2026 10 15 12 30 22: Hey fam, it's Liz Yaps again with another Yap session for you. Today we are going to be talking about exposing culture and smear campaigns in the Muslim community. So before we start, can we clap for the new hair? Like, my birthday is coming up and I was thinking, I am not exercising my free will enough. I am not customizing my character enough. We are only in our bodies for a temporary amount of time. Like, why not have fun with them? You know what I mean? And I really think that my trip to China brought so many things into perspective because in China and apparently in Korea and Japan as well, people just like pop out customized. You know what I mean? Like customized to the T. Different eye color, different hair color, wild clothes, and I just realized I have not been living up to my potential enough when it comes to just doing what I want with my body. so if you're just listening, my hair is half black, half pink now. I was thinking about going full pink, but I'm not gonna lie, I didn't know if I could commit to that. So this is the perfect hairstyle for a Libra. Like us indecisive Libras, if we can't figure out one or the other, just do both. And I told my husband you have two wives now. See, you have this wife and then you have this wife. You're welcome. I don't know what you're waiting for. Go out, get the pink hair, get the blue hair, get the green hair today. Do something new. Do something, some self-care, do something fun for yourself, girl. So today we're going to talk about smear campaigns and exposing culture, and we're going to talk very seriously about a woman who is a danger to Muslim women. since you're hijabi influencers and you're Muslim influencers. And your Dawah bros don't want to do anything to protect Muslim women, I will step in and I will do the job for them. So a few days ago, a very popular hijabi influencer decided to start a smear campaign about me. It was such a blind side that people were even messaging me like I had to block her. I was so confused why she would post something like this when her content usually has nothing to do with that. Her content is never calling certain people out or even posting like this gossip or trying to expose people or anything like that. Even in her own video, she was like, I don't really like talking about these things. And she was alluding to Pink Sherry Islam and and Hadith rejection. this isn't like this isn't the stuff I usually talk about. But like you're talking about it. Not only are you talking about it, you're hopping into a conversation that clearly has nothing to do with you, that you know nothing about, and just yelling lies. That is so weird. Like, imagine somebody doing that in real life. You're having a conversation, they just hop in and they're like, by the way, da-da-da-da. And you're like, Huh, what are you talking about? what are you even doing here? You you're you don't even go here. She doesn't even go here. Now, I'm not going to platform and immortalize her on this page. But I will tell you what happened. I just don't really want to immortalize her on this page. Because my podcast is not like a gossip, go back and forth type of thing. You know what I mean? At least that's what I'm not trying to do over here. But at the same time, I do believe in naming and shaming your abusers and what she is doing is abuse. That's a hundred percent what it is. And I'm going to have another episode where I talk about abusers and also specifically talk about women abusers and the tactics that they do and how they get away with abusing people. And we'll also kind of see some of that in this situation right now. I'm gonna give you a bit of a loose timeline. So I stitched this creator back in January. On January 28th, I posted a video where I was responding to a video she made about hadith rejectors, as they say. I don't really like the name hadith rejectors. They Quranists, they are people that focus solely on the Quran. That's where they take their rulings from as they should. So I don't know how, but I became like a face of hadith rejectors. But I never actually claimed to be one. I would just defend Quranists because I don't like seeing people get dog piled on. I don't like seeing people get dog whistled against, especially innocent people that are minding their business. So it started to become this thing, and I'll tell you why it became a thing actually. The reason why people started to have so much smoke against Quranists is because they were seeing more female Quranists. Quranists are nothing new. People who flat out reject hadith are nothing new. People have been rejecting hadith since hadith were compiled. I remember when I was first looking into this concept of being a hadith skeptic or a rejector or you know a Quranist. And I was seeing arguments from like 15 years ago online where people were going back and forth about hadith rejection. it is nothing new, but they keep trying to say it's a trend, it's a new trend. Her video. From January twenty eighth says it's a trend. I have another video where a woman maybe in August is saying it's a trend. Another video of a woman in July saying it's a trend. This is a very long trend. This is like a fifteen year long trend apparently online. and then even before the internet we have people that were rejecting Hadith. So this is a very long trend, you guys. I don't think it's gonna die anytime soon. So at this point, you may as well just live and let live. I don't know what this community has where they can't live and let live. they always want to quote this verse from the Quran about your dean for you and my dean for me, your religion for you, my religion for me. But they never actually practice that. They're always in everybody's business. You're always bringing up the Christians criticizing their religion and debating back and forth with them. You're always bringing up the Jews unprompted and being anti-Semitic as fuck. I know you don't want to admit it, but you are being anti-Semitic as fuck. I have so many filtered comments where people are like, Jew, Jew, Jew, Jew, Jew. Like, for what reason? I don't understand. And then y'all are always talking about the Hindus as well. Unprompted. In my comment section, we're talking about the gays and the they're. Why are y'all talking about Jews? I don't understand that. So you don't let them live and have their dean the way you have your dean. And then in your own community, you're always going back and forth. You can't live and let live, and that's the problem y'all have. That's why you have so much fitna in your community, because you're always in everybody's business but your own business. You're always watching the next person's paper instead of focusing on your own test. Focus on yourself. So I was seeing that y'all weren't letting the Quranists live, and the reason you weren't letting them live is because you were seeing more women rejecting hadith. the hadith are where men get the bulk of their authority from. It's still in the Quran, but it's where they get much more. It's where they can explicitly tell women you cannot say no to having sex with me. They can explicitly tell women. Yeah, you are less intelligent than me. You are beneath men. The hadith is where they tell women that they cannot travel without a man, It gives them a lot of religious control. It gives them a lot of material to weaponize against women. And when they started seeing more women reject that, the men got scared. And when men get scared, the pygmies always have to come. And stand in front of them and make sure that everybody knows that they're not like the other girls. They're obedient. I'm not like those hadith rejecting blue-haired liberal feminists from the West. I'm different. I believe in the hadith. I follow my scholars. I listen to my sheikhs. Pick me, choose me, love me. They always have to do that, every single time. So men are getting upset that women are rejecting hadith, even though people have been rejecting hadith forever. So they start speaking up about these hadith rejecting feminists, right? Men they don't have that smoke for men who reject hadith. Like there are men who reject hadith and they're just like, brother, let's have a debate about this. But when it's women, you liberal blue-haired feminist, you're being influenced by the West. You can't be a feminist and a Muslim. You can't be a Hadith rejector and a Muslim, you're a kafata, kafada, kafata, you mutta barajah, you muta barajah, you whore, you kahba. And then the women, of course, because women are patriarchy princesses that have to uphold the patriarchy and always separate themselves from other women by throwing these women under the bus every single time. They had to step in and be like, Well, I'm not a Hadith rejector. I'm different. I listen to the scholars. my god, like gag me with a motherfucking spoon, bitch. This is what she was doing in this video, and I called her out. And we're gonna play the video because in her video about me, she said that I was being emotional. It's giving anti-black. I'm not gonna lie. it's giving because I'm black, I'm emotional. Even if I were being passionate in the video itself, what is wrong with that? We're supposed to love Islam so much. Why can't I be emotional when I talk about Islam? But they always do this to black women. I'm telling you. Black women are always more angry. We're always more passionate. We're always louder. We're always yelling. Why are yelling? Why are you being so emotional? my god, you guys, cry harder. Like you guys are so fucking corny. So there's a little bit of anti-blackness. And then she said that I didn't bring facts. And we're going to see that she was literally lying. She also said, This is so funny. Because this is what I believe. If you'll lie about small things, you'll lie about big things. If you lie about something small to me, your credibility is gone. It's completely gone. So she lied and said that her stitches weren't off. And I was just saying that they were off because I didn't think she was up for the fight. And then she's like, Habipty, I'm up for it. Are you? Are you sure? Because you claim you saw the video, and then you're like, I just ignored it because she was being emotional. No, you ignored it because I bodied you. You ignored it because I brought all the facts and you had nothing to say to that. Because you were throwing stones and hiding your hands, and I called you out for it. And that is my pattern recognition at work. Because January twenty eighth, I'm calling it. January twenty eighth, I said Anaya throws stones and hides her hands, right? Now, fast forward to what day is it? October 15th? She's still throwing stones and hiding her hands because she made this video about me. She has not addressed the fact that she was blatantly lying. She has not addressed the fact that she got this from a stalker's page from Fatsima Begum, who has been stalking and harassing and doxing multiple Muslim women for years. She has not addressed that. And then she just posts little cute videos as if nothing happened. She throws stones and she hides her hands. She sent She had so much hate and harassment sent to my page that my comment section was full of anti-Semitism, anti-uh American sentiments, anti-veteran sentiments, racism, grape threats, unaliving threats, Women abuse as well. And the reason why they get away with it is because they behave Just like Anaya. They throw stones and hide their hands and I called that shit. I called it ten months ago. So we're gonna watch this video where I was super emotional and I didn't bring any facts. And this is the only time you will see this woman's face in this video. If you wanna see my clap back to her, you can watch it on my page. now this is just a disclaimer. I used to be very nervous speaking on camera, so this is a little awkward, but anyways. So somebody has sent me this video and they asked me, can you speak about this? Can you react to this video? They asked and they received. Somebody sent me a video from a Muslim creator talking about people rejecting or being highly skeptical of hadith. And I just had to say something about it. So unfortunately, she did turn off her stitches, duets, her comments, everything. And listen, it is your social media. So I understand if you want to protect your peace, if you want to protect yourself from harassment. But what I don't understand is throwing stones and hiding your hands. clocked it. Right off the bat, what I'm seeing is I'm not emotional. She said that it was just emotions. secondly, she said her stitches weren't off. I literally have the screenshots of her stitches being off, of her comments being off, and her saying herself that she turned her comments off. I'll run that back real quick. See that screenshot that I put? It was from her video, mind you. She'll probably try to say, that wasn't even from my video. No, there it is, right there. Duets off, stitches off, create stickers off. Everything is off. Duets, her comments, everything. This creator turned off comments. Turned off comments because I'm not having the spread of misinformation or hate towards Prophet Muhammad. There we go. It's right is literally in 4K, y'all. What else can I say? So shall we continue? understand if want to protect your keys, if you want to protect yourself from harassment. But what I don't understand is throwing stones and hiding your hands. Because you did make a few baseless arguments and then you turn up your comments because you don't want people to engage in discourse. So I'm going to go point by point and give my response to this video, and we can watch it together. This is actual Islamic discourse amongst scholars as well. And I find it insulting to call something that is valid discourse and valid critique a trend. I'm gonna slow her response down so we can see who really is being emotional. So let's slow the video down a little bit. Because me, like I'm chilling. I'm nervous because I'm not used to talking on camera. This is when I first started. But at the end of the day, like I'm still just kinda chilling. Normal speed, please. Do you make wudu? Okay, how did you learn that? That's through the U Rasulullah, that a hadith. So how can you say I pray five times a day and I make wudu, but I don't believe in hadiths? This is a common argument. I don't know, for me it's giving emotional. What do y'all think? It's giving emotional. But let's see my highly emotionally charged, angry black woman, scary, threatening Shanikwa response. Both we do and Yeah. It tells you specifically to wash your hands, your face, your head, and your feet. And prayer is also in the Quran as well. It tells us about prostration, about bowing, about standing, about reciting the Quran, about how to recite with a medium tone. It tells us the prayer times in the morning, in the middle of the day, you know, during Magadib time. Is no A to Z explanation of prayer in the hadith. You cannot take the hadith and put them in order, and that's how you learn. Prayer. Prayer was taught down generation to generation. The people of that time are already praying, they already had their way of praying. And the way that we pray actually takes from, you know, different influences, just like all religions and all cultures do, and there's nothing wrong with that. And it's taught down person to person. That's why we don't have very specific instructions on how to pray, because it's already assumed that we are going to be passing this down. That doesn't mean that you have to believe in hadith to know how to pray. I'm just saying. Just because you find one hadith you don't like, you don't like the me So I feel like that's a very calm, rational response. I love discourse. I love Islam on an academic level. So I love having these conversations. And I didn't realize that so many people in the Muslim community were too busy having these ego trips. They like to be in these echo chambers where everyone just agrees. So when somebody disagrees with them, even as calmly as I did, it just sends them into a tizzy, into quite a tizzy. You know what my theory is? My theory is that when she first saw my video, because I'm clearly very nervous, I'm a little awkward on camera, my camera quality isn't great. I feel like she was like, this is just some small creator, she doesn't matter. And then she started seeing my videos gain a lot of traction And you know, I'm sitting in certain circles that she's never been able to sit in. And I think that's when she was like, now I have a problem with it, because I thought this girl was just gonna fall into obscurity, but look at her now. And people never try to drag someone down that is below them. So when I had my smaller platform and it was just some video, she was like, whatever. Notice she didn't make a response, noticed she had no issue with me. Because at that time, in her perception, I was beneath her. I was nothing important. But now she has an issue. Now, after I became kind of a voice for the Quranist community, even though I never meant to do that, or because of Pink Cherry Islam, for example, like it brought a lot of attention to me and the other girls. Now she wants to try to drag me down. Do you see how that works? People don't try to drag you down unless they feel that you are above them. And we're seeing this in real time. When I had my, you know, little platform and I was just posting my little videos, yapping. She didn't feel the need to respond to me or say anything. She tries to say, it's because she was emotional. She didn't put any facts in her video, but I clearly did, and I clearly wasn't emotional. It was because she didn't see me as a threat. But now she sees me as a threat. Because once she saw that I had really opened the pathway for women to speak up about, you know, rejecting these hadith, once she saw Pink Cherry Islam, for example, and how much traction that got, they were talking about it on One Path Network. Everyone is still talking about it. it actually became a movement. My fatwas went viral all over X, all over Muslim subreddits, ex-Muslim subreddits everywhere. Like completely viral. I have big, big names in the community DMing me I loved Pink Cherry Islam. Thank you so much for that. They don't want, they can't say it on their platforms. So they say it to me privately, and I'll respect that. But once she saw that, she got so threatened and she was like, now I want to speak on it. Ten months later, 10 months later. And this is why I always stand 10 toes down in the moment. you're never gonna catch me trying to spin the block and drag someone down after the fact. No, girl. We keep the beef in the present and then we move on. Okay? I make my videos, I'll stitch someone, I'll, you know, refute their points, which I don't really do anymore because y'all don't really y'all aren't good at discourse, but I'll refute their points and then I move the fuck on. Yeah, you guys like to lie and wait for your moment. That's what you do. You watch people that you don't like, that people that you feel have wronged you or that have hurt your ego, you watch them and then you wait for your moment. Let's continue with my angry shanikwa response. Meaning of and by the way you probably did not look through the context of it. Just because you don't like that one doesn't mean that you have to discredit the rest of them. That's not how it works. That's not how it works. She's basically saying Also just because you don't like something does not mean that you can discredit it. Like a lot of people don't like the hijab, okay? And now we have this new trend of everyone being like, the hijab is not a command, like it's not an obligation on us. Yes, it is, 100% it is. So then they start looking for the Quran and they look for discrepancies and stuff like that where they could be like, no, see it's not it's not wajabina. But it wajabina. And don't worry, don't worry, I'm gonna come to you guys inshallah soon. With notes, facts, facts, not even opinion. Facts, straight up facts. So just because I checked back and she never did come back with any sort of facts about this. I'm not gonna lie. At least not anything that I saw. You don't like the hijab does not mean that, now I'm gonna tell everybody that hijab is not an obligation. When it is here we go again with the trend, it's a trend. This is not a trend, this is scholarly discourse that has been going on since the beginning of Islam. Honestly, the Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, had a great granddaughter that protested against covering her hair and even had a famous hairstyle named after her called Sakina Curls that other women were also emulating. And people today would be telling her, you're promoting haram, you're promoting haram. This is nothing new, okay? There are scholars that have been discussing. Hijab and if it's mandatory, if it's not mandatory, I'm so nervous. And there are scholars who fully believe that covering your hair is not mandatory. There are scholars who say that if you live in a place where it's not normal to cover your hair, where hair is not considered an aura in your culture, then you do not have to cover it. There are scholars that say that if there is hardship upon you, such as mental issues, physical abuse, Islamophobia, you can't find jobs, etc., because you wear hijab, it is permissible for you to not wear the hijab and there's no sin upon you. These are not new arguments. Have talked about this, modern scholars have talked about this. None of this is new, and none of this is a trend. This is all valid discourse. Calling it a trend is just a way of infantilizing it. This is the same thing that's going on with hadiths. Why people are hating on Asulalla Salah from our own people, I don't understand. You know, so this is another argument. Why people are hating on? But I'm the emotional one? my god, like I cannot believe this. So, this is something you need to know about this community. And I really hope that it helps you moving forward. Like if you're having to deal with things that are going on in this community in real life or online, the projection is so real. They do nothing but project. So anytime somebody, let's say in all of life, anytime somebody says something, they try to put a trait onto you. you're like this. You're being emotional. You're doing this, that, and the other. Just know it's projection. It's always a reflection of. Their inner state of being. Everyone is a reflection of other people. So this woman tried to say that I was being so emotional and that I didn't bring facts. Now we can see this video right here, and that's why I love TikTok. I always have my videos saved, I always have screenshots of everything because I grew up in a household where I would be gaslit. Okay. I grew up in a household where I was always being told that I was being too emotional, too loud, that I was doing this, that I would be told, why are you crying right now? And I'm like, I'm literally not crying. So it got to the point where, thank God for the advent of cell phones and screenshots and everything, I was able to start keeping notes and keeping records of things. It's very sad that there are people that have to do that, including me, but it is what it is. That's why I love TikTok because you can see in this video right here that she's projecting. I'm not being emotional. I would say I'm being a little passionate because it's an interesting subject. You're allowed to be passionate about things. I brought facts. You see the screenshots. You see me quoting scholars in Islamic history and even the Quran in her video. Where are her facts? She literally has none. She's just talking into the camera about her emotions and her feelings. She's just venting because she doesn't like Hadith rejectors, Because she has the virtue signal that she's not like these other women that are rejecting hadith. She has the virtue signal that she believes hijab is far. And let me say one thing about that. It's so funny because in this video, I fully did not believe that hijab is an obligation. And yet I'm still wearing it. And in her video, she says, Well, if you don't believe that the hijab is an obligation, why are you wearing it? Why are you wearing a bayas this, that, and the other? And I have said many times it's because at that time I wanted to be a visibly Muslim woman. And I will admit it was a little bit of also trying to fit into the Muslim community because when you're a black American woman and you convert to Islam, you are not welcome. I'm going to say that point blank period. I'm not gonna let them get you with the love bombing and the PR stuff anymore because I want you to learn from my mistakes. You are not welcome. You are never taken seriously. So one reason why I was wearing a bayas and proper hijab is because I wanted to prove to the community, like, I am here, I am so serious about this. I love Islam just as much as you love Islam. But you learn a lot of these people don't actually love Islam or care for Islam. They virtue signal just like this woman right here. She's literally just virtue signaling, well, I believe the hijab is mandatory, so why would you wear it if you don't believe it's mandatory? And that's also you admitting that you believe hijab is not choice. Because your religion telling you that it's mandatory to wear something is not a choice. And you're also admitting that if it weren't for hijab being mandatory, you clearly wouldn't wear it because you're asking me why I was wearing it. So you wouldn't wear it. So you want to walk around and act like you love hijab. Hijab is a choice. We're not forced into wearing hijab, we're not oppressed. But in the same breath, you'll turn around and try to make fun of the next woman because she's wearing hijab fully by choice, despite not believing that it's mandatory. Despite not having pressure from her family, So you're this hijabi influencer, but you clearly don't have that much love for the hijab. You just think that it's something that you have to wear to get to heaven to not be sinful. And then you make fun of women who wear it out of actual love for it. That is so fucking weird. That is so weird. And this is why I will boldly say that a lot of these people don't actually love Islam as much as they like to pretend they do. Everything for them is about performing being Muslim. Performing, yes, I believe the same things as everyone else. You have nothing valid to offer the community. you have no valid discourse to offer. Everything you have to say is just to affirm that you are a part of the group think. So that you can fit in with the majority. That's all it is. You're not actually studying Islam on a deeper level or on a spiritual level. the only videos I've seen of yours are, this is the dua to get a million sins wiped. A million sins wiped, what is this, a video game? Like, are you even do you even want to be here? Are you even taking this seriously? And is this why? Y'all commit so many sins blatantly all day, every day, because you know you can just say a dua and it'll get wiped away. Like, is this a joke to you? because there are non Muslims who study and discuss Islam with more intellect and more reverence. because they respect it from an academic level, then some of you that are actually practicing it, you're making a joke of it not only with the type of content that you put out, but with your behaviors. Everything for you is performing for the majority so that you can get attention, followers, money, your affiliations, your sponsorships. That's all it is. Y'all don't love it for real, for real. Y'all don't love it the way that I loved it. I loved Islam. I'm not gonna lie, I'm getting a little emotional right now. I loved Islam on such a deep soul level, and you people took that away from me. You showed me that you are not allowed to really have this relationship with Islam. You're not allowed to study it. You're not allowed to ask questions so that you can fall deeper and deeper in love with the Quran, with the Sunnah, with Allah. You guys told me that over and over again. Videos like this where I'm being fully respectful and I'm just offering alternative opinions. were literally met with rape threats, with death threats, with people calling me a feminist, a kafir, a mutabaruja, even just like this. y'all literally destroyed Islam for me from the inside out. You took all the spirituality out of it. You took all the love, all the positivity out of it. And once you did that and it was completely stripped bare for me, and I had to sit with myself and really read what I was following. That's when I realized everything. That's when the truth was revealed to me. Not even revealed to me. You just have to open the books and look. You just have to watch the videos of scholars and listen to what they're saying. That's when I saw everything for what it was, and that's when I left. Because at the end of the day, I'm a grown woman. I'm not gonna be in a community that treats me like shit. that's just the fact of the matter. And I tried for so long to say this is not Islam, it's Muslims. But Muslims were quoting hadith and Muslims were Quoting ayahs from the Quran as evidence for why they were doing the things that they were doing, right? So they would bully me and then say, we're doing it because this hadith tells us to. We're doing it because this Quran verse tells us to. So how can you say it's not Islam, it's Muslims, but everything that Muslims are doing is coming from Islam? Because what I was seeing and what I was being taught when I first converted was the watered down version. And that's what a lot of these Western Muslim women like her. She said she's, you know, is from Germany and I'm assuming she lives in the US now. This is what they're practicing and this is why they can say things like this. you can't say that the hijab isn't FARD. you can't reject Hadith. Because these things, hijab and hadith, can't be weaponized against them the way that they are for women in other more conservative countries. These scholars that are saying all this crazy stuff online, you can just say, no, I'm just not gonna listen to that. Yeah, that's not Islam. Other women can't do that. Other women have to follow what they're saying to a T. Shall we continue? Yes we shall. Video. Does that mean that I hate you? Now imagine if somebody told somebody, told somebody, told somebody that you said X, Y, and Z, and I said, mmm, I don't know if she actually said that. I'm gonna be skeptical of it, or I'm just not gonna believe it actually, because I'm not hearing it directly from her. Does that mean I hate you? This is the logic y'all are using to silence people and to I'm not gonna lie, I ate that. I ate that up. People that are having valid discourse within the community. And it's a tactic that I see very often in the community of basically you don't know shit, so shut up. You don't know what people have studied. You don't know you don't know what people have read, you don't know who they studied under. Even if somebody doesn't have a formal education in Islam, they still have common sense. They have brains. Allah gave us common sense. And Allah also gave us the right to question these things. So just because someone is questioning something doesn't mean you should immediately turn around and say, well, you don't know anything. You've never even studied. Even if they have studied, even if they have not studied. So most of the times when you find someone that rejects hadith or who is highly skeptical of hadith, the reason that they are is because they have studied, is because they have learned more about them, because they studied the seerah, because they studied the Quran. Because they studied hadith science. A lot of people's arguments about hadith is after they learned more about the Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, and after they read the Quran, they realized that a lot of these hadith clearly could not come from him because they do not have the same linguistic nature as him. And it's interesting because before this, you say, I'm gonna come at you with notes and facts and this and that. I don't know this creator, I don't know what her credentials are, I don't know what she studied, but to me you're a regular person. So what makes it to where I need to listen to you about what you Have to say about hijab and about hadith. You don't ever hear a scholar saying that the hadiths are something that you don't follow. So then you say that no scholars have ever said not to listen to hadith, and that's also actually false. There are plenty of scholars that tell you to be extremely cautious of hadith, that tell you that hadith are not for laymen to use against each other, that tell you to be skeptical of hadith and to always do your research before accepting a hadith. There are scholars who believe that our fiqh should not come from hadith, and there are scholars who currently analyze and reanalyze the validity of Of hadith, such as Mufti Abu Layth. He will take Hadith, especially ones weaponized against women, and he will get out his books, and he will get out his notes, and he will go through the entire chain of narration, and he will go through the linguistics of the hadith, and he will go through the Quran and see if they match up. And if they don't, he will say, This is a blasphemous hadith. Plenty of scholars are speaking about hadith, and plenty have been forever since hadith first came out. There was discourse about whether or not we should accept hadith because people actually admitted that they made up and lied about things that the Prophet Muhammad said to push agendas. So alaykamia, this whole hadith thing being against it is a really irritating. Honestly this will really piss me off. And again, I find it so weird to say that valid discourse is irritating and pissing you off. Girl We have had discourse like this since the beginning of time in Islam and will forever. There will always be to laugh in Islam. There will always be debates within Islam because even the Quran tells us that we do not know the truth. We do not know the truth. The only one that knows the truth is Allah and He will let us know on judgment day. And until then, we're just gonna have stuff that we argue about. I feel like I'm going insane. I feel like I'm going crazy. At the end of that video she said, it's irritating and I'm getting pissed off. But my video was emotional and there were no facts. But at the same time, I ate you the fuck up. this video I made it back when I had like, you know, a very small following, very niche. I missed those times actually. I missed those times where I could kind of make these videos, and the only people that saw them were people that supported me or people that were open to this discourse. Before the Haram police found me, my god, before the Salafis found me, before people like Anaya found me. It was nice. It was a good time. I find that so funny though when she said that at the end. so because on January 28th, 2026, Anaya got bodied, ate the fuck up, cooked in my video, respectfully though, like very demure and mindfully, she decided that ten months later she was going to conspire With a stalker to get tea about me. so she decided that once she realized that I was actually gaining traction in the community, she was gonna lie in wait. And then she found her moment when a woman who stalks multiple Muslim women and takes videos of them and clips and exposes and this, that, and the other, but it's always lies. Yeah, she saw me on that page. And she decided that she was going to just parrot what that page is saying and use that as her opportunity to try to destroy me and get me canceled. Girl, you can't cancel me. You can't shame a woman who does not feel shame. You cannot cancel a woman who refuses to be canceled. You cannot expose a woman with lies, mind you. That is an open book. I told y'all a year ago that I was a veteran. I made a video where I was talking about my experience of being a veteran. And then again in June, I made another video about me being a veteran where I posted a photo of myself in uniform. So now people are taking a photo that they got from my page, but they don't know someone got it from my page, and then they put it onto that stalker page, and they're taking it from that stalker page and putting it back onto my page. And I'm like, it's full circle. You got that from me, baby. I don't tell anybody online, especially anything about me that I would not own up to if it were to get out. But you don't think that I know that Fatima Begum, that's her name, has been watching my page for months and months and months. This is a woman that tried to befriend me. And I just blocked her because she was saying the most outlandish thing. She was talking in my DMs to herself for months. So much so that I never got notified of it. And then I was randomly going through my DMs trying to respond to you guys. And I opened it. It was hundreds, of messages of her talking to herself. And I'm not saying responding to my posts and my stories and stuff. And I, you know, I don't notice it because I get so many. Like talking to herself, bro. As if she's having a conversation. Talking about. A certain creator, I'm not gonna say her name, but trying to expose her to me or I don't know, like just talking mad shit about her, and I don't fuck with that. I don't fuck with that. Y'all gotta remember, I'm from a different culture. I'm a black American woman from the South. There are things that we simply do not participate that like don't even affect us because it's like, what the fuck are you doing? One thing is like all that talking, that exposing we don't throw stones and hide our hands like we'll stand ten toes down on it. I'll say something about you and you'll come to me and be like Did you say this about me? I'll be like Yeah I did. I did because I always learn that you never talk about someone behind their back and say things that you would not say to their face. You don't do things that you would not own up to. It's integrity. even if you're doing things that aren't so savory, like talking bad about somebody or things like that, you should still be able to own up to it. Like a lot of you bitches would be like, that's AI. I never said that. Like you'll flat out lie. My stitches weren't off. You flat out lie. Own up to that shit. Say, yeah, I have my stitches off. My page is not a democracy. It's a dictatorship. And I say my piece and it is what it is. If I want to turn off comments, if I want to turn off my stitches, my duets, I'm gonna do that. Why not just own up to it? Like and me as a black woman, I just cannot understand that because if you come to me about anything, I'm gonna be Yeah, I did it. I ran over that bitch like a possum in the rain. You know what I mean? Like y'all need to watch Beauty in Black. Y'all need to watch that and learn some black American culture because I don't know what y'all got going on. So this stuff about trying to expose people, she's a veteran. Yes, I'm a veteran. I'm the one who told you I'm a veteran. She was in the military, yes. Now what? Like, what's next? W like, let's talk about the political and economic state of the world. Some other things that niggas don't participate in, that ageism. Y'all are always trying to shame me for my age. I turned 33 this year. I'm so happy. Alhamdulillah. Thank God I made it through another year because there are so many people that did not make it through this year. And y'all try to shame me. you're a grown woman, by the way. You're a grown woman. And you're doing your hair and all these different colors. And you're dressing like this and that. Grown woman, BTW, grown woman Yeah, I'm a grown fucking woman. That's why I can do what I want and say what I want and do what I want. Yeah, I'm a grown woman, that's why I can get half pink, half black hair, and you're not I can do shit about it. Yeah, I'm a grown woman, that's why I can wear banties that I bought in high school. Because I'm a grown woman, I can do what I want. But we also don't do that ages and stuff, because baby, I've been 21 for 10 years now. Like people all the time do not know how old I am. Because black don't crack, girl. And because of that, we don't do ageism. We don't do that over here. if you're not married with kids by 33, then yeah, you haven't done anything in your life. Baby, I've been all over the world. That's another thing, is like these kids, fuck them kids. Fuck them kids. I do not see having kids as an accomplishment. So a lot of people like to say, my gosh, she's so old and she hasn't had kids yet. Thank God. 33 with no kids. Yeah. And I made it another year without getting pregnant. Can I get a hallelujah? Can I get an alhamdulillah? And this is why a lot of y'all are so miserable and you're doing the shit that you're doing online because you have all these ridiculous cultural expectations on you, and a lot of y'all aren't meeting them. Or you're feeling so much pressure from them. So when you see women like me just living so freely and honestly not giving a fuck and just so shameless and unpunishable, like it really, really bothers you, and you will do anything, anything to try to humiliate or punish me, but I am unpunishable Y'all are upset because you're 22 and you don't have three kids yet. I don't give a fuck about that. Y'all are upset because you've never been able to dye your hair a unique color because you know you'll get made fun of by your family. I don't give a fuck about that. So that's why you projected onto me. look at her hair. like how old she is and she doesn't have kids yet. Meanwhile, you're 23 and you're just like, my god, I have to get married. I need to get married. And that's why you're such a pick me. You're desperate to be married by a certain age. You're desperate to have kids by a certain age. You're desperate to be a wife and a mother. And some of us just don't give a fuck about that. And that's why y'all are so upset to see me married and happy, childless and happy, doing my hair fancy colors, being online, having fun, just being me. Like you hate to see it so much because you could never do that yourself. No clap if you care. okay, let's move along. Another thing is like the fat shaming, we just don't really do that because at least the way I grew up, if you're a bigger woman, you're eating good. You got money to eat, you're cooking good, you're eating good, the people around you are eating good. Like it's a good thing. it's like when I would go to my grandma's house, she would always tell me, You're too skinny. Are you not eating? Like it's like shameful to be super skinny. Your parents aren't feeding you. They don't got money to get you food? Come on, baby, I'm gonna get you a pizza. That's what we do. So y'all in this, you're fat, you have necros, dh like baby. I got money to eat. I travel. I'm out here eating filet mignon, potatoes. Yeah, bitch. I eat good. I eat real good. My man feeds me good. Anything I want, he'll go and get it for me. Anything. I'll say, baby, I want some brownies. Okay, baby, you want some brownies? I get you some brownies. And I travel a lot. I don't have time to go to the gym and to diet. You think I'm gonna hop on a flight? And go to China and not eat? Not eat rice? Not eat hot pot, not eat noodles because I'm on a diet? Be at the gym in the morning when I can be exploring China? Come on. You think I'ma go to Germany and not have Schnitzel? Because I'm on a diet? And be all up in the gym trying to watch my weight? You got me fucked up. No. Life is too short, baby girl. Life is too short for that. I stopped worrying about my weight a long time ago because I realized that I was putting so much energy into something that quite frankly doesn't matter. Everyone's body is different. Everyone's body is going to gain a certain amount of weight or lose a certain amount of weight. They're going to hold weight differently. Like that's just the fact of the matter. There are women who are so strong. And they're never going to be skinny. They're never gonna have abs cause their bodies just aren't meant to do that. Your goal should always be health. That is my goal is health. I like to do functional fitness. I work out to make my day to day life easier for me. And me, I've been skinny and I don't like how I look when I'm skinny. It doesn't fit my aesthetic. For me, being skinny is not aesthetic. My outfits fit better when I'm not skinny. My tattoos look better when I'm not skinny. Like, it just doesn't fit my lifestyle. How am I gonna shake ass if there is no ass to shake? That is the real question. So can we continue now? Because I went on kind of an aside, but Let's talk about Fatima Begum. So she runs a page. I'm not going to name the page because it's like she has two alter egos, right? There's her page. That gives her a sense of power. And then there's who she actually is, So we're gonna talk about who she actually is. Her name is Fatima Begum. Would you believe me if I told you she's a doctor? She is a doctor at NHS. We're gonna show you the receipts. So we'll talk more about her being a doctor, and I have information on where you can report her in a little bit. and I hope I remember to read it out loud because I do know some of y'all are listening and not watching the video, but I am putting up pictures and stuff of her if you would like to watch the video version. but yes, she is a doctor. The things that she has done, she has stalked multiple Muslim women. Multiple. you would think the Muslim community would be concerned about this, but they're so concerned with this exposing culture and with these smear campaigns that they love seeing this type of stuff, right? And I'm going to address you guys after I give more information about her. So she has doxed multiple women, including me. She tries to dox me everywhere I go. She makes completely baseless accusations against people, lies all the time. And people believe it because she goes after disobedient women, people that the Muslim community has issues with. She goes after them. So people just eat it up because when people already don't like you, especially in a community that believes in punishing and humiliating women. They're going to take any negative narrative about you and just run with it. They will never ever check their sources. They will never ever come to you and confirm it or, you know, deny it. They will never do any of that. They'll never do their research They'll just take it. They love spreading rumors. I don't do the rumor shit. If you if you hear a rumor about me, believe it. Ugh. Double it. And then when it comes back to me, it better be juicy as fuck. So she's doxxed multiple women, even gotten women put into grave danger. She uses honor-based violence against these women. I've heard of women going to the hospital, hopefully not her hospital that she works at, because of the things that she has like exposed about them. She has trafficked women against their consent. She's exposed women's phone numbers online and told men to call them for sex. And there are women who to this day are getting phone calls from random men, hundreds of phone calls. Thousands of phone calls from random men moaning in their ears and just saying really disgusting things to them. And these are Muslim women, their honor and their purity is so important for them that this is just a disgusting thing to do. she exposes women without their hijabs on. She exposes women that she'll be friends with them and she'll get them really comfortable and maybe they'll do a FaceTime call and they'll just be in their pajamas and like you know, of course it's amongst women. And she'll post those photos on the internet. She lies about people all the time. She tries to say that it's for Islam. She's made a few posts about me where she tries to say, this woman is she's doing this and that and the other to Muslims and da-da-da-da. And so She ran a woman off the internet with relentless bullying, talking about this woman, masturbating, just horrible things that, like, you know, in a normal community, it doesn't really matter. Like, everyone knows that women masturbate. Who gives a fuck? But in the Muslim community, that's like a huge thing to say about someone. And then she stole her account, she stole her identity. She thinks that she is. This woman whose account that she stole. And she's trying to achieve the same level of recognition that that woman had. I don't know much about the girl. I like I don't know much about the girl or her reputation or anything, but I guess she had a really big platform. She has a lot of people that love her. People are still to this day advocating for her and for what happened to her. She wants to reach the same notoriety as that woman, and she never will. You will never be her, You will always just be your loser self, Fatima Begum. That stalks women online, that puts Muslim women in danger. The only reason I'm on this woman's radar is because I was Muslim and now I'm not, and I don't know. So now I'm still known in the Muslim community and y'all still got all these issues with me, this, that, and the other. And now you want to say, she was just an agent because you don't like the idea that somebody can convert into Islam, realize that they don't like it, and leave. You think that Islam is the end-all-be-all for everybody. It's not, okay. A lot of converts leave Islam. It's like 70% of converts leave Islam after the first two years. So honestly, the only reason I'm still on this woman's page is because I unwittingly became a huge name in the Muslim community just from the type of content that I posted and still post and from the movements that I have been a part of. So because the community hates me so much and they want to discredit me because now I'm no longer Muslim and they don't like to believe that somebody can convert into Islam, see issues with it, and then leave, they are now trying to kind of like besmirch. Everything that I've done in this community and for this community, and that's the only reason I'm still on her dumb page. other than that, this page targets Muslim women specifically, and you would think the community has an issue with that, but they do not. So she's done all these things, stolen people's accounts. She also said that she would kill Shia patients. What kind of doctor says that? What are y'all doing? In the UK, because my mother was a nurse and she had to take the Hippocratic Oath. And you cannot do any harm. And she told me many times of stories where she had patients where it's like they were so objectively evil and terrible. And she would have loved nothing more than to just let them get their karma. And I'm not talking about just anybody, I'm talking about she told me one time there was. a guy that came in that had killed a whole family because he was drunk driving and he somehow survived and he was in critical condition and they were all like, This man done killed a bunch of kids, killed a whole family. We would if only we could just just let him go, but they can't. They can't because it's the oath they took. So what are y'all doing in the UK to where doctors can say, yeah, I would let Shia patients die? What is going on? This woman has multiple police reports out about her. People are begging the police to do something about her because she is stalking so many people. This woman is scaring people. She's putting people in danger. So this is the woman, Anaya, that you are consorting with to get information on me because you want to get your lick back from a video I made about you 10 months ago. Baby, if you wanted to get your lick back, you should have done it then. If we're beefing at the wedding, you should have left that at the wedding. I hope y'all understand that reference. Why are you coming at me ten months later trying to hop on a hate train? And you look bad. You made yourself look really, really, really bad, by the way. Sure, now you've gotten all the Liz haters onto your page so y'all can sit and you can talk about me. and you can jerk it to hating me. Sure, you did but you also lost a lot of really well intentioned audience members because the people that were looking up to you, they had a certain image of you. Because see what you did is you were so blinded by your hate for me that has been simmering in your bones for 10 months that you revealed yourself. A lot of the language you use in that video about me it was a lot of the same dog whistling that the Haram police use and that these Dawa bros use. So you really just revealed yourself. As another Dao dork in the community, saying things like she was cosplaying as a Muslim. a lot of people like converts really take offense to that. Like it's actually a triggering term because it's something that y'all use so much against people, simply because they don't fit your aesthetic as a Muslim or because they don't have the same group think as you. So saying things like that, trying to virtue signal Palestine, like you just revealed. who you are a hundred percent. Saying that was cosplaying Muslim and I knew more about hadith and scholars and the Quran than you did is crazy. it says, Fatima Begum attempts to use abusive ex-partners to intimidate or harm women she has disputes with. I saw a video where she was saying, I wonder what her ex-husband would think about her behavior, knowing that this was a DV situation. This is a doctor. And multiple people have contacted the hospital she works at, giving them all this evidence, irrefutable evidence, and they refuse to do anything about it. What is going on in the UK? Like, how are you letting people like this be healthcare professionals? the person responsible for her is someone named Dr. Jonathan Cooper. One day she's going to do something very bad to one of her patients, or she's going to do something where there is just irrefutable proof that she's a horrible person. She's gonna commit some sort of Crime, I don't know what it's going to be. Because let me tell you something, what happens in the dark will always come to light. People like Fatima Begum, these female stalkers, Their behavior worsens and worsens and worsens until it hits its peak and something really bad happens, unfortunately. she says things like, I will let Shi'a patients die. she is doing things like ratting women out to their abusers. As a community, we have a responsibility to make sure that people like this are behind bars or in a padded room, away from polite society and no longer harming other people. And this is what I have to say to y'all as a community. And I actually had to write it down. Because it was just like swimming in my head. Because I really am genuinely so passionate about helping other women and keeping other women safe, Muslim women included. No matter the differences we have, no matter how much I critique religious modesty and I critique, you know, the religion and everything and some of your behaviors that I don't like, at the end of the day, I am a bit of a girls' girl. And my priority is always women's safety. I don't wish harm. And you know what, I may not be a part of this community anymore, but I'm going to boldly overstep and say this. This is a community of people that pride themselves in being pious and religious, as if they are above the West, usually talking about America. They have better morals and higher standards than us non believers. Yet look at what you're allowing to happen to your own women. These are people that say that their religion gives women more rights and dignity than any other religion. They say it's the most feminist religion. They say that their religion gives women more rights and dignity than the West. Talking about America again. They like to brag that they gave women the right to vote before America. They give women the right to own their own property before America. They even give women the right to have an abortion. But at the same time, This is how you treat the women in your community openly. You guys are openly humiliating women in front of everybody. You think only Muslims see the content that you're making? And you wonder why people say that you oppress women because you are actively oppressing women in front of the masses. And your attempts to constantly punish and humiliate women in public to set an example for other women, you are exposing that you do in fact oppress women. People are seeing it all day, every day. We have Muslim women in the community who have more ex-Muslims and more non-Muslims and atheists that have empathy for them than the people in their own community, even the people in their own families. Because at the end of the day, you only give women these rights and dignities if they are submitting to you. They have to be wearing the proper uniform, hijab. They have to be behaving the proper way, having that same group think they have to believe that the hijab is far. They have to believe in hadith. They have to believe in the scholars that you want them to believe in. They have to fit the perfect mold in order to receive those rights that are given to them. dignity that is given to them, the protection that you give to women. If they don't do any of that, it's all like they're fair game to everybody. Not only that, but the dignity that you give women only extends to Muslim women. Because every single day I see y'all talking bad about non-Muslim women, talking bad about women of the West, calling them whores, saying that they're naked all the time. There's one guy that said that they probably have dirt and stuff between their legs. I played it on another video. Like you give no dignity to women. You actually hate women. That's how it is at the end of the day. You hate women. So therefore, your religion cannot be feminist if you only extend that feminism, and I'm using that term very, very, very loosely, to a very small group of women, and that's the women who obey, the women who are Muslim, who wear the uniform and who behave the way that you want them to. That's the only women that your feminism extends to and your dignity extends to. And at the end of the day, these women are having to still submit to rulings that don't give them dignity at all. these rulings that they have to submit to are not dignified. You're telling women that they have to believe that they are being forced to wear the hijab by a divine law. You are telling women that they have to fully 100% accept writings that say that they are deficient in their intelligence. that say that they cannot say no to their husbands, that say that they can be beaten. And if they don't submit to that then they no longer get this dignity that is apparently promised to them. and if they aren't behaving the way that you want them to behave, if they don't look the way that you want them to look, especially if they're not brown women, if they're black women, we're not even gonna get into the anti-blackness just yet. if they aren't wearing hijab the way you want them to wear it, or abayas the way you want them to wear it, or if they're not 100% accepting what you want them to accept, if they're asking questions. Yeah, they don't get any dignity. You treat them in actually a very undignified manner. You treat them absolutely horribly. These are your own women. These are Muslim women. And then you get upset when people point out that Muslim women are so oppressed because they are. You're oppressing them. And I don't want Muslim women from the West coming into my comment section talking about, no, we're not oppressed. We're not oppressed. If you have never been the target of one of these smear campaigns, I don't want to hear anything from you. If you have never been a target of this gossip and the lies and the slander, I don't want to hear anything from you. And if you've never actually lived in a Muslim country where women are actually being oppressed by these rulings and by these hadith and by these sheikhs, I don't want to hear anything from you, girl. This is not your conversation. Please take a step out. Because y'all are always so concerned with your PR campaign for Islam that you are letting things like this, what Fatima Begum is doing and what Anaya is doing, you are letting these things just go right under the rug. You're lett And this is a perfect example because right now you have a woman who is endangering Muslim women in every possible way. Every possible way. like it's honestly a human rights violation at this point. And instead of being concerned about that and saying we need to do something about this because slander is haram, accusing women of zina is haram. Accusing other Muslims of things that they didn't do, spying on other Muslims. Yeah, all of this is haram according to your books. I will actually pull those verses up for you, and we're gonna have a little quiran lesson, okay? I'm gonna teach y'all a little bit about your own books because clearly you're not reading them or following them. So maybe me telling you will embarrass you enough to actually follow your faith properly. But the point is that instead of doing something about this page and instead of saying, Hey, this page is spreading fitna and endangering people. We need to forbid evil and enjoin good, you're worried about little me saying that I'm spreading fitna The only fitna I'm spreading is waking women up. That's why you call it fitna, because you don't like women. Because you don't like women opening their eyes because once women start opening their eyes, they are no longer your tool anymore. They are no longer subservient and submissive to you. a lot of these religions and ideologies have only made it so far because of the subservience of women. Because you told women that the only achievement that they have in their religion is having a bunch of babies and indoctrinating them to be religious. That's the only reason Islam is growing so fast, is because of women thinking that their only purpose Is to get married to a good Muslim man who will make her quit her job and pay all of her bills and be her provider and protector and then have all his babies and then stay at home with those kids and make sure those kids are raised to be Muslim. Without that, y'all would have nothing. That's why it's so terrifying when you see that Muslim women are waking up and saying, Hey, we don't have to participate in this anymore. Even if you remain Muslim, saying, Hey, I don't have to listen to these hadith that are misogynists and tell me that I, you know, that I'm not smart. And that I'm deficient in religion. I don't have to listen to these hadith that tell me that I cannot consent, that I don't have bodily autonomy just because I'm married to a man. That is what scares you about me. It's not about spreading fitna, because I'm not spreading fitna. I'm empowering women. That's always been my goal is to empower women, whether or not they stay Muslim. At the end of the day, even if you say, I'm never ever leaving Islam, this is my faith, you still need to find the misogyny and root it out. Even if you have to follow a watered-down version of Islam, as long as you're not speaking over women who cannot do that. Even if you have to practice Islam like the men do, root out that misogyny. Take that pill, wake up, get out of the matrix. Worship God, but don't worship men, even though I personally still have issues with worshiping a male God. But we don't gotta get that deep into it. Okay, like let's one step at a time. How about that? One step at a time. And men hate that. They hate that so much. And their patriarchy princesses hate it too. So let's go through it and I'm gonna be respectful. Bismillah Rahman Rahim. Okay. Here's one, 49.6. O believers, if an evildoer brings you any news, verify it so you do not harm people unknowingly, becoming regretful for what you have done. do you read your own books, Anaya? Because your own book is telling you if an evildoer, Fatima begum, Brings you any news, verify it So you do not harm people unknowingly. With your video, you unknowingly harmed me, sent hate to my page, but you also unknowingly harmed your own followers because your own followers were genuinely confused why you were making such a video. Some of your followers are reverse who were genuinely hurt. They told me this. About how you said cosplaying Muslim, this is a triggering term for a lot of reverts. Like you know what? Maybe the Quran is on to something. Really is on to something. So I guess this doesn't really apply to me because I'm not Muslim anymore. But it says, and if two groups of believers fight each other, then make peace between them. Why don't you make peace between me and this tea page? But if one of them transgresses against the other, then fight against the transgressing group until they are willing to submit to the rule of Allah. If they do so, then make peace between both groups in all fairness and act justly. Surely Allah loves those who uphold justice. Is it justice to go to a tea page that is slandering Muslim women, find a little tidbit about me, and then run and make a video about it? Because this says that you're supposed to make peace between the groups in all fairness and act justly. What you did to me was unjust. And I will never forgive you. Even on Judgment Day, I'm not gonna forgive you. And in Islam, if you wrong somebody, you can't just think Allah is going to forgive you. You also have to get forgiveness from that person that you wronged. So, just so you know, I'm not gonna forgive you, girl. And don't come at me during Ramadan talking about, I would like your forgiveness, Liz. I'm gonna tell you go to hell. I'm gonna tell you go straight to hell with gasoline panties on. Cause I know y'all like to do that. During Ramadan, you try to right all your wrongs. Yeah, no. And on judgment day, if I'm there, if I'm there on your judgment day, I'm also not gonna forgive you. Because in Islam it says, if you wrong somebody, you don't just automatically get Allah's forgiveness. You also have to get forgiveness from that person. So I'm not gonna forgive you, girl. You better hope I'm not there. The believers are but one brotherhood, so make peace between your brothers and be mindful of Allah, so you may be shown mercy. O believers, do not let some men ridicule others. They may be better than them, nor let some women ridicule other women, they may be better than them. Do not defame one another. Wow. Nor call each other by offensive nicknames. How evil it is to act rebelliously after having faith. And whoever does not repent, it is they who are the true wrongdoers. Girl, you better be waking up for Tahajid. O believers, avoid many suspicions, for indeed some suspicions are sinful, and do not spy nor backbite one another. Would any of you like to eat the flesh of their dead brother? You would despise that, and fear Allah. Surely Allah is the acceptor of repentance. this one is so interesting. I had to read it in my head a few times first. Some of the nomadic Arabs say, We believe, say, Prophet, Prophet, say this, you have not believed, but say, We have submitted. For faith has not yet entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and His Messenger wholeheartedly, he will not discount anything from the reward of your deeds. Allah is truly all forgiving, most merciful. This is so interesting. my God. It says, they say we believe, right? So y'all say we believe in Islam. And then it says, you have not believed. You have submitted. Because faith has not yet entered your hearts. I want to read the footnote. this is so juicy. This verse makes a distinction between Islam, the declaration of accepting the faith, then performing the duties and Iman, a higher state of Islam, which means to embrace the faith wholeheartedly. Wow, that's actually kind of beautiful. Because a lot of y'all have submitted. You submit to the rules, you perform Islam, you do your declaration, you take your shahada and everything. But you don't have the higher state of Islam, which is embracing the faith wholeheartedly. And that's why you literally have verses giving you actual good advice on how to behave as a human being, and you don't even follow them because you're so busy working about. Because you're so busy worrying about if other people are performing, submitting to Islam, that you don't even have, because you're more worried about other people performing Islam, saying we have submitted, that you're not even worried about your own faith. You have no Iman, you have no faith. you aren't actually wholeheartedly embracing Islam. You are just submitting to the rules and you're looking around making sure that everybody else is submitting to the rules as well. And I also want to mention this one because I see a lot of this in the community. I see a lot of people that are lying on women's pussies, and I don't like seeing that. So, Bismillah Rahman Rahim. Those who accuse chaste women of adultery and fail to produce four witnesses, give them 80 lashes each, and do not ever accept any testimony from them, for they are indeed rebellious. That's why some of you people in this community, you couldn't tell me anything. I would never believe anything you have to say. because I've seen you lie and try to slander women so much that I will never accept any testimony from you. You are an unreliable source. Just like Fatima Begum is an unreliable source, and Anaya, your dumb ass, believed her wholeheartedly. Without following the rules and decorum of your own book, of what your book tells you to do. It literally says to verify your information first. Did you verify it? No, you didn't. Because this information is not verifiable. Because it's not true. Let's continue. So I see a lot of y'all always trying to say that, you know, so and so is sleeping with people for money, and so and so is, you know, doing this, that, and the other. There's a lot of calling women Kahba and Sharmuta and Mutabarijah, and like all these things that are basically accusing women of being whores, slut shaming women. Yeah, slut shaming is clearly haram. You cannot accuse chaste women of adultery. And that even means by proxy of calling women whores or trying to elude that. Women are doing certain things, like even saying that women have masturbation and porn addictions, that's accusing chaste women of illicit activities of what you guys call zinna. like y'all really want to say that I cosplay being Muslim, but I know your own books better than you. And actually That surah that talks about all the manners of, you know, believers and not spying and you know being suspicious, that is my favorite one. That and sura lookman. And actually, we're gonna do a bit of a speed run through this surah because it's my favorite. And I think it has some juicy tidbits for y'all who aren't actually reading your book and putting it to practice. Maybe this will be a good reminder. Maybe an ex-Muslim reminding you of your book will embarrass you enough for you to think, ooh, I really need to lock in. So we're just gonna skip through it a little bit, not everything. but I like this. Bismillahir Rahmani Rahim. But there are some who employ theatrics only to lead others away from Allah's way without any knowledge and to make a mockery of it. They will suffer a humiliating punishment. Y'all better lock in. The number of people that are being led away from Islam because of people like Anaya, because of people like all the different Dawah bros out there, I don't know, Ali Dawah, Orthodox Muslim, what are their names? Muhammad Hijab, Adele, I don't know. Because of y'all in your theatrics, you're coming online, you're yelling, you're screaming, you're trying to expose people. Like, these are theatrics. And they lead others away from Allah's way. And I find this interesting because a lot of people say nobody can make you leave Islam. These are the creations, not the creator. If you love Allah, you wouldn't leave Islam, no matter how much you're bullied. but the Quran itself, Allah, literally acknowledges the fact that there are people who lead others away from Allah's way, which shows that Muslims can lead you away from Islam, unfortunately. They really can. It's entirely possible. And does it say that they are suffering the humiliating punishment? No. The ones who are leading them away and making a mockery of Islam, which a lot of y'all do, they are the ones that will suffer the humiliating punishment. Whenever our revelations are recited to them, they turn away in arrogance as if they did not hear them, as if there is deafness in their ears. I'm wondering how many people will do this when this video comes out. And I've seen it so many times. Like when I used to go back and forth with the hadith lovers about the Quran, and I would always be like, the Quran says this, it says this, and they would just put a hadith. Like they are literally. Turning away in arrogance as if they did not hear the revelations from the Quran. You mention the Quran to them and they say, you don't know what you're talking about. You don't even speak Arabic. This is just translated. You will never know Islam fully. Here is a hadith for you. Mm-mm. This is my favorite, and this is what I always say everything that is done in the dark will come to light. my dear son, even if a deed were the weight of a mustard seed, be it hidden in a rock or in the heavens or the earth, Allah will bring it forth. A lot of y'all, it's gonna be brought forth what you're doing. Just like I'm telling you now about what Anaya did and where she got her information from and what this person is doing, like. These things will be brought forth, especially because people are quite honestly getting tired of it. They are getting so tired of all this bullying and exposing and slandering that y'all are doing. You're bringing forth your own demise. I love this one because this is what the Quranists use a lot when they're arguing about hadith worship. When it is said to them, follow what Allah has revealed, the Quran, they reply, No, we only follow what we found our forefathers practicing. I'm not gonna fill in the meaning for you. Would they do so even if Satan is inviting them to the torment of the blaze? I'm actually getting so much nostalgia because this was one of my favorite verses. If all the trees on earth were pens and the ocean were ink refilled by seven other oceans, the words of Allah would not be exhausted. That is poetry right there. Poetry. And that's why I'll never believe people who are like, you'll never see the beauty of the Quran if it's translated into English. No, this is beautiful still in English. And this one is so nostalgic too because I remember I had a friend and we were both we both converted to Islam at the same time. So we were reading the Quran together, like front to back, and we came across this verse and we sat there and we cried. I miss that girl. So it says, Do you not see that the ships sail smoothly through the sea by the grace of Allah so that He may show you some of his signs? Surely in his sign sorry. Surely in this are signs for whoever is steadfast, grateful. And as soon as they are overwhelmed by waves like mountains, they cry out to Allah alone in sincere devotion. But when He delivers them safely to shore, only some become relatively grateful. Like it was so because the reason is that we were thinking, like, wow, we are so ungrateful, because everybody does this. Everybody does this thing where when you need help, you're crying out for it, whether it's to other people. Whether it's to God, whatever, you're crying out for help, you're in distress. And then once you get over that hump in life, because life is just ups and downs. Once you get over that hump, you're just like, okay, anyways, moving on. Like you just forget to express gratitude. Gratitude is so, so important. You should always be telling people thank you. Even like when people hand you something, thank you. You know, after placing an order, thank you. Listen, no matter your religious or non-religious beliefs, gratitude is so important. Gratitude is actually life-changing. What you need to be doing is every day waking up and writing down all the things that you are grateful for. Start with trying to do 10 things. It's actually really hard to do at first. Like you wouldn't believe how ungrateful people are. When I first started my gratitude practice, I was like, I can't think of anything. Can you believe how crazy that is to not be able to think of anything that you're grateful for when you're living in a home? You have running water, you have food in your refrigerator, you know, things like that. So start out with 10 things. And then over time, like you'll get to these long lists where you can just think of every little thing you are so grateful for. And honestly, that's why a lot of you bitches are running around so miserable because you're ungrateful. Whether you're religious or not, you're not expressing gratitude. You're not being grateful for the things you have in life. You're looking at everybody else, trying to see who can I bully today? Who can I bother today? Who can I police today? Instead of looking at your own life and just being satisfied with it, you know? Being grateful, being thankful. That's why you're so miserable. You need to pick up a gratitude practice. Gratitude is honestly life changing. I started getting so many manifestations coming through when I started being grateful. It's like it unlocks so many doors for you because the way the universe works, or however you believe it, it gets to a point where it's like, if you are not grateful for what you have now, why would I give you more? You're not grateful for any of the blessings that you have in the moment. So I'm not giving you anything else. And then once you start seeing these things and being grateful for them, then it's like, okay. All right, here's some more, you know? Here's some more blessings for you to be grateful for. Gratitude, it's very, very important. Please. And that's why you have to remember the things you're seeing online and the images that people portray are not always reality because you have people who have these large followings who could do so many good things in the world. They're getting so much money from social media, they're living these beautiful aesthetic lives, but on the inside they are so deeply unhappy and so deeply ungrateful. And that's why they're going to these stalking tea pages and waiting for their moment to try to bring another woman down. Let me tell you something about that. Nobody is ever going to try to drag you down unless they think that you're above them. People will have more followers than me, probably more money than me, kids, more opportunities, more fame, more notoriety, whatever it is. And they're still deeply unhappy, and they see other women with less followers, less notoriety, maybe even less money, and they will try to humiliate them and humble them. Because they're so ungrateful in their lives that they're looking around at everybody else. Whose day can I ruin today? And that's exactly why Anaya did what she did. I'm not gonna lie. One thing about this community that they really don't like about me, I'm just gonna say this as an aside, is that they don't like finally, maybe for the first time, seeing somebody go through all the stages of converting and then deconverting from Islam. They don't want people to see that. They don't want people to see that people become Muslim. And then they start seeing the realities of Islam, which I will hopefully talk about one day. My, you know, the story of why I left Islam. And then leaving. They hate that. So they have to make up these things like, she was just spying on us. she was never actually Muslim. She was just cosplaying Muslim. Because they just don't like realizing that their religion is not the end all be all. And that people fall in love with Islam. They fall out of love with Islam every day. And also, Islam is pretty problematic. Especially like a lot of us from the West, I don't know why we're trying to convert into Islam with some of the things that it teaches that are so clearly against the morals and the values that we grew up with. And you can try to say, these Western morals and these Western values are so bad. But people like Anaya are so upset at seeing a woman who became Muslim out of sincere faith, who actually studied the deen better than some of you guys, who actually read the Quran, annotated the Quran, read all the footnotes. I had this big study Quran that I read cover to cover multiple times. Studied the hadith, studied everything. Even fell in love with the religion, fell in love with Islamic modesty, fell in love with wearing the hijab and the niqab, wore it properly, actually wore it better than some of y'all that are born into the faith, despite not even thinking that it's fard. Despite genuinely thinking that it's not obligatory, I still wore it the proper way, out of respect for the concept. And then once I started experiencing the racism, the misogyny. All of these terrible things that happen in the community because you're so used to doing it to born muslim women and shutting them up that when you got to me, it's like, no, I don't get silenced by anybody. I start to look even deeper because when people start making a lot of noise about something, it shows me that I need to start looking at that thing. There's something you're hiding from me. So that's when I started re-examining the hadith and noticing all the misogyny and the anti-blackness coming from it. 'Cause there are very racist hadith as well. And then I slid into like my apologist phase of trying to see, okay, this isn't Islam. This is Muslims. This is not from Islam. This is from misogyny. This is Islam being weaponized. I went through that phase. And I helped a lot of women that were also dealing with the things that were going on in the community. I helped a lot of women stay Muslim. You're welcome. Yeah, you're welcome, y'all. But I was trying so hard to hang on, like sincerely trying so hard to hang on, until I realized, first of all, I'm a strong, independent black woman. I had to reclaim my dignity. I had to reclaim my identity. I had to remember who the fuck I came from. A line of very strong women, very strong-minded women, a line of women who don't get brainwashed. who wanted nothing more than to see me win, to see me have the opportunities that they never got to have, to see me live my most authentic life, my fullest life. the things that I'm doing today are for my ancestors that were so oppressed by patriarchy and racism. that they could not have the voice that I have today. They could not have the opportunities that I have today. I realized that I was letting myself be silenced and controlled. And I realized that if my grandmother were alive today, she would have slapped the shit out of me. She would have said, Why are you wearing these clothes that are covering your beautiful face and your beautiful hair and your beautiful body? Why are you letting all these non-black men and women talk down to you, call you names, call you a whore, call you a mutabarrujah call you all this stuff? Why are you trying to fit in with these people? Since when do we try to fit in with people like this? Since when do we put ourselves in spaces where we are hated and stay there? And try to prove that we belong there. Since when do we do that shit? She would have said, since when do we put ourselves in spaces where we are hated, where we are ridiculed, where we are clearly not welcome, and then try to prove to those people that we belong there? Try to fight to remain in these spaces. Since when do we put ourselves in spaces where we are told that we have to Since when do we put ourselves in spaces where we are told that we have to soften our blackness in order to belong? We have to cover ourselves. With abayas we have to try to make our hair fit under head scarves that are not meant for our hair. We can't listen to the music that we grew up listening to. We can't do the dances that we grew up dancing to. Like, since when do we do that shit? Like she would have really, really been upset with she probably is. She's probably looking down at me like, girl, what what are you doing? So a big part of me leaving Islam was a reclamation of my blackness and of my culture. It just is what it is. So you saw me go through that, and then I did move to hadith rejection and then kind of focusing on the Quran only, and then seeing these issues in the Quran as well. And openly leaving and proudly leaving and happily leaving. People all the time will You're a kafir. I'll Alhamdulillah. I'll say, Yes, I am. It's not something that shames me because we are humans that grow and change. We go through so many different journeys in life. And perhaps Islam is what I needed at the time when I was Muslim. But as I started to see different things, I'm always willing to let things go. I'm always willing to move forward to different things. That does not hurt me. Saying, you converted to Islam and then you left, that doesn't hurt me. Yes, I did. And now what? Trying to shame me for making adult decisions as a sovereign woman. There's nothing to be ashamed about. This community thrives on shaming women and embarrassing women. If you cannot be shamed and you cannot be embarrassed, then you're good to go. Their goal is quite honestly to discredit my journey, but you cannot discredit my journey because I know that everything I do with my integrity is always done with the best intentions and with whatever information I had at the time. That's what we're all doing. We're really all making decisions based on the information we had at the time. And sometimes we learn later on, I missed some things. Joining the military, I was very young. I went with the information that I had at the time and I made that decision based on my options and based on what I knew with my limited knowledge being a teenager. And then you look back and you're like, huh, okay, these are things that I maybe should have known before that, but it's the past. It is what it is. I did my job and I left. And so they are trying to use that as a way to discredit me. remember a year ago in this video, two minutes in, she said that she's a veteran. Mind you, I was talking about my experience with sexism in the military, but whatever. She's a veteran. You know what? Let's bring that up now that she's not Muslim anymore. Let's twist it so that people don't really believe that she was ever Muslim because we don't want people knowing that leaving Islam is an option. We don't want people knowing That there are probably problematic things that they should look into before converting. Or that if they're already Muslim that they should look into, that will probably give them pause and make them leave the faith. They don't want anyone knowing that. So they're just gonna say, she's a veteran. Yeah, she's a veteran, she was spying on us. Yeah, yeah. That's this community. They say what they want, and I don't clear shit up. I really don't. And they don't just do it to me, they do it to women all over the place because this is a huge part of the culture when it comes to Islam. It's all about digging things up and exposing things so that you can discredit women, so that you can silence women. Because it's literally in the books to punish women who are not behaving the way you want them to behave. Look at four thirty-four. If a woman is being disobedient, you can Abandon her, isolate her, or beat her. But at the end of the day, and I really mean this for my girls that come from these cultures where they put so much emphasis on your reputation. Like, fuck a reputation. You are so much more than your reputation. Who gives a damn about a reputation? Like that one song. I don't give a damn about my reputation. What is that song? By Cherry my god, Cherry Balm? No, it's not Cherry Balm. It's called Bad Re Joe and Jet, Bad Reputation. Duh. Yeah, like that song. Who gives a fuck about a reputation? You are so much more than that. So much more than what people are saying about you, especially because you really have no control over your reputation. Like you can think that you do, but you really don't. Unless you spend your entire life just in shame and silent and never being autonomous and never speaking out or having any opinions, like you cannot control it. No matter what, there will always be a point where you piss off somebody and they want to dig through things or they want to make lies and throw dirt on your name and it's gonna damage your reputation. Like, who cares? Especially these people. These people are not your peers. That's what my friend tells me all the time. Whenever I do get upset about things that are being said about me, she's like, These people are not your peers. In real life, these people would never be in the same rooms as you. These people would never be sitting at the same tables as you. What they say does not matter. It really doesn't matter. but I have a very different approach when it comes to these things. Because a lot of people say, you shouldn't clear things up. Like when people do smear campaigns, you shouldn't say anything, just let it die out. Because it's not true. And I agree with that partially, because this is what happens. When somebody is trying to damage your reputation or do a smear campaign against you, the worst thing you can do is try to explain yourself. like when people make allegations, she's a US military veteran, that's a dog whistle. I am a veteran, but the way they say it is a dog whistle. And she was sent to spy on the Muslim community and she was just cosplaying as Muslim. The worst thing I could ever do is come on the internet and try to clear up those rumors. No, actually it was this. Actually, it was that. First of all, it gives people way too much power. You don't have to explain shit to anybody. They have no power or authority over you. Their opinions are worth like dust, zift, nothing. You do not want to give these people any more audacity than they already have. They mean nothing. They are literally not important. The only thing that gives them importance is being on the internet. That's the only time that a lot of their voices will ever be heard Is when they're on the internet in comment sections, trying to get the the viral comment, trying to get the most likes on their comments. And these influencers, their views, their views give them importance. And that's why they have to use other women to get their views up when they're going low. I have met a lot of influencers in real life. I've met a lot of your faves. IRL. Some of them are very boring. Like I'm not gonna lie. Some of I'm not gonna name names, but some of them are really fucking boring and kind of don't really have a personality outside of their social media. And their lives are like very normal lives. I think a lot of people will see someone with a lot of followers and think, like they have a good life and they're rich and d like, no, a lot of them are just like very normal people. Some of them are even kind of like shitty people in real life. Like Some of them are actually kinda poor in real life and ki you know, like they don't really have the best of lives. So no matter how many followers someone has, like they have no importance or authority. They would have no importance if it weren't for the internet. Let's believe that. If the internet didn't exist, if TikTok even didn't exist or Instagram, like they would be in obscurity. That's why a lot of them don't even have long form content. They don't have YouTube videos or anything because they're fucking boring. the only interesting thing about them is doing like clips, you know? Like clips online. And that's pretty much it. That's why TikTok is so good for some people because you just need three minutes of attention. And sometimes three minutes is all these people can give you. Even the men, if you know what I'm saying. But where I differ is that I don't believe in letting people play with your name and play in your face. I don't believe in that. I believe in a good clap back. And there's a huge difference between clearing up rumors and clapping back at somebody, exposing their lies, right? You don't have to clear up rumors about yourself to expose that somebody's lying. Like my video I made about her, I literally just showed the receipts, the receipts of her lies, and that's it. But I didn't clear anything up to y'all. Cause there's nothing to clear up because I don't need to clear anything up. You don't own me. You don't run me. And you will never ever think that you run me. you don't owe anybody. Any explanation for the things that you have done in your life that you want to do and that you will do in your life. You don't owe anybody that. You are not under anybody's authority except your own. But sometimes you do owe people an ass whooping. And sometimes you can't give them that ass whooping in real life, Sometimes you do need to cuss people out. Sometimes you really do need to clap back. You need to mink, mink, mink, because people they play too much. They get away with too much. And sometimes you have to show people that you are not the one, two, or the three, the A, B or the C. And sometimes you're gonna have to do that multiple times through your life. It is what it is. We pick our battles, right? But some battles have to be picked. That just that's the way of it. That's just how it goes. Because some things you you genuinely just cannot let them slide. Some behaviors need to be called out. Abusers need to be called out. And once you're done doing that, once you're done clapping back, you gotta do the administrative work too. I tell y'all all the time: start reporting people for terrorism. Stop being worried about, is this Islamophobia, this that and the other? There is a definition of terrorism. If people are doing terrorism, report them for terrorism. One thing about terrorism is harassing people, doxing people, bullying people in the name of religion. That is a form of terrorism, or in the name of any ideology. And it's not just Muslims or Islam. Anyone can do it, even Christians can do it, Jews can do it. Everybody. Like start reporting these people for cyber crimes because harassment and bullying and doxing, these are cyber crimes. Start filing reports. You can file so many police reports online these days. Like it's so easy. I need y'all to start making it expensive and time consuming for people to do the things that they're doing in this community. Find you a lawyer or a paralegal, an affordable one that can send out cease and desist letters for you if you got the money for it, start suing people for the things they're doing. Like people are committing crimes. A lot of people are forgetting that there are real world consequences for the things that they are doing. You cannot, especially in the US, go online and make baseless accusations about somebody without saying allegedly. That's why you'll see so many Americans when they make videos and they're talking about like the news or talking about celebrities and stuff, they say allegedly Because you can be sued for making baseless accusations and stating them as a fact, especially if the fallout from that causes financial or emotional damages. You can sue for emotional damages. if you have to go to therapy for something that somebody did to you, you can sue them for that. Mariah Carey sued her ex for wasting her time. Okay, in your culture, you can slander people all you want, but not over here. Not Liz Yaps. Yeah, keep this name out of your mouth. Keep this name away from your slander. if you say something about me, you need to make sure that it is a hundred percent fact and that you have receipts, not just talking to a camera. about something that you saw on on another page or something that somebody whispered in your ear. No, you better believe you need to have facts or you will be getting a cease and desist letter. And I need more of y'all to do that so that people really start being more careful in what they're doing because they are actually hurting people. And so many people don't really have the resources or the understanding or they even believe it's haram and not allowed to report these people to get justice for what is going on to get justice for what people are doing to them. I remember there was one woman That I heard about apparently Ali Dawa made a video about her and she sued him. And then he never made a video about her again. Why aren't more people suing these people? I know it's expensive, but I really need some of the lawyers and you know the police officers and the government officials to start coming out and like helping women who are victims of what is going on in this community. Like, y'all need to start volunteering your services or advising us or something. Like, we need help out here. A lot of women need help. This woman, Fatima Begum, has been stalking Muslim women for years and the authorities are doing nothing to help. She's to be taken to court. I feel like at this point, it's like we gotta start finding our own justice. Because justice is not gonna be done for you. And a lot of you want to wait until judgment day and you wanna wait for you know all these different things. But sometimes you have to grab justice by the throat and bring it to you. Get over here. Mortal Kombat. Anyways, y'all, this was a huge yap session. I talked about so many things I did not really expect to talk about, but it is what it is. And hopefully you'll join me for the next one. But for now, I'm signing off.
ABOUT THIS EPISODE
Wow this was a huge yap session! Today I discuss smear campaigns, the lies spread by Inayah Beldeen's slander, Fatima Begum/Besobeti. We also talk about my brief journey through islam, reclaiming my blackness, and take a peek into the Quran to remind everyone of how to properly find and disseminate information about others. This one is a wild one so buckle up!
Some Key Highlights
- 00:00 Introduction to Cultural Exposures
- 02:19 The Smear Campaign Incident
- 04:31 Understanding Hadith Rejection
- 08:15 The Role of Women in Religious Discourse
- 12:01 Emotional Responses and Racial Dynamics
- 18:08 Discourse vs. Echo Chambers
- 24:00 The Impact of Social Media on Influence
- 25:31 Debating the Hijab's Significance
- 27:12 Community Projection and Emotional Responses
- 28:53 Navigating Identity and Acceptance
- 30:42 Performative Islam vs. Genuine Belief
- 32:32 Critique of Hadith and Scholarly Discourse
- 35:26 Personal Journey and Spiritual Disillusionment
- 39:49 The Role of Discourse in Islam
- 40:11 The Impact of Social Media on Perception
- 42:45 Addressing Personal Attacks and Integrity
- 46:40 Cultural Expectations and Ageism
- 49:57 Body Image and Self-Acceptance
- 53:23 Functional Fitness and Health Goals
- 55:21 Unmasking Online Personas
- 59:05 The Dangers of Doxxing and Stalking
- 01:02:01 The Impact of Honor-Based Violence
- 01:05:41 The Role of Healthcare Professionals in Community Safety
- 01:12:58 Community Responsibility and Women's Safety
- 01:15:10 The Illusion of Feminism in Religious Contexts
- 01:22:02 Empowering Women Against Misogyny
- 01:31:14 Slut Shaming and Its Consequences
- 01:32:14 The Role of Theatrics in Islam
- 01:34:18 The Quran's Warnings Against Misleading Others
- 01:36:30 Gratitude and Its Importance
- 01:39:30 The Dangers of Comparison and Envy
- 01:42:40 Reclaiming Identity and Culture
- 01:48:43 The Journey of Leaving Islam
- 01:51:44 The Impact of Reputation and Slander
- 01:56:25 Taking Action Against Online Harassment
English
United States
explicit content
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