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The experience of powerlessness is an integral part of ego consciousness, because at its furthest point, the soul experiences a feeling of powerlessness.
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And it is this powerlessness that can ultimately provide the decisive impetus for the counter-movement of consciousness, the homecoming.
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But where and how exactly this happens in each individual case is as varied as the forms of being.
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The experience of childhood is therefore not the background, but part of this energetic principle.
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Was it beautiful?
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Was it peaceful?
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Was it educational?
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Was it fulfilling or happy?
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Or was it, as it is for almost all people, the time when you carried the wounds around with you for the rest of your life and laboriously sought ways to heal them?
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Name me a single person who grows out of childhood and experiences no moments of powerlessness.
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You won't find anyone, because the experience of powerlessness is an essential part of being and demands our first attention in childhood.
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But as unavoidable as this stage is, it also presents itself in many different ways.
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Diamonds need to be cut, sure, and that means where it's hard, dark and rocky, but birds want to fly and not learn how to walk in a cage.
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As children, we are all naive, innocent, honest and hungry for life as we will never be again in later life.
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A child wants to fly and its spirit wants to play in the world.
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If we take away their freedom at school, at work, in the family and in society, we clip the bird's wings until it firmly believes that it is a penguin.
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To take a person's childlikeness is to rob him of the breath of life, the breath of joy, the breath of creating dreams and fairy tales.
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Because as devoted, grateful and unconditional as a child loves and does things, it is also vulnerable.
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And it is this vulnerability that falls unprotected into life.
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The impulses of adults pelt the still unconscious and incapable soul, provoking the first counter impulses.
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Here, the soul perceives itself for the first time as an independent energy with an individual emotional world.
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In order for every energy to experience powerlessness, childhood is the inevitable stage for this state.
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Most people will never again be more powerless than in these years.
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You are small, Weak, not taken seriously, and certainly not respected for the way you think and feel.
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You are twisted and turned until you fit the way your parents would like you to.
00:02:46.109 --> 00:02:56.467
You begin to learn that honesty is not considered a valuable asset on this planet, but rather lies and calculation, whether in interpersonal or professional relationships.
00:02:58.069 --> 00:03:00.294
Values are tangible, material.
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not immaterial.
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It is not what you are in your deepest self that is judged, but what you represent in this world, what you do in it, and how much gold and money surrounds you.
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In addition, although school teaches us existentially important things, it does not teach us the real thing, namely who we can be, what our spiritual tasks and goals in our lives are, and how we can realize them.
00:03:26.919 --> 00:03:30.002
And so many, many valuable years of life are wasted.
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wasted with futilities that have grown out of blindness and unconsciousness and pursue a single purpose, to train each person's personal responsibility to the minimum in order to further fill powerlessness with meaning.
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If a person feels powerless, it is easier to integrate him into a serving people who realise the dogmas of the non-powerless.
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From my school days, I took reading, writing and arithmetic, but not clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience and working with the elements and energy worlds and their impulses.
00:04:05.621 --> 00:04:11.728
It's just a shame that I spent 12 years on reading and arithmetic when I could have learned both in a single year.
00:04:12.489 --> 00:04:19.338
And even sadder is the fact that I never needed any of the things I learned at school again, except for the points mentioned.
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It is time to teach the children of the future different values, but above all, different knowledge, and not to pursue 12 years of employment measures.
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All the injuries of childhood shape you.
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They deform your nature, which is mostly occupied with protecting itself.
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From the stupidity, rudeness and power of adults, on whom you are dependent as long as you need a provider, thick protective walls, aggression for the counter-attack, crying fits for attention, or the lost laughter.
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All these are the fruits of the powerlessness that the cosmos has in store for us in childhood.
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If the soul energy somehow survives this time, it will take a long, long time to break down the protective patterns in order to become again what one actually is as a human being.
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Some never manage it in their lifetime.
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However you experience the powerlessness, it should give you the impulse to turn your consciousness.
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So recognize it as an opportunity and not as a punishment.
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So let's summarize.
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The experience of powerlessness is an integral part of ego consciousness and manifests itself differently for each person.
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If you experience it in childhood, it calls you to explore where, when and how you began to distance yourself from your true nature for a variety of reasons.
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The childlike animal in us wants to play.
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The mind in us wants to learn by playing.
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Separating the two robs the animal of strength and the spirit of its goal.
00:05:56.706 --> 00:06:06.803
The powerlessness enables you to recognise the illusion of false beliefs and negative experiences and to move out of it back to yourself and thus become whole.
00:06:08.507 --> 00:06:12.074
Grow up from the demands of others and flourish in your own demands.
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You are what you are.
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Don't let yourself be robbed in the time of powerlessness and use this impulse to move forward.
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Thank you as always for listening and Carpe Vitam.
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Seize your life.
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See you at SPINE.
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The experience of powerlessness is an integral part of ego consciousness, because at its furthest point, the soul experiences a feeling of powerlessness.
00:00:10.890 --> 00:00:18.158
And it is this powerlessness that can ultimately provide the decisive impetus for the counter-movement of consciousness, the homecoming.
00:00:18.878 --> 00:00:25.705
But where and how exactly this happens in each individual case is as varied as the forms of being.
00:00:26.114 --> 00:00:32.360
The experience of childhood is therefore not the background, but part of this energetic principle.
00:00:33.101 --> 00:00:33.862
Was it beautiful?
00:00:34.524 --> 00:00:35.244
Was it peaceful?
00:00:35.886 --> 00:00:36.947
Was it educational?
00:00:37.648 --> 00:00:39.069
Was it fulfilling or happy?
00:00:39.109 --> 00:00:49.362
Or was it, as it is for almost all people, the time when you carried the wounds around with you for the rest of your life and laboriously sought ways to heal them?
00:00:50.018 --> 00:00:55.926
Name me a single person who grows out of childhood and experiences no moments of powerlessness.
00:00:56.387 --> 00:01:04.218
You won't find anyone, because the experience of powerlessness is an essential part of being and demands our first attention in childhood.
00:01:04.959 --> 00:01:09.945
But as unavoidable as this stage is, it also presents itself in many different ways.
00:01:10.766 --> 00:01:21.224
Diamonds need to be cut, sure, and that means where it's hard, dark and rocky, but birds want to fly and not learn how to walk in a cage.
00:01:22.025 --> 00:01:28.992
As children, we are all naive, innocent, honest and hungry for life as we will never be again in later life.
00:01:30.373 --> 00:01:34.537
A child wants to fly and its spirit wants to play in the world.
00:01:35.700 --> 00:01:45.030
If we take away their freedom at school, at work, in the family and in society, we clip the bird's wings until it firmly believes that it is a penguin.
00:01:45.569 --> 00:01:54.365
To take a person's childlikeness is to rob him of the breath of life, the breath of joy, the breath of creating dreams and fairy tales.
00:01:55.126 --> 00:02:01.879
Because as devoted, grateful and unconditional as a child loves and does things, it is also vulnerable.
00:02:02.600 --> 00:02:06.468
And it is this vulnerability that falls unprotected into life.
00:02:07.650 --> 00:02:14.576
The impulses of adults pelt the still unconscious and incapable soul, provoking the first counter impulses.
00:02:15.237 --> 00:02:21.944
Here, the soul perceives itself for the first time as an independent energy with an individual emotional world.
00:02:22.846 --> 00:02:28.852
In order for every energy to experience powerlessness, childhood is the inevitable stage for this state.
00:02:29.592 --> 00:02:33.336
Most people will never again be more powerless than in these years.
00:02:34.076 --> 00:02:40.438
You are small, Weak, not taken seriously, and certainly not respected for the way you think and feel.
00:02:41.099 --> 00:02:45.268
You are twisted and turned until you fit the way your parents would like you to.
00:02:46.109 --> 00:02:56.467
You begin to learn that honesty is not considered a valuable asset on this planet, but rather lies and calculation, whether in interpersonal or professional relationships.
00:02:58.069 --> 00:03:00.294
Values are tangible, material.
00:03:00.514 --> 00:03:01.395
not immaterial.
00:03:02.034 --> 00:03:10.864
It is not what you are in your deepest self that is judged, but what you represent in this world, what you do in it, and how much gold and money surrounds you.
00:03:11.623 --> 00:03:26.258
In addition, although school teaches us existentially important things, it does not teach us the real thing, namely who we can be, what our spiritual tasks and goals in our lives are, and how we can realize them.
00:03:26.919 --> 00:03:30.002
And so many, many valuable years of life are wasted.
00:03:30.657 --> 00:03:43.498
wasted with futilities that have grown out of blindness and unconsciousness and pursue a single purpose, to train each person's personal responsibility to the minimum in order to further fill powerlessness with meaning.
00:03:44.921 --> 00:03:52.193
If a person feels powerless, it is easier to integrate him into a serving people who realise the dogmas of the non-powerless.
00:03:53.665 --> 00:04:04.620
From my school days, I took reading, writing and arithmetic, but not clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience and working with the elements and energy worlds and their impulses.
00:04:05.621 --> 00:04:11.728
It's just a shame that I spent 12 years on reading and arithmetic when I could have learned both in a single year.
00:04:12.489 --> 00:04:19.338
And even sadder is the fact that I never needed any of the things I learned at school again, except for the points mentioned.
00:04:19.937 --> 00:04:28.473
It is time to teach the children of the future different values, but above all, different knowledge, and not to pursue 12 years of employment measures.
00:04:29.375 --> 00:04:31.478
All the injuries of childhood shape you.
00:04:32.100 --> 00:04:36.367
They deform your nature, which is mostly occupied with protecting itself.
00:04:37.170 --> 00:04:51.055
From the stupidity, rudeness and power of adults, on whom you are dependent as long as you need a provider, thick protective walls, aggression for the counter-attack, crying fits for attention, or the lost laughter.
00:04:51.896 --> 00:04:56.824
All these are the fruits of the powerlessness that the cosmos has in store for us in childhood.
00:04:57.706 --> 00:05:09.184
If the soul energy somehow survives this time, it will take a long, long time to break down the protective patterns in order to become again what one actually is as a human being.
00:05:10.466 --> 00:05:12.649
Some never manage it in their lifetime.
00:05:13.601 --> 00:05:18.649
However you experience the powerlessness, it should give you the impulse to turn your consciousness.
00:05:19.329 --> 00:05:23.115
So recognize it as an opportunity and not as a punishment.
00:05:24.418 --> 00:05:25.338
So let's summarize.
00:05:25.379 --> 00:05:32.670
The experience of powerlessness is an integral part of ego consciousness and manifests itself differently for each person.
00:05:33.185 --> 00:05:44.187
If you experience it in childhood, it calls you to explore where, when and how you began to distance yourself from your true nature for a variety of reasons.
00:05:44.968 --> 00:05:47.473
The childlike animal in us wants to play.
00:05:48.154 --> 00:05:50.639
The mind in us wants to learn by playing.
00:05:52.002 --> 00:05:56.069
Separating the two robs the animal of strength and the spirit of its goal.
00:05:56.706 --> 00:06:06.803
The powerlessness enables you to recognise the illusion of false beliefs and negative experiences and to move out of it back to yourself and thus become whole.
00:06:08.507 --> 00:06:12.074
Grow up from the demands of others and flourish in your own demands.
00:06:12.855 --> 00:06:14.036
You are what you are.
00:06:14.721 --> 00:06:20.415
Don't let yourself be robbed in the time of powerlessness and use this impulse to move forward.
00:06:21.136 --> 00:06:23.661
Thank you as always for listening and Carpe Vitam.
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Seize your life.
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See you at SPINE.
