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I dot Calm of Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad,
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Chapter one. The Nelly, a cruising yawl, swung to her
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anchor without a flutter of the sails, and was at rest.
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The flood had made the wind was nearly calm, and
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being bound down the river, the only thing for it
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was to come too and wait for the turn of
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the tide. The sea reach of the Thames stretched before
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us like the beginning of an interminable waterway. In the offing,
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the sea and the sky were welded together without a joint,
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and in the luminous space, the tanned sails of the
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barges drifting up with the tide seemed to stand still
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in red clusters of canvas sharply peaked with gleams of
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varnished spirits. A haze rested on the low shores that
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ran out to the sea in vanishing flatness. The air
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was dark above Gray's sand, and farther back still seemed
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condensed into a mournful gloom, brooding motionless over the biggest
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and the greatest town on earth. The director of Companies
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was our captain and our host. We four affectionately watched
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his back as he stood in the boughs, looking to seaward.
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On the whole river, there was nothing that looked half
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so nautical. He resembled a pilot, which to a seaman
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is trustworthiness personified. It was difficult to realize his work
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was not out there in the luminous estuary, but behind him,
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within the brooding gloom. Between us there was, as I
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have already said, somewhere the bond of the sea. Besides
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holding our hearts together through long periods of separation, it
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had the effect of making us tolerant of each other's
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yarns and even convictions. The lawyer, the best of old fellows, had,
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because of his many years and many virtues, the only
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cushion on deck, and was lying on the only rug.
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The accountant had brought out already a box of dominoes
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and was toying architecturally with the bones. Marlow sat cross legged,
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right aft, leaning against the mizzen mast. He had sunken cheeks,
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a yellow complexion a straight back, an ascetic aspect, and
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with his arms dropped, the palms of hands outwards resembled
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an idol. The director, satisfied the anchor had good hold,
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made his way aft and sat down amongst us. We
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exchanged a few words lazily. Afterwards there was silence on
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board the yacht. For some reason or other, we did
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not begin that game of dominoes. We felt meditative and
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fit for nothing but placid staring. The day was ending
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in a serenity of still and exquisite brilliance. The water
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shone pacifically, The sky, without a speck, was a benign
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immensity of unstained light. The very mist on the Essex
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Marsh was like a gauzy and radiant fabric, hung from
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the wooded rise's inland and draping the low shores in
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diaphanous folds. Only the gloom to the west, brooding over
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the upper reaches, became more somber every minute, as if
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angered by the approach of the sun, and at last,
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in its curved and imperceptible fall, the sun sank low,
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and from glowing white, changed to a dull red without
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rays and without heat, as if about to go outside,
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suddenly stricken to death by the touch of that gloom
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brooding over a crowd of men. Forthwith a change came
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over the waters, and the serenity became less brilliant but
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more profound. The old river, in its broad reach, rested
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unruffled at the decline of the day, after ages of
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good service done to the race that peopled its banks.
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Spread out in the tranquil dignity of a waterway leading
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to the uttermost ends of the earth. We looked at
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the venerable stream, not in the vivid flush of a
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short day that comes and departs forever, but in the
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august light of abiding memories. And indeed, nothing is easier
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for a man who has, as the phrase goes, followed
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the sea with reverence and affection that to evoke the
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great spirit of the past. Upon the lower reaches of
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the Thames, the tidal current runs to and fro in
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its unceasing service, crowded memories of men and ships it
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had borne to the rest of home, or to the
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battles of the sea. It had known and served all
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the men of whom the nation is proud, From Sir
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Francis Drake to Sir John Franklin Knights, all titled and untitled,
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the great Knights, errant of the sea. It had borne
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all the ships whose names are like jewels flashing in
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the knight of time, from the Golden Hind, returning with
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her rotund flanks full of treasure, to be visited by
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the Queen's Highness, and thus passed out of the gigantic
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tale to the erebus and terror, bound on other conquests,
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and that never returned. It had known the ships and
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the men they had sailed from Deptford, from Greenwich, from Erith,
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the adventurers and the settlers, King's ships and the ships
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of men on change, Captains, admir rolls, the dark interlopers
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of the Eastern trade, and the commissioned generals of East India. Fleets,
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hunters for gold, are pursuers of fame. They all had
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gone out on that stream, bearing the sword, and often
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the torch, messengers of the might within the land, bearers
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of a spark from the sacred fire. What greatness had
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not floated on the ebb of that river, into the
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mystery of an unknown earth, The dreams of men, the
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seed of commonwealths, the germs of empires, the sun set
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the dusk fell on the stream, and lights began to
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appear along the shore. The Chapman Lighthouse, a three legged
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thing erect on a mud flat, shone strongly. Lights of
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ships moved in the fairway, a great stir of lights
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going up and going down. And farther west on the
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upper reaches, the place of the monstrous town was still
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marked ominously on the sky, a brooding gloom in sunshine,
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a lurid glare under the stars. And this also, said Marlow,
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suddenly has been one of the dark places of the earth.
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He was the only man of us who still followed
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the sea. The worst that could be said of him
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was that he did not represent his class. He was
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a seaman, but he was a wanderer too. While most
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seamen led, if one may so express it, a sedentary life.
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Their minds are of the stay at home order, and
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their home is always with them the ship, and so
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is their country the sea. One ship is very much
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like another, and the sea is always the same. In
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the immutability of their surroundings, the foreign shores, the foreign faces,
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the changing immensity of life, glide past, veiled not by
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a sense of mystery, but by a slightly disdainful ignorance.
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For there is nothing mysterious to a seaman unless it
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be the sea itself, which is the mistress of his existence,
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and as inscrutable as destiny. For the rest after his
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hours of work, a casual stroll or a casual spree
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on shore suffices to unfold for him the secret of
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a whole continent, and generally he finds the secret not
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worth knowing. The yarns of seamen have a direct simplicity,
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the whole meaning of which lies within the shell of
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a cracked nut. But Marlowe was not typical. If his
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propensities to spin yarns be accepted, and to him the
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meaning of an episode was not inside like a kernel,
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but outside, enveloping the tail which brought it out only
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as a glow brings out a haze, in the likeness
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of one of these misty halos that sometimes are made
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visible by the spectral illumination of moonshine. His remark did
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not seem at all surprising. It was just like Marlowe.
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It was accepted in silence. No one took the trouble
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to grunt, even and presently he said, very slow, I
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was thinking of very old times when the Romans first
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came here nineteen hundred years ago. The other day, light
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came out of this river. Since you say nights, yes,
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but it is like a running blaze on a plain,
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like a flash of lightning in the clouds. We live
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in the flicker. It may last as long as the
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old earth keeps rolling. But darkness was here yesterday. Imagine
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the feelings of a commander of a fine what do
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you call em, trirem in the Mediterranean, ordered suddenly to
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the north, run overland across the Gauls in a hurry,
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put in charge of one of these craft. The legionaries,
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A wonderful lot of handy men. They must have been
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too used to build, apparently by the hundred in a
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month or two, if we may believe what we read.
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Imagine him here the very end of the world. A
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sea the color of lead, a sky the color of smoke,
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a kind of ship about as rigid as a concertina,
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and going up this river with shores or orders or
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what you like, sandbanks, marshes, forests, savages, precious little to eat,
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fit for a civilized man. Nothing but Thames water to drink.
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No Fellernian wine here, no going ashore here, and there
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a military camp lost in a wilderness, like a needle
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in a bundle of hay, cold, fog, tempests, disease, exile
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and death, death, skulking in the air, in the water,
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in the bush. They must have been dying like flies here. Oh, yes,
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he did it, did it very well too, no doubt,
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and without thinking much about it either except afterwards to
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brag of what he had gone through in his time.
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Perhaps they were men enough to face the darkness. And
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perhaps he was cheered by keeping his eye on a
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chance of promotion to the fleet at Ravenna, by and by,
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if he had good friends in Rome and survived the
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awful climate. Or think of a decent young citizen in
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a toga. Perhaps too much dice, you know, coming out
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here in the train of some prefect or tax gatherer
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or trader, even to mend his fortunes land in a swamp,
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marched through the woods, and in some inland post. Feel
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the savagery, the
utter savagery had closed round him, all
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that mysterious life of the wilderness that stirs in the forest,
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in the jungles, in the hearts of wild men. There's
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no initiation either into such mysteries he has to live
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in the midst of the incomprehensible, which is also detestable,
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and it has a fascination too that goes to work
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upon him. The fascination of the abomination, you know, imagining,
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the growing regrets, the longing to escape, the powerless disgust,
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the surrender, the hate. He paused mind. He began again,
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lifting one arm from the elbow, the palm of the
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hand outwards, so that with his legs folded before him,
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he had a pose of a Buddha preaching in European clothes,
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and without a lotus flower mind. None of us would
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feel exactly like this. What saves us his efficiency, the
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devotion to efficiency. But these chaps were not much account really.
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They were no colonists. Their administration was merely a squeeze
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and nothing more. I suspect they were conquerors, and for
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that you want only brute force, nothing to boast of
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when you have it, since your strength is just an
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accident arising from the weakness of others. They grabbed what
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they could get for the sake of what was to
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be got. It was just robbery with violence, aggravated murder
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on a great scale, and men going at it blind,
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as is very proper for those who tackle a darkness.
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The conquest of the earth, which mostly means the taking
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it away from those who have a different complexion or
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slightly flatter noses than ourselves, is not a pretty thing
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when you look into it too much. What redeems it
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is the idea, only an idea at the back of it,
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Not a sentimental pretense, but an idea and an unselfish
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belief in the idea, something you can set up and
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bow down before and for a sacrifice to he broke off.
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Flames glided in the river, small green flames, red flames,
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white flames, pursuing, overtaking, joining, crossing each other, then separating
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slowly or hastily. The traffic of the great city went
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on in the deepening night upon the sleepless river. We
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looked on, waiting patiently. There was nothing else to do
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till the end of the flood. But it was only
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after a long silence when he said, in a hesitating voice,
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I suppose you, fellows, remember I did once turn fresh
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water sailor for a bit that we knew we were faded.
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Before the ebb began to run to hear about one
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of Marlow's inconclusive experiences. I don't want to bother you
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much with what happened to me personally. He began showing
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in this room the weakness of many tellers of tales,
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who seemed so often unaware of what their audience would
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like best to hear. Yet to understand the effect of
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it on me, you ought to know how I got
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out there, what I saw, how I went up that
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river to the place where I first met the poor chap.
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It was the farthest point of navigation and the culminating
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point of my experience. It seemed somehow to throw a
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kind of light on everything about me and into my thoughts.
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It was somber enough, too, and pitiful, not extraordinary in
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any way, not very clear either, No, not very clear,
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And yet it seemed to throw a kind of light.
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I had then, as you remember, just returned to London
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after a lot of Indian Ocean Pacific China seas a
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regular dose of the East six years or so, and
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I was loafing about hindering you fellows in your work
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and invading your homes, just as though I had got
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a heavenly mission to civilize you. It was very fine
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for a time, But after a bit I did get
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tired of resting. Then I began to look for a ship.
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I should think, the hardest work on Earth, But the
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ships wouldn't even look at me, and I got tired
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of that game too. Now, when I was a little chap,
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I had a passion for maps. I would look for
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hours at South
America or Africa or Australia and lose
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myself in all the glories of exploration. At that time,
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there were many blank spaces on the Earth, And when
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I saw one that looked particularly inviting on a map,
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but they all look that, I would put my finger
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on it and say, when I grow up, I will
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go there. The North Pole was one of these places.
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I remember, well, I haven't been there yet and shall
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not try now. The glamours off other places were scattered
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about the hemispheres. I have been in some of them,
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and well we won't talk about that. But there was
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one yet, the biggest, the most blank, so to speak,
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that I had a hankering after. True, by this time
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it was not a blank space anymore. It had got
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filled since my boyhood with rivers and lakes and names.
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It had ceased to be a blank space of delightful mystery,
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a white patch for a boy to dream gloriously over.
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It had become a place of darkness. But there was
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in it one river, especially a mighty big river, that
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you could see on the map, resembling an immense snake
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uncoiled with its head in the sea, its body at rest,
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curving afar over a vast country, and its tail lost
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in the depths of the land. And as I looked
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at the map of it in a shop window, it
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fascinated me as a snake would a bird, a silly
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little bird. Then I remembered there was a big concern,
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a company for trade on that river. Dash it all,
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I thought to myself, They can't trade without using some
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kind of craft on that lot of fresh water steamboats.
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Why shouldn't I try to get a charge of one.
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I went along Fleet Street but could not shake off
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the idea the snake had charmed me. You understand, it
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was a continental concern, that trading society. But I have
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a lot of relations living on the continent, because it's
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cheap and not so nasty as it looks. They say,
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I am sorry to own. I began to worry them.
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This was already a fresh departure for me. I was
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not used to get things that way, you know. I
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always went my own road and on my own legs
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where I had a mind to go. I wouldn't have
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believed it of myself. But then, you see, I felt
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somehow I must get there by hook or by crook.
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So I worried them. The men, said, my dear fellow,
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and did nothing. Then would you believe it? I tried
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the women. I Charlie Marlowe, set the women to work
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to get a job. Heavens well, you see, the notion
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drove me. I had an aunt, a dear enthusiastic soul.
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She wrote, it will be delightful. I am ready to
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do anything, anything for you. It is a glorious idea.
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I know, the wife of a very high personage in
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the administration, and also a man who has lots of
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influence with et cetera. She was determined to make no
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end of fuss to get me a pointed skipper of
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a river steamboat. If such was my fancy. I got
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my appointment, of course, and I got it very quick.
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It appears the company had received news that one of
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their captains had been killed in a scuffle with the natives.
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This was my chance, and it made me the more
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anxious to go. It was only months and months afterwards,
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when I made the attempt to recover what was left
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of the body, that I heard the original quarrel arose
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from a misunderstanding about some hens, yes, two black hens, Freslevin,
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that that was the fellow's name. A dain thought himself
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wronged somehow in the bargain, so he went ashore and
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started to hammer the chief of the village with a stick. Oh,
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it didn't surprise me in the least to hear this,
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and at the same time to be told that Fresleven
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was the gentlest, quietest creature that ever walked on two legs,
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No doubt he was. But he had been a couple
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of years already out there, engaged in the noble cause,
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you know, and he probably felt the need at last
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of asserting his self respect in some way. Therefore he
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whacked the old nigger mercilessly, while a big crowd of
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his people watched him. Thunderstruck till some man, I was told,
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the chief's son, in desperation, at hearing the old chap yell,
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made a tentative jab with a spear at the white man,
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and of course it went quite easy between the shoulder blades.
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Then the whole population cleared into the forest, expecting all
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kinds of calamities to happen, while on the other hand,
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the steamer fresleven commanded left, also in a bad panic,
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in charge of the engineer. I believe afterwards nobody seemed
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to trouble much about freslee Evan's remains till I got
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out and stepped into his shoes. I couldn't let it rest, though,
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But when an opportunity offered at last to meet my predecessor,
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the grass growing through his ribs was tall enough to
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hide his bones. They were all there. The supernatural being
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had not been touched after he fell, and the village
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was deserted. The huts gaped black, rotting, all askew within
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the fallen enclosures. A calamity had come to it, sure enough.
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The people had vanished, mad terror had scattered them men,
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women and children through the bush, and they had never returned.
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What became of the hens I don't know either. I
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should think the cause of progress got them anyhow, However,
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through this glorious affair I got my appointment before I
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had fairly begun to hope for it. I flew around
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like mad to get ready, and before forty eight hours
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I was crossing the channel to show myself to my
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employers and to sign the contract. In a very few hours,
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I arrived in a city that always makes me think
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of a whited sepulcher. Prejudiced, no doubt, I had no
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difficulty in finding the company's offices. It was the biggest
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thing in the town, and everybody I met was full
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of it. They were going to run and over sea
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empire and make no end of coin by trade. A
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narrow and deserted street in deep shadow high houses, innumerable
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windows with Venetian blinds, a dead silence, grass sprouting right
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and left, immense double doors standing ponderously. Ajar I slipped
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through one of these cracks, went up a swept and
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ungarnished staircase as arid as a desert, and opened the
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first door. I came to two women, one fat and
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the other slim, sat on straw bottomed chairs knitting black wool.
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The slim one got up and walked straight at me,
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still knitting with downcast eyes, and only just as I
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began to think of getting out of her way, as
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you would for a somnambulis, stood still and looked up.
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Her dress was as plain as an umbrella cover, and
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she turned round without a word and preceded me into
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a waiting room. I gave my name and looked about
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deal table in the middle, plain chairs all around the walls.
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On one end a large shining map marked with all
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the colors of a rainbow. There was a vast amount
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of red. Good to see at any time, because one
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knows that some real work is done in there a
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deuce of a lot of blue, a little green, smears
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of orange, and on the east coast a purple patch
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to show where the jolly pioneers of progress drank the
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jolly lagerbier. However, I wasn't going into any of these.
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I was going into the yellow dead in this center,
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and the river was there, fascinating, deadly like a snake. Ah.
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A door opened, a white haired secretarial head, but where
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ring a compassionate expression appeared, and a skinny forefinger beckoned
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me into the sanctuary. Its light was dim, and a
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heavy writing desk squatted in the middle. From behind that
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structure came out an impression of pale plumpness and a
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frock coat. The great man himself, he was five feet six,
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I should judge, and had his grip on the handle
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end of ever so many millions. He shook hands, I
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fancy murmured vaguely, was satisfied with my French bon
voyage.
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In about forty five seconds, I found myself again in
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the waiting room with the compassionate secretary, who, full of
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desolation and sympathy, made me sign some document I believed
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I undertook, amongst other things, not to disclose any trade secrets. Well,
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I am not going to. I began to feel slightly uneasy,
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you know, I am not used to such ceremonies, and
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there was something ominous in the atmosphere. It was just
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as though I had been let into some conceit beer. See,
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I don't know, something not quite right, and I was
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glad to get out. In the outer room, the two
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women knitted black wool feverishly. People were arriving, and the
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younger one was walking back and forth introducing them. The
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old one sat on her chair, Her flat cloth slippers
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were propped up on a footwarmer, and a cat reposed
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on her lap. She wore a starched white affair on
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her head, and had a wart on one cheek, and
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silver rimmed spectacles hung on the tip of her nose.
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She glanced at me above the glasses. The swift and
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a different placidity of that look troubled me. Two youths
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with foolish and cheery countenances were being piloted over, and
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she threw at them the same quick glance of unconcerned wisdom.
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She seemed to know all about them, and about me too.
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An eerie feeling came over me. She seemed uncanny and fateful.
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Off and far away there I thought of these two
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guarding the door of darkness, knitting black wool as for
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a warm pall, one introducing, introducing continuously to the unknown,
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the other scrutinizing the cheery and foolish faces with unconcerned
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old eyes. Av old knitter of black wool, morritui to sellutant.
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Not many of those she looked at, ever, saw her again,
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not half by a long way. There was yet a
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visit to the doctor. A simple formality assured me the secretary,
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with an air of taking an immense part in all
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my sorrows. Accordingly, a young chap, wearing his hat over
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the left eyebrow. Some clerk, I suppose there must have
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been clerks in the business, though the house was as
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still as a house in a city of the dead.
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Came from somewhere upstairs and led me forth. He was
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shabby and careless, with ink stains on the sleeves of
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his jacket, and his cravat was large and billowy, under
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a chin shaped like the toe of an old boot.
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It was a little too early for the doctor, so
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I proposed a drink, and thereupon he developed a vein
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of joviality. As we sat over our vermouths, he glorified
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the company's business, and by and by I expressed casually
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my surprise at him not going out there he became
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very cool and collected all at once. I am not
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such a fool as I look, quoth Plato to his disciples,
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he said, sententiously, emptied his glass with great resolution, and
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we rose. The old doctor felt my pulse, evidently thinking
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of something else the while. Good good for there, he mumbled,
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and then, with a certain eagerness, asked me whether I
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would let him measure my head. Rather surprised, I said yes.
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When he produced a thing like calipers and got the
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dimensions back in front and every way, taking notes carefully.
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He was an unshaven little man in a threadbare cloat,
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like a gabardine, with his feet and slippers, and I
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thought him a harmless fool. I always ask leave in
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the interests of science to measure the crania of those
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going out there, he said, And when they come back too,
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I asked, Oh, I never see them, he remarked. And moreover,
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the changes take place inside, you know, he smiled, as
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if at some quiet joke. So you are going out
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there famous, interesting too, he gave me a certain glance
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and made another note. Ever any madness in your family,
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he asked, in a matter of fact tone. I felt
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very annoyed. Is that question in the interests of science too,
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it would be, he said, without taking any notice of
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my irritation. Interesting for science to watch the mental changes
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of individuals on the spot. But are you an alienist?
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I interrupted, Doctor should be a little answered that original imperturbly.
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I have a little theory, which you may, sieur who
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go out there, must help me to prove. This is
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my share in the advantages my country shall reap from
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the possession of such a magnificent dependency, the mere wealth
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I leave to others. Pardon my questions, but you are
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the first Englishman coming under my observation. I hastened to
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assure him. I was not in the least typical. If
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I were said I, I wouldn't be talking like this
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with you. What you say is rather profound and probably erroneous,
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he said, with a laugh. Avoid irritation more than exposure
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to the sun. Adieu. How do you English say eh,
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good bye, ah, good bye adieu in the tropics? What
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must before everything keep calm? He lifted a warning finger.
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Du came, du calm. One thing more remained to do.
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Say a good bye to my excellent aunt. I found
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her triumphant. I had a cup of tea, the last
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decent cup of tea for many days, and in a
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room that most soothingly looked, just as you would expect
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a lady's drawing room to look. We had a long,
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quiet chat by the fireside. In the course of these confidences,
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it became quite plain to me I had been represented
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to the wife of the high dignitary, and goodness knows
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to how many more people besides as an exceptional and
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gifted creature a piece of good fortune for the company,
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a man you don't get hold of every day, good heavens,
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And I was going to take charge of a twopenny
472
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halfpenny river steamboat with a penny whistle attached. It appeared, however,
473
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I was also one of the workers with a capital,
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you know, something like an emissary of light, something like
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a lower sort of apostle. There had been a lot
476
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of such rot let loose in print and talk just
477
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about that time, and the excellent woman, living right in
478
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the rush of all that humbug got carried off her feet.
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She talked about weaning those ignorant millions from their horrid ways,
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till upon my word she made me quite uncomfortable. I
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ventured to hint that the company was run for profit.
482
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You forget, dear Charley, that the laborer is worthy of
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his hire, She said, brightly. It's queer. How out of
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touch with truth women are. They live in a world
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of their own, and there has never been anything like it,
486
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and never can be. It is too beautiful altogether, and
487
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if they were to set it up, it would go
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to pieces before the first sun set. Some confounded fact
489
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we men have been living contentedly with ever since the
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day of creation, would start up and knock the whole
491
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thing over. After this, I got embraced, told to wear flannel,
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be sure to write often, and so on, and I
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left in the street. I don't know why a queer
494
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feeling came to me that I was an impostor ought thing,
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that I, who used to clear out for any part
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of the world, at twenty four hours noticed, with less
497
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thought than most men give to the crossing of a street,
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had a moment I won't say of hesitation, but of
499
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startled pause before this commonplace affair. The best way I
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can explain it to you is by saying that, for
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a second or two I felt as though, instead of
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going to the center of a continent, I were about
503
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to set off for the center of the earth. I
504
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left in a French steamer, and she called in every
505
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blamed port they have out there. For as far as
506
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I could see, the sole purpose of landing soldiers and
507
00:32:32.480 --> 00:32:37.319
custom house officers, I watched the coast. Watching a coast
508
00:32:37.359 --> 00:32:39.480
as it slips by the ship is like thinking about
509
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an enigma. There it is before you, smiling, frowning, inviting, grand, mean, insipid,
510
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or savage, and always mute with an air of whispering.
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Come
and find out this one was almost featureless, as
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if still in the making, with an aspect of monotonous grimness.
513
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The edge of a colossal jungle so dark green as
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to be almost black, fringed with white surf, ran straight
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like a ruled line far far away along a blue
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sea whose glitter was blurred by a creeping mist. The
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sun was fierce, the land seemed to glisten and rip
518
00:33:21.839 --> 00:33:26.759
with steam. Here and there, grayish, whitish specks showed up
519
00:33:26.799 --> 00:33:30.680
clustered inside the white surf, with a flag flying above them,
520
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perhaps settlements some centuries old and still no bigger than
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pin heads. On the untouched expanse of their background. We
522
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pounded along, stopped, lended soldiers went on, lended customs house
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clerks to Levy Toll in what looked like a god
524
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forsaken wilderness with a tin shed and a flagpole lost
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in it. Lended more soldiers to take care of the
526
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custom house clerks. Presumably some my heard got drowned in
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the surf, but with whether they did or not, nobody
528
00:34:01.319 --> 00:34:04.880
seemed particularly to care. They were just flung out there
529
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and on we went every day. The coast looked the
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same as though we had not moved. But we passed
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various places, trading places with names like Gran Bassam, little Popo,
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names that seemed to belong to some sordid farce acted
533
00:34:21.400 --> 00:34:24.880
in front of a sinister black cloth, the idleness of
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a passenger, my isolation amongst all these men with whom
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I had no point of contact, the oily, languid sea,
536
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the uniform somberness of the coast seemed to keep me
537
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away from the truth of things, within the toll of
538
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a mournful and senseless delusion. The voice of the serf
539
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heard now and then, was a positive pleasure, like that
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speech of a brother. It was something natural that had
541
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its reason, that had a meaning now and then. A
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boat from the shore gave one a momentary contact with reality.
543
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It was paddled by blackfellows. You could see from afar
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the white of their eyeballs glistening. They shouted, sang, Their
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bodies streamed with perspiration. They had faces like grotesque masks,
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these chaps, but they had bone, muscle, a wild vitality,
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an intense energy of movement that was as natural and
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true as the surf along their coast. They wanted no
549
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excuse for being there. They were a great comfort to
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look at. For a time I would feel I belonged
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still to the world of straightforward facts. But the feeling
552
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would not last long. Something would turn up to scare
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it away. Once I remember, we came upon a man
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of war anchored off the coast. There wasn't even a
555
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shed there, and she was shelling the bush. It appears
556
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the French had one of their wars going on thereabouts.
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Her ensign dropped limp like a rag. The muzzles of
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the long six inch guns stuck out all over the
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low hull. The greasy slid me swell, swung her up
560
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lazily and let her down, swaying her thin masts in
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the empty immensity of earth, sky and water. There she
562
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was incomprehensible. Firing into a continent, pop would go one
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of the six inch guns. A small flame would dart
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and vanish, A little white smoke would disappear, A tiny
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00:36:22.719 --> 00:36:27.239
projectile would give a feeble screech, and nothing happened. Nothing
566
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could happen. There was a touch of insanity in the preceding,
567
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a sense of lugubrious drollery, in the sight, and it
568
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was not dissipated by somebody on board, assuring me earnestly
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there was a camp of natives. He called them enemies,
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hidden out of sight. Somewhere we gave her her letters.
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I heard the men in that lonely ship were dying
572
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of fever at the rate of three a day, and
573
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went on. We called at some more places with farcical names,
574
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where the merry dance of death and trade goes on
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in a still and earthy atmosphere, as of an overheated catacomb,
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all along the formless coast, bordered by dangerous surf, as
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if nature herself had tried to ward off intruders in
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and out of rivers,
streams of death in life, whose
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banks were rotting into mud, whose waters thickened into slime,
580
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invaded the contorted mangroves that seemed to writhe at us
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in the extremity of an impotent despair. Nowhere did we
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stop long enough to get a particularized impression, but the
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general sense of vague and oppressive wonder grew upon me.
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It was like a weary pilgrimage amongst hints for nightmares.
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It was upward of thirty days before I saw the
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mouth of the big river. We anchored off the seat
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of the government. But my work would not begin till
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some two hundred miles further on. So as soon as
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I could, I made a start for a place thirty
590
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miles higher up. I had my passage on a little
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sea going steam. Her captain was a Swede, and, knowing
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me for a seaman, invited me on the bridge. He
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was a young man, lean, fair and morose, with lanky
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hair and a shuffling gait. As we left the miserable
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little wharf, he tossed his head contemptuously at the shore.
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Been living there, he asked? I said, yes, fine lot,
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these government chaps, are they not? He went on, speaking
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English with great precision and considerable bitterness. It is funny
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what some people will do for a few francs a month.
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I wonder what becomes of that kind when it goes
601
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up country, I said to him, I expected to see
602
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that soon. So oh oh, he exclaimed. He shuffled a thwart,
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keeping one eye a head vigilantly. Don't be too sure,
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he continued. The other day I took up a man
605
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who hanged himself on the road. He was a Swede
606
00:38:52.800 --> 00:38:58.599
too hanged himself. Why in God's name, I cried? He
607
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kept on looking out watchfully. Who knows the sun too
608
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much for him or the country. Perhaps at last we
609
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opened a reach. A rocky cliff appeared, Mounds of turned
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up earth by the shore houses on a hill, others
611
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with iron roofs, amongst a waste of excavations or hanging
612
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to the declivity. A continuous noise of the rapids above
613
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hovered over this scene of inhabited devastation. A lot of people,
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mostly black and naked, moved about like ants. A jetty
615
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projected into the river. A blinding sunlight drowned all this
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at times in a sudden recrudescence of Glare. There's your
617
00:39:41.280 --> 00:39:44.880
company station, said the Swede, pointing to three wooden barrack
618
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like structures on the rocky slope. I will send your
619
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things up four boxes. Did you say so? Farewell? I
620
00:39:54.079 --> 00:39:57.079
came upon a boiler wallowing in the grass, then found
621
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a path leading up the hill. It turned as for
622
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the boulders, and also for an undersized railway truck lying
623
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there on its back, with its wheels in the air.
624
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One was off. The thing looked as dead as the
625
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carcass of some animal. I came upon more pieces of
626
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decaying machinery. A stack of rusty rails to the left,
627
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A clump of trees made a shady spot where dark
628
00:40:21.360 --> 00:40:26.039
things seemed to stir feebly. I blinked. The path was steep.
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A horn tuted to the right, and I saw the
630
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black people run. A heavy and dull detonation shook the ground.
631
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A puff of smoke came out of the cliff, and
632
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that was all. No change appeared on the face of
633
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the rock. They were building a railway. The cliff was
634
00:40:44.400 --> 00:40:47.559
not in the way or anything, but the subjectless blasting
635
00:40:47.679 --> 00:40:52.440
was all the work going on. A slight clinking behind
636
00:40:52.559 --> 00:40:56.840
me made me turn my head. Six black men advanced
637
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in a file, toiling up the path. They they walked
638
00:41:00.320 --> 00:41:03.840
erect and slow, balancing small baskets full of earth on
639
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their heads, and the clink kept time with their footsteps.
640
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Black rags were wound around their loins, and the short
641
00:41:12.000 --> 00:41:16.000
ends behind waggled to and fro like tails. I could
642
00:41:16.039 --> 00:41:18.679
see every rib. The joints of their limbs were like
643
00:41:18.760 --> 00:41:22.079
knots and a rope. Each had an iron collar on
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00:41:22.159 --> 00:41:25.000
his neck, and all were connected together with a chain,
645
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whose bites swung between them rhythmically clinking. Another report from
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the cliff made me think suddenly of that ship of
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war I had seen firing into a continent. It was
648
00:41:36.880 --> 00:41:40.400
the same kind of ominous voice. But these men could,
649
00:41:40.440 --> 00:41:44.199
by no stretch of imagination, be called enemies. They were
650
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called criminals, and the outraged law, like the bursting shells,
651
00:41:48.800 --> 00:41:52.000
had come to them an insoluble mystery from the sea.
652
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All their meager breasts panted together, the violently dilated nostrils quivered,
653
00:41:58.480 --> 00:42:03.079
the eyes stared stone up hill. They passed me within
654
00:42:03.159 --> 00:42:07.519
six inches without a glance, with that complete deathlike indifference
655
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of unhappy savages. Behind this raw matter, one of the reclaimed,
656
00:42:13.280 --> 00:42:16.800
the product of the new forces at work, strolled despondently,
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carrying a rifle by its middle. He had a uniform
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00:42:21.239 --> 00:42:24.079
jacket with one button off, and, seeing a white man
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00:42:24.119 --> 00:42:27.440
on the path, hoisted his weapon to his shoulder with alacrity.
660
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This was simple prudence, white men being so much alike
661
00:42:31.960 --> 00:42:33.800
at a distance that he could not tell who I
662
00:42:33.880 --> 00:42:38.440
might be. He was speedily reassured with a large white,
663
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rascally grin, and a glance at his charge seemed to
664
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take me into partnership in his exalted trust. After all,
665
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I also was a part of the great cause of
666
00:42:48.400 --> 00:42:52.960
these high and just proceedings. Instead of going up, I
667
00:42:53.079 --> 00:42:56.599
turned and descended to the left. My idea was to
668
00:42:56.679 --> 00:42:58.800
let that chain gang get out of sight before I
669
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climbed the hill. You know, I am not particularly tender.
670
00:43:03.320 --> 00:43:06.239
I've had to strike and to fend off. I've had
671
00:43:06.280 --> 00:43:09.239
to resist and to attack. Sometimes that's only one way
672
00:43:09.280 --> 00:43:12.719
of resisting, without counting the exact cost according to the
673
00:43:12.760 --> 00:43:15.800
demands of such sort of life as I had blundered into,
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I've seen the devil of violence, and the devil of greed,
675
00:43:20.440 --> 00:43:25.079
and the devil of hot desire. But by all the stars,
676
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these were strong, lusty, red eyed devils that swayed and
677
00:43:29.639 --> 00:43:33.440
drove men men, I tell you. But as I stood
678
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on this hill side, I foresaw that in the blinding
679
00:43:36.239 --> 00:43:40.159
sunshine of that land, I would become acquainted with a flabby, pretending,
680
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weak eyed devil of a rapacious and pitiless folly. How
681
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insidious he could be too, I was only to find
682
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out several months later, and a thousand miles farther. For
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a moment I stood appalled, as though by a warning
684
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Finally I descended the hill, obliquely toward the trees I
685
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had seen end of the first part of Chapter one,
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for a Heart of Darkness,