התמלול המלא של BIG VISION Practice, Moon Magic Alchemy, and a New Moon Money Magic Ritual

00:05:08.879 And then Flow FM is the second tier. 00:05:09.120 --> 00:05:14.639 This is$1,111 to join, a one-time membership fee, and then you're a member for life. 00:05:14.800 --> 00:05:21.040 Flow FM is a 13-month or 13-moon initiation portal into your medicine business. 00:05:21.199 --> 00:05:26.879 There are 13 quote unquote business assignments that you will be invited to complete. 00:05:26.959 --> 00:05:27.680 You're not required. 00:05:27.759 --> 00:05:29.120 This is an actual university. 00:05:29.279 --> 00:05:31.199 No one's going to be watching over your shoulder. 00:05:31.360 --> 00:05:37.120 But the tasks that I have aligned with each of the moons will move you towards your dream business. 00:05:37.199 --> 00:05:46.639 It will clear out any unconscious fears, any imposter syndrome, any part of you that feels like you're not ready or like you're not powerful enough or like you're not that bitch. 00:05:46.800 --> 00:05:49.600 We clear all of those out during this 13 moons of initiation. 00:05:49.680 --> 00:05:53.040 And to be honest with you, it's going to happen much, much faster than that. 00:05:53.279 --> 00:06:05.040 But inside Flow FM, we're going to be leveraging both the Lionsgate portal momentum that we're all in right now, but we're going to be leveraging the months of autumn. 00:06:05.199 --> 00:06:13.519 In my moon magic framework, the season of autumn contains the months August, September, and October. 00:06:14.240 --> 00:06:23.600 Now, these three months are when we harvest all of the effort that we've put in from the previous year. 00:06:23.759 --> 00:06:29.680 It's when all of the work that we've been doing, the inner work, the self-reflection, the healing. 00:06:29.839 --> 00:06:32.720 It's when all of this comes into fruition naturally. 00:06:32.879 --> 00:06:38.399 So we are leveraging natural earth magic and feminine forces. 00:06:38.720 --> 00:06:45.040 And we're channeling that energy in Book Magic Club for the months of August, September, and October, just three months. 00:06:45.199 --> 00:06:50.480 We're leveraging that energy to put everything we've learned and channel it into writing a book. 00:06:50.639 --> 00:06:56.240 Now, the purpose of Book Magic Club is not necessarily to write a book. 00:06:56.480 --> 00:07:11.120 The journey of writing a book is going to allow us to witness our power and to watch how brilliant our minds are and how ancient and intellectual the wisdom of our womb is. 00:07:11.279 --> 00:07:17.839 And so every week on Tuesdays at one o'clock Pacific Standard Time, we're going to meet for Book Magic Club. 00:07:17.920 --> 00:07:19.279 We're going to meet 13 times. 00:07:19.439 --> 00:07:23.199 Our last meeting is going to be on November 3rd. 00:07:23.519 --> 00:07:25.199 And we're going to write books together. 00:07:25.360 --> 00:07:28.800 I have something called the Moon Magic Framework that I've touched on in this podcast. 00:07:28.959 --> 00:07:37.279 If you don't know what I'm talking

about, just keep hanging around this podcast, follow me on TikTok or join me in the Queendom to learn more about the Moon Magic Framework. 00:07:37.439 --> 00:07:41.199 But basically, it's a four-seasonal framework. 00:07:42.079 --> 00:07:45.279 And it's our womb's natural rhythm. 00:07:45.519 --> 00:07:47.839 It's the earth's natural rhythm. 00:07:48.000 --> 00:07:56.480 Just like the earth has four seasons: winter, spring, summer, and fall, our womb has four phases: menstruation, follicular, ovulation, and luteal. 00:07:56.639 --> 00:08:02.480 The moon has four phases: the new moon, the half full moon, the full moon, and the half new moon. 00:08:03.920 --> 00:08:06.720 The number of four is a very universal earth energy. 00:08:06.800 --> 00:08:08.079 There are four cardinal directions. 00:08:08.160 --> 00:08:11.600 There are four elements earth, wind, water, fire. 00:08:13.519 --> 00:08:18.079 And so this framework, we're leveraging this to write a book. 00:08:18.160 --> 00:08:21.600 There are four different steps with each of the moon phases. 00:08:21.759 --> 00:08:24.800 There is a task that we will do for each of those seven days. 00:08:24.959 --> 00:08:27.839 And you can also align this with your own cycle as well. 00:08:27.920 --> 00:08:34.480 But in Book Magic Club, we're going to specifically do these practices in alignment with the moon's energy. 00:08:34.720 --> 00:08:37.120 And we're going to get two birds stoned at once. 00:08:37.279 --> 00:08:49.200 We're going to track how we feel about doing these tasks in alignment to where we are at in our own individual cycle because you may not be in the same seasonal energy of your cycle that the moon is in. 00:08:49.360 --> 00:09:12.399 And so this contrast, creating this polarity is going to help us, and we're going to leverage that polarity to create something for our businesses that allow us to kick our feet up for the months of winter, November, December, January, sit by a fire, sip cacao, relax deeply into winter energy, and dream up an even new big vision for the next year. 00:09:12.559 --> 00:09:16.159 This big vision practice is both a monthly practice. 00:09:16.240 --> 00:09:20.399 You can do this when you bleed or when you have your own inner winter. 00:09:20.559 --> 00:09:23.600 You can do this big vision practice every new moon. 00:09:23.759 --> 00:09:34.559 And you can do this big vision practice during the winter season of each year to really build your queendom or your kingdom in the fifth dimension first. 00:09:34.720 --> 00:09:46.639 And then we're going to work backwards and reverse engineer based on frequency how to magnetize the resources and manifest into form this big vision that we're building in our mind. 00:09:46.720 --> 00:09:51.919 This is the power of the divine feminine magnetism and magic that we have access to. 00:09:52.159 --> 00:09:54.000 So book club is going to start on the 11th. 00:09:54.240 --> 00:09:56.960 We meet every Tuesday inside FlowFM. 00:09:57.039 --> 00:10:00.000 We meet every other Wednesday at 11 a.m. 00:10:00.159 --> 00:10:04.720 Pacific Standard Time for group discussions, for different topics. 00:10:04.799 --> 00:10:07.840 And there are also hot seat coaching calls inside Flow FM. 00:10:07.919 --> 00:10:12.399 So you'll get lots of love, you'll get lots of attention and help creating your medicine business. 00:10:12.559 --> 00:10:22.639 And the sisterhood that is already cultivating inside Flow FM is we're all saying in our group chat, there's a telegram chat for this group as well. 00:10:22.720 --> 00:10:26.320 We're all saying how addicted we are to this sister. 00:10:26.559 --> 00:10:28.240 So that's all coming. 00:10:28.399 --> 00:10:36.159 I'm also hosting a retreat here in Pacific Grove for Halloween, because Pacific Grove to me is like Halloween town. 00:10:36.320 --> 00:10:37.200 It truly is. 00:10:37.360 --> 00:10:41.919 And so I'm hosting a four-day retreat here, and it's called Witches in Business. 00:10:42.240 --> 00:10:50.480 I recently made some tinctures, medicine tinctures that are incredibly potent and powerful, and they're called rose venom. 00:10:50.639 --> 00:10:56.240 I made, I think the batch that I made made about 34, and I'm going to sell 28 of them. 00:10:56.480 --> 00:11:03.039 At this Witches in Business retreat, one of the things that we're all going to do together is we're all going to make tinctures. 00:11:03.120 --> 00:11:09.679 I made mine with tequila, rosemary, blue lotus, rose water, and a few other magical ingredients. 00:11:10.000 --> 00:11:12.080 But they're like potions, they're elixir. 00:11:12.159 --> 00:11:14.720 I used honey in mine as well, Mount Chasta honey. 00:11:14.799 --> 00:11:19.759 And so at this Witches in Business retreat, there's two parts to this. 00:11:20.159 --> 00:11:23.279 We're going to have a book launch party. 00:11:23.519 --> 00:11:30.240 So those who are in Book Magic Club who want to come to the retreat, we will have a celebration of a book launch. 00:11:30.320 --> 00:11:36.399 And if you do actually write a book, I will have it printed here in PG and we will hold these books in our hand. 00:11:36.559 --> 00:11:47.840 The reason I'm doing Book Magic Club is because I want to write a book by the end of October, before November, because for caddy magic, I want this book to drive business toward my caddy magic business. 00:11:47.919 --> 00:11:49.440 I want to work smarter and not harder. 00:11:49.600 --> 00:11:52.639 And writing a book is such a powerful business tool. 00:11:52.799 --> 00:11:58.080 If you have a message you want to get out, and not, I'm not trying to get on the New York Times selling like best list. 00:11:58.399 --> 00:12:05.279 I want this book to be a resource to spread the word and spread the message about my businesses so I don't have to work as hard marketing. 00:12:05.360 --> 00:12:07.519 I can use my magnetism to market. 00:12:07.919 --> 00:12:11.039 And that's what I'm also extending

to those who want to enter. 00:12:11.200 --> 00:12:16.799 So at the Witches in Business retreat, we're going to have a celebratory book launch party. 00:12:16.879 --> 00:12:19.919 And there's just, it's just going to be an end-of-year party in general. 00:12:20.159 --> 00:12:23.360 Even if those who come to that retreat didn't write a book, it's just about the party. 00:12:23.440 --> 00:12:24.639 It's about the celebration. 00:12:24.799 --> 00:12:26.320 We're going to make tinctures together. 00:12:26.399 --> 00:12:28.399 We're going to make these little potions and elixir. 00:12:28.480 --> 00:12:29.759 We're all going to dance around them. 00:12:29.840 --> 00:12:32.639 We're going to sing over these tinctures. 00:12:32.960 --> 00:12:39.120 And when you leave, you will have, you know, 28 tinctures to take home with you that you can sell. 00:12:39.440 --> 00:12:44.159 And you can make your money back from the retreat depending how much you want to sell your tinctures for. 00:12:44.399 --> 00:12:48.320 So this is a fun, this is the whole part about witches being in business, right? 00:12:48.399 --> 00:12:52.080 Because money is a part of this and making money tastes like honey. 00:12:52.320 --> 00:13:06.000 And I am so passionate about helping as many women, womb-centered women, make as much money as quickly and as gracefully and as regulated and centered in their queendom as possible. 00:13:06.240 --> 00:13:12.080 And so this witches in business retreat is going to be a really fun way to come together in sisterhood. 00:13:12.240 --> 00:13:16.480 We're going to dance, we're going to drum, we're going to be our siren goddess selves. 00:13:16.559 --> 00:13:23.120 We're going to dress up as our future selves, as our future millionaire selves, and we're going to fucking mean it. 00:13:23.279 --> 00:13:25.679 And we're going to talk about womb-centered business. 00:13:25.840 --> 00:13:29.279 We're going to, you know, have the workshops and have the conversations and do the breath work. 00:13:29.600 --> 00:13:33.759 And we're going to celebrate in sisterhood and we're going to have ceremony and we're going to do all the things. 00:13:34.000 --> 00:13:36.879 But uh, there's going to be a lot of energy cultivated during this. 00:13:37.120 --> 00:13:43.440 So that's what's coming up in the, you know, upcoming in the queendom over the next couple of months. 00:13:43.679 --> 00:13:46.879 And now I want to dive into the big vision conversation. 00:13:47.039 --> 00:13:50.559 So I've touched a little on the moon magic framework. 00:13:50.720 --> 00:13:59.120 But the moon magic framework, if you're a Queendom member, at the very top of that page, there's a button that says Moon Magic Medicine Wheel. 00:13:59.360 --> 00:14:00.960 This paints a visual. 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:06.000 But if you don't know what I'm talking about, I want you to draw something with me right now. 00:14:06.080 --> 00:14:10.559 So if you want to pause this podcast or if you just want to draw in your mind, um, that's good too. 00:14:10.639 --> 00:14:13.200 But if you grab a journal and a pen, this will help. 00:14:13.279 --> 00:14:21.279 So I want you to draw basically, and you can start on a new page, and I want you to take up the whole page and draw an x-axis and a y-axis. 00:14:21.440 --> 00:14:27.440 So you're drawing basically like a plus sign, and you can identify the four cardinal directions, north, south, east, and west. 00:14:27.600 --> 00:14:28.320 East is on the right. 00:14:28.480 --> 00:14:31.679 It took me a while to remember that, but north, south, east, and west. 00:14:31.840 --> 00:14:42.480 And these four quadrants, we're going to talk about moon magic framework quickly in alignment with these quadrants because it's important to understand the framework as a whole for the big vision to make sense. 00:14:42.720 --> 00:14:46.320 This is also alchemy with the womb and or with the moon. 00:14:46.399 --> 00:14:50.720 But what we're going to talk about here too is also your womb alchemy. 00:14:50.799 --> 00:14:57.039 So this is how our personal process for alchemizing lower vibrational dense energies in our field. 00:14:57.120 --> 00:15:00.559 And this is also how the moon alchemizes energy on our behalf. 00:15:00.720 --> 00:15:05.919 I mentioned earlier that the dark moon is when energy gets extradited off planet through the moon. 00:15:06.080 --> 00:15:10.879 And by the way, the dark moon is when the moon is like completely black in the sky. 00:15:11.039 --> 00:15:17.039 Because the new moon, there is just that sliver, that like toenail sliver of a crescent moon. 00:15:17.120 --> 00:15:18.799 It's the new moon cycle. 00:15:18.960 --> 00:15:21.679 So the day before this is when the moon is completely black. 00:15:21.759 --> 00:15:23.200 It's basically like the void. 00:15:23.360 --> 00:15:26.879 So in the sky, we cannot see the moon reflecting any light. 00:15:27.039 --> 00:15:35.440 And to me, how the moon has worked with me on this and how Hikate has taught me and many of my other spirit guides is that this time is when the moon is basically a black hole. 00:15:35.600 --> 00:15:40.399 She is a vortex for us to send anything we no longer want. 00:15:40.559 --> 00:15:48.559 And it is sent through the void and alchemized through the great cosmic womb and returned back through us from the iron center of the earth. 00:15:48.639 --> 00:15:55.919 So it comes back up from the earth in the form of oxygen, water, weather, in the form of people, opportunities, right? 00:15:56.000 --> 00:15:58.960 This manifests in our 3D reality, however, we're aligned for it. 00:15:59.039 --> 00:16:03.200 But at its very simplest form, it comes back to us in the form of oxygen. 00:16:03.279 --> 00:16:30.639 And this is why the dragon's breath is such an important thing, too, because when we are know this alchemical process is happening, and you walk outside and you feel an energy you don't like, and you pull air in through your nose into

your womb to the fire, and then you breathe it out like a dragon, you have pulled in those alchemized codes from the moon, and you have borrowed energy from the moon and from the earth to assist you in your magic. 00:16:30.720 --> 00:16:32.240 You're not doing it alone anymore. 00:16:32.320 --> 00:16:37.360 And it actually starts to feel like you're gaining power, you're gaining momentum, you're not alone. 00:16:37.519 --> 00:16:40.240 You are manifesting miracles, you are magical. 00:16:40.399 --> 00:16:44.080 And the belief in this starts to develop and get stronger and stronger. 00:16:44.399 --> 00:16:47.360 So this framework that I'm having you write down. 00:16:47.440 --> 00:16:50.879 So you have your x-axis and your y-axis, and we have four quadrants. 00:16:51.039 --> 00:16:52.559 We're gonna start in the bottom left. 00:16:52.639 --> 00:16:57.360 And if you've already, if you know what I'm doing here, you can skip ahead a few seconds, but I'll be quick. 00:16:57.519 --> 00:17:04.240 Um the bottom left, we're gonna write new moon phase, and this is days 27 through five. 00:17:04.559 --> 00:17:06.559 This is also the inner winter. 00:17:07.119 --> 00:17:11.119 The next quadrant, the bottom right, is inner spring. 00:17:11.279 --> 00:17:14.079 This is the half full moon phase. 00:17:14.319 --> 00:17:16.799 This is days six through eleven. 00:17:17.440 --> 00:17:28.079 The top right quadrant is inner summer, and this is the full moon phase, days 12 through 19. 00:17:28.880 --> 00:17:32.000 The top left quadrant is the inner autumn. 00:17:32.160 --> 00:17:38.799 This is the half new moon phase, and these are days, or this is days 20 through 26. 00:17:39.279 --> 00:17:42.640 So as you see, there never really is an end. 00:17:42.799 --> 00:17:45.519 It's it's constantly cycling, it's cyclical, right? 00:17:45.599 --> 00:18:02.799 But this is where the spiral path starts to come in, where that masculine, linear, straightforward past and future energy meets the feminine circular, cyclical, rhythmic, never-ending loop, when those two forces join together, they create the spiral. 00:18:02.880 --> 00:18:07.920 So it's constantly in motion and it's moving forward, but it's expanding and it's expanding. 00:18:08.000 --> 00:18:13.119 If you were to draw, and you don't have to do this because I want you to write some things down in these quadrants, but you can use your imagination. 00:18:13.279 --> 00:18:19.920 If you were to start in the very center of the intersection of that X and Y axis, that's the zero point. 00:18:20.000 --> 00:18:21.759 That's the center of your queendom. 00:18:21.839 --> 00:18:23.599 You can go ahead and draw a circle around it. 00:18:23.839 --> 00:18:27.519 That is that's you, that's your awareness, that's your energy. 00:18:27.680 --> 00:18:36.640 And anytime I say call all of your energy back into the center of your universe, you can imagine this visual and imagine this intersection happening, you know, at your solar plexus or

at your womb. 00:18:36.799 --> 00:18:40.240 And when you call your energy back, you're pulling it all back inside this circle. 00:18:40.400 --> 00:18:53.440 But if you were to just start, you know, drawing and spiraling around the center of this image, you would see how that spiral starts to expand and it starts to encompass more of each of the four quadrants. 00:18:53.680 --> 00:18:54.960 This is how we heal. 00:18:55.039 --> 00:18:56.559 This is how we grow and evolve. 00:18:56.720 --> 00:19:09.759 If you've ever healed from something, maybe uh, you know, an ex or relationships with friends or something, if you have healed from something and it, you know, a few months later it comes back around and you're like, I thought I was done with this. 00:19:09.839 --> 00:19:12.160 I thought I healed from this, I thought I took care of this. 00:19:12.319 --> 00:19:22.000 It can make us feel like we're taking 10 steps backwards, but really you're just revisiting that same energetic pattern from a higher perspective. 00:19:22.160 --> 00:19:27.039 And if you don't know that you're viewing it from a higher perspective, it will feel like you're still in it. 00:19:27.200 --> 00:19:32.319 And that illusion will keep us trapped in lower timelines when you've already graduated. 00:19:32.400 --> 00:19:37.200 It's like graduating high school and nobody telling you that you graduated high school. 00:19:37.279 --> 00:19:40.240 And so you just keep showing up for class the next year and the next year and the next year. 00:19:40.319 --> 00:19:41.519 And people are like, Why are you still here? 00:19:41.599 --> 00:19:42.240 You don't belong here. 00:19:42.319 --> 00:19:46.400 And then your reality starts to like push you out of it because you're 24. 00:19:46.480 --> 00:19:47.920 And people are like, Why are you still here? 00:19:48.000 --> 00:19:49.279 And you're like, Because I'm in high school. 00:19:49.359 --> 00:19:50.880 And they're like, No, you're not. 00:19:51.119 --> 00:19:51.599 Right. 00:19:51.920 --> 00:20:06.480 So this practice, this process is alchemy, it's evolution, it's growth, um, it's shadow work, but it's shadow work with a constant um awareness that you are always moving forward and you are always right on time. 00:20:06.799 --> 00:20:14.079 So the big vision part of all of this, we cultivate the best time to cultivate our big vision. 00:20:14.240 --> 00:20:16.240 We can always tap into this vision, right? 00:20:16.480 --> 00:20:29.279 But the if we're aligning with the moon magic framework, the time to cultivate and dream a new dream and dream a bigger vision is in the new moon phase or it's in your inner winter. 00:20:29.440 --> 00:20:43.440 So if you're tracking your cycle, um and if you don't know what day of your cycle that you're on, you can go to theflotel.com, T H E F L O W T E L dot com, the flow tell, and there will be a link. 00:20:43.519 --> 00:20:48.240 It'll redirect you to a different URL, but the flow tell is the easiest one to say

here. 00:20:48.799 --> 00:20:51.039 Um, there's a button that says track your cycle. 00:20:51.200 --> 00:20:54.960 You can go to that and it will tell you exactly what day of your cycle that you're on. 00:20:55.039 --> 00:20:58.799 So you can see where you fall on this, you know, four quadrant map. 00:20:58.880 --> 00:21:02.160 You'll go see what day you're on, and then you find the day, the corresponding day. 00:21:02.319 --> 00:21:05.680 So say if you're on day five, you would land in the inner winter. 00:21:05.839 --> 00:21:10.559 If you're on day 14, you'd be in the summer or the full moon phase. 00:21:10.880 --> 00:21:15.920 So right now, the moon phase, we are in the new moon phase, right? 00:21:16.079 --> 00:21:19.759 Because day 27, actually don't know what day of the moon cycle we're on exactly. 00:21:19.920 --> 00:21:21.599 We might not quite be there yet. 00:21:21.680 --> 00:21:27.359 We might still be in the half new moon phase, but it's close because the new moon is in a couple of days. 00:21:27.599 --> 00:21:33.759 But this big vision, the inner winter, is when we want to really visualize. 00:21:33.920 --> 00:21:37.279 We're gonna tap into visualization, we're gonna tap into our imagination. 00:21:37.440 --> 00:21:39.039 This is the 5D, right? 00:21:39.200 --> 00:21:45.680 Anything we think in our mind or imagine in our creativity, this is the 5D. 00:21:45.920 --> 00:21:49.599 And this is where all of creation starts from, right? 00:21:49.839 --> 00:21:54.720 Our voice is one way that we can bring life into existence. 00:21:54.880 --> 00:21:59.519 And I recently read a book, I've been talking about it a lot on TikTok, but it's called The Magician's Nephew. 00:22:00.079 --> 00:22:03.039 It's the first book in the series of The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. 00:22:03.119 --> 00:22:08.240 And in this book, I'll cut straight to it, but they arrive to this new place where there was like nothing existed. 00:22:08.319 --> 00:22:09.279 And they see this lion. 00:22:09.359 --> 00:22:11.039 This is fitting for the lion's gate, too. 00:22:11.200 --> 00:22:14.000 They see this lion walking across the land. 00:22:14.079 --> 00:22:16.400 And the lion is singing a song. 00:22:16.559 --> 00:22:21.200 And as the lion sings, it's singing things into existence, right? 00:22:21.279 --> 00:22:25.039 The lion is singing and all of a sudden a tree sprouts up out of the ground. 00:22:25.119 --> 00:22:31.680 It doesn't just sprout a sprig, it grows all the way from nothing to this massive tall oak tree. 00:22:31.839 --> 00:22:35.839 And the lion is singing, and then this elephant just sort of grows out of the ground. 00:22:36.000 --> 00:22:45.440 And then zebras and animals and plants and water, big bodies of water just sprout from nothing but the lion's voice. 00:22:45.680 --> 00:22:51.519 And so as we create in the 5D, our voice is a gateway of creation. 00:22:51.680 --> 00:23:02.960 Our effort is another, but we only have so many units of energy every cycle, so much, so many units of human energy to of our effort that we can use to create. 00:23:03.200 --> 00:23:14.799 Our voice, though, if our throat chakra isn't blocked and we are not afraid of expressing our truth, we have infinite creative power with our voice and with our will, with our intention, right? 00:23:15.200 --> 00:23:20.079 And in this new moon phase is when we want to connect to this big vision. 00:23:20.160 --> 00:23:34.000 And what this big vision would look like and how it differs from a goal or how it differs from being fixated and attached to a material outcome is your big vision is a feeling state. 00:23:34.160 --> 00:23:36.480 And I want you to practice with me right now. 00:23:36.559 --> 00:23:37.920 I'm gonna take a sip of tea. 00:23:40.319 --> 00:23:41.759 Close down your eyes. 00:23:43.359 --> 00:23:47.359 And can you just plop yourself down maybe on a beach? 00:23:48.480 --> 00:24:01.680 Can you just imagine what it would be like, feel like, smell like, what it would look like to be on a beach right now with the sun on your skin, you can hear the waves crashing, and this is all imagination, right? 00:24:03.279 --> 00:24:06.720 But if you can, and this isn't always easy, right? 00:24:06.799 --> 00:24:08.960 This is actually the hardest thing for people to do. 00:24:09.119 --> 00:24:20.559 Meditation and visualization, we're so disconnected from our inner world, and our inner world has so many boogie monsters in it that it drives us from connecting with it. 00:24:20.640 --> 00:24:31.839 But our big vision is us painting a picture of how we want to feel, where we want to go, what we want it to look like in our minds first, so that throughout you can open your eyes now. 00:24:32.000 --> 00:24:52.160 So throughout the rest of this four-seasonal framework, the big vision that we cultivate during this new moon phase, we then start to magnetize by staying in the center of our universe and leveraging the law of polarity, which is a gift to us as women. 00:24:52.400 --> 00:24:57.759 It will, it may be our demise at times as well. 00:24:57.920 --> 00:25:09.839 But this is our gift to leverage the polarity between feminine and masculine energy, to stay centered in our queendom and allow our team to work for us, to build our queendom around us. 00:25:10.079 --> 00:25:15.599 And so we'll talk about this framework in its entirety, and then I want to dive a little more into the big vision. 00:25:15.920 --> 00:25:20.000 So we cultivate our big vision, our fifth-dimensional big vision. 00:25:20.079 --> 00:25:22.000 We cultivate the feeling state. 00:25:22.319 --> 00:25:24.400 We think about us and us alone. 00:25:24.559 --> 00:25:27.440 It's basically like picturing yourself first. 00:25:27.680 --> 00:25:36.319 I don't care where you are, I don't care how far away this version of you is from where you are right now, as far as time is concerned. 00:25:36.480 --> 00:25:38.640 So time and space are not relative here. 00:25:38.880

--> 00:25:43.119 Your big vision is starting to tap into that version of you that has it all. 00:25:43.279 --> 00:25:57.359 If you want a big dream house, if you want a big business, if you wanna be on TV, if you want to be a professional golfer, if you want to write a book, if you want to be a singer, whatever it is that you want, if you want to go completely off grid and go live in the Himalayan mountains, right? 00:25:57.519 --> 00:26:06.960 That version of you that's doing that is gonna move differently, they're gonna talk differently, they're gonna act differently, they're gonna just emit a different signal. 00:26:07.200 --> 00:26:14.240 And so that's the version of you that we want to start cultivating in our minds because we can kind of talk about this version of us all day long. 00:26:14.319 --> 00:26:27.519 But if we're not actually building that avatar in our minds, then our beliefs from the past and our fears and our wounding are going to build that version of us, which is gonna keep us in this limited reality. 00:26:27.759 --> 00:26:30.400 So our big vision is cultivating that version of ourselves. 00:26:30.480 --> 00:26:31.359 I'll give you an example. 00:26:31.519 --> 00:26:41.599 When I first started doing this, with the when the moon kind of unveiled this framework to me, when I would close my eyes, I would see a version of myself with like really flowy clothing. 00:26:41.759 --> 00:26:47.519 I would see myself with fur, I would see myself with curly hair, with like headdress on, with earrings and necklaces. 00:26:47.759 --> 00:26:51.200 I saw myself with gold rings on every finger. 00:26:51.440 --> 00:26:55.359 There's a Caitlin song where she's like, I need a ring on every finger. 00:26:55.519 --> 00:26:56.000 That's the thing. 00:26:56.079 --> 00:27:01.839 And I would like sing that line and that song over and over again because I could see that version of myself. 00:27:02.079 --> 00:27:04.319 And now I am that version of myself. 00:27:04.400 --> 00:27:05.440 I'm looking down at my hands. 00:27:05.519 --> 00:27:07.039 I don't have a ring on every finger. 00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:11.759 My on my right hand, my thumb and my pinky don't have rings on them, but it's damn near close. 00:27:12.000 --> 00:27:14.160 I have three rings on one finger. 00:27:14.240 --> 00:27:16.960 So it in theory, I could have a ring on every finger if I wanted. 00:27:17.200 --> 00:27:34.799 I am that version of myself that I dreamed up that I created a big vision about because I magnetized the rings, I magnetized the jewelry, I magnetized the opportunities, I magnetized the courage to take a step when there was no ground in front of me. 00:27:34.960 --> 00:27:40.640 I magnetized the money right on time, not a moment fucking sooner. 00:27:40.960 --> 00:27:44.880 I magnetized the capability, right? 00:27:44.960 --> 00:27:52.079 There are all types of things that we magnetize, but when we can imagine that version of us, and it's it's not always super clear at first. 00:27:52.160 --> 00:27:54.960 This is a practice that we build on moon after moon after moon. 00:27:55.119 --> 00:28:02.160 But as we use this alchemical process, we clear out the limitations that prevent us from being able to see our future self more clearly. 00:28:02.400 --> 00:28:08.319 I also have a lengthy guide that I created two Lionscape portals ago inside the Queendom. 00:28:08.400 --> 00:28:09.680 It's called Hello Future Self. 00:28:10.000 --> 00:28:11.440 That is when I started doing this. 00:28:11.519 --> 00:28:19.839 And that guide can walk you through the detailed versions of like how to cultivate this vision with your logical mind to separate from some of those limitations. 00:28:20.000 --> 00:28:21.039 So that's in the queendom. 00:28:21.119 --> 00:28:26.880 If you go into the queendom and you click magic library, there's a button that says maybe resources or something. 00:28:27.039 --> 00:28:29.839 It'll take you to where the hello future self guide is. 00:28:29.920 --> 00:28:32.240 But I actually created that in Portland, Oregon. 00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:36.240 I was in the Rose Garden, which Portland, Oregon is Rose City, by the way. 00:28:36.400 --> 00:28:40.559 Um I didn't realize like just how protected and guided I was then. 00:28:41.119 --> 00:28:48.240 But um we look, we want to cultivate this version of ourselves. 00:28:48.319 --> 00:28:50.400 We want to just feel ourselves. 00:28:50.480 --> 00:28:58.559 So when we can imagine this version of ourselves, just with different clothes or different colors or a different style, we can feel how they feel. 00:28:58.720 --> 00:29:02.640 We can watch ourselves leading a ceremony, for example. 00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:11.200 We can watch ourselves laying on the beach in whatever part of the country you want to, or the world, excuse me, that you want to visit. 00:29:11.359 --> 00:29:12.640 We can see how they feel. 00:29:12.720 --> 00:29:16.880 We can tap into their nervous system because they're gonna be relaxed. 00:29:17.039 --> 00:29:20.079 They've done the hard work, they've already gotten there. 00:29:20.240 --> 00:29:28.559 And so we can borrow and co-regulate, we can borrow courage and co-regulate with a future version of ourselves. 00:29:28.640 --> 00:29:30.400 And then we're not building on an illusion. 00:29:30.480 --> 00:29:35.359 We are building from things that we know to be true because we came up with this in our own mind. 00:29:35.519 --> 00:29:37.200 Nobody can take this away from us. 00:29:37.359 --> 00:29:57.039 And when you make eye contact with this future version of yourself that's dressed how you want to dress, that's in the location that you want to be in, when you lock eye contact with that version of yourself, you form a tether and you create a frequency that you now are attuned to that nobody can convince you out of. 00:29:57.519 --> 00:30:05.359 This big vision practice is the most powerful practice to manifesting your dreams because nobody can

convince you it's not real. 00:30:05.839 --> 00:30:12.720 And so as you cultivate your big vision, we move into the spring season or the half full moon phase. 00:30:13.039 --> 00:30:18.319 And this does happen on a monthly scale with the moon and your own inner world, right? 00:30:18.400 --> 00:30:21.759 So you're going on your own four-seasonal flow. 00:30:21.920 --> 00:30:28.000 The moon is on her own four-seasonal flow, and the earth is on a bigger scale of the same four-seasonal flow. 00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:36.400 With the earth cycle, with a year, a solar year, we are in each of the four seasons for three moon cycles. 00:30:36.640 --> 00:30:40.160 And so we go through this on a much bigger scale with the earth. 00:30:40.400 --> 00:30:50.640 But in the spring or in the half full moon phase, this is when the big vision that we created, we formed that tether with that future version of ourselves. 00:30:50.799 --> 00:30:54.880 And we're gonna start magnetizing the energy in the form of energy. 00:30:54.960 --> 00:30:56.160 So it's unseen. 00:30:57.119 --> 00:31:01.279 We're magnetizing that in the half full moon phase or in the inner spring. 00:31:01.440 --> 00:31:08.960 And so this often comes through in the form of like feeling like you have your first breath of air after swimming underwater for 10 minutes. 00:31:09.119 --> 00:31:20.720 It feels like new ideas, it feels like a new motivation, a new sense of self, a new awareness, a new passion, a new optimism coming online like you've never felt it before. 00:31:20.799 --> 00:31:23.200 And so the energy hits our system first. 00:31:23.440 --> 00:31:28.720 And also during this half full moon phase and this spring phase, we're like a baby deer on ice. 00:31:28.799 --> 00:31:29.920 We're very tender. 00:31:30.079 --> 00:31:33.599 And this is also a very big, like kind of ADHD season. 00:31:33.680 --> 00:31:34.720 It's very stop and go. 00:31:34.799 --> 00:31:36.960 So we want to offer ourselves a lot of compassion. 00:31:37.200 --> 00:31:52.160 But we are magnetizing in from the earth and from everything that is around us, we're magnetizing the energy inside our bubble to then alchemize and transmute that energy into physical form. 00:31:52.319 --> 00:31:55.359 And so then we move to the full moon phase or the inner summer. 00:31:55.519 --> 00:32:03.359 And if you have researched or looked into like um womb healing, the inner summer is our ovulation phase. 00:32:03.519 --> 00:32:06.799 This is known to be when we as women have the most energy. 00:32:06.880 --> 00:32:09.759 And I used to believe that this was the time to like get things done. 00:32:09.920 --> 00:32:14.480 This is when all of our energy is online and we are like superwomen for about 10 days. 00:32:14.640 --> 00:32:16.880 We have about 10 days of that superwoman energy. 00:32:17.039 --> 00:32:20.720 Now, my inner summer, I experience it totally differently now. 00:32:20.799 --> 00:32:22.480 I'll talk about that in another podcast. 00:32:22.640 --> 00:32:31.279 But the inner summer is actually when all that energy that we've already magnetized that is gonna get us to that big vision that we've cultivated. 00:32:31.519 --> 00:32:36.240 The inner summer is when it is all of that energy is fully in our field. 00:32:36.400 --> 00:32:42.880 So we are going to witness in our 3D reality without, remember, we haven't done anything yet. 00:32:42.960 --> 00:32:43.920 This isn't about effort. 00:32:44.000 --> 00:32:54.880 This is just about following this natural um law of polarity, this cyclical kundalini current of energy that is always in motion, but it's moving cyclically and in a spiral. 00:32:54.960 --> 00:32:56.960 So it's always evolving, but it's always moving. 00:32:57.200 --> 00:32:58.640 We're just becoming aware of it. 00:32:58.720 --> 00:33:01.039 So the effort is in a whole other bucket. 00:33:01.279 --> 00:33:04.240 And we'll talk about how we use our effort in a different way. 00:33:04.400 --> 00:33:10.160 Um, but in the summer, we are going to be able to witness our magic. 00:33:10.319 --> 00:33:14.799 We're we're going to be that version that we just dreamed up in our in our winter. 00:33:14.960 --> 00:33:31.359 The disconnect is there are oftentimes still beliefs or old energy patterns in our field that are like goggles, like blackout goggles over our eyes that prevent us from being able to see how what we want is already right in front of us. 00:33:31.599 --> 00:33:31.839 Right? 00:33:31.920 --> 00:33:43.839 The energy is there, and our womb and our vessel are naturally going to alchemize the energies into the highest form that our human eyes can see and perceive without completely blacking down and shutting down our nervous system. 00:33:44.160 --> 00:33:49.920 And so this is all happening organically during the full moon season or your inner summer. 00:33:50.160 --> 00:33:54.720 I love to encourage women to just like go out and take yourself out to dinner with no phone. 00:33:54.880 --> 00:33:58.559 Read a book, go out to a coffee shop and read a book, go sit out in a park. 00:33:58.640 --> 00:34:01.839 Like, just be out in the world where you can witness your magic. 00:34:02.000 --> 00:34:08.719 Go for a walk and see, find a feather on the ground, or have a stranger walk by and just hand you a flower. 00:34:08.800 --> 00:34:18.480 Like your magnetism is going to be so evident in your reality during this full moon phase because the universe is proving to you that you are that bitch. 00:34:18.639 --> 00:34:28.320 It's your own inner world, maybe imposter syndrome or any beliefs that you have about not being that bitch, that we're going to work with actually in the half new moon phase. 00:34:28.400 --> 00:34:35.840 But the full moon phase of the inner summer, and this is also if you look on this image, we're caddy cornered to the winter phase right now. 00:34:36.000 --> 00:34:37.119 We are direct opposite. 00:34:37.280 --> 00:34:40.800 We are in direct polarity of

the winter phase, right? 00:34:40.960 --> 00:34:42.960 Full moon, new moon energy. 00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:51.840 And so we, everything we dreamed up in that inner winter, anything that we could wrap our minds around is available to us in the inner summer. 00:34:52.000 --> 00:34:53.199 And this isn't up for debate. 00:34:53.280 --> 00:34:57.599 It's not like, well, yeah, but I dreamed that I was in a mansion and I'm not in a mansion in my inner summer. 00:34:58.000 --> 00:34:59.360 Let's talk about why. 00:34:59.519 --> 00:35:02.800 Let's talk about what's interfering and what's just simply in the way. 00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:10.320 Let's talk about removing the goggles or the illusions, the delusion and distortion that are preventing us from seeing that more clearly, right? 00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:13.519 And it's not quite as literal as that, but it is. 00:35:13.679 --> 00:35:17.039 And the more that we allow ourselves to believe that, the faster we're going to manifest. 00:35:17.199 --> 00:35:20.639 It takes less than 14 days to bring something into fruition. 00:35:20.719 --> 00:35:27.039 But we have been taught that we have to go to university for four, eight years in order to earn a degree and then go get a job. 00:35:27.119 --> 00:35:35.599 And then after spending 10, 15, 20 years in our profession, then we earn the authority to be respected. 00:35:35.679 --> 00:35:36.800 That's all bullshit. 00:35:37.039 --> 00:35:38.400 This happens so fast. 00:35:38.559 --> 00:35:47.519 When we are remembering ancient wisdom, we don't need credentials, we don't need certifications, we don't need degrees, and we don't need validation. 00:35:47.760 --> 00:35:53.360 Our authority comes from within and from God, the goddess, from source. 00:35:53.679 --> 00:35:58.400 So shifting over to this top left quadrant, the half new moon phase. 00:35:58.639 --> 00:36:03.920 This is where, so the the full moon phase was all about just witnessing the magic because it's gonna come. 00:36:04.079 --> 00:36:10.480 When you start doing this, you're basically turning the light on to your magic room, and your magic is gonna flock to it. 00:36:10.639 --> 00:36:15.360 The half new moon phase, the luteal phase, this is when women experience PMS. 00:36:15.440 --> 00:36:17.119 This is when we get a little irritable. 00:36:17.280 --> 00:36:19.920 Our tolerance is at an all-time low. 00:36:20.079 --> 00:36:22.480 We have zero tolerance for other people's bullshit. 00:36:22.559 --> 00:36:28.159 We have a laser sharp ability to see through illusion. 00:36:28.480 --> 00:36:31.760 The rose-colored glasses come off after the full moon. 00:36:31.920 --> 00:36:44.960 This is not to say a lot of us use this against ourselves because we hit this luteal phase or we hit this inner autumn phase or this half new moon phase, and we're like, oh God, everything I just believed about myself a week ago, I'm throwing that all in the trash. 00:36:45.119 --> 00:36:49.679 I'm ugly, I'm helpless, I'm never gonna reach my dreams. 00:36:49.840 --> 00:36:50.800 Nobody's supporting me. 00:36:50.960 --> 00:36:52.239 My boyfriend fucking hates me. 00:36:52.320 --> 00:36:52.800 Like, right? 00:36:52.880 --> 00:36:58.480 All we just turn all of that power against ourselves because we haven't the capacity to hold it. 00:36:58.639 --> 00:37:01.760 Because we haven't, we don't have the awareness of this alchemical process. 00:37:01.920 --> 00:37:15.519 So the half new moon phase is when we are invited to witness the energies that no longer align with the version of us that we were just in during our inner summer, or the half, or excuse me, or the full moon phase. 00:37:15.840 --> 00:37:28.800 So us being in that energy and us going out to the coffee shop and reading a book or sitting out in the park on a bench or just going to the beach or whatever it is you want to do, us being that version of ourselves has shaken the snow globe. 00:37:29.119 --> 00:37:43.360 And any of our demons, any demons in the people around us, any of our friends or family or connections who don't feel comfortable with us being our biggest, fullest selves, that energy gets stirred up and it has to go somewhere. 00:37:43.519 --> 00:37:50.800 And because you are the queen of your reality, this is your queendom, you're the one that sees all these demons. 00:37:50.880 --> 00:37:53.039 And so this is what I mean by we turn that process. 00:37:53.199 --> 00:38:03.440 We don't know that we're doing this, but we're turning all of those demons that we're witnessing to be released with the dark moon or with our bleed or however, we're turning them against ourselves and we're almost like reclaiming them. 00:38:03.599 --> 00:38:13.119 And so if we reclaim them during our luteal or our inner autumn or this half new moon phase, we take them for another loop around the moon or another loop around our womb. 00:38:13.360 --> 00:38:30.320 When we use this alchemical process of witnessing and when we understand the power of our awareness, and I talked about this in a previous podcast called What It Means to Actually Be a Healer, in this half new moon phase, this is when our job is to witness those energies that no longer align. 00:38:30.480 --> 00:38:41.119 They don't align with our big vision, and we know that they don't align because three seasons ago in our big vision, we felt what it felt like to be that future version of us. 00:38:41.199 --> 00:38:44.639 So we now know at a felt sense level. 00:38:45.760 --> 00:38:47.119 It's beyond logic. 00:38:47.360 --> 00:38:52.880 We know at an intuitive frequency level what is and is not for us. 00:38:52.960 --> 00:38:54.800 And this is called discernment. 00:38:55.840 --> 00:38:58.639 And in the inner autumn, we are going to be challenged. 00:38:58.800 --> 00:39:00.960 What we see versus what we feel. 00:39:01.360 --> 00:39:04.480 What we see will not align with what we feel. 00:39:04.559 --> 00:39:05.440 That is the point. 00:39:05.679 --> 00:39:11.599

Because what was old in your reality, remember, our 3D reality is old, it's the past. 00:39:12.960 --> 00:39:16.960 It takes a little bit of time, that's time and space, right, to manifest things. 00:39:17.199 --> 00:39:21.440 So we will be challenged against what we feel and what we see. 00:39:21.599 --> 00:39:30.880 And if we don't internalize that and re-ingest those demons, if we just witness them and we don't get triggered by them, well, getting triggered is not a bad thing. 00:39:31.039 --> 00:39:33.440 Getting triggered just lets you know that it's working. 00:39:33.679 --> 00:39:46.480 But when we react and respond, and when we explain ourselves and when we feel the attachment coming back up to our, you know, karmic twin flame or an ex in the past. 00:39:46.639 --> 00:39:57.199 And if we reach out to them or if we depressurize our system when that pressure is building, the autumn season is when that pressure cooker is turned up all the way. 00:39:57.519 --> 00:40:08.480 It is basically like sand blasting the demons and the archons out of our neural pathways to make room for higher frequency energy that holds our bigger vision. 00:40:08.719 --> 00:40:08.960 Right? 00:40:09.119 --> 00:40:18.880 So in the inner autumn or this half new moon phase, our only job is to witness and feel it all and to do our best to just stay centered in our queendom, call our energy back. 00:40:18.960 --> 00:40:26.880 And this is where energetic boundaries are going to be your best friend because energetic boundaries are inviting in the forces of nature to support you in this. 00:40:26.960 --> 00:40:29.119 You don't have to do this part alone. 00:40:29.519 --> 00:40:32.239 Physically, yes, you will be physically alone. 00:40:32.320 --> 00:40:46.159 But your guides, your angels, the earth, the fairies, the aliens, the leprechauns, the sirens, the mermaids, the whales, the dolphins, the birds, the bees, the fairies and the trees, they've got your back. 00:40:46.400 --> 00:40:56.559 And they will help expose demonic, nefarious energies, expired magic, expired energy, things that no longer resonate, they will help expose them. 00:40:56.800 --> 00:41:06.480 When you start practicing your womb magic and tracking your cycle and clocking shit that doesn't jive with you, things start to reveal themselves much more quickly. 00:41:06.559 --> 00:41:09.280 And then that allows you to detach from them. 00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:11.679 It's almost like it's like getting the ick for things. 00:41:11.760 --> 00:41:13.760 Once you get the ick, you're like, you know what, I'm good. 00:41:14.000 --> 00:41:18.320 But if you're still in that state of longing or limerence, you're like, but I need them. 00:41:18.480 --> 00:41:19.039 I want this. 00:41:19.199 --> 00:41:20.079 I want this so bad. 00:41:20.159 --> 00:41:23.199 I can't be the happiest I can be without this, right? 00:41:23.360 --> 00:41:28.800 When you start practicing energetic boundaries, you'll get the ick for things you once thought that you couldn't live without. 00:41:28.960 --> 00:41:30.320 And then you're like, oh damn. 00:41:30.480 --> 00:41:32.239 And that's when you reclaim your power, right? 00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:38.480 Because anybody that we've feel love for, they're reflecting a part of our power back to us, right? 00:41:38.559 --> 00:41:45.360 And when we can reclaim that, we can actually love people from a stronger, more grounded place than ever before. 00:41:45.599 --> 00:41:50.480 And so in our inner autumn or this half new moon phase, we're clocking demons. 00:41:50.559 --> 00:41:55.679 And at that dark moon point, and this is where it gets a little tricky, if you're tracking your own womb magic. 00:41:55.760 --> 00:42:05.280 So if you do bleed, if you have a womb and you bleed, we never really know, even if you're the most regular bitch on the planet, when you start working with your womb magic, your cycle's gonna go left, right, and center. 00:42:05.360 --> 00:42:07.440 It might start 10 days early, it might start 10 days late. 00:42:07.519 --> 00:42:08.159 You never know. 00:42:08.320 --> 00:42:08.880 That's the point. 00:42:08.960 --> 00:42:12.480 It's a moving target and it's a disruptive sequence. 00:42:12.559 --> 00:42:13.599 That's the whole point. 00:42:13.840 --> 00:42:17.840 But with our bleed, we never really know when we're gonna bleed. 00:42:17.920 --> 00:42:20.800 So we don't know when our quote unquote dark moon is. 00:42:20.880 --> 00:42:27.039 That's why the the inner winter or the new moon phase starts at day 27, right? 00:42:27.199 --> 00:42:30.880 Because typically the moon cycle is about 29 and a half days. 00:42:31.119 --> 00:42:36.719 A 28-day cycle is a good round number, because that's four weeks of seven days. 00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:39.760 And so this is a good framework, but it's not always totally realistic. 00:42:39.840 --> 00:42:43.360 Even the moon herself is not 28 days, it's 29 and a half. 00:42:43.679 --> 00:42:49.039 So the dark moon is always the day before the new moon. 00:42:49.199 --> 00:42:58.639 And we will not know when our dark moon, as far as our womb is concerned, when our dark moon is, until we start our bleed, and we're like, okay, yesterday was my dark moon, I guess. 00:42:58.800 --> 00:43:09.119 But the dark moon, the day before the bleed or the day before our new moon is when that energy that we clocked, Sayanara, off planet, it goes. 00:43:09.360 --> 00:43:14.880 It is ushered by our angels, by the divine masculine energy in our field, by the four cardinal directions. 00:43:14.960 --> 00:43:18.639 It is ushered out of our existence. 00:43:18.800 --> 00:43:25.840 It's alchemized, it's transmuted, and it's returned in a higher form that serves everybody, it serves the entire collective. 00:43:26.079 --> 00:43:29.599 So this is really big work that we're doing here, and it's not easy. 00:43:32.480 --> 00:43:43.199 So once we have navigated a full cycle, being aware of this, taking one lap around

the moon, as I like to call it, or loop around the moon, because that's loop in as a golf term as well. 00:43:44.320 --> 00:43:58.000 But once we've done this and you've, you know, you're in the half new moon phase or your inner autumn, and now you're preparing to drop into your inner winter or to the new moon or to your bleed, you now know what that experience was like. 00:43:58.159 --> 00:43:59.760 So now you can cultivate your next baby. 00:44:00.239 --> 00:44:00.639 Vision. 00:44:00.800 --> 00:44:13.119 And it's not going to change super dramatically every time, but you're now able to dream bigger and dream higher now that you've seen the energies that no longer align with you leave. 00:44:13.360 --> 00:44:28.639 When it has been made so abundantly clear in your field that your angels and your spirit guides and your higher self are at work around you, moving things and collapsing old timelines and just gently pushing people that no longer align with you out of your field. 00:44:28.719 --> 00:44:31.760 When it is like so obvious to you that you're like, it's Pandora's box. 00:44:31.840 --> 00:44:34.320 You're like, I can't unsee how this magic is working. 00:44:34.480 --> 00:44:36.400 I can't unsee this energy. 00:44:36.639 --> 00:44:48.400 That, by the way, is a third eye opening, a third eye activation, being able to see more clearly and see things for what they are rather than the illusion that we cast upon them to meet our needs. 00:44:49.760 --> 00:44:51.519 You can now dream a bigger vision. 00:44:51.599 --> 00:44:54.639 You can connect with that future version of yourself even more. 00:44:55.440 --> 00:45:01.039 And the background around your future self might start to develop, right? 00:45:01.599 --> 00:45:05.760 And earlier I mentioned a four seasons big vision board. 00:45:05.840 --> 00:45:08.159 So you've definitely heard about vision boards. 00:45:08.239 --> 00:45:15.599 Um, if you're into spirituality or manifesting, a vision board is just basically where you put everything that you want to see in your life on this board so you can look at it. 00:45:15.760 --> 00:45:18.159 Well, I want you to this image that we drew, right? 00:45:18.320 --> 00:45:22.400 This X and Y axis, imagine that on a vision board. 00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:35.119 And you have these four quadrants and you create a vision board based on the four different seasons, because one big vision board is beautiful and it's incredibly powerful and it works. 00:45:35.360 --> 00:45:44.400 But now the truth is that every three months, every shift in season, our desires change, our awareness of ourself changes. 00:45:44.559 --> 00:45:48.239 We've now gained new wisdom based on last season. 00:45:48.559 --> 00:45:50.400 Life changes with the seasons. 00:45:50.559 --> 00:45:56.239 People who work the same job every single day of the year and they do the same things, theirs doesn't change that much. 00:45:56.400 --> 00:45:59.039 They're not leveraging the magic of the earth in this way. 00:45:59.280 --> 00:46:06.400 Working with these four seasons is leveraging the power and the forces that already exist, the biosystems that already exist. 00:46:06.719 --> 00:46:22.559 It's like biohacking earth energy to reduce the amount of effort required to achieve much higher, much bigger goals than the limited imagination that we have when we're on that linear path. 00:46:22.800 --> 00:46:35.840 So this four seasons big vision board would now be, and I also inside the queendom or inside FlowFM rather, in the flow tell, which the flow tele is a cycle tracking, it's a luxury hotel on the moon, it's a cycle tracking tool. 00:46:36.000 --> 00:46:38.400 You have access to that if you join the queendom. 00:46:38.960 --> 00:47:05.119 The flow tele has four different wings, and um there's something called the hourly flow rate that we calculate inside Flow FM, which is basically identifying a location that you would want to spend for each four of these seasons, and then start building your vision of your life around if money were not a limiting factor or a limited resource. 00:47:05.280 --> 00:47:08.639 If you had all the money and you could just say, I want to go here, where would you go? 00:47:08.880 --> 00:47:19.519 This is comparable to also, I had this realization a couple years ago that in the corporate world, the end goal is retirement. 00:47:19.679 --> 00:47:21.760 That's changed a lot in modern society now. 00:47:21.840 --> 00:47:24.320 But back in the day, the end goal was was retirement. 00:47:24.480 --> 00:47:37.119 When people would retire, they would basically go insane because they had no idea how to relax, their nervous systems were entirely dysregulated, and they spent very little time imagining and thinking about what they would do once they were retired. 00:47:37.280 --> 00:47:44.800 So once they retired, we're so used to working and putting in effort that our ability to relax and receive and adventure is so limited. 00:47:45.039 --> 00:47:47.280 And so I reversed engineered this whole process. 00:47:47.360 --> 00:47:50.320 I was like, okay, if retirement's the goal, what do I want to do? 00:47:50.400 --> 00:47:52.960 If I had all the money and all the time, what would I want to do? 00:47:53.199 --> 00:47:56.400 And that was when I was like, well, I would want to travel the country. 00:47:56.559 --> 00:47:57.760 And that was a couple of years ago. 00:47:57.840 --> 00:48:01.280 So I bought a school bus and I was like, well, I could skip a lot of steps here. 00:48:01.440 --> 00:48:08.320 So I bought a school bus and I had to use a lot of effort in this part of my life because I was still very much in my masculine energy. 00:48:08.400 --> 00:48:11.119 I had no idea of womb alchemy or womb magic at the time. 00:48:11.199 --> 00:48:13.679 And this was um 2020. 00:48:13.920 --> 00:48:22.079 And so I bought my bus New Year's Eve of 2020 going into 21. 00:48:22.559 --> 00:48:35.519 And so this practice of this four seasons big

vision board is breaking down your visions into even smaller bite-sized sections. 00:48:35.920 --> 00:48:46.719 And it's really thinking about how does the summer feel to me inside the queendom and inside the flow tell, I have a workshop that I held called the Four Seasons Flow Tell. 00:48:47.039 --> 00:48:50.159 And it talks us through these four different wings. 00:48:50.320 --> 00:48:51.920 The wings that we're looking at right here, right? 00:48:52.000 --> 00:48:58.480 The bottom left is the west wing, bottom right is the south wing, top right is the east wing, and the top left is the north wing. 00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:04.800 Each of these also have an element associated with them for magical purposes. 00:49:06.159 --> 00:49:16.079 But in that four seasons flow tell workshop, once you go, once you actually navigate into the flow tell, it's in the lounge, or you can just watch this video from the library inside the queendom. 00:49:18.719 --> 00:49:23.199 These four seasons now become these like portals. 00:49:23.440 --> 00:49:26.800 Three months can feel like a year when you start working with your womb magic. 00:49:27.440 --> 00:49:35.679 But when you start really looking at the different seasons, the summer, the fall, the winter, the spring, the holidays that we have during each of these four seasons. 00:49:35.840 --> 00:49:41.039 That's what we talk about in the four seasons flow tilling the winter, there's Christmas, there's New Year's Eve. 00:49:41.119 --> 00:49:46.400 And you could not celebrate any of these holidays, but it still affects the collective consciousness. 00:49:46.559 --> 00:49:52.559 It still affects the climate, it affects traffic, it affects your normal grocery adventure, right? 00:49:52.719 --> 00:49:54.880 Going to the grocery store on Super Bowl Sunday. 00:49:55.119 --> 00:49:57.840 Super Bowl happens like a certain time of year. 00:49:57.920 --> 00:50:08.559 And so when we start to place the things that we know that we can kind of count on in these four seasons and just look at them from a higher perspective and say, where do I want to be? 00:50:08.639 --> 00:50:12.000 How do I want to spend my Christmas next year? 00:50:12.159 --> 00:50:14.639 How do I want to spend the month of March? 00:50:14.800 --> 00:50:19.599 I always, I like, I always end up doing some crazy fucking adventurous trip in January. 00:50:19.760 --> 00:50:21.280 This year it was Egypt. 00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:28.639 A couple years or two years, three years ago, I was like, I want to go see Tiger Woods play in Tory Pines. 00:50:28.800 --> 00:50:30.559 And I was living in Charlotte, North Carolina at the time. 00:50:30.639 --> 00:50:34.960 So I just bought a plane ticket to I didn't have a ticket to the golf tournament. 00:50:35.039 --> 00:50:35.599 I didn't care. 00:50:35.679 --> 00:50:43.679 I bought a plane ticket to San Diego and I ended up getting VIP exclusive tickets for free to the golf tournament. 00:50:43.760 --> 00:50:48.880 And I got to watch Tiger play golf, and that was the same weekend that Kobe Bryant died, and then COVID and et cetera, et cetera. 00:50:49.039 --> 00:51:02.320 But when we start to observe our patterns season over season, and we start to notice the I guarantee you, if you were to, and if you watch that Four Seasons workshop, you'll kind of look at this. 00:51:02.400 --> 00:51:30.559 But if you look at the theme of when you get in relationships and when your relationships end, or when your big career changes happen, or if you this is a big one, if you look at when big like financial things have happened for you, career moves or business moves, and then you also look at times when masculine energy, like partners or boyfriends, have came into your life or have left your life, they will almost always be paired around when your money situation is starting to like get itself right. 00:51:30.719 --> 00:51:37.360 Because when a divine feminine is getting her money right, we attract masculine energy and they can knock us off the moon. 00:51:37.599 --> 00:51:42.880 Once we're centered in our womb magic, we can call that shit out and we can clock that shit quick. 00:51:43.039 --> 00:51:49.840 And then we can harvest that masculine energy and channel it into our queendom, just like we're going to be doing in Book Magic Club. 00:51:52.800 --> 00:52:04.159 But this four seasons big vision board between now and the next new moon on August 12th, it's a powerful time to leverage the last part of the Lionsgate portal. 00:52:04.320 --> 00:52:08.880 And we're we're going into the next three moons in the autumn season. 00:52:09.039 --> 00:52:13.679 And again, this is when we harvest all that we've already cultivated. 00:52:13.920 --> 00:52:16.159 The effort part is done. 00:52:17.280 --> 00:52:22.480 It's all about witnessing it come into form now and directing it. 00:52:22.559 --> 00:52:28.000 This is why working with the four cardinal directions is so powerful because that's divine masculine energy for direction. 00:52:28.159 --> 00:52:30.480 It will help give you direction in your path. 00:52:30.559 --> 00:52:35.199 It will help direct the energy and govern the energy in your field. 00:52:35.440 --> 00:52:38.719 And this is all work that we do inside Flow FM as well. 00:52:38.880 --> 00:52:53.840 So if you are walking a medicine business path, if you're in corporate, if you're working a job and you want to start gradually building your medicine business and eventually be your own boss and eventually step away from your full-time work and have 40-hour self-care work weeks and be a full-time flowpreneur, Flow FM is the place. 00:52:55.440 --> 00:52:59.840 We cut through all of the bullshit that keeps you stuck. 00:53:00.000 --> 00:53:02.239 The website, um, sharing your voice. 00:53:02.400 --> 00:53:10.559 If you want to start a podcast, if you want to start posting on TikToks, if you have no idea how you're gonna make money, you're like, I can see how everyone else can do it,

but I don't know how I can do it. 00:53:10.800 --> 00:53:14.000 We clear all of that bullshit because that's all illusion and it's all noise. 00:53:14.079 --> 00:53:16.159 And we clear all of that out inside FlowFM. 00:53:16.719 --> 00:53:33.039 In much less than 13 months, but a 13-month or a 13-moon initiation clears out your attachments to masculine energy and it completely changed the game, changes the game and business and then your financial freedom and your creative liberation and your sexual liberation. 00:53:33.199 --> 00:53:37.440 We also talk about tantric business in Flow of FM. 00:53:37.599 --> 00:53:46.880 Like that's the focus is doing business tantrically, which tantra has been made out to be all about sex, but tantra at its core is working from a conscious place. 00:53:46.960 --> 00:53:51.840 It's when two people come together, all of the boundaries are spoken out out loud. 00:53:52.079 --> 00:53:59.599 And it's like, this is what this is, this is the transaction that's taking place, these are the limits, these are the boundaries, this is what I want, this is what I don't want. 00:53:59.760 --> 00:54:03.199 And it creates a very safe space for intimacy. 00:54:03.519 --> 00:54:06.159 Intimacy does not always mean physical connection or sex. 00:54:06.320 --> 00:54:09.360 Intimacy can be emotional intimacy, mental intimacy. 00:54:09.519 --> 00:54:12.559 It can be like mental stimulation, deep conversation. 00:54:12.639 --> 00:54:18.000 And so tantric business is being in business with people that you deeply trust because they know you. 00:54:18.159 --> 00:54:26.960 And business as it's done now is so impersonal because it's a lot easier to fuck someone over that you're not intimately connected with for some people, right? 00:54:27.039 --> 00:54:30.960 For other people, it's the it's easier to fuck people over that you're intimately connected with. 00:54:31.039 --> 00:54:36.159 But tantric energy work is stating this is what this is. 00:54:36.320 --> 00:54:39.360 And once the it's like setting a contract just with words. 00:54:39.440 --> 00:54:41.840 In tantric business, you don't need contracts. 00:54:42.000 --> 00:54:44.639 There is still a layer of legal protection, right? 00:54:44.960 --> 00:54:48.400 But the point is that the integrity is there. 00:54:48.639 --> 00:54:52.800 Your word is good and your heart is pure when you're meeting and doing business tantrically. 00:54:53.599 --> 00:55:00.159 There's no room for confusion, illusion, distortion, and delusion to enter because we're talking. 00:55:00.320 --> 00:55:01.760 We can communicate with one another. 00:55:01.840 --> 00:55:07.199 We don't give demons the opportunity to fester because we don't assume the worst of each other. 00:55:07.280 --> 00:55:08.639 We assume good intention. 00:55:08.719 --> 00:55:13.119 We assume that we're both working towards understanding in every present moment. 00:55:14.320 --> 00:55:16.239 And that is sisterhood. 00:55:16.320 --> 00:55:18.159 And that's what we're doing inside Flow FM. 00:55:18.480 --> 00:55:23.280 So I'm gonna share a little about my big vision to close this out, just to give you an idea. 00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:27.039 And I had no idea these were my dreams when I first started doing this. 00:55:27.199 --> 00:55:33.199 But now my big vision, um, it's even kind of changing now that I'm really sitting with it. 00:55:33.280 --> 00:55:34.960 I'm on day five of my cycle right now. 00:55:35.039 --> 00:55:42.000 I'm just finishing up my bleed and I've been connecting really deeply with my big vision the last four or five days to prepare for this podcast. 00:55:42.320 --> 00:55:48.000 And I have been invited during this Lionscape portal to dream way fucking bigger. 00:55:48.159 --> 00:55:57.280 Like right now, I'm looking at month-long stays at Four Seasons Resorts as a part of my new big vision in Egypt of all places. 00:55:59.519 --> 00:56:07.440 And so my big vision is I'm I love to like travel and be on the road and be mobile and be able to just pick up and go. 00:56:07.760 --> 00:56:10.960 I no longer need a home that is mine. 00:56:11.039 --> 00:56:11.599 I want one. 00:56:11.760 --> 00:56:24.320 I want a home that I can return to and that I can, you know, set up my witchy kitchen and like have all my potions and things and like have my space, but I haven't had a home since I left my apartment in 2021. 00:56:24.480 --> 00:56:28.159 I bought my bus, New Year's Eve of 2020, going into 21. 00:56:28.239 --> 00:56:30.639 So I bought it December 31st, 2020. 00:56:30.719 --> 00:56:37.119 And then I built my bus out and I left my apartment in Charlotte June 6th of 2021. 00:56:37.360 --> 00:56:39.599 Since then, I have not had a home to myself. 00:56:39.760 --> 00:56:44.480 I have stayed at uh, you know, hotels, I've stayed in Airbnbs a few times, not for extended periods of time. 00:56:44.719 --> 00:56:54.800 I have not had a home to myself where I could wake up, get out of bed, walk into the kitchen, or walk into the bathroom for more than three weeks. 00:56:56.079 --> 00:57:01.920 My goal right now is to get somewhere for four weeks to like regulate my nervous system to my next level. 00:57:02.079 --> 00:57:06.320 But all of that is to say I have detached from like needing a home base. 00:57:06.400 --> 00:57:08.079 And that was not on purpose. 00:57:08.400 --> 00:57:15.119 My spirit guides and my angels drug my ass through the mud to detach from the security of a home. 00:57:15.280 --> 00:57:25.119 My root chakra has been blasted open and then betrayed by the man that I was like invited into my life as a partner to build a business with and to build a life with. 00:57:25.199 --> 00:57:29.360 I was deeply betrayed by the people that were closest to me two years ago. 00:57:29.440 --> 00:57:32.719 And so my root chakra has just been getting blasted. 00:57:33.920 --> 00:57:39.440 So I wanna, I'm saying all of that to say like detaching from having a home is not fucking easy.

00:57:39.760 --> 00:57:48.400 So, me now, my dream is to have, or my big vision, I want to have a van that's easier to drive than my bus. 00:57:48.559 --> 00:57:50.159 My bus was a workout to drive. 00:57:50.239 --> 00:57:52.719 I still have it, um, but I'm not driving it currently. 00:57:52.800 --> 00:57:54.880 It's in North Carolina and I'm in California. 00:57:55.039 --> 00:57:56.559 But I want to have like a retreat van. 00:57:56.639 --> 00:58:00.880 I want this van to have all of the things that I use for retreats. 00:58:01.039 --> 00:58:02.239 I've held several retreats. 00:58:02.400 --> 00:58:05.599 I held one in Las Cruces, New Mexico, and one in Joshua Tree. 00:58:05.840 --> 00:58:19.119 And for those two retreats, I like loaded up the car with big sheer curtains and just decorative pieces and like pompous grass and like and just turned the Airbnb into a temple. 00:58:19.199 --> 00:58:20.480 And I love that shit. 00:58:20.639 --> 00:58:22.559 I don't just love using the Airbnb as it is. 00:58:22.639 --> 00:58:23.440 I want to decorate it up. 00:58:23.599 --> 00:58:25.519 I want to have big drapes hanging down from the ceiling. 00:58:25.599 --> 00:58:26.639 I want flowers everywhere. 00:58:26.719 --> 00:58:27.760 I want all of my things. 00:58:27.920 --> 00:58:32.480 I want the things that feel like home to me to come with me to my retreats. 00:58:32.559 --> 00:58:45.760 And so when I lived in my bus, I also got really used to having my all of my stuff in my closet and my toiletries and all of my like altar pieces and all of my magical things with me at all times. 00:58:46.000 --> 00:58:51.199 And so I want to have a van that is like my retreat van that holds all of the things for retreats. 00:58:51.280 --> 00:58:57.119 And then I can drive domestically here in the States, I can drive this van to retreats that I'm gonna host. 00:58:57.199 --> 00:59:09.599 And I also just basically want to live on the road and I want to stay in five-star luxury boutique hotels in different cities for four weeks at a time, or I want to book an Airbnb for a month or three. 00:59:09.760 --> 00:59:14.000 And this was actually the vision, the same vision that I had when I first started building my bus. 00:59:14.559 --> 00:59:23.599 But there was like this bomb thrown in the middle of my whole bus adventure in the form of a boyfriend that actually redirected my path into a much higher plan. 00:59:23.679 --> 00:59:25.360 Um, and it brought me here to Pebble Beach. 00:59:25.440 --> 00:59:26.320 My bus did. 00:59:26.400 --> 00:59:28.239 So I'm grateful for all of that. 00:59:28.559 --> 00:59:35.840 But now I've been able to see, and I talked earlier how, like in the half new moon phase, we can kind of clock the parts that don't resonate. 00:59:36.000 --> 00:59:38.000 That part of the process is what I was doing. 00:59:38.079 --> 00:59:43.519 I was, I would go all in and I would do something, and I'd be like, hmm, these parts are great, these parts are not so great.

00:59:43.679 --> 00:59:50.159 Let's keep going with the parts that are great and let's leave the not so great parts behind and just keep moving forward in this spiral fashion, right? 00:59:50.320 --> 00:59:57.519 So my big vision is to have this retreat van and basically to just stay in hotels and Airbnbs for the next two years. 00:59:57.599 --> 01:00:02.639 I think maybe over the next two years, I will eventually in that time frame buy a house. 01:00:02.719 --> 01:00:06.719 I'm waiting to find my dream house inside the gates of Pebble Beach. 01:00:06.800 --> 01:00:09.599 I'm gonna have a home inside 17 mile drive. 01:00:09.679 --> 01:00:15.760 Um, perhaps maybe in Carmel, I'm deciding, but I do want to have an office space in Carmel as well as PG. 01:00:16.000 --> 01:00:20.239 But I want to have office spaces all over the country in my favorite places. 01:00:20.400 --> 01:00:28.800 I've got, I know of at least six or seven cities that I want to like have an altar in. 01:00:29.199 --> 01:00:35.119 And this vision used to be that I wanted to have six houses all over, you know, the world or the country. 01:00:35.199 --> 01:00:37.760 And I still do, but it's changed a little. 01:00:37.920 --> 01:00:39.360 I don't need the house. 01:00:39.599 --> 01:00:42.800 I do want a temple space and basically like a church. 01:00:42.880 --> 01:00:51.840 I actually do have this vision to like churches built in the 1800s have a very speci, very special type of magic, and I want to buy some churches, but that's that's a little down the road. 01:00:51.920 --> 01:00:53.679 That vision, I'm still working on that. 01:00:53.840 --> 01:00:56.800 Um, I particularly want to buy churches in other countries. 01:00:56.960 --> 01:01:01.039 I don't have to necessarily do it here in the States, but that's part of my big vision. 01:01:01.119 --> 01:01:18.079 Um, but I want to travel to my different altars in my favorite cities, and I want to host retreats and conferences and just be in this work and be in ceremony and be in sisterhood all over the country, all over the world, all the time. 01:01:18.880 --> 01:01:20.159 And that's my big vision. 01:01:20.239 --> 01:01:22.079 And the version of myself that's doing that. 01:01:22.159 --> 01:01:28.800 I I look exactly like her now, though I'm elevating my look and I'm going bigger with my look now. 01:01:28.880 --> 01:01:32.480 I want to pull in more like Corella Deville energy. 01:01:32.639 --> 01:01:44.880 I want to pull in more of that like um just borderline obnoxious, like luxury style external look. 01:01:45.360 --> 01:01:50.480 I want to be loud about how much I love myself and how much I adorn myself. 01:01:50.639 --> 01:01:53.119 I want to be loud about my self-care practice. 01:01:53.280 --> 01:02:10.960 I want to be loud about how much I believe in who I am and what I am doing, because the louder I am about how much I believe in what I'm doing and how much I love myself, the more permission it gives other women and other men to love themselves and believe in what they're doing. 01:02:11.039 --> 01:02:22.239 It takes nothing away from anyone else to care about your appearance, to care about your energy, to protect your energy, but it gives to the people who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. 01:02:22.320 --> 01:02:24.480 It will attract a lot of people and they're demons. 01:02:24.559 --> 01:02:28.400 But when you have energetic protection, those people don't even get near you. 01:02:29.039 --> 01:02:34.400 They don't even, you don't even get to hear their criticism because they're so far removed from you. 01:02:34.559 --> 01:02:35.840 That is the protection. 01:02:37.440 --> 01:02:42.719 The haters just stay so far away from you because the force field is so strong. 01:02:42.880 --> 01:02:54.480 And what I have learned from energetic protection is if someone cannot make it in front of you, like if they are not in your physical 3D, you can pretty much consider them as like not real. 01:02:54.719 --> 01:02:56.320 And I do this for men in my life. 01:02:56.480 --> 01:03:08.159 If a man cannot show up in front of me, if he cannot bring himself to physically be in front of me or to talk to me or to get to know me before he makes decisions or whatever, then he is definitely not the man for me. 01:03:09.199 --> 01:03:15.679 Because it takes so much to actually get in and manifest into form in front of someone. 01:03:15.840 --> 01:03:17.519 This, I'll explain it like this. 01:03:17.679 --> 01:03:22.719 Have you ever gotten into an altercation with someone, or maybe you're friends with someone? 01:03:23.519 --> 01:03:29.760 And then something happens and they don't talk to you about it, you don't talk to them about it, but now you're just no longer friends anymore. 01:03:30.000 --> 01:03:32.400 I'm the type of person I want to talk in person. 01:03:32.559 --> 01:03:33.760 Let's talk about it. 01:03:34.000 --> 01:03:36.000 I always want to reach understanding. 01:03:36.159 --> 01:03:40.079 There are people in my life that I have quote unquote written off, but I haven't written anyone off. 01:03:40.239 --> 01:03:45.920 I always would want to talk to someone and hear their side of the story because understanding is so easy for me to reach. 01:03:46.079 --> 01:03:53.440 But other people, their demons are so strong in the shame and all of the unconscious ick that's cultivated. 01:03:53.599 --> 01:03:57.039 They would rather not meet face to face and talk about it. 01:03:57.119 --> 01:04:08.079 They would rather sit and spin in those low vibrational, dense feelings and just project, like, oh, um, she's a narcissist or oh, she's all she cares about is money now, or whatever it is that they're saying, right? 01:04:08.480 --> 01:04:12.639 But if you can actually get face to face with someone, the energy is entirely different. 01:04:12.880 --> 01:04:33.199 And 99.9% of the time in the online world, if you're someone who shares your yourself online, your wisdom online, 99.9%

of the time, things that people say in your comments or in your DMs, they will never say to your face because it requires courage to spit that type of hateful energy at someone. 01:04:33.440 --> 01:04:40.559 When we're doing it online with our throat chakra thumbs, it's really easy to project our hate to someone across the world because we don't actually see how it affects them. 01:04:40.719 --> 01:04:44.159 But when you're face to face with someone, you can feel the energy. 01:04:45.440 --> 01:04:49.840 Unless you are an actual narcissist and have no connection to empathy or compassion whatsoever. 01:04:49.920 --> 01:04:55.440 But those people are, they're just they're on the blacklist for your energy field. 01:04:55.679 --> 01:04:57.119 They can't get to you. 01:04:57.280 --> 01:05:10.320 And so energy that does manifest into form in your 3D reality in the form of men, women, people in general, friendships, lovers, I trust who I see in my 3D reality now. 01:05:10.480 --> 01:05:12.159 That doesn't mean that they're meant for me. 01:05:12.320 --> 01:05:19.440 But if if someone is not appearing in my 3D reality, they're not, they they exist, but it's in a different form. 01:05:19.599 --> 01:05:20.719 I don't take it personally. 01:05:20.800 --> 01:05:24.079 I don't take what they're saying to heart the same way. 01:05:24.639 --> 01:05:30.079 Now there is love that comes in that I do receive that love, but I'm trusting that you understand what I'm saying. 01:05:30.639 --> 01:05:38.800 So my big vision is just going fucking bigger with all of this. 01:05:39.199 --> 01:05:44.400 I want to have either a retreat or a conference on the equinoxes and the solstices. 01:05:45.440 --> 01:05:50.480 I want to travel the world and the country in my little retreat van. 01:05:51.679 --> 01:05:59.760 I want to host women here in Pacific Road for one on one business retreats, for like VIP business vortex. 01:06:02.239 --> 01:06:06.079 I want to host breath work initiations, ceremonies. 01:06:06.800 --> 01:06:09.920 And don't even get me started on the caddy magic of this vision. 01:06:10.000 --> 01:06:13.920 Because I haven't even talked about my big vision as it pertains to golf. 01:06:15.599 --> 01:06:20.000 That's a whole I you guys, I love my fucking life. 01:06:20.159 --> 01:06:21.199 I love my fucking life. 01:06:21.280 --> 01:06:22.000 I'm so glad. 01:06:22.159 --> 01:06:27.039 If I could run back in time, I would run barefoot four years back in time. 01:06:27.119 --> 01:06:35.280 I don't think it was four years, but three years back in time and kiss myself on the lips for quitting my job and for doing it scared. 01:06:36.159 --> 01:06:38.400 God, I wish I would have done it sooner. 01:06:39.519 --> 01:06:46.239 So an invitation for you is to do this big vision practice with this next new moon. 01:06:46.320 --> 01:06:47.760 We have a new moon coming on August 12th. 01:06:47.840 --> 01:06:52.880 If you're listening to this after August 12th, you can go inside the flow tell and see what moon phase that we're on. 01:06:52.960 --> 01:06:58.800 There's a lot of ways to find out what moon phase we're in, but you can even just go to Google and say, like, when is the next new moon? 01:06:59.039 --> 01:07:04.159 And you don't, it doesn't have to be during the new moon phase for you to do this big vision practice. 01:07:04.400 --> 01:07:07.199 And I do guided meditations for big vision practices. 01:07:07.360 --> 01:07:09.199 I have some of those in the queendom. 01:07:09.440 --> 01:07:16.480 If you'd like support, because it's not always easy for us to connect ourselves to this big vision because the noise is loud. 01:07:16.639 --> 01:07:19.280 The voice of our inner critic is loud. 01:07:19.599 --> 01:07:25.519 But that inner critic voice gets loudest in that luteal inner autumn half new moon season. 01:07:25.599 --> 01:07:35.119 And when you start to master this framework, this moon magic framework, this womb magic framework, the voice of your inner critic becomes that the voice of the collective. 01:07:35.360 --> 01:07:43.119 That's actually a telepathic tool because you're the voice of your inner critic, you're actually hearing thoughts of other people and their own self-judgment. 01:07:43.199 --> 01:07:51.519 And you can actually tune into other people's consciousness through that frequency of your inner critic, but you have to know it's not critiquing you and you have to not take it personally. 01:07:51.599 --> 01:07:54.400 Um, the four agreements is a great book to read. 01:07:54.559 --> 01:07:58.480 It talks about like there's four things to do, and one of them is to not take things personally. 01:08:02.239 --> 01:08:03.360 This is great stuff. 01:08:03.599 --> 01:08:17.279 Another practice that you can do to leverage this first moon cycle of autumn, if you are a member of the queendom and you do have access to the flow till to start tracking your cycle and your thoughts in the flow till. 01:08:17.760 --> 01:08:26.079 And there is a moony magic, so a money magic practice that I'm gonna share in the queendom and invite all the queendom members into. 01:08:26.640 --> 01:08:28.479 I have a printout. 01:08:28.560 --> 01:08:32.800 So this chart that I had you draw, the x-axis and the y-axis. 01:08:32.960 --> 01:08:34.720 I have something called the flow map. 01:08:34.800 --> 01:08:39.439 This is actually a tool that I use for cycle tracking after you've tracked your cycle for 28 days. 01:08:39.600 --> 01:08:51.199 I recommend kind of reading through your journal notes and seeing what themes come up for each of the four inner seasons and writing those themes down on this four quadrant flow map that we've drawn. 01:08:51.359 --> 01:08:54.239 But I have one that you can print out for money magic. 01:08:54.479 --> 01:09:00.079 And starting on August 12th, the new moon, I want you to look at your Yoni every day, no matter what. 01:09:00.239 --> 01:09:14.720 But on August 12th, if you look at your Yoni in

the mirror and praise her and love on her and check your bank account every morning from August 12th to uh uh September 9th, I believe is the next dark moon. 01:09:15.279 --> 01:09:20.399 I want you to write down on this flow map in alignment with each of the four phases. 01:09:20.479 --> 01:09:22.239 So we'll start in the bottom left corner. 01:09:22.399 --> 01:09:28.159 I want you to write down your account balance every day for the full moon cycle. 01:09:28.239 --> 01:09:32.000 I was gonna say 28 days, but I think it's like 29 days this next moon cycle. 01:09:32.239 --> 01:09:40.159 Every day you wake up, you look at your Yoni in the mirror, tell her you love her, and then check your bank account, completely detach from the number. 01:09:40.319 --> 01:09:42.000 The number is fake, okay? 01:09:42.159 --> 01:09:43.520 That number is not real. 01:09:43.680 --> 01:09:46.560 And you're gonna say to me, Well, Megan, I can't pay my bills. 01:09:46.640 --> 01:09:47.520 Is that real? 01:09:48.640 --> 01:09:50.800 Don't even talk to me about not being able to pay your bills. 01:09:50.880 --> 01:09:52.479 Okay, I have zero sympathy for you. 01:09:52.640 --> 01:09:55.680 I have compassion for you, but I have zero sympathy for you. 01:09:56.000 --> 01:10:03.199 Come sit down with me in person and let me tell you about my money magic journey over the last four years, and you'll understand why I have no sympathy for you. 01:10:03.359 --> 01:10:04.479 Detach from the money. 01:10:04.560 --> 01:10:05.439 It is not real. 01:10:05.680 --> 01:10:17.520 Wake up in the morning, look at your bank account, write down that number, and start connecting the moon's energy and start working with Mooney instead of money, M-O-O-N-Y, N-E-Y, Mooney magic. 01:10:17.680 --> 01:10:21.039 Write down your account balance on this flow map, right? 01:10:21.119 --> 01:10:23.760 So days 27 through, you know what? 01:10:23.920 --> 01:10:28.560 I'm gonna pause one second and figure out exactly what day of the moon cycle we're on right now. 01:10:28.800 --> 01:10:30.399 Okay, how beautiful is this? 01:10:30.720 --> 01:10:35.039 The new moon phase starts tomorrow on August 9th. 01:10:35.279 --> 01:10:38.000 So that's day 27 of the moon cycle. 01:10:38.079 --> 01:10:44.399 So as of tomorrow, and again, whenever you're listening to this podcast, just relate this information accordingly. 01:10:44.720 --> 01:10:47.439 But on August 9th, the new moon phase begins. 01:10:47.520 --> 01:10:53.680 And if you want a tool that's really helpful that tells, like that helps you see all this inside the queendom, there's a button. 01:10:53.760 --> 01:10:57.680 If you scroll on the homepage, there's a button that says moon calendar printout. 01:10:57.920 --> 01:11:00.000 It is a, it's just a paper. 01:11:00.079 --> 01:11:00.880 That's what I'm looking at. 01:11:00.960 --> 01:11:04.960 This is how I keep up with where the moon is at, when the phases shift, what day we're on. 01:11:05.199 --> 01:11:10.239 But I have created a moon calendar that is kind of like the Gregorian calendar. 01:11:10.399 --> 01:11:13.039 The Gregorian calendar starts on the first day of the month. 01:11:13.199 --> 01:11:17.840 So on the calendar, March 1st will be the first day, April 1st, etc. 01:11:18.319 --> 01:11:21.039 The moon calendar starts on the new moon. 01:11:21.199 --> 01:11:25.920 So the summer waning moon, which is what we're in right now, is the cycle we're finishing. 01:11:26.159 --> 01:11:29.840 For example, the calendar starts on day one of the moon cycle. 01:11:29.920 --> 01:11:32.159 So the new moon, and that was on July 14th. 01:11:32.239 --> 01:11:36.239 So this calendar starts July 14th and it ends on August 11th. 01:11:36.800 --> 01:11:44.880 But just go, you can go into the Queendom and click moon calendar printout, and you can print that out and actually have it in your hand like I do. 01:11:45.039 --> 01:11:49.199 There's also a box in the top right corner for you to track what day of your cycle you're on. 01:11:49.359 --> 01:11:51.680 And I talk about cycle forecasting. 01:11:51.920 --> 01:12:02.560 So knowing where you're gonna be at in your cycle for the upcoming four weeks, you can plan your events, you can plan your whole life around your energy, around your womb. 01:12:02.720 --> 01:12:05.439 This will this will make everything so much easier. 01:12:05.680 --> 01:12:10.720 You will use way less effort and way more magic to achieve the things that you want to achieve. 01:12:10.880 --> 01:12:19.840 You will serve people in your life more, you will love yourself and you will magnetize the resources to build the empire and the queendom that you're creating in your big vision. 01:12:20.000 --> 01:12:23.039 So tomorrow, August 9th is day 27. 01:12:23.520 --> 01:12:33.039 So from August 9th through August 16th, we're gonna be in this new moon phase. 01:12:33.199 --> 01:12:39.119 And so you can see on the chart that I had you draw, the new moon phase is days 27 through 5. 01:12:39.279 --> 01:12:48.159 What that means is days 27 of the moon cycle or of your cycle through day five of the moon cycle, we're in the half new moon phase, or excuse me, we're in the new moon phase. 01:12:48.239 --> 01:12:51.199 And the new moon itself is on a specific day. 01:12:51.279 --> 01:12:53.520 So this coming new moon is on August 12th. 01:12:53.600 --> 01:12:56.000 It falls right in the middle of that phase. 01:12:56.239 --> 01:13:01.840 Leveraging the phases of the moon is a powerful business tool. 01:13:02.000 --> 01:13:03.119 I cannot express it enough. 01:13:03.199 --> 01:13:05.359 We're talking about this in FlowFM right now. 01:13:05.680 --> 01:13:07.760 Oh, it's so powerful. 01:13:08.079 --> 01:13:09.760 It's so powerful. 01:13:10.479 --> 01:13:28.079 So use this flow map, align with what day of the moon you're on, figure out what phase of the moon we're in or what season we're in, check your bank account every morning and write down the balance with joy in your heart and gratitude in your heart, even if you're not grateful for it, even if it's negative, write it down. 01:13:28.319 --> 01:13:31.039 Track it and just watch. 01:13:31.279 --> 01:13:34.880 August is the most powerful month for this shit, okay? 01:13:35.279 --> 01:13:38.560 Just watch what happens. 01:13:39.039 --> 01:13:50.479 Track your bank accounts in each quadrant, and then at the end of the month, we're gonna burn this paper in ceremony and offer it to the dark moon on September 9th. 01:13:50.640 --> 01:13:55.439 Because I think the next new moon after August is September 10th, but I'm not totally sure. 01:13:56.319 --> 01:14:02.399 And we're gonna ritually burn this and do more money magic with it together in the queendom. 01:14:02.880 --> 01:14:07.039 So that is your new moon goofin' challenge. 01:14:07.359 --> 01:14:10.479 It will change your life, I promise you. 01:14:11.840 --> 01:14:16.399 And also look at your Yoni every morning because she's perfect and she deserves all of your love. 01:14:18.560 --> 01:14:19.760 Alright, lover girl. 01:14:20.079 --> 01:14:21.199 Thank you for tuning in. 01:14:22.079 --> 01:14:26.079 I'll see you here next week, and I will see you on the moon.