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Speaker 1: You're listening to joj justsa now with me Jojo Seua an iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to JoJo's Now we're about to get messy. I uh, recently, not recently. Honestly, at this point, it's pretty old. Not gonna lie. Went viral for us saying quote at the iHeartRadio Music Awards, I was asked who my dream guests on my podcast would be, and I, honestly, in the spur of the moment, said one of my exes. And I said, let's spice it up a bit. And truly that would spice it up a bit for sure. And I was like, you know what, why don't we Why don't we reverse this topic. Why don't we talk about people that I will not have on this podcast? Because there is a list of people that I do want to have on this podcast, but I can't. And there are a list of people that even if they ever tried to Oh my god, fuck me, I'm adding one to this list right now. We're doing six because I just thought of somebody as I was speaking about this, and huh oh, it's kinda get mad. I love this platform that I have to just speak freely, ramp my mind off, yap my little heart out, and just tell you how it is and be straight up with you, and also call out people for their bullshit. I love doing that. I know that this is gonna get messing online, especially because of the person that I just added. But the thing is is, like, I don't believe in being a dick for views. I know it might seem like that, but the only time I will be a dick online is if somebody's a dick first, like I don't. I don't fuck with that. I don't mess with people using others for views, using others for cloud It's not cool, it's not nice, it's not funny. But if you try it, and you try it with me, game on, if you open that door, I will walk through it. I will play ball, but I will never lose a game of ball. I will always win a game of ball because I will only play if I have a reason to. You know what I mean? Anyways, not the point point is five people that I will not be having on Joe's You and now ever. Number one on that list Candice Owens. I think it's pretty self explanatory. Her and I do not fuck with each other. Miss girl came out got this. Honestly, this must be must be like two years ago at this point. Maybe it's a year ago. I don't know. She came out and had a lot to say when I first came out. Right, she's she's just she's not a fan. That's and that's fine. Like do your thing, babe. I don't need you to be a fan. I don't. I don't care, you know what I mean, Like, it is what it is like you're not into the gay community, and that's fine. But what got me is homegirl thought that I was faking being a lesbian. And I said, miss ma'am, are you faking being straight? Because what the fuck are you talking about? How do you know my sexual orientation? Why are you talking about? Why are you thinking? Now? Mind you? At this time, I am maybe nineteen, maybe I'm pretty sure I was eighteen, but let's just say I was nineteen for shits and giggles. Why are you thinking? Hold on, let's google Candice owen Age. Candice owens Age, Oh yeah, all right, why are you okay? Actually she's kind of young. Why are you, as a thirty five year old woman, thinking about a nineteen year old sexuality and saying that their sexual orientation is not not them. Who the fuck are you to say that? Who are you to claim that you're not claim that about anybody? Now? My thing is is let people live right. But if somebody is going to come after me, going to come after my people, going to attack, absolutely not that. I will always stand up for myself. I will always stand up for the people that I love and care about. I'll stand up for the people that I love and care about more than I will stand up for myself, like people can say it about me. But the thing Candace is she wasn't going after me. She was going after a whole community of people. And that's not okay. I will go to fucking bat at all times for my people, and uh, the LGBTQ community is absolutely my people, absolutely my family, and I will oh always fight for them. Of course I would be a fool not too. But mind you, at this point, I literally have a girlfriend. I'm also just a baby gay. Now I have this homegirl, thirty five year ol putting this shit out there, and I'm like, I remember back in the day being like, how do I even engage with this? How do I even respond to that? I I don't know, I don't know. Beats me. I'm not into it. I said some shit back to her. I made a great pride at it, put it out there. She's tried some more things. She's tried to message me. She tried to talk to me. I'm like, na, bitch, no, it's not happening. I don't. I don't. I don't have time to deal with not nice people or people who aren't kind to everybody, and people who start shit, you know what I mean, Like if you started, I'll finish it. But I don't mess with people who started, you know what I mean, Like, I'll finish it and then I'll be done with you. Anyways, speaking of not starting shit, second on our list is miss Candace Cameron. Now, the thing with Kandace ca and is her and I have had very very public beef. This. I did this. I started on accident. I really did. It really was an accident. I did not mean for it to go as viral as it was. If you go back into history, you can look I posted a TikTok that was like this celebrity, that celebrity, this celebrity, that celebrity. It was like, who is the nicest celebrity Boom. Who is the meanest celebrity? Boom? Who is your favorite celebrity? Boom? Who's someone you want to marry? Boom? Who's somebody you don't like? Boom? And so like you flash the phone and show this person right. One of the things was who is the rudest celebrity you've ever met? And to me, personally, the rude celebrity that I had ever met was Kennu Scameron. She wasn't nice to me when I met her. That doesn't mean she's an awful rude person. That just means that she was the rudest that I ever met. That was whatever flashed a quick thought, no one was gonna ever see it, like honestly linking back, like I shouldn't even have put the picture of her, like we had no real beef, Like she just wasn't nice to me as a kid, Like it's literally fine, But I did, and it blew up. I wasn't expecting that part of the video to blow up. I threw I met to throw shade at a company and that did me dirty, and I thought that was what was gonna like take, But unfortunately it took the candas route, and I did feel bad because we do have some mutual friends. And I was like, yeah, this is kind of fucked. But then I found out some things about Candace that I was like, wait this, this actually is pretty valid. And I I found out some some shady things that she has done and some shady organizations that she has worked with, and I, I don't know. I again, it goes back to wanting to stand up for my people, but not wanting to create drama that doesn't necessarily need to be there. But anyways, and Kandace and I talked about it. She was honestly pretty sweet to me about it. We talked publicly about it as well. She posted I commented like cause it was it was bad. My people were going after her, her people were going after me. Like it was bad. No one needed this. It was dramatic. Internet was bored. It was twenty twenty COVID, like everyone had nothing to do, so they were playing Jo JOSII versus Candae camera like that's psycho. Anyways, and then something happened where she after that and like you know, she tried to give me reassurance on how she supports the LGBTQ community and fine, and after that she came out with a statement that was like she wants traditional marriage only to be in her movies, and she essentially was saying that traditional American marriage is not LGBTQ marriage. Now, the thing is, it's fine to call it's totally fine to make a movie about straight marriage, like that's very normal. That is a very normal thing. But where it wasn't very okay what she said it was because she was basically calling gay marriage not traditional, and gay marriage weird, and gay marriage she didn't want to publicize that. She was specifically avoiding that, and now whether she meant to do that or not, she still did it, and it's still stunning the community. Of course, you know, we're doing all this work to be more visible and to be more out there for kids that are in the next generation to feel more normal, and it's hard when you have a person with a big platform that like just says shit like that and so puts a TikTok that. I was like, you're the the Grench, And I honestly like that was me being like stupid and messy in eighteen like what I would let me live my life. But yeah, that honestly, like no real shade anymore to Cameron, I just wouldn't have around my podcasts, you know what I mean? But I we just we just don't walk on the sames on the road. That's fine. If I saw her, I would just not say hi, you know what I mean. Where There's a lot of people that I would say hi to. Anyways, all Right, we're gonna churn a little bit. We're gonna go down more positive rout because I've been way too toxic for a second. Somebody that I would love to have on my podcast but I couldn't is mister Freddy Mercury. I love this man with all of my heart. Freddy Mercury is the reason why I do what I do today. I am so inspired beyond by him. He is one of the most legendary performers I think that has ever existed. But unfortunately Freddy passed away way too early and I will never be able to have him on my podcast. But I do. I do pull so much inspiration from Freddie, and I feel like if he was alive, he would even be like you're a fucking whack job, or we would be best friends and like, let me have my fantasy. I'm gonna believe that we'd be best friends. He for sued with think I'm a whack job, But honestly, Freddy's a nice dude. I don't think you would. I think I think would be very kind. He he just it's it's crazy how we didn't walk the Earth at the same time. Right, He died very early, but he somehow has such an impact on Earth now to this day, and he has such an impact on me personally, which is mind boggling that somebody that you have no connection to, no relation to, is so massive in your life. I'll never forget this day. I got to have a sit down and hang out with Elton John, which how is that a sentence? Like, how can I say? That? Beats me? But I did, and we talked about Freddie because Freddie and Elton were very close, they were very good friends. And talked with him about Freddie, and uh, it just it was so surreal to hear his stories because obviously I love Elton John as well, but Freddie, I mean truly is like my number one and so I I don't know that it was just mind blowing to sit there and be like this is real stories, like you were really his friend? You really know what happened fast is a fucking nating fascinating. Oh it was amazing. All right, let me go toxic one more time. Tricia paids. Look look here, uh this this is tough for me. This is tough for me because me and Tricia were friends. Did we go to dinner together? No, if we saw each other at an event where we friends and where we say hi and where we talk for a second catch up and say I miss you, yes we would, and we did videos together when I was a kid. And what's so interesting is she Tricia has a lot of shit to say about me nowadays. And that's fine. A lot of people have a lot of shit to say about me nowadays. But what hurts my heart is a lot of people who were friends with me when I was a kid are friends with me now. And that tells me that they weren't friends with me because they were using me. Because as a kid I did bring a lot of views. I brought a lot of views to a lot of people's videos, my own, but also if somebody did a video with me, it brought a lot of views to their videos. And that's not me flexing, that's not me saying. It's it's literally like the number fact. And what breaks my heart not for me as a ninth as a twenty one year old, Oh my god, I just said him, fucking nineteen, bitch, you are twenty one. Literally find it well, it breaks my heart, not as a twenty one year old, but it breaks my heart for that fourteen year old that did videos with Trish. Thought Trish actually liked her, Like thought Trish, Like I don't know, like I knew me and Trish weren't like gonna be besties, but I did like crazy YouTuber and I did think she was really cool, and so when we did videos together, like I thought it was really fun. Like I thought she was in it for genuine reasons because a lot of YouTubers were everyone I'm still friends with to this day and like still very close with, so that we hang out at parties like they're literally my people. But Tricia is the only one that has traded for some reason. And I mean, she has her valid reasons, I guess, but I don't know. It's just very confusing to me because she does have her valid reasons, but I don't think she realizes you know what, say what you want, But then why the fuck were you friends with me? At fourteen? You were an asshole and you were using me. And now that I'm twenty one, I can see that. You know what I mean? What is with me and not knowing my age today let me find it? But now being twenty one, I look back at that and I'm like, Okay, all right, I see what she was doing there, and that's fine, like totally fine. But like, ow, you dressed up as me, you put your hand inside ponies elmbo, you wore a rainbow two two, you wore my hoodie, And now I know you were not doing that to be like fun and have fun and like make a video. You were doing that to make fun of me, you asshole. Like I was a fourteen year old kid. Find it? Can it? Don't do that? That's not cool. What if someone did that to your kid, you wouldn't like that. You wouldn't be cool with that. And so I yeah, seeing her stuff on the internet, anytime she talks about me, I'm like, dude, just shut the fuck up, get your views somehow else, Like you're literally trical paid is You're a fucking icon. You are an icon. You have created some of the most viral videos out there come up with something else, like anything else. But hey, it's fine. She's gonna do what she's gonna do. She's gonna talk the way she wants to talk, and that is just that. I got two more for you. Again, this is gott is silly. First one that I'm gonna say is a lover. So the first one is anybody that I would start a relationship with now, or start talking to or start dating. I would like to keep very private from the world because I do have such a public life, and everything about my life is so public and so out there and so exploited that I've learned a relationship for me is actually better in private. And I've believe it or not, kept some private y'all don't know about them, but I've done it, and uh sothea I'm very proud of because it's my life is very hard and the public eye is very hard, and still bringing somebody else into it is very hard. And one of the hardest things is like, no PDA is crazy, like how can we go on a date? How can we go you know, to dinner? Like it's very very difficult, but it is worth it. And so one thing that I would never do is have a lover on a podcast with me, have a lover on a TV show with me, Like I would just keep that side of my life completely removed, especially too, because I want somebody who is dating me for the right reasons, you know what I mean? And uh, I think that's a very important thing to protect my piece. And so yeah, any future lovers out there, I love ya. You were staying off this. You were staying off all of my things unless there was like like if we're married and we have children and like we know we're good for forever, like different story, but get a little date. Nope. Anyways, one, this is the one that everyone's been waiting for. Dream guests on my podcast. I can't even fucking recreate the way that I said that. Oh, dream guests on my podcast. Let's let's spice things up a little bit. Probably one of my exes. Honestly, that's when my vocals were for I didn't know it, but I had mono during that, so my vocal cords were shredded to flames, so my voice was extra raspy. But yeah, no dream guests on my podcast. One of my exes. I would only have one of my exes on my podcast. People might think that's like contradicting what I just said about lovers, but this would be past lovers. Our relationship was already public, like it is what it is, no going back in time. A lot of my exes I would not have on this podcast, but there is one that I would. I think our bands is funny. I think people would like it. We're still friends of the day, we still talk. We talked probably once a week. Like it's good, it's healthy, it's happy, And honestly, one of the things that makes me so happy is that because this relationship was my most because this relationship was like my most I guess valued in a way, and like the one that I I like was the I okay, okay, okay, this is the right way to but it was the realist She wasn't it for the realist reasons. I wasn't it for the realist reasons, Like it was very very real. That is why I cherish that that is the one that I have a very healthy relationship with because I think that, you know, I I saw this thing that's like people disappear out of your life, not because they care about you, they care they disappear because they don't need you anymore, they don't need to use you anymore. And so for me, that makes me very happy that she never disappeared out of my life. Okay, okay, we both disappeared because we needed to to heal and to take our time into like, but we always have been there for each other, and if either of us calls, we will always answer, we will always reply like it's very it's very mutual. We have a very good relationship now, which I'm very very grateful for. And it just feels like even though it ended like we did something right and there was something good and it's a good it's all good, happy fun memories. See. I think I would have her on my podcast. Oh, I would have my ex boyfriends on my podcast. I'm so fuso lutely in a heartbeat like I. They also didn't have any strings at touch, like, no feelings at least, I don't think. So Yeah, that's that's basically my rundown of who is not going to have a time to shine on this podcast? I I I I will stand by all these It's it's tough when I'm gonna put myself out there like this on the Internet, and I know people are gonna have shit to say about this one, but look, I didn't start any of these battles. I'll happily finish them, but I don't. I don't. I don't fucking care anymore. It's like, no matter what I do or what I say, people are gonna shit on, people are gonna be asked this about. And so it's like, you know what, I'm as well, give the people what they want. I'm your guilty Pleasure. Speaking of Ghostream Guilty Pleasure yesterday, Smart State, did you Fighter, Balance, Baby, Karma, Boomerang, Kidecanty Story, Ever, Girls, Supergirl, every fucking star that I've ever released. I love you all so so so much. Thanks for listening to Jojesu. Now make sure you keep on listening. We got some fun podcasts coming for you. Some bcs on guilty pleasure stuff, some people that change my life, lots of lots of good comings. Somebod should keep listening. 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Speaker 1: You're listening to joj justsa now with me Jojo Seua an iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to JoJo's Now we're about to get messy. I uh, recently, not recently. Honestly, at this point, it's pretty old. Not gonna lie. Went viral for us saying quote at the iHeartRadio Music Awards, I was asked who my dream guests on my podcast would be, and I, honestly, in the spur of the moment, said one of my exes. And I said, let's spice it up a bit. And truly that would spice it up a bit for sure. And I was like, you know what, why don't we Why don't we reverse this topic. Why don't we talk about people that I will not have on this podcast? Because there is a list of people that I do want to have on this podcast, but I can't. And there are a list of people that even if they ever tried to Oh my god, fuck me, I'm adding one to this list right now. We're doing six because I just thought of somebody as I was speaking about this, and huh oh, it's kinda get mad. I love this platform that I have to just speak freely, ramp my mind off, yap my little heart out, and just tell you how it is and be straight up with you, and also call out people for their bullshit. I love doing that. I know that this is gonna get messing online, especially because of the person that I just added. But the thing is is, like, I don't believe in being a dick for views. I know it might seem like that, but the only time I will be a dick online is if somebody's a dick first, like I don't. I don't fuck with that. I don't mess with people using others for views, using others for cloud It's not cool, it's not nice, it's not funny. But if you try it, and you try it with me, game on, if you open that door, I will walk through it. I will play ball, but I will never lose a game of ball. I will always win a game of ball because I will only play if I have a reason to. You know what I mean? Anyways, not the point point is five people that I will not be having on Joe's You and now ever. Number one on that list Candice Owens. I think it's pretty self explanatory. Her and I do not fuck with each other. Miss girl came out got this. Honestly, this must be must be like two years ago at this point. Maybe it's a year ago. I don't know. She came out and had a lot to say when I first came out. Right, she's she's just she's not a fan. That's and that's fine. Like do your thing, babe. I don't need you to be a fan. I don't. I don't care, you know what I mean, Like, it is what it is like you're not into the gay community, and that's fine. But what got me is homegirl thought that I was faking being a lesbian. And I said, miss ma'am, are you faking being straight? Because what the fuck are you talking about? How do you know my sexual orientation? Why are you talking about? Why are you thinking? Now? Mind you? At this time, I am maybe nineteen, maybe I'm pretty sure I was eighteen, but let's just say I was nineteen for shits and giggles. Why are you thinking? Hold on, let's google Candice owen Age. Candice owens Age, Oh yeah, all right, why are you okay? Actually she's kind of young. Why are you, as a thirty five year old woman, thinking about a nineteen year old sexuality and saying that their sexual orientation is not not them. Who the fuck are you to say that? Who are you to claim that you're not claim that about anybody? Now? My thing is is let people live right. But if somebody is going to come after me, going to come after my people, going to attack, absolutely not that. I will always stand up for myself. I will always stand up for the people that I love and care about. I'll stand up for the people that I love and care about more than I will stand up for myself, like people can say it about me. But the thing Candace is she wasn't going after me. She was going after a whole community of people. And that's not okay. I will go to fucking bat at all times for my people, and uh, the LGBTQ community is absolutely my people, absolutely my family, and I will oh always fight for them. Of course I would be a fool not too. But mind you, at this point, I literally have a girlfriend. I'm also just a baby gay. Now I have this homegirl, thirty five year ol putting this shit out there, and I'm like, I remember back in the day being like, how do I even engage with this? How do I even respond to that? I I don't know, I don't know. Beats me. I'm not into it. I said some shit back to her. I made a great pride at it, put it out there. She's tried some more things. She's tried to message me. She tried to talk to me. I'm like, na, bitch, no, it's not happening. I don't. I don't. I don't have time to deal with not nice people or people who aren't kind to everybody, and people who start shit, you know what I mean, Like if you started, I'll finish it. But I don't mess with people who started, you know what I mean, Like, I'll finish it and then I'll be done with you. Anyways, speaking of not starting shit, second on our list is miss Candace Cameron. Now, the thing with Kandace ca and is her and I have had very very public beef. This. I did this. I started on accident. I really did. It really was an accident. I did not mean for it to go as viral as it was. If you go back into history, you can look I posted a TikTok that was like this celebrity, that celebrity, this celebrity, that celebrity. It was like, who is the nicest celebrity Boom. Who is the meanest celebrity? Boom? Who is your favorite celebrity? Boom? Who's someone you want to marry? Boom? Who's somebody you don't like? Boom? And so like you flash the phone and show this person right. One of the things was who is the rudest celebrity you've ever met? And to me, personally, the rude celebrity that I had ever met was Kennu Scameron. She wasn't nice to me when I met her. That doesn't mean she's an awful rude person. That just means that she was the rudest that I ever met. That was whatever flashed a quick thought, no one was gonna ever see it, like honestly linking back, like I shouldn't even have put the picture of her, like we had no real beef, Like she just wasn't nice to me as a kid, Like it's literally fine, But I did, and it blew up. I wasn't expecting that part of the video to blow up. I threw I met to throw shade at a company and that did me dirty, and I thought that was what was gonna like take, But unfortunately it took the candas route, and I did feel bad because we do have some mutual friends. And I was like, yeah, this is kind of fucked. But then I found out some things about Candace that I was like, wait this, this actually is pretty valid. And I I found out some some shady things that she has done and some shady organizations that she has worked with, and I, I don't know. I again, it goes back to wanting to stand up for my people, but not wanting to create drama that doesn't necessarily need to be there. But anyways, and Kandace and I talked about it. She was honestly pretty sweet to me about it. We talked publicly about it as well. She posted I commented like cause it was it was bad. My people were going after her, her people were going after me. Like it was bad. No one needed this. It was dramatic. Internet was bored. It was twenty twenty COVID, like everyone had nothing to do, so they were playing Jo JOSII versus Candae camera like that's psycho. Anyways, and then something happened where she after that and like you know, she tried to give me reassurance on how she supports the LGBTQ community and fine, and after that she came out with a statement that was like she wants traditional marriage only to be in her movies, and she essentially was saying that traditional American marriage is not LGBTQ marriage. Now, the thing is, it's fine to call it's totally fine to make a movie about straight marriage, like that's very normal. That is a very normal thing. But where it wasn't very okay what she said it was because she was basically calling gay marriage not traditional, and gay marriage weird, and gay marriage she didn't want to publicize that. She was specifically avoiding that, and now whether she meant to do that or not, she still did it, and it's still stunning the community. Of course, you know, we're doing all this work to be more visible and to be more out there for kids that are in the next generation to feel more normal, and it's hard when you have a person with a big platform that like just says shit like that and so puts a TikTok that. I was like, you're the the Grench, And I honestly like that was me being like stupid and messy in eighteen like what I would let me live my life. But yeah, that honestly, like no real shade anymore to Cameron, I just wouldn't have around my podcasts, you know what I mean? But I we just we just don't walk on the sames on the road. That's fine. If I saw her, I would just not say hi, you know what I mean. Where There's a lot of people that I would say hi to. Anyways, all Right, we're gonna churn a little bit. We're gonna go down more positive rout because I've been way too toxic for a second. Somebody that I would love to have on my podcast but I couldn't is mister Freddy Mercury. I love this man with all of my heart. Freddy Mercury is the reason why I do what I do today. I am so inspired beyond by him. He is one of the most legendary performers I think that has ever existed. But unfortunately Freddy passed away way too early and I will never be able to have him on my podcast. But I do. I do pull so much inspiration from Freddie, and I feel like if he was alive, he would even be like you're a fucking whack job, or we would be best friends and like, let me have my fantasy. I'm gonna believe that we'd be best friends. He for sued with think I'm a whack job, But honestly, Freddy's a nice dude. I don't think you would. I think I think would be very kind. He he just it's it's crazy how we didn't walk the Earth at the same time. Right, He died very early, but he somehow has such an impact on Earth now to this day, and he has such an impact on me personally, which is mind boggling that somebody that you have no connection to, no relation to, is so massive in your life. I'll never forget this day. I got to have a sit down and hang out with Elton John, which how is that a sentence? Like, how can I say? That? Beats me? But I did, and we talked about Freddie because Freddie and Elton were very close, they were very good friends. And talked with him about Freddie, and uh, it just it was so surreal to hear his stories because obviously I love Elton John as well, but Freddie, I mean truly is like my number one and so I I don't know that it was just mind blowing to sit there and be like this is real stories, like you were really his friend? You really know what happened fast is a fucking nating fascinating. Oh it was amazing. All right, let me go toxic one more time. Tricia paids. Look look here, uh this this is tough for me. This is tough for me because me and Tricia were friends. Did we go to dinner together? No, if we saw each other at an event where we friends and where we say hi and where we talk for a second catch up and say I miss you, yes we would, and we did videos together when I was a kid. And what's so interesting is she Tricia has a lot of shit to say about me nowadays. And that's fine. A lot of people have a lot of shit to say about me nowadays. But what hurts my heart is a lot of people who were friends with me when I was a kid are friends with me now. And that tells me that they weren't friends with me because they were using me. Because as a kid I did bring a lot of views. I brought a lot of views to a lot of people's videos, my own, but also if somebody did a video with me, it brought a lot of views to their videos. And that's not me flexing, that's not me saying. It's it's literally like the number fact. And what breaks my heart not for me as a ninth as a twenty one year old, Oh my god, I just said him, fucking nineteen, bitch, you are twenty one. Literally find it well, it breaks my heart, not as a twenty one year old, but it breaks my heart for that fourteen year old that did videos with Trish. Thought Trish actually liked her, Like thought Trish, Like I don't know, like I knew me and Trish weren't like gonna be besties, but I did like crazy YouTuber and I did think she was really cool, and so when we did videos together, like I thought it was really fun. Like I thought she was in it for genuine reasons because a lot of YouTubers were everyone I'm still friends with to this day and like still very close with, so that we hang out at parties like they're literally my people. But Tricia is the only one that has traded for some reason. And I mean, she has her valid reasons, I guess, but I don't know. It's just very confusing to me because she does have her valid reasons, but I don't think she realizes you know what, say what you want, But then why the fuck were you friends with me? At fourteen? You were an asshole and you were using me. And now that I'm twenty one, I can see that. You know what I mean? What is with me and not knowing my age today let me find it? But now being twenty one, I look back at that and I'm like, Okay, all right, I see what she was doing there, and that's fine, like totally fine. But like, ow, you dressed up as me, you put your hand inside ponies elmbo, you wore a rainbow two two, you wore my hoodie, And now I know you were not doing that to be like fun and have fun and like make a video. You were doing that to make fun of me, you asshole. Like I was a fourteen year old kid. Find it? Can it? Don't do that? That's not cool. What if someone did that to your kid, you wouldn't like that. You wouldn't be cool with that. And so I yeah, seeing her stuff on the internet, anytime she talks about me, I'm like, dude, just shut the fuck up, get your views somehow else, Like you're literally trical paid is You're a fucking icon. You are an icon. You have created some of the most viral videos out there come up with something else, like anything else. But hey, it's fine. She's gonna do what she's gonna do. She's gonna talk the way she wants to talk, and that is just that. I got two more for you. Again, this is gott is silly. First one that I'm gonna say is a lover. So the first one is anybody that I would start a relationship with now, or start talking to or start dating. I would like to keep very private from the world because I do have such a public life, and everything about my life is so public and so out there and so exploited that I've learned a relationship for me is actually better in private. And I've believe it or not, kept some private y'all don't know about them, but I've done it, and uh sothea I'm very proud of because it's my life is very hard and the public eye is very hard, and still bringing somebody else into it is very hard. And one of the hardest things is like, no PDA is crazy, like how can we go on a date? How can we go you know, to dinner? Like it's very very difficult, but it is worth it. And so one thing that I would never do is have a lover on a podcast with me, have a lover on a TV show with me, Like I would just keep that side of my life completely removed, especially too, because I want somebody who is dating me for the right reasons, you know what I mean? And uh, I think that's a very important thing to protect my piece. And so yeah, any future lovers out there, I love ya. You were staying off this. You were staying off all of my things unless there was like like if we're married and we have children and like we know we're good for forever, like different story, but get a little date. Nope. Anyways, one, this is the one that everyone's been waiting for. Dream guests on my podcast. I can't even fucking recreate the way that I said that. Oh, dream guests on my podcast. Let's let's spice things up a little bit. Probably one of my exes. Honestly, that's when my vocals were for I didn't know it, but I had mono during that, so my vocal cords were shredded to flames, so my voice was extra raspy. But yeah, no dream guests on my podcast. One of my exes. I would only have one of my exes on my podcast. People might think that's like contradicting what I just said about lovers, but this would be past lovers. Our relationship was already public, like it is what it is, no going back in time. A lot of my exes I would not have on this podcast, but there is one that I would. I think our bands is funny. I think people would like it. We're still friends of the day, we still talk. We talked probably once a week. Like it's good, it's healthy, it's happy, And honestly, one of the things that makes me so happy is that because this relationship was my most because this relationship was like my most I guess valued in a way, and like the one that I I like was the I okay, okay, okay, this is the right way to but it was the realist She wasn't it for the realist reasons. I wasn't it for the realist reasons, Like it was very very real. That is why I cherish that that is the one that I have a very healthy relationship with because I think that, you know, I I saw this thing that's like people disappear out of your life, not because they care about you, they care they disappear because they don't need you anymore, they don't need to use you anymore. And so for me, that makes me very happy that she never disappeared out of my life. Okay, okay, we both disappeared because we needed to to heal and to take our time into like, but we always have been there for each other, and if either of us calls, we will always answer, we will always reply like it's very it's very mutual. We have a very good relationship now, which I'm very very grateful for. And it just feels like even though it ended like we did something right and there was something good and it's a good it's all good, happy fun memories. See. I think I would have her on my podcast. Oh, I would have my ex boyfriends on my podcast. I'm so fuso lutely in a heartbeat like I. They also didn't have any strings at touch, like, no feelings at least, I don't think. So Yeah, that's that's basically my rundown of who is not going to have a time to shine on this podcast? I I I I will stand by all these It's it's tough when I'm gonna put myself out there like this on the Internet, and I know people are gonna have shit to say about this one, but look, I didn't start any of these battles. I'll happily finish them, but I don't. I don't. I don't fucking care anymore. It's like, no matter what I do or what I say, people are gonna shit on, people are gonna be asked this about. And so it's like, you know what, I'm as well, give the people what they want. I'm your guilty Pleasure. Speaking of Ghostream Guilty Pleasure yesterday, Smart State, did you Fighter, Balance, Baby, Karma, Boomerang, Kidecanty Story, Ever, Girls, Supergirl, every fucking star that I've ever released. I love you all so so so much. Thanks for listening to Jojesu. Now make sure you keep on listening. We got some fun podcasts coming for you. Some bcs on guilty pleasure stuff, some people that change my life, lots of lots of good comings. Somebod should keep listening. 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