Fuld transskription af Mapping our New Earth Through Contact & Consciousness with Susan Manewich

night, and I was so bummed. And as 72 00:04:11.599 --> 00:04:14.840 I'm walking through the lobby and I feel her and 73 00:04:14.879 --> 00:04:17.240 I see her. Then I looked to her or to 74 00:04:17.319 --> 00:04:20.360 my left, and there's my friend Mark Howard sitting with her. 75 00:04:20.399 --> 00:04:24.240 So I had an inn and I just turned around. 76 00:04:24.240 --> 00:04:27.759 I dropped everything and walked over, and you know, Mark 77 00:04:27.839 --> 00:04:28.759 introduced us. 78 00:04:28.800 --> 00:04:31.680 But I'm just thinking if that had been me, I 79 00:04:31.720 --> 00:04:32.720 would just be a stalker. 80 00:04:33.199 --> 00:04:35.279 You would be if you were a guy, Yeah, I 81 00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:40.639 know I would. It's you, Susan man I hear you. 82 00:04:40.639 --> 00:04:44.879 You're on You're on the phone with us, and good 83 00:04:45.000 --> 00:04:48.079 job Eric that you actually pushed the buttons and got 84 00:04:48.079 --> 00:04:51.560 her on. Can you hang that part up? Are you 85 00:04:51.600 --> 00:04:55.040 supposed to U? I'm pretty sure you're allowed to because 86 00:04:55.079 --> 00:04:55.560 it says. 87 00:04:55.360 --> 00:04:58.199 Hey, let's do a test with you there, Susan, can 88 00:04:58.399 --> 00:04:59.199 you hear us? 89 00:04:59.360 --> 00:05:01.079 Well, yeah, totally. 90 00:05:00.920 --> 00:05:03.079 Okay, and then I'm going to bring your volume down. 91 00:05:03.079 --> 00:05:05.600 We heard we did our first we moved into a 92 00:05:05.720 --> 00:05:10.000 radio station, a new one broadcast booth and just figuring 93 00:05:10.040 --> 00:05:12.040 out levels. We heard that the phone was not as 94 00:05:12.560 --> 00:05:15.720 well balanced with us, so we're playing around a little 95 00:05:15.759 --> 00:05:16.120 bit with that. 96 00:05:16.319 --> 00:05:18.040 But and we want to give a shout out to 97 00:05:18.079 --> 00:05:20.879 Admin and Colleen, who's the one that alerted us to 98 00:05:21.040 --> 00:05:24.600 the levels were they were a little bit off last week, 99 00:05:24.639 --> 00:05:27.000 I guess, so she fixes all that behind the scenes. 100 00:05:27.040 --> 00:05:28.720 Hard for us to tell here in the booth, but 101 00:05:28.879 --> 00:05:29.399 there we go. 102 00:05:29.639 --> 00:05:31.959 Thank you, Adman, Thank you for being on the show 103 00:05:32.000 --> 00:05:37.839 with us, Susan, my pleasure, and thank you for staying 104 00:05:37.920 --> 00:05:41.160 awake on East Coast time too. I did bring in 105 00:05:41.199 --> 00:05:44.240 my green tea tonight so I could join you in 106 00:05:44.319 --> 00:05:47.079 a little, you know, little jolt of energy, but I 107 00:05:47.120 --> 00:05:51.680 really don't think I needed it because your energy. There's 108 00:05:51.759 --> 00:05:55.279 something about how I feel about you, And I don't 109 00:05:55.319 --> 00:05:58.680 want to sound stalker like like Eric said, I. 110 00:05:59.360 --> 00:06:00.920 You don't, I'm saying I will. 111 00:06:01.040 --> 00:06:04.720 Yeah, I get that. I get that because it the 112 00:06:04.759 --> 00:06:07.279 way that I explained it to my husband, Susan was 113 00:06:07.319 --> 00:06:11.600 that it's like love at first sight, but not romantic love. 114 00:06:12.399 --> 00:06:14.040 Yeah, of course. 115 00:06:14.680 --> 00:06:18.240 And you were sitting there with your husband and I 116 00:06:18.319 --> 00:06:23.279 recognized him. He's a famous figure as well, and he 117 00:06:23.519 --> 00:06:25.959 was just I love how he supported you and said 118 00:06:25.959 --> 00:06:29.360 I'm here to support my wife, because I was like, 119 00:06:29.399 --> 00:06:32.839 I know you. But then once I realized and it 120 00:06:32.920 --> 00:06:35.600 hit me, you're Jeffrey Jackson from the High Wire and 121 00:06:35.639 --> 00:06:39.959 you're in you know. I listened to his journalism all 122 00:06:40.000 --> 00:06:44.720 through COVID because he gave facts that other people were 123 00:06:44.759 --> 00:06:47.800 censored from, and he probably was censored too a little 124 00:06:47.839 --> 00:06:53.639 bit there, but he really helped me all through these 125 00:06:53.800 --> 00:06:57.720 last seven years of being able to discern using my 126 00:06:57.839 --> 00:07:02.040 discernment compass, and he validated a lot of what I felt. 127 00:07:02.399 --> 00:07:08.600 So I love that you're a power couple and that 128 00:07:08.600 --> 00:07:11.480 that's really how I see you. You're you know, you're 129 00:07:11.600 --> 00:07:17.160 both so complimentary to each other with what your careers entail. 130 00:07:17.519 --> 00:07:22.000 And I don't even know how to express enough to 131 00:07:22.079 --> 00:07:26.680 our listening audience how vast your knowledge is and how 132 00:07:26.680 --> 00:07:31.319 many areas it covers you Your work is so expansive. 133 00:07:31.399 --> 00:07:33.519 I don't even know how to go down the list 134 00:07:33.639 --> 00:07:37.120 of You know, what drew me in was your conscious 135 00:07:37.240 --> 00:07:43.079 leadership and the emotional intelligence aspect that you speak about. 136 00:07:43.079 --> 00:07:48.279 And you've spoke to Gosh Oxford and I read a 137 00:07:48.319 --> 00:07:55.040 whole list of the top scholarly colleges, and you know 138 00:07:55.120 --> 00:07:57.319 that you've been on the scene for a long time 139 00:07:57.360 --> 00:08:01.680 doing these different talks, right, But you're yeah, you're also 140 00:08:01.759 --> 00:08:05.079 expanding out into areas that I think. I want to 141 00:08:05.160 --> 00:08:07.639 focus on so many different areas tonight, but one of 142 00:08:07.680 --> 00:08:11.079 the areas that I think is most important is that 143 00:08:11.839 --> 00:08:15.319 I think you have the map to get us through 144 00:08:15.399 --> 00:08:18.839 to the New Earth. And I want to call this 145 00:08:18.959 --> 00:08:23.040 show Mapping the New Earth through Contact and Consciousness. 146 00:08:23.120 -->

00:08:25.639 What do you think I think? I think you are 147 00:08:25.800 --> 00:08:32.240 so on target. Yeah, yep, I think you're right on target. Yeah. 148 00:08:32.279 --> 00:08:34.720 And when we you know, as I was reading, I 149 00:08:34.759 --> 00:08:37.639 don't do the homework that Michelle does. I don't have 150 00:08:37.720 --> 00:08:40.240 the backstories. I don't meet the people. You know, Michelle 151 00:08:40.279 --> 00:08:44.159 is just the hyper connector of people at these conferences 152 00:08:44.279 --> 00:08:47.159 and drifts around. I always call her like the Disney Princess. 153 00:08:47.360 --> 00:08:49.879 At all these conferences, people want to take their picture 154 00:08:49.919 --> 00:08:52.960 with her, and she was describing you. And I was 155 00:08:53.000 --> 00:08:56.679 reading a lot of your information, and I think you're 156 00:08:56.720 --> 00:08:59.720 the first woman in my mind that I said, well, 157 00:08:59.720 --> 00:09:03.320 she's a polymath. She's a person that is passionate about 158 00:09:03.480 --> 00:09:06.440 lots of so many different things and in her mind, 159 00:09:06.519 --> 00:09:10.679 I'm sure she puts them together, that they are all connected. 160 00:09:11.080 --> 00:09:13.960 And I talk about that, and you know, polymath is 161 00:09:14.000 --> 00:09:17.200 not a term that people hear all that often. There's 162 00:09:17.200 --> 00:09:19.440 a few guests that we've had on the show. Leonardo 163 00:09:19.519 --> 00:09:22.639 da Vinci was a polymath, but someone who goes into 164 00:09:22.679 --> 00:09:27.600 the depth of the things you do, frequency resonance, tesla technology. 165 00:09:27.600 --> 00:09:30.759 I'm seeing your book You're hidden energy. I mean, that's 166 00:09:31.360 --> 00:09:33.240 would you call yourself that? Have you ever called you? 167 00:09:33.799 --> 00:09:34.600 No? 168 00:09:34.960 --> 00:09:36.279 But do you think it kind of fits? 169 00:09:37.840 --> 00:09:37.919 You? 170 00:09:37.960 --> 00:09:38.039 Know? 171 00:09:38.159 --> 00:09:41.360 Honestly, I never really thought I'm not one of these 172 00:09:41.360 --> 00:09:44.080 people that goes around and thinks, who am I to 173 00:09:44.120 --> 00:09:47.240 the world? Right, I'm more And I think it's because 174 00:09:47.279 --> 00:09:51.480 of how I came in to this planet. I'm more 175 00:09:51.559 --> 00:09:54.240 or less. Honestly, I look at myself as like a 176 00:09:54.279 --> 00:09:55.600 pinch hitter for the universe. 177 00:09:56.200 --> 00:09:56.360 Oh. 178 00:09:56.399 --> 00:09:56.840 I love that. 179 00:10:00.200 --> 00:10:02.399 It's like you come in, you do what needs to 180 00:10:02.399 --> 00:10:04.480 be done, when you need to do it and you 181 00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:09.200 figure out what needs to be done. That's literally has 182 00:10:09.279 --> 00:10:14.759 been my story throughout my life. And it's interesting because 183 00:10:14.840 --> 00:10:18.759 now I'm seeing how these various pieces really fit together 184 00:10:18.840 --> 00:10:20.720 to do the types of things that I'm doing now. 185 00:10:21.600 --> 00:10:25.120 I just I just follow, I follow the internal instincts. 186 00:10:25.279 --> 00:10:29.039 That's all I've done really throughout my life, and I 187 00:10:29.120 --> 00:10:32.440 go to where I need to, and those kills and 188 00:10:32.480 --> 00:10:35.759 abilities they appear as they need to. But there's always 189 00:10:35.799 --> 00:10:38.480 a thread that runs through and and you know, we 190 00:10:38.519 --> 00:10:40.120 can talk about that. I don't. I don't want to 191 00:10:40.159 --> 00:10:43.799 talk too much, but you know, to answer your question, no, 192 00:10:44.440 --> 00:10:49.519 I just consider myself somebody that's here that provides what 193 00:10:49.720 --> 00:10:51.919 needs to be done when it needs to be done 194 00:10:52.559 --> 00:10:57.039 to really move forward to this planetary transition that we're 195 00:10:57.039 --> 00:10:57.600 in right now. 196 00:10:58.279 --> 00:11:01.559 Well, I you know, I like the way you kind 197 00:11:01.559 --> 00:11:04.840 of dance around that and honor that because a lot 198 00:11:04.879 --> 00:11:07.639 of people are, Oh, that's exactly what I am, and 199 00:11:07.720 --> 00:11:09.080 aren't I special all this stuff? 200 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:11.559 But that's what I love. That's I said, She's one 201 00:11:11.600 --> 00:11:15.360 of the most authentic voices in this arena that I've 202 00:11:15.360 --> 00:11:17.240 ever met, seriously. 203 00:11:17.440 --> 00:11:21.600 And it is important because right now the information is 204 00:11:21.919 --> 00:11:25.799 coming from the past, it's coming from math, it's coming 205 00:11:25.840 --> 00:11:29.840 from frequency, it's coming from new discoveries and science. And 206 00:11:29.919 --> 00:11:32.919 it does take someone with kind of a broader field 207 00:11:32.919 --> 00:11:36.279 of vision to see, oh, this actually connects with that, 208 00:11:36.519 --> 00:11:40.559 and you can start building a narrative a message around that. 209 00:11:40.720 --> 00:11:44.919 And it is not super common. People get very specialized, 210 00:11:45.480 --> 00:11:49.080 you know, and talk about their thing where you want 211 00:11:49.120 --> 00:11:51.840 to expand into it, and it just from what I read, 212 00:11:52.679 --> 00:11:53.919 that's exactly what you do. 213 00:11:54.200 --> 00:11:57.559 I actually read to him today while he was driving Susan. 214 00:11:57.639 --> 00:12:01.039 I said, you have to hear about her. And one 215 00:12:01.080 --> 00:12:04.039 of the places I think is a really good place 216 00:12:04.080 --> 00:12:08.200 to start to get us to the map of you know, 217 00:12:08.360 --> 00:12:13.519 watching a crumbling system. We're watching it happen. It's decaying 218 00:12:13.600 --> 00:12:17.440 and it's crumbling before our eyes. And what I love 219 00:12:17.519 --> 00:12:22.840 about where you

take us is how we build something 220 00:12:22.919 --> 00:12:27.399 new alongside of the decaying, crumbling systems. And it's across 221 00:12:27.440 --> 00:12:32.879 many fronts, but a great place to start before we 222 00:12:32.960 --> 00:12:37.159 go into you know, your PhD. You're getting a PhD 223 00:12:37.240 --> 00:12:42.240 in geomagnetism and going into what plasma is and what 224 00:12:42.279 --> 00:12:47.360 consciousness is and the difference between contact and consciousness and 225 00:12:47.759 --> 00:12:50.879 you know, compression to expansion. I heard you say on 226 00:12:51.240 --> 00:12:58.720 another podcast that was incredible. Is your beginning You had 227 00:12:58.759 --> 00:13:01.759 me at your beginning when you when you talked about 228 00:13:01.799 --> 00:13:10.440 your basically, you talked about your conscious remembering your birth 229 00:13:10.519 --> 00:13:14.200 and your your Most people that I talk to you 230 00:13:14.320 --> 00:13:16.679 do not remember being in their mother's womb. 231 00:13:17.080 --> 00:13:20.600 And yeah, yeah, yes, no, go ahead. 232 00:13:21.159 --> 00:13:24.200 So so I think that's a great place to start 233 00:13:24.240 --> 00:13:28.399 because it's your incarnation story, and that the Indigenous have 234 00:13:28.480 --> 00:13:31.840 always taught me they start with their incarnation story. 235 00:13:32.159 --> 00:13:34.360 Ah, I didn't know that. Isn't that interesting? 236 00:13:35.039 --> 00:13:36.759 They all have a creation story. 237 00:13:37.679 --> 00:13:43.639 Yes, yes, yes, yes, actually that's true. You're right, you're right. Yeah. 238 00:13:43.679 --> 00:13:48.039 So I'm one of these people that you know, it's 239 00:13:48.039 --> 00:13:51.399 funny when I tell the story that I'm thinking about 240 00:13:51.440 --> 00:13:55.080 like my life right now here, I'm sitting at a 241 00:13:55.120 --> 00:13:59.639 desk in a spare bedroom because that's where the signally 242 00:14:00.080 --> 00:14:02.919 pick up in this room, and you know, I'm just 243 00:14:03.320 --> 00:14:06.360 I'm sitting there processing this like you know, because when 244 00:14:06.519 --> 00:14:09.159 I tell this story, you know, there's all these visions 245 00:14:09.320 --> 00:14:12.559 I think that that come in for people. But I 246 00:14:12.600 --> 00:14:17.159 do remember, I remember, uh, I remember before being in 247 00:14:17.200 --> 00:14:21.559 my mother's womb. That was when I had the physical body. Uh, 248 00:14:21.639 --> 00:14:25.279 and my first thought in utero when I was conscious, 249 00:14:25.320 --> 00:14:28.720 I was about seven months old in utero, and you 250 00:14:28.759 --> 00:14:32.200 know whatever people wrap around that for their own understanding. 251 00:14:32.279 --> 00:14:34.799 I mean, this is my this is my experience, it's 252 00:14:34.840 --> 00:14:38.440 my story. It's been, you know, my life. And my 253 00:14:38.519 --> 00:14:40.919 first thought was, oh my god, not this

place again, 254 00:14:41.720 --> 00:14:46.600 because because for real, like like I could hear the density, 255 00:14:47.360 --> 00:14:53.159 I could feel the density. That was was automatic, you know, Uh, 256 00:14:53.519 --> 00:14:56.519 when I was in the womb and I knew that 257 00:14:56.600 --> 00:15:00.159 there was a lot of people that were you know, 258 00:15:00.240 --> 00:15:02.440 I didn't have the term really family. I could just 259 00:15:02.440 --> 00:15:04.919 feel the density, right, and I knew that there was 260 00:15:04.960 --> 00:15:06.519 a lot of people there. And I was like, oh, 261 00:15:06.600 --> 00:15:10.440 good Lord, like you know, oh no, I mean that 262 00:15:10.559 --> 00:15:12.559 was really what I felt. And I could feel the 263 00:15:12.600 --> 00:15:17.399 density of the the the human condition in in that 264 00:15:17.720 --> 00:15:20.919 in the womb, and there was like like I actually 265 00:15:20.919 --> 00:15:24.159 remembered rolling my eyes in utero I and going, oh 266 00:15:24.200 --> 00:15:27.919 my god, not this place again. Because I didn't know 267 00:15:28.000 --> 00:15:29.759 it was coming to earth. I didn't know it was 268 00:15:29.759 --> 00:15:33.000 coming to the human condition, but I knew it was 269 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:41.000 that that recyclic condition of fear, ignorance, jealousy, hatred, like 270 00:15:41.000 --> 00:15:43.759 like those things. And then as I rolled my eyes, 271 00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:45.519 it was almost like, Okay, this is gonna be a 272 00:15:45.519 --> 00:15:47.679 fun challenge, you know, It's kind of like, let's go, 273 00:15:48.000 --> 00:15:52.440 let's do it. And and that's genuinely what I felt. Now. 274 00:15:52.720 --> 00:15:58.039 I do remember prior to that, I remember being connected 275 00:15:58.080 --> 00:16:06.000 to source and really becoming activated to separate and individuate 276 00:16:06.399 --> 00:16:08.399 myself from source. 277 00:16:08.960 --> 00:16:10.320 Uh and to. 278 00:16:11.519 --> 00:16:13.960 Like it was it wasn't just this, It wasn't just me. 279 00:16:14.320 --> 00:16:18.840 It was like I was this this collaborative process on 280 00:16:19.159 --> 00:16:25.679 behalf of Source that I was able to individuate and 281 00:16:25.679 --> 00:16:28.279 and I wants say serve because that sounds strange, but 282 00:16:28.399 --> 00:16:33.720 to be a part of the creator because there was 283 00:16:34.240 --> 00:16:36.440 there was something that needed to be done wherever I 284 00:16:36.559 --> 00:16:40.960 was to go, and so it was extremely esthetic, extremely 285 00:16:41.200 --> 00:16:48.279 joyous to really leave that space to honestly to incarnate. 286 00:16:48.440 --> 00:16:52.440 And there was many things that happened between that active 287 00:16:52.480 --> 00:16:56.799 I call it activation from source to individuate. I do 288 00:16:56.919 --> 00:17:03.399 remember seeing various beings prior to incarnating that I did 289 00:17:03.480 -->

00:17:07.960 see in a little bit of a different form. Was 290 00:17:08.000 --> 00:17:10.880 one of my first contact experiences when I was a kid. 291 00:17:11.440 --> 00:17:13.119 So there's a lot more I can say about it, 292 00:17:13.119 --> 00:17:16.519 but maybe the big parts to it if you always 293 00:17:16.519 --> 00:17:18.279 ask me questions, because I could like go on and 294 00:17:18.279 --> 00:17:23.039 on with this one. Was you know this this this job. 295 00:17:23.200 --> 00:17:27.039 There was a job to do. There was something that 296 00:17:27.119 --> 00:17:33.480 needed to be done, and the something was also creating 297 00:17:33.720 --> 00:17:38.960 balance where there was imbalance, and that was something that 298 00:17:39.359 --> 00:17:43.279 was It's a dynamic process to know what's out of 299 00:17:43.359 --> 00:17:47.599 balance to then create that balance. That's why you know, 300 00:17:47.880 --> 00:17:49.960 when you said, would you consider yourself a polymath, I 301 00:17:50.079 --> 00:17:52.160 say no, I am like a pincherator for the universe 302 00:17:52.480 --> 00:17:57.720 because because there's there's this planet is going through a transition. Yeah, 303 00:17:57.720 --> 00:18:00.400 the universe is going through a transition. Human is going 304 00:18:00.440 --> 00:18:03.000 through a transition, and some of us are here to 305 00:18:03.119 --> 00:18:07.680 help rebalance some of those scales that are out of balance, 306 00:18:07.759 --> 00:18:11.920 to help us through these through these times. And I 307 00:18:11.960 --> 00:18:16.119 look at it actually that simply uh and and you know, 308 00:18:16.200 --> 00:18:17.759 you know what you need to do when you need 309 00:18:17.799 --> 00:18:19.880 to do it. But I also remember as I was 310 00:18:19.920 --> 00:18:24.960 incarnating in, I remember being light incarnating in and moving 311 00:18:25.440 --> 00:18:27.640 you know, faster than the speed of light. And then 312 00:18:27.720 --> 00:18:30.599 I was as I was entering, I would say our galaxy, 313 00:18:30.640 --> 00:18:33.920 our solar system. That's what it felt like to me. 314 00:18:34.240 --> 00:18:36.880 Was it that don't know, but that's what it felt like. 315 00:18:37.440 --> 00:18:42.920 I remember picking up density and actually beginning to have 316 00:18:43.000 --> 00:18:46.559 more form, and and that slowed down the closer that 317 00:18:46.640 --> 00:18:50.799 I got to. The next memory was being in the 318 00:18:50.799 --> 00:18:53.319 corner of my parents' bedroom while they were on the bed. 319 00:18:54.200 --> 00:18:59.039 So yeah, I mean that's that's that's my memory, and 320 00:18:59.079 --> 00:19:01.839 that was that was always intact. There was no hypnosis 321 00:19:01.960 --> 00:19:06.440 or anything like that. And you know, my poor siblings. 322 00:19:06.519 --> 00:19:09.880 I was the youngest of five and the brother that 323 00:19:09.960 --> 00:19:12.240 was closest to me in age. You know, I

kind 324 00:19:12.240 --> 00:19:14.160 of freaked out my family because I would tell them 325 00:19:14.160 --> 00:19:16.359 all of these things, and you know, they're like, Susan, 326 00:19:16.400 --> 00:19:19.960 you're so weird, and I'm like, well, you know this, 327 00:19:20.279 --> 00:19:22.559 this is what I am. So I would My brothers 328 00:19:22.680 --> 00:19:24.640 used to tell me, you know that I would say 329 00:19:24.640 --> 00:19:27.680 that over and over and over like like like like 330 00:19:28.000 --> 00:19:31.400 I don't remember telling them that, but they would tell 331 00:19:31.440 --> 00:19:34.000 me that. I would say that over and over that 332 00:19:34.039 --> 00:19:37.119 I remember, you know, coming from where I was before. 333 00:19:37.160 --> 00:19:40.000 I remember being in mom's belly, so you know, so 334 00:19:40.160 --> 00:19:44.279 that's uh, yeah, that's just it's natural for me. It 335 00:19:44.319 --> 00:19:51.240 was just this natural, you know, continuation of the consciousness 336 00:19:51.279 --> 00:19:55.319 of of of you know who who we are? Uh, 337 00:19:56.200 --> 00:19:58.039 but now I just have a body to go along 338 00:19:58.039 --> 00:19:58.319 with it. 339 00:20:00.079 --> 00:20:05.160 How did that lead to you being taken by government 340 00:20:05.240 --> 00:20:06.720 officials when you were seven? 341 00:20:07.599 --> 00:20:07.839 Yeah? 342 00:20:07.960 --> 00:20:10.400 Oh that was that one fun because you didn't really 343 00:20:10.440 --> 00:20:13.720 talk about that or expand upon that, and that really 344 00:20:13.759 --> 00:20:15.920 I was like, wow, how would that? How did you 345 00:20:15.960 --> 00:20:19.440 go from being a regular child that had these experiences 346 00:20:19.480 --> 00:20:21.559 and shared it with your family to all of a sudden, 347 00:20:21.599 --> 00:20:23.759 now you're being interrogated by the government. 348 00:20:24.599 --> 00:20:27.480 Yeah, yeah, well sure, well let me share this. I 349 00:20:27.759 --> 00:20:28.519 want to share this people. 350 00:20:28.559 --> 00:20:28.799 Okay. 351 00:20:28.880 --> 00:20:32.240 I was a really happy kid, like my dad was 352 00:20:32.279 --> 00:20:35.000 so cute. My dad had passed away in twenty seventeen, 353 00:20:35.039 --> 00:20:37.079 but I remember he was at my house one day 354 00:20:37.400 --> 00:20:40.400 and I don't know what year, it was, maybe like 355 00:20:40.440 --> 00:20:44.480 twenty ten or twenty eleven, and he said to me, 356 00:20:44.559 --> 00:20:47.000 he said, you know, I'm telling us for a reason. 357 00:20:47.079 --> 00:20:50.440 He said, you know, a lot of the other kids 358 00:20:50.640 --> 00:20:52.799 that your mom and I had, you know, they all 359 00:20:52.880 --> 00:20:56.440 just kind of happened. He said, you we really wanted you. 360 00:20:56.440 --> 00:20:59.160 Your mom really wanted you. And he's like, I'm thinking 361 00:20:59.200 --> 00:21:00.680 to myself, oh my god. You know, we've got to

362 00:21:00.759 --> 00:21:03.839 small house and there's already four kids, and you know, 363 00:21:03.920 --> 00:21:05.880 how we're gonna how are we gonna like make room 364 00:21:05.920 --> 00:21:08.000 for another person? And he goes, but your mom was 365 00:21:08.079 --> 00:21:11.079 so serious about it, and he said, and I really 366 00:21:11.079 --> 00:21:12.920 felt it. He said, I just wanted to tell you that. 367 00:21:13.000 --> 00:21:15.359 He said, you were really wanted, and he goes, you 368 00:21:15.359 --> 00:21:18.480 were really loved. And my dad wouldn't really talk like that, 369 00:21:18.599 --> 00:21:20.880 and so it was really it was very sweet. But 370 00:21:21.440 --> 00:21:25.559 from like so that always made a difference. I always think, like, 371 00:21:25.880 --> 00:21:28.319 you know, we talked about like kids and wanting kids, 372 00:21:28.359 --> 00:21:31.119 like like when people have children, like the consciousness on 373 00:21:31.160 --> 00:21:33.400 behalf of the parents, and you know, there was definitely 374 00:21:33.440 --> 00:21:35.279 something going on with my mom and dad. I felt 375 00:21:35.319 --> 00:21:37.559 a lot of love and I had a lot of love. 376 00:21:37.720 --> 00:21:41.400 And I was blessed because I had those two beings 377 00:21:41.680 --> 00:21:44.319 that loved me so much. And I felt that and 378 00:21:44.720 --> 00:21:48.720 hopefully they felt that for me. But from you're gonna 379 00:21:48.759 --> 00:21:51.119 remember like the seventies, Like I was born in nineteen 380 00:21:51.200 --> 00:21:56.599 seventy one, and the seventies were the music was great, yes, right, 381 00:21:56.880 --> 00:22:00.160 Like the music was great. There was a lot of dancing, right, Like, 382 00:22:00.160 --> 00:22:02.319 I mean, we had like the Begies, we had like 383 00:22:02.359 --> 00:22:05.400 Saturday night fever. I bring us again. That's another thing. 384 00:22:05.440 --> 00:22:06.880 I bring us up for a reason, because there was 385 00:22:06.920 --> 00:22:09.960 a lot of like a lot of dancing, a lot 386 00:22:10.000 --> 00:22:13.079 of joy, a lot of you know, I don't know, 387 00:22:13.319 --> 00:22:16.039 just like kind of like people feeling the groove, you know, 388 00:22:16.559 --> 00:22:21.079 I mean, and so so for me, like from from 389 00:22:21.359 --> 00:22:24.240 birth up until the kidnapping, and I call it a 390 00:22:24.319 --> 00:22:28.119 kidnapping that I experienced with the you know whatever we 391 00:22:28.200 --> 00:22:32.880 call men in black military, whoever they are. I my 392 00:22:33.039 --> 00:22:38.559 life was like awesome. It was you know, mom, dad, family, 393 00:22:38.680 --> 00:22:43.000 pets and grass and gardens and swimming in the pool 394 00:22:43.240 --> 00:22:47.200 and you know, like crickets and fireflies and picking blueberries 395 00:22:47.200 --> 00:22:52.599 at your backyard, like like it was awesome. And that 396 00:22:53.079 --> 00:22:58.160 is something that you know, changed, It changed. There was 397 00:22:58.200 --> 00:23:01.119 a different And I had contact with beings by the 398 00:23:01.119 --> 00:23:03.880 way as a kid, like from you know four that 399 00:23:03.960 --> 00:23:08.559 I consciously remember, you know, onward. So there was nothing 400 00:23:08.599 --> 00:23:12.680 about my contact that was weird or scary or anything. 401 00:23:12.680 --> 00:23:15.920 If anything. It was it was very primordial to me 402 00:23:16.319 --> 00:23:19.240 and it was something that I was very aware of. 403 00:23:19.440 --> 00:23:21.640 And I think because I had the consciousness that I 404 00:23:21.720 --> 00:23:26.119 had coming in when I first encountered the beings, it wasn't. 405 00:23:27.000 --> 00:23:30.240 It wasn't something that came external. It felt very internal, 406 00:23:30.920 --> 00:23:34.119 even though you know, it was a physical experience. It 407 00:23:34.160 --> 00:23:36.920 was light in physicality, and my sister was there. I 408 00:23:36.920 --> 00:23:40.759 saw my dad in some of these contact experiences. So yeah, 409 00:23:40.839 --> 00:23:44.359 so the so when I was about I'm guessing around 410 00:23:44.480 --> 00:23:49.960 seven or so, I had an encounter with well, I 411 00:23:50.000 --> 00:23:55.519 was in school. I was in elementary school, and I 412 00:23:55.519 --> 00:24:01.480 felt a very destabilizing energy. I heard a really loud 413 00:24:01.480 --> 00:24:05.039 frequency in my ear. I think it was my right ear, 414 00:24:05.920 --> 00:24:08.799 and the next thing I know, I mean, I honestly 415 00:24:09.200 --> 00:24:12.079 prior to that, I remember I would never look at 416 00:24:12.079 --> 00:24:15.799 the teachers in school. I had terrible eyesight when I 417 00:24:15.839 --> 00:24:18.759 was younger, but I would never look at the teachers. 418 00:24:18.799 --> 00:24:21.319 I would just have to really listen to what they 419 00:24:21.359 --> 00:24:24.640 would say in order to you know, like when the 420 00:24:24.680 --> 00:24:28.359 teachers call on you and then you're you're, you know, 421 00:24:28.440 --> 00:24:30.519 needing to answer and you don't want to feel stupid. So, 422 00:24:31.279 --> 00:24:33.440 you know, for me, I just remember listening a lot. 423 00:24:33.519 --> 00:24:34.799 You know, I did a lot of a lot of 424 00:24:34.839 --> 00:24:38.920 listening to to really attempt to pay attention. But then 425 00:24:38.960 --> 00:24:41.759 of course I'd be daydreaming outside and I was doing 426 00:24:41.799 --> 00:24:43.839 a little bit of that while this frequency came. Then 427 00:24:43.880 --> 00:24:47.680 I remember hearing this and and it was super destabilizing. 428 00:24:47.720 --> 00:24:50.119 And the next thing I know, I feel really hot, 429 00:24:50.880 --> 00:24:54.160 I feel really nauseous, and I feel like I'm gonna 430 00:24:54.160 --> 00:24:58.440 throw up. And so I stood up and the teacher 431 00:24:58.519 --> 00:24:59.839 just looks at

me, must have thought I was going 432 00:24:59.880 --> 00:25:02.079 to up. She goes go to the nurse, and she 433 00:25:02.279 --> 00:25:05.079 just sent me out of the classroom, opened up the 434 00:25:05.119 --> 00:25:08.359 door to the classroom. Small elementary school, you know, not 435 00:25:08.799 --> 00:25:11.519 a big town, but not a small town, and there's 436 00:25:11.559 --> 00:25:14.440 no lights on in the hallway, and I remember walking 437 00:25:14.480 --> 00:25:18.400 down this hallway feeling scared and really one of the 438 00:25:18.440 --> 00:25:21.880 first times in my life I felt fear. Didn't know 439 00:25:21.920 --> 00:25:24.839 what was going on to super de stabilize. And I 440 00:25:24.880 --> 00:25:27.799 walked down and at this elementary school there was just 441 00:25:27.880 --> 00:25:31.359 a nurse, a school nurse, a principal, and a secretary 442 00:25:31.480 --> 00:25:33.519 in the office. And I went to go to the 443 00:25:33.519 --> 00:25:37.000 school nurse, who was super sweet, and her door was locked, 444 00:25:37.039 --> 00:25:39.920 which was totally unusual. So I went around to the 445 00:25:39.960 --> 00:25:44.759 other door where the secretary's office was, and I opened 446 00:25:44.839 --> 00:25:49.720 up the door. I walked in and she looks at 447 00:25:49.759 --> 00:25:52.720 me and she holds her hand up because she's on 448 00:25:52.759 --> 00:25:55.839 the phone, standing there on the phone, and she looks 449 00:25:55.880 --> 00:25:59.000 panic stricken, and she's just pacing back and forth while 450 00:25:59.039 --> 00:26:02.079 she's on the phone, and she looks like she's panic stricken. 451 00:26:02.759 --> 00:26:06.079 And all I'm thinking is just get me into the 452 00:26:06.160 --> 00:26:08.400 nurse's office so I can. You know, they give you 453 00:26:08.440 --> 00:26:12.680 one of those like like little chewy baby asprints that 454 00:26:12.759 --> 00:26:17.160 tasted like orange and water like a little cup of water, 455 00:26:17.200 --> 00:26:21.160 those little triangle triangular paper cups, you know, and the 456 00:26:21.240 --> 00:26:24.000 nurse was super sweet all the time. So like to me, 457 00:26:24.680 --> 00:26:28.680 I wanted to go to the comforting, warm, mommy energy. 458 00:26:29.839 --> 00:26:32.440 Who was this nurse and she just wasn't there? So 459 00:26:32.519 --> 00:26:36.279 that was my expectation. And the next thing I know, 460 00:26:37.000 --> 00:26:39.960 I'm being told that, you know, I must have given 461 00:26:39.960 --> 00:26:43.240 her my name. I don't remember doing that. But the secretary, 462 00:26:43.279 --> 00:26:44.960 by the way, because there was no nurse, she was 463 00:26:45.000 --> 00:26:47.039 out that day, and there was no principle he was 464 00:26:47.039 --> 00:26:51.640 out that day. And so I remember the secretary saying 465 00:26:51.680 --> 00:26:56.079 to me, she said, she said, we're gonna call your parents, 466 00:26:56.319 --> 00:26:58.480 and

then she's and then a couple you know, more 467 00:26:58.480 --> 00:26:59.839 time went by, and then she said, we can't get 468 00:26:59.839 --> 00:27:05.359 all of your parents, So go stand outside and and 469 00:27:05.680 --> 00:27:07.680 someone will pick you up and bring you home. I 470 00:27:07.720 --> 00:27:11.279 mean that right there. I mean I started to get 471 00:27:11.279 --> 00:27:14.519 really scared because I thought something's wrong. Something's wrong. I 472 00:27:14.559 --> 00:27:16.440 don't know what's wrong, but something's wrong. 473 00:27:16.599 --> 00:27:19.839 So your your intuition was speaking to you. Your body 474 00:27:20.000 --> 00:27:24.319 was saying, there's whatever this is. It's not it's not 475 00:27:24.400 --> 00:27:24.920 a good thing. 476 00:27:25.799 --> 00:27:29.319 Oh no, it was. It was. It was high level 477 00:27:29.359 --> 00:27:34.839 of confusion. And I knew. I knew that her telling 478 00:27:34.839 --> 00:27:41.000 me to go stand outside was was absolutely stupid and 479 00:27:41.200 --> 00:27:44.839 absolutely irresponsible. But you're a little You have to play 480 00:27:44.880 --> 00:27:47.160 the role as a little kid because that's your job 481 00:27:47.200 --> 00:27:50.240 at that moment, right like is to is to do that. 482 00:27:50.359 --> 00:27:53.519 And at the same time, you know, my awareness is 483 00:27:53.559 --> 00:27:56.359 starting to just like like my my bigger self is 484 00:27:56.400 --> 00:28:00.359 coming in to play here, and it's knowing that something 485 00:28:00.480 --> 00:28:04.880 is going on here. So there's you know, it's kind 486 00:28:04.920 --> 00:28:07.319 of like two aspects going on here. There's the scared 487 00:28:07.359 --> 00:28:09.400 body of the little kid, but then there's like this 488 00:28:09.480 --> 00:28:14.359 higher consciousness that's starting to come online here to I think, 489 00:28:14.440 --> 00:28:17.400 jump in to do some form of protection, And so 490 00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:20.599 I did. I went and stood outside. Now granted there 491 00:28:20.680 --> 00:28:24.920 was windows from her office where she was to the 492 00:28:24.960 --> 00:28:29.079 parking lot, but still super irresponsible, right, Like you're seven 493 00:28:29.160 --> 00:28:33.559 and you're standing outside, and so the car pulls up 494 00:28:34.599 --> 00:28:37.079 and I mean, I don't know exactly what I'm looking for, 495 00:28:37.119 --> 00:28:41.519 but the car pulls up and she must have said 496 00:28:41.519 --> 00:28:45.599 get inside. I don't really remember that part in particular, 497 00:28:47.200 --> 00:28:49.440 but it was one of those station wagons, you know, 498 00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:52.559 it's again the seventies of wood paneling on the side, 499 00:28:53.680 --> 00:28:56.240 and it's got like four doors and you know, big 500 00:28:56.240 --> 00:28:58.799 hatch back and everything. And so I go to get 501 00:28:58.799 --> 00:29:01.240 in the back seat. That was an intentional and he 502 00:29:01.319 --> 00:29:03.559 tells me to get in the front seat. And I'm thinking, 503 00:29:03.599 --> 00:29:05.799 this is just not good. This is just not good, 504 00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:06.759 not good, not good. 505 00:29:06.920 --> 00:29:09.400 We didn't have our cell phones back then to call 506 00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:11.359 our parents. 507 00:29:11.119 --> 00:29:13.359 No, nor did we have our little location on our 508 00:29:13.400 --> 00:29:16.920 on our on our cell phones right either. Right, So 509 00:29:17.160 --> 00:29:19.960 I get into the front seat as I'm told to do, 510 00:29:20.079 --> 00:29:22.880 and I just jimmy my body up against the right 511 00:29:23.119 --> 00:29:26.119 side of it because energetically I did not want to 512 00:29:26.519 --> 00:29:29.680 feel this dude next to me. I could feel it. 513 00:29:29.759 --> 00:29:32.559 I could just feel it, and it felt like a creepy, 514 00:29:33.119 --> 00:29:35.640 suckyst type of energy to be totally honest with you. So, 515 00:29:36.079 --> 00:29:38.039 I mean, that's that's what I felt like. And I 516 00:29:38.119 --> 00:29:42.799 never felt anything like that through any anything prior to that. 517 00:29:42.920 --> 00:29:44.559 So I just want to, you know, share that piece 518 00:29:44.640 --> 00:29:48.240 like that was the first time my innocence as as 519 00:29:48.279 --> 00:29:50.519 a you know, not just a child, but as a 520 00:29:50.559 --> 00:29:54.359 being in this body this time around, was experiencing that, 521 00:29:54.519 --> 00:29:59.680 right And and uh so we're in the car. I 522 00:29:59.720 --> 00:30:02.319 noticed he doesn't look at me at all, and I 523 00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:06.599 notice he's got like these black shoes. So he's supposed 524 00:30:06.599 --> 00:30:09.160 to be from the town, right, Like, that's that's what 525 00:30:09.279 --> 00:30:10.720 she said, someone from the town is going to pick 526 00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:13.400 you up, bring you home. He did have the car, 527 00:30:13.519 --> 00:30:16.240 did have the town emblem on it, it was stuck 528 00:30:16.279 --> 00:30:18.599 on the side of it. But this guy did not 529 00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:21.400 work for the town. I knew that. I could feel that. 530 00:30:21.599 --> 00:30:24.039 I said, this is not somebody that works for the town. 531 00:30:24.799 --> 00:30:28.759 This is an impostor. And it's a military guy. I mean, 532 00:30:28.799 --> 00:30:31.279 he's got the crew cut, he's got his shoes are 533 00:30:31.279 --> 00:30:33.480 way too shiny to be a janitor or to be 534 00:30:33.519 --> 00:30:37.279 a custodian or whatever he's supposed to be. And before 535 00:30:37.319 --> 00:30:39.359 we even pull out of the parking lot, and again 536 00:30:39.440 --> 00:30:41.920 keep in mind, he doesn't address me. He doesn't say 537 00:30:42.000 --> 00:30:47.359 anything about like home, parents, are you feeling okay? Sorry, nothing, 538 00:30:47.640 --> 00:30:50.559

he says. So you see those ships and those beings too. 539 00:30:50.880 --> 00:30:54.319 You see those ships and those beings. That's the first 540 00:30:54.359 --> 00:30:55.720 thing he says to me. 541 00:30:56.119 --> 00:30:58.240 And the r and you live on Was that in 542 00:30:58.319 --> 00:30:59.480 the on the east coast? 543 00:31:00.079 --> 00:31:00.240 Yeah? 544 00:31:00.279 --> 00:31:02.880 Yeah, yeah, it was on the east coast. Yeah, yeah, 545 00:31:02.960 --> 00:31:08.960 it was in western Massachusetts. And so at that point 546 00:31:09.079 --> 00:31:12.599 I felt like I was melting, okay, like the quarter's 547 00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:15.480 all shot through my body. I felt like I was melting. 548 00:31:16.279 --> 00:31:19.680 And the next thing I know, I don't know, you know. 549 00:31:19.759 --> 00:31:21.680 I mean, I'm sure I could sit and process this 550 00:31:21.759 --> 00:31:24.119 a little bit more if I so choose. But the 551 00:31:24.160 --> 00:31:27.079 next thing I know is my consciousness goes to the 552 00:31:27.079 --> 00:31:33.039 back of his neck, like where his spine meets his head. 553 00:31:33.359 --> 00:31:33.599 Right. 554 00:31:34.359 --> 00:31:38.759 Somehow, my consciousness goes right there and is doing something. 555 00:31:39.559 --> 00:31:42.279 Now I'm not touched, I'm not moving right, but that 556 00:31:42.359 --> 00:31:46.839 is where my consciousness goes. And I say to myself, 557 00:31:46.920 --> 00:31:49.160 I said, if this man does not take me home, 558 00:31:49.200 --> 00:31:53.200 I'm in trouble. And we get to the stop sign 559 00:31:53.599 --> 00:31:57.440 pulling right out of the elementary school and he says, 560 00:31:58.039 --> 00:32:02.960 we're going to take a little ride. Yeah, And all 561 00:32:02.960 --> 00:32:04.880 he had to do, by the way, was just go straight. 562 00:32:05.039 --> 00:32:07.839 I lived half a mile away from the elementary school. 563 00:32:08.440 --> 00:32:11.680 So and you're seven, you're about second grade? Is that right? 564 00:32:12.279 --> 00:32:17.440 Oh yeah, I'm a little scrawny, little scrawning kid seven, Yeah, definitely. 565 00:32:17.559 --> 00:32:20.039 It was no, it was second grade. It wasn't it 566 00:32:20.079 --> 00:32:25.960 wasn't past second grade. And and so that's when I 567 00:32:26.000 --> 00:32:30.680 knew I was in trouble. And I began to leave 568 00:32:30.759 --> 00:32:35.839 my body at that point, and not out of body, 569 00:32:36.480 --> 00:32:40.799 I would say, like I began to pull out, and 570 00:32:41.359 --> 00:32:44.759 I heard it was my higher self say, because it 571 00:32:44.799 --> 00:32:47.400 was like a very motherly voice, and it was mine, 572 00:32:47.599 --> 00:32:50.440 it was me, And so don't say a word. Don't 573 00:32:50.480 --> 00:32:52.279 say a word, do not let them know who you are. 574 00:32:52.359 --> 00:32:54.960 And this is like the way I speak, right, And 575 00:32:56.359 --> 00:32:58.640 I say that because it was

like my higher self 576 00:32:58.799 --> 00:33:04.480 jumped in to protect and to protect me. And that's 577 00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:07.519 you know. So so somehow I was able to do 578 00:33:07.640 --> 00:33:13.880 something to honestly, to like to protect my consciousness. I 579 00:33:13.880 --> 00:33:17.359 think I think they you know, they can do things 580 00:33:17.400 --> 00:33:23.319 to your physical body, but if your consciousness is is 581 00:33:23.920 --> 00:33:28.119 connected in a way to source connected to your higher self, 582 00:33:29.480 --> 00:33:33.440 the damage is not going to be as great or 583 00:33:33.599 --> 00:33:36.599 maybe none at all. And and somehow I think I 584 00:33:36.640 --> 00:33:40.400 knew that right, like like there is some primordial. 585 00:33:40.680 --> 00:33:43.640 I'm blown away by your story. I'm so resonating with 586 00:33:43.839 --> 00:33:46.039 so much of your story, just like when we had 587 00:33:46.079 --> 00:33:48.759 our phone call, when we talked like our sisterhood talk 588 00:33:48.839 --> 00:33:53.720 where we remembered each other. And I too was adopted 589 00:33:53.720 --> 00:33:55.920 into a family where I was very wanted and I 590 00:33:56.000 --> 00:33:58.440 had so much love. And at age seven, I was 591 00:33:58.480 --> 00:34:02.799 sexually abused by my my babysitter, and I did the 592 00:34:02.880 --> 00:34:06.799 same thing where I forgave him. In my mind, something 593 00:34:06.880 --> 00:34:10.719 came in and said, he's treating you like when you 594 00:34:10.760 --> 00:34:15.079 play with your Barbie dolls. I was shown this is 595 00:34:15.119 --> 00:34:17.280 how I got, This is how I forgave him in 596 00:34:17.320 --> 00:34:19.559 the moment, was that I was shown that he was 597 00:34:19.679 --> 00:34:23.639 afraid to be, you know, with teenage girls his own age, 598 00:34:24.280 --> 00:34:26.840 and he was kind of practicing on me like you 599 00:34:26.920 --> 00:34:30.280 do with a Barbie doll. But of course there's a 600 00:34:30.320 --> 00:34:34.199 traumatic experience there because you I never wanted him to 601 00:34:34.239 --> 00:34:36.840 babysit me again, and I screamed and hit every time. 602 00:34:36.920 --> 00:34:39.679 But it's interesting that a lot of my friends have 603 00:34:39.840 --> 00:34:43.960 had some sort of a traumatic experience at around that 604 00:34:44.039 --> 00:34:46.840 age seven to nine or something like that. Did you 605 00:34:47.480 --> 00:34:48.639 how did you get back home? 606 00:34:48.679 --> 00:34:48.800 To you? 607 00:34:49.840 --> 00:34:52.840 I want to be conscious of your time because you're 608 00:34:52.880 --> 00:34:55.239 on the East Coast and there's so much we want 609 00:34:55.280 --> 00:34:59.079 to get to, and I'm so fascinated by your life 610 00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:02.840 and everything. The there's so many similarities in our stories 611 00:35:02.880 --> 00:35:06.239 and I'm Eric. Eric's girlfriend Jen is writing in and 612 00:35:06.320 --> 00:35:07.960 she's feeling resonance with some of. 613 00:35:08.360 --> 00:35:10.599 Your story has a lot of similar. 614 00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:16.440 Aspects, So I hadn't heard about the exact details of 615 00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:18.920 that story, but I want to. I want to get 616 00:35:19.000 --> 00:35:22.880 to how your parents handled it because that's always important 617 00:35:22.880 --> 00:35:26.000 to me. How how did you get from the men 618 00:35:26.079 --> 00:35:30.679 in black taking you into getting back home? And then 619 00:35:31.079 --> 00:35:34.559 we want to move forward to you know, your contact 620 00:35:34.599 --> 00:35:38.519 experience and the difference the reason why contact's not as 621 00:35:38.559 --> 00:35:41.679 important to his consciousness, because I totally agree with you 622 00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:46.119 about that as far as disclosure and what consciousness is about. 623 00:35:46.159 --> 00:35:48.440 And then getting to the project that you're working on 624 00:35:48.639 --> 00:35:53.280 in September, which is that's what our our listeners love 625 00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:59.880 about our show is learning about interdimensional beings or extraterrestrial beings, 626 00:36:00.079 --> 00:36:04.039 on human intelligence all of that. But why and why 627 00:36:04.119 --> 00:36:07.559 it's so important right now, why we all incarnated during 628 00:36:07.719 --> 00:36:13.199 these times and where we map ourselves forwards. So let's 629 00:36:13.320 --> 00:36:17.400 let's go from if you you know what you're comfortable 630 00:36:17.440 --> 00:36:20.920 sharing with us about getting back to your parents. 631 00:36:21.840 --> 00:36:25.199 Yeah, yeah, well I'll tell you this. You know, there's 632 00:36:25.239 --> 00:36:29.559 a these deep state actors or whoever they are, whatever 633 00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:32.960 they are, they're very well coordinated. So that's one of 634 00:36:33.000 --> 00:36:35.480 the things you got to understand that none of this 635 00:36:35.559 --> 00:36:38.519 stuff is haphazard. It's very well coordinated. What happened to 636 00:36:38.519 --> 00:36:40.719 me that kid, and it was a kidnapping, was very 637 00:36:40.719 --> 00:36:48.480 well coordinated. They dropped me off right before my neighbor's 638 00:36:48.559 --> 00:36:53.039 house on the main street before you turn into my street. Wow, 639 00:36:53.159 --> 00:36:56.840 they did it. So school got out at three o'clock. 640 00:36:57.360 --> 00:37:01.360 I was probably dropped off around three of three h five, 641 00:37:01.480 --> 00:37:03.480 maybe somewhere around there. Now I didn't have watched them, 642 00:37:03.480 --> 00:37:06.199 I'm not paying attention to that, but I remember the 643 00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:09.800 door opening to the car, I remember my foot, I 644 00:37:09.840 --> 00:37:13.079 remember seeing my foot get out of the car, and 645 00:37:13.159 --> 00:37:16.320 I remember walking back to the

house. So they let 646 00:37:16.360 --> 00:37:20.039 me They let me off right there right before because 647 00:37:20.039 --> 00:37:21.880 I remember hearing the kids behind me, because I used 648 00:37:21.880 --> 00:37:24.519 to walk to school and walk home from school, and 649 00:37:24.559 --> 00:37:27.960 I remember hearing the kids behind me, probably about maybe 650 00:37:28.039 --> 00:37:31.599 two hundred and fifty feet behind me, so you know, 651 00:37:31.679 --> 00:37:35.000 they were very well coordinated. Here here's the kicker. I 652 00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:38.760 didn't tell my parents. I didn't tell my parents. I 653 00:37:38.800 --> 00:37:43.559 was frightened because of what they did to me. But 654 00:37:43.840 --> 00:37:47.760 I was frightened for the safety of my mother and 655 00:37:47.760 --> 00:37:50.960 my father. And you think about it, you know, what 656 00:37:51.079 --> 00:37:53.559 do you love as a child. You love your mom, 657 00:37:53.719 --> 00:37:56.199 you love your dad, you love your pets, you love 658 00:37:56.840 --> 00:38:00.119 you know, you love those things that are intimate in 659 00:38:00.159 --> 00:38:02.880 your environment. Your mom and dad are everything, you know, 660 00:38:03.159 --> 00:38:06.360 I mean for most kids. So I was frightened that 661 00:38:06.400 --> 00:38:11.800 they were going to hurt my parents hurt. There was 662 00:38:11.840 --> 00:38:14.000 a struggle. I will tell you that there was a 663 00:38:14.039 --> 00:38:19.239 struggle in the car afterwards. And then I did witness 664 00:38:19.320 --> 00:38:24.920 something that wasn't what wasn't kind, and and you know, 665 00:38:25.320 --> 00:38:28.719 I put that in my writings of you know, like 666 00:38:29.440 --> 00:38:31.960 I put that in my writing so people can understand. 667 00:38:31.960 --> 00:38:35.039 I never talk about the exact thing that I witnessed. 668 00:38:35.400 --> 00:38:37.360 I try to talk around it because I don't like 669 00:38:37.400 --> 00:38:41.840 to traumatize other people. But you know, there was an 670 00:38:41.880 --> 00:38:45.440 attempt to try to here, here's what I think. Let 671 00:38:45.440 --> 00:38:47.239 me just fast forward this because we do have so 672 00:38:47.360 --> 00:38:49.920 much to talk about. There was an attempt to try 673 00:38:49.920 --> 00:38:53.719 to cut me off from my connection. That's what I 674 00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:56.840 felt that they were trying to do. They I talked 675 00:38:56.840 --> 00:39:01.400 to Edgar Mitchell, who I think most people know a 676 00:39:01.440 --> 00:39:07.039 paula fourteen astronaut walked, went to the Moon, started ions 677 00:39:07.079 --> 00:39:09.440 And I was in the car with Edgar one day 678 00:39:09.480 --> 00:39:12.840 and I asked him, I said, I told him my story, 679 00:39:12.880 --> 00:39:15.119 and I said, here's my question. How did they know 680 00:39:15.239 --> 00:39:17.639 that was me? How did they know that I had contact? 681 00:39:17.960 --> 00:39:20.800 He goes, Susan, They've had that technology for a long time. 682 00:39:21.000 --> 00:39:23.320 I'm like, yeah, but this was like the late seventies, 683 00:39:23.400 --> 00:39:25.880 so because still no, No, they've had that technology for 684 00:39:25.920 --> 00:39:31.480 a long time. So meaning the technology that we see 685 00:39:31.519 --> 00:39:35.800 today is nothing in comparison to the different technology that 686 00:39:35.880 --> 00:39:39.320 they have right like to track and you know, see 687 00:39:39.360 --> 00:39:41.800 what comes in and out of our our you know, 688 00:39:42.400 --> 00:39:47.239 space time, you know, what have you. So I think 689 00:39:47.400 --> 00:39:50.960 I think that I'm not very different, and I think 690 00:39:51.000 --> 00:39:53.920 what they were trying to do was trying to see, Okay, well, 691 00:39:53.960 --> 00:39:57.199 if we can if we can subjugate this person, this 692 00:39:57.239 --> 00:39:59.599 person comes in with these connections, if we can try 693 00:39:59.599 --> 00:40:02.559 to subject, get that cut, that split, that confuse that, 694 00:40:03.320 --> 00:40:07.039 then you know, we can I don't know, get people 695 00:40:07.079 --> 00:40:12.320 to obey right whatever, to be submissive. And you know 696 00:40:12.400 --> 00:40:15.199 the thing is, I'm I came in with the consciousness 697 00:40:15.239 --> 00:40:20.800 that I did, and that provided me to not have 698 00:40:20.880 --> 00:40:25.000 that break or that split. If anything, I am even 699 00:40:25.239 --> 00:40:32.079 more sovereign. I am more adversarial. I'm more you know, 700 00:40:32.239 --> 00:40:34.199 like when it when it comes to somebody trying to 701 00:40:34.239 --> 00:40:38.800 crush my sovereignty, you know. So so that experience as 702 00:40:38.840 --> 00:40:41.960 a kid, actually, you know, woke me up. I don't 703 00:40:41.960 --> 00:40:44.440 think it was you know, I don't think these things 704 00:40:44.440 --> 00:40:47.480 are by chance. I think I probably incarnated where I 705 00:40:47.519 --> 00:40:50.480 did when I did to have that type of experience 706 00:40:50.599 --> 00:40:53.360 to be able to educate people on why you're going 707 00:40:53.440 --> 00:40:55.360 to get out of the matrix. You know, why you 708 00:40:55.400 --> 00:41:00.320 have to really be conscious of your energy where goes. 709 00:41:00.360 --> 00:41:02.440 And also you know some of the things going on 710 00:41:02.480 --> 00:41:03.920 in the current disclosure process. 711 00:41:03.960 --> 00:41:06.960 So so did they leave you alone after that? 712 00:41:08.199 --> 00:41:13.480 There was one instance where there was I would call 713 00:41:13.519 --> 00:41:17.079 it a bit of a perceived threat, just a reminder 714 00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:21.440 they came back. Well, you know, he he, the same 715 00:41:21.519 --> 00:41:26.239 guy came back not through my school to my front door, 716 00:41:27.280 --> 00:41:29.760 and

it was a bit of a reminder. You know, hey, 717 00:41:30.880 --> 00:41:33.880 we're here and don't say a word, you know, So. 718 00:41:34.599 --> 00:41:37.920 You're reminding me of that character Emma the last MINSI 719 00:41:39.119 --> 00:41:43.360 oh my god. Yes, yeah, yeah, that movie had a 720 00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:44.559 huge impact on me. 721 00:41:45.480 --> 00:41:47.719 Yeah, me too. I love that movie. 722 00:41:47.920 --> 00:41:53.639 Yeah, there's so many similarities. So I'm sure that must 723 00:41:53.719 --> 00:41:57.920 have given you the impetus to take the course that 724 00:41:57.960 --> 00:42:03.559 you took in terms of, you know, I see you 725 00:42:03.559 --> 00:42:07.159 as a superhero and in some ways about you know, 726 00:42:07.920 --> 00:42:13.320 the way that you're going about helping people understand and 727 00:42:13.440 --> 00:42:19.159 bring You're really bringing what's unseen into our vision. You're 728 00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:24.480 making it come alive in our universe because a lot 729 00:42:24.480 --> 00:42:29.079 of people don't know about, you know, some of the 730 00:42:29.119 --> 00:42:33.159 things that go on when it comes to contact with 731 00:42:33.440 --> 00:42:38.440 non human intelligence and how they telepath with us. You 732 00:42:38.440 --> 00:42:42.159 you know, you have, you've had similar situations with the 733 00:42:42.199 --> 00:42:45.000 way that you've been contact in the and the telepathy, 734 00:42:45.239 --> 00:42:48.440 just like I did in some of mine where it 735 00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:50.519 was a male and a female. They didn't use their 736 00:42:50.840 --> 00:42:53.039 they were speaking to me, but their mouth didn't move. 737 00:42:53.079 --> 00:42:57.800 It was all telepathic. And it sounds like you've had 738 00:42:57.840 --> 00:43:00.760 that contact continually through out your life. 739 00:43:00.960 --> 00:43:04.440 Yep, yep, yes I have. I have. And you know, 740 00:43:04.559 --> 00:43:06.880 I want to bring in a couple of other variables 741 00:43:06.920 --> 00:43:09.159 because there was a lot that was kind of confusing 742 00:43:09.320 --> 00:43:11.719 for me because I had, you know, the contacts so 743 00:43:11.880 --> 00:43:14.880 early on this I had what I call the interference 744 00:43:14.960 --> 00:43:18.000 with the men in black thing. But I was always telepathing. 745 00:43:18.079 --> 00:43:20.960 I mean even as a baby, I remember trying to 746 00:43:21.000 --> 00:43:23.880 telepath to my mother and I wasn't like, oh mommy, 747 00:43:23.960 --> 00:43:27.599 it was like hey, lady like, and I was you know, 748 00:43:27.639 --> 00:43:30.679 So it was always always doing that. But when I 749 00:43:30.679 --> 00:43:34.679 got when I got into like between around seventeen to 750 00:43:34.679 --> 00:43:37.360 twenty one years old, I started having these really strong 751 00:43:37.400 --> 00:43:40.239 Tibetan Buddhist dreams. I didn't even know what did to 752 00:43:40.239

--> 00:43:43.760 Betan Buddhist monk look like. And there was the communication 753 00:43:43.960 --> 00:43:47.639 with these monks, and then I had these different creator 754 00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:50.039 beings come in a couple of years after that, like 755 00:43:50.400 --> 00:43:52.960 there was all these other teachers and that's what I'm 756 00:43:52.960 --> 00:43:57.719 going to call them that came in and it was 757 00:43:57.840 --> 00:44:01.119 confusing because I didn't understand, well, how does that, you know, 758 00:44:01.800 --> 00:44:04.280 can I remember this was like the early nineties when 759 00:44:07.960 --> 00:44:11.480 I was part of like John Max's group at at 760 00:44:11.519 --> 00:44:15.039 Harvard that he was running US. I was then having 761 00:44:15.039 --> 00:44:18.400 these Tibetan Buddhist experiences, and you know, it's like, how 762 00:44:18.440 --> 00:44:21.280 does this all fit? You know, back then it didn't 763 00:44:21.280 --> 00:44:24.800 seem like it did. But I would pursue these different 764 00:44:24.880 --> 00:44:28.760 avenues because I needed to understand and I also needed 765 00:44:28.760 --> 00:44:35.840 to cultivate, cultivate morality, and cultivate like like the boundary 766 00:44:35.880 --> 00:44:40.800 conditions around my own self. And and Tibetan Buddhism really 767 00:44:40.840 --> 00:44:44.840 spoke to me as well. But again it came in 768 00:44:44.960 --> 00:44:49.639 dream state before it came the formal you know, reading 769 00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:54.119 the teachings of Buddha or attending any type of you know, 770 00:44:54.159 --> 00:44:56.679 Tibetan Buddhist teachings, which I did. I did for years 771 00:44:56.840 --> 00:44:59.440 and that really helped. So I've had a number of 772 00:44:59.480 --> 00:45:03.639 these different beings that I've had to kind of put 773 00:45:03.679 --> 00:45:06.920 together and go, oh, this is just my path, this 774 00:45:07.000 --> 00:45:10.800 is my journey. These are the beings that speak to 775 00:45:10.880 --> 00:45:16.079 me for my growth and evolution. And it's in the 776 00:45:16.960 --> 00:45:19.840 you know we call et non human intelligence or the 777 00:45:19.880 --> 00:45:24.920 light ship piece is it's one variable of this of 778 00:45:25.000 --> 00:45:28.920 these these unseen worlds that I see that helped to 779 00:45:29.039 --> 00:45:33.159 form me, and that helped to form the work that 780 00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:37.079 I'm doing while I'm here, that is maybe helping to 781 00:45:37.159 --> 00:45:41.079 inform these other subtle realms as well, right, Like it's 782 00:45:41.119 --> 00:45:45.159 a it's a two way street on that. So yeah, 783 00:45:45.239 --> 00:45:49.960 I mean, I've in Earth experiences, shambala, you know, I've 784 00:45:50.000 --> 00:45:54.360 had all these different things and I never spoke about 785 00:45:54.400 --> 00:45:57.199 them because it just felt really sacred and it felt 786 00:45:57.239 --> 00:46:00.920 really thing. I just started speaking about that, I think 787 00:46:00.960 --> 00:46:04.599 more recently, but it just felt really sacred. And so 788 00:46:05.280 --> 00:46:09.239 because of that, you know, you don't you don't you know, 789 00:46:09.360 --> 00:46:12.280 speak about it in a way that uh has too 790 00:46:12.360 --> 00:46:15.519 much too much of that materialism and I guess connected 791 00:46:15.559 --> 00:46:18.920 to it. So but it was. Yeah, So that's been 792 00:46:18.960 --> 00:46:25.559 a huge part of cultivating this learning and strengthening you know, 793 00:46:26.000 --> 00:46:29.199 me as a as a as a being to be 794 00:46:29.280 --> 00:46:32.159 able to handle some of the things that we have 795 00:46:32.239 --> 00:46:33.559 to do, but also some of the things that are 796 00:46:33.559 --> 00:46:34.840 going on in the world right now. 797 00:46:34.920 --> 00:46:35.360 For sure. 798 00:46:35.519 --> 00:46:38.920 I'm curious, since you've been having these types of experiences 799 00:46:38.960 --> 00:46:41.920 since you were a little girl, do you feel like 800 00:46:42.000 --> 00:46:45.760 there is a unified message that wants to come through. 801 00:46:45.880 --> 00:46:48.480 Or is it just a big version of us, you know, 802 00:46:48.559 --> 00:46:53.400 good guys, bad guys, Star Wars, Interplanetary just more or 803 00:46:53.480 --> 00:46:56.679 less playing out of a space opera like we would imagine. 804 00:46:57.320 --> 00:47:02.039 Or is there a you know, a inducive message that 805 00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:08.760 off planetary, extraterrestrial, multi dimensional, higher angelic, whatever you want 806 00:47:08.760 --> 00:47:12.519 to call it. Is there some message that you would 807 00:47:12.519 --> 00:47:14.719 call a unified message to humanity. 808 00:47:17.760 --> 00:47:21.320 I think there's a bunch of messages. I think the 809 00:47:21.360 --> 00:47:23.480 ones off the top of my head that I think 810 00:47:23.519 --> 00:47:26.960 are the most important is the times that we're in 811 00:47:27.119 --> 00:47:32.480 right now. Is to cooperate with others, like to cooperate 812 00:47:33.480 --> 00:47:36.599 that that we we are greater, you know than the 813 00:47:36.679 --> 00:47:39.360 some of our parts, right like that the whole is greater. 814 00:47:40.199 --> 00:47:43.519 And and to to be able to really work with 815 00:47:43.559 --> 00:47:46.960 one another. That this planetary shift is going to I 816 00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:49.679 think it's going to continue continue to rock us in 817 00:47:49.760 --> 00:47:54.760 ways that that we we don't entirely understand or know, 818 00:47:56.360 --> 00:47:59.880 and we can't entirely understand or know, and we're going 819 00:47:59.920 --> 00:48:03.679 to need each other and and the capacity for us 820 00:48:03.760 --> 00:48:09.239 to cooperate with one another. Uh in love, in intelligence 821 00:48:09.400 --> 00:48:15.639 and emotional intelligence, that's that's the biggie that

that is. 822 00:48:16.199 --> 00:48:19.599 If there is that unifying message, that's one of the 823 00:48:19.679 --> 00:48:25.880 things that really has come come forth that piece. And 824 00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:30.280 I also want to share this one. You know. I 825 00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:33.840 don't think there's this, Okay, these beings are good and 826 00:48:33.880 --> 00:48:36.039 that's bad, and then there's this and then there's that. 827 00:48:36.480 --> 00:48:40.119 I actually think that, like from from what I understand, 828 00:48:40.199 --> 00:48:42.159 and I could be wrong, this is just my opinion. 829 00:48:42.480 --> 00:48:47.320 I think what we experience is what is part of 830 00:48:47.360 --> 00:48:52.119 our our you know, soul identity. And so if we're 831 00:48:52.159 --> 00:48:54.679 experiencing these different beings and are not so lovely, well 832 00:48:54.719 --> 00:48:56.880 maybe that's part of our sole identity, you know, maybe 833 00:48:56.880 --> 00:48:59.840 it's part of something that we need to reconcile with 834 00:49:00.280 --> 00:49:04.599 UH and something that we need to address. So I'm 835 00:49:04.639 --> 00:49:07.039 not this big believer in like the Grays or this 836 00:49:07.239 --> 00:49:10.920 and then the Nordics or that like that has that 837 00:49:11.000 --> 00:49:13.639 has not been my experience. I look at the human being. 838 00:49:13.719 --> 00:49:17.960 I look at the human behavior and whatever that person 839 00:49:18.480 --> 00:49:24.000 may be connected to UH in their cosmic history. They're 840 00:49:24.119 --> 00:49:29.280 the galactic anthropology, you know, like whatever that soul has 841 00:49:30.519 --> 00:49:35.119 been connected to is probably what's going to be emerging 842 00:49:35.199 --> 00:49:37.760 for for for some of those various beings. But I 843 00:49:38.239 --> 00:49:41.679 also think, maybe you know, part three to the answer 844 00:49:41.800 --> 00:49:47.559 great question is is to learn to be sovereign, to 845 00:49:47.760 --> 00:49:52.480 to to awaken and to see because I think these 846 00:49:52.480 --> 00:49:54.639 subtle RUMs are not going to be so subtle anymore. 847 00:49:55.880 --> 00:49:58.199 I think that right. I think that's part of this 848 00:49:58.280 --> 00:50:00.679 planetary ship. There is not gonna be so suttle anymore. 849 00:50:01.159 --> 00:50:04.800 And for us to awaken to our sovereignty on that that, 850 00:50:05.000 --> 00:50:08.519 you know, because we're experiencing let's say, this subtle realm 851 00:50:08.639 --> 00:50:13.639 or this non human entity or being, whatever we want 852 00:50:13.679 --> 00:50:16.880 to call it, we have to ask ourselves, this is 853 00:50:16.920 --> 00:50:19.119 something that's that's of a benefit to us? Is this 854 00:50:19.239 --> 00:50:21.000 not of a benefit to us? Do we want this? 855 00:50:21.239 --> 00:50:24.199 It's like a relationship with anybody. Do you want this relationship? 856 00:50:24.239 --> 00:50:26.480 Do not want this relationship? I think we have to 857 00:50:26.480 --> 00:50:29.679 stop acting as if as if we're some weird, powerless, 858 00:50:29.760 --> 00:50:37.440 you know, species that is subjected to being beholden to 859 00:50:37.519 --> 00:50:39.360 one thing or the other. I think this is the 860 00:50:39.440 --> 00:50:43.079 awakening process, and hopefully I think some of us, you know, 861 00:50:43.159 --> 00:50:45.239 maybe learn that through what we went through in twenty 862 00:50:45.280 --> 00:50:48.760 twenty that because people are telling you to do something 863 00:50:48.840 --> 00:50:50.679 and they want you to do something, well, do you 864 00:50:50.760 --> 00:50:54.119 really have to? And what you know? So so I 865 00:50:54.159 --> 00:50:58.800 think that there's this this growth within oneself that we 866 00:50:58.880 --> 00:51:01.719 have to ask those questions, of those questions, do you know, 867 00:51:02.320 --> 00:51:04.480 like do we want do some of us want these 868 00:51:04.480 --> 00:51:07.320 beings around you know doing and we're. 869 00:51:07.199 --> 00:51:10.519 Real breaking apart. We're breaking away from the hive mind. 870 00:51:10.719 --> 00:51:13.679 Eric says that a lot getting away from the hive mind. 871 00:51:13.800 --> 00:51:16.360 Well, it seems like, you know, before the hive mind 872 00:51:16.440 --> 00:51:18.719 was even really fully fleshed out to where we could 873 00:51:18.800 --> 00:51:21.320 understand it, we see it in the animal kingdom with 874 00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:25.079 bees and insects, but we haven't really thought of we 875 00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:27.760 are in a hive mind. But now with AI and 876 00:51:27.800 --> 00:51:31.119 everything else, we're seeing that we're the invitation. And it's 877 00:51:31.119 --> 00:51:34.119 not really an invitation. It's more just like the pressure 878 00:51:34.280 --> 00:51:39.920 to relinquish yourself, let everything be known about you. Where 879 00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:42.599 the point where you're not even calling it surveillance or 880 00:51:42.639 --> 00:51:47.320 control anymore, you're just being absorbed into the the program 881 00:51:47.480 --> 00:51:52.880 that somebody says you're supposed to participate in. In the 882 00:51:52.960 --> 00:51:56.800 vein of my questioning that we use the word awakening. 883 00:51:56.800 --> 00:51:59.159 Our show is called Awakening Code Radio. It's become quite 884 00:51:59.199 --> 00:52:01.920 the buzzword since we picked the word, you know, fourteen 885 00:52:02.000 --> 00:52:07.519 years ago. In that process, what what do you call 886 00:52:07.760 --> 00:52:10.760 the what do you see the goal or the endgame 887 00:52:11.079 --> 00:52:15.280 or why we're connected? What are what would you describe 888 00:52:15.519 --> 00:52:19.239 that where humanity in this moment of time is awakening. 889 00:52:18.760 --> 00:52:23.960 Too, well, i'd have to go okay, so I have 890 00:52:24.039 -->

00:52:26.639 to go back a little bit. So one of the 891 00:52:26.639 --> 00:52:30.639 things that that the beings different, These creator beings came 892 00:52:30.639 --> 00:52:33.280 in when I was twenty one, and it was it 893 00:52:33.320 --> 00:52:37.239 was quite quite the experience, and I was taken. They 894 00:52:37.400 --> 00:52:38.880 appeared at the end of my bed. By the way, 895 00:52:39.039 --> 00:52:42.360 this wasn't like a you know, in a dream state. No, No, 896 00:52:42.480 --> 00:52:47.079 I was there with my my daughter's dad at the time, 897 00:52:47.199 --> 00:52:52.079 with my boyfriend, right, and they appeared and he saw 898 00:52:52.159 --> 00:52:54.400 part of it, but then he kind of got knocked out, 899 00:52:54.679 --> 00:52:57.000 and I was taken for a ride in the universe, right, 900 00:52:57.159 --> 00:52:59.719 and it was awesome and it was amazing. But I 901 00:52:59.719 --> 00:53:03.679 wish my own creation, right, Like, yeah, I come from creation. 902 00:53:03.800 --> 00:53:05.840 But then I was shown creation one of the things 903 00:53:05.920 --> 00:53:08.400 I was shown. And again this doesn't mean this is 904 00:53:08.400 --> 00:53:10.840 true for everybody, but this is a truth for me 905 00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:15.480 of how I lived my life. I was shown that 906 00:53:16.760 --> 00:53:21.199 this universe is condensing to give birth to a new universe, right, 907 00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.800 And I worked with doctor Rudy Shield, who's a Harvard astrophysicist. 908 00:53:24.920 --> 00:53:27.239 I started telling him my story when I was like 909 00:53:27.320 --> 00:53:30.119 twenty three years old, and I've known Rudy ever since, 910 00:53:31.559 --> 00:53:34.559 and he worked with John Mack. So I'm sharing that 911 00:53:34.639 --> 00:53:41.039 piece because what I saw and what I was exposed 912 00:53:41.079 --> 00:53:44.760 to kind of freaked me out. Freaked me out in 913 00:53:44.760 --> 00:53:50.000 the sense of that, yeah, these creative beings came and 914 00:53:50.280 --> 00:53:53.840 showed me creation, but then they came back like how 915 00:53:53.880 --> 00:53:57.880 many years later, like thirteen fourteen years later, and then 916 00:53:57.920 --> 00:54:03.239 they showed me the evolution of this creation. But my consciousness, me, 917 00:54:03.960 --> 00:54:08.760 my consciousness was also connected to what was being created 918 00:54:08.800 --> 00:54:13.320 in the cosmos. There was a responsibility there, like even today, 919 00:54:13.480 --> 00:54:17.559 like I feel that it's a feeling in my consciousness 920 00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:19.480 and my knowing in my internal self. 921 00:54:19.719 --> 00:54:23.840 Gosh, I so get that. I so get that we 922 00:54:23.880 --> 00:54:28.320 are all co creating in each moment with every thought 923 00:54:28.599 --> 00:54:33.280 we make. And we might think, you know, oh, well, 924 00:54:33.320 --> 00:54:36.840 everybody's going to see this or get this because

I'm 925 00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:40.960 seeing it or getting it, and then people go off 926 00:54:40.960 --> 00:54:44.880 on their own tangent based on their where they're at 927 00:54:44.880 --> 00:54:49.119 in their evolutionary process or whatever fear might come in 928 00:54:49.159 --> 00:54:53.320 to that, and then it's like, oh my gosh. We 929 00:54:53.880 --> 00:54:56.440 you know, in order for this shift to take place, 930 00:54:56.519 --> 00:55:00.760 it takes it takes all of us. We you know, 931 00:55:00.880 --> 00:55:04.559 it's like one person trying to change consciousness. It takes 932 00:55:04.639 --> 00:55:09.880 each person doing their part to steer the ship in 933 00:55:09.960 --> 00:55:19.039 the direction of peace, love, harmony, compassion, beauty, you know, wisdom, collaboration, 934 00:55:19.719 --> 00:55:27.360 and instead of this these lower density emotions of you know, jealousy, 935 00:55:27.440 --> 00:55:32.119 like you said, jealousy or greed or or hatred or 936 00:55:32.320 --> 00:55:36.119 you know, the whole war thing. Just I just don't 937 00:55:36.159 --> 00:55:38.320 get it. I you know, Eric and I have talked 938 00:55:38.320 --> 00:55:44.239 about that before. We're we really really when people say 939 00:55:44.280 --> 00:55:46.440 what are you wishing for? When you're blowing out your 940 00:55:46.440 --> 00:55:49.159 candles on your cake, it's always peace on earth and 941 00:55:49.199 --> 00:55:52.079 in the cosmos, that's always my wish. It's you know, 942 00:55:53.199 --> 00:55:55.320 it's not it's. 943 00:55:55.199 --> 00:55:59.000 No, no, no, it's not. It's not to your point. Yeah, yeah, exactly, 944 00:55:59.000 --> 00:56:01.000 it's your point. I mean what I was shown. I mean, 945 00:56:01.639 --> 00:56:05.880 you know, the cosmos are huge, but there's a it's 946 00:56:05.960 --> 00:56:11.559 continuing to grow, and in that growth, people need to mature. 947 00:56:12.440 --> 00:56:15.920 People need to step up to their cosmic destiny, you know, 948 00:56:16.519 --> 00:56:21.239 like like there's room in the cosmos for creators. And 949 00:56:21.360 --> 00:56:24.519 that is what I was shown, is that, Like, so 950 00:56:24.639 --> 00:56:29.000 what's all this for, Well, it's for that that growth 951 00:56:29.039 --> 00:56:34.280 and that evolution and the adversity. Right, Like so we Earth, 952 00:56:34.400 --> 00:56:36.960 we experienced a lot of adversity on Earth, and that 953 00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:39.800 adversity is part of that growth and evolution. And to 954 00:56:39.880 --> 00:56:44.079 your point, Michelle, like what you're saying, you know, it's like, well, 955 00:56:44.119 --> 00:56:47.320 I choose peace. I choose it. Choose that, because what 956 00:56:47.360 --> 00:56:50.679 are you going to create if if you are you know, 957 00:56:50.840 --> 00:56:55.280 in in that mega negative you know state, I mean, 958 00:56:55.280 --> 00:56:57.639 you're going to create something that's not so lovely.

It's 959 00:56:57.679 --> 00:57:00.519 not just here on Earth, but it may have effect 960 00:57:01.000 --> 00:57:05.079 in the cosmos as well. So I think that I 961 00:57:05.119 --> 00:57:08.599 think that Earth itself is going through this burthing process. 962 00:57:08.679 --> 00:57:10.960 I think a lot of us know that. I was 963 00:57:11.000 --> 00:57:14.159 shown that I was shown that the Earth is is 964 00:57:14.239 --> 00:57:17.000 connected to you know, we know this right like Earth 965 00:57:17.039 --> 00:57:19.079 is connected in the universe, of course, but there was 966 00:57:19.119 --> 00:57:21.840 like an umbilical cord that I was shown. It's like 967 00:57:21.880 --> 00:57:24.440 this umbilical cord that's connected to the Earth that's giving 968 00:57:24.519 --> 00:57:26.960 like like birth into this like new Earth and this 969 00:57:27.039 --> 00:57:30.079 new universe. And you know, is that on a different 970 00:57:30.159 --> 00:57:33.840 dimensional space and realm? I think so, is that possible 971 00:57:34.000 --> 00:57:39.760 electromagnetically with the Sun and the shifts and the changes. Possibly, So, 972 00:57:40.000 --> 00:57:42.880 you know, the cosmos in the Earth, like the cosmos 973 00:57:43.000 --> 00:57:44.800 is going to grow anyways, the Earth is going to 974 00:57:44.840 --> 00:57:47.480 do her thing. And it goes back to I think 975 00:57:47.559 --> 00:57:51.599 part of why I incarnated and make the joke that 976 00:57:51.639 --> 00:57:54.880 I'm like a pinch hitter here is like helping to 977 00:57:55.000 --> 00:58:01.679 balance human beings out with the natural energy that's on 978 00:58:01.880 --> 00:58:05.800 the Earth right now, that's connected to the Sun, that's 979 00:58:05.800 --> 00:58:08.760 obviously connected to the the you know, our galaxy, like 980 00:58:09.039 --> 00:58:11.639 the cosmos are going to do their thing. It's up 981 00:58:11.679 --> 00:58:13.880 to the people on Earth to be able to move 982 00:58:13.920 --> 00:58:18.480 in alignment with it and and get into you know, 983 00:58:19.039 --> 00:58:25.159 real time as opposed to you know, the time constructs 984 00:58:25.199 --> 00:58:29.880 that we see here on Earth that are retarding things. 985 00:58:30.719 --> 00:58:34.719 So yeah, I think we're here to be creators. I 986 00:58:34.760 --> 00:58:37.679 think that's part of our cosmic destiny and we're here 987 00:58:37.679 --> 00:58:38.639 to get on real time. 988 00:58:39.440 --> 00:58:40.559 Here's a song for you, Susan. 989 00:58:40.599 --> 00:58:43.280 You can go ahead, and this is this is caused 990 00:58:43.360 --> 00:58:45.119 the sun by freedom trying. 991 00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:13.679 The lady. 992 00:59:10.840 --> 00:59:18.599 Run outside to see the sun said, just because I 993 00:59:18.719 --> 00:59:22.559 can't stand on your shot. 994 00:59:23.800 --> 00:59:27.360 More rising by her. Only you. 995 00:59:28.960 --> 00:59:33.639 And I love you like the sun, love you. 996 00:59:38.320 --> 00:59:43.639 And the love you you do you like the sun, 997 00:59:46.519 --> 00:59:50.760 and the stand of muggets are blowing on my wings 998 00:59:51.280 --> 00:59:55.920 and time and eyes freeing in the lie. 999 00:59:56.519 --> 00:59:59.639 And on the road, and U. 1000 01:00:01.199 --> 01:00:01.800 You and I. 1001 01:00:03.599 --> 01:00:09.719 Carry the shop name and the love you like sun, 1002 01:00:10.800 --> 01:00:11.400 love you. 1003 01:00:13.239 --> 01:00:17.480 Love, and I love you. 1004 01:00:20.800 --> 01:00:28.920 Like the Sun. I am an angel. I'm an angel. 1005 01:00:29.679 --> 01:00:34.400 I I'm an angel, I'm the agious. 1006 01:00:34.599 --> 01:00:39.760 I'm an angel sing. I am an angel. I am 1007 01:00:40.079 --> 01:00:44.519 an angel, I am I will never leave. 1008 01:00:47.960 --> 01:00:53.679 Walley, carry you, will you fall? I will be called 1009 01:00:54.960 --> 01:00:58.480 if you're for lie a trail, see. 1010 01:00:58.400 --> 01:01:01.920 The Chuck or all should take you? 1011 01:01:02.320 --> 01:01:20.280 Wow, Wow, Rubens spirit We all. 1012 01:01:21.639 --> 01:01:28.800 We we all we. 1013 01:01:39.199 --> 01:01:43.679 That was Freedom Tribe Nation dot Com. Good one, Eric. 1014 01:01:43.800 --> 01:01:45.960 We cut it off a little. It's an eight minute song, 1015 01:01:46.119 --> 01:01:48.159 so we shortened it a little bit. But we've had 1016 01:01:48.280 --> 01:01:53.239 Freedom on the show in the past, and that song 1017 01:01:53.760 --> 01:01:57.559 hit me the same way I did your introduction, Susan. 1018 01:01:57.639 --> 01:02:01.199 When I heard that song, it was everything in my 1019 01:02:01.400 --> 01:02:04.599 world that the sun is our source the sun is 1020 01:02:04.679 --> 01:02:07.800 our source of life. We cannot live without the sun, 1021 01:02:08.239 --> 01:02:11.119 right And when I say I love you like the sun, 1022 01:02:11.400 --> 01:02:13.320 I get tears in my eyes and I mean it. 1023 01:02:13.840 --> 01:02:14.679 I really mean it. 1024 01:02:15.480 --> 01:02:18.239 Soul connections well, we always want to leave our show 1025 01:02:18.400 --> 01:02:21.000 at the same time, same way, because we think it's 1026 01:02:21.039 --> 01:02:23.920 the most important reminder you could ever get as you 1027 01:02:24.039 --> 01:02:26.880 got into your day, try your best, because we're trying. 1028 01:02:26.679 --> 01:02:29.760 Our best to choose love and be a good human. 1029 01:02:30.039 --> 01:02:32.360 Thank you for tuning in, everybody. We'll see you next week. 1030 01:02:34.239 --> 01:02:37.880 This is Eric Rankin and Michelle Anderson from Awakening. 1031 01:02:37.480 --> 01:02:39.679 Code Radio right here on KXFM. 1032 01:02:40.000 --> 01:02:42.320 We'd like to invite you to join a conversation to 1033 01:02:42.480 --> 01:02:43.360 raise the Vibration. 1034 01:02:43.639 --> 01:02:46.400 Broadcasting live every Tuesday night from eight to ten pm, 1035 01:02:46.639 --> 01:02:49.480 we cover all aspects of the process of awakening, whether 1036 01:02:49.559 --> 01:02:53.000 it's emotional or spiritual growth with a global audience. Our 1037 01:02:53.079 --> 01:02:55.039 show is one of the most listened to programs here 1038 01:02:55.079 --> 01:02:57.559 at KXFM, and we would love for you to join 1039 01:02:57.639 --> 01:02:58.320 the conversation.