.079 --> 00:28:46.079 So, like really hold on, so I went on mail.com, you're on it, right? 00:28:46.160 --> 00:28:52.880 Emails you could do, you can create, you can do domains on there, business email, it'll do a mail collector for you. 00:28:53.279 --> 00:28:57.680 Features, it has our organizer contacts, online office. 00:28:57.920 --> 00:29:06.160 You can have a cloud on there, so you can do file sharing, cloud backup, you can do pictures, you can make a blog on there. 00:29:06.319 --> 00:29:08.799 It is the coolest freaking thing. 00:29:08.960 --> 00:29:10.240 That is cool. 00:29:10.480 --> 00:29:11.759 I know I was excited. 00:29:11.839 --> 00:29:14.160 I'm like, how could it have to be new or newer? 00:29:16.640 --> 00:29:22.559 You know, um, yeah, I definitely haven't heard of it. 00:29:22.640 --> 00:29:29.920 I feel like I saw somebody that had something like that, like it said mail.com or something, and now that you're saying that, I'm like, oh, that makes sense. 00:29:30.960 --> 00:29:32.079 Yeah, it's neat. 00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:34.720 I signed up for one, and I was like, I love this. 00:29:34.880 --> 00:29:36.000 It's cool. 00:29:36.240 --> 00:29:40.640 Um, okay, I'm gonna send you two Taylor Swift songs. 00:29:41.039 --> 00:29:55.920 One, I don't know if you've seen the videos, but I want you to really listen to um the one is the um anti-hero, and I want you to you can skip forward and like zoom past it or whatever, and you'll see when she's all giant. 00:29:56.240 --> 00:29:58.160 You'll be able to what I was. 00:29:58.400 --> 00:30:04.720 Um, and then the other one is which you probably oh fortnight, you probably remember it. 00:30:04.960 --> 00:30:09.200 But um, I was telling Justin, like, I really like the lyrics of that song. 00:30:09.359 --> 00:30:16.240 And there's like one part, it's like um she says something like your wife is out there, like, you know, in her garden cutting flowers. 00:30:16.319 --> 00:30:17.519 I want to kill her. 00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:24.160 Like she's poopy, you know, and I'm like, we've all felt that, like someone being on cutesy, like, oh, I hate her. 00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:26.240 Yeah, feeling poopy. 00:30:26.400 --> 00:30:29.119 Um like a lot of people over here. 00:30:29.359 --> 00:30:35.680 Yeah, but then she talks about how, like, you know, she's supposed to go to the asylum, but they must have forgot to come and get her. 00:30:35.920 --> 00:30:37.680 Um, which is funny. 00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:40.079 Oh, it sounds like something happened to me. 00:30:40.240 --> 00:30:44.319 Yeah, like, oh, you're supposed to go, but you're so unimportant I even forgot you. 00:30:44.880 --> 00:30:45.519 Yep. 00:30:46.240 --> 00:30:47.039 Like, yep. 00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:48.400 Guys, I'm ready. 00:30:48.720 --> 00:30:49.519 Just kidding. 00:30:50.240 --> 00:30:51.599 Yeah, I'm here waiting. 00:30:51.680 --> 00:30:52.079 Nope. 00:30:52.319 --> 00:31:00.720 You're I guess not everybody can feel it, but I know you do, but you can feel, you know, get emotion through listening to songs. 00:31:00.799 --> 00:31:03.680 Um, and those are two that I think that are good. 00:31:03.759 --> 00:31:07.279 One's funny, and you'll just know what I looked like the other day. 00:31:07.920 --> 00:31:08.240 Um,