התמלול המלא של How Trap Beckham Built A Timeless Party Anthem

00:04:07.360 Well, I don't like photos of it. 00:04:07.840 --> 00:04:09.039 He said he likes science. 00:04:09.280 --> 00:04:13.599 I'm a science guy, but I mean, I get it, but that wasn't interesting. 00:04:13.680 --> 00:04:14.719 Like, like the planets. 00:04:15.360 --> 00:04:15.759 You know what I mean? 00:04:16.079 --> 00:04:16.720 I love the planets. 00:04:16.879 --> 00:04:17.600 Don't I was talking about it? 00:04:17.839 --> 00:04:19.519 Well, yeah, let's learn about a leaf. 00:04:19.680 --> 00:04:20.240 Like, what? 00:04:20.480 --> 00:04:20.800 No. 00:04:20.959 --> 00:04:22.639 You know, I don't want to learn, you know. 00:04:23.040 --> 00:04:24.720 So I wanna so take us to the beginning. 00:04:24.800 --> 00:04:26.240 When did you get started in music? 00:04:26.480 --> 00:04:28.879 When did you know this was something that you truly wanted to do? 00:04:28.959 --> 00:04:30.480 Like it was beyond a hobby for you. 00:04:30.560 --> 00:04:31.680 How old were you? 00:04:33.040 --> 00:04:35.360 I was um beyond a hobby. 00:04:35.519 --> 00:04:37.040 I'm gonna give it 17. 00:04:37.199 --> 00:04:37.600 17? 00:04:37.920 --> 00:04:41.600 No, um, I am 30. 00:04:42.240 --> 00:04:43.439 He hesitated. 00:04:44.079 --> 00:04:44.879 You're lying. 00:04:45.120 --> 00:04:46.480 I am 30 something. 00:04:47.120 --> 00:04:48.240 You're 30 something then. 00:04:48.959 --> 00:04:49.920 Okay, okay. 00:04:50.160 --> 00:04:51.839 30-something is crazy words. 00:04:53.279 --> 00:04:55.279 You know, I'm 30-something, right? 00:04:55.600 --> 00:04:55.920 Okay. 00:04:56.160 --> 00:05:00.879 And um like, man, I just learned so much. 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:05.120 I don't even know. 00:05:05.759 --> 00:05:08.720 When you like really honed in on it, you were 17. 00:05:08.800 --> 00:05:13.920 What made you really be like, this is something I truly, truly want to take to the next level? 00:05:14.319 --> 00:05:14.639 Okay. 00:05:15.839 --> 00:05:20.319 Um when my boy, um, it was crazy. 00:05:20.560 --> 00:05:23.279 Like, I've been dreaming about this this whole time. 00:05:23.439 --> 00:05:24.959 It was this artist named Young Cash. 00:05:25.040 --> 00:05:27.439 He in our city, he's this big artist, right? 00:05:27.600 --> 00:05:30.800 I want to get this feature so bad for him, uh, from him. 00:05:31.040 --> 00:05:37.279 And um, my boy Um Beast Mode, this is my main producer at the time, my number one producer. 00:05:37.439 --> 00:05:38.959 Shout out to my brother Beast Mode. 00:05:39.120 --> 00:05:41.519 He get hit by a car, right? 00:05:42.399 --> 00:05:45.040 Boom, leg messed up for life. 00:05:45.439 --> 00:05:46.879 But he get a settlement. 00:05:47.439 --> 00:05:50.639 He says, Shout out to the and he believes in me. 00:05:51.279 --> 00:05:58.160 Bro, we spent two grand on this feature, and um it became the biggest song in my city. 00:05:58.399 --> 00:06:09.360 I started recording, I mean, uh recording everywhere, performing everywhere, and um just doing all types of stuff around my city, um, being on the radio and stuff like that. 00:06:09.439 --> 00:06:12.319 So like shout out to my brother Beast Mode. 00:06:12.879 --> 00:06:13.759 Shout out to you, Beast Mode. 00:06:14.079 --> 00:06:18.319 Yeah, um, yeah, like that's where it started from, and that's where it really got serious. 00:06:18.399 --> 00:06:22.720 It was like, I'm gonna spend this money on this feature, and we're gonna do it. 00:06:22.879 --> 00:06:23.759 We're gonna do it. 00:06:23.920 --> 00:06:26.399 And like we reap and we did it. 00:06:27.439 --> 00:06:31.839 So Birthday Chick came out in 2016. 00:06:33.360 --> 00:06:38.480 B Row, are you ever tired of performing that song? 00:06:39.279 --> 00:06:39.600 No. 00:06:39.920 --> 00:06:40.160 No? 00:06:40.319 --> 00:06:40.879 That shit fun. 00:06:41.199 --> 00:06:41.600 I love it. 00:06:41.759 --> 00:06:42.639 One time for the birthday. 00:06:43.839 --> 00:06:46.000 Two time for the birthday chick. 00:06:46.240 --> 00:06:48.240 Three time for the birthday cheat. 00:06:48.480 --> 00:06:50.399 Fuck it up if it's your birthday. 00:06:50.639 --> 00:06:52.560 Oh, I love that song. 00:06:52.720 --> 00:06:53.600 What every time? 00:06:53.920 --> 00:06:56.240 It's been a lot of people onto that song. 00:06:56.399 --> 00:06:56.879 Every time. 00:06:57.120 --> 00:06:58.560 It's literally my favorite song. 00:06:59.600 --> 00:06:59.920 Okay. 00:07:00.160 --> 00:07:01.120 Wait, I have a question. 00:07:01.199 --> 00:07:10.720 So, like, as far as that being like your breakout song, technically, most people who come out and they be like, Oh, I hate my first song that blew up. 00:07:10.879 --> 00:07:12.079 And you say the opposite. 00:07:12.240 --> 00:07:12.879 You love it. 00:07:13.040 --> 00:07:13.439 Why? 00:07:14.720 --> 00:07:19.360 Because, man, the culture done embraced it so much, man. 00:07:19.519 --> 00:07:22.079 Going platinum, bro, it means the world to me. 00:07:22.240 --> 00:07:22.879 You know what I'm saying? 00:07:23.040 --> 00:07:24.399 All the people that helped me. 00:07:24.480 --> 00:07:25.360 You know what I'm saying? 00:07:25.439 --> 00:07:28.560 Like, it just means the world to me to just see people celebrating. 00:07:28.639 --> 00:07:29.120 You know what I'm saying? 00:07:29.360 --> 00:07:29.839 Shout out to the people. 00:07:30.079 --> 00:07:31.040 Especially on their birthday. 00:07:33.040 --> 00:07:33.920 Birthday take. 00:07:34.000 --> 00:07:34.560 You feel me? 00:07:34.800 --> 00:07:35.439 It's timeless. 00:07:35.600 --> 00:07:36.800 It is timeless for sure. 00:07:36.879 --> 00:07:37.040 Yeah. 00:07:37.279 --> 00:07:38.959 No, it's it's really one of the ones. 00:07:39.040 --> 00:07:45.759 And um, like, man, yeah, I love performing that song because you can call everybody on the stage, have a have a big one. 00:07:45.920 --> 00:07:48.240 It's bottom be somebody's birthday in a damn crowd. 00:07:48.480 --> 00:07:50.399 If it's your birthday, come on the stage right now. 00:07:50.560

--> 00:07:51.360 That's all you gotta say. 00:07:53.199 --> 00:07:53.680 It's up. 00:07:53.920 --> 00:07:54.560 No, for real. 00:07:56.480 --> 00:08:10.399 So, I'm sure you figured out uh early in music that making music for women and for parties is like where it's at. 00:08:10.480 --> 00:08:13.519 It's what's gonna get the record played, right? 00:08:13.680 --> 00:08:14.800 Let me tell you something. 00:08:15.040 --> 00:08:16.399 Y'all run the world, man. 00:08:16.560 --> 00:08:17.199 Okay, thank you. 00:08:17.439 --> 00:08:18.399 Who run the world? 00:08:18.720 --> 00:08:19.040 Girls. 00:08:19.360 --> 00:08:20.240 Who run the world? 00:08:20.480 --> 00:08:21.519 Girls, you feel me? 00:08:22.879 --> 00:08:24.639 Girls run the world, man. 00:08:24.720 --> 00:08:29.600 And um, that's exactly who I catered my music around, you know what I'm saying? 00:08:29.759 --> 00:08:32.720 And like, bro, first of all, girls ain't cheap. 00:08:32.879 --> 00:08:33.519 You know what I'm saying? 00:08:33.600 --> 00:08:34.799 Girls got paper. 00:08:35.120 --> 00:08:36.559 Girls ain't, you know what I'm saying? 00:08:36.639 --> 00:08:39.519 Girls is they hold themselves to a different standard than guys do. 00:08:39.679 --> 00:08:40.639 We don't give a damn. 00:08:40.720 --> 00:08:41.600 You know what I'm saying? 00:08:41.759 --> 00:08:44.000 And um, so shout out to the ladies. 00:08:44.159 --> 00:08:46.639 And um, I'ma always cater to the ladies. 00:08:46.720 --> 00:08:47.279 You know what I'm saying? 00:08:47.360 --> 00:08:48.559 I grew up with all girls. 00:08:48.879 --> 00:08:49.360 You know what I'm saying? 00:08:49.440 --> 00:08:50.960 Nothing but my mama and my sisters. 00:08:51.279 --> 00:08:53.279 So I got the whole experience. 00:08:53.840 --> 00:08:56.879 I know all the moves, all everything. 00:08:57.039 --> 00:08:57.919 You know what I'm saying? 00:08:58.559 --> 00:09:01.519 And um, I I just appreciate the women in this world. 00:09:01.600 --> 00:09:04.720 Y'all, man, y'all, y'all birthed the whole damn world. 00:09:05.279 --> 00:09:06.000 Is it crazy? 00:09:06.320 --> 00:09:06.639 Say that. 00:09:06.799 --> 00:09:07.519 You know what I'm saying? 00:09:07.600 --> 00:09:11.519 So, you know, shout out to feminism, womenism. 00:09:11.759 --> 00:09:13.120 Is it a difference? 00:09:13.679 --> 00:09:14.399 You know what I'm saying? 00:09:14.480 --> 00:09:14.799 I don't know. 00:09:15.120 --> 00:09:15.519 It wasn't this. 00:09:16.080 --> 00:09:18.320 It is, but goddamn, we're gonna let you try. 00:09:18.960 --> 00:09:20.720 We had this conversation a couple weeks ago. 00:09:20.799 --> 00:09:21.279 There's a difference. 00:09:21.759 --> 00:09:23.919 Is there a difference between feminism and women? 00:09:25.440 --> 00:09:26.320 Shut up. 00:09:26.639 --> 00:09:27.519 Don't even do that. 00:09:27.600 --> 00:09:28.720 Don't don't do that today. 00:09:28.960 --> 00:09:30.240 It's a show for me. 00:09:30.399 --> 00:09:31.279 I'll weak. 00:09:32.399 --> 00:09:32.720

Okay. 00:09:33.840 --> 00:09:42.879 But with that being said, you realize that at a young age, you kind of, I don't want to say climaxed off that, but climaxed off of that. 00:09:43.519 --> 00:09:45.759 Is there hold on? 00:09:45.919 --> 00:09:46.399 Wait, okay. 00:09:47.039 --> 00:09:50.639 I tried to move past that I'm high lower. 00:09:50.799 --> 00:09:54.799 Reword it, don't move past because it wasn't. 00:09:54.879 --> 00:09:59.919 I I tell people all all the time that 2016 was the best year. 00:10:00.080 --> 00:10:00.879 It was the great year. 00:10:01.440 --> 00:10:02.399 It was the best year. 00:10:02.799 --> 00:10:03.279 Oh God. 00:10:03.679 --> 00:10:09.519 So the music during that time period is gonna be played, like it has been played for a whole generation. 00:10:09.759 --> 00:10:12.159 Like, why was 2016 the best year? 00:10:12.879 --> 00:10:13.440 It just was. 00:10:13.600 --> 00:10:14.720 Wow, it just was. 00:10:14.960 --> 00:10:18.960 I want to know y'all's scientific reason. 00:10:19.200 --> 00:10:19.679 Why? 00:10:19.919 --> 00:10:20.720 I never thought about it. 00:10:21.120 --> 00:10:24.320 Because can we we can all agree on that on some different timelines? 00:10:25.120 --> 00:10:26.240 That's crazy. 00:10:26.559 --> 00:10:27.679 That was my best year, too. 00:10:29.120 --> 00:10:30.480 I was I was in college in 2016. 00:10:30.720 --> 00:10:32.159 What was your best year though? 00:10:34.000 --> 00:10:35.759 He ain't gonna say 2016. 00:10:39.519 --> 00:10:40.480 This year this year. 00:10:41.279 --> 00:10:42.159 2026. 00:10:42.399 --> 00:10:42.799 Every year. 00:10:43.039 --> 00:10:43.360 Every year. 00:10:43.600 --> 00:10:44.879 He said every year the best year. 00:10:45.279 --> 00:10:45.519 Man. 00:10:46.960 --> 00:10:50.320 TJ, TJ, when was your best year of your life? 00:10:50.960 --> 00:10:51.600 This is a good one. 00:10:51.679 --> 00:10:52.960 That's a great person to ask. 00:10:54.320 --> 00:10:56.080 Best year of your life, you went up. 00:10:57.919 --> 00:10:58.559 2010. 00:10:58.879 --> 00:10:59.919 2010 was a good one. 00:11:02.639 --> 00:11:03.759 2010 was a good one. 00:11:03.919 --> 00:11:05.039 That's when I got started. 00:11:05.279 --> 00:11:05.679 That's right. 00:11:05.919 --> 00:11:06.240 Yeah. 00:11:08.720 --> 00:11:09.919 That's when I started running. 00:11:10.240 --> 00:11:10.639 Really? 00:11:11.360 --> 00:11:12.240 2016. 00:11:12.799 --> 00:11:13.440 Shut the fuck up. 00:11:13.679 --> 00:11:15.120 It's something it's something in the numbers. 00:11:15.440 --> 00:11:20.399 So we do need to give the audience a microphone just in case of these moments right here where everyone wanna chime in. 00:11:20.879 --> 00:11:21.519 No, no, no. 00:11:21.600 --> 00:11:22.559 We got a mic for the audience. 00:11:22.799 --> 00:11:23.440 All right, all right, all right. 00:11:23.679 --> 00:11:24.159 I love that though. 00:11:24.240 --> 00:11:24.720 He's gonna see. 00:11:25.279 --> 00:11:26.000 What is your sign? 00:11:26.720 --> 00:11:27.840 Trap, what's your sign? 00:11:28.000 --> 00:11:29.519 Your astrological sign. 00:11:29.759 --> 00:11:30.639 I'm a cancer. 00:11:30.720 --> 00:11:31.440 I kind of knew you were. 00:11:31.759 --> 00:11:33.039 I thought you were gonna say I'm a real nigga. 00:11:33.440 --> 00:11:35.759 Word of my life, I was gonna say he gives me cancer. 00:11:35.840 --> 00:11:36.480 I hate when niggas think. 00:11:37.840 --> 00:11:38.720 You know the answer to the case. 00:11:38.960 --> 00:11:42.000 I was just saying he was we literally said the same person at the same time. 00:11:42.080 --> 00:11:45.120 I have a really close friend back home, and you're giving his box, and he had cancer. 00:11:45.279 --> 00:11:46.960 Dope dude, very cool. 00:11:47.360 --> 00:11:48.399 Shout out to him. 00:11:48.559 --> 00:11:49.519 Shout out to my dog. 00:11:49.919 --> 00:11:50.879 Shout out to you. 00:11:51.360 --> 00:11:52.159 What up? 00:11:52.720 --> 00:11:53.039 Okay. 00:11:53.519 --> 00:11:57.360 But my theory is it's because the the I'm a millennial. 00:11:57.519 --> 00:12:02.799 I think it was because the millennials were in college or in the time period after high school. 00:12:03.039 --> 00:12:05.440 So they were outside doing a lot more. 00:12:05.519 --> 00:12:09.759 And we were one of the last generations that were like outside growing up. 00:12:10.000 --> 00:12:14.399 So we weren't so attached to our phones and being inside the house. 00:12:14.720 --> 00:12:15.679 We were more outside. 00:12:15.919 --> 00:12:20.320 So with outside comes music and parties and culture. 00:12:20.639 --> 00:12:25.440 Well, I will say 2016 for me was that coming of age year type shit. 00:12:25.759 --> 00:12:29.279 So growing up, we were shaking ass. 00:12:29.519 --> 00:12:29.759 Yeah. 00:12:29.919 --> 00:12:31.840 We were still too. 00:12:32.080 --> 00:12:33.919 They had already started shaking ass. 00:12:34.080 --> 00:12:35.120 God damn it, we were still gonna do that. 00:12:35.279 --> 00:12:37.519 The whole ass shaking shit been gone by 2016. 00:12:37.759 --> 00:12:37.919 Hello. 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:42.559 Hey, cause look, my dog Juve dropped back that ass up in 99. 00:12:42.799 --> 00:12:44.080 So you got to know 2016. 00:12:44.639 --> 00:12:45.840 Run into the dance floor when you hear you. 00:12:45.919 --> 00:12:46.639 You got to know. 00:12:46.799 --> 00:12:47.919 That's still getting played. 00:12:48.639 --> 00:12:50.159 2016 was our freak nick. 00:12:50.320 --> 00:12:50.480 Shit. 00:12:52.240 --> 00:12:54.320 So I think we need to throw another freak nick. 00:12:54.480 --> 00:12:55.039 I ain't gonna lie. 00:12:55.200 --> 00:12:55.519 Hello. 00:12:55.840 --> 00:12:59.600 Hey, I think we I think we need to uh create an era. 00:12:59.919 --> 00:13:02.480 Create an era for everybody be talking about old eras. 00:13:02.639 --> 00:13:03.679 Let's create an era. 00:13:03.840 --> 00:13:04.240 How about that? 00:13:04.559 --> 00:13:05.279 I always like the

play. 00:13:05.440 --> 00:13:08.159 I know we're getting off track, but the players' ball theme was always dope to me. 00:13:08.320 --> 00:13:09.039 I love the players ball. 00:13:10.080 --> 00:13:10.559 I never have played players. 00:13:14.399 --> 00:13:15.759 I might do one for my birthday. 00:13:15.840 --> 00:13:16.080 Fuck it. 00:13:17.440 --> 00:13:18.559 You gotta meet true. 00:13:18.960 --> 00:13:19.519 I get one. 00:13:19.679 --> 00:13:20.240 You get one. 00:13:21.039 --> 00:13:23.120 It can't be no phones, though. 00:13:23.440 --> 00:13:25.519 Hey, what kind of what you wearing? 00:13:25.759 --> 00:13:26.559 I agree with that. 00:13:26.720 --> 00:13:28.320 What you wearing over there to the players bar? 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:29.519 We ain't even about to start. 00:13:30.879 --> 00:13:31.360 Don't get started. 00:13:33.279 --> 00:13:36.240 Shout out to um, I think I want to do one for my birthday. 00:13:36.320 --> 00:13:37.200 That'd be kind of cool. 00:13:38.080 --> 00:13:39.440 But like, yeah, you know? 00:13:39.679 --> 00:13:42.960 But like, it's just like a whole stigma with it. 00:13:43.039 --> 00:13:43.679 You feel me? 00:13:43.840 --> 00:13:45.360 And I I got a brand and shit. 00:13:45.440 --> 00:13:46.000 You know what I mean? 00:13:46.240 --> 00:13:47.360 Yeah, I kind of get that. 00:13:47.600 --> 00:13:48.080 You feel me? 00:13:48.879 --> 00:13:58.320 So back home in your in your state, um, who do you think are some of the people that are coming up, like that you would love to either collab with or, you know, get under you and kind of show them the ropes? 00:13:58.399 --> 00:14:00.080 Like, who do you think is some of the people that are coming up? 00:14:00.159 --> 00:14:01.679 And Duvall County. 00:14:01.840 --> 00:14:02.559 How you say it? 00:14:06.720 --> 00:14:09.759 Um man, basically um, all of them, man. 00:14:10.000 --> 00:14:15.360 Um couple notable mentions, um Tay Bougie, you know what I'm saying? 00:14:15.519 --> 00:14:17.919 That's a hard little artist. 00:14:18.159 --> 00:14:20.000 I'm talking about big, hard little big artists. 00:14:20.159 --> 00:14:20.639 You know what I'm saying? 00:14:20.799 --> 00:14:23.120 La West Side, I fuck with you, La West Side. 00:14:23.200 --> 00:14:25.759 You already know Doofy, my brother. 00:14:26.000 --> 00:14:30.159 Um like it can get real local with the names y'all don't know. 00:14:30.320 --> 00:14:31.279 You know what I'm saying? 00:14:31.840 --> 00:14:35.840 You know, um, but like really, like, I just support my whole city. 00:14:36.000 --> 00:14:46.639 Y'all know, my city know, like, who the front, like, y'all know I've been vouching for the city, been the front runner of the city, been stamping everybody else who come out. 00:14:47.039 --> 00:14:47.600 You know what I'm saying? 00:14:47.759 --> 00:14:52.080 Like, it's Duval County, man, and like I never go against anything that comes out of there. 00:14:52.320 --> 00:14:53.039 You know what I'm saying? 00:14:53.120 --> 00:14:57.840 So, like, you know, shout out to anybody from my city who who on the cusp. 00:14:57.919 --> 00:15:00.000 If you 13 years old, you watching this. 00:15:00.320 --> 00:15:00.960 Get ready. 00:15:01.039 --> 00:15:01.679 You feel me? 00:15:01.840 --> 00:15:02.240 It's up. 00:15:02.559 --> 00:15:03.519 You know what I'm saying? 00:15:04.399 --> 00:15:05.120 I like that. 00:15:05.519 --> 00:15:07.519 Yeah, that was a good response. 00:15:08.320 --> 00:15:08.879 Yeah. 00:15:09.279 --> 00:15:13.039 So have you traveled outside the country doing your music? 00:15:13.600 --> 00:15:15.039 Where's the favorite place you've been? 00:15:15.200 --> 00:15:23.440 Or where where's a place that you've been that you would go and take somebody back to and show them around because you enjoyed your time there? 00:15:23.679 --> 00:15:25.600 Oh, that's that's only Jamaica. 00:15:26.399 --> 00:15:27.759 That's only Jamaica, man. 00:15:27.919 --> 00:15:38.080 Because like people go to Jamaica, you know, they get they had a little vaccines, they had a little things like rolled out, but when they roll it out for you, it's different. 00:15:38.240 --> 00:15:39.279 You know what I'm saying? 00:15:39.840 --> 00:15:46.320 And it's like, man, the love they just show me in Jamaica, bro, is like Bomba Claw, bro. 00:15:46.559 --> 00:15:47.519 You know what I'm saying? 00:15:47.679 --> 00:15:49.039 It's like rah claw. 00:15:49.120 --> 00:15:49.519 You know what I'm saying? 00:15:49.679 --> 00:15:50.720 Right, bum, boom, blah. 00:15:52.879 --> 00:15:53.759 You feel me? 00:15:53.840 --> 00:15:55.039 Like, I get it, bro. 00:15:55.120 --> 00:15:57.440 Like, I get why everybody loves y'all, bro. 00:15:57.519 --> 00:15:58.399 I understand it. 00:15:58.480 --> 00:16:03.600 Yeah, like, man, the struggle, everything, the hustle, everything, bro. 00:16:03.759 --> 00:16:05.600 Like, you just love Jamaica, bro. 00:16:06.399 --> 00:16:07.200 I've never been. 00:16:07.440 --> 00:16:08.960 I'm I'm oh, you gotta go. 00:16:09.120 --> 00:16:09.679 You gotta go. 00:16:09.840 --> 00:16:12.080 A nigga might try to sell you an egg in the middle of the street. 00:16:12.240 --> 00:16:12.480 Hello. 00:16:12.720 --> 00:16:13.440 Oh no, don't you? 00:16:13.600 --> 00:16:15.039 You need two eggs for breakfast. 00:16:15.759 --> 00:16:16.720 Don't take the eggs. 00:16:17.039 --> 00:16:17.279 Nope. 00:16:17.440 --> 00:16:18.240 I mean, you can. 00:16:18.320 --> 00:16:20.159 Yes, they organic right off the floor. 00:16:20.720 --> 00:16:22.399 It's the hustle and hustle. 00:16:22.639 --> 00:16:27.519 I'm just saying, how niggas stopping you on the street like how the water boys, they selling you two eggs right there. 00:16:28.879 --> 00:16:29.759 Instead of one shit. 00:16:30.879 --> 00:16:31.200 Man, what? 00:16:32.480 --> 00:16:34.240 Oxtails right there. 00:16:34.639 --> 00:16:35.600 At the window? 00:16:35.919 --> 00:16:36.559 Oh, yeah. 00:16:36.879 --> 00:16:37.759 At the red light. 00:16:37.919 -->

00:16:38.720 No, no window. 00:16:39.279 --> 00:16:41.200 No, at home car window. 00:16:41.759 --> 00:16:42.799 So I have a question. 00:16:42.960 --> 00:16:50.240 If you could put together the best show of all time, who would be the artist beside you on stage? 00:16:50.879 --> 00:16:55.200 All right, look, best show of all time off the top of the dome. 00:16:55.360 --> 00:16:55.919 Yes. 00:16:56.720 --> 00:17:01.840 We gon' we gonna uh open the show with Jay-Z. 00:17:02.000 --> 00:17:02.240 Okay. 00:17:02.480 --> 00:17:06.240 Jay-Z, he's gonna do a whole freestyle a cappella. 00:17:06.480 --> 00:17:07.599 You know how he do it. 00:17:07.839 --> 00:17:08.240 Right? 00:17:08.480 --> 00:17:10.000 He's gonna open the show. 00:17:10.400 --> 00:17:12.079 I'm sorry, Jay U to open them. 00:17:12.240 --> 00:17:12.319 Right? 00:17:12.559 --> 00:17:15.359 I was thinking, I was like, I gotta go up from here because after that. 00:17:18.079 --> 00:17:20.079 Wait till I get mama here. 00:17:25.759 --> 00:17:26.240 Not the club. 00:17:26.480 --> 00:17:27.039 Okay, okay, okay. 00:17:27.279 --> 00:17:28.319 We go crazy after that. 00:17:29.359 --> 00:17:29.759 Right. 00:17:30.240 --> 00:17:35.599 I'm not I'm not trying to turn it down, but I'm trying to go. 00:17:36.799 --> 00:17:38.160 I am gonna go. 00:17:42.480 --> 00:17:43.119 What do you say? 00:17:43.599 --> 00:17:45.279 You gotta sell no person now, right? 00:17:45.599 --> 00:17:46.480 They not like us. 00:17:46.880 --> 00:17:48.640 Oh shit, that was that one I got. 00:17:50.000 --> 00:17:52.000 Right after Kaya, you go, they not like us? 00:17:52.640 --> 00:17:52.880 Right. 00:17:53.359 --> 00:17:54.160 Okay, that's number three. 00:17:54.400 --> 00:17:55.680 Wait, wait, wait, just one. 00:17:55.839 --> 00:17:56.160 Just one. 00:17:56.880 --> 00:17:57.759 I'm not doing the whole thing. 00:17:57.839 --> 00:17:58.160 Wait, wait. 00:17:58.319 --> 00:17:59.440 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 00:17:59.680 --> 00:18:00.720 This is the ride up. 00:18:01.200 --> 00:18:01.759 Oh shit. 00:18:01.839 --> 00:18:02.640 You lost. 00:18:02.960 --> 00:18:03.359 So look. 00:18:03.759 --> 00:18:05.279 I lost you at they not like us? 00:18:05.440 --> 00:18:05.519 No. 00:18:05.759 --> 00:18:07.759 I mean, you lost me at the squabble with it. 00:18:07.920 --> 00:18:08.640 You squabble with it. 00:18:08.720 --> 00:18:09.279 Squabble with it. 00:18:09.359 --> 00:18:09.839 What he means. 00:18:10.160 --> 00:18:11.200 Squabble up. 00:18:13.440 --> 00:18:14.799 Loud and wrong. 00:18:15.119 --> 00:18:15.759 Something like that. 00:18:15.839 --> 00:18:16.240 Okay, wait, wait. 00:18:16.559 --> 00:18:17.039 That was three. 00:18:17.119 --> 00:18:18.319 You said you like that? 00:18:18.559 --> 00:18:19.519 You want Kendrick. 00:18:19.680 --> 00:18:20.400 Come on. 00:18:21.440 --> 00:18:22.000 What? 00:18:23.839 --> 00:18:24.880 That's still crazy. 00:18:25.119 --> 00:18:25.759 That's crazy. 00:18:26.720 --> 00:18:27.839 But look, because

I don't give a damn. 00:18:28.240 --> 00:18:29.839 You got a whole right after that? 00:18:29.920 --> 00:18:31.839 I'm breaking drink right after him. 00:18:32.160 --> 00:18:32.799 Okay, I don't know. 00:18:32.880 --> 00:18:33.519 You lost me. 00:18:33.759 --> 00:18:34.000 Why? 00:18:34.319 --> 00:18:34.799 So you lost me. 00:18:34.960 --> 00:18:37.279 That's gonna have you, you know how many viewers gonna watch. 00:18:37.759 --> 00:18:39.039 Drink after Kendrick. 00:18:39.200 --> 00:18:39.759 I mean, I get it. 00:18:40.000 --> 00:18:40.640 Respond to whatever. 00:18:40.960 --> 00:18:42.160 They ain't even gonna be able to be in the same room. 00:18:42.240 --> 00:18:42.880 But no, no, no, no. 00:18:43.119 --> 00:18:44.240 They off that shit though. 00:18:44.400 --> 00:18:46.160 But but I get where you go. 00:18:46.400 --> 00:18:47.440 I get where you going. 00:18:47.759 --> 00:18:48.960 But they off that shit. 00:18:49.119 --> 00:18:49.920 What you want me to do? 00:18:50.079 --> 00:18:52.480 Some uh you want me to do some baby chief? 00:18:52.960 --> 00:18:53.119 No. 00:18:53.359 --> 00:18:54.079 What you want me to do? 00:18:54.160 --> 00:18:54.880 You gonna make your money. 00:18:56.000 --> 00:18:56.640 Who you want? 00:18:56.799 --> 00:18:57.359 Who you are? 00:18:57.680 --> 00:18:59.519 It don't matter who I want, it's your show. 00:18:59.680 --> 00:19:00.480 God damn it. 00:19:01.839 --> 00:19:02.400 You lost me. 00:19:02.799 --> 00:19:03.039 That's it. 00:19:04.160 --> 00:19:05.039 That shit rockin'. 00:19:06.240 --> 00:19:06.720 You crazy. 00:19:07.039 --> 00:19:08.240 God damn, do toe bag, man. 00:19:11.440 --> 00:19:12.160 Hell yeah, my boy Bad Bunny. 00:19:12.400 --> 00:19:13.359 Okay, you bought me with that one. 00:19:13.519 --> 00:19:14.079 Right after Drake. 00:19:16.000 --> 00:19:17.920 Look, right after Kid drinking Drake. 00:19:18.400 --> 00:19:20.240 We bringing um Bad Bunny out. 00:19:20.480 --> 00:19:21.440 Bad Bunny, okay. 00:19:21.680 --> 00:19:25.359 Um at the at the Bad Bunny, guess who I'm gonna bring out? 00:19:25.599 --> 00:19:29.759 I know y'all don't know him, and I don't I know y'all don't care, but I'm bringing out my boy Sai. 00:19:29.839 --> 00:19:31.599 He from he from China. 00:19:31.839 --> 00:19:33.759 You ever heard of Open Gunham style? 00:19:34.000 --> 00:19:35.279 Whoop, whoop, whoop, ooh. 00:19:35.519 --> 00:19:36.319 Yeah, the one with Megan. 00:19:36.640 --> 00:19:39.599 We gonna have the whole Asian community going crazy. 00:19:42.960 --> 00:19:46.079 Oh, oh, so now we done already put Bad Bunny. 00:19:46.319 --> 00:19:46.559 Okay. 00:19:46.960 --> 00:19:48.640 We done already put Kendrick. 00:19:48.960 --> 00:19:54.160 We done already put Kanye Drake Jane and some. 00:19:54.559 --> 00:19:55.680 This is a diverse app. 00:19:56.640 --> 00:19:58.720 This is the it's called the whole world. 00:19:58.960 --> 00:20:00.480 And guess how we're gonna finish it? 00:20:00.559 --> 00:20:01.200 Okay, wait, wait,

wait. 00:20:01.759 --> 00:20:02.640 How we gonna fit tickets? 00:20:02.720 --> 00:20:03.920 It's gonna be gonna finish it. 00:20:04.000 --> 00:20:04.559 No, no, no, no, no. 00:20:04.640 --> 00:20:06.720 How we're gonna finish it stupid. 00:20:07.039 --> 00:20:08.400 Listen, listen, listen. 00:20:08.880 --> 00:20:10.480 Michael Jackson hologram. 00:20:10.799 --> 00:20:11.119 Okay. 00:20:11.839 --> 00:20:12.960 Now let me ask you this. 00:20:13.440 --> 00:20:14.240 I'm with the hologram. 00:20:14.480 --> 00:20:15.680 Okay, I I fuck with it. 00:20:15.839 --> 00:20:17.599 But got the hologram. 00:20:18.000 --> 00:20:19.519 Based off of that lineup. 00:20:19.759 --> 00:20:20.079 Yeah. 00:20:20.400 --> 00:20:24.000 And like the real like last question, you stupid. 00:20:24.640 --> 00:20:25.039 Yep. 00:20:25.279 --> 00:20:27.039 Nigga, just based off of the lineup. 00:20:27.519 --> 00:20:29.519 I might have to throw burnable on that bitch too now. 00:20:29.599 --> 00:20:30.400 Shout out my boy Burnable. 00:20:30.559 --> 00:20:30.960 I might have to. 00:20:31.119 --> 00:20:31.759 But where are the females? 00:20:32.319 --> 00:20:33.119 We gotta do Africa. 00:20:33.359 --> 00:20:34.799 I cannot forget Africa. 00:20:35.119 --> 00:20:35.759 It's a long ass. 00:20:35.920 --> 00:20:36.720 You forgot all the women. 00:20:37.119 --> 00:20:38.319 Y'all trying to be girls, man. 00:20:39.039 --> 00:20:40.000 I'm trying to do it for the world. 00:20:42.000 --> 00:20:43.680 But you just said girls run the world. 00:20:43.759 --> 00:20:45.279 That's how you first start to show off. 00:20:45.839 --> 00:20:47.200 But damn, either way. 00:20:48.000 --> 00:20:49.920 What about Whitney Houston, Holy Bram? 00:20:52.400 --> 00:20:54.720 If we doing an American show, yes. 00:20:55.119 --> 00:20:56.880 If we're doing a world show, no. 00:20:57.039 --> 00:20:57.200 No. 00:20:57.519 --> 00:20:58.000 Damn. 00:20:58.319 --> 00:20:59.920 Like Whitney Houston is the goat. 00:21:00.799 --> 00:21:01.920 Whitney Houston is the goat. 00:21:02.160 --> 00:21:02.799 That's my goal. 00:21:03.119 --> 00:21:04.720 Whitney Houston is my goat. 00:21:05.279 --> 00:21:06.000 Before B. 00:21:06.720 --> 00:21:07.759 I love Whitney. 00:21:08.160 --> 00:21:08.640 You feel me? 00:21:08.880 --> 00:21:09.920 She's definitely before B. 00:21:10.240 --> 00:21:10.640 What? 00:21:11.279 --> 00:21:11.680 Come on. 00:21:11.920 --> 00:21:13.440 Are we referring to Beyonce? 00:21:13.599 --> 00:21:14.079 Yeah, I think so. 00:21:14.240 --> 00:21:14.480 Hell yeah. 00:21:14.640 --> 00:21:15.759 Don't ever try me like that. 00:21:16.400 --> 00:21:17.359 There's so many people. 00:21:19.359 --> 00:21:20.000 Big Whitney. 00:21:20.079 --> 00:21:20.559 You know what I'm saying? 00:21:20.720 --> 00:21:21.119 Big Whitney. 00:21:21.279 --> 00:21:21.680 Oh, yeah, yeah. 00:21:21.839 --> 00:21:22.559 Not the little one. 00:21:22.640 --> 00:21:23.359 You feel me? 00:21:23.599 --> 00:21:24.960 Like, man, come on, man. 00:21:25.359 --> 00:21:27.759 Y'all ever seen her uh national anthem? 00:21:28.480 --> 00:21:28.720 Yes. 00:21:29.039 --> 00:21:29.920 Stop playing, man. 00:21:30.079 --> 00:21:31.680 Okay, but back to what I was saying. 00:21:31.839 --> 00:21:42.160 Just based off your lineup and what the music that you put out and everything, like I was gonna say, is your music itself is very diverse as far as not just one sound. 00:21:42.720 --> 00:21:52.960 So with that being stated, would you say you going with times as far as how music going, or you haven't like necessarily found your your actual sound yet? 00:21:53.200 --> 00:21:54.960 I mean, I definitely found my sound. 00:21:55.119 --> 00:21:55.359 For sure. 00:21:55.599 --> 00:21:59.759 I got my sound for sure, but I I'm also going with times in life and just experiences. 00:22:00.640 --> 00:22:04.000 To um kind of inspire brand new topics. 00:22:04.240 --> 00:22:04.559 Okay. 00:22:05.119 --> 00:22:06.319 I'm for you on that. 00:22:06.559 --> 00:22:08.799 We're so hot topic right now. 00:22:10.400 --> 00:22:11.039 Hey. 00:22:12.079 --> 00:22:14.640 It's not really hot because everybody done been through it. 00:22:14.960 --> 00:22:15.920 You know what I'm saying? 00:22:16.799 --> 00:22:23.279 But you know, um, just kind of um you ever been left up shit's creep without a paddle? 00:22:23.519 --> 00:22:23.839 Yep. 00:22:24.240 --> 00:22:25.039 Very many times. 00:22:25.200 --> 00:22:25.519 Yeah. 00:22:25.839 --> 00:22:28.160 And I always found a way back to shore. 00:22:29.279 --> 00:22:31.119 Shit! Yeah, son. 00:22:31.200 --> 00:22:31.920 Yeah, bitch. 00:22:32.559 --> 00:22:32.880 Yeah. 00:22:33.519 --> 00:22:34.400 That's some real shit. 00:22:35.599 --> 00:22:37.039 That's what the fuck is going on right now. 00:22:39.039 --> 00:22:40.480 You see, he would've he got me. 00:22:41.200 --> 00:22:41.680 Yeah. 00:22:41.920 --> 00:22:42.640 Yeah, man. 00:22:42.720 --> 00:22:47.039 Man, that's it's um, you know, it's perseverance. 00:22:47.119 --> 00:22:47.759 That's what it is. 00:22:47.839 --> 00:22:48.000 Yeah. 00:22:48.160 --> 00:22:49.359 You know what I'm saying? 00:22:49.839 --> 00:22:50.079 Yeah. 00:22:50.319 --> 00:22:50.799 For sure. 00:22:50.880 --> 00:22:51.119 Okay. 00:22:52.319 --> 00:22:54.559 So we're gonna close it out. 00:22:54.720 --> 00:22:56.960 You can let the people know where they can find you at. 00:22:57.440 --> 00:23:02.799 You can find me everywhere at Trap Beckup, T-R-A-P, B-E-C-K-H-A-M. 00:23:03.279 --> 00:23:07.599 All platforms, all D S Ps, but I don't know, just come on in. 00:23:08.720 --> 00:23:11.279 Tell me to pull up the map pulling. 00:23:11.759 --> 00:23:14.480 Because I'm on matter, little booties, big booties, all got shit matters. 00:23:15.119 --> 00:23:15.680 All that matters. 00:23:16.160 --> 00:23:19.039 If you got no booty, don't call it all, all right? 00:23:23.359 --> 00:23:24.079 How do you hear me? 00:23:24.319 --> 00:23:25.119 Little booties and big.

00:23:25.519 --> 00:23:25.680 Yes. 00:23:26.319 --> 00:23:27.359 Little booties and big booties. 00:23:27.839 --> 00:23:28.319 That was awesome. 00:23:28.400 --> 00:23:29.039 Thank you so much. 00:23:29.200 --> 00:23:30.799 But you're gonna stick around for the segments, right? 00:23:30.880 --> 00:23:33.839 Because you can still comment, chime in on anything that we're discussing here, okay? 00:23:34.000 --> 00:23:35.279 Oh yeah, I can hang out right here. 00:23:35.440 --> 00:23:35.920 Yeah, absolutely. 00:23:36.160 --> 00:23:37.119 Okay, what are we talking about? 00:23:37.200 --> 00:23:37.519 Let's go. 00:23:37.920 --> 00:23:38.640 I'm just gonna. 00:23:39.200 --> 00:23:40.799 I I'm gonna go first. 00:23:41.359 --> 00:23:41.680 Okay. 00:23:42.319 --> 00:23:44.319 My my segment is called Triggered. 00:23:44.400 --> 00:23:45.839 I think I might have to roll it up. 00:23:46.720 --> 00:23:48.319 I'm already picking my mic back up. 00:23:48.400 --> 00:23:48.960 What are we doing? 00:23:49.039 --> 00:23:49.920 I'm triggered already. 00:23:50.079 --> 00:23:50.559 Oh Lord. 00:23:50.799 --> 00:23:52.319 No, Lord, not already. 00:23:52.400 --> 00:23:53.200 That's gonna be the fastest. 00:23:53.519 --> 00:23:53.920 Me too, man. 00:23:54.079 --> 00:23:54.720 Me too, K. 00:23:55.279 --> 00:23:56.160 So I'm already mad. 00:23:56.400 --> 00:23:56.960 You're fun. 00:23:57.920 --> 00:24:04.720 This week, I want to talk about a case that is in the media, the Lindsay Clancy case. 00:24:04.799 --> 00:24:06.079 Has anybody heard about that case? 00:24:06.400 --> 00:24:07.599 She killed her three kids. 00:24:07.839 --> 00:24:08.160 Oh. 00:24:09.200 --> 00:24:11.279 I'm tired of topics like this. 00:24:11.599 --> 00:24:14.720 Hey, get your ass the fuck up on out of here, man. 00:24:14.799 --> 00:24:19.279 Hey, lock her ass up, put her ass under the under the under under the under the jail. 00:24:19.440 --> 00:24:20.079 You know what I'm saying? 00:24:20.319 --> 00:24:22.640 Goddamn, put her under the goddamn hell. 00:24:22.720 --> 00:24:23.200 You hear me? 00:24:23.759 --> 00:24:24.720 So that's some of the details. 00:24:24.799 --> 00:24:25.599 Like, what's going on with it? 00:24:25.680 --> 00:24:26.240 Like she killed her. 00:24:28.559 --> 00:24:34.799 Her defense is arguing that she was experiencing uh postpartum psychosis. 00:24:35.440 --> 00:24:38.240 So I am gonna talk a little bit about that today. 00:24:38.559 --> 00:24:43.039 But um, they're saying that she wasn't criminally responsible. 00:24:43.359 --> 00:24:52.720 But the prosecutors are arguing that despite her mental health struggles what put her on the under hell. 00:24:52.880 --> 00:24:53.359 You can't hear me. 00:24:55.680 --> 00:24:59.119 Oh like yo, wait, can anybody feel that? 00:24:59.359 --> 00:25:01.519 Because if you can, I would like to hear. 00:25:01.839 --> 00:25:02.640 Feel what, love? 00:25:02.960 --> 00:25:07.519 Like what what the what that lady was feeling and like why why she needed

to kill her babies. 00:25:07.759 --> 00:25:09.279 Like, oh so no. 00:25:09.519 --> 00:25:10.240 Anybody can feel that? 00:25:10.319 --> 00:25:10.559 Anybody? 00:25:10.960 --> 00:25:11.039 No. 00:25:11.279 --> 00:25:12.079 I'm good, Tefan? 00:25:12.400 --> 00:25:12.720 Anybody? 00:25:12.880 --> 00:25:13.759 Look, I got angry. 00:25:13.839 --> 00:25:14.160 Okay. 00:25:14.480 --> 00:25:15.200 Cause look. 00:25:15.440 --> 00:25:17.279 So what you got in this? 00:25:17.839 --> 00:25:21.519 Tonight, I I don't want to be a tiny bit. 00:25:22.880 --> 00:25:34.319 Tonight, I I don't want to be um, or I don't, I don't want anybody to play jury, uh, because I think there's still like the actual jury is still out. 00:25:34.480 --> 00:25:44.400 I didn't watch today or anything like that, but um, I feel like her um her case brings up like a bigger conversation. 00:25:44.640 --> 00:25:49.200 And for me, that is what happens uh to women after childbirth. 00:25:50.000 --> 00:26:02.880 And um are we paying attention before something tragic happens or are we waiting until it's too late and the symptoms are convenient enough? 00:26:04.240 --> 00:26:13.599 And what I mean by that is we spend as women, we spend pregnancy being asked about the baby after birth. 00:26:13.759 --> 00:26:16.559 You're still being asked about the baby. 00:26:16.799 --> 00:26:17.920 Is the baby sleeping? 00:26:18.079 --> 00:26:19.200 Is the baby eating? 00:26:19.440 --> 00:26:20.880 Is the baby okay? 00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:39.200 But when the woman has a baby, even though they put themselves through a life-threatening experience, do you think the people around them pay attention enough to her mental health throughout that process? 00:26:39.680 --> 00:26:41.680 In my opinion, the answer is no. 00:26:42.799 --> 00:26:44.799 Anybody else want to think on that? 00:26:45.519 --> 00:26:45.920 Yeah. 00:26:46.160 --> 00:26:47.279 I I agree with that. 00:26:47.440 --> 00:26:47.680 Okay. 00:26:47.839 --> 00:26:54.720 So y'all go through a lot, man, and it's it's very painful, and it's very, it's a crazy, your whole body is changing. 00:26:55.039 --> 00:26:57.279 You know, emotions are changing. 00:26:57.519 --> 00:27:06.400 You have to really be empathetic when it comes to like pregnancy and when it comes to like, you know, the hormones that come with it and everything. 00:27:06.640 --> 00:27:17.839 So I definitely um think no, people don't think about um the women enough when they're going through this, they think that it's they're going through regular life. 00:27:18.160 --> 00:27:18.720 Thank you. 00:27:19.359 --> 00:27:28.079 So most people most people don't know that postpartum depression and postpartum psychosis are not the same thing. 00:27:28.240 --> 00:27:42.480 Postpartum depression can include severe sadness, anxiety, hopelessness, uh, guilt, difficulty, bonding with your child, and sometimes thoughts of death or um self-harm. 00:27:42.880 --> 00:27:56.799 But postpartum psychosis is is much rarer, and it can include hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, confusion, and and losing touch of reality. 00:27:57.039 --> 00:28:03.920 It's an emergency, even though you should still be alarmed when somebody has postpartum depression. 00:28:04.160 --> 00:28:16.720 Um postpartum psychosis is something that should be extremely alarming because of how rare it is and because of how our bodies and our brains can react to it. 00:28:16.799 --> 00:28:19.519 So that's a fact, just throwing that out there. 00:28:19.759 --> 00:28:37.839 But the topic right now or the conversation right now is whether or not she one actually has the psychosis, postpartum psychosis, two, if that is enough to justify her actions in committing the crime that she did. 00:28:38.079 --> 00:28:47.119 And three, after she's committed this crime, just based on her mental state, does she deserve to go to jail or does she deserve to go to a hospital? 00:28:47.440 --> 00:28:53.519 So I don't think most people with postpartum depression kill their children. 00:28:53.839 --> 00:29:04.240 I don't think it's a fair compar comparison to compare postpartum depression with postpartum psychosis when you're thinking about how it affects the woman. 00:29:04.480 --> 00:29:15.200 We need to be able to discuss severe postpartum illnesses in general with women without making mothers with postpartum depression sound dangerous. 00:29:15.440 --> 00:29:19.759 That's the issue that I have with what's going on with the internet right now. 00:29:20.079 --> 00:29:28.559 Because if this woman is maybe acquitted or um I don't know what happens, they're deadlocked. 00:29:28.640 --> 00:29:40.799 Let's say hypothetical that happens and she gets away with killing her children and postpartum psychosis is her defense, then this can be used as a defense in the future. 00:29:41.119 --> 00:29:49.839 And not only can it be used as a defense in a future, it can be used as a reason why women cannot be trusted. 00:29:50.559 --> 00:29:59.759 Because if they go through a period of time in their life where they become violent and they become murderous, we can't trust them. 00:30:00.559 --> 00:30:12.480 So I I don't I don't like the blurred lines that this current situation is creating in the media and in general. 00:30:13.440 --> 00:30:17.680 So that's what I wanted to kind of talk about today. 00:30:18.000 --> 00:30:27.359 Intentionally, to look like she has some type of psychosis, so that when it comes up later on, she can say that she was looking for help. 00:30:27.519 --> 00:30:29.599 That's what the prosecutors are saying. 00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:34.000 Yeah, it's really a thin line because we can never really tell how she was still knowing what she was going to do. 00:30:34.079 --> 00:30:38.720 But if it's documented, and it's also documented that doctors brush people off a lot. 00:30:38.799 --> 00:30:41.119 That's very sad, especially for her husband. 00:30:41.279 --> 00:30:46.640 I know me personally, if my

husband told me that they were having thoughts like this, I will have to have my eye on them at all times. 00:30:46.799 --> 00:30:49.599 I wouldn't even be letting them leave around the kids at that. 00:30:52.480 --> 00:30:56.559 They're trying to be a good person and say this is all I'm feeling, this is my own people, please help me. 00:30:56.880 --> 00:31:00.160 And if that's your feeling that, but that's why it goes, it's a deeper issue, too. 00:31:00.240 --> 00:31:02.160 You have to be different who have a kids with. 00:31:03.119 --> 00:31:10.079 Um, is that's why I teach my kids if everybody wants to have kids, how also wants to be a parent who is gonna take on that extra help. 00:31:10.240 --> 00:31:15.680 Because it's not supposed to be on one person on the other person, like it's supposed to be team with, you know what I'm saying? 00:31:15.759 --> 00:31:23.119 So it's really just uh experience that and you know, every situation be different, you know. 00:31:23.279 --> 00:31:25.279 Every situation is different. 00:31:25.519 --> 00:31:31.279 Um man, I'm not gonna ever give nobody an excuse for murder. 00:31:31.519 --> 00:31:33.440 I don't give a fuck what you're talking about. 00:31:33.920 --> 00:31:35.119 You know what I'm saying? 00:31:35.680 --> 00:31:40.559 Like, listen, so many women, billions of women going through what you're going through. 00:31:40.720 --> 00:31:42.559 You know, nobody's killing their kids. 00:31:42.720 --> 00:31:43.440 You know what I'm saying? 00:31:43.599 --> 00:31:44.160 Some of them aren't. 00:31:44.400 --> 00:31:50.880 So you can't, you gotta be held accountable, which you don't want to be held, but you have to. 00:31:51.440 --> 00:31:53.839 And that's what that jit, that's where the prison comes in. 00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:55.759 Yes, need to be locked up. 00:31:56.960 --> 00:32:00.640 But I feel like it should be on both parents, especially if I'm telling you that I need help. 00:32:00.720 --> 00:32:03.359 If you have kids, yes, I have a son. 00:32:04.000 --> 00:32:09.440 Look, let me tell you if your son's mother told you that she wasn't mentally sane and that she had he coming to live with me. 00:32:09.680 --> 00:32:10.000 Exactly. 00:32:10.079 --> 00:32:10.319 Boom. 00:32:10.559 --> 00:32:14.880 Off the top, boom, and that would have been that would have cut out the whole situation, honestly. 00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:18.960 But how many women are really actually going out there saying I'm not mentally sane? 00:32:19.039 --> 00:32:19.680 It's a lot. 00:32:20.079 --> 00:32:21.039 No, no, no, no. 00:32:21.279 --> 00:32:22.000 Let's stop it. 00:32:22.240 --> 00:32:33.599 There's a lot of y'all that's not mentally sane, that's not mentioning this shit, not mentioning your your anger issues and or whatever the first that that there's common sense. 00:32:34.319 --> 00:32:35.359 There's common sense. 00:32:35.519 --> 00:32:38.079 You you know, like I said, you know, right from fucking wrong. 00:32:38.160 --> 00:32:46.400 If a bitch that you fucking involved with, talking crazy out the neck, and you got kids with that motherfucker, fuck a cry for help. 00:32:46.480 --> 00:32:47.599 That is a cry for help. 00:32:47.680 --> 00:32:53.920 Some people aren't don't grow up knowing how to like and I can even really say. 00:32:54.240 --> 00:32:54.640 There we go. 00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:54.960 Yes. 00:32:55.039 --> 00:32:56.480 Some people don't know how to do that. 00:32:56.640 --> 00:32:59.599 So, yes, there is some moments to where it's like, eh. 00:33:00.240 --> 00:33:03.759 I mean, go, I mean, yeah, that goes both ways for everybody though. 00:33:04.000 --> 00:33:06.880 Honestly, man, you got some niggas do the same shit. 00:33:06.960 --> 00:33:07.680 You got some education. 00:33:09.119 --> 00:33:13.519 Cause like when it comes to guys, like, bro, we gotta do everything by after you. 00:33:13.599 --> 00:33:14.880 We're gonna let seven chime in. 00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:20.880 Yeah, no, that voice came in like oh you got some women doing shit by themselves for the level. 00:33:21.200 --> 00:33:25.359 Cause I'm gonna speak up for men on this women's lineup, you know what I'm saying? 00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:25.920 Mr. 00:33:26.079 --> 00:33:26.720 Feminist. 00:33:27.119 --> 00:33:27.920 No, I love it. 00:33:31.519 --> 00:33:35.839 Yeah, like really crazy, or she just well, you know what they said back today. 00:33:36.000 --> 00:33:38.160 Well, baby, don't do anything, but I love you now, man. 00:33:38.319 --> 00:33:38.640 Right? 00:33:39.200 --> 00:33:42.319 But mama, you whoop me with a drunk cord, right? 00:33:42.799 --> 00:33:45.200 Um, mama, you beat me with a branch. 00:33:46.160 --> 00:33:49.839 Um anybody ever talk about daddy's whoopings? 00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:53.440 No, because the nigga left because he couldn't deal with mama. 00:33:54.240 --> 00:33:55.279 That's y'all, that's your story. 00:33:55.440 --> 00:33:58.400 Because the nigga been left because the what the shit she did to do. 00:33:58.480 --> 00:33:58.960 No, no, no, no. 00:33:58.960 --> 00:33:59.759 We talked about Egg. 00:34:00.000 --> 00:34:01.119 Hold on, we're talking about parents. 00:34:02.319 --> 00:34:05.599 We're not making it a gender thing, but we're talking about parents though, right now. 00:34:05.680 --> 00:34:05.920 Hold on. 00:34:07.279 --> 00:34:10.159 But still, okay, but we're wearing that shit. 00:34:10.719 --> 00:34:11.760 Listen, the daddy's ain't there. 00:34:12.000 --> 00:34:13.199 What is she not from? 00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:15.360 You supposed to stay there for your kids and protect them. 00:34:15.519 --> 00:34:16.559 That's what we're talking about. 00:34:16.960 --> 00:34:17.679 Y'all want to do that? 00:34:17.840 --> 00:34:18.320 Okay, listen. 00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:19.920 So you oh, he left the mommy. 00:34:20.400 --> 00:34:27.199 It's it's kind of crazy because it's like women want people, y'all want men to suppress their happiness, but y'all don't suppress

yours. 00:34:27.519 --> 00:34:28.320 Where's we going? 00:34:28.639 --> 00:34:29.599 That's not what we're talking about. 00:34:29.840 --> 00:34:30.800 Land your plane, friend. 00:34:31.760 --> 00:34:33.360 That's why my daddy left. 00:34:33.760 --> 00:34:35.440 That's why everybody daddy leave. 00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:36.960 Because they're not fucking happy. 00:34:37.840 --> 00:34:43.920 All right, let seven chime in and then one more, um, two more people, and we have to move on, y'all, because we got other segments. 00:34:44.159 --> 00:34:44.880 I like this shit. 00:34:45.920 --> 00:34:46.639 I like this shit. 00:34:47.119 --> 00:34:49.440 I just want to say this since we talk about fathers. 00:34:49.679 --> 00:34:56.079 Y'all know in the year 2026 that the black male has been the leading acting father in the household. 00:34:56.400 --> 00:34:56.880 Thank you. 00:34:57.039 --> 00:34:57.599 Come on, man. 00:34:57.679 --> 00:34:58.320 My son, my sister. 00:34:59.920 --> 00:35:00.239 We were lit. 00:35:01.360 --> 00:35:02.559 That is what a black woman is. 00:35:02.960 --> 00:35:03.360 Study show. 00:35:03.679 --> 00:35:06.559 Actually, black men are married to more black women. 00:35:06.800 --> 00:35:07.599 Nowadays. 00:35:08.800 --> 00:35:09.840 I promise you. 00:35:10.079 --> 00:35:11.119 Well, you're getting this info. 00:35:12.239 --> 00:35:13.760 But that's not on topic. 00:35:14.639 --> 00:35:15.199 He researched it. 00:35:16.320 --> 00:35:16.480 Okay. 00:35:18.239 --> 00:35:19.920 What does the text coming from? 00:35:20.639 --> 00:35:21.840 Now we go to the next subject. 00:35:22.639 --> 00:35:23.920 So like, how do we get here? 00:35:24.079 --> 00:35:24.960 Wait, hold on, let's seven go. 00:35:25.199 --> 00:35:26.239 No, no, seven. 00:35:26.719 --> 00:35:28.239 Seven, and then I'ma close it out. 00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:31.840 Two cents, okay. 00:35:34.320 --> 00:35:38.480 I was trying to piggyback on what he said, like, because he was saying common sense. 00:35:38.800 --> 00:35:42.159 And it's just like, ain't nowhere, ain't nothing going nowhere. 00:35:43.840 --> 00:35:44.960 See, we say it. 00:35:45.039 --> 00:35:50.079 Like, I know it's good, you know it's good, but we ain't going nowhere until we both get right here. 00:35:50.400 --> 00:35:51.760 But we say it as real. 00:35:52.000 --> 00:35:56.480 Like, it can be in your mind all day, but he ain't calling me like, hey man, I'm tripping. 00:35:56.559 --> 00:35:57.599 Like, I need some help. 00:35:58.800 --> 00:35:59.519 We got a king. 00:35:59.599 --> 00:36:00.320 You get what I'm saying? 00:36:00.400 --> 00:36:02.000 Like, ain't no real common sticks. 00:36:02.079 --> 00:36:03.599 Like, you can be with me the whole time. 00:36:03.679 --> 00:36:06.400 You come with me, I'm like, you address it yourself. 00:36:06.800 --> 00:36:07.760 We not going over. 00:36:08.320 --> 00:36:09.360 Oh, you just snapped. 00:36:09.599 --> 00:36:13.920 I mean, I get what you say on that, because you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink, type shit. 00:36:14.639 --> 00:36:15.039 Not even. 00:36:15.440 --> 00:36:16.639 I mean, I only like that enough. 00:36:17.119 --> 00:36:20.320 I mean, but I'm saying, like, goddamn, that's what it's giving. 00:36:20.960 --> 00:36:23.280 That's that's the blind teaching the blind sense and shit like that. 00:36:23.440 --> 00:36:26.719 Yeah, it's like teachers, you got to say that shit. 00:36:26.800 --> 00:36:28.880 Like, you can be on the movie all day, I can bring you. 00:36:29.199 --> 00:36:31.360 I can be doing the most, I can have the most money, whatever. 00:36:31.440 --> 00:36:34.159 You feed me a T you addressing me throwing nowhere. 00:36:34.320 --> 00:36:35.519 I can do the most. 00:36:35.679 --> 00:36:37.039 You got to address that shit. 00:36:37.280 --> 00:36:37.920 I can't. 00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:43.280 Ain't no like the the You got you gotta be specific with taking accountability, yeah. 00:36:43.840 --> 00:36:46.800 It's not 50 Vicky is very real with communication. 00:36:47.039 --> 00:36:50.639 You don't got you can't talk, you can't come out and say that shit even if you own it. 00:36:51.119 --> 00:36:51.679 Can't fuck with you. 00:36:51.840 --> 00:36:52.320 What do you think? 00:36:52.559 --> 00:36:55.039 Fuck y'all I'm gonna say you lay down with the motherfuckers. 00:36:55.280 --> 00:36:57.760 You better know what the fuck that motherfucker fucking at the end of the day. 00:36:57.920 --> 00:36:58.480 You know what I'm saying? 00:36:58.800 --> 00:37:00.400 You don't niggas blowing you up. 00:37:00.480 --> 00:37:01.920 You ain't answering the bitch. 00:37:02.079 --> 00:37:02.800 You know what I'm saying? 00:37:02.880 --> 00:37:03.760 You ain't taking it back. 00:37:04.239 --> 00:37:05.199 That makes it even worse. 00:37:05.360 --> 00:37:06.159 Well, I don't either. 00:37:06.400 --> 00:37:07.280 That's all I'm saying. 00:37:10.079 --> 00:37:10.480 He tripped. 00:37:10.639 --> 00:37:13.440 No, I I yeah, he is like I ain't throwing no sneak. 00:37:14.320 --> 00:37:15.119 It sounds like it. 00:37:15.199 --> 00:37:19.039 It sounds like this is direct and sneaky. 00:37:19.360 --> 00:37:27.920 Um, I mean, yeah, every I I honestly I opinion, I appreciate everybody's opinion and how it contributes to the conversation. 00:37:28.320 --> 00:37:29.199 Got off topic. 00:37:29.440 --> 00:37:31.039 No, I don't think we got off topic. 00:37:31.119 --> 00:37:36.639 I think everybody stayed on topic, but they were focusing on different portions of the topic. 00:37:36.800 --> 00:37:50.960 I think it's very important to uh mention how men aren't appreciated for their efforts after a mother gives birth to a child. 00:37:51.440 --> 00:38:01.599 I also want to acknowledge that there isn't a lot of education or um verbiage, if you will, I guess. 00:38:01.679 --> 00:38:08.639 I don't know, on postpartum depression and realistically how it affects the woman's body because it's fairly new. 00:38:08.880 -->

00:38:24.719 So it's not like these men have been taught for generations on what postpartum depression is, so they or psychosis, so they don't really know what to look for, what signs to look for, when to get help, and vice versa on the women. 00:38:24.800 --> 00:38:30.400 So I think it's important to somebody did take your mic. 00:38:32.559 --> 00:38:35.440 Well, listen, let me let me let me land my plane. 00:38:35.679 --> 00:38:36.880 I was just saying, what my what happened? 00:38:37.360 --> 00:38:38.400 Somebody did take your mic. 00:38:38.559 --> 00:38:42.320 So no, because I got some seconds. 00:38:42.400 --> 00:38:43.440 Yeah, you had the mic. 00:38:43.760 --> 00:38:55.760 So to close out this week's episode of Triggered, I I like I said, I just want to make sure it's clear that I do not think postpartum in any way depression, psychosis is a defense. 00:38:56.000 --> 00:38:59.840 Uh being hormonal is not a defense. 00:39:00.000 --> 00:39:04.480 Uh being depressed isn't automatic automatically a defense. 00:39:04.639 --> 00:39:06.880 Can it contribute to your actions? 00:39:07.039 --> 00:39:14.719 Yes, but having a mental illness um doesn't automatically eliminate criminal responsibility. 00:39:15.039 --> 00:39:20.639 So I think it's important to pay attention to the level of evidence. 00:39:20.880 --> 00:39:30.719 Should someone have to prove their mental illness was severe enough that they shouldn't be held fully criminally responsible. 00:39:31.760 --> 00:39:32.960 I don't think so. 00:39:33.519 --> 00:39:43.280 But at the same time, I can understand why, but I also feel like I uh it needs to be a punishment for taking a life regardless of your mindset. 00:39:43.599 --> 00:39:51.440 So at the end of the day, I don't think we can actually choose between compassion and accountant accountability. 00:39:51.679 --> 00:39:55.599 Three children died at the end of the day, and we don't want to minimize that. 00:39:55.760 --> 00:40:07.760 Their mother may also have been severely ill during this time period, but we also don't want to minimize that either, just because she took their life. 00:40:08.000 --> 00:40:13.199 And none of this means that postpartum depression makes women dangerous. 00:40:13.440 --> 00:40:20.320 Most mothers experiencing postpartum mental health conditions will never hurt their children. 00:40:20.559 --> 00:40:25.039 A woman can love their baby and hate motherhood that day. 00:40:25.280 --> 00:40:30.960 They can be grateful and still be depressed about their current situation. 00:40:31.199 --> 00:40:35.199 They can want a child and still miss their old life. 00:40:35.440 --> 00:40:44.800 So at the end of the day, we need to make room for women to say, I'm not okay, before their mental health becomes a crisis. 00:40:45.119 --> 00:40:50.559 Because now I believe the jury is seven women and three men. 00:40:51.599 --> 00:40:57.519 I think it's becoming a situation where the women feel like they need to protect this woman. 00:40:58.159 --> 00:41:07.199 So they are defending her actions because they sympathize with what she is going through biologically and mentally. 00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:11.039 And the men are looking at it for what it is. 00:41:11.199 --> 00:41:12.159 It's a crime. 00:41:12.880 --> 00:41:17.760 So I think that's why it's taken them so long to come to a decision. 00:41:18.000 --> 00:41:28.639 And the important thing, like I said, is to acknowledge that it is important to have an understanding, but mental health should not be an excuse for taking a life. 00:41:28.880 --> 00:41:29.599 That's what I'm saying. 00:41:29.679 --> 00:41:31.360 There's no thin line in between that. 00:41:31.519 --> 00:41:32.000 Sorry. 00:41:32.239 --> 00:41:34.559 It should not be an excuse for taking a life. 00:41:34.800 --> 00:41:38.719 But it definitely needs to be considered when it comes to treatment. 00:41:38.960 --> 00:41:44.079 Because if you're going, if we're thinking about jail, it's supposed to be for rehabilitation, right? 00:41:44.320 --> 00:41:47.599 We're going to jail to become better, right? 00:41:47.679 --> 00:41:49.840 That that was supposed to be the purpose of it. 00:41:50.079 --> 00:41:57.599 So ultimately, you want to help this person while also giving them the time to, you know, reflect on their crime. 00:41:57.760 --> 00:42:00.480 So I say all that to say for trigger. 00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:05.679 I am not on either side. 00:42:06.000 --> 00:42:07.599 I'm on one side. 00:42:07.679 --> 00:42:08.320 You feel me? 00:42:08.559 --> 00:42:09.360 The child side. 00:42:09.440 --> 00:42:12.320 I mean, yeah, the the dead kid side. 00:42:12.559 --> 00:42:19.199 I'm on the dead kid side that lost their life to somebody who couldn't control their emotions. 00:42:19.360 --> 00:42:20.559 What are you talking about? 00:42:22.400 --> 00:42:24.000 So you're on the side with the guys. 00:42:24.079 --> 00:42:25.519 You you wanted the male jurors. 00:42:25.599 --> 00:42:26.239 No, I'm joking. 00:42:26.400 --> 00:42:29.199 But okay, we're gonna move on to the next segment. 00:42:29.440 --> 00:42:29.760 Okay? 00:42:30.079 --> 00:42:31.519 The next segment tonight. 00:42:31.679 --> 00:42:32.480 Y'all ready? 00:42:32.719 --> 00:42:33.360 Yes. 00:42:33.760 --> 00:42:35.360 Come on, you gotta tune in, friend. 00:42:35.679 --> 00:42:43.840 This is words of the week, the segment where we dress your vocabulary in silk, we talk nice, and we make you the smartest at brunch, okay? 00:42:44.400 --> 00:42:45.679 So let's get smart. 00:42:46.320 --> 00:42:50.719 The first word that we're gonna get into today is aporea. 00:42:51.199 --> 00:42:57.280 A poria is a noun, okay, and it's spelled A-P-O-R-I-A. 00:42:57.760 --> 00:43:03.119 Does anybody want to take any guesses on what Aporia means before I get into what it's derived by? 00:43:06.480 --> 00:43:08.400 Oh no, that seems like a noun. 00:43:08.800 --> 00:43:14.320 I need a root. 00:43:15.039 --> 00:43:15.760 We're gonna get

there. 00:43:15.840 --> 00:43:17.840 We want to know what do you think it means right now? 00:43:18.159 --> 00:43:26.000 I think it means something that's like more so inner body, because I I was giving it like euphoria, but not euphoria. 00:43:26.320 --> 00:43:27.440 It does sound like that. 00:43:27.679 --> 00:43:37.039 So the etymology of what it's derived from is the ancient Greek word aporea, meaning impassable path or difficulty. 00:43:37.760 --> 00:43:43.280 But in philosophy, it described reaching a point where you can't determine the answer. 00:43:44.159 --> 00:43:55.119 So it's like where someone gives you an ultimatum, but it's like I'm not kind of it's kind of like the most difficult road to cross. 00:43:55.280 --> 00:43:56.079 You know what I'm saying? 00:43:56.239 --> 00:43:57.760 You're working a road. 00:43:58.400 --> 00:43:59.199 Like um 00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:02.880 Yes, it definitely could be like a fork in a row. 00:44:03.360 --> 00:44:05.679 The jury definitely with this damn case. 00:44:06.320 --> 00:44:08.960 Yeah, it's definitely a um an obstacle. 00:44:09.199 --> 00:44:09.519 Yeah. 00:44:09.760 --> 00:44:17.760 So the definition is basically a state of uncertainty, doubt, or being stuck between conflicting possibilities. 00:44:17.920 --> 00:44:19.679 So yeah, you're like at that fork in a row. 00:44:19.760 --> 00:44:23.280 It's like I should go here, or I could go this way, or I could go that way. 00:44:23.840 --> 00:44:24.559 So aporea. 00:44:24.960 --> 00:44:25.599 That's all that is. 00:44:25.679 --> 00:44:26.239 Yeah. 00:44:27.119 --> 00:44:29.679 Um, so don't know what you want to do. 00:44:29.920 --> 00:44:32.000 Does anybody want to use it in a sentence? 00:44:32.800 --> 00:44:33.920 Indecisive. 00:44:34.639 --> 00:44:36.000 Use aporea in a sentence. 00:44:36.480 --> 00:44:46.079 So I would say, I would say sometimes the hardest part of growing up is sitting in a porea when you don't know which version of yourself comes out next. 00:44:46.320 --> 00:44:47.519 That's a good sentence. 00:44:48.079 --> 00:44:50.960 So I definitely feel like I'm in a state of aporea right now. 00:44:51.039 --> 00:44:54.320 Like the other day I was sitting in a poria at the bar. 00:44:55.119 --> 00:44:56.079 Trying to make a decision? 00:44:56.239 --> 00:44:59.039 Yeah, off the off the off the off the repo. 00:44:59.360 --> 00:44:59.679 What? 00:44:59.920 --> 00:45:00.719 Or the blanco. 00:45:01.519 --> 00:45:02.000 Which one? 00:45:02.159 --> 00:45:02.559 Which one? 00:45:02.719 --> 00:45:02.880 Okay. 00:45:03.760 --> 00:45:04.159 Both of them. 00:45:05.679 --> 00:45:06.159 I get it. 00:45:06.239 --> 00:45:07.760 It's indecisiveness. 00:45:08.320 --> 00:45:10.559 Anyone else want to use it in a sentence? 00:45:11.440 --> 00:45:14.239 I was gonna say something similar to yours. 00:45:14.719 --> 00:45:24.639 Um every day it gets more and more frustrating being in the state of Aporea. 00:45:27.519 --> 00:45:29.599 Like that, like that, like that. 00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:36.000 Alright, the next word we're gonna get into today is monacasis. 00:45:36.400 --> 00:45:44.800 Monacasis is spelled M-O-N-A-C-H O-P-S-I-S. 00:45:45.760 --> 00:45:50.079 It's a noun and it's pronounced monacasis. 00:45:53.519 --> 00:45:54.800 Y'all don't be cheating over there. 00:45:55.039 --> 00:45:56.239 I see some phones lighting up in the game. 00:45:56.480 --> 00:45:57.679 Like combined in something. 00:45:58.239 --> 00:45:59.199 Monacasis. 00:46:00.000 --> 00:46:07.199 So it's derived from a modern coined word associated with the dictionary of obscure sorrows. 00:46:07.440 --> 00:46:12.559 It's constructed to describe a very emotional, specific experience. 00:46:16.159 --> 00:46:19.199 Yeah, I almost said almost a noun right. 00:46:20.400 --> 00:46:20.880 It's a noun. 00:46:20.960 --> 00:46:21.039 Yeah. 00:46:22.400 --> 00:46:33.280 I wasn't gonna be the first one to just a feeling because that nigga is a synonym to uh like melancholy or out of place. 00:46:34.239 --> 00:46:37.840 Yeah, kind of like uh it can be like melancholy, but out of place as well. 00:46:38.000 --> 00:46:45.440 So it's basically like the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place in a particular environment. 00:46:46.239 --> 00:46:47.840 Wait, can you say the word one more time? 00:46:48.559 --> 00:46:49.280 Monacasis. 00:46:53.679 --> 00:46:54.960 But I have a sentence. 00:46:55.199 --> 00:46:55.519 Okay. 00:46:58.079 --> 00:47:05.760 Because I am neurodivergent, I constantly feel like I'm in a state of monacosis. 00:47:05.920 --> 00:47:07.360 Yes, I like that. 00:47:08.079 --> 00:47:08.960 I like that. 00:47:09.199 --> 00:47:09.519 Okay. 00:47:09.840 --> 00:47:10.880 Anybody else? 00:47:13.119 --> 00:47:13.760 Oh, yeah. 00:47:13.840 --> 00:47:15.599 Tell them what neurodiversion is, friend. 00:47:15.840 --> 00:47:16.800 Oh my god. 00:47:17.760 --> 00:47:21.679 It just means my brain processes information differently. 00:47:21.920 --> 00:47:23.920 I'm not a normal person. 00:47:24.159 --> 00:47:26.400 Like some of you guys in the room, maybe. 00:47:28.559 --> 00:47:30.239 I got a I got a sentence. 00:47:30.320 --> 00:47:35.679 Sometimes when I when I listen to some beats, I be in a state of monarches. 00:47:36.400 --> 00:47:37.599 You know what I'm saying? 00:47:37.840 --> 00:47:42.880 Because I don't know which way I want to take this to be the actual original. 00:47:43.519 --> 00:47:45.119 You confuse in the last word. 00:47:46.719 --> 00:47:52.320 This word is the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place in a particular environment. 00:47:52.880 --> 00:47:53.119 Okay. 00:47:53.440 --> 00:47:54.159 Out of place. 00:47:54.559 --> 00:47:55.760 And I thought that's what he meant. 00:47:55.840 --> 00:47:56.000 No. 00:47:57.280 --> 00:47:58.719 No, like, you know what? 00:47:59.039 --> 00:47:59.840 You gotta work it out. 00:48:00.239 --> 00:48:02.000 Out of place in a particular environment. 00:48:02.239 -->

00:48:02.559 Okay. 00:48:03.039 --> 00:48:14.320 Look, when I go into a um a rave party and everybody popping pills and everybody doing uh I feel in a state of mononacosis. 00:48:14.559 --> 00:48:15.280 Monocasis. 00:48:15.599 --> 00:48:16.320 Monocasis. 00:48:17.039 --> 00:48:18.559 I'd be like, yo, these people crazy. 00:48:18.719 --> 00:48:19.199 I'm crying. 00:48:20.400 --> 00:48:22.159 So I would say, use it in a question. 00:48:22.559 --> 00:48:24.400 Oh, monolith one. 00:48:24.960 --> 00:48:25.840 It's M okay. 00:48:25.920 --> 00:48:27.280 Oh, and by the place. 00:48:28.320 --> 00:48:32.960 Yeah, if I'm in somewhere, I ain't I don't feel like oh, I should be there. 00:48:33.199 --> 00:48:35.519 If I'm in the mid middle of the hood, right? 00:48:38.239 --> 00:48:49.199 So I say, um, have you ever have you ever walked into a room full of people and somehow have you if it ain't my hood, I'm in a state of my own. 00:48:49.280 --> 00:48:50.480 I'm about to cut this mic off. 00:48:51.360 --> 00:48:52.320 I'm about to pinch you. 00:48:52.639 --> 00:48:54.400 I wanted to pinch you a couple times. 00:48:54.480 --> 00:48:54.639 Okay. 00:48:54.880 --> 00:48:59.039 Ever walk into a room full of people and somehow feel completely alone alone? 00:48:59.199 --> 00:49:00.480 That's monarchies. 00:49:01.519 --> 00:49:01.760 Okay. 00:49:02.719 --> 00:49:05.360 I'm gonna do one more word for y'all today, okay? 00:49:05.599 --> 00:49:08.320 That's how I felt when I said neurodivergent. 00:49:09.360 --> 00:49:13.280 This word is peridolia. 00:49:17.920 --> 00:49:24.079 Pear, like P A I A P A R E I D O L I A. 00:49:24.400 --> 00:49:25.440 And it's a noun. 00:49:27.039 --> 00:49:28.800 Peridolia is how it's pronounced. 00:49:28.960 --> 00:49:30.000 Peridolia. 00:49:30.159 --> 00:49:38.000 So it comes from the Greek word pera, meaning beside or beyond, and eidolon meaning image or form. 00:49:38.079 --> 00:49:40.320 We actually did eidolon a couple weeks ago. 00:49:44.639 --> 00:49:52.639 Like in the Greek sense, para means beside or beyond, and eidolon is image or form. 00:49:52.880 --> 00:49:54.000 Hell, a Gemini. 00:49:54.239 --> 00:49:54.559 I don't know. 00:49:54.800 --> 00:49:55.440 A Gemini? 00:49:56.559 --> 00:49:57.119 What's the word? 00:49:57.599 --> 00:50:00.559 The word is Paridolia. 00:50:01.440 --> 00:50:02.400 Peridolia. 00:50:02.719 --> 00:50:03.599 Peridolia. 00:50:06.639 --> 00:50:08.400 The twin towers were paridolia. 00:50:08.719 --> 00:50:10.639 Because you scrolling on your Paridolia. 00:50:10.960 --> 00:50:14.639 Well, I I I know what it is because I've had conversation about it before. 00:50:15.039 --> 00:50:15.760 You said God. 00:50:16.320 --> 00:50:16.960 A god? 00:50:17.280 --> 00:50:18.079 I said God. 00:50:18.159 --> 00:50:18.960 Yeah, a God. 00:50:19.840 --> 00:50:26.159 I feel like it's more so like a something with the person, though like a being type thing. 00:50:26.239 --> 00:50:26.480 I don't know. 00:50:26.719 --> 00:50:26.960 Okay. 00:50:27.199 --> 00:50:35.119 It's basically a tendency to perceive a recognizable pattern or image, especially a face in something random. 00:50:35.360 --> 00:50:38.880 So like when I'm staring up at the clouds, or like I be looking at the clouds all the time. 00:50:38.960 --> 00:50:40.480 I'll be, oh my god, I see da-da-da-da. 00:50:40.800 --> 00:50:42.559 Sometimes people see it, sometimes they don't. 00:50:42.639 --> 00:50:44.880 Or you could just be staring at toast and you see a face in it. 00:50:44.960 --> 00:50:46.880 Like there's a whole Facebook group about this. 00:50:47.199 --> 00:50:47.679 Let me see that word. 00:50:47.840 --> 00:50:48.400 Wait, what you mean? 00:50:48.639 --> 00:50:49.280 Let me see that word. 00:50:49.360 --> 00:50:49.519 Yeah. 00:50:49.679 --> 00:50:50.719 I'm gonna put that in a wrap. 00:50:50.960 --> 00:50:52.079 Paridiolia. 00:50:52.400 --> 00:50:55.280 But then wait, can you like re-explain the meaning though? 00:50:55.519 --> 00:51:03.599 So basically, it means the tendency to perceive a recognizable pattern or image, especially like a face in a random item. 00:51:04.159 --> 00:51:07.679 Right, like so it's that little like my dog face, that dope. 00:51:07.920 --> 00:51:14.239 Oh, so like when I was a kid and that night light was on, but the coats look like a monster. 00:51:14.480 --> 00:51:15.519 Yeah, okay, okay, okay. 00:51:15.840 --> 00:51:16.960 Yeah, no, we don't like that. 00:51:17.119 --> 00:51:18.159 Yeah, okay, okay, makes sense. 00:51:18.239 --> 00:51:18.960 We don't like that. 00:51:19.199 --> 00:51:26.960 Um, uh sentence, I would say your brain would rather invent a face in the wallpaper than admit it doesn't know what it's looking at at all. 00:51:27.199 --> 00:51:29.920 So it's like, I'ma just use something familiar. 00:51:30.079 --> 00:51:31.920 Like, okay. 00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:47.760 And that I thought look, I I thought that was when like because when I when I when I was speaking about that word in the past, it was mainly about patterns, about how like you can look at somebody's face and kind of see who they look like. 00:51:48.079 --> 00:51:49.280 I could definitely do that too. 00:51:52.079 --> 00:51:55.199 Like at 30-something or something, of course, the list it grows. 00:51:55.519 --> 00:51:56.239 You know what's funny? 00:51:56.320 --> 00:51:56.800 I can do that. 00:51:57.039 --> 00:51:59.679 There's only a certain variety of facial features. 00:51:59.920 --> 00:52:07.599 So uh because we all essentially came from the same origin and it is evolving over time. 00:52:08.480 --> 00:52:13.920 There's people out there that can look at a face and be like, that feature and that feature looks like such and such. 00:52:14.159 --> 00:52:19.920 It has the same feature, like that and that, and they can back that up by immediately looking at somebody's face. 00:52:20.079 --> 00:52:21.039 That's what I thought it was. 00:52:21.199 --> 00:52:22.559 Yeah, I could definitely do

that. 00:52:22.800 --> 00:52:29.280 Probably has some kind of similarities in there, but it's always mostly about the images and like in something random where you see whatever. 00:52:29.360 --> 00:52:30.559 But I definitely can. 00:52:30.639 --> 00:52:32.960 I will look at somebody and be like, she looked just like da-da-da-da. 00:52:33.119 --> 00:52:37.039 And people would be looking at her and be like, Oh my gosh, she really does, or whatever the case is. 00:52:38.079 --> 00:52:39.920 But that was words of the week, you guys. 00:52:40.000 --> 00:52:42.320 You know, the segment where we make you a little bit smarter. 00:52:42.639 --> 00:52:46.880 Yeah, I look you gotta send me them words because I ain't gonna remember. 00:52:48.159 --> 00:52:50.400 Yeah, it's it's a struggle. 00:52:50.480 --> 00:52:52.559 It's a random thing before we close. 00:52:52.960 --> 00:52:53.920 Y'all are so smart, man. 00:52:54.320 --> 00:52:55.280 You got big ass rate. 00:52:55.840 --> 00:52:56.400 Insane. 00:52:56.639 --> 00:52:57.039 Thank you. 00:52:57.280 --> 00:53:00.639 I wasn't ready to be on my like on your shit. 00:53:01.519 --> 00:53:02.239 Always be on your shoe. 00:53:02.800 --> 00:53:05.280 I've been drinking, I've been doing rap shit all day. 00:53:05.599 --> 00:53:06.960 You're supposed to always be on your shoot. 00:53:07.039 --> 00:53:07.360 You know what? 00:53:07.440 --> 00:53:07.920 But I was ready. 00:53:08.159 --> 00:53:08.880 Keep you on your toes. 00:53:09.119 --> 00:53:10.000 And let's say um something. 00:53:10.079 --> 00:53:11.599 What you what were you gonna say? 00:53:12.000 --> 00:53:13.840 You guys have doppelgangers? 00:53:16.000 --> 00:53:17.840 I just saw somebody that looks like. 00:53:18.079 --> 00:53:20.079 I don't really like my doppel doppelgangers. 00:53:20.320 --> 00:53:21.360 You got doppelgangers, though? 00:53:21.840 --> 00:53:23.199 Most of the time they be dykes. 00:53:23.840 --> 00:53:25.199 Oh, I get that. 00:53:25.599 --> 00:53:26.159 I can see it. 00:53:26.239 --> 00:53:27.119 They be dykes, dude. 00:53:28.079 --> 00:53:28.480 Y'all see that? 00:53:28.960 --> 00:53:30.079 You do give a look like a dike. 00:53:30.480 --> 00:53:32.960 My doppelgangers be dykes every time. 00:53:33.280 --> 00:53:33.840 You do. 00:53:34.000 --> 00:53:37.039 I'd be like, yo, that motherfucker looks just like me. 00:53:40.639 --> 00:53:41.679 You do give yo! 00:53:42.400 --> 00:53:42.880 What? 00:53:43.039 --> 00:53:43.760 I give dike. 00:53:43.920 --> 00:53:44.639 That's fucked up. 00:53:46.239 --> 00:53:47.199 Hey, somebody ain't gonna be. 00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:49.039 I was gonna I was gonna drop the window. 00:53:49.280 --> 00:53:50.239 It was like, thank you, ma'am. 00:53:50.400 --> 00:53:53.039 I was like, what the fucker? 00:53:54.800 --> 00:53:55.519 I was like, what? 00:53:55.760 --> 00:53:58.000 Oh my god, man, man, I ain't no bit, man. 00:54:00.079 --> 00:54:00.480 What? 00:54:00.639 --> 00:54:01.360 Oh my god. 00:54:01.920 --> 00:54:11.840 But I asked that question because I wanted to how many different versions of us are out here walking around and people like dead ass look just like us. 00:54:12.000 --> 00:54:13.760 Yeah and but we never see them. 00:54:13.920 --> 00:54:14.239 Yeah. 00:54:14.400 --> 00:54:14.960 Oh well. 00:54:15.119 --> 00:54:19.199 I have I have two friends of mine that people literally will come up to me and be like, Are you Michelle's sister? 00:54:19.360 --> 00:54:20.400 Are you so-and-so sister? 00:54:20.480 --> 00:54:25.840 And I'll be like, No, like we are friends though, but literally, people out of no, since we were kids, they be like, You look just like Michelle. 00:54:25.920 --> 00:54:27.199 And I'm like, Yeah, that's my sis. 00:54:28.639 --> 00:54:29.679 That's my sister. 00:54:30.719 --> 00:54:32.400 Well, tonight was a great episode. 00:54:32.559 --> 00:54:35.039 Thank you, everybody, for joining us. 00:54:35.440 --> 00:54:36.320 I'm sorry, y'all. 00:54:36.480 --> 00:54:37.519 No, don't apologize. 00:54:37.840 --> 00:54:38.400 I was so crazy. 00:54:39.199 --> 00:54:40.320 You took my mic every time. 00:54:40.800 --> 00:54:41.599 No advisory. 00:54:41.760 --> 00:54:43.199 This is no motherfucking advice. 00:54:43.679 --> 00:54:44.320 No mic. 00:54:44.559 --> 00:54:45.679 No, it was on his lap. 00:54:46.239 --> 00:54:46.639 Oh, you did? 00:54:46.719 --> 00:54:47.599 No, I did. 00:54:47.920 --> 00:54:49.599 Mama did take the mic, because damn. 00:54:49.840 --> 00:54:50.719 I was doing the book. 00:54:50.960 --> 00:54:51.360 I was. 00:54:51.440 --> 00:54:51.679 I was. 00:54:54.400 --> 00:54:58.079 As soon as he said, Where my mic, and it's right there, bro. 00:54:58.400 --> 00:54:59.119 She took my shit. 00:54:59.599 --> 00:55:01.119 Just hush for a little bit. 00:55:01.519 --> 00:55:02.000 Let me get this. 00:55:02.320 --> 00:55:02.960 Smoke a little bit. 00:55:03.039 --> 00:55:03.760 Do what you need to do. 00:55:03.840 --> 00:55:04.400 Recuperate. 00:55:05.360 --> 00:55:06.400 Well, y'all, thank you. 00:55:06.719 --> 00:55:07.199 It was great. 00:55:07.440 --> 00:55:10.719 Again, I'm sorry to cut y'all off, but you know, I'm trying to get out early. 00:55:10.800 --> 00:55:12.800 It's hot as a bitch up in here. 00:55:12.960 --> 00:55:13.920 It is hot in here. 00:55:14.880 --> 00:55:15.760 It's your girl. 00:55:15.920 --> 00:55:17.360 I never say that shit. 00:55:17.519 --> 00:55:20.079 But it's your girl, Lex Rated. 00:55:21.199 --> 00:55:23.280 Jasmine, like the motherfucking flower. 00:55:23.440 --> 00:55:26.320 And I'm just not also known as crazy now, bitch, and we out. 00:55:26.559 --> 00:55:27.360 Oh, well, wait. 00:55:27.599 --> 00:55:28.079 I'm joking. 00:55:28.800 --> 00:55:29.920 Y'all done left out of here with that. 00:55:30.320 --> 00:55:30.719 I'm joking. 00:55:30.960 --> 00:55:31.360 Yeah, yeah. 00:55:31.840 --> 00:55:33.760 And I go by the name of Trap Becker, Mr. 00:55:33.920 --> 00:55:35.119 One Time for their birthday. 00:55:35.280 --> 00:55:35.760 Cheek. 00:55:36.079 --> 00:55:37.360 Two time for their birthday. 00:55:38.159 --> 00:55:39.039 Little booties matter. 00:55:39.280 --> 00:55:40.079 Little booties matter. 00:55:40.480 --> 00:55:41.199 Big booty matter. 00:55:41.360 --> 00:55:42.400 And the big booty matter. 00:55:42.559 --> 00:55:44.000 Oh, look. 00:55:44.239 --> 00:55:46.480 I gotta drop Big Booties Matter, y'all serious? 00:55:46.719 --> 00:55:47.519 No, hell no. 00:55:48.400 --> 00:55:48.559 Do it. 00:55:48.719 --> 00:55:49.119 Hell no. 00:55:49.199 --> 00:55:50.480 The sequel is never good. 00:55:50.559 --> 00:55:53.760 There's a bit of them like, well, what if you're gonna do it? 00:55:53.920 --> 00:55:55.440 It don't need to be a sequel. 00:55:55.760 --> 00:55:59.679 But you the weeks later series is always good. 00:55:59.760 --> 00:56:02.880 So 28 days, 28 weeks, 28 years. 00:56:03.679 --> 00:56:06.480 It ain't gonna sound like Lil Booties Matter if I do Big Booties Matter. 00:56:06.719 --> 00:56:06.960 Thank you. 00:56:07.039 --> 00:56:10.880 And that's why I don't even know the expectations is gonna be too high. 00:56:11.039 --> 00:56:12.239 That's how it be for movies. 00:56:12.639 --> 00:56:14.079 All right, we're about to get some pictures and some video. 00:56:14.480 --> 00:56:14.880 Thank y'all. 00:56:15.360 --> 00:56:16.079 Next time. 00:56:16.400 --> 00:56:17.440 Well, how he do it? 00:56:17.519 --> 00:56:17.920 Bang. 00:56:18.000 --> 00:56:18.400 I don't know.