התמלול המלא של Ep. 5

--> 00:01:57.920 Yeah. 00:01:58.079 --> 00:01:59.040 And you know when to pull that. 00:01:59.200 --> 00:02:00.640 You pull it 10 degrees before. 00:02:00.719 --> 00:02:00.799 Right. 00:02:00.959 --> 00:02:01.439 And you let it sit. 00:02:01.599 --> 00:02:02.480 And then it let it sit. 00:02:02.640 --> 00:02:03.280 It cooks. 00:02:03.599 --> 00:02:04.159 Yes. 00:02:05.280 --> 00:02:08.240 Because you and God bless your mother. 00:02:08.879 --> 00:02:12.560 Y'all fucking cook that chicken until it is dry. 00:02:12.879 --> 00:02:14.240 There's no juice left. 00:02:14.319 --> 00:02:15.199 It's like jerky. 00:02:15.520 --> 00:02:17.120 It's like all jerky. 00:02:17.599 --> 00:02:19.120 I'm just chicken jerky. 00:02:19.360 --> 00:02:21.919 It's like that scene in uh every time I'm like Christmas vacation. 00:02:23.280 --> 00:02:24.319 When they cut the turkey. 00:02:24.400 --> 00:02:27.280 It's like I know we put it in the phone. 00:02:27.439 --> 00:02:32.560 Dude, there are multiple times where I'm like, damn, baby, you you gotta, you're like, whoa, there's a little pink in there. 00:02:32.639 --> 00:02:35.520 I'm like a tiny pink, like a tiny shade of pink. 00:02:35.599 --> 00:02:38.560 I'm like, it's not supposed to be like I just get freaked out with chicken. 00:02:38.960 --> 00:02:39.919 It just freaks me out. 00:02:40.080 --> 00:02:41.360 But I've gotten so much better. 00:02:41.520 --> 00:02:42.479 Yeah, yeah. 00:02:42.800 --> 00:02:55.759 But I tried, I tried to make something, and it was so and again, you know, we were, you know, you were saying we don't really we we don't have something in the house, or it and I'm like, try to do what you do. 00:02:55.919 --> 00:02:57.680 Yeah, you make things out of nothing. 00:02:57.840 --> 00:03:06.639 I'm like, there's nothing in the house, and you just make like buttered noodles and whatever is left there, and it's awesome and it's amazing. 00:03:06.960 --> 00:03:08.240 I tried that. 00:03:08.479 --> 00:03:10.639 Uh fucking horrible. 00:03:10.800 --> 00:03:13.840 I tried to make something very simple in my mind. 00:03:14.400 --> 00:03:22.000 Now I wish you would have told me what your thought process was because I would have told you like that kind of that type of space. 00:03:22.319 --> 00:03:23.520 Well, let's tell them what I made. 00:03:23.759 --> 00:03:25.520 It was a chicken Alfredo. 00:03:25.759 --> 00:03:32.000 Yeah, but you use spaghetti noodles, chicken, and then you put this like lemon alfredo sauce from Trader Joe's. 00:03:32.800 --> 00:03:33.280 I understand. 00:03:33.360 --> 00:03:36.159 I wish you would have told me though, because we could have made a sauce. 00:03:36.400 --> 00:03:41.280 We could have made our own cheese sauce, and you wouldn't, you don't do spaghetti noodles. 00:03:41.520 --> 00:03:42.240 That's all we had. 00:03:42.400 --> 00:03:44.479 No, we had penne up up at the top. 00:03:44.719 --> 00:03:45.680 Yes, we did. 00:03:46.080 --> 00:03:48.000 And penne would have been better with the chicken. 00:03:48.240 --> 00:03:49.120 Spaghetti and chicken. 00:03:49.599 --> 00:03:53.280 Penne is spaghetti and chicken. 00:03:53.360 --> 00:04:01.360 It's those two things that they just unless you're having a full like chicken parmesan, you can put spaghetti noodles under. 00:04:01.599 --> 00:04:01.759 Yeah. 00:04:01.919 --> 00:04:02.719 That makes sense. 00:04:02.960 --> 00:04:06.719 But like chunks of chicken, you can't do a spaghetti. 00:04:07.280 --> 00:04:11.039 You guys can't see me, but my head is like, I'm like sinking in this tear. 00:04:11.120 --> 00:04:18.079 I'm like, I just I just wish you would have told me that it's I will I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to have to get up and do something. 00:04:18.240 --> 00:04:19.120 I was trying to be nice. 00:04:19.279 --> 00:04:19.600 I know. 00:04:19.759 --> 00:04:21.199 It was and I would have eaten it. 00:04:21.279 --> 00:04:23.759 It's just that no, I couldn't do it either. 00:04:23.920 --> 00:04:25.759 Like I was like, and so I ate a can of it. 00:04:25.920 --> 00:04:27.439 I can see why we never used it. 00:04:27.680 --> 00:04:28.079 Yeah. 00:04:28.319 --> 00:04:33.680 I'll never I even looked at it, I'm like, well, that sounds weird, but okay. 00:04:33.920 --> 00:04:36.560 I had some tin fish and a cracker. 00:04:37.040 --> 00:04:39.680 I had one, like two bites of that. 00:04:39.759 --> 00:04:44.079 And I'm like, I had like a scone, muffin, chipotle, but you know that thing goes right through you. 00:04:44.160 --> 00:04:46.000 Yeah, chipotle goes right through you. 00:04:46.560 --> 00:04:47.439 A yogurt. 00:04:47.839 --> 00:04:49.439 So you had breakfast, lunch, and snack. 00:04:49.839 --> 00:04:49.920 Yeah. 00:04:50.720 --> 00:04:51.439 Not my shrine. 00:04:52.000 --> 00:04:52.319 No. 00:04:52.560 --> 00:04:52.720 No. 00:04:53.120 --> 00:04:54.720 That's okay, because it's mine. 00:04:55.120 --> 00:04:55.600 I know. 00:04:55.920 --> 00:04:57.120 But it but I feel bad. 00:04:57.279 --> 00:04:59.439 I do feel bad when you like come home. 00:04:59.600 --> 00:05:00.560 You work too. 00:05:00.800 --> 00:05:01.439 Yeah. 00:05:02.639 --> 00:05:08.800 And then you gotta like do that, and I'm gassed from being like outside all day. 00:05:08.879 --> 00:05:10.160 I'm like, can I just get a minute? 00:05:10.240 --> 00:05:12.480 And you're like, Well, I gotta make dinner. 00:05:12.639 --> 00:05:14.879 I'm like, oh god, I feel bad. 00:05:15.199 --> 00:05:18.160 I feel bad, but you're so much better. 00:05:18.639 --> 00:05:19.360 It is what it is. 00:05:19.519 --> 00:05:22.160 But if it's just craft mac and cheese, I'll fuck it up. 00:05:22.240 --> 00:05:22.879 Yeah, let's go. 00:05:23.199 --> 00:05:23.439 Yeah. 00:05:23.680 --> 00:05:26.319 I enjoy cooking though, for the most part. 00:05:26.639 --> 00:05:27.839 I I do like it. 00:05:27.920 --> 00:05:28.800 It's different now. 00:05:28.959 --> 00:05:37.680 I used to have like my music on and candle lit and a glass

of wine, and it was like a whole thing for me, and it was very calming. 00:05:37.839 --> 00:05:38.720 I like doing that. 00:05:38.959 --> 00:05:42.319 Now it's not feeling like that. 00:05:42.879 --> 00:05:43.600 Fucking process. 00:05:43.839 --> 00:05:48.879 But I did have Ireland up on the counter with me watching me chop up the stuff, and that was cute. 00:05:48.959 --> 00:05:50.399 She was very interested in cooking. 00:05:50.480 --> 00:05:57.839 So yeah, when I do the uh when like I clean the kitchen or do the dishes or something, and I'm like, I I can't hold you right now. 00:05:57.920 --> 00:06:00.639 I have like washing those bottles is like a two thing. 00:06:01.120 --> 00:06:01.839 Fucking god. 00:06:02.399 --> 00:06:07.839 We can get into that in a minute, but um no, she does great in that little uh chair. 00:06:07.920 --> 00:06:08.959 I don't know what what are they called? 00:06:09.120 --> 00:06:10.639 Bumbo bum bumbos. 00:06:11.040 --> 00:06:11.839 Yeah, she loves it. 00:06:12.000 --> 00:06:17.279 She loves it, she's like part of it, and she likes that, and I like that, and I can't wait until she's old enough to cook with me. 00:06:18.319 --> 00:06:18.720 That'll be cool. 00:06:18.879 --> 00:06:20.000 Or like when she starts like baking. 00:06:20.480 --> 00:06:22.240 Baking and yeah, I'm very excited about that. 00:06:22.560 --> 00:06:23.120 That'll be cute. 00:06:23.279 --> 00:06:25.839 See, I mean, we'll get back to all that kind of stuff. 00:06:26.160 --> 00:06:27.439 Oh yeah, it's the first year. 00:06:27.839 --> 00:06:34.480 It's fucking and I know maybe we're just we'll go back and listen to this and go, how naive were we? 00:06:34.720 --> 00:06:36.480 But it's actually fucking worse. 00:06:36.560 --> 00:06:37.120 No, I don't know. 00:06:37.279 --> 00:06:44.079 No, I mean a lot of people say it's like, oh yeah, I mean, like, it gets more crazy because now they can tell you they can talk. 00:06:44.319 --> 00:06:48.959 I think that when people are like, oh my god, like they start talking and walking and fucking terrible. 00:06:49.040 --> 00:06:53.279 I'm like, I just don't think that maybe you like being a parent that much. 00:06:53.600 --> 00:06:54.160 I don't know. 00:06:54.240 --> 00:07:00.480 I I I think people that complain about their kids all the time, like this stage sucks, that stage sucked, that was shit. 00:07:00.639 --> 00:07:06.879 I'm like, maybe you just don't like being a parent because you're not embracing, yes, it's fucking hard. 00:07:07.199 --> 00:07:09.199 We all know that there are shitty parts. 00:07:09.360 --> 00:07:11.920 Literally, she just shit up her back the other day. 00:07:12.079 --> 00:07:13.120 That was disgusting. 00:07:13.360 --> 00:07:14.000 That was horrible. 00:07:14.240 --> 00:07:20.079 We all know that there are parts and there there are times where you're like, fuck, this is really hard. 00:07:20.319 --> 00:07:20.639 Yeah. 00:07:20.800 --> 00:07:22.480 But you love it, right? 00:07:22.639

--> 00:07:24.560 I mean, at the end of the day, you love being a parent. 00:07:24.639 --> 00:07:27.360 I love watching her grow and learn. 00:07:27.680 --> 00:07:29.120 Do I get fucking irritated? 00:07:29.199 --> 00:07:29.519 Yeah. 00:07:29.680 --> 00:07:31.759 Am I gonna get fucking irritated when she's older? 00:07:31.920 --> 00:07:32.399 Yeah. 00:07:32.639 --> 00:07:36.000 But I'm gonna love it because I love being a mom. 00:07:36.160 --> 00:07:36.959 I love being a parent. 00:07:37.040 --> 00:07:41.279 And I feel like people that complain all the time and they're like, oh my god, it's just way worse. 00:07:41.439 --> 00:07:42.959 Like, buckle up, it gets worse. 00:07:43.199 --> 00:07:45.040 I'm like, I just feel like you don't love this. 00:07:45.199 --> 00:07:47.519 I feel like you don't like the journey of that. 00:07:47.759 --> 00:07:48.160 Yeah. 00:07:48.319 --> 00:07:51.759 Because you're not finding anything good about any of it. 00:07:52.000 --> 00:07:53.519 Maybe you just don't like it. 00:07:53.839 --> 00:07:58.720 I think all of the stages are probably gonna have their, you know, there's always gonna be pros and cons. 00:07:58.879 --> 00:08:03.040 I know what's gonna irritate me already, but I'm I'm already anticipating. 00:08:03.279 --> 00:08:06.240 She's gonna get into fucking everything we have. 00:08:06.480 --> 00:08:09.439 All my all my like speaker wires and shit. 00:08:09.519 --> 00:08:11.199 I'm like already looking at the house. 00:08:11.439 --> 00:08:14.720 There's stages of fucking my 20s that were terrible. 00:08:14.959 --> 00:08:16.319 I mean, like what's real? 00:08:16.639 --> 00:08:17.519 There's a stage of everything. 00:08:17.839 --> 00:08:21.120 Your parents weren't having to be par Yeah. 00:08:21.360 --> 00:08:27.519 My parents were still in my I was still living there when I was in college. 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:30.879 In my twenties, still being an asshole. 00:08:31.120 --> 00:08:31.600 Yeah. 00:08:31.839 --> 00:08:38.720 I'd actually like my dad to be on this podcast so I could ask him who was the hardest to raise out of us? 00:08:38.960 --> 00:08:43.679 Who do who does he think would be I would imagine he would say Sid. 00:08:44.080 --> 00:08:44.480 Yeah. 00:08:44.720 --> 00:08:47.679 And not even like just because she was the first. 00:08:47.840 --> 00:08:48.080 Yeah. 00:08:48.399 --> 00:08:49.840 She was the first to go through everything. 00:08:50.159 --> 00:08:50.799 She was more rebellious. 00:08:51.840 --> 00:08:54.399 Well, and he had to learn everything with her. 00:08:54.720 --> 00:08:58.320 Just like I feel like the first one is probably always not always the hardest. 00:08:58.480 --> 00:08:59.039 You always have your own. 00:08:59.360 --> 00:09:02.799 No, I think you're you're you were harder than Kelsey. 00:09:04.159 --> 00:09:07.360 I feel like your parents would say, Bring your dad in here. 00:09:08.480 --> 00:09:09.759 Let me ask him. 00:09:10.799 --> 00:09:12.720 Bring your mom bring your mom

in here. 00:09:13.440 --> 00:09:13.759 Okay. 00:09:14.960 --> 00:09:15.279 Okay. 00:09:15.919 --> 00:09:20.720 My question was we were talking about who who is harder to raise. 00:09:20.879 --> 00:09:24.399 And we were talking about the first kids usually the hardest. 00:09:24.559 --> 00:09:27.440 And I said, No, I think you were harder to raise than Kelsey. 00:09:27.519 --> 00:09:31.360 And so I said, Bring your mom down here because I'd like to know who is harder. 00:09:32.480 --> 00:09:35.360 Well, they both were challenging for different reasons, right? 00:09:36.000 --> 00:09:41.919 So I think it was harder for us to dress to Kelsey when she was an infant because obviously it was the first one, right? 00:09:42.000 --> 00:09:42.159 Right. 00:09:42.879 --> 00:09:44.639 But yeah, he takes a cake. 00:09:44.960 --> 00:09:46.639 So I mean, he was harder. 00:09:47.039 --> 00:09:50.799 Oh, please, don't even don't even question that. 00:09:50.960 --> 00:09:51.279 Yeah. 00:09:51.759 --> 00:09:54.080 You were harder from the time you started school. 00:09:54.240 --> 00:10:00.000 So I would say from third or fourth grade you were hard. 00:10:00.240 --> 00:10:00.639 Yeah. 00:10:00.879 --> 00:10:01.440 I knew it. 00:10:01.679 --> 00:10:04.080 I knew she that you were gonna be harder than Kelsey. 00:10:04.399 --> 00:10:04.639 Yeah. 00:10:04.799 --> 00:10:05.600 You were harder. 00:10:05.759 --> 00:10:13.039 I mean, you know, you you struggled with attention issues and, you know, getting things done and that and that was just a struggle for all of us. 00:10:13.200 --> 00:10:14.559 We lost all of that struggle. 00:10:14.799 --> 00:10:14.960 Yeah. 00:10:15.360 --> 00:10:16.799 So in that way it was harder. 00:10:17.200 --> 00:10:28.799 Um, but then, you know, it kind of flip-flop because as Kelsey got into high school, there were different issue, girl issues there and friend issues and and bad girl and mean girl kind of stuff. 00:10:28.879 --> 00:10:31.519 And that that was hard to deal with. 00:10:31.600 --> 00:10:34.399 And and what was that website? 00:10:34.559 --> 00:10:37.519 Um it wasn't Facebook, but what MySpace. 00:10:38.000 --> 00:10:38.399 My space. 00:10:38.639 --> 00:10:39.279 Oh my god. 00:10:39.519 --> 00:10:42.000 We had to learn how to get techie. 00:10:42.159 --> 00:10:42.399 Yeah. 00:10:42.559 --> 00:10:43.600 When we had no clue. 00:10:43.759 --> 00:10:44.080 Yeah. 00:10:44.320 --> 00:10:49.279 So that was really hard for us to adjust to and try to stay ahead of the technology. 00:10:49.360 --> 00:10:50.240 It was impossible. 00:10:50.399 --> 00:10:50.799 Yeah. 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:54.559 So you know, so there were there were hard points along the way. 00:10:54.720 --> 00:10:55.200 Yeah. 00:10:55.519 --> 00:11:02.000 But I think he probably overall took more of our energy than anyone. 00:11:02.240 --> 00:11:02.799 Oh yeah. 00:11:03.120 --> 00:11:03.759 Definitely. 00:11:04.480 --> 00:11:06.720 But we're so pleased with the outcome. 00:11:07.120 --> 00:11:08.000 Yeah, look at you now. 00:11:08.320 --> 00:11:08.639 You know? 00:11:08.720 --> 00:11:08.879 Yeah. 00:11:11.840 --> 00:11:12.159 Yeah. 00:11:12.639 --> 00:11:12.960 See? 00:11:13.600 --> 00:11:14.080 Great. 00:11:15.679 --> 00:11:16.320 Wow. 00:11:16.960 --> 00:11:18.320 I was harder to raise. 00:11:18.480 --> 00:11:18.879 Yeah. 00:11:19.279 --> 00:11:22.320 You just had different, I mean, you didn't respond to anything, Pate. 00:11:22.480 --> 00:11:22.960 You know that. 00:11:23.120 --> 00:11:23.679 You remember that. 00:11:24.000 --> 00:11:24.480 Oh, I remember. 00:11:24.720 --> 00:11:31.919 I mean, I taped freaking$50 bills on your bedroom wall to get you to take your homework in on time, and that just didn't even affect you. 00:11:32.159 --> 00:11:33.200 You had seriously. 00:11:33.519 --> 00:11:34.080 No, I didn't care. 00:11:34.240 --> 00:11:36.240 There was a 50 tape to his bedroom wall. 00:11:36.399 --> 00:11:39.279 If you can just return your homework on time, the homework was done. 00:11:39.679 --> 00:11:43.200 But it was gathering mold in his backpack. 00:11:43.519 --> 00:11:44.320 Oh my gosh. 00:11:44.639 --> 00:11:48.480 And those are the reasons that you know, those those were the things that were challenging. 00:11:48.559 --> 00:11:51.919 We just didn't know how to motivate him. 00:11:52.399 --> 00:11:52.639 Yeah. 00:11:52.879 --> 00:11:54.559 I just was it was rough. 00:11:55.440 --> 00:11:57.360 $50 bills, and he said no. 00:11:57.840 --> 00:11:58.480 I didn't care. 00:11:58.960 --> 00:11:59.759 It wasn't no. 00:12:00.320 --> 00:12:02.320 It wasn't even like a no defiant. 00:12:02.399 --> 00:12:03.919 It was just I can't hear you. 00:12:04.399 --> 00:12:09.679 It wasn't even uh It wasn't that I I said no to it. 00:12:10.000 --> 00:12:11.279 I wasn't defiant. 00:12:11.440 --> 00:12:14.000 I just didn't I had no motivation. 00:12:14.159 --> 00:12:15.200 I mean zero. 00:12:15.519 --> 00:12:17.360 I just didn't care. 00:12:18.240 --> 00:12:20.000 I truly did not care. 00:12:20.559 --> 00:12:21.200 Interesting. 00:12:22.000 --> 00:12:22.399 Yeah. 00:12:23.519 --> 00:12:24.480 Maybe I'll try it now. 00:12:24.879 --> 00:12:29.600 Tape a fifty to the back of our how and how do you I mean how do you get it? 00:12:29.759 --> 00:12:30.000 Hold on. 00:12:30.159 --> 00:12:30.559 Hold on. 00:12:30.639 --> 00:12:33.840 What do you think I I don't do that you need to motivate me to? 00:12:34.080 --> 00:12:37.039 I don't know, the deck or the or the storage unit. 00:12:37.120 --> 00:12:41.039 And I'll put a fifty bucks and if you can clean it out, I'll give it to you. 00:12:41.840 --> 00:12:42.559 You're so wrong. 00:12:43.120 --> 00:12:43.759 You know. 00:12:44.399 --> 00:12:45.840 You know about the storage unit. 00:12:45.919 --> 00:12:46.320 Yeah. 00:12:46.480 --> 00:12:46.799 Yeah. 00:12:46.960 --> 00:12:47.919 I'm gonna try it. 00:12:48.799 --> 00:12:49.440 I'll do a hundred. 00:12:49.519 --> 00:12:50.320 Maybe

that'll be better. 00:12:50.639 --> 00:12:52.000 This was a fun segment. 00:12:52.480 --> 00:12:54.960 Uh apparently I was the hardest. 00:12:55.440 --> 00:12:56.000 Great. 00:12:56.320 --> 00:12:57.679 You set yourself up for that. 00:12:57.759 --> 00:12:58.240 You knew that. 00:12:58.320 --> 00:12:58.559 Yeah. 00:12:58.799 --> 00:12:59.440 No, I really do. 00:12:59.679 --> 00:13:04.799 I'm like, I think Kelsey was a little He's like, no, the first one I'm like, no, not everything I've heard. 00:13:04.960 --> 00:13:05.919 It would be you. 00:13:06.799 --> 00:13:07.360 Yeah. 00:13:07.759 --> 00:13:08.159 Yeah. 00:13:08.559 --> 00:13:09.600 You were the hardest. 00:13:09.679 --> 00:13:13.360 I mean, again, with Kelsey, I had to we had to adapt. 00:13:13.440 --> 00:13:18.080 And I I mean it it took away I say this negatively, but it really wasn't. 00:13:18.159 --> 00:13:20.320 But it takes away your freedom and your flexibility. 00:13:20.399 --> 00:13:20.639 Yeah. 00:13:21.039 --> 00:13:27.279 And you know, and that's that's a hard lesson to learn, even though you are you feel like you are so ready to be a parent. 00:13:27.440 --> 00:13:27.679 Oh yeah. 00:13:27.840 --> 00:13:29.440 You so want this baby so much. 00:13:29.679 --> 00:13:34.320 I mean and then you get them and and it's still wonderful, you know, all the beautiful things. 00:13:34.639 --> 00:13:39.360 But but you're not free anymore, and you don't have any money anymore. 00:13:39.519 --> 00:13:44.399 And you know, and you just you you're sleep deprived for days on end. 00:13:44.559 --> 00:13:51.840 And yeah, you know, and there's all kinds of other problems to figure out when the kids are sick, and who's gonna watch them when you have to go to work and yeah. 00:13:52.080 --> 00:13:56.080 So it was just, you know, a constant flow of problem solving. 00:13:56.320 --> 00:13:59.679 But you know, it doesn't make what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. 00:13:59.840 --> 00:14:05.840 I mean you you rise up and you figure it out and you know it kind of prepares you for the for the tougher years to come. 00:14:06.080 --> 00:14:06.720 Yeah. 00:14:08.159 --> 00:14:10.559 You seem surprised, you seem shocked. 00:14:11.919 --> 00:14:13.279 I'm a little surprised. 00:14:13.519 --> 00:14:13.840 I don't know. 00:14:14.080 --> 00:14:16.879 I just think I was just the sweet baby boy. 00:14:17.600 --> 00:14:21.440 I knew I had my issues, but okay. 00:14:22.000 --> 00:14:23.519 Sweet baby boy. 00:14:24.399 --> 00:14:25.759 Well, this was fun. 00:14:26.080 --> 00:14:32.960 Um, I guess we'll get back to I still think Sydney was probably the hardest. 00:14:33.120 --> 00:14:33.759 Oh yeah, 100%. 00:14:34.320 --> 00:14:37.200 I I would love to that's because I was like a recluse. 00:14:37.440 --> 00:14:38.480 I stayed in my room. 00:14:38.639 --> 00:14:41.279 I was like, I don't want anything to do with anything. 00:14:41.759 --> 00:14:48.639 So it was way harder for her because she was very rebellious and was doing all the stuff. 00:14:48.720 --> 00:14:51.279 And I was like, nah, I don't want any part of that. 00:14:51.759 --> 00:14:53.440 So good girl. 00:14:53.759 --> 00:14:54.320 Good girl. 00:14:54.799 --> 00:14:55.039 Yeah. 00:14:55.200 --> 00:14:55.519 All right. 00:14:55.679 --> 00:14:57.120 Uh yeah, wow, okay. 00:14:57.919 --> 00:14:59.840 I really want you to learn sign language with me. 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:01.039 I'm doing so well. 00:15:01.120 --> 00:15:02.480 I I will hype myself up. 00:15:02.559 --> 00:15:03.679 I am I love it. 00:15:03.840 --> 00:15:05.120 It is so fun to learn. 00:15:05.279 --> 00:15:12.480 But I need you to learn so that we can sign when we're at things and we can talk to each other from across the room. 00:15:12.639 --> 00:15:13.200 I'm down. 00:15:13.279 --> 00:15:16.720 Honestly, when you told me at first, I felt like I was just like, what? 00:15:16.879 --> 00:15:19.279 Yeah, yeah, like didn't give a fuck. 00:15:19.519 --> 00:15:20.320 I was like, okay. 00:15:20.639 --> 00:15:22.559 In that moment, I I didn't. 00:15:22.639 --> 00:15:25.440 I'm like, I don't, I'm so tired. 00:15:25.519 --> 00:15:26.559 I was so tired. 00:15:26.639 --> 00:15:30.240 I was kind of sick, still feel a little sick. 00:15:31.039 --> 00:15:34.240 And now, but now I got like decent sleep last night. 00:15:34.320 --> 00:15:36.639 I'm like, yeah, yeah, I've always wanted to do that. 00:15:36.720 --> 00:15:38.399 We've always wanted to do that with each other. 00:15:38.559 --> 00:15:39.039 I'm in. 00:15:39.200 --> 00:15:40.480 That sounds fun as hell. 00:15:40.720 --> 00:15:41.440 It's pretty fun. 00:15:41.600 --> 00:15:41.919 Yeah. 00:15:42.159 --> 00:15:42.720 I love it. 00:15:42.879 --> 00:15:44.000 I I love it too. 00:15:44.159 --> 00:15:45.919 I I love that you're doing it. 00:15:46.159 --> 00:15:46.559 Yeah. 00:15:46.879 --> 00:15:50.000 But yeah, when you first brought it, I'm like, what? 00:15:50.480 --> 00:15:53.360 No, I want to learn a language right now. 00:15:53.519 --> 00:15:55.200 Like, I'm so tired. 00:15:55.360 --> 00:15:56.559 I'm so done. 00:15:57.120 --> 00:15:58.159 I am curious. 00:15:58.480 --> 00:16:04.320 So I can set it up where we can Bluetooth your phone to this and we can hear uh call. 00:16:04.559 --> 00:16:06.559 You should call your dad and ask. 00:16:07.440 --> 00:16:09.039 Who is harder to raise? 00:16:09.279 --> 00:16:09.919 Yep. 00:16:10.320 --> 00:16:13.919 So our guess is I think he'll say Sid. 00:16:14.480 --> 00:16:16.480 I think he'll say Sydney as well. 00:16:16.799 --> 00:16:19.200 Or he'll do the thing where he'll say Cam as well. 00:16:20.720 --> 00:16:21.679 In your own ways. 00:16:21.919 --> 00:16:25.440 No, he won't say Cam because I'm asking him specifically between me and Sydney. 00:16:25.679 --> 00:16:32.080 Well, you should say out of all the kids, I already know it's gonna be Cameron because he's older and they're dealing with it. 00:16:32.480 --> 00:16:35.120 Yeah, but I already know.

00:16:35.360 --> 00:16:37.600 I want to know between Sydney and I. 00:16:38.559 --> 00:16:38.879 Okay. 00:16:39.759 --> 00:16:42.559 Well, it's gonna be Sydney. 00:16:43.039 --> 00:16:43.840 Anyway. 00:16:44.159 --> 00:16:48.639 Um, yeah, I just all all the um stages are different. 00:16:48.720 --> 00:16:55.200 I know most like people are like, well, you know, gear up and I know your opinion on that, but uh it it does. 00:16:55.519 --> 00:17:09.440 There are going to be moments where I'm I fully anticipate just like the talking back, the getting through everything, like you gotta lock everything up, all the cabinets, they're walking around, they're fucking grabbing dog food. 00:17:09.519 --> 00:17:12.240 It's like I know, but I can I'm ready for that. 00:17:12.400 --> 00:17:13.279 I know it's gonna be first. 00:17:14.480 --> 00:17:15.680 I'm excited for it. 00:17:15.839 --> 00:17:20.240 I'm worried about when she's in high school and middle school and there's mean girls. 00:17:20.960 --> 00:17:25.200 I how do you not cuss out a child? 00:17:25.359 --> 00:17:26.799 That's gonna be my hardest thing. 00:17:26.960 --> 00:17:29.519 How do you not go to those girls and be like, hey, what's up? 00:17:30.160 --> 00:17:32.559 You know, yeah, you're fucking ugly as shit. 00:17:32.640 --> 00:17:34.480 Look at your acne, and you're talking about my kid. 00:17:34.640 --> 00:17:35.599 Like, I'm gonna have a hard time. 00:17:35.920 --> 00:17:37.200 Because it's a 13-year-old child. 00:17:37.359 --> 00:17:37.599 Right. 00:17:37.680 --> 00:17:46.240 But I'm gonna have a hard time if they're harping on my girl, it's gonna be really hard for me to be mature, especially if their parents are dicks too. 00:17:46.319 --> 00:17:49.279 Like I go to their mom and I'm like, hey, your kid's being a fucking asshole. 00:17:49.359 --> 00:17:53.119 And they're like, Yeah, well, that's just and their mom's a mean girl. 00:17:53.359 --> 00:17:58.079 Oh, I'm getting in fights as a grown woman in front of the school. 00:17:58.240 --> 00:18:00.319 I mean, you're already getting hyped up. 00:18:00.480 --> 00:18:02.000 I'm just getting hyped thinking about it. 00:18:02.079 --> 00:18:04.160 Because I know girls are so nasty. 00:18:04.240 --> 00:18:05.599 I wasn't the nicest person. 00:18:05.839 --> 00:18:09.759 So what is it gonna it's gonna break my heart if she's actually a bully? 00:18:10.000 --> 00:18:10.400 Yeah. 00:18:10.640 --> 00:18:11.440 Either one sucks. 00:18:13.599 --> 00:18:16.640 Yeah, but I can I can go, hey, you are you're an asshole. 00:18:16.720 --> 00:18:18.240 Why are you being a dick? 00:18:18.480 --> 00:18:18.960 Yeah. 00:18:19.279 --> 00:18:20.480 In a nice way. 00:18:20.640 --> 00:18:22.400 But yeah, no, you're being an asshole. 00:18:22.480 --> 00:18:23.200 Why are you bullying? 00:18:23.279 --> 00:18:24.640 You think you're better than these people? 00:18:24.880 --> 00:18:25.519 You're not. 00:18:25.680 --> 00:18:25.920 Yeah. 00:18:26.079 --> 00:18:33.839 Like I can humble her real quick, but it's other kids that I'm like, ooh, I want to call you a Yeah. 00:18:34.000 --> 00:18:34.240 Yeah. 00:18:34.559 --> 00:18:35.920 All kinds of you can't. 00:18:36.079 --> 00:18:37.599 But you can't, because they're children. 00:18:37.839 --> 00:18:40.000 Well, I can, but you have to do it strategically. 00:18:40.079 --> 00:18:41.759 I'll make my own fake profile. 00:18:42.000 --> 00:18:42.720 Oh my. 00:18:42.880 --> 00:18:43.759 Like that one mom. 00:18:44.000 --> 00:18:44.640 Like that one mom. 00:18:44.720 --> 00:18:45.920 But she bullied her own kid. 00:18:46.000 --> 00:18:46.880 That was fucking crazy. 00:18:48.079 --> 00:18:48.960 That was so weird. 00:18:49.039 --> 00:18:51.359 And then she was like, What what documentary was that? 00:18:51.440 --> 00:18:52.720 What was that called? 00:18:53.119 --> 00:18:54.319 Ugh, I don't know. 00:18:54.559 --> 00:18:57.920 But she was like talking to her boyfriend, he loves hooking up with me. 00:18:58.000 --> 00:19:00.000 I'm like, you're you're her mom. 00:19:00.400 --> 00:19:03.759 But she how long did she she went to jail for Yeah. 00:19:04.000 --> 00:19:05.839 She was doing it for years. 00:19:06.079 --> 00:19:10.160 She was literally bullying her child over the phone for years. 00:19:10.480 --> 00:19:11.680 She's out though. 00:19:11.920 --> 00:19:13.200 She might be out, yeah. 00:19:13.359 --> 00:19:14.319 No, no, she's not. 00:19:14.480 --> 00:19:17.759 Because she was like staying in contact with their daughter evil. 00:19:18.079 --> 00:19:20.799 We would I would never talk to my mom again. 00:19:21.039 --> 00:19:23.519 That'd be hard because No, pretty simple. 00:19:23.759 --> 00:19:29.039 No, I it's I think it's simple if she's a kid. 00:19:29.279 --> 00:19:36.160 So it's simple as us being adults, and we go rationally, we go, You're you're you're evil, dude. 00:19:36.240 --> 00:19:36.880 Yeah, you're weird. 00:19:38.799 --> 00:19:39.759 And that's insane. 00:19:39.839 --> 00:19:42.400 You were talking to children in a sexual way. 00:19:42.559 --> 00:19:42.720 Yeah. 00:19:42.960 --> 00:19:46.000 Like wild weird that they didn't ask for. 00:19:46.160 --> 00:19:46.400 Right. 00:19:46.559 --> 00:19:55.440 Yeah, we're adults, we can think that way, but a child who like this is mom, you're like, Well, this is that was terrible, but it's still my mom. 00:19:55.519 --> 00:19:57.599 Like, I still I don't want to lose my mom. 00:19:58.160 --> 00:20:01.440 Yeah, it's a mind fuck for a child that's horrible. 00:20:01.680 --> 00:20:08.799 And watch out for that kid because that was now like she her brain is telling her, like, well, I guess that's kind of like normal. 00:20:08.880 --> 00:20:11.440 I know it's not normal, but it's normal to me. 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:14.400 It's just bizarre, just bizarre. 00:20:14.640 --> 00:20:14.960 Yeah. 00:20:15.119 --> 00:20:15.680 So I don't know. 00:20:15.759 --> 00:20:16.559 That's what I'm worried about. 00:20:16.720 -->

00:20:19.839 I'm worried about 13 because they hate dads. 00:20:20.079 --> 00:20:21.440 They hate their dads. 00:20:21.680 --> 00:20:22.160 Yeah. 00:20:22.960 --> 00:20:27.039 But you're gonna be I'm gonna be the one that she hates more. 00:20:27.119 --> 00:20:29.440 Because I'm gonna be the one that has to lay the hammer down. 00:20:29.599 --> 00:20:31.039 You're not gonna do that. 00:20:31.119 --> 00:20:32.640 You're gonna be the sweet dad. 00:20:32.880 --> 00:20:36.400 I'm the one that's gonna be the asshole that's like, you're grounded, give me your fucking phone for a month. 00:20:36.720 --> 00:20:39.680 Yeah, but I'm gonna but I'm always gonna back you. 00:20:40.400 --> 00:20:41.680 I always have to back you. 00:20:41.839 --> 00:20:43.279 No, I know, but it's gonna be my decision. 00:20:43.519 --> 00:20:45.440 Even if I don't agree with you, I still have to back. 00:20:45.759 --> 00:20:47.519 She's gonna hate me for a little bit there. 00:20:47.920 --> 00:20:49.200 She's gonna hate us both. 00:20:49.359 --> 00:20:49.839 Yeah. 00:20:50.079 --> 00:20:55.359 Because if you take her phone away, and rightly so, or the world, you're ruining my life. 00:20:55.599 --> 00:20:56.559 I can't wait. 00:20:56.799 --> 00:21:00.319 I cannot wait for the line you're ruining my life in a door slam. 00:21:01.119 --> 00:21:02.720 I you can't wait. 00:21:02.799 --> 00:21:03.279 I can wait. 00:21:03.680 --> 00:21:05.680 I cannot I hope it never happens. 00:21:05.920 --> 00:21:07.440 I'm taking the door off the hinges. 00:21:07.680 --> 00:21:08.400 It's gonna suck. 00:21:08.640 --> 00:21:09.759 Oh, you want to slam the door? 00:21:09.839 --> 00:21:10.079 All right. 00:21:10.240 --> 00:21:10.960 Or the classic. 00:21:11.359 --> 00:21:12.559 I wish I was never born. 00:21:12.720 --> 00:21:13.119 I know. 00:21:13.279 --> 00:21:14.960 I didn't actually be here. 00:21:15.680 --> 00:21:17.440 Shut the fuck up. 00:21:17.920 --> 00:21:18.720 Hilarious. 00:21:19.039 --> 00:21:19.920 Absolutely hilarious. 00:21:20.000 --> 00:21:22.400 She's gonna listen to this one day and be like, fuck you guys. 00:21:22.640 --> 00:21:24.960 Be like, yeah, well, you did do that, actually. 00:21:25.519 --> 00:21:25.920 You did. 00:21:26.079 --> 00:21:26.559 Oh god. 00:21:27.119 --> 00:21:27.440 God. 00:21:28.079 --> 00:21:28.559 13. 00:21:29.519 --> 00:21:31.039 They got the bear in the big blue house on. 00:21:31.200 --> 00:21:31.839 Yep. 00:21:32.400 --> 00:21:33.359 I heard you. 00:21:34.000 --> 00:21:35.680 Did you heard my dad do it? 00:21:36.000 --> 00:21:37.119 Thank you, bear. 00:21:37.599 --> 00:21:38.480 Thank you, bear. 00:21:38.880 --> 00:21:40.880 Yeah, I know he doesn't he can't hit that high now. 00:21:41.200 --> 00:21:41.359 I know. 00:21:41.440 --> 00:21:44.880 It's so like, what is that? 00:21:45.200 --> 00:21:46.160 Thank you, bear. 00:21:46.400 --> 00:21:47.200 Yeah, it's so funny. 00:21:47.440 --> 00:21:48.000 It's cute though. 00:21:48.160 --> 00:21:48.880 It is cute.

00:21:49.519 --> 00:21:50.240 She still laughs. 00:21:50.319 --> 00:21:51.200 She still gets a smile. 00:21:51.359 --> 00:21:51.680 Yeah. 00:21:51.920 --> 00:21:52.559 She loves it. 00:21:52.799 --> 00:21:53.599 The sun is out. 00:21:53.680 --> 00:21:54.480 Oh my god. 00:21:54.640 --> 00:21:58.480 Can I just say I was driving home maybe a couple of weeks ago. 00:21:58.640 --> 00:21:59.759 It was like eight o'clock. 00:22:00.240 --> 00:22:11.519 Maybe 7 30 or 8, and the sun's setting, and the song Champagne Supernova comes on, and I felt rejuvenated. 00:22:12.160 --> 00:22:14.480 I was like, wow, the sun, beautiful. 00:22:14.720 --> 00:22:16.079 Like everything was so beautiful and not so much. 00:22:16.240 --> 00:22:17.359 I know it's one of my favorite songs. 00:22:17.599 --> 00:22:17.839 I know. 00:22:18.400 --> 00:22:21.839 And the song comes on, and I've cried to that song a few times. 00:22:22.079 --> 00:22:22.880 How can you not? 00:22:23.200 --> 00:22:23.680 So good. 00:22:23.839 --> 00:22:28.160 But I'm driving home and I'm like, wow, and I felt like it was like 2016 again. 00:22:28.799 --> 00:22:29.920 Windows down. 00:22:30.240 --> 00:22:30.400 Really? 00:22:30.559 --> 00:22:32.079 It puts you in 2016. 00:22:32.400 --> 00:22:32.880 Yeah. 00:22:33.279 --> 00:22:33.680 Wow. 00:22:34.160 --> 00:22:37.440 I mean, that's not the first time I heard it, but it just gave me a nostalgia. 00:22:37.599 --> 00:22:42.799 Like I was feeling nostalgic about like 2016 or 2015. 00:22:42.880 --> 00:22:44.640 No, it's 2016 summer. 00:22:46.559 --> 00:22:47.839 Just peak summer for me. 00:22:48.400 --> 00:22:49.279 I had such a great time. 00:22:50.640 --> 00:22:50.799 Yeah. 00:22:51.039 --> 00:22:52.799 It's the um screaming. 00:22:52.960 --> 00:22:54.720 Um Champagne Supernova. 00:22:54.960 --> 00:22:55.119 Wow. 00:22:55.200 --> 00:22:57.359 So six 2016 vibes. 00:22:57.680 --> 00:23:00.319 Um, yeah, I'm driving home Champagne Supernova. 00:23:00.400 --> 00:23:04.720 And I was like, I just felt, I don't know, free. 00:23:04.880 --> 00:23:05.759 I just felt free, man. 00:23:05.839 --> 00:23:06.559 I don't know how to explain. 00:23:08.000 --> 00:23:08.640 So good. 00:23:08.799 --> 00:23:19.279 The the fucking it however that producer, like the it there's certain songs that I feel like need to be studied on how they even just the the production, right? 00:23:19.440 --> 00:23:19.759 Yeah. 00:23:19.920 --> 00:23:20.960 It's a beautiful song. 00:23:21.119 --> 00:23:22.079 The lyrics are perfect. 00:23:22.319 --> 00:23:24.720 But the wave sounds in the beginning, the water. 00:23:25.359 --> 00:23:28.319 And then like the guitar is tuned in a certain way. 00:23:29.519 --> 00:23:31.200 Oh, yeah, you have it all connected. 00:23:31.440 --> 00:23:35.039 Just that play that beginning, because then it's just it's so good. 00:23:36.000 --> 00:23:38.319 And it's not trying to be too much. 00:23:38.480 --> 00:23:39.359 It's not trying to be anything. 00:23:39.680 --> 00:23:40.960 But it's not too simple. 00:23:41.039 --> 00:23:42.319 It's right in the pocket. 00:23:42.480 --> 00:23:44.880 It's a different it's such a unique sound. 00:23:45.119 --> 00:23:46.799 God, they were so good. 00:23:52.720 --> 00:23:53.759 That fucking. 00:23:58.160 --> 00:24:00.000 Oh man, the acoustic. 00:24:00.319 --> 00:24:01.039 Everything about it. 00:24:01.200 --> 00:24:04.079 The acoustic with the electric guitar slightly in the back. 00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:12.079 So good. 00:24:12.559 --> 00:24:13.359 So good. 00:24:14.079 --> 00:24:16.880 This is like one of those songs that's like almost perfect to me. 00:24:17.440 --> 00:24:18.000 I agree. 00:24:23.759 --> 00:24:26.799 When we would die. 00:24:27.680 --> 00:24:29.119 What a perfect lyric. 00:24:31.359 --> 00:24:33.519 I just, I just want everyone that's a good one. 00:24:34.319 --> 00:24:36.160 You've listened to that whole album, right? 00:24:36.400 --> 00:24:36.720 No. 00:24:37.119 --> 00:24:37.920 You really should. 00:24:38.079 --> 00:24:38.400 I should. 00:24:39.119 --> 00:24:43.759 What I was gonna say is I advise everyone when the sun is setting, go on a drive alone. 00:24:44.000 --> 00:24:48.319 Put your windows down or with someone you love or your best friend. 00:24:48.559 --> 00:24:51.519 Go, don't talk, put that song on, blast it. 00:24:51.759 --> 00:24:55.359 Sun is setting, windows down, or sun is rising, either one. 00:24:55.920 --> 00:24:56.559 And just drive. 00:24:57.440 --> 00:25:01.359 Yeah, and just drive down the highway with that song. 00:25:01.599 --> 00:25:06.319 I'm telling you, it's gonna put you in this like head space. 00:25:07.440 --> 00:25:10.559 It's like you're like, wow, it's gonna make everything okay. 00:25:11.039 --> 00:25:11.680 Life is good. 00:25:12.000 --> 00:25:14.640 Give me that, give me a fucking hot dog with mustard. 00:25:14.720 --> 00:25:17.440 And my I feel like I'm gonna make it. 00:25:17.519 --> 00:25:18.400 I'm gonna do all right. 00:25:18.559 --> 00:25:26.559 I've had so many, not well, not so many, but like I I have had a lot of those moments with Zach. 00:25:26.640 --> 00:25:34.480 He used to have this um this Ford truck, but he had an insane his sound system was worth more than the truck. 00:25:34.559 --> 00:25:34.799 Yeah. 00:25:34.960 --> 00:25:42.400 And he got so into like the sound and like all the dude, it was one of the best sounding sis sound systems I've ever heard. 00:25:42.640 --> 00:25:44.720 And he would probably still agree. 00:25:45.759 --> 00:25:52.160 But we had so many moments just around Clackamas, one in particular in Clackamas, we're driving around. 00:25:52.240 --> 00:25:53.839 It's a fucking gorgeous day. 00:25:54.000 --> 00:25:57.119 Yeah, we lit up a fucking J, which is wild. 00:25:57.279 --> 00:26:02.079 We're like smoking a joint in the truck, driving around, just asking to get fucking pulled over. 00:26:02.240 --> 00:26:03.839 But and playing loud music. 00:26:04.000 --> 00:26:09.759 We were

playing, um damn, the no doubt, uh, underneath it all. 00:26:09.920 --> 00:26:18.480 Oh dude, dude, what a and and his bass in that fucking what a perfect, another perfect song. 00:26:18.640 --> 00:26:22.079 That's a beautiful that's a fucking great perfect fucking song. 00:26:22.160 --> 00:26:23.440 That's another one of my favorites. 00:26:23.599 --> 00:26:23.759 Yeah. 00:26:23.920 --> 00:26:29.519 So it was like that, and I just still I remember where we used to live in the um Caldera. 00:26:29.759 --> 00:26:31.039 Yeah, down that road. 00:26:31.759 --> 00:26:32.240 What is that road? 00:26:32.319 --> 00:26:33.039 Whatever, it doesn't matter. 00:26:33.920 --> 00:26:34.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 00:26:34.799 --> 00:26:50.480 So we're driving down there and we're playing that, and it's a like a perfect 80-degree day, everything's down, and I'm like, this is one of those moments where and you're in real time and you go, This is one of the best moments right now. 00:26:50.559 --> 00:26:53.759 Yeah, this like I'm in a this is a good era, yeah. 00:26:54.079 --> 00:26:58.079 And you just it's one of those things I think we all it's so intoxicating. 00:26:58.240 --> 00:27:04.000 Dude, you want to you want to bottle that, you want to just like bottle that up and I wish I could feel it. 00:27:04.079 --> 00:27:05.759 And you almost it's like chasing the dragon. 00:27:05.839 --> 00:27:06.880 You I want to have it. 00:27:06.960 --> 00:27:08.960 But you can't, it's so organic. 00:27:09.279 --> 00:27:10.079 You can't recreate it. 00:27:10.799 --> 00:27:17.920 I know you could put the song on and be like, I love this song, it's a good day, but it's not gonna give you that that feeling, and everyone knows that feeling. 00:27:18.000 --> 00:27:19.039 It's hard to describe that feeling. 00:27:19.119 --> 00:27:20.079 I'm sure there's some crazy words. 00:27:20.400 --> 00:27:25.279 It's euphoria, but it's just like this is a good fucking day. 00:27:25.440 --> 00:27:26.240 This is a good moment. 00:27:27.039 --> 00:27:27.920 Yeah, perfect moment. 00:27:28.079 --> 00:27:29.200 It's a perfect moment. 00:27:29.359 --> 00:27:30.960 We had no worries in life. 00:27:31.119 --> 00:27:39.519 Yeah, we were old enough to have you know people, you know, your parents trusted you know like you know, but no real responsibility. 00:27:39.599 --> 00:27:41.200 It was the perfect time. 00:27:41.279 --> 00:27:42.880 Yeah, and it was just one of those moments. 00:27:42.960 --> 00:27:45.440 You're like, man, there's no bullshit in my life right now. 00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:47.440 Or if there is, I don't even care. 00:27:47.599 --> 00:27:54.720 Yeah, I mean, there's a lot of stuff going on in my life, but that's during that moment, I was like, That's the beauty of that's the beauty of music. 00:27:54.799 --> 00:27:55.119 That's it. 00:27:55.359 --> 00:27:56.799 When's the last time you went on a late night? 00:27:57.200 --> 00:28:01.920 Like, I love like a late night drive. 00:28:02.240 --> 00:28:04.640 The windows down in the summer, music. 00:28:04.799 --> 00:28:06.160 Like, I could do that all the time. 00:28:06.319 --> 00:28:06.880 I love that. 00:28:07.119 --> 00:28:08.559 I like just driving around in music. 00:28:08.640 --> 00:28:13.359 Sometimes I take the long way home and I'll loop twice because I'm like, I want to put a song on. 00:28:13.680 --> 00:28:19.920 And um, our daughter's gonna have fucking fantastic music taste, I think, between between the two of us. 00:28:20.079 --> 00:28:21.279 Yeah, she'll be all over. 00:28:21.680 --> 00:28:24.079 She's gonna be playing these songs and people are like, What's this? 00:28:24.400 --> 00:28:25.279 I'm like, what? 00:28:25.680 --> 00:28:27.039 So we all know this. 00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:28.240 No, it was amazing. 00:28:28.400 --> 00:28:28.880 It's funny. 00:28:28.960 --> 00:28:31.119 We only mentioned like two top 40 songs. 00:28:31.359 --> 00:28:31.599 I know. 00:28:31.680 --> 00:28:32.640 I'm like, she's gonna be. 00:28:32.880 --> 00:28:37.359 She's gonna be so in-depth with all these top 100 billboard songs. 00:28:37.680 --> 00:28:38.319 No, dude. 00:28:38.400 --> 00:28:39.279 We have some deep cuts. 00:28:39.519 --> 00:28:41.200 We have some fucking deep cuts. 00:28:41.440 --> 00:28:54.240 We do, but there is like that moment, and then I had another, I don't even remember the song, but yeah, it's those drives, like, um, do you know the the the the lookout point, the Vista? 00:28:54.400 --> 00:28:54.640 Yeah. 00:28:54.799 --> 00:28:55.119 What is it? 00:28:55.359 --> 00:28:55.839 Vista House. 00:28:56.000 --> 00:28:56.480 Vista house. 00:28:56.559 --> 00:28:56.720 Yeah. 00:28:56.799 --> 00:28:57.119 Okay. 00:28:57.359 --> 00:28:59.680 Dude, you want to talk about a good drive? 00:28:59.839 --> 00:29:15.359 If you ever want to just have a day and you're like, I need to just go, dude, get out in that area, take off from my parents' house and drive to Vista from here, and you get into that Gresham and you're in the back road area, one of the best. 00:29:15.519 --> 00:29:16.880 What is she losing her mind? 00:29:17.119 --> 00:29:17.680 Yeah. 00:29:18.960 --> 00:29:23.200 Do you want to try and rescue or uh oh, I hear her freaking out. 00:29:24.480 --> 00:29:25.680 This is good though. 00:29:26.079 --> 00:29:27.920 We have this and all the stuff we talked about. 00:29:28.240 --> 00:29:30.880 Well, let's let's go a little bit, let's go a little bit more. 00:29:31.039 --> 00:29:31.359 Yeah. 00:29:31.519 --> 00:29:41.119 I mean and I think that that's kind of ties into you always asked me, like, you know, we never got around to talking about why I want to do ayahuasca and all that. 00:29:41.279 --> 00:29:44.480 And you're always like, How do you why do you what are you trying to find? 00:29:44.559 --> 00:29:46.319 Like, what do you that okay? 00:29:46.400 --> 00:29:47.440 I don't say it like that. 00:29:47.680 --> 00:29:49.599 I'm genuinely curious. 00:29:49.920 --> 00:29:50.960

Okay, she's fine. 00:29:51.119 --> 00:29:51.759 She's fine. 00:29:52.000 --> 00:29:55.200 I was genuinely curious because you always you always talked about it. 00:29:55.359 --> 00:29:55.680 Yeah. 00:29:55.920 --> 00:30:03.440 And I I've always heard about it, but I never really like asked you, well, what are you searching for? 00:30:03.839 --> 00:30:05.839 Nobody is searching for man. 00:30:06.559 --> 00:30:19.279 It's like when I was doing shrooms one time and um I was having a really good time, and then the guy I was with, my buddy, we're literally literally giggling, and he looks at me and he goes, Why don't you ever let people in? 00:30:19.440 --> 00:30:21.039 And I'm like, Oh, come on. 00:30:21.359 --> 00:30:25.359 And I literally started like melting into the wall. 00:30:25.519 --> 00:30:27.119 Like I was like, holy fuck. 00:30:27.279 --> 00:30:30.240 And it just like completely changed my trip. 00:30:30.400 --> 00:30:31.759 I was like, this is terrible. 00:30:31.920 --> 00:30:32.880 I'm having a terrible time. 00:30:32.960 --> 00:30:33.759 I gotta go home. 00:30:33.920 --> 00:30:36.160 Because it was just like so funny, giggly. 00:30:36.480 --> 00:30:37.759 Why don't you let people in? 00:30:38.000 --> 00:30:38.720 I'm like, what? 00:30:39.119 --> 00:30:42.559 And I'm like fading into the wall. 00:30:42.799 --> 00:30:50.319 Anyway, the reason I want to do it, it's not like I'm I think I'm searching and like I've we've talked about this before. 00:30:50.559 --> 00:30:57.599 There, I think there's a part of everyone that they can't actually tap into because our brains can't comprehend it. 00:30:57.680 --> 00:31:05.440 It our brains can't, we we we just can't get there, um, unfortunately, without some kind of drug. 00:31:06.559 --> 00:31:22.319 And you can search for yourself and all these things and blah blah blah and find a lot, but I feel like there's this part of my soul that I need to really tap into and I can't comprehend it with my own brain. 00:31:22.559 --> 00:31:23.279 Does that make sense? 00:31:23.519 --> 00:31:24.799 Like a sober brain. 00:31:25.039 --> 00:31:31.119 Like I can't I can't search that deep because I don't want to, because I think my brain's like it. 00:31:31.200 --> 00:31:32.799 Okay, I I understand that. 00:31:32.880 --> 00:31:37.359 So I guess your answer is I don't know what I'm searching for, but I am searching. 00:31:37.680 --> 00:31:40.720 There's something you're not looking for something specific. 00:31:40.960 --> 00:31:46.000 No, but I just feel like there's something in me that I need to explore. 00:31:46.400 --> 00:31:46.799 Yes. 00:31:46.960 --> 00:31:47.119 Yeah. 00:31:47.440 --> 00:31:50.799 There's like a deeper part of my soul that I need to explore. 00:31:50.960 --> 00:32:02.640 And I think that when you go to like these retreats where you do a guided um shroom trip and things like that, like you see things that you wouldn't normally see because you're sober. 00:32:02.799 --> 00:32:02.960 Yeah. 00:32:03.200 --> 00:32:05.119 And I know people are gonna be like, well, you're on drugs. 00:32:05.279 --> 00:32:07.119 So and it's like, okay, yeah. 00:32:07.680 --> 00:32:25.440 But there is a potential and there's a part of our souls and our bodies that we need to tap into to reach a certain energy level that we can't tap into soberly because well, it's clouded with everything our daily. 00:32:28.240 --> 00:32:50.319 And so I don't think we're maximizing our potential and really finding that like happiness because we can't get there because there's always something blocking, and I think those things and those guided things, I'm not saying like doing drugs on the fucking street, I'm talking about a guided shroom trip with a shaman or an ayahuasca trip. 00:32:50.480 --> 00:33:00.400 Well, ayahuasca would be the ayahuasca's what I want to do, and that's just to purge your body, and I that's always been very enticing to me. 00:33:00.559 --> 00:33:00.960 Yeah. 00:33:01.119 --> 00:33:06.079 And so I just support you. 00:33:06.160 --> 00:33:09.680 I mean, I've heard a lot of good things. 00:33:09.839 --> 00:33:14.240 I mean, you see people go like, oh, it was uh fucking insane, yeah. 00:33:14.480 --> 00:33:18.319 And I saw things that I didn't I didn't like, I didn't want to see. 00:33:18.400 --> 00:33:24.079 I my brain wouldn't allow me to realize this is the person I am, and it was very eye-opening. 00:33:24.240 --> 00:33:24.559 Right. 00:33:24.799 --> 00:33:30.960 And um, you know, and it's it's not a glamorous thing from everything I've heard. 00:33:31.359 --> 00:33:52.799 You're like shitting yourself, growing up, you're throwing up, like, and then and then you get to a point of like people have been said, you know, yeah, I it was terrifying and it was yeah, all this stuff, but I was able to see kind of who I was as a person, like what what what I represent and who I am to other people. 00:33:52.880 --> 00:33:57.759 You almost you're almost able to stand away outside of yourself, outside of your own body. 00:33:57.920 --> 00:34:13.840 And I think that when you're trying to heal, like, and I'm always trying to heal, I think you need to, especially I think that you need to kind of step outside of yourself because you need to really tap into. 00:34:14.000 --> 00:34:16.639 I could sit here and go, why did I make that decision? 00:34:16.719 --> 00:34:18.159 Why did I do XYZ? 00:34:18.480 --> 00:34:23.360 Oh, well, because I was feeling this way, but there's something deeper of it. 00:34:24.880 --> 00:34:30.880 I want to know I want to see that and go, okay, this is the ugly side of me. 00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:33.840 I'd like to purge that. 00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:39.519 Or I want to figure out without a block what is that? 00:34:40.079 --> 00:34:42.159 What am I actually seeking? 00:34:42.400 --> 00:34:43.440 What am I actually feeling? 00:34:43.519 --> 00:34:48.400 And maybe I'll find that, maybe I won't, but I that's my main motivation. 00:34:48.480

--> 00:34:50.239 And it's not all negative things either. 00:34:50.320 --> 00:34:51.519 It's like, what makes me happy? 00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:56.079 Where's my peak radiation or or radiating happiness, not radiation? 00:34:56.400 --> 00:34:57.679 What where's my peak? 00:34:57.840 --> 00:35:00.400 Like, I'm radiating that happiness doing what? 00:35:00.559 --> 00:35:01.199 Like, I don't know. 00:35:01.360 --> 00:35:08.480 And maybe I maybe I'm making it out to be something that it's not actually gonna be, but that's you. 00:35:08.639 --> 00:35:11.519 You are the type of person goes, but I won't know until I find out. 00:35:11.760 --> 00:35:13.280 So you know, and I don't want to live a life. 00:35:14.159 --> 00:35:14.960 I don't want to live a life. 00:35:15.039 --> 00:35:17.039 I never have God bless you for that. 00:35:17.199 --> 00:35:18.639 I don't just go in for it. 00:35:18.800 --> 00:35:19.440 I always do. 00:35:19.679 --> 00:35:28.000 I just I never want to die and go, man, what it what would have happened if I would have just done it or said it or whatever. 00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:31.199 Well, I mean, we're all gonna have those thoughts. 00:35:31.360 --> 00:35:31.840 Yeah. 00:35:32.079 --> 00:35:36.400 We all imagine other, you know, alternative endings. 00:35:36.719 --> 00:35:40.639 Right, but we think of things that we want to do and we're like, man, I wonder what that'd be like. 00:35:40.800 --> 00:35:42.000 And I'd like just do it. 00:35:42.159 --> 00:35:44.079 If you want to do an ayahuasca trip, do it. 00:35:44.159 --> 00:35:49.119 If you want to go skydiving, don't live your life going, that's really scary, but it could have been fun. 00:35:49.280 --> 00:35:49.920 Just try it. 00:35:50.000 --> 00:35:51.599 Maybe you hate it, but maybe you don't. 00:35:51.679 --> 00:35:54.159 Maybe you do it and you're like, and it is fun, by the way. 00:35:54.400 --> 00:35:55.199 It's very fun. 00:35:55.440 --> 00:36:10.800 It's I was gonna say it's funny though, if someone were to judge, like, hey, who who here does like the shrooms and the tripping and the you know, I won't say just drugs, but yeah, but like that kind of stuff. 00:36:10.960 --> 00:36:14.400 I feel like people would honestly go, definitely Peyton. 00:36:14.880 --> 00:36:16.320 Definitely not the case. 00:36:16.480 --> 00:36:23.920 I don't do I I just I'm not I have no I I just do not. 00:36:24.079 --> 00:36:26.159 Yeah, isn't it is not my thing. 00:36:26.719 --> 00:36:28.639 Maybe I shouldn't even say it's not my thing. 00:36:29.199 --> 00:36:32.800 I I really haven't done any hallucinogens. 00:36:32.880 --> 00:36:33.679 I I just haven't. 00:36:33.840 --> 00:36:40.639 I it used to be because and it still is like the core is like I'm fucking scared to do it. 00:36:40.800 --> 00:36:41.519 Yeah truly. 00:36:41.599 --> 00:37:00.079 I I'm like I I don't even like not that I've done this recently, but when I was on Molly, yeah, I did I liked taking a tiny bit because you get kind of that, but you know, people would take enough and they were like rolling, right? 00:37:00.320 --> 00:37:03.760 Yeah, and dude, everyone, everyone's like, dude, it's the best. 00:37:03.840 --> 00:37:04.559 It's the best. 00:37:04.800 --> 00:37:11.760 Well, dude, I took that amount that other everyone else was doing, I was so uncomfortable. 00:37:11.920 --> 00:37:13.199 I was having anxiety. 00:37:13.280 --> 00:37:16.239 I'm like, I don't like, I don't like body highs. 00:37:16.400 --> 00:37:17.760 Yeah, I don't like that. 00:37:17.920 --> 00:37:20.480 I just it's different from everybody. 00:37:20.960 --> 00:37:24.159 Everyone's got their own everybody's got their own journey. 00:37:24.480 --> 00:37:26.480 Yeah, I'm you know that's okay. 00:37:26.719 --> 00:37:31.760 And people have said, like, yeah, you should do some shrooms, and you know, like you, you're like, you should. 00:37:32.000 --> 00:37:36.000 Okay, I'm not and I'm not doing shrooms all the time, by the way. 00:37:36.480 --> 00:37:41.440 No, no one's I don't think anyone thinks so saying I did it, I have done it. 00:37:41.599 --> 00:37:42.079 Yes. 00:37:42.320 --> 00:37:49.840 Yeah, I've had like what like a microdose with you, but that was basically just being high. 00:37:50.239 --> 00:37:50.559 Yeah. 00:37:51.840 --> 00:37:55.280 I mean, it wasn't anything like I was fucking tripping, dude. 00:37:55.440 --> 00:37:58.559 And then we had that music that music. 00:37:58.880 --> 00:38:03.920 Remember I put the Native American Oh, and yeah. 00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:05.039 That was a great time. 00:38:05.360 --> 00:38:06.639 Oh, yeah. 00:38:07.039 --> 00:38:11.360 That was a really like that was I started la sorry, all right guys. 00:38:11.440 --> 00:38:15.039 Well, we hooked up, but she played this like spiritual music. 00:38:15.199 --> 00:38:24.719 I wanted to take him on a spiritual journey through sex because I think that there you to be truly connected to someone, right? 00:38:25.519 --> 00:38:27.599 You know, and there's a way to do it. 00:38:28.159 --> 00:38:33.039 I'm gonna let her do her side and then you guys then you hear it it's gonna end the same. 00:38:33.440 --> 00:38:34.400 It's gonna end the same. 00:38:34.559 --> 00:38:42.880 So for me, spiritual guided sex is the difference, and it it's better. 00:38:43.360 --> 00:38:57.360 You're so connected with that person, and yes, it it entailed things where you have a blindfold because it's just about touch, and then you have your eyes were covered, mine were not. 00:38:58.400 --> 00:38:59.119 Oh yeah. 00:38:59.440 --> 00:39:07.039 Mine were not, because it's about just the sensation of touch, and then yes, there is like some Native American music. 00:39:07.760 --> 00:39:30.320 So that's playing, and it was like the music was like it was it was like a Native American, but it was almost like synth, like it's like chanting, but there's also like an animal noises, and there's well there was that, but it was but it was like that lo-fi

synth, like I don't know, like just a vibe. 00:39:30.480 --> 00:39:30.800 Yeah. 00:39:31.679 --> 00:39:32.000 Okay. 00:39:32.719 --> 00:39:35.440 So were we both? 00:39:35.599 --> 00:39:38.480 I guess I did like yeah, alright. 00:39:39.199 --> 00:39:46.480 Um she didn't you didn't like present it to me like that. 00:39:46.639 --> 00:39:47.679 It was just kind of a thing. 00:39:47.760 --> 00:39:49.840 You're like, I wanna let's do this. 00:39:50.079 --> 00:39:52.079 I'm like, okay, I'm like, you know, typical guy. 00:39:52.159 --> 00:39:54.000 I'm like, well, I guess I'm getting it later. 00:39:54.559 --> 00:39:57.280 So I guess I'll take what I can get. 00:39:57.519 --> 00:39:58.000 Yeah. 00:39:58.320 --> 00:40:09.280 But you know, at first you hear this like Native American fucking stuff, and I typical me, and you do it too. 00:40:09.440 --> 00:40:12.000 I think you even kind of giggled a little bit. 00:40:12.159 --> 00:40:15.199 You were definitely more spiritually into it. 00:40:15.519 --> 00:40:19.599 Um but let me tell you, I don't know what that me. 00:40:19.920 --> 00:40:23.760 The music was I will never fucking dog that shit ever again. 00:40:23.920 --> 00:40:29.599 There is something about the Native American music, not just for sex, but just in general. 00:40:29.679 --> 00:40:33.199 It it's a very spiritual sound thing. 00:40:33.280 --> 00:40:39.760 It was just it it was I I felt like I was at a spa retreat at one moment. 00:40:39.920 --> 00:40:46.719 And then yeah, I think it was like one of the top best like sexual experiences between you and I. 00:40:46.880 --> 00:40:48.880 I mean, it was like whoa. 00:40:49.039 --> 00:40:51.760 I mean, we've I've never have felt that connected. 00:40:51.920 --> 00:40:52.320 Yeah. 00:40:52.639 --> 00:40:54.480 It was it was something else. 00:40:54.639 --> 00:40:54.800 Yeah. 00:40:54.960 --> 00:40:55.119 Yeah. 00:40:55.199 --> 00:41:08.800 And like, you know, the first uh what like 10 minutes is like it's like kind of like I'm like, okay, like not not not trying to like make fun of it, because yeah, I wasn't, but I wasn't in it. 00:41:08.960 --> 00:41:09.280 Yeah. 00:41:09.440 --> 00:41:16.960 And then all of a sudden you're just like you're in this moment, and it was uh I know it sounds corny, but it it was beautiful. 00:41:17.039 --> 00:41:18.559 It was like, whoa, dude. 00:41:18.880 --> 00:41:19.360 Yeah. 00:41:19.599 --> 00:41:24.800 Because there's an art to it, and it's your intention starting to swell up over here. 00:41:24.960 --> 00:41:25.599 No, I'm kidding. 00:41:27.679 --> 00:41:32.559 Just just like thinking about like, you know, and we'll be right back. 00:41:33.440 --> 00:41:35.199 Come back, we're both out of breath. 00:41:35.360 --> 00:41:36.800 Hey, how are you guys doing? 00:41:37.039 --> 00:41:37.760 That's it. 00:41:37.920 --> 00:41:41.039 It wasn't the same, but still pretty good. 00:41:42.639 --> 00:41:44.000 Fat out of breath. 00:41:44.320 --> 00:41:44.800 Stop. 00:41:45.039 --> 00:41:46.559 I'm bringing that up again. 00:41:46.800 --> 00:41:54.000 Um, yeah, I think no one would peg you to be the the spiritual true I you're spiritual. 00:41:54.159 --> 00:41:57.920 I know they would think that, but they I think they'd be like, definitely put. 00:41:58.159 --> 00:42:00.719 It's like, no, I'm a fucking I'm a I'm a bitch. 00:42:00.800 --> 00:42:01.760 I I get scared. 00:42:01.920 --> 00:42:05.039 I have no I don't not that I'm not searching for anything. 00:42:05.280 --> 00:42:05.599 Yeah. 00:42:05.760 --> 00:42:06.800 I think I'm always searching for something. 00:42:06.960 --> 00:42:08.159 I think everybody's searching for something. 00:42:08.320 --> 00:42:08.639 Always. 00:42:08.719 --> 00:42:12.960 I I am always internally searching, like, why is this make me this way? 00:42:13.039 --> 00:42:19.119 Why but I I as of right now, I I feel like I don't need something. 00:42:19.280 --> 00:42:34.480 I need to I for the most part I I know what brought this on, or if I don't, I can really sit down and think about it, or and and sometimes I'm not that curious. 00:42:34.880 --> 00:42:36.880 Um I don't know. 00:42:37.039 --> 00:42:47.440 I I'm not like sometimes I'm just not that curious, but I just I I also don't really want to know some of the things. 00:42:48.400 --> 00:42:56.639 You know, which I just I already get so uncomfortable having that body high, and I don't like not having dare I say control. 00:42:58.079 --> 00:43:00.079 Dare you say dare I say control. 00:43:00.559 --> 00:43:04.079 Um yeah, it's like with fucking let's go back to Molly. 00:43:04.159 --> 00:43:15.599 I didn't like that because I was it was like so like whoa, I don't this is so much, and I can't just like sober up or and it's when you're in it, you're fucking in it. 00:43:15.840 --> 00:43:16.400 Yeah. 00:43:16.639 --> 00:43:20.719 Meanwhile, I'm like, I love everybody here, I love you, I love you. 00:43:21.199 --> 00:43:23.039 I like the 20-minute drugs. 00:43:23.199 --> 00:43:23.760 Yeah. 00:43:24.559 --> 00:43:26.239 We won't get into what those are. 00:43:26.320 --> 00:43:26.639 No. 00:43:26.800 --> 00:43:35.039 Yeah, um, even like I like you know, smoking pots fine, but even there, I'm like, uh just a little bit, just a puff or two. 00:43:35.840 --> 00:43:39.280 I cannot get fucking blasted anymore. 00:43:39.440 --> 00:43:40.960 I don't know how we used to do that. 00:43:41.119 --> 00:43:41.440 I don't know. 00:43:41.840 --> 00:43:44.800 We would get so fucking not even because we have a child. 00:43:44.880 --> 00:43:45.039 No. 00:43:45.360 --> 00:43:47.679 Before that, we were like, dude, it's just so much. 00:43:47.920 --> 00:43:51.360 It's just not no and then you just sit there and you're so fucked up. 00:43:51.599 --> 00:43:52.400 It used to be fun. 00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:53.760 When you were younger, it was fun. 00:43:53.920 --> 00:43:59.440 You'd get giggly and you're like I remember one time my friend Because you know you're doing

00:44:00.079 --> 00:44:01.360 Like a bad alright, I'm here. 00:44:01.519 --> 00:44:02.960 Let's talk about some pot stories. 00:44:03.039 --> 00:44:03.840 This is fun. 00:44:04.559 --> 00:44:08.320 Well, I remember one time it's like stupid now, but it's not stupid. 00:44:08.639 --> 00:44:17.519 We were we were high in she was doing she had a blanket and pretended it was a cape and she was singing on my stairs like the phantom of the opera. 00:44:18.000 --> 00:44:18.320 Hilarious. 00:44:18.639 --> 00:44:19.920 We were literally cackling. 00:44:20.159 --> 00:44:23.440 Like we thought it was the funniest thing we've ever seen in our lives. 00:44:23.760 --> 00:44:34.320 One time, you know, one of my good friends and I, we were waiting for the pizza guy, and we had hotboxed my car, and we were sitting in the car waiting for him. 00:44:34.400 --> 00:44:39.920 And then when he pulled up on the driveway, we opened the door, the smoke's like bellowing out, like, hey, thanks, man. 00:44:40.079 --> 00:44:40.960 He's like, Oh my god. 00:44:44.000 --> 00:44:54.079 And we just thought it was so just and then one time when I was working at the movie theater in high school, I took an edible from someone that we worked with, and they were like, Hey, this is really potent. 00:44:54.239 --> 00:44:55.519 And I was like, Oh, it's fine. 00:44:55.760 --> 00:44:59.519 So I ate it at work, and then I was on the cash register. 00:44:59.599 --> 00:45:03.280 I was working in the when back when the movie theater had the um god, what a gamble. 00:45:03.519 --> 00:45:07.519 The cafe, they don't have it anymore, but back when they did, oh my god. 00:45:07.679 --> 00:45:09.920 And I remember this guy was like, Can I get a milkshake? 00:45:10.000 --> 00:45:10.800 And I was like, Yep. 00:45:11.360 --> 00:45:14.559 And I could not get the consistency of like the liquid. 00:45:14.800 --> 00:45:16.559 It's like too soupy or too hot, too much. 00:45:16.880 --> 00:45:20.239 And I felt like no matter how much ice cream I put in it, it was still soupy. 00:45:20.400 --> 00:45:22.000 And finally I was like, it's fine. 00:45:22.159 --> 00:45:26.320 And I was like, okay, and then he paid me and I had to count his catch out. 00:45:26.559 --> 00:45:27.119 Oh my god. 00:45:27.280 --> 00:45:28.800 Dude, I fucking forgot how to count. 00:45:29.039 --> 00:45:29.599 I couldn't count. 00:45:29.679 --> 00:45:31.039 I was like, Oh, you were fucked. 00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:32.000 Fucked up. 00:45:32.159 --> 00:45:34.880 And I'm looking at this and I'm like, I have to give them change. 00:45:35.119 --> 00:45:39.599 And I was like, the dollars made sense, but as soon as I got to the coins, I was like, what? 00:45:39.920 --> 00:45:44.239 Like all the coins equal the same, but they're different sizes. 00:45:44.400 --> 00:45:49.920 So I was like, I know that they mean different numbers, but I was so fucking blasted I couldn't even like remember. 00:45:50.079 --> 00:45:52.079 I don't I probably gave him like

way too much money. 00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:53.599 Our till was probably off. 00:45:53.760 --> 00:45:55.599 So I was just like, I don't fucking know, man. 00:45:56.000 --> 00:45:56.320 Go ahead. 00:45:59.519 --> 00:46:05.760 What a fucking wild up until like what when was pot legalized here? 00:46:05.920 --> 00:46:08.719 Like 2015 or some shit. 00:46:09.199 --> 00:46:09.840 Yeah, something like that. 00:46:10.079 --> 00:46:11.360 Yeah, it's it's been like that. 00:46:11.760 --> 00:46:18.400 When we were buying pot and eating brownies that someone fucking what a gamble. 00:46:18.559 --> 00:46:18.800 Yeah. 00:46:18.960 --> 00:46:22.480 Do you ever think like how Yeah, but it wasn't like it is today. 00:46:22.960 --> 00:46:23.760 It w it wasn't. 00:46:24.000 --> 00:46:26.400 Like you're you'd be weed from like a buddy, you know. 00:46:26.800 --> 00:46:33.920 No, what I'm saying is like you would get one from your buddy, yeah, and and he would go, you know, it's a trusted person. 00:46:34.000 --> 00:46:34.159 Right. 00:46:34.320 --> 00:46:35.840 And they go, hey man, this shit's strong. 00:46:35.920 --> 00:46:40.400 Just but you don't know what that does is like one corner gonna fucking annihilate you. 00:46:40.639 --> 00:46:41.920 Oh yeah, you just had to just go for it. 00:46:42.320 --> 00:46:42.960 Just go for it. 00:46:43.039 --> 00:46:44.639 Yeah, holy shit. 00:46:44.800 --> 00:46:45.679 Yeah, and we did. 00:46:45.840 --> 00:46:47.199 I I always did. 00:46:47.360 --> 00:46:48.000 Yeah. 00:46:48.719 --> 00:46:56.960 Even even fucking buying weed, we'd have to go in some guy's fucking apartment, or he'd be driving up to you in a fucking hatchback. 00:46:57.440 --> 00:47:03.119 It's a civic, always a civic hatchbag, and they always had a shitty, rattly fucking bass. 00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:03.519 Yep. 00:47:03.679 --> 00:47:12.239 They were always and they always and I know someone's done done like the a comedy bit on this, but it is the truth. 00:47:12.480 --> 00:47:18.559 Every time you buy fucking weed from one of these guys, you'd be like down to your last$20, and you're like, I'm gonna buy a dub. 00:47:18.719 --> 00:47:18.880 Yeah. 00:47:19.119 --> 00:47:20.559 Then you had to like smoke them out. 00:47:20.719 --> 00:47:22.239 He's like, You want to smoke? 00:47:22.320 --> 00:47:28.559 It's like, you're the one with all the pot, and you're like, load up your bowl, yeah, with your own weed, and you're like, come on, man. 00:47:28.639 --> 00:47:30.800 Yeah, you're not even like my fucking friend. 00:47:30.880 --> 00:47:32.559 I'm you're my drug dealer. 00:47:32.639 --> 00:47:33.760 Yeah, barely knew you. 00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:35.039 Barely fucking. 00:47:35.440 --> 00:47:37.840 It was what a weird fucking time. 00:47:38.159 --> 00:47:39.360 But it's so fun. 00:47:39.519 --> 00:47:39.840 Oh, yeah. 00:47:40.000 --> 00:47:40.320 Check out. 00:47:40.559 --> 00:47:41.360 How dangerous. 00:47:41.519 --> 00:47:41.760 Yeah. 00:47:41.920 --> 00:47:46.079

How fucking you're it's it goes against everything your parents always told you. 00:47:46.239 --> 00:47:48.800 Don't get in fucking cars with strangers and buy drugs. 00:47:49.599 --> 00:47:51.440 Um, we're gonna do fucking both of them. 00:47:51.760 --> 00:47:53.440 We're gonna say fuck you guys on that. 00:47:53.760 --> 00:47:56.079 This guy's not a stranger, he's a drug dealer. 00:47:56.239 --> 00:47:56.559 Yeah. 00:47:56.880 --> 00:47:58.880 My buddy who knows his brother, who knows his. 00:48:02.480 --> 00:48:03.280 Fucking weird. 00:48:03.599 --> 00:48:04.559 My brother's best friends. 00:48:04.960 --> 00:48:06.239 How irritating too. 00:48:06.400 --> 00:48:10.480 You would wait, I'd wake up, be like nine o'clock in the morning. 00:48:10.639 --> 00:48:13.039 You're like, man, we should get some fucking pot right now. 00:48:13.119 --> 00:48:13.440 Yeah. 00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:16.960 None of them ever woke up until fucking, they couldn't get back to you until one. 00:48:17.199 --> 00:48:17.360 Yeah. 00:48:17.760 --> 00:48:19.119 Like, oh my god, dude. 00:48:19.199 --> 00:48:22.480 Please, or they wouldn't answer you back, yeah, leave you hanging. 00:48:22.719 --> 00:48:25.360 You're like, oh my god, this is the worst. 00:48:25.519 --> 00:48:25.920 Yeah. 00:48:26.079 --> 00:48:27.440 This is the worst. 00:48:27.599 --> 00:48:29.599 It's built a generation. 00:48:29.840 --> 00:48:30.400 Damn it. 00:48:30.800 --> 00:48:32.719 Not just a generation, a whole, but multiple generations. 00:48:32.880 --> 00:48:33.679 It used to be fun. 00:48:34.000 --> 00:48:39.440 Like your sister's generation, your younger sister, she's like, she they never did that. 00:48:39.519 --> 00:48:41.119 They they always had fucking pots in it. 00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:43.360 They don't have to do that because it's legal. 00:48:43.440 --> 00:48:46.000 They can just get their older sibling to get it for them. 00:48:46.639 --> 00:48:47.840 Not that you do. 00:48:48.000 --> 00:48:50.239 I wasn't saying me, I'm saying in general. 00:48:50.480 --> 00:48:52.159 Whereas us, we had to get creative. 00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:56.480 We had to, you know, meet someone in a frickin' park abandoned parking lot. 00:48:56.960 --> 00:48:59.760 Meet them at Safeway Parking Lot by the sherries. 00:49:00.000 --> 00:49:03.920 Or outside their fucking apartment complex because they didn't want you in their apartment. 00:49:04.159 --> 00:49:04.960 Because they didn't fucking know. 00:49:05.280 --> 00:49:08.159 Or in their apartment and they're just fucking disgusting in there. 00:49:08.320 --> 00:49:08.480 Yeah. 00:49:08.719 --> 00:49:09.760 You want to sit down and smoke? 00:49:09.840 --> 00:49:11.280 You're like, nope, I'm not gonna sit down. 00:49:11.519 --> 00:49:13.440 But you almost feel like you're obligated to do it. 00:49:13.679 --> 00:49:14.159 Not me. 00:49:14.239 --> 00:49:14.719 I'm out. 00:49:14.880 --> 00:49:15.360 See ya. 00:49:15.679 --> 00:49:16.239 Thanks. 00:49:16.480 --> 00:49:16.639 Yeah. 00:49:16.880 --> 00:49:16.960 Yeah. 00:49:17.119 --> 00:49:18.239 Now no one has fun. 00:49:18.320 --> 00:49:22.639 Now we have cameras on every fucking door, and there's no house parties anymore. 00:49:22.800 --> 00:49:23.519 There's nothing. 00:49:23.760 --> 00:49:26.159 Well, it's also the Gen Z. 00:49:26.400 --> 00:49:26.960 No, I know. 00:49:27.039 --> 00:49:34.719 Their generation just Well Actually, I think it now isn't there a study out that people are drinking less. 00:49:34.880 --> 00:49:35.199 Uh-huh. 00:49:35.440 --> 00:49:38.239 Like we are the the millennial generation. 00:49:38.639 --> 00:49:43.360 We set the fucking record for the most like we were the heaviest drinking fucking generation. 00:49:43.679 --> 00:49:54.719 You would think that that would be like in the s the 80s or the fucking 60s or whatever, because everyone was like we were the hardest fucking partying generation. 00:49:54.880 --> 00:49:58.800 Well, and of course we are, because Molly fucking exploded. 00:49:58.960 --> 00:49:59.360 Yeah. 00:49:59.519 --> 00:50:01.360 What get what was one of the big songs? 00:50:01.519 --> 00:50:04.719 It was like Asheras college fucking songs. 00:50:05.360 --> 00:50:07.280 The whole fucking drink. 00:50:08.400 --> 00:50:09.119 Everything. 00:50:09.360 --> 00:50:12.320 Everything was like, it's a fucking party. 00:50:12.480 --> 00:50:14.159 And dude, what a time to be alive. 00:50:14.320 --> 00:50:14.480 Yeah. 00:50:14.639 --> 00:50:16.960 We threw fucking house parties every weekend. 00:50:17.039 --> 00:50:17.440 Yeah. 00:50:17.679 --> 00:50:19.199 There were no ring cameras. 00:50:19.360 --> 00:50:19.760 Nope. 00:50:20.000 --> 00:50:20.880 As a parent. 00:50:21.360 --> 00:50:24.800 I mean, sorry, kiddo, but you're not going to be throwing it. 00:50:24.960 --> 00:50:32.239 And it's like we don't want to encourage partying, but also like it's a fucking missing out. 00:50:32.480 --> 00:50:35.119 Because it was so great to network and meet people. 00:50:35.280 --> 00:50:37.199 Like outside of fucking high school. 00:50:37.440 --> 00:50:40.639 Outside of school, it was like, yo, we're all gonna be here. 00:50:40.719 --> 00:50:43.039 We're all gonna be standing in some random person's kitchen. 00:50:43.199 --> 00:50:44.239 We're gonna make friends. 00:50:44.400 --> 00:50:45.119 We're gonna do this. 00:50:45.199 --> 00:50:46.159 We're gonna make connections. 00:50:46.320 --> 00:50:47.760 Now kids don't have that. 00:50:47.920 --> 00:50:49.039 They don't have connections. 00:50:49.119 --> 00:50:54.639 It's like, I guess if you play sports, but if you're not a sports person, good luck making connections. 00:50:54.719 --> 00:50:54.960 Yeah. 00:50:55.119 --> 00:51:00.239 It's all over the internet, and that's why people are so fucking weird and they can't speak and they're not independent anymore. 00:51:00.400 --> 00:51:03.920 I'm not saying it all relates to partying, but that's a a big chunk. 00:51:04.159 -->

00:51:05.679 It was fucking fun. 00:51:05.920 --> 00:51:06.159 Yeah. 00:51:06.400 --> 00:51:08.880 You blasting music, you're and you make some memories. 00:51:09.039 --> 00:51:10.239 Now there's no fucking memories. 00:51:10.400 --> 00:51:12.079 These kids aren't making any memories. 00:51:12.880 --> 00:51:14.159 They're just doing it for the gram. 00:51:14.480 --> 00:51:15.119 It sucks. 00:51:15.280 --> 00:51:16.079 It just sucks. 00:51:16.239 --> 00:51:17.119 I'm so happy. 00:51:17.199 --> 00:51:20.079 I dude, some of the shit that we did. 00:51:20.239 --> 00:51:22.960 And it's not like we there wasn't Instagram when we were doing this. 00:51:23.199 --> 00:51:28.639 Yeah, we had Snap, but it wasn't like it is today where people aren't filming you constantly the whole day getting fucked up. 00:51:28.960 --> 00:51:29.440 Constantly. 00:51:29.599 --> 00:51:29.920 Yeah. 00:51:30.480 --> 00:51:31.119 There was a lot of moments. 00:51:31.760 --> 00:51:33.679 Photos, but it's like you kept it to yourself. 00:51:33.840 --> 00:51:38.960 You didn't have to worry about someone like posting it of you, or and then you're also just living in the moment. 00:51:39.039 --> 00:51:42.000 You're not doing things and then being like, oh, is someone's phone out? 00:51:42.159 --> 00:51:42.800 You're just having fun. 00:51:43.119 --> 00:51:44.239 Still one of my favorite pictures. 00:51:44.320 --> 00:51:45.760 I think Shaley took it. 00:51:45.840 --> 00:51:49.840 It was me with a blow-up doll, and we were at a party. 00:51:50.079 --> 00:51:52.000 But that was like one of those moments. 00:51:52.079 --> 00:51:58.800 It's like take a shot of like, oh, he's got a fucking I'm like, or I would like grab the blow-up doll and probably I probably was like, take a photo of this. 00:51:59.360 --> 00:51:59.519 Yeah. 00:51:59.679 --> 00:52:09.519 But it wasn't like I'm gonna fucking record everything you did all night, and there's phones everywhere, and it's yeah, everyone's just sitting on their phone, like people were talking and having fun. 00:52:09.679 --> 00:52:14.800 No one was like sitting in the corner on their phone the whole time, like snap, like I don't know. 00:52:14.960 --> 00:52:17.199 It just was different, it's just a lot different than that. 00:52:17.360 --> 00:52:20.159 And everyone was trying to get fucked up. 00:52:20.320 --> 00:52:23.679 Yeah, everyone's taking Jaeger shots, and fireball shots. 00:52:24.000 --> 00:52:27.119 At least my friends, we all kind of like looked out for each other too. 00:52:27.280 --> 00:52:30.480 So it was like, you're gonna get drunk, but I'm I'm here with you. 00:52:30.559 --> 00:52:31.599 I'm not gonna leave you. 00:52:31.760 --> 00:52:35.679 You're not gonna like I always if my if I had to drive, I wasn't drinking and driving. 00:52:35.760 --> 00:52:38.000 Oh, I was taking my friends that wasn't my friend group. 00:52:38.079 --> 00:52:42.480 Oh, I was taking my friends home if they needed no, it was always me. 00:52:42.719 -->

00:52:49.360 Like I would drink when I got there, I'd take a couple shots, and then by the end of the night, I'd be sobered up and I could take everyone home. 00:52:49.440 --> 00:52:50.239 And I didn't mind doing that. 00:52:51.840 --> 00:52:53.119 No, I was responsible. 00:52:53.360 --> 00:52:55.599 I would say I was responsible. 00:52:55.840 --> 00:52:57.360 Yeah, I never drilled drunk. 00:52:59.599 --> 00:53:02.000 For the most part, what a fucking fun time. 00:53:02.079 --> 00:53:03.119 Yeah, it was so fun. 00:53:03.280 --> 00:53:05.199 The music was fun, the music was fun. 00:53:05.360 --> 00:53:09.920 And the music and the and just like pop culture was about partying. 00:53:10.239 --> 00:53:11.920 Yeah, Project X came out. 00:53:12.159 --> 00:53:12.880 Like that came out. 00:53:13.039 --> 00:53:15.119 EDM fucking popped off hard. 00:53:15.519 --> 00:53:15.760 Raves. 00:53:16.079 --> 00:53:18.159 We're going to rave hookah lounges. 00:53:18.320 --> 00:53:19.039 Oh, I never did. 00:53:19.280 --> 00:53:20.559 Well, I did like that once or twice. 00:53:21.119 --> 00:53:23.679 We had a light up, we had a down downstairs. 00:53:23.840 --> 00:53:27.599 My dad set up like a hookah place, and it was all black light. 00:53:27.840 --> 00:53:30.079 And so we had all these tapestries up in our basement. 00:53:30.320 --> 00:53:30.719 That was cool. 00:53:30.880 --> 00:53:34.159 And it was black light, and so everyone came over and we'd all smoke hookah. 00:53:34.559 --> 00:53:35.360 That's fun, man. 00:53:35.920 --> 00:53:37.840 You're like, ah, you guys are all fucking. 00:53:38.159 --> 00:53:39.360 I remember Zach had a hookah. 00:53:39.440 --> 00:53:42.159 It was no setup like that, but no, it was a whole thing. 00:53:42.239 --> 00:53:45.679 Like it was the play, it was the spot to go when Cindy was in high school. 00:53:45.760 --> 00:53:47.760 And then little me, I'm like eighth grade. 00:53:47.920 --> 00:53:48.320 Oh, God. 00:53:48.400 --> 00:53:49.840 I'm like, me too, you guys. 00:53:50.079 --> 00:53:51.119 I'm gonna smoke down. 00:53:51.360 --> 00:53:51.840 And I did. 00:53:53.679 --> 00:53:54.239 Hookah was fun. 00:53:54.400 --> 00:53:55.519 Hookah was fun. 00:53:55.840 --> 00:53:58.320 I was I never really liked the hookah lounges. 00:53:58.400 --> 00:54:00.159 The only one I went to was in Gresham. 00:54:00.400 --> 00:54:00.639 Yeah. 00:54:00.880 --> 00:54:02.400 I think that was like the only one. 00:54:02.639 --> 00:54:02.880 Yeah. 00:54:03.440 --> 00:54:04.000 It's still there. 00:54:04.159 --> 00:54:05.199 Yeah, it's I hated it. 00:54:05.599 --> 00:54:06.239 It's not gonna be. 00:54:06.400 --> 00:54:08.320 It fucking back then. 00:54:08.400 --> 00:54:10.000 I'm like, this place is fucking gross. 00:54:10.159 --> 00:54:10.320 Yeah. 00:54:11.360 --> 00:54:15.920 It's like I feel like this is where you buy fucking meth too. 00:54:16.079 --> 00:54:16.239 Yeah. 00:54:16.400 --> 00:54:18.079 It's like wipe the seat before you sit down. 00:54:18.159 --> 00:54:18.719 You know, dude. 00:54:18.960 --> 00:54:21.199 Yeah, it was always that kind of joint is fucking grimy. 00:54:21.920 --> 00:54:22.559 But it was fun. 00:54:22.719 --> 00:54:23.199 It was fun. 00:54:23.440 --> 00:54:24.320 It was good times. 00:54:24.559 --> 00:54:28.239 Um oh, I well, this is what I was playing. 00:54:28.480 --> 00:54:35.360 I wasn't planning on ending it on this, but you were saying that so Champagne Supernova, we'll go back to that real quick. 00:54:35.519 --> 00:54:38.000 You thought that took you back to 2016? 00:54:38.960 --> 00:54:40.400 Or or that energy. 00:54:40.639 --> 00:54:41.360 That energy. 00:54:42.079 --> 00:54:49.039 I have a song, and I it I think the song came out way before like, yeah, way before 2016. 00:54:50.079 --> 00:54:51.199 Cue it up for me. 00:54:51.360 --> 00:54:53.280 Or unl let me see your phone real quick. 00:54:53.440 --> 00:54:54.719 Is it still connected? 00:54:54.960 --> 00:54:55.599 Yes. 00:54:56.159 --> 00:55:00.000 This is a song that reminds me of 2016 summer. 00:55:00.239 --> 00:55:00.559 Oh. 00:55:01.280 --> 00:55:02.639 Not kids is great. 00:55:03.280 --> 00:55:04.719 This is like a movie. 00:55:04.960 --> 00:55:07.039 This is like an ex like the exit song. 00:55:07.280 --> 00:55:09.280 This puts me 2016. 00:55:10.079 --> 00:55:12.400 We're all getting ready to party tonight. 00:55:12.639 --> 00:55:13.840 We're in the car. 00:55:15.199 --> 00:55:18.239 Someone's got a bottle, someone's got a bag. 00:55:23.679 --> 00:55:25.599 We'll let this one play out, guys. 00:55:27.039 --> 00:55:27.920 Another podcast. 00:55:29.280 --> 00:55:29.519 Party. 00:55:30.079 --> 00:55:30.559 Party out. 00:55:31.840 --> 00:55:32.400 Little little. 00:55:34.320 --> 00:55:35.199 I love you.