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What's going on everyone at your main man, Frank Castle,
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your sorcerer Supreme. This is Felis Live from the garden.
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Shout outs to everyone. I believe we made it happen.
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Fearless is now available in every language. I got all
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these updates from YouTube. They didn't say we were off
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the chain, but they definitely gave me a whole bunch
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of boosts and upgrades.
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So thank you, thank you, and thank you.
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I love you guys so much. Shout outs Felis family.
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All right, So I needed to take a small little break.
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I've been recording some new music which shout outs the
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Sons of the Sun KG and we're gonna have another
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song coming out in.
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The next week or so, which is pretty awesome.
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I got a couple more lined up going into September October.
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We're gonna have a really good time pumping out some
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of these tunes. So anyone that's listening, if you're out there,
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let me know that the volume is good and everything.
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I'm using an ear piece so I could walk around
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and be a little more mobile anyway, Thank you everyone.
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So I had a crazy dream, oh so crazy. I
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wanted to talk about it. Happened this morning, so it's
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still fresh in my mind. And I had just said
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my greetings about a half hour ago, sitting out in
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the garden after doing a whole bunch of stuff out
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here and tending the garden, and I started to get
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this massive download and Paula asked me a question and
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it set the whole thing.
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Off and in motion, and I said, I got to
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go live right now.
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And talk about this because this is insane. It has
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to do with the mushroom experience that I had gone through,
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and just excuse me, more information about that and what
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had happened and why it happened. So that's pretty intense,
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but I want to tell you about my dream because
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it so I feel like something happened last night or
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at least in the last two days. And I know
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the sun spit spit out on the other side of itself,
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not towards us, but it spit out energy, and what
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winds up happening when it spits it out the opposite way.
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You still get enveloped.
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It just doesn't directly hit you in your face, so
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it like wafts out and it still encapsulates you. And
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I think it did something because for two days I was,
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and it was getting worse. I began second guessing myself
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more than I've ever done that in my entire life.
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It was freaking me out a little bit, and it
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started to get really bad. Yesterday I couldn't I sent
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music out to my producer Kevin, and wasn't confident even
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though I've done it a hundred times. It sounds all right,
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it sounds good, and you know, still still I had
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some issues with people. It was almost like.
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All the women around me started using me as the.
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Target again, and it would come and go all right,
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and the feelings of belonging and then not belonging, the
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feeling of getting it done and not getting it done
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at the same time, the feeling of losing it all
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and gaining it right immediately. It's crazy going on, right.
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So last night it got really intense and I wanted
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to work on some stuff and I couldn't do it.
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I just couldn't do it.
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I wound up scream staring and scrolling, dune scrolling, Doom
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scrolled and doom scrolled and kept going, and I said, Source,
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something's got to give, man, I can't function like this anymore.
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I'm beginning to feel like feel hollow inside, like dead almost.
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So this morning, I'm laying in bed and I look
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up and I see my ceiling and I don't recognize
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that I'm in my house. And an overlay of what
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I was looking at was a hallway in a hospital
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and that I was being wheeled into somewhere right so,
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and that was messing me up a little it and
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I said to myself, wait a second, did I get injured?
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Am I injured? I was
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like falling in and out
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of it, and I said, oh boy, I couldn't see
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the injury, but I popped out of the character and
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I I was frank.
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It was me, and I was like floating there looking.
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And I said, oh, he's not going to make it.
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I don't think right like I just he's not going
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to make it. So I was like, all right. I
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stood in front of him.
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And I looked at him and I said, wow, that's me.
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It looked just like me. Not one hundred percent, but
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it was me. There's a version of me. And I said,
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am I in a another timeline? Like I don't know
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what's going on right here? I go let me test
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this a little. So I jump inside the body and
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he was out he was just laying there.
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I jumped in.
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And I said, get up, stand up, and he like
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he doesn't stand up, He like sits up and goes
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h and everyone just backs off pop back out of him.
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And I'm looking at him and he's point he goes
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like just pointing at me, and I go, oh, that
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that's me.
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That's definitely me. Yeah, weird moment.
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So I said, all right, maybe you're gonna be all right,
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Maybe maybe you'd be maybe he's gonna be okay, sitting
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up and everything stops, scream and he kind of gets
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back down. He's looking at me and boot what looked
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like a piece of him like this like a soul
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piece that also looked like me, jumped out, but it
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looked more like him than me and my like light body.
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And I said, oh, go back in there, and uh
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finished this off, and he said, now I'm coming with you,
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and I said, all right, come with me, and we
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flew off, and then he entered me from the side,
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like right under my arm. He was like smaller than me,
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and we flew off and he like fo right up
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under my arm and was me one hundred percent. And
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I said, what the hell is happening. Did I just
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collect a
version of myself that was dying? It was
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really awkward, it was, but then I started feeling full,
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like I had more of me back. So my eyes
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were open and I kind of blinked and I looked
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over and my computer went out and restarted, which means
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the power went out, which the power can't go out
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in my house.
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So I was like, where am I, what's happening?
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I snapped out of it, like grumpily, went downstairs, realized
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the electricians were working, and the exact moment that the
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power went out is the exact moment I snapped out
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of the whole thing, crazy, crazy experience. So I'm outside
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and I'm integrating this experience today and I start telling Paula,
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this is the craziest thing right since the last craziest thing.
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And we started talking about it.
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And my guide, I call him Phil, because they don't
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want their nameless faceless. They look like light beings, light bodies, and.
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There are guides.
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They talk to us and you know, kind of just
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offer information and different views and if you want to
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talk to them about something, just ask I need you know,
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my guide to you know, Phil, I need to talk
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to you.
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So he kind of rolled right up.
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And he's like, oh, I see, you're integrating yourself. So
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I was like, yeah every day. He's like, no, you
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are reintegrating a version of you that was alive this
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morning and now it is now passed. And I said, well, yeah,
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that's how that's kind of how it works, right, And
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he said, no, that guy was alive in another part
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of this planet right now, and you reintegrated that character
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back into you. And that was a little shocking to me.
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I said, it's funny. He looked like me, but didn't
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look like me, but it was me. I was like,
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he looked not like with the beard and stuff. He
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was shaved, but Charlie Browns. So he said to me,
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you made some timeline jumps. Sorry, the planes right overhead.
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He said, you made some timeline jumps last night. And
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I said, really, explain explain it. He said, all right,
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so you guys jumped and versions of you live on
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the planet right So there's this is how I was
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being explained. Twenty percent of the creators are aware of
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their positions or of some kind some way and are
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reintegrating other versions of themselves.
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That is stolen DNA that's connected to you.
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They're not all clones, although there are clones, but there's
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reintegration of those that can't handle the next frequency and vibration.
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So that was kind of amazing to me.
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I said, okay, so there's versions of us, of creator
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beings that because they're aware and they're the singularity, it's
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like the souls collected from whoever has the focus. So
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I'm aware, I'm obviously I talk about this stuff.
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This is my life.
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And then they and Phil said to me, yeah, and
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theirs isn't is not like that at all. They have
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no clue what's going on, no idea why they're here,
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just like most people who aren't awake and aware. And
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then I said, okay, so there's clones. You said, yes,
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there's clones of both you and Paul. I said, okay,
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so where are they? You like scattered? They're in different
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locations and you travel to them when you dream sometimes
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and then you wonder why. It's like so freaky, but
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it's like this socialist fascist nightmare that you're experiencing and
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it becomes like this crazy thing. But those characters are
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sealed off from everyone else, so they don't even know
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you're there. They just think whatever they think, right, So
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you'll go there and dream time and jump in because
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it's you, it's part of you.
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You'll have those experiences.
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But there's also beings that are here that are you.
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And what they would do is they would grow you
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from birth right, so they
would literally grow as if
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you were born, and they would they have versions of
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you just like that. They take your DNA and just
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try to make one a baby and he grows up.
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Then they have versions of you where you just wake up.
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So this is the clone. You just wake up and
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you're like, oh, I guess I'm doing this. They're like,
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those are the clones.
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The babies are grown from your DNA, and then there's
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the version.
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There's so many versions of this. It was crazy. It
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was crazy what they were showing me.
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Then there's versions of us where they whoever took the
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DNA from me, would clone me, but put a little
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bit of their DNA in a little bit more maybe
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than what I had already or whatever to activate to
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go so over time, one of their tests was to
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see if I would my soul would integrate with their
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physical framework and then eventually through having children and evolution,
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that there's a bunch of us where they're doing this
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to us, and that they would then get like that
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creator soul connection because either they don't have it yet
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or the skin suit doesn't allow for it at the moment,
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or they DNA themselves out so far that they have
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to bring themselves back and they have to do it
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through long and short methods over time. So these characters
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in certain places aren't going to be able to stand
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the change, like the clones aren't going to be able
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to take the change. So when the solar flash in
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that event, a lot of your ascension is really just
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reintegration and remembering who you are by taking all your
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soul fragments back. That will cause a catastrophe in some characters,
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and in others it will light them up and they
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will become more, but others will just.
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Perish. And that's just the way life works. And I'm like, WHOA.
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So you're saying, there's a whole bunch of me around here,
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and they're like you and Paul, they were like, so
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now imagine this. They're stealing DNA from twenty percent of
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the creator beings and trying to create their own thing.
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So when they jump in there, they have your ability
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as the creator, but it's not working. And I'm like, okay,
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so what happens to them?
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And they were like, well, when this solar event hits,
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that's it for them.
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They get removed, and I'm like, okay, and then any
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part of me is reintegrated into me, and any part
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of me that stays out there is parts that are
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integrating to some degree what they're doing. But you're the
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singularity because you're the one that's aware. You're awake, you're aware,
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and you're staring directly in So I found that to
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be fascinating. And I already kind of knew this. My
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future self looked back at me during an experience and
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it was horrors, right, he was just staring at me.
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And then at the time I thought I was a
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fractal at him, but recently he revealed that he was
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a fractal of me, the creator, the big guy, right,
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so source, the source being.
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And I asked.
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Him about consciousness and he said, my consciousness animates many
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on your planet. So you are me with the focus,
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whereas they don't have it, which is why I'm paying
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attention to you the way I am, because you're paying
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attention to me where they're not, so they just are
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part of the game. As we pull away our focus,
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they just live, they animate and do their thing inside
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this matrix. But eventually I'm going to focus just on
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you and you become me. But you were me first.
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And I said, wow, that's pretty interesting cycle. And he said,
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that's our DNA. Man, We're wrapped in it. I'm future, past, present,
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now moment sitting here looking at you, and you're living
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through it. So you're going to live through this whole
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thing and then come back here as the other guys,
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the light body, being like, this is a different this
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is the whole ball of wax. This is what everybody's
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been waiting for. It's that special moment where the real
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you is unleashed and I'm like, I can dig it
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and it's totally what I want. And I came here
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to be part of that, the transformation, right, So your
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awareness of this is what drives it up a notch.
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So I wonder what's happening to you out there?
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You know, questions, comments, please put them up there, throw
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your elemental signs up in the chat. I see there's
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no one here today. I don't even know if I'm
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getting promoted. I don't know if this is recording properly.
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It says we're live, it says we're eighteen minutes in.
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So I'm just going to keep going. So one of
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the other things that had happened to me during the
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light integration and the sun today is so beautiful at.
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Paula and I have been dealing with.
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Whatever issue you'd think would be going on if the
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gods try to offer you a baby, and then said,
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your wife has nothing to do with delivering that baby.
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So we don't lie to each other. So we're just
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talk about the whole thing.
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And I Phil, my guide, and Paula we were all together,
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and I said to her, okay, So the gods and
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goddesses loa case ges Okay are ego beings.
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They are beings that have gone unchecked.
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Talking about the physical ones here, the ones that would
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be like Aunaki or they never left, or there are
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these other characters that we've revered throughout history. But they're
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here and they're around us, and they like to interfere.
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They have agendas. Everybody has agendas.
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So I was saying to Paula and Phil the goddess
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when I told her, no, I didn't want her gift
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of the baby.
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She histed me. I'll show you exactly what she did,
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because it was kind of funny. She went, but she.
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Dipped her head and neck in and it elongated as
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it looked at me. As she looked at me, and
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her face got dark like like like it was real
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shitty like, almost like a shadow woman like. And I said,
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I've talked to a lot of goddesses, a lot and
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a bunch of the gods, and I've fucked up around
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them a bunch of times, and they never act like
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you acting right now, I said. I deal directly with
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Segment all the time, and she loves me, and I
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have fucked up so bad in front of her that
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she could have knocked me the fuck out at any moment.
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She never looked over at me and went, you fucked up, kid,
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never did anything like that.
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She would talk to me. You can see the frustration.
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She just talked to me.
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So I'm like, what level of goddess are you that
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you dare hiss it me and then show me my
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timeline as being a failure because I don't take this child.
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So I really dug into this and feels like, oh
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the God's like to interfere, and that was your test
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and your test alone, and your gift and your gift alone. However,
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your future does not entail a child, not like that,
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not through a gift or interference. You have to stand
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in your truth and be true to yourself. Now that
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being said, gods and goddesses interfere all the time. Now
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what are we going through here? We're going through an
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ascension process.
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Okay, So an.
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Ego god or goddess would lovingly hand me off this energy,
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which me, being a love creator being, what if I
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would have taken that energy and the baby comes through?
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But the baby is her because it was a goddess.
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And knowing that it's my DNA and I'm connected directly
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to them up the line that she would come in
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unlocked during the ascension process, right at the moment of
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the solar flash. She would then endure the change. So
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wait a second, your gift to me is actually you
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cutting in line to get into the ascension process through
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my DNA? Are you fucking mad? So Paula was like, oh,
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so they're cutting in line. Huh, that's what this is about.
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And I said, imagine someone that has everything can do anything,
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but can't do this part, and they want to jump
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in at the moment of a currence in an awakened
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body and then be like, oh, yes, I've been here
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the whole time with everyone.
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In this ascension process and you weren't.
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Ooh, so the gods have officially riled my feathers and
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I am not fucking having this shit.
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So it would.
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Seem that the gods are trying to rebrand themselves. It's
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a rebranding of the gods. They're offering gifts that we
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would accept as loving creators, knowing that these other beings
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are there, and then quietly slip themselves in to then
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come in here during our moment of success and try
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to claim success because you have everything, but you can't
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have this. You know why you can't have this, and
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you can't have it the right way because you never
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fucking checked your ego, you never checked it out, you
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never did anything, You never did anything for anyone except you,
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so you can be more.
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So. We weren't, according to you, made to be that way,
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but we are that, which is all.
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And now you're forced to come back and watch us
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do these amazing things, and you're like, I didn't know
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I want to get in on this shit. So they
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offer gifts and in that gift is their DNA that
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will then be able to attach to or they making
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deals of all kinds.
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I would see.
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The more I dig into this, the more my guides
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those around me see that I'm aware of this, and
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they're staring because they know I know.
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Now.
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See, they're not a hearing big to me anymore. I mean,
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size is relevant, right, but when they look in at me,
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I'm the same size as you. I'm just as big,
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just as powerful. But I'm not about being powerful and big.
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I'm just about being me, whereas they're about being powerful
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all powerful, no ego check, no hard work, no shadow work, nothing,
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and they want in. Well I say no, I say no.
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I say you don't get your opportunity.
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Here.
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Where your opportunity lives lives in the process of getting
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to know thyself.
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And you don't know you.
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We know you. You're the archetypes. We know you better
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than you know yourself. We write books on it. Now
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I see their little games. See, this is why when
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I talk about me, I always say, but I'm source.
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I'm starting at the biggest amount, so you can't talk
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your fucking way out of this.
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Because this is what I believe.
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I understand, understand what I am, what I'm here to do.
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I don't understand the process one hundred percent. No one does,
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and I don't have every answer, but I'm aware, all right,
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and it becomes so strong every single day. And I
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was weak yesterday, but really I think we broke through.
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I think I broke through. Something else is going on,
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and I'm way more aware. I have so much more energy.
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I can't shut the fuck up right. I feel like
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I would just want to run up and down through
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the backyard and screaming in good way, like, ah, this
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is great, it's amazing because I'm aware of it. You're
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not hitching a ride on me. You're not getting a freebie.
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I don't care how much you say you love me.
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My heart would tell me what's real, what's not, what's happening.
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My heart will tell me. But my heart didn't say anything.
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I just felt bad because you said I was disrespectful
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for not accepting your gift, your kind, loving gift of
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your agenda.
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So here's my agenda. My agenda is I am.
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Ayahuasca's mother, Earth's guardian and ambassador I'm about the natural
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process and order of things, true evolution. I'm all about
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some tech. It's great, it's great. I love it too, right,
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but it's not better than me. It's not better than you. Okay,
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So beware of the gifts and what they really are.
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Beware of the agendas and what they really are. Know yourself,
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get to know yourself really, really well, and you're going
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to find that there's so much more going on with
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you than you ever expected, and you ever knew or
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understand it to even be real. All right, So that's
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my experience. I see we had no one here today,
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but that's fine. I'll put this up later and and
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everyone that needs to see it will see it. So
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beware the gifts. Remember the gods are rebranding themselves. They
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want back in this place. They want to pretend success.
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They were, Oh look I'm your baby. Meanwhile, remember your
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children are coming in more open, So you're going to
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allow someone to come in open through them when they
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could be their own thing already. Yes, we can't play
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with these creatures no more. These creatures got to go.
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They cannot play. We have to cut them out of
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our arena as the creator being. Because really they're all
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here for us. This is all for us. It's not
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for them. They can claim whatever they fucking claim, and
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it's always agenda base.
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It's always ridiculous. It's always ridiculousness.
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Now they're cutting in line, right so they can experience
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what you work so hard to make your way through,
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to be awake and aware, and they just want to
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come in awake and aware. Ah, look at us, we're back.
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Yeah no, I don't think so. So. Shout outs to
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my feelss family. Shout outs to everyone Rod. The frequency
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is like the silver Surfer. It's exactly what we came
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here to do. You are important and you are enough. Okay,
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you're doing it. If this message reaches you at any point,
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you're doing it, all right. I love each and every
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one of you. Shout outs to Sons of the Suns.
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Don't forget to check out our song Off to Be
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the Wizard, our new single. It's awesome, all right, stay
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fearless and remember the universe rewards bravery.
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All right, talk to you soon. Everyone. Peace,